#sobs violently on the floor

[beelzebubgaylord]

LOTF gettinf banned once again!

So Donald trump won the presidential election. He has this project that bans a bunch of classic literature in the U.S. INLCUDING LORD OF THE FLIES. LORD OF THE FLIES IS ON THERE. MY GAY SONS NOOOOOOWPELPDDWNENDSNND

Life is NOT worth living!

[cartoonishreal]

heavy breathing gnawing on the bars of my enclosure shaking around going absolutely insane

forgot i did this in vrchat so enjoy this cutie patootie

[cartoonishreal]

sobs and cries I LOVE WARDEN INGO SO MUCH HE'S MY EVERYTHING MAN NONE OF YOU UNDERSTAND THE VALUE HE HAS TO ME NONE OF YOU GET IT

[kasanetetolover]

i fucking hate this show.

[3cosmicfrogs]

A thousand ghosts follow him, but the one who haunts him is not amongst them.

[hehearse]

I hope you know your Yoohyun comic that ends with “the accumulated debt of loving me?” hurt me on the atomic level.

So this is my little add on to remind you of the evil you created 😇

imagine how little-HYH felt when he realized Yoojin will also be without parents. How he felt when Yoojin looked so so tired. How he felt when Yoojin had to drop out of school. And maybe this is a stretch, but also imagine how Yoohyun felt when he saw other boys Yoojin’s age go out and mess around while Yoojin didn’t, couldn’t, do any of that. Yoojin, not that bigger than Yoohyun was, had to live for two of them, and i’m betting that yoohyun was well aware of it. So, as much as Yoojin showed all his love for Yoohyun, i doubt HYH would be able to get rid of the guilt he feels. Perhaps, sometimes, he didn’t feel worth Yoojin’s sacrifice. Perhaps, the second—or most—important thing was giving Yoojin’s time back. (little bonus here. Painfully, Yoojin is aware of this debt as well.)

They make me go crazy and ur little, amazing comic just encapsulates them. All your comics do. I’m looking forward to even more character studies by you. they’re so so so so yummy <3 :)

EVIL EVIL THINGS YOU SAY TO ME.....

i am Always thinking about it. remember how yoohyun wanted to be a doctor only to give his hyung a better life. remember how he constantly tried to give him money. how he tried to have yoojin lounge at his place after reconciliation. of course he knew that yoojin sacrificed a lot for him and his childhood and his future that never came........... may not have understood personally - he said he doesn't have many interests so maybe he himself would've loved to live like that. but he knows yoojin is different to him and that even though yoojin loves him so much he was ready to keep going for years and years. he could've lived better. but you know-

(Rupi Kaur, The sun and her flowers)

these brothers are so guilt riddled........... pain forever and always.......

and yoohyun's guilt is not only the fact that he inadvertently took childhood from yoojin. thinking back to the scene where the young chaos said he could take yoojin and hide him away. keep him safe away from the world - and from yoohyun. and yoohyun couldn't agree. his guilt is also his greed. his inability to let go of the hand that he took all these years ago. no one hates being loved......

[iheartjameshetfield]

i need him to use me then toss aside me like i’m nothing

[3dogbones]

NUH UH

WHY'RE YOU AWAKE (it's 30 past midnight for me)

SHOOT YOU CAUGHT ME- I mean uuhhhhh

“So you see” (-dhar man) I may or may not have to do stuff tomorrow BUT LIKE SSSSSHHHHHH I’M OBSESSING RN 🥺🥺🥺 lemme brain rot over a fictional character (cough cough laios has pretty eyes fight me cough cough dungeon meshi spoilers are killing me HALP)

also sleep, more like sLeep, because big L amirite?

Shoooot accidentally made an epic quote raaahahhhhhh he would say that he’s literally me why does he have to be me like STOP BEING SO RELATABLE BRO. STOP IT, GET SOME HELP. HE WON’T LISTEN TO ME WHEN I SAY THAT BUT I WISH HE WOULD

anyways obligatory Laois gifs grabbing and shoving him in your face affectionately look at this new thing I like!!! wowza 😁😁😁😁

Conclusion: I’m not going to sleep and you should like totally watch dungeon meshi, or delicious in dungeon but I refuse to call it that

is this a disguised marketing campaign? Yesn’t and actually you🫵should be the one sleeping 😴 UNO REVERSE and apparently we’re literally time zone buddies 🤩 same time here mwahahaahah

EDIT: siggggggghhhhh I guess I’ll go to sleep now 🙄/ily goodnighty

Added the captions myself ur welcome. Time to dream now, not like the Minecraft YouTuber tho cuz BROTHA UGGHGHHHH

[cconfusedkat]

