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𝐬𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬 | 𝐬.𝐫𝐞𝐢𝐝
𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: after prentiss leaves, someone has to take care of her cat. you decide to share the responsibility between the two of you, leading the people around you to some strange conclusions.
𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬/𝐭𝐰: spencer reid x diva!chemist reader, mini absurd arguments, spencer texting her at 3 a.m. just to infodump about cats (theyre too sweet i cant), theyre completely in their parents era, proof that my sense of humor is silly, diva pov in the final scene!
𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬: 2.3k
𝐚/𝐧: this idea was suggested to me in a comment when i asked for fic ideas for the marathon—basically i think two people mentioned something about the return of that little kitten 🫶🏼
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“Are you sure you’ve got everything?” she asked, turning her head toward him.
Reid, sitting in the passenger seat of her car (her wonderful car…), sighed and closed his eyes.
“You should’ve asked me that when we were still at my apartment,” he muttered. “Then I could have checked. But I’m pretty sure I’ve got everything—like the litter box, the food…”
“A silk pillow?”
“Since when do cats need silk pillows?”
“Well, maybe other cats don’t, but mine does. The delicate fabric is the best for her fur.”
“And she’s still going to sleep on the shelf in the bathroom. Or the fridge. Anywhere but there. It’s a cat.”
She hesitated for a moment, but decided not to push. A brief explanation of what it was actually about—a while ago, they had both saved a kitten they found on the street. Neither of them had the time or the means to care for it, so it ended up in good hands with Emily. But when Prentiss accepted the job at Interpol and moved to London, it became necessary for someone else to take care of the kitten. Her second cat, Sergio, was taken in by Penelope, but she couldn’t adopt both, so they came up with the idea of sharing the responsibility.
This meant the cat would spend a few days with Reid and a few days with her, depending on their plans, schedules, and simply the time they had. It was a fairly new arrangement, so Spencer was about to take the cat in for the first time, and he felt as though it was much more serious than it really was.
After the first night, she literally came over in the morning to check if all her precious one's needs had been met and if she was well cared for. As it turned out, of course, everything was fine, and since she was already there, they went to work together.
“By the way,” she began, just as Reid reached for the car door (her wonderful car…!), which made him turn back toward her, hand paused midair. “I’m not convinced about that food Prentiss was giving her.”
Spencer barely held back an eye roll. Most of her concerns (and there were a lot of them) were entirely unfounded.
“It was fine. The vet recommended it himself.”
“But it didn’t look very good.”
“That’s because it’s cat food. It’d be weird if you thought it looked appetizing.”
“We’ll come back to that. Last thing—I had a few things delivered to your place…”
“To my place?”
“Yep. A harness, a leash, a bowl…”
“She already has a harness and leash. And I have bowls at my apartment…”
“Yeah, but these are nicer. Red with gold accents. They’ll match her black fur.”
“I’m genuinely starting to worry about you.”
“Why? Is it so wrong that I don’t want my baby getting laughed at by the other kids for wearing outdated clothes?”
“She’s a cat. Cats don’t laugh at each other for wearing outdated clothes. That kind of mean behavior is strictly human.”
“Say what you want, but I saw those judgmental looks last time I took her out for a walk.”
“You should be teaching your child that her worth isn’t tied to clothes or material things.”
“She knows that. And soon she’ll also learn that her father’s a cheapskate who doesn’t want her to have cool accessories.”
Spencer ended the conversation with a wave of his hand, deciding the level of absurdity had officially gone too far.
“We’re about to be late,” he pointed out, glancing at his watch.
She gave him a wounded look, as if time were a concept he’d personally invented just to get rid of her. Still, the fact remained—they really were about to be late.
They stepped out of her car (her wonderful... ha! Not this time) (...her wonderful car...) and almost immediately ran into Morgan’s surprised stare.
His takeaway coffee cup froze halfway to his lips.
“Since when do you two show up to work together?”
They exchanged a glance. Spencer’s was mildly awkward; hers was completely unfazed.
“Good morning, Morgan. Nice to see you too. That’s usually how these things start,” she replied in a lecturing tone, to which their friend only rolled his eyes.
“Good morning and all that. So?”
Spencer decided to step in, offering his own explanation—he wanted everything to be clear, no misunderstandings, and most importantly, no two weeks of Morgan shooting him those suggestive looks from beneath raised eyebrows.
“She was already leaving my apartment this morning, so we figured we’d just come in together,” he said plainly.
Morgan did exactly what Spencer had hoped to avoid—he shot him a suggestive look from beneath raised eyebrows.
She, too, fixed her gaze on him, the corner of her mouth curling with mild pity.
