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mononijikayu · 4 months ago

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req - jjk characters (gojo lol) saying 'i know, baby, i know' when babying/comforting yn. ervyabebwyrogbrw

please feel no rush/pressure for this and look after yourself :)

⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ જ⁀➴ '𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓼 𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰' ╽ jjk + men

< satoru, suguru, kento, yuuji and megumi x comforting you >

GENRE: jjk men x reader

WARNING/S: alternate universe - canon convergence, romance, lovers, domesticity, fluff, comfort, hurt/comfort, crying, cuddling and snuggling, humor, teasing, pet names (love, babe, baby, etc), mention of period pains, mention of crying, mention of discomfort, mention of weariness, depiction of sad moments;

WORD COUNT: 3.3k

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note: im going to be out for a bit cause of my brother's birthday, so i wanted to write this to leave you with something lovely everyone~ thank you anon for your request~ i hope you like it~ ily <3

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when your favorite cafe snack isn’t available — gojo satoru.

you had been looking forward to your favorite snack all week—a sweet, indulgent treat from your favorite café that never failed to lift your spirits. but when you arrived and scanned the display case, your heart sank. the spot where your beloved snack usually sat was empty, replaced by a small sign that read, "temporarily unavailable."

your disappointment was palpable, and as you turned away from the counter, you couldn't help but feel a little downcast. you knew that it was a small thing, but sometimes the little comforts made all the difference when you’ve been dealt hard missions.

gojo satoru, your partner, accompanied you to the café. its late at night, so he didn’t want to see you go by yourself. when you lowered your head, he immediately noticed your change in mood. he placed a comforting hand on your shoulder, his thumb gently rubbing in circles.

"hey baby, what's wrong?" he asked softly, concerned about lacing his voice.

"they don't have it," you sighed, trying to brush off the disappointment but failing to keep the sadness from your voice. "it's silly, i know, but i was really looking forward to it."

your satoru's eyes softened with understanding, and he pulled you into a gentle hug. "it's not silly, baby." he murmured, holding you close. "i know how much you love it."

you sighed and leaned into his embrace, taking comfort in his warmth and presence. "i guess i just had my hopes up, babes." you admitted, feeling a little embarrassed by how much it affected you. “it is pretty late.”

satoru chuckled softly, resting his chin on top of your head. "it's okay, baby. i know," he said reassuringly. "we all have those little things that make us happy. i’m sorry they don’t have it today."

you smiled against his chest, feeling a bit better just being in his arms. "thank you, babes. you always know how to make me feel better."

he pulled back slightly, looking into your eyes with a playful glint. "how about we go find another café that has something else you love? Or maybe I'll even try to make it for you at home. could be a disaster, but i'm willing to give it a shot, baby."

you laughed at the thought of your satoru in the kitchen, knowing full well his culinary skills were hit-or-miss. "that sounds perfect, babes." you agreed, the disappointment starting to fade away with his support. "i'd love to see you try."

gojo satoru grinned, his enthusiasm infectious. "then it's a date, baby!" he declared, kissing your cheek. “come on, baby!”

taking your hand and leading you out of the café, ready to turn your day around with his unwavering love and optimism. you were lucky to have him.

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when you’re very overworked — geto suguru.

these past few weeks had been a whirlwind of missions and responsibilities. they’ve given you mission after mission and you hated it. this leaves you feeling like you were about to get sick — feeling exhausted and worn thin. as a jujutsu sorcerer, you were no stranger to hard work, but lately, the demands had been relentless, leaving little time for rest or self-care.

one evening, as you returned home from another long day, geto suguru to immediately notice the way your fatigue was etched all over your beautiful features. your suguru was sitting in the living room, surrounded by books and papers, researching his next mission. he notices when you come home all the time, so he looked up as soon as you walked in, concern flashing across his face as you stood there.

"you look exhausted, baby." suguru said softly, rising from his seat to greet you. his purple eyes, always filled with warmth and tenderness, mirrored the concern you felt but couldn’t voice. "have you been overworking yourself again?"

you sighed, running a hand through your hair, feeling the weight of the day pressing down on you. "yeah, baby. it's just been... a lot," you admitted, your voice weary.

your suguru approached you, his expression shifting from concern to determination. "come here, baby." he said gently, guiding you to the couch and urging you to sit down. "you need to take a break."

you couldn’t help but just sink into the cushions, grateful for the chance to rest. your suguru sat beside you, his presence comforting and reassuring. "let me take care of you tonight, baby" he offered, his voice filled with quiet resolve.

you couldn’t help but smile, touched by his love and care. “you don't have to do that, sugu, baby."

your suguru shook his head, a small smile playing on his lips. "but i want to. you already do so much for everyone else. let me do something for you."

your suguru got up and disappeared into the kitchen, and you could hear the clattering of dishes and the sound of water running. a few moments later, your lover returned with a cup of tea, offering it to you with a gentle smile.

"here, drink this. it'll help you relax, baby."

you took the cup, feeling the warmth seep into your hands. "thank you, sugu. baby." you said, taking a sip and savoring the calming aroma. the tea was soothing, a perfect remedy for the day's stress. “you’re so good to me.”

he smiles, pressing a kiss on your cheek. “you’ll do the same for me, baby.”

“i love you.” you smiled up to him, drinking your tea again.

“i love you too, baby.” he grins, his fingers running down your hair. "you’re doing an incredible job, baby."

“thank you baby.”

“but take care of yourself, hm? your health matters most.”

you nodded. "i know. i just... i feel like there's always so much to do."

he gently brushing a strand of hair from your face. "and you'll get it done, i have no doubt. but you don’t have to do it alone. let me help you, okay?"

his words wrapped around you like a warm embrace, filling the cracks that exhaustion had left behind. "Okay, baby." you agreed, feeling lighter than you had in weeks.

as the evening wore on, your suguru kept his promise, ensuring you were comfortable and cared for. he drew a warm bath, cooked a simple but delicious dinner, and made sure you took the time to unwind. with each small act of kindness, you felt your energy slowly returning, the weight of the day lifting from your shoulders.

by the time night fell, you were curled up on the couch with your suguru, your head resting on his shoulder. The room was quiet, filled only with the soft crackle of the fireplace and the rhythmic sound of his breathing.

"thank you for taking care of me, baby" you murmured, feeling a deep sense of gratitude. “you’re so good to me.”

suguru smiled, wrapping an arm around you and pulling you closer. "anytime, baby." he replied softly. "i’m here for you, always."

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when your favorite character dies — nanami kento.

the moment you heard the news on twitter, your heart sank. your manga favorite character, the one who had inspired you and brought so much joy into your life, was gone. you’ve never felt like this before. this felt like a piece of your world had shifted, leaving behind an unexpected emptiness that you couldn't quite comprehend.

slowly, as the reality settled in, you found yourself sitting on the couch, clutching a pillow tightly, tears welling up in your eyes little by little. you didn’t want to be dramatic but the loss of a beloved character was a reminder of the fleeting nature of life, even in the world of fiction, and it weighed heavily on your heart. it felt like the sun will never shine again.

nanami kento noticed your quiet distress as he entered the room. getting home, he was really worried. on thursdays, you get quiet when spoilers for your favorite manga drops. but you immediately reply to him. it’s been hours now and he was concerned.

your beloved nanami kento had always been perceptive, understanding the small things that brought you happiness and, in turn, the things that could break your heart. he approached you with a calm presence, sitting down beside you.

"hey, baby." he said softly, placing a gentle hand on your back. "’heard about what happened. i'm sorry, baby."

you looked up at him, your eyes shimmering with unshed tears. "it sounds silly, doesn't it? being so upset over a fictional character, ken-ken." you said, trying to brush it off, but the pain in your voice betrayed your true feelings. “this is horrible, ken-ken.”

your nanami shook his head, his expression kind and understanding. "it's not silly. we can form connections with stories and characters because they mean something to us. so, don’t worry about being sad. it's okay to feel like this too."

you nodded, feeling a bit reassured by his words, but the grief was still there, a persistent ache. Without another word, your nanami pulled you into a gentle embrace, wrapping his arms around you securely. you were so lucky to have him, your 2d man. your truest love.

"it's okay to cry, baby." he murmured, his voice a soothing balm to your heart. "i'm here. you can let it all out."

and you did. you let the tears flow, feeling the weight of your emotions being shared with someone who understood and cared. your nanami held you close, offering quiet comfort and a safe space to grieve your beloved manga beloved.

after a while, when the tears had subsided and your breathing had steadied, your nanami pulled back slightly, looking at you with gentle eyes. "feeling a little better?" he asked softly.

you nodded, wiping your eyes with the back of your hand. "a little bit, ken-ken." you admitted, managing a small, grateful smile. "thank you, ken-ken. it really helps having you here. it makes me feel better."

your lover smiled back, a warm, reassuring expression that made you feel valued and understood. no one had made you feel this comfortable being like this, ever. only him. Your beloved.

"anytime," he replied, reaching out to brush a stray tear from your cheek. "and if you need to talk more about it or anything else, i’m always here to listen. about this manga husband of yours or someone else."

nanami shifted his position, reaching for a cozy blanket and draping it over your shoulders. "why don't we watch something together, baby?” he suggested, gesturing towards the television. "something light and uplifting. it might help take your mind off things, hm?"

you nodded, appreciating the distraction. "that sounds nice, ken–ken." you agreed, settling back against the cushions.

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when you watch too many cute videos and you get overwhelmed — yuuji itadori.

It had been one of those days where you found yourself falling down a rabbit hole of cute cat and dog videos online. your little brother had sent you a video that led to another, and soon, you were lost in a world of fluffy kittens and playful puppies, your heart swelling with each adorable clip.

as the hours passed, the sheer amount of cuteness became overwhelming. you found yourself tearing up, emotions bubbling up unexpectedly as you watched a video of a tiny kitten being rescued or a puppy reuniting with its owner. you couldn't help it; the happiness was so intense that it left you feeling a bit frazzled and emotionally raw.

yuuji happened to walk into the room just as you were openly crying, your face buried in your hands. his eyes widened in concern, and he quickly came over to sit beside you.

"hey, babe, what's wrong?" he asked, gently rubbing your back as you sniffled and tried to compose yourself.

you let out a shaky laugh, feeling a little embarrassed for getting so emotional over cute videos. "it's just... i don't know," you hiccupped, wiping away your tears. "i've been watching all these cat and dog videos, and now i'm just so overwhelmed by how adorable they are!"

yuuji grinned, clearly relieved that it wasn't something more serious. "ah, i get it. they're so cute that it just hits you right in the heart, huh?" he said, giving you a sympathetic pat on the back. "i didn't know cute overload was a real thing until now!"

you nodded, chuckling through your tears. "yeah, i guess i wasn't prepared for this emotional rollercoaster," you said, feeling a bit more at ease with his lighthearted approach.

"well, how about we take a break from all the cuteness for a bit?" yuuji suggested, his voice cheerful and comforting. "we could go for a walk or do something else to clear your mind. what do you think?"

you nodded, grateful for the suggestion. "a walk sounds nice," you agreed, feeling a sense of relief at the thought of stepping away from the emotional overload.

yuuji stood up and offered his hand to help you off the couch. as you took it, you felt a wave of warmth and comfort from his touch, his easygoing nature already helping to soothe your frazzled nerves.

as you both headed outside, yuuji started talking about random things, trying to distract you with stories about his day and sharing funny moments that had happened recently. his energy was contagious, and soon you found yourself laughing along with him, the heaviness in your chest starting to lift.

