#so you see ... its like a three in one. hahaha (gets shot

[plan-3-tmars]

what he said

people keep calling him a sopping wet cat in my tags. accurate.

[jimlingss]

Three years!

Hello, everyone and happy Jimlingss anniversary! Woohoo! It has been three years since my official retirement and eight years since I’ve began this blog. That’s absolutely crazy since it all feels like yesterday. Time flies when you’re having fun.

First and foremost, thank you to all who still send me messages and give me feedback on my stories! I do check back once in a while and read everything, so nothing goes unnoticed. Your kind words always make me miss the simpler days of writing. :’) It really gets me nostalgic.

Second, here is my yearly update!

I’ve finished my second year of law school! I finished off this year with a bang and did quite well, if I do say so myself. There’s one more year left to go and that’s insane since I remember the first day so vividly. I’m a bit sad for it to be all over — I never thought I’d ever feel this way. But I’ve made so many friends and created so many memories. When it’s all over, everyone will be going their own path. Luckily, I’m sure we’ll remain connected and be close friends no matter what.

I don’t think I’ve had such a positive experience quite like this in all my years of schooling. I’ve always been the type to just scurry on home, never liked what I was studying, and never had too many friends. So this change has been unexpected yet very welcome.

In terms of career, I’ve been working this summer and I have something lined up for when I’m finished school! So soon I’ll be racking in the dough, wooooooo!! Let’s get it!

My family is also doing well — and I feel very fortunate for that. 

Third, and most important, I am happy to announce that I have a boy I absolutely adore! We’ve officially been dating for four months? That seems so short on paper, but we’ve known each other for close to two years! I’m living out one of my friends to lovers fics, I swear (lol).

He’s been a close friend since the start of law school and somewhere along the line I gradually caught feelings (of course I did lmao). I was sure rejection was on the horizon and I wanted to preserve our dear friendship, so I was trying to get over it for months by myself. This included online dating and going on a string of dates (hahaha). I ended up cracking and calling him on the phone one night, but then aborted mission. Thanks to the advice of a friend, I stopped avoiding him and being an embarrassment, and I finally confronted him. He said we should give it a shot, and here we are!

He has brown, curly hair that reminds me of a poodle. And he made me realize why love is so loved — why it’s so revered — talked about — imprinted in each other’s minds. Everywhere. I’ve written countless love stories but never truly experienced the feeling before, and yet, he’s made the heart of my stories come to life. He’s let me live them in real time. 

I really hope it works out! LOL

Anyway, I’m always happy to do these updates and for all those who may be just a bit curious enough about me to check in. Although this is a very positive update (and I hope it continues to be), my life isn’t without its ups and downs either. It just seems to be in a general upwards trajectory. 

Thank you to everyone who still remembers me, and who may still read my stories! I definitely haven’t forgotten about you all, so I hope you haven’t forgotten me either.

Here’s to another year! See you again!

[thelonelyarchon]

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014 - his love letter

warning/s: alhaitham's actions being questionable, fluff? (his letter), grammatical errors

As you hit the “tweet now” button, you wait for the floodgates of questions and shocked replies to fill your notification bar. A chuckle escaped your lips as you twirled the letter by holding its ribbon.

You knew they were hungry for your reply. You could technically smell the desperation and eagerness of the people following you both, and you were glad to see that your instincts were right because after a few moments the comments on your last post had filled up with people oogling and frothing at the mouth.

“ALHAITHAM!?”

“THAT’S ALHAITHAM’S SIGNATURE!”

“So it’s true that Alhaitham sent her a letter!? HOW ROMANTIC!”

"I never thought that cold hearted model would like someone like her."

You let out a melodic laugh in response to their shocked reactions. You shake your head, your mind still hazy and your heart still pounding in your chest.

It’s been forty minutes since Alhaitham dropped you off your dorm and Hu Tao was there to greet you. She didn’t pry when she saw how your face was practically a shade darker with how flushed it was or how you were practically bouncing as you walked towards the mail box.

As soon as you arrived, you dove into the pile of letters on your desk. Most of them were from universities around Teyvat, but your eyes were locked on finding one.

Alhaitham’s letter.

“Aha!” You exclaimed as you found the elegantly wrapped letter. It even has a seal on it! He didn’t have to be so extra with it, but it made your heart swell. As a fan of love letters, his thoughtfulness and careful planning made it obvious that he valued this particular letter and your hands were itching to read it.

But you reminded yourself to remain calm. Carefully peeling off the seal and unraveling the ribbon that tied the envelope, you read his letter with a bated breath.

Dear [Name],

I am ashamed to write this letter for a reason which may come as a surprise to you. Before you begin to assume that I wrote this letter because I felt the need to write back to you after the one you gave me, I would gladly say it is not as I have already given you my reply to that particular letter. For this letter… I have written on my own accord to inform you of my intentions.

Truthfully, I do not know how to write a proper love letter. As you can see, my words are rather… stiff and too formal, is it not? I tried following your videos to see if it could help soften my tone when writing to you, but as you can see it hasn’t and you may have to deal with this hahaha.

I have written too much already. So I’ll make this quick.

[Name], admittingly I read your letter and replied to it without giving it a proper thought and I am well aware that I have hurt you unintentionally. Back then, I know you. But now that I have gotten a glimpse of you back at the show last spring, in the spirit of “first love’s” and whatnot, I decided to give you and I a decent shot.

I asked myself, “what am I afraid of trying?” I know that love isn’t my strongest pursuit, but with you, if you allow, I may understand myself a bit further and I may learn to give you that kind of love which you yearn from me.

Though I have to warn you… with the way that I am, whatever relationship we may create may be short lasting. However short lasting it may be though, rest assured that it will be worth your time. So please… I hope you consider this.

May I court you, [Name]? I would like to get to know you better.

Sincerely,

Alhaitham

P.s. Do you like my letter? I re-wrote this three times and asked Kaveh to help me. I hope you don’t mind that he knew of its content first before you. Also… I realized after writing this letter that I do not despise writing love letters. I simply did not have a chance to write one. I find that it’s my favorite way of correspondence. I do not mind receiving more of it, especially if it’s from you.

The edges of the paper have began to fray a little as your clammy hand held it as you read through its contents over and over again. You weren’t sure if you’d be able to sleep after this.

But one thing’s for sure is that Alhaitham has a way with words. Though he may seem too formal and stiff to your liking, there is beauty and eloquence beneath it that draws you in and makes your heart flutter.

You resigned to your doomed fate as you dramatically sigh and laid down on the couch. You were sure that the feelings you’ve long buried for Alhaitham have resurfaced once again.

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[angelanimedesaray]

🍄🍓🎲

AAAH!!! HELLO!!! I always see you in my feed, I wasn't expecting you in my inbox, but I'm happy to see you here XD

Sooo, the questions. Yes. I am so sorry these are so long, I can't be short and sweet and to the point for anything, I swear, it's always just word vomit and -- I'm rambling again, let's get to it hahaha XD

🍄 A Headcanon for one of my favorite ships/Pairings. Sooooo I don't have a favorite ship/pairing, not really, for the AOT fandom, I'm just kind of vibing over here with most of them XD I'll enjoy Erwin/Levi Content one second, scroll two more posts down and oogle over a Hange/Levi, and then gasp and jealously drink in an OC/Levi art the next second while scribbling down the artist for future reference for the day I can finally afford to request some Levi and my OCs art (I have an OC in mind for every Levi x Reader Fic I've written that I imagine while I write). So it's more like a Levi x Anyone kind of headcanon:

I have always been a sucker for the thought that when Levi get's really comfortable with whoever he's with, and he's letting his guard down more and is cuddling regularly with his SO, that this is a common and favorite position:

Just, the hand running gently through his hair at the nape of his neck, arms wrapped tightly around one another, head pillowed on n their chest, it looks so comfy and warm and comforting for him and uuugggghhhhh I'm a sucker for it, it's my comfort soft thought/headcanon and I love it.

🍓 How did I get into fanfic. Soooo I was already known IRL for loving writing, mostly poetry at the time, and being a huuuuge star wars fan (I was usually the one people went to if they had a character or event question cause I KNEW MY STUFF). And a friend of mine came up to me one day at summer camp and asked for some help with a star wars fanfic she was writing since i knew character and canon/EU stuff so well, and she explained WHAT fanfic was to me, and after talking for a while we wrote it together, though we kind of parted due to creative differences/complete opposite styles, but I'd created a fanficnet profile putting the original character names from the story together with plans to post the fanfic we were writing, and I decided to just keep it and start writing my own stories, and that's how I started writing fanfic--and also how I got the penname AngelDesaray, two OCs that didn't really see the light of day. Well, Desaray got revamped into Zelina for my Star Wars fanfiction baby I still work on slowly to this day, but that's besides the point, heh.

🎲What stops me from writing more in my free time? I usually get in my own way a lot. My attention span has been really shot since college, it's hard for me to focus on one thing for a long time--it's part of why I started having multiple things going on at once, it helps me to focus if I have a video running or music playing, and three or four word documents and a social media website I can easily jump away from again open, because then there's enough going on that I oddly enough can focus (I used to get teased all the time by my parents for having my laptop open on my lap, texting someone on my phone, playing a NintendoDS Game, and watching a show all at once). Another issue is that I think I haven't 100% bounced back from my college burnout, but I really really miss my writing and stories, which puts me in this weird catch 22 where I'm just mentally tired and don't want to do anything, but i've been daydreaming of my story for literal hours and really want to get something on paper. Also sometimes I'm cursed with wanting to write plot heavy stuff but I'm in the middle of relationship building, or wanting to write action but I'm doing dialogue heavy chapters, or wanting to write relationship steamy stuff but there's a lot of plot stuff going on--etc etc. Its usually me and my attention span getting in the way, pretty much. Doesn't mean i don't want to really really bad or that I'm not thinking about it 24/7, cause I usually am, it's just hard for me to FOCUS these days once I have the white sheet in front of me.

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[wilsons-striped-ties]

november tc challenge (days 1-30 one shot)

by @faszaakisshobbi

1. what does your tc teach & do they teach you?

history and yeah, from year three to four

2. if you could pick their outfit for the day what would it be?

okay he always wears the same things but i have an attachment to his dark blue dress shirt and dark grey pants sooooo

3. what’s their personality like? ( eg. are they loud or quiet? enthusiastic or fairly reserved? )

he's quiet but able to socialize, and hes really thoughtful and sweet and really enthusiastic in a gentle way when hes passionate

4. are they married? got any kids?

married with three kids :'

5. what’s your favourite memory with them?

im always torn between most of our memories together but i think when i gave him his cupcakes, or maybe during teachers day when we were walking together down to the canteen, we were talking about a rather depressing topic of my college LMAO but it was really nice talking to him in a softer situation, seeing the gentleness in his eyes, it was really comforting talking to him again

6. what was your first impression of them?

that he was scary looking LMAO

7. what’s your favourite thing about them (physically or personality wise)

physically, his dimples or his eyes. personality, his thoughtfulness or his memory, hes always remembering things about me and its really nice because almost no one does that

8. do you have a song that you associate with them? if so, what is it?

maybe secret love song by little mix or dandelions by ruth b, but fundamentally hes super lana coded but i do have a really complicated attachment to him and yellow by coldplay so there's that

9. have you ever had an argument with them? if so, what about?

phew nope

10. are you attracted to them romantically? or platonically?

i think a mix between platonic and romantic, its like a silly crush but still i am deeply attached to him emotionally

11. if they kissed you (and it wasn’t illegal) what would you do?

i would just short circuit

12. do you think they know about your crush?

i dont know, but ive made my favoritism towards him very obvious HAHHA

13. what would be your ideal date with them?

walking around with him and just talking about anything and everything, holding hands and maybe going to a museum with him too

14. do you have any inside jokes? if you feel comfortable sharing, what are they?

nope unfortunately :' but now we do talk about the day i gave him passion fruit cupcakes for his birthday HAHAHA

15. how often do you see them?

almost every time i go back to my high school

16. have you ever cried over your tc? if so, why?

thankfully not with him

17. what did they do their degree in? is it the subject they teach now?

