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Ever have that one idea that you're obsessed with?
#like me#right now#cant sleep#all because of a sweater idea#i want the knives out sweater#but in crochet#because i cant knit#but i have to test things first#so now my mind is running wild#with how to get the cabling right#so many stitch possibilities#knives out#chris evans sweater#knives out jumper#knives out sweater#crochet#crochetblr#icrochetthings
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(disclaimer: I am not saying this from a place of hostility to geese)
how did 3-year old you survive feeding geese :( when I was 4 I was feeding ducks and geese (which I was about the same height as at the time) at a local pond and they chased me and tried to bite me until my parents picked me up and ran. I didn't try to scare them and I was a generally quiet child, do I just have Bad Vibes to them or something? or is it something to do with their past experiences/socialization as Pond Ducks/Geese? nowadays whenever a goose or swan so much as starts staring at me I'm like "ok time to go :)"
Without knowing more about the situation, I can't say what particular thing you did, but I can say that geese don't chase people for no reason at all. It's possible you got too close rather than letting them come to you, it's possible you were just plain too close to their nesting site, it's possible you performed a movement that (in goose) suggested your desire to start a dispute. It's possible you were feeding them from your hands and they associated your hands with food, and were simply looking for more food, or attempting to chase you away from the food.
And to be clear, I'm definitely not advocating for people letting small children feed geese, honestly no one should be feeding wild animals, mostly because it familiarizes wildlife with humans and that can be bad, but also because it opens too many opportunities for humans to do the wrong things and end up hurt or scared. As a 4yo, it wasn't your responsibility to know how to interact with geese- it was your parents' job to monitor your actions, the actions and reactions of the geese, and remove you from the situation before it became a problem (or not put you in that position in the first place). The geese are blameless for acting like geese and you are blameless by reason of being 4 years old.
I ALSO want to be clear that being SCARED of something DOES NOT equal HATING something. Hate can stem from fear, and fear can stem from hate, but they are not the same thing. There are PLENTY of people, for example, who are terrified of spiders but who will either remove them from a place with a cup and paper, or fetch someone to do so, to prevent a spider from dying for the crime of being small. You (general) can be afraid of something and still treat it with respect. You do not have to hate the things you are afraid of.
#geese#be afraid of them all you want#it's the people acting like geese are the villains in their origin story that are my problem#asks#anon asks#we always mind our business around waterfowl and other wild birds#I had a group of geese in the street with their babies once#and I needed to leave work to go home#and instead of trying to chase them out of the road#I gave them some of the bird-safe treats in my car and then walks into the grass#and they followed me looking for more#So i tossed some into the grass and left via the now-clear road with no conflict#you just gotta ask them not tell them#and again..... they literally cannot chase you if you don't run#and they're more bark than bite they do not actually want to fight you#unlike swans who DO want to fight you
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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me, waking up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat - if judy becomes the turret ball gunner for rosie’s riveters does that mean she goes down with him???!!!???!!!??
UM SO THIS IS ME RIGHT NOW BECAUSE UMMMMMMM?!???!?
how did it not enter my brain that this was even a POSSIBILITY of what was to come i-
KATE, FRIEND, I’M-
i’m fine. i am. im fine (i just died on the inside reading this but something awakened in my brain at ALL the potential angst because HOLY SHIT I GOTTA START WORKING WITH THIS HEHEHEEEE) um so i’m totally fine about this (dying). totally valid reason to be up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat over because haha SAME.
THE POSSIBILITIES. what if i said seeing this in the morning gave me the ANGSTIEST IDEA HEHE 😭😭😭😭 though the thought HURTS and PAINS me, i am absolutely bowing down and thanking u for this SWEET TREAT. because. ahem. yes. yes yes yes. THIS IS FANTASTIC!!!!!!!
