#some of these jist go off of vibes

[cosmetichorror]

OKAY SO the chain all having their own teams, some make more sense than others (will add explanations)

Wild: Ceruledge, aigislash, decidueye, lycanrock (dawn form) phantump, zacian

^ mostly ghost type for obvious reasons. Lycanrock for Wolfie+ Zacian from pre calamity. HEAVY EMPHASIS on Ceruledge... It's been a bit since I checked it's dex entry, but if I recall, it's kind of a ghost knight turned pokemon (or something like that)

Time: Celebi, Banette, Mudsdale, Sylveon, mimikyu, miltank

^ mostly fairy types. Celebi can travel thru time if I recall, Banette is an abandoned children's doll so I thought that was symbolic, mimikyu being a ghost-fairy type I thought fit, miltank and mudsdale is self explanatory

Warriors: armarouge, sirfetche'd, gallade, doublade, kabutops, zamazenta

^ went for a more attack heavy team for him! Most are self explanatory, I feel! I thought zamazenta for him since it's Zacians counterpart (is that the right word?) and I feel like giving Wars and Wild similar pokemon would fit

Hyrule: Gardevoir, reuniclus, audino, Espeon, luxray, cresselia

^ went for more of a vibe for him tbh! I thought pokemon that would be helpful in a wasteland would go well. Was originally gonna give him a chancy as well but I feel that audino is enough! Cresselia is the opposite of Darkrai (sometimes portrayed as light vs dark I think) and I feel that fits

Wind: wartortle, gyaradose, castform, sharpedo, chatot, Lugia (solgaleo?)

^ Most are self explanatory but HEAR ME OUT. Lugia would fit Wind, HOWEVERRR Twilight has Lunala, and Legend has Cosmog, so it would be fitting to give him solgaleo since they all sprout from Time's timeline mayhaps....

Legend: musharna, wingul, sableye, Silvaly, cinderace, cosmog

^ More of a really REALLY heavy vibe for Ledge. Musharna can eat dreams and nightmares, and I feel like Legend would want to have something to prevent as many dreams as possible.... Wingul for obvious reasons. He also gives me cosmog vibes and I can't describe why.... Also he canonically named Cosmog Nebby id know he told me himself

Sky: Braviary (ancient form), deliberd, Dragonite, altaria, archeops, Ho-oh

^ pretty self explanatory, I feel. Flying types, shocker. Also imagine the Fossil pokemon aren't yet fossils in his era.

Twilight: mudsdale, Lycanrock (midnight form), absol, zoruark, espurr, Lunala

^ dark types mostly, Mudsdale for obvious reasons. I can't explain why he has an espurr he just does. Also Lunala. Bcuz. Wolves howl at the moon... Get it?

Four: mawile, Lucario, escavaliar, tinkaton, copporajah, tapu Koko, Lele, bulu, fini?

^ mostly steal types for the smithy but HEAR ME OUT. He has all the tapu pokemon but he only uses tapu Koko unless the colors are separated, because then they all have one.

Red gets Tapu Fini, blue gets Tapu Bulu, Vio gets Tapu Lele, and Green gets Tapu Koko

I want to put the whole chain with pokemon because they are my two obsessions

but i need help with the pokemon

HELP (please)

wild: zacian?

time: ribonbee?

wind: dhelmise?

hirule: silveon?

legend: azumarill

warriors: sirfech

twilight: lycanrock

four: i don't know help

sky: ho-ho??

[captain-yeet]

How to be Human (Felix x Fem!Reader Oneshot)

Summary: Peace couldn’t always be for forever. The love of your life has been hurt, after he had constantly worried for your safety being in jeopardy. What happens when a man as strong and formidable as a mountain becomes human?

CW: None, hurt/comfort vibes, angst.

Vampires and humans in relationships weren't rare, but uncommon enough that if such a thing were to happen, certain precautions were to be taken.

He'd always worried about me. I'm "small and fragile compared to him", after all. I'd always tell him, "Honey, I'm surrounded by vampires, one of them being you. It's gonna be fine."

I hadn't given much thought to the concept of someone hurting him.

I loved our shared room. It was cozy; Felix was a little bit plain when it came to décor save for some mounted weapons on the wall from his human days circa two thousand-something years ago.

Granted I was no grand interior designer myself. My contributions have been posted plants and one stylized painting of a cat meme done in the same style as Starry Night. Felix grudgingly let me hang that.

It was home. Our home.

I hope he comes home soon. Its supposed to be today. He'd been sent out on a job to look into some weird humans who'd supposedly been spreading the word about vampires in Italy, some odd 20 miles from Volterra.

Sunlight slowly creeped into the room through the curtain, engulfing the room in a gentle golden glow.

A knock brought me out of my calm reverie. Reluctantly, I rolled off the bed and trudged over to the door. Demetri stood there, white as a ghost. There was a faraway look in his eyes that immediately sparked alarm bells in my mind. “Dem, what’s wrong? Where’s Felix?”

Demetri swallowed. “He - I need to tell you something, dear. You’re not going to like this.”

My heart sped up. “Is he - no no, please tell me isn’t dea-”

Demetri grabbed me by the shoulders, his gaze intense. “No. Calm yourself. He is alive, but badly hurt. He wanted me to come talk to you to prepare you for the condition he’s in.”

 “What kind of condition?” I whispered, my mind going to the worst possible scenarios. Did he get burned? A burn was what I considered the worst. His beautiful face that always gave me the biggest smile whenever his eyes met mine.

Wordlessly Demetri held his hand for me to take. “I’ll take you to him now. I can explain on the way.”

My darling mate - my partner, my boyfriend, husband, soulmate -  had been attacked by a gifted vampire that temporarily took away his immortality. I watched him writhe uncomfortably in  a room some guards had set up as a temporary sick bay for him. Demetri and two others in the room who’s faces I didn’t recognize shared lost glances as the once strong vampire moaned and groaned in pain. They swiftly excused themselves, leaving me and Demetri alone with Felix.

 “Felix?” I cried out, moving past Demetri and to Felix’s side. I cupped my hand against his cheek; he was so clammy... Seeing his skin flush with color was so jarring, after being accustomed to his pale skin.

His eyes fluttered, squeezing shut momentarily before brown eyes met mine. Brown. Not red. The familiar vermillion gone and replaced with a woodsy brown. I couldn’t help the sob that left my lips and I pressed my forehead against his. 

 “Cara mia, you don’t need to see me like this,” he rasped. A sickly stench reached my nose and I recognized it was vomit. He’d been vomiting.

 “Well I’m here,” I retorted, softly, pulling back to give him an empathetic look. “Have you eaten? Had water?”

Felix’s brows scrunched. “Uh, water yes,” he replied slowly. “No food.”

He looked past me toward his best friend, the two sharing a long silent exchange.

The cogs were spinning in my head faster than I could keep up with. But I got the jist of the look. Turning my head to Demetri as well, I quietly asked him, “When was the last time he ate?”

Demetri opened and closed his mouth. He couldn’t meet my eyes, instead choosing to continue looking at Felix. “...We hadn’t thought of it, I’m so sorry.”

I loved Demetri. He had been an absolute sweetheart since I began living in Italy with Felix. I considered him a brother. A dear friend. Whenever Felix was away he’d be right there to keep me company, all I had to do was ask when he wasn’t busy. The fury the coursed through my veins at the immortal’s foolishness burned hot in my blood. 

 “He’s been turned human and you didn’t think he’d need to be fed? How long has he been like this?”

 “Y/N,” Felix croaked. I shushed him gently, stroking his face. 

 “How long?” I asked again, my voice cracking.

A short, five second silence filled the room.

 “Three days,” Demetri said so softly I almost didn’t catch it.

 “Three days?” I growled.

That’s it. Absolutely not. I rose to my feet, my hands gliding down Felix’s sweaty arms. “I’m taking him. I will care for him. How could you guys not have thought that maybe after, what, a millennia of immortality he wouldn’t need some kind of nourishment other than water?”

