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today has become one of those days where I berate myself for not doing enough of all my hobbies and exercising and cleaning and cooking and watching things and such and ohh man how easy it is to gaslight myself into believing making a "schedule" will fix all my problems.
#the schedule works for like one week when its fun to cosplay as a productive member of society#and then i get tired. or i come home late. or literally any other tiny disruption happens and im like 'well! i give up now!'#also it SNOWED today A LOT MORE THAN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO#so my mood is. low.#also i really do need to do yoga bc 3 weeks in a row of dentist appointments has destroyed my neck and shoulder muscles lol#but i will continue to procrastinate that bc it's haaaaard#anyway im just whining. ill try and finish the gardening when i get home tonight and then ill feel better
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chreon week 2024 - day 2 (belated) - post vendetta
#my fanart#resident evil#chreonweek2024#chreon#leon kennedy#chris redfield#last minute decision to make#was just trying to mess around with watercolor#and then i got to the point where i was like… i want lines but i need a plan#so i took it to digital just to plan the lines#and then i was like… you know what nevermind#i am not in the mood to do that over again in the real life this week#so here is your watercolor digital hybrid#it’s so hot i can barely think#creative output remains low
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Crashed at about 3am since laundry ran long, only getting up out of bed around 1pm to kick off the weekend 🥲🥱
#and maybe in a mood bc of it 😵💨#[and the cute moots 😩]#ore no kao#likely burning some of that energy on a park jog in low-dew-point-weather soon 🏃🏽♂️#if i can get more translating done over coffee ☕#(thankfully a package i was having the USPS redeliver got here and was left outside my door so it saved me getting up early to pick it up#from the post office lol)
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daily affirmations: im the shit
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#dirk strider#jake english#dirkjake#admin draws#fanart#can someone power wash my brain ive gotten addicted to the shoe commercial song again#and 2nd one is not related. well now it is. but it was supposed to be its own thing#i ended up not liking the sketch enough for how much trouble it gave me so its going up like this#sweep ur bf off ur feet (flying edition)#anywayz. 1st one done in an hour while listening to something on repeat. no prize for guessing what#im at my vacation now so its gonna be backlog for a little while until i get my bearings#its a tradition by now to draw fullbody walkies while listening to hip hop so who knows. i might do more of that#now i sleep for tomorrow i go shopping#today i packed spent 4 hrs in a cramped car. had a swim a pint some real good canned tuna for dinner. truly life is good#and i cant wait to sleep on this mood so i can wake up feeling different tomorrow#it hasnt quite been dread latwly except when it has. but idk#i remember id used to wake up and not feel like im in a pressure cooker set on medium to low#its been a year. id like to know that feeling again
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Stephen: "Wanda your children aren't real"
Her Honest Reaction:
#my doodle#she should happen at the club not getting corrupted by a silly evil book#corrupted wanda Is low-key so hilarious to me it's like when a cat have airplane ears#gotta read the big evil book to gain some stability#i am so upset this movie couldn't have been good...the script is the problem...like the orchard scene is amazing..like god i am so irritate#why did i rewatch this movie now i am gonna be in a bad mood the whole day (•_•)#wanda maximoff#Scarlet witch#wanda maximov#elizabetholsen#doctor strange#doctor strange in the multiverse of madness#dsmom#art#idk✍️🖍️#wanda#lizzie olsen
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A little cats club animatic [-:
#my art#my ocs#animatic#amv#CATGIRL-ADJACENT#girlcat#oasis#animated this last night and storyboarded it the day before. im so surprised i finished this#song is bad set of moods by soul low!
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Cut the string and he falls to pieces
Just a quick BJD Luci doodle
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lucifer#lucifer morningstar#my art#i am in a really low mood for a number of reasons so Luci gets to suffer for it
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hey y'all ive decided i do not want random people sexting me, i dont mind something in my asks because i can do whatever i want with those plus its fun, but i do not feel like engaging sexually one on one with people i barely know and end up trying to engage with me in that way when I'm super not in the mood lol
so starting now im not accepting people trying to tell me whatever they wanna do to me because honestly? i dont care
#sexting is for friends/mutuals and most importantly my girlfriend#if we're not mutuals I'd rather you stopped that#jojo barks#idk my libido is pretty low and im usually not in the mood (depression lol)#so it gets annoying having people try to talk this way to me when i don't want it.
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Remember when I said sleeping in a flower would fix me? Well totally unrelated my friend got me this super cute print for my brithday and I am gping to cry about it.
08|07|2024
Tis the day I turn one quarter of a century, and I will have to say, though I have always hated my birthday today I had a good time. I went out for lunch with my bestie and we spent some time together chatting like we didn't got a chance to do in a while. And then I got the rest of the afternoon to rest and continue my tma relistening (yes I am relistening it for the millionth time and I am loving it as usual). Tonight my brother and his girlfriend will come home to have dinner with us, which also makes me very happy, amd tomorrow I am also getting a haircut. I really need one, my hair has grown so much in the past couple of months. In the next few weeks I'll have some stuff to do, but the main goal is still getting my energies back and rest as much as I can. I also plan on texting my tattoo artist quite soon because I decided I'd like to get new ink after my holidays and I am very excited about it. I haven't got a new tattoo in four years and I cannot way to finally decorate my body some more!
