#so we got invited to a ladies dinner thing just to annoy me and my migraine shit

[emeraldcreeper]

Baptists and their goddamn food fixation can rot I have to go out and eat with random women cause a bunch of men were out having steak dinner or some shit

[faewoozi]

i win. ft hoshi x fem!reader ( 18 + MDNI )

summary: if kwon soonyoung has one hater in this universe it’s definitely you. despite having the same friend group you’re usually icy to him as you can't seem to get along to save your life. or at least that's how it appears. soonyoung though through his own curiosity discovers a truth you've tried to bury deep inside…maybe something else needs to be buried deep inside you, and it will if he gets his way.

♡ pairing: hoshi x fem!reader

♡ genre: smut w a lil plot ( growth! )

♡ word count: 9.5k

♡ this work feats: hoshi being annoying lmao, reader also being annoying. fingering, protected piv sex ( proud of myself for that one), oral ( receiving ), lots of descriptions of lady parts, there is a LOT of swearing in this one. some mild jihoon flirting too. let me know if I missed anything.

a/n: feel free to judge me for that summary because I deserve it lmao. as an aries i got that dawg in me so i'm probably just as competitive as hoshi. which is probably why reader is a lil petty. i could not imagine the chaos unleashed upon the world if hoshi could read minds in reality. anyway i'm having a ton of fun writing in this weird little universe. I think I was going to write Jun next butttttt there's a part two to this one specifically. Yes it is woozi x reader x hoshi why do you ask? I haven't revealed what Woozi's ability is yet either so it's gonna be fun! also time travel, campus radio dj!vernon is coming too because i've started working on that one as well.

“Is Soonyoung coming?” You found yourself asking despite already knowing the answer. Seokmin had finally come out of being stuck in his girlfriend’s armpit and actually wanted to see his friends for once. He had recently scored his first big paying theater gig and wanted everybody to come out and celebrate tomorrow. That meant you of course…but also…Kwon Soonyoung.

“Y/n he’s one of my best friends. I can’t not invite him. He even taught me to dance, I doubt I’d be scoring these kind of roles if he hadn’t helped me.” Seokmin replied in exasperation, but he was pouting. This wasn’t the kind of thing you could turn down without hearing about it every single day or your life with Seokmin.

“Fine. I’ll come with Jun, stay for an hour but the moment he starts up with me I’m gone.” You said in irritation, already regretting the idea that you'd be in a room with him.

“You know that old saying right? He’s only messing with you because he likes you. Or maybe because you started it. I don’t know, it’s kinda hard with Soon he doesn’t know what the high road is. If someone’s mean to him he takes that as a personal challenge to either get them to like him or to hate him more.” Seokmin responded and you frowned.

You knew all too well how irritating you could be but you didn’t start it. Soonyoung started it the moment he called you dour and boring — unprovoked no less! You'd been minding your business and no you were never interested in involving yourself with the weirdness Soonyoung got up to. That didn’t make you boring, it made you sane. So it was fuck him until the end of time. Or that’s what you were trying to project anyway.

“He started it. I’m just finishing things.” You snapped and Seokmin feigned hurt. You sighed, pinching the bridge of your nose. “I said I’d come okay. That’s all you’re getting out of me. I do not have to be happy about it at all.”

“That’s…not nice. But I won’t complain. It’ll be fun. Lots of drinks, he won’t even know you’re there.” Seokmin said patting your shoulder gently.

You scoffed at Seokmin. “That’s what you said last time when we did that birthday dinner for Hannie and within five minutes we were arguing and I was about to hit him over the head with a fire extinguisher and go to jail.”

Seokmin couldn’t fight back a grin. “Oh yeah you did almost kill him that night. I forgot that’s why we stopped inviting you both to things. But you know what? After that night he told me he doesn’t really think you hate him. He was really freaked out at first. He said he’s always able to win everyone over. But not you, but then I don’t know…the next morning he was all happy. He said you didn’t actually hate him. You were just keeping up appearances, being tsundere or whatever.” 

You sighed. “That’s because he lives in la la fucking land and doesn’t understand boundaries and reality. This is why I really don’t want to go.”

“Wow, so you mean it? You’re going to miss out on such an important event in my life because of one guy? Kwon Soonyoung of all people? He can dictate your whole life like that?”

You let out a groan. “Hey don’t use your shitty psych electives on me. I’ll go. But like I said one hour and then I’m gone.”

It took around forty five minutes for Soonyoung to figure out you were at Seokmin’s party. Longer than you anticipated but still right at the hour mark nonetheless. Which meant it was time to go, except you literally had no idea where your ride was. One moment you and Jun were dancing, giggling with one another and then the next he was gone and somehow Soonyoung was there. He had a wicked grin on his stupidly cute face and the grin was only growing wider.

The intensity of the urge to hit him and then kiss him was stronger than anticipated no doubt due to the fact that you were two red solo cups in with whatever jungle juice Mingyu threw together. That is what also made Soonyoung infuriating. Not only did he annoy you to no end but he had the nerve to be so enticingly attractive and sometimes hilarious while he did it, which made it hard to be his number one hater a title you took even more serious than your grades at this point.

“You come to parties now?” He asked, hiding his grin against the rim of the cup in his hand.

“Why are you talking to me?” You responded in irritation and he lowered his cup slouching against the wall to face you fully.

“You’re always so bitchy with me. It’d be annoying if I didn’t know you think I’m cute.”

Heat flooded your face for just a moment. How the hell did he know that? You never told anyone...well maybe Jun, glancing at him though he had the same shit eating grin he wore when he felt he was right or winning at something. And a good portion of the time he was wrong. He was saying this to get you riled up no doubt, just throwing stuff at the wall to see what sticks so he could use it against you at some point in some awful embarrassing way.

You let out a bitter laugh. “Funny, I thought you’d gotten past your delusional phase.”

Soonyoung leaned in closer his breath ghosting against your ear. “I’m practically shit faced but I know for a fact you want to ride my dick.”

This caused actual laughter to burst out of you. He was definitely drunk, and definitely trying to get under your skin. He usually went the obnoxious route, seducing you or whatever this was seemed to be a new trick he was trying out. You had no doubt that if you admitted it he’d personally make a website dedicated to the fact just to embarrass you. Or he'd rent out the band or something to broadcast it to everyone. Either way you weren't biting. “Soonyoung, you’re drunk. Get away from me.”

You started to walk away but he took hold of your arm pulling you back. Taking in the look on your face he immediately let go and took a step back. But he was still smiling, and it wasn’t his shit eating grin. This was something else. This was a smirk, a knowing — you didn’t like the look of that at all. Which is probably why you even bothered engaging him. The last thing you wanted was for him to think this was a conversation he won.

“Look whatever you think you know you’re wrong. Once back in sophomore year I think I told Jun you looked cute at the talent show. You had on leather pants — it was cool to see you dance because that’s the only time that night you weren’t talking and you weren’t fucking being the bane of my existence. The Y/n of now is wildly different and understands that leather pants, good dancer or not, you’re the absolute worst.” You said with a nonchalant shrug.

But that didn’t deter him at all. He looked bemused, utterly unconvinced by what you were saying, which seemed to infuriate you in your drunken state more. He should be wanting to argue, not just standing there smiling and looking completely rideable as he so helpfully pointed out. His grin widen. Shit. Did you say that out loud?

“We should make out.” He said in reply.

“Why the hell would I do that?” You asked in disbelief.

“Proof. If you don’t want me. Kiss me. I’ll be able to tell.”

You scoffed. “Fuck that. I’m going to find Jun.” You weren’t being baited into weird  Soonyoung shit. This is why the two of you didn't hang out. Being his friend was akin to majoring in getting into nonsense, something you had no interest in. You begin weaving through people at the party in search of your friend. But Soonyoung was right behind you.

“See this is the response of someone who definitely wants to fuck me. I mean you won’t kiss me because you know it’ll mess with you and I’ll be able to tell. A great philosopher once said that sometimes two people have to have sex to solve their problems.” He downed the rest of his drink and tossed the cup absentmindedly, accidentally hitting Chan in the head who was striking out with some freshman in his chem classes.

“Ow what the — ah shit Soonyoung leave Y/n alone we agreed that if you came you would back off we cannot have the cops show up again.” Chan said rubbing his clearly fine head.

“I’m not bothering you am I?” Soonyoung asked glancing at you.

“Yes you are go away.” You replied, standing on your tiptoes in search of Jun who was tall and should not be this hard to see.

“Said like someone who definitely wants my cock in their —“

You turned, grabbed Soonyoung by his face and smashed your mouth to his. This was supposed to prove a point, it would shut him up, there were witnesses to see that you had absolutely no interest in him — except for the part where his arm snaked around your waist and he pulled you flush against him. And the part where his tongue was in your mouth and he tasted like something sweet ( but also like alcohol). Oh and the part where it was an achingly good kiss. A kiss you needed to stop.

“Finally.” A voice that sounded suspiciously like Seungcheol.

“It was so annoying watching them bicker.” Wonwoo definitely.

“God I wish that was me.” Awww Chan.

But nope. This had gone on long enough. You had an image to uphold. You pulled away from a semi dazed Soonyoung and wiped your mouth with the back of your hand. Then you spit on the floor.

“Hey! I live here!” Mingyu exclaimed in mild horror pushing through the crowd.

“Fuck that was so bad. Is that really how you kiss?” With such soft lips and gentle swipes of his tongue?

“Uh, yeah, I guess so. No one's complained before.” You frowned and then let loose a condescending laugh.

“Just shows the quality of the people you date.” You nearly shouted through your laughter.

“Hey!” An offended voice rose from the crowd but you didn’t see who.

Soonyoung stared at you. He stood there silent for nearly a full minute. The room held its breath wondering what would happen, Mingyu had his phone out like the cops were on speed dial and then Soonyoung stepped as close to you as he possibly could and bent slightly,  lowering his voice so that only you could hear him.

“I’m going to make you cum so hard you forget your own name. You’re going to want my cock in you every single night. And because I like you so much I’m going to give it to you. Then you can have my soft lips and gentle tongue whenever you want.” He pressed a kiss to your mouth briefly and then he walked away disappearing into the throng of onlookers.

Suddenly Jun was at your side. “Oh my God are you friends with Soon now?”

Fuck Kwon Soonyoung. And not in the fun sexy way he wanted. But in the fuck him and his dog and his mom’s dog too kind of way. Because he had upended your brain. Who did he think he was declaring such filthy things to you at a party and then kissing you? And what was wrong with you? Because you found something thrilling and attractive about replaying those words over and over in your mind. Enough that occasionally at night your hand slid between your legs with them ringing in your ears.

And how did he know to say exactly what you thought of your first kiss? Soft lips and gentle tongue —- he nailed it. Just like he said he would. Somehow he’d discovered in that kiss that maybe you didn’t hate him as much as you said. He could have some endearing qualities but then he’d do something to infuriate you again, or maybe that was just easier than the alternative, actually trying to be his friend.

Maturity and growth were not welcome visitors in your life at the moment. You enjoyed the version of yourself that got to be petty and childish around him. Maturity would mean confirming what Seokmin said the other day but applying it to yourself. Maybe you messed with him because you found him attractive? Growth meant setting aside your stale grudge and actually attempting to be normal with him. But after the party? Those words? His declaration? He couldn’t win. He would be insufferable otherwise. There would be no giving in, Soonyoung simply could not come out of this victorious. You wouldn't let him.

“He’s the most competitive person we know. He’s going to make good on whatever he said. I know you know this.” Jihoon said as the two of you walked across campus to the library. No one knew what Soonyoung had actually said to you, they just knew he got quiet, which meant whatever he said required action. Soonyoung only got quiet when he was serious and he needed to strategize.

“Right, but Jihoon I know he confided in you. He tells you everything. Just say what you know and help me.” You pleaded.

Jihoon shrugged. “He only said that he wanted to ask you out. Shua told him you liked that Cuban place we went to a few weeks ago. That’s it.”

You looped your arm through Jihoon’s giddy at knowing this information for two separate reasons. Kind of cute he was seeking out advice from mutual friends to ask you out. Also good to know so you could turn him down and shatter his little pea brain, and ruin his plans of catching you off guard. You would not be swept off your feet and into his bed.

You and Jihoon continued across campus towards the library and Soonyoung came into view. You did a quick once over of him before taken sudden interest in a few people passing out fliers. As always he looked infuriatingly handsome. He approached both of you, his eyebrow raising at your interlocking arms.

“Y/n. Jihoon.” Soonyoung said. He seemed normal, laid back even, despite the fact that the last time you spoke or saw each other was over a week ago at the party. You’d been avoiding most other places you might go socially, usually going to third wheel with Seokmin and his partner when you needed social interaction. But definitely not Mingyu and Wonwoo’s or with Chan and Seungkwan. That was asking to run into each other.  And who knew what he’d do?

“Soonyoung, should we talk about the party? Did I hurt your feelings?” You were trying to keep your voice sincere.

“We can talk about it if you want? And my feelings aren’t hurt, they’re…well you already know how I feel.” Soonyoung replied with a sly grin.

“I thought that was a joke and you were drunk. We don’t even like each other, why would we take something like that serious?” You said dismissively and Soonyoung burst into laughter.

“I don’t joke about where I stick my dick.”

“Yep I’m gone.” Jihoon untangled himself from you and immediately turned in the direction you came from walking off.

You took hold of Soonyoung dragging him away from the front of the library and open ears. “Thank you so much for broadcasting that in front of Jihoon.” You hissed and Soonyoung just shrugged.

“He’s my roommate he knows more about my sexual history than anyone. He doesn’t care.” Soonyoung said waving the thought of Jihoon off, and then a dangerous gaze settled over you. “Wow, you look really fucking good today. Did you do that for me?” You scoffed. So maybe his words from the party got you a little riled up, but he was taking this too far. You dressed for yourself and yourself only. You would never consider in a million years whether Soonyoung liked something you wore.

“This has got to stop. This is worse than us trying to kill each other.” You declared, but Soonyoung stepped closer. His hand came to rest on your shoulder, his fingers brushed delicately against exposed skin. You fought to keep your breath steady, why was he so close?

“Oh. So that’s what it is. You like when I touch you.” The words escaped his mouth like a revelation as he glided a finger against your neck and then beneath your chin. He tilted your head upwards to look at him. “Soonyoung 1, Y/N 0 and simping harder than I’ve ever seen.”

Your hand shot up smacking his away from you. He would not move you, it didn’t matter that he looked as good as he did. It didn’t matter that his touch was sending little shivers through you. Your face remained neutral, but a slight smile begin to edge onto it. “If you’re keeping score then I’m going to actually have to start playing the game.”

Soonyoung raised an eyebrow at this. “Meaning?”

“You think the way to winning this —- thing that occurred at Seok’s party is by trying to seduce me. I get it Soonyoung, you like watching me squirm because it gives you the upper hand in our never ending power struggle of who hates who more but I haven’t been playing. I don’t think you could handle it if I did.” You said coolly, watching his expression shift. His jaw set and you could tell his competitive nature was kicking in.

“I’m pretty sure I could handle whatever you throw at me just fine. And this isn’t a game Y/n, since kissing you at the party, I don’t know. Something changed. I know it has in you.” Soonyoung responds but you’re having none of it. You know him, you’ve known him for years and whatever this is, Soonyoung will slip up sooner rather than later. He’s not being sincere in anyway, when has he ever been?

“Fine. Then consider the score reset. Soonyoung 0 and Y/n 0. We’ll see who wins.” You gave his chest a harder than necessary pat and then headed into the library confident that if you start throwing a few moves of your own his way this whole entire thing will collapse in on itself and you could return to how things were meant to be. Mutual dislike between the two of you, no sexual tension at all.

Soonyoung was winning. He was definitely winning. There wasn’t a move or a fake flirt you could do that he didn’t have a response for. The other night while getting tacos with Seungkwan and Chan you had the brilliant idea of casually sitting in his lap. You just knew it would absolutely throw him off his game. Chan and Seungkwan’s heads nearly exploded from it, but Soonyoung wrapped an arm around you and then attempted to feed you as if it was something you did everyday. He wasn’t even flustered. He didn't even break his stride in making fun of Seungkwan, you were just in his arms and then you had to sit there so it didn't look like he had completely bested you. Which he had.

Tonight would be different you declared. Your uni had gotten into the playoffs for the baseball season. It was a huge deal for your friends since Mingyu and Seokmin were both playing. You'd only been at the game twenty minutes when Soonyoung sat next to you after bribing Jun to move with ice cream and a bag of cotton candy. You'd been on your guard immediately. But Soonyoung was doing what he had the other night with the tacos. Acting as if all of this was normal. He bought all your favorite concession snacks, he made you take two pictures with him and his hand kept casually groping your leg like you were on a date. You were so confused by the whole thing you just drifted along unsure how to respond. You certainly didn't want to argue with him and ruin the night for everyone since this was such a big deal.

“Have you ever considered that he might be telling the truth?” Jihoon asked later that night at the game as you two stood in line for the bathroom. Soonyoung offered to escort you but you forced Jihoon up and out of your seats faster than you thought yourself capable. “I get that he’s…excitable but when he’s serious about something he can change drastically. This wouldn’t be the first time.”

“Do you even hear yourself? We don’t like each other. We’ve been fighting since high school. I didn’t even know he’d wind up here. If I did I would’ve gone to my second pick almost immediately to avoid him.” You groan and Jihoon looks as if he wants to be anywhere but having this discussion with you.

“Have I mentioned before that I don’t like getting in the middle of things like this? Especially when it comes to Soonyoung he’s intense.” Jihoon offered and you began to pout.

“That is so unfair. Everyone is on his side. Maybe he’s serious y/n, maybe he’s just tired of bickering, maybe he isn’t as petty as you think. Bullshit. All of you.” You said jabbing a finger at Jihoon who furrowed his brow and craned his head away from you like you were crazy.

“Wow. You two…are a lot alike. That’s mildly terrifying. Anyway, fine hypothetically if I was on your side what would you want me to do?” Jihoon asked, his tone full of regret as you began to smile.

“Flirting with him isn’t working. He just flirts back and it seems to confirm this idea that I like him, whatever. So I’m going to completely burst his bubble and flirt with you.”

Misery overcame Jihoon’s face. He opened his mouth to protest but you were already shaking your head. “Too late. We’re flirting. Try and make the reactions authentic.” You say getting ready to disappear into the bathroom.

“And if I refuse?” Jihoon questioned.

“I’ll tell everyone that you like holding hands. Seok, Gyu and Soonyoung especially would love learning that about you. They’d hold your hand every chance they got.”

Jihoon looked horrified but cowed. “I shared that with you in confidence and now you’re using it to blackmail me. Seriously you and Soonyoung would probably be a power couple. This is exactly what he’d do. Like shit, I’m kind of floored at how immature you both are." Soonyoung was prepared for every move you threw at him but he absolutely wouldn’t be prepared for the ones that you’d be throwing at Jihoon. It was hard to keep a diabolical laugh from bubbling out of you as you considered the thought.

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Now Soonyoung was staring daggers into the side of Jihoon’s head. At first he’d been a little confused when you both came back from the bathroom and you sat down leaning your head to Jihoon’s shoulder, who stiffened and then relaxed after a moment when it became clear his life wasn’t in immediate danger from his best friend. Then you shared snacks and you legitimately giggled when your hands bumped into each other like you were in a rom com or something. Even then Soonyoung seemed a little lost but not upset.

But then to your surprise while talking to Jihoon about music theory class, out of reflexive habit his hand came up to move hair from your face. A move that threw you off enough to blush because it wasn't in Jihoon's nature to be affectionate in anyway. Jihoon blushed too as if realizing he made an error and for a brief moment something felt …different between the two of you. But then Soonyoung shifted and when you glanced his way he was scowling harder than you’d ever seen him. Now he refused to take his eyes off Jihoon, the look of betrayal on his face was hard to miss. You found yourself feeling a little guilty, this was only supposed to amplify the pettiness between you and Soonyoung, you didn’t want them blowing up at each other over it. Jihoon hadn't actually done anything wrong.

Sighing you rose to your feet. “Soonyoung can I talk to you for a moment?” He glanced up at you and immediately his face shifted, menacing glare gone, he gave you an impossibly cute smile and stood following you out to a walkway that seemed not to have as many people milling about.

“Don’t be mad at Jihoon. You look ready to kill him. It was my idea to use him to get under your skin.” You offered, and his face grew pensive.

“Yeah I know that. You’re doing a bad job of fake flirting with him. That giggle you did earlier, your voice never gets that high pitched even when you do find something funny.” Soonyoung responded in irritation. “But his responses on the other hand —- he was totally into it. Which is messed up because he knows how I feel about you.”

Now it was your turn to be confused. “Wait why do you know so much about my laugh? What do you mean he was into it? How do you feel about me?” The questions came one after another because these were all new revelations to you.

“Obviously I pay attention to you. I know Jihoon, we’ve been friends since we were kids. He wouldn’t do what he’s doing without intention. And I already told you that I want to be inside you every single night forever what is so hard to understand about that?” Soonyoung responded nearly in irritation.

“I—this is a game Soonyoung. A stupid one really. Let’s call a truce. This whole entire thing has gotten out of hand. Maybe we don’t have to dislike each other. We can actually try and be friends for once. But I don’t want you mad at Jihoon and I definitely don’t want the implications of what sleeping with you would do to my sanity.” You respond earnestly because other people getting in the middle of it was never the plan.

“I told you before. I’m not playing a game.” Soonyoung took a step closer to you and you took a step back until you hit the wall. His knee pushed between your legs until he could get as close to you as possible. His chest pressed into you, his groin against your thigh growing harder as he leaned down, his mouth capturing yours. And oh did you fold, you didn’t even try to resist. It felt impossible as his tongue pushed into your mouth. It felt impossible as his teeth nipped and sucked against your bottom lip. It felt impossible as a hand roamed across your chest, brushing against your left nipple until it pebbled under a gentle thumb. He coaxes your lips open, his tongue claiming every inch of your mouth as he sucks all the breath from your body. A kiss from someone you hate shouldn’t feel this good.

His lips dust over the shell of your ear, and you shiver. And when his hand slides over the curve of your hip and between your thighs, you whimper. Your body’s torn between fear and anticipation of the pleasure he can bring you but at what cost? Your hands go up pressing against his chest to stop him. He pulls back staring at you with hungry eyes.

“What are we doing?” You whisper shout at him.

“Personally I’m trying not to cum in my pants right now while still maintaining an air of sexiness and attraction. You?” Soonyoung replied.

“I’m — I don’t know. This is the weirdest thing that’s happened to me in a long time.” You offer because he was literally just playing with your nipple. No reason to stand on pride at this point.

“Hypothetically if I knew somehow that you didn’t exactly hate me as much as you say, would you go on a date with me? So that at least this part of it makes more sense?” He asked, two fingers dancing between the two of you.

“Hypothetically? I guess that would be okay. The date I mean.” And Soonyoung grins.

“Tomorrow night. Like six or seven?” You stare at him bewildered because what else can you even say at this point?

“Sure fine, seven.” Soonyoung grins even wider, pulls you into a hug, spins you around and smacks your ass and then takes off screaming back towards your seats that you’re going on a date. Great the entire campus can probably hear him. You don’t even go back inside. That’s enough of tonight for you. That’s definitely enough Soonyoung. The moment you’re back inside your dorm your head rest against the door. Why? Why would you do this to yourself?

“So it isn’t a joke? You’re really doing this?” Vernon asked. He’d been away helping his family the past few weeks after classes and hadn’t been on campus to see whatever was happening between you and Soonyoung unfold, apparently Minghao couldn't resist keeping him in the loop though.

“Apparently. Why are you here again?” You asked rummaging through your closet for something to wear.

“When Hao told me what happened I thought he was bullshitting me. I needed to hear it from the source. I talked to Soonyoung first. This is crazy, you hate Soonyoung.” Vernon said, all teeth and gums as he laughed.

“I don’t hate him! We’ve had our differences but we’re working on them now.” You replied defensively.

“Remember when you lined his boxers with chili paste? Or that time you were on a date with that one guy and he ruined it by asking about your fungus thing you had last semester? Or last year when we had the pool party at my house and he untied your top in front of everyone and Mingyu got like en entire eyeful? Or when you shaved the side of his head while he slept with Seungkwan and he went to his dance competition like that? You guys hate each other. Did you lose a bet? Is he holding your family hostage?”

You frowned. In the the weird vortex you’d been sharing with Soonyoung for a few weeks now, none of those old things had come to mind. You’d been way too busy plotting on how to win this made up game between the two of you. But you’d forgotten how often you messed with each other and now you were suddenly contemplating if this was a good idea. You stopped what you were doing and came to sit on your bed next to Vernon.

“I forgot about that stuff. Maybe you’re right. Maybe this is a bad idea. There's clearly been too much damage done. Mingyu still can't look me in the eye.”

Vernon’s eyes went wide. “What? No, don’t change your mind! We’re just all shocked at this turn of events, well most of us. Cheol and Jeonghan said this has clearly been sexual tension the whole time but they like to pretend to be right about everything. You can’t not go. He’ll legitimately kill me if he finds out I changed your mind somehow. That wasn't even the point, it's just so unreal.”

“But this is silly. It all stemmed from this crazy idea he got in his head that I want to sleep with him and it just kept going and going. I still don’t know how he found that out. I’ve never told anyone ever that I think he’d be good in bed. But he’s a dancer it’s kind of a given y’know?” You mused aloud to Vernon who had grown super quiet. “What?”