I HAVE NO IDEA but i am dying to know what his degree is

18. do they do any sport? if so, what?

he does play soccer quite well and he runs too, but im not sure how often, he is a huge soccer fan though. he did say he'd drop by to the table tennis club and play with me one day if he's free, but that was last year during my table tennis finals competition so i doubt he remembers but oh wellsss :'

19. what do you think they do in their spare time?

i think he would spend time with his family, he looks like he reads too

20. do you have any photos with them? if so, how did you get them?

YASS i have like at least six and i just ask him for them HAHHA he always gives in to me :'

21. do you plan on staying in contact after you leave?

yess we are still staying in contact-ish? im still going back to my high school and seeing him around and talking to him!

22. what’s your favourite scenario you’ve made up in your head about them?

us just talking about life and holding hands, i dont know why but im really obsessed with holding his hand, it just seems so comforting to me???

23. have you ever seen them outside of school?

NO BUT I WANT TO

24. does anyone else know about your crush? who?

like my sister teases me about it, my junior is done with my bs and that's probably about it? almost everyone knows i favour him but they dont know my obsession i guess

25. what animal do they remind you of?

i used to think a tiger but then i decided agaisnt it and im thinking a mix between a wolf and a fox

26. do you know when their birthday is? would you get them a gift?

YESSS i baked passion fruit cupcakes for him!!

27. how did you realise you were in love with them? was it love at first sight? or gradual?

i think ive always been in love with him, my heart knew but my brain took a regretfully long time to catch up, mistaking it for just curiosity :'

28. do they drink / smoke that you know of?

he probably drinks, probably doesnt smoke but it would be hot if he did both AHAHHAH but oh wells

29. if you could reenact a movie scene with them (from any movie!) what would it be? which character would you be and which would they be?

my brain just popped the proposal into my head, the part where andrew says "marry me, because i'd like to date you" and as a kid it was the most romantic thing ive ever seen or heard but i dont know, i'd love to do a ballroom dancing scene with him, or maybe something from lalaland, he feels like a lalaland coded person I DONT KNOW

30. what’s the weirdest dream you’ve ever had about them?

i have no idea actually, i dont often dream of him

[castlebyersafterdark]

now that the seal has been broken and you guys mentioned the prns, three things:

there's a couple called shauntondavid and the video titles are silly but there's one ('passionate pounding' lmaooo) where he's wearing a baseball cap and the body type, tall and thin, dark curly hair, it just looks so much like mike/finn and i havent seen that body type in prn before so it was really interesting to watch even if this specific video wasnt my thing per se... but it gave me a visual of what byler spice could look like. cos will's body type is easier to find than mike's, so i really liked seeing this wiry pale guy. i want to draw spicy byler in a way that looks like a shot from the show, rather than explicit erotic fanart

another called fran_josu who have the most gorgeous romantic sex w my boyf video, they look nothing like byler except size difference, but the positioning? the intimacy? the hooked leg that obscures enough body parts to be possible on screen? literally my dream for byler tbh, show this to an intimacy co-ord STAT

i found a vid of a guy with the birthmark on his peeeeeen! its actually kind of hot. johann wood. he's in a forest too.. lover's lake anyone? he's actually kind of thin and pale and interesting too... mike vibes... hmmmmmm yes

it just hit me we might actually be seeing skin on screen? oh my god. literally who is ready for noah and finn to perform this. they might already have?!?!!!?!??! wtfffffffff i need a glass of water. hose me down like hopper in that prison loooooool

Yesssss I'm shocked more like this hasn't come up before! I am always down for these conversations heehee

Ooooh I see what you mean! Those skinny legs feel very familiar. Definitely not the most common body type in this medium so that's cool. The few I skimmed where had the hat on did give major vibes 🤭 I appreciated how slightly strange their videos are, like what are these positions? But honestly? This kinda amateur, more real stuff is more interesting and often hotter to me. Studio stuff gets very annoying very quickly so. Realer stuff is my preference unless I'm looking for something very specific. And agree!! Well, I'd be into anything drawn on this flavor because there's not much spice in general on the fanart side. But! Some real passionate but tasteful cinematic looking shots - like film stills, oh that would be lovely. Lofty art dreams/goals...

Them I've seen!! They're so hot, love their stuff. Their size difference is nice, they're just real fucking attractive oh man. Great stuff. Always love a real couple in videos, it adds! (I had a bunch of their videos bookmarked already 🤭🤭) Like literally, it's prn, but slightly romantic? I'm so into that. That specific video you mentioned - yes! I know what you mean! The leg positioning? Hmmm oh yes. I'm not sure how far the show would go, maybe that's quite further than we'd see but... nothings impossible? Suggestive implication. And oooh while looking back through, ok, hear me out, idk why I need yall to hear me out, this is spicy town after all - there's a specific position in their video "ass eating breakfast" that I desperately need to draw with the boys. It's perfect.

Ahhh I understand that vision more now from previous birthmark chat. I wasn't exactly sure how to picture it, that helps. And interesting account from that guy hahaha, but he doooo got a real nice one so I get why it's the star haha 😉 I'm always mourning any completely devoid of all body hair look though, but hey, preferences exist and many are into that look so fair's fair!!

Contemplating what may be depicted in the show is gonna keep us guessing for the next year and how fun to imagine and brain storm. With you completely reveling in that feral energy ahhh I'm both beyond ready and unprepared to deal with it all. Man though, there are so many things I want to draw and I am so inconsistent in practicing. This was all... inspiring.

[averysexyleon]

4, 10, 21 from this questionnaire! I wanna see where does your stories and writing comes from a lot but three questions are enough for one shot haha

Hahaha im gonna answer 4 and 21 because I don't have a WIP 🤔 for a moment.

4) Where do you find inspiration for new ideas?

I wish I knew. I believe that ideas are like music and language... They exist without us but we pull them into our realm so to speak. And we just interpret them the best we can. Sometimes they're dreams. Actually the first chapter of my fic, of Ethan and Karl talking (coffee) Was a dream. Others are made from me listening to music, music opens my mind for ideas. And I love hearing suggestions. I really love talking to my spouse about ideas as well. I would say it's 10% dreams or scenes that pop into my head randomly, 70% listening to music and seeing the scenes from the music, and 20% discussing with people and talking about the stories. The hard part is getting them all to fit together. Sometimes a scene is so good but you have to write it to make sense in existence and that can be hard but it's so worth it. Another example of that is, a scene popped into my head of Ethan seeing a gigantic red frozen tornado of debris and I had no idea what to do about that but luckily we learned about magnetic hysteresis in class and I was like... Oh! Lol. A beautiful scene will always be good on its own but it can be powerless without story logic.

21) Would you ever consider collaborating with another writer? Absolutely!!! I miss the days of deviantart. Writers used to put their brains together, their oc and canon stories together....make great stories together.... Then the artists would come in and do art for the writers and the writers would write for the artists.... Such great times. I'm always down to discuss a story to anyone so PLEASE reach out.

[sizzleissues]

20 questions for fic writers

It's been a while but thank you for the tag @wackus-bonkus-maximus

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

8! We had more over the course of time but I'm fickle with keeping things up >_<

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

54,090 - Thought it would be lower and it used to be higher!

3. What fandoms do you write for?

At the moment Miraculous Ladybug mainly and the occasional Owl House/Skullduggery Pleasant

4. What are your top 3 fics by kudos?

The Prince and The Baker

Speak my Language

Will you sign my picture if I sigh yours?

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I do! I try to respond to every person but sometimes it takes me a while XD

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I don't really write angsty endings - that I post at least. I probably have a one shot scattered on my tumblr that's angsty. (Though I am planning somethings)

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Going to default to a oneshot called Binder

I like to end short stories on a open note but this one is conclusively happy!

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I used to but I've since changed fandoms and for the most part things have been positive but there has been a few salty comments that aren't 'hate' per se but are blunt or opinionated. Could be worse >_<

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Nope! I've written slightly spicy stuff that's in the docs but its probably tamer than YA hahaha. I'm on the ace spectrum so it isn't always for me.

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

I haven't that I can remember. Feel like a missed out on that phase, but unfortunately I was looking at stars

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not that I know of and lets hope it stays that way forever and ever

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Not for fics

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

I haven't but I'd love to at some point. So for the future - doors are open

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

Not sure, a lot are tied in my mind... (Horace and Chloe from the Box and the Dragonfly) ((and like three other book ships that have sunk or never got to sail)) (((love square also of course)))

15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

A lot of things. BUT ONE DAY I WILL FINISH EVERYTHING I PROMISE I WILL

16. What are your writing strengths?

I am funny, sometimes, and just it having warmth and having flow. I have to work on owning to my strengths >_<

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

I frequently write myself into corners. Sometimes I can never back out. And like poetry and probably other stuff but I'm always trying to get better (:

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I think there's purpose to it, but it depends. Like if understanding the character is better for the story, have them mainly speak in the language of the entire book with a couple of common words thrown in perhaps. But it you just want a fun character whose lines can be easter eggs to speakers of the language, that can be very funny.

Having a character say "Ba mhaith liom do thón a ithe" in response to serious dialogue and only speakers can see its rude.

But it can also be annoying if frequently done because readers feel as if they are missing out.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

If stuff I wrote only in my head when I was five counts then Barbie. If not, Skullduggery Pleasant

20. Favorite fic you've ever written?

Speak my language but I think something I haven't posted will top it sometime in the coming year

I think everyone I would tag has been so this is a invitation for anyone else to join if they feel like it!