 “Two millennia,” Felix added, “I’m two thousand years old, baby girl.”

 “Darling I love you so much but please, let me handle this.”

I had to think. We had a kitchen in the castle, which had a considerate amount of dust plastered all over the countertops. No fridge. No modern or semi-modern-ish oven to work with. To be fair, only myself and the receptionists were the only humans in the castle that lived for longer than an hour long tour. And the receptionist had lunch breaks. Me, on the other hand, I’d either get lunch or go to the little apartment Felix had purchased for us in the city. 

He wanted us to have privacy to get to know each other, when the bond was first realized.

So I stormed out of the room shouting a command to Demetri to get him some water but not to let Felix drink all of it at once. If it had been days since he ate, he needed food immediately. There was a little sandwich place nearby that I love and adore. A simple footlong should sate him... hopefully. 

                                                              ~~~

 “Here, have this.”

I set the footlong onto Felix’s lap. I didn’t want to upset his stomach with anything too over the top. A simple ham and provolone sub with lettuce, tomato, mayo and honey mustard. Granted I just ordered what I normally get. But regardless, the sandwich would be perfect for his weakened state.

Demetri was openly staring at Felix, watching his every move. Felix looked at the sandwich, then to me, then to Demetri and repeated the cycle, his face turning a shade darker.

If he wasn’t starved like a dog, I’d be gushing over him blushing in embarrassment.

 “Dem stop with the staring,” I scolded him.

He cleared his throat, averting his eyes to the wall in front of him.

Gingerly, Felix picked up the sandwich, eyeing it like it was a small gross creature in his grasp. So much hesitation came with the first bite. While I sat with him I watched him attempt to chew. He had the idea of chewing down - the manners of keeping his mouth closed. He’d seen me eat. He knows how chewing works in theory.

In practice?

It was like watching a five year old try to be polite at the dinner table at a family gig.

After three bites he pushed the sandwich away, wrapping it back up and placing it on an end table next to the bed. I wanted to take away the sadness in him. He slouched in defeat, wrapping his arms around his stomach.

I reached out to wipe away some mayo at the corner of his mouth, giving him a reassuring smile. “It’ll take a bit until you feel a little better,” I informed him.

Felix pulled his knees up to his chest, resting his chin there. “Any word on the location of the one that did this to me?” He asked Demetri. I tried not to let it show he chose to ignore me. Not eating for thousands of years and suddenly needing to had to be a shock to his system...

But still, the way he couldn’t look me in the eyes...

 “I’ll be setting out soon with the twins to retrieve them. I know their location. They will be brought to justice,” he hissed, reaching out to clap Felix on the shoulder, albeit a bit too rough, the now human executioner grunting at Demetri’s hard handed reassurance. 

 “Demetri’s got this, honey,” I added, sharing a worried look with the tracker who had become like a brother to me. “He knows I’ll find a way to kick his ass if he doesn’t.”

Demetri chuckled. Felix didn’t.

A ghost of a smile tugged at the corners of his mouth.

Loud growling from Felix’s stomach interrupted the flow of conversation. 

Shaking his head, Demetri gently squeezed my shoulder with words of comfort before he bid farewell to us, leaving the two of us alone.

 “Let’s get you home, yeah?” I stood up and grabbed his discarded clothes that covered a nearby chair, setting them on the bed in front of him.

Felix slowly grabbed his shirt, taking pause. “If I don’t become immortal again...”

I sat next to him on the bed, replacing the shirt in his hands with my hands. “You will.”

 “But if I don’t.” he snarled, finally meeting my eyes. Tears brimmed in them threatening to spill over. “If, I don’t, I can’t protect you properly. I’m so, so sorry I failed you this way Y/N.”

Now it was my turn to be confused. “Failed me?” I repeated. “How? By becoming human for a little while? This isn’t your fault!”

 “By becoming weak! I promised you the day we confessed our love for each other that I would take care of you. You’re in my world now, embroiled in all the vampire nonsense and the politics, and the danger that comes with it. I need to be my strongest to make sure you’re always well protected and now that I’m mortal I cannot protect you from my kind.”

 “I don’t expect you to bear that weight alone!” I let go to cup his face in my hands, our eyes locked on each others. “We belong to each other, that means both of us protects the other, not just you taking care of me!” I reminded him.

That silenced him for a moment. “So, you don’t feel let down at all by me?”

This was what he was worrying about?

I responded by pressing my lips to his softly, putting as much passion and “I love you so much” energy behind it that I hoped he’d understand what I was trying to convey with my actions. “Not one bit, I breathed against his lips.

Strong arms wrapped around my shoulders, pulling me into his chest. I melted into his hold, throwing my arms around his neck, enjoying the sensation of his arms around me. Human or vampire I don’t think I’d ever get tired of his touch. 

Time became obsolete. I don’t know how long we stayed like that for. The sun had dimmed in brightness by the time we pulled away from each other. “Let’s go home, you can eat the rest of that when we get back and I’ll show you some good things about behind human. I plan on taking full advantage of this situation.”

Felix chuckled, wiping the tears from his face and looking at me with so much adoration I was thankful he couldn’t hear my heart falter under his intense, loving gaze. “Say less. Unless it involves the two of us in bed and me making you scream my name over and over again, then please tell me more.”

I threw his coat at his face with a giggle. “Felix!” I gasped, giving him a scolding look. The bastard knew what that kind of talk did to me. A small fire flickered to life that only he could douse.

Despite everything he smirked, knowing exactly what was going on in my mind and body. “You said we should take advantage of the situation. Now I can fuck you without wanting to drink your blood and you expect my train of thought to not go there when you say things like that?”

Oh I hated him and loved him fiercely. “Get dressed. I was talking about like, eating chocolate and things like that. Sleeping, for gods sake!”

 “There’ll be sleeping to come after you do, don’t worry darling.”

 “Get dressed. Now.”

 He put his shirt on and threw the covers off his body, swinging his legs out of the bed. Shaking his head he shimmied into his clothes. “Yes ma’am, what you say goes.”

We walked out of Volterra hand in hand back to our little piece of paradise we call home. I had full faith Demetri will find a way to reverse what’s been done. But for now, it’s time to take advantage and show my previously-a-vampire mate the fun parts of being human. 

[spitinsideme]

( same lil freak again <3 )

as for the gushing about your art ( big long word list incoming ) here you are!

first off, pomni with her little sharp goblin hyena fangs. ooooohh mmmyy goddd it’s so cute and she’s like a feral lil freako and rabid animal vibes i love it so muuuuch dude it’s so cool and neat and amazing and cool!! pomni in general with your neat and uniquely smooth art style is so cute and wonderful 100000/10 rating would recommend

ragatha. oh my god i love her with the face build and hair and everything else. she’s so pretty and sorta intimidating and cool and so amazing!! both of the little loons in your art style are so cool and unique and pretty. pure eye candy and makes my soul happy keep going with the beautiful pictures and buttonblossom anarchy

and i’ve seen some of the zooble pieces and they’re also pure eye candy. so flexible and smooth and wonderful

thank you for letting me gush about your art and wonderful things, keep going with the buttonblossom ragapom stuffs it’s amazing and it makes me verrry happy every time i see it ( and i know other people outta feel the same )

hope yous doin okay, and i’ll always be inspired by your works

SMOOTH ???? THATS LIKE THE LAST COMPLIMENT I THOUGHT MY ART WOULD RECEIVE THAT SHIT IS SKETCHY AS FUCK LIKE LITERALLY !!! BUT THANK YOU VERYVERY MUCH IM SOSOSGLAD YOU LIKE THE WAY I DRAW THE SILLY GAYS !!

pomni really is jist a feral freak shes just a silly little lesbian with fangs that are absolutely adorable and amazing and god i lovedrawing her fangs im glad you enjoy seeing them !!

