#so proud he’s my bias 😌

[briebysabs]

I’ve only known Ateez for a couple months but I think all Wooyoung antis should be thrown into a volcano.

These idols only show us what they want fans to see, we don’t know them personally. But I really see Wooyoung as very genuine, he’s always spoken his truth upfront and defended those he cares about. I just know if he wasn’t an idol he’d be on twitter CLOCKING bitches.

He said you can spew rumours all you want but let’s make it clear I ain’t no conservative 😒

[accio-victuuri]

It’s time for CPN. 🎟️

first, thank you to xiao laoshi for making this thursday extra special with his exposed knees and fabulous hair. and well, that face. he can do no wrong. next day is btf premiere and wyb is expected to attend BIFF ( red carpet starts at 5:30 ) so we will most likely have another meltdown.

continue reading for more clownery ⬇️⬇️⬇️

Well let’s start with what we do best, over analyzing the photos they share and the numbers as well. XZS posted GG’s Gucci set and the most obvious observation is that he uploaded 18 ( yi bo ) photos with the 2nd and 8th ( love bo ) colored as red. you know, ZZ’s favorite and the color associated with love. no big deal.

You can say it’s for aesthetic reasons cause 2 and 8 in red will look good in the 9 grid, but there’s one more thing with the 8th photo. 8 = bo. It’s a split photo, on the left is a photo of a place. and yes they did that before in the Milan sets but those are a couple. I’m so proud of myself for noticing that this is the same place that makes an appearance in Hidden Blade. Which also takes place in Shanghai.

it is a landmark, yes. but he is not promoting the city of shanghai 🤦‍♀️. He is there for Gucci. why can’t he add a photo of the venue itself? interpret this however you want but it’s something that personally made me go 👀. a scene from HB + red + the number 8. i cannot not clown over it. 😂

Also the last photo shared from both studio photosets are of their backs. It’s the 18th ( yi bo ) for ZZ, so is he copying someone? Lol. We know that “yibo’s back photos” are popular among fans so i’m wondering if ZZ is bias towards it too.

Now for ZZ’s weibo post:

What we noticed is a photo, that looks like water and fire. Which reminds us of their NYE stage themes in 2019. The blue eyes reminds us of a photoshoot Yibo did and the colors. doesn’t really matter if they mean what we think it does — the point is, this fandom have so many symbolism/association over the years and it shows up over and over.

My favorite would have to be XZ reminding us all that he is a Libra. Yes we know. and well GUCCI + Libra design also has some CPN history ( hint : weibo night 2020 ) 😌

Over at Yibo-Official’s side, they probably noticed how loud they are with the ♥️. yesterday, so they were more lowkey today. Their douyin post was shared 20:33 ( love zhan zhan ). I admit i was kinda bummed out that WYB had to leave early for Beijing. He wouldn’t go there if he had no participation in BIFF program. Because his usual MO for events is arrive the same day and then leave as soon as his part is over. So I think this “one day” is for him to prepare for whatever it is he will do for BIFF. I could be wrong. I just want them in the same city. 🥺🥺

Lastly, Happy 5 year anniversary to the BJYX Supertopic! I have so many good memories of that space and it’s only right that it gets to be celebrated. It’s nice that it falls on BTF release so people can get together and the eve of it is GG’s gucci event so it’s all positive vibes ✨⭐️

[khywren]

Question time!!

For the fic writing ask game:

✅ List one or two favourite lines you've written and explain why they're your favourite.

😊 Say something nice about your writing.

🔥 What's something that's currently going really well?

Is this all an elaborate ruse to get you to speak positively about yourself? Yes. Yes, it is 😁

me, speak positively about myself? my one true weakness...! 😩

✅ - a favorite line i've written and why

recency bias here, but i am wildly proud of this one:

No matter what he does, he can't escape the one simple truth that he is weak. The only question is who gets to hold his leash: Cazador or Ysera?

i love the way the theme of freedom is portrayed in astarion's entire story arc. is he free at the beginning of the game when he's out of the city? yes, but also no. whether you choose to keep him as a spawn or to ascend him, that freedom comes at a price too.

i think that astarion is very dependent on his partner through much of the story - for their blood, their protection, or even their affection. so i think that in some ways, this could easily lead to him resenting tav/durge/etc. and make him feel like he's just tied to someone else until he has the freedom to really take his life into his own hands once cazador is no longer in the picture. i'm rambling and could write a whole essay on this if left to my own devices, but suffice to say i think about this sassy little vampire probably more than any reasonable person should and this is the result. 😅

😊 - say something nice about my writing

i think i'm pretty good at smut. it's my favorite thing to write (no surprises there), and if i'm meant to be a purveyor of porn, who am i to question my calling? 😌 you guys don't seem to mind, at least.

🔥 - what's something that's currently going really well?

honestly, all the wonderful friends and talented people i've met through fanfiction. you all have been such a high point in what's been a very stressful year, and i'm so grateful for each and every one of you! if you've ever read/liked/commented on any of my silly little stories, i appreciate you more than i can say. ❤️

[dollyyun]

MY GIRL HELLO 🥺🥺🥺 HEHE sorry been inactive for a hot minute (even though I'm here in Tumblr literally everyday just not as long as I used to) AND I HAVE READ TWO OF YOUR NEWEST HEESEUNG ONE SHOTS THAT DRIVES ME CRAZY WHAT YOU TRYNNA DO TO ME GIRL, as a jay biased I was really tested when I read those because the rest of enhypen especially hyungline are my bias wrecker AND HEESEUNG THAT MAN IS DANGEROUS ESPECIALLY SINCE HE TURNED 23 LORD I'll be found dead when 02z line get the 23 curse this year ANYWAYS how have you been girl 🤧🫶🏻? I hope you're doing good, for me studying have been occupying my whole entire being 😭 not gonna complain because I NEED TO LOCK IN but also studying everyday has been tiring but it's alright I've adapted especially since I've been doing this since late August, that's why reading your oneshots or AJ's one shots or just any fic in enhablr and fangirling in general have been a lifesaver as I'm slowly descending into madness because of studying 😭😭😭 but hey gotta make jay and myself proud 🤧🤧🤧 ANYWAYS IK RAMBLING TOO MUCH BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY GIRL

- from 🧚🏻‍♂️ anon

HI BBY!! nahh it’s fine, don’t apologise🫶🏻

hehe thank you sm for reading idol bf!heeseung🥹they’re very self-indulgent and i genuinely enjoyed writing them! glad to know that they drove you crazy😌

oh babe, one thing for sure, no matter who your bias is, heeseung IS your bias wrecker as my man should‼️

im in the trenches, life commitments and assignments drowning me i fear but i’m tryna make it through the week🫡oh me too, i actually still gotta lock in but then i got overstimulated soooo here i am :3 girl let’s descend into madness bc of all the studying together🙏🏻im this close to losing my mind fr

plss i love whenever you ramble in my asks😭it’s so adorable of you🫶🏻i love you too bby!!

