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#10.04.23#3391#sry to announce that i never rly got back to trying to make that website & dont have a thing to show evennow#sometime soon i hope. please#( i havent worked much on the other stuff either . aaaaaah. )
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#some of these are a little old but this is kinda just a highlight reel from my sketchbook from the past few weeks#i want to post more :’) i find it fun and fulfilling it’s just so hard for me to make anything worthwhile (if anything at all) so waugh. but#i’m trying. i’m trying. please enjo y them#the last one is kinda an elaboration on what i mean by predator/prey parallels in javieran#i’m trying to incorporate the different eye shapes in my designs for them but it’s easy to forget </3#like they both have half lidded eyes but javier’s are sloped down like a predators glare and kieran’s are drooped up like a prey’s fearful#gaze. is anyone listening can anyone hear me#i think kieran’s eye(s) (both the deer’s and his) look a bit like shart but it’s ok because i’m so proud of how javier’s looks LOL#i love representing kiera n with a wolf but seeing him in deer (or even horses if we want to be cheesy) is … irresistible#my spooky little thang ❤️#anyway it’s 7:30 in the morning so i shooouuld sleep. goodnight. thanks for being here. i love you.#i promise to try and make something decent soon. i hope. not even for brands sake i legit just want to so bad. lord.#creatives when … wheeeennnnn ……. wh#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#image#art#hero draws sometimes#hero’s javier#hero’s kieran#hero’s javieran
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i got tagged by @ljubitelj-sonca @apfel07 and @itskrejsaitsparty to post the last line i wrote down, although i can see almost everyone disregards the line part and posts a paragraph haha so uhmmmm im also going to ignore the line limit 👍🏻 and since i got tagged by three people ill post three paragraphs bc what are rules anyways


i uhhh im not tagging anyone bc as with most of these things im getting to them very late and i feel like everyone has already been tagged, oopsie
#its three and a half but whatever.#and now I KNOW WHAT THIS LOOKS LIKE. but i still dont like lesbokris is the next thing thats getting posted#i just had a short daydream about it and wrote a scene but its still. i dont think im gonna get very far with it any time soon.#IM JUST SAYING THIS AS A DISCLAIMER OKAY because i keep getting asks about this so please dont get your hopes up too far#uhhhh not sure what tag to use for this??? since so far for snippets ive only ever used the 'holidate spoilers' tag#but obviously this isnt holidate#snippets#idk maybe ill think of a better tag sometime later#bokris#holly holy
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i have been feeling so bummed lately because i have come to the realization that nobody wants to see what i have to post.
no matter how aesthetic or how long it takes me to write or how talented i may or may not be.
you inspired me to write and be active on tumblr! and i have mutuals but they don't regularly look at my account at all... how do i do better? get more exposure or... i don't know, cope? i tag, repost, write relavantly. what did i do wrong...
hi my sweet nonnie 🥺 i’m bundling you into a hug right now and bringing you some warm tea, i am so sorry you’re feeling this way right now :( i just want to say that you’re not doing anything wrong at all.
unfortunately, in my experience, tumblr is so ebb and flow there’s no perfect way to do tbh. you have to just take it as it comes and sometimes, it doesn’t feel like the best place to be. taking breaks is beneficial but it feels world ending to take them when you already feel so isolated.
the best thing i could say is just keep chatting with mutuals you’d maybe like to be friends with or just find interesting, interact when you can and above all, just follow the golden rule — treat others how you would like to be treated. it takes time but eventually the energy you put out will find its way back to you.
it sounds like you are doing a lot already ! interacting with others is always a great thing to do, so definitely keep posting + commenting + keep your name out on dash and in notifs :3 please try to not be afraid to be loud and take up space, tumblr is as much of yours as it is anyone else’s.
the more you put yourself out there, the better. even after being on fandom tumblr for like 3? 4 years now? i still have moments when i feel like this. for me, the best way to cope is to take space where i need it and chat with my friends OR if i feel like staying online, i send asks to those who i know are active and try to start conversations that way ! if i wanna feel included, i have to make the effort to include myself sometimes !! so reaching out to others helps me feel better :3
i’ve had multiple people talk to me about this and it seems to be a common theme these days :( it’s hard to get exposure just through the tags because a lot of times, it can be easier to keep up with what’s on your dash rather than try to navigate tumblrs tag system.
tldr ; a good way to increase exposure is to put out the energy that you wish to receive back when it comes to interactions. throw yourself into the community by reblogging others works, sending asks, etc etc until you find your people 🤍 the rest will follow !! at the end of the day, everyone is on here to seek connection.
