#so this all started bc of an amazing fic i read like a week ago

[ainosgarden]

[navstuffs]

Hello, first of all, YOUR WRITING IS GOD’S WORK, second of all, I need a second part of “I know it’s thick”, bc that took me out 💀 It was fucking fantastic. And last but definitely not least, you seem very sweet, and like an amazing person, keep up the good work 🥰💕👏✨

"I know it is thick." - Part 2

Pairing: Boss!Carlos Oliveira x GN!Reader

Summary: It is thick, and now you know it.

Warnings tags: SMUT SO MINORS DO NOT INTERACT PLEASE, blowjob (m receiving), public sex, under-the-desk blowjob while jill is in the room, porn with feelings (sorta), carlos always brazilian in my fics (foda-se capcom ESSE HOMI É DO BRASIL), translations at the bottom

Author's Notes: ANON YOU ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE!! the idea came to me while reading your ask and i was like WHY NOT? again, bear with me since smut is still a constant work in progress. also thank you so much for your kind words and requesting with me, i hope i deliver! <;3 @cerezzzita aqui miga 💖

part 1 | my carlos's masterlist

You would never have guessed you would end up like this. You see, after sending that text message, you thought you would have been fired or sued for sexual harassment within Carlos's rights.

Not that by late Friday night, you would be doing extra work. And by that, it means your legs spread apart, holding yourself back in the cabinets of the stockroom as your boss Carlos pounds into you, his big hands holding your hips with such strength it would probably hurt tomorrow. Not that you cared: since this whole thing started three weeks ago, you have discovered you had muscles that ached that you didn't even know existed.

As Carlos's ball hit against your ass, the slapping sound sounding pornographic to your ears enough to drive you crazy, you hold onto the cold shelves, your legs barely keeping you steady. Every thrust he gives inside you is more powerful than the other, seeming to reach deeper into you. It had to be that thick cock, you thank mentally. 

"Are you close?" Carlos wonders, and you imagine his bare ass looks delicious, his social pants on the floor.

You moan a pathetic yes and beg Carlos to touch you, and his hands find you, jerking in that delicious way only he could do it. It is unfair how well Carlos knew your body, although this only started a couple of weeks ago.

Three weeks since you stayed late and found out it was really that thick and you could barely fit in your mouth. Three weeks since this man gave you the best orgasm of your life. Three weeks doing extra work time.

With the way he is rubbing you, you don't take long to cum, biting your lips and closing your eyes to hold back a moan. Carlos gives you two final thrusts before you hear him muttering a curse in portuguese as he cums deep inside your walls. You stay silent for a moment, just the sound of your breaths before Carlos pulls out of you, his semen slowly dropping out of you.

You take a second to straighten yourself, your back hurting (it seems you are taking another ibuprofen tomorrow), when you feel Carlos pass a cloth between your legs, cleaning you gently.

"Oh, mhm, thanks?" You say unsure, and he smiles, giving you his handkerchief, with his initials sewn on it.

Carlos stares at you, wanting to say something. You are a little worried about it might be: yes, what you are doing is wrong, and you both know it. You are worried Carlos might want to end this sooner than later; you know he will have to. Or maybe he will finally invite you out? Maybe, you will end up fucking Carlos in a proper bed, not on top or under his desk.

"I will see you later, then." Carlos doesn't wait for your answer, and you ignore the pain in your chest, his handkerchief just the memory he left on you (along, well, with his cum). Again, this would have to end someday, right? It was just sex.

Two days later, you are under Carlos's desk a little after everyone leaves. You see, you went in there to end it all before Carlos could but, somehow, ended up with you on top of his desk, his head on the middle of your thighs. The things Carlos could do with his tongue were skills out of this world, and suddenly you can't remember what you wanted to do here.

You just didn't want him to stop.

So now, you are just repaying for the multiple orgasms from earlier, you tell yourself as his thick cock hits the back of your throat. It had nothing to do with the fact that you loved sucking him, the sight of his strong and hairy tights, hearing Carlos beg for your name, and how this powerful man seemed to melt in your arms because of you.

There is a sudden knock on Carlos's door, and you both seem to freeze. You look up, and Carlos gives you an urgent look, his eyes pleading for you to stay shut. "Please don't say come in," you beg mentally, but the door opens before Carlos can say anything, just with enough time to pull out of your mouth.

"Oh, I am so glad you are still here." Carlos's partner and your other boss, Jill Valentine sounds pissed. Carlos immediately pushes the chair into you, completely hiding your body, causing his dick to get close to your lips.

Jill vents about the challenging project the whole team has been working on, and for your relief, she doesn't pay enough attention to Carlos. Carlos gently tries to keep your head away from his cock, but you don't move. When he looks down in panic, you would have laughed if you could because Carlos knew exactly what was going through your mind.

When you test by licking the tip of his cock Carlos has to hold himself back against the chair, Jill still doesn't seem to notice. You try again, this time swirling your tongue around it, and Carlos curses.

"Puta merda."

"Did you say something?" Jill wonders, and you hold back a laugh.

"Puta merda this project huh, Jill?"

Jill continues her rant as your head goes down into Carlos's cock, slowly and torturous. Your boss has to hold himself into the table, his knuckles turning white as a low whimper dies down in his throat. His hands look for your head, you don't know if to pull you away or push you more down, but you don't stop.

"....and I am telling you, if this doesn't get solved by the end of the week, I swear I will cancel this whole deal!"

"Puta que pariu!"

"Well, I am glad you agree with me!" Jill exclaims, slamming the table. She finally looks at Carlos, who is sweaty, his chest rising up and down as he bites his lips. 

