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Much like how our brains can calculate trajectory (aka aim) even when we don't know the formula, I think Gabriel and all angels just intuitively understand advanced math, because what is god's design if not the laws of physics, and what is physics if not applied math.

And you know what is also math? Programming. He would not be entirely wrong to deify V1 as they might as well have divinity running in their circuits. In this essay I will

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I need them to understand my vision (Kevjean is requited but Kevin only stops repressing his sexuality after Jean has gotten together with Jeremy. It is too late for Kevin to love Jean. They will never be bound by anything other than shared trauma. The pretty boy gets to suffer some more.)

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We might as well have fun while studying lmao

Literally me right now:

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Does The Physicist Vision Contradict The Nature System? 

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The Gravitational Waves Reflection Analysis

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I study the solar system Geometry since long years- and- I have found the physicist and astronomer can't understand the solar system designer vision– in fact their vision contradict the designer vision- let's prove that in following  

The Physicist Vision

The physicist supposes that there's (a unit of building)- by that- the physicist sees the mass (for example) as wall and this wall is consisted of bricks (small similar units) and for that the physicist searched for this (unit) because it's the (unit) by which the wall is building (the mass is building)– this is the physicist thinking direction- he believed there's a small unit by which the great building is built

For that the physicist searched and found the particle and then the particle is divided into Molecules then the Molecule is divided into atoms and the atom is divided into nucleus and electron moves around and the nucleus is divided into proton and Neutron- and the proton is divided into quarks …etc

The physicist searches for the building unit- the unit by which the building is built – or the unit by which the mass is built – for that the physicist divides (any thing) to see its contents till reach to the unit which can be used as the building unit. 

The Designer Vision

The designer aims to create integration- as the marriage – male and female- the relationship will cause to give birth for a child

INTEGRATION this is the word inside the designer Mind

No building unit- the marriage answers- because in marriage both (male and female) are required and no one of them better than the other – both work together and give equal effects on the same one process and give together one result- I explain the idea by the marriage because it's easy to understand- I want to put the word (Integration) as the basic concept in the designer mind.

And

I want to explain how the physicist causes fatal error for the research method

While the physicist divides the elements one after one (from matter to particle to molecule to atom to proton to quarks …etc) this division from out into inner till reach to very small unit which he considered the building unit – that causes to destroy the geometrical design of the integration process

Let's return to the marriage- the marriage requires two players (male and female)- they have different bodies and the process give birth for children- Suppose we remove one player what would happen? (where can we find a woman pregnant by herself?)

I want to say- the division from (matter to particle to molecule to atom to proton to quarks …etc) destroys the general geometrical design which uses the integration process- let's give other examples

Example No. (1)   

Einstein told us (He can't find slightest meaning for the word SPACE) by that he can't define (what's the space) and also he found the space has no mechanical features because no definition causes these features – this is the physicist vision - Let's see the designer vision

Planet moves and its motion produces energy (1/2 mv^2) and where's the energy? the planet can't store its motion energy inside its body because this energy would raise the planet temperature and no planet temperature is raised by its motion- so- where's the planet motion energy? logically we suppose that- the energy is stored in the space in waves form- means- the planet moves and its motion energy creates waves in the space (as the fish swims in the sea and its motion creates waves in the sea water) similar to that the planet motion produces energy and this energy creates waves in the space- by that we can define the space and conclude the space nature and features- simply we conclude the space has mechanical features because the energy is stored in the space as moving waves- the gravitational waves prove the space has motion- why we can solve the question which Einstein couldn't solve? Because he supposed the planet is independent from the space- the integration concept is not known by him

Notice

The waves are produced by the planet motion energy are the gravitational waves, the paper first hypothesis proves these waves are produced by the planets motions energies and not by the gravitational field also the hypothesis proves the Sun doesn't produce a gravitational field.   

Example No. (2)   

The scientists stated (The Sun Rays Are Created By The Sun Nuclear Fusion Process)

Why?

