#solangelo week 2021
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So once upon a time I was reading a Solangelo fic, and it was part of a series simply titled "wsw 2021". And I puzzled over the meaning of "wsw". Obviously the first two letters were for Will Solace, but what about the last w? Wednesday? That doesn't make any sense. What the hell is it? Then I read the notes and it's like "for will solace week" and I go "I'm a dumbass".
So anyway this led to a headcanon that some campers celebrate "Will Solace Wednesday" to thank Will (and by extension the rest of his siblings) for his (their) work (Will Solace Wednesday just fits best, 'kay?). He has no idea this is happening. He just thinks Percy gifting him blue cookies is just a thing that happens sometimes. Nico and Jason (I'm a solangelace shipper btw) being extra loving and kinda affectionate? He doesn't know why but he loves it.
In conclusion, happy Will Solace Wednesday!!! Woooooo!!!
#will solace#pjo#hoo#pjo hoo toa#pjo headcanon#Happy Will Solace Wednesday!!!#this is a weekly thing for me now.#toa#littlebigbat's original postings#the original.... my beloved holiday
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smh alphie @lordstormageddidnt why would you make me do this...
WIP tag game! RULES: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.
i'm just gonna go with my pjo folder because if i went with all of them this post would be the new do you love the color of the sky. also i haven't touched some of these in literal years so not even i know whats in them. anyways.
2020:
demon will
drunk nico
nico dies
will fake dates nico for school
5 times hp x pjo
harry potter x pjo
ethan's avatar x pjo
2021:
Nico Birthday 1/28
superhero nico, handler will
valgrace week day two
jaspereo oneshot
solangelo week 2021
band au pjo
valgrace soulmates 5+1
soulmate music valgrace
5+1 hp valgrace
leo groundhog day
valgrace pride
fwb solangelo
2022:
werewolf jason
sawdust nectar valgrace
vampire theyna
first kiss valgrace
misunderstandings valgrace
social media au 2 electric boogaloo
valgrace social media au
heartbreaker valgrace
jasico piper drew
jasico snippets
valgrace platonic jasiper
emi fic (fr this time)
another social media valgraceangelo
superhero roommates
2023:
angsty argo ii
emi valentine's day
hockey will
i left some out that have like less than 100 words and i'm glad i did because wow that list is still so long. likelihood any of these will see the light of ao3 is like. 0. anyhoo send asks i suppose. and i'm tagging anyone who wants to do this bc i forget which mutuals like being tagged and which don't lmao
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happy birthday al!
for @solangeloweek collab day!
inspired by @rainnows baby fic verse/bran muffin verse
#bran muffin solace-di angelo#fic#my fic#solangelo week 2021#i am eternally grateful for this concept as a whole it brings me so much joy#also obsessed with collab day being al's birthday that is so fun#al tag :) <3
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don't talk to me or my emotional support dragon ever again
“Nico,” Will squeaked, flickering his gaze to meet his boyfriend’s eyes, “I need you to look me in the eye and tell me that you don’t have a baby dragon in your cabin right now,” as if that would change the reality that there was very much a baby dragon in Nico’s cabin.
“Are you okay with me lying to you?” Nico asked.
“No,” Will said.
“Then I can’t do that,” Nico stated.
Rated: General Audiences
3,261 words
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@solangeloweek Day 2: Mythological Creatures
#solangelo week 2021#solangelo week#solangelo#will solace#nico di angelo#fluff#nico has a dragon#solangelo fic
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it’s raining, it’s pouring (i need you here)
fic for @solangeloweek prompt “rainy day”
Summary: The rain pounded against the windows and Will found himself wishing yet again that it would never stop.Nico was very much not vibing with the rain levels currently pouring outside of his cabin. ~ Will is scheming and Nico is just along for the ride
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#my work#barely on time but its fine#solangelo week#solangelo week 2021#if i miss my normal tags its because i never use tumblr on my computer and this is weird okay?#pjo#hoo#pjo/hoo#will solace#nico di angelo#solangelo#solangelo fanfic
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when you kiss me (i wish we could see what happens next) (1/1)
summary: “We have a whole ceremony with rings and everything,” Percy explained. “It’s fun! And it’s also totally fake, which is why I can’t believe that Annabeth won’t just fake marry me already.”
