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fundielicious-simblr ยท 2 years
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(Adalynn's POV)(Here's their love story with all the details and flowery language ๐Ÿ˜‚)
Mason and I recently celebrated our 12 year wedding anniversary, these past 12 years have gone by so fast that I find it hard to believe myself. Every year on our anniversary we dress up and head to our favourite restaurant to eat and just enjoy some time with one another. It's always such a wonderful trip down memory lane whenever I think of the way the Lord orchestrated things for us to end up together. Mason's mum comes over to help put the boys to bed while we're out, the older boys have been a great help at this as every year goes by. I work with them on their school work and music lessons during the day, whilst that's happening I'm prepping dinner for them so that all Angie has to do is reheat it it. Aaron will come over to do nightly devotions with the boys as well, it's something that Mason and I try to do daily with them when we can, so it's wonderful that his parents have it as a priority as well. (AN: Aaron and Angie are Masonโ€™s parents)
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Our families were friends and had met at family camp, and Mason and I had known each other for a while, but as we got older we stayed in our individual friend groups and were only together in large mixed groups. I was 20 when my parents approached me and told me that Mason has expressed interest in starting a courtship (this was after I'd shared my heart with my mother about taking notice in him), his family came over for Easter and that was that! Being the oldest and first to court, it was a new season of life for my entire family that took a bit of time to get used to. At the time my buddies were Charles, Parker, and Ashton, (who were all under the age of 5 at this point) so they came along on dates with us whenever Mason would come into Newcrest to see me. Mason was so gracious and gave each of the kids his undivided attention whenever they'd come and chat with him. All the other kids were totally enamoured with this guy who had the potential to be their first brother-in-law. Whenever he'd come over it was always a big affair with everyone wanting to sit and chat with him, and church wasn't any different. I'm happy that my parents made sure we got time to chat just us two (with a chaperone a healthy distance away of course) or else I'd never have gotten a chance to talk to him properly! ๐Ÿ˜‚
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Obviously we were able to get to know each other better, because a few months later we got engaged I was absolutely over the moon. Mason came into Newcrest and took me out to dinner with his sister Molly as our chaperone. She'd been our chaperone for the entire relationship whenever they'd come into town, she'd usually chill with whichever sibling of mine was also coming on the date with us. I appreciate that she was always there because it helped me get closer to her and develop my own friendship with her, she would become my only sibling-in-law, whereas Mason was gaining 12, so I was able to focus all my time and effort in getting to know her.
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We had saved holding hands for engagement, and our first kiss for marriage, and what a kiss that was! Since we were both the first kids in our families to get married it was very much an family affair with everyone in both families being heavily involved in wedding planning. From the moment we got back to my house after getting engaged, the kids at home had made a cute banner and Angie and my mum gifted me a personalised wedding planner so that I could jump into wedding planning immediately. Wedding planning flew by so fast, from planning the food, to getting all the invitations out, to getting everything for the wedding party prepared. I wore my mother's wedding dress, so I had to have it altered to fit me, which thankfully wasn't much of a process. We got married at my granddaddy's church that my father is the pastor of, which is something I had always dreamed of
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Fast forward to the present day, 12 years and 8 boys later we couldn't be more in love. Through every season of life that we pass through, I'll always thank the Lord for having Mason be the person I do life with. I canโ€™t wait to be old and grey, watching our children and grandchildren, and maybe even great-grandchildren playing around us - if the Lord wills it ofcourse.
(AN: Happy New Year! It definitely took me a lot longer than expected to get my queue to a place where I was happy. I started working my first job last autumn so it was a steep learning curve learning how to divide my time up now that a chunk of it was being spent at the office. There will be posts every other day, purely so the posts Iโ€™ve got queued donโ€™t run out that quickly. I need to dedicate time to restructuring the navigation and info pages for the blog, as I started in the summer but never managed to finish. Hopefully you guys havent forgotten all about the characters, because itโ€™ll be a bit until the various info pages are up and running ๐Ÿ˜‚)
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713-4th-ward-g ยท 8 months
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#idk i kind of find it fucked up that my dad thinks it was a bad idea to tell me about his life insurance plan#he told my mom โ€œ you think it was a good idea telling him ? you know people kill people for itโ€#almost if not is insinuating that i would do something like that#idk to me it speaks volumes on how he views me as a person to think i would even think of such a thing#it bothers me to think he would think id do that i definitely dont get along with the dude but i wouldn't do that ๐Ÿ˜‚#like you really think that low of me ๐Ÿ˜‚ bruh that shit is sad to me#i absolutely hated him when i was growing up; literally had everyone walking on eggshells#you literally quite literally couldn't say anything to him or he would get aggressively mad#literally so mad that his screams alone would make my ears ring and hed throw stuff around in his little shed#i would be so scared as a kid helping him with a car maintenance or anything around the house cause any inconvenience#would have the man screaming at me when I've done nothing but try and help and cuss me out for the thing he fucked up something#for years i couldn't hang out with my classmates outside of school near my house without him cussing at me and screaming at me to go home#if he saw me with them at the abandoned next door neighbors house he would literally scream at me and cuss at me to get in the fucking house#and would grab my arm and push me inside; i was just in middle school at the time and ive already been through so much mental abusive#i would get blaimed for anything he did wrong when i would try to help him fix something around the house and it wasnt my fault#screaming and cussing at me calling me fucking stupid in Spanish i hated him so much his excuses are work had him so stressed out#like if that excuses him for taking his stress out on my sister and i; its absolute bullshit the man he is now is just a toned down version#thats why when he did it again not long ago it triggered me so much it brought back so many horrible memories i didnt want to remember#he didnt even apologize to me he just told my mom he was embarrassed and didnt know what got over him like that's an excuse to scream#and cuss at everyone who had nothing to do with him fucking up the wall he had no reason of cutting and cutting a pipe in the process#he was cussing at me saying i dont want to be critique ๐Ÿคฃ like dawg all i was only giving him options to fix the problem#he took that as critiquing and he fucking exploded cussing and screaming in Spanish i was sure we were about to fight again#it wouldn't be the first time ive fought him before when i was a teenager cause he would scream at my mom and grandma#and i would stand up for them and just for that he would throw hands with a 13 year old me a 15 year old me a 16 17 amd 18 year old me#he was a horrible person and i hate it when people tell me he was a good person there that he was a good father cause he provided for my mom#like if thay excuses the abuse he put my sister and i through like fuck that dude he had not right hitting my sister in the face#and mentally abusing us its absolute bullshit and i still have not gotten over my childhood#literally the worst time of my life was my whole childhood for every good time i had there were 10 times more negative shit that happened#so i find it funny that he'd think i would kill him ๐Ÿคฃ for his insurance money i dont want his stupid money#he really thinks that low of me and it's quite sad honestly
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nerdie-faerie ยท 1 year
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I've got a gap between tenancies so I'm going home inbetween and apparently most of my co-workers didn't know and I didn't know how you bring it up but I think responding to them asking if I'm in tomorrow with 'no, this is my last shift for a month ๐Ÿ˜Š' got the funniest reactions
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thekingofwinterblog ยท 2 months
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Man I wish your MHA prediction came true, cause, no spoilers, but the truth is so bad๐Ÿ˜‚
atleast its finallly over... never reading a series when it hasnt finished serialisation again๐Ÿ˜‚
It's not even a BAD manga ending... i have seen BAD manga endings before, i know how they look like.
No, what MHA's final chapter is, is a NOTHING Ending. An ending where it is so, PAINFULLY obvious that the Mangaka or his editor did not want to piss anyone off, or take risks in general, that for a whole host of characters, there is NO closure, or even worse, it negates what came before.
so, its not like there is nothing good about the chapter, as i like shoji's big declaration, and the fact that japans society is changing to help people deal with the quirks withouth having to become heroes... but other than that, even the stuff i liked had major caveats.
But by far the biggest issue is that there are so many characters who got NO closure for their respective relationships, and it is stupidly obvious why, and who.
and since this question was prompted by Aizawa and his development, lets start with mic and Aizawa.
