#so yeah semester break it is

[airenyah]

me once a week since the first ep of last twilight dropped: god p'aof shows just hit different 😭

[dykedvonte]

See like the only reason I think the others seriously believed Curly may have crashed the ship is cause he basically had a 30 Rock "I lie to myself" momentary breakdown in front of them after one too many mocktails and like completely forgot about it.

[mxbitters]

parents are funny the way they want you to be open and honest with them, supposedly, but when you are, it leads to some fucking confrontation that didn’t need to happen, and when that happens, it leads to something you weren’t ready to say coming out, then being coaxed out into a still very much controlled held-back version of describing your lifelong experience feeling shame for existing the way you do and not being “easy” or as good as like, your little sister, academically, or as capable of masking as anyone else, and THAT carefully worded recall of just the natural fucking feelings of growing up in a frankly abusive household, resulting in.. oh, sorry, YOUR FATHER crying as if he wasnt just trying to gaslight you into thinking he didnt tell you the other day to Improve Yourself As A Person (right before the conversation about his mother entering hospice so now guess who can’t fucking mourn without associating it with that!) and that he instead was saying Improve Your Situation

and then he like catches you like visibly dissociating, comments, you try and put it in very simple words what just happened (in the same manner you have pointed out every other little thing he does to invalidate your feelings, or as he’d put it, “your feelings” yes using air quotes) and he suddenly is a fucking Psychology Scholar And Didn’t Need You To Explain What The Defense Mechanism Even Was and oh then also admitting to doing harm in the past, saying he had apologized (wonder why i dont remember), your mother(actual psychology minor) getting all “i’m sorry you feel that way” and also after a long ass tangent about there being a difference between “shamed” and “ashamed” as if you didn’t mean the word you say, a thing you did make very clear, ONCE AGAIN FUCKING CRYING ABOUT YOU BEING OPEN AND HONEST FOR ONCE AND TELLING THEM THEY HURT YOU

[farfromstrange]

Little update under the cut.

I’ve been spending the last few days trying to get out of a very bad depressive episode. My thoughts were terrifying, and since this is my first depressive episode since moving out, it’s been a lot to deal with. I could barely get out of bed, been crying a lot, my apartment is a mess, but at least I managed to feed myself and take a few steps outside. It’s been months since I’ve last had an episode like that. Didn’t miss it at all. It kinda overwhelmed me a little because it was bad, and other than a few inconveniences nothing happened, so I retreated to figure shit out.

I’ve come to learn that patience is important, and I need to allow myself to heal. So, I’ve just been taking time to myself. I planned to update (I was excited to) but then depression decided to kick my ass five ways to Sunday (including major physical symptoms and messing with my menstrual cycle, which is a whole different issue in itself) and all writing inspiration went out the window. Obviously. I realize that this is just my brain’s way of telling me to slow down and focus on getting out of this, but it still sucks because I was so excited to get my mojo back.

I’m slowly getting better though, so trying to finish editing all fics/chapters one by one and posting them sometime this weekend/next week.

Anyway, just checking in. You can carry on now. Thank you <3

[newtness532]

im so annoyed with everything today, i think i need some tasty food and a million hours of sleep and then I'll be back to normal

[francisforever2014]

positivity cancelled i hate my life again

[cheesy09]

MLQC S2 Chapter 15 Reaction!

Okay, so now that my exams are over, and with the new chapters that just released, I thought that it was a good opportunity to speed run through the chapters that I hadn't finished up yet.

So we're starting up the reaction series again. Note that I'll only be covering Kiro chapters, so without further ado, let's dive right into it.

‼️Spoilers for Chapter 15 below ‼️

Context: MC and the guys are stuck in the Game of Hunters being carried out in the whole of Loveland City. Kiro is currently hiding as Helios after losing his hearing and MC doesn't know anything about it 😭

Ga... Gavin? Is that you?

KIRO!! Baby 😭

It's okay, I'll wait for you no matter what 🤧

Ah, yes... That chapter... 🫠💔

Kiro, I know things are a bit dangerous rn, but istg, don't change the subject!!

What the - You're teasing me. There's no way in hell I'm doing that!

....And she did it anyway 🤦🏽‍♀️

[todayisafridaynight]

ignore if you don't give one for my streams Anyways potential stream schedule goin forward Just Until I Finish Judgement

thursday i'll stream judgement from like. 3:30 ~ 7:30

friday'll be 4:30 ~ 8:30

saturdays will be the usual 3:30 ~ . fuckin whenever LMAO art stream i do

[ghostlyheart]

Hoping and praying there is no one at work tomorrow please I can't handle human interaction

[corpsentry]

replying to ao2 comments from 2019. hope my old readers know i am not dead i just got a gf

[saturn-sends-hugs]

WIP tag game!

Rules: In a new post, post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

i was tagged by the lovely @sees-writes!

ok listen.... firstly my wip titles are chaos, and secondly if you know me for my star wars content (seeing as that's all i've posted lol), i should tell you that i've been more into hermitcraft/the life series rn so the two wip's up top are for that!

Walking on ice (???)

PLANNING the rancher boys go evil or ok mostly just one of them goes evil (sorry tango)

Horror Batch fic - Luna Daemonium

bounty hunter fives

warm-up doc - (there's one in here that never got a seperate doc, but it's actually abt kanan and ezra? idk but i thought it might turn into something)

no pressure tags: @the-bi-space-ace, @floundrickthewayfarer, @inkstainedhandswithrings, @gentle-hero-blog (ik you have some lol), and @nobody-expects-the-inquisitorius

[mainfaggot]

I put our birthdays into those astro chart compatibility calculators and the two sites both said we would make a really good couple. the crush is BACK ON ‼️(i am a teenager who is delusional. i am a twenty year old loser. I am insane. I am not free. whatfuckingever) my week long apathy towards the whole thing is over

[dyketennant]

i think next semester is finally going to be the one that gives me a heart attack and kills me 💞

[kanene-yaaay]

Hmmm life sucks so u know what that means

Time for the FLUFFIEST HURT/COMFORT hidden in my bookmarks

[just-a-girl-with-a-pistol]

More reference studies woooo

[caroloftheshells]

so many things to grade in the next ~24 hours and i am SO tired from teaching as well as the makes-you-tired disease but we're going to do the bare minimum of grading and call it a day ig