"see? you're already feeling better, babe!" yuuji said with a grin as you walked through the park, the fresh air doing wonders to clear your mind. "sometimes you just need a change of scenery."

you nodded, appreciating how effortlessly he knew how to make things better. "thank you, yuuji," you said sincerely, feeling lucky to have him by your side. "you're always so good at cheering me up."

he gave you a warm smile, wrapping an arm around your shoulders as you continued your walk. "it's easy when i'm with you, babe." he replied, his voice full of genuine affection. “i love you, hm?”

you giggled. “love you too, babe.”

by the time you returned home, you felt much more at ease, the overwhelming emotions from earlier having subsided. yuuji made you a cup of hot cocoa and some snacks. both of you settled down together in a snuggle pile on the couch, determined to keep the good vibes going.

"remember, no more cute videos for a while, babe!" he teased gently, nudging you playfully. "or at least take it slow next time!"

you laughed, grateful for his support and understanding. "i'll try, babe." you promised, snuggling closer to him, feeling comforted and content.

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when you’re on your period and its been painful — fushiguro megumi.

the cramps had started early in the morning, a dull ache that gradually intensified until it felt like a storm was raging inside you. this was one of those cycles—one of the bad ones. you really tried to go about your day, but the pain and discomfort were relentless, leaving you feeling drained and frustrated. tears were brimming through your eyes all day. you haven’t told megumi, but it’s rough to disturb him when he’s training.

so, you decided you would find dealing with this by yourself the only choice. you were curled up on the couch, a heating pad pressed against your abdomen, trying to find some relief. the room was dimly lit, the curtains drawn to keep out the harsh light, as even that seemed too much to bear. but you’ll get through it. you always have. and you will again.

fushiguro megumi walked in, his expression softening with concern as soon as he saw you. kugisaki had called him, because you weren’t answering the knocks on your dorm door. he had noticed the signs earlier, the subtle winces and the way you held yourself, and he knew you were in pain. he sighed and shifted your hair away from your face, eyes narrowed tenderly.

"hey, dummy." he said, his tone gruff but filled with concern as he sat beside you. he presses his palm against your forehead. "how are you feeling?"

you let out a small sigh, giving him a tired smile. "not great, babe." you admitted, appreciating his presence. "this cycle is rough. it hurts so bad."

megumi nodded, a little furrow of worry on his brow. "why didn’t you tell me earlier?" he muttered, reaching out to gently brush your back as you sniffed some air. “you know i don’t like it when you’re sick, you dummy.”

“but you were busy.” your lips echo a tender pout, eyes brimming with wetness.

“i don’t care if i’m busy.” he sighs, brushing your face softly. his tender eyes were always so loving to you. “i want to take care of you, i always do. so let me, okay?”

you sniffed your tears away. “hm, okay.”

"is there anything i can do to help?" his thoughtfulness was a balm to your discomfort, and you felt a little lighter knowing he was there to support you. “what you need me to do to care for you, babe?”

"could you maybe make some warm tea?" you asked, hoping the warmth might help ease the cramps a bit. "and get snacks? please?”

"yeah, yeah. i’ll be right back." he replied, getting up and heading to the kitchen.

you could hear him moving around, the sound of water boiling and the comforting clink of mugs being prepared. he rummaged through your cabinets to get you some snacks. he already knows what you like. but your mood changed a lot when you get your period. he had to be sure.

"you want chocolate, right?"

"yeah, babe. i’d like those. thank you, babe.” you said, a bit more relieved. you could see his red ears from all the way here. you grinned slightly. “it’s cute how you’re blushing.”

“i–i’m not, shut up!”

“how cute my boyfriend is!”

“cut it out, you dummy!”

he returned a few minutes later with a steaming cup of herbal tea and a couple of snacks, including your favorite chocolate bar. he set them down on the table in front of you, giving you a small smile as you took his hand and squeezed it. you knew you’d always be cared for, because he’s always here. he’ll never make you feel anything but happy, loved and comforted.

"here you go," he said, sitting back down beside you. "and i brought some snacks too, just in case you’re hungry."

you smiled at his thoughtfulness, taking a sip of the tea and feeling its warmth spread through you. "thank you, babe. you have no idea how lovely this is. this helps a lot."

he nodded, a small smile playing on his lips. "it’s nothing, dummy. let me know if you need anything else, okay?"

as the day went on, megumi stayed by your side, quietly taking care of you in all the ways that mattered. he made sure you were comfortable, adjusted the pillows behind your back, and even put on one of your favorite movies to help distract you from the pain.

when the cramps became particularly intense, he would sit close, offering gentle words of encouragement and occasionally rubbing your back in soothing circles. his presence was a steady anchor, helping you feel less alone in your discomfort. he kissed your temple tenderly, as soft as a feather. everything about his gentleness made you feel so loved.

"remember to drink plenty of water, okay?" he reminded you gently, handing you a glass. "and don’t hesitate to tell me if you need anything else."

"thank you, megumi," you said again, feeling overwhelmed by his love. "i’m really lucky to have you."

he gave you a soft look, his green–blue orbs full of love. "....i’m just glad i can be here for you, you know that." he replied, his voice sincere. "i like taking care of you."

"i know you do." you whispered, leaning forward to kiss the corner of his lips. "love you, babe."

he blushed slightly, looking away. "…love you too."

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bluegalaxygirl · 1 year ago

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caring for you

plot: Headcannons for how they would care for you before a procedure/surgery.

Characters: Luffy, Zoro, Sanji, Law, Chopper, Usopp, Nami, Robin, Franky, Brook and Jinbe.

So in two days im going in to hospital for a procedure and im starting to get nervous so i thought why not do this headcannon. I thought id try Law for the first time since i adore him. There will be platonic and romantic parts so you can read what ever section you like. Theres only three people im not doing lovers for and thats Chopper, Brook and Jinbe. hope you enjoy. I'll try and post after i get back but it may be a while. im planning on doing a series of this though. Reader is GN.

Warning: fluff, bad language.

PROLOGUE

^ The surgery/procedure will be taking place in a few days, Chopper and Law will be doing it and even though your trust them you cant help but be worried. you managed to keep it hidden but now that its only two days away the knot in your stomach has tightened some much you can hardly breath.

^Your friends have taken notice and want to help calm you down. The fact that your not eating or sleeping well has them worried for you.

LUFFY

^ His goal is to make you laugh and smile, silly faces, jokes, showing you cool things. he wants all his friends to be happy and healthy and knowing you weren't healthy meant he had to make you even more happy

^ The first thing he noticed was you not eating enough, it confused him and wondered if it was the food at first. he didn't take food off your plate anymore instead pushing some of his food onto your plate wondering if you would eat it.

^ you were too distracted by his actions to notice, it made you more nervous seeing the extra food on your plate. This continued for a while until asked why you weren't eating, it came out of no where but you explained. you had to be very clear otherwise he wouldn't understand. He told you about what he'ed been doing and it made you laugh, the smile on your face sparking a smile to for on his. he didn't do it again when you asked him to stop but at least he made you laugh.

^ Will run up to you and hug you, he used to slam into you but with Nami stopping him more often now he manages to catch himself and stop just before he hits you, then hugging you lightly. He trust Chopper and Traffy to look after you and tells you that all the time "You have the worlds best doctor looking after you and traffy" if he says it in front of everyone chopper goes all happy about it while Law yells at him "Im a doctor two you know"

^On the day he doesn't realize your leaving for a little while until your about to go, he gives you a hug and tells you come back and that the crew wont be the same without you.

Lovers:

^ Will give you his hat to where if your feeling really upset and sit on the head of the sunny with you one arm around your shoulder the other on your leg.

^ will take baths with you when you want too soaking in the warm water with him, he'll wash your back and lightly touch the place that is making you ill or in pain. "Does it hurt?" he asks but you shake your head turning to hug him "No, you make the pain go away" He cant help but smile and laugh at this, he's so happy he makes your pain go away.

^ He's a loud sleeper and sometimes hard to wake up but if you get up in the middle of the night he will shoot away feeling you no longer next to him "Midnight snack?" he asks always, he hopes its a yes so you'll eat something and he can join you.

ZORO

^ You tend to train with him and he pushes you to your limits but once he found out you needed surgery/procedure all that stopped, no more weight lifting no more push ups or sit up, no bench presses no matter how much you ask to train with him.

^ It annoyed you to no end, did he think you were weak or not worthy of you time, you both argued about it often soon reaching its boiling point. The crew noticed the tension between you two, Nami, Sanji and usopp telling him multiple times to calm down.

^ "Im worried about you ok?" Zoro snaps, realizing what he said he takes a step back. "You dont think im weak?" you ask and he nods "Of cause not". you two make up form there and he agrees to help you train but only small things, again no heavy stuff things that will hurt you.

^ Most of the time its just you helping him with his training. Sitting on his back when he does push up and things like that. you both dont talk much during this time but its normal, it makes you feel normal.

Lovers:

^ He sleeps alot and when he naps you have to nap. even if your not tired you need to sleep. he will drag you form what ever your doing either to sit on his lap and snooze or go to your bedroom where he would spoon you. "You, me, Nap, now" is all he will say to you.

^ He's always been protective but the part of your body thats getting worked on is 100% more protected than the rest of you. some one comes to close to it and they go flying, doesn't matter if its a crew member or not but he will let chopper touch there because he is a doctor after all.

^ HAS had a fight with Law over the surgery/procedure, the fight had to be stopped by multiple member of each crew. you had to calm him down and tell him everything is going to be ok. he just wanted you safe and healthy, you could see that and loved him for that.

^ The day you have to go he doesn't leave your side, he carries you to his morning work out not letting you raise a finger to help just wants you to sit there and watch while he shows off. its a great distraction but when its time to go he gives you a long kiss telling you he'll see you when you get back.

SANJI

^ Your not eating right and that a big No No for him. you need to keep your strength up, He made foods that were easy on the stomach and that contained a good amount of calories while also being small.

^ He didn't force you to finish your plate even when there wasn't much on it to begin with and tries to give you snacks more often threw out the day. Any drink he gave you had some kind of fruit chunks in it.

^ Because of this you felt like you could confide in him about how you were feeling. you told him how you felt sick all the time and every time you looked at food it made it worse. You love his food and want to eat it but your to nervous to eat. "Theres no need to worry im sure theres something we can get you to eat, even if its liquefied" sanji says with a pat on your head

^ You two have a long talk about what you would like to eat and how much, he suggests things like ginger, crackers and cheese and apples since those help settle a upset stomach. The advice he give helps make you feel better managing to eat a little bit more than normal.

^ Chopper will come and talk to him about foods you should be eating and what to avoid, of cause he knows all this but is happy to have chopper tell him again, he's secretly scared that he might have missed something off the list.

^Hours before your procedure/surgery your not aloud to eat or drink so he keeps food away form you as much as possible, he doesn't want you to see hungry at seeing the food he give everyone else

Lovers:

^ Expect lots of love and praise. This man will be on his knees telling you how amazing, strong and brave you are even when you feel like dieing inside. He will touch the part of you that's going to get worked on and tell you that no matter what even if it leaves a scar he will still love you.

^ "My love, you'll be just fine its normal to be nervous, im here for you." His hands cupping your cheeks making you look up at him. "Thank you Sanji... I'll be fine, i have you looking after me" those words shoot a spark through his heart, he loves you so much it hurts.