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This picture right here encapsulates how Aizawa has changed. This is where he was always planned to end up. It is his natural end point compared to where he started off his story. Having turned into a much more caring man, who helped Aoyama rise above his flaws and change for the better rather than the brutal and spartan teacher he was at the start.
Or as his Ex Girlfriend would have put it has learned the value of "A household where the laughter never ends.".
However, the problem is we get no chapter, or even an ATTEMPT at giving him any form of closure where this change is encapsulated, the way we got with Endeavor, spinner, and Uraraka.
And thats a problem, because it wasnt ONLY hjis character who was tied to this hypotetical chapter for closure.
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The closure of the ENTIRE idiot trio from the previous generation, alive and dead was dependent upon whatever Hori had planned for this hypotetical epilogue chapter before he or his editor chickened out, leaving Kurogiri's death in the climax with NO sense of aftermath behind it, coming and going, and frankly feeling like an aftertought rather than the sad ending to the tragic tale of the man who died too soon.
It also leaves Mic the single worst off, because while Aizawa at the very least had his character development to fall back on as a final point, even if he didnt get a closure chapter or moment, Mic gets NOTHING.
and that's a big problem, because as im going to go over in my big analysis of the man, Mic's entire deal is that while Aizawa developed in a terrible, negative reaction to his buddy's death, Mic's reaction was to stop developing at all.
His entire life after the tragedy is being a background character in everyone else's life, the DJ who always tries to make everyones day brighter, but has no actual ambitions, dreams or goals of his own.
thats why he clings so desperately to his memories of highschool, because unlike everyone else from that time, those memories are all he has. Even Aizawa managed to have a girlfriend at some point, an actual relationship, that though it crashed and burned had meaning. Mic doesnt even have that.
He is the ultimate sad clown, who pretends to himself that he hasnt wasted his life, by embracing a role as a literal supporting character, that his teachers suggested he would turn out to be.
In other words, his role in a chapter dealing with the epilogue of the trio, would certainly have been to finally, actually begin living his own life again.
but withouth that, there is nothing to suggest he managed to change. he will just continue to waste his life, thinking he'll never be able to create great new times for himself, rather than actually living his life and making new, best moments of his life.
i might be more annoyed about Aizawa not getting that final closure with Miss Joke, but there is no questions that Mic got an even worse deal with the narrative than Aizawa.
He remained a background character to the very end.
he's not the only one though.
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You know who else never got closure? The Iida brothers.
We NEVER got to see how Tensei reacted to his brother not only taking up his mantle, but actually surpassing him and all his deeds during the climax.
Tenya's great ambition was to become a great hero to live up to his brother, and we didnt get to see any of his family members reaction to him actually achieving this dream.
As for other members of class 1-A...
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Hey, quick question for anyone who read this story, Did you think Mina and Kirishima's character stories ended with these two, small, not given very much importance panels?
No?
Well fuck you, youre wrong! this is where both of their characters ends. their relationship, and their character arcs in general ended here, and they get no closure whatsoever.
and finally we move unto Izuku and the bigger problem with him and where he ended up.
Starting with him becoming a non powered hero, using tech.
Okay, not a BAD ending... But i feel like... maybe... there was a plan for something with that. Maybe... Maybe something that happened, and would have eased his character into using tech, rather than All Might just showing up with it after he's been a salary man for 3 years... Maybe something that was foreshadowed for years, and years.... Oh right.
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Izuku losing his lower arms.
Like, looking back, it is painfully clear that Izuku was originally meant to lose his arms for good, before the editor(as he did with bakugo's death) put the kibash on that.
I like the idea... but there was a much better and more logical road to him becoming Iron Man with him having to use robotic hands in the epilogue. it would also be the logical outcome of all that foreshadowing, and was probably the original idea before it was deemed too gruesome.
However, thats a missed what if.
And if you have read the final chapter, you know it's not the BIG issue with this chapter. The SINGLE biggest problem with this ending, that is going to haunt it forever afterwards.
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The complete sinking of Izuku x ochako by making it clear izuku has no regular contact with his former classmates, and ending the story withouth anything to suggest these two hooked up at all.
Now, im going to be very blunt, and very clear, before i tear this entire ship sinking to bits.
I didn't like Izuku x ochako.
At all.
I thought it was boring, too drawn out, and i didnt find much enjoyment as a ship from their interactions. in fact i would say i found izuku to have better chemistry with pretty much every other female character he ever interacted with.
Izuocha is the epitomy of a safe shonen battle couple. pure, boring vanilla.
I want to get that out of the way, before i really delve into why the way Hori just... torpedoed this ship because he didnt want to deal with the aftermath, was such a slap in the face.
Lets start with the most obvious problem.
It was all a waste of time.
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every single moment of shiptease, and uraraka pining after izuku...
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was one...
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gigiantic...
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Waste of fucking time.
I didnt like reading about this couple. But i cannot make the claim the story was not building up towards it.
it spent the vast majority of it's story building towards this couple, and in the last 3 chapters it devoted two of them to seemingly resolving this couple's story, and setting up for the next step... that never fucking came.
meaning that every little bit of ship tease these two had was a joke, a waste of time, it didnt mean anything in the grand scheme of things.
It was one of the most annoying parts of this manga to read through, and to my absolute fury and disguist i was fucking -vindicated.
It was an objective, waste of fucking time that could have been devoted to ANYTHING ELSE! It could have been devoted to another, better pairing, more character development for 1-A, Inko, the league of Villains, ANYTHING!
If the story was not going to end up with these two, there were plenty of ways to do that too, like having Uraraka's decision not to confess backfire as izuku moved on and hooked up with Mei, or melissa, or anyone else! or maybe just have izuku have moved past her an her ending up being friendzoned because she didnt make a move early enough! Or maybe have Uraraka realize she was gay after everything with Toga!
Again, ANYTHING ELSE would have been preferable.
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instead, even at the very end, even when the following pages kills the pairing dead, Hori STILL tries to shipbait these two!
fuck off.
2. Making Urarak look shallow through the worst fucking timing in the world.
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so, here is a question for you.
if you were going to ultimately choose not to go through with izuku x ochako, when would be the worst, possible timing to do it?
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because i sure cant think of any point worse, than during a timeskip, where izuku's quirk ultimately went away, leaving him powerless and a common working man for 3 years afterwards.
Now this is obviously not meant to be the actual reason in universe for why this pairing didnt happen... but the implication is there...
And it wouldnt have been, if Hori had actually had Izuku turn her down in one of the previous chapters.
but because he decided to chicken out of any and all romance to not get any shipper blowback, through the safest way possible, it's there.
It's ugly, and it's cruel, and it's mostly implication... but it is there.
3. It makes Uraraka's entire character growth with Toga WASTED.
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So Toga's part of her and Uraraka's storyline is obvious.
The girl who was looking for someone, anyone who would want to understand her finally found somebody who would, and she decided to give it all for that person.
in uraraka, she finally got what she could not get in the league, amongst her old friends, or anyone else.
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No the problem is not with that side of their shared development.
The problem with this is that it completely wastes Uraraka's side of this equation.
The thing that Uraraka envied about Toga, was her ability to smile as she wanted, uncaring about how the world might think of her, something the shy uraraka deeply wished she could do too.
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Ultimately, as presented in the final war arc, her develoment from this relationship was her finally learning to be honest, to embrace doing what she wanted to do.
She wanted to reach out a genuine hand in compassion to Toga despite EVERYTHING, and so she did. uncaring about what the world might have thought.
FInally she could be who she wanted to be. the girl who had been defined so long about keeping her love and more emberassing feelings under wrap no longer cared about being judged for them.
It's a very beautiful moment.
Man... It sure would SUCK if later uraraka completely backtracked, was never able to tell her crush her actual feelings, and instead it went absolutely nowhere, meaning she reverted back to the same person she had always been. that she never really grew past this flaw of herself she disliked.
That would really, really suck, and cheapen her entire character climax from the final war arc.
Man, that would suck.
It would suck even more, if the reason that happened, was due to the author not wanting to piss off the shippers that shipped the target of her affection with his former abuser and bully who tried to get him to kill himself.