Vernon looked conflicted, and he began to tug on his ear as he processed how he would reply. “I’m going to tell you something that sounds really, really insane. But I swear I’m not saying it without reason. Do you remember last year when Seok went missing for like two weeks and we were all super worried and freaked out?”

You nodded. His girlfriend was hysterical and spent many a night crying on your shoulder. Everyone had been shocked and terrified thinking he died or was hurt or something. What made it even weirder was that his parents had gone missing too. It had been a rough seventeen days for all involved. Seokmin had spent the last year making it up to everyone but he still wouldn’t tell you what happened. But it seemed as if Vernon knew something.

“So okay look it’s like this. The reason our friend group is so tight is because we discovered kind of early on we were all different. In a weird way. We’ve all got these abilities I guess. Y’know like X-Men and shit. So like Seok can travel to different universes. Kwan has like empathy or whatever it’s why emotions get so high in him and everyone around him. I think Chan’s is running fast or something. Mine is time travel, which I can show you but you won’t remember us having this conversation it’ll just feel like déjà vu.”

You gave Vernon a hard long stare. You had no idea what you were expecting him to say but it wasn’t anything like that. “What the fuck? Are you high?”

Vernon rolled his eyes. “Look just hear me out. Soonyoung can read your mind. You didn’t have to tell anyone about thinking he’s fuckable or whatever. He found out by invading your privacy. Probably not on purpose, he goes out of his way not to actively use it but sometimes, if someone is thinking about him hard enough he can hear it anyway. I know that sounds insane but tonight start off by thinking the worst stuff you can about him. Watch how he reacts, then you’ll know I’m telling the truth.”

After that, completely convinced he was messing with you, you put Vernon out of your room and began the process of getting ready. Soonyoung said you’d just have dinner and go on a walk or something. Nothing too serious, so you tried to keep things simple. Still despite it all coming off as a bad prank, Vernon’s words echoed in your mind. Thinking something bad about Soonyoung wouldn’t hurt anyone, you never had to admit to trying it either. If it was a prank it wasn’t one they thought out very well. You’d be more than happy to throw that in their faces later.

At exactly seven Soonyoung was at your door. He cleaned up well, and smelled amazing. Enough that you considered abandoning the date for a moment and getting back to what he really wanted. But, almost as if he could read your mind, Soonyoung had other plans.

“I know it would be super easy to just throw our clothes off and be all over each other, but I want to actually take you out on a proper date. I don’t want you to think this is just a sexual thing.” Soonyoung said before you even got a “hi” out to him. Your eyes narrowed in brief suspicion but you figured he probably saw the desire all over your face. You didn’t exactly hide it in the moment. Maybe that's how he was able to figure this whole thing out.

“Well that’s what I was expecting. Who said anything about taking our clothes off?” You asked in mild annoyance, and locked your door behind you.

Soonyoung didn’t reply, he looked at you curiously but didn’t try to prove a point. Which was for the better because your mind was already drifting to Vernon’s words. So of course you began to think of some of the more disheartening things you’d thought about Soonyoung over the years. None of which were exactly nice, that mostly had been thought of in irritation and malice to make you feel better about something rude he’d done.

The shift was subtle and had you not been looking for it you wouldn’t have noticed it. But the date started off fine. He held doors, made small talk, laughed at your jokes and made some funny ones of his own. After he paid for dinner though you found silence stretching across the table between you. He didn’t look happy, he kept shifting and glancing at you and then looking away when you caught him.

“Something on your mind?” You asked in disbelief, because his mood had changed. Just like Vernon said it would.

“Did I do something between the game and tonight? I mean — I thought maybe we were turning over a new leaf but you don’t seem…you seem to feel about me the way you always have like maybe I didn’t try hard enough. Did you not like the date or…?” Soonyoung said quietly and your heart began beating wildly in your chest.

“What makes you say that? Have I been acting different or something?” You asked.

“No, I mean I guess that’s the thing. You seem into it, but then you sort of don’t. I can’t explain it.” He said solemnly, and then he offered you a tired smile. “Whatever I’m just thinking too hard. We got what we needed out of this date right? We don’t have to take things any further but I would like to try being friends. Think I’m getting too old to be fighting with you constantly., Jihoon said it's why I keep finding random grey pubic hairs.”

You were on your feet immediately, pointing an accusatory finger at Soonyoung. “Oh my fucking God. Vernon was telling the truth. You read my mind!” You accused rather loudly, enough for a few heads in the restaurant to turn and stare at you.

“What!? Noooo are you crazy? That’s impossible.” Soonyoung said trying to pull off the worst acting you’d ever seen.

“This — you — Kwon Soonyoung!” You turned storming out of the restaurant angrily. How humiliating. How long had he been able to tell what you were thinking? Shame flooded you, some of things you thought about him you couldn’t even repeat aloud to yourself. And he knew them, this entire time! That sneaky little fucker.

“Wait! Y/n please let me explain it was an accident!” Soonyoung caught up to you, hands held up in surrender as he came stumbling from the restaurant.

“How do you accidentally read minds?” You snapped at him, unable to process that you were actually asking the question.

“At the dinner for Jeonghan when you were trying to hit me over the head with the extinguisher I was scared for my life! It took Mingyu and Cheol to hold you back and everyone was pretty sure you were about to kill me. I just wanted to know your intent because there was such hatred coming off of you, and so when I took a teeny tiny baby peek even though you were physically trying to assault me your mind was…you were thinking about how cute I was when I was scared. And that was weird….I didn’t know what to make of it. So as time went on I started paying more attention to your stronger thoughts, not invading your mind, but the ones that leak out because they’re so intense. All the thoughts you had about me weren’t violent or even that angry. You were definitely annoyed a lot but Jihoon has that reaction all the time too. I was just surprised because most of the thoughts were kinda hot.” He finished, chest heaving as he tried to catch his breath.

“How long?” You demanded stepping closer to him.

“Huh?”

“How long have you been doing this?” You clarified and he looked sheepish.

“Since last year. I never stopped after the dinner. I was trying to work up the courage to talk to you about it or ask you out but everytime we got within six feet of each other we bickered and I’d forget. It wasn’t until we were at Seok’s party and I was drunk and just kept saying what was on my mind. And then you kissed me and you liked the kiss and —“

Your face fell into your hands. “Oh my God that’s why you knew what I thought about the kiss and why you said it back to me. It’s why I could never catch you off guard with the flirting. It’s how you knew I was faking it with Jihoon! This is — fuck you Soonyoung! This was a game that would literally be impossible for me to win, because you have telepathy!” You let out a hysterical laugh.

Soonyoung looked at a loss for words. “Why do you keep saying that? It was never a game for me. For two years I’ve been trying to work up the courage to say something. When I did I was drunk and it was the wildest thing I’ve ever said but it got a reaction out of you. And I wanted that so I just kept going because we would be amazing together if we stopped fighting for once.”

You stared at him. You had no idea what to make of things now, it all seemed too much. Learning telepathy was real was already a huge ask, learning that all this time Soonyoung’s feelings had been genuine and you were too annoyed with him to see that kind of overtook the telepathy thing.

“So—what now?” You asked because you genuinely had no clue what to do or say next. Your mind was a mess, you were in shock definitely and couldn’t form coherent thought.

“You win.” Soonyoung said, taking your hand in his. “I’m the prize. Let’s go.”

Soonyoung is in the living room in just his tight briefs. Your eyes are drawn like a magnet to the outline of his cock. He’s fresh out of the shower ( he got really nervous and sweaty on the drive home ) and you’ve relaxed some from earlier with two drinks and a lot of conversation about telepathy. You’re hovering in the kitchen nursing a glass of water wondering why in the world you agreed to come back to his place with him.

“You enjoying yourself?” He asks as he catches you staring.

He crosses the room and stands right in front of you. A solid wall of muscle and sex. It’s as though he has some kind of magnetic field around him. His presence is inescapable. Once you’re in his orbit, you can’t seem to think straight. You act like somebody you don’t even recognize. Your pussy develops a mind of it’s own. He is so full of potent, raw sexuality and energy. Everything about him screams run away, but your body is drawn to him anyway.

“Who am I kidding,” he says, his voice low and deep, as he bends his head and brings his mouth closer to your ear. “I stare at you no matter what you’re wearing. So I’m no better.”

“Stop,” You whisper. You can’t do this. You cannot let this man get a hold on you, because you know he was right earlier. You would be so good together. For whatever reason, you have insane chemistry, and you can’t let him take this any further. You can’t allow yourself to have any feelings for him. That would compromise every rule you made for yourself when it came to Soonyoung.

 “I can’t stop,” he says, his voice dropping another octave. He places a hand on your hip, and your skin blooms with heat. “Believe me, I’ve tried. I need to fuck you more than I have ever needed anything in my life.”

“We can’t,” You protest, but your voice is so quiet it’s barely audible.

“We can.” His other hand is on your other hip now, and he pulls you closer to him until your bodies are almost touching. “Look at me,” he commands.

And you do it. Just like that, because he told you to. Because your body obeys him and you don’t even know when that started to happen. You blink as you stare up at him. His pupils are so wide, they make his brown eyes appear black. They are full of longing and fire and need.

“It wouldn’t work. It would be a huge mistake,” You offer feebly.

He shakes his head. “No, it wouldn’t, and you know it. Let me take you to my bed and I’ll show you exactly how much of a mistake it wouldn’t be.”

You open your mouth but no words come out. All you can focus on are his strong fingers flexing on your hips. How good they felt last night when he touched you at the baseball game. How much you wanted him to carry on before you stopped him. Your core contracts, flooding your pussy with heat and making you suck in a stuttered breath.

Soonyoung narrows his eyes at you. "I’ll make you a deal.”

“What deal?” You breathe out the words.

“Look at the clock on the wall behind me, and if I can’t make you come in two minutes, then you can go to your dorm. But if I do make you come, then you spend the night with me. What do you say?” His voice has taken on that trademark competitive edge. He’s all cockiness now. Typical Soonyoung.

You lick your lips, staring at him. You’re already wet. But under two minutes? There’s no way he could pull that off. You’ve never had anyone make you come that easily. Not even guys you were really into. And you don’t even like Soonyoung, so you can hold out, right? Besides, every cell in your body is vibrating with sexual energy. You want his hands on you. You want his fingers inside you. Just this once. Just to relieve this constant aching need in your pussy. Just once. “Okay, but when you don’t get the job done in two minutes, you don’t get to leave me hanging,” You say with a tilt of your head.

He smirks, full of confidence and arrogance. “I’ll make you come no matter how long it takes. I promise.”

“Okay,” You whisper. What the hell are you doing?

“Eyes on the clock then,” he orders. “And be honest about the time.”

“Of course,” You insist, your eyes now trained on the clock behind him, watching the second hand tick around.

“Then start timing me,” he growls. It takes him exactly two seconds to get his hand inside your panties. You place your hands on the counter on either side of you to keep yourself steady as he slides his fingers through your folds. “So wet already,” he says with a wicked grin. “

“You have one minute and fifty seconds,” You tell him as the clock goes on ticking.

“Plenty of time,” he growls as he starts to rub the pads of his middle and pointer fingers over and around your swollen clit with the perfect amount of pressure. Pleasure skitters around your body. He presses his lips against your ear. “Oh, you like that, don’t you?”

“Yes,” You breathe, your knuckles turning white as your grip on the counter gets firmer. He’s still not going to do this in under two minutes though. But then he starts kissing your neck. Trailing his lips and teeth over your sensitive skin as he dips his hand further into your panties, pulling them down as he works his entire hand between your thighs and forces you to spread your legs wider apart. One minute, thirty-two seconds left.

“You like this more though, right?” Soonyoung whispers as he slides a finger inside you. He eases it in and out of you, and you bite your lip to stop from screaming his name and begging him for more. You’re not giving him any pointers. One minute, nine seconds. Clearly though, he doesn’t need any help. A few seconds later, he adds a second finger and your pussy coats him with slick heat and practically purrs his name.

“Fuck, you’re so tight,” he gasps out clearly enjoying this just as much as you are. He drives deeper until he hits your G-spot and starts to massage it with his skilled fingers. Holy mother of fucking God. Fifty-two seconds. You wonder briefly if he can hear your thoughts.

“I can.” He responds with a dark laugh. “I like it. Keep going.”

“Ok,” You  moan as you wrap your arms around his neck and cling to him while he finger fucks you like he has a telepathic connection to your pussy too. Like he just unlocked expert level and completely bypassed all the others. His lips dust over the shell of your ear.

��“Your cunt loves my fingers. Wait until it feels my cock.”

“Soonyoung,” You groan as the familiar wave of an impending orgasm starts rolling through your core. Your thighs are trembling.

“Keep your eyes on the clock,” he pants as you bury your face against him.

“Yeah, clock,” You gasp as your head goes on spinning and your body starts to vibrate with its impending release. You look over his shoulder. Twenty five seconds. He’s not going to do it. He drives his fingers harder and deeper while he starts grinding the heel of his palm against your sensitive clit. Twenty-two seconds.

“So wet. You hear that?” he questions. And you do. You hear the sound of your arousal dripping over his fingers as he works them in and out of you. Damn, he’s going to do it. Fifteen seconds.

“You’re going to come like my good little kitten so I can bury my cock inside you, too, aren’t you?”

“Fucking hell Soonyoung,” You cry out his name as your orgasm crashes into your body. He wraps one strong arm around your waist, holding you tight while he continues gently massaging your pussy as your body bucks and shudders. Your eyes roll in your head as you struggle to focus on his face. He’s staring at you. His eyes blaze with fire. But then he lets you go and walks to the other side of the room. The loss of heat makes you shiver in the cool room as you come down from the most intense orgasm you think you’ve ever had in my life. He opens a cupboard and pulls out something before walking back to you. It’s only when he’s standing right in front of you again that you see what he’s holding. A condom.

“Take off your pants,” he orders before he tears into the packet with his teeth.

 “I thought we were going to your room?” You whisper, surprised by how much the thought of him taking you to bed and continuing what he’s just started makes your entire body buzz with  excitement. He’s looking down, rolling the condom onto his cock. He looks up at you again to answer your question, his dark eyes locking on yours.

 “Oh, we are, but I need to fuck you right now, so take off the goddamn pants.”

 You swallow a thick knot of anxiety that feels lodged in your throat, but you start to slide both your jeans and panties down your thighs. What if somebody comes in here?

“Jihoon’s at a gig until late, he already told me. No one else is coming over they know we’re on a date,” he says, because that’s right he can read your freaking mind.

He wraps you in his arms and lifts you onto the lowest counter. “So this will work just fine,” he groans as he positions himself between your thighs. He mumbles something as he presses his huge cock against your opening. Your thighs are trembling.  “I’ll take this first go easy. Wouldn’t want your instinct to hit me to kick in.”

He doesn’t wait for an answer before he edges the tip of his length inside you, stretching you wide. It burns, but it feels so damn good too. You wrap your arms and legs around him, burying your face against his neck as he eases in deeper. “You’re so fucking tight,” he hisses through clenched teeth.

Then he takes hold of your legs and unwraps them from around his waist. “I need you to let me in, kitten,” he groans, full of frustration and impatience. He hooks his forearms under your knees, pulling your hips toward him and spreading your thighs wide open. Your heart starts beating wildly as he looks at you. So exposed and open and vulnerable, in a way you’ve never wanted to be. At least not in his presence. But the Soonyoung who might use this against you, see it as an opening to get the upper hand is gone.

“Fuck Y/n. Your cunt looks so good being stretched by my cock,” he groans, and you reward him with a moan as your pussy squeezes around him. “Just keep holding on to me,” he growls as he slides a little deeper, and wet heat floods your pussy. You cling to his neck, dragging your lips over his skin as his muscles vibrate with the effort of holding himself back. You can feel the raw power in every muscle of his body, and the fact that he’s trying to be gentle makes your heart ache. This is torture. The slow burning stretch of being filled by him is turning your brain to liquid, not to mention every other organ in your body. It hurts, but it’s not enough. You need all of him.

Suddenly, you’re overcome by a desperate need to be filled by him. A burning desire to have him deep inside you, until there is no space left between you both. Your pussy throbs with a deep, carnal longing for his cock. Dusting your lips over the skin of his neck, you smile as it elicits a deep growl in his throat. “I want more,” You whisper.

“More?”

“For the love of God, Soonyoung. Just fuck me,” You plead, surprised at your own words because you have never, ever, begged to be fucked before. And certainly not by a man as infuriating and hateful as this one. He curses as he drives all the way inside you. You press your mouth against his skin, muffling your cries of pleasure tinged with pain as he fills you. You try to squeeze your thighs, but he holds you open as he slides out before driving back inside. Warmth floods your core. Each time he pulls out and thrusts back in, your pussy rewards him with more slick heat.

 “Oh fuck,” You whimper in his ear as he groans in yours.

“You feel so fucking good. Being inside you… I knew it would…” He thrusts harder, and you always pass out as the crown of his cock rubs against something inside you that makes you scream in pleasure whilst also wanting to declare your undying devotion to him. Apparently love and hate really are two sides of the same coin. As the last tremors of your second orgasm pulse through you, Soonyoung whispers how pretty you are as he grinds out his own release. When he pulls out of you a few seconds later, the wet sound that echoes around the small room makes your cheeks burn with heat. He pulls the condom off and tosses it into the trash can. You lean against the counter with your legs wobbling like Jell-O and wondering what happens now. This is  unfamiliar territory for you.

But then he grabs hold of your hand and pulls you with him as he starts walking down the hall.

 “Where are we going?”

“My room, kitten,” he says with a wink. “I am nowhere near done with you.”

Despite what you just did in the kitchen, you feel nervous and kind of awkward as you stand in Soonyoung’s bedroom, next to his bed with questionable tiger striped sheets. He stalks toward you, and it makes a shiver run the length of your spine. You are so out of your depth here you just might drown. He runs his fingertips over your cheek. “Why are you so nervous?” he asks in a soft, gentle tone.

“This isn’t… I don’t usually do this kind of thing,” You say, old irritation flaring.

“Have sex?” he asks with a flicker of amusement.

“With people who I don’t even like, yes,” You snap. If he’s trying to mess with you, then he can go to hell.

“There’s my feisty little kitten.” He slides his hands over your hips and onto your ass, pulling you close to him so that you can feel his hard cock pressing against your stomach. “But you have nothing to be nervous about. You already know how hard you make me and how much I want to fuck you.” He reaches for the edge of your shirt and starts to peel it off you, and you lift your arms to help him. And now you're standing in front of him completely naked. His hands coast over your back, running over every inch of skin. 

“You’re beautiful,” he murmurs as he trails soft kisses over your neck. “I want to see every part of you. I want to taste you.” He pushes you back against the bed until you're lying on it. His hands slide up your thighs as he spreads them wide open until you're completely exposed to him. The look in his eyes makes your thighs tremble, and before you can stop him, his head is between your thighs and his mouth is on your clit.

He presses the flat of his tongue against you. He licks the length of your wet slit and damn near makes your eyes roll back in your head. “Fucking heaven, going to enjoy eating you out,” he murmurs before he sucks your clit into his hot mouth and swirls his tongue over the sensitive bud of flesh.

“Holy fuck,” You hiss as your toes curl and your thighs tremble.

He is so good at that. How much practice has he had? Suddenly, you don’t care. Heat and pleasure builds in your core and rolls through your thighs while he feasts on your pussy with more skill than any man his age should have all to himself. When he slips two fingers into you and starts to fuck you while he eats, you enter a whole new realm of pleasure. In fact, you think you might just have drifted onto another plane of existence. And when you look at his face, he catches your eye and winks, and you almost pass out.

He didn’t lie about enjoying this, he’s getting as much out of it as you are. You press your head back against the pillow, silencing your constant internal chatter and focusing on his magical fingers and tongue and the pleasure they are currently wringing from your body. And when you come with a breathy cry of his name, he doesn’t stop. Not even when you pull his hair and tell him you've had enough.

“I haven’t,” he purrs, wrapping his arms around the backs of your thighs to hold you close to his face as you squirm. “Give me one more and then I can fuck you as hard as I want to.”

A wave of pleasure rolls over you, knocking the breath from your lungs and rendering you speechless. You're so lost in the bliss that you almost don't hear him utter the question, "What's your name?"

"What?" You murmur in confusion chasing the pleasure shooting through you,

"Name?" He ask again, his mouth vibrating against your clit.

"Soonyoung," You answer through a moan and he laughs.

"That's my name. I want to know your name." He says and you don't answer, you can't. It feels too good, your release is too close.  And only when he has wrung another mind-altering orgasm from your body does he stop. Pushing himself up and rolling on a condom, he plows into you, burying his face in your neck as he nails you to his mattress. And all you can do is cling on, with your legs around his waist and your arms around his neck as he fucks you better than you had ever even dreamed was possible.

Afterwards you and Soonyoung lie in bed facing each other, which feels strangely personal even after what you've just done. There's the sound of a door opening and closing indicating Jihoon must be home. You have no idea how you're going to explain this, Soonyoung didn't even close his door when he dragged you in here. So now you're both exposed wrapped in his horrible bed sheets waiting for Jihoon to pass by.

"Hey remember when I told you at Seok's party I'd make you cum so hard you'd forget your own name?" Your face floods with heat, embarrassment creeping along your spine. Soonyoung just grins.

"I win."

TO BE CONTINUED.....

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SEVEN ROYALTIES

“once upon a time a prince mistakenly fell in love with the wrong princess” — kim sunoo

kim sunoo x fem!reader genre: mistakenly falling in love , strangers to lovers , fluff , a bit of angst ! warnings: none (at least not that im aware of! please update me if you find anything!!) || NOT FULLY PROOFREAD !!

WORD-COUNT ; 5.2k+

NOTE. besties its been A REAL WHILE!! i’ve been trying to balance my life but i fail miserably honestly. i wrote all of this on one of my free days instead of studying for math!!😭 you better like it or i’ll cry. please leave feedbacks!! i love reading them!! hope you have a good day / afternoon / evening / night!! mentions of jungwon’s story are here too!!<3

“y/n did you forget you have manners class today? get up!” your mother was the one to wake you up after your maids failed attempts, she pulled your blanket away and you groaned.

manners classes always annoyed you. probably because it had something to do with ‘how to act in front of your future husband’ rules and manners.

“do i have to go?” you whined. your mother raised her eyebrow, “did you really just ask me that question?”

you rolled your eyes and got up, “i’m up, you can go now”

she left your room without saying anything else. you sighed loudly and sat on your bed.

“good morning your highness, let’s get you ready” one of your maids smiled softly at you.

“give me only five more minutes” you begged and she shook her head, “your mother will get furious if you’ll be late”

you closed your eyes in defeat, you know she’s right. sometimes you wish your mother wouldn’t be so strict about everything in your life.

after getting ready you rushed to eat dinner with your parents, who were already waiting for you.

“mother, father” you greeted them, without even a good morning.

your relationship with your parents is quite weird. if you’d be asked to address it you would’ve said its a co-workers relationship. you barely talk about your problems with them, nor they ask about your well-being. all they care about is royalty, royalty and royalty.

“have you heard? hybe’s kingdom will have a ball for their youngest’s birthday” your father spoke.

“oh yes! i saw the invitation” your mother answered, “it’s a no-adults party except for his older brothers, y/n you’re invited there”

you glanced at your mother who was busy cutting her bread, “hm?”

“hybe kingdom invited all younger royals to celebrate the youngest son’s birthday, you’re definitely going!!” your mother smiled.

“you’ll be able to meet your future husband there! we didn’t want you two to meet up yet but who knows, maybe it’ll be a start of something” your father added.

“we’ll tell you into more details later, now go to your class! your teacher is waiting” your mother ordered and you did as she said.

you’ve had manners classes as soon as you turned into a beautiful young lady, according to your mom, you should’ve taken them earlier—so you’d be more prepared and will have some manners in front of her friends.

when you turned fifteen, your family already informed you they decided on your future husband, and you had no option to resist, they forced this marriage on you and didn’t even give you the chance to say no.

you’ve never heard of the man, you don’t know anything about him. the only thing you do know is that you’re going to get married to him as soon as you turn 21 which means, your clock is ticking and you’re slowly going out of options.

ever since you can remember yourself, you wanted your own fairytale love story, a one love story that will make anyone envy you, a one true love story you can use when you want to tell your future kids a night story, a one true love story where you’d be the one to pick the person you’ll spend the rest of your life with.

your parents however, thought it was a good joke, and always used to laugh at it.

“true love story? there’s no such a thing” your mother always says.

“we got married for the benefit of our kingdoms, and we fell in love through the marriage, you’ll get to experience it too” your father adds.

“marrying someone you don’t know isn’t that bad! you’ll get to know each other after the wedding” your parents both love to laugh about it whenever they could.

your manners class should’ve been called ‘how to be a good wife’ class in your opinion, you learn nothing other than how to behave around your future husband and how to take care of him. stupid primitive royalties.

“good morning y/n, let’s get to class quickly” your teacher who had been waiting for you in your usually room greeted you and you greeted her back.

