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starry-bi-sky · 3 months ago

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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.

Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.

Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.

Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.

There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.

#svsss #luo binghe #svsss au #scum villain #scum villian self saving system #shen yuan #shen qingqiu #disciple shen yuan #lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops #im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either #had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him #when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi #hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th #sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his #back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's #face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is #INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and #the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of #his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so #unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face #and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc #he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]

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rottengurlz · 9 months ago

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leona and her soon to be dead husband

before!!!!

#oc: leona #mysims #ts4 edit #ts4 #simblr #the sims community #sims 4 #i think if i knew how to edit hair id be unstoppable #leona's so hot it makes me SICKKKKKKK #CURRENTLY TEARING MY SKIN OFF #leona wearing black to her own wedding to represent the death of her life shes so dramatic i love her #leona's family forced her to marry salvatore who audra and her eventually kill and fuck like freaks while covered in his blood <3 #they've never had control over their lives so them murdering salvatore was their first taste of having real power #their addiction for it started from there #murder wives i love you #enzo edit on the agenda next ENZO FANS RISE UP!!!!!!!!!!#i never usually post the before picture but i think the lighting is a little delicious #i made this photo so much harder to take i forgot relight existed and was using a lamp to try and get the right lighting </3

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ashmcgivern · 2 years ago

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A Draconified King

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corrodedcoughin · 1 year ago

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Eddie making Steve laugh to the point of Steve revealing that he’s actually a snort laugher and Eddie lighting up like all his christmases have come at once

#Steve telling Robin that Eddie Knows His Great Shame and being distraught about it #Eddie going home and telling corroded coffin that ‘today men. I heard what angels must sound like’#obviously eddie tries everything he can to make it happen again and Steve does his best to avoid it #Steve thinking it’ll make him seem less Hot and Eddie tearing his hair out over how much worse his crush got after hearing The Laugh #I love snort laugh steve so much #and this obviously means eddie is a silent laugher but scream sneezer

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effelants · 2 months ago

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nothing tells me dragon age is more back than my tumblr activity feed right now

man, i missed you guys

it's good to be back, everyone

#dragon age #genuinely the thing to me that isn't so special about veilguard isn't the game itself #don't get me wrong #i really enjoyed the game #but seeing people i haven't seen in a hot minute in my notifs?#in 2k24?#you guys got me tearing up here #i've missed you #and those of you who have spent this lull between games sitting here on this hellsite together with me #there's just so much more that we're interacting about right now #than there has been in the recent past #and that just makes me giddy with glee #i love you guys <3

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andauril · 4 months ago

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I commissioned the wonderful @abigailsins for a sketch illustration of Astarion & Silaestra (my Dark Urge) and it turned out so beautiful??? I love it so much??? Thank you so much. It means so much to me, especially rn where I really needed something to make me smile during a time where I haven't had much reason to. This was the highlight of my day - no, probably my WEEK, and I'm absolutely in love with how it turned out!

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taylordoesdraw · 2 years ago

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Rauru this, Rauru that…. WHAT ABOUT SONIA????

#totk #totk fanart #sonia totk #Rauru #tears of the kingdom #the legend of zelda #queen sonia #I love the goat man so much #but his wife is fucking hot #digital art #clip studio paint #my art #fanart #artists on tumblr #clip studio art #tloz fanart

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amelia-yap · 3 months ago

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Hi, how is college fairing?

it's been a little frustrating but otherwise mostly alright, thanks for asking! hope you're having a nice dayyy

#not me tearing my hair apart from my lecturer asking me to change my stuff and then going like 'why did you do this'#my good sir it was your feedback what do you want lmao #it's been weeks arghegrjrggrkgrggargkrgk #on the other hand ive been busy so theres that too #but like a good kind of busy?#there'll be some halloween event by my school this sat-sun and me and a few friends are running a booth to sell some art stuff and stickers #it'll be from 10am-10pm at straits quay in penang #if anyone's around feel free to drop by and say hi!#we don't know the exact location of our table yet but you'll know when you see a table with an amount of rwby things lmao #i wish i could do some more other stuff but yknow. time and the cost of printing #all our stuff would probably arrive tomorrow or friday; hope that it'll look okay hhh #we also have like. 700 pieces of hard candy courtesy of a friend's mom lol #i've always wanted to try out doing something like this so it's nice and exciting #sorry it's been a hot minute since i last blabbed this much in the tags 😂

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fisheito · 2 months ago

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Typing "capsaicin snake effect" into the search bar so i can figure out if yakumo can eat spicy food

