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pedroshotwifey · 6 months

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Should've Stayed Bored

Please understand that this is a crack fic based on this post by @bonezone44 and the comments made by @covetyou on said post ) Also tagging other commenters on that post: @not-a-unique-snowflake-blog snowflake-blog@bubble-pop-eclectic @lunitawrites

Pairing: Chump!Joel Miller × fem!reader

Word count: 1.4k

Tags/Warnings: Joel Miller NOT being a sex god, left flap rubbing, mention of the clit, piv sex (if you could call it that), premature ejaculation, age gap, dad's buddy!joel miller, bad make out sessions, misplaced confidence, secondhand embarrassment, crack fic

Summary: You really need to learn to lower your expectations.

A/N: I actually had a great time writing this and think it turned out really fucking funny.

A/N pt. 2: Well, the og post got fucking deleted, but here it is again. Fucking pissed. I would really appreciate any interaction even if you already did the first time just so I can get it back out there </3

special thanks to @romanarose, @wannab-urs, @ramblers-lets-get-ramblin, and everyone else who helped me calm my tits and post this again. Love y'all ❤

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You’re bored out of your fucking mind. You’ve had four drinks and have walked in and out of the house probably a dozen times. For a neighborhood barbeque, it’s uneventful as hell. You would think that there would at least be a few interesting people out of so many. But no. So far there’s a group of old ladies gathered around the pool in sun chairs, their husbands around the grill talking about sports, and some kids—probably grandkids—running rampant around the yard.

That’s what your dad gets for moving into a retiree neighborhood. There’s only a few other households you know of that don’t host couples in their late sixties. Kind of like, speak of the devil, the Millers, who are walking in through the yard gate right now.

It’s only the two of them—Joel and his daughter, Sarah, who is only about eight. She runs off to go play with the other kids and you smile as you spot Joel struggling to carry a bowl and latch the gate back at the same time. You immediately take the opportunity to walk toward him.

You’ve always had your eyes on Joel Miller, even though he’s only a few years younger than your father. He’s a DILF in all ways that count. Sweet, responsible, and hot as hell.

“Hey, Mr. Miller,” you grab his attention as you reach where he’s still trying to balance everything. His face lights up when he sees you coming to help.

“Hey, darlin’, you don’t mind helpin’ me with this, do ya?” he nods his head to the gate.

“Nope, not at all,” you say sweetly as you get the gate latched behind him. He beams at you as he shifts to hold his dish with both hands. It looks heavy.

“Thank you. And please, call me Joel.” He flashes you a wink that makes your stomach flutter before he starts for the back door.

With nothing better to do, you follow him inside. He’s putting his bowl in the fridge when you close the door behind you and take a spot leaning against the counter. There’s nobody else inside right now, and you realize you might have just found your cure for boredom.

You slide up next to Joel as he stands up.

“What did you bring, Mr. Miller?” you ask him in an over the top sweet voice.

He shoots you a pointed look and takes a step back to put a few inches between the two of you.

“Potato salad,” he says flatly. “And please, it’s just Joel.”

“Well, Joel,” you take a step toward him again. “I’m bored.”

You swear you see him gulp, and you know you’ve got him right where you want him. He glances out the window, probably looking for your dad manning the grill.

“Darlin’,” he says in warning. “I’m sure you can find something out there to do.”

You pout at him. “But I found something to do in here.”

“Honey, you don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“No?” you banter. “You don’t want to fuck me, Joel? I see the way you look at me.”

He surges forward, trapping you against the counter. You smile wildly at him and throw your arms around his neck.

“Get your ass upstairs, now,” he growls. “Strip and wait on your bed.”

Your pussy flutters at his command, excitement building in your stomach.

“Yes, Mr. Miller. Don’t be long.” You flash him a wink and slide from in front of him to make your way upstairs. You feel his eyes on you until you reach the top step.

He only waits a little while, presumably to cover his bases so it doesn’t look like he’s sneaking off with his friend’s much-too-young daughter, before following you up. And by that time, you’re already naked and sitting on your bed.

He comes in and shuts the door behind him, making sure it’s locked tightly before turning around. Your eyes go to the massive tent in his pants, your tongue coming out to wet your lips.

“You’re fuckin gorgeous, darlin’,” he says as he takes a step toward you, already starting to unbuckle his jeans. He pulls his heavy cock out and your lips part. You’d expected him to be big, but holy shit.

“C’mon, baby, lay back for me.”

You let him push you down on your back, and then scootch up a bit so that you’re resting with your head on the pillows. Your body is practically humming with excitement and need. Being with an older man has always been something high up on your bucket list, because there’s no doubt they know how to properly pleasure a woman. And a man like Joel Miller…you can’t fucking wait.

He leans over you and takes your lips in a sloppy kiss. You wind your arms around him and arch your back, begging silently for him to touch you already. He slips his tongue inside your mouth, and your eyes widen.

He’s just…licking.

You find it really hot when a man uses his tongue to make out with you, but. Not like this. You rear your head back, trying to gain control of the kiss. But then his hand starts to trail down to your center and you decide, whatever, you can pick and choose your battles. You’ll let him do whatever the fuck he thinks he’s doing to your mouth as long as he gets those thick fingers inside of you already.

He trails down, down, oh, there, he pets your clit and you shiver, and then—

Then he continues down…and to the left.

He starts rubbing circles on your left flap, and you furrow your brows.

What the actual fuck??

You unwind your arms and start pushing on his chest until he pulls his tongue from your mouth to gaze down at you.

“Joel, you—”

“Yeah, you fuckin’ like that, don’t you, baby?”

You just blink at him. What?

He winks at you. “I know, darlin’, feels real good, huh?” He dips back down to start kissing you again, thankfully leaving his damn tongue out of it. His fingers increase pressure, which you can only guess would feel really good if he was actually rubbing your clit.

“Joel,” you mutter against his lips again, but it comes out smushed and smothered. Kind of like your poor pussy right now. Or the outside of it, at least.

“So impatient,” he laughs. “Hold on one second, baby, Mr. Miller’s got you.”

You resist the urge to cringe at that.

He taps your abused pussy lip twice and retracts his hand to grasp his cock, which you’re now worried about. Hopefully he knows how to fucking use that thing. He guides his tip to your entrance—or tries to, rather, and you groan in defeat. He rubs it up and down your slit, prodding every second or so.

“Yeah, baby, fuckin’ love those sounds you make for me.”

You just stare at him. You’re not going to even pretend. This is just insane. How the hell did he actually make a kid??

Finally, he finds your hole—the right one, thank god—and starts to push in. You’re still pretty wet from earlier, though you’re sure there will be no developments in that department. Thankfully, it’s enough to ease the stuttering glide.

Once he’s fully in, he starts to thrust, and you grip on to him, holding on to that last hope that maybe he can nail your g-spot with that weapon of his.

“M…Feel so g-good, baby,” Joel moans.

He thrusts once, twice, three times, moaning like a fucking animal.

And then he pulls out. And shakes above you as he spills his cum on your lower belly.

You stare at him in shock as he rolls over and collapses beside you. His eyes are closed as he pants and reaches a hand over you to touch your stomach.

“You came?” he asks.

You consider lying to him, but figure he doesn’t deserve that.

“No, Joel, I did not fucking come.”