(and you are absolutely correct. she does go down with him too)
#DUDE#IM ACTUALLY LOSING MY MIND OVER THIS PLEASE KNOW#I SAW IT THIS MORNING AND WAS SPIRALING#LIKE#rosie and judy go down#they get separated#cant find each other#and then they do i-#(i’ll stop there)#(run wild with your mind as to where that might go)#(but i already have ideas for writing so don’t mind meeeeeee 😁✌️)#this is one of my FAVORITE ASKS EVER I STG#yeah this ate in so many ways#judy x rosie u will always be famous (and will always warm me up and equally break my heart)#yeah this is def gonna be a thing now#THESE TWO ARE INSANE ENOUGH ANYWAY THAT ITLL BE HELLA ANGSTY#judy x rosie#judy rybinski#silver bullets#mota writings
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there comes a beautiful time in life where i have to ask myselg th question, "did i accidentally project too hard onto the character that i only relate to a little bit and in doing so hugely missed this one entire aspect/interpretation of the characters . am i stupid"
#ARE THEY STUPID!#dr who#this is about ten specifically his relationship w martha lmao#m being so serious i genuinely did not. see the 'ten was on purpose leading martha on to make her think her feelings were requited' angle#until going out into the wild and reading the tumblr posts. like i genuinely did not. at ALLLLLL. its like a brick hitting my head#bc the ENTIRE time s3 ten came off to me as 'doing stuff w no romantic intent behind it but would consistently get misinterpreted as such'#cuz IIIIIIIII have done this. IIIIIIII have run into this problem before. and it sucks so incredibly bad.#i actually do want to think my og interpretation still holds water cuz like. well i could gather all the evidence but#first one that comes 2 mind would be him going 'it's like when you fancy someone + they dont know you exist' to martha. in episode TWELVE#two routes; either ten is needlessly cruel and callous even after a season's worth of building up trust and friendship w her#or he is on super 'i dont think she has feelings for me and this is a very unhappy coincidence of a line' cocaine#Or the 'she fancied me' line in s4 to donna. either he is disregarding all the good and positive impact she did him. or the fact that this#went over his head the whole time made him look back on that time w discomfort <- I DID THIS. I MIGHT HAVE BEEN PROJECTING#THIS ONTO HIM. AM I STUPID.?.?????#you know how mikage rgu can either be read as an incel or a gay man lost so completely in the sauce#ten is like in this same ballpark. i think. of 'emotionally manipulative and disrespects women' or 'aroacespec and missed the cues'#funniest possible options to pick from. ten my brother how did you set yourself up like this#absolutely not denying that he was toxic and unhealthy during s3 in like 500 ways btw. but well. ths is the one concwpt that#flew over my head. so completely. and i can kind of see it now but i also still find it hard to incorporate into my belief system#bc its like. brother I'M aroace and missed the cues too lol#tangential note we can trace many problems down to a writer's room filled w white people not giving#martha's character the respect/agency she deserves for the existing narrative she has. bc they pulled this w mickey too both in series 1+2#if they wanted to portray ten as manipulative then him and martha should've been given more screentime#together where martha (or anyone else) calls him the FUCK out on this. and ten would need to suffer narrative consequences of doing smth#as fucked up as that rather than his happy stable dynamic he has w donna. if they wanted to portray him as oblivious then marthas character#shouldn't have constantly been boiled down to an unrequited crush (particularly her dialogue in the s3 finale - there's a LOT more reasons#why she would choose to leave/why their dynamic was unhealthy besides ten not returning her feelings)#if you read all these tags you may be entitled 2 financial compensation#ten and martha#aspec doc tag
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don't you think it's funny how the answer that Seiji might desperately searching for about the mask might be with Shuuichi even if he doesn't know the importance of it himself ...
while the answer that Shuuichi was dying to know ever since he entered the exorcist world about his family might be with Seiji ...
