#so uhhhhhh.... what's ur favorite part?

[its-all-papaya]

the hollow hereafter | landoscar | 6.4k

Lando thinks of Silverstone, of Austria, of Spain, of Imola, of 2023 and of Russia; of years in a car that he’d dragged bloody to the fringes, and of the unbearable ache of it all, ripped from depths he didn’t know he had left within him.

Then he slows down and watches Oscar pass. And from 2.14 seconds back, he watches Oscar win.

(Alternatively: Oscar Piastri wins the 2024 Hungarian Grand Prix, but does anybody win, really?)

[beanghostprincess]

How was the breakup animated? I havent watched it buy i would love to see ur opinion 😬

............... Okay SOOOO finally a post explaining my thoughts about the breakup scene and like, the whole episode in general (which everyone knows is my favorite chapter ever in the manga).

I liked it, but it wasn't perfect. The pacing was a bit too quick and not as emotional as the manga, somehow. I don't get why they gave Sabo's scene way more attention when they've been adapting half a chapter per episode for a long time now. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely adore Sabo (I can't shut up about him, as you can see) but I believe Buggy's speech deserved wayyyyy more attention and dramatic value than what has been shown. In fact, I think they used too much comedy for literal no reason when the manga made me cry while reading.

I don't even think they have to erase Sabo's part, I just think they could've saved the unnecessary comedic gags and used those spaces for more dramatic pauses. The whole thing in terms of animation is gorgeous, but the way they speak and the delivery lacks a bit of emotion. And I don't even think it's because of the VAs (they did an amazing job) but because of the whole quick pacing due to lack of time. I know in the manga it isn't too long either, and I am even surprised we got so much out of four little panels, but if you're going to give them this much attention at least do it properly.

Overall, I think the episode was good but it doesn't match the same level of emotion as the manga chapter. Either way, I think the directing (in terms of like, visually and symbology etc etc) is pretty damn well done. I believe my only issue is the paing, but that probably must be because now episodes are like 17 minutes long after the opening and the summary and the little sketch and ending.

Not to be a hater but if you're gonna ignore a whole chapter to make Garp's punch last 2 whole minutes straight, you can leave Sabo's appearance for the next episode or use the time properly instead of making so many jokes that aren't even highlighted in the manga.

To be honest, I prefer the manga because Oda manages to show all the right emotions and give me shivers, but the anime did pretty well when it comes to the animation and imagery even if the pacing is uhhhhhh quick and boring and dull. I don't want to sound like a hater because the whole thing is pretty short in the manga too, but even if it is short, I think the emotions stand out way more there than they do in the anime.

[red-room-studi0]

WIR AU Introduction!!!! "ReinC̴̢̺̹̿̐̊͂̉Ȍ̸̬̘̭̬́̈Ḑ̸̯̫͔̝̋̎̓̏Ẽ̸̠̤̤̰͕̆͐͝D̶̹̜͆̒͜ AU"

(oooo spooky title)

Soooo uhhhh this is an Wreck It Ralph AU of mine that is also a self inserbut uh if u don't like that then uhhhhhh. Sorry.

ANYWAY! I'm bad at explaining things so just bear with me here! *Freddy Faz bear noises 🐻*

Oke oke- Sooo basically this AU is about this Girl "Annabelle" (my self insert teehee) who had gotten trapped in the Sugar Rush game somehow just by messing with the game cabinet while the Arcade was closed (spooky black magic shit ik). But later she finds some weird red glitchy blob by Cola mountain, she messes with it for a bit and then HOLY SHIT IT'S TURBO??? WHAT???!!! NO WAY! But Turbo is in his virtual form (like a ghost form of some kind, idk just keep listening to me yap) instead of his physical form (and oh boy is his physical form way more fucked up than his virtual form). Time goes by and Annabelle is Ruling Sugar Rush (yeah ik that doesn't make sense but just wait till I get to the lore part and as to why oke? oke-). So yeah she has been made to rule a literal sugar kingdom while she also has to be a playable character to NOT look sus to other game characters watching. (ofc this did not work cuz erm- what the sigma??? new girl??? where Vanellope???????)

LORE

OK! now for the lore and as to WHY??? AND HOW???

Sooo, Annabelle had move into town and then found out there was a cool arcade nearby where she was now living. Ofc that being Litwack's Arcade :3. For a little while she had been a daily visitor to the arcade and ofc Sugar Rush was her #1 favorite arcade game and played it EVERY DAY. She would play other games too ofc (Fix It Felix Jr would be her last resort game when all the other games in the arcade were Occupied).

Now as for Annabelle's personality? She is pretty nice and very fun to be around if you like her at first sight. She has a bit of an ego though, It pretty much started developing when she would win all the time in that Sugar Rush game. She had ALWAYS been the #1 person on that sugar rush leader board (I actually don't know if there even is a leader board in the game but NOW IT DOES >:]). Unfortunately that would change when a couple of assholes would come in and mentally put her down saying shit like uhhh "lol, ur so bad", "I could bet you in a race like that" (they're jealous lol). Ofc this gets on Annabelle's nerves and this makes her think she has competition (and she did) AND her way to cope and talk back at them with bs like this was to STROKE HER EGO (oh honey noooo D,:). Ofc this eventually gets to her when she starts fumbling in the game and is starts losing with every chance she gets (yes getting 2sd place means losing to her, sounds familiarrrrrrr ◉_◉). She has been losing her place on the leaderboard and eventually the Assholes find out and then they quite literally take a mental tole on her (ya wanna know what's really funny??? These assholes are literal teenage kids... Annabelle is literally fucking 20 like- HONEY THEY'RE KIDS STOP WORRYING 😭😭😭).

One night Annabelle hits a breaking point and NEEDS to be back on that #1 spot on the leader board BY. ANY. MEANS. NECISSARY.

Phhhfffttt- Oh nonono- she is NOT losing to a couple of kids that have been bulling her for the past couple of days! Hell NO! So what does she do???? Break into the Arcade overnight!!!! WhAt CoUlD pOsSiBlY gO wRoNg??? *screaminggggg and cryinngggg*

So Annabelle breaks in the Arcade, UNFORTUANTELY She had forgotten her quarters back at home. Sooooo she goes back home and doesn't bother✨ JK SHE DECIDES TO BREAK INTO THE GAME CABNET TO STEAL QUARTERS 💀 (mind u that Annabelle is UNAWARE that these game characters are sentient, so even if she did have her change on her and put them in... they would NOT be there) Annabelle rummages around and is suddenly hit with some powerful shock and blacks out (Nice one girl 😒). Annabelle wakes up and HOLY SHIT- WHAT THE FUCK??? SHE'S IN SUGAR RUSH???? WHAT THE HELLLLL?????? (ofc this whole time she thinks she's dreamingggg but the scary reality finally hits her eventually 😁😁😁) Annabelle Finds out about Game Central Station and oh my god it looks to scary for her- nope, She's staying inside Sugar Rush. And heaven forbid if one of them finds out she's human in the game world, they could probably kill her *🥲*. I almost forgot to mention that her physical appearance slowly starts to change the longer she's in the game world. Her skin starts to look paler and slightly grey; her eyes are tinted yellow and her eyerises are turning a darker shade of blue. And this is due to the exposure to the atmosphere of the game world. So it looks like she's dying but she's not. :,]

Anyway about this Red g̵̋͜l̸̯̾i̶̱̍t̶̩͒c̴̪̀h̸͖́ÿ̶̦ blob she found beside Cola Mountain~

After a while of her walking around and Exploring Sugar Rush (and to find a safe place to stay *sobs*) She sees a red glint in the corner of her eyes by the mountain and ofc goes to check it out (naauuurrrrrrr!!!!), She finds it, picks it up, messes with it for a minute and she's suddenly hit with a painful red shock that literally makes her fall to the ground. And with some spoooky electronic glitchy magic bs going on in front of her this blob takes in the form of... guys... You'll NEVER guess who it is!... It's Turbo! what a goddamn surprise! I bet u never guessed right hehehehehehe >:] jk (I just realized how long this is getting. I'm sorry to all my ADHD people 😭😭😭)

I'll try to explain this part really quick :,)

Turbo meets Annabelle in his Virtual form, Annabelle os freaked out about this shit cuz holy fuck what is that creepy ass glitchy tall shadow creature???? (yes his virtual form made him tall 🤭) So after some back and fourth talking and them introducing themselves and Turbo going on about his pathetic sob story as they why he's like this and all that bs talk, Annabelle asks if he could be able to take her home because of his coding abilities and all that stuff. He says he will BUT, in order to help her get "home" SHE has to do something for him first in order for that to happen. He NEEDS everything back that was all taken away from HIM and he need her help to get it all back just by Reincoding him back to his physical from (unfortunately for Turbo, his powers and abilities are limited when he's in his virtual form.). Annabelle agrees. (spoiler alert: There is actually no way she can get home, she's stuck in the game world forever. 🥲)

Now how this will happen is:

• Get inside the castle and enter the code room, Find Sour Bill and hold him at knife (ik, very dramatic and over the top but somethings gotta work) point. He will help her get into the code room with a rope to tie around her in order to stay safe and not float away in the black abyss of the code room (ofc he tells her the Nintendo code)

• He will be with her when this happens, Annabelle will need to destroy Vanellope's code and keep it away from all the other codes just like he did when he Ruled Sugar Rush. This will ensure that Vanellope will forget EVERYTHING (this means her memories about Ralph and everyone else she has befriended and her memories she has held dear)

• Turbo will teach her how to code a new character sprite for herself and put EVERYTHING in it that will make her Rightful Ruler. Annabelle gives herself the Name "Queen Sweetheart" Omori Reference???? (Turbo designed a dress for her, She found it pretty sus on how low the bust area is but whatever, she has other clothing designs for herself. Whatever works)

• Alright Vanellope is out of the way and now considered a threat once again and no one has NO memory of Vanellope and Annabelle is officially rightful ruler of Sugar Rush

• She will announce that there will be a big Racing event in THREE DAYS (ofc the whole part with the coins from the first movie is brought back to ensure that Vanellope CANNOT enter the race again.