“Oh, okay. Tha’s alright. Get you next time.”

You sit up and gape at him.

“Get the fuck out of my room!”

He looks at you with confusion but gets up after a moment. He yawns, tucks himself into his pants, and struts for your door.

“Don’t be ashamed to ask for more, darlin’. I wouldn’t be opposed to doin’ this again sometime.” He sends you a wink and walks out of the room before you get the chance to say something you’ll regret more than whatever the fuck just happened.

You learned a valuabale lesson today: age really does not fucking matter.

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stardustbuck · 2 months

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I feel like atp even if there were plans to make bvddie canon theyre gone now. if tim minear is even half as petty as I am he would see that reaction and go u know what fuck you u actually don't get what you want now cause ur acting so goddamn entitled. like when tarlos fans got mad about the deleted scenes instead of appreciating them being released and his reaction was to say "okay fine then I just won't release deleted scenes anymore" (like I'm sure it was mostly a marketing decision but part of me thinks they intentionally released a scene about bucktommy just to prove a point.) idk man it's just really upsetting as a bi man to see the absolutely vile shit bvddie stans are saying and even tho I love the ship I now never want it to go canon cause they've fuckin ruined it

hey anon, at first let me agree with the fact that i do in fact also love bvddie a lot and i still love reading fics for them, the edits of them are fantastic and the fanart is S tier. it’s a great pairing with a lot of potential there IF the writers decided to ever go there but…

huge answer below

yeah, i agree. i honestly think before tommy was introduced again in 7x03 and the kiss in 7x04 that in my brain, bvddie was the most logical endgame for buck until it wasn’t.

i came into the show shipping bvddie much like a lot of new fans to the show but instead of hopping onto the tommy anti express hate train i found myself falling in love with buck and tommy together. at first i was still on board with bvddie still being endgame but as each episode aired after 7x04 i became faced with the reality of the situation (at least the way i see it) that bvddie might always be fanon and that’s ok because fandom keeps ships alive whether they’re canon or not. some of the biggest ships EVER are non-canon (i mean, cmon spirk? one of the OG MM ships?) so it didn’t really deter me from enjoying bvddie to this day. what HAS deterred me from interacting with bvddie content is toxic bvddies. i don’t like using the lil nicknames, idc if other ppl do, whatever, but i prefer just referring to certain kinds as just toxic plain and simple.

toxic shippers have made it difficult for anyone who multiships to interact with bvddie content. while there are incredibly nice & welcoming bvddie endgamers out there, it doesn’t overshadow the hateful ones in my online experience at least. i’ve blocked so many ppl over this ship discourse, which ive never had to do with any other fandom before the extent i have with 911. everyday i still find new ppl to block, you go under almost any comment section on the 911 insta and its filled with nasty comments abt tommy and only caring abt whether bvddie will be canon in s8. people projecting their hatred of tommy/lou onto the cast/crew of the show when it’s be said and proven time and time again that it’s quite the opposite. now im certain there’s bad apples in the bucktommy side as well, but from what ive seen online so far it is not nearly to the caliber of the bvddie side. ive blocked maybe a handful of bucktommy’s for being hateful towards eddie or being toxic overall, but ive probably blocked over 100+ toxic bvddies. i can only imagine it’d be worse if i was active on 911 twt which i’m not (thank god) but i have ventured into the tags before on there and let me tell you, it’s fucking horrifying how gross ppl are over there. twt is a cesspool for fandom anyways tho, the fucking asshole of fandom, it’s a septic tank really.

now im my own opinion which could be completely untrue of course, but just basing my thoughts on what i’ve seen online and interviews and such, tim seems to be really happy about bucktommy and idk how ppl believe otherwise. tim has expressed he loves LFJ and wanted him back on the show. tim showed up on set for the kiss scene. tim posting an entire youtube vibe abt bucktommy being soulmates that touches on the invisible string theory and explains how they accidentally found buck’s perfect match. tim sharing the deleted tommy scene is also huge but im waiting to see if he releases more (because i remember seen somewhere that he said there’d be more?) and if he does then great but it’s also still pretty telling to me after the whole karaoke fiasco.

oliver has said nothing but praises towards buck’s queer storyline. he quite literally said if you dont like it then watch something else. despite ppl saying he’s never interacted with bucktommy content online, that’s a lie because he has liked fanart of them.

aisha, kenneth & tracie have all expressed how they like tommy/lou and love working with him.

jlh said she loved bvddie before but is excited to see where buck and tommy go and then on an insta live said she doesn’t think bvddie is happening and was bombarded by toxic fans to the point of ending the live early.

ppl think it’s all some ruse to make it seem like bvddie is never happening so when it does happen it’s a “surprise” ……..

the nasty hate comments are doing nothing but exposing these types of ppl for who they are and that honestly to them, 911 is just the bvddie show to them. the people who run these social media accs for 911 are looking at these comments and cringing, they aren’t running to tim and abc being like “we must give these crazies what they want!” they’re mostly likely being ignored or honestly, as you said, being looked at and just reinforcing their decision to most likely make tommy buck’s endgame so as long as his schedule is open for filming.

what gets me the most about the hate these types of shippers spew online is how they aren’t embarrassed because they are so sooo convinced they will be right one day and therefore their insane, nasty behavior online will be justified. oliver stark literally left twt because of fans like this, people act like he was joking around, that he was shooting the shit probably because “he’s british and british people just have that kind of humor” which yes to a certain extent but let me just add these posts to set an example to why if oliver were still on twt he absolutely would not be happy with the way toxic bvddies are acting right now.

oliver (and ryan&other cast too) being positive abt bvddie never meant it was going to be canon of become canon one day. they do not decide these things, whether they believe it should or not. a lot of bvddie shippers come from previous fandoms where queerbaiting was there, where they were made fun of by actors of their ships, by the creators of the show! so i understand the frustration but oliver is not queerbaiting and buck is not a queerbait character when he quite literally is now confirmed bisexual and in a relationship with a man.

he’s just not the “correct” queer to these people. despite headcanons (hell even i hc eddie as queer!!) eddie so far, in canon, is not queer. by the end s7 he is still shown to not be over shannon and ruins his relationship with his son over this. ryan has stated in interviews he sees eddie as heterosexual, possibly pushing this because of the influx of ship discourse, and he’s glad to see a vulnerable and deep friendship that buck and eddie can have as a straight man and a queer man and how important he thinks it is.

every single thing that points to bvddie never going canon is like they’re being shot point blank in the chest. i get it, your ship not becoming canon sucks, but again, that is what fandom is for! shipping has never been about how canon smth is, there is 20k fics out there for bvddie and they aren’t canon. they can turn that into 40k, 100k, 1M if they really wanted to! instead they use their time and energy posting death threats, wishing death upon a gay character, bullying ppl online for enjoying a ship.

meanwhile from what ive seen bucktommys are rolling with goofy ass spy tommy theories created by antis and making jokes for our own fun.

so yes, i agree overall. they truly don’t deserve what they think they do. we didn’t whine and scream for a deleted scene. they did. we got ours without even expecting it and are having fun.

maybe if they behaved better i wouldn’t be so petty abt it. it’s a shame because of how much potential it has, unfortunately it is just not going that way atm. and even if it does one day, it is not because they paraded online with hate, it is because that’s the story tim and the others wanted to write and abc approved it.