Annabeth leveled Will with a challenging look. “If you were me, and he was Nico, would you do it?”
word count: 11,861
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Will wasn’t quite sure what he’d walked into, but what he did know was that the mess hall was...well, a mess.
Just about every table was covered in... stuff that Will didn’t know how to describe in any other way, and there were mountains of cardboard boxes piled up throughout the room. Every counselor - besides Nico, who had walked in with Will and was still holding his hand - was already elbow deep in... stuff, whether they were seemingly sorting things into piles or stuffing garbage bags full.
Whatever they were doing, Will didn’t think it was going to be done in time for camp to start tomorrow.
“Uh, what’s going on?” Will asked, leaning down toward Nico’s ear.
“Think of it like spring cleaning,” Nico answered, “if nobody had bothered doing any cleaning since, like, the eighties.” He squeezed Will’s hand and started pulling him toward the kitchen, away from all of the mess. “C’mon, breakfast first. Then we can help.”
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buy me a coffee
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"Pick Your Fighter: Tater Trot or Will Solace?" - Solangelo - One-Shot
Summary: Nico tries to befriend a pegasus. This one is for the mythological creatures prompt for @solangeloweek !!
Word Count: 1745
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“Will, I don’t think this is a good idea.” Nico edges away from the pegasus, a nervous look flitting across his face as he does so. “Pegasi don’t usually like me.”
Will looks up at Nico, his hand momentarily freezing as he strokes the creature’s mane. A kind look overcomes his features when he notices his boyfriend’s reluctance. “I think it’s worth a try,” he says softly. “I know they don’t like you, but I don’t particularly like the idea of going on a chariot through the sky for a date, either. I don’t like how bumpy it gets.”
Nico huffs and crosses his arms. “Yeah, well, I don’t like feeling a horse’s hooves crashing against my chest when it’s kicking me away.”
Will chuckles and turns back to brushing the pegasus’ mane. “Has one actually done that to you?” he asks curiously.
“No, but I just know that if someone wasn’t around they’d probably try to throw me to the ground. They’re only nice to me when someone else is present.”
Will smiles and drops the brush to the ground, which thuds softly against the fiery green grass. Then he steps closer to Nico and takes one of his hands; as their fingertips touch, a spark of electricity races up both of their spines. Nico has to physically restrain himself from blushing, but Will lets the pink spill across his cheeks without regret.
“In that case,” murmurs Will, “you have me around. And I really want to take you up to the sky. New York City looks so pretty in the evening.” He leans in and pouts, and Nico can’t help the swelling of his heart at the sight of the blond’s expression. “Besides,” Will adds, “I think we deserve it after such a hectic week.”
Nico doesn’t argue with him. It’s only been one crazy thing after another, what with Nico’s mini quest to retrieve an item of Hermes’ and Will being stuck in the infirmary after a particularly eventful Capture the Flag game.
But Nico also isn’t excited to ride a pegasus. Heights make him nervous - what if Zeus immediately blasts him out of the sky? What if he falls and crashes to his death? He doesn’t exactly want his cause of death to be “ejection from a pegasus.”
Almost as if Will can sense his absurd thoughts, he smiles in amusement. “Nothing’s going to happen to you, Nico. I promise.” He turns his head to the creature, who is already glaring at Nico. A frown tugs at Will’s features when he notices the wariness that strangles the pegasus.
He faces Nico again and slips his hand into his boyfriend’s, using it to lead the two of them closer to the winged animal. Nico tries to drive his heels into the ground in an attempt to protest, but a wave of curiosity splashes over him. What if he really can get this pegasus to accept him? What if he really can gain another friend?
So he lets Will take him. The pegasus stares at Nico, its gaze turning fiery with anxiety, but it doesn’t move. Perhaps it’s just as interested in Nico as he is of it.