[cheemken]

You know what? I didn’t even think of the relationship between the Legendary Dragons and their hero’s

Like are they just using Iris, Hilda, and Hilbert to get what they need? Or do they actually enjoy the Unova Kids company and wish to keep them around, even when they eventually overthrow Arceus? Bonus that they’re also strong trainers that’ll fight for them if the dragons decide to keep them around

Also YOUR HONOUR ‼️

Goddd Iris you deceiving piece of shit, Drayden is going to feel like it’s his fault that the Dragons fused back together. Cause he was the one who told Iris about the DNA Splicers and trusted her with them. But he made a bad call and now he’s facing the consequences of his actions, even if no one can truly blame him in the end for trusting Iris, his own granddaughter

Also I like to think the Dragons let the six of them have their fun by causing chaos throughout Unova and getting back at those who have wronged their Hero and their chosen person. Idk what we’re gonna call Bianca, Cheren, and N. But yeah causing thunderstorms, heat waves, blizzards. All different kinds of weather that absolutely destroyed the ecosystems around Unova

Let me be self indulgent in our lil aus and say that the dragons got attached to the kids bc I'm such a sucker for found family stuff and while yeah at first they were just using them, they gradually got attached and went "y'know what... Yeah, if anything happens to them, we'll kill everyone else and Arceus right?" And the other two just agreed hahaha

Like idk, I always see the dragons listening to any of the kids even if it isn't their respective hero or chosen, cause their bonds are that close and strong na and it's also a bit terrifying cause no one could ever know who currently has which dragon with them, if one of them has all three, if one has two, if one has none, either way, the dragons are quick to head to their aid when they need them, as the kids had been there to help them achieve their goal of becoming the original dragon once again

And ouugghhhfhfhfh Drayden cbdmcbdn like imagine if Iris did get the Splicers while Drayden was away, when he was doing his Gym Leader duties. Iris got the Splicers, she met up with her friends and the dragons, and they finally fused all three of them. Standing before them now was Unova's Dragon, it's thunderous roar could be heard at every corner of Unova. Storms raged, a sudden heat was carried by the winds, and in some parts a bitter blizzard swept the lands. The Dragon stood tall, black and white and grey scales gleaming beneath the Unovan sun, eyes a gleaming purple, a crown like crest on its head; the Crowned Zenith. The Dragon crouched down to it's heroes, a sign of appreciation, his voice echoing within their minds, his thanks apparent, as he held his claws out for them, so see the world how he sees it from above, and they too shall see how it's like being a god.

And just chdmdb ough, the kids going on about their commands with the Dragon carrying them out, and feeling the absolute power just within their palms, it sent a shiver of delight down their spines. When they got to Opelucid, Drayden could only look up in fear and in disappointment in himself. He saw Iris with the original Dragon, a sordid smile on her face, as she commanded the Dragon to freeze Opelucid once more, letting the people know she's had enough of their hatred towards her. God imagine that breaking Drayden tho cjxksjfkd cause like imagine if he hears what Iris said, how the people never saw her as anything more than a child, how she will never be enough, and god that was such a shot at Drayden's heart; not only has he failed his family's purpose of guarding the Splicers, but he also failed his granddaughter, failed to help her when she needed him the most. And now he could only watch helplessly as Iris' eyes glowed ominously, her friends stood beside her, the Dragon behind them, waiting for Iris' commands.

[1d1195]

Wait no bestie I’m the dumb one lol Thursday is what t the extra is called not the story😭 omg I love a good next door neighbors story especially when the mc is trying to act like she isn’t wanting him!

See I love the way you wrote your angst because it makes sense to me!! I don’t think it ever really feels like it’s coming out nowhere but then again even if it does, it’s not a bad thing tbh! Though I totally get being self critical about it like I’m the same way lol for me it depends on the problem on how long the angst vibes should last! Like the Honey cliffhanger was shocking! And yes it was coming out of “nowhere” BUT bestie if we really want to analyze it like targeting a young single dad who is RICH makes sense. Especially with how Chloe’s death was like talked about in news outlets(I hope I’m remembering right lol) then if I was a criminal I would think he is an easy target! Since he obviously will leave the baby with someone who’s not him! ANYWAYS overall it was not dumb and I loved the drama it gave!

gagtita is SOO you coded I can’t even!! I’m sure whatever you may come up with will just be so good!!!

Omg Sam you’re so sweet😭 I’ll definitely let you know little facts that I think you might like! I try to remember when my brain isn’t fried lol

ITS OKAY IF YOU DRAG ME HAHAH I LOVED IT!! I know you would never intentionally try to make me or anyone feel bad! If anything i genuinely laughed out loud when i read it!

Oh bestie his HANDS are just soooo AH! I will certainly update if anything happens lol

Maybe highlights might give you the change you’re looking for without it being too extreme? Idk tbh because I don’t photograph well at all either lol but bestie I bet you’re actually so hot and like you’re super smart and KIND so yeah!!!

How exciting visiting a place you’ve never too!! Fall is so you and I love that!!

I can sleep late when I don’t have classes but typically it’s not ideal because my body will just get use to a certain time sadly lol but yeah its good for three days only though I don’t know yet how it will be like long term! I don’t go on Monday’s so I consider it be just a another day for the weekend lol but yeah this past Monday I didn’t need to do anything so I was so lucky to read the honey update early!

When I drop your full name it’s truly never because I’m upset! If anything I’m just truly GAGGED and FREAKING OUT lol

Hope your week is going well!! Sending you the best vibes! Hope you can find something that makes you smile! Love you bestie!!-💜

You're not dumb lol I was def misleading the way I wrote it. I've got like four or five one shot ideas. genuinely PRAYING they don't turn into a series. I feel like I need a break from writing a series. I've been overwhelming y'all with series 😭😭

I'm glad you see the vision! That makes me so happy!

If you have any facts or tips to help my teenagers be normal those would def be facts I'd be interested in 😂😂

My mom's been encouraging highlights and I should just listen to her because she's always right about my looks. I used to hate shopping with her but now I'm like "Can you tell me what to wear, Mommy, please?" Ma'am tried to put me in turtle necks all the time for most of my childhood and I REFUSED. Now I LOVE turtle necks. My poor mother.

I'm sure I've mentioned I love the moon and I always see posts that are like "the moon is beautiful and doesn't photograph well either" so I try to remember that but it's hard 😭

hahaha I feel that. I love to sleep in! (UNTIL 7) I'm a 5:45AM wake up kind of gal. 7 on the weekends is a delight. I also feel like I don't get anything done if I sleep late. But anyway. I LOVE a Monday off schedule. That's the best! I'm glad you were able to read it early I hope you're able to read the last part soon too! I love your feedback 💕

NO I LOVE THE NAME DROP it's so funny 😭

Hope your week is good too! Love youuuu!!!

xoxo

[creativenicocorner]

for that get to know your fic writer! thing ( ﾉ ﾟｰﾟ)ﾉ 22, 24, 31, 40, 74 ＼(ﾟｰﾟ＼)

Thank you so much!! ✧♡(´⌣`ʃƪ)

22 Are there certain types of writing you Won’t do? (style, pov, genre, tropes, etc) Underage Pedo stuff hands. down. NOT a fan. HATE it. Get that shit out of my face and while you're at it get out of my life. Not interested. THAT SAID! Hmm I don't think there's types of styles or povs or tropes I wouldn't try taking a shot at, within reason. I might find out I'm not that great at it in the process, (looking at you The Journal of Young Miss Addams) but as Jake the Dog Famously said

24 Worst writing advice anyone ever gave you? I'm going to be real with you Babblish, if it was bad advice, or advice I wouldn't wholly consider good...there's a very good chance I'd remove it from memory haha! I'm sitting here spacing out trying to think of something Anything!! And nothing is coming to mind atm XP

31 Do you start with the characters or the plot when writing? This depends on what I'm trying to write, I think. In the world of Fanfic I try to put as much effort in keeping the characters recognizable, and their actions as believable as possible while putting them in Situations™ Well...now that I'm writing this out and giving it serious thought...I suppose my answer IS the characters. Depending on who the character is will undoubtably tinge how the plot progresses. Because each character will have their own way approaching said Situations™ The way Jim Lake Jr would approach a time loop is different than how Reigen Arataka or Moist von Lipwig would approach being stuck in a time loop. Because they're three different people, with three different ways of thinking, objectives, wants, needs, and abilities! Therein lies the fun!

40 If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see? ♡(„ಡωಡ„)♡ bro if I get any fanart I'd be over the freaking MOON about it!!! Like the sheer thought that my silly words were coherent and moving enough to get someone to draw??? for Me?!?!!?! I have to lie down just thinking about it!!! That being said...ooo boy...I'm sitting here staring at my works nursing a coffee and, I really don't know... Perhaps the tearful goodbye in AU REVOIR ? Or the tense conversation between Ainsel Moist Kaspar Müller and Otto in Trial Runs and Errors  Or even the end of chapter 3 where Adora reunites with her family and he's just watching, having a moment, and Maurice is like "C'mon kid, lets blow this joint" LOL I'd be honored if someone did something for Glow Worms or rather: In the Depths of the Safflower Hills just to see what moment inspired them to draw Or!! lkgjdflkgj the baby with Dimple's face in Reigen's dream in Cold Green Tea and Colder Feet OR!!!!! The sexual tension in Hand Rolled when Moist appears at Adora's side during her meeting, with a hand rolled cigarette to slide between her fingers and a light. UGH! Okay I gotta stop hahaha But really I'd be touched with Anything!! What's absolutely fascinating about fic fan art is just, the tenderness of it, you know? Someone was moved so much about a moment that they sat down and drew something?! with their Own Free Time?! Okay I gotta...sit on the floor for a bit...consumed with feeling and the cycle of inspiration amongst artists across mediums

74 You’ve posted a fic anonymously. How would someone be able to guess that you’d written it? The...the length of the fic perhaps? Considering my most well known fic is known mainly for its length - I think its safe to say that might be a tell. HOWEVER I have been told on more than one occasion I have a specific writing tone or 'voice' -that could be it as well!

(♡˙︶˙♡) Thank you so much again for your ask!! ♡ They were fun to answer!

Best wishes! ♡

[rubywithin]

World of Whim 6

(Ruby) “Maria our goal is to return to the real world...even though its tough to leave these...lives!”. She looked very upset, (Maria) “I just wanted to feel loved and even when every one did love me I thought I was lucky to have Percival. But all of that is just a lie, ugh WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DRAG ME INTO THIS”. She ran out of the room, (Kazuya) “WAIT, it’s dangerous out there” we ran after her! As we left the room we were surrounded....seeing everyone looking in human was quite un-settling and what’s even worse Percival looked normal. (Maria) “Was the time we s.s..spent together just a lie?” he looked sad when she asked. (Percival) “No...we are in the same boat two un appreciated people, I guess we both wanted everyone’s affection. The more I think about we seem perfect for one another, its a shame you had to be a traitor!” he generated the lance again. We don’t have the element of surprise this time, (Ruby) “Raining Boomerangs” I tried my best to tap into every bit of emotion I could!

(Kazuya) “Hammer Twister” we were able to take out a lot of the surrounding foes but....I felt some strain. (Percival) “Oh what a shame you are not use to this power yet, personally I have had months of experience. Lance shot” this is bad (Kazuya) “Ruby find an opening...UUUUUGH” darn it Kazuya blocked with his hammer but he still went flying! (Percival) “Why give up this wonderful paradise just to go back to that awful real world? Here you can be praised, talented, handsome and happy, Lance Piercer!”. (Maria) “The two of them are stronger than you Percival!” (Percival) “Is that some kind of joke hahahahha” (Maria) “No, they are fighting to return to their true lives, they are willing to face the world that is against them. I loved you....but now I see how ugly you are looking down on others dreams. I won’t do the same....I won’t let fake affection be my security, I WILL FIND WORTH IN MYSELF”. 