[blizzardfluffykpop]

okie dokie, thank you again very very much for letting me ramble<3 also my apologies if I end up getting slightly unhinged for a sec lol (i shall also blame the demons -them- but SHH lolol)

*deep inhale* Sunwoo. The man, the problem for me getting wayy too weak sometimes (still blaming Honey), the way he's BITING that friggin bandage cvjxuhf likE i can't even fully see his lips and they still look so so good! The eye contact with the camera is making me absolutely swoon cuz its carrying this pure sense of calm confidence that looks so incredibly good on him. So I'm equal parts flustered and proud lol

*flustered incoherent keyboard smash here that's wayy too long* Chanhee<3 His hair looks absolutely incredible and i have the urge to ever so softly run my fingers through it to help soothe his nerves. There's always this calm elegance in the way he poses for pictures whether it be professionally or him taking the picture himself. I genuinely admire the way that he's always able to bring his own subtle touches to things. The look in his eyes is making me want to gently tell him that I believe in him (and that no matter happens, I'll always believe in him<3 ). I also wanna take off the weird metal chords things cuz they look uncomfortable as heck but that's just me being protective lol Would definitely give a kiss for 'luck' if I could<3

(It took me a lot longer to get back than I thought but ebhbhbha here I am) No you're good we welcome unhinged here- I am vv insane about these demons 😌 we shall happily blame them- and they'll happily accept the blame ofc 😌💖

I absolutely understand- he's got you wrapped for sure hehe~ [BUT OKAY BHEBHABHABH SPEAKING OF HONEY!! Have you ever seen the dance practice for it?!?! Because when they do the "That's what I need" foot stomp part- he does this little cheeky smug look on his face and for my biases' sake- I cannot watch it more than once a week- 😭 it's just too good for words-] pls lmk if you've been affected by that too- That man knows how to work his lips and it kills me- I couldn't imagine the irreparable damage it to you- The eye contact is sth else- He really does!! That calm confidence just works too well for him- To the nth degree I understand the equal parts flustered and proud- that's behbabha- felt it in my bones-

You def should- his hair would just be so soft to run your fingers thru- prolly uses the best products on the market tbh- His calm elegance? kills me everytime- it's been taking me out too much lately- it must be hard to bias him ebhbhabha- I love that sm- he has that sincerity in his eyes that would make you believe him no matter what~ They look uncomfortable they also are so badass imo- he looks so metal- ofc you gotta have your protective moments and would prolly take the weight off his back *literally* could you imagine his little giggles if you did?!?! 😭😭😭

Juyeon looks so badass- like when I first saw his solo teaser image *which is just a bigger version of the one was saw* my brain was like "That's not Juyo!?" AND OMG?!?! 😭😭😭 He looks like he's kicks ass and takes names- it had me horribly down bad- Him wiping at his lips- has me 🫠😵‍💫🫠💖 And the way he's acting unphased as if he doesn't know the camera is there- had me cooked absolutely done for- but the way his eye looks busted... oh 🥺🥺🥺 makes me want to take care of the little buddy and make sure it heals effectively-

When I say I didn't survive Younghoon- I truly mean it- I was 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫incapacitated seeing him with his arm kind of peeking out- knowing he's broad & has more muscle now is killing me- because even with the shoulder pads he's ?!?!?!!?! I'm helpless 😵‍💫🫠💖 (every other day of the week I'm in the mindset of, "he's just a little tiny sweetheart- he may be 6ft+ but he's a baby and short"- these teaser images dropped and I'm 🫠😭😭😭💖) he sincerely looks killer in it- The way he looks at the camera as if he's saying "yeah... uh huh- wtv you say sweetheart" 😭😭

Ji Changmin- looked so tiny and cute but also so vv much "I call the shots" and hebhahba it hurt my heart- but he also looks like a little hockey announcer- and I just want to tell him he's been calling the plays correctly (to my heart)- his duality always and I mean always gets me- and this is one of those times- he's just- yeah- 😭😭

[It just hit me what Q reminded me of- idk if you've ever watched Jooheon's Psyche (I'm don't think you can watch it now tho... because if I rememebr right it has flashing in it 😖) but he goes into an old school mic that's hanging down- "All of the world- pay attention" part- is exactly what the energy of Changmin having that megaphone with the red receiver to his mouth reminded me of-] and now my brain is going "I'm paying attention to q ebhhba"

[redge]

#ONEOKROCKinMNL2023 🎤 [2023.09.26]

Bilingual. Contains strong swearing words and curses. No filter. Just feelings. And very VERY long.

Read at your own risk. ⚠️

1. Wonder

First to come on stage was Tomoya. Then Ryota. Then Toru. And the start of my "putangina ang gwapo ni Toru" vomit. I know it's not appropriate but so is Toru. I mean, he's probably the reason why I chose this side of the stage, right? Right.

"putangina ang gwapo ni Toru" counter - 2

By this time, it still did not dawn on me that the first song is Wonder because I am just staring at a treasure that is Yamashita Toru.

And then here comes Takahiro. My scream was W-I-L-D. No shit. If there was a bias-wrecker in J-rock, mine was definitely Taka that night. (Or maybe until now? Lord I miss him alam ko may pila po pero pwede akin na lang siya)

I'm a person who goes to concert without searching for the setlist so I was so happy they started the concert with Wonder. I had a recent trip in ZamBaSulTa (Zamboanga-Basilan-Sulo-TawiTawi) and I used this song for my travel reel I was so happy.

Towards the end of the song, Ryota, Taka and Toru all went at the center of the stage and did some choreo. It was so cute coordinated like a boy band so why choose between a boy band and a rock band when you can choose ONE OK ROCK hahaha  

2. Save Yourself

Me towards the end of Wonder, nag-iinarte akala mo kalma: "that was nice"

Me when I heard the guitar intro of Save Yourself: "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH" 🤣🤣🤣

We missed them so much, Araneta was trembling with how loud our voices were as we sang along with Taka. We were crazy happy fans who waited for their return. ♡

I scream crazy at whatever Toru does. He plays guitar as usual? I scream. He goes to my side of the stage? I scream. He sings? I scream. 😅

*talk*

Taka: Hello everyone!