• When that day comes Turbo will virtually go into Annabelle's body (It's painful) and then she will go racing with him virtually inside her.(Please don't get the wrong idea I couldn't think of any other way to say it 😭😭😭) She HAS TO WIN. If she doesn't then he will find her completely useless and not help her get back home. *😐*

When Annabelle wins that race Turbo is finally back to his physical form and 100% fully alive and will take everything back that has been taken from him. (sure Turbo, sure 😒)

Ofc there will be people getting in the way of Their plans cuz people want to know why there's suddenly a new character and "WHAT THE FUCK DID U DO TO VANELLOPE???" -Ralph probably 🤭

With the help of some people Vanellope eventually starts to regain memory. "How will Vanellope get into that Race? she has no medal!" Well Felix was nice enough to give him one of his to use, he was hesitant *raises eyebrow* but he had to do it for the sake of Vanellope.

I was gonna type in more but I think that would be spoiling some stuff so uh yeahhhh. I'll stope here for now! uhhhh Thanks for readingggg. (If u even read this far into my AU Lore and stuff 😇)

I'd love to type more story and lore but like the last bits are like the best parts so like- I'll save those for art hehehehe.

If you like this AU then YIPPEEEE!!!!! ✨✨✨

If not then uhhhh 😐😐😐

thx for reading anyway 🥲

Anyway uh I'll make ref sheet's for Turbo and Annabell/QS soon dw 😁😁😁

If u have questions about the AU, my inbox is open for asks!!! ✨✨✨ I'd love to answer :333

Oke uh Bye 💖

[wazohoo]

episode 18 thoughts because i have a lot

- teddy i love u forever please come home

bbg

- alice and teddy? question mark? adding to the protocule???

- i love that alice has come around on celia though. the way she talked about her had me giggling and kicking my feet like thats ur girly!! yes!!

- lena has breached containment oh no

- i stand by it that woman is a fucking vessel for something else. thats not a human. i dont believe it for a goddamn second, theres something sinister going on inside of her

- im sorry this interaction was so funny. tmagp is now bordering on workplace comedy (it was already there)

- the case uhhhhhh. giving very that house martin was in that one time

- also holy shit props to mr fearon, both episodes with him doing the voice have been the ones that strike the most fear into me. just the way he inflects certain parts its like holy shit dude

- dont want to use the same system as tma but this one had some lonely vibes

- the sam and alice interaction. poor man is just tryna help and poor alice wants to be LEFT THE FUCK ALONE!!! please let her know peace holy shit

- oh fuck gwen. oh fuck. oh my god

- are we actually going to get this reveal this early???? what??? its episode 18?? no they cant all be on the same page its too early that would be too easy theyre not going to believe her are they

- i am a prophet

- JESUS GWEN i know the gag is that theres no foul language in the archives but apparently the oair dungeon is NOT the same

- love it for her tho go off pookie you deserve it

- GEORGIE???? GEORGINA??? MY BAE OF ALL TIME ???? welcome back loml i have missed you so

- this conversation was fucking crazy like. the implications

- also awww baby so cute omg

- however i do not like georgie saying someone took her face. that feels uhhhhh

anyways probably one of my favorite eps so far but i am a georgie apologist so

[hecateisalesbian]

Fine I’ll bite

4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw

7. A medium of art you don't work in but appreciate

10. Favorite piece of clothing to draw

12. Easiest part of body to draw

20. Something everyone else finds hard to draw but you enjoy

21. Art styles nothing like your own but you like anyways (I have a feeling I know the answer, but say it anyways, I wanna see if I get this right)

26. What's a piece that got a wildly different interpretation from what you intended

29. Media you love, but doesn't inspire you artistically

4 *with 1 luz cosplay, 3 in plan, millions of drawings and sketches of her, her same haircut* I don’t really have a favorite characterrr

subject that’s a pain to draw is probably perspective. I HATE perspective.

7 sooo many mediums man. My main go to is pencil or digital so I have mad respect for anyone who is able to do anything besides that. I’ve touch like markers and colored pencils and the occasional paints but I’m no where close to the genius of people like @threegoblinart (<3)

10 oooo I LOVE clothing! All of it lol. It’s all fun. Though I hate when I’m doing sketches on paper and then I gotta erases the body lines for like folds and baggy clothing 😔

12 it’s all about how you draw it and what ur drawing. But id probably say (lower) torso/midsection. Its pretty simple and blocky from almost every angle without and super complicated anatomy things like eyes, hands, etc do

20 hmmmmm. I have to think for this one. I’d say maybe..hands? [gunshots and jeering] I KNOW I KNOW! I’ve spent probably hours on end drawing hands to the point where I’m pretty good at visualizing how they go. I only hate them when they’re in a weird position/perspective like finger guns towards the viewer or stuff like that

21 I don’t even have any idea what I’m gonna say how do you know-

honestly most art styles besides my own. Art is all about copying tbh. 99% of art styles are all built from other parts of other peoples art. Animated movies and shows, comics, and stuff like that really gave me my style. It’s like frankenstein lol

26 uhhhhhh I don’t know? I feel like most of my art has very direct interpretation. I think there’s one I had that had a really interesting opinion but I can’t seem to remember what it is 🤷

29 idk if you mean media as in form of art or as in form of entertainment but I’ll answer both: For forms of art I think painting is really cool. It’s gorgeous and physical and the stroke and beauty of it just makes me want to nom nom; for forms of entertainment I’d say I’m pretty much inspired by most of the things I watch/read. Inspiration comes from everywhere.

now I’m curious to what you think I was gonna say on 21 lol

[poems-of-a-lover]

Jsisjdisb I meant heartstopper not heartstoppet anyway what's been ur favorite part of ur day so far?

-🥄??

uhhhhhh idk, im supposed to go out in like an hour or so but im just kind akjhfskjdhfkjs today not much goin on tbh

[aster-pkmn-irl-real]

Listen I adore your yugioh stuff frfr. Like. It genuinely is a comfort show from my childhood. I may have to think a bit when you refer to characters by the Japanese names because I grew up with the dub so context clues are my friend lmao but. It is lowkey making me want to rewatch the show because I stopped when the shark barian reveal and suddenly shark is Nasch or however it’s spelled again because tiny child me got SO MAD that they made shark evil that I? Rage quit the show? At least that’s as far as I can remember so I can only assume. Though there’s a chance that it might not have all been out in English yet so I could’ve stopped because nothing else was available? I’m not sure, it was like a decade ago. But. I love yugioh and I specifically love zexal, I never super got into any of the other series besides og duel monsters and even then I’m pretty sure I only watched like maybe a third of it spread out across the whole thing? Like. I remember the whole Pegasus tournament thing, then I remember uhhhh digital world..? There were capsule monsters. And then uh the seal of orichalchum arc I remember really vividly, and then like the “they’re all in Egypt in the past now” bit. And that’s all. I know Marik exists but I literally don’t know where he comes into play

But zexal? Zexal is my heart my love. I had an oc i larped as on the playground and when playing outside because I was an only child with no neighbors, and this oc could travel to different worlds (of shows and games I liked) and thte two biggest were the Pokémon anime and then yugioh zexal. She was besties with everyone in her backstory but had amnesia and hd changed too much for anyone to recognize her as she slowly regained her memory. Standard 10 year old’s oc type stuff. My favorite parts to act through were like, the world duel carnival for sure, and then uhhhhhh I had fun with the barian stuff but I don’t remember any specific episodes I liked playing. I loved to scooter down the culdesac and pretend I was on the dueling roller coaster though

I AM SO SORRY I AM JUST RAMBLING IN YOUR INBOX ABOUT YUGIOH.

… I might rewatch zexal I’m gonna be totally real.

OKAY FIRST OF ALL ANON NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR RAMBLING ABOUT YUGIOH TO ME BRO I FUCKING LOVE YUGIOH PLEASE RAMBLE ABOUT IT TO ME

godd ur so real for loving zexal though, its genuinely so underrated. ppl like shitting on zexal and citing yuma as a reason to do that and its like tell me you dont remember being thirteen without telling me

also SO REAL FOR LOVING WDC. as an arclight fan wdc was amazing and like idk what it is abt being ten years old and having ocs that can travel between universes but like literally same? i used to do like an email rp with my one friend who liked pokemon and didn't mind ygo and im like having so much fun with this honestly and ik little me would've been so excited about pkmn irl and the ryoga blog.

also zexal was dubbed in full and almost all the episodes are on the ygo youtube channel, though unfortunately not all of them, but it does have most of them. i grew up watching the sub only cause they didn't have all the episodes on netflix so yk lol

[rebornologist]

HEHEHE LOVE YOUR WORKS SO MUCH! MY NIGHT TIME DESTRESSING TIME ;))) may i get uhhhhhh a scenario with xanxus & your favorite khr character(s) (1 or more ur choice bby) where the s/o finally calls them the nickname they've been rehearsing in their head. Like they just haven't found the right timing to use the nickname but is dying to use it so they just randomly say it and giggle or something. -YOUR NUMBER ONE FAN FROM DAY 1 XOXOXO also GOOD LUCK ON UR FINALS if you see this before u take them

Hi dear! I passed all my finals thanks to you <3 this is hilarious bc I literally can't think of a single other character to write this prompt for, so I'll sit on the part two. BUT I just penned the most whipped Xanxus I could manage lmaaooo I make myself laugh

♡ Giving Xanxus a silly nickname ✧

xanxus/gn!reader, shortfic/scenario count: 595 words warnings: established relationship, fluff, reader is generally antsy, may be ooc xan orz

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Okay sooo… his emo boy raccoon tail accessory, and his obsession with trash..? You get brave and decide to come up with a silly little nickname for him. Buckle up, [y/n].

You shift nervously in your seat, once, twice… and again under the guise of getting comfortable. Unfortunately for you, your anxiety was palpable to your significant other. You eye the mafioso next to you, his dark lashes fanned over tan skin. He looks almost peaceful like this, if not for the arch of his thick brows and downturned lips. Luckily, he didn’t take your nerves to be anything pressing. You wondered if he would be mad (it’s not like he could never be mad at you, but never for something so silly, right?). You mulled over how you would say it. What if he ignores you? Would you just say it again, but louder? Oh, even the mere thought of having to repeat yourself made you cringe. ‘Raccoon.. coontail..’ you repeated in your head, and then your follow-up explanation, ‘because you’re wearing that stupid little fur tail thingy! I don’t mean it in a bad way!’ Yeah, you’ll probably make it out unscathed. Probably.

