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meamiki · 8 months ago

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silly comic based on a time i struggled to read live on stream :thumbsup:

context clip compilation below ASDASDFASA

(cw for brief mention of hospitals/strokes)

#in stars and time #isat #isat odile #isat siffrin #isat spoilers #<- not big ones but the convo this stems from occurs on 3rd floor before king act 2 so #cw hospital #cw stroke #<- brief stroke talk in the clip thats why #odile i am so sorry for making u deal with the fact that i cant read #or just input words?? where there arent any??? i dont know why i do that????#these streams have made me realize i sometimes just autofill words when reading SAFADDA #also random side headcanon i was thinking of while drawing this #is odile speaks alot with her hands?#idk why i just think its fun?#and kinda makes sense as someone who has travelled a lot thru different countries?#personal observation but you can convey/tell a lot without knowing a much of a different language via body language #as someone who grew up with family who spoke a different language that i do not speak LMAO #especially hands!! those say a lot!!#reading body langauge/tone helped me a lot when guessing if what was being talked about a good thing or not #tho tone to a lesser extent since uh it can be hard to tell at times i think ASDFDA #so it makes sense to me???#the art of pointing in general location is a universal skill i think?? yea #to a lesser extent i think siffrin might do this? but more subdued/under the cloak so #the cloak ends up getting in the way 90% of the time so no one can actually see that lmao #okay tag talk over #no stream time today because weather boooooo storms

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casualavocados · 7 months ago

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What happened to you? [...] None of your business.

KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 10

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #ai di x chen yi #chen yi x ai di #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #userrain #userspicy #uservid #userjjessi #pdribs #*cajedit #*gif #i made myself insane about the caption bc it could be applied to both of them <3 #chen yi what happened how did you get injured? and hes like 'its not a big deal whatever'#ai di what happened why do you strangle me when i get close to you now? and he's like #WOULDNT YOU LIKE TO KNOW WEATHERBOY (angst edition)#anyway the actual point of this set was the way ai di is sleeping and the way chen yi is looking at him so thats cool #its just....really soft and sweet #i caNT IMAGINE what chen yi thinks or feels finding ai di holding his jacket in his sleep.......like. ahghdfkdkjfdksj #ive giffed this before and will probably gif it again #lbr i've giffed every scene so many times bc they have so few scenes and i am getting EVERYTHING I CAN OUT OF THEM #WHICH IS A LOT!!! they're everything to me

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artuurle · 1 month ago

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This isnt really an ask this is just me holding out my empty plate to you

More Grujaja stuff please!!!!! very yummers!!!! :D /noforce

Great news, i have a bit of unposted doodles of Grujaja cuz like i mention in other posts every time i draw smthn sad w him I cope by drawing cute or silly images. (and one other sad one oops)

the rest of the doodles are for my silly hc (honestly borderlining au at this point w the amount of images i've made for it lol) that caused this whole mess, those under the cut for the sanity of the people. [thumbs up]

Grujaja making Hector die from stress right before he tries to ascend to godhood.

bonus Capo trying and failing to pretend like he doesn't care as well. if you even cares. /silly

#great god grove #ggg spoilers #bizzyboy gr #ggg grujaja #ggg patty #bizzyboy p #i love how patty is 1 crumb big compared to grujaja. thats his friend thats also his teddy bear #ggg hector #ggg capochin #<- these two unda the cut lol #i hate the crying gruja doodle but i recognize someone might like it so it stays #on god the stupid hc stuff is straight up named “Groves worst babysitters” in my sorting files #The image of grujaja climbing onto hector haunted me so badly you have no idea. i just think drainfolk r like that and like climbing things #these two suck at being responsible in many ways and yet end up the closest thing my grujaja has to family besides the other bizzyboys #which is why the poor guy deals with so much bullshit #“closest thing to family i have are the two incredibly fucked up ex-leaders of the bizzyboys and then also the bizzyboys themselves”#absolutely hopeless setup for this guy to end up a well adjusted individual post game #and why the one comic w him and capo was so evil for me to make w me faceplanting the desk #he's trying so hard though. he's trying.#once again apologies for being insane #hope this appeases u

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lovckett · 4 days ago

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dpax highschool au orion is a jock and dee's a nerd except orion's the runt of the litter and he'd never admit it but hes jealous of d-16 because he's still stronger than him even when he's more academically inclined and idk idk idk i don't know where im going with this d-16's jealous of orion because orion socializes easier than he does and YOU UNDERSTAND ?!!!!??? DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME ?!???!!!??

my apologies locket is sleep deprived and exhausted .