Me: "AAAAAAAAAAH" 🤣

He said something about finally meeting after a long time, and wants to have a fucking great time with all of us and yes we all did have a fucking great time from start to finish 🤧

Then he goes, "Alright Manila, let me see you fucking jump!" And when Taka tells you to jump, YOU JUMP. 

3. Taking Off

"putangina ang gwapo ni Toru" counter - 3

RYOTA AND THAT BASSLINES OH MY GOD. I love attending OOR concerts because for one, the bass on their lives sound so much better than on their studio albums.

The number of times Taka asked us to jump and the number of times we didn't fail him. We were a perfect slave to his commands 🤣

"putangina ang gwapo ni Toru" counter - 4

*talk*

Taka: "It's been a fucking long time"

and it really is 🤧 The concert was supposed to be in 2020 then pandemic happened and we skipped a whole tour (Eye of The Storm) Krystle and I held on to our original tickets putting our trust to OOR that they would return for another tour and now we're here. 🤧

I think he said something to sing as loud as we can and I think we exceeded his expectations (we were so good we should be proud of ourselves 🎤) 

4. Let Me Let You Go

Taka: "Why'd you let me let you go"

Us: *in perfect timing and tune* "Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh" ✨️

But the best is yet to come 😌

I thought they would sing the English lyrics but Taka was singing the Japanese lyrics. I was so happy. We've come a long way from their first concert here in 2016 🤧

TOMOYA AND THOSE WILD BEATS AND RYOTA WITH THE BASS AND TORU MDDKEBEKSKWEJD THAT SET WAS INSANE I LOVE THEM 🫠

Tapos biglang ang soft ng transition to bridge putangina pangapat na kanta pa lang wala nang paglagyan yung feelings ko panagutan niyo 'to hoy! 

5. Clock Strikes

WALANG MAGPAPAHINGA. WALANG KAKALMA.

We were so excited that we sang the "oh" part immediately but Taka was quick to put us back on track.

Taka: "Believe that time is always forever" and after his part he goes "now please sing it everybody"

Us: "Believe that time is always forever"

Now the best part:

Taka belted and sustained that note for a good freaking almost 30 seconds long and we sang along with him harmonizing with that long sustained note we were perfectly in sync (Araneta posted a video of that if I'm not mistaken so go ahead and check it out)

Any ONE OK ROCK fan deserves to hear and sing along with Clock Strikes live. It is meant to be heard live. 🕐

6. I Was King

We were so good and loud at singing along and singing all those "oh" we'll never know that it was raining so hard outside during the concert (I just knew that when I finally had a phone signal outside the venue 😅)

I was so intently watching Taka when I realized that Toru was also singing along to that "if I go down I will go down fighting" and I let out yet another loud scream for Yamashita Toru my god I love him Lord wala po ba siyang duplicate 😭

Taka let us sing that part where it's one octave higher and did we fail him? Of course we didn't. Like I've been saying, we were so good. ✨️

7. Renegade

I'm not sure if it was on this song or later but I am starting to put everything in my bag (face mask that's been on my elbow, the belt I was wearing that kept on getting loose hahaha) in preparation to all the jumpings Taka would ask us to do 🤣

Everyone singing this line with feelings, loud and clear:

"I'M NOT AFRAID TO TEAR IT DOWN AND BUILD IT UP AGAIN" 💪

*talk*

Ryota: "Kumusta kayong lahat? Masaya ba kayo diyan? Ako din masaya"

He had to repeat that "masaya ba kayo diyan" A+ for effort! Thank you Ryota 🤧

Ryota: "May tanong ako sa inyo, ilan sa inyo ang _____ bagong album? Nagustuhan niyo ba?"

I was just screaming but I really didn't understand that bit but I still love you Ryota. Again, A+ for effort 😁

And here comes Yamashita Toru with his colorful abaniko petition to make this as his official uchiwa in PH YES PLEASE 🤣

I love him so much I scream so loud for him like a crazy fangirl. It's embarrassing but what can I do? He's been getting on my nerves in a good way since I watched Fool Cool Rock at a cinema in Jakarta wayback 2014 (but started listening to the band around 2012) That's more that 10 years of emotional investment so bear with me 🙈

Toru: "Kumusta kayo Manila!"

I think he also said "namiss namin kayo, namiss niyo din ba ako" but I'm really not sure I'm just screaming my heart out to whatever he was saying 🤣

Toru: "Thank you for waiting for us. I'm so happy to be back here. We love you guys so much. Thank you Manila" 😭😭😭

And thank you for returning. We love you just as much 😭😭😭

(The way he said that "we love you guys so much" was so cute but of course he's my favourite I like everything he does I am a trash for this man hahaha)

Krystle's ichiban is Tomoya so imagine her hysterical call out "TOMOYAAAA" when it was finally his time to talk to us. I am very happy we were all happy that night 🥰

Tomoya: "Maraming salamat. Masaya akong nandito para sa inyo."

Me: "Yung friend ko po masaya" *then I attempted to take a video of her to capture that happiness. Keyword: attempt 🤣

Then he mentioned Sisig and I laughed because we've been talking about Sisig even before we entered the venue. We were looking for Sisig when we were drinking beer before the concert. Now we have Tomoya speaking about it. Talk about Sisig supremacy 🍻

Tomoya was perfectly pronouncing the words in Filipino if I were to rank them all, he's probably the first honor 👏

Tomoya ended his talk by asking us "handa na ba kayo?" and on to the next part of the concert: The instrumental.

Instrumental

It started with Toru and oh dear heavens I love him so much I am so happy he's happily married but I hope Mrs. Yamashita is not bothered by us fans swooning over her husband because HE.IS.FREAKING.GOOD.

And just when I thought that I was all for Toru on that segment, Ryota goes and plays that bass riff confusing me on where to focus my attention then Tomoya drum rolling I LOVE THEM ALL.

Slowly I realized what the next song was, then Taka appeared on stage, and we're on the 8th song of the night.