🫳🎤

#bucktommy #911 abc #asks #fandom discourse

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thecynthh · 29 days

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do you not find it a bit disrespectful to repost/rewrite other peoples fics? i understand that you’re doing it because people really liked them, or whatever, but i also feel like it’s kind of rude to do so.

personally, if i left this app or deleted my account and came back to find someone was posting my hard work, i would be genuinely upset.

if the og writer gave you permission then that’s a completely different story.

not at all hating, just wondering.

so lemme give u my perspective, i am just like everyone else a consumer, meaning i read and i comment and i like and twiddle my thumbs scroll on this app for at least 2 hours a day.

i have favourite accounts and stories with aspirations to write better and more overall and without the inspiration from the friends and writers that have deactivated i would’ve never began writing and posting my own shit

i was just as happy to find out that i could save old stories from deactivated accounts as much as people were happy to find out that i was reposting them. so coming from a writer and a consumer i don’t see that much of a problem considering my terms.

the way that i’ve made my links is if i wanted too, i could delete the whole thing unless that person tries to copy and paste it into something else entirely. so i have control and moderation about how much it can spread.

i have stated multiple times that if the author or someone close to them reaches out to me specifically asking or demanding for me to take it down i will happily comply. I have stated this MULTIPLE TIMES and in every single post that includes the actual link to any of the stories.

then again i’m not personally close with any of the writers but if they say the word it’ll all be gone in seconds. i would understand as a writer, the frustration and seeing it from an outside perspective that it is indeed disrespectful.

would i be butt hurt if someone did do that to me personally? no, because in the end yes it is someone’s personal work but it’s still just a fan fiction about a 21 year old man who will probably have moved on with their life in a couple of years.

mind you all of these fics still exist somewhere on tumblr, all of it is for the public to find. i have simply compiled it into a couple google docs while STILL CREDITING THEM.

what about u anon? are you using the links? do u enjoy the fics ive collected?

as a matter of fact who does use the links and think it’s morally wrong of me to be doing this. because in the end it’s majorities favour.

sorry for the rant/ if this came off bitchy/ i could’ve phrased this whole thing better but thank u if u even read a single paragraph.

#syn speaks #sturniolo triplets #matt sturniolo #chris sturniolo #christopher sturniolo #nick sturniolo #nicolas sturniolo #sturniolo fanfic #sturniolo x reader #sturniolo smut #matthew sturniolo

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moodyhaaze · 1 year

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So, on twitter a post was made asking people what they’re hot takes on Obey Me are and most of the responses were valid criticisms. But then people started tweeting about how all the criticisms were mean and weren’t valid and we’re just being hateful to be hateful (I looked through every response and that wasn’t the case). Then the OP was essentially forced to delete the tweet because people were being mean to them.

Is this fandom really so sensitive to criticisms about their precious little gacha game that they deem any criticism bad? People are allowed to be mad about the way Solmare is being and the direction they’re going with Obey Me. I know I’m mad about it. They way the ditched the OG, never publicly told us that they were, never told us about daily chats ending in OG, never told us that birthday events would stop, the way they’re putting so much shit behind paywalls in NB, the way they forced players to start over from square 1 just to milk more money. These are all valid criticisms and were all mostly shared in the responses to the original tweet. If the fandom can’t be vocal about all the things wrong with Solmare/Obey Me there won’t be any improvements. If Solmare can’t hear these criticisms because fans are being harassed into deleting their hot takes from the internet, then Solmare will continue on the path they’re on and Obey Me is going to crash and burn.

I love obey me. I wouldn’t have dedicated every day of the past 3 years of my life to playing it, collecting merch, writing fan fic, and being apart of this community if i didn’t love it. I want to see it flourish and thrive for many more years. But Solmare HAS to understand what they’re doing is wrong and that the fans don’t like it. Otherwise, Obey Me might as well have been dead on arrival when Nightbringer came out.

#˗ˏˋ moody talks obey me ˊˎ˗#obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me shall we date #obey me! shall we date?#obey me!#om swd #swd om #obey me lucifer #ntt solmare #obey me solmare #shall we date #shall we date obey me

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dysfunctional-doodle · 4 months

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Not to be that person but, there's a v good reason for why posting any link to pages like kofi or patreon on ao3 is a death sentence. Legally, it counts as advertising the fic for money, which would break the fair use laws, which means the owner of the og property you write fic for can sue ao3, which can potentially bring the whole site down (as it happened to several other fanfic hosting website pre-ao3. You could say ao3 was built on the mistake of those old sites)

Linking tumblr is still completely fine, even if your tumblr has a big link to your kofi front and center, so that shouldn't be an issue.

Yeah I understand why it’s a big no, I just didn’t link it for commercialism, it wasn’t the commissions page that was linked. I didn’t realise that Kofi as a whole was a no go. I’m more confused why they still hid my fic after I removed the link - I can only think there was an issue on my end (my internet has been very spotty lately) where it didn’t update the fic for some time after? Idk, just really hoping they don’t delete it there is literally no link to anything on there anymore

#asks #asks and replies

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shrinkthisviolet · 7 months

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🕯️, 🛼 ,🍄 , 🍬

🕯️: on a scale from 1 to 10, how much do you enjoy editing? why is that?

Maybe a 7? I’m a big believer in “you discover the story you’re writing while you’re editing it”, and fixing does feel satisfying, but…it does feel a little demoralizing sometimes to realize that stuff you thought worked…actually doesn’t 😅 it helps having an outtakes document though, so I don’t have to send deleted words into the void

🛼: Describe your latest wip with five emojis

😭🥺🔥🫂🧐

🍄 : Share a headcanon for one of your favourite ships or pairings

Since I’ve got ATLA on the brain (I’ve been watching NATLA with a friend and it’s been making me miss the OG)…here’s one for my dearly beloveds, Maiko:

Mai and Zuko got married pretty quickly after the war. They still had communication issues to work through, and had to figure out how to get back to where they used to be, but they knew there was no one else for each other but them 💞

(Comics? What comics? I’ve never heard of those)

Izumi was born several years later, when they felt more solid and secure in their relationship and felt more ready to have a child (and after the Sages stopped pressuring them to have a child. They took their sweet time, thank you very much)

🍬: Post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character

Ooh here’s one: Amunet Black is not funny or quirky, and Caitlin working with her should’ve been WAYYYY more criticized than it was. Really, Caitlin should’ve been going undercover to take Amunet down, like in your wonderful fic :D

fic writer ask game!

#fic writer ask game #maiko #avatar the last airbender #atla

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artblock-tm · 4 months

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Can I get the director's commentary on literally anything you want from Shadow Rift. You can do the whole book if you want. I wanna hear your thoughts

Okay okay okay SO! Grr Shadow Rift. Me and my complicated relationship with Shadow Rift………

For those who don’t know DP Lore, Shadow Rift was a fic originally posted to a different website by a different author. The author wanted to abandon it, but I really enjoyed it, so I reached out to them and asked if I could continue it. Shockingly, they agreed, but I had to follow the original idea for their story.

Writing (part of) og Shadow Rift really dipped my toes into fic writing, and was what initially drew in some of my oldest readers (hi Marci). However, after some years of improvement as a writer with the publication of Masked, I just… didn’t like the story anymore. So I reached out to the original author again for permission to rewrite it and they basically just gave me full control of Shadow Rift.