AUAAUGHH I LOST ITTTT (positive) IK HOW I WANT TO DO A BIG PROJECT NOW GGGGRRRGRRRR

The underworld + no longer you in the same video ,, making it nine minutes i think (maybe I just Cant Fucking Count But)

Underworld would be the bishops + allure nd giuseppe walking through the below , allures guilt is most found in the below because they remember EVERY person they killed,, we're talking like—400 sacrificed followers, all the enemies and heretics they've sent to purgatory, and their closest family members (ratau being polites and zainab/allure's mother being ody's mother) ,, throughout the video you could see the bishops actual dead biological family members they all killed too but it isnt as strong as allures guilt since theyve only been alive for 200 years ,, at the end where it goes "all i hear are screams/everytime i dare to close my eyes/i no longer dream only nightmares those who died" with allure sobbing violently & trembling on the ground as giuseppe tries to comfort them , giuseppe themself actually manages to see their sister and wilt waving to them as ghosts ,,

No longer you would be Archangelo (as a ghost and without their horns) and Allure interacting ,, archangelo themself hands over their own horns to allure + is trying to tell allure about the impending doom,, but they refuse to accept their reality because theyre already afraid of accepting it enough as is (constantly feeling like the world is about to end type deal)

[beancalzone]

I am not a religious man, but trust me when I say I will be reciting every baptist, catholic, and pentecostal prayer I've memorized the moment I enter the ticketmaster lobby queue for nine inch nails tickets. This is like the eras tour for goth faggots worldwide. I will be insufferable about this.

[squidwardstikiland111]

what kind of sick and twisted joke

[whohasfourthumbsand]

So. "Big man", is it now?

[Kennedi leans against your doorpost with an uncharacteristically coy smirk on her face, imposing in stature yet wholly friendly in posture, prosthetic arm glinting proudly in the light. (Though - you don't recall hearing her knock, much less the door opening...)]

I apologize for the unexpected visit; it's been a long time coming, but my squadron has been rather busy over the last month. I caught Commander Gatsby on my way in; they've given me permission to say hello, so long as I don't disrupt your "medical leave". As they tell it, you've been working yourself half to death - and I must agree with them when they say a break would do you some good.

...jokes aside, it really is good to see you again, Gray. I apologize for not coming to visit you sooner.

I have heard much of your accomplishments and triumphs since your joining MSMC-148, many of them directly from your squadmates. It seems they've grown rather fond of you - as has your commander, given they willingly modified their old jumpsuit specifically to suit your prosthesis. I'm glad that you and GRAE have found a home for yourselves here, as well as a group of friends to call your own.

This being said - hm. How to broach the subject...

I saw your latest journal entry. The one about your brother - also named Kennedy, if Slipshod's translation of the encryption was correct - and a copy of an NHP named HOWL, previously his co-pilot, which you have now gained possession of.

I know nothing of your brother, other than what you yourself have disclosed in your writings of him. Who he was in life, how he cared for you, the lessons you learned from him - such questions are not my business to pry into. I also know nothing of HOWL - not its personality, not how it interacted with your brother, not how it interacted with you (if at all).

What I do know is this: were Kennedy still alive today, I am certain he would be overwhelmingly proud of the pilot you've become.

Just as my squadmates are.

Just as I am.

Gray - Arthur - I have watched you grow from an anxious fledgling mechanic sheltered under IPS-N custody into a talented, insightful, and exceptionally kind pilot. I have thoroughly enjoyed hearing about every step of your journey, be it from my (exceptionally nosy) squadmates or yours. Commander Gatsby has nothing but praise to share on your account, and even the ways in which your co-pilot GRAE speaks of you indicate nothing but deep-rooted love and respect for the person you've become.

I was an only child at birth, and to my knowledge, I remain so. Allow me to say that - had your brother Kennedy not beaten me to such honors first - I consider you a younger sibling. My younger sibling.

Whether I am a suitable role model for such a bright young person as you remains to be seen - my squadmates are keen to assure me that I have done an excellent job thus far, but I retain my doubts. We have spoken prior about the darkness in my past - I know not what Kennedy experienced prior to his passing, but if I am anything like he was, I can only hope that these doubts are proven wrong, and that I prove to be a positive influence in your life, just as he was.

All this to say... I am exceptionally proud of you, Arthur. It is an honor to wear your prosthetics, and I look forward to serving alongside you (and your squadron) for many years to come.

-- Lockbr-

(No. That won't do.)

-- Kennedi

+ Sorry, Captain says I can't have guests right n-- KENNEDI!?