8. Neon

Ryota's basslines then Toru's guitar riffs it was such a good intro 😭😭😭

I'm not sure what was wrong, was it Taka's in-ear or was it him forgetting the lyrics because he told us to "sing it please" for the second verse and briefly went off the stage. At one point it was just the band again and when I heard how clear Toru's riffs without the vox I screamed so loud I think I confused the people around me 🙈 Again, whatever Toru does, I.LET.OUT.A.LOUD.SCREAM. 🙈

By the second chorus, Taka is back again. By the last chorus, I can barely hear Taka singing, then the song ends… and so we thought. 

Taka shouted "One more time! Neon!" we thought he'd only repeat the second part of the song but no, we had a Neon-rerun. Hindi makapayag si Taka nang ganon-ganon na lang matatapos yung kanta. Lord mahal ko na po yata si Takahiro pwede po bang siya na lang please 😭

It was so fun because it was like we had a rehearsal and now we know what to do but even knowing that Toru would be doing that so-damn-good-guitar-riff, I still screamed the same way I did when I heard it for the first time, just a couple of minutes earlier 🙈

9. Vandalize

Confession: I just listened to the whole Luxury Disease album last July, on a long land trip from Zamboanga del Sur to Zamboanga del Norte. I know the songs but I don't know the words perfectly. But I'm only one among the crowd and the majority knows the song by heart. Filipino fans are really good at singing along with their favourites at concerts. 👏

10. Make It Out Alive

Takahiro was a scene stealer. Writing this, recalling the concert one song on the setlist at a time, this song has a good guitar intro but I was so intently watching Taka as he commanded the crowd to do what he wanted us to do. Only when Toru went near our part of the stage did I realize his existence. 

All the jumping I did on this concert was insane I can't believe I did all that having only breakfast as my last meal before the concert, was on my foot since 4:30 PM and I jumped with my bag on how the hell did I do that is beyond me 😅

The crowd was so hyped. People were stomping their feet as if a child was throwing tantrums that they wanted more. Funnier because we did that when the next song was an acoustic song. I think it was also on this part when Taka tried to copy us stomping his feet he was so cute Lord gusto ko siyang ibulsa akin na lang siya please 😭

11. Your Tears Are Mine

Taka made this song a lot more emotional than it was supposed to be by saying that it's been so long since we last saw each other, 5 years to be exact. 

He asked us to sing along with the song. And if we didn't know the lyrics, it would be flashed on the screen to guide us.

I thought our peak to exceed his expectations of us was when we sang perfectly to Wherever You Are last 2016 but this song was a great competition. 

Krystle as I was intently watching Takahiro: "Tumingin ka naman kay Toru. Nakakalimutan mo (na siya)" 🤣🤣🤣

And she was so right 🤣 I mean this was an acoustic song and if it was in 2016, I know all my heart and soul would be for Yamashita Toru but Takahiro was just sparkling that night. He's glowing and I was really blinded by that light (shet Takahiro mahal na yata talaga kita at nagiinarte ako nang ganito panagutan mo ito leche kaaaa hahahaha)

But it was our time to steal their hearts. After belting that sustained note, Toru stopped playing the guitar and we know it was time for us to sing our part. As Taka asked us if we were ready, he signaled us when to sing and it was one of the most magical part of the concert ✨

Your tears are mine

It's a new world tonight

Say my name and I will fly

Over to you

Gunning for time

I promise you that I'll be by your side

Through the fight

Everything's gonna be fine

Just please hold on*

The whole time Taka was guiding us with the song, and on that last lyric, he signaled us to pause and we did, perfectly. Not a sound was heard at the venue for a brief moment until Taka showed us how satisfied he was with what happened and we let out our giggles of happiness. Then like a very happy kid, he let out a big smile, pointing at him and at us to sing the last part together. 

There's really a different kind of happiness when fans are given moments like this and they deliver really well. I love this fan-artist interaction in concert. ♡

12. Change

The scream I let out when I realized that the next song was Change I love this song and I could've heard it at EOTS tour but pandemic happened I dreamed of hearing this live when I watched the Youtube streaming of their orchestra concert plainly simply I just love this song and finally I am hearing it live I was so hysterically screaming and you can actually feel my feels reading this account without any punctuation marks 🤣

Taka: "Sing it!"

I was so ready to sing along to the chorus but motherfuxking Yamashita Toru stole the part because he was singing harmonizing along and instead of singing I just screamed so loud by this time I'm not sure if I love the song or I love him I guess it's both because I am crazy like that.

Also, Takahiro sang the lyrics in Japanese and the JP version of this song is not even on Spotify on this side of the world I was so happy.

This song was so fun I was dancing (I think this was also the time when Taka went to Toru and like grooved to the song I love them 😭) screaming, singing along I was so happy my feelings were all over the place I love watching concerts 🤧

Grabe 12 songs lang pero ang dami nang nangyari. 😭

It was feelings after feelings because right after Change, a piano chord that was so familiar played, and we're on to our next song.

13. The Beginning

Another crowd favourite. Everyone was on their feet from floor area up to the Gen Ad. Everyone jumping. Everyone singing along. It was a feast.

Taka: So

Us: STAND UP STAND UP!

Taka: Just gotta keep it I wanna

Us: WAKE UP WAKE UP!

Taka: Just tell me how I can

Us: NEVER GIVE UP!

We were so great and Taka acknowledged that a couple of times.

VIP standing experience with this crowd was insane. Phones were still up but at least no one was there just to watch the concert on their phone screens. We were having so much fun ☆

I screamed way too loud when everyone went to the center stage to do their signature move. Like Clock Strikes, all ONE OK ROCK fan deserves to see this song performed live. 

14. Stand Out Fit In

Taka asked us to kneel / sit and signaled us when to jump and we had our cue when Taka said "3 2 1 JUMP!" it was so fun and chaotic I remember jumping crazily for the most part of the song it was worth all the bodyache after concert 🤣 By this time nasisiraan na ako ng bait kasi pupunta sa harap si Takahiro tapos lalapit si Toru tapos rinig na rinig ko yung bass ni Ryota tapos ang saya-saya ni Tomoya nasa point na ako nito na alam kong patapos na yung concert kasi masyado nang masaya 😭

*small talk*

*small talk kasi chinacharing kami ni Takahiro na last song na yung next pero gago ang sarap pakinggan ng boses niya bwiset hoy panagutan mo talaga itong feelings ko tangina 🤣* 

Taka: You guys are the best. You guys are fucking best.

Me, confidently: "We know!" 

because we really were the best crowd to the best band that night. 