Because they think the sun is independent from the planets and each planet is independent from the other– the harmony motion can not prove all players are created from one unified source (one energy) - the integration is not seeing here 

But

We can reach to the facts simply- because- the planet moves and produces energy (1/2 mv^2) and this energy is stored in the space in moving waves-

The simple idea tells (the energy can NOT be stored in the space forever) this stored energy must be used- here we see how the sun rays is created- clearly- the Sun Is NOT Doing nuclear fusion to produce its rays- why? because the solar system is very rich in the motion energy and massive motion energy is stored in the space logically this stored energy must be used by some method- based on that- I conclude – the sun rays are produced from this stored energy regardless the production mechanism (means even if I don't know how the sun rays is produced by this energy) I still can confirm that the sun rays is created from the planets motions energies which are stored in the solar system space as moving waves-

I wish I explain the idea clearly -I can discover the space nature and features by planet motion analysis – why? because of the integration- they do one unified job together and each player can be defined by the analysis for the other player.

Notice

My theory tells (The sun rays are created from the gravitational waves and the gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies) – that explains why the sun corona temperature is 5 millions Kelvin and the sun surface is 5800 Kelvin because the energy is not come from the sun body.

The Concept Problem -the problem is the eyes – the physicist eyes should see the integration while the integration is growing– let's give example to see this problem

The Earth and its moon move together and they create integrated motion- that shows unified motion by the two planets – but this integration is growing by Venus Motion effect on both planets and by that we have greater integration contains (The Earth- The Moon – Venus) – But Mars also has effect on the three planets – that shows greater integration contains the four planets and of Course Mercury has effect on all and that created greater integration contains the inner planets –

The integration is growing till contain all planets and the Sun together – why?- because it's One Unified Energy behind all players

It needs one genius can understand all these motions and their effects on each other to create one unified motion and one unified effect

The physicist needs very wide eyes can see the great integrated system and all small integrated systems inside it– (something like a great chess board which have hundreds of pieces- if the eyes can see all pieces motions and their effects)

The Concept Use Difficulty-

Why is it hard to discover the integration in the solar system?

Because the geometrical rules are not known and we need to analyze the planets data deeply to discover these rules and see the integration behind it–let's see two examples can help to explain this meaning

Example No. (I)

Why Is The Moon Orbital Apogee Radius = 406000 Km?

The moon daily displacement =88000 km and during 29.53 days (the moon day period) the displacements total be = 2.598 million km = 2π x 413600 km

 

The data tells us the moon orbital apogee radius should be 413600 km and also it tells, because the moon daily displacement (88000 km) is so long, the moon should revolve around the Earth through this apogee orbit its radius (413600 km) only and can't revolve around the Earth through any more near orbit…

Not Facts

The moon orbital apogee radius =406000 km only and the moon revolves around the Earth through near orbits and can reach to perigee radius (363000 km). 

How Can The Moon Do That?

 

The intelligent moon creates an angle (θ) between its motion direction and its orbit horizontal level by that the real displacement (L) through the orbit be less than (88000 km) because it be (L = 88000 km cos θ), as a result the total displacements be less than (2.598 million km) and that makes the moon orbital apogee radius to be decreased from 413600 km to 406000 km.

We should pay attention for the angle (θ), because this angle controls the moon motion features – where- with the angle (θ) increasing the real displacement (L) be shorter and the moon can revolve around the Earth through more near orbits – but –with the angle (θ) deceasing the real displacement (L) be longer and that pushes the moon far from the Earth to more far orbits.

The moon orbital motion Equation depends on this angle (θ) it tells θ1 = θ0 +1.7

where (θ1) = today angle and (θ0) =yesterday angle

1.7 degrees be used as the moon daily motion degrees for the equation

NOTICE

This example aims to show how to discover the geometrical rules by using the planets data-But the example doesn't provide a picture for the integration because it's a motion done by the moon only- the next example shows the integration system based on which the total solar eclipse is created

Example No. (II)

DATA

DATA NO. (i)

4900 million km     = 1.392 million km x 3475 km (The Moon Diameter)

                             = 449197 km x 10921 km (The Moon Circumference)                                             = 406000 km x 12104 km (Venus Diameter)                              

                             = 384000 km x 12756 km (The Earth Diameter)                         

                             = 363000 km x2 x 6792 km (Mars Diameter)

Notice

1.392 million km = π x 449197 km (error 1.3%)  where       

4900 million km     = Jupiter Orbital Circumference

1.392 million km    = The Sun Diameter 

449197 km            = Jupiter Circumference

406000 km            =The Earth Moon Distance For The Apogee Radius

384000 km            =The Moon Orbital Distance

363000 km            =The Moon Distance For The Perigee Radius

DATA NO. (ii)