^ Will get up in the middle of the night if you cant sleep, you dont want him to stay up with you other wise he'll be up all night but that doesn't stop him, he will hold you close to him and place soft light kisses on your cheek whispering sweet things to help you sleep

^ Will NOT smoke around you, if you come near him while he's smoking its out immediately. I don't know much about whats going to happen but he knows you system needs to be clear of any medication or substances that includes second had smoke.

LAW

^ He didn't notice your nerves until he found you in choppers office asking all kinds of questions. You had been hiding it well and he thought the straw hat crew were just overreacting but he pieced it all togeather in that moment, you didn't eat much, you fell asleep during the day and you never spent a moment by yourself.

^ He did the only thing he could think off, chopper talking to you helped but you were still not eating right or sleeping so he asked if you wanted to see his ship. it was strange to you but agreed since law had a small smile on his face as he asked.

^He walked you threw the sub stopping at one and opening the door for you. he took you to see the operating room. "I thought seeing the place would make it less... scary" he hesitated not liking the word chose but it was better than any other in his head.

^ He like chopper talked you threw what would happen, showing you some of the less scary tools he would be using. it was scary at first but seeing everyone up close and knowing that it wasn't going to touch you now made you feel better, you had time to think and adjust.

^ If you up late you can always go to law he's most likely up in his office studying something. you can drink tea with him and sit in silence. Law will sometimes ask Bepo to come in and comfort you knowing the big white bear will hug you and talk with you.

^ The day of the surgery/procedure he gets everything ready with choppers help. some of his crew are there to help. he always had his stuff on when you enter the room chopper leading the way. he asks how you are but other than that he's mainly focused on his job.

Lovers:

^ As he would explain things he would touch you. using his fingers to show where and what would happen. it was a weird sensation and you couldn't take your eyes off him.

^ Unfortunately he was in his own little world explaining things to you that he didn't notice you had started silently crying. everything up to this point had been building up, you didn't want to be alone and yet you needed to be alone in order to get your fear and tears out. This moment seemed like the only calm one you've had in a while.

^ You hugged him out of no where setting him back but he noticed the tears you were shedding. This poor man had no idea what to do, he made you cry and he didn't even realize you were upset. "Im so scared. why am i scared? i shouldn't be, i trust you but..." he stops you form saying more with a kiss, it was sweet but also a little rough "Its natural. I'll do everything i can to make you better. just name it" He asks pulling away form you lips.

^This beautiful man will do anything for you as long as it doesn't interfere with the surgery/procedure. He will lay with you in bed if you want him, he will get you food or water when you need it, he will hold you close to him while he studies. what ever it takes to make you feel loved.

CHOPPER

^ You trust chopper but the unknown scares you so thats what he wants to help with. you two will sit in his office going over what will happen before, during and after. he answers all your questions and will explain anything you dont understand.

^ He tries not to use too many medical words but if he does he explains them. He knows the others are helping you in different areas but he wants to help with that too. he cant give you any meds to help you relax. you cant have any meds in your system before hand except the ones he gives you on the day.

^ When he sees you nervous he'll take off his hat and place your hand on his head with a smile. "touching something warm and fluffy can elevate levels of serotonin and dopamine, in other words it makes people happy and relaxed. so if you need too you can touch my fur" You can't help but love this boy, so sweet and smart.

^ When ever you thank him and call him doctor he goes all shy and calls you names but with a big smile on his face. you end up doing this deliberately since it makes you smile. he's so cute waving his arms around.

^ Chopper of cause worries about your food intake and sleeping pattern. He makes sure to have a talk with Sanji about food and whats best for you even though he knows that Sanji has it covered and knows way more about food than he does. As for sleep, he will sometimes sneak into your room to check on you. if your awake he will crawl into bed with you telling you that sleep is important. he cuddles with you mainly falling asleep way before you but he brings you comfort.

^ The day of the surgery/procedure he's helping law get everything ready before walking with you to the operating room. he takes your hand with a smile telling you your in good hands and theres nothing to worry about. "Don't worry, i'll be there the whole time"

USOPP

^ He doesn't know what to do. when his mum was sick he used to make jokes and tell stories, he did the same with Kaya but neither of them responded the way you did. The jokes he made caused you anxiety to boil over.

^ You tried to hid it form him knowing he was only trying to help but you would brake down when you were alone. Usopp found you though and tried to comfort him. when he realized it was him that upset you he apologized over and over again. You didn't want him to be sorry, he was only trying to help.

^ When ever you needed a shoulder to cry on Usopp was your man and his stories, although full of lies, would cheer you up, they were silly and full of life, it distracted you form what was going to come and he made sure to make then bigger and better each time.

^ He worries about you not eating and almost treats you like a child, its not amusing and no matter how hard you stare daggers at him he doesn't let up, its normally Nami or Zoro who end up hitting him over the head

^ "Choo Choo, here comes the train Y/N" He smiles the spoon full of food gliding it over to you only to be hit on the head "Will you knock it off" Nami yells making you laugh at poor usopp on the floor.

Lovers:

^ He will make wooden flowers for you, all your favorite kind made out of different types of wood, giving you one each day, treating you like a princess.

^ Sleeping next to him at night is strange though, you'll just lay there wide away unable to sleep as he drools on your shoulder fast asleep. You never realized before that he talks in his sleep. your boring night's turn into entertaining nights.

^ "Yay..... beat that dragon Y/N..... No luffy we cant eat it.... ok maybe we can" You try to hold your laughs in, he thinks highly of you and has so many funny dreams. you wont tell him about it though not wanting to spoil your little secret.

^ On the day you have to go he gives you one last wooden flower, its one he's been making form the start, its not too big but its perfect, no sharp edges, perfectly smooth, perfectly shaped petals leaves and stem. He hugs you telling you good luck before you leave.

NAMI

^ The best person to go to in this situation. she knows how to relax, a warm bath, face masks, hot stones, you name it she has the stuff for it and will happily help you relax.

^ She will get little bags of lavender for you, the smell clams you and you can keep it on you at all times. After dinner is when she suggests hot towels, face masks and cucumber over the eyes. "Time for a spar day, get ready to relax" she cheers handing you the stuff you need.

^ You two will sit on her bad listening to the sound of ocean hot stones on your back relaxing your muscles and calming your mind. You both dont talk just basking in the silence and the feeling of the heat. Sometimes Robin will join you two the three of you relaxing when ever you can. she always seems to find new ways to relax and shares it with you as long as your ok with it.

^ She's very worried about your eating but wont show it, she knows sanji can take care of it but the only problem is usopp. every time he tries to feed you she hits him, your not a child and putting focus on you to eat may make things worse.

^ When its time for you to go she will hug you with a big smile saying you'll be just fine and when you get back she'll paint your nails (it doesn't matter if your a boy she will still do it).

Lovers:

^ She can be clueless when it comes to knowing how to deal with you in this situation. your her lover and you two get along great, you always there for her and now she needs to be there for you. other than the relaxation she doesn't know what else to do.

^ She over thinks things sometimes doing too much but you know she loves you and just wants you to feel safe. Its you that has to reassure her.

^"I'm supposed to be the one helping you not the other way around. Gods i cant do anything right" she cry's something she hates doing but this vulnerable side of her shows you how much she cares for you. "Nami... you caring is the only thing i need" you say before kissing her.

^ She has trouble sleeping just like you do, she'll stay up with you and talk about anything and everything. she also try to make you fall asleep by shoving your head back down onto the pillow and whispering to you. she remembers what her mum used to say and repeats those things, it surprisingly works, the calmness in her voice and the feeling of her next to you gives you so much comfort.

ROBIN

^ You can talk to her about anything even if they are incoherent fears and worries, she holds no judgment and doesn't push them away, instead understanding and helping you threw it. she validates your feelings but gives you logic to counteract those feelings. "Its completely normal to feel this but just remember, its very unlikely for that to happen and you have the two best doctors looking after you"

^ She knows what herbal teas will be good for anxiety and helps Sanji make the tea for you, she'll drink it with you as you talk about things. she knows exactly what to say but she also doesn't sugar coat things, she wont lie to save your feelings but thats a good thing, you need someone to be straight with you.

^ She will try and help you relax joining Nami in self care, she'll rub your shoulders and back sometimes using her devil fruit powers to massage your legs as well, unsurprisingly she is very good with her hands and knows all the best places to rub.

^ She will sun bath with you and Nami on the ship now and again readjusting the umbrella with her devil fruit powers to keep the sun off you if you've been out there a while. You sometimes get so relaxed that you fall asleep, Robin making sure the sun doesn't burn your skin while you rest.

Lovers:

^ She will read to you when you cant sleep, this woman is a god sent, her calm demeanor and voice helps sooth you making you more tired than before. her soft book reads her book out in almost a whispers. Sometimes she gets so lost in the book that she doesn't even notice you've fallen asleep.

^ Once she realises your asleep she'll kiss your forehead and lay down next to you taking your hand in hers "Good night my darling, i love you" she whispers before falling asleep.

^ She will hold you hand when ever she sees you nervous, the touch relaxing you a little knowing she is there for you. She wont leave your side all that much wanting to be there in case you have a panic attack or feel ill.

^ When you have to go she will give you one of her favorite books and tells you to read it after its all over and she'll see you as soon as she can, flashing you her beautiful smile and kissing your cheek.

FRANKY

^ He is your hype man, always cheering you on. he'll show off new things he's working on or has made weather big or small most of the time trying to get you involved. he hopes it will take you mind off things.

^ He knows what its like to go threw a surgery/procedure, he's had many, many done in the past. he wont give advice on it though, his situation is different to yours and knows that Chopper and Law can deal with anything like that.

^ The only thing he will tell you is funny stories of things he did and said while coming out of the anesthesia, it always made you laugh but you did worry about what you would say or do in that situation. "I woke up and screamed IV TRAVAILED INTO THE FUTURE, IM A TIME LORD"

^ He assures you that no matter what you say or do no one will care, he on the other hand will 100% remind you of what you said after words but wont tell you that.

Lovers:

^ he will offer you his cola when ever you look thirsty, even if its his last one, he wants you to have it, he'll sit with you at dinner and most of the time not finish his plate. he thinks that by leaving food on his plate it will make you feel better about the fact you cant eat much and sometimes it works other times it doesn't, its a hit or miss situation.

^ You always lay on top of him when you sleep, he doesn't want to roll over and crush you but its also perfect. you listen to his heart beat, his calm and sleepy state keeps you relaxed. when you really cant sleep you can always wake him up, he wont mind and will stay up with you a little longer kissing you and telling you how cool and super you are.

^ the day you gave to go he does cry "Oh baby your SUPER amazing. So Brave to take this on" he yells as he sits in his knees looking at you. it makes you laugh but also filled with love. you feel more confident about it all now.

BROOK

^ Expect an extensive amount of Bone jokes, even if its not going to be a surgery/Procedure on your bones, he's still going to make jokes to see you laugh.

^" Who is the coolest doctor in the hospital?" Brook will just randomly appear beside you telling a joke "The hip consultant." He laughs even if you groan at him for bad jokes but at least the thought is there. his goal is to make your ribs hurt with laughter even when he's told off by a member of the crew.

^ "Why was the skeleton laughing??? because he hit his funny bone" he laughs not even looking at your unamused face "Brook that was the worst one yet" Brook bends down to you with lifeless eyes "We'll than i guess i'll have to try another, this one is a real RIB tickler" you couldn't help but groan.

