#somewherenowhere

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Thursday night #somewherenowhere

[rawrmeansilyindinosawr]

nauseous Bl0WF1sh

i hav bronchitis again n moi fwend chris says it cuz ima “chronic smoker.” Whatever dat meanzz !!!!?

uMmmmummmmUmmm Ummmmm.!! moi ribzzz hurt from coughin N i had a Wasian hot doc prescribe meH a genZ pack for the nxt 6 days .! i Think she was in luv wif meh cuz she was lik ….”Soo ur feeling sick????🥺🥺🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺” n She wrote me 2 doc notes n encouraged meh to R3st … <3 heart eyes.!!! Im sniffly n BORED.!!!! N my breath smells like arabic coffee. =] i wanna learN how2 Read tha groundzz so i Kan c my future n how my wife gonna lOok Like. I dink she will hav freckles . ?

my new Profesor baggie is my old Hello kitty Crossbady bag i used in lik 3rd grade n i Loveee my mommy for saving it for me.!! Idk how it didn’t wear n Tear or iDk how i Didnf break it already at dis point cuz my Mummy calls me “a power puff girl”.!!! (aka i Alwayz broke everYth1nG growing up… the fridge, bathroom sInk, etc.)

iPhone journal entry 03/01/2023

5:39am on the L train bak home holding a tray of rly bad pasta i ated half of but left tha rest on the train Cuz i forgot n was mad .!!!!!

“the man sitting next to me on the subway smells like microwaved bean and cheese burritos and everyone that commutes at this time wears black and grey and navy. shades of it at least.

i hate when people stare at me. but they do. and i feel like i look mean for a reason. maybe discreetly i want people to be afraid of me. or to make their assumptions. i want to be judged and complain about it. to feel alienated all over again over and over and over again.

why do people wear their wedding rings so freely in this city? or do we really just care far too much about our presentation, myself included.

why am i always counted as second best. or why do i feel as it from the people who make me feel first and last at the same time.”

:-[ SIMP!!!!11111 >_<

my students keep asking me if i identify as an “emo” and a “e-girl” .! N asking if i am a bOy or A gUrl. lolz.!! my Ex situationship is now back to being my current situationship aagain cuzz um he may or may not hav written mEh a poem about fisting me on Queer craigslist which i frequently check N it was romantic . soo We had a closure convo at this Coffee shoppe n i brought a puppy who was tryna fight sum kid there n it wuz awkward n sad n Wonderwall by oasis was playing so obvz it ended in seggs.

i May or mAy not have Snuck into a homeless shelter to hav Sex the other nite cuz i felt Like it . Wrote a poem ab it !.!!

“

twin size mattress

spiky shy seductive fingers

sugar dissolves with heat

and turns golden brown.

caramel kisses on my mouth

u blew weed smoke into

sorry i freaked out.

but we play the system well

i throw ur jacket down three flights and three floors

u say when

and i’ll go

we don’t need a car to go somewhere only we know “

YEAZZZZZZZ SOOOOOOOOOO i had alottaaa weirdOo dreamzz sleeping dere.!!! dreamt of gettin strapped DOWN on a fire scape then also of a blowfish tht kept frowing up itself over n over again til it died then ppl ated it.! Then had a dream i wrote a poem w all my students in spanish n i was teaching a poetry class ssomrwhere Not in America lolz.!! iimm missing the rly Kute bedazzledd “0Bama” beanie i saw at domsey N didn’t buy . it’s been aB 2 months since i saw it dere . Anyway.! security at work was using bathroom n the toilet seat Rn slammed down on his Dick while he was peeing and he just screamed “DAMN WHAT da FUQ WHAT DA FUQ .!!!” :-]

i luv walkin around chinatown w my friendzz n gettin milky T n finding Hello-kitty jumperzz n pjs at F21 >.< n twinkz fashion show at Dallas Bbq wuz kute n i still get kinda shy ab ppl takin moi pix.!Then we danced to music w moi speaker outside afterwards n Then went w group of pplz we just met to a seggs shoppe. Then we tried to find an el bano 4 meh to pee in n may hav accidentally said” fukk” in front of 2 many babies. Then went 2 somewherenowhere n got Vip-ed cuz we r Kewl n hot n do k off each otherzz nailz lik paris hilton n Nicole Richie n cuz starz r BLINDzz.!! theN may or Not hav been on E from 1pm-6am n lost the Spikezz to our bracelets N our gauges in our ears .!!!i luv Kuddling w moi fwendzz post club tho n napping then goin out again.!! N finally bein able to climb up 2 the top of the skate ramp 2 sit dere n why do ppl smoke crack at substance abuse sk8 Park .? mayB cuz it’s called substance abuse :-p ??? hehe duh!!