(Noah) “Looks like its time for you to GOOOO LIIIIIVE kid” (Percival) “Hmm so that is the one giving these pests power”. With Maria’s help we might actually stand a chance against him...but what if she hesitates to fight Percival? Please Maria...(Ruby) “Help us please” she gave me a nod, “Twin-rang” (Kazuya) “I got your back Ruby, Hammer Twister!”. He dodged both attacks with a jump ugh this guy really has mastered these powers, (Maria) “Mid-Air Slash”. Th...that’s some incredible speed, (Percival) “UUUGH...so you really have betrayed me Maria! Then I will have to get rid of you as well, HYAH” (Ruby) “Back off” I threw the boomerang at him and actually hit him. (Percival) “Guess you want to die first then...” he charged at me. (Kazuya) “I will hold him back” Kazuya was able to block him with the hammer....he was being over powered though.

(Maria) “Ruby let’s hit him with a cross strike” (Ruby) “Got ya” we both attacked him from behind. (Percival) “Damn it...” (Kazuya) “Let’s see how you handle an upper cut” -crash-. Geez that was brutal...the three of us fell too out knees though....this is our first proper fight here! (Percival) “If...if only I hadn’t been caught of guard so many times...hehehehe...all of this is in vain. Cause when I tell the other Musicians who you three are you will never escape HAHAHA”. (Naoh) “I need you three too concentrate on your true feelings as much as possible”. We did not bother to question him and focused the best we could, Naoh was glowing! “Memory Erase”. Suddenly Percival fell over...I wanted to see if he was okay “Run away you guys I will explain things later!” we rushed out of the theatre.

[chelleztjs18]

Hello you mrs. honey nut cheerio who is in bed being lazy lefty eyebag 😅

It was good a day. And hanging out with friends was fun. I made the jello shots too strong and didn't have cups, so basically they're just jello squares cut up into tiny pieces lol

Hm I don't know the name but I like the sushi rolls. The one with the crunchy thing on top.. and its spicy sauce. See I eat things that are spicy.

For ramen, I like the pork broth. What's weird is that I also like ramen spicy but not too spicy. It has the bacon oil thing. I wanna try that since I keep seeing that on videos. That and I don't remember the name, but it has black sauce.

Oh so I tried the coke and coconut rum, and it is so good. I made one cup and it didn't have enough rum, so I made a second one and it was too much rum 😅

I don't really drink wine so I've never had it before. Hahaha I'll add make a list of what new things to try this year! From movies to drinks to food 😁

Hm I don't like 4th of July much. Just because of the fireworks. But I love bbqing lol so you don't like receiving flowers or chocolates?

-CuriousGeorge

Hi hi hi curious righty eyebag!

How r u? Did u send this ask last night or today? I fell asleep after i answered ur last ask..😅

Wow, ur party sounds fun.. i dont care the jello shot is in a cup or cut up in square or u put it in a syringe, i love jello shots.😅

I tried jello shots in a syringe before..it was in a restaurant in vegas. It's a hospital theme burger restaurant. When u walk in they will give u a hospital patient gown to wear while u r there. They serve jello shots in syringe, red wine in iv bags, they serve alcohol shots in pill container 😅 the servers wear sexy nurse costume n if u cant finish it, they will spank u three times with a spank board pretty hard.😅

Ah i see. Well each sushi place serve differents sushi rolls. As well as ramen restaurant.. but most rramen place serve pork broth ramen just different way.

I really love it when my ramen spicy and really hot in temperature. So it will take longer to get cold while i eat it.

Have u tried korean cold noodle?? One of the best dish to eat in summer. I love it!

See! I told u it's yummy! It's okay if it's too much coconut rum, it's sweet anyway. Oh this plum wine is different from other wine.. it's sweet n delicious. 😁 asian store usually has it.

I love 4th of july. The only thing i dont like from it is in summer 😅i hate the heat. Haha.

I do love getting chocolate n flowers. I just thought for someone u love,u should treat them special everyday not just on valentine's day. Everyday should be valentine's day if u really love them. 😁 it's just me being weird.lol. fun fact, my husband also thought the same about valentine's day. But he proposed me on valentine's day.😅 on a cruise deck with sunset view before we go to valentine's dinner.😆

Im not a big fan of flowers but i will still feel "awe" if someone give me flowers. U?

Next question?

Cheerio!

[sapphire-weapon]

No, this is great, actually! You give a lot of good insights here. 

I actually thought about going into how it was likely Leon’s influence that convinced Ada to turn her back on Wesker in the end, but I was like “nah this post probably sounds crazy enough as it is.” hahaha

and re: Dusk Golem, iirc he said “don’t expect any more remakes for a few years” in 2020, which... was true. There was only one year between RE2 and RE3, but then three years between RE3 and RE4. RE8 released in the time between RE3make and RE4make, and I think that was what he was trying to get across. I’ve been following him for years (discovered him when he leaked The Evil Within 2 all the way back in 2015 actually -- and TEW2 didn’t actually get announced or released until 2017), and he rarely misses.

My post probably comes across weird because I failed to specify that, if they were to change RE5 in a re-release, it wouldn’t overwrite the old canon -- rather, it would just create two separate series. There would be the original canon series and then the remake series. And that’s in Capcom’s best interest to do, because that creates a double money stream out of the same franchise.

As it stands right now, there are things in RE4make that are incompatible with OG canon already -- the nature of Ada’s betrayal of Wesker being one of them.

Of course, that sounds absolutely insane as a possibility LMAO but it’s also ... true? With Ada’s betrayal of Wesker being spontaneous, that means that she didn’t already have someone else in her back pocket to deliver the Amber to -- which means, now, she needs to go find someone who she actually trusts to take it or maybe even find a way to destroy it. It opens up a huge opportunity for Capcom to do something different and also implies that maybe Derek Simmons isn’t a thing this time around.

Because, like. Ada’s relationship with Wesker has always been a gigantic hole in the series. She’s been working with him since Raccoon City, yet there’s absolutely no fallout or consequence for when she finally betrays him after RE4. It’s hard to believe that he wasn’t at least a little pissed, especially considering how hard his hateboner for Chris has been all these years for way smaller, pettier reasons. But nothing ever comes of it. It’s not even mentioned at any point.

RE has also run into a huge issue of becoming directionless without Wesker as its main, overarching villain. Retooling the overall story with the remake series will allow them to explore where the story could have gone if Wesker maybe hadn’t been killed off in RE5.

Because, like. I don’t want to take anything away from Chris; he’s the actual main protagonist of the RE series, and his conflict with Wesker is deeply personal compared to everyone else’s -- but at the same time, there’s not a single protagonist in this series that hasn’t suffered, at least, to some extent because of Albert Wesker. Chris should still and should always be the one to land the final blow on Wesker. Absolutely. 100%.

But the way that RE5 ended always rubbed me the wrong way, because with Wesker dying in that game, it robs so many other characters of catharsis. Leon, Ada, Claire, Rebecca, Barry, even Sherry to some extent -- all of these characters have had their lives upended by Wesker on some level, and none of them get any closure with him.

This doesn’t mean that I want everyone crammed into one game RE6 style in order to get that closure, either. It just means I’d like to see the series retooled so that either Wesker lives longer, or there are more games created and shoved into a timeline pre-RE5 so that these characters can each get their shot at him before Chris finally ends him.

I kind of have to believe that Capcom is aware of this, on some level. There’s no way they don’t feel the loss of Wesker’s presence as a villain, and there’s no way that they don’t see the potential for money being made by putting him back into games.

And that’s really the thought process behind the OP. It’s actually less about Leon and Wesker and more about... everyone and Wesker. Wesker himself, and his role in the story. I would love to believe that RE4make is foreshadowing a different version of events where Wesker is placed back on top as King Shit of the series so that more can be done with him and all of the other characters whose lives he’s affected.

Things I didn’t notice until my 10th playthrough of the game:

Leon: You know, after the incident, the world changed. You try to save one person, a hundred others die. I guess I changed, too.

*Some hours later*…

Wesker: All you need to know is a new dawn is breaking. A hundred will give their lives so that just one may live. I am expediting that change.

I don’t know how I overlooked this for so fucking long, but now that I’ve noticed it – holy shit does it seem very deliberate. Like, in the “this is setting up for something” kind of way.

Wesker is basically saying that he intends to bring the whole world into the reality that Leon’s already been living. And Leon’s saying that he’s changed and grown enough to be able to rise to the occasion.

And I really wish I had something more meta to say about it, but I don’t because Leon and Wesker never interact in canon. And in Remake, it seems like Leon has been kept almost completely in the dark about Wesker’s continued bullshit in the bioterrorism world all together. 

You know, I always thought it was weird how, in OG, Leon straight-up calls Ada out for working with Wesker, but then… nothing comes of it. Ever. Chris just goes and blows up Wesker with a rocket launcher in the middle of a volcano, Leon gets trapped in Groundhog Day and develops a drinking problem, and that’s that. So it made sense to me that Remake changed it so that Leon has no idea who Ada’s working with this time around. The W-word is never said.

But then I look at this very obvious, very deliberate-seeming parallel, and it makes me tilt my head to the side and go “huh.”

And then I think about how Ada’s character motivation has changed between OG and RE4make and how she doesn’t go into Remake already planning on double-crossing Wesker – but rather that it’s a shocking (even to herself) decision she makes at the very last second, so we actually have no idea what she’s going to do with the Amber this time around – and I tilt my head to the opposite side and go “huh” even louder.

And then I think about how the top leaker in the RE world who leaked RE4make in the first place says that no, actually, a RE5make or CV Remake haven’t been greenlit, that’s not a thing (yet), we’ll see other RE titles long before we hear anything about another remake, and I start to feel like I’m going absolutely insane so I reach up to try to pull my tinfoil hat off and I can’t tell if I keep missing or if there’s actually not one on my head at all.

And I gotta wonder.

Is Capcom going to build off of the remake series? Is it secretly a reboot series? And will we finally get a game involving Leon and Wesker that takes place at some point between RE4 and RE5?

Or

Is Capcom just going to straight-up change what RE5 actually was because they can’t salvage the horrible, horrible racism present in that game?

As someone who’s been analyzing game stories and literature for over 20 years, I just can’t look at that dialogue parallel and say that that’s not foreshadowing – that it’s there for fun and no other reason.

It’s just

Huh.

[im-a-moldy-bread]

HAPPY EXISTENCE DAY

♡ angst ♡ not proof read ♡ slight gore for sensitive readers ( like a grain of sand ) ♡ not really accurate to lore ♡ ooc

Artist on twitter: Elico79068549

"Scara, today is my birthday!"

"Ah you mean that day where humans celebrate their first day of worthless and mundane existence despite their creation being of no effort of their own?"

"Yes, but it's also to celebrate the fact that you're able to live to this age happy and healthy, for the people around you to be joyful about your presence in their life!"

"How utterly useless, as all humans traditions"

"Eh I guess I should just jump off a cliff right now then since you clearly aren't happy with my existence"

His eyes shot up, he didn't expect you to take it that badly. Panic start running in his veins.

"AHAHAHAHA I'm joking of course. Here, I saved a piece of the birthday cake for you! You're okay with vanilla flavour, right?"

"It doesn't matter to me what flavour it is."

Despite his hesitancy, he took the cake from your hand.

"It taste..decent enough."

"I know you would like it! Enjoy the cake! I'm going to go ham on the booze, cya!"