I won’t talk about it too much since they’ve asked to remain anonymous, but they weren’t satisfied with it either but didn’t have the spoons to finish it. And that’s what brought us to Shadow Rift THE REWRITE!

Now that I think about it… I wish I hadn’t deleted my SR planning doc as soon as the epilogue was published… oops.

ANYWAY. SR is quite different from the original, both in quality of writing and character. While the plot moved generally in the same direction, some lore things were changed and the characters actually had concrete ARCS! WOAH! INCREDIBLE!

Like Hat Kid had an arc that improved her view on the world, however subtly. Although you may argue that it was the return of her soul that did this, the soul was only the macguffin. Her developing relationship with Snatcher is what made her develop as well!

Speaking of Snatcher… ugh he was so fun to write. I loved his and Hattie’s dynamic of continually butting heads. I love the parallels that originally appear as foils… AND it was great to make Snatcher an actual character too! I got to fill him with transgender allegory! Happy pride!

However, the character that drew the most evil giggles from me as I planned how to screw over was none other than Elliot. Oh, Elliot, how I love putting you through the wringer. I also had so much fun giving him a new character arc… in the opposite direction of Snatcher’s.

While Snatcher’s perception of himself merges together and he comes to accept himself and Elliot as the same person, just with changes, Elliot comes to make a distinction between himself and Snatcher. Snatcher is okay with himself, including Elliot, but Elliot isn’t.

Snatcher to me is a lot of hard edges with a softer demeanor. Even though he’s soulless, that doesn’t make someone incapable of kindness (like Hattie thought).

But Elliot is the inverse. He’s all soft edges with a sharp pointed center. And, understandably, the events he’d been through- bodysharing, getting cursed, literally mind-merging with Snatcher for a hot minute- wore his patience thin. It doesn’t help that his fate, like Hattie’s, was swiftly approaching, only his was unavoidable.

It shouldn’t be selfish to want to live, but isn’t it tragic that his actions only ended up speeding the process of his and Hattie’s death? Hehe.

Those are my thoughts on the main characters, but there are some minor ones I’d like to comment on too.

I’m sure that many readers noticed that Karmin wasn’t originally part of AHiT! Yes, I used Shadow Rift as an excuse to write her more. And if you noticed that the arc with her was surprisingly open-ended, that was intentional! You see, I did it for thematic purposes. I’m not gonna hold your hand on this one though.

More importantly, though, Vanessa.

Urgh. Vanessa.

I’ve never been able to write her adequately (UNTIL RECENTLY!! I LISTENED TO MISS MISERYGUTS BY RIP AND EVERYTHING CLICKED!! EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU TO GRACEBETH3604 FOR INTRODUCING ME TO IT!!!), but I’ve had kind of a renaissance on Prince and Vanessa characterization recently. SR!Vanessa was a way for me to experiment with a Vanessa that regretted her actions.

But don’t get me wrong- she doesn’t regret them because she’s becoming a better person- she regretted her actions because they had consequences for her, too. She lost her prince and she came to grieve that loss, but not what she did.

(Also Elliot getting cursed was essentially a nod to Gracebeth3604 also. A!au my beloved. Makes me go insane)

For those people who know the original story, they’d know that the whole thing stayed in Subcon. I thought that was rather stale, so I had the setting move to Alpine, and then to Time’s End. That was fun :)

and ummmm I think I’ve run out of things to say! Sorry I started watching a movie in the middle of writing this and for so caught up in analyzing it that I forgot everything I meant to say

#artbabble-tm #ahit #ahit au #ahit oc #shadow rift #writeblock-tm #ahit prince #ahit hat kid #ahit snatcher #ahit queen vanessa #ahit oc Karmin

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beanhappiness · 11 months

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why did you delete ‘dig og mig for altid’ off of Ao3? :(

Hey you,

I have to say, I didn’t think anyone would notice that it was gone 😅 But don’t worry, I’ll put it back up. Maybe tomorrow or at the end of the week. I just want to edit it a bit, since I’m unhappy with it as it is.

When I wrote it back in 2019/20, I was doing it as a side project, while finished my history thesis (hence why Carl at some point randomly mentions a police chief from the 1950s, lol). Of course, that meant that the fic was only my second priority and ended up a bit messy and really fucking long. But at the time, I was like ”whatever it’s fine”. Then I reread a year later and thought that it could really do with some editing. But again I was like ”it is what it is.”

Then the guys from Sløjtlæsning took Dig og Mig. (Side note: I am SO grateful that you told me about that!) And that really triggered my anxiety. I had no idea what this podcast was or how many listeners they have. But based on how it was presented, I just knew that they were going to make fun of me and my fic. So, I just couldn’t get myself to listen to it.

For some time, I told myself that I would never write another fanfic (hello there low self-esteem) and was again considering taking Dig og Mig For Altid down. Then last month I was in a really bad mindset, and I finally just took it down. But I had just started working a two-year-old fic again (En ny begyndelse), partly thanks to @greaseonmymouth who had just shared a lot of lovely fics. They reminded me that fanfiction is meant to be fun, and shared with people who love the same characters and universes as oneself. And due to some personal stuff, that was the story I wanted to work on. But I promised myself that I would get back to the other one too.

Then last weekend I found out Sløjtlæsning had posted part one of five of a reading of Dig og Mig For Altid. And I was DONE. So Sunday and Monday I listened to the circa 7 hours they had done on my two fics, and then contacted them on Instagram. They promised to not post anymore of Dig og Mig For Altid or any of my other fics. In return I let them keep the episodes on Dig og Mig up. I mean, I don’t want problems with their listeners, and a few of the things they say are funny enough, so it’s fine.

Having confronted them I finally wanted to work on Dig og Mig For Altid. It’s my story, and I care about it, but I need to feel better about it before I can share it with people again. I’m not going to change the story, or ending, I’m just going to, trim of the fat, so to speak. I mean it’s 48k long, and I have already deleted 1600 words, where I just repeat myself or overexplain something (kind of like I have just done now, lol).

#personal #I hope this makes sense #my writing

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aclosetfan · 1 year

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HIIII, I know it's completely random to come and ask about this, but curiosity was already killing me! I really wanted to know your favorite fanfics/users about our community of 5 rises from the shadows every 1 fanart posted per year 🤩 (Laughing at the misery)

But anyway, I'm just asking because you'll always be my favorite even after years, for me no one will ever be able to understand and write the characters exactly the way I imagine you do, and I wanted to know a little more about your point of view on PPG fanfics/creators. (Please never stop even with random headcanons during the week because I need them to make my month happier and survive in this fandom 😭)

The main question is right in the first part, but I just wanted to be able to express a little bit how much I love your profile, even though I'm not very good with words... Thanks for reading this far! ♡ (Sorry if I got some words wrong, English is not my first language and it doesn't even make the top 3. This is my first question on this app, i'm hoping to make a comeback, so please ignore the mistakes for I can sleep peacefully tonight 😀 God I'm addicted to emojis)

Thank you so much! <3 This is so sweet! Really, it means a lot that you like my characterizations so much. It took a lot of practice :) Please don’t apologize for anything!! gosh, this is such a hard ask because there are literally only five people, like you said 😂😂 I feel like I’ve been out of the game for a bit, so if there’s been any new exciting fan stuff, I haven’t seen it.