“what do you do if your husband tells you that he’s tired from duties and he’s hungry but the maids are already asleep?” you teacher asked.

you sighed before answering, “i get up and massage him, then go to the kitchen and make him something the eat”

your teacher clapped her hands in excitement, “that’s all for today, good job!”

this life is tiring.

when you look at your other friends who you’ve met in ball events, they seem to enjoy their single life. none of them was promised to marry someone they don’t like, so where did you go wrong?

feeling too tired from class, you decided to go and take a short nap, it wouldn’t hurt to go back to sleep right? it’s not like you have something important to do anyway.

before going to nap you laid down on your bed and stared at the ceiling.

“will i ever get to meet the person i would choose to marry?” you asked yourself before you drafted to sleep.

“sunoo!! focus!” while you were sleeping loudly, the fifth prince of hybe kingdom was busy taking manners class.

“i was just now at (your kingdom’s name) kingdom, how come it’s easier to teach ladies than gentlemen?” his teacher complained.

his teacher is your teacher as well, but of course both of you doesn’t know that.

“i apologize” sunoo quickly then bowed as an apologetic gesture.

“focus!” the teacher tsked and sunoo sat straight.

“if your wife comes home from duties and she tells you she’s quite tired, what do you do?” she asked.

“i’d ask her to tell me how her day was and i’ll make her some food” sunoo smiled widely and the teacher shook her head.

“no, no, no! you ask your maids to make her something to eat!” his teacher sounded disappointed.

sunoo pout, he didn’t understand the logic behind it all, a husband needs to take care of his wife, and what are those manners classes? who made those stupid classes anyway?

out of all 7 brothers, his parents chose him as the one who needs to suffer the most in his opinion.

sunoo is the only one who has been taking manners classes, and he’s the only one who’s promise to marry someone he doesn’t know.

does his parents think he won’t be able to find someone he’d like to marry?

“that’s it for today, practice and study more! for the next time i want you to be better” the teacher left without giving him a chance to send her off.

she must be really angry then, huh?

sunoo then sighed and gathered his papers.

“tough day?” he heard a voice and shoot his eyes to the figure who was standing right at the door.

“you could say that” sunoo nodded and dropped his glance.

jungwon pitied his older brother, he has always been the one to suffer from their parents’ endless bickering, and jungwon always wondered why’s that.

“just hold it in for a while, it’s going to end soon” jungwon walked closer to his brother and pat his shoulder.

sunoo groaned, “easy for you to say, you already basically know who you’re going to marry”

jungwon smiled a bit, “mom and dad are starting to get on your nerves, aren’t they?”

sunoo nodded, “can’t they just let me live my life the way i want to?”

a door slammed and you woke up immediately.

“i apologize your majesty, the queen asked me to wake you up from your nap” one of your maids said, “she wants to meet you in the garden”

you dismissed your maid and went down to your castle’s garden, your favorite place on earth.

“mother,” you called her, “you were asking for me”

your mother who was sitting on one of the benches turned her glance to you and smiled, “do you know why i called you, y/n?” she asked.

you shook your head and moved closer to her.

“your wedding of course!” she opened her arms and hugged you.

you let out a big sigh, of course! why would she want to talk with you about anything else?

“i’m joking, joking” she giggled, “i was a bit bored, i wouldn’t mind some company”

you nodded and proceeded to sit on the bench next to her. both of you sat in silence, she looked pretty relaxed, but you’re always being extra careful around her.

“have you ever heard of hybe kingdom?” she suddenly asked.

“no, the only thing i know about them is that they’re seven siblings, and each one is soon to get a throne”

“their family is quite weird i must say,” your mother chuckled, “the oldest son is going to marry a commoner! can you believe it??”

you nodded, “if they really do love each other, they deserve to be happy together”

your mother looked at you in disbelief, “it’s not a good reason to break a royal rule!” she argued.

“what royal rule? they’re ancient and no one’s even looking at them anymore!!” you argued back.

“ancient or not!! a royal rule is a royal rule!!”

“sometimes love is more important than a stupid rule!!”

“you—“ your mother stopped for a second to take a deep breathe, “if that’s another way of you to try and convince me to let you marry whoever you want, it’s not going to work”

you rolled your eyes and looked away, “you don’t even realize how important it is to me” you mumbled and she stayed quiet, completely ignoring what you’ve just said.

“you’re going to meet your soon to be husband at hybe’s kingdom party, you should be prepared”

eventually you left her alone and went back to your room, you had nothing to talk about together anyway.

“there you are sunoo!! we’ve been searching for you!!” hybe’s queen remarked.

“hello mother” sunoo whispered.

“your teacher told me you’re not doing well!! sunoo, what’s wrong with you?” she raised her voice and sunoo shut his eyes.

“if you’d just let me feel free and let me do what i want maybe i’ll be able to be mannered enough for you!” he spoke back and his mother stepped back.

“sunoo!!”

“what? did i say something wrong? instead of letting me find someone i’d truly love and want to marry, you’re forcing me into it!” he raised his voice back.

“this is not up to discussion!! your marriage is final!” his mother fired back, “it’s okay if you dont love her now, you’ll force yourself into it and eventually fall in love!”

sunoo sighed and tears filled his eyes, “you’d never let me live the way i want to, would you?”

his mother stayed quiet and he slowly nodded, “got it” he whispered and went to his room.

the next mornings felt all the same, manners class and getting back to sleep, it was the same for sunoo, other than the fact that he had to help his younger brothers with their own love stories. love stories that he’d never have.

“i don’t know what to do, it hurts, i miss her” jungwon cried to his older brother as he hugged him and suggested him a few steps.

looking at his brothers living freely as they want made him really happy for them, but also envy them for being their parents’ favorite in his opinion.

eventually, ni-ki’s birthday came and everyone around the castle were busy getting ready.

“good morning sunoo! time to get ready” the maids said and he barely got himself up.

“you’re going to meet your soon-to-be wife!! isn’t that exciting?” jay, who came in together with sunoo’s maids, decided to tease him a bit.

sunoo groaned and covered himself with his pillow.

“get up sleepy head! it’s your brother’s birthday today!! at least wish him a happy birthday!!” jay took the pillow and threw it at him a few times.

sunoo really didnt want to wake up today. dont get him wrong, he loves his brother, its just something about today that makes it extremely hard for him to wake up.

“right, what was her name again?” this was the exact reason sunoo couldn’t wake up, his parents couldn’t even recall his future wife’s name!

“nevermind, you need to go get ready!” his father commented.

“you’ll know it when you see her, she’s awfully pretty!” both of them said and pushed him back to his room to get ready.

“oh my dear! you’re awfully pretty!” your mother clapped as you gave her a twirl of your dress.

“you’re only saying that because you’re my mom” you scoffed and she shook her head.

“you really are really pretty, our pretty princess” your father got involved and smiled.

you gave them a short smile, “thank you—“

“can you believe it? you’re going to meet your future husband!! are you ready for it?” your mother stepped closer to you, cupping your cheeks in both hands.

“no” you sighed. “well then, be ready for it! we don’t want him to think you’re messy and unorganized”

what does not being ready for this even have to do with being messy and unorganized??

you just nodded and closed your eyes. if you start crying now, the beautiful makeup your maid had put on you would get ruined.

“we’re so proud of you, y/n” both of them said and you just nodded.

“oh! you look exactly like a prince” his brother sunghoon remarked. “i didnt look like one up until now?” sunoo rolled his eyes but sunghoon only chuckled.

“hey im just joking, you look really good sunoo” the older complimented him and sunoo smiled, “thank you”

“off you go!! enjoy the party!” your parents said as they sent you off to hybe kingdom, with a thumping heart you smiled and nodded.

five minutes into the drive and it finally sank into your mind, your parents never mentioned his name, not even once.

quick!! what should you do?? risk it all and just continue the drive and hope to find him in mysterious way? or get back to your parents and ask them for it??

obviously option one is the best option.

“we have arrived, your majesty” your driver informed you and went out to open the door for you.

you took a few deep breaths, “you can do it”

as you got out you saw lots of princesses and princes, all entering the big and beautiful castle.

“please welcome princess y/n from (name of kingdom)” the door opened for you and all eyes were on you, you hated it, you hated this welcoming.

it was somehow a royal thing, to inform of a royal entering a castle, but then what? it drew everyone’s attention to you.

you felt everyone’s gaze on you, mumbling nothings and whispering whatever. you slowly entered deep into the crowd until the other royals didnt care about you anymore.

“hello there, beauty” you heard someone say, you turned around to meet with a very pretty looking guy.

“hello” you replied back and extended him your hand for him to kiss.

you hated this too, the feeling of a stranger on your hand, why was this even a royal rule??

“i couldn’t stand seeing you alone so—“

“and finally, please welcome the hybe family” all of your heads turned to the door.

first one to enter was prince heeseung, you could see him searching for a specific person in the crowd and as soon as he saw her, he smiled.

second to enter was prince jay, he looked super focused, he too, was searching for a specific person in the crowd.

third to enter was prince jake, he looked so peaceful somehow, as if he already knew where was the specific person he was searching for.

fourth to enter was prince sunghoon and god, his visuals were no joke, whoever will end up with him definitely won a handsome one of a kind.

fifth to enter was prince sunoo, as soon as he entered you felt as if the world had stopped.

you two somehow made an eye contact for a few good seconds, as if he already found the person he was searching for.

is he….? no, he can’t be, can he?

the voice of the welcoming of the sixth prince woke you up from your deep thoughts.

sixth to enter was prince jungwon, he looked around, smiling at everyone while obviously trying to search for someone.

“and lastly, please welcome the birthday boy, riki!” as the seventh prince riki entered, everyone clapped and cheered.

only he, was smirking at everyone. he was definitely up to something.

as the party started, you started to feel tired. what if you just ditch early? no one will notice anyway.

you started walking towards what you thought was the exit, turns out it was a door for the castle’s garden.

“great, how do i get out now” you mumbled.

you heard steps behind you and turned around immediately.

your eyes widened as you saw the person that was standing in front of you.

“hello” he said with a warm smile.

“prince sunoo” you whispered under your breath, “hello”

“you probably have already heard who i am, but i’m sunoo” he said and bowed to you.

you couldn’t understand why, but you felt your cheeks heating up. focus y/n, focus!!

is he your promised prince?

“i’m l/n y/n” you introduced yourself with a curtsy, sunoo took your hand and kissed the back of it, “you look awfully pretty, y/n”

you said you hated it, hated it when a stranger kissed your hand, but why did it feel so different when he did it?

you wanted him to keep kissing your hand, and maybe not only your hand.

no, y/n what are you thinking!!

sunoo couldn’t explain it, ever since he laid his eyes on you, he felt something.

you were so, so pretty in his eyes. he saw the whole crowd but his eyes only looked at you. he wanted to get to know you more, he’s more than 100% sure you’re promised to him, how could his parents forget your beautiful name?

and if it turns out you’re not the one who’s promised to him, he’s more than determined now to make you his wife.

“would you like to have a dance y/n?” he suddenly asked, looking into your soft eyes.

you could still hear the music at the back, you enjoy dancing anyway, so why not?

“i’d love that” you replied.

sunoo took your hand and guided you, you were extremely close to each other.

your hands were around his neck, and his held your waist.

“how come i’ve never seen you before?” he asked.

“i’m not the type to go to royal celebrations, i came here for the first time since i’m kind of forced to meet my future husband” you replied softly.

“future husband?” sunoo disappointedly looked down.

did you already find your future husband? your promised one?

you shook your hand, “i have yet to find him, but now that i’m being here with you…” you stayed quiet for a bit, “i think i found him”

oh you were bold. what if he already has someone he’s going to marry to?

“oh,” he suddenly said and chuckled, “i think i already found my future wife too”

both of you shared a long eye contact, god he was so attractive and you were so beautiful in his eyes.

you changed position and crossed your hands together, going in circle while not even breaking your eye contact for a mere second.

you didn’t want to let go of each other, as the song ended, so did your dance.

you decided to sit on one of the benches at the garden and share a little conversation.

a little conversation ended up lasting for almost until midnight. you’ve been at the garden since eight pm.

you talked about your hobbies, your family, your miserable life with your manners classes.

“no way! you’re having them too?? i thought only my parents were old school” he said in excitement.

“yeah, i guess both of us are experiencing the old school parents” you chuckled.

the conversation just kept on going further and further until the maids reminded you it’s time to go.

both of you got up from the bench and looked at each other.

“i don’t want this night to end” you pout.

sunoo giggled and put his hands around your waist.

“i don’t want it to end either” he replied.

it was a comforting silence between the two of you, until he started getting closer.

“can i…..?” he asked and you nodded.

he crushed his lips on yours and held you tightly. you kissed him back and put your hands around his neck.

the kiss was so innocent and sweet, as if you’re having your first teen love.

as you slowly let go of the kiss you opened your eyes and giggled.

“there you—am i interrupting something?” you recognize this prince, it’s prince jake.

“not at all, i was just about to leave” you said after and curtsied to the prince.

you walked away but not before whispering into sunoo’s ear, “hopefully i get to see you again”

as you left, jake pushed sunoo and cheered for him. “you found her didn’t you!!”

sunoo smiled, his cheeks still blushing from the kiss you shared a few minutes ago. it was just like in the love stories he liked to read.

“oh! her name is minju!”

no. this can’t be.

after the celebration, his parents came up to him to ask him how was meeting his future wife.

only then he realized he has been wrong this whole time.

“what?” he asked.

they nodded and smiled, “we’re so glad you enjoyed! we were actually worried about you not liking her”

“i need to sleep” he mumbled.

“what?”

“i need to sleep now” he said louder.

his parents left his room, shocked and speechless. did they say something wrong?

“y/n dear, how was the party?” your parents came up to you, they’ve probably been waiting for you to get back.

you knew they didn’t really care about the party, but more about the person you’ve met there.

you already knew that the person you’re promised to marry wasn’t sunoo, but you couldn’t help it but fall in love with him.

you realized it wasn’t sunoo halfway into your conversation. your parents told you a few facts about your future husband, and none of them matched sunoo. still, you kept on spending the night with him instead of going to search your promised one.

“it was fine” you replied.

“just fine….?” they asked surprised.

“yeah”

“what about….?”

“oh, it was amazing actually, i already feel myself falling for him, he’s the person i want to marry to and no one else” you smiled, “ever since i saw him i only think of him”

your parents looked at you in confusion. they weren’t expecting to hear that from you, especially because you hated this idea.

“are you…doing okay?” they asked and you nodded, cheeks heating up after remembering your past events.

“i’ll be going to sleep now” you skipped to your room happily, leaving your parents dumbfounded.

the next day you woke up, “y/n! you got a letter” one of your maids brought your letter to you and you opened it.

‘meet me at xxxx around 9pm — sunoo’

you smiled after reading the letter, and you couldn’t help but wait for the eve to come.

around 8:30pm you sneaked out, telling your parents you weren’t feeling well and getting out slowly and surely, no one noticed you.

you arrived the place and waited for him. you sat on a bench and looked at the sky.

the sky was so dark and the stars were shining brightly, you enjoyed looking at the sky, until you couldn’t see anything.

someone covered your eyes, “guess who” you heard a familiar voice and chuckled.

“my future husband” you said.

this new nickname you gave him made him flutter each time he hears it coming out of your mouth.

he removed his hands and pecked your cheeks, “ding ding ding, we have a winner” he smiled and went to sit next to you on the bench.

“i missed you” he added.

“you saw me yesterday” you replied.

“24 hours without seeing you, my heart can’t handle it” he held his hand against his heart and you rolled your eyes, “you’re so cheesy”

“you didnt mind it yesterday” he shrugged, “i still don’t”

both of you chuckled and kept talking with a wide smile all over your faces.

the two of you knew, you knew you’re not promised to each other, you knew you won’t end up getting married to each other, so why does none of you bring this up?

you kept talking and talking without even realizing it was past 3 am. you have manners class later today, you have to get some sleep.

“you have to go?” he asked and you nodded sadly.

“my parents will kill me if i dont wake up in time” you sighed.

“let’s meet up tomorrow too, same time, same place” he said and you nodded.

you pecked his lips and ran back, leaving him with blushing cheeks.

none of you wants to admit it, but you’re not going to end up together. so you’ll just spend your time together as long as you can, holding into the fact that maybe, maybe you actually will have a chance to marry each other.

your sneaking out became a usual thing for you and sunoo, you really did keep your promise and met up every day.

“how do you want our wedding to be?” he asked you once.

your head was resting on his lap as he caressed your hair.

“my family, your family, and maybe just a few important royals, in your castle too, because that’s where we first met” you smiled and he smiled back at you.

both of you knew it’s not really going to happen, but you still held into the hope that maybe, against all the odds, maybe you will be able to change your fate.

“i love it, what do you think about honeymoon?” he asked in addition to the wedding part and you just giggled.

as you came back to your room that day from meeting sunoo, you noticed a figure sitting on your bed.

you got scared and immediately turned on the lights, just to notice it was your mother.

“mother,” you whispered.

“i thought you’re not feeling well?” she asked seriously.

“i-i went to catch some air—“ “dont try to excuse yourself” she said firmly.

you looked down and sighed, “i met up with my future husband”

her serious face turned into a wide smile, “really? what did you two—“

“kim sunoo from hybe kingdom” you cut her off as you just now told her who you met up.

“what?” she asked, the wide smile turning into confusion.

“i met up with sunoo, my future husband” you boldly said.

your mother laughed, “that was a good joke! dont scare me like that again” she continued to laugh but her laugh faded when she noticed you were serious.

“oh, you’re serious?” she asked and you nodded.

“i want to marry sunoo, mom” you said.

“that’s not possible” she argued.

“why not? i love him, he’s the person i want to marry” you said.

“a no is a no, i don’t want to argue about it” she got up.

“but i do, i won’t marry any other person, even that ‘future husband’ you’ve been telling me to marry” you’re a one stubborn child, and you’re not going to give up on sunoo that easily.

your mother sighed, “i will not argue about this with you, you’re grounded, i’ll put hundreds of guards around just to keep you here” she raised her voice.

“you can try and keep me here all you want! it’s not going to change my feelings!” you shout as she went out of your room.

sunoo wasn’t doing any better, he too, got caught as he came back.

“no!” his mother argued, “you’re promised to marry minji and that’s final! i don’t want to hear another word!”

sunoo scoffed, “out of all seven of us, you chose to be strict with me, now that i finally found someone i love, you’re taking her away from me? why did you let heeseung marry a commoner then?” he shout.

his mother stayed speechless.

“exactly, you have no good reason” he said in disbelief.

“you’re not allowed to go out anymore until you realize what you just did, minju is your future wife and no one else” she said before smacking the door.

while both of you weren’t allowed out of your castles, you could send letters one to other.

you kept communicating through that, however, it was slow and hard as one letter per day came in.

on one of the days you shared dinner with your parents, as usual you stayed quiet and didn’t talk to neither of them.

only today was different, “y/n,” your father called you but you ignored.

“we’ve decided to break off the agreement with the other kingdom” he continued and your eyes light up.

“me and your mother decided it’s what best for you, and we want nothing more than to see you happy” he said.

“does that mean…..?” you whispered and your mother nodded, “you can marry prince sunoo, we talked some sense in his parents too”

you looked at the clock and saw the time, 8:30pm.

you looked over your parents, “can i….?” and they nodded.

you pushed away your chair and ran out of the castle to search for your sunoo.

you arrived at your place with a wild smile, expecting to see him already, your smile faded as you saw no one.

your eyes teared up, until someone covered your eyes behind you, “guess who”

without waiting, you turned around and hugged the person you were so longing for.

“my future husband, my real future husband” you cried into the hug as he hugged you back tightly, not wanting to let you go.

“i missed you” he said and you cupped his face.

“i love you” you said before kissing him.

you caught him off guard but he was quick to kiss you back, holding your waist and getting you closer to him than ever.

both of you pulled away when you felt you were out of air.

you pressed your foreheads against each other with eyes closed, “it’s been so long, it feels so good to hold you again, i love you” he said and you smiled.

“i was wondering how long it’s going to take for my parents to realize i only want to marry you” you chuckled.

“took them too long” he scoffed and you nodded.

“what’s important is that you’re here now” you whispered.

“i’m here, forever and ever, i love you”

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[lurkingshan]

Japanese QL Corner

ICYMI: There are so many Japanese qls airing weekly, so I’m going to start posting this little round up at the end of each week. Most of these shows are on Gaga and I highly recommend watching!

Tsukuritai Onna to Tabetai Onna 2

Besties, I screamed!!! We were blessed with episodes 9-12 of this fantastic second season this week, and we finally reached the moment we've been building toward for so long. I AM SO PROUD OF KASUGA AND NOMOTO. Amazing job using your words, ladies. And I loved the way they tied Kasuga's family plot in here, with her need to move giving her the motivation to finally tell Nomoto what she wants. Nomoto was ready for it, too, and already planning to confess on her own (still not over that adorable screamsqueal she let out after inviting Kasuga for Valentines dinner). I can't wait for them to buy a big house, invite Nagumo and Yako to live with them, and start their very own lesbian commune where every meal is amazing.

Chaser Game W

I did some investigating this week because the way these characters are written was just not making sense to me. And as it happens, not only is this show about women written by a male screenwriter, it was adapted from a het manga! Itsuki's character was originally a heterosexual man. Let me tell ya, this made a lot click into place for me. Trust a male writer to take a het romance about power dynamics, gender swap one of the characters to make it a gl, and fail to adjust the characterizations and plot for the completely different power dynamics and communication styles that would entail. It doesn’t explain all the issues with the writing, but it sure does explain a lot about the puzzling lack of feelings processing and communication between these two women. Despite that messiness, I will finish watching this one to support the ratings so we get more gls soon.

My Strawberry Film

What we got here is a love chain of pain. Chika loves Ryo, but Ryo loves Hikaru, and Hikaru is fixated on Minami. Everyone is pining and there is no way for everyone to get what they want. A classic high school angst set up, though admittedly not my favorite kind of story. I will continue to hope that Chika experiences an awakening and we end up with both a bl and a gl pair in this show. I did not expect them to find Minami that easily (or that she would be their peer), so I'm curious to see where they take the plot for this one.

Sukiyanen Kedo Do Yaro ka

Last week I said I was wary of them bringing Mizuki back into the mix to interfere in the relationship, and as expected I was irritated with the way the show used him in this week's episode. I like where that final conversation between Sakae and Soga ended up, but I didn't care for the way Mizuki was used to interfere. It felt like a retread of the last couple weeks, didn't accomplish anything new for those relationships, and just made Sakae seem kind of weak willed and immature. Sakae was not feeling confident about Soga's feelings because he had not communicated clearly, but every time Soga tried to talk to him, Sakae just stood there and let Mizuki get in the way. I would have liked to see him draw a firmer boundary with Mizuki and talk to Soga like an adult, but instead he was wavering through most of the episode and not giving Soga the chance to explain things. It was an annoying dynamic and I hope it's actually over. But of course, Mizuki hasn't left yet and the episode didn't allow us more than a brief happy moment before flashing forward to a breakup, so we're clearly in for more seesaw shenanigans before this ends.

Perfect Propose

I love this show, y'all. I already posted a little love note to this episode, which I thought was so smart and authentic in the way it depicted Hiro's ongoing struggles with work, his burnout, and his fear about moving on (also shoutout to this post from @befuddledcinnamonroll for a great overview on why the storytelling choices are so effective). And for an episode where Hiro and Kai shared only a couple scenes, it got a surprising amount of relationship development done, as Hiro became more aware of his growing feelings for Kai and Kai made his intentions and his boundaries clear. I love that he put the ball firmly in Hiro's court to decide what he wants and ask for it, and I am so looking forward to seeing Hiro run next week. If only I could get another six episodes, everything here would be perfect.

Ossan's Love Returns

I'll be honest, this show has been kinda wobbly for me in the back half. It feels like they put too many balls in the air and are not quite sure how to land them all. For one, I am just not nearly as invested in this Izumi/Kiku loveline as the show clearly wants me to be--I've been shipping Kiku x Moving On the whole time and was hopeful we may be finally getting there, but it just keeps coming back around. Takegawa's story seems to have gotten lost somewhere along the way, and I was so confused by some of the storytelling choices re: Kurosawa's plot this week that I had to convene @twig-tea and @my-rose-tinted-glasses, and our collective brain power still couldn't quite piece together the show's intent. I loved the first stretch of the episode with the whole squad assembling to puzzle through what they know about Chief's health woes and support him, but then they lost me with that goodbye video sequence immediately followed by a one month later psyche! moment. If they are not killing Kurosawa off (which I don't think they are) the very overwrought final scenes with him, Haruta, and Maki hit pretty weird. Having now seen the end scene that undercuts it all, it could be that it was meant to feel like comedic melodrama, but in the absence of any solid reassurance to the audience that the health threat was not real, that did not really land. All that said, I still love all of these characters and it's been a real delight to see Haruta and Maki settle into their married life, so I'm still very happy to be watching and looking forward to how they wrap up.

[queeniecook]

December 3

Now that Este knows how to crawl, Caleb has been trying to get her to stand on her own. Mama don't like it. I almost got upset with him and asked if he's trying to rush her into growing up but I bit my tongue. I know he's just trying to make sure she grows up well, knowing everything she needs to know to thrive.

I'm happy she's doing so well but at the same time, it's a bittersweet happiness. My little starfish is growing. I want to keep her little but I know I can't.

I have to cheer up, today I'm meeting Aubree in Brindleton Bay at her house - we're having a day at the spa in Newcrest. Caleb is watching Este and to my utter shock, he invited Jackson over. Those two have never really spent much time together but Caleb says he might as well try to get to know Lilith's boyfriend. Especially considering things could be worse - her boyfriend could be Vladislaus Straud.