"Carlos, are you okay? You look feverish."

"I-I am fine, Jill. All good. Just sh-sharing your frustrations, that is it."

Jill thinks she heard a strange, slurping noise after Carlos says that, but the sound stops. Her phone rings before she can ask what it is, and she groans, frustrated.

"You know, we shouldn't work this late. Life isn't just work, you know?" Jill expresses, before leaving his office, waving goodbye.

You can hear the door closing, and Carlos roughly pulls out of your mouth. You gulp, anxious, wondering if you finally took too far and Carlos will end it all, when your boss's face appears under the table to stare at you, full of desire.

"You want to play like that? Fine. Let's see how long it takes for you to gag on my cock." Carlos' voice is low and threatening, bringing chills all over your body, especially your heat.

"Challenge accepted, boss."

Puta merda = Holy shit

Puta que pariu = Holyfucking shit

[groovebunker]

i’m gonna be obnoxious about this and people are just going to have to be cool about that. yes? good.

happy birthday to what would you do (if they ever found us out) (affectionately known as wwyd)!!! a year ago today, i posted chapter one and (i’m not being dramatic here) i think it changed my life?

little backstory: i’m a dyke with eyes and a type, so when i watched fran drescher making impassioned speeches about labour rights, i was both smitten and reminded that i’d been meaning to watch the nanny. i was also (mostly unbeknownst to me) about as mentally ill as i’ve ever been in my life. i was halfway through a phd which i loved but it was making me so, so unwell. anyway, i started watching the nanny as some kind of escapism and one night, i was like…has anyone thought of fran and cc kissing on the mouth? and they had (obviously) and so i started thinking about that and how whine cellar is a deeply disappointing episode in so many ways and then i was like ‘i can fix that! with a one shot!’.

fast fwd to april 2024. i’m in my favourite city in the world. i’m posting the 11th chapter of that one shot far too late at night (sorry sara). it’s ended up about 85k words long. i’m no longer a phd candidate. i’m significantly less mentally ill. and i’ve spent the last 8 or so months being held by a group of people i would never have met if i had never started writing again.

i didn't quit my phd to write fan fiction, obviously. but writing fic helped me realise how unhappy i was because it was something that gave me joy in a time that was so fucking bleak. i don't really like thinking about it too much but it wasn't great. and then i had this lifeline. these two idiots (affectionate) falling in love with one another, not only in wwyd but all the other fics i was writing. and talking about with people who were commenting and finding me on tumblr. and then, eventually, we weren't just talking about fran and cc, we were talking about our lives! because we were friends!

people will tell you before you start a phd that it's a lonely experience. i was the only history student in my cohort. i only met one of my supervisors in person at his leaving drinks. i have two friends i met at my uni, one of whom was the first person i told that i had to quit. i had other friends and an incredible, loving, patient partner, and they were amazing. but still, it was lonely.

and then i just fucking wasn't.

january ‘24, the squad evolved from being my stupid tumblr tag to being the most chaotic group chat i have ever been part of (until nic got us nicely organised). a week or so later, i quit the phd. and i told a bunch of people i’d never met that i was dropping out of grad school and they were so fucking kind. i will never forget that. the squad, in all its iterations, will have my heart for my whole life. i will not rest until i have annoyed you all in person. my dream is winning the lottery and flying you all to a villa in spain for a week so i can cook you dinner (and cass can make bread) every night and drink wine and splash about in the sun (or in sara’s case, hide in the shade and probably yell at us to put sun screen on). when i say i love you, i mean it so wholly and truly.

anyway, back to wwyd. it’s not my first fic. i’ve been writing on and off for 15 long, long years. but i hadn't written a ton for a while (other than my aloto fic bc gretson my beloved) and i really kind of expected to get a couple of comments and a few kudos. i just had a story that wanted to get out so i published the first few chapters in really rather quick succession (i’m sorry to anyone who reads my stuff, my adhd is too bad for a posting schedule) and people…loved it? like, really loved it. which was so nice because i’m gonna be honest, there was not an adoring audience for my academic work (perils of being a genocide scholar). and i know it's become quite a few people’s comfort fic. i know people have reread it, more than once in some cases, which feels wild. people have left the most wonderful comments, said the kindest things, drawn gorgeous art, made a fanmix (which is fucking amazing), followed along on this journey which i did not expect them to do.

i don't have favourite children (b&w fans, i promise you, the next chapter is in the works) but if i did, wwyd might be one. sure, she's my difficult eldest child. but she got me into a fandom for the first time in years, she’s given me friends i know I will hold onto for the rest of my life, she reminded me how much fun writing can be. and she’s spawned so much more because she made me so much more confident as a writer.

so i don't think i’m being overdramatic when i say it changed my life. if you’d told me all of this when i hit publish on chapter one last year, i would have told you to fuck off. relatively vehemently. but i’m better now. and i’m so fucking grateful for this fic for being part of what gave me that.

anyway, thanks for letting me be a bit self indulgent - promise you don't have to sit through this ever again (maybe for won't you when i finally get it done. i’m sorry. i’m verbose). and once again, to everyone who has read wwyd, given it kudos, commented, reblogged a chapter on tumblr, all of it, my eternal thanks. i couldn't have done it without you.

finally, because i cannot say it enough, to the squad, you have my whole heart. it’s actually mad to me that this time last year, i had no idea who any of you were. your stamp on the last few chapters of wwyd is indelible. your stamp on my life is somehow more permanent than that. thank you. ilsym 🫶🏻

[alittledizzy]

I don’t use my tumblr publicly, hence the anon, but I saw your fic amnesty post and felt like it was posted just for me! I posted a Dan and Phil fic a couple of weeks ago, and I kept having this quiet little hope that maybe you’d venture back to the d&p tag on ao3 and read it, just bc it’d be such an honor. You have always been one of my favorite voices in the d&p fandom. We interacted a bit when I used to be active on the forums, I adore your commentary, and I am such a fan of your fic writing. The characterization is consistently exquisite, and you always capture this perfect balance of grounded realism, lack of pretension, and the full miraculous magnitude of their connection through tiny moments.