Why were you with this guy, again?

“H-hey—”

“Ah..?” His reply grunt escapes his throat before you even begin. He had been waiting for you to speak up. He wanted to know what on earth could possibly be bothering you this time. That stops you dead in your tracks for a moment, but you press on.

“…hey Raccoon.” You stifle a snort, scanning his face for a response. There was the slightest furrow in his brows. So faint, you swear it might have been his default expression before you even said anything. He crosses his arms, shifting slightly. Not a peep from him. You don’t know what you expected. Was he in a good mood today or something? Is he about to kill you in one strike?

A few moments pass. The awkward silence was making you lose it, your gaze never leaving his slightly annoyed (so, default) features.

“All that for.. this?” He stirs, opening one eye, and you immediately divert your gaze. Oh hell.

“U-um, well… you’re like..” you falter, the entire preplanned retort just fizzles from your mind. You whip your head around when you hear the chair scoot from under the man, looking back in his direction.

His gaze is unreadable as large hands find their way under your chin, smoothly but firmly tilting your head up. He towers over your seated position.

“You gonna finish your explanation..?” He squints, dark ruby eyes scan over your panicked features, mouth drawn downwards in disgust.

Oh goodness, can you even?

[e/c] eyes meet deep scarlet ones. This isn’t your first rodeo, and you have a feeling that he’s not upset at all, surprisingly… unless that was blind hope on your end.

“You’re.. the fur thing… you’re like my little trash panda,” your eyes sweep from his unamused face to the fur accessory and back up, a playful grin just clawing its way onto your face. The same face that was keeping you out of trouble, right now..

He scoffs, looking even more disgusted. You could swear he rolled his eyes, likely deciding that this wasn’t even worth being pissed about. Releasing your chin, he straightens and his eyes scan the room. He places his hand on your head for a moment, then pulls away before you can even react, leaving your hair slightly mussed. The tall man clicks his tongue, and starts to walk away.

“Hey, where are you—?”

“Don’t call me that ever again in front of anyone else, trash,” he grumbles just under his breath, “are we going to see that stupid fucking movie or what?”

after that, y'all go watch everything everywhere all at once and you cry a ton and that's the only thing that wakes him up bc he's literally not at all invested in the film and then afterwards u call him Raccooncouie DUHH enjoy ur mans xx G

[kamuikissed]

What’s ur favorite thing about Kakashi and Obito’s dynamic?

thanks for enabling my mental illness anon

UHHHHHH OK SO I LOVE THE PURE RAW HEARTACHE OF IT ALL.... I just love tragedy and they're literally the most tragic duo in the whole thing, but I also love the potential for something beautiful despite everything. Sakumo's suicide changed kakashi's worldview in one direction, and obito's sacrifice changed it again in the opposite direction. I LOVE how kakashis loyalty and care for his comrades is rooted in obito, how his sacrifice overrode his father's suicide. Let's not forget kakashi was ready to abandon rin to her own devices, but.... He followed obito. And it was terrible, and kakashi truly believed he died, and that grief never abandoned him because he compulsively visited his grave. Like ? Insane. And kakashi hated himself so deeply for what happened, always going on suicide missions but never dying bc he wasn't going to throw away the sacrifice obito did for him meaninglessly.... Truly showstopping. and God his shock and pure horror in the war when he realised that was obito..... Wonderful. How do you even recover from the fact your long dead friend is now the master villain. The fact kakashi would've killed him had obito not been part zetsu is insane, kakashi thrust his hand through his chest to save the world but it was still the last thing he wanted to do.... Had obito died, he would've died a second time in his mind, and he would've been the second friend to kill through a raikiri to the chest..... Insane. Insane.

And the tragedy is mirrored from obito's side too. He fully gave his life for kakashi, the fact Madara saved him was not in his plans at all. He saved kakashi and he was happy to die for him, and when he realised he was alive some of his first thoughts were just to run back to kakashi and rin and be the best team with kakashi, like..... Previously they were the farthest thing from a team (which if you take the anime flashbacks as canon that just makes it more sad, because they're shown as having become friends way before the bridge mission), but after that? All he wanted was to be kakashi's most trusted partner lol...... Insane! And the grief of watching kakashi kill rin just destroyed him.... And that made him hate kakashi but. Not enough to kill him obviously LOL. and I fully believe that when he learnt Madara orchestrated the whole thing, kakashi's unnecessary trauma is what stuck with him BECAAAAUUUSEEEE obito always went on and on about how he's going to stop endless suffering with tsukinome, and in their very last confrontation, this is what he assured kakashi he was going to give him... Anything he wanted. No more pain. AND the fact obito just kept refusing to kill him even if 1. He obviously has no qualms about killing people and actually seems to enjoy it lol and 2. He could've. Obito could've killed kakashi in kamui. But didn't. THAT'S romance

All in all they're two people who destroyed and remade each other so intimately despite their lack of contact that even after everything, they'll always be two halves of a whole, they'll always care about the other even against their own will, and I love how their shared sharingan is the most pure symbol of that connection, to the point their mangekyo are two halves of the same jutsu (which is literally unseen in every other Uchiha, all other (manga) mangekyo users have unrelated powers or the same power in both eyes.... Yeah)

All in all despite their lack of screen time their importance to one another can't be understated... There's so much potential for what ifs in every single direction and I love that

All in all

[sergeantsporks]

Google Search: What Do Friends Do Together?

Rating: Gen, General Audiences

Series: Part 12 of Camila is Hunter’s Mom Now

Hunter's never had a normal, human friend before. He doesn't know what normal, human friends do. They'll figure it out, though.

Ao3

I got one, what’s ur favorite color?

Hunter stared at the text, tapping a pen against his leg.

What… is… my favorite… color…

Did he have one? For a while, he probably would have answered yellow off of the top of his head, buuuuuut…

Buzz

Mine’s red.

Okay, favorite color. Huh. Maybe he didn’t have a favorite color.

“Whatcha doing?”

Hunter snatched up his phone as Vee plopped down next to him. “Nothing!”

“Nothing? Who are you texting, huh?”

Hunter turned the phone off, turning it over in his hands. “Jade.”

“You are friends with her! See, I told you she was nice!”

“We exchanged numbers. Now she can�� talk to me when we’re not at school.”

“What do you guys talk about? She’s a theatre kid, right?”

“Mmm. Yeah. Right now, we’re… playing a game? Each of us has to think of a question to send the other, and you have to have an answer for your question. The other person has to answer and give their own question, and it goes on until one of us can’t think of a new question, it’s—” He caught the tiny smile on Vee’s face and groaned. “It’s a trick, isn’t it. She just wanted to find out more about me, didn’t she.”

“Maybe a little. You stumped?”

“Trying to think of what my favorite color is. Hers is red.”

“Oh, that’s easy, mine’s…” Vee blinked. “Huh. Uhhhhhh I think I like green. Probably. Man, that’s not a question I thought I’d struggle with.”

Hunter tugged on his hoodie. “Uhhhhhh, Titan, I guess I like red, too.”

“Copycat.”

“No, it’s… I mean, it’s Red.” Hunter put finger quotes around the word. “Y’know?”

“Awwwww.”

Buzz

Give up?

Hunter rolled his eyes.

Mine’s red, too. Any pets?

After a moment’s hesitation, he added

I have a bird.

Three dots. Hunter ran a hand through his hair. “I can’t believe she’s successfully interrogating me. I was uncrackable, no one could get information out of me that I didn’t want to give them, and she just—”

“Maybe you want to give her the information.” Vee shrugged. “Just a thought.”

Maybe I want to give her the information.

It wasn’t like any of the questions had been intrusive—they’d all been mundane, insignificant facts, like what their favorite foods were, or had he ever climbed to the top of a tree. Inconsequential.

Still felt a little weird, though, that now there was someone out there who knew that his favorite food was enchiladas.

Hers was chicken cutlets.

He should ask Camila what those were—he’d never had any.

It was a little chilling. He didn’t know some of these things about the people he lived with, he didn’t know what their favorite foods were, or their favorite colors.

But he knew Jade’s.

Buzz

Can’t have any, my mom’s allergic :/ I volunteer at the animal shelter, tho

Hunter blinked, and before he could stop himself, before he could think, typed back

So do I.

Vee peered over his shoulder. “Did you find something in common?”

Hunter shoved her away. “Quit that! Don’t you have your own social life?”

“I do. But I like poking at yours.”

Buzz

Want to go together sometime? I can pick you up if ur mom’s ok with it Sunday good?

Hunter turned off the phone, tossing it to the bed. “Ack—Vee, have I known her long enough to. To see her outside of school?”

“No, no, no, I ought to just stick to my own social life.”

“Vee. This is serious!”

“She wants to hang out?”

“Yeah.”

“Do you want to hang out with her?”

“I don’t know! I don’t know her super well, I don’t know what she wants—what if she’s up to something?”

Vee drummed her hands on the bed. “Phone. Phone, phone, phone, phone.”

Hunter unlocked it and gingerly held it out to her, eying her suspiciously. Vee opened up the Appstore, downloading an app. “I am going to introduce you, dear brother, to social media.”

“What, like—like Penstagram?”

“Iiiiiii do not know what that is, sure.”

“It was—you had a scroll, and you could put videos or pictures of yourself up where other people could see them. We had to ban them during work hours because some of the scouts almost accidentally put up military secrets.”

“Yeah, like that. Did you have one?”

“No. What would I do with that?”

Vee tapped at the phone, then held up the screen. There was him, a picture Vee had taken while he was cooking with Camila in the kitchen. “Okay, so, here’s your account.”

“What?! I don’t want one of those, I don’t want people finding stuff out about me!”

“Then don’t post anything. What’s Jade’s last name?”

“Lanson.”

“Ooookay, so we’re going to search Jade Lanson… three results, look, here she is! Buuuuuut her account is private. Like yours. So you have to submit a follow request.”

“Is that weird? Is it weird for me to ask to follow her?”

“Not really.”

“I don’t know, Vee, I just—”

“Do you want to find out if she has some sort of sinister plan?”

“Yeeeees?”