This was a terrible way to end the series, not due to directly sucking, the way Attack on Titan, or bleach's endings did... but instead due to committing SO HARD to resolving NOTHING, that it flipped all the way around to being INFURIATING in how much it REFUSED to give ANY character who's final resolution would probably have involved shipping, that its pisses you off, because it means that everything that these characters were building towards had no resolution.
The only real exception was Iida, and in his case its just obviously clear that Hori just did not care to give him a climax. for everyone else though?
Hori's decision to not wanting to go through what Kishimoto went through after Naruto's final chapter might be understandable, but it also means that his already rocky final arc ended wastly lesser in quality than it could have.
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raffe156 ยท 2 years
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Late Night admin
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Pairing - Price X Tank X Ghost
Summary - A team night out turns into more, is 3 really a crowd?
Warnings - Smut (18+) Voyeurism, Language, alcohol, Age gap Price (39) Tank (25) Ghost (36) SoftDom!Price, public sex, praise kink, fingering, Hair pulling, Oral (M receiving), P in V, unsafe sex, Ghost being a little simp for Tank
AN- Well, this was meant to be smut without plot...well, I failed at that.. not 100% happy with it, but we'll see what you guys think. It doesnโ€™t tie in with the Your captain series- this is an AU in which dr Helen never even crossed Prices mind, Tank never left for Squad 8 โ€ฆso a better universe ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ
It's kind of filth/heartfelt. Also I know Kyle has moves no one can tell me otherwise, haha ๐Ÿ˜‚
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Call of duty characters, Only Tank
๐Ÿ’– As always, feedback welcome! It only results in me getting more stuff out - p.s Iam working on Breakaway state part 3 don't worry ๐Ÿ˜˜
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โ€œWhat?โ€
โ€œNo nothingโ€ฆyou look good kidโ€ฆyou sure you donโ€™t want my jacket?โ€ Price was already removing it from his shoulders.
โ€œNo im good, Iโ€™m literally in jeans and a T-shirtโ€ฆโ€ You looked down at yourself, but the comment still boosted your ego, but Prices opinion was biased at the best of times he told you you looked stunning with dirt, grime and gun oil on your face!
โ€œYeh but you look goodโ€ฆis that one of my T-shirts? Have you knotted it at the back?โ€
โ€œNoโ€ฆits an old oneโ€ฆโ€ you made for the door out of his office knowing full well it wasnt an old one and it was infact the very same top he had worn earlier today.
โ€œTankโ€ฆIf that has my name on the labelโ€ฆโ€
โ€œIt doesnโ€™t want me to take it off and show you?โ€
โ€œYes actuallyโ€ฆโ€ He smirked knowing full well it was his. You scoffed he wasnt daft, for a start it did have his name on the label and smelt of cigars and his aftershave.
โ€œI thought you wouldnโ€™t mind, and besides if I smell like another man then guys wonโ€™t try and grind up on me in the club! Itโ€™s a win winโ€ฆMe and Kyle can dance in peace with out you and Ghost kicking heads inโ€ you rested your hand on his chest. He didnโ€™t know you were going to a club. Shit.
โ€œA club? I thought it was a pub?โ€
โ€œNeed to get your hearing checked already? How very sexy Johnโ€ you motioned for him to leave his office, he followed reluctantly.
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As you an Price entered the club the music hit you vibrating through your body. You turned to look back at your Captain he looked annoyed already, it was too many people for him. That an the doorman had asked you for ID at the same time the other had told Price the pub was down the road. As you manoeuvred through the crowd of bodies you reached back for his hand and laced your fingers into his giving them a little squeeze and a wink. He smiled, thats all he needed, but he did feel abit daft, this place wasnt like the dive clubs he had gone to as a teen, it was fancy and he much preferred the pub, the doorman had said one was down the road he wondered if he could talk at least Ghost into joining him leaving the โ€˜youngstersโ€™ to the clubbing.
โ€œTANK!โ€
You spotted Kyle waving to you from across the room, you tugged on Price's hand leading him through the crowd. Ghost and Soap were sat in the private booth you and Kyle had booked. You canโ€™t even remember when you had booked it but you were both definitely drunk when you did, never again were you being left in charge of team nights out. Soap jumped up he looked almost shocked to see Price, but then these days where ever you were Price wasn't far behind.
โ€œCaptain! Tank! Nice of you to join usโ€ He slapped Price on the back.
Ghost moved up for Price to sit beside him handing him a drink, it wasn't top shelf like they were use to but it would do as he did he gave you the quick once over, he always did, he noted that you were wearing Price's Tshirt he knew because the sleeves were much wider than one that was your size, the knot on the back making it tight and hug you just right and also the Cigar smoke and aftershave were a dead giveaway.
Before Price could tell you to sit down next to him, you and Kyle had already made your way to the Dance floor, he shook his head smiling he loved when you were like thisโ€ฆhappyโ€ฆhaving a good time there wasnโ€™t much time for that in your line of workโ€ฆeven if it wasn't his scene he was happy he came just to see you laughing and dancing andโ€ฆ..were you not wearing a bra? How had he not noticed that back at the base? Fuck sake! He would be having words later, he wasn't the only one who had noticed, it was the first thing Ghost had clocked when you had walked up to them, he watched as your tits bounced with every movement and the way you swayed your hips had him shifting in his seat to rearrange his jeans. Price was a lucky man. Taking a sip of his drink he noticed Price was also watching you, Ghost was probably the only one who knew that you guys had been fucking for a few weeks now, he had caught you two at it late one night in Priceโ€™s office, Price had looked entranced by you falling apart under him, Ghost had wanted to be apart of that , he wanted to be the reason you crumbled wanted to feel you under himโ€ฆbut he simply observed replaying it back later in his bunk. After that he had watched you both a few more times he tracked your habits knew what words were code for you two getting together. โ€œNeed a had with some paperwork tonight Tank, you mind?โ€ You neverminded, thats what Ghost found so alluring, you never said no to your Captain, complete obedience, as he always said โ€œGood soldiers, follow ordersโ€ and you were the best little soldier he knew. It made him jealous, he wanted you wrapped around him, he wanted just a taste of what you and Price had even if he had to share.
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You an Kyle had been dancing for what seemed ages, your skin numb from the beat. You noticed Price and Ghost in deep conversation.
โ€œWhat do you think they are taking about!โ€ You tired to shout in Kyles ear. He was 7 tequilas in so he hadnโ€™t noticed them looking over as much.
โ€œWho Price and Ghost? How would I knowโ€ฆthe good old days probably hahaha ohh no this is a banger of a tune!โ€ You had lost him now. You looked back over to the booth, Soap was ordering more drinks and trying to chat up the waitress who to be fair looked interested. Ghost was now in Priceโ€™s ear, you made eyes at Price he just gave you a wink. You had a feeling you were the topic of conversation.
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โ€œHad much paper work this week Captain?โ€ Ghost finished his drink. Price side eyed him, He knew Ghost had been watching you and him for the last few weeks, he wasnt daft Ghost thought he was smart but Price was smarter.
โ€œYou know what I have, Tank has been a massive help, donโ€™t know what id do with out herโ€ฆโ€
โ€œYehhh shes a good girl our Tankโ€ฆthinking of asking her if she wants some one on one sparring sessionsโ€ฆperfect her hand to hand combat skillsโ€ฆโ€ Ghost signaled the waitress for another round.
โ€œHmmm you can always ask, sheโ€™s pretty busy most days with me or Kyleโ€ฆbut you can only ask cant you?โ€ Price gulped his drink in one.
โ€œYeh I noticed shes always busy with you, not so much Kyleโ€ฆbut I was thinking more of a late night class, I think sheโ€™d be up for itโ€ฆyou could even join inโ€ฆgive us a few pointers If you get what I meanโ€ฆthats only If Tank is good with it?โ€
Price narrowed his eyes, was Ghost suggesting what he thought he was? Bold moveโ€ฆeven though he didnโ€™t like the thought of sharing you with him, Price did like the idea of putting him in his place he had no doubt Ghost would be good to you, but not like he was, it would be nice to take him down a notch or two, he had noticed him sniffing around you and it was becoming tiresome. Price glanced over at you, he wondered if youโ€™d even be up for it, He beckoned you over.