ANYWAY, I posted a fic for the first time in over ten years. It starts with a fair bit of inner monologuing and a bit of a tropey device, but I promise it picks up. I’m very proud of it, and I sincerely hope you enjoy it. Since you can’t add links to anon asks, I must resort to this -

As He Goes, So I Go by cloej88

Rating: E

Word count: 25,272

Link that isn’t an actual link: archiveofourown . org/ series /4104049

Summary: It’s November of 2015, and Dan and Phil have just finished their UK leg of The Amazing Tour Is Not on Fire. They’ve sworn off the romantic side of their relationship in order to protect the rest of this life they’ve built. However, with all of the close proximity of touring, their connection feels headier and more charged than ever. As soon as the UK tour ends, they fly to the US for a quick book-signing trip, but they become snowed in by a blizzard in Chicago. In the solitude of their shared hotel room, can they fumble their way back to one another?

Featuring: Pining, lots of fluff, the TATINOF UK afterparty in all its glory, an arcade bar in snowy Chicago, a NYTimes How to Fall in Love quiz, lots of introspective musing about how much these idiots adore one another, and some well-earned smut.

holy shit thank you for sending me this because i am OBSESSED with this fic now

[oddinary4bts]

Hiiii, guess whose new toxic trait is starting stories but never finishing them bc ✨feelings✨ side eyes my copy of a court of wings and ruin that I haven’t touched since I reached a climactic point like a month ago and the fics on here I binged knowing full well they weren’t finished 🙋🏽‍♀️

All that to say…that same person mayhaps just binged chasing cars even tho I told myself I would finish sinful lust first 😭 It’s literally so good, I wanted to tell you I’m obsessed before I hit whatever trigger it is that will make me hold off on finishing it for the foreseeable future 😬😂

I’m as down bad for these jk POV’s you’re doing as he is for oc. I LOVE a good pov shift and his are the best!! They’re so…wholesome??? He talks about tae being a romantic but I think his heart is trying to make him one too. Perhaps love at first sight 👀 but deny deny deny. That’s my kind of angst/slow burn 👌🏽 there’s a lot of talent on this site but there are just some writers who stand out to me and you’re definitely one of them. You have an amazing talent and we’re so lucky you want to share it with us 🖤 got my heart beating as fast as Jk’s when reader does something cute 🤭 I would love to make wild theories but I think what I like most about your writing is I just feel so content to be along for the ride?? Maybe it’s because you seem to have so much written before you start releasing but I just fully trust the process every single time

Anyway… guess I should be off to talk to my therapist about my commitment issues 😂👋🏽😘

Oh one last thing, the universe is sick of my toxic shit bc legit one of the series I binged knowing full well it hasn’t been updated in over a year…within a week of me reading the author updated. Like a 30k chapter at that!!!!! 😳

ACOWAR!!!!! YOU HAVE TO FINISH MY DUDE!!! Silver flames is so so so so good😭 like don’t get me started on Azriel bc we’ll be here until she releases the next book fr

I’m happy you’re obsessed!! I hope you won’t hit a trigger that makes you stop reading🥺🥺

Oh yes his heart is definitely trying to make him a romantic rn🤭 it definitely was love at first sight for him but he doesn’t realize it all! I’m glad you like his povs✨

Oh thank you so much for saying I stand out🥺🥺 I really try to write the entire stories before I start posting bc if I don’t I feel like I’d never finish them. So that way it really is just a ride for you guys - if you wanna tag along, that is😌

And don’t worry about the commitment issues, I totally get it hahaha

A 30k chapter😭 that’s sick tho we thank you for your service🫡

Oh and also I hope you finish sinful lust one day even tho it’s really angsty🥹

[ashtraythief]

Hey! So ive been a long time reader of ur underneath verse (since like.. 2018? Maybe even 2017?) and i just wanted to drop by and tell u how much im enjoying rereading ur writing! Like in general i think this is one of my fav fics series just bc its so extensive and well done and thought out and fleshed out so well it works so well? Like seeing all the different angles and the way u choose to frame things is really fun for me and kinda inspires my own writing in some aspects.

Ive never read the whole thing all in one go before so ive decided to do that right now and im just about done with the pied pipers song - more specifically willys chapter. And i kinda needed to let u know that ur series really stands out to me just bc of how many glimpses into other characters and all these different povs of the same thing like on it stands out on a technical level but then ur actual writing of these things is so good and compelling and like as an outsider pov bitch it hits the spot for me so well? Like ur writing is never stale and its always interesting.

I specifically wanted to take this time to mention that i really love willy and winstons characters and how u went about it. Like im ngl the way u wrote them kinda makes me want to cry tears of happiness for them bc they have found ppl who appreciate them and they have connections with other ppl but then the bittersweet tang of jensen and willy is kinda fucking me up rn /pos djjdjdjd like in general u really do the bittersweet jensen is stuck undercover angle really well and it HURTS so good

But yes i dont really have a good concise message or comment to leave beyond the fact that i keep stopping every few sentences to get up and jump bc im so excited about what im reading i need to get rid of that excess energy lol so sorry if this is all over the place and a really messy message! I just really wanted to let u know how much im enjoying reading it all rn. Thank you so much for sharing ur writing with us and for continuing to write for this series its so fun!

omg nonnie, I'm kinda speechless here (this is the second wonderful message in two days so I'm kinda overwhelmed. is it send wonderful messages week somewhere??)