ANR RAGATHA YES ME TOO !!! I LOVE HER TOO !! i think ragatha looks amaizng with rvery art style possible butni love drawing her with likr ... a thicker mom bod and shes jusy southern to me like i cant explain it but she feels so southern to me lime she had a southern accent to me ... i cannot tell you why i think this i just do ... but i am sososos happy that you like them !!

ALSO FOR ZOOBLE IM HAPPY YOU LIKE ZOOBLE !!! zooble is really easy to draw because they are so shaoes but like .. flexible shapes so it just is simple and fun and god they look so fucking cool i love zooble theyre so badass ajd there isnt enough zooble fanart in this world i think there should be more and i will make more

i will definitely keep going with the ragapom stuff !!! as long as there is even one person who enjoys me making it i will make it, i live and draw to see people happy, the fact that it makes me happy too is my own little bonus !! im glad i can inspire you and i will comtinue to do my silly drawings ajd i uope they continue to make you happy for a very long time, thank you for telling me this ❤️

[thundersbugs]

You know what I need to gush a bit more about 21st Century Digital Boy and how it reminds me of Gojo. The way there isn’t much in the lyrics that is explicitly him per se, but has this sort of cockiness and irony that just rings a bell to me. How the lyrics sound childish at times like with the “and i don’t want It, the things you’re saying to me” followed by the “its going yayayayaya” like a child covering their ears in annoyance, which feels exactly like something Gojo would do. When you look deeper the song looks bleak and somewhat depressing for lack of a better word, like with the “i don’t know how to live, but i got a lot of toys” and again,while not explicitly Gojo, it still gives off strong him vibes. The “I can’t believe it, the way you look sometimes, like a trampled flag on a city street” as well. There’s a thousand more words I could say about this but they’re clogging up my brain so I hope you just get the jist ig.

Also ! To recommend more Bad Religion, highly recommend listening to Infected. I think it has some satosugu potential.

i’m so sorry i completely forgot to respond to this earlier 😭 but when you sent me this song & i listened to it for the first time this is exactly what i thought, you put it into words so well 🙏

[shinygoku]

Rubber Soul (1965)

I've been looking forward to this one! It's arguably the point where the band shifts from Consistently Good to Consistently GREAT, and also where some point to as being their apex. While that may seem premature, given what will soon follow, there may be truth in these takes, and I know this album harbours absolutely amazing numbers. Interestingly, the US release actually modified the track listing to be Acoustic Only, which results in some people's preferred version, but I disagree as it means one of my Top Favs is cut (and it goes against the Band's Intent lol). I'm only covering the Original UK Canon for the albums, except for [spoilers lol] MMT and when I gather singles together.

The famous serendipitous distorted image! It's sure conveying A Mood, though I can't say it's a favourite of mine. But I can say that it's possibly the cover I've seen the most, as the music classroom at school had it on the wall among several other non-Beatles records, though I persistently misread the title as "Rubber Soup" instead due to the placement lmao

SIDE ONE

Drive My Car: A bodacious and unique opener here, their first song with a Female Protagonist (if via a Male POV character)! Now only that, but one with ambition and confidence, which really makes this song fun. Even as a Car Disliker, I'm fully on board with the high energy and witty lyrics, and there's something infectious about Beep Beep, M-Beep Beep YEAH! The new Red Album version makes the instruments clearer like the cowbell and tambourine, and it's such a strong first song for this collection~

Norwegian Wood (This Bird Has Flown): The famous Sitar debut! This one's narrative gives it a bit of infamy too, as it seems to be another tale of misread signals, but this one with a somewhat shocking twist at the end! Still, the music is very good even with iffy implications lmao. I also dig the waltz timing and clever description of the scenery.

You Won't See Me: I sometimes get this confused with I'm Looking Through You, as they're both Paul songs with pretty much the same jist. However, I'd call this one the weaker of the two. That's not to say it's bad, but the pessimist vibe and the song seemingly losing energy as it progresses make it less of a bop than the sister song, to me at least.

Nowhere Man: I would like to tentatively claim this song as my Favourite of The Beatle's whole catalog. For one thing, it's their first Original that is NOT about love/sex/"dancing" lmao, which makes it more relatable on top of an already empathetic tale. Hmm... the songs John writes quickly after an art block are real easy to relate to for some reason! ^^;; - The Electric instruments meant the song was omitted from the US version of RS, as they were going for an acoustic only feel. Some people think that was a cool idea, but if it comes at the cost of Nowhere Man, I can't agree!! And of course, while the song is another one of John's autobiographical #mood tunes, the use of this in Yellow Submarine as Jeremy's leitmotif and that gorgeous, lovely animated sequence help this one stick in the noggin even more. I always look forward to hearing it~

But anyway, the music itself has SUCH a beautiful distinct feel to it too, the spoken word intro before the Twang of electric guitar kicks it off! The simple but steady driving bass and drums with beautiful little rolls periodically, the way the song repeats and goes back on itself~ I appreciate how the narrator does offer a little bit of reassurance, too... the Nowhere Man might be going in circles, but there's still hope and potential aid to be found...! Opportunity lies in front of you as long as you can find a path!

Think For Yourself: Here's George's moody number for the album! The buzzing bassy twangs offset by the jingle of what I presume is a tambourine, to match his disinterested lyrics about rejecting someone too keen on hearing his take on things. It's solid and distinct but we still have a ways to go before Peak George (at least, those are my own thoughts, dohoho).

The Word: Hmmm.... this kinda feels like a beta test for what would later become All You Need Is Love, albeit with a decidedly different backing music flavour. Unfortunately the lyrics aren't doing it for me, somehow it feels more repetitive and a bit droning, even though (like AYNIL) it's sending a positive message and psychedelic vibe.

Michelle: I love this one, it's so warm and quite sweet. I'm bad at French so the small amount sprinkled in here sounds convincing enough, I think he's saying something like "My Beauty" "[something something] Very Good Combination" and other such phrases. There's a curious atmosphere, like Paul's already kind of come to terms with the inevitable failure due to the language barrier, but he's indulging in a fun what-if daydream. The loud guitar twangs and gentle pace really sound lovely too~ (Note: Upon googletranslating the French I was a bit off lmao)

SIDE TWO

What Goes On: I want to like this song. I want to enjoy so bad, but I'm afraid I'm struggling to. The backing music is great, and the story being told is solid (if in a Beatles For Sale type scenario lol), but the title getting drawn out over and over kind of irk me. Maybe cause that's where the Harmonies get put instead in a better part of the song? I'm a certified Ringo enjoyer but this doesn't seem to be highlighting his strengths the way previous and future songs do.

Girl: I'm not into ASMR so the part where John goes right up to the mic to suck in air doesn't please me at all! XD;; The rest is fine, I like the gentle guitar rhythm, and the lyrics are clever, but when I keep cringing away from the speakers, it does rather affect my enjoyment of a song.

I'm Looking Through You: Hey, it's the sister song to You Won't See Me! I think this one is a bit stronger. I'm also inclined to wonder if Paul's recurring vagueblogging in song form about his dissatisfaction about his relationship to Jane Asher raised any red flags? I mean damn, twice in one album?! And again in the next one? Still, this one has groovy backing tunes and memorable lines, which YWSM lacked to me.

In My Life: This is another favourite for me! And yet again John's autobiographical lean makes a banger lol. This one is ambiguously framed, it's easy enough to see as Romantic but with how much the past people alluded to, I feel like it makes a better memorial song than the many Lover type numbers they've done. And of course, I must remark on the sped up piano/harpsichord(?) bridge/middle eight (???), as that really gives this already more unique song another serving of special sauce~

Wait: This has suuuuch a great backing instrumental, and the vocals and lyrics ain't bad either~ This feels like (yet) another case where a perfectly good, solid song got overshadowed by the competition, and if it were a non-Beatles release it may've topped charts...! Not to say it's the best of the album or even a favourite, but it's Solid! According to youtube comments, this was actually rejected from the Help! sessions?! If true then that only reinforces my point about how odd the perception is, though it's also possible that they did some improving in the time passing lmao

If I Needed Someone: This one is fine too! I don't have as much to say though, the lyrics are a bit wishy-washy but I can't fault the "Aaaaaaaahhhhhh" harmonies or steady drums :>

Run For Your Life: Oooouuugggghhhhhhhhhhhhh 😬 Isn’t it a shame when an incredible instrumental is tied to awful misogynistic words?! [AVGN Voice] What a shitload of fuck! What were they THINKING!? - Before I heard it I knew there was at least 1 incredibly iffy line, but that was wrong, it's the WHOLE damn thing!

