#anyway im just whining. ill try and finish the gardening when i get home tonight and then ill feel better | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

six-of-ravens · 5 months

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today has become one of those days where I berate myself for not doing enough of all my hobbies and exercising and cleaning and cooking and watching things and such and ohh man how easy it is to gaslight myself into believing making a "schedule" will fix all my problems.

#the schedule works for like one week when its fun to cosplay as a productive member of society #and then i get tired. or i come home late. or literally any other tiny disruption happens and im like 'well! i give up now!'#also it SNOWED today A LOT MORE THAN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO #so my mood is. low.#also i really do need to do yoga bc 3 weeks in a row of dentist appointments has destroyed my neck and shoulder muscles lol #but i will continue to procrastinate that bc it's haaaaard #anyway im just whining. ill try and finish the gardening when i get home tonight and then ill feel better

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