"HEY I NEVER SAID I LIKED IT, AND DONT DRINK TOO MUCH YOU- *Bam* idiot..."

the door shut on your departure

" *sigh * I will take care of her later"

Scaramouche returned to his paperwork as the next day arrives. That was how you spend your first birthday with him.

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You guys were taking a stroll down the street. Well, it's more like you pushed him out the office to accompany you to your whimps.

"Y/N I STILL HAVE WORK TO DO!"

"Indeed, and one of them is seeing the streets with me. Hurry now, we're going to miss the fireworks!"

"What reasoning is that? Wha-"

You hold his hand and ran before letting him finishing his sentence (most likely another insult). Scaramouche give up on resisting. He doesn't know what get you so excited, but he is used to falling for your sudden nature by now. He stared at your back, at your hair that bounce up and down as you ran, at your jumpy happiness that he wants to keep all to himself, at you, all of you.

Suddenly you stopped in yout tracks.

"Scara look!!!!" You points upwards.

Fireworks of different colour set ablaze high up in the nightsky. Like a thousands different kind of fiery flowers.

The moonlight shine delicately on your face, as the reds, the blues, the greens pop up and went out.

He wanted to burn this sight into his memories, into his eternity.

You look back at him.

"Sorry, I wanted to spend my birthday with you this year but I could only force you out of your office. Otherwise you won't come at all!"

You pout, holding scaramouche hands more tightly than ever.

Maybe you're just as afraid of losing him as he is of you.

"Happy existence day, y/n."

He let out without a thought. His voice was soft. And you knew it was for your ears only.

"Its happy birthday stupid."

He deadpanned.

"Fine, I take it back."

"HEY NO BACKSIES! Plus I would pay you one million to say it again!"

"Then... I shall say it to you next year too."

"Ehh i cant wait that long! Ahh dear Barbatos please let time past faster."

"Pfttt impatient as always hahaha."

"I can't help it. NEXT YEAR, COME SOONER!!"

You shouted.

Your smile is brighter than the moon, he thought. Its funny how you get so excited about the simplest of things, he thought. I wish you stayed that way forever, he thought.

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Scaramouche just return from his expedition.

He's holding a letter you wrote just yesterday, filled with honey laced words , bunch of I miss you, I love you and lastly a "I wanted to see you again ░▒▓██▓▒░". And at the end of the letter, your signature and the date.

Ah it's that day again. Perhaps that why you both were longing for each other so much eventhough you guys had only been three days apart.

He remembered humans have tradition of giving gifts on birthdays. He himself have readied your gift a few weeks ago. A of custom made pendant, made by the most renowned blacksmiths in teyvat, reminiscent of the fireworks and fake stars you both seen together last year.

He spare no time and hurried to your residence. With no second waste, he arrived at your door. He took a deep breath, mustered up every bit of emotion in his body and knock before opening the door.

"HAPPY EXISTENCE DAY, Y/N!"

However, his short lived excitement was responded with silence. Knowing y/n, they most likely is celebrating in their room with their friends. He didn't like the idea of not being the first to wish them on this special day, but he miss them too much to care. He expected your loud voice filled with joy, but as always, you surpass his expectations. Your corpse lay limp as you hang from the ceiling, skin white as the snezhnaya snow,

Scaramouche stood still, he froze in place as his eyes examine and take in every part of your corpse. Then, he hug you, hug you so tightly blood started oozing out of your cutted wounds and one might think your bone shattered.

He wanted to hold your hand one last time, but it was clenching something you refused to let go even after you died. A sticky note, messily written.

"I wanted to see you again before I go. Wish me happy birthday will ya?"

He hooked the pendant to your flesh.

"Happy existence day, y/n. May it corrodes with you."

He didn't cry. He didn't laugh. He was emotionless. This void appeared in his hollow husk once again.

Once more, I've been tainted by worldly filth

My 4th betrayal was a heart, a lover.

Surrounded by sorrow and grief, they seek to run away from the prison of their mind, robbing my torso central cog and leaving me behind to rot.

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A fic to myself 30102022

[mineogi]

Two’s Company, Three’s a Crowd. | J.Y.H

pairing: yan-doppelgänger! yunho x f! reader

wordcount: 9.1k

genre: doppelgängers au, non-idol, smut/one-shot.

syponsis: When new’s starts spreading across the globe that murders are being done frequently by what people claim to be their own doppelgängers. You and your boyfriend are advised to keep indoors. But as time goes on you begin to suspect how differently your boyfriend is starting to act. You just hope you’re suspicions aren’t correct.

warning: warning: smut (penetration, oral.) , yandere theme, doppel yunho rlly is awful but so good T^T , doppel yunho very strong and buff. talks of death , creampie (protection guys use it), angst, poor yunho, light knife play, literal abuse, threats, dubcon (you don’t know who who.) , guilt tripping, dopple yunho is manipulative, consent asking (he’s terrible ya) , shower oral (m receiving.) , praising, overuse of baby, cunt, pussy, etc. , table sex, table oral sex ( f receiving.) , pantie sniffing , light breast play, grinding, overstimulation , 18+ themes, mentions of death, suicide, minor major(?) characters death , hair pulling , drugging , so much yall just a lot.

A/N: let’s pretend this wasn’t a day late srry LOL I originally planned for this to be 5-6k words but yeah here we are so HAHAHA, also i don’t condone any of this behavior, this is simple fiction and does not represent ateez in any way shape or form. but i hope you guys enjoys let me know what you think and yeah, have a nice day! sorry if i forgot a warning PLS let me know!! somewhat proof read so yeah yeahhhhhh!!

“This just in.” The voice of the news anchor shifts into a more anxiety filled tone as her eyes flicker over what seems to be her script, you go press on the remote volume button to increase the news lady's voice on the tv.

Frowning you lean forward from the couch trying to take in everything she is saying.

“We urge everyone to stay inside, lock your doors for this weekend please only leave if it’s dire. Local police state there have been multiple homicides in the surrounding areas. We will come back with more information when we are informed further on what’s happening. Until then please keep a watchful eye out and stay safe.” The screen interrupts to the news channel logo halting all other new topics from being displayed.

The sound of the front door slamming and your boyfriend shuffling in difficulty trying to remove his shoes without using his occupied hands holding a bag of multiple items.

You can’t help the smile that finds its way to your face, the feeling of being completely at ease comes to you easily when you see Yunho’s giddy self make his way into the two of your guy's shared apartment kitchen.

Making your way to him you give him a quick peck and begin helping him unload the yogurt. That’s it though, it’s all yogurt.

“Why did you only buy so much yogurt? You didn’t get anything else? Just yogurt, so much yogurt.”

“Baby they had these yogurts on sale, so I decided like the great boyfriend I am to buy not just two packs but ten packs of the yogurts in different flavors of course we need variety.” He says as if it’s the most obvious thing ever.

Grabbing the yogurt you examine all the different flavors, strawberry, peaches, honey, vanilla. “I wouldn’t doubt all the yogurt being gone by next week with your hunger span.” You playfully tease him, confused but amused at his thinking of only getting a ton of yogurt.

His arms find their way around you, soft lips meeting your neck when he nuzzles his face into you, “Mm I guess I just can’t control my hunger sometimes.” Softly nipping at your neck. All the strength you can muster you pull yourself off of him to face him, intertwining your fingers with his pulling him closer to you.

“Speaking of your hunger, we actually need to stock up on real food and essentials. Police are saying something about a lot of murders taking place around the area. They don’t know much but they say we should stay inside for the weekend.” You mumble looking up at him rather sad at the news of what’s happening.

Yunho is shocked at the news, fingers gripping yours tightly to comfort you at your time. The mood that was once playful became serious, “I should go get it before places get too packed or closed down. Multiple murders aren’t something common around this area, so I’m sure they’ll close things down to take precaution. I’ll be quick.” With a quick kiss on your lips he removes himself from you to make his way back outside again.

“Call me! And be quick!” You shout out worried that he would have to leave the house again after being aware of what was happening but you knew it would be best for the long run in case anything worse happened.

“Okay babe, will do.” Then the door slams shut leaving you to pack the yogurts away.

It's later that night when you walk into the kitchen. You didn’t even know he came back, you didn’t hear the door.

“My goodness, Yunho.” You shout storming into the living room after noticing the dirtiest hallway and kitchen floors you ever witnessed in the apartment since, ever. “You left so much mud on the floor and even the living room rug. What the hell, why wouldn’t you take your shoes off at the door?”

Your anger rises immensely at the disaster you once called a rug. Mud was everywhere.

All over the hallway floors and kitchen, nasty slush covering most of the floor from huge footprints to muck on the kitchen counter following into the living room to continue its destruction,—your rug completely ruined by the wet dirt residue Yunho’s boots left.

He removes his gaze from the television he stood in front of and looks at you bringing his attention to you. He looks cold, pale, and emotionaless. Like the mess around wasn’t anything to him.

“Oh.”

“Oh? What do you mean Oh! Are you okay?” You look at him as if he lost his mind.

The extent of the mud is what sparks your annoyance and disgust, the smell from the dirt was enough to push you over the edge of annoyance but you were trying to keep it at bay.

With being annoyed you also felt worried. You were confused and he wasn’t putting an end to your confusion; he only made it worse with his blank stare.

Where had he been? Why was he standing in front of the tv? Most of all though—What caused him to bring in so much dirt?

“I’m sorry, I was in a rush.” Yunho stood in front of you reaching behind him to grab his phone. “Did you see the new’s. The murdering has been getting worse and people are claiming it’s their own doppelgänger killing them or their loved ones.”

Looking down and seeing the news article with a link leading to a video of a new anchor talking about the whole ordeal.

“How? How is that even possible? Why haven’t the police done anything?”

Gripping his phone in your hand you read over the article trying to make sense of what you’re reading but you can’t process it.

How can you? It was one thing to have multiple homicides happening but now to be killed or have your close one’s killed by someone who is identical to you is a whole other ball game. It takes deceiving to higher levels.

“I was worried so I came as quickly as I cou—”Yunho begins but you interrupt him before he can continue.

“Where were you? And why are you so muddy?” You question.

A deep blush over takes his features and his eyes dart around the room. “Uh about that, the car battery died completely in the middle of the road when I went out to get more laundry detergent. We have to stock up on necessities and we don’t need stinking clothes for who knows how long.”

His point calms you down and you give him his phone back, when he grabs it he makes sure to pull you in and hugs you tightly. Inhaling deeply he smiles at your scent. “I won’t be leaving anymore.” It’s muffled but you can still make it out, resulting in you smiling like a fool in love.

“You better not because you have to clean this mess”

Gesturing at the mess around you, you can’t help grimacing at the smell again. But you're happy he's home with you and safe most of all, “After you clean and wash up when you’re done we can watch that new movie that came out a few days ago! I’ll get the snacks ready!”

The murder count increased tenfolds and staying home didn’t seem to be one of the worst thing’s in the book. You actually were sort of happy with how you and your boyfriend got to spend so much time together. You did feel bad for the families and people dying out there at the cold hands of something so evil. Yet the result of it was something you tended to enjoy a little too much. You should’ve been keeping updated with the current events, researching more into the topic.

Definitely not on your knees sucking off your boyfriend in the shower—but here you were.