“Request sent, then. Okay, look, you wanted to find out more about her, this is how you do it. Either that, or you say yes to going to the shelter with her and try some actual talking. Oh, hey, look, she responded! And she sent you one. I’m going to accept if you don’t stop me in three… two… one…”

When he didn’t move, Vee nudged his shoulder. “You okay?”

Hunter twisted his hands in his lap. “With you and Luz, it was… easier. We were sort of… stuck together until we worked things out. So it just… but I can walk away from this, I can just say ‘no, I don’t want to be around this person’ and I… I kind of want to do that.”

“Oh. I’m… sorry if I made you go too fast.” Vee fidgeted. “Do you… not like Jade?”

Hunter ran a hand through his hair. “I do, I just… I don’t know. I just… I’m not sure if I want to…”

“Have a friend?” Vee finished softly.

“I guess. I mean… there’s this great huge bit of my life that I’m always going to have to keep secret from her, you know? And—is it really fair to start… whatever this is, if I already know that I can’t tell her everything, even if I want to?”

Vee looked down at her hands, folded up in her lap. “I… won’t ever be able to tell my friends anything. There’s this great, huge, elephant in the room of… everything that happened to me, and I… can’t share that with them. And that sucks, but… I still think it’s worth it, being friends with them. I think… you should give it a shot. You can only be wrong.”

“Jade’s the one person in the world who doesn’t think I’m some kind of violent, crazy, killer, so I really, really don’t want to be wrong.”

Vee held up the phone. “Well… there might be one more person.”

Follow Request

Thomas Hopkins.

Hunter grabbed the phone, accepting Jade’s request and deleting Thomas’. “You don’t even like him.”

“You’re right, but apparently he likes you enough to ask to follow you. ‘Course, people will follow anyone they know, I’ve gotten follow requests from people who insulted me to my face. So you might have a few more people on the site than you do in regular life.”

Hunter tapped on Jade’s profile, scrolling through a few pictures of her in full costume before a play, a couple of photos on a beach somewhere, and a few pictures of her at the shelter, exclaiming about the new puppies. “She really does volunteer at the animal shelter.”

“No nefarious scheming here,” Vee joked. “You going to go?”

Hunter tapped the phone against his leg. “You think I should?”

“I think that’s up to you. If you’re not sure about Jade, if you think you should take it slower… then I’ll help you think of an excuse for why you can’t go.” Vee shrugged. “Who knows, with Luz and Amity working on a portal, maybe you can tell her.”

Hunter jolted upright. “I’m not taking Jade to the demon realm. She’ll get eaten in approximately 3.2 seconds.”

“Wow, someone has low confidence in their friend. Are you going, or not? Because you should ask Mom first.”

Hunter tucked his phone in his pocket. “Yeah, I… I guess I’ll go.” He traipsed down the stairs, slowly approaching Camila in the kitchen. “Hey… Camila… uhhhhh, I’ve been… invited… to go to the shelter on Sunday by a—a—a friiiiieeeeeeend.”

Camila dropped her spoon with a clatter, turning towards him with an entirely-too-delighted look on her face. “One of your classmates?!”

“Yeeeah.”

“And they volunteer at the animal shelter?”

“Yes.”

“And they invited you to go?”

“Yep.”

Camila yipped. “That’s amazing, mijo, see, I told you to just give it time and someone would find you!”

A smile flitted across Hunter’s face. “Yeah. You did. Can I go?”

“Sure, sure, do you need me to drop you off?”

“I think she’s driving?”

Camila’s face dropped. “Oh, I forgot you’re sixteen and your classmates can drive. Do you know if she’s a good driver? Do you want me to drive you?”

Did they let people who were bad drivers have cars? “I think I’m okay with her driving me.”

“Okay, okay, if you’re sure.” Camila came around the counter and gave him a hug. “Ooo, look at you. Making friends. I’m so proud.” She kissed the top of his head, gave him one more squeeze, then went back to cooking dinner.

Hunter drifted back up the stairs.

Proud.

Because he’d made a friend.

Her bar for me is very low.

Then again, he wouldn’t have held out much hope for making a friend, either. Hunter pulled out his phone, texting back.

Sunday’s good.

Xxx

Ding-dong.

“HUNTER! JADE’S HERE! Hi, Jade, I’m Vee, and this is Luz. You’re in theatre, right?”

Hunter jolted upright. She was early—he’d planned to be at the door, so that this…

Hunter leapt down the stairs, taking them two at a time, but he was too late.

“Yeah, theatre club’s looking for more members, are you a good actor?”

Vee glanced back up the stairs at Hunter with an amused little look on her face. “Yeah, you could say that.”

“I tried out for theatre,” Luz offered, “No one else liked it, though.”

Jade laughed. “I heard about that, actually. Thought it was pretty creative—you’d do great as a set manager, or costume designer.”

“Really?!”

Hunter thumped down to the floor, skidding to a stop. “Heeeeey, Jade!”

“Hey. Sorry, I know I’m a little early, are you ready to go yet?”

“Yep, no, I’m good. Ready.”

Camila poked her head in the hallway. “Leaving, mijo?”

“Yep.”

Jade put her hand out. “Hi, Ms. Noceda! I’m Jade, nice to meet you!”

Camila shook her hand. “Hello! Good to meet you, too, Jade. I work at the vet clinic on fifth, we work a lot with the shelter. Have you been driving long?”

“Got my license about half a year ago now.” Jade grinned. “Don’t worry, Ms. Noceda, Hunter’s safe with me.”

“Alright, you two have fun. See you later, Hunter.”

Hunter nodded, starting to edge out the door before Vee and Luz could start another conversation. “Bye, Camila.”

He closed the door behind Jade as she stepped outside. Hunter glanced back and could see Vee and Luz watching through the window. They both gave him a thumbs-up. He flushed, steering Jade towards the driveway and her car. They buckled in, and Jade glanced at him as she backed out of the driveway. “So… your family seems nice.”

Hunter flushed.

“No, hey, I’m not teasing, I like them.”

Hunter rubbed the back of his neck, looking out the window. “It’s… the first time I’ve ever introduced them to a friend. They’re… kind of excited.”

“Well, sure, you just moved here, like, less than a year ago, right?” Jade braked for a stop sign. “You call your mom by her first name, huh?”

“Yep.”

She glanced at him, like she was expecting more, then shrugged and continued down the street. “So, uh… why’d we stop hanging out with Thomas?”

Hunter tensed up. Had she wanted to be friends with Thomas? Hunter had just assumed she’d been following him around, but maybe she’d liked Thomas, too. “I, uh… I found out. About his brother.”

Jade braked maybe a little harder than she needed to at the next stoplight. “Oh. I didn’t think that you, of all people, would…”

“It’s just that Jacob is…”

Jade’s fingers tapped on the steering wheel. “People think Luz is crazy. Does that mean I should stop being friends with you?”

“Luz,” Hunter growled, “doesn’t hurt people.”

“Some people who had to be treated for snakebites might disagree.”

“I thought you liked her?”

“I do, I just…”

The light turned green, and Jade stopped talking to focus on the directions, pulling neatly into the shelter parking lot. She put the car into park and turned towards him. “I just don’t think it’s fair that you’re blaming Thomas for what his brother does.”

“I’m not blaming him, I—” Hunter pinched the bridge of his nose. “It’s complicated.”

“So explain it.”

“Jacob tried to hurt Vee, okay?! He tried to hurt her, and if I’m friends with Thomas, that puts her at risk, and I can’t—I can’t do that.”

Jade opened and closed her mouth a couple of times. “Oh,” she said softly. She rubbed her eyes, turning the car off. “Yikes. This was… not how I pictured today going, I’m sorry.”

“It’s fine. It’s fine, I just… it’s fine.”

Hunter unlocked the door, climbing out of the car. Jade locked the car, and they walked inside. Janet was there, and she grinned at the two of them. “Jade! Oh, and Hunter! Fantastic, can you two give scarface a bath?”

Jade eyed the door apprehensively. “Depends. Has he stopped biting?”

“Well, he won’t bite Hunter, does that work?”

Jade turned towards Hunter, her eyes lighting up. “He doesn’t bite you? That’s so weird, he bites everyone!” She shooed Hunter to the back.

“And row A is due for a walk,” Janet called back as the door closed.

Hunter crouched down next to his dog’s kennel. “Hey, there, buddy,” he said softly. The dog’s tail thumped, and Hunter unlocked the cage. The dog trotted out, shaking himself and pressing his head against Hunter’s leg for pets.

Jade stared at him. “Wow, he really isn’t biting you.”

“Disappointed?”

“No, I…” Jade approached, and Hunter’s dog growled at her.

Hunter scratched his ears. “Whoa, hey, there, buddy, what’s gotten into you?”

“He doesn’t like me,” Jade said matter-of-factly, “He doesn’t like anyone. Except you, apparently.”

Hunter held a hand out to Jade. “C’mon. He won’t bite.”

“Oh, yes he will.”

Hunter fluffed the dog’s ears. “Hey, she’s okay. She’s okay, juuuuuuust…” He nudged the dog towards Jade. “She won’t hurt you.”

The dog snarled and shook Hunter’s hand off, trotting around to stand pressed against Hunter’s leg again, eying Jade distrustfully.

Jade shrugged. “Can’t force him to like someone.” She made a face. “Oh, I think I just found a real-life metaphor, yikes.”

Hunter ruffled the dog’s ears and started towards another door in the back, where he could see tubs. “You’re weird.”

“Part of my charm. Do you know how to wash a dog?”

“Sure. Water. Soap. Rinse. Dry.”

Jade laughed. “Ohohohokay, sure. Have fun with that, I’ll watch from out here.”

Hunter eyed her for a second, unsure of what that was supposed to mean, then shrugged and filled the tub. He gestured the dog towards the tub. “C’mon. Get in.”

The dog wagged his tail, and hopped in the tub, then immediately hopped out, and shook water all over Hunter.

“H-hey!” Hunter sputtered, “Quit that! Hey! Get in there!”

He shoved the dog back in, this time blocking off his escape route and hosing him down. The dog squirmed and wriggled as he tried to put shampoo on it, and he threw his arms up in the air. “What’s wrong with you!? Don’t you hate how smelly you are?!”

“Unlikely,” Jade called, “You might want to take off the hoodie, he’s going to get you soaked.”