I don't wanna come across as the Purity Culture type, who thinks there isn't room for Le Problematique aspects in art, but the entire song leaves not just a bad taste in the mouth, but it also kneecaps the album at the last hurdle. Rubber Soul is close to a no-skips album for me but this is a bummer. And it could have been amazing if it was less aggressive and unambiguously threatening. Homaging an Elvis line in a way that makes me wanna avoid Elvis songs too. Woopieeee. I know John came to regret this one, and again I emphasise it coulda been great if they didn't pick a shitty gimmick for the Words.

CONCLUSION

Best 3: Drive My Car, Nowhere Man, In My Life

Blurst 3: You Won't See Me, The Word, Run For Your Life

If Help! was the band hitting their stride, Rubber Soul is where they really pick up on speed! Almost every song is either fun, clever, beautiful or just plain catchy, and the ones I'm less into personally remain very strong. I still lament Run For Your Life and find the YWSM/ILTY twins a bit more of a drag, but they aren't numbers where I scramble to avoid the songs as a whole either. And on the other side of the coin are a few I'd call my faves!! In fact, this might just be my favourite album as a whole - if not in the entire release catalog, then absolutely So Far, but time will tell...! So, overall I must brand this album Amazing, while trying to keep in mind the next few that are similar quality but with different flavours, but one at a time XD;;

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The next collection keeps coming around, having some of the most beloved and iconic numbers within and being more of a twirl into the Psychodelic. Revolver shall rotate into position in due time~

[destinyc1020]

"I mean, that's an interesting debate as well? Are movie stars made/nurtured? Or are they thrust upon this role because people love them so much that this is just what they become? 🤔"

Boring answer bt I think its prob a mix of both. A actors team works hard af to make sure their client is seen and heard, esp when their promoting smthn, so i wuld think most teams wuld want their client to b a movie star (if the client does movies) cuz most movie stars make that $$$$ that benefits the client and their team.

Bt i think an audience has to b interested in order for them to b a true movie star. Glen is def getting pushed into being a movie star bt it helps that ppl are actually interested. Yes, hes a white, fit, blonde hair guy, so its nt hard in that physical aspect for him (same with sydney being very... top heavy and being a white blonde woman), bt ive seen a lot of ppl r starting to kinda forget his weird PR with Sydney (that worked) and really lik him in the Twisters press, and that will def help ppl go to the movies to see him and in turn him getting (hopefully positive) press and being seen as a movie star. I think hes a ok actor, romcoms r def his strength, bt i dnt think hes so terrible that he'll get negative press, which helps. His off screen personaloty seems cool, which is helpful too.

I also think these GOAT actors are genuine with supporting yung actors. I dnt see what Angela/Denzel wuld get with supporting Austin or Halle/ Viola Davis get with supporrting Z, i think they just like them,want to support new talent and they clicked in sum way. Hollywood is fake in a lot of ways bt i dnt think their so fake in supporting folks jist cuz they get smthn out of it

Yea, I think you're right Anon. 💯 I think it's a little bit of BOTH.

I think you can be pushed, but also, the general public has to also buy it. You can be "pushed" all you want, but if most people aren't really feeling you (whether it's your acting, or just your apparent "personality"), then people aren't gonna buy it... no matter HOW much your team tries to push you. 🤷🏽‍♀️

Then there are others that just seem to have star quality, whether they're actually super famous yet or not. To me, it's smthg that you just pick up on, and I can't quite explain it. It's like, the actor has smthg magnetic onscreen that you just resonate with. I sensed it when I first went to see HOCO. I said to myself within 15 mins of that movie: "Oh, this guy is gonna be HUGE!" Keep in mind, I had not even seen one interview with Tom in it yet. But after the film, I rushed home to check him out in interviews after the movie because I had to know more about this actor. 😅

I got the same feeling about Glen when I saw him in Top Gun Maverick, and I got the same feeling about Austin when I saw him in "Elvis". By the time the film got to the Vegas performance scenes, I was like, "oh this guy is gonna get an Oscar nod... he is KILLING it!". I had that same feeling about Viola Davis in "Doubt". I had no idea who she was at the time, but her 5 min performance in that film stayed with me. And sure enough, she got nominated for an OSCAR for just 5 minutes of screen time!! 😲

Sometimes, it's just a feeling that you get. Some people just SHINE onscreen and you can't take your eyes off of them. They just have a certain magnetism. I think that's what people are seeing sometimes when they think of someone possibly being a "star".

Lol, actor James Dean only made like 3 films his whole entire lifetime, but he's still regarded as a movie star, and one of Hollywood's classic "greats" from the golden era of filmmaking. So, sometimes, it's not even about how many films you've made. 🤷🏽‍♀️ People just get a vibe about you onscreen. A je ne sais quoi, if you will.

I also think these GOAT actors are genuine with supporting yung actors. I dnt see what Angela/Denzel wuld get with supporting Austin or Halle/ Viola Davis get with supporrting Z, i think they just like them,want to support new talent and they clicked in sum way. Hollywood is fake in a lot of ways bt i dnt think their so fake in supporting folks jist cuz they get smthn out of it

I agree! 🥰❤️

I think most are actually being genuine. 😊 I also think that a lot of them know how it was for them coming up, and when they see smthg special in someone, they want to protect them at all costs and nurture them in their careers so that they don't have to go through the things that they went through. They teach them the ropes, give advice, or even put in a good word for them (like Denzel did with Austin, for example).

So, I actually think that most of these older actors are coming from a genuine place. 🙂 And when Halle or Viola openly like a post or show support for Zendaya, I think it's because they know how tough this industry can be, especially for a black woc, and I think they just genuinely like her! People CAN genuinely Just like you in Hollywood you know rofl 🤣

There are still SOME decent people still left on this industry. 😅

[nerves-nebula]

Saw that Nurture vs Nature ask and since this is a turtle blog, one of my favorite episodes of tmnt fast forward, where the evil corrupted clone of Leo decides he's going to use their good natures against them and plans out an attack designed to fail, where Raph's evil corrupted clone attacks kid-tag-along Cody, which they're not supposed to do because the guy who commissioned their cloning and owns them needs the kid alive to continue to abuse and manipulate him for profit. So Dark Leo takes the lethal hit, and his brothers retreat, as planned. Dark Leo knows they wouldn't let him die, so he wakes up days later and plays stupid, "why'd you save me?" and he lets them think they're turning him good, he's all "you just share food? you don't have to fight each other for it?" and he even joins in some training, confused as to why the biggest turtles don't simply kill the smaller ones (that's hyperbole, but that's the jist of it, they're training for fun, not their lives). But it's also kind of in the air as to whether or not Dark Leo is actually changing or not, we know it's an act but some of his interactions with Leo and Cody are a bit too genuine to be completely faked. But Leo basically leaves him with the off switch to the security system, he does do the evil plan, shutting down the security system and signalling the other clones that the coast is clear, except it's not. The originals didn't actually trust him completely, they just hoped he'd change. Leo even lets them escape at the end because they were outmatched and Leo had the vibe that Dark Leo might not have completely not changed. And it's shown later that, while not completely reformed, Dark Leo is just slightly nicer to his brothers. And it proposes not just "nature vs nurture" because they're genetically clones of the turtles, but they have Dark corruption (literally, the villain who made them is like the Rise Kraang except with liquid darkness infection instead of meat-plant infection). So their natures are as conflicted as the nurtures, Dun's "you have to fight for every bit you get" vs the turtles "family takes care of each other". It was really cool and interesting and there could have been a satisfying ending to the dark turtles' character arcs if that season hadn't got the shaft because the execs where scared good writing would scare off the kids.

idk what this is about for the most part but this is interesting, i like it.