Will pauses in front of the pegasus’ line of sight, staring it down with a calm, relaxing gaze. He strokes his hand over its muzzle and smiles. Almost immediately, the creature melts under his warmth and turns its focus away from Nico.
But something releases in Will, too. His body curves into the pegasus, fitting in perfectly with the warmth of the creature’s body, and a dazed, faraway look overwhelms his eyes.
“You know,” Will whispers, talking almost as if to himself, “Silena used to be really good with pegasi. They used to love her. Any time she stepped into the stables horses would just turn her way and their wings would flap in excitement.”
Nico’s heart turns to lead at Will’s words. Despite the fact that her death had been so many years ago, just the mention of Silena’s name sends a crash of grief over him. He waits a moment to let the power of her very concept bloom and disintegrate in the air. Then, quietly, he says, “Yeah?”
Will nods, though a cloud of sadness arcs over his head. “She used to let me come with her to the stables. That’s where I learned to take good care of them.” A small sigh billows through his lips. His hand freezes its movement, and his gaze stretches into the forest, searching for something lost, trying to catch a hold of something he can’t reach anymore. “She saw beauty in a lot of creatures.”
A blanket of silence falls over the boys. Nico shifts hesitantly on his feet, and he considers holding his hand out to Will, just to tug him out of whatever spiral of emotions he’s found himself in.
But before Nico makes a move, Will turns his gaze back to him. His blue eyes glimmer dazedly, but nevertheless, he forces a wavering smile over his mouth. He’s awfully good at that. “I was scared, too, you know. When I first started hanging out with them.” Will chews his bottom lip thoughtfully. “I know you and I have different experiences, and I know pegasi don’t like you because of your whole death thing, but… I don’t know. Maybe I can help you a little. I’ll use things Silena taught me.”
Nico winces with uncertainty. “I don’t know, Will. I just don’t want to feel bad.”
Will holds his hands up in surrender. “Hey, it’s up to you. But who knows. Maybe you can convince this one that you’re harmless.”
Nico considers Will’s words. He looks at the pegasus nervously, who stares right back at him as if wondering the same thing: Can we really learn to trust each other?
Something in Nico’s heart urges him to push forward, to make a move. He locks eyes with Will again, and in a moment of understanding, the blond smiles triumphantly.
“Here.” Will pulls Nico closer, and despite his nervousness, Nico allows him to be urged forward. Will takes Nico’s hand and raises it up to the pegasus’ muzzle - not quite touching, but close enough so that Nico’s fingers simmer with the heat of the creature. Will bows his head closer to his boyfriend’s ear and whispers, “Just try to touch it gently.”
A wild look of anxiety sparks in the pegasus’ dark eyes, but there’s something determined there, too. It’s just as curious as Nico is to see if they can be friends.
Hesitance seethes in the air between Nico’s fingers and the fur of the creature. Time stills as the human and the pegasus watch each other in anticipation.
Then Nico touches the muzzle. The winged animal’s eyes flash with surprise, then melt into a puddle of obsidian softness. After a beat of reluctance, Nico finds himself drowning under the softness of the pegasus’ body. All the tension, all the anxiety that writhed within him just seconds before completely evaporates, and he’s left with only a sense of ease. Warmth encompasses his chest as he explores this new friend before him.
He runs his fingers up and down over the pegasus’ forehead, and Will lets go of his hand. Nico overflows with a certain giddiness at the realization that this majestic creature is admitting its trust to him.
Maybe he can trust it, too.
Behind him, a low laugh tumbles into his ears. Nico nearly jumps; he was almost convinced he and the winged creature were alone in the wild, but apparently they had company.
Nico turns his gaze momentarily to Will’s blue eyes. A smile flickers on the blond’s face, and a confused expression reflects across Nico’s own features. “What?” he asks, puzzled. “Why are you laughing?”
“Nothing,” whispers Will, though the sparkle in his eyes says otherwise. “It’s just that… I told you so. You’ve made a friend!”
Nico scoffs and rolls his eyes, though a small smile still cracks against his lips. “Whatever, nerd.”
