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ANYWAYS, hi! I am gonna be busy and stuff, so might not be one here in a long while (then you look at my activity and see 7+hrs everyday for the rest of the week...), but setting that aside here's some updates :)
-boifrien :) -hoco dance was amazing -my frien has a crash and burn bf (i dont like him, i hope he leaves soon) -THE HEAT FINALLY WORKS IN MY HOUSE
#update#no one will notice this :')#i cant wait to see him tomorrow#i got a haircut#i wore a cool suit to hoco#with stars and moons tie#the theme of the dance was under the stars#im going crazy with the tags#ooh#i also have cute moon earrings w/ dangle stars :)#took some cute pics as well#but my phone is crap at taking pics#so they're all on my friend's phones#i'll have to ask my teacher for some pics#anyways#waaay to many tags lmao
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Happy Valentines Day to those who are celebrating!
Feel free to send these to your mash-loving valentines!
(And if you want one to say something specific, just let me know and I can try to make it)
#mash#m*a*s*h#mash 4077#Some of these are based on cannonical statements but others aren't#so I'm not sure if they're all in character since I haven't finished the series yet (I'm on season 7) but I've tried my best#Apologies for not doing all of the characters. I couldn't really think of anything for bj radar henry or Charles :(#sorry about the quality too. I did it on my phone and couldn't get it any less pixelated#valentines day cards#valentines day#hawkeye pierce#trapper john mcintyre#margaret houlihan#frank burns#francis mulcahy#father mulcahy#sherman potter#maxwell klinger#I wanted to draw something but I didn't have time to draw make these and knit my friend a gift in time#Wishing all of you happy times!#Reminder that you don't need a romantic partner to enjoy Valentines Day:#go have fun with friends whether irl or online; spend time with your pets; binge your favorite shows#its a day of love so just do something you love!
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how come I love leading class and reading groups and small groups and lectures and conference papers and book clubs
and I HATE leading Women's Bible Study
#the actual leading is i guess fine although i STRUGGLE to actually lead#because they're all older than me and kind of friends and confident#and entirely unused to being steered and led so they just take off chatting and comforting each other#and mostly want to talk about their lives way more than about the topic#also our discussion guide is quite meh#but even worse I think is the texting all week long#i don't want to be constantly getting texts! noise! distraction! everyone checking in about everything!#and i recognize that it's a beautiful support in many ways and stay at home moms are lonely#but also. i can't do ANYTHING without that text thread popping up#feels like there's absolutely no boundaries#and they all have problems they always want to talk about#and this year not only do i have most of my previous women with problems i also have one with some really major issues#that i haven't dealt with personally and i need a lot of wisdom and care in leading her well#i need to change my tires! i need to be able to read on my phone and not be constantly reminded of the people i'm helping!#the only way i've remained stable this long in life is by keeping problems in separate spaces!#sigh. and with that i will go do yoga and get immersed in a conference paper#and not think about problems#(can you tell the time of women approaches me)
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another super self-indulgent chapter 20 / 21 drawing
edgar belongs to jhonen vasquez
scriabin belongs to @zarla-s
#sunny's art#vargas#edgar vargas#scriabin vargas#zarla s#vargas zarla#scriabin#hello and good night#* changes her brush again *#textured brushes for sai2 save me#textured brushes for sai2#save me textured brushes for sai2#this is just a mess of me trying new stuff . i like the result .#well ummm hello . time to ramble about my stuff . you can stop reading this now . if you want#going back to school on tuesday .#drew some other stuff but but they're related to weird crossovers or they're just sketches . i might post them .#this is supposed to be a dump account after all#i've been fine ! holidays were nice and i had many days to rest . got a new phone too .#also my birthday's in idk like 19 days ??? excited !!!#this was so fun to draw#i was just doing this and then my brain said " hey this is like super self-indulgent#but i don't care i enjoy to draw them like this way too much to stop#i'll try to get something else done before going back to school#i want to paint something else for a friend too . . . ugh not enough time !!!!#okay i can't think of anything else bye
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Chapter 69 - Interview with Midoriya
#boku no hero academia#deku#izuku midoriya#bnha#my hero academia#ochaco uraraka#ochaco looks like a goddess and izuku is hacking up his lungs 😭 truly a match made in heaven#the gorgeous bride and the ugly ass groom or something like that idk the actual quote#in all seriousness ochaco is genuinely such a good friend and a good kid i love how she's staying by his side while calling for help#both on the phone calling the police and also calling to people around them to get a pro over there#idk i just value their friendship a lot#they're both such good friends to the people around them. they care so much. they're good kids man#they're good fucking kids
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i am ehehehehehheheh I GOT A DESKTOP!!! YAY!!!