You were being summoned, you tapped Kyle to signal you were going to get your drink from the booth, he nodded he was in full rave mode. The heat from all the bodies was suffocating, it wasnt till you emerged out and into the booth did you realise how warm it had been in there, your skin was shiny with sweat. Price patted the seat in between him and Ghost, both men hardly budge up, it was a tight squeeze. You sat down sipping your drink. Cosy.
โ€œHaving fun kid?โ€ Price handed you and Ghost a shot as you downed the drink in your hand.
โ€œThanks and yehโ€ฆwhatโ€™s up?โ€ You were on alert now, this was the first time in weeks these two looked like they were getting on? Something was going on?
โ€œWe have a little proposal for you loveโ€ Ghost leaned back in his seat his arms on the back of the booth, legs spread wide.
โ€œOh yeah? An what would that be?โ€ You took Prices drink from him, swishing it before knocking it backโ€ฆnot his usual grade but it went down a treat. Price gave you alittle smirk, you caught on fast no beating around the bush with you. His clever girl.
โ€œWellโ€ฆMe and Ghoat have been talking andโ€ฆโ€ Price handed you another shot.
โ€œIs this about Ghost watching us have sex in your office? Because I know about thatโ€ฆI clocked him about 3 weeks agoโ€ฆWhats up LT you not been able to get it out of your head? The Captain is good at what he doesโ€ฆโ€ You took the shot and followed it with another. Both men looked at eachother in disbelief. Ghost rolled his eyes.
โ€œWhat do you mean you knew? You knew he was watching us the whole time?โ€ Price leaned forward. He couldnโ€™t believe you hadnt said anything.
โ€œYehโ€ฆI thought it was something you two had arranged? I thought thats what the whole song and dance with โ€˜Need a hand doing some paper workโ€™ was about? I thought it was code for Me and Tank are gonna be at it in my office Ghostโ€ you gave a thumbs up to demonstrate. Ghost started laughing it was a sound you only heard on the rare occasion something really tickled him.
โ€œSo how about it then Tankโ€ฆMe you and the Captain? You up for itโ€ He rested his hand on your thigh leaning in close enough you could smell his aftershave, it was peppery and dark it sent shivers up your spine. Price slid his hand up the back of your top spreading his fingers out on your back it only intensified the goosebumps.
โ€œWhat do you think Boss?โ€ You glanced round to Price giving him a cheeky grin? Price was hooked.
โ€œYeh I don't mind a little bit of audience participation if you dont kid, what time we leaving?โ€ He snaked his hand round to your chest palming your breast in his rough hand. Ghost watched as you melted into Price's Touch.
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It had been a mad struggle to convince Soap not to bring the waitress back to the base with you in the end Ghost had paid her to walk away. He had better things to be doing.
Once back at the base you said your good nights and headed to your side of the base, Soap helped Kyle to their shared room, but Ghost hung back.
โ€œYou not coming LT?โ€ Soap wanted help with the very drunk Kyle.
โ€œIm sure you can manage Johnnyโ€ฆIm gonna have a proper drink with Priceโ€ฆneed to get the taste of shit bourbon out my mouthโ€
Soap nodded picking Kyle back up from the floor half carrying him half dragging.
โ€œDonโ€™t let him swallow his tongue!โ€ Price yelled after them.
Once they were out of ear shot Price turned to the lieutenant.
โ€œSome ground rules Ghostโ€ฆyou donโ€™t cum inside her I donโ€™t care how good it feelsโ€ฆshe likes it rough but nothing visible, lastly if she says stop you stopโ€
Ghost nodded why did he feel nervous? Heโ€™d imagined this hundreds of times, he followed Price to your room.
โ€œOh one more thingโ€ฆeven in here Iโ€™m still your Captain so what I say goesโ€
Price knocked before letting himself in to your room, Ghost right behind him.
Without a word Price moved in on you in two strides pressing his body to yours cupping your face, pulling you into a deep kiss. Ghost watched on as Price unbuttoned your jeans pulling them down and helping you step out of them. He didnโ€™t know when he should join in he waited for the go ahead.
Price sat you on the end of the bed, his hand stroking the top of your head.
โ€œThought you wanted to join in Ghost?โ€ Price called back to him, never taking his eyes off yours. That was his invite.
They both towered over you but you didnโ€™t care, you had already started working on unbuckling Prices belt. Ghost was already shifting his jeans down to rest on his hips.
โ€œSteady on sweetheartโ€ฆโ€ Price stopped your hands, pulling his cock out for you. Ghost steadily stroking away. The site of them both made you ache. Ghost was exactly how you imagined, Price steered you head in his direction pressing his tip to your lips.
โ€œOpen wide for me loveโ€ Price stroked your cheek tenderly. You did as you where told and wrapped your mouth around him softly licking the underside of his head. You looked up at him as he slid further down your throat. The sight caused Ghost to let out a low growl.
โ€œThatโ€™s a good girlโ€ฆโ€ Price looped his hand up into your hair. You could feel Ghost getting impatient, but you looked to Price for permission, he nodded. You reached out your hand to grab him. He sighed at the softness of your hand on his cock you stroked him but he was eager to have your mouth around him as well. You pulled away from Price leaving a string of spit and took Ghost in your mouth, you could feel the corners of your mouth split as you tried to take him in. Christ, he was big, you tried your hardest but you gagged and pulled your head away gasping.
They looked at each other amused then back at you, like a pair of bullies that had their victim cornered.
โ€œEasy nowโ€ฆlets not get carried away eh?โ€ Price cupped your face letting your recover.
โ€œLay back for meโ€ฆโ€ you did as you were told, the butterflies in your stomach more of a flurry now. Price crouched infront of you his mouth an inch away from your opening you could feel his warm breath. You looked down at his handsome face his eyes a liquid blue you willed him to touch you. The heat from his tongue as it slipped in caused a little groan to escape from you.
โ€œPleaseโ€ฆfingersโ€ฆpleaseโ€ you begged him.
โ€œSo impatientโ€ฆbut seeing as you asked politelyโ€ฆโ€ Price could rarely say no to you, he pushed two fingers in his tongue still flat against your clit, you could feel his beard scratching your inner thighs but you liked it always did. He lazily curled his fingers up inside you, as you rolled your head back you locked eyes with Ghost. He moved closer to you, his hand falling to stroke the top of your head all the filthy things he wanted to do to you caused a stampede in his mind. Price stopped and turned his attention to Ghost. He was getting impatient as well Price wasn't a cruel man but Ghost needed to learn his place when it came to you. He removed his fingers and angled himself over you pressing his tip just enough to make you squirm. Ghost watched as your eyes switched from a soft focus to full-blown desire.
โ€œThink Ghost wants to know what it feel like to be inside you Tankโ€ฆso I'm going to be generous and let him go first, is that ok?โ€
Price leant forward planting little kisses on your breasts and stomach, your skin smelt of him it drove him insane he hoped Ghost would be able to smell it a reminder of whoโ€™s you were claimed by him.
You nodded glancing over at Ghost who waited for Price to remove himself from between your legs he was taking his time on purpose.
โ€œIll be right here where you can see me okโ€ฆโ€ Price positioned himself just to the side of you. You watched him as Ghost softly nestled between your thighs. He lifted his ski mask up so it rested on the bridge of his nose. He placed your leg over his shoulder slightly lifting you from underneath with his hand he angled you up to his face. The position was a new one and Price was impressed and he knew you were to from the little smirk on your face which was soon wiped clean as Ghost made contact with you, he went at it like a last meal, the taste of bourbon and honey and the faint cigar ashโ€ฆPrice making sure he knew he was just a guest.
He sucked hard on your clit causing you to dig your heel into his back arching up further. The noises coming from you sent him into a frenzy and knew you were close, he wanted you to cum, he need you to cum he had to hear the sound and know he had caused it.