but with the communication and wariness issues between the two they just never talk and knew xDD
#natsume yuujinchou#natsuyuu#Shuuichi might never realize that ...#or even if he realizes Seiji have more knowledge about this world so he might know something he'd be too proudful to even ask#while on Seiji part I believe he might realize Shuuichi's desire but won't bother telling him either from “ignorant is bless” standpoint#or cuz why tell him if he never ask and watch him silently#or maybe he just doesn't know that this mask is with the Natori#either way .. I find it kinda funny and just something that might happen with them#seeing by how their relationship is ...#or maybe both know about all of this and we're the one behind ?#but judging by Shuuichi's reaction in the cousin arc he really doesn't know anything about the mask ....#and seeing how he doesn't know a thing about his family overall cuz they “hate him” is yeaaah ...#hated by both his family and the exorcist world .. no wonder he's in the dark about the deep stuff in this world from the past ...#while Seiji knows alot but won't bother to talk or express and would be the idiot part perfectly#the more so now that he's the Matoba's leader#my mind is running wild and trying to survive till next chapter#and knowing that we won't get any exorcist arc for a while is torture#unless .....
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lies on the ground. you don't know what you're missing until you have it again tbh (<== talking about physical contact)
#little rock.txt#i just. idk.#i didn't realize how touch-starved i was until recently#now that i'm like. in an environment where i get consistent physical contact#bcus i have people i am actually comfortable being in contact with outside of distress#(which is to say. i love my family. i would seek out hugs when i cried at home#the home i am in now has people with whom i'm comfortable seeking out non-distressed and casual contact with#and from whom i don't mind *them* initiating physical contact. it's different)#i keep sitting here going. holy shit i'm so relaxed more often now?? wild#<== is not constantly running low on “people like my company” juice#the kisses are also nice <333
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i bet you could make like a chart of which content creators know each other and what sorta friend groups/circles they're part of and it would just be a HUGE web with a LOT of overlap between groups and it'd be SO messy with just the sheer amount of friendships between creators
#like it's honestly so baffling to me#like i know and am acquainted with fyrus and hackerling through failboat and now theyre appearing in vinesauce highlights??#and apparently boat is friends with vinny who's friends with jerma who sorta has his own friend circle#and also through rubberross boat's interacted with very famous animators on youtube like jaiden and the odd1sout#and who knows what famous creators THEYVE probably interacted with (idk i dont watch them)#oh and also boat's friends with slimecicle who also has connections to the sorta like dream smp group i think(?) who again. pretty famous#and to think that being a mod for one streamer makes me sort of a part of this whole gigantic web of creators#who i could very well become acquainted with someday one way or another. WILD to me#like especially if i decide to start streaming later on which ive been considering#it's just. mind boggling putting it into perspective#(would be really fun if when i run a show one day i could get famous content creators to do voice cameos. imagine)#(or even to just straight up voice a recurring character. i do already have smth in mind there hehe)#<- all of this has been a peek into my deranged mind. i know i sound crazy i agree
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Ooo...
#arueshalae's quest... Delicious#i love it when companion quests not only are amazing in their own right but also allow room for me to expand on the pc... good shit#context-> i been thinking#since elluin died and came back very very wrong via botched wild hunt hunt or something of the sort#(dont ask me details this is all vague hc i only have the wiki to go off of for lore )#just. where would his soul have landed if he had just died normally?#well. he's always been chaotic good. so#he should be at the club meme voice: he should be at elysium#something something the personification of the values Dimalchio abandoned staring him in the face#something about immortality granted through birth along with gifts unfathomable to mortals#versus immortality granted unwillingly. about the things one now considers trivial being what another was eternally barred from#something something envy something something rage#i cant wait to get here on azata path this is going to be JUICY to compare....#ellu and arue are such a good pair to think about friendship wise in general...#trust me im talking about him more but mostly because it's a first run and im still developing him in my mind#but like dude... guy whose morals are the only part of himself he even considers vaguely salvageable#(even though he actually doesnt consider himself good- fun fact)#paired with girl trying desperately to learn and understand morality and undo the damage she did#also the fact that a bunch of the things elluin says to her he mostly says with the intent of putting some responsibility on the corrupted#which she instead interprets as him trying to absolve her of responsibility ..#i juist love them!#love them so much. throwing them in the microwave#(then there's also the azata-blooded assimar-shaped elephant in the room but im going to refrain from talking about him#because we dont have time to unpack aaaall that)#riv finds the path that sure is wrathfully righteous#oc: elluin
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Rad comforting Dar during a moment of emotional vulnerability.