1.392 million km /3475 km = (149.6 million km/ 373500 km) where

149.6 million km    = The Earth Orbital Distance

373500 km            = The Earth Moon Distance (At The Total Solar Eclipse) 

DATA NO. (iii)

Jupiter Venus distance               = 671 million km

Venus Orbital Circumference     = 680 million km (error 1.3%)

Jupiter Earth Distance                = 928 million km

The Earth Orbital Circumference = 940 million km (error 1.3%)

Notice – the distance 928 million km = 149.6 million km + 778.6 million km

(means the distance 928 million km is found when the two planets be on different sides from the sun)

DATA NO. (iv)

Jupiter (13.1 km/s) moves in 10921 seconds a distance 142984 km = Jupiter diameter

And

4900 million km = 449197 km (Jupiter circumference) x 10921 km

4900 million km = (13.1 km/s) x π x (10921 seconds)^2

Discussion

1- Preface

2- The Sun Diameter Definition Rule

3- The Sun Position Analysis

4- Jupiter Orbit Design Uses The Moon Circumference

5- The Sun diameter should be = 400 The Moon diameter

1- Preface

My theory tells (the sun rays are created by the gravitational waves and not by any nuclear fusion process – also- I claim- the gravitational waves are produced by the planets motions energies and not by any gravitational field moreover the sun doesn’t produce a gravitational field) –

Means, The theory tells the sun rays is created by the planets motions energies – 

Also that means, The Sun Is Created After All Planets Creation And Motion- let's see the eclipse reason data here

(The Sun Diameter / The Moon Diameter)= (The Earth Orbital Distance / The Earth Moon Distance)

The old question asked why does the diameters rate equal = the distances rate and the wrong answer was always (Pure coincidence)

The fact is that the sun is created after all planets creation and motion and that means the sun diameter is created based on the moon diameter and that tells the sun diameter depends on 2 players which are (the moon diameter) and the number (400) because

The sun diameter 1.392 million km = the moon diameter 3475 km x 400

 Here we need to know why the sun diameter is created depending on these two players

2- The Sun Diameter Definition Rule

My planet diameter equation proves the planet diameter is created as a function in its orbital distance- Can the sun diameter be created by a similar method? that necessitates the sun diameter to be a function in some distance- but – what distance? Let's see the next data 

The sun diameter 1.392 million km= 449197 km (Jupiter Circumference) x π   (1.3%)

The data shows a connection between the sun diameter and Jupiter Circumference-

Can The Sun Position In The Sky Be Defined Based On Jupiter Orbit? Let's examine that

My theory tells the sun is created by the planets motions energies and that means the sun is created after all planets creation and motion– means- while the planets were found and moving in their orbits the sun is created Later and that necessitated to define a position for the sun in the sky

I claim- the sun position is defined based on Jupiter orbit – that can explain the previous data and also the total solar eclipse data

Now – let's ask – Can the sun position in the sky be defined based on Jupiter Orbit? We try to answer this question in the next point

3- The Sun Position Analysis

The space is not static but in motion- means – all points are in motion in the solar system space and the solar system design needs to create a stationary point on which the sun will be created – the stationary point moves by zero motion approximately (in fact it moves by 1 km/s) – but how this point can be found in the space where the space is in motion and no any point is stationary in it? (the space is similar to the sea of water and no stationary point is found in the sea because every thing is in motion)

Means- the creation of the stationary point in the space needs specific procedure– let's see it

The Sun Point Creation Procedure

Before the sun creation, the planets revolved around a point in space (any point in space), the revolution motion creates 2 equal velocities on the revolution both sides - the two velocities are equal in value and opposite in direction- their total be Zero-shortly- the revolution motion creates A Stationary Point in the center of the revolution- that means- the chosen point of space was in motion before the planets revolve around it but when the planets revolve around it this point becomes stationary point and this point motion be Zero approximately (1 km/s)- please note – the point is static and has no motion and its velocity should be Zero but the mathematical calculations of this point can't use the Zero number that's why the velocity be 1 km/s the most low velocity higher than Zero-

Now let's see the data by which the planets starting their revolutions around the sun

DATA NO. (III)

Jupiter Mercury Distance           = 721 million km

Mercury Orbital Circumference = 360 million km

Jupiter Venus distance               = 671 million km

Venus Orbital Circumference     = 680 million km (error 1.3%)

Jupiter Earth Distance                = 928 million km

The Earth Orbital Circumference = 940 million km (error 1.3%) (The distance 928 million km is found when the two planets be on different sides from the sun)

THE DATA ANALYSIS

Here we suppose the sun is not created yet and this data defines the sun position before the sun creation- means- we try to define the point of space only

Let's ask -

Where's this required point around which the planets will revolve?