When it comes to favorite users, I’ve made a lot of friends over the years. A lot of those people have deactivated or moved on after CW announced their show, so, for simplicity, I’m not going to name anyone because I’d feel bad leaving someone out. But truly, I’ve liked everyone I’ve had the opportunity to talk and bond over the show with. The little corner I’ve hung out with is a good group, and it’s nice to still see old faces pop up every once in a while. If anything, I haven't deleted or let go of this blog because I don’t want all the fun posts we’ve made to go too. I like them being somewhere, and it’s still important to me.

With respect to fics I’ll give you three! Whenever I’m asked this, I always link The Notion of Loss by Gold Scribbles (completed). It’s one of my faves. It’s dark. There’s major character death, and it’s not cutesy (which is what I prefer), but I loved loved loved the characterizations.

My next fave fic is no longer available 😭 (or at the very least, I can no longer find it). The premise involves the rrb coming back. Their goal was to kill the girls. They jumped Bubbles to get their attention and attacked her to the point of disfigurement. Of course, Buttercup and Blossom are out for blood via enhanced antidote-X. They end up capturing Boomer as bait (call back to the og show), and are able to fight Brick and Butch. Buttercup kills but not without Butch doing the classic “See, you’re as bad as me! Haha!” which she ends up internalizing in the post-time skip. Blossom ends up killing Brick but at the sacrifice of her own life, which is the only way to stop him, and the scene where she comes to peace with things is heart-wrenching. The epilogue shows Buttercup lamenting over Butch’s last words and honoring her sister by finishing her work. Bubbles, with scarring that never healed, visits Boomer in jail, who she sees every week to spend time with him. She’s kind and polite because she believes he can be better, and it drives him crazy. AND I LOVVVVEEED IT. But it’s gone now. And it hurts.

My third rec is Pencils Tell a Little Too Much by Iminaloine (completed). It's a Butch-centric fic that explores how he's able to channel his anger and more intense emotions through art, which is 10/10!!

And because one of my fic recs doesn't have a link, here's 2 extra! everybody screams at the end of the world by fuckin-rodent (incomplete). While it's incomplete, it sets up a post-apocalyptic story like no other. I also really like heartsickness by the same author, which is a greens story.

Finally, while I don’t want to stop making stuff for you, I’ve obviously slowed down :(( The blog's still on hiatus; I'm sorry! I finished school and have recently started a new job. I don't know when I'll have time to more consistently update, which I know I've been saying for years now, but that's just growing up sometimes :/ And because I've been so busy, I'm feeling pretty uninspired about things. I haven't written anything new in months for any of my own writing projects or fandoms.

I do have another fan blog for my general fan interests that I sometimes write on (justanotherfanwriter). I can't guarantee you'll find something you like, but I'm more active on there solely because that's where I reblog a larger variety of fan content and sometimes write one-shots for other fandoms. But when it comes to the fics, again, I haven't been very inspired, so there isn't much there. It's pretty devoid of my own content, actually. So, I don't have many friends through that blog!

I also have a side blog for my own writing projects, but that has a dismal, like, 10 posts on it because I've got nothing up in my brain rn. Also, it's harder to write when you have no friends to brainstorm with! I def need more friends who'd talk about personal projects with me, not just fanfics!! If anyone has made it this far down the post, let me know if this is something you'd be interested in (just for shits and giggles at this point nothing serious)

#long post #i rambleeee #thank you this was such a sweet surprise #anon asks #feel free to bug me at any time #fic recs

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snifflyjoonie · 1 year

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i've been a writer in the community for five years under multiple different aliases. i'm still consistently lurking and reading all the new stuff, but my heart yearns to go back to when we had dozens of incredible writers posting very frequently. all of my accounts have been intentionally deleted, but i'm considering posting again just for old times sake.

I completely relate to you anon!! That’s essentially what I meant about my previous post - I miss the hyperactive community! I miss the camaraderie between writers 😭

I know you’re on anon so I don’t know your identity, but if it means anything, I would love to have an OG writer come back to the community! Even if it’s only to drop a fic here or there once in awhile (that’s kinda where I’m at too!!)

Sending love! Thanks for this message 💕

#answered #I’m happy some OGs are still lurking around!!#(like me lol)

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oneforthemunny · 1 year

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ok I’m still slowly but surely collecting all my fics back (I manic deleted that blog ok I had a mental breakdown and I didn’t save shit I didn’t think I’d come back lol) so here’s the deal. I don’t have them all yet.

so I think I’m going to post one of each eddie a day instead of all at once? that way everyone gets fed.

mafia!eddie is all uploaded, except for the og blurb if anyone has that send it my way! the one about him meeting reader at the bank.

and as for all the other eddies I’ll just keep posting one of each a day.

so older!eddie, rockstar!eddie, janitor!eddie, bouncer!eddie, modern!eddie, dom!eddie, and cowboy!eddie all tomorrow but just one so I don’t get flagged for spam!

if there’s a specific fic you would like, message me or comment or leave it in my asks ok :)

#oneforthemunny #munnytalks

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love4myg · 2 months

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play pretend | myg

summary. maybe, just for one night, you can pretend that you're still his and he's still yours. just like it used to be. just like it's meant to be.

pairing: yoongi x afab!reader

genre: exes to ???, smut, angst & fluff if you squint

word count: 3.2k

warnings: brief mention of alcohol consumption, kissing, explicit sexual content, dom!yoongi, sub!reader, oral sex (f. receiving), fingering, orgasm denial, hickeys, ruined orgasms, slight overstimulation, cum eating, finger sucking, brief edging, multiple orgasms, unprotected sex (don’t be like them plz), mentions of aftercare <3. plz tell me if i missed something 🙏

a/n: this was supposed to be apart of a 20k wip i was writing, but half of the fic got deleted and i don’t have the energy to rewrite it all rn. i took the smut scene and made it into a oneshot (i completely changed the og plot). i’m still very iffy about writing smut but i tried my best 😭 english is not my first language so i apologise for any spelling or grammar mistakes. i hope you enjoy!!

PS: right so i decided to change the ending like a day after i posted this cuz i realised that it contradicted with some of the stuff said in the story. I'm sorry to everyone who had to read the original, unhappy ending 😪

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People say that exes that stay friends either never loved each other or still love each other.

You wish you could say that you never loved Yoongi, but that wouldn’t be true. You also wish you could say you’re not in love with Yoongi anymore, but that too would not be true.

The chilly air bites into your exposed skin as you both walk along the dimly lit street. The exact moment you encircled your arm around Yoongi’s biceps eludes you, but the position provides enough heat to prevent you from pulling away.

You left the fancy restaurant where Jimin’s birthday was held around ten minutes ago. Despite your protests, Yoongi insisted on walking you home and you gave up attempting to convince him not to.

Now, as the night sky paints the street with bruised shadows and stalking figures made of light, you’re grateful that he is with you.

What you’re not grateful for is the feelings his presence evokes.

Your breakup was a mutual decision: both of you were not in the right stages of your life to pursue a relationship. Back then, as fresh college graduates, you were too focused on your careers.

He was the one who brought up the topic first. You agreed with his reasoning and stayed close, just like you were before entering the relationship.