My Este isn't the only one who is growing. Edgar Allan and Emily have grown quite a bit too since the last time I saw them. I helped Aubree put them down for their naps and got in some cuddles while I was at it.

I met their Nanny as well, Paris Hale. She's pretty. Very pretty. There's something oddly familiar about her and I can't put my finger on it.

"Have a good time at your spa day, ladies." August tolds us with a smile on his face as we headed for the front door. 

I felt like I should talk to Aubree about it but I didn't want to ruin our day. I decided to table the topic until later.

After we got all pampered, we decided to stop at a shop and buy ourselves nice dresses to wear to a fancy restaurant in Newcrest.

The food was good, they even had someone playing the piano beside us. I think Caleb would enjoy that place. It was nice to get to spend time with Aubree. Not only do we live in different towns but we're also married with kids, while also having careers on top of it. We don't always get to see each other but we make it a point to keep in touch. Something that matters to you - you have to make an effort to keep it going.

By the time we got back to Brindleton Bay, it was dark and cold. We went on a small walk around her neighborhood. It filled me with memories of my own time living in town.

"Aubree...there's something oddly familiar about Paris. I don't know what it is but...it's almost like she reminds me of someone." I told her, stopping our walk not far from her home. 

"Any idea who?" Aubree asked me. I shook my head. "I know she's pretty."

"And younger and blonde." I interjected. Aubree for her part gave me a brief nod in recognition but kept going.

"She does so well with the twins.  They love her. Not only that, she cleans the house, makes dinner. We gave her a small raise because she's become more of a maid slash nanny." I know that she and August don't have a lot of money laying around but they are both firm believers in paying a person fairly for the work they do. 

I slowly nodded. Maybe I was just being suspicious because of what happened to Rahmi. Obviously it was a bit of a different scenario.

"Plus, I trust my husband. We've known him since high school. Do you think he would do cheat on me?" Aubree asked me.

For some reason, my mind briefly wondered to Apollo and Naya. How my brother is feeling lonely and like Naya has been putting her career before him and AJ. Though she has been trying to spend more time with them lately. "Not normally, no. He loves you. But sometimes when someone is feeling lonely and...look, just be careful, okay?"

"I don't think there's anything to worry about but I will still keep an eye on her." Aubree told me, she seemed a little annoyed with me but at least she's taking my advice. 

[muffinbeliever]

Neighborly Love [02]

Pairing: Coworker!Dean Winchester x Coworker!Reader

Word Count: 1131

Warnings: nothing ? trauma dumping lol but nothing that we didnt know already

Summary: Coworker!AU– Dean Winchester is the newbie around the office, and also your new cubicle neighbor. You have him all figured out from the start: a jerk, or so you think. It doesn’t help that he won’t stop flirting with you. Will Dean be able to convince you otherwise? 

A/N: oop hey guys *shyly tucks hair behind my ears* its been a while huh i was recently reminded that i actually told someone that id be posting the second chapter in december 2022 so we all know how that turned out... but anyways the only thing i can think of is #the hoes are gonna LOVE this have no fear y'all mother is here to feed you with a light chapter of lunch fluff

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You had just finished the fourth page of your project report, starting to double check for mistakes, when Dean cleared his throat. A quick glance showed him standing by the partition, his jacket hanging from his arm and an expectant look on his face. 

“Huh?” You asked, confused. You continued to proofread while you waited for his reply, your eyebrows furrowing as you tried to reword an awkward sentence. 

“I asked if you wanna get lunch,” he said. Your fingers hovered frozen over the keyboard. 

“Lunch?” You repeated, finally turning in your chair to face him properly. 

“Yeah, you know, the meal between breakfast and dinner? Eaten around midday? We get an hour off work? Which is right about now?” He teased, his green eyes twinkling with playfulness. 

“I know what lunch is.” You pretended to be annoyed to hide your amusement. “I was just processing the thought of lunch with you.” 

“Ouch,” he joked. “And here I was, doing a good deed by inviting you to lunch so you wouldn’t think of your breakup.” 

“Well, I wasn’t thinking about the breakup until right now,” you groaned. You had been so preoccupied with your report, you hadn’t given your breakup a single thought, but now, you had a whole hour to do nothing but that. 

“Then we’ll just have to go to lunch to take your mind off it,” he responded with a smirk. You debated continuing your work instead, but gave Dean’s offer a second thought.

“Beats work, I guess.” 

You saved your work and turned off the monitor before grabbing your purse. Your eyes swept the desk as you rose from the chair, and you had one arm in your jacket when you saw his grin. 

“What?” You asked, a little wary of his response.

“Nothing.” He was unsuccessful in feigning nonchalance. You gave him a pointed look.

“I…” He trailed off as he collected his thoughts. “I just think we got off on the wrong foot, and I’m hoping this lunch will be better,” he admitted. He rubbed the back of his neck and his eyes were averted, hinting towards his nervousness. You were thrown off by his truthfulness, but after a moment, you were surprised to find that you agreed.

“Yeah,” you said with a smile. The grin he returned conveyed his relief, and you swore the air felt a little lighter. “Come on, then. Part of inviting me to lunch is actually going.”

“Alright,” he chucked. “Where should we go? Lady’s choice.” 

The diner across the street was nothing special, but it was close and fast– two things you appreciated. The hostess seated the two of you upon arrival, and within five minutes, your orders were taken.

“So, Y/N Y/L/N, tell me about yourself,” Dean said, after the waitress set down your drinks. 

“There’s not much to tell,” you warned. 

“Oh?” He raised an eyebrow.

“Yeah,” you said with a shrug. “When you’re an only child and both of your parents are on-call surgeons, it’s kinda lonely and boring. I read a lot as a kid and focused on school. I always went to class and ran for student-body president. Don’t get me wrong, though, I had a social life and friends. I dated a couple of boys and fooled around with a couple more, but nothing wild. And then I went to college, but that wasn’t anything wild either.”

You were quiet for a moment, giving yourself time before continuing. 

“I met Zach during the second half of junior year. We were in the same class and, I don’t know, I guess we kinda just clicked. We got coffee a couple of times and worked on a couple of projects together. Even after the semester was over, we kept in contact and eventually he asked me out and we started dating. After graduation, I got this job and he took an offer at a tech company two hours away.” 

A familiar lump began to form in your throat. “It’s been a year since then, and I thought things were going fine between us, but clearly they weren’t. And I–” 

Your vision blurred from the tears brimming your eyes. You took a deep breath. Dean offered the glass in front of you, and you sipped at it while the waitress set down your plates. Your mouth watered at the sight of the cheeseburger in front of you. 

“Anyways, enough about me,” you said, once the waitress had left. “What about you?” 

Dean shrugged in response. 

As you ate, he talked about the house fire that took his mother when he was four, leaving his dad to take care of him and his younger brother, Sam, who was only six-months-old at the time. He shared how his dad turned to alcohol after the tragedy, and how it was the cause of the car accident that killed him ten years later. Bobby, a close family friend without kids of his own, adopted the brothers right after. Dean struggled through high school and vowed to never set foot on a school campus again once he graduated. He lived at Bobby��s until Sam finished high school, working as a mechanic at Bobby’s body shop. From there, Dean bounced around, taking the odd job here and there.

You listened to his story with rapt attention, admiring his animated gestures and shining eyes as he talked about Sam, who was now in his last year of college. The brothers had remained close over the years, despite their physical distance.

“Eventually, after working so many different jobs, I had gained experience that employers valued– at least, enough to overlook my lack of college degree– and I ended up here,” he concluded with a shrug. He was relaxed against the cushion of the booth, reaching out his hand to swipe a french fry through ketchup. His fingers drummed on the table while he chewed. 

“Thanks for sharing that with me,” you said softly, offering him a small smile. His fingers stopped their tapping.

“Thanks for taking me up on lunch,” He responded, just as softly. His forearms rested against the table as he subtly leaned closer, mirroring you. The sunlight hit him at the perfect angle, revealing the flecks of gold amongst his vivid green eyes and the smaller, fainter freckles dusting his cheekbones. Your breath hitched at the sight.

The corners of his mouth slowly raised to a smile– the movement catching your attention. Your gaze lowered to his lips and you found yourself wondering if they were as soft as they looked. 

“Like what you see?” He was parroting his first words to her using the same, smooth flirtatious tone that had irritated every nerve in your body yesterday, but today, you found you didn’t mind it one bit.

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[angelily-vine]

Nevermore's Starlight Ch.2

Wednesday Fanifc x OC (Aria Amor)

A/N -- Not the best, but hope you enjoy!!

Summary: It's officially the start of the school year! Aria and her roommate Lillian find themselves a few new companions after the first day. And Aria discovers her academic rival.

"New Setting, New People"

Surprisingly, I was able to sleep sufficiently last night. Well, despite the nightmares which I’ve learned to ignore. 

“Are you ready?” Lillian invited with a smile, reaching an arm out for me to take.

I blankly look up at her from my computer.

“Do you not remember the last time you held out a hand for me to hold?”

She puts her arms up in defeat with a chuckle.

“Come on!”

Shortly after Lillian and I had come back from dinner, she asked for us to check schedules and see if we had any of the same classes. Ironically, we had the same classes. Her reaction to it was a clangorous, annoying, prolonged squeal and endlessly jumping up and down from excitement. She even came close to attempting to hug me. However, she knew better than to do so and continued with her jumps.

When we reached the main hall, there was a crowd of students and administrators all around. Lillian tells me to wait for her as she finds an upperclassman to show us around.

While waiting, I observe the outcasts and the environment around me. Unconsciously, I was searching for a pair of fellow freshmen, a particular silver and raven-haired pair.

Lo and behold, I see the stunning white-haired girl seemingly looking for someone. Before I could even assume whoever it was she was searching for, Lillian came up to me with a tall, pale, auburn boy in uniform, a smile plastered onto his face.

“Aria, this is Gregory! Gregory, Aria!” She introduces us.

“Hi,” He greets as he began to reach his hand out until Lillian gently puts it down.

“She isn’t one for physical touch.” She warns with a smile. 

“Oh, sorry.” He apologizes softly.

“It’s alright.” I reassure.

“Well,” He turns to the stairs, “Let me show you two around.”

Whilst the three of us were walking through the school, Lillian got Gregory to talk about himself and the things he loved about the school. 

He revealed that he was a senior and that at first, he wasn’t the most content with attending the school. Later clarifying that the moment he fell in love with the school was when he joined his archery club, the same moment he finally met his found family. Another thing he mentioned was that he was also a member of Ophelia hall. He told us that as the years continued, things only got better for him. He had many glorious stories he was so delighted to finally tell. He also informed us that schedules mainly stay the same, however, the older you get, you’re allowed to drop a few classes and/or add others. Not failing to add that we could refer to him as Greg.

“And that’s the end of the tour!” He announced a hint of disappointment in his tone.

“Thank you for showing us around, Greg!”

“Of course, Lillian.” He turned to me. “Aria. I hope to see you both around soon and that you have just as amazing time here as I did.”

Parting ways from him, Lillian coaxed me into doing some more exploring around the school before returning to our dorm.

“Who knows, maybe you’ll see the pretty ladies from yesterday.” She mischievously mumbled.

Now, to make things clear, I did not agree to go with her because of the possibility of seeing the two. I merely went because she promised not to nag me about them for the rest of the afternoon.

She had us wandering about with no real objective, making a few acquaintances along the way. Having us dash through the hallways and corridors only to end up sitting together at the fountain in the center of the quad. 

We mainly sat in the familiar silence we’d quickly grown to share, fingers wavering through the surface of the water. Occasionally, Lillian sparked a small conversation. Nonetheless, we kept to ourselves, observing our surroundings, with students walking and playing around and staff conversing amongst themselves and others.

My mother did not lie when she told me that there was a homely presence within the heart of the school. 

I turned to see what Lillian was up to when I felt a deviant energy disturbing the coziness. To no surprise, she had on her devious smirk. Following the direction to where her eyes indicated, I see two very familiar women.

“Whatever it is you’re thinking of doing, remember the promise you made.”

Lillian sighed at my little reminder.

“Could we at least give them a wave?” 

“Can you not postpone your friendliness until tomorrow, or at least until tonight? You’ve already made friends along the way here.”

“Oh, come on! You made yourself quite a bit of friends too!” She whined.

“I did not.”

“Did too!”

“You sound like a child.”

“Am I not one? We’re only 14 or 15, Aria.” She retorted.

“At this rate, you make me question whether you are still a toddler.”

“Excuse me!” Lillian scoffed in disbelief, her mouth left open.

“You are excused.”

Again, there was a silence between us, I’m guessing out of her disbelief. For a moment, at least, until Lillian started laughing her ass off.

“So, you have jokes.”

I roll my eyes at her comment and bothersome cackling and stood up from where I sat, dusting myself off.

“Where are you going?” She managed to choke out between her giggles.

“Back to our dorm.”

“I’m coming too!”

For the remainder of our afternoon, I was able to work on my novel and packed my bag for tomorrow. Lillian did the same and thought up ways she could incorporate her style within her uniform. Ultimately, she stuck with keeping a scrunchie on her wrist and bedazzling the ends of her sleeves.

At dinner, everyone took the same seating as the night before, with the same two gorgeous young women in front of us. The food was just as satisfactory as yesterday’s and the conversations were more lively. Regardless, I decided not to stay very long because of my desire to finalize my seventh chapter before 9:30, which was when we were meant to go to sleep. Unless you are a werewolf or vampire, of course.

“Why did you leave so early?” Lillian asked with a tone of worry as she walked into our dorm and closed the door behind her.

“Quite frankly, it’s none of your business,” I answer as I finish the closing sentence. “But if you must know, I wanted to finish this chapter before lights go out.”

“Is it really that, or was it because of the pretty ladies who sat in front of us?” She asked with a grin.

“You seem to have forgotten about your promise, Lillian.”

She groaned in disappointment and plopped down on the edge of her bed.

“And even after all of those conversations you’ve had with them, you still don’t know their names?” I questioned.

“I, well, you know! Introducing myself never really crossed my mind and I’m guessing the same for them. We were just so captivated by our intriguing discussions that it flew over our heads, you could say.”

“Mhm..” 

The conversation is soon forgotten as I felt a sudden urge to play whilst I was overlooking my latest chapter. I hesitantly reached for my case and the folder which held all of my music sheets to pull out my favorite piece, propping it up against my computer, not in the mood to take out the stand I had in my closet.

Chant De Linos

In my honest opinion, ‘Chant De Linos’ has got to be one of the best-composed pieces. I’ve been playing it since I was ten. Though this was usually duetted with a piano, it never stopped me from doing it. 

As I assembled my beloved instrument, I could hear a faint gasp from across the room.

“That’s the most beautiful instrument I have ever seen,” Lillian whispered as she sat up from her bed. “I can see the magnificence of the engraved patterns from here.”

I shake my head and felt a small smile begin to grace my lips at her keen observation and her word choice.

“What are you gonna play?”

“Chant De Linos by Andre Jolivet.” I answered before holding my flute up and resting it on my chin.

Overlooking the build-up of anxiety I felt, I took a deep breath in.

The moment I let out the first note, I lost myself in the music. The beat, the rhythm, the articulation, the notes, the rests. The slurs, the eighth notes, the sixteenth notes, the dynamics, the sound trickling out of my flute. It was all so luxuriously overwhelming.

Lillian was in awe, her jaw hanging open and her eyes twinkling with delight and satisfaction.

Little did I know, my song could be heard far beyond my room. 

On the opposite side of the hall, an acquainted raven perked up from her bed. She turned to her white-haired roommate with a pleasing smile. The music was calm yet exhilarating, and they had an inkling of who it came from. They were both in a state of awe at the dexterity and melody.

The playing lasted for about nine to ten minutes, lulling many of Ophelia Hall’s occupants to a cordial slumber, including the very mother of the hall. 

When I let out the last note, I held it a few seconds longer than I was meant to. Finished with the piece, I lay down my flute and carefully put away the music sheets.

“That was…breathtaking!” Lillian exclaimed, clapping her hands together with a big smile.

And with that, the night ended, lights were out, with only the moonlight and the two bedside lamps brightening the room. Silently, I reminisce about the events of today. I somehow end up finding myself thinking about the more profound meanings of things in life and the complexity of certain topics, like grief and what leads to a psychotic mindset.

Eventually, I fall asleep with my thoughts and prayers.

The next morning, as I was about to leave the quad to finish my breakfast in the comfort of my dorm, I’m confronted by Ms. Caddel. 

“Good morning, sweetheart!” She greets me with a smile. “Last night, I heard a tremendously gorgeous melody coming from within the hall.” 

With that acknowledgment, I felt blood rushing to my cheeks. 

I didn’t know that I had been playing so loud.

“I asked around about who it was that was playing such a tune and your roommate revealed to me that it was you!” She said with an excitement similar to my mother’s whenever I would agree to play for her and my siblings.

Regardless of the feeling of wanting to completely vanish and dig myself into a restful ditch, dying a painful, excruciating death, I refrained from walking away and allowed Ms. Caddel to finish whatever it was she had to say.

She complimented my talents and told me how others have said that they enjoyed listening to my playing. Then, she came to the point of suggesting that I join Nevermore’s symphonic band once extracurriculars and clubs open up next week. Ending the one-sided conversation with a sweet goodbye and good luck for the first day.

In returning to my dorm, I finished my breakfast and got ready for the day. It was only my second time trying on the uniform since I was first sized a couple of months back, and luckily, it still fits perfectly.

I pinned my hair back with two pearl clips and curled the ends of my hair, along with my curtain bangs. When I was ready, I commenced my way to English I with Ms. Archaya, my first class of the day. 

It was only 8:05, and classes don’t start until 8:20, so there were fifteen minutes to spare. I thought that I’d be met with an empty classroom with the possibility of Ms. Acharya being there, however, there was a familiar pale-faced girl who sat near the front of the classroom. Her white hair was in the same up-do it’s always been in and she had the same cherry red lipstick she wore since the day I first laid my eyes on her.

She looked up and flashed a knowing smile. To that, I nodded and took a seat at a desk close to hers, taking a few books out.

“Good morning.” She welcomed in a sweet tone. Her voice was just as rich and proper as it was two nights ago.

“Good morning.”

The silence between us as we waited lay on the lines between awkwardness and amenity. There were also times when she failed to speak and introduce herself and I would take a few glances to see what she was doing.

Ultimately, she grew tired of the silence and found the courage to speak once more.

“My name is Larissa,” She spoke timidly. “Larissa Weems.”

I looked up from a book I’d been skimming through and met her lovely blue eyes.

“Aria, Aria Amor.”

“That’s a gorgeous name.” She compliments with a smile.

“Thank you. The same goes for you.” I admit, my expression unwittingly softened.

Before Larissa could speak again, the voices of other students growing closer interrupt her. 

By 8:15, the classroom was filled with students talking amongst themselves, waiting for our professor. Lillian arrived by 8:13 and took the seat next to me and started complaining about how I didn’t wait for her. I stayed silent and allowed her to rant her little heart out.

And to my surprise, Larissa’s raven-haired friend from the previous days before showed up and sat beside her. What a coincidence.

Just before the bell rang, Ms. Acharya finally arrived.

“Good morning, my darlings!” She greeted me with an anxious and apologetic smile, fixing her glasses as she goes on. “I apologize for my tardiness.”

She walked toward her blackboard and started writing the word ‘Introductions’ and then turned to us.

“Today, we will be introducing ourselves. First, you will tell us your name, and then you are to tell us what kind of outcast you are!” Excitement loaded in her voice. “I’ll begin.”

“My name is Theodora Acharya, and I am a vampire.” She then motioned her hand toward the front row for someone to begin.

As my turn to share grew closer, anxiety and dread slowly crept into my mind and my heartbeat raised quickly.

“My name is Lillian Montonellie, and I am a werewolf!” 

Lillian’s introduction warped me back into reality, out of my crowded thoughts. With all eyes on me, I reluctantly stood up beside my desk.

“Aria Amor.” I took a deep breath in, “I’m a half-siren and telekinetic.” 

To no surprise, the unraveling of my species led to numerous gasps and whispers. Even Lillian had an astonished and starstruck expression on her face. 

“That is quite fascinating. I’ve never had a hybrid outcast before.” Ms. Acharya muttered before shushing the class and continuing the introductions.

It took about ten to fifteen minutes to finish up. Via the intros, I learned the name of Larissa’s companion, Morticia Frump. I also learned that Larissa was a shape-shifter and Morticia was a psychic. And when the introductions were over, Ms. Acharya handed out coloring sheets with poems mainly from Edgar Allen Poe.

Throughout the rest of class, I could feel stares coming from across the room and I could hear a few faint whispers. Ignoring them, Lillian started a conversation about poetry and how she found Poe’s poems the only interesting ones. I argued with her stating that there are a vast amount of more profitable poets and authors besides him.

When I brought up the fact that Robert Frost was a somewhat overrated poet, that was when Morticia interjected. 

She debated that he was a very accomplished author who deserved fame with his, supposedly, superior and exquisite writings.

Our conversation later grew into a diverse amount of subjects and debates, as of which Larissa joined in as well. And through our talks, I found out quite a bit about the two, plus a few other things about Lillian.

Larissa and Morticia were roommates and seemed to have a sort of similar dynamic to what Lillian and I have. Nonetheless, Larissa was a lot more proper and didn’t whine as much, and Morticia was a bit more outgoing than I was. They also had a bit of tension between each other.

As the day went by and we passed through our classes, the four of us were surprised by the fact that we all had the same schedule. To no shock, Lillian was the most delighted by this. After English, was math, and in that class, there was a boy, Gomez Addams. Throughout the second period, he continued to make heart eyes toward our group as he talked amongst his cluster of friends. However, it was hard to tell who it was he was looking at.

At lunch, we sat and ate together, a few other students joining us. I wasn’t exactly open to talking to anyone, but I would rather rip my own tongue out of my mouth than let Lillian, or anyone else, talk for me. Unless they were truly someone I trusted, and the only person I trust is my mama. 

With our final period in Botany, we decided to change seating Larissa and I shared a table, and Morticia and Lillian shared the one next to ours.

Like Mrs. Callaway in AP World History, the Botany professor, Dr. Gray, decided to do an introduction to our upcoming beginner’s unit. Asking a few questions to see what we already knew, Morticia and I got into a bit of a studious battle about who could name the most facts about deadly nightshade and the Papaveraceae family.

It seems that I’ve found my intellectual rival.

When Dr. Gray was finished with her introduction, she offered us the rest of the class. Larissa and I engaged in a conversation which soon lead to us expressing a love for flowers and interest in the history and culture of outcasts, and additionally, books. 

She was very easy to talk to and sort of gratifying.

Larissa was a sublime listener and knew how to keep the conversation lively. She had a calm yet enthusiastic personality. 

Usually, I wouldn’t indulge in so much conversation with others. But when it came to Larissa, words rolled off my tongue and our talks would never truly die down.

By the end of the day, I sat at my desk, writing another chapter of my novel.

“Do you write every day?” Lillian asked as she walked out of her bathroom.

“Yes.”

“You have quite the devotion and determination.”

I hummed in response and continued with my chapter.

“You were chatting it up with Morticia and Larissa today,” Lillian smirked. “A bit jealous really,”

“Jealous?”

“You don’t talk that much with me.”

“That’s because I don’t talk much at all with anyone unless it is utterly necessary.”

“Sure.” She cooed.

I rolled my eyes and finished my sentence before getting myself ready for bed. 

Today was relatively spontaneous.

[kexing]

Triage notes for eps 6-7:

THEY’RE KILLING MAI’S MOM I HATE YOU EVIL PROFESSOR AND GOPHER

The way everyone’s heads snapped to Sing after he asked Gap to dinner, like they all can’t believe he got himself together enough to ask. And then Gap’s disappointment when Sing invites them too! He was fixing his hair and everything!

Tin pulling Tol’s blanket up while he’s comatose :’(

Surprise forgotten childhood friends!

I really don’t blame Mai at all. It’s not right for her to use Tol for his money, but really this poor fucking girl. And in previous loops this would mean that her mom and Tol both die on the same night. This is way too much for one person to handle normally.

Tin is wrecked by Tol dying this time, it was so painful and way more drawn out than before. And now Mai has 2 funerals to plan because her mom was HARVESTED, and Fang got MURDERED for finding out about it, and Varit was already in a bad mental space and now he has to deal with the knowledge that one of his kidneys was stolen, and it’s all falling apart.

“Everything went all wrong” YOU’RE TELLING ME, TIN

Thank god Jinta’s here we need you now more than ever angel man.

Tin: So all I have to do now is break up Tol and Mai, save Varit, save Mai’s mom, and uncover the organ stealing conspiracy in this hospital all in the space of a week, and then Tol will be saved!

Me: Bro WHAT

But I also love that he technically doesn’t have to keep saving Varit, but he still keeps it as a top priority in all the loops. I would at least be tempted to have one less thing to worry about in this situation.

-

Oh I’m sorry, he needs to break up Tol and Mai, save Varit, save Mai’s mom, uncover the organ stealing conspiracy in this hospital AND get Tol to fall in love with him all in the space of a week. My mistake.

“Who would want me?” Said the incredibly pretty and compassionate doctor.