#i still have to post a few book reviews but i have not been in a big writing mood as you can see by my sparse posts#i guess the brain power is still quite low#but they will come#i am currently reading an italian graphic novel and i also finally picked up if we were villains!!#and i have some books coming my way too so there will be lots of reading this summer!#studyblr#studyinspo#bookblr#journal#productivity#journaling#knife gang#mine#the---hermit
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Psst ... you're cute 😉😉😘
I-!! H-hi!! I. I'm.... T-that, um-
T.... T-thank you, miss, um- I. I.... Y-you're extremely pretty yourself, um-!! I-
#oh my god what has happened to my notes what have you done to me#and more importantly#can you do it to me in dms too#AHEM anyway hi holy fucking shit my low mood just got blasted to fucking kingdom come i#......h-hi 👉👈#Um- i-#oh goddess above I'm. I. This is so much all at once I don't know what to do about this-#(please by all that is holy do not mistake that for a complaint I would quite literally beg on my knees for it to continue if you ordered m#I mean asked)#....asked.*#.....a-anyway
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#as im aware i hav terrible med compliance w my ssri#im trying to go cold turkey to document if it DOES in fact help and i do in fact feel worse . then go back on for several weeks and see if#feel an improvement#but i forgot; im the worlds most unreliable narrator with the worlds worst memory so i rlly gotta start writing things dowb#so starting TODAY i will document my average mood and daily high daily low on a 10 point scale#and then ill make a beautiful graph#i think ill use the emotional pain scale weve all seen before if i cant find one that works better for my symptoms which is primarily#asd overload and frustration#if anyone has any ideas on how i can document better or what not pls let me know
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"Cuhut it out- you guys!" "Nu-uh, not until you're all perked up first! You don't want those gym challengers meetin' with an ol' mopey leader, do ya?" "Whitney's right, dear friend. No need to hide that beautiful smile of yours, alright?~"
What it takes to cheer up Johto's beloved ghost boy 👻💕
#some incredibly self-indulgent fluff for my own sake SKJDFSNDFS#Morty was having one of Those days where the weight of his responsibilities as leader and expectations as someone meant to bring back Ho-Oh#-felt a little too heavy to handle (more so than usual)#luckily his best friends (and mayhaps crush of nearly an entire decade) are here to take a stand against his low mood 🤼#I've been having brainrot of Whitney's dynamics with these two alrighttttt they all deserve to be silly with each other#best wingman award goes to this girlie for putting up with these two's mutual pining antics for years sdkfjskjdfh#the way I see it Morty and Whitney were besties way back before they had even become leaders (with Morty being the older between them)#there were definitely rumors going around between their towns about how they're an item#when the reality is that Whitney's more focused on winning the affections of the other cute girls she hangs out with#while Morty's a repressed gay lad burdened with religious guilt SDJFHUISJDNFS /LH /LH#the second Whitney caught wind of Morty actually developing a crush on someone you just Know she was on his ass Immediately#asking about aaall the details--who he is- what he does- how he dresses- if he could even conceivably pass her standards of how a--#--fitting partner for her best friend's meant to be#to which an incredibly exasperated Morty struggles to answer because Eusine is just beyond his comprehension /affectionate#when Whitney does eventually get to meet him in person the first time she most certainly takes a jab at his fashion sense SDKJFSDFNS#BUT they do end up getting along a lot better than Morty braced for- which was a huge relief to him#it soon reaches that point where Eusine's secretly asking her for details on the things Morty likes and how to possibly impress him#all the while Morty's asking her for advice on how he could cope with his feelings when he's still unsure on whether they'd be requited#Whitney finds the whole ordeal simultaneously very funny and perhaps one of the most frustrating things imaginable SDKJFSKDNFS#enough of me yapping thouuughhhhhh I should save that for its own post 🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️#pokemon tickle#gym leader morty#morty pokemon#gym leader whitney#whitney pokemon#mystery man eusine#eusine pokemon#eusine#lee!morty#ler!eusine
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Been a hot minute since I drew an Axl, here is a meow meow warmup
#guilty gear#axl low#my art#I was drawing a lot of dnd related stuff recently#so I got distracted from boy#but now I’m in the mood to draw him again
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I need to get off tumblr and just wriiiite 😢
#i love seeing other peoples content and talking to people but oof#my mood has been low recently and im also feeling like im throwing cups of water into the ocean#like whats the point if so many people are posting really good content??#idk dont mind me#gotta dig myself out of the hole#and remember that comparison is the thief of joy#logging off for a bit and posting the knight simon and the 141 dark fic hopefully this week#unless i just give up (im trying not to. got another few thousand words written yesterday)#báirseach rambles#tw#moods and feelings
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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come
#like how do i even feel#on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things#ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym#plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi#and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food#which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol#like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes#so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die#i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me#also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study#and i want to now it's high time#but yeah want doesn't really work for me#i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals#and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks#but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us#which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective#anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed#but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms#and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops#i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty#much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream#but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life#lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month#i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them#i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into#depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it#my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom#is around warna mostly he's fine#i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls#mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena 🙏
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#OOP... sorry if i jumpscared y'all with this. i just wanted to show you how terrifying barton would probably look-#on a low quality camera with his mask on <33 / j JSJSJ nahhh please disregard the heart i just put there i'm just joking around-#with you guys a bit LOL but yeahhh uhhh. just imagine THIS popping up on your camera feed while you're alone and manning the arkham feed at#night or something ☠️ man's kind of looks like something out of an eldritch horror movie NGL JSJSJ so i think the only-#thing that could possibly make it worse for the poor unfortunate soul who has this image be the last thing they see before they die is if-#some sort of creepy music was playing in the background. like i'm thinking 'get happy' by barbra streisand perhaps ahahhh#BUT ANYWAY i hope y'all are having a great day and aren't too disturbed by this (': i was just in a bit of a ✨️ silly ✨️mood when i made it#y'know? sooo yeah i shall tag this accordingly BUT this is going to be my last post of the day ✌️#tw: horror.#tw: slightly uncanny valley? yeah i'd say that.#tw: body horror (involving his mask).#WE DON'T TREAT HIM LIKE THE COMMON RUBBISH WE'RE USED TO: visage.
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