“Leaving each other’s apartments in the morning…I’ve gotta say, you two surprise me, but I can’t say it’s unexpected,” Derek commented, completely ignoring Reid’s emphatic head-shaking.
Before he could get another word out, he was silenced with a wave of her hand.
“Better not make it worse,” she told him, then sighed and turned to Morgan. “We just have a baby together.”
Spencer stared at her, wide-eyed.
“And I’m the one making it worse?”
Morgan shook his head at them with a small smile and simply walked off, calmly sipping his coffee.
Naturally, Spencer hurried after him.
“A cat! We have a cat together…!”
*
Spencer barely noticed Hotch’s arrival or the fact that the whole team had gathered—he was far too absorbed in the book he was reading.
Alex had been a little surprised by his choice of subject, but he’d explained that lately, he’d been reading a lot about cats. That was just the way he was. He felt a constant need to expand his knowledge, especially in areas that directly affected his daily life.
It had been two weeks since they’d taken the cat in together, and while he had grown used to the added presence in his apartment on certain days, he was still learning fascinating things about these creatures—either from personal experience or through books and articles.
Whenever he came across something particularly interesting, he made a mental note of it to share with her later. That is, with his colleague in shared cat ownership. In shared responsibility for Marie. Since they were doing this together, they needed to be equally educated.
And since there was quite a lot to learn, he eventually started texting her things like:
The claws on a cat’s back paws aren’t as sharp as the claws on the front paws because the back ones don’t retract and, as a result, get worn down.
To which he would receive replies like (which gave him a strange internal delight he would never admit out loud):
really?? going to check wait
Only for five minutes to pass in silence—until a new message popped up:
can’t check, she’s sleeping. you should be too, it’s 3 a.m
Spencer mentally bookmarked the exact page and line where he’d left off so he could return to it later.
In the meantime, Penelope stood before the team, remote in hand, ready to brief them on their next case. But before she could say a word, someone else walked into the room—despite the fact that the whole team was already there.
Funny. He’d just been thinking about her.
“I looked into what you asked me about,” she said, her eyes focused solely on Garcia, not sparing even a passing glance in his direction.
Not that it was particularly strange. Even though they hadn’t seen each other yet that day. It’s not like he always looked for her face first, in every room he happened to walk into.
In any case, she handed Penelope a few papers.
“I adore you, I swear,” Penelope gushed, accepting the papers with heartfelt gratitude.
“I know you do. Oh—and I know you didn’t ask for this, but I figured it was worth looking into, and I actually found something interesting. Take a look…”
She launched into something connected to their new case. Reid reached for the case files, flipping through them quickly to catch up with what she was referencing.
His gaze moved in a steady rhythm—from her face, to the page he was reading, and back again—following the cadence of her voice.
At one point, she caught the look he gave her and tilted her head slightly, a thoughtful expression forming on her face. She didn’t say anything, just kept talking about the case, and their eyes didn’t meet again until she was already at the door.
With one finger raised, she spun on her heel, as if something had just occurred to her. That finger landed squarely on him.
Curious about what she was about to say, Reid straightened in his seat. And then…
“I hope you remember the castration appointment. Six o’clock. You better be there early,” she said briskly before walking out of the room.
Every gaze in the room—unified like a single entity—turned toward his now unnecessarily upright figure.
Spencer’s fingers fidgeted with the papers in his hands, one drifting to his mouth as he cleared his throat.
“We…have a cat now…”
*
You stirred your coffee absentmindedly, eyes never leaving the test results spread out in front of you. Someone appeared at your side, and you knew exactly who it was—even without turning your head.
Over time, you had learned to recognize the people who regularly stepped into your lab—their footsteps, the way they moved, even the sound of their breathing.
This one was new. Quiet, almost shy. He’d only just joined your team, and he was young, with those perpetually shadowed eyes that always seemed to drift around the room in a distant sort of way. Judging by those eyes alone, one could assume he was constantly contemplating the essence of human suffering—and quietly mourning all eight billion souls, one by one.
But truthfully, he had the makings of a brilliant chemist. All he needed was a little more confidence.
“Um, you wanted to see me,” he reported, hands clasped behind his back. Or at least, that’s what you assumed he was saying—he usually stood like that until your stare reminded him he looked like a lost calf, and then he’d shift his posture in embarrassment.
“Indeed. Take these to Dr. Reid.”
You handed him the analyzed results, and he gave a simple nod. He returned ten minutes later, once again taking his place silently by your side, waiting to be noticed.
By then, you were already done with your coffee, fully immersed in your work, and you gave him only a brief nod—enough of a signal that he, too, should get back to it.
