#so its fyodor

[definetelynotavampire]

tbf who wouldnt wanna dance with sigma

[doctorforks]

nothing more terrifying than fyodor's face range

[kokoasci]

finally drew the main doa together :>

[canetteto]

Bookmark

[veresidae]

I know I did their designs in september but I wasn't happy with how they turned out so I redid it... and more...

I started this in october ~_~

[dailysigma]

Today's Sigma is: in a room full of freakazoids !!

[sigskk]

speaking of skk i like to think they're bluffing actually.

dead apple? "there's no way that roach [dazai] is actually dead." (does not know ANYTHING) (did not even question if he was) (something's wrong and it's always dazai's fault. he's fine)

meursault? "oh yeah i knew chuuya was a vampire the whole time" (did not know Jack Shit) (chuuya wouldnt let himself be reduced to something so inhuman. he's fine)

[frickfrackchickenstack]

Bsd crack au where everything is the same but characters actually get good therapy

Take that as u will

[nyxi-pixie]

augh i love the humanity themes w bsd but ive been thinking recently about yosano's ability and mori's exploitation of it in war as insight into fyodor because GOD. to take death away from humanity is to deprive them of the human right to die. the soldiers yosano was working with losing their minds, moving her place as angel from something like worship to this seething hatred. because by refusing them death, she has taken their very humanity from them

and with fyodor, who CANT die. who is killed and replaces his killer over and over and over for CENTURIES, his humanity is long gone. like almost everyone in bsd, hes searching for companionship - an equal. but he wont find one, because his humanity died a very very long time ago and he has abandoned any genuine path to get it back. like verlaine, he believes he can only find an equal in someone as inhuman as he is, but in both cases theyre Wrong about the person theyre seeking it from.

[chibidumbass]

My first ever bsd twitter post. i didnt really wanna cross-post this bc its old and embarrassing but its here now ♥♥

[tedlebred]

what was gonna be my entry for a dtiys that got cancelled✌️✌️✌️ thought i might as well clean it up n post

[bajablastable]

nikolai's saw trappable little guys

[moraymiso]

seeing everyone's chapter predictions for the new BSD chapter coming out, i'd like to remind my fellow BSD lore enthusiasts that this could very likely be the first time atsushi and fyodor ever meet face-to-face.

he was sent after fyodor in the last chapter, and until this point, the two have never once interacted-- a bit odd, since they're both primary pro/antagonists? fyodor has straight up avoided him numerous times, in fact. hmmmm. i wonder...

[possessedbydevils]

Me when a man uses another man's name in a colloquial/diminutive form in a Russian novel

[judasgot-it]

Boyfriend! Fyodor who would stick nicotine patches onto you while in your sleep so you stay addicted to him and convince you that it's love.

[kaurwreck]

I wonder if Fyodor has kept his distance from Atsushi until now because Byakko's claws can cut through skills. I wonder if this is the moment Atsushi could use his claws. Would they slice right through Fyodor's borrowed body to tear him into the same ribbons as Shibusawa?

Is Fyodor afraid of the absolution Atsushi could give him? Or is he starving for it? Is this what he wanted all along? To find Atsushi at the end, to break him until Byakko tears through Atsushi's flesh and into his?

Nothing is hollow; Fyodor is just so hungry for scraps he can't bear to eat that he calls the viscera contracting around his aching gut nothingness, and garnishes his desires with incorrigible sin because then death might taste like salvation. He craves blood but hates when it touches him, because blood and viscera are too warm, too human; and he isn't that, even though he loves humanity so desperately that he's resolved to leave only when he can take the entire world with him.