soooo I ordered dinn from “Miss dongs burgers” cuz trans girlsss hav the sexiest cocks<33 n ordered soft shell crab burger N omfg her crabzz were yummy.!! LOLZZZ im thinkin of the cuRse of curves lyrics while singing another song “ ur beautiful ‘ by james blunt with strangers at a sexy bodega off broadway n also Crying cuz i lost my second pair of reading glasses again and also buying a kids babyPhat shirt even tho it’s a 5-6 size shirt cuz i like the print n Now family dollar sells baby phat beanieZ. ??? i luv living in the wick!!<3

all three of us gave ourselves black eyes on the same eyeball .?!?! within a week apart.?!?! brujajajajajajajaja :-0 i yam Defeating anorexia day by day n it is so hard but i kant keep holding on2 it. N i wanna b able to eat at wei’s n cafe mogador w moi fwendzz n even doe my Ex who used to yell at meh at dunkin’ donuts got herpes from the falafel there i still enjoy eating at dat place .! i realized many thingzz keep me up at nite more than adderal n insomnia. Like pornstar nikki hearts n the old Lex logo. Blu lex logo wuzz shmexy. wrote another iphone note 4 dayzz ago ab how much i need time alone rn cuz i feel v overly stimulated n lik everything is jus2much , n how do we rly even communicate w one another when we don’t get anywhere w our actions.??

“talk talk talk

all we do is talk ,

but talking isn’t always communicating

and listening doesn’t always fix everything

days go by and u feel nostalgic for the nites u didn’t spend admiring the moon . n i lost my heart to get yours to get close to yours. never thought itd hurt this bad. and i’ll never try to dominate the conversation but im sorry if my voice escalates.”

moi wk wuz Kute those were my highlights .!! also helping w a styling pull for bobbi brown ^_^!!!.!!.!!!.!!! kinda excited to meet moi new they she therapist tmrw mornin n get Fixed (not bottom surgery but U kno, with electroconvulsion.)) i also defzz went on a reddit khole n joined lik 4 diff fourms which i kannot disclose cuz uh uh uh uh uHhHhhH yea 2 vulnerable but i changed my username to charlixcx1997 N now i kinda wanna change my name from ren to charli cuz it’s also unisex/andro AF n cute butt ANYWEYZZ yah wuld luv to continue to stay N chat n type n Talk but Yes i am busy brainstorming lesbian spring date ideazz like goin to Dock aznn eatery n eating oysterzz then picking flowers at maria Hernandezz then going 2 moi room wHile we turn the disco lights …. hide under blankies n analyze the lyrics to fast car by tracy chapman n then ask each other our fav pasta shapes then nail our hands together .!!!!<3<3 <3 <3 <3

Xxxxxx with xxxtra xxx,

ren<3

[jessijaejoplin]

Somewhere X Nowhere New Editorial Staring Kelly Raphaelle, Photographed by Elly Chang

http://bit.ly/SomewhereNowhereElly

[voyagevoyagetc]

Somewhere in nowhere on Route 66 in Arizona... #Route66 #Route66Arizona #Route66AZ #66 #66Arizona #Arizona66 #ArizonaRoute66 #Arizona #AZ #Somewhere #Nowhere #SomewhereNowhere #NowhereSomewhere #NiceView #GreatView #BeautifulView #IncredibleView #View #Route #RouteTrip #RouteTrips #Route66Trip #Route66Trips #Road #RoadTrip #RoadTrips #OnTheRoute #OnTheRoute66 #OnTheRoad #VoyageVoyage (hier: Route 66, Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7jpsIAI0ia/?igshid=1by62dabxscja

[trommlitz]

#letyourselfgo with @nina.ina.nutshell #blackandwhite #fashion #somewherenowhere #trommlitz

[kristinakrupcova]