“Dr. Reid asked me to tell you…” Winchester began, looking even more awkward than usual. “That unfortunately, he won’t be able to take Marie this weekend.”
You sighed in frustration, and he nearly jumped, thinking it was directed at him.
“We agreed to take turns looking after her every weekend. Does he really have to change it at the last minute?” you muttered under your breath, mentally noting to call him and yell — just on principle. Because honestly, nothing was stopping you from taking the cat for the weekend.
But doing it this way was just more fun.
Winchester nodded and started assisting you with your work, occasionally swallowing nervously, as if trying to find a topic of conversation.
He seemed to live under the impression that whenever you were silent, you were probably planning to destroy the galaxy you all lived in — so he always tried to make awkward small talk, which, truth be told, he had no real desire for as a self-declared introvert.
“So…” he began hesitantly. “Her name is Marie? Is that after…?”
“Marie Skłodowska Curie? That’s right, point for you,” you replied, pausing for a moment as something crossed your mind, making the corners of your lips curl up unintentionally. “Although, at first, it was Albert. We thought she was a male. Blame Spencer and his bad vision,” you snorted.
Winchester looked genuinely shocked.
“How...how could you...what about the doctors?” he stammered, still trying to process the situation.
“What's wrong with them?”
“Didn't they tell you that you...have a beautiful little girl?”
“They did. But we thought it was a boy at first.”
“O-okay,” he muttered, suddenly opening his mouth like he had just realized something. “Oh, okay, now I get it. And, well, I admire you. A home birth must’ve been…tough.”
Only then did you look up at him, raising an eyebrow. He looked like he deeply regretted not keeping his mouth shut, but at the same time, had no idea where he had gone wrong. He scratched his head.
“Sorry if that's a sensitive topic.”
“Our cat would be a sensitive topic?” you asked, trying to hide your amusement because the sheer panic on his face was almost comical. It was reminiscent of Reid’s mortified expression when he tried desperately to conceal that something you did or showed him embarrassed him—though his cheeks gave him away.
“Your…your...I thought...I thought Marie was your and Doctor Reid’s child,” he stuttered, panicking. “And that...I don’t know, you’re divorced or something...should I just shut up now?”
You stared at him for a moment, as if he were battling with himself to close his eyes, as if that would make him disappear.
“Yeah, that’d be probably the best best”
Lmaoo Winchester = Whitaker from the pitt this is exactly what I had in mind while writing
#criminal minds#spencer reid criminal minds#spencer reid fanfic#spencer reid#spencer reid x reader fluff#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid x you#doctor spencer reid#criminal minds fic#diva reader ♱#diva reader marathon 💄
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i have an old wip of aizawa secretly bringing in someone with an illusion quirk and putting 1-A in groups of two and running a training course with them and making them think something’s gone wrong and they have to watch it kill him so he can prepare them for not only seeing someone die in the field but it also being their fault… i wish i could finish that
#you didnt know about the illusion quirk until he ‘died’ with the first group then it switches to him watching them cry over his dead body#i had mic with him and saying ‘this is cruel shouta’ and aizawa agreeing but neither of them stopping the exercise#bc both of them wouldve given anything for oboros death to be fake#and also to have some kind of idea what to do with themselves afterwards#1a is pissed at aizawa for doing it and he doesnt blame them but also says they have the comfort of knowing it wasnt real#‘i was 16 the first time i watched someone die. i was 19 the first time it was my fault’#just a real underground hero prepping them for the realistic and awful world theyre heading into#this is an old wip this is like pre dabi reveal i think#i just had so much else to work on i didnt get around to it#then i didnt know how to make it more than a concept#then i fell out of my mha hyperfixation ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ it be like that some times#i still have so many old mha wips maybe ill go back to them one day#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#go beyond plus ultra#mha#bnha#my hero academia#aizawa#eraserhead#class 1a#dadzawa#deku#izuku midoriya
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Going over the whole byler fight in S4 BUT, its not going to be serious AT ALL, BECAUSE IVE HAD IT WITH THOSE TWO, LIKE, HOW CANT THEY REALIZE THEYRE IN LOVE WITH EACHOTHER AAAA they're so stupid, I love them.
"Yeah, but you knew that she was having trouble for like a year! And you didnt tell me."
"I didnt know she was lying to you!"
MICHAEL, MY BOY, are you seriously acusing Will, of all people, after how you were with him in S2, ABOUT THE LIES, YOUR GIRLFRIEND TOLD YOU? The closet is starting to get a bit transparent
"Which is why you decided to be a douche to her all day?"
"I wasnt being a douche!"