^ If he finds you up at night he will sit with you and play his violin, keeping it calm and soothing. it makes you sleepy and if you do fall asleep he wont stop, he'll keep playing until he falls asleep. The music soothing the two of you.

^ A few hours before you have to go he will ask if you want to listen to a song to help calm you down. your nerves are really starting to show and of cause you take him up on the offer hoping to clam you down. Again the song is calming and soothing helping you to relax.

JINBE

^ He can sense your nerves and knows its not an easy thing to go threw so he does what he does best and thats teach. He teaches you how to relax yourself, some breathing techniques and meditation. If you breathing is off at anytime he will help you telling you to "Breath in for 5 and out for 5, imagine a square follow the lines as you breath in and out" its surprising how much that helped

^ He'll sit with you if he finds you doing it on your own, no words spoken just two friends sitting beside each other, His calmness seems to make you ten times more calm.

^ He will also teach you a bit of fish man Yoga, you didn't even know it was a thing ans was surprised by how easy it was, it didn't put any strain on your body but also helped relax your muscles, the fluid movement keeping your breathing deep and steady.

^ A few hours before you have to go he sits with you to do another calming exercise and tells you again how to breath and relax. he tells you there is nothing to be afraid of and that your in the best hands possible. "You''ll be just fine, your in capable hand."

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xxstraykidsaikoxx · 1 year ago

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Relationship W/ Hyunjin

ᰔThis one is kinda a long one since im a sucker for the romance genre so i apologize in advance if most of this is too much! 😅

WHEN THEY STARTED DATING: April 23, 2020

RELATIONSHIP DYNAMIC: Rivals-to-Lovers

AGE DIFFERENCE: 2 Years

ZSIGN COMPATIBILITY: Aries & Pieces

HOW THEY MET:

After Aiko got accepted into the survival program, Chan introduced her to the members and most of them hit off. Most of the members felt a little off having a girl, especially one as young as Aiko, apart of their group. These members included Hyunjin. The first thing he said to her face when she walked in the room was, "Who's this girl?" obviously Ai was put off and that was when their rivalry started.

HOW THEY CAUGHT FEELINGS:

HYUNJIN: Hyun initially caught feelings after spending some more time with and around Aiko and realized how endearing and genuine she is. He wanted someone who would sympathize with him, someone who would share his burdens and pains with him, and Aiko had checked off those boxes without fail. He at first thought his feelings were just going to last a day or two but no, his feelings soon grew into a strong love for Aiko, he just wasn't sure when was the right time to admit it.

AIKO: For Ai, it was love at first sight. She thought he was gorgeous but as soon as he opened his mouth she wasn't impressed. But with her too, after spending more time with Hyunjin she found herself getting more and more fond of him. Although she was under the impression that he didn't like her, which caused her to push her feelings for him down and away so she wouldn't loose focus on her current projects.

HOW/WHEN THEY CONFESSED:

It was like something straight out of a Kdrama. It was a stormy day in April when it happened. The two had gotten into a small argument after Hyun asked/demanded they talk about their feelings and Aiko being raised in an emotionally unavailable household, she's not as receptive/willing to openly talk about how or what she's feeling. After Hyun kept insisting they talk about their feelings Aiko got overwhelmed and stormed out into the rain with Hyun following her. Long story short they confessed their love for each other and had their first kiss in the rain and lived happily ever after.

DATING IN SECRET:

A week after they started dating they had a long discussion on how to proceed with their form relationship. Both had agreed to at least tell Chan since he was their leader and unsurprisingly Channie was happy for them and helped them formate a plan since at the time in 2020, they were still under a dating ban (JYP has a 4 or 3 year dating ban I believe). The other members were also informed and all were accepting and since then, Hyun and Ai have been inseparable. Soon though, STAYs had noticed how close they've gotten, which was out of the normal because of their for mentioned rivalry and how much they seemed to dislike each other, which created the ship 'AiHyun'.

HARDSHIPS:

Despite their fairytale like relationship, it's not without its problems, but luckily they have the ability to talk it out sometimes. The small arguments they have are usually started when someone genuinely messes up or when the other's health and safety is being put at risk. Aiko never likes going to bed angry at each other, so she works hard to resolve the issue as soon as possible. Outside of small arguments, both of them being idols brings in a whole another world of problems. One of those being Hyun's unfortunate hiatus. This was the longest they'd been apart from each other practically since they debuted together. (I'll go more into this in a future post).

TEXTS TOGETHER:

ᰔ honestly i may make a part two of some sorts since there's more layers to their relationship but this is already as long as it is so, lemme know if this is really in need of a part two and if so what to include in it!

MASTERLIST

#fake kpop oc #female addition #kpop added member #skz addition #skz female addition #skz female member #stray kids 9th member #stray kids added member #stray kids scenarios #fake kpop idol #hyunjin x reader #hwang hyunjin x reader #hyunjin fluff #hyunjin x reader fluff #fake relationship

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gege-wondering-around · 5 months ago

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I hope your world is a happy one at the moment! 🩵I was wondering: what are some of the things that never fail to make you smile?

Hi darling, so sorry it took me so long to answer you! hope you are having an amazing day!💗

I've been thinking about your question since it first caught my eyes a few days ago and between thinking about the answe and dancing between drivers ed and working on my WIP i got lost in time!

Anyway!

my WIPs:

Something that never fails to make me smile are surely my WIPs! Ant time i work on them (rn only on one of'em) i get so happy with myself!

I have a very horrible memory so whenever i re-read something i wrote even a week ago, i don't remeber much of it and i get always surprised by what i wrote and by how much i like it (it's also the reason why sometimes i read the same fics without even noticing it till the end!)

I was always the kinda person who preferred to write than to speak, so I've been writing (poetry, little scenes without any connections, little works maybe never finished from when i was in middle school, and my WIPs now) for basically all my life! the major reason of why i started writing a while back was to express myself, my pain and my thoughts while i was going through a hard time in my life, but now I got to enjoy this as a way of being alive and it brightens my day to be able to write such wonderful things (I'll post a fic soon, so i promise there'll be some ground for this info in a little while).

here's a little thing i wrote in my latest fic (coming soon probably)

So, I basically love writing! I also learned english because i like writing and i never like writing in my native language...

my cat:

big old boy here is my good old pal Bounty! (nobody calls him that, but whatever ahah)

He is clumsy, fat, friendly, a ball of fur and a basic dork! He loves nothing more than to give and recieve love and he has an obsession with his food (he meows as loudly as possible when he wanna eat) and he has been by my side for 8 years now, from when i first got down a bad road to now (where i'm all better) and he has never left me!

Kindness:

It's not very tangible but it just makes me glad to have fought so i'm able to witness how kind people can be! It reminds me the world isn't just cruel and unfair, but it can be kind and caring especially when we are towards each other!

and to give you an example of kindness, i'll bring out a passion of mine i dont really talk about here...

big old pal here comes from an anime called Trigun, his name is Vash.

buddy had no other goal than to be kind to everyone in every way possible despite everyone was against him cause they thought he was the bad guy cause he was different than them (let's say, he is the personification of what keeps humanity going in the show) and buddy here wanted nothing more than to help and despite carrrying this huge big boy here

he didn't use to shot to anyone, his aim was always towards the bad guys' weapons to make them drop 'em and his air the excellent!

to me, old pal above is one of the many examples of kindness i can think about but i think i can give you another we are both familiar with...

(from pinterest)

i mean, if he isn't a symbol of kindness without pulling in any "big ones" of kindness (and by this i mean a more popular person), i don't know what else to say...

my spotify playlist of the moment:

just love these songs and i just sing them all day

and here they are!

those never fails to make me smile!

hope you're having an amazing day and im about to run to your ask box to ask the same cause im too curious now to know your answer to this🫂✨

forgive any typos <3

#nice things for nice people #wonderful dontcallpanic #just ask whatever for fun #ask box #my thougts

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alicedash2 · 2 years ago

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Luffy x Reader

- YN talk about and YN's depression

Each of the Mugiwaras had their biggest problems, and all of them had Luffy's help to overcome them, but YN's biggest problem was in his head and heart, but Luffy still didn't know about YN's daily struggle against this problem.

Luffy was sitting on the deck with YN on the deck, YN was alone when he saw her and decided to stay by her side, Robin was reading, Mami was enjoying the weather, Sanji was having snacks, Zoro was trying to nap, Usopp was talking to Franky, Brook was talking with Chopper, everything was great, the day was sunny with a cool breeze

-Are you okay?-Luffy asks.

-...Yes-

-really? You look weird-

-Do I look weird?-

-Yes...-

-...-

-Luffy-

-what?-

-I wanted to tell you something, but I was a little scared...-

-scared, why?-

-I don't know...-

-what is it?-

-I...have depression-

-depression? What is that?-

-ah....it's an enemy, I've been haunted since I was a child by depression-

-Eh?! Do you know where he is now?! I'm going to smash him!

-Luffy, he's...almost invincible-

- With me, he loses! I'm stronger, I'm sure!-

-Luffy, listen.-

-hm?-

-Depression...it comes without you noticing, it's invisible, it manages to get inside your head without you noticing-

-and how do you know?-

-it kills you from the inside, Luffy, slowly-

-what?-

-yes, he starts messing with your emotions, then your body and then your heart and your mind-

-I've never heard of him-

- Luffy, I fight him every day, but it's almost impossible, he can be so strong, that not even... the strongest would be able to stop, for you to have an idea, Depression kills every 40 seconds-

-40...seconds?!-

- yes, but... The moment it enters your brain, it never leaves-

- So, how do you fight him?-

-people who are victims of depression can overcome only by weakening, but if you are not careful, the depression returns-

-ah...but how does it weaken, if there is no way to win completely?-

- Exactly like that, Luffy!-

-like this?-

-just talking-

-talking?!-

-yes, talk! Talking relieves all the pain that depression causes, weakening, but obviously it's not just that-

-what else?-

- Luffy, remember when I stayed 1 month inside in my room?-

-Yes-

- I was fighting depression that month, you know how I ended up winning?-

-... Nami had gone there, and you left with her and Robin, I tried to go into her room and try to make you laugh, but you ignored me-

-yes, Nami had taken me out of bed so I could go have fun with them, I had fun, so my depression weakened once again! Luffy, depression is something difficult to fight alone, if Nami hadn't gone there, I would probably still be in the room, or worse...-

- How does depression overcome people?-

-depression does not win, but it makes the person give up on life, thus ending their own life, because it is a lot of pain to bear, especially alone, depression comes at a moment of weakness, or just at random moments, and you don't realize it , so I am very worried about all of you-

- How do I notice it?-

- Luffy, the moment you lose interest in meat, you are being one of the victims of that enemy, because it means that he has already entered your body, do you still like meat?-

- very! I want meat now!

- that is good.-

-Tell me, how do I stop?-

-hmmm...it's a difficult question, I would say like...being yourself, try to make the days happier, depression hates happy days!-

- I understand, so i just make you laugh! -

- not exactly, but... Just keep your mind busy, sometimes depression can be contained with just pets, and how now and at other times, like now, you noticed that I wasn't well, thank you, Luffy!-

- I'll take care of you, YN, and if the depression appears again, you call me and I and the people will kick his ass!