Will shifts behind him, but Nico doesn’t care to turn and find out what he’s doing. He’s too busy brushing his fingers over the face of his new acquaintance, curious as to the creature’s history. It’s another few moments until Nico feels Will’s presence behind him, and he turns his eyes back to his boyfriend.
Will offers a soft smile when Nico looks at him. A golden eyebrow arches gracefully against his forehead. “Are you ready to go? I think you’ve proved your trustworthiness to this pegasus.”
Nico considers Will’s question. His body hums with a warm excitement, and a cool, comforting breeze brushes against the back of his neck.
He feels good right now. He feels at home.
When Nico turns his gaze up, he finds a golden hue threatening the blue sky; the sun begins to drown under the weight of the incoming night. If they want to leave, they’d better do it now.
Nico sighs. A comforting quiet surrounds them, filled only with the new chirping of crickets and the sound of Nico’s breathing.
After a beat of silence, the son of Hades whispers, “What’s its name?”
Will frowns. “I’m not sure if we have a name yet. I think she’s a new one.”
A new excitement overwhelms Nico’s heart, and he looks at Will elatedly. “Can I call her something, then?”
Will shrugs and laughs. “Sure, I guess.”
Nico frowns in concentration as a cacophony of names ring in his head. Various Italian names, Greek names, even names of simple objects flit across his mind, but nothing feels quite right yet.
It isn’t until after a few moments that something finally clicks. A smile slips over Nico’s mouth. “How about Tater Trot?” he suggests to Will.
The blond snorts. “That sounds kinda stupid.”
“I don’t know,” Nico murmurs in dissent. “Let’s see how she likes it.”
In response, the pegasus huffs in agreement, and Nico turns to offer a grin to his boyfriend. “Looks like she’s into it. Tater Trot it is.”
Will rolls his eyes. “All right, whatever. Are you ready to go?”
Nico strokes his hand once more down his new friend’s muzzle, then nods his head at Will. “Let’s go, then. This view better be as pretty as you tell me it is, or else I’m going to leave you for the horse.”
Will laughs and throws an arm around Nico. “Guess things just got serious between you two.”
#solangelo week 2021#solangeloweek2021#solangeloweek#solangelo#nico di angelo#my writing#will solace#solangelo fanfic#nico di angelo fanfic#will solace fanfic#solangelo fic#nico di angelo fic#will solace fic#riordanverse fanfic#riordanverse fic#trials of apollo#toa#rick riordan#riordanverse
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You’re a Sunburst
Summary: Will Solace and Nico di Angelo are in rival bands, and they're set to compete against each other in three weeks. Nico tries to hate Will, but after the two of them are paired together to work on an English project, Will manages to break through his shell. As they start to develop feelings for each other, they have to navigate through high school drama, parties, coming out, fights, and blackmail from a mysterious user on the school gossip website.
AKA, the fic you'd get if Lemonade Mouth and Love, Simon had a baby.
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My fic is halfway finished, just in time for @solangeloweek !
#solangelo#solangelo week#solangelo week 2021#nico di angelo#will solace#solangelo fanfic#solangelo fanfiction#fanfic#fanfiction#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo#heroes of olympus#hoo#trials of apollo#toa#riordanverse#my writing
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@lovesickadora submitted to solangeloweek: first date, nerves, unnecessary talking & under the rain kiss
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i just published the most unprofessional and silly thing i've ever written, anf it's probably too bad to even exist but hey, it's for @solangeloweek 2021, so I had to try my best! this one is a weird type of fever dream fic, but it was funny to me while I was writing it hehe. https://archiveofourown.org/works/31954996
#solangelo week 2021#nico di angelo#will solace#solangelo#ao3#i apologize for what u are about to read#tomorrow i'll have something better#something that's not vaguely based on a gl** episode LMAOOO
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A quick little Will Solace I did for his birthday week! Hopefully I did him justice 🥰☀🌅
((Just for a little incite into my thought process for this piece, that is Will's mom's guitar that she gave him for his birthday.))