I just am so grateful and this message made me so happy. never apologize for maybe not having a five point outline lol, this is amazing.

The underneath verse has always been my fandom baby, so praise for it is already amazing, but the pied piper fic and Winston and Willy epsecially, it just makes my heart so full. Ten years ago, they definitely started out as stock characters of mob drivers, because I didn't think this fic would get so big, but then it did, and Willy especially became a real character. a) because I knew he'd fall in love with Jensen too, as anyone does really and b) because I looooove the bittersweet undercover Jensen shtick where I write from other character's POV and the reader knows how wrong they're getting it but they don't *mu har har* (yeah I'm a little mean sometime. sorry?)

but in all seriousness, the Willy chapter, I'ev been working on that for months. And I kept adding things and rewriting things and trying to get it perfect even though I know that most people who read the story mostly care about Jared and Jensen (which is totally fair and understandable), but I care about him and there are a few people out there who do too (and I love you for it, so much), but with Willy, I just wante to do this /right/. I've come to love him so much, and he's come to be so important to Jensen, it felt like he and Winston really deserve their own story told even though that's kind of ridiculous because they're not real, but they're a little real to me now. All this to say, nonnie, this comment and your appreciation of Willy means so fucking much to me. And my poor alpha reader who read like four drafts of this (seriously, M. is a saint) and my beta readers who then had to beta four iterations of this. To know that this effort is appreciated this much honestly make me cry a little (I am not having the greatest time right now, so I cry easily but the point still stands. Thank you.)

This message was actually such an energy boost I'm currently trying to fix the next timestamp, lol so I'll have something to post next month. You're a true treasure, nonnie <3

[okamirayne]

hi! staying anon bc my blog is dead. just wanted to say i found the BTB fic many years ago and come back to it every so often when i want a good cry (and because i love it so much). i just finished my hundredth-reread of the original BTB fic and am about to start on the second one. imagine my surprise to see you are still writing for this series and had published a new chapter in the BTB-verse like a week ago! thank you so much for being such a pillar for us shikaneji lovers <3

Hey there, Anon!

No worries at all, luv, we all have our abandoned haunts lurking on the internet. I'm just thankful Tumblr allows for me to hear from and respond to you. 💜💜

just wanted to say i found the BTB fic many years ago and come back to it every so often when i want a good cry (and because i love it so much).

AW! Thank you, my luv, that's so sweet and awesome to know. 🥰 I'm so moved to hear that the series has touched you and that you return to it for a good cry (yes, I know, I sound sadistic every bloody time *facepalms*). Seriously, I'm so chuffed to hear this.

i just finished my hundredth-reread of the original BTB fic and am about to start on the second one.

GODSPEED, ANON, GODSPEED! 🥰

imagine my surprise to see you are still writing for this series and had published a new chapter in the BTB-verse like a week ago!

You felt a disturbance in the force, my dear. Honestly, I had no idea it was going to happen until it was happening...thank you for still revisiting the series; amazing that you could catch this latest streak of insanity whislt doing so! 😉😅

thank you so much for being such a pillar for us shikaneji lovers &lt;3

Aw. Thank YOU for giving me incentive to return. The reviewers kept me going through the series -- and that hasn't changed at all. You are just amazing. Bless you and thank you so very much for still reading, and for reaching out...every time. 💜

[zeltqz]

heyyy i just wanna know what's ur fave fic that's written by other author/s? and ur fave fic that u made? also i am in love with ur works <3

to be frank, i dont have a 'fave fic' i made tbh. i like them all when writing but the second i publish them all love for it leaves my body and i hate it almost instantly KSFNAF i literally cannot reread my own fics without shivering bro

AND I HAVE SO MANY FICS I LOVE OOH WAIT

white noise - THEEEEEEEEE BESTTTT ATSUMU FIC TO EVER FUCKIGNDSNGDEXIST. ITS SO AMAZING LIEK!£"? THE READER IS SOGDGJDGJDFJDSGHSJDGSIDGH SHES JUST LIKE ME BRO THATS WHY I LOVE THIS SO MUCH. reading this made me realise i need to attend therapy honestly. like seriously. no but srsly read this fic guys its a little long but worth it all the way

you're not the one - one of the best atsumu vs suna x reader fics i ever read tbh i reread this whenever i can. i love the fact they made split endings so u can choose which one u want and the fact that two boys wanted me had me 😎

pest like hat jingles? - THE BEST SCARAMOUCHE FIC EVER. like dead fuciing ass i read this in like 2021 when my scaramouche phased started and it didnt disappoint at all.

house of memories - bro this should like be the ideal ran fic . everyone that likes ran should have read this. NEED NEEEED TO READ THIS. ITS SO FUCKINGGJSHDGSDG URGHGFGIJFGFD I STG I COULD CLOSE MY EYES AND RECITE THIS ENTIRE FIC BY HEART BC OF HOW MANY TIMES I READ IT

handcuffs - one of the first sanzu fics i ever read oghymgfgjdfgidfgkdfgfogsdfjgidfgjdfgogfs im wiping drool as i speak rn

piece of work - this one inflated my ego so much while reading it. i felt like jane the virgin for whatever reason bro love it so much

set the bar high - another great atsumu fic slow burn enemies to lovers literally evetryhting i need in a fic

a bit yours - im a little obsessed with atsumu ignore me shafheujsdgsdgejse LOVEEVET THISSSSSSSSS OS MUCHCCJ i read it like two years ago but i go back and reread anytime i can

all i want - same author as the atsumu one above. osamu needs some love too skjgfgthis the fic for u

and then there was you - platonic bsf rindou also deserves some love (rans in there too and i screamed) anyways.... the reader has so much personality in this i felt like i was watching tv its so GOOD

catching up - ran and sanzu threesome.....thats all i need to say

the breaking point - read this in 2020 and made continue to do so every other week.