#dpax #transformers one #ao3 #sorry im projecting #i am having a hard time in highschool #my best friend got chosen for a raffle for a letter of recommendation from my ap english language teacher #and she laughed and told me #she didn't even know the letter was included #she just wanted to participate #i felt so angry at her #i felt so so angry #i'm a horrible person #i'm angry i'm selfish #what kind of friend am i #i should have been happy for her #but all i could think about was WHAT ABOUT ME #i'm a horrible friend #sorry #i'm tired i'm tired i'm tired #but locket #why is a letter of recommendation so important #it's not a big deal #IT IS TO ME #WHAT IF THATS MY ONLY WAY OF GETTING INTO COLLEGE #im not doing good im not smart im not going to get a scholarship #god i'm pathetic #i'm sorry #i am acting so emo waha i'll edit these tags out once i remember to in the morning

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tricoufamily · 12 days ago

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i say this literally every single time but i just know the landgraab refresh is coming with this sims season i know it……this is going to be my 9/11

#i’ve dreaded it for this long and now i know it’s coming if it doesn’t come now i don’t know if it ever will #is it actually that big of a deal no. will my malcolm still be there yes. does it still matter deeply to me. yes #i literally don’t know why i’m so against it i just am #LEAVE HIM ALINE LEAVE HIM ALONE THATS MY OC #STOP MESSING W MY OC #at least give him the dirty blonde hair swatch but THATS IT #and put johnny in the family tree that’s all that’s all we need

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cosmicredcadet · 6 months ago

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Y'know me never believing love at first sight makes a lot more sense once I realized I was AroAce.

I was the annoying kid who would always go "Um actually it's infatuation not love." when "love" songs came on that was about one night stands or men finding women attractive on first meeting and saying that they were in love or whatever.

I am so AroAce that even younger me knew this Love nonsense was bullshit.

#text #aro #aromantic #ace #asexual #aroace #younger me: why are they getting married when they only knew each other for two days thats dumb #Younger me: why does anyone need to get married I don't see the big deal #Younger me: what do you mean you would stop loving each other if one of you switched genders? that shouldn't matter should it?#Younger me: Why is everyone obsessing over each other and dating? can't they just turn that off and focus on school like me?#Younger me: why are kids so annoying with PDA in the hall. can't they just turn off that need like me?#Younger me: Why does a partner need to be the most important person in your life? why cant you just live with your friend instead?#Younger me: Why don't people like the idea of multiple partners? no one gets mad over the idea of having multiple friends?#Basically younger me was so incredibly aroace and im shocked i didn't start to realize it until end of middle school and early high school

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sonknuxadow · 3 months ago

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my honest reaction

#once again the trailer just kind of makes me feel nothing but confusion at why theyre doing things the way they are #why is gerald still alive. even if it turns out to be time travel or him being frozen alongside shadow or something #it still takes away a lot of the emotional impact of shadows story ... why .....#the fact that theyre just seemingly having gerald be rouge's replacement in the dark story trio too???? what. thats stupid .#and speaking of rouge. where are rouge and amy. ive never seen a single good argument to justify their exclusion here #why is the only girl character from the games whos present the one who famously dies horribly for male characters' motivation #(to be clear im not saying the way maria's death is handled in the games is bad writing or anything #just that having her be the only girl character to have a movie counterpart is certainly A Choice.)#and. why are team sonic (and human characters associated with them who are supposed to be the good guys) working with gun .#gun literally does nothing but cause problems for sonic in sa2 ?!?!?!??!?!#even if it does turn out theyre not being completely honest with sonic about what shadow's whole deal is thats still. why ...#i wasnt expecting an exact recreation of sa2 but that doenst mean i have to be okay with every possible change they make either #especially when a lot of this stuff just actively makes the story worse. sa2 im so sorry they did this to you #honestly probably wouldnt bother me quite as much if this was a comic or tv show or something #and not . a big popular movie that is probably going to overshadow the game in a lot of peoples minds. ughhhh #also shadow has still only had a couple lines so maybe its not fair for me to say anything just yet #but i dont . really like how he sounds from what we've heard .. why did the ycast keanu reeves this sucks #idris elba as knuckles is starting to annoy me too tbh . like i didnt care for it at first but then it grew on me #and now im back to not really liking it . that is NOT knuckles #anyway. im honestly struggling to understand how so many fans of the games are uncritically excited about the movie ?#and dont have any problem with the writing choices being made here.. ?#do they just not care how shadow's story is portrayed as long as he looks cool doing it .. ?#im not saiyng the people who are excited are fake fans i just . dont get it