BUT OF COURSE YOU WERENT WILL, MIKE KNOWS HE IS A DOUCHE, uh kinda, ITS MIKE QUEELER PROYECTING HIMSELF ONTO YOU. Its like in that rain breakup scene, I mean, like in the completly heterosexual discusion you had with Will in S3
"You were! You were, you were rolling your eyes, you were moping, you were barely talking. You basically sabotaged the whole day"
OKAY uh, this already is to much, like, the closet didnt become completly clear but it simply faded. I just, oh my god- OKAY, first of all you were being kind off a creep, like bro didnt stop staring at Will at any moment. Mike could describe perfectly every face Will has done through the day, he literally exposed himself. Milevens be tripping thinking that this mf is straight. AND THEN the fact that Mike's day is ruined because Will was feeling down is yet again another proof that he might like him more than a friend, like, no duh. AND LASTLY, of course Mike would only care for Will, blaming him or not, he doesnt gaf about how El might feel or about how she was bullied the entire time in Cali💀 Its just Will whats in his head.
"Well, she was lying to you Mike! Straight (i beg to differ) to your face ever since you got here! And Ive been a total third wheel all day, its been miserable. So sorry if I wasnt smiling."
"Yeah whatever man..."
WHATEVER MAN?? WHAT- MADRE MIA MIKE QUE OSTIA TIENES ME CAGO EN TODO. ITS NOT WILL'S FAULT YOU CANT ACCEPT YOUR HOMOSEXUALITY.
"What about us?"
"What?"
Oh its about to go down.
"You're mad that I didnt talk to you?"
YES HE IS
"Seems that you made it super clear that you're not interested in anything I have to say"
NO CAUSE BRO WAS LITERALLY PAYING ATTENTION TO YOU THE WHOLE DAY, HOW CAN HE NOT CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU SAY? THE FACT THAT WILL DIDNT TRY TO TALK MUCH TO MIKE IS THE THING THAT MADE HIM SUPER PISSED OFF IN THE FIRST PLACE.
"Thats just not true"
I mean, at least he is being honest about some things.
"You called maybe a couple times! Its been a year Mike. Meanwhile El has like a book of letters from you."
"Thats because she is my girlfriend Will!"
Yeah fr Will, he is trying to be undecover leave him by😔
"And us?"
Now we getting into the good part.
"We're friends. We're friends" Repeating it twice not only to convince himself but also in case if it also becomes true. Double or nothing.
"Well we used to be best friends."
'In the closet' starts playing
...
That last part was simply to much, and enough Byler proof for me. WHY DID MIKE PANIC WHEN WILL ASKED HIM ABOUT "THEM"? WHY DID MIKE HAD TO REAFFIRM THEY'RE FRIENDS WHEN ITS CLEAR THAT THEY ARE? AND WHY IS MIKE (Jesus Christ its only Mike💀) IN A DEFENSIVE TONE?? what is the justification for all of that if he wasnt a queer kid unable to face being gay in the 80's? Its either that or terrible writting and we know that the Duffers dont dissapoint with the scripts.
And also, bruh, the song, THE GOD DAMN SONG. PLEASE I truly do NEED a mileven trying to justify why is the song called "In the closet". Where Mike and Will are fighting and they bring up their feelings. Please Milevens come up to me and explain it.
Thats basically all lmao, ty if you actually red this whole silly thing. 💙💛
#gay#byler#mike wheeler i know what you are#stranger things#byler endgame#mike wheeler#byler analysis#will byers
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the worst part about people i talk to irl telling me i should monetize my art is they always say it in the same way someone would if they were telling me to read. this sucks bc when someone tells you to read you can say stuff like "ok what are u suggesting i read" or "where can i find that book" and they will have a conversation with u about it but if someone tells you to sell art and you say something like "what are you suggesting i sell" or "where should i sell it" they will just. repeat that you should monetize your art and give you A Look
#alpaca.txt#so what theyre doing is just. coming over and saying:#'hey u should do this thing u dont know how to do' and being shocked when i respond with 'cool how do i do it'#its especially frustrating bc these people KNOW ME. and know i have pretty much 1 skill (drawing) and that i dont know how to do things!!!#theres NEVER a follow up theres Never 'oh u should make stickers/posters/take commissions'#or 'ive seen people selling art at x place/website'#i swear its like they think knowing how to draw magically gives u the ability to run a business without any advice setting it up
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It's actually so heartbreaking that in the temperance ending Johnny just.. leaves. Gets all these calls, maybe even texts, from people who don't know the extent of what happened. Who are accusing him, that are mad at him. Especially in the frame of reference that this was V's last wish. That it was V who gave the body up. That it was V who wanted this, wanted to save Johnny, Johnny essentially powerless to stop them ('just scared for ya').