- yes! I will! But...-

-but?-

-im afraid...-

-afraid of what?-

- I'm afraid of losing to depression and... And not living with you anymore-

-You won't lose, you're not alone! -

- I feel pain every day, and these pains make me not get out of bed-

- so, I'm going to get you out of bed every day, YN, if depression doesn't like happy days, then get ready, you're going to be the happiest person in this world, then this depression won't make you afraid anymore! -

- and if I lose?-

- you won't lose, YN! You will be strong, and we are here to help you get stronger!-

- thank you-

Luffy hugs YN with a smile

#one piece #one piece x reader #mugiwara no luffy #luffy x y/n #luffy x reader #monkey d. luffy

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melshome · 2 years ago

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paint splattered teardrops - chapter 3

cw negative thoughts about body, angst, fluff, body shaming, bullying, slowburn??, harassment, abuse characters scaramouche, other characters mentioned a/n im not sure how many chapters there will be of this fanfic series!! i'll probably just end it when i would like to ;) i hope you all enjoy your weekend!! i am sorry about uploading chapter 3 quite late!!! i didnt have motivation to work on it for a bit. (●'◡'●)

EDIT: HOLY I FORGOT ABOUT TAGS SORRY SORRY @local-mr-frog @moonbyunniee

"Bye bye big sister!!" Teucer waves. She gives an awkward smile, before quickly walking away from the house. Childe and Teucer goes back inside. Teucer goes off to his room, and Childe goes back to Kunikuzushi.

"Scara.."

"God dammit, I know I know! Relax, let me explain you stupid ginger," he sits up from laying down on the bed. "BIG BROTHER IS KISSING BIG SISTER!" Teucer shouts. Kunikuzushi looks at Teucer, and back at Y/N, who was thankfully still sleeping.

"Teucer, what the hell," Kunikuzushi stands up, storming up to Teucer, who's giggling.

"You like big sister, don't you? She's a good person, I like her too!" Teucer says, heading down the stairs.

Kunikuzushi stands there, staring angrily at Teucer, who's heading down the stairs.

"Don't worry, you can have her. I'm not selfish!!" Teucer shouts. "I wasn't even kissing her, so why don't you stop cackling down on the ground?" Kunikuzushi stands up, kicking Childe. It's been about 2 months. Kunikuzushi and Childe sometimes has seen Y/N around the school. Childe either walks up to Y/N and strikes a conversation with her. Kunikuzushi has no choice but to make sure Childe isn't saying weird stuff that makes Y/N uncomfortable. He's noticed Y/N is a bit wary around Kunikuzushi. But he's used to it.

Childe has asked Y/N if she wants to come over, but she said she'll "think about it". Childe knows it's a no if she says that. But.. Childe had an idea, from Teucer talking about her most of the time.

"Teucer would love to see you again. He's been non-stop talking about you.." Childe sighs.

"Oh.. Alright then."

"Oh so, you'll say yes if it's about Teucer?" Kunikuzushi mutters.

Y/N smirks, opening her bento box. "Maybe~"

Childe places his hand on his chest, pretending to be hurt. "Y/N.. I am.. greatly.. hurt.." He acts like he's in pain, slowly falling to the ground. Kunikuzushi grins, placing his foot on Childe.

"Hey, get your foot off me, Scara-" Childe struggles to get up.

Y/N frowns, glancing from Kunikuzushi and Childe. She bursts out laughing, covering her mouth with her free hand. Kunikuzushi and Childe both stare at her, and then makes eye contact with each other. They continue this, until Kunikuzushi takes off his foot off Childe.

"I need to eat my lunch," Kunikuzushi takes out a packed onigiri.

"Is that all your lunch?" Y/N asks, having a small frown on her face.

"Yeah I guess?" Kunikuzushi unwraps it, and takes a bite. He looks up, and sees Y/N staring at her lunchbox. She seems to be hesitating.

"What's up Y/N?" Childe rests on the tree behind them. Using her chopsticks, grabs a piece of sticky sesame chicken, and offers it to Kunikuzushi.

He stares at it, and back at her, with a confused look on his face.

"Eat it. Eating an onigiri, isn't enough for lunch.." She tries to have eye contact with him, and she loses, and ends up staring at her hand, holding the chopsticks. Kunikuzushi notices this, and takes the chicken, trying not to let his mouth touch the chopsticks. (Not because of Y/N, he just doesn't want any germs on her chopsticks)

She goes back to eating her lunch, with Kunikuzushi secretly enjoying her chicken, and Childe assessing the situation. Wow.. If this isn't love.. then what is? "BIG SISSTERR!" Teucer runs up to you, jumping onto you. You catch him, hugging him.

"Teucer! Are you that excited to me?" you smile, glad that someone is happy to see you.

He giggles, still clinging onto you. "You're a good big sister! Big bro mouchie lov-" Kunikuzushi arrives just in time, covering Teucer's mouth.

"Teucer, why don't you go to your room, and play with the robot big sister bought you!" Childe claps his hands, gently getting Teucer off you. You chuckle as you watch him jump up the stairs, talking about the gift you bought him.

You decided to get him the latest robot collection from the same brand that he loves. His room is decorated with robots, but specifically "xxx", quite the popular robot brand.

"Haha, sorry about him, Y/N. He was too excited when I told him you're coming tonight.." Childe smiles. You give him a smile back, saying, "don't worry about it. I'm happy to see him that excited to see me."

You notice Kunikuzushi staring at you. "Hi Kunikuzushi. I totally didn't forgot you were going to be here today.." you scratch your cheek, awkwardly smiling. He scoffs, but you know it's a sarcastic one.

The three of you stay in the living room, asking each other some things, to get to know each other more. First it was just simple questions, such as, "what are your hobbies?" or "favourite food?"

Then it started to get a bit more.. not exactly personal, but questions close friends would know. Suddenly, Childe asked a question.. well, one were you were hoping neither of them would ask.

"Why do you paint?"

Kunikuzushi looks up from his nintendo for a second, glancing at you, before slowly going back to his game. Childe has no clue. But you have no choice but to lie. I don't.. I can't tell them. At least.. not yet..

"I enjoy painting," you smile.

What a lie.. Kunikuzushi stretches, placing his nintendo on his lap.

"Can we eat now or something?"

"Oh yeah sure," Childe says, not even saying anything about your response. Kunikuzushi grabs his nintendo back in his hands, as Childe leaves the living room. You fiddles with your fingers, pushing a nail into the palm of your finger. Ugh.. Why did he even ask?

You don't know, but Kunikuzushi notices this. He shoves his nintendo switch onto your lap. You look up quickly, staring in confusion at Kunikuzushi.

"What? I'm bored of the game. Do whatever you want with it," Kunikuzushi stands up and leaves the room, leaving you to be confused. The dinner Childe and Teucer has prepared was quite good, Kunikuzushi had to admit. He kept on eye on Y/N through the dinner, glancing at her a few times, but sometimes he'd even get lost into her eyes, as she talked with Childe, laughed with Teucer. She notices his stares, but says nothing about it, just carries on.

"Are you going to apply for the xxxx art competition?" Childe asks, bringing in a plate of chocolate mousse.

Kunikuzushi serves some of the mousse to Teucer first, before serving himself. He waits for Y/n answer.

"Yep."

"You don't sound that excited?" Childe sits down, and serves.

"Oh haha, I don't? Well, I am excited, don't worry," she takes the bowl Childe gives her. He nods his head, digging into his bowl.

The rest of the dinner is silent, except for Teucer and Y/N conversation. After the dinner, the four of them play a board game, something easy for Teucer. Kunikuzushi notices that Y/N is much more louder than she usually is, such as her laughs, and commands.

"You.. Teucer...NOW GO TO JAIL!" She cackles, placing his token into the jail area. Teucer rolls around on the floor, screaming and giggling in frustration.

"NOOOO!"

"Big brother Kuni, save me pleasee!" Teucer lunges at Kunikuzushi, hugging him. He struggles to get Teucer off, shouting at him to get off. Y/N can't help but burst out laughing, trying to calm herself down. Childe chuckles at Kunikuzushi and Teucer, who seem to be wrestling. "Thank you so much for inviting me today, Childe.." you give a small bow. Teucer is holding onto Childe's pants, yawning.

"Haha, you should go before it starts raining," Childe winks at you. You smile, before turning and leaving. You open the gate, and close it again after you're through. Teucer says goodbye to you, and Childe waves at you. You start walking, your pace getting quicker and quicker.

Stop stop stop.. You cover your eyes, pressing your palm into your eyes, still walking. Childe's question kept on replaying into your head, and you were afraid you were going to let it all out while you were there.

Drip... Drip drip drip..

You look up to the sky, and feels the cool rain drops fall onto your face. You chuckle in relief, and you let your eyes drown yourself, with the rain. The rain is cooling down the burning feeling of the tears streaming down your face, so it's fine. Everything is fine.

"Everything is fine Y/N.. Just.. stay strong!" You smile, trying not to wipe your eyes, as you found out, by wiping or itching your eyes while crying, will make them red.

You do not want your sister to find out.

You continue walking, taking out your phone. Oh shoot, 5%. You go onto phone, and calls your sister.

"Y/N? Where the hell are you? I thought you said you'd come back by 11. It's literally 1am??" her voice is raised, and she's screaming at you.

You chuckle nervously, trying to explain it to your sister. "Aimee, I'm sorry about that. We were just playing some board games, and I lost track of time," you pray that she doesn't think of anything else. You really did just lose track of time.

You hear her sigh. "Fine, but quickly come back. Niwa is here, and he won't be happy if you interrupt our movie time," Aimee cuts the call. You put your phone away after staring at the black screen.

"Dammit.." You sigh, shaking your head. What on earth am I thinking? Why would Childe or Kunikuzushi find out anyways? You continue walking, staring a few steps away at the ground, before bumping into something. Or someone.

You look up, and sees their familiar purple hair. "Kunikuzushi? I thought you left to go home?" You say, taking a step back.

He turns around, and is a bit surprised when he sees you. "What are you doing here?-" You look at your house, and back at him.

"I live here."

He's clearly surprised. "You do?"

"Then.. do you know.. someone called.. Niwa?"

"Niwa? Yeah, he's my sister's boyfriend."

He sighs, tightening his grip on the umbrella handle. "Do you.. know Niwa?"

"He's my..." Kunikuzushi turns to the side, flustered. "He's my.."

"Boyfriend?"

"NO! He's my brother, you idiot!" Kunikuzushi turns back to you, before covering his mouth when he realizes what he said.

"Wow, Niwa is your brother..?" You think of Niwa's sweet, and talk active personality, compared to Kunikuzushi cold one. You nod slowly, processing this.

"He's not my real brother. Just letting you know," Kunikuzushi looks up and down at you, realizing you're soaked. "Why don't you have an umbrella?"

"I forgot one.. haha," you walk to your gate, and unlocks it. "You could've asked for one from Childe," Kunikuzushi follows you to the front door.

"I didn't want to be a bother," you turn your bag around, and search through it to find the keys. Kunikuzushi grabs your shoulders, and turns you, so you're facing him. He has a look on his face, which reminds you of someone..

"Y/N, don't say that. You won't be bother, never. So if you need anything, just ask Childe or me," Kunikuzushi says, the look on his face not changing once. You feel your eyes watering again, but you're glad you're soaking wet. The front door opens, and standing there is Niwa, smiling and about to say something, but he sees Kunikuzushi and you, having this special moment.

"Ooh-" He slowly closes the front door.