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sssunflowersmiles · 4 months ago

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By the way the idea that someone's body is none of your business includes things like their nails cause why am I seeing people shit talk Oscar's nails AGAIN when he's spoken about why he keeps them long?? And it's not up to you to judge?? Leave drivers bodies alone challenge x

#this gets me mad everytime #we all know that the most sceptical and superstitious people are athletes??#hes more comfortable driving with long nails so thats why?? is kt really that big a deal?#stop talking about other peoples bodies!!#oscar piastri #mclaren #mclaren f1 #f1 #formula 1

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sunsetsandsunshine · 3 months ago

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Oh thats just not..

#Im so freaking confused #ISNT SHE A MINORS DNI ACCOUNT???#There was this girl who made this whole big deal abt turning 18 and not wanting minors to interact #……tell me why I get a notification from her liking one of my fics…#THATS JUST NOOOOOOT #I hate people who can’t take their own advice #And even if you “are okay with minors interacting” IM NOT INTERACTING EITH YOU YOUR INTERACTING WITH ME.#People on the site make my head hurt.#Im UNCOMFYYYYYY

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lokh · 19 days ago

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WHY am i having to run between two people instead of them contacting each other directly and then one of them ISNT EVEN COMMUNICATING WITH ME PROPERLY

#it is such a big number of things that are contributing to this right now #first i suspect that my emails are getting junked cos im not using fucking gmail or whatever #but like youve already established a line of communication. you should have marked that shit not spam at the start #so im out here having to wait ungodly hours of the night to send emails because of the time difference #and apparently if im not sending that shit on work hours then its not getting seen at all #except apparently now even THAT isnt working #on the other hand the other party is supposed to be initiating contact with ME. but thats not happening at all?#so now /i/ have to call only to find out nothings been worked out #im losing my fucking mind.#i didnt want to fucking call because a) time zone b) international rates #c) no idea how good their spoken/listening comprehension for english is. but at this stage i might have to #ANSWER MY FUCKING EMAILS!!!!#I HAD A MANAGER THAT COMMUNICATED /EXCLUSIVELY/ BY EMAIL #SO YOU /KNOW/ SHE WAS GETTING BLASTED WITH A MILLION EMAILS A DAY #AND YET!!!!! SHE ALWAYS RESPONDED RELATIVELY QUICKLY!!#ABSOLUTELY NO EXCUSES BRO #IM RUNNING BETWEEN THEM TO TRY AND GET ONE PARTY TO CONTACT THE OTHER. WHY IS THAT MY FUCKING JOB #THIS ISNT MEDICAL BUT I AM DEALING WITH GOVT AGENCIES #AND IM LOSING FUCKING FAITH

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theokusgallery · 1 month ago

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Actually. Thinking about it because of my last reblog, but to people who get into romantic relationships (including demiro people and such): why do people make it so awkward when an unrequited crush happens?

I've seen people end really strong friendships over the other person having feelings, but if that happened to me I feel like I'd just... be flattered? And take it as a sign that the person really likes me, and be glad? Crushes are just a form of affection, isn't it kind of the same thing as a friend telling you "I really like you as a person"?

If you wanted a relationship with them, it means you like them a lot, but just because they don't return it, you... leave?? Even though you felt that close to them?? Can people not just enjoy the feeling of having a crush and treat it as a casual thing that's just there? Why is it such a big deal. Having a crush is a pretty pleasant feeling from what people say. Just enjoy the feeling. What's the problem here

#Again #maybe it's just me being lithoromantic but I could not care less whether the person likes me back or not #I'd even rather they don't.#I honestly would love to just have a crush on someone who doesn't like me back and just... treat it as casual banter material.#It's just a feeling. It's really not that big a deal.#I don't get why people treat romantic love like it's so special. It's just a form of affection like any other.#my gender apathetic too-independent-for-a-relationship mom's still friend with her ex from 30 years ago sl #i guess i wasnt raised with the social expectation that staying friends with exes was a red flag #and even when i still dated i guess i was too poly to see it as Not a green flag (shocker)#if someone's still friend with their ex it shows a degree of emotional maturity in most instances imo. idk #people will see that as a red flag and if it isnt for cheating reasons (i dont understand the concept of cheating.) idk wtf thats about #--i UNDERSTAND the concept of cheating i just dont understand why 90% of people care about it #why do you want to be your s/o's one and only. external support systems are important #if the only person in your life who matters to you is your s/o thats a recipe for disaster #ok i'll stop rambling now. eurgh #rant #aromantic #open question