also, this is what has worked for me in my experience !! everyone has a different journey here so i recommend asking others too for more advice + guidance !! i wish you the best, my sweets, i will be cheering you on !!! ✨
#i’m so touched that i’ve inspired you to write and to be active on tumblr 🥺 finding your space in the community can be tricky sometimes !!#thank you for trusting me with this & i really hope this could help a little bit 🫂#please know that you are always more than welcome here + you will always have a seat at my table !!!#i am not sure if we are in the same fandoms but i would really love to read your stuff ^__^ !!!!#i hope things improve you for soon because you seem like such a sweetheart ;( !! please don’t hesitate to reach out <333#⌕ — spotted .ᐟ#ᰔ 𓂃 nonnie .ᐟ
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Does anyone have any tips to help stop yourself from comparing your artwork to others, or equating your value as an artist with likes and reblogs?
I've struggled with this for a while and it's getting old, I don't know how to just shrug it off. Any genuine advice would be nice
#its just bygging me bc i know rationally they dont matter i knoe they dont#but i still feel it in my bones that im not good enough because my work doesnt circulate on platforms#i paint for fun and then i post and i get these feelings and theyre so goddamn annoying#i know to just keep posting anyway and try to enjoy the ride but my Depression Brain is such an asshole#i wish it would be quiet#i never used to feel this way either until likes and reposts/reblogs became so integral to social media#on top of needing commissions to get by while looking for work and attending school soon#idk maybe this is just a vent and ik no one can Fix it that simply#i guess im just speaking 2 the void rn and maybe others feel the same#*bugging#and i really am so grateful just to know anyone likes it or comments on it and reading feedback really really means so much#but i feel like unless im pumping out specific fandom stuff that doesnt really happen#but the negative thoughts and feelings can b rly strong sometimes and im just tired#im sure this is a depression thing too#hoping i can get into therapy thru school but it depends on finances as everything else in this world does 🫠#ill keep going tho#and please if you are someone who does comment or reblog and say something about the work please do not ever stop#it means so much to me and others im positive it does#i see you and i appreciate you so so much#thank you and thank you to anyone who reads or comments some ideas
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the quality of my art fluctuates wildly between each post. it's just a perk you get when you follow me. no i will not apologise
#i liken my art skills to a cat. has its own agency and comes and goes as it pleases#i'm just the owner of the cat occasionally shaking a bag of treats from the window and hoping it comes back soon#sometimes the cat falls asleep in my lap for a while so i can actually make lots of art
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MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO YOU ALL!! 🎄🎊🎉
may you and your f/os celebrate and be silly and jolly together c:
ALSO SHOUTOUT TO THOSE WHO LEFT A MESSAGE ON MY TREE,,, IM GONNA CRY- 😭😭💞💕❤️💗 thank u all so much for being with me this year, supporting me and my oc/canon selfships,,, no words can properly describe how happy i am to be interacting with you all and gushing about my cute handsome sillies :'3 🫶✨️
#🎄 hey sis it's yurimas! (christmas posting) 🎄#just balemoon thoughts#AHSHDHFHFH..... YOU ALL ARE SO SWEET- I WANNA FIND EVERY LAST ONE OF YOU AND HUG U#can't wait to gush about my cute sillies and their oc wives next year too-!!#might make an art alt in the future to not only keep track of my selfship works but also for other things (like ocs & rpdr/dragula fanart)#but who knows- 2025 is gonna be huge!!!#balemoon rambles#aego your joke cracked me up hahdjfjfjh 😭😭#adri!! lets plan a double date with our calydon partners sometime :3c#lyra my firefly you've been super sweet..!! and watching bocchi/gochiusa with you has been a blast c: 🦋💚#EM PLEASE- THATS SO CUTEEE... WITTLE DOVES BEING SILLY AROUND OTHER PEOPLE IS MY JAM#black cat that means a lot to me...!! ;w; 🫶 expect more of my blorbos and their f/o wives soon!! the yuri never stops >:3#niko!! i hope you have an amazing holiday with your girlies and congrats on your reunion with miyabi! 🫶#to everyone else thank u so much for the warm wishes!! i hope u and your f/os get cozy and jolly;; i look forward to next year with u all 🫶
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oh man no wonder i'm missing my little guys recently. we haven't seen kaeya in almost a year