#This was mostly drawn to the song Sleep Deprivation by Chance Peña#The song deals a lot with depression but in a hopeful sort of manner and my mind runs wild with OCs when I listen to it#Also this image is to make up for all the times Rad and Dar were awful to each other in the old timeline#they are family now!!!#they choose to be!!!!#I love them so much#oc#Rad#Dharnizta#Tandamet#awash#NOWEK#The Circus
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*in the middle of a major mental breakdown* at least i can take solace in the idea that if [insert fictional character] saw me rn he would be excited to study me
#normal thing to think: if my fav saw my posts rn he would reply 'just like me fr'#I'm more calm now. still wanna die and my brain running wild mind you. but less active about it. tired myself out#i probably need to eat. i can't bring myself to actually prepare smth bc I'm so physically and mentally exhausted. staying hungry it is 🫡#(it will make me feel better yeah but idk if i physically can drag myself to the kitchen honestly. rip)
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me rn if you even care (<- their head is so full of ttrpgs they feel like they are going to throw up)
#chris.txt#BARK. SORRY. HEAD SO FULL . !!!!!!!!!!!!#got a city of mist game on sunday dnd game next friday (had a wild one last friday)#AND . AUGHZBXNNSJS. my friend mentioned running a villain dnd campaign in the next few months ans AUGH.#AUGH . AUFHFNFNDN. AUGH. IM SO FULL OF IDEAS .#might make arden into a cult pariah whos trying to take all of their mothers followers from her .#GOD AND I HAVENT EVEN TALKED HERE ABOUT THE CITY OF MIST XAMPAIGN#context: guest starred in my friends com campaign but they got so attahed to my characyer i came back as a perm PC#my PC is named jan and hes a rift of thor and his twin luke is a rift of baldur. part of their abilities is that they love eachorher#and luke got mind controlled into almost killing me and almost broke that bond.#now we're approaching the day that hes fated to kill someone else and turns out im the one whos destined to sleeper agent-#-activate him. so much sibling trauma here. the gm knew exactly how to target me where it hurts akjs#sorry literally so . so ill about this campaign.
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also I’ve always been super impressed with how private the guys are considering. like with their level of fame and success i’m surprised they aren’t papped more and followed lol maybe it’s just not that bad in england bc in america a celeb sets one foot out in public and they’re practically mobbed, it’s crazy. so i’m glad they’re able to just live their lives for the most part (hopefully, idk what their interactions are actually like in public obv lol)
that's because no one actually cares about bastille here babe
nah fr though dans talked about not wanting to be like 'famous' and kind of watering down their personality in early interviews and not saying anything controversial to try and stay out of the limelight, so i guess that worked lol.
#ask#anon#i do think its funny tho i think the one i compare them to in my mind is the 1975#in terms of them coming up at the same time in the same kind of scene#and how famous/controversial matty healy is now even though bas have like a third more monthly listeners on spotify#like i think if they wanted to they could've been bigger 'celebrities' but also that just doesnt seem to be what dan wants at all#which like fair play man hes raking in that pompeii happier money working with all these famous people#and can still just walk down the street living the dream man#also another tangent but idk if youre american but is the us fanbase just more intense than the uk one also#cause i was talking to an american fan at kew and she was telling me some wild things and saying their fanbase is super insane over there#so idk if thats part of it but ngl its like a running joke among my friends here that i ride or die for bas#like respectfully they think its a super weird band to be into in the year of our lord 2023
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when this scene came up in the trailer i remember thinking "huh she looks kinda demure, or like she's hiding herself behind the case" (because I thought this was going to come up after the helicopter scene, so I thought it was the briefcase with the amber)... it's a fucking gun lmao
#speakerphone!#idk when it comes to trailers i try to be chill on theorizing (emphasis on try... idk i cant help that my mind runs wild)#and when it comes to ada ik that if i dont have the full context of the scene then theorizing is especially useless.#but this made me laugh.#i mean. shes still posed in a way indicating shes uncomfortable (for OBVIOUS reasons) but idk why i thought demure was the right word lol#anyways. now that ive chewed on it i am firm in my believe that i dont like that weskers here.#he doesnt feel like a threat anymore. hes just there. him holding a gun to her to intimidate her into this new part of the job...#and really what does he actually do when hes out there? he gets a sample of her blood. berates her. forces her to take the override device.#other than taking her blood he didnt need to be there. and even then. he could just send one of his guys to do it.#anyways yah i felt this way at the beginning i think i was just so excited sw was out that i couldnt put it into words
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to the weed post: try mushroom microdosing you can literally pick them up in a forest… just do your research!!! they helped with my depression
Ohh yes ive been thinking of trying that for a while bc i think itd really help my deal unfortunately ive never been motivated enough to actively seek em out esp since i can just bother a buddy to go thru the whole garish affair of having to know where weed is from for me...