We need to stay alive for 3 years because Taka said that they're making a new album and will probably return in 3 years 💪

15. Wasted Nights

The LED screen here was so good. By the chorus at the "Let's live like we're immortals" part, it zoomed on the stage then towards the crowd it was like watching a DVD but in real life I'm bad at explaining but it was good camera work. 

I was not prepared that Taka would sing the Japanese lyrics 😭 Add to the fact that in the few travel reels that I made on my Instagram account with OOR songs, all of them were performed at the concert. 🤧

Taka: Sing it!

Us: I don't want to wait, I don't want to waste a night

And the next thing we know, by the last chorus of the song, confettis were up in the air. It would be difficult to top this experience. This is on par with my feelings when I attended L'ArChristmas and that says a lot 😭

Encore

I don't know what happened but I'm sure before the concert Krystle was in front of me, then beside me and after the chaos calmed down I just realized that she was already behind me 🤣

*Mamsh, kung nababasa mo ito patawad baliw na baliw ako buhay na patunay ka niyan hahaha I love you thank you for buying the ticket, pinadala mo pa sa akin nung pandemic, at sa paghintay sa mga bagay na hindi tayo sigurado. Hahaha Willing akong samahan ka ulit sa standing area, sabihin mo lang 🤗*

Tapos nagkaroon na kami ng oras para pag-usapan na ang gwapo ni Taka huling gwapong gwapo ako kay Toru nag-announce ng registration of marriage eeh punyeta Takahiro umamin ka hahahaha

Everyone was so hyped for We Are. Krystle asked me what song I would like to hear (she has an idea of the setlist as she attended the Taiwan leg of the tour), was it We Are or Wherever You Are and I said that I love them too much I'd accept whatever they give and it was this next song.

16. Wherever You Are

I was lucky to have attended all their concerts here in Manila and lucky enough to watch this song performed live for the third time. But I know there were also first-timers among the crowd so I am happy they got to watch and sing along with this live. 

I think this was the first time Taka let us sing the bridge part of the song. He was trying to guide us by doing hand signals like raising two fingers for futari then one finger for ichiban my god I love him and he also love us he screamed towards the end of the bridge "I love you guys so much!"

And just as I thought that my love story with Takahiro was about to begin, here comes Yamashita Toru, going at the part of the stage where I was near, and did his guitar solo right there. Motherf*cker don't want to lose a single soul under his leash he did that for me to claim me back and sir yes sir I am all yours because I have that guitar solo recorded on my phone to remind me who I really am 🤣

I don’t remember what Taka exactly said but by this time we were all screaming crazy because it seems that we’re getting another song, not included on the setlist from other tour stops.

17. Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer

Wild. Crazy. Fun. We can definitely rerun the whole concert and we’d still be full of energy. All were jumping. Singing along. Chanting. Screaming. 

"THIS IS MY OWN JUDGMENT"

"KANZEN KANKAKU DREAMER"

Taka for the last time: "Make some noise Manila!"

And we did. We were so loud, exhausted yes but we probably wanted to show them how happy we were for giving us one last song so we gave our all for the last time, at least for tonight and the concert ends. 🤧

Screams were louder when all of them went to the stage. Ryota and Toru were throwing their picks. Tomoya threw his drum stick and Taka… threw his water bottle and straw… separately 🤣

Then Toru and Taka were throwing away the shirts that they wore. Taka’s aim was so far it made it to the box area 💪🏻

Not sure if the throwing of things happened before the group photo but what I am sure of is that we've come a long way from the first time they were here last 2016. And I hope they keep on returning to us. 🫶

Was that Toru who screamed “ありがとう Manila!” towards the end? but whoever said that, I say thank you too for choosing to come to Manila.

I had so much fun that night. I didn’t catch anything but kuya who was in our area, was kind enough to share with us the drum stick that he caught and allowed us to take a photo with it. Thank you po!

We missed ONE OK ROCK so much and I hope they had as much fun as we did. Let's make it out alive until they return. We'll be waiting 🍻

[Platinum A ticket holder na pinili yung side na yun para kay Toru pero patay na patay kay Takahiro mahal ko na yata talaga siya Lord handa po akong bumati ng happy father's day sa kanya basta siya po yung tatay ng anak ko shet ang lala pero mas malala kung nabasa niyo hanggang dito hahahahaha 🤣]

[rrxnjun]

HECK YEAHHH!! 03 best line😌🥳i was so happy to find out he was born in 2003 cuz i swear it's so rare to find anyone born in 2003 in any band (or tbh even just content creators)!! we are superior for being older than him /j😌😌 WAIT LMAO THATS KIND OF COOL THAT ITS ON THE SAME DAY:o doyoung is my guy after jihoon he is just so great so i understand him hitting differently lmao

yeahhh iguess i love doing things that take a lot of patience although i'm a very impatient person😶 and i'm still on the start of my embroidery career but it's so fun!!! we are the coolest grandmas out there😎😎😎 dude i love plants but i always end up killing them so🤡 (ofc sending one immediately!!)

i'm so happy about it as well;-; I WILL BUT MY PICS ARE PROBABLY GOING TO BE LIKE PIXELS CUZ WE ARE KIND OF FAR BACK SO I WILL SEND U MAKE SURE TO SEND U PIXEL CALUM!!! will tell u all about it🫡

SORRY!! IT WASNT FOR COMFORT🥲 tbh as u should treasure is fun so ur phase is completely understandable!!! jihoon is the definition of perfect tbh just love the guy!! ooo i've never seen that i will go and watch that later👀 but losing ur shit is probs very much understandable🤣

WAIT ACTUALLY OH MY🤭💞but actually only write it if u want to!!! i don't want to force u!!! IT WILL BE!! MANIFESTING FOR IT TO BE AMAZING!!!!🥳🥳🥳(awww thank u so much🥹lmao that would be kind of funny ngl but maybe hopefully i will be comfortable enough to not be anon by then cuz i'm starting become more comfortable to post on the internet so i might save u from having to do that🤣)

i'm very glad it cheered u up!! i always love reading ur replies to me and they just cheer me up always tbh hihi🥹💗💕 (liebestraum anon💕)

TRULY !!! 03 line is so rare to see i think and thats why i automatically adopt every 03 liner i see 😭😭 also our bias taste is....the same. i am NOT surprised 😭😭

how can u be an impatient person then 😭😭 i get impatient w art and then i rush the details and it ends up looking like shit 😔 the only thing i dont feel like i rush is writing but even that sometimes gets hard to do LMAO 😭 i got so many plants for my bday also!!! im surprised they're not dead bc sometimes i forget to water them and im lowkey freestyling the care but i love all of them to death💓 wishing u good luck w your embroidery career and waiting for that bracelet !!