#will solace week 2021#solangelo#will solace#heroes of olympus#trials of apollo#rick riordan#willsolaceweek2021#wsw2021
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wsw day 2 - infirmary
mans got a fanny pack first aid kit and hes not afraid to use it (yes he is) (please dont make this kid do first aid)
#also. gauze? bandage? something in his hands that hes just rolling and unrolling as a fidget#i realize now that it looks like my lifeguard cpr fannypack HFHHSBSBS#solangelo#will solace#will solace week 2021#my art
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inspired by the no love au by @buoyantsaturn
for @solangeloweek collab day!
this is quite a silly goofy concept but it was so much fun to write :)
#no love au#if i have my shit together the bagel rank post should be up at the same time as this one#cj#the urge to reread no love is once again growing even though i JUST did that#fic#my fic#solangelo week 2021
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@solangeloweek Day 4: Free Day
Will as the Eleventh Doctor and Nico as his companion!
(I have revisited drawing lately and I’m kinda nervous about this but I’ve been considering a Doctor Who AU for a while (because first and foremost, I am a Doctor Who nerd) so I decided to draw it instead of write it! I’m not super happy with it but I’ve been altering it for days so I decided I just needed to stop, but I hope you like it!)
#solangelo week 2021#solangelo week#solangelo#solangelo art#doctor who au#very much based on one poster that’s actually of 12 and clara but idk i like their pose#nico di angelo#will solace#nico art#will art#doctor will solace#but like The Doctor#also if anybody ever wants to talk about doctor who with me i will love you forever
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everytime we kiss, i swear i could fly
Summary: Nico’s childhood memories were sparse. One of the things that remained clear in his mind was the day his wings came in.
for @solangeloweek Free Day
what if all demigods had wings+solangelo? that's it, that's the fic
wc: 1.5k
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#look i remembered the link this time#amazing you go me#following my trend of posting these later and later 😚✌️#it’s fine we vibing#hoo#pjo#pjo/hoo#nico di angelo#will solace#solangelo fic#solangelo week 2021#solangelo week#solangelo#anna writes sometimes
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Can you do an au where Percy dies in Tartarus and Nico is absolutely devastated and Will helps him accept that he's dead?(fluff+ angst? Idrk) Sorry if it's a lot and you can't do it. Love your writing btw, you're really talented💕
"Plant Your Roots and Grow" - Solangelo - One-Shot
Summary: (basically the ask lol) written for the free day for @solangeloweek !!
Notes: I started falling asleep while editing this so if it sounds bad... sorry lol. Also I'm not sure if this is exactly what you wanted, anon, but I hope you like it nonetheless!
Word Count: 1980
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Nico gazes out into the water, trying his best to ground himself with the sound of the lake. White sand prickles underneath his feet and hands, and a wave of cool ease falls over him, but that doesn’t stop the anxiety that trickles down his back any time he closes his eyes to blink.
All he can see is Percy’s ghostly face, screaming as his life drains from his very body.
Nico wasn’t there when Percy died in Tartarus. He knows he couldn’t even have saved him, but that doesn’t mean that he feels any better. Any time he thinks about the late demigod, grief seizes Nico’s heart like a vice. He could have done something.
When Nico came back to camp, his guilt relaxed a little. He took time to himself and prepared to take on the biggest challenge he’d ever had to take - to spend time for himself. And for a while, it worked. His mind wandered into a temporary bliss. He learned to love, to care, to be himself again.
But then the dreams started coming. Memories of Percy dying, screams of terror, the scent of hot, sour air. Terror gripped Nico at night; fear crawled down his throat and stripped him of his dignity. He could barely find the will to get up in the morning. All that he could even think about was Percy, Percy, Percy.
It’s been months, but still Nico can’t let go of him. He can’t accept his death.
The son of Hades sighs as a brush of wind strokes his face. The blue sky above blends into a pink hue, and with a sudden chill, Nico realizes that evening is approaching soon.
He doesn’t want it to be dark already. He’s not ready to face the shadows.