#personal stuff#delete later#a month from now marks one year since his hangout....#head in hands.... kaeya come back i miss you#yes i Know he has a hangout i can replay at any time that also has his brother in it. not the same#diluc showed up back in march with his normalguysona and kaeya sent a letter but it's just not the same...#i miss the ragbros insanity that 2.8 and 3.1 inflicted upon me. i miss bouncing off the walls thinking about them and their new lore#can they come back and do something that makes me relive that sometime soon. please. for me#not sure who's going to be in the summer event this year. probably not going to be either of them but can it be Someone i care abt#for the most part they have been? like 1.6 was THE found family slash siblings vacation#2.8 was my girlie fischl and also hidden strife#then 3.8 was kaeya and klee and collei and kokomi#come on let's keep up this energy. this will be THE mondstadt update TRUST#like come onn venti and lisa both told us to come back to mondstadt before setting off for somewhere new......#like at this point i have very little hope for mondstadt character story quest 2. i used to hope for it w every update but now it's like#who fucking knows. we'll wait until snezhnaya i guess. that's when venti and diluc will probably be relevant again#jean miiight get a second one after natlan depending on what happens to varka's expedition? since her mom is there i think#manifesting a second razor quest then too. we know what the rifthounds are now + varka coming back would be a good setup#and klee might get one whenever we meet alice. i have my thoughts but idk when Exactly that'll be#but lisa's thing probably won't be relevant for a while either considering its connection to the abyss order#and kaeya and albedo... yeah.#but like. i'd love to see amber go to liyue and find her grandpa or something :(#and like. fuck it i would love to see a second xiangling quest too.
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i keep habitually opening my email on the off chance i have new ao3 commints even tho it's been several weeks since i uploaded anything & then. remembering.
#ao3#life hack though. if you never delete any of your emails then you still have your whole constellation of nice ao3 feedback#corkboard-scattered thru there. gotta compile a new document of nice things people have said that make me cry#please know if u have ever left a fic comment u make me warm inside.#sometimes people will be like 'ok it's embarrassing for me to comment weeks after this was uploaded when i shoulda read it right away but-'#NO IT'S NOT YOU'RE SO NICE TO ME. FIC EXISTS TO PERUSE IN UR LEISURE TIME AND COMMENTS WEEKS IN THE FUTURE EXTEND MY LIFESPAN#if you comment weeks after i upload something u have a pretty good chance of catching me mid-flare which is when i need the kindness and#validation the most. so.#anyway. miss u babygirl hope ur back soon god bless our troops (the ao3 volunteers)
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Hi.. how many to do prompts do you currently have in your inbox? I don’t want to flood you with more if there is already too much
Hi anon ❤️
Tbh, I don't have that many prompts in my askbox at the moment, so send all the ideas you wish to see written down and I'll gladly give it a try!
If you're interested (and if you're the one who submitted it, your wait is nearly over) tomorrow I'll post a cute Jily drabble, follow up of Training Wheels, and I plan to share my entry for Winter in June (the challenge @jilychallenge issued for this month) on Tuesday or Wednesday, but it all depends on how heavy the workload at my job is this week.
If you're not here for something Jily related, just know I'm brewing up some Wolfstar and a Sirius x Marlene x Remus drabble, meanwhile if you follow me because of ACOTAR, I' working on a multichapter for @gwynweekofficial I wish I'll like enough to actually submit
#sorry anon if i took advantage of your ask to inform everyone of my schedule#i just want you all to know i'm onto something#sometimes i'm just too insecure to share it as soon as it's finished#but you can ALWAYS hit me up with new ideas#they inspire me to work even harder#my english may not be the best and my beta reader is not the fastest reader#but i hope you can still feel my commitment#a big thank you must go to the jily and wolfstar fandom for being so supportive#blackinnon folks i haven't forgotten about you i'm just waiting for the next round of blackinnon fest#to my acotar mutuals: please don't unfollow me#i'm still here and soon you'll have BIG news
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i can do math.