Kunikuzushi lets go of your shoulders, groaning. "Ugh. Now that stupid idiot is going to tease us about this, for the rest of the week.." He closes his umbrella.

You smile, chuckling. "I don't mind at all."

#scaramouche x reader #high school au #scaramouche #genshin angst #genshin fluff #genshin impact fluff #genshin impact #scaramouche fluff #scaramouche angst

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voidcandle · 1 year ago

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long, rambling diary entry below. idk if any of it necessitates a cw but if it does please let me know.

the near daily realization and reminder of how most of my life has been spent barely holding it together as my brain required more and more energy just to go through the day, meaning everything else on top of that was drinking from a well barely able to sustain itself.

for one reason or another or all of them at the same time ive spent nearly my entire life barely being able to just be much less be more than just a quiet, lonely, well-behaved, pleasure-to-have-in-class, good-enough-grades kid.

spending every day barely being able to fight off the constant impulse for flight while trying to get through every painful step of just being alive.

having to get through it with no awareness or understanding or compassion of all of it.

until one day at a routine check-up, my doctor asked me if i was experiencing any anxiety, as they normally do, and, too exhausted to maintain the the self-delusion that no really im okay dont worry about me, I said yes.

and he prescribed me a low dosage anti-anxiety medication and really recommended i start seeing someone for help.

and i started feeling better.

and realizing that, no, im not okay and, yes, please, someone worry about me in a way that means i get help.

so i did start seeing someone for help, and i started getting on medication to help get my depression under control. and then i started seeing someone else and i tried out different medications, eventually finding a cocktail that really, really helped.

and then the next person took my concerns about me potentially having adhd seriously. finally, for the first time in my life, someone who could help me saw the specific ways i was struggling and took it seriously. so i took the assessment.

and i finally had confirmation that, yes, i needed help in a specific way and it wasn't all my fault. i was doing the best i could. and somehow i had made it to 30. and i did more than just make it. i accomplished important things.

im not "normal." i do need more help than many others. and that's okay. and im so happy to finally know im not just a broken person who used up all the goodness they had in them.

and now i have to live the rest of my life wondering

why didn't anyone notice? why didn't anyone try to help? how much did i miss out on, ruin, let rot away?

and im not sure if it just takes a long time or if i'll never really be able to get over it, and if the latter is the case, then how can i learn to live with it?

even on my good days, i can often feel myself putting everything i have into barely holding myself together. i can't maintain proper hygiene. i cant feed myself as much as i need to. i cant do the things i need to do, and sometimes not even what i want to do. i have to continue wrapping the building together in webs as it gets closer and closer to falling apart, and hope the entire time that it'll be okay before i run out so it stays together.

#i dont need advice or opinions right now #just a hug or a heart would be nice

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yostresswritinggirl · 2 years ago

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haha well i just wasn't interested in wanderer so i just bet my life on itto's banner to get her in the first pull

and whoops, thankfully i didn't spoil much abt it but im tired and stressed from exams so let me put it out by talking abt angst making them suffer again

so you know tighnari got struck by lightning by the balladeer in the 3.2 quest right? well assuming the reconciliation happened pre 3.2 then reader would perhaps join tighnari to help out beforehand, not knowing that fatui would come and show up

maybe it's because they noticed that lightning was about to struck so reader being the self sacrificial selfless person they are, quickly pushed him out of the way

unfortunately, their reaction wasn't fast enough or perhaps it's because they're a literal death magnet they were the victim of being struck by lightning instead

hoo boy, cyno would not be happy one bit when he finds out. the next time he sees that harbinger which fortunately won't happen it's on sight for real

although the injury they sustained wasn't the worst they've gotten before, but it was still pretty serious especially if they don't have a strong constitution so recovery wouldn't be fast

what would cyno feel? ashamed and blaming himself for not being there probably

some fluff to make it up, cyno would of course visit reader while they're recovering, just him staying by their side makes it so much better for them so they can for sure expect good sleeps coming

-cyno lovebot anon

Oh yeah that's fair, but even then, you'd rather have Itto over Wanderer? I mean no hate on the man (I actually have him) but Scara's exploring utility is a really good bonus - and nah it's fine, I actually already got spoiled of the cutscene already haha

I'm tired myself too so I'm not sure I'll be able to absorb all this angst properly but have you thought - near-death heart thing?? Imagine the dilemma he had when it happened? Because he can't leave his place to ensure the plan and he's so goddamn scared, antsy and anxious about what's it about?? All he knows is that it's in the direction of Pardis Dhyai

So when he found out that Tighnari and Traveler was there, he was thankfully relieved, however his anger is ten times worse. He was about to run off before Alhaitham held him back, telling him they have to focus on the plan (which would be when Nilou shows up, this is the scene where they recruit her btw) but the moment they ended the meeting, he's sprinting off to Pardis Dhyai

I can imagine Tighnari scolding them when the others leave, cradling them in his arms while on top of Karkata. But he's a bit teary-eyed because he's scared and worried for his friend too no matter how much of a pain in the ass they were, checking their breathing and holding them close since they're temporarily paralyzed, and also probably cuz they're also crying from the pain (he's super guilty so it's easy for him to feel like crying when he saw them cry)

When Cyno came over, it would be a joint crying session then cuz the emotions are tenfold, amplified. Tighnari would ask Cyno to bring them to Ghandarva Ville to get proper medical care since he still has to watch over Haypasia, so he would be staying over the whole night to tend to their needs before going to Sumeru City to carry on with the plan. "I'll make sure this stops once and for all, for you."

Now there's overprotective and soft Tighnari, doting Cyno - oh imagine how angry Tighnari would be when he found out the Sages are staying over at Avidya Forest. He's mean with his words, no filter, if he could use his ult at them he would have - sometimes he punches a tree before and after checking in on them so he can take his anger out, I just want Tighnari to go ape shit for once, and he would have done so to the Fatuus too of they hadn't died from the lightning already

Imagine how saltier he would be when he finds out the Sages barely got punished haha wow heart!Cyno's and Kintsugi!Scaramouche's lovers match hahahhaaha

#exile.goblet #cyno lovebot anon #heart!cyno #exile.reader

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theindo · 2 months ago

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Long and deep inhale. I am deciding to go on a long rant/ramble/vent/whatever. Its all over the place. I dont know.

IM. I???? ?? I just??? So. Me and my dad had a conversation yes. God, I barely even have the energy to type this out. Anyways. another long conversation about how i should go out and do things. About how i say im gonna do stuff and then dont. Whatever. ""i dont know what to do" is the same thing youve said your whole life". Ok . Yeah . I guess so . And what do i do???? I?? Dont know????? I dont know where change begins. Do i want to change? I'll have to, eventually. I fantasize about having friends, and then i find every single way to get annoyed at any one who wants to talk to me in person. I have like, 0.5 people i enjoy talking to in real life. And like. 2 people i enjoy talking to online. Though i talk to way more. Why am i so selfish? Im not lonely anymore. I should be happy. But instead im just angry. Angry at everyone. Yes, i should go outside and i do want to, but how am i supposed to when being looked at enrages me or fills me with fear or dread. How do i do anything when im so damn scared and so damn tired. I dont wanna go to therapy. I dont think they'll help. I dont know if i want help. I want to be told what to do. I want specific and exact orders from someone i like or something. I dont. Think i want to BE. I dont wanna make decisions or make mistakes or get up or anything. I know thats what life is about. But maybe i dont want a life. I didnt ask to be here. But i cant just kill myself. Thats bad. And people will miss me. But nobody in person.. theyre all in the internet, and that makes me sad. Why cant i form bonds in person the way i do online? Im confused. I hate being looked at and i hate being percieved and i hate being noticed and i HATE being touched and i hate not being able to leave and i just. My internet friends say im full of love, but this is a lie. Im filled with fear and hatred and greed and envy. I hate BEING. when i was small, i would daydream about death. What was it like to die? I asked my mother when i was still allowed to be with her (i miss her), what the least painful way to die would be. I was around 6 or so. Maybe i was born this way. Maybe its all in my head. I dont care. I wanna disappear. I hate responsibilities, but i hate being useless. I cant even say what im thinking in these posts sometimes because i KNOW my thoughts are completely backwards. I SHOULDNT think this way. God, why am i so trapped in my own head? I want to do shit, i promise i do, but its like. Theres never the perfect conditions. Im waiting and im waiting and ive forgotten what im waiting for. "What makes you happy?" "What do you like to do?" You know what I like to do? I like to daydream about my hyperfixations and see things about them. Thats it. Thats the only thing i like to do. Its why i draw and its why i live. Im thinking there should be more, but what more is there? This is all i want to do!! Im fine about fishing and drawing and reading i guess. But like. I get distracted easily. I long for what truly makes me happy, but what truly makes me happy is such a temporary bliss that i know will fade and i know is stupid and i know is a waste of time. Nobody fucking cares about the thousands of scenarios i have stuck in my head about the same character each time. Maybe i need to grow up. Im being lazy, immature. I have all these responsibilities, missed texts and school work, and the mere thought of it exausts me. Nothing is enjoyable!!! I wanna sleep forever.

Saw tjis video. Thought it was relatable. Whayever. My head hurts. As always. I feel myself slipping sometimes. I think to myself "ill be fine tomorrow", but that tomorrow never comes. Its the same thing. Yelling at myself in my head. Stuck. I dont want this. I dont want help either. I dont want help because i never wanted to be fucked over in the first place. Cant we pretend its all normal? Cant we dream for a while longer. Why must i get up. I annoy everyone else to im sure, just as i annoy myself and just as everyone else annoys me. I fear death but i rot in my own living body. Im basically dead. Why did i have to be here. I want to exist in my memories and in my dreams. Why can't my mother hold me again. Its all unfair. I have so many questions, but every answer just brings more. Im tired. The purpose of life is to learn and discover and experience. But im tired of learning. Im tired of this complex game. Theres too much. Too much all the time. It hurts. My throat hurts. My stomach hurts. My head hurts. My feet hurt. My eyes hurt. Fuck man everything hurts me and theres nothing i can do about it. I dont like this. I want to sleep. Whatever.

Its been years. Its been a long 6 years. Its been a long 14 years.

I asked my dad, since he didnt like my halloween costume idea, what HE thinks I WANT to be. He said "normal?". I had to clarify i meant for halloween. Why CANT i be normal. Why must i be weird and different. Not even on a societal level. Other people are different from me because IM different. Other people being different from me makes me not like them. I cant blame others for feeling the same way about me. I miss being friendly to everyone and grateful for every interaction and not being so filled with hate and anger. What do i do. I have to do something. I dont wanna get sent to a ward or something.

#born cooked #vent #venting #thoughtposting #rant #ramble #autistic #long post #teenager #tired #different

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catnherthoughts · 1 year ago

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to have it 9/18/23

to think its been so long since i called you pretty. since we were younger and didn't know the dirt beneath our souls. to think we were once in that phase. i had a crush on you and you on me. we got nervous to see each other. walked together. you made sure that i walked on the outside of the sidewalk. i learned more and more about you every day. we talked for hours and days at a time and at no point did i ever want anything but you. i fell and scraped my knees on the thought of having you. kissing you and hugging you. playing with your hair. smiling and laughing with you.

we're different now. colder. i don't know how you are. what you do on a daily basis. how you feel about things. we don't talk. we have something. we hold onto a safe relation. i tell myself im over what once was. that was in the past. as if i don't stare back lightyears to see the shining potential we could have had. here i am still. have me and take me. there is nothing wrong in a practical sense. we dont hate each other. there is nothing to be mad at. still i find that when we disrobe and i'm in your arms a small tear sheds from my eye. to think i can only have you like this. i try and savor every moment of it. i squeeze you extra tight. i tell you that this is only yours. i don't lie to you. a pain fills my chest for a few seconds at a time. i take in every single part of it so i can remember. this is us. this is what we have. nothing more or less. i can't say i don't like it. i am a woman with primal desires. you are good at this. you know me in this way as i do you. when you grip my waist and make me feel small. hold my face and call me pretty. call me baby. i'm not usually a fan of dirty talk but its a way to listen to you. it's not the same, we're different now.