passenger - JGSDUIBNHJ STRANGER RAN TO LOVERSNGJSDGNDGSFGJGDFGJGSJKJ

4play - im not a slut i swear (proceeds to read a foursome)

to have and to hold - toxic ex eren.......kdjfskdjfsdkjsdgksjdgksdgjsdkgjsdkgsjdgsdigsdgsd poor colt tho tw infidelity

[karizard-ao3]

HI HI HELLO KAR!!! OH MY GOD I JUST FINISHED CLUELESS TEENS (it was like 1 or 2 weeks ago 😭) and i said I'm gonna pour my heart out in this long ass appreciation message right after but life got in the way, fucking uni. ANYWAY 😭 ITS 2AM AND I FINALLY GOT TIME AND I MIGHT FORGET TO DO THIS (i won't, it's gonna eat me up).

I AM KIND OF, SO GLAD THAT I READ THIS FIC NOW THAT IT'S FINISHED BUT NGL I ALSO KINDA WANNA EXPERIENCE THE ONCE-TWICE A WEEK UPDATES. But oh my god idk where to begin. THIS IS CANON CASTE AU FOR ME OKAY!!!! THIS WAS IT!!! literally every chapter i say to myself good god isayama pls pls contact kar to get ideas for the spin-off (I'm like 89% sure we're gonna get caste au I KNOW IT) I love it I love it so much, the miscommunication, slow burn, IT WAS SATISFYINGLY FRUSTRATING I FUCKING LOVE IT AHAHA i love every part of this fic and i miss them already. And tbh it was such a worthy break from smut. This saved me from going crazy okay do u understand. I WANNA HUG THEM. ALSO, i don't really comment a lot on each chapter bc tbh i don't want to sour my mood when i see comments that just you know. It happens a lot, idrk if you had some negative comments on that but seeing some of ur notes i guess there were some. BUT SEE. I GOT TO ENJOY ALLL THE WAY. AND OH BY THE WAY. THE DOODLES WERE THE CHERRY ON TOP. Okay honestly I'm running out of things to say. I JUST WANNA SAY YOU'RE A GENIUS. SOME OF THE LINES, THE PLOT OF SOME CHAPTERS, I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE SOMEONE COULD EVER COME UP WITH THAT. THAT'S ALL I GUESS HAHWH U R AMAZING

Thank you so much! I'm so happy you enjoyed it! I had so much fun writing Clueless Teens and it always makes me smile when I hear other people had fun reading it.

I would watch the hell out of a school castes anime, no lie. I hope we get it!

I did start getting some hate towards the end. I think it was just one or two people with too much time on their hands, but they were spamming the fic with hate comments over a period of several days and even tried to reset my password a couple times??? I deleted most of the comments and now I keep comment moderation turned on, which seems to be a deterrent. It was not a good time.

Anyway, I am so happy you liked the fic and thank you for this ask!

[cinematicnomad]

Request rec: What fic are you reading right now?

uh, lol, it's VERY random but i am reading a game of thrones fic. specifically a jaime/arya fic??? which sounds wild but i PROMISE it makes sense in the fic.

a wolf amongst lions by kallypso (108/108 | 444k+ | T) au: canon divergent; jaime/arya; alternating POV; canon typical violence; series

tywin lannister discovers the true identity of his cup bearer at harrenhal. now, with another bargaining chip in his possession, he has a chance to turn the war. arya stark, despite her best efforts, falls back into the game of thrones. to survive in a lion's den, a wolf has no choice but to adapt.

so, i donno, probably a year ago i was having some random GOT feelings, which i get sometimes, and started rewatching a bunch of favorite scenes on youtube. and one of my FAVORITE small arcs added to the show that wasn't in the books is arya's turn as tywin's cupbearer. so i decided to go look and see if i could find any fics about that time or about tywin learning after the fact that he unknowingly let arya slip through his fingers, etc. and, tbh, there aren't many! and most of them were short which was kind of disappointing. i'd clocked this fic but scrolled past it bc of the length and i wasn't looking to invest that much time into a random lark i was having re:game of thrones. i don't even think i clocked the arya/jaime tag tbh bc i was so focused on the tywin aspect. but the short fics didn't satisfy me so i decided to give this one a shot and SURPRISE. it was amazing.

this is, i think??? my third or fourth re-read of the fic in less than 12 months and the author recently started a sequel that i'm reading along as it's posted (one chapter a week!). and even though i just finished my most recent re-read in october, i decided to pick it back up again and it's still so rewarding. it's deliciously complex and beautifully written. the fic opens with arya's time at harrenhal and goes all the way through to after the end of the long night. the fic is, of course, wildly different from canon—how could it not be? characters killed in s1 are still around by the sequel, other's die at different times in different circumstances, some characters get bigger roles while other's get smaller, etc etc etc—but it's so good.

i highly recommend it to anyone who likes the series and loved arya and the moral gray area that jaime inhabited. especially anyone who likes a lengthy fic—this one is amazing.