What you hadn’t considered when deciding was how much it would hurt seeing him, knowing that you still had so much love to give him but not being able to.

Honestly, you aren’t sure whether staying friends helped the pain or worsened it.

Yoongi seems to notice your mind straying, and his voice cuts through your thoughts. “Penny for your thoughts?”

You snort. “God, you need to stop saying that,” you say, looking up at him to see a lazy smile drawn across his face. Whether he is smiling because he made you laugh or because he finds your comment amusing, you aren’t sure.

“Seriously though, what are you always thinking about?”

“Nothing,” you say, shrugging your shoulders.

“No, it’s not nothing. You always space out randomly and you have this expression at specific times.”

“What expression?”

“I don’t know, you just have this expression. You had it just now.”

“I think you’re reading too much into it.”

Yoongi pauses for a few seconds, allowing the occasional sounds of crickets chirping to be the only disruption to the silence between you. “Maybe.”

You know by his tone that he doesn’t believe you but is choosing to leave the subject, and you’re glad he does.

By the time you reach your home, all the windows of the apartment complex are dark, not a single one lit up from the inside. You cringe when your keychains clink together loudly as you unlock the main door.

You keep a foot out to keep the door open and turn to Yoongi, who had peeled himself away from you as you fished out your keys.

“Thanks for walking me home, Yoongi.”

“Ahh, it was no problem,” he replies, fanning the air to swat away your words. You smile at the action and he does too.

“I’ll see you around then.”

Yoongi nods. His hands return to the pockets of his leather jacket and yours remain by your side. Despite the shared goodbyes, neither of you make any attempts to walk away.

Yoongi steps closer to you.

The light—equipped with motion detection sensors that turned on when you opened the door—spills across his pale skin, illuminating his face in warm shades of golden.

You can see the ghost of a smile on his face, the way his hair slightly obscures his vision, the small mole that rests beside his nose. It used to be your favourite place to kiss when you used to date, and the thought unfurls a twinge of hurt in your heart.

His blinks are slow, and his tongue comes out to wet his lips as his eyes flicker down to yours.

It would be incredibly easy to just take a step closer and press your lips against his. Fortunately, he closes the gap between your bodies with a small step so that you don’t have to.

His breath fans across your skin and goosebumps erupt across your body. You look up at him through your eyelashes and his gaze flickers to your mouth once again.

Yoongi dips his head, brings his hand up to tenderly cup your cheek, and then presses his lips to yours.

You blame the alcohol when you make no effort to move away. You blame the alcohol when you step onto your tiptoes to deepen the kiss. You blame the practically non-existent alcohol in your system when you find your hands clutching at the collar of his leather jacket to pull him in even closer than he already is.

The pressure of his kiss is exactly how you remember it, and he tastes sweet from the red wine he drank at the restaurant. His lips feel so familiar that it hurts your heart.

It overwhelms you how much it feels like no time has passed. How it feels like you’re still two souls completely in love with each other. How he’s wearing the same leather jacket from the night you two first met and how you’re wearing the same necklace he gifted you for your second anniversary.

How you have the choice to forget everything that has happened and pretend, just for one night, that you’re still his and he is still yours. Just like it used to be.

Just like it’s meant to be.

Yoongi presses your body against the door and you use the movement to open it, pulling him inside. You only break apart from him when you can’t locate the call button to your elevator, and your mouth is back on his as soon as you press it.

One of Yoongi’s hands is tangled in your hair and the other is still pressed against your cheek. You can sense the hesitancy from how light his lips are, and from how he doesn’t move his hands any lower from where they are.

Just as the elevator doors open with a small ding, Yoongi pulls away from you.

“We shouldn’t be doing this.” His voice is low and you flush at the warmth that swirls at your core at the sound.

“We don’t have to if you don’t want to.” Your hand rests at the edge of the open elevator to prevent the doors from closing.

“Fuck, _.” He chuckles, his tone raspy. “Of course, I fucking want to.”

“Then stop talking and kiss me. Whatever we have to deal with, we’ll do it tomorrow.”

Your reasoning is stupid and you both are well aware of the fact. But you’re both too drunk on each other, on the years you had each other and the years you spent without each other, that you don’t give a fuck.

Yoongi grins, sliding his hand under your jaw to bring your lips to his again, and you push him into the elevator, barely managing to press the button to your floor.

Yoongi’s hand shields your head as you stumble into the wall of the elevator. His lips are rougher now, his tongue kissing the back of your teeth briefly.

His hands move to your waist and he grips at your flesh as your kiss grows deeper. Your hands are in his hair, tugging and pulling at his grown-out locks. You manage to coax a deep sound from him, and it causes arousal to course through you and makes your core throb with desire.

The elevator doors eventually open and you manage to stumble to the door of your home. You struggle to insert the keys into the keyhole as Yoongi nips at your neck.

“Am I too distracting?” he mutters in that stupidly deep voice of his.

“Shut up,” you mumble, indeed shutting him up when you push your mouth up to his again.

You let out a small sigh of relief when you finally managed to get the door open, quickly pulling Yoongi along by the fabric of his sleeve.

You shut the door, lock it, and return your attention to Yoongi. You both pause for a second, simply staring at each other in the darkness of the unlit home, with smiles on your faces and darkened eyes, before you break out of the trance and you’re on him again.

Yoongi’s kisses move along your jaw and down your neck. You hate how he knows you so well, knowing exactly where to push enough pressure to pull a light moan from you.

He pulls off his jacket and the zipper makes a sharp sound as it hits against the wooden floor.

His teeth nip at the side of your neck, causing a sharp intake of breath from you, and he slides his tongue along the faint marks he leaves. He sucks against your skin, and the sounds feel lewd as they fill the air.

He presses open-mouthed kisses along your collarbone, but by the time he reaches the top of your cleavage, you pull him away from you.

“Bed,” you mumble, your voice breathless. Your chest heaves up and down as small pants fall from your parted lips.

“Okay.” He brings his mouth to your ear and he whispers, “Jump.”

You obey after he pulls you close to him and hooks his arms under your ass. You wrap your legs around his waist as he leads you to the bed.

You have to look down at him from the way he carries you and your hair falls around his head, almost acting like a curtain when you kiss him again.

When he drops you onto the bed, your body bounces against the mattress and for a second, he simply stands by the edge of your bed.

You use your elbows to move to the top of the mattress and kick off your shoes with surprising ease. The words ‘what’s wrong’ are at the tip of your tongue when he speaks up.

“Fuck, you’re so beautiful.”

You feel the warmth of a blush form on your cheeks, and you smile at the compliment.

He climbs onto the bed, his body on top of yours and the cool metal of the small chain you hadn’t realised that he had been wearing, grazes your skin.

His hands move the thin straps of your dress down your shoulders, pulling the fabric down to rest below your bare breasts.

You hadn’t chosen to not wear a bra because you thought you would be getting laid, but because the dress showed too much of your back and front to wear one. However, it does prove to be convenient at the moment.

Yoongi groans at the sight of your breasts, a raspy sound that shoots straight to your core. He cups your mounds of flesh with his palms, rolling your hardened nipples between his fingers. You moan out, louder than before, feeling the sparks of arousal the action sends straight to your core.

“So, so pretty,” he mumbles, planting kisses between the valley of your breasts while kneading the flesh.