Hunter shot her a glare, rolled up his sleeves, and tried again. The dog seemed to like the shampooing okay—go figure, it was basically excessive petting and scratches. It squirted out of his grip as he turned the water back on for a rinse, though, making a break for the door.

“Hey!”

Hunter chased after it, and it wagged its tail, trotting around the main room in circles while Jade doubled over with laughter. Hunter chased it for a bit, but every time he got a grip on it, the dog wriggled free, slimy from the soap in its fur. He finally gave up, turning to Jade.

“Alright, Miss high-and-mighty, how do I give the dog a bath?”

She snickered. “Probably should have started with a collar and leash.”

Hunter gestured towards the dog. “Little useless now!”

“He’s running because he thinks it’s a game, come on.”

Hunter followed Jade back to the bathtub, where she waited, standing there. The dog came around, sitting a distance away, but in sight.

“I can grab him. He’s just sitting there.”

“He’ll run again. Don’t look at him,” Jade ordered, “Pretend he’s not there.”

Hunter stared pointedly at the ceiling. “I don’t think this will work.”

“Just waaaaaaaait… waaaaaaaaaaaaaaait…”

The dog slowly approached, nudging Hunter’s hand with a whine. Jade jumped forward, buckling a collar with a leash around the dog’s neck. It yipped, surprised, and she clipped the leash to a ring above the bathtub.

“There you go, rinse him down, I’ll get a towel.”

“Isn’t that kind of cruel, to tie him up?” Hunter protested.

“Hunter, he’s a dog, we have to leash him for the walk anyway. I promise he’s just being dramatic about taking a bath, he’s not in any kind of pain or suffering. Careful not to get soap in his eyes.”

Jade disappeared around the corner, and Hunter shook his head, nudging the dog into the tub and rinsing him down. He unclipped the dog from the ring once he was done, and it hopped out of the tub, shaking water all over him. Hunter shook his head.

“Okay, yeah, I deserve that.”

Jade wrinkled her nose at him as she tossed him a towel. “You’re going to need a bath next.”

“You spray me with the hose and I will find a lake and throw you in,” Hunter threatened, toweling off the dog. It shook itself again once it was free, tail wagging. Jade started letting other dogs out, clipping collars and leashes on them.

She’d been right. His hoodie was soaked from trying to wrangle the dog. Hunter took it off, shivering, and wrung it out, hanging it up on a hook next to the towel. Jade handed him a few of the leashes, and the dogs pulled them out the door, tails wagging excitedly. Hunter’s dog pretty much stayed plastered to his side, but the other ones tugged at his arms, all straining against their leashes, trying to chase birds and squirrels.

Jade had a much better handle on hers, keeping her elbows locked at her sides so that she had a more controlled walk, still walking fast, but less at the whim of the dogs. Hunter copied her, pulling his arms to his sides. The dogs pulled, but fell in line, only occasionally trying to break free to chase something. Jade trotted up next to him, her pack of dogs merging with his.

“Whatcha thinking about?”

Well, actually, he’d just been focusing on not tripping and getting dragged by the dogs across the street, but since she asked… “What happens if the animals don’t get adopted?”

Jade rolled her shoulders. “We-ell, this is a no-kill shelter, so they just… stay here. We foster some of them out when we’re full, really promote adoption, do little showcases at pet stores—just try to get them adopted, really. Otherwise, they… stay until they die. Why, worried about your buddy, there?”

Hunter shrugged. “I guess.”

Jade’s leash wrapped hand reached out and gingerly touched his arm. “Wow, you’ve got a lot of scars, there, is that why you wear the hoodie all the time?”

Hunter jerked his arm away at the touch, scooting the leash loops further up his arms to cover up the scars. He let the dogs pull him faster, putting distance between him and Jade. She jogged to catch up as they looped back to the shelter, letting dogs back into their kennels.

“Sorry, sorry, didn’t mean to pry, I know you don’t talk about your life before Gravesfield, you’re all Mr. Secretive New York.”

This was what he’d been afraid of, this was what he’d wanted to avoid—he couldn’t tell her anything about his life before, even if he wanted to. But she’d want to know, because real friends probably knew that kind of thing, right?

Hunter sighed, scratching his dogs slightly-damp ears. “My life before Gravesfield was—it wasn’t good. So I… don’t really want to talk about it. I’m here now, and that’s what matters, so…”

Jade shrugged. “Okay.”

Hunter paused, halfway through opening his dog’s kennel. “That’s it? You’re not curious?”

Jade pet one of the dogs as she unleashed it, not looking him in the eye. “I know that… sometimes, when someone goes through something bad, it… hurts them to talk about it. I’m not going to make you relive something painful just because I’m curious. If you ever want to talk about it—well, I’m no therapist, but I’d listen. And if you don’t want to talk about it ever, then I don’t want to hear about it, ever.”

A weight Hunter hadn’t even known was there seemed to fall off of his shoulders—Jade didn’t need to know, she wouldn’t want him to talk about the Boiling Isles—maybe Vee had been right, maybe it was a shot worth taking.

“Thanks,” he said softly, letting his dog back into its kennel.

Jade made a show of dusting off her hands as she closed the last of the kennels. “That’s enough heavy conversations for one day, I think!” She grabbed his hoodie, tossing it back to him. “You ready to go home?”

The hoodie was still damp, and smelled like dog. Hunter held it, but didn’t put it back on. “Yeah. Ready.”

[ennui-gt]

Here it is. A Piece Of Borrower Content Written Entirely In Stream Of Consciousness:

AN: so this is incomplete and very…needs revisions to the timeline to incorporate some things I added later! It’s the original universe that Mira’s from! I edited it like Slightly to just change Ross’s name to Ross (if u see Max anywhere that’s his old one I just felt like changing it so that’s just him but different. Anyway) Everything's under the readmore tab, cheers!

The Library Fairy:

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Basic Plot (Chrono, comic starts from human perspective abt the ‘legend of the library fairy’ ig maybe. Nothing here is permanent cept the characterization)

Part A

1- Mira is borrower currently chillin in a college library

2- She lives off of the cafe on the second floor nd reads lots and lots of stuff about everything when the upper floors close (lower floor open 24/7 but upper floors r vacant p much after 12:00 AM)

3- she starts getting increasingly curious about human stuff cos she’s literate nd books r pry neat

4- it starts one night when she spots an unattended notebook and a half eaten blueberry muffin, nd it’s 12:30 so nobody’s coming back in atm (it’s the 80s so no laptops for the plebians quite yet)

5- so she goes ‘welp’ nd takes part of the muffin, then sees the work on the page and goes ‘hmmmm this is incorrect’ so she helps our and leaves notes here n there to point the kid in the right direction and puts down some book refs for further study bcos at this point she’s been there for 2 years and she knows where most things are

6- she stays behind to see if the human comes back for it, hidden in a hidey hole near the desk

7- human comes in, sees notebook, practically melts w relief nd stuffs it in his bag

8- next day human comes back nd leaves nother notebook and a cookie, along w a hidden camera

9- Mira goes ‘o boy, this a trap, innit’

10- Mira then decides ‘eh whatever I haven’t had contact w anyone in years now so I might as well’

11- she steals the camera film nd leaves a lil scrap of paper saying ‘nice try ;)’ on it

12- student comes back, sees paper, goes ‘dammit’, then leaves note addressed to the ‘library fairy’ and another cookie, as well as more of their work for her to help with

13- bout a decade goes by and now the “Library Fairy” is an urban myth, it’s currently 2003 so she’s also wound up on the school’s unofficial Wikipedia page under ‘local cryptids’

14- most library employees know of her but they don’t go looking out of fear stemming from superstitions bout her, somehow the legend grew from ‘can’t be photographed’ to ‘a student once saw her and died that day’

15- there’s now a small shrine devoted to her where ppl bring offerings hoping to get good grades in return, sometimes they will leave papers for her to proofread nd stuff

16- new prof (named Alexei) finds online article thinks he Knows What’s Up bcos he had a borrower friend as a kid, but they left when borrower’s fam found out about them knowing each other

17- he leaves note wedged in one of her secret entrances behind outlet, asking if she can meet w him at some point

18- Mira, already In it, goes ‘Okay. Alright. This has gone on for long enough. Time to go and never return’ but ofc she’s curious as all hell and like she decides she will at least honor the guy’s request for a convo b4 she goes, but on her terms and w/o speaking face 2 face

19- they Talk in the library after hours, bcos he paid off the janitor to let him stay after hours nd most of the student employees recognize him as a prof nd leave him alone

20- they talk again for every subsequent night

21- she uhhhh finally decides to reveal herself nd prays that her hunch was right nd he won’t try to grab her or anything

22- he doesn’t but she’s nervous so she winds up gettin caught in her own climbing rope like idiot, is now dangling from ceiling in tangled mess

23- he stifles chuckle nd she says smthn sarcastic

24- he moves closer and offers to untangle her

25- she’s like ‘please’

26- so he do, but her grip on the rope slips nd he has to catch her

26- so now she’s in his hand and he just sets her down and now he’s a bumbling embarrassed mess bcos he said he wasn’t going to hold her and he just did and o dear pls forgib him

28- nd she’s like ‘dude u just saved my life it’s fine ur fine chill’

29- internally she’s going HOLY FUCK AAAAAAA but externally, her human’s already worked up enough as it is so she’s gotta b the level headed one

29.5- after a while they both kinda get used to each other more, he gets tenure, they celebrate, some more stuff happens, Aleksei got married (not to Mira, Mira hasn’t actually rly thought about being in a relationship w anyone cos she’s laser focused on gaining as much knowledge as possible)

30- eventually Alexei’s like ‘hey so I’m dean of faculty for the biotech branch now uhhhh would u like actual job teaching students? Cos, uh, you can do it remotely thru online lectures n stuff, no in person interaction, and I uh was just kinda wondering—‘

31- she’s like ‘yes. Yes!!! LET ME HELP PEOPLE OFFICIALLY KINDA’

32- so now she’s a professor, and has revealed her Secret a few times here n there to a number of the faculty, nd she has recorded her own findings in a personal journal

33- ‘humans will treat u like a human if they think ur human first. The kids call it ‘catfishing’’