✨sleepover friday✨

[azsazz]

okay, replying to the long anon message this way so i can put it under the cut for spoilers :)

if it wasn't for fanfics of acotar i would have dropped it in acowar tbh, there were too many inconsistencies with the plot and characters and so many things that happened so the story moved forward but had no reason to happen, like it was out of nowhere and she prioritized romance over plot more and more each book and then prioritized smut in acosf over her own characters. i know ppl like that book but that was a shit characterization of nesta and cass and everyone that showed up almost and what for? to have a bunch of smut scenes that didn't actual help anything with nesta's development or the plot (i think it didnt even help with them getting together bc i would have prefered they actually started getting closer organically and then the tension starting after that) and she actually had a good idea with the valkyries but then the blood rite kinda cheapened it in my opinion bc they literally won with the power of friendship when sjm could have just skipped more time ahead (since they're immortal) and then when the 3 of them were realistically ready they could have won, and since the 3 bat boys winning was such an important thing i think if she really had to have that parallel than she could have wrote it better

i absolutely agree with this. and there's amazing examples of fantasy books where the smut hasn't ruined the plot and it's flow is great. but like, she's just cranking these books out with little thought i swear. and she can brag that she wrote cc3 in whatever like 6 weeks or some shit and then scrapped the whole thing. but like? sounds like a rush job to me? and how does she keep up with all these fucking characters because i can't. cc3 will make me lose my mind i swear. cass/ness had so much potential tbh i was here for it but acosf was a complete whirlwind of fuckery. and i get that it was no longer feyres pov or whatever but what the hell, that's not my cassian.

im glad you mentioned the bryce and az chapter bc i havent read that series and i dont want to but sjm is crossing them over to get people to read it (which makes me want to read it even less lol) and its just one more storyline she probably can't keep up with. like it's crazy how we still don't know so much about the acotar world or the characters, even rhys we still don't know how far his powers go or so much about his backstory and why? bc sjm doesn't care about building a character, i know it's a romance book but you can't just ignore every other aspect of the book

literally the only reason i read it was for the crossover. it was one of the worst books ive ever read and long as fuck too. did not need to be that long. i couldn't tell you a single thing that happened in it to be honest besides the fact that literally every man bryce came across had to make sure to mention how beautiful she is. fuck off with that shit fr.

also! this one is kinda me being picky maybe but the jokes about feyre having canned food in this setting with no other modern stuff is actually bad world building imo, i mean there were no signs of industry in the book and then a can of soup shows up out of nowhere? before other more basic stuff than would have to have shown up already? idk what that was about. that and the leggings, im not saying it's not possible for them to be there but to this day my mom calls them tights bc that's what they were called until a few years ago so seeing the word in the fantasy setting sjm had set up literally pulled me out of the book

OMG you're so right i never thought much of the soup can but you're so rightttt im actually dying that's so funny. yeah, leggings was stupid as fuck too, you're telling me they have synthetic stretchy fabric? be so fr rn

maybe im in a mood today too lol but i really just much prefer fanfiction over the books, in fact i only finished them bc since i was getting spoilers from fics and thought i might as well read them

i feel this so hard 💙

[uriekukistan]

HI! I missed interaction last weekend (😔) but I am here now!

Firstly though☝🏻 I hope you’re getting some good rest! And I hope you’ve had a great week :)

Anyway I am kinda just here to say how much I appreciate your fics (I thought about leaving a comment on one of your fics but this is kinda generally applicable so) and like ikyk bc I don’t shut up but I guess this is also a thank you since we get to read it all for free 🫨

Like something about your writing just really does it for me so I thought a lot about why that is and I have to say I do really really appreciate how in your writing you don’t over explain stuff and just get on with the story yknow, like especially things that can just be inferred as the story is being told. I think you’re amazing at the whole show and not tell thing. And that’s just one of the reasons why your writing feels very engaging and immersive for me. Like I’ve kinda said this before but it’s really like snuggling in bed and tuning into your fav weekly tv show or sometimes like watching a movie in a cold dark cinema with popcorn and soda (or whatever your choice of movie theatre snack is) and I mean that in the best way possible.

Anyway can I say Ch 10 of Seeing Red is my fav chapter opening ever (like you cooked a 3 Michelin star meal there)(I didn’t even leave a comment on that ch I think, I’m horrible 😔). + once I finally got through make me feel alive like you I ended up reading it about like 5 more times lmao. I think I also go back to a poison tree quite a lot it’s a fav for me every time I read it I’m like o:

This is starting to turn into a love letter so I’ll leave it at that but THANK YOU! Whether it’s angst or fluff I enjoy all your work <3

liz i like teared up when you sent this (checks notes) five days ago, sorry for taking a while to get back im just Horrible at reacting to things like this <//3

honestly thank YOU for being so supportive on all my fics :') it so so so means the world to me fr that you appreciate my writing sm to not only leave comments/kudos on my work but also send asks like this i just ljdfghkdfgfkd

but im glad you think my writing is immersive bc i think i've mentioned before, but i cant visualize things well. like everything is sorta fuzzy, like looking through frosted glass or smth T_T so thank you sm for saying that <3

also a poison tree and make me feel alive like you are like. lowkey two of my fav fics i've posted (maybe not very lowkey for a poison tree, im quite proud of that one), so i'm glad you enjoy those as much as i do

anyway thank you for saying this, it means sm. you are one of my dearest mutuals and friends on here and i hope you only get good things in life <3333

[hannie-dul-set]

USER HANNIE DUL SET I just read break up soup yesterday and it was so incredible in every way your writing style is so immaculate and magical wow you bring everything to life. Like I'm sorry for breathing the same air as you queen 👑😔 excuse me for a moment while I yap about everything I liked most about it