“You look so beautiful.” He cooed running his finger down your cheeks moving his digits in your hair behind your ear gripping the back of your head to push you lower on his aching cock.

Eyes fluttering shut at the praise you can’t help but let out a small moan around him all while taking more of him. Gentle hands coming up to play with his balls in the process trying to get him to come in your mouth, in all honesty. You push yourself to take more of his length down, continuing even when tears cloud your vision or when your lungs begin to burn from lack of oxygen. Sucking Yunho’s dick in a steaming hot bathroom probably wasn’t the healthiest thing to do but you’d do it plenty more time if it meant you got to suck him off. It shocked you, actually enjoying sucking him off.

Looking up at you the teardrops fall from your eyes down your cheeks enticing a moan to leave Yunho’s lips. Something about seeing you on your knees, mouth stuffed full of his cock, looking up at him has his knees buckling and he’s coming in the next second. Practically face fucking you to milk every drop of come he could release in one orgasm. You swallow it, no questions asked—wanting more.

Head thrown back he tries to contain his breathing and shakiness, he hasn’t felt this in a while.

When you continue to swirl your tongue around his sensitive tip you lift your hand to squeeze the base of cock literally milking him for all he got.

“Fuck, Fuck. Ah” Yunho swears his stomach is caving in from the immense pleasure coursing through his body, his bottom half feels numb from the bliss he’s experiencing. He could definitely get used to this.

It takes Yunho pushing you off him gently. You can’t help pout. “I want more.”

Going up to kiss him, you wrap your arms around him pulling him down a little to comfortably kiss him. You two kiss messily, the saliva and a bit of his cum mixed together along with your tongues. Rough and desperate the kiss felt tilting your head to kiss him deeper.

His fingers find his way in your wet hair, his grip tightening to control your movements, the small dominant act had you moaning into his mouth.

Kissing him more you begin feeling the effects of the burning in your lungs signaling your need to breathe. Pulling back to breath his hand forced your head still as his kiss became more desperate. You punched his chest trying to show him you needed air, you couldn’t help begin to panic. The hot steaming air felt more thicker than it had been making you feel more lightheaded.

The grip became painful on the sides of your head. As if he wanted to bust your skull open. When you feel yourself about to slip into darkness his grip loosens and he’s pushing your head away from him.

“What the fuck Yunho?! I couldn’t breathe.” Your words come out in a short gasp. One hand on your chest, the other holding the wall of the shower while you try to regain your breathing back.

“Guess we’re both greedy. ” He chuckles, his eyes playful with you like it was a game to him. You don’t laugh with him though, only sending him a glare.

Grabbing the towel on the outside of the shower you quickly step out wrapping it around you, wanting to get out of the overly heated room feeling shaken.

“You’re an asshole.” Is all you reply with along with a slam on the bathroom door when you exit it to get dressed in your room.

“Babe, You’re overreacting!” He shouts from the bathroom and continues his laughing fit.

“Fuck off!”

“Never.” His laugh becomes louder.

It took Yunho apologizing a total of twenty times in the span of five minutes until you decided you didn’t want to hear ‘I’m sorry Y/N’ one more time out his mouth for the night for you to forgive him, you make sure to specify how you want cuddles from him as a result of his punishment.

“That’s not much of a punishment, baby.” He reminds you with a wink and quick kiss to your lips. It’s like he never even tried to suffocate you by his kiss a few hours ago.

Being in Yunho’s arms was one thing you loved. You always felt small in them no matter what. This time in his arms you notice something different, particularly how big and firmer his muscles have gotten and you wonder if he has been working out on the low without you knowing.

Brushing your hands over them you lift your head from his chest looking him in the eyes, “Have you been working out?”

A small blush makes its way to his face and you find it adorable he could be whilst being so hot.

“Uh, Here and there…yeah.” His voice sounds nervous and you can’t help but giggle at how flustered he got when you pointed out his change in body.

“Mm, That’s hot.” You hum your hands moving over his chest and the effects of him working out can be seen.

Testing your luck you begin leaving small kisses among his chest until you reach his neck, when you hear his breathing pick up you take that as a sign to continue. Yet before you can continue to pleasure him he moves his neck bringing his hands up to hold your shoulders in a more comforting manner.

“Maybe for tonight we should just rest, yeah?”

Part of you feels embarrassed from being turned down by your own boyfriend, another part feels maybe he was uncomfortable after the shower incident.

Trying not to show your dampen mood by his rejection so you decide to just lay your head on his chest and hope sleep could consome you soon. With the rub of his fingers on your side and a small kiss to your forehead you feel your heart swelling at the small gesture. You should try to see it from his point of view, maybe he was worried about you? You were quite mad earlier. Soon enough the soft feeling of his fingers lull you to sleep quicker than you had anticipated.

You wake up by the noise of the bedroom door closing and you see the outline of your boyfriend in the dark room. Mind still foggy. You see him standing at the corner of the room, you remember cuddling with him before you went to sleep, you don’t remember him ever getting up and leaving.

“Baby?” You call out leaning on your elbow to hold yourself up enough to get a better look at him.

“Y/N, I was just using the bathroom.” Turning around he walks to the edge of the bed, climbing onto it he reassures you, kissing you on your forehead and pulling you close to him. “Go back to sleep baby.”

With the fog of sleep clouding your mind you could only hum laying your head down on the pillow, you fall into a slumber not before hearing a soft.

“Good girl.” But you don’t know if it’s a dream or reality.

The next morning you sit at the couch watching the family reality game show that piques your interest here and there. While your boyfriend does the dishes and this is a regular day in your life. You’re happy nonetheless as long as Yunho was here you felt content.

Last weekend you were supposed to visit your parents but with everything happening it was clear those plans had to be rescheduled. Yunho and you were gonna have dinner with your parents, something you guys rarely did but with your mothers birthday coming up, she wanted to have a nice family dinner.

“Yunho, We have to see if we can see my parents soon, since my mother’s birthday passed and we never got to do the dinner.” Leaving the living room and walking into the kitchen you sit at the dining table looking at your boyfriend finishing up the dishes. He doesn’t answer you, he just continues the dishes.

“Yunho.”

“I heard you.”

“Okay, but you can at least answer.” Scoffing, you can’t help rolling your eyes.

What was his problem?

Yunho finished the last of the spoons and forks ignoring your attitude. It’s getting a little harder to tolerate certain things for the sake of an act. Drying his hands on one of the kitchen rags he leans on the kitchen counter, right leg crossed over the left. He watches you watch him still waiting for an answer. He almost rolls his eyes.

“No. It’s not safe, you can call them but going over there isn’t necessary.” He finishes the conversation once and for all.

“What do you mean no? It’s my mom’s birthday, you know how she gets about her birthday Yunho.”

“This year can be missed. No and that’s it, Y/N. I’m not talking about this anymore. If we go out there and something was to happen to you I would never be able to live with myself. I can't lose you. All it takes is one time, trust me I know.”

You were a bit taken back, “What do you mean you know?”

Yunho stares at you, you have never seen him this way. You and Yunho had your fair share of arguments and heated moments but the look in his eye is so intense and terrifying, if looks could kill you would be dead on this table. When you argued with Yunho before he always felt upset but you could see love and determination behind them still.

“What do you mean, how do I know? Did you not see the videos, hear the news, have you not seen how the world is literally ripping to shreds and you’re gonna put us at risk, you’re mother at risk for a birthday that isn’t even yours.” Throwing the rag on the counter he ran a hand over his hair in frustration, you were being so goddamn difficult, “Our damn car doesn’t even have a battery are we gonna walk to your mother’s house? Want to do that? Hm? Since you think you’re so smart.”

Never once did Yunho talk to you this way before, he spoke to you like you were a child who was stupid for wanting to something as small as going to see your parents and celebrate her birthday. The ache in your heart becomes noticeable to you and you swallow the lump forming in your throat. You didn’t think reminding him of something like this would cause what it had caused. He never acted this way, you thought maybe he was right. He was doing this because he was scared of losing you out there. Who knows what could happen out there. There wasn’t any way you could get there anyway—he made sure you knew that.

Yunho walks to the table not giving you the chance to even speak, “It’s selfish and you don’t see that. I get you’re trying to be nice. I know who you are, but this world won’t care about ruining our lives. I don't want to hear about this again. Got it?”’

“Got it.” Giving up on the discussion you don’t want to deal with this Yunho anymore. You don’t know how to handle him when he gets these random outbursts.

You don’t want to think about why he’s acting this way. You hope it’s just the pressure of staying inside trying to survive.

“I love you.” Gaze now soft and loving you look up just in time to feel his lips meet yours kissing you gently. “Come on, let's watch a movie.”

Nodding you make your way to the kitchen exit desperately, ready to leave to the living room wanting nothing more than to just cool down and watch a movie to clear some of the tension. Your movements stop when you hear his voice again just before you make it fully into the living room.

“Y/N…I love you.” His voice was firmer this time.

“I love you too, Yunho.”

Things fell into place nicely during the next weeks, Yunho was his normal cheerful self, always making you laugh at hours of the night and holding you tightly with so much love you couldn’t help but bask in the feeling of being in love. Even with everything going so well, You and Yunho haven’t had sex in a while and it was starting to take a toll. You never thought you were a person to want sex so badly, you could usually contain yourself and needs but having your boyfriend around so much had you needy for him and his attention it became something you grew accustomed to.

Nonetheless outside only got worse. A part of you felt the police weren’t doing much to help the victims of this crime that keeps happening. Everyday more people die at the hands of their own self or family members that aren’t them at all. Isolating was becoming a more easier thing to deal with and you felt safe. You didn’t know who was actually who out there. At least here you were safe with Yunho protecting you.

Yunho thought it would be a good idea to have date night, inside of course. Having a date night was always nice when it was with Yunho, so of course you agreed, you would never think to decline it despite living in the same house as well you couldn’t really say no, if you had wanted to. You were praying tonight he fucked you and made up for the past weeks of deprivation.

The food he had cooked while you prepared the table and got yourself dolled up for your man was always a nice feeling. It always excites you to be around his presence and feel the experience of love with him. A feeling you never wanted to leave you even when you grow older with him.

You wore a nice tight dress, nothing too much in the end it was only your house. You opted to wear your house slippers along with the dress, it was an unusual outfit for date night but your main focus was to get him to pay attention to your body in the dress not your flip flops. You wore the bra that made your breast stand out better and the dress hugged your body nicely for you to feel confident to walk out and hope for your man to fuck you. The makeup look you did fit perfectly with your dress.

When you two sit for dinner, you can’t help but blush when you notice he made time to get ready and he looked so good—so good. It took all of you to not jump on him right then and there, but you mustn’t rush the night.

“You look beautiful, princess. Just like my dream girl.” You hear Yunho say while he drunk some of the wine you poured both of you earlier.

Looking down, your cheeks felt hot and you were sure apples of your cheeks were red. “Stop. You’re so cheesy.” You can't contain the giggles that escape your mouth while chewing the meal, in fact you wanted to eat quickly so you can finally touch your boyfriend.

Yunho feels his heart bursting at you. He was falling in love with you more and more as the day went on, he felt he couldn’t fall for you more and then you would do something that would pull him down harder. He was drowning in your love and he loved it. He always wanted to stay like this. He wanted this, month after month, week after week, day after day.