34- enter Ross, an mall goth who accidentally tripped headfirst into a premed program

35- Mira’s favorite field of study is bio so naturally she’s his prof for a majority of his classes

36- being the good boy that he is, he now knows Mira’s secret. There is an Entire Chapter on him finding out and legit just continuing their conversation as if everything was normal bcos he thought that was how he was supposed to handle the situation

37- then she says ‘u can ask questions, u know’ he’s like OH THANK FUCK CAUSE I HAVE SEVEN HUNDRED OF THOSE

38- and now he kinda knows what to look for in terms of ‘do borrowers live here check yes or no’

39-in his apartment, the answer is yes and he mistakenly kinda stumbles upon the mom one night when he wakes up in the middle of the night for Snack and opts to pretend like its not happening. Unfortunately the thing she was trying 2 borrow (piece of crumb cake for Son Boy’s birthday) is the thing he wants 2 eat so he’s like “uh. ‘Scuse me, ma’am.” and he peels back the saran wrap on the other side of the plate, takes piece, nd then leaves some there for her

40-so now the woman is like ‘welp guess it time 2 Leave’

.1- she and husband Talk

.2-they decide it best 2 go

.3-theyre Packing

.4-lil bab Ellie confused

.5-hawk attacke

.6-cut to Ross

41- Ross also happens to work at a bar and he goes outside for a break

43- he finds smal child—smol smal—on the sidewalk and said child is missing an arm, nd has lost a lot of blood, so he’s uhhhhh Losing It highkey

43.5-parents r nowhere 2 b seen, but the hawk is nearby and circling. Ross gets an idea of what just happened

44- he up and leaves work, thankfully his apartment is above the shop so he jumps up the fire escape w the child and

45- he make tourniquet

46- he calls Mira nd asks her 2 come over to ASAP. he’s A Mess at this point

47- it is Very touch and go, kid needs blood, Mira is the only viable donor so she’s just gotta pray that the blood type is fine and won’t kill him

48- and then eventually they manage 2 stave infection thru antibiotics properly dosed to his size, Mira does Math and Prays basically

49- ‘bout a month in, kid wakes up

50- kid doesn’t rember much since he’s only 3

51- hes v scared of Ross at first but over time he gets used 2 the human

52- kid (elliot) starts 2 call Ross ‘dad’ after a while

53- Ross: *internal screaming but in a good way*

54- the end kinda for now

Part 2

A- New Borrowers In The Building

—three of em. paranoid dad, mom, nd daughter that’s Elliot’s age so he’s pumped

B- Elliot offers them a place 2 stay briefly

C- he knows by now bout like, how borrowers don’t typically interact w humans and Auntie Mira’s a bit of a weird case so he just doesn’t tell em bout his dad being the human

D- the kid finds out first nd doesn’t tell the parents, but they figure it out later kinda and think that it’s a ‘o god he’s being kept as a pet’ sitch so they’re >:| abt it

E- they move out and try to take Elliot w them (by force bcos they think he’s brainwashed) but he escapes and makes it to Ross, who’s like “uhhhhhh”

F- and the mom come out the hole near the counter n starts yelling at Ross, who is…kinda used to it since Mira brings in ppl who need help from time 2 time and they typically don’t react well when they’re lucid enough to understand what’s going on. He’s just not used to being questioned about his own kid

G- so they’re like “WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING WITH HIM”

H- and he’s like “r…raising him???”

I- and Ellie steps up and he’s like “this is my dad. I decided he was my dad when I was three. He’s being a good parent”

J- and Ross is like “yeah what he said. I’m a good parent.”

K- Ross is riding that high til the end of fucking time but like back to the story at hand

L- this is when the husband comes out nd is like “lissen. wifey. ily but that is a very big human and he hasn’t grabbed us yet so let’s count our blessings and gtfo”

M- but she’s like “uh no we stay until I’m sure Elliot is Safe and fucking Sound”

N- so they stay for dinner nd stick around a little longer.

O- Val (the kid) gets closer 2 Elliot and also Ross a bit

P- Mira shows once or twice, first time she shows up they’re like “oh god it’s the crazy doctor lady this all makes sense now” (bcos Mira does check up on as many borrower families as possible in her free time so word has got around by now Of her, and the number by which to contact her in case her services r needed)

Q- After a month or so, then they decide to leave bcos they’re like “look we get that ur son is ur son and he only has one arm and in our profession that is kind of a death sentence but we can’t have our kid getting used to dealing w humans who know about our existence” so they go and leave on a kind of sour note bcos Ellie can do anything he wants to do just as well as any other borrower Thank You Very Much and Ross is ready to fite anyone who thinks otherwise

R- Elliot starts trying 2 b more independent, basically from now on he’s like ‘I can do everything my Damn Self Thanks’

S- but uh he does it to a point where he’s going out of the way to endanger himself

T- so they get into a fite about it and ross Yells and Elliot is like ‘kthxbye’

U- and the boi just. Fuckin bolts. Runs Away. Ross is a Mess, he starts smoking again (he quit cold turkey the day he took Elliot in) to curb the depression, he’s jus. Not doin good, worried that his son is dead and the last time they talked it’d ended badly

V- FREEDOM!!!1! Except Ellie doesn’t kno how to take care of himself so it’s a rough month or so and then he runs into some other borrowers livin in their own town in the wild ig, chillin, being hella independent, and he’s like ���uh yes ofc I will join u, I was w my dad for a while but.........” he neither confirms nor denies that his dad’s dead but everyone kinda just assumes.

Part 3

W-anyway a year goes by and then the borrower group gets hit hard w some kind of sickness ig. Elliot gets it too he’s basically incapacitated n drifting in and out of lucidity. So. They contact the weird crazy doctor lady who hangs around humans, a.k.a. Mira, and she’s like “oh. fuck. I know this kid.” bcos she does, u kno, and she jus treats em all for their ailment and shows them how to make antibiotic poultice thing in case smthn like it happens again. Mold. Penicillin is basically what it is

X-she and Elliot hav a Chat (Mira basically yells at him a lot) once he’s fixed up and he decides he’s gonna visit his dad but he makes it very clear that he is a Grown Up (he’s not, he’s literally sixteen), and he is living on his own now

Y- he agrees to stay for a week tho since he misses his home a lot tbh and Ross is just. Over the fucking moon to know he’s ALIVE, he’s not gonna fuck up their relationship by insisting that he stay. Or like, by keeping him ofc he would never

Z- unfortunately the borrower community put two and two together and figured out his dad’s human so they have his stuff packed up when he gets back w mira, who’s ready to go the fuck off on them

End 1:

-Ellie is living at Ross’s place atm and hopeful about the future basically. He eventually will go off on his own but he’ll keep in contact w his dad and stuff

Part C.5

55- few yrs later

56- elliot is Adult now he does adult borrower stuff

57- he moves out

58- finds nice borrower gf (her name’s Tess)

59- doesn’t tell her about his dad being human but talks about his dad a LOT

60- so when she asks to meet said father he’s just like “uh. Maybe we don’t do that actually”

61- and she’s like “y tho”

62- and he’s like “bcos”

63- anyway she decides to look into it cos she knows he goes to see his dad nd keep in touch but his dad is allegedly “a recluse who lives in the big scary human’s walls to avoid other ppl”

64- which is. Not true in the slightest tbqh he’s def not an introvert he’s just a workaholic and he Is the big scary human

65- anywho they run into Val and her wife and she’s like “how’s Ross been?” And Elliot is acting Very Suspish so she, being Smart, calls it immediately and is like “oh shit u haven’t told her yet have u”

66- Tess: “told me what”

67- Val: “El’s dad is a human, bro.”

68- Tess: “I’m sorry?”

69- this results in a Big Fight and they separate for like, a month. Elliot blames Val bcos he’s being irrational and doesn’t wanna admit to the fact that lying to his girlfriend for over a year was Real Bad Actually, but over time he’s like ‘yeah it’s my fault sry for snapping at u’ cos he works thru his emotions n stuff

70- Eventually gf comes back cos she’s like “ok so. I understand why you lied to me about your dad. It was a dick move but I do get it and I still care about you a lot. I would like. To meet him.”

80- this is a lie she does not want to meet him she is doing this bcos she does not want to lose Elliot and that outweighs the fear of his dad

81- so they go to meet him but she’s just kinda. Behind the wall at first like “that’s a crazy big human this is crazy ur crazy it’s time to gO”

82- Val is also there bcos she hasn’t seen Ross in a while

83- they eventually coax her out of hiding

84- and by that I mean Val picks her up and drags her out into the open by force bcos she basically freezes up the second she catches sight of Ross and Val’s like “u didn’t come all this way for nothing, bich”

85- they have a Painfully Awkward First Meeting, Tess is trying her best but oh god he’s just too fucking. Larg. Ellie ur dad too big

86- tbh tho the ice kinda breaks after Ellie and Ross get into a fight over smthn stupid (im thinking Elliot grumbles bout Ross’s hair being unruly and he’s worried that mira’s using it like a personal storage system again and Ross is like “I’ve been keeping better track of that actually” and then like a little line of paper clips and a few hand-bound notebooks tied together w some string fall out of his fucking mane and he’s like “I can explain”

87- “dad you can’t keep letting her use your hair like a fucking NEST”

88- Tess is laughing now cos god damn this was not what she was expecting

89- that’s it the end it ends w Tess laughing at them being idiots good times r had by all

Uhhhh that’s it so far. I have More but it’s kinda jumbled rn and I need to fit stuff in places. Anyway.