eddie + buck= bi4bi
#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#buck x eddie#911 fox#911 on fox#911 abc#911 on abc#eddie and buck are bi af#idc what this fandom says#bisexual eddie superiority#anyway also please end the show sometime soon#i hope there’s a plán to end it#maybe with a madney wedding#you see bathena all happy#they are both retired and all they do is travel fuck and be in love#bobby is finally the househusband he wants to be#henren finally have more kids and chaos in their house#they’ll have a hoard of children#they’ll never in their lifetime make buddie canon#but eddie and buck and chris attend the wedding together#and it’s implied subtle that buddie are together#buck and eddie could be sharing looks and chris could be like#ew we’re in public dont be gross now be gross when you’re at home and i’m not there#or something like that#and then the fire fam are all together after the wedding and reception is done and it’s this big group hug scenario#hen and chim are captains but one is captain of the 118 and the other is captain at a different station#idk i feel like this show should end before it’s cancelled for good#op
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I know I’ve said this before, but I am begging to know who Schneeball is
Oh and, I guess Twist Roll too
#I don’t know why but I just really want her#I hope we get her update sometime soon#please#cookie run#cookie run ovenbreak#tbd#schneeball cookie#twist roll cookie#random stuff
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being neurodivergent is all fun and games until you remember those hourly quote bots on twitter and think well maybe I can't make a bot anymore but I could schedule a few quotes a day, that shouldn't be hard. it sounds fun to have a bunch of quotes of my favorite character Thirteen from hit mobile game Obey Me! and its sequel Obey Me! Nightbringer. and then you think about how arduous collecting the quotes is going to be but she's only been in the games for maybe a year and a half with little screentime and you love collecting things so you start but then you remember that you love collecting things so naturally you have ALL of her screentime in the game and suddenly you have 45k characters of quotes and are several lessons into season 4 (which is truly a trial in and of itself) but not nearly close enough to the end but you refuse to just stop collecting the quotes and make the account with the EXCESS of what you have already because you literally only have season 4 to get through and if you don't do it just seeing the bot (because now you've been informed you can make tumblr bots instead) will haunt you with that knowledge even if nobody else would ever know. this is a general anecdote of a situation that could easily happen to anyone though and not in any way related to my life
#obey me on side#ummm i don't have a personal tag yet because i hated looking at this blog before the revamp so i'll do that later#with the carrd. usually when i say i'll do something later it means sometime in the next 3 years but i actually mean this one#but rn there's no way to tell i'm a lesbian (except for the thirteen icon. + probably also the ruri-chan banner she's lesbian colors)#okay maybe you can tell but I want to be CLEAR#anyway i would also like to note that immediately before starting this project i spent a full week lamenting my lack of free time#because I wanted to write some fics. and then literally as soon as i got free time I went um. no. quote doc instead I think#????? girl why did you do that to yourself#fortunately i'm now bored of reading s4 so i can go back to writing#unrelated but all of these fics contain a significant amount of solomon and i like him that's not surprising but it was unintentional#which IS surprising. like okay one of them is about solodeus (specifically mc playing matchmaker so i don't clickbait) so that's obligatory#and another is based off of the new solomon card (IT'S CUTE) so that's also kind of obligatory#(the third one is based off of luke's card from the dnd nightmare a while back because i was entranced by its strange unbalanced party)#but usually i try to switch up the characters i write about to get comfy with all of them and not just the ones that make sense to me#that's not entirely accurate it's my one braincell bouncing around like a windows screensaver picking a new fave every time it hits a side#but also to get used to writing them all. anyway#i'll just write about satan to balance it he's always been a fav but i am obsessed with him in nightbringer he is so offputting and tragic#if you're still reading these tags please see above on th 'later is up to three years' in regards to the fics still haven't posted anything#hoping to change that soon though I WILL eventually.
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#I had an interview recently yay!!#but I don't know how well I did and it's making me nervous 😂#I'm starting to notice a pattern about myself. if an interviewer asks me “what would you do if [insert situation here]?”#my brain immediately imagines myself in the situation but the current me. not a future me.#my interviewer asked me what would I do if a customer complained about a certain problem?#and I didn't know the answer because I haven't gotten the job. this is an interview. I haven't been trained and therefore I don't know the#protocol. so how could I know what to do if a customer complained to me RIGHT NOW about the specific problem?#So I told the interviewer that I didn't know. I would ask for help. because.. the current me doesn't know the process? because I'm just a#potential employee and doesn't know the rules?#And looking back at the interview now.. I should've just said “I would follow the rules regarding that specific problem the customer has”#not whatever I said 😂 “I don't know. I would ask you” 😂#ugh maybe it's nothing. but ugh#the interview felt like it was ok but not great?? Hopefully I get the answer soon. and I hope I don't get ghosted#like. please I went though the horrors of the interview. at least tell me I'm rejected or not!! plz#Meanwhile. this pattern has caused problems at home and at work. throughout my life.#it doesn't happen often but... sometimes a person would ask me to do something Without Specifying The Time.#intending for me to do the thing In The Near Future#but my brain will automatically think that I have to do the thing Now#and simetimes I really really really don't want to do that thing Now. so I complain (I'm sorry)#but the asker is exasperated saying 'you don't have to do it Now! I meant sometime in the future!'#and sometimes after that clarification things go back to normal. but sometimes things get problematic instead.#this pattern of me automatically thinking 'in the present' whenever people actually mean the future whenever they don't specify time....#it can cause problems for myself unintentionally 😂😭 I hope it didn't affect my interview negatively#anyway sorry for the rambling#this random person's ramblings