“All in the name of love.” Yunho expresses sending you a quick wink that has your thighs clenching together to relieve the ache between your legs. He notices—he notices everything about you. He feels the sexual tension around the room and it swells his heart with more love for you, that you want him as much as he wants you.

“Are you full, my love?”

“Yes.” Embarrassed by how quick you responded you spoke again clearer and slower “Yes, I am full. Are you full?”

A small smirk twitches at his lips and he nods, “Yes, I’m quite hungry for something else.”

Something about the way he was acting so nonchalant had you soaking in your panties. The way his muscles tightened against the fabric of his suit jacket. His eyes on your body have you feeling lightheaded and needy. This was a new side you were seeing if Yunho and you felt yourself enjoying it maybe just a bit too much, but there wasn’t anything wrong with enjoying what's yours.

Screeches of his plate filled with his barely touched food takes your attention from his jacket and your eyes meet his dark ones while he pushes the dish aside.

He stares at you so intensely, still watching you when he sips his wine and when he puts it back on the table.

“Come here, baby.”

Pushing back your chair, you’re quick to take your weak legs to your man. Desperately needing him.

“Take your panties off for me.” A smile finds his lips when you nod removing the small piece of fabric going to discard it until Yunho’s hand indicates to you to stop and takes your soaked ruined panties from your hand bringing them up to his nose inhaling the scent of you deeply.

“You smell so delicious, princess.”

You could have sworn you could fall from how weak your legs felt, this was all such a new experience for you. You never knew your boyfriend could be so dominating to you in bed, you couldn’t help but worship what you felt in the moment.

It’s his turn to push his chair back when you’re completely bare with your panties in his suit pocket. When you have enough space to seat yourself on his lap you waste no time straddling him, your eagerness has him chuckling, Moaning softly when his lips meet your neck kissing and brush over your jaw. His left hand gripped your ass while his right found your heat, cupping it, his hold on you forces you to grind your sensitive nub against the palm of his hand.

A small gasp leaves your lips as you continue to mindlessly rub your soaked cunt against his hand, the pleasure you’ve been aching for finally igniting through you from some stimulation, but it wasn’t enough. You needed more.

“Let me make you feel good, yeah baby?” As if he needed to ask, the whine that left you while your hips moved more frantically, the addicting feeling making it hard for you to stop. But when he has enough of you using his hand for pleasure he forces you still with his grip on you.

“I want to hear you say it.”

“Yes! Yunho, please make me feel good. I need it so bad.” You groan out part desperation, part frustration when forced to halt your movements.

“You’re gonna come on my fingers and mouth and then I’m finally gonna make you come on my cock.” Wrapping his arms around you, carefully lifting you up and onto the table with a small push for you to lay down. He crouches between them, finally face to face Spreading your legs wide for him gets a clear view of your soaking pussy. You were so shameless around him but your mind was too far gone to care anymore. You were finally getting what you wanted

“So wet and sensitive for me.” His eyes take you in, two digits coming to collecting enough of your arousal to suck his fingers, you taste heavenly. Leaving small kisses on the top of your pussy before doing the same with your folds. He decides he’s tired of torturing himself and finally gives in, diving into your pussy. His tongue poking out and licking past your pussy lips . Your fingers find their way to his hair and you grip them tugging him closer to you. He hums when you comb your fingers through his hair.

Messily licking at your clit, he sucks your swollen nub whilst bringing his middle and ring finger to your entrance easing them into you stretching them out to prep you properly for his cock. His free arm makes sure to keep you still wrapping around your right thigh, forcing you to feel the pleasure he was giving you. He leaves his fingers knuckles deep inside you still, moving his tongue rapidly on your clit.

Arching your back when his fingers begin to thrust mercilessly into you more quickly than you expected, not giving you time to get used to the sudden rush of pleasure. You can already feel the knot in your stomach about to burst from the relentless pace of his fingers “W-wait, not too fast..ah I’m…I’m gonna come.” You cry out legs trying to close around his head. The tingling sensation was overwhelming to you, the heat pooling around your most sensitive parts.

“Fuckin’ come then.” He gives your clit a moment to breathe just to grant you what you felt you needed most in the moment, but the feeling of his tongue working your clit again comes just as quick as the words.

A loud cry leaves your lips and you can’t help when your eyes roll back when you finally come undone around his fingers, fingers pulling at his soft locks on top of his head. Mind going numb when he helps you ride out your orgasm, drinking everything your body has to offer to him.

When he removes his fingers from your dripping core, you take the breath of air, heart beating through your ears, heat spreading throughout your body and you can’t help but feel like the room became some degrees higher. It feels like you're floating in a warm space.

He thrives in the fact that he has you coming undone in mere minutes, He changes his tactic he used before now choosing to rub his slick wet fingers sloppily on your swollen clit while his tongue collected the juice seeping from your opening, beginning his journey on fucking you with tongue.

Wallowing in the pleasure in the mind buzzing from the aftermath of your orgasm he gave you. Legs shaking in overstimulation, you squirm the pleasurable feeling becoming too much to handle. He doesn’t let you up, only continuing his sweet assault on your delicate core.

“I can’t.” You cry out.

Fingers tugging more roughly on his hair you try to push his head away from your heat, it was no use, he was just too strong. He didn’t budge once just continuing his goal of making you come again from his mouth. Yunho wanted this for so long, to be buried in your cunt and he was gonna take full advantage of taking all of you, and bringing you new heights of pleasure.

Removing his hand holding you down, noticing you too weak to fight against him, he decides to release his cock from its restraint in his way too tight slacks now. Lazily pumped himself, smearing the precum that leaked out over his sensitive tip the feeling has him moaning around your pussy sending pleasure throughout your whole body forcing you involuntary clenching around his tongue. Legs weakling falling onto his shoulder, you didn’t even have strength to hold them up anymore.

It is not long before you’re coming again, a broken sob leaving your mouth, tears escaping your eyes rolling down the sides of your face.

“P-please, a second.” you beg legs feeling equivalent to jello, each jolt that ran through your body had your hips twitching at every touch.

Those two orgasm’s were literally earth shattering to you. You didn’t know what was left, right, up, or down. You were just drifting into the hot bliss that was Yunho.

Yunho finally decided to give you a break to get yourself together, he couldn’t have you passing out on him just yet. “You’re such a good girl for me baby, did so well just for me.”

Whimpering at the praise you blink away the blurriness in your sight seeing Yunho standing up looking down at you like he was about to destroy you tonight. He was finally gonna show you his love. His cock stood proudly and being so blinded with pleasure you never noticed him freeing himself.

Removing his suit jacket and unbuttoning his shirt removing the article of clothing. His lips meet you in an urgent kiss, clumsy fingers pulling at the straps of your dress and bra until your breasts are exposed. He pinched your right nipple until it hardened then doing the same to the other, alternating between them and kneading your tits. Your back arched into his touch wanting more of his touch.

“Ready?” He asks in the gentlest tone standing up again while his hands move down your body to rub your inner thighs until his thumbs start spreading your pussy lips, left thumb dipping into your entrance earning a moan from you just at the feeling of being filled. Even his thumbs were enough to get you leaking and going again. Removing his hands from you he sucks his thumb letting out a small groan.

“Definitely ready.”

Grabbing the base of cock he looks down watching as he nudges your clit with his tip, pulling back to repeat it until you're leaking your juices all over him.

“F-fuck baby, gonna fuck you so good.” The pleasure is out of this world for him, he was so high off the feeling of you, it felt so right. Deciding to put an end to the torturous pleasurable pain for both of you he finally slips his cock in with one solid thrust that has both of you moaning loudly.

Feeling him, the stretch of his cock felt so fulfilling. His tip kissing your cervix so perfectly. His thrust was urgent and quickly, hips stuttering and you know the events of tonight we’re getting to him and he was gonna cum any moment.

The way his cock hit your spot perfectly nudging you closer to your release with him, the pace was rough and frantic. One hand finding it way back to your breast tweaking your nipples while the other found it was to your abused clit playing with your sensitive nub desperately trying to bring you to the edge with him.

“Come with me baby.” It’s a breathless command but you take it with a loud moan finding the will to wrap your legs around him, wanting him closer—wanting more of his warmth.

Sounds of skin slapping, the table creaking, your screams was all that was heard through the whole apartment. Tears of ecstasy fill your eyes, your throat is dry from all the moans and screams, body edging closer to the sweet relief with every sloppy brutal thrust he gives you. The pleasure on your clit and pussy is blinding, it’s all you can think about. How good he was fucking you, how good his cock was making you feel. He knew your body well enough to get the best reactions out of you—like when he pinches and flicks your clit causing your legs to tense.

“You’re gonna come. I feel you squeezing me so tight.” Yunho shudders when you squeeze tighter, hips stuttering, fingers moving erratically on your clit. He wasn’t gonna last much longer. The pleasure was taking over him.

A harsh thrust and swipe at your clit has a loud cry leaving your lips as it throws you over the edge, dissolving into the overwhelming orgasm. Eyes rolling back, screams turned silent, you barely feel Yunho coming undone inside you with a string of curses and praises—way too fucked out to comprehend anything other than the pleasurable bliss.

Yunho brushes the damp hair on your forehead, breathing heavily. He takes in how you look up at the ceiling, a small fucked out expression on your face. He feels proud, never feeling better in his entire life.

“I love you.” He said, giving small pecks to the side of your jaw while he pulled out of you, pulling back to see his seed dripping from your swollen pussy a pleased smile on his face. “Such a good girl for me.”

“I love you too.”

The discomfort of.the table finally sets in and your skin feels clammy, you feel sweaty and exhausted but this is exactly what you wanted, such a nice dinner spent well.

“Let’s clean up, then we can sleep.” Your boyfriend kisses your sweaty forehead before picking you up and taking you to the shared bedroom but not without a small laugh when he hears you mumbles something about cleaning the table.

Laying in bed you looked at your boyfriend sleeping peacefully, so lovingly. After tonight’s events he seemed pretty worn out, you ditched the thought of sleep when you laid there and sleep didn’t come to you, it was coming slowly but taking its time. You didn’t mind one bit though, using the time instead to admire your boyfriend.

No matter the suspicions you had. You tried your best to keep yourself at ease. There was so valid evidence of what you thought could be possible. The news told you that the doppelgänger would kill without feeling any remorse, they were evil and only wanted to see others suffer. Surely you would have been dead if your boyfriend was to have been killed—he hadn’t been though. He was alive and laying right next to you sleeping. You were grateful for him, starting to feel bad that you had even begun to become suspicious of him when things had been stressful with everything going on. How could he not act weird and have outbursts in stressful situations like this?

Brushing his hair back, his hair had grown out a good amount due to the time in the house without leaving. Taking in his features, your eyes land on a scar you have never seen. You were sure you would have noticed the scar on the side of his forehead, or how his earlobe had holes in them, a lot of them. They were pierced.

You don’t even know how you went without noticing this until. All your time with Yunho you were sure your boyfriend never once had piercings, he spoke about them and how he would get them but he hasn’t been able to with everything happening in the world lately.

You remove your hand from his hair. Slowly making sure he wasn’t awake you searched for your phone in the darkness of your room around your bedside table. A memory hits you of when Yunho sent you pics of piercings he wanted on his ear just a few weeks ago.