I love how he delegates the hospital conspiracy to Sing while getting his other friends to help him with dating. “Yeah I think our professor is secretly stealing and selling patients’ organs. Anyway I gotta go Toi and Pin are gonna help me with my 90s romcom makeover.”

I get warning her away to protect her after what happened last time, but cmon Fang’s totally gonna get involved, that’s not even a question.

“and then you drowned” huh

Of course! Cats are always the answer!

Sing is approaching Lady Sam levels of poor handling of emotions and communication. You can just thank Gap for the drink my dude!

Tin’s really having to put his “I can fix him” theory to work this loop, isn’t he?

Tol: This guy is so annoying, why can’t he just leave me alone already?

Random old friend of Tin’s: hey

Jealousy Activated!Tol: And whomst the fuck is this

welcome back!!! 🥳🥳🥳

yeah, they’re the fucking worst 😭😭😭

akjskaksksks YEAH. top 10 anime betrayals when sing invites everyone else. poor gap

soft tintol moments my beloveds 🥺🥺🥺

forgotten childhood friends? in MY bl? extremely likely, if not required.

on this blog we support mai’s rights and wrongs!! she’s been through a lot as well, in every fucking loop!

god the way tin breaks down over tol 😭😭😭 my fucking HEART. this loop was an entire shitshow 😭😭 just remembering hurts me!!

ALKDAKKDKSKDKS tin has like 345 impossible shit to pull during the smallest time frame all the while studying medicine and yet i deeply admire his confidence. i would’ve died on the spot

lmaooo varit is our beloved. gotta save him nonetheless

GOTTA MAKE THAT BOY FALL FOR HIM AS A TREAT!!!! if nothing else, he’s gonna get a boyfriend out of this fucking mess!!!

no but real, he thinks so lowly of himself while literally being the best character in the show and pretty AF. like come on tin, if you can save everyone and end the organ traffic, you can get one person to like you aldkkskdk

IT’S TIME FOR SOME ROMANCE. THE FUCKING PLOT CAN WAIT ALKDAKDKSKKDK

fang cares so much. she’s such a queen 😭😭😭

and then you drowned 🥰🥰🥰

SAM AND SING ARE LOST SIBLINGS ISTG

lmaooooo he is 🤣🤣🤣🤣

JEALOUS TOL IS MY FAVORITE AKDJSKKDSK HE’S SO PETTY AND FOR WHAT MY GUY, YOU WERE LITERALLY JUST COMPLAINING ABOUT TIN 🤣🤣🤣

too funny pls

have funnnn 🥰🥰🥰

[the-english-brew]

The orange adventure

The cool wind whipped around my face, blowing hair everywhere. I stood up straight, grim determination written in all my features. I could not fail, for many were depending on me.

I had been assigned a mission- a mission far more complex and yet far more important than any before. Not to mention, I was working in an alien environment.

I had just come from my home country to the UK- and we had decided to invite a few family friends for dinner. And it is keeping this in mind that I went over my mission’s objectives.

I was going to buy orange juice.

Without any help. (Yes, a most terrible assignment indeed.)

Man, was this going to be hard.

A million questions swam through brain- what if I forgot the way to the shop? What if someone I didn’t know recognized me?

Calm down, I whispered to myself.

I needed to be laser-focused. No silly what-ifs. My families reputation-as well as my own within my family-hung in the balance. The dinner would be ruined without the juice.

“No juice!” They would say. “Oh, the horror! What barbarian has their supper without juice?!”

There was no margin for error.

I stepped into the supermarket, and was instantly dwarfed by the sheer size of the supermarket complex. What on earth was a petite thirteen-year-old to do in such a humongous shop-without any humongous adults to accompany them?

I made my way through the aisles, darting in and out of them, trying to find the area that sold my precious orange juice.

And yet I found none.

No juice.

I checked again. Once, twice, three times more.

Still no juice.

And yet I knew there was juice, for my mother had procured it from this very shop last week.

As I stood contemplating whether my mother had mastered the ability to create things from nothing, I spotted something.

Situated between two aisles, a large, glaring orange bottle labeled with the orangest orange I’d ever seen stood tall.

What heathens ran this store? Honestly, how was an innocent little girl ever going to find her juice when the labels had disappeared?

I grabbed the juice, placed it neatly in my basket, and headed over to the self checkout.

I placed my bag on the platform-oh. Oh no. The screen was calling for assistance. Was I not supposed to place my bag there?

A warm-looking lady sidled up to me, gave me a bright beaming smile, scanned her ID card, and walked away.

I scanned my juice-honestly, why did people go out of their way to hide the barcodes?-and placed them in my bag. Unfortunately, it fell over, and I had to place it upright. I lifted the juice box and shifted it so that-

Welp. It was calling assistance again.

The same lady-bless her heart- assured me it was no problem and scanned her ID again.

Finally, I got to pay. I presented my dad’s credit card to the card reader and waited.

And waited.

And waited.

Okay, I was waiting for too long. I removed the card only to see that it was asking for the PIN number.

The very PIN number I didn’t know of.

Wasn’t this thing supposed to be contactless?!

Great, this scanner didn’t accept cash- what was I to do now? This trip was a disaster. The poor assistance lady noticed my conundrum and came to my help once again.

I didn’t deserve her.

She accepted the cash from me, scanned her magical ID card, waved away my profuse apologies and gestures of gratitude, and walked off. I practically ran to the exit, eager to get away from this hellish shop.

And although this entire ordeal sounds a bit silly, that day I learned a lesson. We kids often dislike the no-nonsense adults and their rather annoying holier-than-thou attitude, but maybe, just maybe, being an adult wasn’t as fun and free as we think.

Man, adulting is hard.

[ducknotinarow]

[MM Rasey uwu]

"So, this is my place," Casey said, shutting the front door behind Raph once they entered, "Ma doesn't like shoes worn aroun' the house so yanno, take 'em off."

He'd rather his mother not find reason to dislike Raph off the bat; she was already pretty apprehensive about the whole mutant thing after all,

"Uh, bathroom under the stairs, kitchen at the end if ya hungry - but ma should only be a couple more hours; she knows you're stayin' for dinner so, yanno, won't be too long until food," Casey shrugs, soon grinning, "We can 'ave the livin' room an' play games until then."

Leading the way into the small, slightly crowded, living room, Casey soon found himself distracted by someone very important. Stepping away from Raph, he stood by the sofa, soon grabbing and lifting up a big ball of black fluff. Said black fluff soon moved though, ears twitching and a pair of large green eyes staring out. They yawned, meowing as Casey pulled the small creature into a hug, the cat clearly happy as she began to purr,

"Hey baby~ Did ya miss me?" He began to baby talk, seemingly forgetting he's not alone, "I missed you fluffball, yeah I did~"

He made little 'kissy' noises, the cat moving her head to bump her nose against his own, soon nuzzling in as she drooled onto his shoulder and purred loudly. Real loudly. He laughs, mostly to himself, before turning. Face went red, when he realises Raph witnessed all of that,

"Ahem, ignore that," Casey mutters, shifting the cat so she was being cradled, "This is Puck, she's my ol' lady," He pressed a kiss to her forehead, not caring for the fur that stuck to him, "She's a big cuddly fluffball - loves bein' held," Clearly, "I'm sure she'll probably climb onto ya lap the second she's used to ya."

| Muse Interaction

Donnie had fun bragging about be the first out the four of them having to go over to a friends house. And for a whole weekend at that, even if that meant that uh Yvonne? Right Yvonne. Don had be riding on the whole high ever since he came back, even if he had to have Yvonne come over to the lair with her folks to meet Splinter first just to make sure 'his son would be around good people'. He loved their dad course he dose but he can be so over the top even now. With them going to school he still gets so overly worried about the humans least he stopped waiting by the entrance of the lair everyday or texting and blowing up their phones if they were even a second late. Raphael didn't have to go through some a big party 'meet the parents' deal either just had to have Splinter meet Casey which didn't go that well. Splinter didn't mean to scare Casey after all but he did think Casey less of a threat knowing him just showing up is apparently enough to get him to faint.

Dork, He thinks as he smiles to himself following behind said dork now as they made their way to Casey place. Just to hang out nothing special or anything. Be great if his heart would get on the same page here. It was annoying enough to hear Donnie being brat over well everything between him and Casey, but at the same time who else was Raph gonna tell about everything between him and Casey? Other than his twin? Not that the brat could resist holding back and poking some fun and his slip ups here and there. Raph isn't sure if Don was doing it on purpose but he near about made this strike at Raphael's competitive nature. Seeing as Donnie was the first to go to a friends place, hell Donnie spent a whole weekend there and none of them got to forget it. Especially Raphael sometimes he regrets opening his beak to Donnie. But it was enough to get past his own nerves and get his feet to move when Casey invited him over.

Would he be this nervous if he was going over to just anyone's place? Or was this unique to Casey? Being alone together? had his heart racing fast in his shell.

"Play it cool Raphael" He mutters under his breath as they drew closer to Casey's place at last.

"So, this is my place,"

Stepping inside as Casey shut the door behind them. Let Raph sort of take his first glance around the place. There was a bit of a curiosity oh what Casey home was like considering Casey himself. The place looked well cared for but he's pretty sure that's more thanks to his mom.

"Ma doesn't like shoes worn aroun' the house so yanno, take 'em off."

"Hmm? Oh, 'ight." Raphael glanced down to his feet and nodded as he went and moved his left foot behind his right. Slightly holding down the heel of his shoe so his foot would pop right out before tugging his left one out next. "Dad's the same way. I'm not sure why it matters since we live in a sewer, though." He moves to follow behind Casey as they start to give him a feel of the layout of his place.

It's was kind of small, but for two people, it seemed like that would be enough space, really. Did make him wonder why he was only just Casey and his mom. Sure, it had only been his brothers and Splinter, but don't think that really apllied to humans? Hmm had Casey ever mentioned his Dad before actually? He hears about his mom an awful lot. And part of Raph more notes that to Casey clearly being a mama's boy himself. Mister rebeal he claimed to be couldn't bear to tract drit into his mom's home.

Why is he so cute? And what did it say about Raphael that he found that trait appealing? Casey really put his mind through the spin cycle of the washer.

"Uh, bathroom under the stairs, kitchen at the end if ya hungry - but ma should only be a couple more hours; she knows you're stayin' for dinner so, yanno, won't be too long until food,"

Raphael can't help how he smiles back in response to Casey own. "Nah 'm good coach got me on some carb diet, so I eat a lot at lunch now." Raphael idly mentions. He was curious what his mom would make though. Would it be more Candanian food? Made sense if she did Casey held on to anything strictly Canadian like it was his heritage after all.

It's Casey chances are they thought it was too.

"We can 'ave the livin' room an' play games until then."

"Yeah? Sweet I always beat my bros, maybe I can finally get some competition!" Raoh states as he slightly bumps Casey's arm with his elbow. Only slightly regreating the touch once his brain connected they had touched left to chuckle in the most embrassing way he had ever heard himself laugh? Was it even a laugh? A clearly awkward nervous one that wouldn't stop.

Casey seemed to take lead to his living room and Raph slammed his face into his hand as he followed in to the cramped space. Only peeking to look when he noticed Casey picking up something from the couch. He could even tell the back fur ball was actually living till her head lifted and ear twitched slightly. Catching his attention as it seemed to start moving.

"Hey baby~ Did ya miss me?"

Raph lofted a hand to his beak trying to keep from laugh as he bit at his bottom bill over the sound of Casey voice just now.

"I missed you fluffball, yeah I did~"

Watching the display of affection he swear no one would suspect Casey Jones was able to display towards the black cat. Little kossy sounds throw her ways as he nuzzled against her. The cat purring up a storm in response to Casey. Did have Raph's smile softening up at the sight. Till Casey recalled he wasn't alone turning to face Raphael and challenge him fir the who red suited most as thier fave was quick to flush red hot before they very lamely tried to cover up that slip up just now.

"Ahem, ignore that,"

"Yeah ain't happenin' tough guy." Raphael comments smirking yoward Casey to make it clear he wouldnt be living it down. As Raph walked over to get a better look at the cat, as Casey set her back down on to the couch. Raph smirk not really fading even as his attetuoned shifted to her. She was cute, like a piece of darkness came to life with how dark her fur was it just made her green eye pop against her fur. Uh green eyes could kind of pretty.

"This is Puck, she's my ol' lady,"

Shifting to look back at Casey as they couldn't seem to stop with the displays of affection. But biting his toung from teasing just now. Because well it was kind of sweet how affectionate Casey was with his cat, Puck. Raphael was going to make sure to remember her name.

"She's a big cuddly fluffball - loves bein' held,"

"An' you clearly love gettin' to cuddle her." He teases in good humor before he moves to crouch wanting a better look at her slightly smiling at the cat in front of him.

"I'm sure she'll probably climb onto ya lap the second she's used to ya."

Raphael just hopes she in the least tolerates him seeing hiw she means so much to Casey after all.

"Your really cute." Raphael states but before it can be assume he ment puck he looked up at Casey. "Pucks cute too."

Attetuon back to her as he wonders how best to approach a cat is it like a dog? He just holds his hand up seeing if she'll sniff him. "Know never really gotta see a cat up close before. Dads not much of fan an' Mikey's kinda of scared of 'em. Almost got nipped by one when we tots." He idly comments on wanting to try his luck at petting her. Only a little he didn't want to bother to much before standing back up. "I always thought they looked soft, kinda feel bad 'bout having to shoot cats away from home now. Don' think i ever saw a car as pretry as Puck though." He states with a slight shurg of his shoulders.

"Sooo wanna boot up the game so I can kick ya ass? Or ya gonna gush over ya baby more?" Smug little smirk tugging at the corner of his beak as he looks over to Casey now. "Cause statin' ta think the tough guy acts jus' ta cover fir soft ya are Jones." It's all clearly playful when he speaks to Casey. The flirting wasn't meant to be on purpose he just couldn't help it.

"Though gotta say I 'ike the soft side of ya too." There's a faint hint of red on his face when admit to that offering a slight smile Casey's way. "A lot."

[googlecharmingpenis]

Chapter 1 - Kevin

When I first saw her, she made me stumble mid-conversation. Carol had to clear her throat to bring me back to reality.

It was another client dinner, or so we like to say. My team was celebrating another successful, boring pitch that the clients barely paid attention to but, nonetheless, ate right up. After work, we headed over to the gaudy restaurant that Carol chose this time for us to have our wrap-up dinner. I love a free, fancy New York dining experience. I just made a year in the city and I still jump at every chance to mingle at a place that I could probably never afford by myself. We were waiting for one more person in the front of the restaurant and discussing the upcoming schedule

I was absent-mindedly looking at my Google calendar. When I looked up to tell Carol that I'd still be in the city in late February, I wasn't expecting her to walk through the door. Everything I was going to say about my travel plans fell from my brain as I watched her scan around the room, land her eyes on me, and stride straight over. Carol coughed and said my name, which mentally shook me back from the clouds, back down to the restaurant, giving her the ok that I would be there that day. I could barely remember our discussion as I watched *her* make her way over. She looked gracious and comfortable in her short leather jacket and long wool skirt, her hair in a tight bun at the nape of her neck. She looked like a kindergarten teacher from the 1980s. There was a hint of sass coming from her but I pushed the thought away, it's probably not a compliment to call black women that. All I could think of was how beautiful she was and how relaxed she looked.

A couple of feet before she reached us, she ripped her gaze away and gave Carol a bright and calm greeting, asking if this was the group from Great Pearing, our advertising agency. Carol said yes and gave her a warm welcome. Introduced herself as Naasha, a name I never heard before and only added to the novelty of someone new joining an old team out for dinner. Then, it went straight into a round of names and hugs. I immediately backed up and let the ladies get their turn at the new arrival. When she finished her pleasantries with everyone else, her eyes returned back to mine and my chest warmed. I instinctively grabbed my left pec out of anxiety and I said my name. She smiled so big it made my own cheeks burn, as if our muscles were both being pulled at the same time. She started to close the space between us, and the thought of touching her made my heart bungee off a cliff. I turned my body and aimed for a safe side hug. As she got closer, initially, I was surprised at how small she was, but as she wrapped herself in my arm, I started to register her blazing heat despite just coming from the winter wind outside. As she retreated, she left a lingering smell of chocolate peppermint. Was that her hair that smelled that amazing?

Once we sat down, she temporarily settled in across from me and then excused herself to the bathroom. I was grateful; My head was spinning and I needed a break from this unexpected surprise. Did Natalie tell me that the new coworker would be joining us and I just wasn't listening? She made me unsettled and I almost got annoyed that I could be thrown off my center so quickly. Who was she? She's not even a part of this team, is she? Why was she even here? When she came back, her movements were so easy that it did settle something within me. The rest of the night soften. Since we were positioned at the end of the table and we quickly established we weren't on the "marriage-and-baby-before-30" train, we talked about music and the venues we visited in hushed tones, where we were from and things we liked to do around the city. She hinted at being a DJ but she almost seems a little ashamed of it. She was plenty inviting, but it was a pain point for me not to follow her mouth as she brought her fork up to eat. I caught it once when she first got her entree, her full lips wrapped around the metal and fully enjoying herself as she took in the flavors. Watching her eyes felt just as dangerous. She wasn't obsessed with me or phased by me as people usually are when they meet me. When her gaze was on me, there was so much joy behind her long lashes. I only kept her attention for what felt like small moments throughout the night, it was fleeting but intense when it was direct. It was a welcome relief just to watch her listen to the other ladies. The low candlelight hit her highlighter and she was the brightest creature on that dark winter night.

When we left the restaurant, and she parted ways to head back uptown, a part of me let out a deep breath of relief. It was only after I got upstairs, locked my apartment door, and sat on my bed that I felt like something was missing. Or maybe I just felt like I was missing something. A blurred painting not yet fully in view but slowly revealing new information as I tried to focus. I fell asleep with a question in my head...

[doycngs]

jung jaehyun. | reiteration.

THE SEQUEL TO REPETITION! READ HERE!

summary. this time around, you have to prove a point to jaehyun when jealousy gets the best of him. but one thing he is glad for is that you’re forgivable enough to let him make it up to you.

pairing. y/n x nct’s jaehyun.

genre. established relationship!au, college!au

word count. 6k. 

warnings. explicit smut, swearing, unprotected sex (wrap it up bois), dom!jaehyun, sub!afab!reader [she/her pronouns] slight cumplay, bondage again!, spanking, clit play, oral fixation (it’s what i’m calling it now idk), foreplay (receiving), dirty talk, degradation (receiving), slight choking, rough play, breeding 0_0, i think that is all + johnny is sleazy for plot purposes and um jae is a little bit annoying but it’s okay, we shall forgive him,,, he makes up for it bc he is a big dumb softie in the end <3

ah, return of the infamous jung jaehyun everybody has fallen in love with… some may be sad at this new development but i’ve added a small plot to this sequel, whoops! not proofread yet bc i wanted this out for valentine boy’s (late) bday! enjoy and dni if this is not for you, half of it is smut :)

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THE SECOND JOHNNY opened his mouth to compliment Jaehyun on how much of a catch you were, how lucky he was to have gotten you, you knew it was going to be a long night. 

It was an annual end-of-the-year party for Jaehyun’s new firm he was currently working at. There were rare occasions where Jaehyun could bring you to work outings and since this dinner party, set at some fancy golf course, had plus-ones available, Jaehyun obviously invited you. 

And oh, how excited you were. After all, you were pretty close to being a college graduate and never had many chances to dress up nicely. You weren’t much of a party-goer but fancy dinners did sound nice to attend once in a while. 

So you tried your best with your appearance tonight. There’s nothing wrong with that. Jaehyun also loved it, considering how touchy and needy he was since you had slipped this heather mini dress on. He was tempted to just park the car on the side of the highway road and have his way with you after fantasizing far too much for safety purposes.

The only problem that Jaehyun did have was the comments you were getting from his coworker. He wasn’t all too close with everyone yet but he was shadowing Johnny as a lawyer and knew him much better than everybody else in the expansive room. 

Maybe the reason why he was getting so possessive of you was that he knew how much of a lady’s man this dude was. And oh, was Johnny one. 

“So how long have you two been together? For the six months I’ve known this guy, he’s bragged about his gorgeous girlfriend maybe once.” Johnny states over a flute of champagne, having politely grabbed two; one for himself and one for you out of courtesy. Jaehyun had to flag down a server for a glass himself. 

You hum, smiling easily, “I believe it's close to three years now?” 

Looking over to your boyfriend, his jaw tightens as he catches Johnny’s eyes wandering when you look away. He couldn’t punch his superior and cause a fight, right?

A call of his name from your pretty lips to take Jaehyun out of his violent imagination. “Oh, uh… yes. Three years. We met on my birthday.” 

“Oh, that’s dope. February…?” 

You butt in, your exaggerated interest (at least in Jaehyun’s warped mind) making his blood boil. “14th! He came into the flower shop I was currently working at to buy flowers for his mom. Kept coming in and giving her an abnormal amount of boutiques until I asked him out.” 

“Oh, really?” The biggest smirk plants onto Johnny’s face at the new information, eyes flying over to his shadow, “I’ve never heard this story before.” 

Giggling as you recall the fond memories, Johnny’s eyes are glued to you permanently, “He’s probably a little embarrassed. After I got Jaehyun’s number, he accidentally texted me his panic attack to his friend, Sicheng, on what to message me first.” 

Johnny practically guffaws at the story which Jaehyun didn’t find that amusing, the most passive-aggressive smile on your lover’s face. 

You suck your lips into your mouth at the sight, deciding to reign in your usual desire to brag about your boyfriend. And yes, you consider outing your boyfriend’s clumsy messaging habits as a brag. He was endearing.

Jaehyun settles his hand lower on your back, gently pushing you in a certain direction. “We’ll be right back. Gotta go figure out our seats.” 

Johnny nods in agreement, saying he should do the same as the three of you part, Jaehyun’s tight hold on your hip signifying his annoyance. 

Side-eying his expression, now dropped of pleasant formalities, you brush your hand onto your boyfriend’s. 

“Jae, he’s just being nice—” 

“You’re joking, right? He was obviously flirting—” 

Here we go. The cycle is starting all over again. You thought you two were past this. 

You halt on your way to searching the next circle table, bringing Jaehyun to look back and stand before you. “This is what we are not going to do, okay? Even if he’s flirting with me, ignore it.” 

Jaehyun rolls his eyes, “No, I can’t ignore it. He’s been eye-fucking you since we’ve arrived!” 

You grab onto your boyfriend’s shoulders, his nice hair that parted so neatly tonight already messed up from his anger. Attempting to smooth that crease out between Jae’s flawless skin, you rub up and down on his forearms. 

“Then just let him. I don’t care because I’m yours and you shouldn’t either at this point, considering how much work you’ve done to get this far and shadow such a great lawyer at this firm. Don’t throw this all away for me.” 

Jaehyun grits his teeth, his ears only attuned to further enrage the burning fire of green jealousy in his chest. You instantly catch onto what your boyfriend is caught up on, huffing. 

“It’s two hours and then we’re gone, okay?” 

When Jaehyun bites the inside of his lip, you repeat yourself, “... Okay?” 

“... Fine.” 

Breathing out a sigh of relief, you turn him back around and allow Jaehyun to continue trying to find your name tags at the assigned tables. You pray that Johnny doesn’t make any more out-of-pocket comments or do anything else that was slightly incriminating. 

Just for the sake of his physical safety.

|—————| 

The night’s luck was not on your side because you and Jaehyun were placed at the table adjacent to Johnny. Johnny kept throwing his head back and whispering what sounded like jokes into your ear, which of course, your boyfriend seethed at. 

You tried hard to not seem so amused but the man’s dad jokes were out of this world. Since he gained a good reaction from the first, Johnny’s gigantic storage of them in his head had been spilling out his mouth nonstop. 

At a particularly funny one, you’re covering your mouth and bent over in trying to be quiet, Jaehyun silently grasping your elbow. Biting your lip to drown your giggles with pain helps in calming down, especially after you gaze at Jaehyun’s expression again and he looks insanely pissed at his superior. And now you for entertaining the latter. 

By the time all the good-natured speeches are over, plates of appetizers and entrees come whisking out. You momentarily forget about the entire dilemma for the sake of enjoying good food, free of charge. At the moment, you don’t realize your natural way of moaning at how good the lamb chops are is distracting to Jaehyun and unfortunately Johnny.

After what sounded too excessive for the situation, Jaehyun scolds you with a heated whisper in your ear. 

“Stop making those noises, please. It sounds like I’m fucking you.” 

Your brows furrow at the comment, bummed. The corners of your mouth are downturned for being yelled at, bottom lip jutting out. 

As the night continues on, the pout stays, especially at how you just being yourself starts to irk Jaehyun. The chastising starts to hurt a little and you want to mention it to Jae, just in the way you two promised you were going to mention anything to one another that bothered you two… but then you’d be hypocritical. 

After all, you were the one that pushed Jaehyun’s attempt at speaking his mind with Johnny. You should push yours aside for the end of the night too. 

Jae’s last comment about making you cross your legs though makes you see red. You really didn’t need snides about your posture or how to be “lady-like”, anything of that sort. You had expressed to Jaehyun multiple times how uncomfortable you were with those types of remarks and it felt like, under this blinded emotion of jealousy, all the comfortable moments you’ve spoken what’s on your mind had vanished from your caring and attentive boyfriend’s memory. 