#they say. from their phone.#shh#it spent the last several hours in my car I'm letting it coolbacj down#but!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!#now i cab remove lethal from my laptop and maybe itll not lag so often fjajfjajdj#i DID have to get my friend to force reset it bc i got it from an estate sale lmao#but it was only $57 for the tower abd a keyboard+mouse#and they're all basically brand new#shh ac
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Devastating news: my brother is a normal person. It doesn't run in the family, I'm just a weird freak for no reason
#i'm exaggerating but not that much. my parents are like that because they're in their 50s. they were young adults once#okay so my brother. 18 years of age. just started his fancy higher studies in maths. tiny baby goatee he's not shaving.#went to a friend's week long birthday party in a house in the countryside#made out with a girl there?? apparently???#started drinking alcohol. and has now been going out longer and more frequently and sleeping at other people's places#and bestie. let me tell you. i was never doing any of that shit. in fact i am not doing any of that still and i'm a few years older#i don't go out much. i have like four or five friends at all times tops. i certainly don't come back late or god forbid sleep over#never drunk alcohol (don't want to. i could! i just don't. i'm the sober idiot in the corner when everyone else is drunk)#never kissed anyone or had a partner or anything of the sort#he decided to sleep over at midnight?? with zero preparation??#buddy it would have to be pouring acid rain for me to have an unplanned sleepover#without my toothbrush? my pyjama? my phone charger? my plushies? possibly my own pillow/blanket? be for real#my brother is a normal teenager/young adults with a social life and no weird hangup about romance and alcohol and spontaneity#and i'm some kind of freak i guess. having a normal time#older sister girlfailure forever i suppose. how the fuck do i feel like my younger brother is cooler and more normal than me???#i don't even want to be like that i like myself i thought i left all this stupid unfounded insecurity behind with school!!#arghhhhhh#wow i have a ramble tag now
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you know how people when their life feels like it's falling apart call their mother? I wish I could do that. my mother would only make me feel 1000000 times worse lol
#personal#I wish there was someone who knew things about life I could call#who could tell me hey these things usually work out or like#don't worry there's other things you can try this and that next#or like this is normal#or like it's okay you're doing the right thing#like anything#I have friends but I don't wanna burden them and they're all about my age and know about as much as me or less lol#they swimming in their own shit#I have an older brother who is much less adapted and more childish than me#I have a father who is very nice but has a lot on his plate and doesn't need me crying on the phone it would shake him#and he is older now and I like I feel so guilty for not having my shit together by this point not for the lack of trying#there is just no one to call
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the curse of being the supportive friend when you yourself need support is no one knows what to do when the "strong" one is struggling
#i say strong very loosely bc i am in fact the weakest person in my friend group#but everyone is having such a hard time and i just... don't know who i can go to. they're all handling so much of their own shit#and it's like yeah i'm ALSO handling a lot of their own shit bc as i said. supportive friend. listening friend.#i just feel like i can't pile on to THEM even though they all pile on to ME y'know?#i need to get better at setting boundaries for myself but i just want to be there for my friends and don't know how to say no to them#i just don't know what to do. i'm home alone and i'm scared and overwhelmed and just need someone to support me#but nobody is in town. and a phone call really just won't cut it right now i need a fucking hug#em's ponderings
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currently all i want in my life is to have a reference librarian job at a library where nobody is doing weirdo power grab stuff/acting like sixth graders who don't want me at their lunch table. this desire feels pathetic to me & also probably wouldn't work anyway because i am incapable of showing up to a library but i immediately am like "i am CONCERNED! about the STATE of the FIELD!" and am constantly brimming with painfully earnest & deeply felt opinions. which is cringe, obviously, and also annoying to others. but in my defense the state of the field is fuckin bad. anyway. one simply should not dream of labor. etc.
#irredeemable whining#talked to my friend who's a youth librarian in fl*rida on the phone & her library director's whole strategy is to hope#that the right-wing elected officials who are doing evil culture wars bullshit & cutting services#will simply forget about the library. like if they just keep their heads down no one will get mad at them#so they're making all kinds of quiet concessions & really encouraging staff to be like. timid. no pride displays no juneteenth#& the problem here is that the right-wing project is to destroy social infrastructure; to privatize public goods#so they must inevitably encounter the library! the pride stuff for some is an excuse; for the rest no appeasement is possible#short of completely removing queer perspectives from the stacks. which would be difficult because they employ queer librarians!#the library is an inevitable target or it wasn't doing anything worthwhile. they're either going to wreck it or it was already nothing.#& we are not organized to respond we do not have a powerful counternarrative we do not have a plan. it's fucked#so you know. grounds 4 concern etc.
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Hi... 🫶🏻
#there's... a lot... going on for me rn and i wish i had time to edit and waste time with my beloved mutuals on the dash but i don't atm#but i miss all of my friends in my phone so i had to come say hi#i will resume requests the second i have a chance bc they're so fun for me to do 🫡#but ily mwah#i hate that i've gone mia twice already this year 😔#but life is gonna life ig#bex.text
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Fellow Psych enjoyer!! Im watchin psych at this very moment lol, i know its a tough question bc i dont even have a definitive answer but like, what's your favorite episode?