The bed shifts causing you to snap your hand back before you can grab your phone. You freeze gulping, you really didn’t want your suspicions to be true. With your mind screaming at you every second to grab your phone quickly, you peek over to see Yunho still sleeping but this time he’s facing you instead of on his back.

Lips parted with soft breaths escaping at an even rhythm you make sure he’s asleep before grabbing your phone with more aggression than intended but you’re mad it even took you this long to find it.

This had to be the sign of something. All your suspicions began to skyrocket again. Just when you were gonna let them all go, all your suspicions were gonna be erased.

Frantically searching through your phone you click on Yunho’s messages re-reading through the texts. Your eyes flicker over messages where you see Yunho saying how he only wanted his lobe pierced since it would be his first time, he added how he was nervous to get them. He was such a softie, there couldn’t be any way he got all those piercing in such a short amount of time without any pain or even showing you them.

Searching for any pictures of you and your boyfriend in the past. A simple picture comes up. It's Yunho, one close up of him smiling looking at the sky. You remember taking this picture at a rooftop party your friends threw a few months prior. You took the picture from the side of him. The one you just caressed but in the picture you zoom in and notice something particular.

There’s no scar.

Blurriness ruins your eyesight as the tears build up in your eyes, the answer was clear now, and you were living in a delusion that he made up while taking advantage of you, for who knows how long.

“So I guess the cat’s out of the bag?”

Dropping your phone a loud gasp leaves your mouth in horror. Turning your head, you're face to face with him. Instead of the peacefully sleeping man you saw just a few seconds ago was not the one you see now. This time he wears an alarming grin with joyous eyes, nose barely touching one another. He tilts his head like he’s waiting for a response on his question.

How did you not hear him move? A voice screams at you in your head. You feel so dumb, scared, and hurt. You don’t think before you do anything you just fling the covers over yourself and run.

You try to make a dash to the door, heart pumping through your ears. Your adrenaline courses through your veins all while your brain and body trying to work together to get you to your goal of getting as far away from that—that evil thing.

The pain doesn’t hit you yet until your head is yanked back by your hair stopping all your movements as you feel your back collide with a firm chest.

“Ah, Ah, Ah. Where are you going?”

Dragging you back further into the room, he threw you, a little too easily on the floor.

Yunho never saw himself as a man who loves a silly little game of cat and mouse but if it was you it certainly perked his interest. Maybe he’ll let you try to get away just for the fun of chasing you back down but tonight wasn’t the night for that. You needed to understand you had hurt him with how you tried to leave, how could you disrespect him in such a way? After he went through all this extent of getting to you, to keep you.

“Don’t be fucking disrespectful answer my question.” His grip is back rougher this time in your hair lifting you up as if you were a rag doll.

“Away from you?” You don’t know what to say? You literally ran from him, there was no use in lying now. You didn’t want to play the games he wanted you to indulge in.

Nodding his head he doesn’t speak a word to you and you hope he would because the silence feels more scarier than anything. The dark room was a hard puzzle for you to solve, everything seemed so disoriented. His grip on your hair felt as though he was damaging your brain and any sense to see clearly.

His bare chest presses into your back when he feels he wants to lift you up from your knees by his hair.

Making you his own rag doll, literally.

Yunho drags you to the living room ignoring your cries when you trip over your feet trying to keep up, even continuing when he feels you stumble and fall, continuing to move along to the living room with you dragging behind him.

“I didn’t want to do thing’s this way baby, You know I love you with everything in me but you need to learn.”

The beat of your heart picks up more than you thought it could have ever beat in your life. Learn? What was he gonna do to you?

You can’t question yourself much longer when you find you and him in the kitchen rummaging through the cabinet with one hand. His other hand never once leaves your hair, never once easing his strength for you, if anything it felt he only tightened it when you moved uncomfortably.

Clawing, scratching his hand, squirming in his grip, did nothing but tired you out. He wasn’t paying attention to anything you were doing and you couldn’t see anything he did.

“Goodnight baby.”

The cloth covers your nose when he yanks your head back forcing your body between his and the cabinet no way you can escape his frame blocking you. He presses into you so strongly the cabinet digs into your skin inflicting pain on your back, but the chloroform does its job greatly. The last thing you see is the face of the love of your life before it all goes black.

“How long?”

In your current predicament, asking questions wasn’t the most ideal thing to do but when you’re tied to a chair in your own living room for who knows how long but your legs are tingling in numb sensation, something has to give. You feel you deserve to at least know how long he was playing house with you.

He raises his eyebrow at you, amusement written all over his face. After a grand total of three hours you finally decided to speak. He knew tying you up would cause you to be upset but he needed you to understand it was safer with him than out there. Yunho thought about his answer for a minute, “Hmm, Maybe I like keeping you in this guessing loop. Never knowing when I made myself present. Not knowing if it was me or him kissing, touching, fucking you. Who knows, maybe I've been here since the very beginning. Maybe I came earlier today and finally decided to show you what a real man can do. If you think of it, I’m giving you a little guessing game to play. Figuring out just exactly when I came in.”

“Stop! You sick bastard.” Screaming and shaking against the restraint of the chair you were forced in. The reality of actually knowing when you had been taken advantage of without even realizing it began to sit. The fact that you had so many suspicions made it so hard to pinpoint when your boyfriend was murdered and when the murderer became your boyfriend. Yunho began noticing as well from the look on your face.

“Don’t worry too much. At least you can agree that those times were very well spent.” He gives you a little wink along with the hint.

“Those?” Oh wow.

“Mhm” You can’t see him standing behind you but you feel him brushing the hair away from your face he hums, a small smile playing at his lips as if he was reminiscing in the memories of you cluelessly giving yourself to him.

Looking down you don’t want him to see the tears that want to fall for another second. The person you loved was gone and now literally replaced with his identical evil twin. You didn’t want to cry. It felt weak but the tears clouded your vision before you could even try to stop them—not that it was an option to do so with your hands tied behind the chair. You were filled with so much rage, immense sadness, and overwhelming grief.

“All those times I hope you know I never enjoyed it for you but for the man I loved. You knew that, that’s why you took advantage of me. You know I will never genuinely touch you, love yo—” Speaking every word was so hard to say with the lump that most definitely contained a long overdue sob ready to escape the depths of your throat.

A growl is heard and the tears finally stream down your cheek, much to your dismay when the sobs of pain leaves your throat. He forcefully yanks your head back so far you see him glaring at you with a deep scowl taking over his features.

He looks nothing like your loving boyfriend, but he looks exactly like him. It hurts.

He didn’t say anything for a moment, a long moment. You regain some strength to pick your head up when he lets go of your hair, through tears and aches all of it—you gloat in the fact that you hurt him. Anyone can easily see the pain in his actions, no matter how great he was at concealing it.

“I’d rather die than be here in this world with something like you.”

Maybe you’re tempting him? Maybe you’re acting like anyone in your situation would act? Maybe you’re using the only form of defense you have. Your words, you can merely try getting free and fight him but you know he would definitely bask in your struggles against him and these restraint, he would completely over power you. Your words were the only way to get to him. It wasn’t an effective defense mechanism but if you could just distract yourself from the pain of your true reality by continuing to talk and taunt the man behind all your pain was enough for you in this particular situation.

“Tsk.”

Disappearing from your sight, he leaves the living room and you see him make his way towards the kitchen. Your mind screamed at you to make an escape, unfortunately the pain in your wrist not only notifies you how tight they were put on but how secure it was.

A sound of metal utensils clashing alerts you. The hairs on your body begin to stand in fear. Would he actually?

It was one thing to die, a thing you had become content with. But you didn’t think how you would die, maybe somewhere inside you did want to die, yet you didn’t particularly want a painful torturous death. You just wanted the end result.

Coming back into view, knife in one hand, beer in the other. Yunho sits himself right in front of you on the couch, grey sweats, bare feet, shirtless, legs spread wide enough for you to fit perfectly between in your chair, and to your disgust, he looks hot. It messed with your head, how you still felt any ounce of attraction towards him. You don’t let the guilt get to you yet, simply reminding yourself that you are looking at an exact copy of your boyfriend who’s not your boyfriend but instead a murderer who killed your boyfriend.

Yunho takes your current state in, tied up with no power but yet you still decide to run your mouth and talk so much nonsense he actually considered cutting your tongue off just to get you to shut the fuck up but until remembering how good you were with using that particular muscle.

“You know. I did think of killing you in the beginning but that would be giving you what you want. I think I'll keep you in your own little personal hell.” Using the knife he opened the glass beer taking a swing. “Maybe I’ll lock you up, show you how much you need me. It takes the average human a week to die from dehydration and hunger but for some it can take up to weeks, months. If you want to die so badly I can leave you to rot…or maybe you’ll actually see, feel, understand how much you need me.”

Swaying the knife around as he talks has you tensing in the seat, rough rope digging into your bare legs. You wished you had more layers of clothes other than his oversized shirt. You can feel the cool tip of the knife brushing against your bare thighs here and there when he moves his hands when he speaks. He’s very expressive, insanely expressive with his body since his face holds no expression at all. Maybe annoyances?

“The cops will come.” It’s a small weak attempt of control, you know they won’t.

“You think the police are actually risking their lives for citizens. Use your brain Y/N, you’re a smart girl. You know they won’t, and if they did…I wouldn’t let them.” Yunho laughs at you, joyful that you think you could have any possible help. You should understand that nothing or anyone would keep him from you.

Tears interfere with your sight, no strength to hold them anymore—letting them freely flow.

“I hate you. I always will.” You spit at him. Your saliva hitting his chin, he doesn’t seem the slightest bit phased though.

“You’ll learn to love me like you loved him. I am him and better, can’t you see I'm the one who deserves to be loved by you. Yeah I killed him but it was truly about who wanted your heart more, I was and still am willing to do anything for it.” He moves his hand out the tip of the kitchen knife pressing into the tip of your nose.

“Please.” You can feel the pressure of the knife on your nose increasing, your heart beating too fast for your liking but you can’t hide how scared you are at this moment. You wanted to accept death and no matter how much you tried to tell yourself it would be better that way your human instincts were still intact, so the feeling of wanting to survive and not die still was present as much as you didn’t want to live.

“Please? I thought you’d rather die? What was that all about, baby?” He questions pushing the knife enough to nudge your head back, not enough to draw blood, yet. “You really hurt me back there, running off trying to leave me after I fought so hard to be the one here.”

Removing the knife from your face he places it on his lap, drinking more of his alcoholic beverage. Yunho watches you cry and sniff trying to clear your breathing ways, your whole demeanor opposite from earlier. He loves that he’s getting some progress in the direction he wanted, of course he knew it would always fall in his favor nevertheless he was worried how long it would take for you to cooperate with him. He already took all of you, what else could you do?

He had won, and he was drinking in celebration. Finally the act was done, no longer having to play the good guy act anymore, it was bliss for him.

“I don’t really like sharing my things.” Knife back in his hand he lifts the end of his shirt on you exposing your panties to him with the tip, you can’t do anything but let the tears fall onto the metal of the knife and your thighs as you let your fate set in.

“All mine.”

Yunho gives you that brightest smile, Clearly the happiest person in the room.

COMING SOON.