CANT WAIT FOR PIXEL CALUM!!!!!!! better than nothing 😔🤞

losing my shit is understanable but also it makes me feel silly like girlie that man doesnt know you and here u are in a parasocial relationship with him💔 watching ygtb made me so proud of him tho he grew so much as a person and a performer and so did all of them!!!

i woULD but see it occured to me that i have exams next week so i kinda lost my shit and now im spiraling instead of writing but. it wILL happen after !!!

omg i am glad to hear you are more comfy!!! i would never pressure u into anything bc i want u to be 100% comfortable but if u ever decide to come off anon i am welcoming you w open arms my friend 💓

to finish off this reply i want to apologize for being so late with it but i had a rough week full of stress and hangover 🤠 also i hope you are doing well and that you are taking care of yourself!!

[atherix]

YES I AM VERY PROUD ATHERIX, VERY PROUD 😌 do you like the thoughts and ideas? I do... >:]

Ok but scar in this au is breaking my heart?? Imagine you fall for this perfect guy. But his kid acts like you're the worst thing to ever happen! Children swap places, trying to get their patents back together! Your boyfriends ex shows up! Theyre still in love! Already low self esteem levels! The emotional damage?? May I hug him please <33

Then mumbo?? You break up with your partner. You take custody of one kid, him the other. Move to a completely new place! You try to get over your ex. Then you meet a guy! This guy is wonderful! You get together! Your child is an ass! YOUR CHILDREN SWAP PLACES. They try and get you and your ex back together! You still have feelings for your ex! But you also love your boyfriend. The inner conflict??

And GRIAN. Same start as mumbo. But you're alone! Thats ok though, you dont need anyone else. Children. Swap. Places. But mumbo is with someone now! Hes happy! And you can't have feelings for him still right? No, that would be silly. You deny it. You pull away. Everything sets fire because thats a great representation of the mental stateof everyone at this point <33

Don’t tell me theres a point where everyone is broken up- emotionally and literally i mean... and then they have to sit and actually TALK to eachother... (although we both know you are excellent at writing talks) figure out their issues... think about the future... and where it leves them...

AND SIBLING BONDING PLEASE... INCLUDING TUBBO IN THAT. All three of them parent trapping the hell out of these lovesick idots <33

By the way your tags killed me, thank you for that :D

-🍂autumn anon🍂

How can you be PROUD of yourself for encouraging my silly fluffy and angsty ideas? ....... I love them-

You may in fact hug Scar because warning, it is physically impossible for me to write a fic where Scar does not either physically or emotionally suffer <3 Being my bias means being pitiful and hurt between the bamfery <3<3 He will be put through the ringer BUT IT'S OKAAAAAY IT'S FIIIIIINE THERE'S A HAPPY ENDING <3 That probably begins as a V poly before eventually becoming a △ poly bc Scar and Grian wouldn't really know each other very well at that point but neither would ever ask Mumbo to give up someone he loves because they're both open-minded people who want Mumbo to be happy <3

Like imagine Mumbo and Grian sitting Grum and Jrum down to talk to them, finally tell them the truth about everything and answer their questions, and the old feelings coming back and they're able to laugh together and look like a family, and then Scar comes around the corner (out of sight) and just stops and watches them and realizes he really is an outsider here, b/c Mumbo and Grian are laughing together again and the twins look so happy- and Grum is smiling like he never does when Scar (and Tubbo) are around and just. Thinking that's how things should be, and just quietly leaving thinking about it and and and-

YEAH what a blow that will be <3 Mumbo will also suffer because his grumpy kid doesn't want a NEW family, just wants the family Mumbo they lost back and almost loses Scar (and Tubbo) AND Grian almost doesn't stay anyway when he comes to collect his kid (but oh how now that Grian knows Grum he doesn't want to let go, and same for Mumbo with Jrum </3 So now a proper and fair custody is needed and just hjfdsjk) but yeah Mumbo and Grum very nearly ending up alone AGAIN and Grum just realizing what he's cost Mumbo (at least Grum blames himself for it) bc Mumbo doesn't want to lose Scar just like he didn't want to lose Grian and just hjfdsjkfd

And Grian finding out that what happened ~11 years ago was a massive horrible terrible misunderstanding and Mumbo let him leave anyway, and finding out that Mumbo still loves him but Mumbo also has someone new who he loves and who loves him and just. Seeing what a mess everything is. And thinking he and Mumbo lost their chance over a decade ago and demanding if Mumbo is REALLY going to just let Scar walk away like he let Grian, AND over another misunderstanding (though this one a bittersweet misunderstanding rather than whatever absolute disaster happened between Mumbo and Grian), and just sjkfgdsfgk

AND YES THE BONDING. The sibling bonding. Grum having avoided Tubbo for the time he's known him, but Jrum quickly befriending Tubbo (and learning Tubbo and Scar's story that Grum never knew jhfdsjk) and Grum seeing his twin and Tubbo being friends and instead of being upset or jealous starts wondering what HE missed and just. Just. The crushing realization that he'll never know when Mumbo sits him down and tells him Scar and Tubbo aren't coming home and the "what have I done" when he sees how TIRED and SAD Mumbo is and thinks he's ruined his dad's second chance at happiness, gave up what he already had for something that he never even had in the first place and just hjfdsjkf. SO MUCH needing to be fixed I just-

Look I love adding killers in the tags <3

[0h-you-kn0w]

Do you think that the Blight kids try and hold howling competitions to see who can howl the longest, loudest and most good sounding? Knowing Amity, she'd get Luz to be a judge and her bias would net Amity all the points

Luz is a simp we been knew 🙄🙄 and a monsterlover. Love her tho 🙏🏻😌

They probably would usually get Alador to judge their howls. But he has a tendency to play favourites as well, mostly to "inspire the others to do better" or whatever. We LOVE the effects of child favouritism 😍

One time, they even got Tiny Nose to judge their howls! She's surprisingly a fair and unbiased judge. So she's usually their go-to.

So for their howls, they all have differences between them, obviously.