Yoongi flattens his tongue along one of your nipples having you arch up against his body. You gasp out his name.

“You’re sensitive tonight, baby.”

You whine at his words, knowing that he’s right. The pet name he uses has you pressing your thighs together, which he notices with a tut.

“Tsk, so impatient.”

He presses his tongue against your other nipple, taking a painfully long time to move down to where you need him the most.

He descends down your body, inching down your dress and making sure to spend time leaving an array of coloured marks across the expanse of your skin.

As the dress becomes a crumpled mess of fabric by your thighs, Yoongi lifts his body slightly, allowing you to kick it off. You’re left in just your panties, and you shiver at the sudden chill that runs through you.

You let out a high-pitched moan when Yoongi presses his lips against your clothed cunt, feeling the arousal that has stained the fabric press against you.

“Please–Yoongi–,” you whimper, desperate for more.

Your breath hitches when Yoongi pulls down your panties, hissing quietly at the exposure of your now bare pussy.

Yoongi looks up at you from between your thighs with eyes darkened with pure lust—so dark that you can’t tell where his pupils and irises meet.

The sight makes you clench around nothing, and a whine bubbles in your throat from the lack of friction. Your hips buck up in desperation and finally, Yoongi obliges.

He licks a long strip along your folds, collecting your arousal on his tongue. Your eyebrows knit together at the overwhelming sense of pleasure, your hands moving down to entangle themselves in his hair.

You mutter out a profanity of curses as Yoongi laps at your cunt, alternating between slowly licking at your juices to kissing and sucking at your nub.

His hands grip your thighs tightly, and you know that it’ll probably leave marks by tomorrow. Not that you cared; Yoongi has marked you all over already. A few more aren’t going to hurt.

It takes an embarrassingly quick amount of time for you to feel your orgasm building up, the knot in your lower stomach growing tighter by the second.

Yoongi moves his attention to your bud as he senses you getting closer, wrapping his plump lips around it and sucking lewdly. Wet sounds fill the room and it makes you flush.

“Fuck–‘m so close.”

Abruptly, Yoongi pulls away and a whimper tumbles from your lips. Your orgasm pulls away from you, straying further away from your reach as the seconds pass.

“Yoo-.”

“Gotta teach you some patience, don’t I?”

You shake your head. “I’m very patient,” you mumble.

“Are you now? So if I do this–.” He presses a finger into your hole and you gasp at the sudden sensation. “–you won’t come until I tell you to?”

“N-no.”

Yoongi pumps his finger into you easily with the help of your slick arousal, and he quickly adds another finger. You clench around his fingers, chasing your lost orgasm, when he adds his mouth to your clit.

He sucks against you feverishly and the combination of feelings has you reeling.

Soon, you feel the knot in your stomach tighten again. “Can I come? P-please?”

“Hmm, not yet.”

You would’ve cursed at him if it weren’t for the sudden onslaught of a new, rapid pace he decides to pump his fingers with.

“Yoongi, please. I-I can’t. Please can I come?”

Yoongi hums against your pussy, sending vibrations over your cunt. You take it as his way of finally giving you permission.

You arch your back off the mattress as your orgasm hits you, squeezing your eyes shut as the pleasure rolls through you.

Your walls tighten and clench hungrily around his fingers as you ride out your high. When you finally come down from it, Yoongi moves up from your thighs.

His mouth and chin are wet from your arousal and orgasm, and you can taste yourself on his tongue when you kiss him.

He presses his two fingers up to your mouth and you open up without him having to even ask.

“Suck.”

The authoritative tone in his voice has you tingling with lust, and you oblige eagerly.

You suck in his fingers, tasting your cum and arousal and swallowing it down. Your tongue moves along the edges of both of his fingers, cleaning them completely before he pulls out.

“Good girl.”

He kisses you again and you can feel his hardened length against your pussy, still covered by the dark denim of his jeans.

“Ne–need you–please.”

You look at him through your eyelashes, pupils dilated and blown out from your orgasm, lips plump and bruised, and Yoongi groans.

“God, you’re gonna be the death of me,” he mutters, and you smile, teeth teasingly biting down on your bottom lip.

You tug at the hem of his t-shirt and he pushes himself up to remove it, pulling it off and throwing it onto the floor in one swift motion.

Your hands automatically go to his chest, moving across the expanse of his skin as he unbuttons his pants. Your nails teasingly dig into his shoulder, hard enough to leave faint marks in the shape of crescent moons.

You trail your touches down to his clothed cock and you palm him through his jeans, coaxing a moan from him before he grabs onto your hand to stop you.

“I want tonight to be about you.”

You open your mouth to speak, but your protests are swallowed by his lips. He takes off his pants and throws them onto the floor.

He climbs over you again, and you can feel his cock against your thigh.

“You’re this hard by just eating me out?”

“Of course I am. I fucking missed how good you tasted,” he replies, not an ounce of shame in his words, unlike you who flushes at his response.

“Wait.”

Your stomach drops. “What?”

“I don’t have any condoms.”

You hate the relief that floods through you when you hear his words. You were expecting something much worse–though the situation at hand is not ideal.

“I don’t either. I–I’m on the pill though.”

“I mean, I’m clean. I haven’t done anything since- since you.”

Oh.

You’re ashamed at the raw desire that floods through you at his words, and you can’t stop the cocky smile that spreads across your face.

“Shut up,” he mumbles through a smile, pressing a peck against your lips.

“Sorry.” You’re not. “I haven’t either.”

Yoongi nods, and you watch his Adam’s apple bob up and down as he thickly swallows. “We don’t have to–.”

“Yoongi, please just fuck me.”

“Fuck, okay.”

He restrains your wrists with his hands, pressing them down onto the pillow by the sides of your head.

He positions himself at your entrance and enters you slowly. You whine as he fills you up inch by inch. He had prepped you well, but you were still tight around him. Yoongi curses as you clench around him.

When his pelvis finally meets yours, he gives you a moment to adjust to him. When you give a small nod, he rolls his hips into you.

The moan that passes your lips as he thrusts into you is almost pornographic. Your hands squirm under his grip as his pace slowly builds up, getting faster.

“Don’t stop–oh, fuck.”

“Your pussy’s so fucking perfect. All mine, hm?”

“A–all yours.”

Yoongi’s thrusts are fast, and he releases his grip on your wrists to snake his hands down to your swollen clit. He presses his thumb against your nub, applying pressure to it and around it.

The overwhelming sensations of pleasure have your eyes rolling back.

You feel the knot in your stomach begin to tighten again at the sound of skin slapping against your skin and the occasional thud of your headboard hitting the wall.

“Don’t wake the neighbours,” you mumble, though you’re too drunk on the blend of pleasure and pain to fully grasp your own words.

“Fuck the neighbours,” Yoongi growls, but he does slow down just enough so that it isn’t as loud as before.

A string of curses leaves your lips as you feel your orgasm get closer. Yoongi continues to play either your bud, slowly increasing his speed.

“Please, Yoongi–‘m gonna cum.”

Your walls tighten around his cock and Yoongi groans at the sensation. Your hands grasp at the sheets below you, digging into the mattress.

“Cum for me, baby.”

His words send you tipping over the edge, and you cum again. The sight of you creaming around his cock has him increasing his pace as you ride out your orgasm, and you find yourself whimpering from the overstimulation.