#ask#well. Theoretically i know a guy who grows em but id feel kinda rude asking since we met thru dnd#so i dont wanna be like oh youre my dealer now.#but maybe if i ever manage to run something for him again i will broach the subject...#i dont have any faith in myself finding any wild ones. i live on the outskirts but its still a major city where i live#and i am too lazy to organize a trip to go look#my best bet would be to buy a growing kittttt but id enjoy havin a job to be able to semi sustainably finance that#which is not happening this year#well a lot of words to say that im lazy but thank you anon i will keep that in the back of my mind
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Y'know I know I've said like a billion times I don't want to know shit abt Jackie's past but erm. Hi klei. Please just tell me if Josephine and Alan are her parents or some miscellaneous relative this is so important. Did Jackie seriously come from a household with a colonel and another person with a doctorate or does she just happen to be related to them this is so important for how I decide to move forward with my Jackie hcs and with my aus in general I need to know so bad tell me right fucking now
#rat rambles#oni posting#dude I was so sure that I didnt want to know anything abt Jackie's family situation but now I sure as hell fucking do#also if they are her parents then that'd mean she'd have a sibling named jonathan. and god of fucking course she would#my version of a jackie brother may be off in the wind but I would love a new one that she actually gets to have met this time#also to be clear the doctorate + colonel parent situation that Im desperate to know if I can act on is so perfect for jackie#like oh yeah of fucking course shed be a military kid why didnt I think of that first#back in my original hcs she had a brother who was an adult when she was born and was a part of the army#so in my minds eye this adds up perfectly and would to me explain a lot abt her#also the idea that j names run in the family is so fucking stupid I love it#also the fact that her maybe brother named their child after her is making me sick dont do that no child deserves that </3#the fact that its a middle name honestly makes it worse to me lol#god. god those 3 radio logs man. it makes me wonder so so hard#I doubt well get to fully know what happened there but if the colonel is her parent and theyre the same as the tragedy averted log mentions#then we suddenly have a situation in which the possibility of jackie having been involved in at best seriously threatening her parent or at#least relative's well saftey is a very real interpretation of these currently available logs#and I find that soooo fucking fascinating#now again that might not be the case as we just dont know enough#but as of now its a very real possibility and its one that excites me#the idea of jackie being willing to risk the life of a relative like that for the sake of sabotaging a rival and doing a publicity stunt#absolutely rules and I am in love with the concept go girlie go murder your maybe parent#also if I may discuss the timeline matters here shit is looking fucking wild#dude we now have an id that starts with x. like holy shit what the fuck#like there's a world where it's just a weird way of reacting it but like I genuinely dont know#could we be seeing some genuine late state gravitas shenanigans over here?#oh also we got another nikola mention lets goooo#also we have So many more rando names now and this is just with the logs we do have#we have the jackie relatives along with the inlaws mentioned in the same email ofc but we also have harold's son calvin and the x id#scientist I mentioned before b. boson#now boson actually is a potential dupe donor candidate considering we do in fact have a free b dupe to work with (<- is shaking violently)
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