And the thing is.. Johnny just lets everyone. Lets them make their own conclusions, lets them be mad at him. Lets them blame him. Lets them think, that after the love of his life the person who's ever wholly understood or cared about him the most like no other ever could had 'died', that it's his fault, that he could do that to them... Or just lets them think the worst of V as their final lasting impression or mark on this world. Doesn't try to defend himself nor V. He just leaves. Just takes it.
And you would think. You would think the one he would at least tell is Kerry. That the one to actually understand the most would be Kerry. I don't think any of the other love interests could get the whole engram situation like him, they don't have that personal history or connection to the code on the relic like he did after all. Kerry knew Johnny. Enough at least. But Johnny doesn't tell him, and Kerry just thinks V ghosted off on him and Johnny just lets him think that. And it just makes you wonder.. why would Johnny do that? Why would he do any of this?
#is this his way of grieving too? what is he getting out of this? does he want anything out if it? is this what he wants? was this?#wish i could say something more profound about it#but i literally woke in a cold sweat thinking about it 💀 and just needed to get this out#this is also obvi under the scenario of high affinity + v giving the body up willing for johnny + silverv (bc i said so)#(UGH and the way that it can always be argued that V giving up the body willing is just the engram doing its job#rewriting enough of their consciousness. far enough in the convergence. to influence them that this is what they wanted.#and YOU KNOW johnnys torturing himself over that the next few months in that shitty apartment holed up#and grieving in a life and world that has changed so much in the years he was gone with no remnant nothing of his previous life#no support system no friends no V#just him and the ghost he carries the face of and the impression theyre not really gone that they're still there)#((the horror of your life revolving around the tragedy of a loss of autonomy so great it creates an obsessiveness that gets you killed#just for someone to 'willingly' give up their autonomy to save your life.#your life (the fresh start of a new one at that) yet again hallmarked by a loss of autonomy so great it is unquantifiable#things coming full circle. the tail end eaten by the other.#the kind of grief that spurs from a debt so unpayable. so big.#the grief and horror and tragedy of being saved by the thing that killed you the first time around.))#(((ANGUISH)))#it makes me SICK thinking about these two in literally any capacity#they could be in the most dullest archetypal domestic ass conventional relationships n ill still find reasons to make myself sick over them#silverv#cyberpunk 2077#johnny silverhand#v cyberpunk#masc v#fem v#female v#male v#nonbinary v#kerry eurodyne#ult speaking
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#polls#personally i dont like it but thats only because i dont like fandom. the type of stuff that gets the most attention#in fandom usually just annoys me idk. how to explain it in a way that wont come off as me saying#fanfic or whatever is evil its just the fact that it just bombards alot of the conversations?#i prefer it when the thing i like has 10 fans and theyre all on one message board or forum#like for example mtvs downtown is getting popular but apart from annoying#'me and the mid nerd guy i copped by being weird and sexy' posts its not awful....#but then smth like... clone high or smth i suddenly cant remember ppl just got so annoying abt that show??#like i cant stand it i dont even bother watching it anymore plus its just weird to me now like i can't watch it regardless#im just rambling but personally i do not like it. like i dont want what i like to get a revival#i dont want anything new! i just want to enjoy the thing and move on 😭#fandom seems to prioritize shipping and memes over evaluating or simply just enjoying something!#this goes for anything. music film tv books....