[daisychvins]

｡･ﾟﾟ･ — introduction.

introducing ... violet’s demise ! aka grayson aka her big brother she’s been wiring money to stay away in europe <33333

name: grayson swag money jeon  age: 22 turning 23 (don’t ask me about his sign that’s for liza to figure out someday <3) gender: cis male; he/him hometown: baltimore, maryland sexuality: bisexual & biromantic

listen i was feeling rlly committed to completing his stats but i’m already over it so don’t ask dont tell xx anYWAYS let’s get on to the juicy stuff hehe

i tend to ramble a lot so this intro is gonna be probably a mixture of paragraphs and bullet points and everything in between but let’s start simple. also i rlly wanna emphasize a massive DRUGS TW bc his character largely revolves around his interest in and addiction to drugs

blackmails

grayson is claiming that he's been in a rehab program for the last year and is now completely sober and reformed when he really was just using the money to party and travel throughout europe.

without his parents paying to support him now, he's had to start dealing to make ends meet and keep up appearances. it’s mostly coke, but he dabbles in harder substances depending on what his connections can get him. 

grayson dabbles with calligraphy and was notorious for forging excuse notes and parent signatures all throughout high school and even now sells forgeries for a quick buck. the most notable of these was xavi’s letter of recommendation that helped him get into yale. 

background

grayson is violet’s older brother!!1 yes, that’s right, THE big brother who’s been out of the country getting LIT (and by lit i mean he’s been traveling europe on a series of solo trips w his parents’ money and doin lots of recreational drugs)

i haven’t fully fleshed out the dynamic he has w his parents but just know it’s ,, bad ASDHFJNK basically the jeons treated their children like accessories and expected them to be their little trophies and grayson just was not having that as a kid!!! so he acted out a lot and obviously got himself into a pretty bad scene (thank u goosie) and is basically the bane of his parents existence at this point <3 yet they still try to appease him to keep him under control but that’s for the family task to work out hehehehe

despite hating his parents, he adores both of his siblings. before the drug use started, he was always a big nurturer and would have done anything for either of them......now he wouldn’t be caught dead praising violet but he loves her in secret from afar HSJDFKG

yeah basically he met goose when he was around 15 i think????? and got introduced to drugs around 16 or 17 i wanna say and by the time he graduated high school he was just....a much different person than the soft big brother he used to be. his parents sent him off to europe pretty much as soon as he turned 18 under the guise of going to school internationally, but grayson obviously knew the truth and understood that he was being sent away so he wouldn’t be his parents problem anymore. 

he basically spent the last four years galavanting europe and just....trying to enjoy it???? but it’s hard to enjoy an extended vacation when u have no family or friends on ur side anymore </3 he basically used the money to stay in hostels and worked odd jobs here and there to stay afloat and keep supplied w the...special goods....but yeah lots of drugs, alcohol, sex, and recklessness but he DID learn a couple languages??? or at least enough to get through some pretty basic conversations in most european countries so <3 guess it’s all okay then!!!! 

anyways idk what else to put here that u won’t just find out in the family task so uhhhhhh idk lmk if u need anything else i guess

present/personality

so now grayson is just vibing at yale obviously ummm he actually got super into writing after high school, especially poetry. he used to carry journals full of just random prose about his addiction and his deepest thoughts, as well as probably some lighter stuff about his love escapades or maybe goose idk...basically he used poetry as an outlet and it allowed him to really ground himself and find his place in the world even if it didnt include who he thought it would SO with that being said, grayson got into yale due to a poetry competition he was a part of. he saw some big fancy competition being advertised and on a whim decided to submit some poem about his struggles with addiction and losing his family (a v raw piece that he didn’t expect to ever see the light of day) and he actually ended up winning! it caught yale’s attention and they invited him to apply and, knowing how much it would probably disturb his little sister, grayson very smugly applied and was pretty stoked to see he got in 

because that poem gained such publicity, it was assumed that he was a survivor of addiction and was writing from a sober perspective. he didn’t want to correct anyone, so he just went with it and has basically crafted this story about his massive success and has become an advocate for addiction treatment and rehabilitation. of course, none of the companies that sponsor him or the events that host him as a motivational speaker know that he’s snorting lines in the bathroom beforehand or dealing to half the elites, but that’s between grayson, god, and the blackmailer !

basically grayson showed back up because of violet’s blackmail being exposed. he was off in europe, unable to defend himself, and with a massive vendetta against his family so he decided what better way to reenter society than by publicly outing himself as a martyr <3333 his plan is basically to bash the family name to fulfill whatever angsty coming of age arc he has in store for him to make up for the pain of being sent away .... really angsty yeah </3 rip grayson 

anyways yeah he’s a total fake. he’s been using his status as a martyr to his advantage a lot, the best example being his recruitment into the elites. he guilted them into accepting him by discussing the PR benefits of recruiting a member that struggles with addiction and how supporting addiction treatment and second chances would be such a good look for them. like he basically threatened to publicly expose them for denying him due to his troubled past and accuse them of being exclusionary so they said boop ! ur in. now the elites are proud advocates for second chances <3333

i would describe grayson as fearless, overconfident, infamous due to his condition being exposed recently, a little gloomy, he’s kind of just got this chip on his shoulder and feels like he has something to prove....he’s gotta be better than his parents, gotta stick it to them and to violet and to everyone who doubts him. he’s a grumpy guy with a massive vendetta and a need for some kind of justice. he just doesn’t know what that is yet. despite all of the bad, however, he’s genuinely a pretty good guy. he’s really goofy and a genuine person, pretty friendly with literally everyone until they give him a reason not to be. basically, unless you are a member of the jeon family he probably likes you or is at least cordial to you (unless we plot differently ofc but u know). he’s just a big lovable dummy with some sweet drug connects and a knack for poetry. he also knows calligraphy but that’s beside the point . 

idk if this is enough to describe him but yeah if u have any questions just let me know hehe

this is probably gonna make things hard but considering violet was just exposed i think that he’s pretty new to yale ???? like probably just transferred in/started this spring semester rather than being here for the entire year/a prolonged amount of time so most of our plots will likely have to be newer/center on him first showing up OR we can establish their connections from pre-europe which is also fine w me....idk i didnt rlly think this timeline through so let’s just plot and see what happens aghbfjnd anyways i included some connection ideas to help us all just in case

wanted connections

i’d say he’s the honorary dealer of the elites aghbdfjn so literally anyone who needs a plug could be a potential connection. we can obviously tweak this and customize it to each character <3

maybe someone who met grayson in europe. they could have travelled together for an extended period of time or even just a brief encounter. he was over there for four years, so the possibilities are endless. 

building off the last one, this same connection could work with a romantic interest. maybe they were romantically involved for a time in europe and fell out of touch or maybe grayson/your muse just left in the middle of the night and they never saw each other again until now and maybe there’s some unresolved feelings/one-sided longing or need for closure. it could also be that they just hooked up whenever this person was in the area and that was that, no strings attached. 

maybe someone who genuinely believes that grayson is actually sober and really admires his strength and idk maybe they’re struggling w their own issues and seek advice from him or maybe they just make it harder for him to actually do his thing bc they’re constantly around and it’s not like they can catch him strung out and acting up 

someone in the literature department or with a background in english or writing. someone he could read poetry to, or share his favorite lines with. someone who’s taken the same professors and can tell him who to watch out for or what to expect. idk i just want him to have someone to share his passions with. maybe a little crush is forming? maybe they’re just friends who share a love of fiction? idk i’m open to literally anything 

he’s sort of a motivational speaker now bc he advocates for rehabilitation resources and stuff so like maybe ur muse saw him give a presentation or participate in some kind of seminar and they called bullshit on him after the show bc they were like,,, bro i literally saw u partying w max and avery last weekend what the fuck are u on about and now they could potentially hold that blackmail over his head hehe......

exes plots are always fun we love angst in this house 

fuck it let’s bring another family member BHJFNGKM no but grayson rlly is a nurturing guy and like....definitely develops unhealthy attachments to cope w his loss of family so he’d love all the sibling-like bonds he can get to kinda numb the pain of “””””losing””””” violet 

if none of these interest you i’m literally so down for anything pls just let me know and i’m happy to brainstorm always <333333 

thank u for reading this....smooch . 

[luuxxart]

i made like four pieces of concept art for a stranger things/star wars AU so as promised here’s the actual notes behind them (+ like a small stoncy sketch at the end)

whats the plan?

Originally, it was gonna be a fanfic(might still be) but im considering a comic format? but moreso in the style of Homestuck/MSPA bc im shit at keeping up w a background

so if i did that itd probably be a side blog 

but i have like

so many projects on backburners and idk enough abt star wars to even pull it off

i watched uhhhhhh 1,3,4,5,6,7, and 9, solo, and the mandalorian

so like what the hell is the plot anyway?

when it was going to be in a fanfiction format, i was going to make it revolve around Robin(naturally, she’s my favorite character) and Steve(who is my second favorite) so it revolves around them, but i might change that 

anyway

Missions start flooding a local bounty hunter guild concerning reports of kids being taken from planets by a group of people nicknamed “Scoopers” to be pitted against one another in an underground fight club. The mission to uncover the operation falls on the head of the guild, Hopper(who’s a washed-up Mandalorian bc i said so). Robin, a rookie bounty hunter, catches wind of the operation and persuades Hopper to take her with him on the mission.

Meanwhile, Steve(a spice runner) is on his way to his next client, who just so happen to be the “Scoopers”. 

they all meet at the base and things happen. cant spoil jic this is something i end up pursuing

so what are the robin notes

ngl fam i got shit for robin haha shes just the everyman trope for the story

probably an orphan in this story? but def not a Mandalorian of any sort

her suit is a combo of Samus’ light suit and Valkyrie’s costume from Ragnarok. (and in a way, metal sonic and mega man bc im trash)

she really wants a T4-M33 navigator droid

you got any steve notes?

BOY DO I EVER!

you’re just in luck bc *slaps the roof of this post* this baby can fit so many steve notes in it

on his homeplanet(its probably named Hawkins), he underwent knight training along w Nancy and Jonathan.