[eradicatetehnormal]

It's Over For Now

The questions! Lilith made a deal to stay in heaven? BITCH. What do you want Alastor? To be free, I guess. They formed parts of the hotel around angelic metal and that's how the building falling hurt that angel. Sir Pentious went to heaven? So is hell essentially more like a purgatory as opposed to a final destination? You would think that human souls would have more incentive to fight off the angels than the citizens of cannibal town. Aren't they natives of hell?

That's the main issue with the show. Partially because they didn't have the time, and partially because they were moving too fast, there's not a lot of good world-building or lore. The lore that does exist is in the comics or the live streams and it's like, I shouldn't have to do homework to watch something that isn't a sequel. (Though, I'm hypocritical as a KH and Descendants fan. Maybe I should just watch and play better shit, idk).

I generally liked the series though. I just wished it had more time. Like everyone else has already said, the standout is the songs. Man, these songs slapp. I even like the ones hated by song writers like the songs in episode 2 and 6. Although the one in episode 7 where she goes to Cannibal Town? I didn't like that one at all. It was not a vibe.

Even with its lack of world and character building, there are still characters that manage to stand out. Namely, Angel, Alastor, and Lucifer, though Charlie is also great.

I remember Korey Coleman from Double Toasted saying that this Lucifer was his favorite iteration of the character. I see why. A lot of iterations portray him as pure evil and if they go for good, he's straight up a good guy. I guess Persona 5 is the best example of what I can come up with right now. Here, he's still a good guy, but he's torn down by his loneliness and feels like a failure. A decent reimagining of the cocky, manipulative, self-righteous, biblical character.

The reason Angel is so good is pretty simple. The show actually took the time to humanize him and get us to understand him. When you think back to episode 4, it's almost disappointing that Sir Pentious got to heaven before he did. That's all I'll say about episode 4. I feel like if you're anywhere that isn't Twitter, you've seen more people, survivors and others alike, defend the episode as opposed to despise it.

Alastor is by far my favorite character even if he didn't do much. Most people agree that they're happy that he's the one thing the show has managed to shroud in mystery. Who's leash is he on? How is Charlie going to help him? What favor did he ask of Charlie? Why was he so into the idea of rebelling against heaven? What made him think he could take on Adam? Was the whole Charlie's Dad thing a jist? If so, why was he irritated at Lucifer showing he was close with his daughter? Why was there an emphasis on Charlie being under his guidance in the episode 7 song? IT'S GOTTA BE LILITH'S LEASH HE'S ON.

Technically, this show isn't more than a 6 out of 10 and that might be generous, but, so much has changed for me and everyone, really since the pilot last dropped 4 years ago. Combined with the years of fan songs, animatics, VA Q&As (Man, rip the old vas dude, that's some bullshit), fan art, HELLUVA BOSS (HOW IS THE ENDING GOING TO EFFECT HELLUVA BOSS?), the property is almost nostalgic for me. I was going to see this thing through to the end no matter what. It could've been a lot worse, and I'm fairly satisfied with what I have.

[sketchguk]

Hi it's soulmate anon! Omg I kept checking back for a few days to see if you responded but you didn't. Then I stopped checking and you did 😭😭😭 Why does the universe hate me????? About the fic idea eheh I've been thinking about it even when I daydream!!! I really like Queen Charlotte series, so I was thinking something like that where they marry for convenience. But soonyoung and mc know each other from childhood or atleast teenage because they're both royals and soonyoung has liked her from before ( I have a specific scene in mind for this skskskssk tell me to explain if you want to hear!!) But mc doesn't like this arrangement for some reason ( I don't know what yet 😔) and so she doesn't even give him a chance like ..... They get married but she makes it clear she doesn't respect this marriage. There's more I thought but this is just the jist!

Also I always get confused that you're active but i think you queue your posts 😂 Do you log in only once a week or like that??? Is there anywhere else you're active 😔

Anddddd how is everyone in Hogwarts au doing?? I miss them I love them so much please give me some small crumb about them I'm begging 😭😭😭

I'm going to check your blog everyday so I don't miss your reply again !!!!!! It makes me wanna make an account itself LOL but if you're not active it won't make sense even then 😔

oh no i'm so sorry i took so long to answer !! i queue one post a day at 8pm est !! i don't have a schedule as to when i'm online otherwise >.< do you really check tumblr without an account ?!! :0 i'd recommend you make one so that you can keep up with content creators !! and you can save your favorite fics/posts on your blog <3

marriage of convenience is such an S tier trope 🤝 don't tease me with a scene and not go into details !! i wanna hear more, of course !!! i need to know all about this royal soonyoung <33 (btw he looks sooo good this comeback. i'm obsessed with him and he is neither my bias nor my bias wrecker, but he is the coolest dude in my eyes) !!

even though your mc doesn't like the arrangement, how does she treat soonyoung? :0 does everyone see her as someone kind and sweet, but she loathes the man she's tied to? LOL (ravenclaw mc vibes !!). or does she hate everyone.. and especially soonyoung LOL. OR is she distant from him, although she can't stop herself from liking him !!!

AGH royalty aus are seriously so delicious. please tell me more about your own au !!! i will d*e if i don't have a new hyperfixation LOL

in regards to the hogwarts au, have you seen the gose comeback special? they're role-playing students, and seokmin wants to recruit the members to join the orchestra LOL. i imagine gryffindor soonyoung wanting to infiltrate one of mc's clubs even though he doesn't fit in ahaha. this man has no business joining student government or herbology, but he's standing his tallest and doing his best :') mc stares at him dumbfounded because he's unbelievably loser boy coded. she grumbles throughout the whole club meeting, but he smiles so proudly because he snagged the seat next to her LOL

other club members shoot him weird looks, and they gossip about him not having the qualifications to be here !! but if there's one thing that mc hates more than soonyoung, it's the way other people poke fun at him !!! like yes he is a himbo, and he can't be serious for one second, but only she can tell him off !!!! >:( (she also really hates injustice, so these people have no right to put him down when they're making harsh judgments). mc defends soonyoung by being snarky to those bullies >:( and they never open their mouths again aha

[ivymarquis]

Idk if Id call this petty betty shit but also cw for at best total fucking ignorance and at worst outright transphobia, and also me being horny on main sorry about it

K so like irl I am not out as not-straight but as far as interest/attraction goes I’m basically down for whoever whenever whereever etc you get the jist. I ride on vibes Im not bothered by gender/parts a person has etc

HOWEVER again Im not out so whenever I lament about my dry spell and make the old “Craving dick but unwilling to deal with men to get any” I am SO fucking annoyed when someone who is like, probably well intended but ignorant as hell, “well just date a trans girl :)” because like 🧐🧐🧐

You know what I, a closeted cis girl am NOT gonna do? Badger some poor trans girl and be like “hey not only am I making assumptions about what genitals you have and specifically seeking out because of those assumptions but Im ALSO not out so I’m gonna need you to be cool about being on the DL” (Also again I ride on vibes I DO NOT CARE and it is NONE OF MY BUSINESS UNTIL CLOTHES ARE COMING OFF what genitals a S T R A N G E R has?)

Like I wont date or even try to hook up with a cis girl rn because I feel like it’s insanely disrespectful to be sliding into DMs of someone I am not quite willing to go publicly with, let alone doing that to a trans girl tf????

Also like AGAIN. The joke is just me being thirsty while pretending to still be straight. I’m not bothered about whether it’s home grown or store bought that’s not the important part why the fuck are people comfortable saying this shit to me?????

[musicaldamage]

Here we go :)

I think this is the first heaven on their minds I'm seeing where judas actually talks directly to jesus and jesus seems to be at least listening? Instead of judas yelling from afar or talking to himself on the sidelines or jesus fucking off every time he comes near. Local couple has actual conversation, blogger is confused

Is he kissing jesus or whispering in his ear?