Right from the start, you were so consistent with showing and not telling stuff. Like instead of just stating the members' positions you showed who owned each position through the roll call along with a close up of them doing something, which also simultaneously revealed a bit of their personality AND THAT WAS JUST SO COOL AND AMAZING AND I WAS INSTANTLY IMMERSED 😖😖

And your decision to tell the story from the povs of the org members, and not yn or jeonghan was such a genius move because it added dimension AND SO MUCH TO THE STORY THAT WOULDN'T BE THERE IF IT WASN'T THE CASE like the external point of view was so amazing to explore and it was such a great reading experience omg IT WAS INCREDIBLE UGH

I also love the way you write mingyu, your characters have such vivid personalities I love him 😔 the humour was so well executed and everything was so cool and I can't remember the last time I read something so great please make me your disciple and student (joke) (maybe) you are awesome ‼️

I'm actually not done yet, I also read love vomit and I know that you wrote it a while ago, but it was SO GOOD 😖😖😖 I never thought I would so diligently read a 36k fic because I usually don't read extremely long fics, but I would read your grocery lists, first drafts, 5th grade writing assignments, boring emails anything. It was so so extensively planned and there was nothing unnecessary, and you wrote soobin so well IT WAS SO IT WAS SO 🥹 it was so great I felt like I was living with them and experiencing youth with them and ugh

And you had the season symbolism going on and I love that shit I eat it up every single time, I love the season symbolism BUT THEN you wrote a line that went something like "choi soobin had been your spring, summer, autumn and winter" (it was probably better, I don't remember very well) and I was so visibly gagged I felt as if something divine had descended upon me, it was like a moment of clarity and epiphany and all light and euphoria in the world pouring into my soul. I love it when the full circle stuff happens, it's so it just gets me every time, and you did it so well

I can't believe you are out here writing such incredible, jaw dropping prose for FREE thankyou for existing and writing I just love you you are amazing

anywho, I hope you're having a great day 🌷

-🪿(making my debut here as silly goose anon, if I may)

SILLY GOOSE ANON!!! banger....of an alias if i do say so myself.

😭😭😭 first of all, thank you so much for taking the time to send this. ur giving me way too much credit my dude BAHAHAHHA i'm just a girl......with a hyperactive brain.......vomitting words out into a gdoc and sometimes it's coherent 😔😔.

after writing the first scene of the breakup soup on a whim, i got the funny idea that hEY WOULDNT IT BE SICK IF THIS ENTIRE THING IS WRITTEN FROM THE OUTSIDERS POV. i'm so glad the idea worked HAHHAHAHAH. i did spend some time assigning positions to all of the teeners, but not all of them were mentions so might as well drop them here now!!

chairperson: cheol vci: han vce: you sec: wonu, asst sec: seokmin treas: jihoon, asst. treas: hosh (jihoon doesn't give him any of the org money.) auditor: vern, asst aud: jun bs mngr: mingyu, asst bm: chan information officers: kwan and josh creatives head: minghao

love vomit!!!! GOD i miss my sweet soobiedoobiedoo 36k words was wild to me too considering i wrote the whole thing in more or less a week HAHAHAHHAHAH. thank u for taking the time to read all of that AND for enjoying the experience!!!!! it always warms my heart to hear people read through my very long, mundane fics bcs those generally don't do well with the general, typical tumblr audience (horny teens) 😔😔😔.

[herogers]

Top 5 fics you’ve read this year?

I was meant to answer this forever ago and now that ao3 is back I will celebrate by finally answering (ik you sent me this at the end of last year but forgive me I finally have a laptop now and getting the hang of links!) Also my dumbass has only recently started bookmarking and I was late af making an account so I'm in the trenches trying to find these rn, some ik by memory because brainrot anyway..

Endgame, Not Checkmate by @geekymoviemom I could write an essay on how much I LOVE this fic, this was a gift for moi for the 'a second chance' mini exchange and this fic is all I could've dreamed of I highly recommend, its beautiful well written my heart does flips just thinking of it, absolute FAV, this is my canon now, the healing I needed, God is real I know because this fic exists. Read this it's for your own good, ok?

this charming man by @imperialstark THIS FIC consumed my entire brain and everytime it gets updated it ramps it up again and I get mega stony brainrot, one might say I'm obsessed ANYWAY, its still being updated and its the highlight of my day week whatever when it does, very much recommend if you love a bratty young Tony Stark, hot as fuck, 90's, and just ugh the exploration of Steve's emotions, just the way both of them are written is chefs kiss dude just read it, this definitely tugs at my heart and is also a lot of fun chefs kiss 10/10 already, author makes me feel all the feelings.

this love came back to me by meidui a lot of feelings for this one as it was one of the first stony fics I read and probably the first one I truly fell in love with, massive soft spot for this one and ugh I just love it, they're so soft and AGH, big big sucker for the canon divergence endgame because yes this is just how it should've gone and yes this is how it did ok! Just beautiful I love them, I love THIS! READ IT