Venus Role

Venus Jupiter distance = 671 million km and Venus used this distance to be the orbital circumference around the required point (680 million km=Venus orbital circumference) (error 1.3%) by that the required point is defined by Venus revolution around it. 

Mercury Role

Mercury Jupiter distance = 721 million km and Mercury used (half of) this distance to be the orbital circumference around the required point (360 million km=Mercury orbital circumference)- by that the required point is defined by Venus revolution around it

The Earth Role

The Earth Jupiter distance = 928 million km and The Earth used this distance to be the orbital circumference around the required point (940 million km =The Earth orbital circumference error 1.3%) - by that the required point is defined by Venus revolution around it

We see the four planets defines their orbital circumferences based on Jupiter orbit

Please see deeply this distribution because

The designer put Venus and Mercury on the left side of the sun to define the required point for the sun from this left side and

The designer put The Earth and Its Moon on the right side of the sun to define the required point for the sun from this right side

Means- the required point is defined by four planets – two on each side- and all distances depend on Jupiter orbit and for that these planets orbital circumferences are defined based on Jupiter orbital circumference and by that the sun position is defined based on Jupiter orbit- this is very important fact- because the sun diameter will be defined based on Jupiter orbit-

Now we have answer for the question (why are the 3 planets orbital circumferences equal their distances to Jupiter?) because based on these three distances the sun position is defined- means- the sun position depends on these three planets positions to be defined and these three planets positions depended on Jupiter position and orbit  

And that caused the sun diameter to be created as a function in Jupiter orbital circumference as the data proves

Now we know the sun position is defined depending on Jupiter orbit- let's see the relationship between Jupiter orbital circumference and the moon diameter – let's review its data in following

DATA NO. (iv)

Jupiter (13.1 km/s) moves in 10921 seconds a distance 142984 km = Jupiter diameter

And

4900 million km = 449197 km (Jupiter circumference) x 10921 km

4900 million km = (13.1 km/s) x π x (10921 seconds)^2

The Earth moon circumference 10921 km is used by Jupiter motion in different units- it's hard to see the depth of this data but we conclude that the moon circumference 10921 km is produced by some geometrical reason has effect on Jupiter orbit- Means- Jupiter is the parent of the moon and the number 10921 km is belonged to Jupiter

And if we remember the data

1392000 km (The Sun Diameter) = 449197 km (Jupiter Circumference) x π   (1.3%)

The previous data shows the sun and the moon diameters are defined by Jupiter motion and orbit and that shows the two values by geometrical rules are related to each other and that causes the proportionality between them we see in the total solar eclipse data –

Notice (1)

1392000 km (the sun diameter) = 406000 km (the planets diameters total) x 3.4

The data proves the sun diameter is rated with the planets diameters total by the rate 3.4 where (3.4 degrees = Venus orbital inclination) and it's related to Pluto orbital inclination (17.2 degrees) because (sin 3.4 = 1/17.2)

Also sin (3.4 deg) x 100733 mkm = 5906 mkm (Pluto orbital distance)  

100733 mkm = The Planets Orbital Circumferences Total

This last data is important because it defines Pluto orbital distance means it defines the most far point from the sun in the solar system- means- it's the solar system boundaries- that tells the solar system general design depends on the angle (3.4 degrees) that causes this angle to be used as Venus orbital inclination and caused also to make Pluto orbital inclination as 17.2 degrees (please note the inner planets orbital inclinations total is 17.4 degrees error 1%)- that tells the proportionality of the sun diameter with the planets diameters total depends on the solar system general design.  

Notice (2)

37100 mkm (Pluto orbital circumference) - 4900 mkm (Jupiter orbital circumference) = 32200 mkm = (100733 mkm /π)

Where 100733 mkm = The Planets Orbital Circumferences Total

This data tells the solar planets orbital circumferences total depends on Jupiter and Pluto orbital circumferences- this analysis aims to prove that the solar system general design depends on Jupiter orbit- and that means- the sun position definition depends on Jupiter orbit and that causes the sun position definition depend on the solar system general design.