You don’t mean to start giving Jaehyun the cold shoulder, you just get lost in your head, the both of your bad moods feeding off one another. 

From how long you’ve been dating one another, the one thing Jaehyun could not stand for was the silent treatment. You know this very well and yet Jaehyun notes of your silence before you realize it yourself, now fuming at your behavior too. 

The two of you end up leaving after dessert is cleaned off, way too early to be professional. Your worry about Jaehyun’s reputation clouds your unintentional muteness for a moment as he leads you two to the foyer, a staff member going to get your coat with the number you hand off to them. 

“Are you sure you want to leave now?” The incredibility in your tone doesn’t help the stoic look on Jaehyun’s face. 

“Yes.” 

It’s a short response that has you sighing past your nostrils. Back to your silent treatment, it was. 

“We’re gonna talk in the car.” 

You only hum in response, forcing Jaehyun’s palms to curl into a ball. He’s had enough; Jung Jaehyun hates arguing with you. 

Just as he turns to fully face your side profile, to address everything and scream his frustration out, the person comes back with your coat. 

The staff member is kind in opening up your pea coat for you to step into but Jaehyun takes it from the person’s hands, allowing him to be the one to do so. 

Tonguing your cheek in exasperation of Jaehyun’s irrational possessiveness, you tug the jacket on in one smooth motion, not wanting to be physically close with your rude boyfriend currently. You lead in the way to the revolving door and stalk to the car, the pain in your feet from wearing heels fueling your anger even more. 

You yank the offending shoes off before Jaehyun can even unlock the vehicle, exhausted from this night now that you two were leaving. Once he does though, seeming to take his sweet time in reaching the car, you step in with a huff. Twisting the knob to blast the heat, Jaehyun climbs to the driver’s seat and buckles himself in. 

He isn’t even looking at you. 

“Buckle.” 

You honestly want to not follow this man’s orders just to irk him, screw your welfare at this point. 

“I said buckle.” 

The commanding voice most of the time turns you on. But right now, it was just twisting your insides and making you feel stupid. Childish. 

Jae finally turns his head to see your chest rising and falling way too fast to be normal. Swearing under his breath, he leans over the console, acting like he was wasting his energy to yank on the cable for you. You deny the urge to tug Jaehyun’s hands away to do it yourself, not wanting to break your own promise of not touching him.  

It’s silent all the way to the freeway, where your insistent sighs finally make your boyfriend snap. 

“Please stop sighing.” 

“No, I’m mad at you.” 

“Oh, you’re mad at me? That’s rich with how you were and are currently giving me the silent treatment.” 

Your habit of biting would make your lip bleed at this point. 

“Of course, I didn’t want to talk to you, when it seemed like if I opened my mouth, you would scold me for it. And why were you so fucking rude to that coat person? They were just helping me!” 

It’s the first point of this entire fight that would set off everything else. 

“I was not rude.”

You finally turn in your seat, shocked at how Jaehyun was denying his blatant behavior just several minutes ago. 

“Are you joking? You’re that fucking possessive of me that you can be the only one to help me put a damn jacket on?” 

Jaehyun lets out a shaky exhale, ticked off at your tone. His attempt to try and be calm is slowly deteriorating. 

“That was not possessive. I wanted to put it on for you!” 

“Really? You know— that is rich— thinking back to how you kept yelling at me for doing the smallest of things earlier.” 

“I— I was not yelling at you, Y/N,” Jaehyun glances over at you, his knuckles turning white on the steering wheel, “I didn’t mean them that way—” 

“What other way could you have meant them?” You’re raising your voice now, mad beyond relief, “You have no right to ever tell me to cross my legs or not to talk, or to stop having the humor to laugh at jokes!” 

Jaehyun tries to cut you off but you don’t allow it.

 “No matter whether or not you’re jealous, I will never allow you to stop me from being myself. Screw you.”

It’s quiet in the car again and you know you’ve left your boyfriend speechless, grasping at some way to counter back. 

“After what I’ve told you about how annoying it is to get those comments, throughout my life, you just throwing out all that I’ve said about it and telling me to close my legs, oh my—” You stop yourself, arms crossed and now facing the window, “I cannot fucking believe you. I don’t give a shit about pleasing your damn ego and saying that I belong to you anymore.” 

“Baby—” 

“Don’t baby me. I’m done. I really might break if you try to explain yourself to me right now. Please save it.” 

You turn on the radio station to drown out the silence in the car, not able to stand it. As much as you stood by what you just said, you don’t like putting down Jaehyun either. You knew he was such a loving, caring boyfriend that would never just toss away your actual limits to things but it didn’t seem that way back at the party. 

By the time Jaehyun reaches your apartment’s underground garage, you’re stepping out in bare feet. The look of concern you get from Jaehyun in your peripheral makes your heart twist more and you two step into the elevator in a stifling tension. 

The ride to the floor is silent. And getting into the apartment is silent, spare for Jaehyun unlocking the door and letting you walk in first. You have the manners to thank him for doing so, no matter how upset you were within. 

Trudging to the bathroom, you begin to wipe at the makeup on your face, sad that you had spent so long getting ready and dolling up to only leave an hour and a half in. You’re biting your bare lips, now gone of red tint, to stop from having your throat tighten up. 

Jaehyun steps into your bedroom’s bathroom, sulking like a kicked puppy. He watches your eyes glimmer in the mirror and the way you’re unwilling to make eye contact. You knew that if you did, the tears would finally fall and you would rather not show how affected you were with this argument. 

The effort you’re putting in to not cry though makes Jaehyun’s expression even hollow, furious with himself for going so far. For asking you to not do things without good reason, for letting his unhealthy jealousy get to him, for ruining the one night you’ve been getting excited for since he had asked you to attend the dinner party with him. 

“I’m sorry, Y/N.” 

You’re afraid that if you open your mouth, it’ll betray how bothered you were with Jaehyun. 

“Please say something. I don’t want to go to sleep mad at one another.” 

You’re stubborn tonight, not giving in to the urge to hug him yet. 

“I don’t either. Let me shower first.” You sigh, bare-faced now. With your hand on the knob, you close Jaehyun out and take a hot shower, scrubbing the night away. 

Jaehyun sits at the edge of the bed facing the door, hair now all ruffled and out of place with the way he runs his hands through the strands. His tie felt suffocating, his suit jacket felt suffocating. He tugs both off and sets them aside on the accent chair you insisted the bedroom aesthetic needed. 

He looks around the room and notes how much of you you’ve managed to create in his space. He had gotten this apartment four years ago, never thinking or even considering having another being set up their life in here too. And now he can’t imagine the trinkets and books and scattered bits of you not being here. 

Every time you two fought with pettiness, Jaehyun knew what he was upset about was never worth losing you. Getting jealous because of how insecure he was of keeping you was never worth losing you for. 

So when you finally step out of the bathroom, all soft and wet and mellow, Jaehyun dies to tug you into his arms. Keep you by his side. But you side-step him and walk to the closet for a nightgown. 

“Shower first please.” 

His heart cracks just a little more. You wanted to talk this out just as much as Jaehyun but you needed a bit more time to think more things through. 

Jae takes the quickest shower he could manage and comes out to you sitting on the bed, playing with the threads of the mattress. He tugs a sleep shirt on and sweats on and then he’s catching you into his hold finally. 

“I’m sorry, Y/N. I didn’t mean to ruin the night.” 

“I know.” 

“I didn’t mean to take it too far either. I let my jealousy get a hold of me.” 

You look up to him, big eyes with genuine confusion. “Jae, I would never up and leave you for someone else.” 

“I know,” He tugs his chin into his neck, playing with your hands in your lap, “I know that. I didn’t think properly at the moment. And I also just got mad at how my superior was disrespecting you. Did you really not notice how he kept looking at you?” 

His large palm lands to curl around the side of your face. “I did but, Jaehyun, you were right there. And I told you I didn’t care. Even if Johnny tried anything, you were right beside me. I’m not mad at you just because of that. If he was going too far, I also would have told him myself. I’m capable of it.” 

Jaehyun hides his face inside your wet hair. “You’re right, you are. I wasn’t thinking deeply about those things I said either.” 

“Say them to my face again. Right now.” 

“Baby, no.” 

“Exactly. I’m just proving a point. Just please… don’t do that again. It hurts.” 

Jaehyun cradles your face into his chest, teary. “Okay, I’m sorry.” 

“Please stop saying sorry. And do better, okay? And I’ll try my best too as well.” Your small voice is muffled in Jaehyun’s shirt and you grasp at the back of his black tee tighter. 

“Okay, I’ll do better.” 

“I’m sorry for being stubborn. And giving you the silent treatment. I got lost in my head thinking about what you were asking me to do. Just tell me when I’m doing it, okay? I’ll stop.” 

Jaehyun wetly chuckles at your maturity, so thankful to have you as the anchor in his life. 

“Okay, baby. I will,” He pulls your pouty face away from his body finally, cupping your cheeks and squishing them, “I am so damn lucky to have you.” 

You grin, “Me too. Love you.” 

His heart soars, the biggest smile overtaking Jaehyun’s face as well. “Say that again.” 

Pulling out of his embrace, you shake your head, fondly exasperated. “You big, overgrown child.” 

Jaehyun whines, tugging you back into his space. “Just one more time.” 

You huff under your breath, “Love you.” 

“Last one.” He chirps happily.

Laughing, you push at Jaehyun’s chest. He doesn’t budge an inch and your back hits the mattress as a result as you laugh breathlessly. 

Jaehyun climbs over your form, adoration in his coffee-colored irises. “One more time, please.” His voice is low and you sink your hands in the hair at the nape of Jaehyun’s neck. 

He brings his lips closer to yours and you whisper the words against his pillowy mouth. “Love you.” 

Jaehyun seals his lips to yours with the two words uttered, an overwhelming need to showcase his own love to you through actions. His tongue pasts the seam of your mouth, licking in and breathing hot. You fall easily into his ministrations and let him take control of the night. His stomach sucks in at the submissiveness you ooze, pulling away to place his arms beside your head and lock his elbows. 

His gaze locks onto your glazed eyes and puffy lips, heart lurching. “God, I am the one that belongs to you. I cannot believe you’re real.” 

You turn away, embarrassed. “You can’t say those things so seriously.” 

“It’s true,” Jaehyun whispers to kiss at your jaw, tilting your face up for more area to mark, “I love you so fucking much.” 

Giggling, the sound twinkles in Jae’s ears and he savors it, hands tugging at your waist. He urges you to grind up into him and you do so without complaint. Jaehyun controls your movements and lifts your hips to his crotch. 

Brushing the hair falling into his eyes, you savor the warmth in them. They crinkle at the intensity in which you stare into Jaehyun’s gaze, rarely seeing you get so quiet and attentive like this. 

“You okay, darling?” 

“Hm,” You hum, playing at the thin gold chain on his neck, “Just thinking.” 

“About what?” 

“Can you…” Your face flushes, the desire of playing out your request making your cheeks heat up. 

“What, baby? I’ll do anything you want tonight.” Jaehyun kisses your nose and you scrunch your face at the feeling. His hands roam your sides, now under your short gown and on heated bare skin. He mumbles a low “Warm,” between your breasts, love drunk. 

“Anything?” You clarify.

Jaehyun stills at that. “Well… most things. What do you have in mind?” 

Biting your lip, you look to the ceiling. “Nevermind.” 

He doesn’t waver. “No no, tell me. I won’t be mean.” 

“Promise?” 

Jaehyun smiles at your cuteness. “Yes, you big baby.” 

You pick at your bottom row of teeth. “Can you… um, tie me up again?” 

Your stupid boyfriend smirks. “I’ve tied you up many times before, darling. You’re gonna have to be a little more specific.” 

Horrified at the comment, you slap on his chest lightly. “I mean like… you know, near last spring… finals week…” 

“Uh-huh…” He tongues at his cheek, “Remind me again.”

He pretends to play oblivious with the silliest little smile pasted on, the natural dimples making his arrogant face look more teasing.  

“Jae, please. I seriously cannot say these types of things when I’m not fully turned on, it’s embarrassing.” 

Jaehyun falls onto your hair, laughing earnestly. “Why are you always so scared to say it? It’s only me!” 

“I just said it’s embarrassing!”

He curls his arms around you again, tight hold on your torso. “You seemed to have no shame that day though. I know what you’re talking about.” 

“Exactly my point. So don’t play dumb and pretend you don’t know what I’m saying then.” 

Jaehyun presses his mouth to yours again, the grin he has on morphing the kiss into just a peck. “You’re so adorable. I can’t.” 

“Please just get on with this then, no more talking.” With your whining, Jaehyun chuckles as you pull him closer to your chest. 

Interlocking lips once more, the kisses get more passionate and you tug on his tee roughly. Jaehyun pleases you by allowing you to do the honors for him, his toned skin always a sight for sore eyes. You’re desperate, tugging at his drawstrings (for real this time). 

As if he remembers suddenly, Jaehyun grabs onto your wrists and plants them above your head before finally leaving your bottom lip with a soft bite. Sitting down on his heels, he pulls unties the drawstrings out of his sweats and you quite literally salivate at his veins in his hands flexing. 

Satisfying yourself, you rake your nails through that trail of his. Jaehyun shivers a little at the feeling, watching the molten desire in your irises grow tenfold. 

“You’ve thought about this a lot, haven’t you?” 

“Please just shut up.” 

He squints down at you, watching your pelvis begin to move back and forth on his right thigh. 

“You know, I would usually tell you to watch your mouth and call you a brat but it feels wrong tonight.” 

You moan at the enticement, hating your contradictory ways. Just a little more than half an hour ago, you screamed at him and now you were directly being hypocritical. 

Jaehyun grabs a hold of your neck, kissing you softly once more. “What do you want? Tell me, love.” 

You gather your own hold of his large palm snaked around your neck, guiding him to squeeze just a bit more. “I want you.” 

“Do you want my usual?” He’s being careful and you grin with an uplifted hum. 

“Your wish is my command.” 

With that done and said, Jaehyun pulls you to sit up and tuck your knees to your chest before rolling you over. A squeal later, you allow him to gather your arms to your back. 

“Stay like that,” Jaehyun steps off the bed and gets something from a drawer, making your nerves spike. The drawstring was just there now, what was he going to go get?

Just as you’re about to remind him, you hear the snap of leather and instantly jump and stiffen. A belt. 

Jaehyun runs the material over the skin of your back, watching goosebumps rise along your skin in satisfaction. 

“Color?” He takes the tip down closer to your clothed core and you clench at the feeling. 

“Green, green.” Your breathless reply is slightly muffled from the way your cheek is smushed into the sheets. 

Instead of wrapping the belt around your wrists though, they curl around just below your biceps, above your elbows, and loop behind your back, just tight enough to keep them in a good position. You’re still bound but can easily move your forearms around. 

“Too tight?” 

“No, it’s good.” You attempt to reach for Jaehyun’s palm splayed out on your lower back and it stretches your muscles. Falling back on the action, you abandon the effort to not get a cramp. 

He swipes your hair over your shoulder and repositions you easily, lifting your legs to hike your hips up higher. Jaehyun reaches your clit, already swollen and ready to be stimulated, gently brushing against the nub over your underwear. 

His abdomen stiffens at the sounds you make, so shaky and uncontrollable. Jaehyun wishes he could record it and play it back in his head whenever he wanted to. 

“I’ll be nice tonight. How does that sound, doll?” Two fingers spread your lips, “Good?” 

You grunt in reply, rearing your butt towards Jaehyun’s touch. What you don’t realize is that Jaehyun’s face is there and you bump your clit on his nose. 

“Want me to eat you out?” 

“Fuck, please Jae. Anything, at this point—” Before you can say more, he suctions his lips around your clit and flicks at it with his tongue through the fabric. Writhing at the pleasure, you die to dig your hands into Jaehyun’s wet mop of hair. Your toes curl and fingernails pinch at the skin of your palms, a cry pushing past your lips before you can help it. 

Jaehyun hauls your flimsy excuse of underwear down your legs, not taking the time to hook them off your bottom half all the way before placing the flat on his pink muscle on your lips, thrusting shallowly into your sopping cunt while he massages at the meat of your ass. You can feel your heartbeat in your throat and permitting yourself to drown in how good it feels, your back slackens before your body sinks into the mattress further. 

He doesn’t grant you any reprieve, roughly yanking at your hips to bury his tongue further within your clenching walls. He groans like a man starved as a sharp slap lands on one buttcheek, soothing the burn after by skimming over the newly irritated skin. His expert thumb begins rubbing at your clit, adamant on making you cum from his attentive care. 

Your begs rise into a high-pitch, breathing heavy. Jaehyun’s long arms inch under the hem of your nightgown to tweak at your stiffened nipples, perk and sensitive at the touch. Your severe problem of always moving too much harshly causes Jaehyun to jerk back from your center. You moan at the loss of contact.  

“Baby, behave before I make you, you hear me?” 

“I was getting close, Jae!” 

“No attitude. I don’t wanna punish you right now.” 

You smirk out of breath, knowing Jaehyun will hear the enticement in your words. “If it’ll make you make me cum faster, fuck it.” 

A tight grip wraps around your throat again and you shudder, loving the snugness of the action. It felt natural to have his hand there, so in control of the way you suck in air. 

“You’re testing me.” 

“And?”

You immediately regret your scoff of misconduct, the other cheek he hadn’t harmed earlier, even worse with a sting than the first. 

“I honestly believe you like me treating you like this,” Jaehyun whispers, climbing over your vulnerable figure and in contrast to his unrestrained discipline just seconds ago, languidly grasping at your hair, “Don’t you? You like me, making you wet from the way I do?” 

The gentle fingers that were combing in your hair tangle into an unyielding fist in a flash, forcefully twisting your face in the opposite direction from before. Jaehyun bends close to your heated face, the amusement at your quietness obvious in his curled lips. 

“Gosh… I can’t wait to fuck you into this mattress.” He emphasizes his point by bucking his hips forward and you can feel the hard length through his sweats at your sopping center. You swallow down the moan digging up to your lips. 

“Why so silent suddenly? Finally want to be a good girl and listen?” 

The last sentence makes you grit your teeth. “No, not anymore really.” 

“Fine,” The tone is final. Jaehyun gets out of your space, running his pointer finger down your spine. “All fine by me.” 

Your mind turns at that, confused. You can’t predict what Jae will do next and can’t see well from how you’re positioned. From a guess, Jaehyun has pulled off his sweats at last. 

You instinctively push at the pressure Jaehyun places on your core, swiping through your wetness only to retract a second later. Reminded of your stubborn hold on misbehaving tonight, you still your bottom from desperately bumping back. 

He shifts to kneel right in your eye’s view on the bed, skin a glow from the lamplight on your bed stand. Jaehyun runs a haphazard hand through his damp hair while the other holds his hard member. Your stomach sucks in at the appetizing sight, eyes glued to the way his dick twitches. 

His tight hold of your chin places enough strength in it to heave your upper half from the bed. Jae’s thumb pushes past your closed lips forcefully and then fights past your clenched teeth to plunge three fingers into the tight expanse of your mouth.

You whimper in complaint, his blunt nails scratching at your tongue to produce more saliva. Once satisfied, Jaehyun takes his now-soaked fingertips out, easing your jaw and humming. Thumbing at his blushing red tip with your saliva, he pinches your cheeks and pouts mockingly. 

“Since you were so impatient, you’re going to have to wait a little longer now. How does that sound?” 

Now you genuinely whine, helplessly watching as he lubricates himself with your spit and starts pumping with a firm clutch and loose wrist. Jaehyun throws his head back, eyes lidded and thick neck showcased. 

Your fingers physically wiggle in the complaint. You can only hold yourself back for so long. The groan of gratification that escapes Jaehyun has you break in resolve, unable to handle watching this. 

“Jae, please!” 

He laughs with the hottest smile on. It sounds so damn attractive, you tremble. “No, I don’t give a shit. Just lay there with your needy cunt in the air and watch me.” 

“Please, no. No no, you said you’d be nice.” Fighting to inch closer, at last, Jaehyun looks down at you and pushes hair away from your pained face. 

“Color?” 

“Green, Jae. Fuck.” 

“You want me to be nice?” 

Nodding resolutely, your mewl does little to deter Jaehyun from still jerking off. He licks at his lower lip, in dire need to compete with your strong will. 

“Then beg.” 

Huffing, you close your eyes. “Please.” 

“Do better.” 

The slick sounds of his hand moving on his member have your walls clenching down on nothing. 

“Please, Jae. Please.” 

“God, I wanna paint that pretty face of yours.” Your eyes are getting wet from how desperate you are.

Ass wriggling in the air, you sob out, “I can’t stand it anymore, Jae, I swear if you don’t fucking do something right now—!” 

He chuckles and takes his hand away from his dick. Going down to plant a peck on your raw-bitten lips, Jaehyun gives into your commands without any more delays. 

“So needy, my girl.” 

Your thighs shake in anticipation, warm hands enveloping your waist and tugging it flush to Jaehyun’s stiff member. He ruts between your legs, bumping into your sensitive clit. You can’t hide your yearning anymore, moaning from the simplicity of being touched anywhere near your core again. 

Jaehyun seizes the bottom of your thin gown, wrinkling it in his journey to shove it up to your armpits. You clamp down on the light silk material for Jaehyun to roam your breasts easier. Your shared moans of gratification at his tip catching on your entrance forces your butt to ram back.

“I gotta prepare you first, darling, relax for a second,” Jaehyun mutters breathless, quickly playing with your wetness now. 

“No, no, I’m good. Please, Jae, I need you right now. Green, green, green.” You couldn’t care less how whiney you sounded anymore. 

He sinks a finger into your hot walls and instantly starts pumping in and out, groaning obscenely at the temperature and feeling his balls tighten. 

“I can’t, I’ll hurt you.” 

“I couldn't care less right now, baby, please. Green!” 

Jaehyun adds another finger, curling and scissoring to make sure. The whimpers flying out your mouth work in combination with the signature hard quivering of your entire body. From being held on the edge for so long, he isn’t surprised you’re on the cusp of an orgasm.

“I’m so close, Jae, I can’t—” 

Rocking fast in tandem with Jaehyun’s thrusting hand, you come hard, moaning long into the sheets and drooling. You barely register Jaehyun retracting from your insanely tight pussy, only to replace his long fingers with his round tip. 

Shoving past your clenched entrance, you’re worked into oversensitivity, edging on delicious pain and pleasure as Jaehyun knocks his way into you. Meek noises spill past your mouth, fully heard as soon as Jaehyun roughly tugs at the belt locking your biceps back. You’re lifted off the mattress as Jaehyun leans back, using his weight to drive back into your spasming walls with force.

Breathless as he curses, his other free hand that gripped your left hip goes to yank at your hair. Jaehyun prods at a spot he’s never reached before and you jerk at the sensation, vocal cords being ripped to shreds at the noises you’re making. 

Unable to handle the position anymore, Jaehyun forces your front to lay flat, practically mounting you as he kneels on the bed. He digs his hand to position under your belly while the other arm’s elbow locks beside your head. 

He knocks at your chin to mouth at your shoulder, the guttural growl that sounds out just at your ear has your cunt tightening. 

“Fuck, I can feel myself, right here,” Jaehyun pushes up at your soft belly, placing pressure on his cock working in and out of you. He whispers his next sentence but you catch it easily. 

“Wanna knock you up so damn bad.” 

The words make you cry out and you abandon your laxness, pushing your ass up to meet Jaehyun now. 

“Oh, you want that? Hm? You want me to fill you up, stuff you full?” 

You curse, nodding your head because no sensible words will come out from how well you’re being pounded. Jaehyun spreads your cheeks, pulling away from your upper half to work into you faster and chase his high. 

With a drawn-out groan, he releases into you, slowly easing out as he goes and pumps himself of everything he has. Jaehyun paints your pussy with his final spurt, collapsing with only his upper half on the sheets to watch you ooze out his essence. 

“Holy… fucking shit, I love you.” 

You’re too tired to even reply, kicking your calves in the air and spreading your thighs at the command of Jaehyun. At his prodding this time, you utter, “Yellow,” pulling Jaehyun’s hand away from your puffy cunt. 

“You okay, love?” Jaehyun throws himself while catching his breath on the bed, laying beside you as he undoes the belt with haste. You spread your arms at freedom, tiredly rubbing at the red spots created from the belt. 

“Baby?” Jae tilts up in concern.

“Oh, sorry. Yes, I’m okay, sorry.” He runs up to kiss your mouth, while at it, tugging at your waist and laying you down on top of his chest. 

He’s rubbing his cheek against yours, placing the softest kisses on every inch of your face in adoration. You giggle at the sensation of one on your nose again, eyes closed but feeling the way Jaehyun grins broadly at the sound. 

“Can you say it one more time? One more?” 

His voice is deep but oh so light; you smile and open your eyelids to absorb Jaehyun’s plea properly. 

“You gonna keep making me reiterate myself so much?”

Jaehyun nods cutely. Landing a long, loving kiss on his plush lips, you tell him again. You’ve told him and will tell him for as long as you will live: 

“I love you.”

[hanjisungs-bigtittyg0thgf]

Hatefuck

You’re stuck with me, babydoll.

ex-bully!wooyoung x fem reader

Trigger warnings: brief mention of depression

Content warnings: oral (f receiving), names (honey, baby, good girl, baby girl, princess, babydoll), unprotected sex (stay safe my fellow twinkies), praise, marking. wooyoung gets possessive. this is really just super soft and i’m in love.