Oh this is gonna be an interesting judas mary dynamic isn't it

I love the staging. There's fire

Judas's voice doesn't sound rock-y (?) enough imo but it's a nice voice (bit deep maybe? miss the dramatic rises)

Due to sound quality What's The Buzz more than ever sounds like What The Fuck to my ears which is probably what they'd actually be saying half the time anyway

Oh I LIKE mary

Ah yes judas must climb on stuff of course

Mary just taking the torch like No that's enough playing with fire lmao

I keep expecting judas to start singing les mis for some reason??

Wow they really jist have normal conversations instead of sort of yelling at each other?? Which makes jesus going "you'll be sorry when I'm gone" so much more worrying somehow idek

Also. Polycule vibes with this particular trio are strong

Every caiaphas has such a deep voice idk why I'm still surprised but damn. The song itself is a bit meh here but annas and caiaphas have nice voices

Jesus is incredibly serious huh does he not know what smiling is or is it just too blurry for me to see

Oh Simon's voice is very nice

I love Judas just sitting on his perch like kitty

This jesus seems so calm all the time? He overall seems less "ongoing mental breakdown" than the vibe I prefer but more "resigned to his fate and just sorta waiting for death to catch up" which is also interesting tho (and well I haven't seen Gethsemane yet)

Oh pilate actually looks very Roman™ somehow

The temple feels like it's missing something in the orchestra? Huh

Is it just me or are they hurrying a bit through the transitions? From "get outttttt" straight to "my time is almost through" with barely a moment to let anything sink in

Love the next scene though you xan tell he wants to help but he also very much wants to run away

Though the Don't crowd me is a bit weird bc it doesn't look like anyone's all that close

And mary's try not to get worried also comes immediately again why is there no moment to let his outburst affect you :/

Ok but judas is there??? Right from the start of the scene?? That's a new one i like that omg cute?

Mary like "jeez put your head up lemme shove a pillow under there"

Ok the angle makes it impossible to tell if judas is still there atm but if he is then Mary's "should i bring him down" gets a whole new vibe and I'm desperate for more exploration of the relationship between these 2 in this version I love this Mary

For a second i thought she was checking jesus's pulse lmao

Ok so judas doesn't show up to be a dick in this version after her song. Much to think about

The scenes all feel more realistic somehow than I'm used to? Not sure I like it but i don't dislike it everyone's just having conversations it does detract from the drama which is a bit of a pity it's less dynamic idk

Caiaphas put that club away what is wrong with you look at Judas's babyface and tell me you want to hurt that

Dude's not even noticing they put the money in his hand huh (I never quite understand why they're so insistent on giving it to him anyway what's up with that)

Act II ✨

honestly jesus and mary give off extreme marfied vibes

"this wine could be my blood" husband dearest how much of that uhh blood have you already had

He's still so calm! Even though he's not really but he still is i can't explain it it's weird

... He reminds me of obi wan kenobi. Jesus christ kenobi

Poor mary is so confused and he's just trying to act like everything was normal

Ok idk what it is but the dramaticness of this version just isn't high enough for my tastes like even this whole dramatic confrontation at the last supper feels so subdued

Gethsemane halfway through and his voice and singing are great but he's somehow still too calm I'm actually getting frustrated here like you're not having a conversation with your dad about a controversial topic that escalates into different political opinions? You're yelling at god about the unfairness of your fate you have the entirely wrong kind of anger going on here somehow stop going right back to looking so fucking calm after evefy other line

Ok I was waiting for the "what YOU started" line but. No idk this is not at all doing it for me

*dramatically drinks from not actually poison at all cup*

Ugh cheek kisses. Soft lil hug though

I'd be so annoyed with this jesus if i were sn apostle he has constant disappointed teacher vibes

"Friday 5AM" why does it have to be that early dude didn't even get a nap in

I'm always a bit confused when annas goes "someone christ king of the Jews" bc like. I do not know any scriptures well at all but isn't annas Jewish. Like. Isn't the whole point that he doesn't accept that viewpoint at all why does he talk about "the Jews" like he's apart from that group. Am i fundamentally misunderstanding sth

Oh herod has dionysius vibes?

The way mary appears to look down at jesus after herod's song feels like if i didn't know what's happening I'd be expecting her to turn her back ln him now. Peter too actually idk they feel like jesus is hallucinating them? Is he? ...ok is that judas? There's no way they're meant to be real in that moment hnmm

Ok judas i like your voice but. Something is off ab8all this idk what but even if they're objectively dramagic it doesn't feel dramatic to my heart :(

...it feels. American somehow. Idk why or how to explain it but it has a specific American Musical™ vibe that tends to make things feel weirdly more artificial? to me?

Oh fuck they made mary watch Judas's suicide oh that sure is a choice i wish i could have inserted more scenes to just watch those two

I do like this pilate he seems very reasonable which is a nice contrast to Pilate 2000

Is that Mary there while jesus is getting whippey? Who let her in

Anyway the lashings were nice i slightly take back my complaints about lack of drama at least fpr this scene (he still doesn't look enough of s mess for my tastes tho. He's still just having a conversation with pilate)

This is a very static Superstar somehow why is judas singing at the audience and not at jesus for most of the song i don't think this is doing it for me

Oh i do wish i understood what jesus is saying though does anyone know??

Dude's just catching flies on the cross close your mouth?

Oh is that just all the relevant bible verses running behind the cross there in the end? It got too fast/blurry for me to read but that's kinda cool

Anyway! If you made it this far, I'm honestly impressed lmao. Fun show to watch, LOVE the jesus/judas/mary dynamic, would have loved to see more of that, but overall not quite my vibe

I am watching the 2012 Broadway revival JCS for the first time and I will NOT spam this blog with liveblogging but I am not even halfway through Heaven On Their Minds and already know I will be compelled to put my thoughts somewhere so I guess they'll go in a reblog of this post once I'm through adgshfh

[ratsoh-writes]

For the horror skeles. Its been hours without any contact from the babysitter and the skeles suddenly get a bad vibes feeling. So they decide to rush home, which to only see that window has been broken into. They open to the door to see stuff on the floor or toppled, other stuff is damaged, and the floor and walls may have damaged. They see wizsib/kid were about to call them. Each of them tells that the babysitter left hours ago but explains the situation the damage a little different, but the jist is that someone broke in but they managed to scare the guy off. Wizsib/kid is fine, just a bit hurt. Explanation of what happened: Horrortale: Wizsib is trying to hold Oak's axe while trying to get to the phone as the open the door. They teeter over and hand them theh axe and a wallet. Then they say "A dangerous seeming man came through the window but I drove him off. The wallet is his, but how do I report him?" Horrorswap: They open the door to see wizsib with a woodenspoon that has a kitchen knife taped to it in one hand, and a bone in the other hand. A few small bone and spears are lodged in various parts of the first floor. They give one of the skelebros the wallet and say "A man broke into our house but I drove him off, and I managed to grab his wallet so we can identify him later." Horrorfell: They see wizkid holding a pocket with a wallet in it, with the fabric around said pocket, seemingly ripped from some pants. They take out the wallet and hand it to Rust and say "A bad man came into our territory but I scared him off. Do we call the cops now?" Additonally there is a small blaster with a piece of clothing in its mouth, as in it literally has a chunk of clothing in its mouth. It proceeds to spit it out onto the floor. Though wizkid keeps the rest of it, its their trophy now. How do they react to the baby sitter leaving forcing wizsib/kid defending the house from a supposed house burgular? Wizsib/kid is sorry for the damage they caused during the fight.

Oak: he no longer has the axe from the underground. But he does have a new one in the backyard for cutting firewood. So same difference. Oak is horrified and spends more time checking over his kid than caring about the wallet. Willow is the one who makes the report. They spend the weekend together repairing the house with the kid.