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skunkes · 1 year ago

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might sound weird to say as a person with a couple ocs who have Big Horrible Event(s) in their backstories or as a person who has like 3 ocs total bc he sucks at writing and as a person who hopes their ocs arent too Boring with [the thing im about to mention] but the thing about writing [characters] and [people] is that like.

any little thing a person experiences can take up their whole existence... its actually something "fun" to experience as i meet new ppl and do more things. My friend had something happen that she'll be talking about forever. I had several things happen last year that ill never stop talking about, some of which other ppl think werent that bad actually. In the same way I'll forever remember about the way my sister accidentally insulted me almost 10 years ago, it's really interesting and Fun to find and assign smaller things like that to characters...its really Real. some people's dealbreakers are other people's solvable problems etc etc

#(as well as the opposite: Big Event that maybe shocks everyone around em but they genuinely werent shaken by)#though this one is more common and leads to those ''ohh i didnt know that was normal oops'' moments #talkys #inspired by recent me and friend events #and also recent events where i told sum ppl more stuff about Thing and they responded as if it wasnt a big deal. but it was to me.#and also how i thought a part of al's childhood backstory was kind of maybe dumb and not realistically as impactful as id expect #but i saw someone on reddit almost word for word write that as their experience and how its shaped em as a person #and thats it like... the small things are boring and hard to keep track of sometimes #its not like you'll include every single little event your oc was shaped by in their bio #but idk. its like Fun to piece together for fun. to mold a human being #ykwim? wld be silly to tell everyone ''oh my oc struggles with self image due to many instances like... when their sister called em ugly''#or write it anywhere but it is fun to Know and have in your head. and its real !#just like if a friend told you about something that happened to em #long post #delete later #sorry i keep saying stupid obvious shit lately ive always been bad at oc making AND socializing so im learning everything late #but anyway yes. idk even as i keep making ocs that are ''similar'' its like. every person so different #people can react to anything in any way for any reason. i love people #this is why i struggle a bit with keeping ocs to archetypes i guess bc like. what is ooc for an oc. people contain contradictions all the #time. you can change yourself at any time.#ok nobody will read this far so ill go to the real insane rambling #part of this has been a part of my chats with talon while trying to get him to share more info #like. yeah ok you're 400+ years old the things that happened to you were such a comparatively small part of your life #but humans dont live as long and think about small things until they die. i dont think time would heal all wounds actually. not all of em #some thoughts just always come to gnaw at your brain. its ok to not be over things. i feel ill never be over some things #and also complainerism can be fun but thats something else entirely wee hee ^_^

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bellamyblakru · 6 months ago

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i will never understand how some people can actively shit on something they know someone loves and finds joy in right in front of them. how can you hate something that makes someone else happy in this absolutely fucked world in front of them.

its the passive aggression for no reason i will never ever understand or do to others. if you have a passion, fucking LIVE it. if nothing else, passion gets us through every shitty day, and i will always support it.

have passion in spite of those who hate.

#its absolutely mind boggling to me #and genuinely makes me so fucjinf upset #i was sitting next to my sister who has been nicer to me than usual as she is talking to her online friend and im doing my nails silently b #its her polish and i didnt wanna take it out of her room. but i look up and shes ranking music genres which is all cool. but without #hesitation as the first one at the most bottom tier she put kpop. like i understand its not her cup of tea but i was like okay thats #something that actively makes me wanna keep living yaknow. and she knows that. so i was like #‘interesting placement for kpop’ and she didnt say anything so i said ‘im not sure youve listened to it enough to have such a violent #opinion on it’ and she immediately got angry saying shes ‘heard enough’ and then got mad at me for saying that saying why was i being ‘like #this what the fuck’ and my heart genuinely sunk into my ass but i couldnt leave even though i felt like crying bc i only did one hand and i #was drying at that moment plus i didn’t wanna make it a big deal. but this is not the first time she’s actively hated on my music without #prompt from me and it just makes me ????? like. music taste differs with everyone i understand this and i respect it. if something brings u #happiness then i would love to hear and listen even if i wouldn’t choose it myself. but being a bitch about it. idk #ultimately its the fact of being mean for no reason over someone else’s passion makes u a fucking asshole #:)))) im not crying bye #ashley rambles #to delete later #my mom and brother do it too btw. hating on it and making sure i hear it.#my mom was doing it the other day and my 7 year old nephew kept saying ‘pook i love it. i think its cool’ and it made me cry because kids #have the capacity for such unaltered kindness as the world has yet been cruel to them #idk man