Emira's howl has some vibrato in there but is not the loudest. she likes to go "roooo" for some reason. It is nice to listen to tho! (She's a singer 🥰)

Edric's is very deep and loud, he can go on for hours my dudes. But he can't hit the high notes, his voice almost always cracks and kind of sounds like those rubber chickens?? It's actually probably one of the best ones save for the high notes. Anyways Amity has never laughed that hard before and Edric is extremely proud of himself for making lil mittens so happy.

Amity's is ....

Well, it's loud.

She's just a lil puppy tho so she'll have lots of time to practice, it's high pitched and she kind of just. Screams. Like a husky throwing a tantrum lmao

Amity: AARRROOWOOROROROOOAOO

[headdaze]

Okayyyyyy, thank you for the detailed reply post, lmaooo 😭😭. I can literally sense the love you have for Seventeen through the text, lmfaooo!! -> AWHHH that makes me so happy!!! i always like to remind myself that there's always someone who's a bigger fan than I am but if I could provide even a bit of love that would be enough for me 💘

Okay, so you're a "evil twins" bias, huh 😭🤣? But I get that, lmaoo I love them!! 😭 Jeonghan literally recently became my bias because of the JxW debut! -> SO REAL, the concept is very suited for the two of them 😌 i love the evil twins LOL, if you haven't seen the latest GoSe episodes you must they are hilarious 😂

Oh, the story of becoming a Carat, I also love to hear it! The Pinterest picture of Jeonghan, lmaoo, that makes so much sense. Jeonghan is ethereal, my GOD! I get becoming a Joshua bias during Maestro. Honestly, Joshua's hitting hard for me these days as well! He is so frickin hot, wth! -> I strive to achieve beauty like Jeonghan's. AND YES OMG??? for some reason I really liked the lighter hair LOL 😂

Lmaooo, the peak production playlist is A MOOD!!!! Woozi would be so proud that half of his songs are on there, lmaooo 😭😭. And yeah, please keep me updated as you go through the albums, I wanna hear EVERYTHING! -> OF COURSEEEE 🫶

Ugh, GOSE my weekly therapy 🤧. I have a lot of favourite episodes, so what kind do you want? For fun episodes where they're just having fun, check out TTT, Best Friends, Let's Go Seventeen, and Company Dinner. For something calm, you can watch their take on the Truman Show, Boomily Outing, Sev Sev Tour, and Know Thyself. For something more exciting, you can watch Kickball, Hide and Seek, Don't Lie, and Going Rangers. So pls feel free to pick any one from the list! After that, you can either ask me for more recs or go in order! -> OOO thank you!!! I'll be sure to look at them ❤️

Awww, that's so sweet 💕💕😭!! Thank you!! I love that I have a new Carat friend now, thanks to youuuuu!! PLEASE keep me updated on your Carat journey!! -> dfskfskdfds yes of COURSE?!!? fighting!!! 💕

Im a baby carat and it really warms my heart so see someone love them so deeply ❤️ I know I probably just spammed your with all my likes (sorry not sorry) but scrolling through you account just makes me fall deeper for svt and I adore yo(u) for it >3< (yes I think I'm so clever Im really not LOL) here's to more years of seventeen!!! 💎💕

ALSO ASIDE FROM THAT who is your bias & what is your fav era/album/song?? I'm still trying to work through 9 years of discography (pains of being a 2024 carat 😭) and I wanted to know if there are like ICONIC tracks that may be older (since I'm going from most current to oldest) that I need to listen to immediately before all else?

thank you again for being so loving 🫶

Oh, I definitely noticed your activity, lmaoo 😭🤣. I was so surprised because my phone started blowing up on a random Wednesday evening 😭🥹. But thank you!! 🩷🩵😭😭

Thank you for noticing my love for Seventeen!! I mean, it's pretty obvious, but I love that Carats (new and old) can feel the love that I have for Seventeen because I seriously love them so much. They have become an irreplaceable part of my life, and I don't think I have truly loved anything or anyone as much as them 😭😭.

I adore (yo)u too (you are clever, girl 😭😭)!!!! I'm glad that my posts made you fall in love more with Seventeen 🩷🩵! I hope you stick around 😉 because my love for them is only growing, and I'm gonna post a LOT more!

My bias is Dino!! But I get biased wrecked every 2 mins, so I say I'm OT13 while being Dino biased, lmfaoo 😭😭. It's really hard to pick a bias in Seventeen, goddamit!! Though, Dino definitely has a special place in my heart 😭! He became my bias during Hot era, and he has remained my bias since! (Please tell me who's yours when you read this!)

My favourite song...hmmm, I'll have to say I don't have one 😭😭. Whenever I pick a favourite song, another song happens to catch my attention 😭. It's literally impossible for me to pick a favourite song. But if I talk about my favourite song rn, I'll say it's March from the Face The Sun album (if we're talking sub-unit songs, it will definitely be Last Night by JxW!) But that's gonna change pretty soon 😭.

My favourite era is again something I can't pick. Look, it's not my fault that they always outdo themselves, okay 😭😭? But my faves are Attaca era (Rock With You), FML era (Super and FML), 17 Is Right Here era (Maestro), An Ode era (Fear & Hit), Teen Age era (Clap), Semi;Colon era (Home;Run), Director's Cut era (Thanks), etc. I literally just named all their eras lmaoo 😭😭. But as you can see, I can't pick. But you can check out any song or album I just named.

My favourite album is something I can answer, thankfully. I have a lot, though, so bare with me 😅🥹. My favourites are Going Seventeen, Teen Age, Heng:garae, Semi;Colon, Face The Sun, Sector 17, Seventeenth Heaven, Attaca, and FML. Again, I named almost every album lmaoo. But I recommend starting with Going Seventeen and making your way up. They have a lot of good music so you won't be disappointed even by their oldest albums!

Iconic tracks you NEED to listen to would be Fear (a classic), Mansae (another classic and a banger), Highlight (I might be saying this because I'm a performance unit girlie but that song is genuinely amazing), Clap (that song is so iconic omg), Don't Wanna Cry (that song is a masterpiece), Home;Run (the song that drew my interest to Seventeen!), Hot (honestly, just check out the whole album because it's amazing. It was also my first album as a Carat), Thanks (another classic, that song is beautiful), and then you can go in order (either oldest to newest or vice versa!).