Willow: while oak frets over the kid, he’s making a report using the burglars wallet. Then he’s reporting the missing babysitter to their services. Then willow goes another mile to spread the story to literally anybody who listens. That babysitter is going to have a very hard time getting work in ebott now

Lilac: on one hand, he’s furious that the babysitter all up and left his kid, but he’s more concerned over his kid than he is mad. After getting the whole story and praising them over their bravery, lilac leaves to take the wallet to the police personally

Basil: if you thought lilac was mad, wait till you see basil. Basil is PISSED. He’s not going to track down the burglar, but he will track down the babysitter. The next day the babysitters pay is found on the kitchen table. Lilac just grins at his little brother.

Rust: it’s been a while since he was actually tempted to fight somebody. Rust isn’t mad at the burglar, their house was just picked randomly. No he’s pissed at the babysitter for abandoning his child. Noir all but forces rust to stay the night so he has time to simmer down. Rust spends that night fuming and fixing the scorch marks on their wall

Noir: he’ll be the one to make the call to the police, but he only hands over the wallet. The piece of fabric kid ripped off gets framed and hung in their room as a trophy lol. Noirs little kid is growing up! He’s so proud. Now to plan some fell style revenge on the babysitter with rust…

[dcbnam-aep]

ok so the hawkeye trailer came out and yay i cant wait so imma just write some of my opinions lmao-

RANDOM NOTE- since im in australia the trailer came out around midnight or whatever and i had christmas music stuck in my head as i was trying to sleep so yeah but it was worth it 

THOUGHTS- clint and kate r such memes definitely nat and yelena vibes and the car scene i see so many parallels and im definitely going to have to edit them soon. hailee welcome to the mcu so far everything everyone has seen they adore as they should cause kate is 100% the worlds greatest archer im here for it. and the fact kate recognised hawkeye and lowkey fangirls and tries to show off pls she is definitely a huge nerd and im here for it. PIZZA DOG HELL YEAH IM SO READY. also captain america the musical is already iconic love that.

PLS I NEED THIS- im waiting for yelena to find clint (and definitely not kill him cause that would highkey ruin the point of nat sacrificing herself in the the first place) and for clint to give her back her vest bc I believe nat definitely would have talked to clint ab yelena and no way clint just left nats body at the bottom of that damn cliff (tbh i dunno if u can even get down there cause then he woke up and was just somewhere else on vormir but its fine for the sake of this we r pretending clint could get to nat jsjjsjs). anyways yeah so clint is gonna give yelena the vest and its gonna be adorable and yelena is gonna put her forehead against the vest just like she did to nat and the grave (and it’s gonna make for some much nicer plottwist edits lol) and nat will have written little notes or left little things in the pockets that reminded her of yelena or that kept her calm and happy while she fought and then yelenas gonna get to keep the vest, wear it all the time and do the same and the vest will essentially be the spirit of Nat watching over and protecting her as she and clint and kate kick ass.

^^^^ watch me manifest this even tho i know none of it is gonna happen cause marvel is set on destroying all my dreams. i also highly doubt any of that made much sense but i reckon u get the jist lol

side note: the world is not ready for the sheer force of florence pugh and hailee steinfeld

side note again: if we dont get nat references imma riot

[henderylikespink]

Fluff Alphabet

최산

Choi San

                                ♡ San ♡

A- Affectionate

San can be so snuggly sometimes! He would really have to be in the mood though lol. I can picture him wrapping his arms around his s/o and snuggling his head against them. If this boy can lay his head on your chest, he is in heaven. 

B- Baby (Do they want a family?)

San probably wants a small family. A kid or two, nothing too much. A small yet very close and united family. :) 

San would totally be the type of dad that all his kid’s friends call him a DILF lmao.

C- Cuddle

I feel like San’s favorite cuddling position would be spooning. He doesn’t really have a preference little spoon but if you want him to hold you all night, he will! 

I do feel like San could only cuddle right before falling asleep before turning to his side of the bed. If he gets too hot, he can’t sleep. His body has to be on the cooler side so even if he really wants to hold you, he really can’t. Unless you have a nightmare or something of that nature, then expect to wake up to his back in the morning. Not like that is a bad thing ;). 

D- Dates

Netflix/ movies dates!! San would love to watch comedies with you to laugh. Romantic movies could also be on the agenda... Y’all would definitely share your favorite tv shows and cry, laugh, and gasp together lol.

Nap are definitely a passtime for y’all lmaoo cuddle on his bed with all his favorite plushies seems like heaven to me.

E- Everything (You are my…)

You are San’s reason to smile. Seriously, one glance at you and he’s beaming like the sun.

F- Feelings (When did they realize they had feelings for you?)

I feel like typically San would only fall for someone he has known for a while. He would realize that he had feelings for you when you guys started to hang out more than you usually did. Also, instead of hanging out with other friends as a group, y’all would hang out separately. It would really shock him to see how comfortable he has gotten with you without even noticing it.

G- Gentle (How gentle are they with you?)

San is a gentle man. Yes, he may get excitable at times but he always is soo gentle with you. One could say you didn’t know if the look in his eye was softer than his touch.

H- Hand/ Hold (How do they hold you?)

San loves to hold your hand! No matter where you are, expect to find his hand intertwened with yours. I can see him being the type of guy to place his arm around your shoulder. Ahhh it would be so freaking cute!!

San would like to cuddle when going to sleep and when watching tv. Other than that, I get the vibes that he likes his personal space. That’s probably why he likes holding your hand a lot.

I- Impression (First Impression)

San probably met you through friends so his first impression was that you were really chill and funny! He loves how well you got along with everyone. The first thing he noticed about you was your beautiful smile :). 

J- Joker (Do they pull pranks?)

He would probably do things like poke your sides or hide from you when you're not looking but I don't know if that's pranking or if it's just annoying lol.

K- Kisses (How do they kiss?)

Sensual, sensual, sensual kisses dear god. He would just grab your chin and go to smooch town. He's definitely a clean kisser, none of that hot, messy shit for him. But remember because it's clean doesn't mean it can't get hot and heavy. ;))

L- Love (Who said I love you first?)

I can see San saying "I love you" first. I feel like San is the type of person who knows what he feels so he just goes for it. That doesn't mean he wouldn't be nervous about it, but he would probably sit on it for a few days before saying it to you. I can see him saying "I love you" between 6-8 months of dating.

M- Memory (Favorite Memory)

San's favorite memory is when he took you to the Han River. Your beautiful reflection that shone in the lake and the smile that accompanied it is forever ingrained in his memory. Full bellies, full smilies, and full hearts, it was definitely a memory San holds dear to his heart.

N- Nickel (Do they spoil you?)

San spoils you!! When he sees you he loves to bring you snacks, or perhaps that sweater that reminded him of you. He would love to have matching rings or necklaces with you.

O- Orange (What color reminds them of you?)

A light, light blue. It reminds him of the day he took you to the Han River when the clouds intertwined with the sky like the delicate hand he held in his own.

P- Pet names (What pet names do they use?)

Definitely uses babe or baby. He uses your name occasionally but he likes babe or baby more.

Q- Questions (What questions are they always asking?)

Send you a good morning test everyday without fail with the question, “Did you sleep well last night?” If he can’t ask you in person.

R- Rainy Day (What do they like to do on a rainy day?)

San loves to catch up on TV shows he hasn’t been able to watch in a while. He loves to see you curled up besides him intently watch the TV. Takeout is a must. 

S- Sad (How do they cheer themselves/ others up?)

I have a feeling that San doesn’t really show when he is sad. The only way you can really tell is due to his lack of energy. San likes to sleep when he is depressed because he has no energy to do anything else. Please spoon this baby when he is like this.

T- Talking (How much do they talk? What do they love to talk about?)

San has a great balance of talking and listening. He can do either one, if you are in a talkative mood he would love to listen to you! San probably loves to talk about the new cheorography Attez is learning, what happened in the latest episode of a show y’all watch, or show you funny/ cute memes he found.