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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falls to the ground. my favorite song is one that i looked at back in early march and went oh, this works well for ragatha... and im listening to it again and i DO still think it fits ragatha a lot. but it ALSO fits gangle. but i dont wanna put the same song on two character playlists from the same series, so im just gonna keep it on ragathas. either way it mainly fits manager gangle specifically but not the entirety of her. i think it fits ragatha more generally
#the song is the universe is going to catch you <3 its been my favorite song for like five years#funny considering i was like JUST talking about how i like loud music and this song is NOT loud at all HAHA#it just has a special place in my heart#but like. the song fits well w like... zooble to gangle#the last lines in particular feel fitting for ep 4#'everything glowed. took you into the air / and the arms of the universe kept you from falling#but after that happened those arms did not come back / so when you leapt up and nobody caught you your neck broke'#i mean. gangle ended up fine in the end so its not quite 1:1... but that truck man. that truck#but ALSO. the self destructiveness under the guise of Everythings Gonna Be Okay is VERY ragatha#just.... in general. thats a huge part of her. and its a huge concept in the song#its blatant even just in the NAME of the song#(i mean theres another very similar reading of the song that isnt quite exactly this. its not necessarily a positivity thing#can be a more general ignorance to consequences. but imo the underlying reason for a person to say everythings gonna be ok#doesnt change that thats what theyre saying and that they are not correct)#but like the lines 'youve been a hollowed-out apple though youre standing up straight'#and 'come back inside to this house to your home / made of steel-structured styrofoam. nobodys out there'#they fit i think...#...though the ending has unfortunate implications for any character U_U#ask to tag#i SWEAR im not forcing my fav song to fit characters i like. i think i just like a song that epitomizes traits i like in character HAHA#ive had MANY characters ive loved over the yrs who ive gone. hey wow why does this song fit them so well!#(its because theres a specific concept i like seeing different executions for and its characters being reckless#despite doing what they think is best. theyre just either flat out wrong. or right but in a way thats gonna have awful consequences#mostly for themself but also for others who care about them)#ANYWAY
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every time someone calls the smallest amount of black eyeshadow alt makeup an angel is killed brutally
#‘oh but ___ is about music and-‘#well you just said alt makeup.#which means what we’re focusing on here is the makeup.#which is not alt.#YOURE NOT DOING ALT MAKEUP IT’S OKAY TO SAY THAT#alt isnt even an umbrella term for alternative it’s become a whole new thing#like ekids#everybody wants to ACT like theyre different but don’t want the stigma that comes with it#so instead of reworking social norms we just turn down real subcultures to fit mainstream#THAT’S NOT ALTERNATIVE ANYMORE!!!!#<<R3B3L G1RL>>#ozzy is intoxicated#tag rant over
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i hope newsies uk knows this move will never not piss me off they were not slick & this was in fact weird as hell! fix it before u come back!!
(clarice is not here bc im using the program after cast change btw. the girls were already on tv. it was not a “surprise” anymore. they were just ….)
#couldnt hire a correct amounf of girls and then proceeded to treat them like this..#our beef is FOR REAL!!!!#thanks for a great cast tho wish they were treated the way they deserved to be#this is just tacky tho like be so fucking for real with me#i cant stand the way this production was ran#and i hope when it does come back its completely new ppl#(it wont be)#(they cant even come back after saying next year lmao)#(no one knows what theyre doing over there)#newsies#spot conlon
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so I work two jobs, at an auto parts store and a cafe and I've noticed that people at the parts place think im a dude and the cafe customers assume im a girl its so interesting to see
#i had someone at the car place refer to me saying 'he- she- uhh sorry idk what to call you'#im pretty sure i just said 'pick one' which must have confused her so bad 💀#i appreciate you pronouns lady#also something interesting im seeing is that people respect me more at the parts store when they think im a guy#also its fun when people call me buddy hehe idk if thats just an appalachia thing but its like#what older people say to younger people#idk how old i look to people who think im a guy lmao but i guess they think im a teenager#i do have teenager voice syndrome right now unfortunately 💀#omg its so funny (uh and a little scary) when customers refer to me as 'he' to my coworkers and theyre confused 😅#theyre all rural conservatives so im a little spooked at whats gonna happen when i come back to work after being away for 3 months#cause hopefully ill be more clearly masculine#they havent asked me about it and im not telling them lmao#im the only 'girl' there right now 💀 oops#actually customers call me 'the female' 🙃 LOL#i stay silly tho#i look forward to every tuesday bc thats when i give myself my T shot :)#i have to go get bloodwork done soon oh no#for my hormone levels#if u read this far ily its nice to know youre interested in my rambling#i reduced my dose of anxiety/depression/general mood stabilizer med and i regret it so hard rn ive been SO anxious#pray for me#ok life story over bye#have a nice day#drink some water#mine
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also i like the prime broadcasts positivity about the leafs... it's been sorely lacking... but they don't know leafs puck very well, it's kinda funny
#like they get the features for sure and its fun to have ppl included but#the way it feels like theyre shoehorned into talking abt certain aspects or players at certain times is so interesting.#makes me wonder what theyre doing as prep beforehand lol#ik the prime is Home Team oriented so like thats the focus but fklsdj#hearing them tlak abt mitch defensively last night was so funny like yeah maybe if uve watched him only under berube ud come to those#conclusions but fldjsklf... hes been defensively with it in a BIG way for this team for years#having a segment post game abt willy who did. next to nothing most of the game. like it felt preplanned to do that idk. it was all just#weirdly stilted and novice#ill take it over sn/tsn buying into eveyr negative talking point there is BUT. why cant we get a real homer broadcast lol#also them not being able to get auston for the interview despite saying it was him on the rundown of intermission like ? hm.#was funny tho that we sucked so bad they kept havng to just show the first goal as like the only positive there for a bit.. thank u stolie#idk im impressed with the access but unimpressed with the knowledge of the commentary even tho its complimentary lol#'mitch is so smart' and then not going into why#or 'they have great chemistry' like was it THAT or was it actually a huge defensive gaffe by chicago that lead to a goal#wheers the HOCKEY TALK.. its just so funny lkJFKDLS i miss mike johnson sorry#give me some insight... also the play by play isnt great
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this isnt what i usually post on this blog but I'm already sick of all the memes and 'jokes'. I am almost certainly leaving the fandom for good now because of the book of bills release and NO it is not because billford's community has an influx of supporters.