hmmm well i did very much enjoy the episode where Lassiter & Henry bond over fishing... i also like the episode where Shawn gets kidnapped & ends up on top of a moving car <3
#ive seen some episodes out of order#since my friend used choice ones to get me interested lol (it very much worked!)#but i only started watching it all the way through yesterday#so im only on season 2 :/#i also loved the one i just watched - the counterfeiting episode! twas funny#but really since im binging the show they're all kinda blending together lmao#And its mostly on as background so there are some where i have no idea what happened or what it was about#rambles from the bog#tbh a lot of the time watching it#i find myself sitting here and going: man. if it was made pretty much the exact same way just with today's climate#it wouldve been even fucking funnier#bc obviously the humor in the show is kinda Dated! there's a lot of times where im sitting here going 'oh that was bad taste'#or 'oh that would Not fly today'#but it is a really good show#easier to enjoy when you understand the era it was made in & accept that there's gonna be unsavory bits#honestly its interesting! im on s.2 which was released in 2007 i think#and i believe i was like... around five years old? i dont really remember Living the time period!#so its interesting to see! its a whole different range of slang and american culture & tech!#all i really remember is the phones... i remember the awe when someone at school turned up with a touchscreen#they were pretty fuckin new so they were expensive & my parents could afford one#so my first phone was your average flip phone. it served its purpose! i loved listening to the ringtones! that was my spotify <3#anyway wait fuck what were we talking about#OH RIGHT PSYCH. um. yes🤝#i dont like shawn's dad! lassiter is probably my favorite! i may have a crush on juliet! shawn is the most bishrekxual man i have ever seen#gus deserves better & more screen time! the whole show is just really good#*old man voice* they just dont make em like they used to....#said both positively and negatively. some aspects are good they're gone. other aspects... sigh
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damn today has been a shitty day but in a subtle way where i'm not like actively in a bad mood or anything i'm just like "wow!! a lot of inconveniences are occurring!!! that's much more than average"
#woke up at 5am bc of a fire alarm (actually idk if it was a fire alarm or some other kind of building alarm??? all i know is it was loud)#suitemate jokingly made fun of me for going outside rather than staying in the suite during the alarm#''you know it's gonna be nothing'' ok sure but also even if it is nothing why would you willingly sit in a echoey common room#with a loud high pitched alarm going off???#a person who i really like talking to deleted instagram and i realized too late that i don't have any other contact info for them#so now i just have to hope they're coming back soon so they can see my phone number i sent them#and my current roommate (who i'm not close with but is very nice albeit a bit shy) is switching to another room in the suite#so she can live with her friend. and no one's taking her place which would be an objectively good outcome i much prefer a single room#but it still makes me a bit insecure bc everyone in this suite is one big friendgroup and i'm just a random person who got place in here#idk i think i should just try to take a nap i haven't slept since the alarm this morning#i have a bellini zoom planned for tomorrow so i already know that's gonna be better lmao
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#im about to FREAK OUT bcs of my boss#like yes i'm so thankful and happy to be employed. really.#but my boss is so#it feels like he's never doing anything.... he's only in the office max 2 days per week and idk#hes just very strange#but the worst thing is that he just takes his own work and dumps it on me#which is fine in some ways! like i sometimes just sit around with no work to do#so then it's good to have something to do#but today... not only did i already have a shit ton of work to do but#he tells me to book a hotel for a conference they're having ?? and that's not even near what's in my work description??????#(i basically just do numbers rn. i sit with spreadsheets and move numbers around and stuff like that)#and the worst part is that he told me i cant email them... i must call........#and i get that this sounds super silly to those who don't have a fear of speaking on the phone but#it makes me freak the f out#i cant even talk on the phone with my parents. or my brother. or a friend. like genuinely just no i cant#it brings out so so much anxiety in me#i get dizzy just thinking about it#and again this is really really not even similar to anything in my job description ???? i wouldn't have signed up if i knew i had to do thi#and when i have things that i need to do but i physically cant then my brain just goes into pause mode and i don't do anything at all#instead of doing one of the many things i *could* do (like write an email anyway)#there's just no way im gonna be able to call but idk what my boss is gonna think if i mail.... because he specifically said that i must cal#rrGGG im just so frustrated!!!!!#and i needed to get this out.... soz for the rant#i just think i would cry (genuinely) if i were to make that call#alSO BECAUSE THE INSTRUCTION IS SO UNCLEAR LIKE ALWAYS WITH THIS GUY#I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO DO#gonna go drink a lot of water so i dont cry now 👍 sorry bye
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it's been one day and cellboier have already seem to have found their spot next to each other, like in the majority of pictures so far roier has been to cellbit's left and cellbit to roier’s right that's the type of consistency you get from years of irl knowing another person they make me so unwell
#can confirm because me and one of my best friends are like that#and by majority i mean literally all of them except for the one where they're looking down at the phone with quacks#so. just to give an idea of how unwell they make me#gotta keep an eye out to future pictures to see if the consistency stands but i think it will. they're insufferable like that#qsmp#cellboier#the great brazil meetup#sorry going insane looking at the photos every ten minutes
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making a linocut and i got so excited about it that i just had to show y'all before cutting a single thing lol.
#having so many chosen family feels lately... i'm doing really well and i just really love my neighbours and my friends!!!!!#yes i will spell it the british way forever#sketch#linocut#lino carving#also yes my phone camera has an unfortunate case of “i'm so old and so bad all the pictures i take look like they're from 2011” disease#it's incurable
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