Summary: four months have passed and now you’re on vacation with the boys, yielding to your desires while the others try to sleep.

Word count: 5334

A/N: i lied, it’s a few minutes after midnight so it’s not 2-26 anymore lmao anywayssssss i actually had so much fun writing this one and i couldn’t stop writing so be waiting for part four <3 as always, follow me here or on my main and consider turning on post notifications so you know exactly when i post! send your hard thoughts here! also, i have started a ko-fi and i take commissions! anyways, i hope you enjoy <3

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It had been four months since the night he cried into your shoulder and you’d seen marked improvement in his overall mental health. He somehow seemed even louder, if that was possible, and he didn’t have this regretful expression every time he saw you. You were halfway into the spring semester now and he’d dropped by your apartment the day you were planning your schedule so you could match up your classes. Now you saw him every day and he was pretty much your best friend, though you still had bad days.

 Recently the guys had invited you to go on a spring break trip with them. When they booked the place, they assured you that you’d have a room to yourself as the only woman on the trip. However, upon arrival, you all realized there was one less room than you thought. What was thought to be a five bedroom condo, turned out to be a four bedroom. Instead of them doing the logical thing and putting three people in two rooms and two in one, they had done two-two-three and Wooyoung was sleeping in the living room so you had your own space.

 You felt bad that he was sleeping on a shitty couch. It wasn’t even a pullout. It had been two nights and you still had four more nights to go but Wooyoung was already complaining about his back. So after dinner on the third night, when everyone else had already gone to their rooms, you poked your head out into the living room and got his attention. “Wooyoungie…” you called his name in a singsong voice and he sat up. “Come here.”

 He looked annoyed as he got up but he didn’t argue, shuffling over to your door. You took his hand and pulled him inside. “Just sleep in here. You look miserable out there.” His expression went from irritated to surprised.

 “But…you were supposed to have your own space…” he mumbled, his cheeks going a soft pink. Was he really gonna argue on this? You were offering him a bed when he wasn’t feeling great.

 “Oh come on, it’s not like we haven’t spent the last four months cuddling and shit. And we’ve already had sex so…” you shrugged and sat on the edge of the bed, opening your medicine bag. You had a small variety of prescriptions and over the counter stuff in there. You pulled out your anxiety meds and your antidepressant, popping them in your mouth and grabbing the water from the nightstand. Part of him wondered if he was the reason you needed those. He wasn’t, you were a sad bitch even in high school.

 Finally, he walked around the bed and laid down on the far side. “No funny business…” he mumbled and you couldn’t stop yourself from laughing. It was insane to you that he would make that request after sleeping with you already.

 “Isn’t that supposed to be my line?” You teased as you put everything away and laid down. He huffed beside you and you sighed, flicking off the light and rolling over to face him. “Relax, I’ll be a perfect lady.” It was his turn to laugh.

 “I’ll believe that when I see it, honey.” He snorted and you rolled your eyes, grinning as you laid flat on your back. “Thank you, though. Really. Seonghwa hyung might beat my ass though.”

 “Oh my god, Woo, will you stop?” You groaned, rolling your eyes. It had come to light recently that Seonghwa did, in fact, have a crush on you. He respected that you weren’t interested though and nothing changed. “He’s not gonna do anything. He knows I’m not his. He’ll get over me.” You paused as a grin settled on your face. “Maybe. I must say, I’m quite the catch.”

 “Mm this is true.” Wooyoung agreed and you felt your face heat up. Even after everything, he still had a fat crush on you. The thing is, you had started to like him too. You hadn’t admitted to anything, you didn’t want to push things and you’d just become friends with him after two years of torment. But your previous assessment was correct. If he’d shown you his sweet side sooner, you would’ve caught feelings a lot sooner.

 You cleared your throat as you settled in, pulling the sheets up to your chin. You were about to say your goodnights when you felt his arm fall over your waist. “Cuddly.” He mumbled, his eyes already heavy as he snuggled into you. Honestly, he was precious and you were amazed at how much a little therapy and the promise of forgiveness had changed him.

 “Goodnight, you big baby.” You chuckled, patting his arm and closing your eyes. He grinned and a puff of hot air left his nose as he laughed silently. You were starting to fall asleep when he spoke again.

 “How would you feel if someone woke you up with oral?” You laughed to hide how surprised you were and shrugged. “You must’ve thought about it. I mean come on the idea of waking up to sex is pretty great.”

 “I agree, that’s a nice thought.” You murmured, calming yourself. “I certainly wouldn’t mind. I’ve had my fair share of receiving oral and the idea of waking up with someone’s head between my legs isn’t unwelcome.” You shrugged again and he hummed an agreement.

 It wasn’t entirely out of the norm for you two to talk about sex. Usually you both cracked jokes about having slept with each other but other times you just discussed different kinks and fantasies. Sex wasn’t a taboo topic between the two of you given how things started. You literally fucked each other while acting like you hated it. “What about manhandling?”

 “I think you already know how I feel about that one…” you mumbled sheepishly, turning your head so you weren’t facing him. “Go to sleep, you boob. It’s late. We can talk sex tomorrow.” You chuckled when he whined at the name but within minutes he was snoring softly against your shoulder.

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  It was too early. You knew no one would be up until way later but it was 7:30 and Wooyoung was getting up from the bed. Was he making breakfast? You started to wake up but pulled the sheets up over your head and quickly dozed back off. You didn’t notice him push your legs apart. You didn’t feel the bed dip when he laid between your legs after diving under the covers. You didn’t register your shorts and panties being pushed aside or the way his arms wrapped around your hips, your legs hooked over his shoulders.

 When you next woke up, it was with a soft whine. Your sleep-addled mind could only make out that you were horny and whatever was happening felt good. As you came to, you processed the wet sounds and the sensation of his tongue. “Woo, what-“

 He pulled back and kissed your thigh. “Remember what we talked about last night?” You whined in response and he sunk his teeth into your skin. “I couldn’t stop thinking about it…” he whispered and pressed a kiss to your clit, earning a soft whimper.

 You pushed the covers down in your daze, wanting to watch him go down on you. “Woo…” your voice was a soft, breathy moan as your hand tangled in his midnight tresses. The man knew how to use his tongue. Part of you wondered how many times he’d done this, part of you had no desire to know how many women he’d gone down on before you. “Take them off…” you mumbled, feeling suffocated in your clothes.

 He gladly obliged, sliding the thin cotton material down your legs before pushing them back apart and resuming his previous actions. This was not how you’d anticipated spending your spring break. You welcomed it, it had been six months since you’d been touched and even longer since someone took such care with you, but you hadn’t expected it. You gasped when he pressed a long finger inside you, curling it immediately.

 You let out a long whine and he paused, looking up at you. He looked so good like that and you felt like you’d combust if he kept staring at you with that expression. “You gotta stay quiet, baby. You don’t wanna wake the others, do you?” You quickly shook your head, a wave of arousal crashing over you at the name. “Good girl.” You stifled a whimper and bit your lip hard as he paused mere centimeters away from your heat, a tiny smirk forming on his face. “You like when I give you names, don’t you? Especially good girl. You just wanna be good for me, don’t you, baby girl?” You nodded furiously as he looked up at you. “Words, princess.”

 You huffed at his insistence but pushed your pride aside, deciding the need for him to carry on was far greater than your desire not to beg. “Like being called a good girl. Wanna be your good girl and do anything you say…” you whined out softly, careful to stay quiet so you didn’t wake anyone. “Please-“ you quickly bit your lip to silence yourself when he dove back in with a low groan.

 “Fuck that was hot…” he murmured before his lips encased your clit and he sucked, his finger teasing your g-spot. It was hard to stay quiet with him. You let out a frustrated sound when he moved back a bit. “My good girl. Mine.” Hearing the slight growl present in his voice as he said that made your pussy clench and he let out a low chuckle as he pressed a second finger in. “Aww, the baby likes being owned. You want me to keep calling you mine?” You nodded far too quickly for your liking and he gave an ornery smirk as his tongue flicked over your clit, earning a soft gasp. “You’re so cute, babydoll.”

 “Woo- please-“ you whispered, feeling frustrated at how worked up you were. He obliged and mumbled something about you asking nicely before his tongue met your pussy. Finally, instead of teasing, he set a steady pace with his fingers and alternated between slurping at your soaking sex and flicking his tongue. You wanted so badly to just let go and scream for him.

 And you almost did when you felt the tension building. “Woo- ‘m close- ‘m gonna cum- please, can I cum?” You whimpered quietly, your chest heaving with each labored breath. You’d try to hold back if he said no but you wanted to let go so badly.

 “Fuck- cum for me, baby. Cum all over my fingers and tongue.” He groaned against your cunt and you needed no further convincing. You had been right on the edge, forcing yourself down as his fingers assaulted your g-spot and you couldn’t take it anymore. With his permission, you gave in.

 Your orgasm crashed over you and you bit down hard on your lip to muffle your sounds. He worked you through it, not stopping until your legs were shaking. You melted into the sheets when he backed away, heavy eyes watching as he licked his fingers clean with a soft groan. “Do you have any idea how good you taste, baby?”

 You shook your head timidly and he climbed over you, catching your lips in a gentle kiss. You were surprised by just how careful he was being with you, given your last encounter. You whined into the kiss as his tongue pushed into your mouth, allowing you to taste your cum. Maybe you were greedy but you felt yourself getting worked up again as your tongues danced and you quickly looped your arms around his, your hands resting on his shoulder blades in an effort to keep him pressed against you. He was strong and firm under your hands and you couldn’t stop the sound you made.

 He broke the kiss and rested his forehead against yours, some internal battle taking place in his mind as was evident by his expression. You were about to ask what he was thinking when he finally spoke. “I don’t deserve this…” he whispered and you frowned. You didn’t care what he deserved at this point. He needed to stop beating himself up over what happened in the past. You’d had too many good days with him to still see him as the villain. You wanted to say as much but he continued. “But fuck I want you. I want you so bad, y/n…”

 You couldn’t find your voice as desire washed over you and just nodded, trying to catch his lips in another kiss. He moved away, pulling back so he could see you clearly. He didn’t move far enough that your hands had to leave his back, you probably would’ve pouted if he had. “I don’t regret that night. I regret leaving you like that but I don’t regret what we did. I just wish I’d done things right from the start.” Your pulse pounded in your ears as he held your gaze. “I wanna take my time and appreciate you right now. Can I do that?”

 You nodded instantly but he didn’t move and you began to feel shy under his intense stare. It was similar to the first time, how he’d pinned you down and took a moment to admire you. But you couldn’t bring yourself to attempt breaking the trance. Finally, he brought a hand - not the one he’d just been using to please you - to cradle your cheek, his thumb brushing over your cheekbone.

 “Woo…” you started, biting your lip as you leaned into his touch. “I don’t regret it either. But I’m tired of you kicking yourself over what happened in the past. We’ve both changed as people and it’s not fair for you to keep doing that to yourself.” Your hands moved to hold his wrist, not wanting him to move. “You’ve spent the last four months in therapy and you’ve made an effort to change my opinion of you. And it’s worked. The man I am in bed with right now is not the same man you were a year ago. You have genuinely become one of my best friends. What happened isn’t gonna change but those wounds have healed. So please stop doing that to yourself.” You turned and pressed a kiss to his palm, your eyes still locked on his face. “Please.”

 He looked like he wanted to cry and devour you at the same time. He knew you had every right to want nothing to do with him but you’d gone out on a limb and trusted him when he didn’t do anything to earn it. He was in awe over how you could be so nice to someone like him. It made him fall even harder, if that was possible. “I don’t think I’ll ever understand why you gave me a chance after all that.” He started and you frowned, prepared to argue back.

 “But I know I’ll be forever grateful that you did. If you hadn’t, we wouldn’t be here now. I don’t think I ever would’ve been successful in my attempts to better myself had I not had you as motivation. I wanted to change so I’d stop hurting you. Sometimes I still fuck up but you’ve been so patient with me. I know how lucky I am to even be in your life right now. That’s why I feel selfish saying this, especially after last time I said something like this, but…” he ducked his head, ashamed to look at you as he confessed. “I love you to bits. I have for a long time. It’s changed as we’ve changed, it’s not a selfish love anymore. It sounds so fucking cliche and gross but you seriously motivate me to be a better person and I don’t know what I’d do without you.”

 Your face was flaming red at his confession and you laid there in stunned silence. After a few seconds, he started to move away, still not looking you in the eye. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have put that on you. You aren’t responsible for my feelings. I just couldn’t hold it in anymore after what you said. I won’t bring it up again. You’ve already rejected me once before, I get that was a hard no. I-“ your grip on his arm tightened as he tried to sit up and you let out a pathetic whimper, on the verge of tears.

 “Just stop a second, Woo. Okay?” You whispered, trying to pull him back to you. He finally noticed your expression and he felt even worse. He allowed you to pull him in, your arms slipping around his neck. You took a deep, shaky breath, trying to steady yourself as you gathered your thoughts. “I just…it’s scary. Holding your heart, I mean. But I wanna explain something.”

 He nodded and you closed your eyes, hugging him tighter. “I turned you down back then because we’d barely talked. I was rude with the way I rejected you, my tone was awful. The way you kept pushing only irritated me further and I still cringe over what I said. We were both extremely immature about the whole thing.” He let out a rueful laugh and muttered something about that being an understatement.

 “But I had the thought during our various group study nights that you weren’t all bad. If I’m honest, I was jealous of how you interacted with the guys. You always seemed so upbeat and happy with them but the second you laid eyes on me, your expression changed like a switch was flipped.” You let out a soft sigh against his neck and he shivered. “I told myself if you’d just been nicer, if you’d just shown me the same consideration you showed them, we could’ve been friends. I was right. And I was right when I told myself if we’d been friends, feelings could’ve developed.”

 He froze in your arms, noticeably tense under your touch. You didn’t give him time to ask, you carried on with your own confession. “I hated myself at first for giving in that night and letting you wreck me. I felt like you’d use the sex as another way to get under my skin and poke fun at me. I started avoiding you even more than before and just completely brushing you off after that. I wouldn’t even talk back when you tried to get a rise out of me and I felt like that was the best way forward. I didn’t have the energy to keep fighting. I started research on different universities with strong info tech programs. I wanted out.”

 He deflated and you gave him a little squeeze to reassure him. “I still don’t know why I let you come over that night to explain yourself. I wasn’t interested in anything you had to say. I was convinced things were broken beyond repair, if there had ever been a chance of fixing things in the first place. But you were playing by my rules and I was curious about what Hongjoong had said. I almost got whiplash when you said you were sorry. Part of me wanted to scream at you and throw things because of all the trauma. But I knew that wouldn’t help anything so I listened. When I heard you started treatment, I decided I could give you a chance. You wouldn’t have started working on yourself if you weren’t genuinely regretful, I don’t think.”

 Finally, you let a hand tangle in his dark locks, your fingers lightly massaging his scalp. “But I’m so glad I had faith in you. I got to see the fun Wooyoung and you were emotionally vulnerable with me for the first time when we were stood in your kitchen doing dishes. We got really close, really fast and I finally felt like I didn’t have to hide when I saw you on campus. I actually looked forward to classes with you and the tiny things you did to tease me on campus. I looked forward to visiting every weekend. Seeing your soft side changed my opinion of you and within a month, I felt like a schoolgirl around you. I felt bad when Seonghwa confessed because by that point I’d already developed feelings for you. All the cuddling and other skinship was fucking electrifying and you have no idea how hard it was to fall asleep last night.”

 You both laughed quietly and he gently unhooked your arms from his neck, backing away to look at you. “I see what you mean now. Holding someone’s heart is fucking terrifying.” He let out a soft huff of laughter and leaned down, kissing your forehead. He took a moment to study you and let out a sigh. “It’s wild to think we’re at this stage after screeching at each other in a bar over two years ago now. But if you’re willing, I want to try with you.”

 “I want that too.” You nodded and a moment later, his lips were sealing over yours in the sweetest kiss you’d ever received. You could count the number of times he’d kissed you on one hand. Five. The first one was unwelcome and you’d brushed your teeth far longer than necessary that night, trying to erase the sensation of his lips on yours. The next two were just as intense but not unwelcome. He’d used them to shut you up when you were being mouthy in bed. Then the two you’d shared this morning. This one had to be your favorite. You loved intensity but there was something even better about a gentle emotional connection.

 You parted for air and over the next few minutes you found yourself still keeping count, even as it turned into a full-blown make out session. The air grew heavy as he tugged your lip between his teeth, a thrill running through you. You let out a pathetic sound and he gave a little laugh as his lips trailed to your neck. This time you wanted him to leave a mark. You didn’t care that you were at the beach and that you wouldn’t be able to hide anything. You wanted everyone to know what had happened and that you were his.

 He was careful though. He hadn’t been considerate last time and he’d be damned if he didn’t give you the option of having a physical reminder of him. He wanted you to ask for it. So he was careful not to leave a mark as his teeth grazed over your skin, followed by his tongue a moment later. “Woo, please…” you whined in frustration and he grinned against your skin.

 “Please what, baby?”

 He was really gonna do this? You pouted as you tilted your head back to further bare your neck to him. “I want them to see. I want it to be obvious that I’m yours. Please?” Everything stood still for a moment, even time, before he let out one of the most beautiful sounds you’d ever heard.

 “Fucking hell, y/n, that was so hot…” he groaned and immediately set out to scatter love bites across your neck and shoulder. The gratification you felt from knowing you’d worked him up was immediate. He almost seemed frenzied as he left hickeys on your pale skin and it was driving you up the wall. When his teeth sank into your neck a moment later, you couldn’t stop yourself from letting out a weak moan.

 He seemed satisfied with this and began to work lower, his fingertips edging under your camisole as his lips ghosted over your chest. Heat engulfed your body as his large hands pushed the material up your torso. It registered in your mind that he hadn’t seen your tits and a tiny smile made itself at home on your face as you bit back a scoff. He paused and looked up at you in confusion so you explained and he laughed quietly before pulling the tank over your head.

 Your nipples perked up as the cool air hit your body. You blushed when you noticed his expression as his eyes zeroed in on your chest. “How the fuck are you so perfect?” His voice was almost a whisper as he took a moment to admire your naked body on display for him. You whined and brought your arm to cover your face, trying to hide your embarrassment from him. “You’re fucking stunning, baby girl.”

 The praise went straight to your sopping cunt and you let out another soft whine as his words fanned the flames under your skin. When you tugged at his clothes, he eagerly helped you remove them and you finally got to appreciate his body. He wasn’t particularly muscular but he was toned and beautifully tanned. Why hadn’t he taken his shirt off on the beach again? Your eyes trailed lower and you bit your lip at his defined v line and faint happy trail. His thighs were thick and clearly powerful. And of course he was well endowed, a girthy eight inches stood at attention. “I’m stunning?” You teased as you looked back to his face and caught him rolling his eyes.

 He quickly leaned back down to kiss you and you decided you couldn’t wait. It was nice letting him do whatever he wanted but you were dying to touch him. Your hands slipped between your bodies but you didn’t get a chance to touch him before he was teasing you again. You gasped against his lips when he tweaked your nipple and your reaction spurred him on.

 Not wanting to give in to the distraction of him playing with your breasts, you wrapped your hands around his dick and a wave of fire washed over you when his jaw went slack and he froze. He was beautiful and you wanted to keep getting reactions out of him. So before he had the chance to recover and resume teasing you, you began to jerk him off, taking in every sound he made and every face he pulled. He couldn’t help but buck into your touch.

 After only a few minutes, he was swatting your hands away and sitting up between your legs, his neck and chest flushed. “Tell me how you want it, baby.” You bit your lip, shivering as his warm hands trailed along your thighs.

 It was an easy decision. After the emotional discussion you’d had earlier where you both confessed your feelings for each other, you knew exactly what you wanted. “I want you to make love to me, Wooyoung. We’ve got all the time in the world to be kinky. Right now, I want you to make me feel like the most special girl in the world.” Admittedly, that wouldn’t take much. A few words of praise and you’d be putty in his hands. “Make me entirely yours…” you whispered and your could see him struggling to remain composed.

 You knew how much he liked being in control. You knew he was just the right amount of possessive. And you knew you wanted him to claim you as his own and make it evident that you were his. You were brought out of your thoughts by him gliding his dick through your wetness, a mewl of pleasure forcing its way past your lips when the tip pressed inside.

 He gave shallow thrusts until he was all the way in and leaned down, guiding your legs around his hips. “You’re mine, do you understand?” His voice was dangerously low as his burning gaze bore down on you.

 You couldn’t look away, nodding in agreement. “Yours…” you whispered just before his lips crashed against yours in a passionate kiss, his hips setting a torturously slow pace. It didn’t take him long to adopt deep, powerful thrusts despite his slow pace and you allowed him to drive you up the mattress with each thrust, moaning against his lips despite his earlier warnings about keeping quiet.

 His hands were everywhere as he fucked you, his touch gentle. “Gotta be quiet, baby…” he reminded you and you bit down on your lip in an attempt to stifle your sounds. He leaned back, resting on his knees as he sped up, making it near impossible to keep quiet.

 It felt like an eternity and mere seconds at the same time when you felt the knot in your belly growing tighter. You knew you wouldn’t last much longer, especially since he’d made you cum once already. When you warned him of this, he took your hands in his and laced your fingers, speeding up even more.

 You tightened your walls in an attempt to tease him but you both let out soft cries of pleasure. “Fuck, keep doing that and I won’t last…” he warned and that was all the convincing you needed. You took it as a challenge.

 You tightened around him and held it this time, trying to make as little noise as possible. You prayed none of the others were awake yet and thanked the universe that the bed wasn’t slamming against the wall as Wooyoung desperately rutted into you, his thrusts becoming sloppy. Your jaw dropped in a silent scream as waves of pleasure washed over you, drawing his orgasm out as well.

 His hands, still holding yours, caged you in as he slumped forwards, meeting your lips in a messy kiss as he filled you. You shuddered at the sensation and nipped at his bottom lip, smiling a little when he pulled back to look at you. “You’re fucking amazing. Perfect.” He whispered and you felt your face heat up. He wasn’t just referring to the sex, you could tell.

 You shook your head, wanting to hide from his compliments. You could handle praise in bed but once the euphoria wore off, you struggled to accept anyone gushing over you. “Don’t get all shy on me now.” His tone was teasing as he released your hands and slipped his arms around your waist. “God you’re fucking adorable.” He sighed, sitting up and pulling you up with him so you were sat on his lap, chest to chest with him.

 You gasped at the way the position sent him deeper into you but you knew you couldn’t handle another round so soon. He could overstimulate you another time. You brought your hands up, holding his head similarly to how he’d held you in place the first time he kissed you as a fond expression took over your own face. It felt too early to dive into saying ‘I love you’ but you wanted to express what you were feeling and so your lips began to shower kisses all over his face.

 You started with his forehead before moving to his cheeks. Then the tip of his nose. Then the outer corners of his eyes. With your attention on him like this, his heart raced and he realized just what he’d been missing out on. His lips curled into a smile, which only grew with each kiss. He didn’t think he’d ever be able to get enough of this. Finally, you pressed your lips against his. It was brief kiss that left him wanting more. He would never grow tired of your lips.

 You let your hands move from his face, your arms slipping around his neck as you buried your face there. The hug you held him in was tight, as if you feared he would up and leave if you released him. “I’m not letting you push me away ever again.” You whispered and he gave a small nod. You pulled back to look at him with a playful grin. “You’re stuck with me, babydoll.” His laugh was all you needed to hear as you snuggled back into his shoulder.

[mintmatcha]

final days

three months after soggy

cw: angst, mentions major character death, mentions of terminal illness, medications, hospice, female reader

Home care is almost worse than the hospital.

There isn't a respite from anything. You don't get to lay on your couch and forget that your husband is dying when he's sitting five feet away. You don't get to come home to silence when there's a nurse waiting to update you on the day.

Grief becomes your life.

You ignore the stacks of bills on the kitchen table, forget about the unwashed laundry, and just toss your things into the second bedroom. You used to jokingly refer to it as the nursery, but it's slowly morphed into your home office now that your work has started pitying you enough to let you work remotely a couple days a week.

When you enter the bedroom, Takahiro is slumped against the mountain of pillows you've collected over the months. He looks up from his switch and tries to blink the exhaustion from his eyes. He looks like shit- swallow and swollen, yet more delicate than ever. It's... pathetic, for lack of a better word. Closer to an old man than a millennial.

There was a minute where everything felt okay. The effects of chemotherapy wore off and Takahiro no longer felt like a shadow of himself. He insisted on going on day trips, inviting friends over, enjoying life- fuck, you even had sex again after a long, long time.

Things were good. He was good.

And then they weren't. And he wasn't.

Takahiro perks up when he realizes its you and not the nurse. "Hey, sweet thing! How was the office?"

He pulls himself together for you. Saves his energy to waste it on you.

"Fine. Travis was annoying, as usual." you sigh. His hair is back now that the radiation is done. Shaggy, untrimmed pink that falls in front of his eyes as he pushes himself up and you kiss it like you always do. "Are you in pain today?"

You pull yourself together for him too.

"Nah." he smacks his lips as he tries to think of the next word, "Morphine makes you feel like you're made of cotton. You could punch me again and I'd still be feeling fine."

He's lying. The day nurse told you that he refused to take it.