โ€œNeed to feel you cum on him cockโ€ฆโ€ Ghost shoved you up the bed with one hand, he nudge at your centre with his tip, Price looked at you for any sign of hesitation Price was above average in size but Ghost was wider, but from the look in your eyes you wanted it. Fair enough. Without a word you spread you legs open wider for him. The fuse in Ghosts brain blew, he slowly pushed inside, your walls stretching around him, it was a tight fit. It took everything for him not to ram his length in fully. One last push and he was fully inside you for real and not just in his head with his hand as a very poor substitute.
โ€œFuckin hellโ€ฆโ€ Ghost was drunk on the feeling of you around him, with every draw back your walls sucked him back in he had to slow down or else he was going to break the first rule, but your moans were blocking out all rational thoughts, then there the sound he wanted to hear most of all you were coming undone the barrier falling down. You clawed at his chest, shuddering as you came. He gently wrapped his hand round your throat only applying light pressure looking into your eyes. Price said you liked it rough.
โ€œSimonnnnnโ€ฆโ€ฆโ€you moaned as you shook, he had to pull back slightly he would of happily filled you up there and then but he could feel Price switching his gaze from you to him. Watching him like a hawk. How bad of a beating would it be?
โ€œOn your front Tankโ€ Price stood at the top of the bed helping you get on all fours.
โ€œLetโ€™s get one more out of her eh?โ€ฆremember not insideโ€ฆI mean itโ€ฆIll hang you myselfโ€ฆโ€ Price winked as he said it, Ghost believed him.
Looking down at you spread open again for him, he watched Price nuzzle your face, calling you a good girl as you took him to the base. He felt spoilt as he buried himself inside you again only giving you a moment to adjust around him before he bucked his hips into you with each thrust he made sure to slowly drag himself back out trying to match the rhythm of Price thrusting into your throat.
โ€œTell your Lieutenant how good you feelโ€ฆtell himโ€ฆhow good you areโ€ฆโ€ Price gritted his teeth.
You could feel your orgasm building then the thin little thread broke, causing both men to fall apart, ready to break. Price had stilled, his head back as you swallowed every last bit. Just as Ghost was close you turned to look at him, you eyes glossy.
โ€œDid Price tell you not to cum inside me?โ€ฆโ€ You voice was strained, it was enough to send him over the edge. He nodded only slowly slightly.
โ€œWell you canโ€ฆbut I want to see your face as you doโ€ฆwithout the maskโ€ฆโ€ You half-turned you body reaching up for him to hold you to his chest. Price shot you a look, no way Ghost was removing his maskโ€ฆbut just like that it was off and thrown on the floorโ€ฆGhost was hook, line and sinker for you.
โ€œGood boyโ€ฆโ€ you studied him kissing the large scar on his face. He clutched you to his chest, his forehead resting on your temple panting your name as he came inside you coating your walls. You both collapsed forward Ghost moving to the side of you still tangled up you reached to pull Price onto the bed, he obliged. The small cot creaked in protest under the 3 of you.
โ€œDo you want your mask back Ghost?โ€ Price reached for it.
โ€œNoโ€ฆits ok ill leave it off for a little longer..does this mean I get to help with paperwork more often?โ€ He kissed your shoulder liking the way your skin felt against his face.
โ€œWeโ€™ll seeโ€ You and Price agreed in unison.
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xaveria ยท 6 months
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it really is funny how many american โ€˜whiteโ€™ women believe the universe is providing for them because of them manifesting their ideas into reality or whatever the fuckin theory of attraction shit is when its like. no youre just privileged
i have no fuckin idea what my life would have looked like if i wasnt a reasonably conventionally attractive white woman in america?? not only do i have the privilege of being a white woman in america but my hometown is mostly Black and i am genuinely a minority here. my mom literally got hired at a Black law firm as their diversity hire in the 90s ๐Ÿ˜‚ yes white people ESPECIALLY WHITE WOMEN have a ton of privilege even when we are not the majority
denying your privilege is so fucking cringe i like literally talk about this irl with coworkers and ppl in my community all the time. i so desperately want to use this privilege to improve my community for all.
its been crushing dealing with disabilities that limit my physical activities and just trying to keep myself financially stable while so much evil is going on in the world rn. i am ridiculously passionately anti war but i have been preparing for genocide since i was a kid. i grew up in a Black and Jewish community so i wasnt shielded from this shit. white americans get your fucking shit together NOW. liberalism will not protect our families. (our families are not just blood btw.)
anyways all this is to say im glad i might be getting a dykey construction/contractor job and learning real skills and meeting people throughout my town. its been horrible dealing with a spine injury on top of everything. but my injections worked and THE TIGER IS OUT god damn i need to join a union
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aaronwhorechner ยท 6 months
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okay, i created a criminal minds fanfiction writing server if anyone wants to join! i really wasnt expecting that many people to interact with the poll so quickly ๐Ÿ˜‚ (i also didnt know there was already one floating around out there)
ALL fans of criminal minds can join, whether you're a writer or just a reader. i figured it'd be nice for everyone to get together to cheer each other on, share your fics in real time, talk about ideas/get writing advice and/or request fics.
if you have any questions, send me a message! feel free to reblog and/or send out invites to any of your other cm writer friends!
tagging some people who were interested! @kllingdaddy @samsgoddess @eyesontheskyline
im still in the process of setting everything up but its good to go for now!! im so excited to annoy you al-i mean hang out with you all! ๐Ÿ’ƒ
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venusandlotus ยท 4 months
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what i do find interesting do u think compatability is solely based on astro charts or just energies between us and them? bc i did a request from someone else for sannie whos my main bias and it made me a little sad bc we would be too complex as we are both water signs, so i got what they mean
yet with hongjoong itd be compatible in a less romantic sense and tbh im no that fussed abt romance lol. out of ateez i always get compatability with yeosang and mingi whom i both love as well obvi, but its literally always those two bahahahaha for skz i either seem to get lee know or hyunjin, how about yourself? who are you most compatible with?
Sometimes we have to dig deeper on charts like being water - water or fire - fire isnt always enough . There are many aspects called trine , sextile, square etc2 and u know what even if the chart has many compatible indicators between two people , one bad aspect in the chart can literally be the reason for hating eachother or smthing bizzare in the relationship. So i think energies from real life interaction is needed + we need to look at the chart too ( so we can avoid them if they have bad aspects) . I wont tell u to fully depend on the chart bcoz we never know how energies might play out in real life.
I just got to know ateez recently so i m mingling around๐Ÿ˜‚ but seonghwa and yeonsang got my eye tbh seonghwa is so mysteriously beautiful he is like a sparkling black diamond in terms of visuals in my eye and yeonsang is soo cute omg๐Ÿซถ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ˜‚ and he seems like a cute baby but sis his voice is - ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ‘บ. I m sure my opinions will change too in near future bcoz even in skz i wasnt able to choose between bangchan and lee know and one tarot reader told me i will pair nicely with Han and when i started finding out more about han , i became more attracted to him ๐Ÿฅฒ idk , these men are literally magic .. idk what they even eat or drink to be this seductive๐Ÿฅฒ
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soaps-mohawk ยท 4 months
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but like the other anon said Im also excited for the Sunday update (which I'll read on Monday)
and the app I downloaded, it's about period tracking and stuff ๐Ÿ˜ญ
now that I have it, it's kinda like a Reddit for people who bleed โœ‹so many people post what they experience and I'm like "omg so it wasnt just me"
I like it so far but these ads are so weird ๐Ÿ˜ญ I WAS ACTUALLY REREADING THE FIRST HEAT WITH PRICE CHAPTER AND I SAW AN AD ABOUT BOXERS
"breathable boxers" BSHAHA
but why did they look so good tho ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ like it had slits on the sides
I'm honestly excited for it too ๐Ÿคญ its a good chapter, if I do say so myself.
That's interesting ๐Ÿค” reddit for people who bleed that's amazing lol. That's cool though, that there's a community there. Reddit has saved my ass many times.
