#someone give me motivation lol

[night3owl]

I swear I’m gonna post a fic soon- my goal is by the end of today (my time (pt)) or by the end of this next week :D

[artuurle]

the issue with most of my creative process being very "in the moment" is i end up with a bunch of doodles for things i then decide isnt "canon" to things or i get REALLY DERAILED, so last night i drew some love and loss au doodles that kinda occur later on. Huzzle sweep.

The last one above is traveling to another god domain really hurriedly looks like in my head to be 100% clear. mini rift <3. no time for flair we needs to GO NOWS.

if you cannot tell I love drawing huzzle a lot. my cunty lamp <3

[spotaus]

For the requests, you could draw Coffeecrops/Ccino x Farm?

I absolutely LOVE this ship!

They are, like...one of my favorite ships-

And i would love to see how you would draw these old men.

Ahh, hello!! I'm sorry this request took so long to get to, but here it is! :D

I don't think I've ever drawn either of these guys before, but they were so fun to doodle! I am adding Coffeecrops to my list of ships now too, I understand why you like it so much! (And I hope I did the old men justice <3)

[causeimanartist]

I'm not drawing because I'm stressed and I'm stressed because I'm not drawing

[sunpoffin]

not sure what to call it yet, but i've got a funky AU in the works thats a combo of a pantheon AU and a timeloop AU

like... what if Joker came first before ren/akira did? what if he was conjured out of thin air as entertainment for the gods. he's a literal jester this time. no substance, switching out masks as needed, no identity, just big reactions that everyone can find amusing. something something devils and fey are both connected to the air, and ren adapts to anything thrown at him as easily as breathing. what if his biggest fear- that he is nothing when no one needs anything from him... was actually real?

and what if Joker, who can't be pinned down no matter what, found someone who is like him, but isn't?

Joker is unreal, almost cartoon. Crow is *real* he's a gladiator under the thumb of the god of control. sweat on his brow, blood under his fingernails, he was made for this and can't be anything else. he's chained to a life where he must perform to survive, and performing means acting out violence. Crows who are so good at survival and yet are still seen as pests and annoyances, dirty and lesser than. they're scavengers. what if goro's biggest fears are real? that he is a puppet. that violence was baked into him from the very start

and what if Joker saw Crow, resigned to his fate, convinced there can be nothing else... and decided he didn't like that. decided that a Trickster ought to get up to a bit of mischief.

what if Joker was the one who started the wager between the god of control and the god of hope. who whispered in their ears about what fun it'd be to play a game. the stakes being the world, and the prize being Crow's freedom.

Joker going back through time, loop after time loop, and meeting with Crow in between. Crow starting out scornful and mocking and then increasingly worried (which just manifests as more anger). what will become of them after he succeeds? they're nothing. they're no one. when Joker wins this bargain (because Crow has seen how determined he is. he knows it's just a matter of time), they'll be released of their chains and then dissipate into air, and the gods will all laugh that they were so full of hubris as to think themselves people

i'm just REALLY into the idea that humanity is made through experiences and connections to other people, and i think that deep down, both goro and ren are scared they're not all the way real. i want to prove them wrong!

[whirliko]

patiently waiting for that set you've been working on..................... pls ive been checkin ur blog everyday :')

i'm so sorry 😭😭 i've been super tired every day since i got more hours at work so i just don't have the motivation nor energy right now. i promise it's coming this summer, just not as soon as i said originally!!

[mourn-and-watch]

i think hawke sibling joining the wardens makes the decision about anders' fate a lot more spicy for any non-radically pro-mage hawkes. like that guy did something you consider to be unacceptable and unjustifiable. he also saved your little sibling from inevitable terrifying death. they're alive because of him and they're your only family left. the city is in ruins and people demand blood. what should you do.

[queenerdloser]

idk if people genuinely do panic about leaving comments on old fics, but tbh as someone who has older fics that are still somewhat popular, one of my favorite comments to get is from someone who says that they are coming back to reread or that they're "finally" leaving a comment after rereading so often. i always reread my favorite fics over and over, so it fills me w/joy when i get those comments even - or especially - for fics that were written years ago.