#it's telling me that primarily mammals are affected #and the few times they tried it on snakes #it didn't really do much except mess with their processing abilities a bit #so what you're saying is that yakumo will primarily not be affected by spicy food.#but maybe with super spicy things #he might get a lil loopy? a lil nose clogged ? a momentary distraction? but no pain #if yakumo's tears are mala sauce then it only makes sense that he can eat mala amirite #mammals are the ones who suffer huh.........#i am imagining the yokai trio eating some hella spicy food #yakumo is eating unaware of the presence of capsaicin. he's happily describing the textural and flavour profiles of the dish #garu is a lil confused. this food hurts a bit. but it's still tasty so... gotta keep eating.. OW drink milk? THEN EAT MORE! YEAH!#kuya is OBLITERATED #for all we know the version that kuya got could have only been seasoned with a bit of black pepper #but old fox scrunches up his entire face as soon as it hits his tongue #and he slams the dish into the trash (with dramatic angry flair) like he's a veteran judge on a cooking show #garu WILL eat that thing out of the trash if you don't stop him #if rei is more bird than man then he won't be affected either #i'm gonna go ahead and think even if he IS more man than bird... he'll still be unaffected.#rei probably eats toxic waste akin to blade and garu levels . he is beyond human. he has experimebnted beyond Mortal Stomachs #blade is in the corner crunching on what you THINK is a candy apple. but it is not that. it is an orb of molten glass #(blade's spicy food is hot metal? yeah. he'll eat that capsaicin like it's nothing. give him an orchard of chillis.)#(actually. maybe don't. because the next time eiden sucks him off there gonna be some COMEDIC consequences)

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afterthelambs · 2 months ago

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"Silco didn't create Jinx, you did" lives in my mind rent free because throughout season 1, Vi has been convincing herself that Silco is the obstacle preventing her from getting Powder back. She's traumatized and guilt-ridden. When Vi is traumatized, she simplifies things as a response. She has to believe that getting her sister back is that simple. But when Silco is finally dead, Powder doesn't come back to her. In fact Silco's death is what solidifies Jinx's decision to be Jinx (the complete Jinx aka Jinx + Powder, not the broken version of her that she tried to erase Powder from).

And that's likely why Vi switches on her so quickly. By the time season 2 starts she's fully on board with Piltover wanting to kill Jinx and when she confronts her in ep.3 she says Powder is dead and they're not sisters anymore. Which is wild considering just a few days ago she was reassuring her that they'll always be sisters.

I think Vi meant all of it. At the time she really did want Caitlyn and the enforcers to kill Jinx. But that's because she's still just as traumatized and guilt-ridden as she was before. She can't deal with the fact that Jinx herself is the real reason she can never get Powder back. And as I said, Vi simplifies things as a trauma response. However if they had actually succeeded in killing Jinx, I think Vi would live in regret and self-hatred forever. What someone wants when they're traumatized and hurt is not what they want forever, and Vi does love her sister.

#I love that Vi's goal is getting Powder back. from the beginning she wanted something impossible #she's setting herself up for failure. even jinx says “things changed when you left. i changed” when they first meet after years #vi was warned and she *still* didn't do any self-reflection #like mayyybe you should be prepared for the possibility that your traumatized little sis is never gonna be a sweet innocent girl anymore?#and mayyybe you should still reach out to her despite that instead of just giving up?#thats literally all Jinx wants and Silco was the only one who understood that. It tears me up that Vi still doesnt #“i thought maybe you could love me like you used to. Even though im different” -> another line that lives in my head rent free #im gonna write about that another day. it's too damn good. the insight that gives for jinx's character....#but again it's 100% understandable that Vi doesnt consider this. she's also traumatized and not thinking rationally. i love it #flawed protags that deal with failure and misery >>>>>>>#we'll see how s2 goes but Vi was the perfect protagonist during s1. i loved her writing sooo much #^^ all these tags are technically part of the post but theyre kinda(?) hot takes and im afraid of getting flamed so hah #my post #arcane #arcane season 2 #arcane s2 spoilers #arcane vi #vi arcane #jinx arcane #arcane jinx #arcane silco #silco arcane #arcane analysis #arcane meta

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lukasadss · 1 year ago

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I'm a simple creature, give me a miserable lil man and I will be drawing him

#he spends so much of this show at the verge of tears and honestly?? hot- SORRY #hilda furacão #hilda furacao #hilda muller #malthus #hilda hurricane #lukasdoesart #fanart #sketch #illustration #artists on tumblr #ana paula arosio #rodrigo santoro

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edenxroseyposey · 2 years ago

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Who is that singular fictional character that has been so marred by public opinion and misconceptions that they are largely regarded unlikable that you, in your infinite wisdom, still fervently defend with ever fiber of your moral being for not only being misunderstood but baselessly slandered? I shall go first: Friedrich Bhaer

#Greta gerwig has so much to answer for #the world has so much to answer for #the public consensus to so violently misunderstand him and Louisa’s intentions with him makes me want to tear my hair out #also hot take:#if you say you relate to Jo March but do not appreciate Friedrich Bhaer YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND JO #understanding Friedrich is understanding Jo and understanding them both is understanding Louisa #this is the singular object of opinion that I will hold with a fury #I am so casual about so many peoples appreciations of things because #hey people have different preferences #but this has gone beyond personal conviction and is just mischaracterization and misrepresentation to the point of abuse #Friedrich Bhaer #rant #little women

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moe-broey · 6 months ago

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Miwabiwis.......

I actually do like her official outfit! I just... had a deep need.... put that girl in a nightgown and slippers RIGHT NOW‼️‼️‼️‼️ Also it is admittedly so much easier to draw 🧍

I did try to keep in line with most of her official look though! Or add more emphasis to little details, like the red berries... other details I added, like the bloomers, keep the roundness of her og dress! BUT ALSO.... they are just so cutes.... I imagine they're made of rose petals...... I was also thinking angelic motifs. With the dress shape, and the smaller wings shaped as such!