I wonder if you notice it in the way i grip onto you. or how i yell at you drunkly saying we should talk more. you don't see it my way. you only want me like this. i know i shouldn't say this but sometimes i wonder if you see me as a person. do you think about me? long pause. i told you. i told you when i don't usually say anything. it didn't help. we came to a mutual agreement. you explained to me. i understood. i understand. i don't think its right to say you love me but we can pretend that didn't happen. like when i say i love it when you * or i love your * im not saying the same thing. you're growing. or maybe you're just being more of yourself. you're a lot nicer to me when you're drunk. i wonder if when i kiss you all over your face and you smile if that's a sliver of feeling for me. it feels pure. i think about you too much for my own good. i dull it when we interact. you shine bright in my mind like the sun. i would say this feeling is more comparable to a tumor. i need you to get out of my mind. no matter how much time we spend apart. how much i tell myself you don't matter his much. god wants me to suffer. this is biblical. do i sacrifice myself for this. in your name and honor sir? still you hold me with care. you're gentle when it matters. you're attentive to every move i make.

is it enough?

maybe one day i'll be so sick of you that i resort to my last option. i wonder how you'd feel. you should be sorry that you're the one i love. i should die. this isn't how im supposed to be. i am better than this no? who am i to let a man make me feel like this. you don't matter this much. you are just a person. i know all of this but at the end of the day there is nothing that i can do to stop thinking of you and equally nothing i can do to make you love me. so here is a safe and logical middle ground. the deal of deals. i'm happy. you're happier. you do everything right and still i come home to my bed feeling like something is wrong. i wish you didn't matter. like john or earl or dennis or one of the million other men that wish they had me like you did. i don't think you get it.

#girl blogger #late night thoughts #cancervenus #thought piece #thoughts #female philosophy #love #kms

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coccyodynia · 1 year ago

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things:

i cried so much last night that my eyes were so swollen this morning that they wouldn't open all the way and i was convinced i had pink eye, so i went to the dr and they said no they're just irritated and swollen that's it

i had a follow up appointment with my spine care team this morning and they said they didn't see any obvious reason for the pain i'm having so they're scheduling me a Ct scan to see the hardware from the fusion better bc it's possible the screws are loosening lol

in the meantime they did notice i have a bulging disc above the fusion which might contribute to some of the issues i've been having

they also saw signs of "wear and tear" which i dont like the sound of

so i have to do physical therapy and have another steroid injection or whatever and i'm not happy about either of those things

they did offer to give me a muscle relaxer prescription which i think will help

anyway

i had my annual review at work today and i got a small raise which is cool i guess bc i thought the owners hated me now but w/e

in one month i will be lakeside making s'mores and that might be the only reason i haven't offed myself yet

still not entirely sure what the fuck is going on with justin bc he got pretty overwhelmed when i asked him for clarity and he sort of shut down so for now i'm just taking it a day at a time, idc what ends up happening i just want him in my life somehow either way

ive been working really hard on my mental health stuff, my therapist has even said she can tell i'm taking it more seriously and putting in more effort than usual

im just so tired of feeling bad, and it turns out that sometimes journaling or making crafts (instead of getting drunk and fucked up) is actually fun

still having a hard time feeling really connected to people i love especially when i feel very much 'in distress'

not sure if that's just me or if it's an actual issue

i've taken my meds pretty gosh darn consistently for over a month now tho!!!! that might be the first time in my adult life i can say that

just really making a conscious effort to surround myself with as much of the things and people i love and it's helping

i haven't seen justin since pride and that sort of makes me sad but i'll see him soon probably

ok that's it guess bye

#things #long post

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honeymilkk00 · 3 years ago

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Haikyuu Boys: You Flinch

Pt 2

@silver-argent : Hii! I super looooove the way you wrote Haikyuu Boys: You flinch, perfect amount of angst to fluff! Are you taking requests? If you are, will you please do a Sakusa and Kenma? the you flinch. It's okay if you don't tho! I'll still look forward to your works!❤❤

tysm for the encouraging words!! my requests are open and im more than happy to do Sakusa and Kenma jewbjkew. i hope you enjoy. i'm literally so tired and just wanted to finally get this out <3

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-sakusa

-kenma

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Sakusa

Dating Sakusa was the last thing you ever thought would happen to you. He filled your days and nights with such love and passion. You had broken through his stoic and cold shell and had seen him for who he truly was deep inside- a loving partner through and through.

Of course, old habits die hard. Since he had spent years of his life being a reserved person, only putting up with his family and teammates, he still was very hesitant when it came to affection. Sometimes all he wanted to do was to be alone with his thoughts and nothing else. It hurt to see him like that, knowing that no matter what, you couldn’t help him, but you understood and gave him the time he needed.

Five months into yours and his relationship had lead to a few disputes, but nothing too serious. He was a prideful, headstrong man which lead to you having to bite your tongue during arguments and keep your snarky words to yourself, refusing to let them slip off the tip of your tongue. If they did, the argument would escalate.

You loved Sakusa for everything he was, bad parts and good, but sometimes he was too much.

And, that’s how you were here, biting your lip harshly as you stare at him, refusing to let your anger get the best of you.

Sakusa had been coming home quite late due to volleyball practise, but it got to the stage where you were scared that he was doing to overwork himself and injure himself. Instead of letting it slide, you confronted him about it and suggested that he should take some time to let his body heal from the strenuous training regimen that he was doing. It seemed that Sakusa wasn’t in the best of moods and had snapped at you, shooting abhorrent words towards you as if you were nothing but a pile of shit, accusing you of restricting him from reaching his full potential and trying to turn him away from volleyball because you were too clingy for his liking.

“Fucking hell (Y/N), you’re so fucking clingy! Just because you’re an attention whore and want me to worship you doesn’t mean you can try and take me away from what I love doing. You’re so fucking obsessive it’s driving me crazy!” Sakusa bellowed and clenched his hands together, his nails digging into his hands.

Taking a deep breath to keep yourself as calm as possible, you spoke in a soft tone, “Omi, I’m not trying to keep you from anything. I just think you should rest your body before you overwork yourself and become ill or injure yourself. I know you want to improve but that can happen gradually over time. I doesn’t need to happen all at once.” You murmured and gently placed a hand on his, trying to reassure him.

Letting out a deep, angered growl, Sakusa pulled away from your grip harshly and pushed your hand away, “don’t fucking touch me! You’re fucking disgusting! All you do is hold me down and try and control my life, you obsessive pest!” He hollered out.

His words ripped open your chest and stabbed you in the heart repeatedly. You felt like you were choking on your own heartbeat. It hurt knowing that your lover found you disgusting. A strong feeling of rage surged through your veins. “How fucking dare you, Sakusa! I’ve done nothing but tried to help you and all you do is treat me like shit. Every time we argue I have to bite my tongue because I know that if I retaliate, you’ll just get even more angry. I can’t express how I feel to you anymore and I feel as if I don’t matter in this relationship. If you want to overwork yourself and injure yourself then fine, go ahead, but don’t blame me for saying I told you so after it’s happened!”

His eyes narrowing at your words, Sakusa swiftly turned to glare at you and raised his fist, poking your chest aggressively, “Fine, I will then because I’m not letting you control me anym-” He paused mid sentence, his eyes widening when he noticed you flinching when he raised his hand. Slowly, he lowered his hand and dropped them at his sides. Your shaking figure made his heart clench painfully tight. “(Y/N) I-”

“I can’t do this anymore, Sakusa.” You voice whispered, barely loud enough for him to hear. Tears rolled down your cheeks and you sniffled quietly. “I can’t handle this pain anymore. I can’t handle feeling like I’m walking on egg shells with you. I can’t handle being afraid of how you’ll react when I speak about how I feel. I just can’t do this anymore.” You voice got quieter and quieter the more you spoke. Looking up at Sakusa, you swallowed thickly. “I can’t do us anymore.”

Sakusa was frozen, watching you carefully. It was deathly silent. The only sound he could hear was the sound of his heartbeat beating rapidly.

“I’ll pick up my things tomorrow. I’m going to stay at Atsumu’s for the night.” You whispered and turned away, heading towards the front door.

A small, almost whine-like noise left Kiyoomi’s mouth. He reached out and clasped your hand gently, tears forming in the corner’s of his eyes. “Please.” He begged quietly.

Looking back at the man you loved, your heart shattered into small pieces when you noticed his dampened eyes. Never had you seen him cry before. “What is it?” You asked quietly, biting the inside of your cheek.

Sakusa pulled you in tightly for a hug and pressed his lips against your cheek gently. “Please don’t leave. Please please please… I’m so so sorry (Y/N).. I didn’t mean anything I said. I love you and I’m grateful for everything you do for me. I’ve just had a really bad day. Please I love you. Please don’t leave. You’re my baby... “ He pleaded softly and held you tightly, as if afraid that you’d disappear if he let go.

Letting out a sigh, you caved in. You were still mad at him but at the end of the day, you loved Kiyoomi more than anything else. You would give up everything for his happiness. “Kiyoomi...” You whispered softly and then turned around so you were face to face with him. Gently cupping his cheeks, you sighed, “I love you so so much Kiyoomi... But you can’t say stuff like that to me even if you’ve had a bad day. You really really hurt me even though I was just trying to look out for you.” You explained and frowned softly, kissing his tears that resided in the corner of his eyes.

Pressing his lips softly against your hands that rested on his face, he let out a shaky breath that he didn’t realise he was holding, “I know... I’m sorry. I don’t know what came over me. I promise I’ll do better..” He whispered gently and pressed his nose into your hair lovingly. “I love you so much...”

Leaning in closer to Sakusa, you inhaled his scent, “I love you too, Omi..”

He never wanted to see you flinch like that again.

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Kenma

Kenma was an erudite genius when it came to the art of strategy. His deep understanding of the game and the unspoken pledge to win is what drove him forward and kept him reaching, grasping, clutching for new strategic idea that would leave his opponents breathless.

For days, maybe even weeks, on end, Kenma would be researching, training, and repeating the process until he felt confident in his methodology that would be used in a game. Thus, led to a breakdown. After weeks of undereating, lack of sleep, training beyond his physical capabilities, and his mental strain thinking of ways to defeat the opposing team, Kenma was at his wits’ end.

As his partner, you immediately noticed the changes in his personality. Of course, concern was your initial reaction and you were somewhat frightened of irritating him more, but you knew you had to confront him about his lack of self care. Seeing him train during lunch and falling asleep in lessons led you to realise how hard he was working himself.

So, after school you managed to pull him to one side before he proceeded to train at the club. A frown was present on your lips and you took a deep breath. Looking at him now hurt a lot: his eyebags had considerably increased since the last time you saw him; you could now see physically where he had lost weight from undereating for weeks; his eyes seemed a lot duller; his body slouched over slightly, as if it was begging for a break. It was agony to see your partner slowly harm his body and mind like this.