Breathable boxers?? How...interesting ๐Ÿ˜‚ perfect timing though with chapter 12 ๐Ÿคญ
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whoseafraidofliloleme ยท 9 months
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๐Ÿ’ซ๐˜๐ž๐š๐ซ ๐ข๐ง ๐‘๐ž๐ฏ๐ข๐ž๐ฐ 2023๐Ÿ’ซ
2023 has been a year to say the least so lets get into this ๐Ÿ˜‚. As usual this is in no particular order cause I cant handle putting these into a proper order.
๐“๐จ๐ฉ 5 ๐ƒ๐ซ๐š๐ฆ๐š๐ฌ:
1. ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐‹๐š๐ฐ ๐‚๐š๐Ÿ๐ž (2022).
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I watched this on a whim and boy am I glad I did. The female lead is so unhinged but in the best way and our main guy is so in love with her I cant. Literally this drama was such a fun time and everything connected together so well. Just watch this drama pls.
2. ๐๐จ ๐‘๐š! ๐ƒ๐ž๐›๐จ๐ซ๐š๐ก {๐“๐ซ๐ฎ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐‹๐จ๐ฏ๐ž} (2023).
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Yoo In Na shines and I love the character growth that both the leads go through, everything that happens makes sense and it really does show that working on yourself isnt a linear process. There will be set backs but you can over come them. I tend to not care for side couples but I loved all of them in this, they were just hilarious or adorable.
3. ๐“๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐ค๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐–๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฆ๐ž๐ฅ๐จ๐ง (2023).
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I wasnt going to watch this drama but thankfully instagram reels made me interested enough to give this a chance. I love all 4 of the leads, they are my babies and they deserve all the happiness in the world.
4. ๐–๐ก๐ž๐ง ๐ˆ ๐…๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐“๐จ๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐๐ฌ ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ (2023).
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This was such a cute, fun drama. I didnt expect to love it as much as I did, the family dynamics, friendships, everything was so well done and the 2 couples were the cutest.
5. ๐๐ž๐ซ๐Ÿ๐ž๐œ๐ญ ๐Œ๐š๐ซ๐ซ๐ข๐š๐ ๐ž ๐‘๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง๐ ๐ž (2023).
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Literally Instagram reels made me watch this and I do not regret it. The melodrama, romance, revenge, plot twists... Everything was such a wild ride, I recommend that everyone watches it.
๐“๐จ๐ฉ 5 ๐๐จ๐ง ๐“๐š๐ฒ๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ ๐’๐ฐ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ญ ๐’๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฌ:
1. ๐’๐ฎ๐ฉ๐ž๐ซ ~ ๐’๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐ž๐ง.
The irony, I always said that I wouldnt stan a group with more than 7 members ๐Ÿ˜‚. Honestly I was just seeing too many funny reels about SVT and then I watched the Game Caterers videos without even knowing all of their names and Super was everywhere that I just fell into the rabbit hole that is Seventeen.
2. ๐…๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ๐ž๐ซ ~ ๐‰๐ข๐ฌ๐จ๐จ.
My bias came and she ate. I love this song and it showed in my top 2023 songs its at number 6... The top 5 are all Taylor obviously.
3. ๐’๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง ~ ๐‰๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ค๐จ๐จ๐ค.
He came and took over the world. Nothing more to say about that.
4. ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ ~ ๐„๐ง๐ก๐ฒ๐ฉ๐ž๐ง.
Yall need to stop sleeping on Enhas japanese discography. This song is just so sweet and wonderful. I cant with it.
5. ๐”๐ง๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž๐ง ~ ๐‹๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐š๐Ÿ๐ข๐ฆ.
I just loved this whole song and the album too. Next LSF comeback when?!.
๐“๐จ๐ฉ 5 ๐“๐š๐ฒ๐ฅ๐จ๐ซ ๐’๐ฐ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ญ ๐’๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฌ:
So last time I only had the vault tracks but Speak Now was the album that made me a swiftie so not limiting myself to just the vault tracks this time.
1. ๐‡๐š๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐.
This is my absolute favourite song. It is just such a masterpiece and can be related to in any situation.
2. ๐„๐ง๐œ๐ก๐š๐ง๐ญ๐ž๐.
I love this song so much, I have a one shot of the same name ๐Ÿ˜‚.
3. ๐’๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ค๐ฌ ๐…๐ฅ๐ฒ.
Im a hopeless romantic okay.
4. ๐ˆ๐ฌ ๐ˆ๐ญ ๐Ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ฐ.
Do I even need to explain myself with this.
5. ๐’๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ญ!.
Most definitely not what I was expecting but I love it so much.
5 ๐๐จ๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐“๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐‡๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ž๐ง๐ž๐:
1. Bestie got married, shes happy and Im happy for her. It was a proper desi wedding and it was good fun.
2. I FINALLY graduated from University๐Ÿ˜‚. Only took me like 5 years, one failed attempt and repeating my third year.
3. Made some great friends from the school I worked at, we bonded over how messed up the school we worked at is.
4. Managed to travel and have such great experiences.
5. Im happy with the fanfics I wrote this year. Still shocked that people actually read and enjoy the stuff I write but Im immensely grateful for all the love and support I get.
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mariailoveyou-guerin ยท 4 months
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Watching ep1 again cuz I wanna know why itโ€™s not one of my favs of the season since I love 324 so FCVKING much and I think itโ€™s cuz kanthony like why was there so much them it made me psychically ill i just couldnโ€™t watch their scenes bc imagine being all happy giddy like yโ€™all didnโ€™t ruin Edwina life and the half sister Kate smiling like she didnt just betray and backstab her own so called sister ๐Ÿ˜‚ I have never seen a bigger LOSER then Kate Sharma Iโ€™m soo sorry but imagine not only fighting for yt man with ur own sister but you being a grown a88 woman in her 30s soon and Fighting your 17 year old sister over a yt man a rake thatโ€™s just nasty and sexist misogynistic like nah never ever have I seen a bigger LOSER character or female in history of media kanyhony deserved each other just for that meh reason alone both being miserable losers who donโ€™t and didnt deserve sh*t!! also they never beating the lust sex ship allegations because why was all their scenes just them having se*x like every fcvking scene they really forcing the ship atp bc they know so many people hate it even if itโ€™s fan favourite the amount of people who hate is large so they trying so hard to make them seem cute and lovable but itโ€™s just coming off as forced and just nasty out of character all that se*x is very on brand for them bc they never talked just went straight to se*x itโ€™s giving that riverdale se*x only ship! But yeah it was to much them actually ewwww way to mf much the hand holding at start was so forced Kate isnt that kinda girl!
The funny part is her princess sister WON by miles she got the nasty man sure but her sister got everything else and we love to see the love and admiration from the queen the big pretty wedding and the diamond and getting courted whole szn oh she deserves it so much
Thank god they didnโ€™t ruin my favorite episode like they did ep1 with all that se*x they constantly was having unnecessary so bc it didnโ€™t bring anything to the show or their characters but thankfully the skip button exists just for that reason for kanthony scenes and thankfully didnโ€™t have to use it as much this szn like I did in s2 because I was just skipping every time they was together alone every kanthony scene without Edwina was skip โญ๏ธ skip skip and I loved it so much!
now just gotta skip some more but at least itโ€™s polin snz saving me unlike s2 so Iโ€™m beyond happy actually!
Kate Sharma was really a 26y/o woman fighting her 17 year old sister for a yt man! can u say biggest loser in tv history! Iโ€™m just sad for Simone Ashley for having worst role in a show where female characters are so complex huge in personality big part of the show and her role as Kate wasnt/isnโ€™t like you can see when she disappears no one nobody noticed and it makes zero difference in the show as whole like even with Cressida disappearing wouldโ€™ve made more of difference and what happened kinda feeling and thatโ€™s sad but Kate deserves nothing so Iโ€™m regrade Iโ€™m happy bc itโ€™s what Kate deserves!