So the worship and romanticization of asylums and other abusive practices for mental health have been steadily gaining traction in recent years, especially with the rise of tiktok's toxicity.
SO many people, especially younger people, regularly talk about how they want lobotomies or how women they don't like should be lobotomized. They get tattoos of lobotomy like it's some quirky fun thing and not one of the most horrific tortures someone can endure.
These same people, ESPECIALLY leftists, will look at anyone they disagree with or don't like and say "get institutionalized, loser" or "et therapy" and it's always in a mocking way. it's always in a policing way.
because these people know that mental wards strip everyone of their freedom and their bodily autonomy. they know these places arent for healing--theyre for silencing.
So the amount of people i see treating bill being institutionalized like a good thing---even the writers and alex himself?
Yeah. Im out ✌🏼
#you people try to act quirky and say you like weird stuff and you like crazy people and hate normies#but then when someone isnt a normie and actually does want to change things in radical ways you want to put them in an asylum#i do not want to interact with any of you people!#i still love gravity falls (obviously) but im just... so over the fandom at this point.#even people who LIKE bill are trying to act like this is all a good thing#guess what asylums dont help :) they almost always make things worse!#so in reality if bill ever got out he would just be 100x worse and more vengeful than before! congrats.#Play stupid games get stupid prizes!#gravity falls#antipsych#i seriously dont understand why anyone things mental wards are in any way different than how they used to be a hundred yeears ago.#because they arent. at all. like literally at all.#they forcefully medicate you with pills that you dont need and that actively harm you bc random ass nurses diagnose you with#someething different every other day and ust give you a new pill for every diagnosis#i know someone who was put on antipsychs when not only do they not have a psych disorder but they had a heart condition and#nearly died bc of it. I myself was put on three different pills the very night i went in. they never#even hesitated to wait and see if i would have a bad reaection or if i reeally needed it.#bc why would they when heavily meedicating you makes you unable to think or reaelize what theyre doing is extremely unethical?#i saw multiple people held down and strapped to their beds and given sedatives for doing nothing at all. For simply asking questions.#I saw staff harass and mock and disrespect very speciifc kids (specifically the poc kids.)#I saw staff lie and try to incite fear in other kids and myself.#one of them told me the night before i was cleared for release tat if i said 'im fine' at any point they would keep me for another month.#and that if i didnt continue to take the meds (ssris) that i was overdosing on that they would come grab me in a van and bring me back#against my will.#Keep in mind i was here based off of lies. There was no real reason for me to be in that asylum.#So yeah. literally dont come on this post trying to defend asylums bc i PROMISE you i have more experience in the reality than you#ever could.#Theyre horrible and romanticising it even against a fictional villain is repulsive behavior.