[freak1demon69]

This is what it feels like being a hex fan sometimes, like its not even a twitter issue (and in a sense its not necessarily an issue, sometimes ppl just wanna have fun n not spout theories n discussion 24/7! I get that!) but i feel like a lot of people r quick to write off aspects of the game and characters and insist that, despite it being a mullinsverse title, it's not that deep/things are surface level

[npcgrian]

I'm so sad that i didnt watch secret life while it was happening i really wish i was there for it but i missed out on so much and its killing my motivation to continue watching it even though i still really want to

[cantdanceflynn]

IK I HAVENT DRAWN IN FOREVER BTW IM WORKING ON CATCHING UP

[flugame-mp3]

SEASON NINE FINALE WAS WILD. I HAVE MANY MANY THOUGHTS. WHAT JUST HAPPENED. A FUCKING ROLLER COASTER FOR SURE

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

do u ever... not feel like yourself.. in front of other people, and get worried that they dont know the real you? sorry if too heavy

awh no its not heavy to me dw <3 its something i struggle with , even tho its gotten a lil better w/ age i still live a pretty hermetic life cus im hurt from stuff in the past. when i was younger i also felt like i didnt know how to act in social situations n got bullied all thru school for my demeanor so. that lead me to bcome even more lost trying to emulate ppl i thought were doing it right. took MANY years (like until age 25) just to unravel all the masks n learn how to stop interacting with everyone from a place of fear& paranoia. altho i still experience social anxiety id say i care much less about ppls impression of me. as long as they think im a kind person ofc! but overall ive finally accepted that no one will ever know the real me i know in my mind. that wld b physically impossible,! just as i can never truly know anyone else's mind either. all u can do is try to find people who Want to see you as the best version of yourself. sadly much more common to encounter people who willfully misunderstand you so they can maintain their worldview & fit u into certain boxes that relate u to their past experiences. be patient with those people, n just know that their version of u is out of ur control. when at long last u find the special ones who uplift & believe in u, its like, Wow the way you see me may not be my complete self, yet it adds new dimension to my being in a way that makes me love myself more. secure love.. but u may never find those special ppl if ur too scared of being perceived to try knowing anyone.!! so u just gotta keep tryin til something clicks. if ur kind to everyone n try to view them in a forgiving light, ppl tend to return that energy back to u even if they think ur kinda strange lol. dont giving up anon <3 just because its hard now doesnt mean it'll alwasy b this way.

[theflyingfeeling]

stupid stupid stupid stupid I am so fucking stupid

(LONG rant in the tags. originally a little longer still but apparently there were too many tags so tumblr deleted the rest lol)

[eyepatchdate]

always sort of a weird moment when the most ic line is a flirt option lmao

[todayisafridaynight]

I genuinely can never thank you enough for the past year. I can't express how much it's meant to me to be understood and have my energy reciprocated with someone on the same wavelength. Although I've been in the fandom for quite a bit longer than most people writing in, and longer than you, even, I can't remember the last time I felt this welcome and motivated. A TRULY embarrassing amount of my work's just been fueled by "oh Snap's gonna wanna see that," and of course that circle's expanded since then, but it probably wouldn't have had I not met stream chat through you, aaaaaand if I'm honest you're still up there... lol...

It's always, always a highlight of my day to see your your work, your posts, and your responses, whether they're to me or to others, and it's always a highlight of my week to be able to make it to streams! You're a huge inspiration for me, particularly in terms of your work ethic across the board. I always come out of streams energized and feeling like I can actually finish things, and usually this is hubris, but it's gotta count for something.

Not to be dramatic, but you kinda changed my life, no exaggeration. I still really can't see myself the way I was two or three years ago not just calling it quits after some of my Gaiden experiences... lol... but I'm still around, and like always, I wanna be able to write in and interact as much as I used to sometime soon. Thanks for everything! I hope RGGS continues to deliver so we can stay in touch :3

i cant thank YOOOOU enough for the past Xsome months or so. feelins ABSOLUTELY mutual in that i wasnt sure anyone else would really be into talkin bout rgg as you and i have (or would be willing to read my. miles-long scrolls of bullshit LMAO) so it's been real fun gettin to know you an everyone and chattin !!

most bafflin thin to ever to think i have good work ethic, i feel like ive been behind everyone for the past couple weeks and even with the things i do make it's really not up to snuff. it's always nice to hear that's not supposedly exactly the case :) I Suppose :^)

rgg community (like any community lbr) can be. An Experience, esp for someone with a position like yours. so im glad i can make it worth to hang around somewhat LOL

regardless, i always look forward to you next ask or the next time you leave tags on a post i make. if i ever bother making a post again ☠️☠️