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Hello I am lesbian Akk lmao. Going from thinking I'm straight but aroace to a demi lesbian was a lot ๐Ÿ˜‚ I get akk I really do. When my really pretty friend in uni tried to set me up with some guy to break my virginity. I remember thinking sex with her would probably slap more than with some guy lol. Like akk I always had little attractions here and there for women but my mind would quickly come up with technical reasons that made sense. Now that I think about it trying with men was sooo hard in a way that it wasnt with women. And just like akk when I got to know some women to a point where I felt those feelings, my first thought would be "man if I could only bottle this up and open it when I go on a date with a man" ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ and the comphet phase is so sad cause I was surrounded by queer ppl but I was still convinced I was straight and because I wasnt having those feelings for men I must've been aroace. My mind on the other hand would convince me that the same feelings for girls were just cause I found her really pretty or wanted to be like them. My crushes on girls and boys when I was young were so different
For boys- he's popular, he gets good grades therefore I should like him. He was kind to me in class when everyone else was not so I must like him. I would call it an aesthetic attraction. If the boy exuded any semblance of having good manners, it would immediately be "yeah that's hubby right there ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿพ" cause yeah common sense we have to pick the nice guys ghjkkk
Girls- this used to be more intense, I was barely breathing lmao. Most of the time it was someone I sat next to or would hang out with. And I would really study their face when they weren't paying attention like 'my god she's soo stunning'. Or time would stop when they would pass by or some shit like that and I was still convinced that it meant I wanted to be like them! They literally took my breath away ๐Ÿ’€ with boys it was a monotone 'yaas my crush is here' in my mind but with girls the thoughts were not even coherent 'fghjkihggbjkjhff' LMAO AND MY MIND STILL REFUSED TO COMPUTE THAT INTO "hey don't you think maybe we could be lesbian? I mean we cant seem to act normal around pretty girl for 5 fucking minutes" instead my trash software concluded this "no you tots want to be like her โ˜บ๏ธ or you just find her intimidating babe ๐Ÿ˜˜"
To end this long winded ask lmao...akk is an idiot no denying that but his oblivious thought process does make sense. I mean hey at least he knows he's gay that's half the battle ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Sincerely,
A lesbian Akk who figured her shit out even later than Akk ๐Ÿ’€
Thank you for sharing your story with me! But yeah, the comphet is wild and thatโ€™s why I appreciate stories like 23.5 so much. Iโ€”and many other queer womenโ€”never got that giddy high school first love experience because we were so brainwashed we couldnโ€™t even see what was right in front of us. Homophobes always complain about gay people โ€œshoving it in their faces,โ€ but if that was true, I would have realized I was gay a lot sooner. Heterosexuality was what was shoved in my face.
Iโ€™m glad Akkโ€™s journey is relatable to you! Twenty-two is still so young to figure yourself out and although Akk tends to panic about his lack of experience, heโ€™s still well ahead of the curve in my opinion. Iโ€™m 31 and still learning different facets of my queer identity. It really is a lifelong process. Akkโ€™s lucky he has Aye to teach him ๐Ÿ˜‰
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canonicallysoulmates ยท 2 years
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J2 Gold Panel Dallascon 2023
The boys today are in full swing, they're joking around making each other laugh, they're a little flirty, they are just in such a good mood and you can tell from the moment they get on the stage.
Jared does a little kick which is so cute and after Jared asks Jensen if it feels like they're twice as high as they usually are Jensen jokes that yeah but he did have some edibles that morning, and then he turns towards the big screen they have behind them that has a big banner with two pictures of them and he asks what's up with Jared's photo because he looks high....and Jared replies that what happened was that the picture got cropped so you don't see Jensen's left hand...I have no words.
And then there's Jared trying to recreate his stare in the photo and Jensen's left hand- just click on the link and watch: ๐Ÿ˜‚
The first question is not a question itโ€™s a fan thanking them, the show has a very special meaning to them because it's something that they watched with their grandad; Jared says that hearing stories from people about how the show helped them connect with their loved ones is one of the things that kept them going for so many years and when they were missing their families. x
The actual first question comes from an English teacher who sometimes uses SPN episodes in her drama units, like she used French Mistake to teach about breaking the fourth wall, and wants to know if they have episode recommendations that she could use for lessons. Jared recommends showing the movie Groundhog Day, and the ep Mystery Spot. The reason he brings up Groundhog Day is because he watched it this past week with their kids while they were all home because of icepocalypse. !!!!!!!!! Y'all already know I listened to this part multiple times, at different speeds, at different volume levels. This man said: "I just watched this movie last week with our kids when we were all home cause of icepocalypse". To me it sounds like Jensen and his three kiddos spend the ice storm with Jared and the other three kids.
But as I always say, don't take my word for it, here's the timestamp. Listen for yourself and form your own opinion.
Getting back to the answer Jensen asks him what the lesson would be for Mystery Spot and Jared replies the lesson is probably: you get another chance tomorrow, and try to make everyday count cause you never know when itโ€™s your last or when you get to do it again the next day.
Jensen says that for a lesson in overcoming your fears, Yellow Fever. x
Whatโ€™s their favorite quote? Jared jokes "leave the gun, take the cannoli." That's a line from the Godfather film. His real answer is: "pain is mandatory suffering is optional". And for Jensen one he likes a lot is: "taking care of yourself takes care of more than yourself."
Then Jared brings up another movie quote, "dude you got a fucking dart in your neck" which is from the movie Old School. This man spend the time he was stuck in the house watching old movies, I can tell. He also says people donโ€™t have feelings, feelings have people. Which Jensen is confused by and doesnโ€™t think it makes sense, but Jared explains that what he gathers from it is feelings are not pathological you can be angry or jealous but that's not who you are. x
When are Sam and Dean going to come back down to Earth? Jensen jokingly says season 16. Then says seriously, that thatโ€™s hopefully something that gets addressed when they get the call asking if they want to put their boots back on. x
What was their favorite kill? Some in the crowd call out Ruby, and Jensen laughs saying that technically he killed her, and Jared smiles and says to the crowd "are you reading my mind?"
Jensen's answer is Chuck. It wasnt some random monster of the week kind of thing it was somebody they had many years of work together and a friendship so whenever they get to work with people they have a great history and relationship with it makes it a little bit elevated, but heโ€™ll take a good vampire nest killing everyday.
Jared says he didn't like killing this character but as a storyteller he's going to go with Rowena because it was so difficult. Says Ruthie is the most wonderful person on the planet, and she was fantastic as Rowena but that dynamicย between her and Sam- it was so tragic to him to think of Sam having to kill her, it was so difficult he remembers the day vividly, it was truly emotional. He mentions that when the character of Bobby died they talked to the producers and the writers, and they said they didn't like it either but itโ€™s great television and the boys were like fair enough so that was kind of an initial lesson; and when the Rowena and Sam storyline came to its conclusion that was really powerful for him.ย x
The next fan wants to know something cool about the boys that you wouldn't be able to find online. Jared says heโ€™s done a questionnaire a few times, and guessing about Jensen, and it's turned out they're both introverts. They'd much rather stay home than go to a red carpet; extroverts feel energized being in front of the cameras but they much rather chill. x
Next fan has two questions, the first is that they want to know if the mic stand that Jared has is the one that Jensen threw down at the SNS concert the previous night because Jared keeps adjusting it. Jensen says he doesnโ€™t know what sheโ€™s talking about, then he asks if he really did break a stand last night, the crowd replies yes and he goes 'listen, when i come on stage and there's music I black out'. And he, once again, asks if he really did break that stand, crowd continues to say yes, he says 'well, shouldnโ€™t have been there'. ๐Ÿ˜†
The second question is, did Jensen think about how much his recognition would grow after appearing on The Boys? He answers that he doesnโ€™t think he and Jared go into any of these jobs, roles,or stories thinking about the impact it'll have externally. They get hired to do a job and they take it seriously, even thought it might not look like it all the time, but they have a lot of fun doing the job because they truly enjoy doing what they do that being said they're not thinking about doing things because they want the effect it's going to have on a greater scale. They're just doing their job and hopefully it resonates to people and someone out there is entertained, and if that's the case they have done their job.