Notice (3)

Light (300000 km/s) moves in 335777 seconds =100733 mkm (The Planets Orbital Circumferences Total)- But -

Jupiter (13.1 km/s) x 335777 seconds = 4.37 million km (The sun circumference)

THE CONCLUSION

The Sun Position Is Defined Depends On Jupiter Orbit (CONT)

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[cherubchoirs]

How far does v1's cat like behaviors go? Like if I let a laundry bag unintended on the floor will it play with it? And does v2 also act animal like to a lesser extent?? (In a 'im so much better then this *tries to catch laser pointer*' way)

v1 will play with just about anything novel in its environment lol this is sort of spun out of code that takes in everything around it to a minute extent and additional programming that tells it to investigate and train against any new factors it discovers. however, that's now mixed up with its curiosity and so it tends default to playing (unless whatever it is moves. it would absolutely fire at a laser pointer) in general it loses interest rather quickly if the "toy" has no way to engage it, but it does sometimes make up its own games ( with shocking amounts of complexity) and it WILL find a way to let off steam and violence if it doesn't get enough that day (sort of the equivalent of zoomies? but way more destructive lol)

and you're exactly right about v2 - i see it as doing everything it can to not exhibit that kind of behavior, but it's built on the same code so...if it could be convinced to get along with v1....it would likely play like this with it when no one is watching :] v2's just a little mixed up in its identity as a machine trained on human behavior models; v1 has a different perspective on it, figuring they're not human so why try so much to copy them? this doesn't diminish its intelligence, this doesn't make it any less sentient or capable of higher thought - it's the smartest thing in the room at any given time and it has nothing to prove basically. so why can't it do a diving leap into a laundry bag? it really thinks v2 should try it sometime

[paris-geller-was-straightwashed]

I've been trying to figure out what I want to say. not that anything I have to say is important; more as a way to think things through.

there's no way to exactly compartmentalize. but if I've realized anything, it's this. in my roughly ten year process of activism and coming to understand social inequity, nothing has radicalized me more then palestine.

nothing has made me more aware of the utter betrayals of our social system. nothing directly at this point, has made me truly see that our political systems can and will turn their backs on human lives when it suits them. it's embarrassing, but it took a scale as big as this to undo 27 years of propaganda that we (as in those in a western capitalist society) have created this system that allows for lives to be wiped out and for others to allow this to happen. how utterly dangerous and cruel. really, you only have to watch so many back to back clips of people being slaughtered right next to clips of rich men in suits chatting casually at the UN like they're not debating over who gets to live or die, to become enraged.

the devastation we were seeing even just a couple days after oct 7th was enough, but when the west did not report or cry over those little lives left all alone to rot in a decomposed hospital like how they wailed over every single israeli hostage - that said everything to me.

I'm sure we're all waiting for the day we can talk about this as a past event and for the palestinians living through it to still be alive to talk about it. for their freedom. but right now, this has changed everything for me. I'm not heavily involved in politics or would pretend like I have a finger on the pulse of anything, but I really do believe, that this has massively shifted things here in north america. note I'm canadian, not american, but regardless, ppl my age and younger have not only never seen such aggressive destruction play out worldwide like this, but more so, been so blatantly lied to and disregarded by their government. their worries quieted, their demands tossed aside; the whole world is calling for a ceasefire, and it's literally like no one in a suit behind a desk can see us. we're screaming and they can't even be asked to look at us. this already fragile line of trust between the public and their politicians, has essentially snapped completely. people like myself, have come into the reality the system & the people in it not only do not care for us, but that they don't need to either. I'm not sure how these politicians in power are going to get people to back them again, when it's becoming very clear to the masses that whatever we have to say doesn't matter to them anyway. it all feels very much like a tipping point, at least to me.

but I'm about to take a hard turn, back to palestine. there was a moment in all this madness that has stuck with me ever since, that I've thought to post about but couldn't verbalize. I think it was AJ who had a clip of it and I've searched their YT pages up and down for the video, but annoyingly cannot find it again - so I apologize that I don't know any names (but if you know what I'm referring to, then PLEASE let me know bc I truly want to know who this happened to). it was early in the war, I believe it was still october.