Love Bites by @cowboyhorsegirl oooooo I love this one, also a massive sucker for biting :)) ok sounded very vampiric of me anyway this is just beautifully written and aaaa I'm reading this again and its making me feral all of it just ALL OF IT its gorgeous intimate beautiful just fucking read it okay I am terrible at these summaries and if you've made it this far you already know but yeah, this is all the feelings i love packaged nicely in a fic 10/10 nice B)

choke on me by @imperialstark yes this author has ruined my life(in the best way) anyway last but definitely not least ho ly shit do I love this fic, again one of the first fics that made me fall in love with stony fics and here I am now! Writing is just magnificent I can FEEL these characters feelings man this is just so good, still being updated so more to come guys please just fucking read it its so beautiful, it gets me in my feelings so hard, Steve and Tony are written so well, this fic absolutely captivates me!! The dialogue, the BEAUTIFUL writing the gorgeousness of it all AGH PLEASE read this my silly summary gives absolutely no justice I swear this is one of the best things I've read chefs fucking kiss 1000/10 highly recommend

ok ik you only said 5 but I found some more favs on my journey of finding the fics I love so v quickly i recommend

Paradise Blue in 1872 by @cowboyhorsegirl beautifully written, love love, love. Religious symbolism and pining and ugh short sweet and beautiful. Brilliant relationship study! GOD I'm in my feels again.

speak novels like beat poetry by meidui MASSIVE MASSIVE sucker for Steve's brooklyn accent in fics holy shit yesyesyes and this is just perfect I'm in love, very sweet very AAAAA i love

This is my first reclist I hope I didn't fuck it up bc its so late here right now and- oh shit the sun's just come up, check out all these authors they are so talented and yes there is pattern here I love to be absolutely crushed knocked down and swaddled nicely, I love fics that make me feel so hard man and these writers are amazing, makes me love this fandom youre all very talented dude it inspires me sm

don't let my dumbass rambly summaries fool you these fics are genuine works of art pls I am so in love

[crystcllise]

Hello! Happy birthday! (I may be late but I hope your day was nothing short of fantastic!)

I started reading I Can See You a few weeks ago and OMG I LOVE IT SO MUCH! THANK YOU FOR YOUR AMAZING BRAIN AND WRITING SKILLS! Your fic is canon Scorbus for me and you deserve all the hits, love and praise in the world! Genuinely got so excited listening to the Spotify playlist for the fic (which has been on repeat for me since I found your fic BC you have excellent taste) and Paradise by Carmody started playing because 1) I love love love the song and 2) NEW UPDATE!!

Anyways, I just wanted to let you know how much I appreciate you and show you how your work has impacted a stranger on the other side of the world! Stay slaying my friend 😎

hello!!! you’re the first person to appear in my inbox on here so CONGRATS hahaha!! thank you for the bday wishes! and omg thank you so so much for your kind words for i can see you!!! that means the world to me that you’re enjoying it sm (and that u see it as canon scorbus!!! that’s such a lovely compliment!!!) and i’m so glad you like the playlist!!! it definitely reflects my music taste so ill take that as a massive compliment!!!

much love to you dear reader!!! i appreciate you very much! you’re incredible <3

[analogwriting]

ok I feel a bit weird sending in another message today, but the newest chapters put me in such a killer mood I wanted to read more for him

and I must say??? We need more killer writers pls 😔 I love oneshots, hcs, all that stuff, but where are my longfics??? not to complain (i am), but WHERE IS THE SLOWBURN??

ambrose you are a godsend fr fr… I get so picky with this kind of thing because sometimes i’ll say “Oh I don’t like slowburn THAT much” but the moment I find a good slowburn, I will eat that shit up. I will be HOOKED on my phone for hours at a time and let my work pile up because yeah, these fics have me forgetting I need to sleep

Wish I could give you all the kisses in the world because you really just spoil us with ur amazing writing… ive never felt so blessed by an author before cuz the way the slowburn is so agonizing it has me ripping apart my lungs, my heart aching, myself going insane… I live for it.

Respect to you and other slowburn authors, cuz it takes a lot of work to write one… I always find other law or killer fics and the relationships always feel so rushed 😔 please, law and killer are such slowburn potential characters and i hate to see them act so impulsive in other works. I love how u write tho. So so so much. everything is so slow and i love it

(one day I’ll get to reading your law fanfic…hopefully this weekend)

anyways, me 🤝 number 1 kese hater, next chapters are rlly gonna get me 😭

-long rants anon

first of all, don't feel weird. I love getting asks, replies, or anything. no matter how many times. I eat that shit UP ✋✋

second, FKSKFKEKOD???? got me ugly crying on main frfr with this ask. i literally called my bsf crying 💀 you're so fucking sweet??? im just a funky little guy that had a few dreams and decided to write em out bc fuck it and to know that people are enjoying it that much is so insane to me 😭😭😭

im a sucker for slowburn and would eat that shit for breakfast lunch and dinner if I could. i just never really found it of my favorite characters so i was like "dammit if i want this shit gonna have to make it myself ig" i always felt like the law stories kinda happened to fast as well and i wanted some PINING. and then when I started my killer fic, there was hardly any killer content in general. there seems to be a surge in content for him tho which I am forever excited about my mans deserves it.

like the last time I wrote fanfiction it was a decade ago when I was first starting off high school. (not counting rps n shit with friends that continued forever)

never in a million years did i know people would enjoy it as much as they are and that shit makes me so unbelievably happy. like y'all have no idea. when i say i be giggling and kicking my feet n shit I MEAN IT

like this is me every time I get y'all's comments n shit. like I be giggling and just glowing all day. (it's partially why I just kept the trend of posting updates at night so I can wake up to them nice messages 💅 start the day off RIGHT)

like my head is reeling from this ask and im on cloud nine frfr. you are so fucking sweet and i just want to tuck you in my pocket and keep you safe. like FJSKDKDKS I'm going to be thinking about this all day and probably the rest of the week if not forever 😭😭😭

but seriously, from the bottom of my soul, thank you for this. shit makes my year frfr. ❤️❤️❤️❤️