Jared mentions that 5 or 6 years ago the powerball prize was like 2 billion dollars, and they bought like 20 bucks of tickets. The draw was on Saturday, on Friday theyโ€™re on set filming, it's 4am, theyโ€™re tired, theyโ€™re miserable, they're flying soon and they look at each other and ask "if you win tomorrow are you coming into work on Monday?" And the answer for both of them was yes. If somebody went up to them and said they were filming a movie for the next month and it was going to be long hours but it would make a billion dollars in the box office, or long hours but they were never going to release it, it would make no difference they would still do everyday just as hard. He just does the hardest work he can and it's therapeutic for him as well to explore different lives and lifestyles and relationships so wether you tell him itโ€™s an independent film that will never get released or Avatar he will work just as hard. And so will Jensen. x
Last question! The fan tells Jensen that he owes her sister 24 beers because last year she asked him to go out for her birthday beer and this fan had said that because she was turning 24 it should be 24 beers, and he had said she (fan asking the question) could go with them but she wasn't 21 at the time but she just turned 21 so now she can go and that would be 21 beers. I'm mentioning all this for only two reasons cause it has nothing to do with her question, reason number 1 is that when the fan tells Jensen about him owing her sister a beer, Jared grabs Jensen's coffee out of his hand and acts like he's going to give it to her and Jensen has no reaction, he just lets him take it and waits for him to put it back in his hand, like Jared taking his coffee is the most normal thing in the world. Which it probably is because they 100% do seem like the type of couple that shares coffee.
The second reason is that when the fan mentions that he owes her 21 beers on top of her sisters 24, Jared says that's 45 beers and Jensen stops, looks at him and goes "you do math fast!" all impressed. It's quite cute cause Jensen's all ๐Ÿ˜ and you can tell Jared's proud of himself.
Anyways the last question is, what is their version of self care? Jared says that heโ€™s been watching Limitless with Chris Hemsworth on Clifโ€™s recommendation that itโ€™s really meaningful, and fun, and interesting and a lot of the stuff that's talked about on the show really resonates with him. He is very similar, he has a though time winding down, and goes back to monkey brain, which is apparently what a doctor said, that's where one panics about stuff and is always worried so certain breathing excercises have helped. Also, the endurance training they did when they ran the marathon in Seattle kinda helped cause you put your shoes on, your music, your watch to check your heartrate and then you're on the road for an hour or hour and a half so you have to put everything else away, and he blames Jensen for turning him to this cause this was the training they did together. So find somewhere you can get past that really uncomfortable point of thinking you have to be doing something. Box breathing also seems to help him cause he sweats a lot, and he's anxious and nervous.
Jensen likes playing music, heโ€™ll just sit down with a guitar and a lot of whiskey. x
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just-bendy ยท 2 years
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audrey bendy has a KNIFE! get him before he kills sammy
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And Sammy ain't here either, the hell?
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(( i mean you sent this ask so the ask box isnt closed???? if it was closed you wouldnt be able to send it in the first place... ๐Ÿค”โ“โ“โ“ ( i mean its closed now but at the time it wasn't ๐Ÿ˜‚ )
short answer, no audrey doesn't exist in this AU. if you want a longer explanation containing BATDR SPOILERS then keep reading, but if you don't, then you should stop here. ))
(( ok so in batdr, joey drew created audrey using the ink machine, and i'm imagining it wasnt at the start of it all so it was a while before joey drew wanted to create audrey. this wouldnt work in my au bc joey drew was killed way before he had a change of heart, his death is what started everything going down after all so it can't happen in this au.
audrey as she is in batdr can't exist in this au, maybe if she was changed up then she could, but i have no use for her in this au. if she did exist, she would have to be joey drew's great great great (idk how many greats-) granddaughter, or just his daughter if she was somehow in the studio when everything happened, +20 or so years to her age. she'd be human since they weren't making people with the ink machine, or was in the studio and got infected with ink by the amalgamation, making her part ink?? bendy would dislike her since she is joey's offspring. bendy and audrey would not be siblings because 1.) that is a popular headcanon and not actually canon as far as i know and 2.) bendy's a stein and not a drew. henry created him, not joey. other than that, i wouldn't know what to do with her. it's easier for me to just not include her in the au if i don't know what to do with her, so thats what i did. hope this makes sense. โœŒ๐Ÿ˜ž ))
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drake trynna act tough is actually humoring me so much. As if drake WASNT on degrassi, as is drake didn't grow up in the burbs.
Not saying he ain't struggled, bc it's clear he struggles with his identity and struggles to feel Black enough, which I WHOLEHEARTEDLY understand and empathize with as a Black woman who was raised in the rural Midwest with only one other Black family, the Grants (yes my cousin is Brian Grant. YES that Brian Grant, I've met him MAYBE once and NO I don't remember what he's like. All I know is he plays Basketball ๐Ÿ˜‚ his mom cool asl tho. LOVE you GiGi, even if you did give me my first Detention ๐Ÿ˜‚)
Anyways, ye I feel for drake. But he a weirdo and prolly (allegedly) doing foul foul things...
But drake is as much a gangster/thug as I am. We are two whitewashed Black kids struggling for acceptance and finding most of our community/success with white folk, bc deep down, even if we don't say it out loud, we feel uncomfortable around Black people BECAUSE we moved in whiteness for so many years with minimal contact with other Black people
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Can I head canon Mikey and Leoโ€™s eye colors from you please Also do you have a Fic of this AU that I can read๏ฟผ
of course! i don't own eye color headcanons, i just picked whichever ones looked the nicest with their designs in my opinion ๐Ÿ˜‚ glad you liked them enough to share that hc though! ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ’•
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and i'm assuming you're referring to my rise genshin au? which i actually don't...have a story for at all, since i don't have a very good understanding of genshin's story/lore to begin with. this au is in all honesty pretty surface-level, at least on my end ๐Ÿ˜…
however! i've actually had a couple people write their own ideas for it. i'm not sure about actual fic fics, like on AO3 or anything since i've not gone looking, but i've had a few things people have sent in my inbox (sorry it's taken me so long to answer these! i'm not trying to ignore y'all, i promise.. i've just been busy + somewhat overwhelmed by social media in general ;-;)
i'll leave them under the cut for you (and ofc anyone else who's interested!) to read :3
from @snekplush:
Random ideas for the genshin tottmnt au my brain thought of without my concent:
Draxum is a yokai who lived through the cataclysm and knows about Ei making puppet vessel things. Maybe its because he met scara before he turned all fatui. Either way, he knows and bcs of this he wanted to try experimenting creating something similar with artificial yokai to be super soldiers to protect imazuma >:D It never actually worked though because he doesnt know that Ei used khaenriah technology to do that, and he doesnt have access to that. Eventually he cracks the code somehow after hundreds of years of research. And thats how the turts were born >:D
And then since he knows scara is a puppet he found out he became a harbinger. As he looks down at the four artificially made turtles and remembered how Scaramouche once told him about how his mother and creator, Ei, betrayed him because he wasnt fit for his purpose of holding the gnosis, Drax decides this is probably not a good idea. Also he feels a bit guilty because like albedo, theyโ€™re like artificial yokai. Artificial, but still yokai. Knowing that Lou Jitsou is someone who travels often, he dumps the children onto him so he doesnt have to worry about them destroying inazuma. That or he found out the khaenriahn orginins of puppet people, and since he experienced the cataclysm thinks theyre too dangerous and then dumps them on splinter. Use this idea however u want :D
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from an anon:
For your rise genshin AU I feel like that everyone would just like Raph I feel like that he would just get along with everyone because of his leadership and kind nature but I also feel like there will be many misunderstandings about him like you know looks like he could crush you with a finger in actuality it is a kind person not that could be described as The most cinnamon rolls of cinnamon rolls I feel like that all of them would be like but Raph would be the most liked in my personal opinion.
I may have already asked you this but itโ€™s basically a continuation from the last one I feel like that Ralph would get along with itto well it would probably be roped into him And his gangโ€™s shenanigans
Why do I just imagine Ralph taking singing lessons or just singing along with Venti I just popped into my My head and it just seemed a bit funny that Ralph invented just doing like a song and Venti fighting away just to make a melody that just makes it work And people stop joining in a fight I have just make like Geo construct like head and create like a percussionist melody and everyoneโ€™s joining having a little bit of fun in Then They do a bow in just the Mora is thrown everywhere
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