there was a video from someone who's become one of gaza's media reporters, a man I do not know the name of. from what I understand, he was born and raised there, and did local photography. but like many media personal in gaza, when the war hit, he started to document. he ended up posting a clip that haunts me; he was riding in an ambulance with others that was transporting people to a hospital. while they were riding, people fleeing from what I believe was a bombing stopped the vehicle. they were carrying a baby. the baby was bleeding and bruised and cut, from the recent attack. they pleaded with them, to take the child to the hospital and then placed the baby all alone into this man's arms. imagine that. you're a photographer with no training, caught in the middle of one of the world's bloodiest fights ever witnessed. you're unequipped and frightened. you're just trying to escape with your own life in tact. and then someone hands you a baby. they just place a baby in your arms.

out of nowhere, there's this little life in your hands. blood is cracked over their once soft skin and they're crying, blindly calling out for mom or for dad, who may never come back. their tiny heartbeat hammers under the torn pair of clothes, having narrowly escaped death. but only narrowly. and now, it's yours to bear. a human life, clutching on still, and it's up to you to wrap it in your arms and make sure it lives.

out of everything coming from gaza, I've been unable to shake this image. I just couldn't possibly imagine if that was me. as far as I understand it, this guy wasn't a formal journalist, just a media influencer who photographed and talked about his hometown, no training - and then he's thrown into a warzone. and more, another life is placed onto him.

he handled it, from the clip, very well; kept calm and composed and tried to calm the baby too. I wish I knew, if he was able to help that baby survive. I hope the little life did.

I hope they both did.

[bitegore]

I do think it's funny that i can absolutely hit my limit and. Then i'm just normal. I'm not capable of getting loudly, personally mad at the moment. I got so mad it's turned off. Next thing that gets me really mad is just getting impersonally destroyed but I'm going to be nearly deadpan about it. Super chill. No yelling, no blustering, none of that. Like it'd be convenient if i didn't know exactly what the value of yelling first was.

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[sparring-spirals]

You know, my takeaway from Imogen in the last episode actually went a bit differently. She approaches Orym and Laudna about what they think of the whole thing almost as if she's asking permission to be uncertain. And the Hells try to reassure her, and confirm that they're doing what they have to, but no one ever actually asks how she's doing, how she feels about it (maybe they did and I missed it). It's one thing to do what you have to, but Imogen may be feeling a bit alone right now.

I mean, if it helps, that entire last post was specifically in reaction to the conversation directly after the encounter with Liliana- the tone of the interaction and conversations between then and the conversations at the end of the episode are, I think, drastically different.

That said, while I agree that Imogen is no doubt feeling burdens and choices weigh down for a whole host of reasons, and is probably feeling isolated in it- I don't think they're at a juncture where asking her how she's doing, or how she's feeling, more than they already have been- would help, or even be what Imogen is seeking out.

(I'm also not sure that, at a certain point. Its a fair thing to ask of them, especially given well. Ongoing events. Recent worries. I think they try, anyway- Laudna does explicitly ask- but there is so much weighing on them as well).

They have asked Imogen, how she's doing, as things got worse and worse and more personal, and generally gotten "No im. Fine." which I recall mostly because I've enjoyed making memes about BH going "hey are you ok" and Imogen, clearly Not great, going "Im FINE what why do you even ask whaaat". Within the conversation with Laudna itself! There's a "how are you feeling", and Imogen says "Good" and "You don't have to lie to me" then "No this is terrible" and a laugh because- the world is ending! the world is ending. none of them are fine. its all bad.

I think what both Laudna and Orym try to do in their conversations- try to reassure, meet her where she's at, answer her questions and offer their own support for whatever she chooses. Is its own form of kindness, that registers that uncertainty in her and tries to provide help for that, in particular. And I don't think Imogen is the kind of person to not be cognizant of that. It is a form of care, I think, and moreso when the world is ending, and everyone is their own version of wrecked and fighting through it, and there are no shortage of questions.

I think Imogen probably does feel a little alone, isolated, right now, and I also doubt that further inquiry into her mental state or her emotions would alleviate that particular sensation.

But seeing that doubt, that fear, that worry, and offering: My love and meaning has not been irreparably tainted by this, no. I'm not worried about you. Try not to beat yourself up. You have this choice. Its yours. Whatever you choose, I am with you.

It's not fixing everything, because I don't think anything can. but on the list of things to do, in situations like this- its not nothing. Far from it.

[blondiest]

mark my words: one of these days i WILL write a fanfiction with an extended metaphor about laplace transforms