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#i needed some minutes to get my thoughts together but this is a more cohesive ... thing of what i feel? idk#i feel like theres just no balance. obvs they debuted at a difficult time and it wouldve been hard to push it back bc of the members etc#its either theyre ignored (quite literally) or they get fucked over. why is there no balance between keeping their essence and also promo#like its SM's fucking fault that they didnt reach their actual potential. and it's their fault on how they handled lu/as' scandal.#if you weren't going to add him back to the group. why did you waste almost two years of their time for no reason? i just dgi. it always#makes me feel sad to see that clip of ten spoiling phantom at a kick back stage. they had their next cb planned like... idek#i feel from omy onwards when they shifted under prism. theyve had a different sound and their focus feels just on the kn audience#which is WILD. they have 127 and dream as it is. and it was a wayv song that got cn banned from being sung on national tv so... ?#sm wants cn money but no effort with their cn group. and this comeback has just pissed me off ngl. i like the songs and the aes but what#is the aim? what audience are we trying to cater to? krn? global? cn? okay. you fucked up in the past but look at what the fans are saying#what they like. phantom was their cb and it broke records. personal and otherwise. why arent we sticking to this? why arent are there no cn#bsides. and ill never forgive them for blaming wayv and kun. i really never will.#and about the sc situation. i think he can do as he pleases and im happy with whatever he picks. but the purposeful sabotaging of wayv & him#shifting the dates so he cant participate. .. SM you'll implode by my hand i promise. and then his fans coming to shit on wayv like they#personally told him not to participate. ridiculousness from both sides.#i don't think its that hard to experiment but also stay with what was liked originally. if theyre a chinese group. give them some cn songs.#to add on. i personally believe they shifted the dates bc lu/as debut was a complete money waste and they desperately needed another avenue.#egg.co
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i’m pretty surprised that you can be in a fandom without really checking the tags regularly for new content or discussions that’s pretty impressive
ive got twitter for that and twitter has shown me enough as is
#snap chats#i dont even check twitter specifically for rgg its just that my algorithms been formed that way cause friends send me tweets#on the real though jvALEKJEKL ive always. how you say. played with dolls alone#so being alone online isnt hard or anything particularly 'impressive' to me its just how i roll#ive always lived in my head i guess- with my interests that is. its fun up there vlkeajkla#i still like to hear from other people of course but for the most part im happy with just myself im not all that pressed for others#i think its also just. i have. other interests? so i dont really think i want to look at One Particular Thing that day. at least for tumblr#i MIGHT just cause thats how the day goes but i dont think 'i feel like looking at rgg art today'#whatever i see I See and that'll be that yk i love a lot of things and think of a lot of things#evidently SOME things take a hold of me more than others- or ill wanna be more public bout it at least#but thats jsut cause i just feel SO MUCH for Whatever Thing It Is At The Time that i want to share it. so then i do jvlskjs#with that in mind can i really say im 'in' a fandom when i dont particularly interact with it LMAO#again always happy to do so but im like an estranged uncle if anything#come over once a year to drop gifts off then i leave. ill still respond to holiday cards though if theyre sent#also for discussions ill usually just talk to my brother about it since he'll usually be The Main Sponge for my rambling LOLOL#god's strongest soldier i promise i try to hold back but im afraid i feel my brain physically tickle my skull#my brother always has to watch in real time me be consumed by a piece of media. like its a symbiote its really funny#cause at this point we'll meet in the kitchen and ill start like 'you know whats really funny..'#and he'll just. 'ok so who's it about today' LIKE PLEAAAASSSEEE. anyways prepare for my ninth 90 minute lecture about This Character#i also have a friend that i talk about my interests with- not all the time but enough that im like. Yeah Im Good Talkin Bout This#like the dopamine in my brain is activated JUST enough when i get to have quick short convos bout it with her#honestly maybe i should use my blacklisted main and rb ALL of my sideblog posts there#just so the people following that can Also witness me be consumed in real time <- will not do this
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i hate mfs who are so genuinely-down-to-the-core-persistently-and-thoroughly pessimistic
#idk why im so vitriolic towards my roommate lately. im not gonna worry about it either i just gotta get through like two more weeks#but like she has such a skewed interpretation of ANYTHING i tell her and it makes me feel like im crazy#ive found recently that i actually quite enjoy interacting with people i dont know i just love people watching#not small talk because i cant do that but i work retail at my college so i like telling people where to find what theyre looking for#or if someone im not friends with but have class with comes through and we have a quick chat about how we feel about the book we're reading#people who give compliments and walk away people idk who go out of their way to come up to me and just say hi and nothing else and walk awa#which did happen and i loved it#but i tell roomie and shes like wtf thats so weird everyone here is so weird#like yeah it was odd but i liked it! it was sweet of her#i love people!#and i love my writing class where we dont do any formal writing and just write about our feelings#and my prof who cannot raise his voice or put any emotion into it trauma dumps about his childhood and how he wishes he could live in natur#he always gives me the most glowing over the top but genuine praise on all of my work#and he remembers that i scrapbook because i mentioned it in an essay once!#but when i tell her about all that she dont give a gaf about the compliments#bc shes so distracted by how weird it is that my prof knows that about me#we know a lot of weird people tbh.. and obv not everyone is the coolest person#but idk i think i just take issue with having such a fundemental and unshakeable belief that life is miserable and everyone is evil#because that becomes interpreting everything thru that distorted lens and not even questioning#thinking about when a guy we know came up and said hi to us.#and i heard what he actually said but roomie misheard him and thoought he said something rude#and to this day she doesnt believe me that he didnt say what she heard because she thinks hes evil and of course he would say that#(but he literally wouldnt do that. like i cant stand that guy because hes annoying not because hes disrespectful)#whatever she left for class and isnt pissing me off by burping rlly loudly rn so i dont need to keep writing this post smile :)#┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚
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