Again, thank you for reaching out to me, and I was SO happy to help (though I don't think I was of any help, lmaoo 😭). Hopefully, you grow to love Seventeen just as much as I do, and I hope they become a big part of your life, too. I swear, life after "slipping into the diamond life" is so much better 🩷🩵😅! I recommend going through their content such as Going Seventeen (the variety show, not the album) to get to know them better!

Please continue to reach out to me if you have any questions about Seventeen or if you just wanna fangirl, lmaoo! I'm always open to new Carat friends (I'm in desperate need of them 😅). Once again, thank you for reaching out, and thank you for liking my blog!!

[cheolbooluvr]

look wonwoo is just very friend shaped imo and i love that for him? like i would love him as a pal he looks like such a fun guy to chill with and ive always thought he'd be the perfect person to have late night chats with...

hehe i'll do my best! i can unfortunately have a bad attn span with reading things (my to read list... actually straight up my to watch/to read/to play list is horrendously large and will never be defeated 😔) but i wanted to check out your stuff since its always neat to see what other creatives on here are up to! also i had a feeling but i think that definitely also added to it i think! when you are writing for a friend and have that kind of sweet (and a little bit of a 😈) intent by it it does have an impact on the story in a good way! and up to u hehe! what kind of y/ns or mcs in your stories do you tend to go for?

hoshi is a VERY good answer and i commend your fighting taste HAHA. he always seems like he's having a riot when seungkwan is about to dropkick him too, so he does seem very fun to fight!!!! also seungkwan is a lovely person to be like! in general i actually don't know a lot of boo stans so it did make me happy to find out you're one!!!!

and yes 100% hahaha. i would fight minghao and i want it to be an epic battle, like I'm talking we are bound by fate to fight on a rickety bridge that goes from one end of a volcano to another fight. or i guess if it has to be mundane he just looks like he'd be fun to get into a lot of like... fake arguments with you know? mingyu (like if u told me that the tallest, and one of the most conventially attractive guys in seventeen was the butt monkey... I would not have believed u) and hoshi (I pretty much agree with everything you've said) are other options but mainly I am focused on fighting minghao hahaha

ok so another question (or sets of questions, rather) I'm always curious about... how long have you been a carat, what had u tip into caratdom, and... who was ur first bias?

(honestly its inconsistent in general but it is very strange that desktop seems to still have a word limit and u gotta squeeze everything into one paragraph which... tbh makes me a little insane like I tend to be the type to write a lot djdhskdjdhd... which... I am a little apologetic for HAHA)

- 😺 carat anon

yes!! i agree i feel like wonwoo would be a great friend to just hang out w and have deep talks but also just be silly w!! i think he and i would def have been friends post-hs.

ahhh dw and plz don't feel pressured to read anything haha i totally feel you, my list of to read/watch is suuuuuper long as well D: you said "other creatives" so can i ask what kind of creator you are?? you don't have to tell me if that will spoil anything tho!

mmm to answer your question, my mcs tend to be similar to me LOL or like versions of me i wish i was irl (idk if that makes any sense). usually kinda cool, bit of a klutz, that kind of vibe! but now i'm wondering if i should start branching out.... 🤔

i AM a boosadan and a proud one at that 😌 seungkwan is truly the ultimate bestie vibes, i know we would get along so well if we ever met bc we're so similar in so many ways!

omg fighting minghao over a volcano :o you're insane!! but awesome!! that sounds so freaking epic plz lemme just watch from a helicopter!! also mingyu a butt monkey sdtcvjjdswtkl LOL that's so funny plz 🤧

i actually only became a carat last year on left and right day (june 22?) what's funny is that my friend started stanning svt the same time i started stanning sf9 last march, so she would send me pics of dk and i was like aight cool i'm only gonna stan sf9 okay. but then she kept spamming me content and told me to watch svt play mafia (don't lie 1) and so i put it off. eventually i got around to it, and then just started watching gose in the bg until i realized it was FUNNY (omg who would have guessed). also somewhere before that, i learned all the members for her lol!!

my first bias was actually seungkwan! and it was in boo's past life destiny that i decided he was the one for me. but my bias wreckers have changed and been so volatile that i made a bias tracker for that asfdfgjkikl

what abt you? who was your first bias vs now? bias wreckers? how long have you been a carat? :o

[aajjks]

Just read your latest work and the way I got a shiver down my spine... seriously love your works. For one Jungkook triumphs over Jimin in who affected me most because like... going that far... wow. He's really got no limits :O - Anon™

Yeah. Jungkook got no limits. He’s the extreme one! He can do anything to have you. ✊ oh I’m so proud of myself! Lol Jungkook took over your Jimin bias!!! 😌

[decembermoonskz]

aaaa i just watched tamed-dash. they all look so good in uniform Y^Y the vibe of the song is just my type ! i havent listened to the full album yet but i will soon. esp blockbuster since it features yeonjun in it. my multi-stan heart kenat 😩 i will be that anon who will come and rant abt jungwon :>>> it is true, i also want to keep him in my pocket. LIKE the first thing you see once you watch the mv is hIS dimple, girl my heart did NOT take it lightly. BTW were you also one of the pre-debut fans who watched i land? bc itd be fun to talk abt the trainees i missed so much 😔💔

and i still cant get over hyunjins aotm preview from yesterday :"> content keeps on coming and coming, im not complaining 😌 is it just me or his make make-up gave him joker vibes ✨ his aura in the video made me remind of the skit he and changbin did last time lol do you know when its release is? im really really excited aaaa

- 🤡

hi there you!! I thought about you wondering if you’d send a message soon actually 🙈

I haven’t watched the video yet actually 😭😭😭 but oh gosh jungwon he’s not even my bias but I just love him so much whenever I show how cute he is to my mom she just smiles like “oh lord” 😂😂 I definitely need to check out the album tho! and no I actually wasn’t an original i-land stan but my mom was!! 🙈 she watched the whole thing and that’s how I got into them and so I was like “oooh I have a little advantage as I get to know them!” LOL 😂 I only really know a few of the trainees who were also on the show bc my mom had me watch some of I-land with her recently I think I stopped on ep 3 but I need to continue! you can talk about them if you want but I can’t promise I’ll remember some of them I only remember who my mom told me about and who I remember seeing 😭😭😭

OMG I saw a comparison of joker hyun already actually I didn’t see it as much personally but like I def get the vibe for sure!! I literally got emotional watching it bc I’m so proud of him 😭

The release date is October 16th so this Saturday but I don’t know the time unfortunately sorry! 🤧 they may put it out at some point tho not sure.