I don't-- holy shit- I didn't- woahh you aresotallinreallife- I don't know what to say- I didn't expect to meet you face-to-face for a long time, and- the arm fits perfectly, that's, that's nice to see! Sorry, pardon, sorry- I'm running on so little sleep and- and this is a lot-

Okay, okay, I'm- I'm okay. I'm really happy you got to meet my detachment, and that you've spoken to my squad- I wasn't sure if they would like me to begin with, honestly, but so many of them are- well, they're like me. I'm not the only bioaugmented person, though I am still the youngest; I'm not the only prosthetist, I'm not even the only engineer from Carina! It felt like I fit in instantly- like I started talking, and people were actually listening, like they really really cared about what I had to say, my ideas, what I could teach them. The only person who gave me any flack was the Commander, Gatsby, but I think that's just- their job. They like me, like you said. A lot. It's just taking me some time to get used to that.

GRAE's in the hangar, by the way; Slotted his casket back into the VLAD so he could get up and stretch, and it seems like lately he's taken a fondness to watching over the primary workshop. You should stop by and see him before you leave- He has something for Slipshod, I think.

As for.. for the..- larger topic- You would've really liked my brother, Kennedi. I mean, really, you two were- are- so alike, in a lot of painfully meaningful ways. Beyond just the name. When you were talking about who you are- what you've done, how you view yourself because of it, how you've been living in the wake of who you were- it just reminded me of those times he'd come home, bruised up, covered in bandages, muttering to me about how I shouldn't look up to him. How nobody should. Yet, you both kept moving, kept going, growing- I like to think that, if he was- was still with us- he'd have turned out a lot like you.

That's part of why you being so proud of me has meant so much, I guess. You feel like him, but you're also- you- and there's nothing I wanted more than for you to like me. I'm really, really happy to have an older sister like you, Kennedi, if that's- really how you see me.

It's an honor to know you, and to serve alongside Heaven's Fury, and to be a part of this squadron, here and now. I wrote to you a long time ago, when I was first debating leaving Carina, that I wanted to become someone that I could be proud of. That I wasn't who I wanted to be, not yet. I don't think I am now, not entirely, but I do know- without a shadow of a doubt- that I am on the right path.

I have you, Kennedy, Heaven's Fury, CORSAIR, and so many of the amazing people on the Omninet to thank for that.

Thank you. + "Gray"

[kai0sunflower]

Someone let Kai have the braincell and they chose violence, now it is everyone's problem

TW: Character Death, Slight Panic, Self Hatred(?) Icarus gasped as the sword pierced their body, they jerked forwards as it was yanked out of them. Centross stepped back and turned it over in his hands. "You know I didn't want to do that, Icarus. But you made me."

They fell to their knees and clutched their stomach desperately trying to stop the bleeding. "Wh.. Why?…" They coughed up blood violently.

"Don't act like you don't know. You've said it yourself, you're a failure. All you manage to do is make mistakes. I mean, you'd think you'd stumble upon the right choice at least once in your life but gods you managed to beat those odds, haven't you?" He used the tip of the blade to lift their chin so they would look at him. He smiled at them.

A sob tore itself from Icarus' throat, they couldn't speak. Their throat felt so tight it was like someone was suffocating them. They stared into his eyes, purple tendrils of corruption snaked all over his face.

"I could make it quicker. But you don't deserve that, do you?" Centross tilted his head. Icarus shook theirs. They knew they didn't. They knew they deserved a slow, painful death. He was right after all. They're just a failure. "It's okay, Icarus. You're finally helping everyone."

"..I-…" Icarus forced the word out, it was pathetic really. Pitiful even. They could barely even get their last words out.

"I'm sorry, truly. I didn't want you to hate me too, friend" Centross pushed the tip of the sword against their throat.

"I don't… hate you. You're…" Icarus swayed, their eyes fluttering closed for a moment. "still my best friend..."

Something in Centross snapped. He pulled the sword away and stepped back. "What-" He looked around, "What did I…" He looked at Icarus as they fell to the side. He dropped his sword and rushed to them but didn't dare touch them. "Ic- Icarus! Icarus, shit- shit, shit I didn't- what did I do?! I'm sorry," He carefully shook them but they didn't respond. He felt for a pulse. "Icarus?.."

Nothing.

"David?.." A quiet voice came from behind him. He turned around and saw the soul of Icarus. "It's okay," They smiled. They looked happy. Genuinely happy. "This is for the best, isn't it?"

[borgialucrezia]

dean's codependency towards sam codepended too close to the sun as even in the afterlife he kept the samulet because it brings him a sense of connection to his brother and then later risked being cast out of heaven by manipulating reality from up there because looking after sam is all he ever knew and his ideal scenario is his brother happily living his full life

[opikiquu]

im going to be so annoying all week

[moominpopzz]

Thought about Ashe and Marks relationship again [96 injured, 12 dead]