Nico pulls his knees to his chest and bows his head, curling himself into a ball. His body shudders as a deep, shaky breath releases from his chest, and his fingers twitch and shiver as another gust of wind blows past. Tears press against Nico’s throat and prickle in his eyes, but he tries his best not to let them fall.
He can’t fall apart. Not right now.
A soft crunching sound rumbles behind him, and in surprise, Nico twists around to meet his intruder. A golden human emerges onto the beach, gleaming like bronze under the orange sun. Nico blinks as he tries to outline the figure, but when he realizes who it is, a warm, soothing warmth overcomes his system.
“Will,” he whispers over the lapping water. “What are you doing here?”
The gleaming human points his blue gaze to Nico’s dark eyes, and for a second, Nico almost swears the world around him stops spinning. It’s only him and Will, drifting in the silence, absorbing each other’s presence.
Then Will settles down next to Nico, his arm brushing against the son of Hades’ as he does so, and he offers a shrug. “I thought maybe you’d want company.” His eyebrows arch in concern. “How are you? Are the dreams getting worse?”
Nico sighs and scrubs his hands over his face in exasperation. “Yeah,” he mutters. “It’s like… like he’s calling for me now. Like he’s asking me to come save him.”
Will winces. “What does Dionysus say about this? Does he think your dreams are… real?”
Nico turns his gaze back to the waters, eyes reflecting the sorrowful blue of the lake. “He thinks it’s definitely something that means something. Whether they’re real or not… I’m not really sure.”
“Do you think that maybe it’s Percy who’s calling you down to Tartarus?”
Nico shrugs and bites his lip, trying his best to force the tears back down. “I- I don’t know. I don’t think so. I felt his life force slip away. I don’t think he’s the one calling for me.”
Will nods solemnly, turning his own gaze out to the sea. Together, the boys stare off into the distance, allowing the chirping of birds to crack the air and letting the soft breeze of the lake whisper against their skin. Will’s hand snakes through the sand and touches Nico’s gently. After a second of hesitance, Nico allows Will to hold onto him.
“Nico,” Will murmurs, “do you think it’s possible that Percy’s showing up in your dreams because… you haven’t let go yet?”
Something hot and painful slices Nico through his core. His hands turn to ice, and his heartbeat quickens its pace. Nico’s body hums with some kind of excitement, some kind of giddiness as Will’s words trickle over him.
“I…” Nico sighs desperately, considering how to answer. “Maybe. I guess.” He groans. “I don’t know, Will! I just… I don’t know anymore.”
And, suddenly, it’s as if someone’s dropped a bomb over Nico’s feelings. His emotions burst from the dam he’s built up; his body shakes with each sob that racks through it. Tears trail over his cheeks like shimmering cracks and slip through his fingers, and he’s leaking all over, pouring his sadness and grief out into the world. His fingers tangle into his dark hair and brush against his feverish forehead, and his ears turn red and hot as each sob cracks into the open air.
“I’m losing control,” he murmurs through the tears. “I don’t know what I want from me. Why am I still thinking about him? I saw him die when I was on the Argo II. I’ve already accepted that I liked him. I’m supposed to move on, but I’m not. Why can’t I just grow from this? Why is he tying me to my past?”
Will watches Nico with apprehension, considering how to act. He’s better with physical wounds than anything; emotional pain isn’t something he can take care of. But nevertheless, his heart aches at the sight of his boyfriend so broken and deprived of his dignity.
He’s cracking.
After another beat of hesitation, Will shifts closer. His body pusles next to Nico’s, and as his arm touches the other boy’s elbow, Nico looks up. His obsidian eyes are lined with the red hue of grief, and crystal tears tear through his cheeks.
Will’s own lip trembles at the sight of Nico. He pushes his hand closer into the son of Hades’, filling any holes or gaps between them. He wants to offer Nico any warmth that he can, to give him any semblance of comfort he can muster.
