#so. yeah thank you

[againstme]

how have you been? haven’t seen you posting in a few days and i usually check on you daily to see how you’re doing. hope you’re okay and you get the apartment

hi anon, this is kind of you, i appreciate it.

i’m at a homeless shelter rn, i haven’t been able to get an apartment. i’ve sometimes had / received the money for a motel/hotel/airbnb for a day or some change, but on days when i don’t i just have to wander or loiter around until the shelter opens at 9 pm.

it’s been a lot of crying, a lot of sitting/laying on the sidewalk, a lot of being cold, and being hungry. a lot. i had my first meal at like 7 pm today, i’m surprised i made it through my shift. though i think i was just too anxious to eat, i’m still kind of like that.

it doesn’t help that i got diagnosed as prediabetic and i have that like looming over me while i’m dealing with so much instability rn, i’m worried about my health. but i don’t really have the access to change shit right now.

i’m just trying to go to work, and even that has been hard. i cry a lot at work when there aren’t customers, and it sucks because i like my job. the stress has been causing more flare ups of hidradenitis too, which has been super painful.

every day is really different and dependent on my dwindling bank account. i don’t have the physical energy to wander around town until i have to work or until shelter opens, but i also kind of have to keep moving.

i think the only good amount of rest i had was yesterday and that was only because i called out of work because i was physically unable of getting there without passing out cause i hadn’t eaten. but i took a bubble bath at the place i was at and was in bed all day. but that was only cause i was in too much pain.

i don’t know if i’ll get housed, i don’t have time for most things because it’s all waitlisted or closed. the collective that has a check for me is going to be closed multiple times this month, so my window for getting rental assistance through them this month is very short.

so i dunno. everything is hard, i don’t really tell most irl or some online people about how hard things are and how much i don’t like waking up and having this be my life. but i’m really tired of going on, i don’t know what is keeping me here and i kind of (really) hate it.

i work an 8 hour closing shift tomorrow, i just got to the shelter like 10 minutes ago, and i have to leave in less than 12 hours from the shelter. and i know i’m gonna be so tired because i barely sleep here, but i don’t have anywhere to sleep after i leave the shelter because i can’t afford a hotel or airbnb or anything. so then i just have to stay awake and it sucks so much bc i am so exhausted :/

this was a long ramble sorry, i’m at the shelter and i’m bored

[mroddmod]

they are like puppies. 2 me

[rusticfurnace]

GHOSTSOAP // "you sweet fucker" MINICOMIC!!!

[liorlen]

gale origin playthru from astarion’s pov or smth like that

[barghest-land]

drawings from paleo expedition to dagestan, done right on the trip. sometimes messy when it was cold and rainy, but i won't correct it. i think it's cool to leave it just the way it was done, and not retouch it after. there will be more drawings later, but those will be done from home

[ash-and-starlight]

(late) kinktober week 6: dilf zukka + strip pai sho

just in case you’re wondering how the spacedilves from mercy of magpies will be spending their honeymoon

[artschoolglasses]

Americans not giving a shit about the wildfires burning down forests and homes in Canada until smoke starts spreading across the border. Meanwhile Indigenous communities across the country are far more likely to be impacted by the fires and I’ve seen all of one link to a charity and about nine million memes. 🙃

[otaku553]

Fire (part 4)

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(Spade Pirate Sabo AU Masterpost)

We're finally here!!!!!! BABY'S FIRST FIRE FIST!!!!!

MASSIVE THANK YOU TO @where-does-the-heart-lie for writing the broad strokes of this 4 chapter arc!!!! it's been absolutely amazing having you as both a beta reader and a sounding board for comic ideas! thanks for being here since pretty much the very beginning :DDD

I've had this chapter sketched out since 2 months ago...... at long last it can see the day of light......

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Ooh, you want to know what happens at the gay bar run by ex-pirates, ooh...You'll just have to read Tiger Tiger to find out...

(Inspired by this Disco Elysium comic)

[soosoosoup]

treasure planet au, last of the batch (Poppy & Floyd)

[batbabydamian]

Jorge Jimenez C2E2 2024 Commission!

[somnimagus]

My page for @sheikahzine; about Impaz's duty to her village, empty of people and full of memories.

[id in alt text]

[tzarrz]

i listen to fog lake too much

[buggachat]

tbh I really like the idea of married Adrien and Marinette adopting their kids. Both because it's kind of a flex on Gabriel and Emilie (who thought that the appropriate response to difficulty conceiving was to hunt down ancient magical artifacts and then create a magical son that they could puppeteer and control...... because adoption/surrogates were apparently.... beneath them. or something.) but also because I just think it'd be really cute.

Like, imagine Ladybug and Chat Noir, heroes of Paris, adopting Parisian orphans. imagine Marinette and Adrien struggling to get on the good side of a "difficult" traumatized child who used to spend their days in the foster system fantasizing about Ladybug and Chat Noir saving them without realizing the new parents trying to connect with them rn ARE Ladybug and Chat Noir. Imagine them fostering kids themselves and just being A+ stellar parents between Adrien's patience and Marinette's attentiveness and both of their affection. idk I just think there's a lot there and it could be sosososo sweet

[bamsara]

Still think it's funny that in 2020 the doctors went "there is something so incredibly wrong with this bitch. Don't do a trial period put them on the highest dose of Adderall legally possible" and then I died

[hugs-and-stabbies]

[ parts 4 & 5 ] Over a month later but we're finishing this!! just one more part left :]

[link to part 3]