"Again? I would never," you kiss his forehead again. Underneath the smell of soap there's the tangy smell of malaise, that unplaceable, possibly imagined scent of death.

"You punched me on our second date, lady!"

"Our third. And I did not punch you! I was just trying to get the mosquito." You rummage around in your bag, pulling out the items and nestling them into the blankets. Makki cracks a grin at collection of candies and books, but lights up at the box. "Here, I got you some Capri Sun on the way home. And- ta-da! The good ice from the coffee shop. The super chewable stuff."

You nestle the baggie of ice into the crook of his elbow and Makki laughs, grabbing for a piece to pop on his mouth.

You don't mention the new baggie of medications or how you cried when the pharmacist came over to explain the new side effects. Prochlorperazine for the nausea (the third medication he's tried, and yet the weight just won't stay on,) Atropine for the mucus in his lungs (so maybe he stops choking on his spit at night), laxatives because everything else he's taking is destroying his digestive track-

A new cocktail of antidepressants for you. Something that's supposed to make waking up feel more accomplishable.

"You up for dinner?"  you stand, wiping your hands  on your pants as you head for the door, "There's the yogurt, eggs, - oh, I think we still have those strawberry protein shakes you like so much-"

"Slow down." Makki crunches down on the ice. The sound used to make you irrationally angry, but now it brings relief. It's water. Even getting him to drink can be a fight some days.  "Can I hang with my girl for a bit?"

You're afraid to stop moving. If you're still, the sadness sets into your joints.

But Makki reaches for you so earnestly that you can't help but crumble. You come back, crawling into your side of the bed and settling into his side, just like old times. Even through the blankets he feels so fragile, so thin that you're afraid you  might break him if you squeeze too tight. 

"You really should drink something-"

He reaches behind him and pulls the stupid DILF hat from atop the headboard and pulls it down over your eyes. "Shh, relax.”

“Ugh, Hiro, this hat stinks-” you laugh, scrambling to push it back up again.

“You love stinky things! Give me a kiss."

Death is ugly.

Death is gross and disgusting and humiliating and exposes all of the worst parts of being human, and yet you kiss him on his split, bloody lips and savor it just like you did on your third date.

When he kisses you back, with a hand in your hair just like always, you can almost pretend you're back there, years ago on that boardwalk, filled with that unfettered excitement for the future.

When you open your eyes, the dream ends. The salt you taste isn't the sea air, but tears, rolling down Makki's cheeks.

"I'm sorry." he palms his cheeks, frantically trying to wipe away the evidence, "Fuck. Shit. God fucking fuck, you didn't sign up for this. You're too young for this."

"Hiro, it's okay, don't- have a drink, breathe." you reach for a drink packet and quickly stab the straw in before pushing it into his face. He takes it, staring at you with a childish petulance, but doesn't drink. "Are you feverish? Are you in pain? If you're not feeling well, I'll call the nurse back and-"

"Oh my god, stop! Stop it!" he laughs, but it's hollow and weak through the tears. The stupid juice box spittles across the bedspread when he throws his hand in the air. "I hate that I did this to you!"

He's all broken sobs and sniffles as he pulls himself together and you hold  him by the cheeks, grounding yourself just as much as you ground him. Your hands are covered with tears and snot, but you don't dare let go.

"I thought I'd be dead by now," he gasps for air between sentences, "I thought- I thought I'd be faster. Didn't think about h-ow  you'd be trapped here as my fucking caretaker-"

"I'm grateful for every minute." Despite the strife and struggle, it's true. You'd do this for the rest of your life if it meant he could have more time.

He's only 27. He deserves more time.

Makki watches you for a long second, studying your face for something you'll never understand.

"Promise me you'll love again after I'm gone." he whispers.

The concept hurts. It's the type of unexpected sadness that sits between your ribs and makes every breath ache.

"Don't say that." you pull back, suddenly blinking away your own tears.  "You're my husband and I love you and I only love you and I'll only ever love you and-"

Five years ago, you told your friends marriage wasn't for you. You didn't understand why people put themselves through the pain for the possibility of love.

Four years ago, you met Makki in a coffee shop and tried to convince him to let you have the last bagel. It all made sense after that.

"Please."  he reaches for you. The bag of ice is half one and melting on to the sheets.

You don’t fall into his arms this time. "Takahiro-"

"I can't die thinking you'll never be happy again. That I ruined you." he says, "It's selfish but, I... I just gotta know you're going to keep going."

You don't respond. Part of you misses the hospital and the constant sounds that echoed through the halls. Everything is still in the house as you both just watch each other, waiting for any sort of reaction.

"Do you remember the first time I said I love you?" Makki smiles at the memory, "You made this face- God, like everything in the world was right and good- and I need to know you'll make that face again.”

Your hand goes to his chest. He wears his silver band on a necklace now that his fingers are too thin-- hasn't gone a day without it since the wedding. You hold that ring so tight that the cold metal digs into your palm, like it’s the only thing holding you together.

"I need to know you'll finally take that trip to Bali and go to our bagel shop and meet someone that'll give you the kids I never got the chance to."

You haven't taken yours off either. Hopefully, you never will. "I'll never love anyone the way I love you. It's just not possible, I don't have the space in my heart for it."

You rubs your eyes hard enough to see stars, like you're physically holding the tears in. "But I'll try. For you, I'll try."

It might be an empty promise. At this point, you're not sure if you could, but the relief - the sudden relaxation on his shoulders and perk of his eyebrows- makes it all worth it.

Love is work. Love is the worst, most dreadful thing that’s ever happened to you-

and yet you wouldn’t want to be with anyone else right now.

"Hey, don't make that face. I’m not gone yet. Besides, I'll find you again in my next life." Makki's hand finds yours, fiddling with your ring, spinning it around and around your finger, "We'll have plenty of time together then. Fuck, you'll probably get sick of me!"

That makes you laugh. It's surprisingly snotty and wet, but it's deep and real.

"Yeah, okay. Find me." you sniffle and point to your hat, "I'll be the one in the stupid hat."

Makki squeezes your hand tight. “I’ll be the one waiting for you.”

[misora-msby]

embarrassing moments with inarizaki

inarizaki always looks so cool but you know they’re actually dorks and i am here to provide you the content to show theyre clowns. enjoy the headcanons :)

Kita Shinsuke

firstly. kita shinsuke being embarrased? making a mistake? unheard of.

he’s a perfect man and we all know it.

anyways

you two were having a nice dinner out together. 

it was a pretty fancy place so you decided to dress in a different style today

but you were beginning to wonder if kita liked it or not because he seemed to keep looking past your shoulder instead of at you

he was an observant guy so you were wondering if something had happened behind you

but you couldn’t hear anything weird so you assumed not

you decided to just stay quiet about it at first but now it was beginning to become annoying! 

why wasn’t he looking you in the eye to speak?

midway through your dinner, kita finally spoke up tho

“y/n, your shirt is slipping... yer bra’s showing.”

oh.

right. you were wearing your off-shoulder top.

“o-oh. shin, it’s that kind of shirt, you know?” you had to explain your outfit to ur bf with a pink face.

“oh... that so... well it’s cold these days so if yer feelin’ cold lemme know. i’ll give ya my jacket.”

GOD HES SO PERFECT KITA SHINSUKE I HOPE U MARRY HIM???????

Ojiro Aran

another man with next to no flaws.

but nature says everyone has to make some mistake.

so it was a regular school day, our aran has just come to class from morning practice and there’s still some time left until class starts.

all the girls in class are gathered around a table

he’s not sure why, it’s probably watching an idol video

but ur man wants to be a little romantic!!

plus he just showered so he smells Great uwu

he goes over and hugs you from behind, placing his chin on ur head.

“hey, bb whatcha ya doin”

all the girls gasp.

he doesn’t get whats wrong, it’s not like it’s a secret y’all are dating

pda to this level aint bad either

especially compared to his teammate miya atsumu

“ojiro aran.”

why is your voice behind him

he looks down and nearly faints when he sees he hugged the wrong girl.

to be fair she looked a lot like you from behind, just maybe 1cm shorter.

“i’m so sorry!” he keeps apologising to literally everyone and all the class is giggling bc they never seen their school’s ace so red before.

“didn’t think i’d come back from the toilet and see my bf cheatin”

“IT WAS A MISTAKE! I’M SERIOUS! Y/N U KNOW I LOVE YA!” 

hes so funny i swear

the volleyball team hears of it and it gets even better 

Miya Atsumu

it’s not a secret that miya atsumu, setter of the inarizaki volleyball team and invited to national youth training camp, had a gf

he was very much in love with u 

the whole class knew it because he’d show it off whenever he could too

so here comes valentines day

last year he received like... 50 different gifts from girls and guys aiming to win his love.

you didnt even give him one lmAOOOOO 

but this year, he had been not so subtly trying to hint that “i better not receive any chocolates this year when i’ve got a gf!”

he reaches school and plops into his seat.

there’s an anonymous box of chocolates with “please accept my love, miya-kun! <3″ on it

“the hell’s this?!”

“oh? chocolates?” - osamu who just popped his head into the class to shove into his twin’s face how much chocolate he got.

especially since the blond was off limits, the grey-haired twin had a bigger following now.

“do they not know i have a girlfriend...”

“well, ya might as well eat it. ya dont know who to return it to.”

“that’s like receivin’ their love!”

“no it ain’t. it’s just food.”

atsumu couldn’t argue with that and popped a piece in.

it was very delicious. the chocolate practically melted on his tongue and was the perfect sweetness and was filled with a delicious ganache too.

it was perfect

but he couldn’t accept this!

“it ain’t even good. too sweet and the filling’s sticky.”

“ah. really? is that what you think, tsumu?” you ask from the door where you had been watching the exchange take place.

“y/n! look at this! some weirdo gave me some choco and like... samu said to test it but i’ll toss it out, promise.”

“tsumu, i made that... i wrote it anonymously because i thought you’d know it was me and i wanted to tease you a little.”

“huh.”

osamu: “yeah actually i went over to her place to teach her how to make it.”

atsumu: “you said you went to suna’s place?!”

osamu: “i went there later but i first went to help her.”

you: “anyways if it’s not good i don’t mind if you toss it out...”

tsumu: “NO NO BABE I PROMISE IT’S GOOD”

you: “you just said-”

“BABE I SWEAR IT’S GOOD I JUST DIDN’T WANT TO ACCEPT A STRANGER’S STUFF”

“you’re always so honest though... are you sure?” you were having your fun teasing him now.

“BB PLSSSSSS”

he still cringes at the memory 4 years into ur marriage

Miya Osamu

osamu would DEFINITELY make home made dinner dates a regular thing.

this alone shows he’s the better twin - miya atsumu stan

he loves cooking and eating with you so sometimes when he’s got a day off you guys’ll set aside the afternoon to make a real nice dinner

imagine candlelit dinner with miya dorito body osamu in a suit

of course some fun stuff happens after too ;)))

and today’s your third anniversary!!

so osamu adds lots of ‘natural aphrodisiacs’ to the meal

i’m talkin

garlic bread and soup for an appetiser, a nice juicy steak with garlic and red wine sauce for the main, and chocolate coated strawberries for dessert

mm yummy

you two cleaned your plates completely (it was very delicious) and as you were washing the dishes, osamu comes up behind and wraps his arms around your waist

“yes, ‘samu?” 

“i’ve already prepared us a nice bath with yer favourite scents.” he’s got his head resting on ur chin

“really? thank you~ i’ll be there in a bit”

but he doesn’t let go of you while you’re still scrubbing at the baking sheets.

“osamu, you can let go for now.”

“don’t feel like it.”

“i gotta wash the dishes since you did most of the cooking.”

“mmm, i’ll do it if ya gimme a kiss.”

you roll ur eyes bc what a cutie 

u turn ur head to give him a kiss but suddenly he 

he burps

that garlicy wine smell is just kinda there

“ew! ‘samu!!”

his face is real red but he’s also trying not to laugh because he’s still a dude and this is absolutely hilarious to him

“want another?” he starts teasing

“i’m not getting in the bath with you.”

“wait wait wait i’m sorry, i’ll go brush my teeth and give you a proper kiss”

Suna Rintarou

you two were taking the train home today

it was quite late due to practice going a little longer than usual, so he insisted he walked you back home today.

sunarin can be a good boyf sometimes ok

it was getting a little crowded on the train tho, since people were heading home or going out for dinner

luckily you had already grabbed seats so you were quite comfortable sitting side by side. 

you and suna have the type of relationship were you dont have to talk all the time

silence is v comfy.

he’s just scrolling through twitter on his phone while you’re looking around the car, lost in ur thoughts

suddenly you notice an old lady standing a little bit away from you and you stand up

“baa-san, please take my seat.” you whisper in the crowded carriage

“oh how kind of you. thank you, dearie.” she smiles and takes your seat while you stand in front of her and suna instead.

suna doesn’t realise this exchange has happened tho

(he’s on his phone as usual)

probably starting some fights on twitter

he decides to try to be a little romantic and pretends to stretch his arm around (who he thought was) you.

“rin.” 

why is your voice right in front of him?

“young man, i appreciate it but i’m married.”

suna jumps as he sees someone he did not recognise next to him.

he looks up and notices you had moved.

you’re giggling

the granny’s giggling

atsumu and osamu sitting opposite on the carriage look like they’re going to cry because they’re trying not to laugh

“i was just stretching. really.” he mumbles and crosses his arms, face red as a tomato

he’s so embarrassed.

Ginjima Hitoshi

sometimes the inarizaki vbc would go for an after practice snack at the nearby family mart

they were really hungry after an intense preparation for nationals which was in two weeks so kita insisted they all get something to fill them up on the way home

but lucky lucky ginjima hhehe

you (his classmate who he had a crush on) were working at the cash register today.

“welcome!” you greet everyone as they enter

he cant help but stiffen up a bit 

why are u so cute and cheery today

the 2nd years already know what to do.

“heyy, i think last week i bought ya that ramen right? ya owe me my konbini snacks today!” - atsumu

“yeah. you lost a bet to me last week so u gotta pay up. a pack of jelly fruit sticks please.” - suna

“forgot my money today, mind payin’ for my snacks too?” - osamu

“like hell i’m paying for all of you. especially you, osamu. you eat too much all the time.” 

aran’s noticed what’s going on,

“hey, if it’s just for today you can do it right? if ‘samu don’t pay ya back tomorrow i’ll nag him ‘til he does.” 

“fine...” his basket is full when he goes to the counter.

he’s trying his best not to have a red face while watching u scan the items, ur hair swaying slightly as u look back and forth between the objects and the screen.

“alright. 4,890 yen please!” GOD he hated how expensive it was, that’s almost all his weekly allowance but bc it’s u and ur voice saying it it’s kinda ok

“mm, ok.” he still has his eyes on you while he takes out his wallet and puts it on the counter.

yes

his wallet, not the money

“...” “...”

“excuse me, sir. this is...”

he almost slaps his face wtf he’s so embarrassed.

“s-sorry. just a little absent minded after practice.” he starts pulling out his cash.

“it’s fine! i know how hard you guys practice!” you smile while performing the rest of the transaction and pass him his big bag of goods. “good luck for nationals, ginjima-kun!”

he almost runs out of the store and is about to fight the rest of the 2nd years for watching and (suna) recording

[littlemissnoname13]

Blaise’s Cup of Tea (D.M)

Pairing: Draco Malfoy x Reader

Warnings: some mentions of alcohol, very mild sexual themes, nothing too explicit, Draco being a fûxkboy ,Draco being a huge simp

Summary: where Draco is secretly in love with his best friend’s fiancée

Word count: 2122

A/n: had this idea in the shower and I couldn’t help myself. The blog has been a mess recently and for that I apologise.

For Draco Malfoy, a typical night usually consisted of three things. 

First, a glass of his favourite spirit; preferably scotch in his hand.

Second, a cigar tucked in between his fingers

And third, a random girl in his bed chambers. It didn't matter if his company for the night shared the same interests as him, it didn't matter if she liked him for who he was or if she liked him solely for being the heir to the massive Malfoy fortune. 

Come morning, he would never have to see her again anyway. 

His Father, Lucius always chastised him for bringing a different girl as a plus one to social events. Even Narcissa wasn't all too pleased about her son engaging in all these hedonistic activities and bedding random girls. 

The friends he’d grown up with were all well on their way to settling down and having children while he was still not even close to having a serious relationship. 

“Why can’t you be more like Zabini?” Lucius would say, everytime the Malfoys sat down for a family dinner. Narcissa would agree to this while expressing her desire for grandchildren and Draco would have to refrain from choking on his dinner. 

Blaise Zabini, was happily engaged to longtime girlfriend Daphne Greengrass and they were busy planning their Summer wedding. 

Every time Draco would meet Blaise for a drink, all he’d talk about was Daphne, the wedding, floral arrangements, invites and party favours. Just last week, Blaise even confessed to having already thought out names for his future children. 

Taking a final sip of his scotch, Draco placed his glass on his desk and returned to his bed, where a random brunette girl was peacefully asleep. 

He took a few moments to recall her given name in his mind but this attempt remained futile. He couldn’t even remember how he felt while they were doing the deed a few hours prior. 

His father was right, he was slowly turning into, for a lack of a better term, “Pig person.”

As he quietly slipped into his bed next to the brunette, he started to think about all the one night stands he’d had in the last few months. 

One night stands are appropriately called one night stands for a reason. He knew that. 

But it wasn't his fault he couldn’t get that one particular night from four months ago with that one particular girl out of his system. 

It had all started out so innocently. 

A chance encounter at a bar, alcohol fueled conversation, his hands on her hips on the dance floor and his lips on her lips by the end of the night. 

He’d never before met anybody so charming yet painfully frustrating in his life. 

Y/n. Y/l/n. 

Distinctive features, expressive eyes and lips that quirked upward with a wicked smile.She had one of those faces that had the capability of engraving itself into one’s subconscious and the way her brows furrowed in annoyance indicated that she might have been aware and unnerved by it. 

In the few hours he’d spent with her, she’d stimulated his brain with her wits and intellect. She’d made him care about uninteresting things like the witch burnings in the 14th Century. She’d challenged his predetermined notions and world view.

Everything about her was vivacious.

Her effervescence reminded him of a freshly opened bottle of sparkling Rosé on a hot summers day. Crisp yet sweet if you took in a moment for the flavours to sink in. 

And Merlin was this girl could kiss!

The way she gently nipped on his lower lip and teasingly traced her tongue left him with something more to be desired. 

Nothing happened with Y/n that night. Nothing except feverish kisses and whispers of “I want you.”

They’d spent the whole night talking. He’d never spent the night with a girl and not done anything before. 

And she’d left before he could even manage to open his eyes the next morning. 

She’d disappeared without a sign or trace.

Nothing but her fruity fresh scent on his pillows remained to remind him that she was in fact real and not some hallucination. 

Draco went the the very same bar again the next day with his hopes held high. He wanted to see her again. He needed to see her again. 

But to his utter dismay, y/n never showed up. 

Soon, it became a habit of his to go to the bar and wait for her.

He’d gotten so desperate at one point that he even interrogated the bar keep about the girl that had seemingly managed to capture his attention in the span of a night. 

But no matter how hard he tried, Draco never got any answers. 

She became nothing but a distant ghost of a rather blissfully perfect night. 

Just when he was about to toss away the memories of y/n and her pretty lips inside a locked and chained box in his head, he heard his house elf appear with a pop into his bed chambers. 

“Master Malfoy, this letter just came for you.” The elf said quietly as he stretched out his arm to hand Draco a sealed envelope. 

Draco would have told his elf off for appearing in his chambers in the middle of the night but decided against it when he saw the scrawl of Blaise’s messy handwriting on the envelope. 

It was two in the morning and a rather odd time for Blaise to be sending him a letter. 

Assuming that it must be something urgent, Draco quickly ripped open the seal and unfolded the letter. 

Draco, 

I write this with a heavy heart and I write this with nothing for company except a bottle of bourbon. 

Daphne left me this morning. 

The wedding is off and it is all my fault. 

To be honest, It did feel like things were going too fast and we were jumping to life altering decisions without taking the time to think and contemplate. 

After thinking all day, I have decided to get married after all. 

Your mother has been rather kind and offered to set me up with a girl that is supposedly “perfect for me.” Although I definitely trust her judgement, It would be great if you could “assist” Narcissa in her search. You are my best friend after all. 

B.Z.

By the time Draco was done reading Blaise’s letter, the girl sleeping next to him had started to toss and turn in her sleep. 

~~~

When his mum flooed into his residence the next morning, Draco’s company for the night, who was named Sylvia by the way, was just on her way out. 

Sylvia was rather laid back and was looking for nothing other than a rebound. Draco had offered her tea but she’d politely declined stating that she had brunch planned with her friends anyway. 

“And who is this charming young lady, Draco?” Narcissa asked. 

“She’s Sylvia and Sylvia was just on her way out.” Draco said in a clipped voice before literally shoving an annoyed looking Sylvia into the fireplace. 

“It was nice meeting you Mrs. Malfoy.” Sylvia said in a calm and polite voice, with floo powder in her hands. “See you around Draco.” 

“And I thought, you were finally serious for once.” Narcissa sighed before sinking down into one of the many chairs Draco had in his living room. 

Draco wanted to say something sarcastic in response but he bit his tongue and held it all back. There were more pressing matters at hand that required his attention. Like helping his mum find an appropriate match for Blaise who has so casually placed such a huge responsibility on his shoulders. 

The responsibility required him to go on multiple, rather tiresome “dates” set up by his mother. 

The first girl he met mistook him for Blaise. 

The second girl he met confessed that she was being coaxed into the meeting by her overbearing parents and had a secret Muggle boyfriend that she loved with her whole heart. 

The third girl he met was one of Blaise’s ex girlfriends.

The fourth girl turned out to be one of Draco’s own one night stands that had ended on a sour note.

It was safe to say that Draco returned to his mother that night with his shirt stained burgundy from the wine she’d poured over his head. He deserved it though.

Narcissa even agreed that he’d deserved it because she broke into a chuckle when her son walked into the Malfoy Manor with drops of wine falling from his blond hair. 

“Well this is a disaster.” Draco muttered to his mother who gave him an accomplished looking smile in return.

“This was a Disaster.” She quipped, before leaning towards the coffee table to pour herself some more tea. “Luckily, I’ve already found someone I deem to be a suitable partner for Blaise.”

“You have?” 

“I have. I too have been pulling some reins and meeting people personally for Blaise. He is like a son to me after all.” 

“Looks like I got splashed with a vintage red for no apparent reason then.” Draco muttered before using his wand to summon a clean cotton shirt. 

Narcissa simply shook her head at her son and stood up from her chair. “I’ve actually invited her for tea today so that you’d be able to meet her as well. Why don’t you fix your hair and put on a clean shirt before she gets here hm?”

Draco knew there was no point in arguing with his mother. 

When Narcissa Malfoy wanted things done, she’d sure as hell go ahead and get them done. A true Slytherin she was. 

He quickly unbuttoned his shirt and used a cleaning charm on his hair. He would have preferred to shower but he didn’t really have the time to dilly-dally around.

“Fancy seeing you here.” He heard a voice say, just as he was about to put on his clean shirt. 

It was a familiar voice and it raised prickling goosebumps all over his exposed flesh.

The goosebumps were a natural reaction to hearing a voice he’d replayed over and over in his head every single night for the last four months. 

In front of him stood Y/n Y/l/n in the flesh. Very much real and not a ghost of his imagination, clad in a blush coloured midi dress with a sweetheart neckline. 

He opened his mouth to answer but his mother beat him to it. 

“Welcome to our home. Sit down, have some tea with us.” Narcissa said in her best hostess voice and all Draco could do was force his hanging jaw shut. 

~~~~~~

The next few hours felt like the longest yet shortest few hours of his life. 

He was still processing the fact that he had in fact seen the girl, the ghost, the memory right in front of his eyes, wearing a dress that made her look like a scene in a vintage film. 

His palms were sweaty, his head was reeling, his throat was as dry as the Sahara and he could barely pay any attention to a word his mother was saying. 

“Draco?” Narcissa cleared her throat when he failed to respond. “Draco dear, are you listening?”

“Yes mother.” He replied curtly before taking a sip of his tea in a desperate attempt to soothe his throat. 

After what seemed like another torturous hour of tea and polite conversation, you thanked Narcissa for having you and leaned in to place a chaste kiss on his cheek before taking the floo network. 

“The Y/l/n family has been a friend to our family for years.” Narcissa commented. “I think Blaise would be rather fond of y/n. What do you think, Draco?”

He wanted to tell his mother about the time he spent with you four months ago.

He wanted to tell her that he was ready for a serious relationship if it was with you. 

He never really cared for the colour pink but it suddenly felt like a rather nice colour. 

You were witty, clever, sincere and extremely gorgeous. Of course Blaise would like you. He’d be a fool not to. 

After taking a few more seconds to carefully contemplate the situation at hand, Draco finally opened his mouth. 

“Yes, I think Blaise would like Y/n.”

Narcissa looked at him with a satisfied smile and the weight of a fully grown giant landed on Draco’s shoulder. 

Maybe you weren't Blaise’s cup of tea.

Maybe he’ll get back together with Daphne. Yeah, that would be perfect. 

But what if he didn’t?

Could Draco live his whole life knowing that he was absolutely smitten with his Best Friend’s soon to be Fiancée?

~~~

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