“I don’t know what it’s like to be you, Nico,” he says nervously, watching his boyfriend’s expression. “But… I know it can be hard to deal with things that have hurt you. Especially when that thing is the death of a friend.” A shaky sigh slips through Will’s lips, and he turns his gaze to the waters ahead, hoping to find solace in the rhythm of the blue ripples. “When I lost Michael and Lee… I lost myself, too. I felt like two important pieces of my identity had just… left. I broke apart. I didn’t know who I was. I kept holding on to the idea of them, hoping that if I just kept them in my heart, they’d never truly have to leave.” Will sighs again as a pang of grief strikes his heart at the thought of his deceased brothers. “I kept them because I didn’t want to lose them. I thought if I let go of them… then I’d permanently recognize that they weren’t a part of my family anymore, and I never wanted to do that.”
Nico stares at Will, his eyes glassy with tears. “How did you move on?”
“I just… I took some time for myself. I decided that instead of trying to hold on, maybe it was time to finally confront my grief for what it truly was. I talked to Dionysus, I talked to my siblings, I talked to friends.” Will pauses, considering how to continue. “I think my biggest issue was that I was afraid letting them go meant I was going to pretend they never existed. But really, it just meant I wasn’t going to tie myself to them anymore. I wasn’t going to align my entire grief and personality and actions on people who were dead. It didn’t mean I was going to forget their entire existence and move on - it just meant I was going to detach myself from making all my decisions about them.”
Nico allows Will’s words to pour into his ears and drown over his heart. He turns his gaze to their interlocked fingers, and at the sight of Will’s tan skin mixed with Nico’s own olive tone, his chest blooms with a soft, comfortable warmth.
He’s not alone.
Nico takes a deep breath, waiting for the right words to fill into his mouth. “I… I had a lot of trouble with accepting Bianca’s death,” he whispers, rubbing his finger over Will’s thumb. “I kept holding on to the thought of her. I went as far as to try to bring her back to life. I guess for me it was… I was scared I was going to lose an important part of my past. I was going to lose another person who was incredibly important to me, who had been with me through everything. I was scared of that.” He sighs. “With Percy, I just don’t want to accept that he’s gone. He’s one of the best heroes of our century. Letting him go means… means he isn’t truly here anymore.” He shakes his head as another wave of tears overwhelms his chest. “I don’t want him to not be here anymore. He was such an important piece of demigod history. He’s made an impact on so many lives.”
Will’s eyebrows arch in concern once more. He slips his hand out of Nico’s and stretches an arm out tentatively, asking silent permission to hold his boyfriend. Nico stares at the tan skin of Will's arm, and after a moment’s hesitation, he lets himself indulge into the comfort of the blond’s warmth. Will falls over Nico’s shoulder, and the latter leans into the blond’s side, allowing himself to submerge under the weight of his grief.
Will’s fingers linger over Nico’s shoulder, brushing against his skin softly in an attempt to comfort him. “I know it’s hard, especially knowing your history together,” he murmurs. “It can be really difficult to let go of someone who you’ve had such a strong emotional connection to.” Will shifts his gaze to face Nico’s head-on. Sincerity bleeds into the rim of his eyes. “But you’re not going to immediately get over it. It takes a lot of time and healing. You’re not going to wake up one day and decide you’re okay. Everyone feels and heals a little differently, and that’s okay.” A soft, encouraging smile lingers over his lips. “But you’ve got me, and Dionysus, and your other friends. You don’t need to be alone in this, Nico. Not anymore.”
Nico nods, but his gaze seems faraway, reaching for something in the past. Though he’s solid and real in Will’s embrace, his soul is dissolving internally, bleeding out into the world around him and leaving him as a hollow shell.
He’s not quite existing in this moment.
Nevertheless, he accepts Will’s words. As worthless as they feel to him right now, he knows Will’s advice is helpful - he’s trying his best, and he’s right, too. Nico needs time to forgive and move on. He just needs time to grow.
He sighs and brushes a few tears from his face. Leaning his head against Will’s shoulder, he whispers, “Thanks, Will. That… means a lot.”
The water around them continues lapping and overwhelming the white border of sand in front of them. Another breeze flits by, and birds continue chirping. The world goes on moving and growing around them.
Maybe it’s time for Nico to plant his roots and grow, too.
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