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me: logs onto tumblr
also me: oh my fucking god this is real life I fucking forgot this isn’t a daydream NOT AGAIN
#-pop#You know that feeling that’s like “oh I’m watching a tv show” that’s me with my entire life I forget sometimes I am a normal human person#and not a character who’s doing a play or something I have been doing to much Role playing recently with my friend I think it’s giving me-#problems again fuck.#I hope I don’t randomly start getting original characters stuck in my head again because UH OH THIS WILL BE BAD THIS TIME#*stares at the characters me and my friend has concocted* no I don’t want this guy to take over for me even though I know in my heart of-#hearts they will do a better job then me at coping with new stress thing and I won’t start dying of stress again#AAAAAAAA#NgI do not need a grub war criminal with a heart change of heart on the war criminal thing in my head please no I can’t deal with it#I do not need a capitalist war criminal grub in my head please if it happens I have no fucking idea what I will do I can barely keep the-#Whole slew of Batman characters from fronting and ruining our lives those guys would literally run off never to be seen again no joke#and I’ll come to in like the middle of fucking nowhere because they are on the no front list along with crimson and a few others#As soon as I figure out my life and get a house and a income it will be different but until then I must wrangle these fuckers so-#no one ruins our livessssssssss
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David Tennant interview at the British LGBT Awards, June 2024 (x)
Int: You being an ally to the community isn't something new. You've been doing it, but recently you've obviously really stepped up for trans and non-binary people in a time that's so, so needed. What made you do that?
David: I don't know that I feel like I've done anything that I wouldn't just sort of be normally doing. I mean, it's for me it's just common sense that there's there should be any suggestion that people aren't allowed to live the life they want to live and and to be who they want to be with and to express themselves wholeheartedly. I mean, as long as you aren't hurting anybody else, everybody else just needs to fucking butt out. I don't really understand why...
Int: ...it's controversial.
David: Yeah, there is and the thing... the thing, if there's something that's particularly sobering and depressing, it's that certain debates are being weaponized by certain elements of the political class, often for no... it seems it's not ideological so much as opportunistic. And I just think that's pretty disgusting, really.
Int: I couldn't agree more. What message would you like to send out to trans youth?
David: Please don't feel like you're not loved and that you're not accepted and that you're not... you know, most people in the world are good and kind and just want you to be able to be who you are. Most people in the world don't really care. I mean... you know what I mean?
Int: We're all narcissistic.
David: Exactly. Everyone's so self obsessed that really, the sort of noise that comes from a certain area of the press and of the political class is... it's a minority. It really is. And please don't let that make you feel diminished or dissuaded or discouraged, because, you know, you just... you have to be allowed to be yourself, and you are, and you are yourself and you must thrive and flourish, and we're all here for it.
Int: Amazing. I think, yeah, it's so important .I think sometimes it feels like there's so many people, but it is a minority. It's such a minority.
David: It's a tiny bunch of little whinging fuckers that are on the wrong side of history and they'll all go away soon.
Int: Like what happened with gay people 20 years ago.
David: When I was a kid, when I was a kid, exactly. You know, I was at school when Clause 28 came in and it all felt like being gay was something to be terrified of. And gay men in particular were demonised as paedophiles and now that just feels historic and ludicrous and, I mean, I don't see all those... all those battles aren't won, but we're in a very, very different place. And I feel like.I feel like history is on a progressive trajectory and it might get knocked sideways now and again by people for all sorts of reasons, which are often quite selfish and quite, as I say, not coming from a place of any sort of genuine belief system, but other than a place of opportunism. And that's something that we... I hope that in 20 years time, we're talking about, you know, these culture wars as something of the past.
Int: I believe we will. I'm a huge Doctor Who fan, so.
David: Oh, good, me too!
Int: You are my Doctor.
David: Oh, thank you very much.
Int: But recently, obviously, you came back for the 60th anniversary and you got to work with Yasmin Finney.
David: Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Int: What was it like working with her?
David: Oh, she's brilliant. She's fantastic. Yeah. And she's in the show again now, she's back in it, so that's fantastic to see. She's lovely, talented, cool as a cucumber, articulate, brilliant. I learned a lot from her as an actor and also as someone who, you know, who's become a sort of de facto activist just because of who she is and where she is, and she becomes a sort of symbol of hope, and she's wonderful.
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