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jrueships · 4 months ago

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WHOEVER THE FUCK IS RECOMMENDING MED PPL TO GO INTO RADIOLOGY JUST CUS IF THE MONEY, IM GONNA FUCKING gET YOU

#first i had ai dictacting schedules and now the radiologists just thought there was a AHHGGRHHH #YES. YES U CAN MAKE MONEY GOING INTO RADIOLOGY. BUT DO NO T. JU ST. GO INTO IT. for the MONEY #MEDICINE IS FKING PAIN BCS BUSINESS IS A PAIN & PPL ARE IN PAIN & PPL ARE A PAIN #like it is Very. ppl orientated it's FKING MEDICINE and even if ure a vet or whatever theres obvs usually humans attached fo animals #so like u might not always be dealing with the ppl but ur coworkers who are also being directly accounting #for the ppl SURE AS HELL DO #like yea ppl die all the time but ure telling me u dont gaf when u couldve done something to stop a LIFE #a HUMAN LIFE that was DEPENDING ON U just doing a like tiny action in the grand scheme of ur things #but ends up a major life changer to them even if they dont always have the knowledge to recognize it #and u let them die bcs of the money #i cant fcking STANDDDDDD IT ohmy GAWD.#also like radiology is not all that hunky dory like radiactive is part of the fking name like #UGHHHH LIKE IM SUPPOSED TO BE SCOLDING MY PTS WHY TF AM I SCOLDING MFS FOR MY PTS #anyways yea tho totally just join medicine for the money it's tofally not a massive damage to u n society #but also . fuck society for making ppl feel like they only have this choice or it's starvation bcs thats also so fking real fuc that #but bro at least try not to fuck ppl over once u gain a position just bcs u happened to be in a bad mood today like #medicine is Literally. horror. it's not that 'i watch pimple popping videos haha i can handle it' horror . it's literally.#the horror of treating humans like humans while never allowed to be one urself kind of horror #it's watching a little girl crying and a big bulky father weeping like a small child bcs his wife died #&then u step out the room and a pt throws his poop at u bcs he keeps lying to u abt not having any alcohol &wants to go home but has no ride #wants a million opiods and has been absolutely wailing at ur staff and if he leaves ama it docks u so now u gotta #peruse a bunch of legal documents to try and figure out a loophole on how to get him outta here while also dealing with 60 other pts #on the brink of death or intensely septic and the whole time ure trying to save them u got bitches screaming in ur ear abt the #north carolina fluid shortage like btch fuck that im giving this kid the shit they need to survive fuck off #especially funny bcs theres fluids available but we refuse to buy them bcs theyre for a higher price than our og supplier like ok #anyways #love my life

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nyctohyloph0bia · 7 months ago

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That moment where you see someone talk about their otherhearted-ness after just a long while of not seeing someone do so and you get so happy because, holy shit, this is such an important topic to me , I want to see what the other person who is otherhearted like me has to say

And it's just "this isn't rlly important or significant".

Ouch.

#my otherhearted-ness was so strong it literally turned me into a wolf. why is this seen as less.#is otherheartedness really not that big of a deal to so many people? it. feels like its everything to me #its like a blinding light I don't know how to describe. its so painful i dont have the words to describe how much wolves mean to me.#and any other canine. we are just one. we are.#and I don't know if thats the case for everyone else or if im just the only dumbass.#otherhearted #otherhearted community #alterhuman #alterhuman community #kith

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the-beard-of-edward-teach · 7 months ago

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huh.

#tw depression #the beard proclamations™#told a loved one that i feel depressed #was surprisingly easy #they'd asked how i was doing #and i surprised myself by admitting that im a bit depressed #i said i was fine ofc #just feel a bit depressed #told them that i didnt bring it up because. well. i just wouldnt anyway but especially not now bc it isnt as bad as before #so its not a big deal since its a lot better #and they explained to me that i feel that way because it got *so* bad before #so ofc it feels like no big deal now #but we talked and they gave me advice #so im gonna call my doctor #and get some help with it #and idk ig im kinda proud of myself #for being able to recognize this #and with slight prompting be able to admit it easily #and even though i feel bad for wasting my doctors time because i missed two appointments in dec/jan and thats why i stopped getting treated #im going to call anyway #and get help #idk #sorry to anyone who reads this

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