Somewhere in the Montenegro ⛵️ ————————————————————— Okrem portrétov som taktiež lovec nočných skvostov a teraz dám pár tipov ako na to.. ————————————————————— V prvom rade si treba nájsť zaujímavý spot, nie je problém, vycestuješ 800 km a dúfaš že ti niečo padne do oka(vid. foto). Keď už nájdem to pravé orechové, sadnem si na chladný chodníček, rozložím si tam tú svoju miniatúru statívu, ktorý pod váhou objektívu protestuje a čudne sa kolíše do stán, ale zas nemôžem sa sťažovať, drží ho len sila vôľe. Následne si nadstavým dĺžku uzávierky, 2sec, 4sec, 8sec, sama netuším čo vlastne robím, tak len skúšam a čakám, čo mi tá dnešná moderná technológia vypľuje. Celý proces býva väčšinou rýchla záležitosť, poznáš to: zapadá ti slnko, potrebuješ byť na 3 miestach naraz a klonovacií prístroj si bohužiaľ zabudol doma, čiže smolka. Ale zas keď je to naopak a mám ten čas, tak sa neponáhľam a dokonale si to vychutnávam. Je to taká moja idilka. Len ja + padajúca hviezda, ktorú chcem odfotiť, no neodofotím + a foťák na statíve ktorý si robí svoje. Stačí mi že ho počujem cvakať, viac ma nezaujíma. Síce, bolo by od neho pekne keby mi urobil aspoň jednu fotku ostrú. A urobil 😏Prajem krásny zbytok dňa! ————————————————————— #somewherenowhere #montenegro #kotormontenegro #romatica #nightcitylights #moodylandscape #nightphotography #warmtones #calming #slovakiaphoto #slovakiaphotographer #instaslovak (na mieste Kotor, Montenegro) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzGbcxTIx7w/?igshid=4vpnq44hdn40

[jsthomasbahamas]

🎶 🐸 🗝 Hundredth- somewhere, nowhere ~ Clear with Pink Blue splatter Vinyl // limited to 150 // Some of the best, catchiest synth/rock/pop you’ll hear present day. Can’t recommend this one enough & stoked to have scored a copy upon pre order. @hundredth .. #vinyl #coloredvinylclub #coloredvinyl #vinylcommunity #vinylcollection #vinyligclub #collection #vinyladdict #vinyljunkie #instavinyl #igvinylcommunity #igvinyl #musiccollection #recordcollection #recordcollector #nowplaying #nowspinning #music #lp #art #hundredth #rock #rocknroll #pop #synthpop #somewherenowhere https://www.instagram.com/p/CNvYyDos_eI/?igshid=lsxekio8k5dz

[twistedcatmeow]

On a purely artistic level, if you are a creative sort, you can be poorly trained in your field and still create magical, awe-inspiring works. You just have to listen to your creativity rather than the training. Listening to your creativity means trusting, both the Divine and yourself, to be able to create what needs to be created. If you’re listening to your training more than your creativity, you’re using it as a crutch anyway.

This applies to life as well as to art. You could come from a background that is lacking in those things we think of as being important to children. You could even come from a background filled with abuse. But you have made it this far. You survived. That implies a certain amount of creativity, doesn’t it? You found your way through, you found your way out. That makes you pretty smart. Not everyone makes it, you know.

You might still be relying on your “training,” as it were; that is to say, maybe you have found yourself back in a situation reminiscent of your childhood. Stop leaning on your past as a crutch and trust! Trust the Divine, trust yourself! Create something new for yourself. Just because “it has always been this way” doesn’t mean it always has to be this way. Change something. Change anything!

#quote #TranscendTheModel #greatness #creativity #BecomeSomethingMore #PracticalSpirituality #SelfImprovement #PersonalGrowth #DailyMessage #365DaysToEnlightenment #Ayamanatara #DirtRoad #BirtchTree #SomewhereNowhere #NewEngland

[coolpurzelbaum]

Somewherenowhere

[veracebria-blog]

SOMEWHERE NOWHERE directed by Marina Vengut

[marselleworld-blog]

Going somewhere. #cycling #peopleslife #streetphoto #streetphotography #streetphotographer #bnw #bnwmood #bnwphotography #blackandwhite #somewherenowhere #photo #photogram #photograph #photoart #photography

[adastracomix]

Got a new book in the mail for our library this week 📚 “Somewhere Nowhere” is a collection of oral testimonies of homelessness in the UK, told through comics. Illustrations by Sam Dahl. #homelessness #comics #researchdissemination #somewherenowhere #liveswithouthomes

[albertocalva]

. . . . #basurabonita #hielo #ice #beautifultrash #americanemptyness #colorc #colorcolourlovers #lightroom #conceptualphotography #artphotography #somewherenowhere #archivecollectivemag #galleryoflightfeature #myfeatureshoot #noicemag #verybusymag #paperjournalmag #atx #igersatx #instaatx #magichour #minimalism #minimal #humbleartsfoundation #ignant #booooooom (at Austin, Texas)

[jessijaejoplin]

Somewhere X Nowhere New Editorial Staring Kelly Raphaelle, Photographed by Elly Chang

http://bit.ly/SomewhereNowhereElly

[la-tc]

Revenge,2018

[endless-tokyo]

会議室前。 #喫茶室ルノアール #renoir #somewherenowhere #af1