U - Unencumbered (What helps them relax?)

Again, watching TV with you and the members helps him relax. He loves being surrounded by the people he loves and sharing a lot of laughs. When you both relax in all of his plushies on his bed, he instantly relaxes.

V - Vaunt (What do they like to show off? What are they proud of?)

San likes to show off his fashion style. (Boy is always looking snatched) Expensive clothes, jewerly, shoes you get the jist of it. More importantly though, he is very proud of where he is in his career. Several people doubted him as a trainee (even his parents said they thought he would drop out) but he kept persevering to his debut and after. San is so immensely talented, he deserves to see the whole world watch him perform.

W - Why (Reasons why they love you)

San loves how comfortable he is with you. He feels like he has a best friend for life. He wishes the moments of full smiles and laughter never end with you.

X - Xylophone (What’s your song?)

I feel like San would vibe with the song “Paparazzi” by Slchld & oceanfromtheblue, really anything on that album. He really vibes with all the songs so I can see him playing this album when y’all are together.

Y - You (What you are to them?)

Like I mentioned before, you are his best friend for life and his place of comfort. You place so much calmness and reassurance in him that helps him keep moving forward.

Z - Zebra (What pet they want to have?)

San would totally get a small dog of some kind. It would be so cute!! He would always hold the puppy in his arms whenever he could. 

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[fearfylsymmetry]

hi hope ur well! i was j wondering what ur tags meant? 'decay as a commodity' and so on. they all sound very poetic

hello angel, this was sweet of you (ive actually been hoping sum1 would ask lol),, so here we goooo ( and im sorry if i sound overly eager ,, im also doing this for me im not insane dont worry really babe think nothing of it)

decay as a commodity : okay so i envisioned this as a way to just summarize modern living? i think of a whole blueish neon color scheme with this one. my line of thinking was,, with the world slowly rotting away and living becoming so expensive and exhausting, whats the one commodity we all share? wouldn't it be decay? aren't we all slowly fading together etc etc. i use this for images with cooler muted tones and anything with a futuristic vibe,, along with some grimey, monochrome photography

the setting dawn: this is the polar opposite of decay, i think of it as "hope beyond hope" a la Prior Walter's line in Angels in America. i know "the setting sun " might sound more natural but i think of it as,, dawn , when the sun breaks through - in this short period the world starts to wake. qs the dawn sets the day kicks in, with all its routine misery. Dawn i think, is the only time the sun is kind to you, because its still hidden away at least slightly. But the day truly starts and itbeats down on you. And yet we continue to live, past the boredom and the pain, we live past hope, past the quiet comfort of dawn. I use this for pictures with earthy tones and things on the more uplifting side

bodies shifting in narrow spaces: this has some overlap with the decay tag, im not as organized as i need 2 be. i use this for figures & portraits ill want to draw or just really any photography i like that features a human presence. think of it as people so dependent on an outside gaze they constantly try to reinvent themselves, or just, everyday people, getting less and less time to live, having to work and forcing themselves into relationships with any real connection

original sin and other contingencies: im trying to fit this in for more risque photography and maybe things on the more gory side. how do i explain this.. okay so... when there's nothing left to do you'll always have sin to turn to just yo keep yourself occupied, along with other methods/contingencies u get the jist

linen that lingers: my fashion tag nothing more 2 it

the canvas as testimony: for art that is made for the gallery or art that is held in higher regard i guess, more high culture. it includes painting, sculptures,along with architecture,, but maybe i should make an architecture tag. i think of the things here as more personal efforts

motion on a still surface: for art that is energetic and really pops off the page. includes comics, manga, fanart, animation. stuff here may be more low culture but really its not. i just differentiate these art tags as ,,one is stuck to the canvas whatever that canvas may be, while the other leaps off the page

word on a wing let me soar: books, poetry, articles, journals , all words that i adore

a conversation with the self: i wanted this to be for things that are very personal to me but i just use my other tags

angels in descent: my little funny haha tag for yknow ,,, funny haha. yknow the "devil's rejects" the movie? like its a way of saying people so horrible no even the devil would take them. okay so i thought " god's rejects " but that's lame. so i landed on this, like idk...imagine angels falling from grace

arcade shuffle: for my little viddy games lol. sorry for being a #gamergirl but yes it happens sadly ,,moving on

jet jump jive: for songs

at the pictures: for movies,, like imagine im going "cant talk im at the pictures wheee ^_^"

there is such a great distance between now and later: to track my art and writing progress but i barely use it cause it barely draw or write these days i blame the wave of despair that washeth over me

proof of concept: photos i took but there's like almost nothing here

misc that are just funny 2 me like i do it 4 a little chuckle i deserve it:

screw it posting hole - for hole the band

bowies in spaaace - for bowie, after the flight of the concords song cmon its a little funny at least cmon now

twink speaks- for twin peaks lol

and whewwww thats it,, sorry i got carried away im normal i swear but this was so much fun angel thank u 4 dropping by ,, nd ohh wait i have a new tag for asks yipee

[cappymightwrite]

Have you ever dreamed of Ben?

😳 Hey, come on now! 😂 I thought I was the confessional booth here, not the other way round! 🧐

... but yes, I have, as a matter of fact. But not like that (get your heads out of the gutter kids!) 🤨 And I've only dreamt of him once (so far), that I remember, and it was last week actually, whilst I was on a mini hols.

I should preface this by saying that I have very elaborate and detailed dreams, and most of the time I can remember them... so buckle up.

I think I can remember it because I did tell my friends in the morning whilst we were making breakfast and I had to keep repeating it just as a new person entered the kitchen, lmao. But basically...

... for some reason I was getting married to my ex and it was the day of the wedding, like the early prep stages, and I was very stressed because bro I thought I broke up with youuuuu 😳😬 So I'm stressing, whilst travelling in one of those cable train carriages going up a mountain in specifically the Westfjords of Iceland (for context, I have been there), and I remember looking out at a mountainside spa?? People were on this decking, in a hot spring type swimming pool and I felt so bad because I think they were wedding guests and I was like... but I thought I broke up with this man wtf is happening. I gotta end this, I gotta find a way out of thisssss 😬😬

Cut to and I'm now in the "hotel" but the hotel is a big glassy, white shopping centre (or mall) and it's got staircases floating around like in Harry Potter, but they're pink and plastic and wavy?? I'm scrabbling up these steps on my stomach, trying to get a purchase on these slip and slide "stairs", and I am very aware that I am searching for Ben Barnes, presumably because we're friends and I invited him to my wedding? But also because for some reason I think he can help me?? 🤨🤨

Anyway, I'm on a "step" and above me I do find Ben and he's standing there, and before I say anything, he looks down at me, shakes his finger, and says knowingly, "an apple a day." 🍏🍎 And the thing is I do usually eat an apple a day and we had just bought apples during our big shop the day before. But you heard it here first folks, Ben Barnes says you should eat "an apple a day." 🍎🍏 But that's not all.

Somehow we get off of those "stairs" and we find a table to sit at in the hotel come shopping centre, and we start having a heart to heart. I'm like, Ben, I don't know how it got to this (like for real, coz I dumped him). I don't want to get married to this guy ok? But I feel terrible because everyone is here and what do I do? And he was very nice and soothing and basically was like if you don't love him, if you're unhappy, then you can't go through with this. I mean, not in those exact words, but that was the vibe and jist of it. But I also remember feeling on the edge of confessing my "feelings" for him, because he was like "we can go now, together. I'll be there for you." 🥺🥺 And... it was Ben Barnes, ok? 😅 But I wasn't sure if he was just helping me out as a friend, so I stayed quiet, plus I felt guilty about the jilting thing, and so was like cheers hun, ok, let's rock and roll outta this joint. And then I think I must've woken up.

So yeah. Ben Barnes helped me leave my fiancée on my wedding day, effectively running away with me, but not before giving me some solid (though a bit redundant) advice about my fruit intake. 🍎🍏