“I know, baby, just–fuck.”

It takes a few more hard thrusts for Yoongi to reach his orgasm. He pulls out, and thick ropes of cum paint your lower stomach and the sheets under you.

He falls onto the mattress beside you, and the moonlight illuminates the beads of sweat that coat his skin.

You both lie on the bed in silence, simply staring up at the ceiling for a few minutes. Eventually, Yoongi gets up to rummage through the pile of clothes on the floor and you feel your heart sink in disappointment.

“Are you leaving?”

Yoongi stills his movements and turns his head to look at you. “Not right now, but–uh–yeah, after I clean you up.”

“Oh.” Another beat of silence. “Don’t leave. Stay.”

You hate how your voice is suddenly so quiet, how you know that you’re asking him more than just to stay for the night, though you don’t know whether he realises it.

Don’t leave me again. Stay with me.

You can see the outline of his body as he stands up and tugs on his boxers. He walks over to you and presses a kiss to your forehead.

"Okay.”

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clarahue · 5 months

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AO3 Q&A

Just realized that I’m almost at 100 fics on AO3. Then I realized I’ve actually already crossed that with my anonymous works, abandoned fics and ones that have be deleted. So I decided to celebrate by doing a little fic Q&A for fun.

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What is your first fic:

My first fic was a Rumbelle fic titled “A Not So Beauty and Beast”. It has now since been deleted and I only remember that is was a work office AU. I vaguely remember a chapter where Belle had to get a needle, but nothing else.

2. How did you start writing fics:

I have always had stories going on in my head ever since I was a kid. I did write some stories for school projects and enjoyed doing so but never wrote for fun. When I got into TV my best friends introduced me to the world of fanfics and I started reading some. I remember having a sleepover at my friends’ house in high school. They were talking about how they wrote fanfictions and suddenly I had the courage to start writing my own. That same night I stared writing “A not so Beauty and Beast”. From there the rest has been history.

3. Do you respond to comments:

I’m trying to get better and respond to more. But sometimes I don’t now how to respond to comments. I always appreciate comments though as I often get very few on my fics.

4. Do you write crossovers:

No, though I did write an Avalance fic story with the Emma & Lily storyline for OUAT (When You're Around, Things are Brighter)

5. Have you ever received hate comments on a fic:

Yes. On one of my smutty fics a person left a comment that I was deranged for writing a specific kink. I shrugged the comment off because the fic was clearly labeled and the person didn’t have to click on the fic.

The only time a comment really bothered me was really early on in my writing. This was on another of my deleted fics. It was titled “How Seagulls Fly” and it was a CaptainSwan fanfiction. Someone left a comment critiquing why I was including flashbacks that had nothing to do with the story. I was really sensitive to critiques as I was still new to posting fics and took the comment a bit too personally.

6. Do you write smut:

Yes. I have written some pretty kinky stuff too. Most are posted anonymously because one of my best friends stalks my AO3 account and I’d die if she saw them.

7. First fandom you wrote for:

Once Upon A Time. Unfortunately I deleted most of my OG fics because I was embarrassed with how bad they were written. I wish I hadn’t now. I think it’d be amusing to look back on them.

8. Favourite fic you’ve written:

Oh, so many. So many of my stories have such meaning to me and I love going back to read them. I usually go back to read more recent fics as they consume my mind the most.

For my favourites of my fics I’ll pick: “The Things We Don’t Talk About” (X-Men, Cherik), “The Tutor” (OUAT, Rumbelle), “By the Water’s Edge” (OFMD, BlackBonnet). “Drawn On My Skin” (Supergirl, Sanvers) is pretty good as well. I’m kind of obsessed with how well I wrote “Soulmates, Load of Bullshit” (OFMD, Steddy Hands).

For personal stories I’d have to say: “My Loki Verse” (series), “The Path That Leads Us Home” (Marvel/X-men, Maximoff feels). “Fallen Star” (Marvel, TaserTrickster) is also really meaningful to me. When I do go back to read it, I do find it a bit lacking. But it's clear to me that while I was writing it I was dealing with my own grief over a loss in my life.

9. Most poplar fic:

“An Exitance Unlike Our Own.” (18,837 Hits, 911 Kudos, 86 Comments)

I think this fic just hit a very niche ship (Agent Reign) with popular tropes (fake dating, undercover, living together) and blew up. It’s by far my most popular fic, no other pales in comparison. Even the fics I think are better.

I think “Soulmates, Load of Bullshit” (OFMD, Steddy Hands) has the most comments on one chapter though (36). That one blew up a bit and I was so proud because I liked that one so much. I thought I did a really good job with it.

10. What category do most of your fics fall under?

Alternate universe.

I love putting my characters into different scenarios and spinning them around in my mind. I like making them kiss like they’re toys I’m playing with. It’s fun.

11. Do you read your own fics:

Yes, and yes. I actually love rereading my own fics. It makes me so happy to go back and read them and to reread comments.

12. What is your writing process:

Usually an idea hits me and I’ll jot down in a Google doc or Word document. Funny enough the best time in which I’m writing the most, or the most inspired is when I’m in my bed before I go to sleep. So I’m usually typing the fic in my phone while lying sideways. I type so fast I end up with a lot of typos so I have to go back and edit everything. But I really like the whole process of editing. This very flawed system is what works best for me.

13. Is there a fic or idea for a fic that you've abandoned?

Most definitely. I’ve actually had quite a few. Recently I actually wrote a whole fic out only to never post it and throw it away because I ended up not liking it. I’ve been tying to just have fun with my writing and not care so much about posting or having people comment. I want my writing to be something I enjoy.

14. Is there a fic you wish had gotten more attention?

Yes, so many. Like all of them. For now I’ll go with “By The Water’s Edge” (OFMD, BlackBonnet)

15. What ships have you written the most for:

I’m almost embarrassed to see that Aziraphale/Crowley (Good Omens) have topped my list (9) as they only started consuming my thoughts within this past month. Most of their stories are one-shots. (see Amber Eyes and a Wicked Smile). I have more stories in the works for them as well.

My next top ships are what I expected. I have Belle/Rumplestiltskin | Mr. Gold (7), Alex Danvers/Maggie Sawyer (7), Sara Lance/Ava Sharpe (7), Evil Queen | Regina Mills/Robin Hood (6)

If I added my anonymous fics to this, Blackbeard | Edward Teach/Stede Bonnet would probably be up there as well.

16. What fandoms do you write for:

I’m kind of actually proud to see that OUAT still remains the top fandom I’ve written for (19). This is followed by Supergirl (12), Marvel (11), DC's Legends of Tomorrow (10), and Good Omens (9)

17. What's your longest story:

“The Princess and the Warrior” (OUAT, RedWarrior) was up there for the longest time at 33,567 words. But I passed it with two Rumbelle fics, “The Union” (40,348 words) and “Finding You” in first place at 59,158 words. “Dance With Me” (Good Omens, Crowley/Aziraphale) is shaping up to be a competitor as I’m still currently updating it. Right now it’s in second at 41,182 words.

18. What do you hope to achieve with your fics:

I hope to maintain F/F as the main dynamic I write about as F/F fics are severely lacking (currently I'm at 36) . However I strive to continue writing whatever makes me happy, and to continue writing things for my own fun.

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