"Kenma, just know I love you so much and I understand that volleyball means a lot to you right now since it's your final year with your team as you know it with Kuroo as captain, but look at yourself. You're not taking care of yourself at all. You aren't helping you or your teammates by undereating and not sleeeping." You murmured gently, taking Kenma's hands in your own. You knew that you had to be careful and not push your boyfriend, but you couldn't let it continue.

Kenma simply frowned at your words and pulled his hand away from yours, "(Y/N), I don't need your lecturing. I'm perfectly fine taking care of myself. I don't need you." He hissed out and turned his back on you, proceeding to head to practise. He had no time to waste on pointless conversations.

(Y/N) grinded their teeth together, their heart aching slightly at the harsh words, "I'm not lecturing you, Kenma! I'm doing what a s/o should do and I'm looking out for you! Please just take a small break before you overdo it!" You hallooed, as if that would make the words sink in.

Vexed, Kenma turned around with a deep scowl on his face, "Why don't you just back off, (Y/N)!? I don't care about you right now, all I care about is me and my teammates winning this game!" He shrieked, which caused you to trip back and swallow thickly.

A small whimper escape your lips and tears formed in the corners of your eyes as you flinched. You were normally fine with Kenma's salty attitude, but he never usually shouted at you. Taking a shaky breath, you looked at your boyfriend dead in the eyes, "fine! Do what you want to do! Since you don't care about me I won't bother anymore! Don't you fucking dare come running to me when you overwork yourself and can't handle it anymore!" You retorted and turned away.

Kenma's eyes widened slightly at your words as he watched you turn away. "Wait...." He whispered out, his hand reaching towards yours. Lightly, he grasped your wrist and sighed, pulling you close and burying his head in your shoulder. "'M sorry... I'm just so stressed..." Tears brimmed his eyes and he sniffled softly. "I didn't mean it..."

Letting out a soft sigh, your shoulders relaxed and you pulled your lover in for a cuddle. "I know you didn't mean it baby... But remember your health comes first, volleyball after." You whispered and gently stroked his hair. He simply nodded in response and hugged you tighter.

Maybe you both could work things out. You just need to learn to communicate more.

#haikyu #haikyuu #haikyuu angst #haikyu x reader #haikyuu x reader #angst #sakusa angst #sakusa kiyoomi #sakusa x you #kenma #kenma angst #haikyuu kenma #kenma kozume #angst to fluff #haikyuu comfort #requestsopen

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HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY FROM 2018 WHEN I WROTE THIS!!!! I hope you had an amazing day and got to do something fun despite 100k's illness.

Idk if i'll ever finish this, and im so sorry for that, but my intentions were good so here's the best scene in your original caroline fic

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He finds her a year later in the New World, berating a conquistador for his cheek and noticeably undaggered.

“Caroline, I-” he doesn’t get a chance to finish.

“You! Do you wish to warn your brother, or should I? Because while I’m thankful for my free transocean berth, the accommodations were less than what I’ve become accustomed to, thank you very much.”

He smiles, dimples cutting at the unexpectedness of her response, but his face softens as the questions remain. “How are you awake?”

“From being stabbed by the extreme lethargy dagger? It took me half the ocean trip to gather enough strength to even grasp the hilt.” She eyes him then, motioning for him to follow her as she heads up a small footpath that cuts up from the village, heading deeper into the mountains.

He follows dumbly, still shocked by her untouched appearance. He had expected to have to dig up a grave, to rescue her from the clutches of a village shaman, but no. She’s here, blonde waves fluttering in the mountain air, bright yellow skirt swishing with embroidery, chattering about what she plans on doing to his brother for revenge. He shakes his head, unable to keep the grin off his face.

“He seems particularly concerned about decorum, so I was trying to think of how to embarass him utterly before I stabbed him with his own dagger,” she’s saying brightly, lips quirking as she catches his eyes on her. “What do you think?”

“I think Elijah should run, if he’s smart.”

Caroline gives a sharp nod in agreement as they crest one of the foothills, the valley dropping beneath them in, framed by the mountains that jaggedly rise to the east. The air is warm, but Klaus sees the snow that crests the highest peaks, taller than any he’s seen. He wants to paint them. And her.

The yellow of her skirt swirls again as she turns, pops of blue and turquoise embroidery dancing along the edge, and he follows her into a low-ceilinged stone building. A native girl’s eyes almost pop out of her head at the sight of Klaus, and he wonders again at how easily Caroline has made her way in this strange new world.

“She is not for eating,” Caroline says to him, catching his stare. “That’s Taki, she’s my number one fan.”

Klaus’ brows raise in question, the grin that started when he found her still playing at his lips.

“I saved her from one of those colonizing Spanish assholes. What is it with men thinking they can just come and conquer everything?” She sighs then, rolling her eyes at Klaus. “Sometimes humans are just as bad as you.”

He holds his hand to his chest in mock affront. “Well clearly I need to up my game, then,” he says and the bright sound of her answering laughter shifts something in his heart. It’s still thundering with unfamiliar feeling when Caroline jumps up and grabs his hand, pulling him out of the door and to a low stone bench that sits towards the edge of the path they hiked up on. The air is thick with the smell of blossoms here, and Caroline points at the low line of bushes that sit near the cliff’s edge, resplendent with blooms. Tiny wings dart about, their pulses furious drumbeats echoing in the mountain air. One of them pauses in front of them and Klaus watches Caroline smile with delight. The hummingbird hovers in front of them as if considering them, and so Klaus considers it back, while its tiny heart patters.

“What a thing,” Klaus says and pauses, and Caroline looks up at him, eyes luminous with the moment. “What a thing to have to work that hard everyday just to stay alive. To be constantly on the verge of death. And how satisfying everyday must be that it survives.”

She nods, her eyes closing briefly as if pained, and he knows she gets it. The world falls away.

THANK YOU ITS BEAUTIFUL I LOVE IT

I Y E A R N FOR THE REST YOU DONT UNDERSTAND

THYERE SO IN LOVE THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH MY HEART IT HURTS BUT IN A GOOD WAY AND I ADORE THIS SO MUCH

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#garglyswoof #klaroline #klaroline drabbles #klaroline drabble #ask #answer #!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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OH MY GOD YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY YOU MADE ME FEEL. LIKE I'VE BEEN DYING TO READ A TOJI-NII FIC AHDJDLF AND MY PRAYERS HAD BEEN ANSWERED WHEN I SAW YOUR WORK 😭😭😭😭😭

I wanna think that Toji-nii brought his precious imouto when he severed his ties with the clan. But gah, what if she was left and Naoya, who idolizes Toji, becomes obssessed with her.

Okay sorry I am already rambling but I am so happy!!!! 😭💕💕

WAS THAT YOUR ASK BCS IT HAD ME NAPPING FOR AWHILE TO GET THE BRAIN JUICE WORKING IM GLAD YOU ENJOY IT (EVEN IF YOU DIDNT REQ IT) and i was about to sleep but that lines u sent, i had to do something with it im sorry for the mess im sleepy aha kith kith enjoy <33

tw incest, jealous toji-kun and naoya, both are manipulative too & everyones aged up, not edited a part of nii-chan series @lazy10ieiri pssstt its the second part

i feel like naoya is the only one who knew it but only by accident because toji-nii would always be careful, naoya just caught them in the bad time. he doesn't want anyone to know and lash out on you. naoya is so close with toji-nii and is about the same age as you so he looked up to him like his own older brother. naturally, you became like a little sister to him. but when he caught a glimpse of toji-nii taking you from behind, he couldn't help but felt jealous.

like he didn't understand why he was feeling like that, palming through his yukata to the sound of your soft moans and desperate pants, begging for your nii-chan. like why can't he get the same shit as him? naoya always gets what he wants and he wants you. it became a habit to him to creep around your quarters, listening to your nightly adventure with your nii-chan, often imagining himself fucking you instead. and he became obsessed with the idea of having you to himself.

ofc toji-nii isn't having it. he noticed the little thing, with a smile at first thinking it was just a friendly cousinly bond but when naoya started to become more bolder, sneaking you around for strolls just an excuse to hold your hands, bothering you as you do the laundry, touching your waist and sometimes lower, toji-nii started to feel unease. that was went it clicked; naoya must've known about you two.

like any other night, naoya would creep to his spot except this time toji-nii would be waiting smugly. glued to the ground, he didn't had any chance to run away, dragged by the collar of his yukata, tossed inside the room. naoya felt with a thud, but it wasn't as painful as seeing you looking down on him.

"nii-chan, what's wrong? why's naoya is here?"

toji-nii smiled, crazed in own jealously, "he wants a live show, i'll give him one," naoya was as startled as you was when toji-nii ripped open your robe. he didn't let you cover yourself, it was embarrassing to moan right in front of naoya while nii-chan took you from behind. naoya is stuck between disgust and arousal; he wants you to himself and it was unfair for toji-nii to have you all to himself.

he watched in anger as toji-nii kissed your shoulder with a smirk, "imouto, who do you belong too?" he whispered, eyes burned on naoya. the boy's face contorted in anger, especially when he listened to your moans.

"nii-chan! you, please."

it bothered him to the core. you were his, not toji's. toji-nii's hands palming desperately on your breast, planting kisses on your bare skin. it should be him. it didn't take long for you to cum right in front of your audience, and toji followed soon; your arousal mixed with his own dripped down your trembling thighs. he laid you to the side.

"the head of clan will know about this," naoya threatened.

toji-nii brushed it aside, laughing at his empty threat as he grabbed the boy by his collar, "and tell them what? that you got boner watching me fucking y/n-chan. do you think they'll believe your scrawny ass? with this shit boner?" the older man scoffed, openly laughing at the boy as he grabbed naoya's boner, giving it a threatening squeeze, "she could never be yours, kid."

"nii-chan, that's enough." you muttered, slipping on your own robe.

toji-nii would only listen to you of course, which is why he tossed naoya outside, respecting your wish, "stay away naoya, i mean it," he warned, closing the door behind him.

naoya slept on it, wondering if he should report you two. the image of your bare body stuck in his mind but the fact that the one fucking you is him bothered naoya. he was determined to report on him, sending toji-nii away so he could finally have you to himself. he was gonna frame toji for manipulating you but when tomorrow came and he was about to talk to his father, he realised the ruckus going around the house.

"toji left. he took the kid with him."

"finally. they are just a pain in the ass. fucking burden to us."

naoya couldn't believe what he heard. no, no, no you couldn't leave him here alone, the thoughts ran in his mind as fast as his feet until he reached your quarters.

it was empty.

he couldn't believe it, it was completely empty. it was almost as no one was ever there to begin with, it was almost like he wasn't there last night watching toji-nii fucked you. and now toji-nii had taken you away from him and naoya is left with nothing but pain.

his obsession didn't stop, he would not stop looking for toji because toji has what belongs to him and naoya wants it back.

you has always been rightfully his from start.

#writing: thirsts #nii chan series #tw incest #toji fushiguro smut #toji fushiguro x reader #naoya zenin x reader #jjk smut #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen smut #jujutsu kaisen x reader #toji fushiguro imagine #toji fushiguro drabble #naoya zenin smut #naoya zenin imagines #naoya zenin x you #jujutsu kaisen imagines #jujutsu kaisen drabbles #toji nii series

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