(you might notice some similarities between his outfit and the ones Mike and the other kids wear in the previous post)

Steve and Nancy were very much together, and they were the top knights in the program. Both were up for the position of the prince’s personal knight. The identity of the prince, until coronation, was unknown to the public, and so when Jonathan selected Nancy for his personal knight, Steve skipped town, and eventually, skipped planet altogether. 

but he didnt plan ahead, almost got his ass handed to him by some ex-hutts, and scrambled back to Hawkins. Joyce, who i think would be accurate to describe as the Queen Matron of Hawkins, gave him a chance to work at least as a top officer. 

during his return to Hawkins, Nancy gave him a pretty cold shoulder, only adding to Steve’s sense of displacement. 

he was given the task of hunting down some spice runners who’d stolen a bounty from one of their quarries, and fueled by resentment, he joined them instead. 

on one of his spice runs, he came across a rather wealthy Wookie family. he noticed, however, their son was rather sheltered, and took a keen interest in the business Steve had come into

it took him exactly three weeks for him to realize the kid had snuck onto his ship. the disappearing rations didnt occur to him until the packs were near empty.

he decided to take him with him on his spice run when the kid expressed extreme turmoil at home with his magnate family. but Steve sees himself more as the babysitter friend than the mom friend, having made a silent vow to return the kid(which was promised to himself after one adventure, which turned into five, and now they’re up to fifty. It’s been a couple years.)

so now he just does spice runs w dustin bc every story needs a lone star and a barf— i mean a han solo and chewie

god will anyone ever think of the children

no bc the teens are more interesting in s2-3 imo 

except eleven, she’s always great

but since u asked

Mike, Will, Lucas, and Max are all going through knight training on Hawkins. Lumax is a thing, and Byler is starting to be.

i dont get caught up in those ships too much and just try to go w whats canon since they’re kids for the most part

the whole plot kicks off w Mike and Will getting kidnapped(well, mostly Will and Mike just so happens to be there so he’s taken too)

and Lucas and Max go after them.

At the underground fight club they’re taken to, Mike befriends the top fighter who’s named Eleven because she’s the 11th force user they’ve managed to find. and eleven is,, dare i say,, unusually strong in the force

Nancy can use the force, Jonathan and Mike can’t. Will is force sensitive.

i guess i should mention if its not already obvious but Lucas is a Rodian and Max is a Twi-lek

ok yeah thats cool but what about billy

nothing about billy. or kali. for now

or barb

but they do exist in this au.

theyre also wips tho haha

so what now

nothing. for now

if u wanna know more drop me an ask and i’ll elaborate

until then i’ll probably do something for this once my robali fic on ao3 is finished.

anyway thanks for readin my nonsense heres a stoncy sketch for ur troubles

[fictional-worlds-are-exquisite]

yeah, i don't lie a lot either, not only because i'm just really bad at it but also i'm a pretty honest person, i rarely see a reason to lie about something to people i'm close with. i do lie to teachers too though. because i am not just gonna tell them that i'm planning on procrasting an assignment for 3 weeks and then doing it on the last night. no, thank you. about that i can lie very convincingly.

there was also this one memorable occasion where i was lying horribly and then somehow managed to save the situation? it was weird. basically this guy i was friends with asked me out and I panicked coz i didnt want to hurt his feelings but i really didnt like him that way, so i said i'm sorry i have a crush on someone so i'm not emotionally available. and he was like oh cool who is it? because he obviously didn't believe me (see: my terrible lying skillz) and i was like oh it's my classmate [insert random name that does not belong to any of my classmates] and he asked for his facebook because again: didn't believe me. and so i panicked even more because i didn't know any people with that name so i told him yeah you caught me, i was lying, i actually have a crush on my best friend (we're both girls) so hopefully ur not homophobic dude. he was not homophobic! so that was great, even if i did lie so horribly at first that i had to come out to save my lie 🤷‍♀️

i'm pan ace by the way! and i'm only out as pan to 5 (i think) people irl and literally no one outside of tumblr knows that i'm ace (because i'm apparently really horrible at telling who in my life is aphobic and after one attempt at coming out as ace and backtracking asap i did not try again!)

also, i figured that you would like to know, that i found some hair dye i bought before (the second) quarantine in my country started and forgot about. so i dyed my hair red again! at 1am (well it's 12.30 but thats close enough right?) i also accidentally dyed my favorite (white) sleep shirt red because in my excitement i forgot to change. so now it looks like someone's head was cut off while wearing it! the chaos! i'm loving it

Oh yeah, I had this one lecturer last trimester that would give you assignments and expect you to have started them like, a solid month before it was due. If it was like a MASSIVE assignment I would understand of course. But half the time it was just like a 1000 or 2000 word essay. Two weeks from the due date I’m pretty sure she expected a draft. That is of course not what I did. I’m over here chatting with my tutor the day it’s due like yeah I started last night gonna try to get it done by the due time tonight :)) shoutout to that tutor, I gave her second-hand anxiety and stress and she did not deserve it. But when talking to the lecturer? nooo I’ve made a start for sure :). On the other hand that was my worst class last trimester and my results just. weren’t vibing. so maybe I should’ve started weeks prior sdkfsdfsk. Lying to teachers about having started an assessment is my specialty. stressing tutors out about having not started so close to the date is also my speciality (i’m so sorry sdfkshdf).

oh my god what a legendary way of saving that lie in the end. that’s incredible. I think I would’ve panicked so much in that situation it just would’ve been stuttered half words and a sprint in literally any direction to get away. What a save. 10/10 quick thinking skills there honestly. to be fair there also weren’t enough people in my high school to get away with naming a fake person. when a guy asked ME out I just stood there staring at him with great fear until he reminded me I could say no so I said uh, yeah, I mean no sorry, and speed-walked away. he was good about it though. until I found out he wanted to ask me to the ball in year 12 I believe and I suddenly disappeared whenever he entered a room. Weird how that worked. so strange. odd. top 10 unexplainable things in the world.

so when I was younger I was ‘dating’ this guy on minecraft. there! i said the first sentence! cue laughter! meanwhile a guy at school had started to show interest in me (the dude above) and i mean. what was i gonna say. sorry dude i’m actually dating someone on minecraft so :)) can’t date you! but some friends got really curious about why I was so against dating him because we did actually get along pretty well as friends. and I wasn’t about to tell THEM the truth either. so i. so i- so. i um. i uhhhhhh. hhhhhh. i confess. the worst lie i’ve ever told. went something like

so the thing is I’m actually in a long distance relationship with someone, which is why I can’t date this guy and am not interested. we met in new zealand though! he’s in america now. it’s SUCH a weird story. we met in [insert place two towns over] and started dating and it was all going really well when his parents found out. they weren’t happy with us dating so they decided to move away so he couldn’t date me anymore. they moved ALL the way to the US just because they disapproved! we still keep in touch through messaging apps and that though. so. then my friends took me to maccas after school asking more questions and what he looked like. so I showed them his insta profile and explained a bit about him. that part wasn’t a lie but geez, THEY MOVED ALL THE WAY TO AMERICA FROM NZ BECAUSE THEY DIDN’T APPROVE? WHAT KIND OF BULLSHIT ASS LIE IS THAT. THAT IS THE WORST THING I’VE EVER COME UP WITH. I THINK I GAINED MY ABILITY TO LIE SOMEWHAT WELL AFTER THAT BECAUSE IT TRULY COULD NOT GET WORSE. anyway. that’s something i never want to reflect on EVER again. thank god i’m only exposing myself to all of tumblr. i was like 14 or 15 there is no excuse for a lie that god awful at that age. and yet. ANYWAY.

that’s awesome though! 10/10 identity in my opinion, thanks for sharing!!! I came out to my entire english class in year 13 as part of a speech assessment just cause it seemed to fit the speech topic at the time and i was like fuck it. last year here. let’s do it. and my parents still didn’t find out. despite reading the speech. it was a coming out comment that clearly just went over their heads. they still don’t know. everyone else does. it’s wild. I feel you though. I’m so comfortable saying I’m bi or I’m gay or I’m queer or anything of the sort with people I know are chill but the ace side of things? it’s just trickier for me, at least. the first time I mentioned asexuality was to my Dad when he asked me to explain what the acronym LGBTQIA+ meant after seeing it on the news or something. So I went through each and explained them carefully so he understood. And I got to asexuality and I started explaining and he was like oh but that one’s a choice though with a very final sounding voice. And I didn’t really know my sexuality exactly at the time but I was questioning if I was ace and I was like ! neat ! i’m never telling anyone now ! i’m sure he didn’t really mean harm or anything and if i genuinely sat down now he’d listen but it was enough to keep that part of my identity more private. still i met a bunch of ace people at uni by accident in one class. it was rad. english attracts queer people i swear.

and omg, awesome! I hope it turned out well! well except for the shirt. but honestly, that seems like an awesome edition. i’m feeling a serial killer who collects the shirts of people whose heads they just cut off. who then wears them to bed to sleep in cause like obviously you can’t just wear that in public. what a vibe. also at 1am? sdkfjskdfsdf mood. i’m glad you’re vibing with it though!!

[skzloona]

📌 🎥 💢 about any of ur hyperfixes !! go wild :d

i’m gonna do lotr for this one cuz why not

📌 how did you find your hyperfixation?

It was a massive part of my childhood because the hobbit and lord of the rings were my dad’s favorite books and then his favorite movies when they came out. So he had the extended editions of all of then right when they came out and now they’re mine.

🎥 do you have any favorite scenes from your hyperfixation?

that moment with sam and frodo on the boat... “don’t you leave him samwise gamgee. and i don’t mean to.” i lose it every time.

💢 what do you NOT like about your hyperfixation? is there something you would want to change about it?

well uhhhhhh i’d love for there to be literally any people of color in it. That would have been nice. In my mind Arwen is black. Also of course the racism and antisemitism baked into it by jolkien rolking and rolling tolkien. 

[doebt]

rlly tho im big sad uve been doing so awful!! dunno where ur funk came from but im rlly abt to beat ur depression up 4 makin u feel so funky! 😤😤 willing to trade my average moods lately for ur horrible 1s honestly u r more deserving of feeling normal than me! lil off topic sorry but what r ur fav candies dude pls remind me

BRO i would NEVER trade u my crap moods for ur average moods !!! u gotta take all u can get! i also think i handle my sad moods way better than most of my friends not to toot my own horn...so i would way rather take everyone ELSES bad moods and sleep it off for them..i daydream abt this sometimes😔 

AND OH MAN favorite candies UHHHHHH.. i love chocolates i rly like coconut filled chocolates especially, but i dont like almond joys bc i dont like almonds, which sucks bc they would be sooo good without the almond. i also rly rly like sour gummy worms they might be my all time fave ! I ALSO LOVE FUN DIP some of my favorite memories ever are eating fun dip on the porch and letting my mom eat the vanilla stick after i ate all my powder bc i thought they were gross (i rly like the sticks now though its my favorite part)...also sweetarts and chewey sprees

WHAT ARE YOUR FAVE CANDIES....ik u like sourpatch kids but thats all i know!!!! i need some GUIDANCE here!!!