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ran into an old friend on Overwatch tonight and ohhhhh I'm fucked up about it
#any of you remember when i posted about how i should've fucked my friend's bf... YEAH HER#she immediately friended me and was so excited to talk to me again#my feelings sre so complicated bc like. we all treated each other like shit!!#like to the point she seriously fucked me over soooo many times#but idk we were all teenagers. so i feel like since i know i deserved grace back then#she deserves some too. but part of me thinks that's a dumbass decision.#idk we queue'd together and i gave her my number. maybe we'll go out for dinner or coffee or smth#we'll see what happens i guess. it's been half a decade. we've both changed.#i hope we're better for each other at this point in our lives#she was one of my best friends since like 7th grade it'd be nice if we could make it work again#i don't miss her really but i mean. we shared a part of our lives that no one else was really there for#so it'd be nice to be friends again.#i guess?? i'm not jazzed about it but i also don't want to NOT give her a chane
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Guess which bitch now has room on its phone for instagram for the first time in like 3 years. This is only good bc now we can post art there again.
Not that instagram is nice to artists or anything. Just that our art tumblr is so very tiny and unused. Gonna probably have to clear it out somewhat when I finally get around to posting art.
#thank fuck for our silm special interest tho#we can finally get like traction on posts#which'll mean that when our fibro flare-up finally dies down (lmao it'll be ages bc our dad is Stressing The Fuck Outta Us)#we can get commissions done again#and through those. well.#money both for clothes to make us comfortable#(which will also last for years & be the right kinda clothing for when we move overseas)#and also for savings for WHEN we move overseas#like our grandma is nice & all &'ll probably help pay for us getting housing or whatever#but i dont want to have to Rely on her inheritance from her aunt(?)#and disability benifits are dodgy at best. and we'll have to survive somehow *before* we get them through#and i kinda dont want to have to rely on the generosity of an old school friend's mum. or a 10th cousin 4 times removed (or whatever)#who might well be dead before we move to ireland#bc he's like 95 rn#and idk if he'd even let us stay at his (scarily enormous) house At All#also. idk if we'd have the money without some kinda work to get HRT when we move out. dont wanna have to be reliant on parents or the gov.#for our HRT. i doubt we could get public healthcare to cover it. not immediately at least.#and i kinda dont want to have to go back on birth control. cause progesterone or w/ever its called has feminising effects iirc#and we're not sure if we want a hysterectomy yet. so.#it'd be a choice between periods (hell) and HRT (expensive)#fuck i hate being disabled sometimes#like actually if anyone calls chronically fatigued ppl “lazy”. i fucking WISH i was lazy.#like bitch please this flare-up is making it so that NONE of my meds get rid of the pain anywhere NEAR fully#and im low-key on the Good Shit™#also so annoyed that ireland hasnt legalised weed. bc. we're almost certainly gonna be doing it for pain#and getting an *illegal* product is so much more difficult#lmao i worked out commas#—Roquén#my fingies hurt so much rn lmao#anyway gonna go draw my source drowning in blood & despair. then im gonna work out what the fuck kinda pigments caranthir would use
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i wholeheartedly can't wait to hear what fatherly words of wisdom grey is going to bestow upon lucy whilst she's still spiraling from her sudden breakup with tim. he looks like he's genuinely concerned for her well being in that clip of them in the shop together, i hope that he clocks whatever it is the others aren't cause i can't stand how she's been walked all over on so far this season. 🥺💕
#*carly catalogs#like.... ik they have to depict an accurate portrayal of how male dominated working in the police force is but damn....#cut my baby girl some slack 😔#i've honestly always thought grey see's a little bit of his own daughter dominique in lucy#and it is for that reason i hope he comes up to bat for her and approaches tim like 'you broke my daughter's heart?' 😠😤#MAKE HIM SHAKE IN HIS BOOTS AGAIN GREY LOL#like 'you better talk to her and fix this!' *tsk tsk*#and tim's all like 'yes sir!' 🧍🫡#they don't even have to necessarily get back together (yes they do) it'd just be nice if they could find a way to be friends....#or mend their relationship enough so they don't feel like they have to avoid each other#the rookie#sergeant grey#wade grey#tim bradford#lucy chen#chenford#otp: you know me so well#6x07#SOMEONE JUST BONK SOME SENSE INTO THIS MAN 😩😩😩😩😩😩
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@beatingheart-bride
"I say to just go with your heart," Randall smiled, as he pulled up a chair in front of the changing rooms, very eager to what Emily picked out as her wedding dress: He knew there were plenty of superstitions surrounding the bad luck that came with the groom seeing the bride in her dress before the wedding day proper, but honestly, he wasn't thinking too hard about that now. He'd had his fill of bad luck in his past life; in this new one, he felt there could only be good things from here on out.
Of course, he knew his advice wasn't exactly the most helpful he could give, but to tell the truth, he had faith in her ability to find the perfect gown. This would be her own dress-not an heirloom passed down from grandmother to mother to daughter, meant to be worn out of duty, but one she herself chose-just as she chose her own husband, so too would she choose her own dress, and no one would impede her.
"We've got a lot of variety, so you certainly have plenty of options," he chuckled, as he took his seat. Hopefully not too many, he thought, as he made himself comfortable, excited to see what she chose-no matter what she chose, of course, he would love and find her beautiful in it; what was most important to him was that she was happy with her choice, and would look back on it fondly.
#((y'know funnily enough i have long had the idea of an alternate take on the original 'child's play'))#((in which damballa isn't looking for someone to cause mayhem and shed blood in their name))#((and instead gives chucky a chance to become human again...IF he plays nice with andy))#((and keeps this lonely boy company-if he can make andy happy by being his friend))#((damballa will cut chucky some slack and return him to a human form; but if not; he'll be stuck as a doll forever!))#((mind you i had this idea before season 3 rolled around and we actually got to meet damballa))#((but i digress! the idea of chucky continuing to butt heads with damballa is an interesting one))#((especially because it really does seem like; yeah; damballa wasn't much of a threat!))#((it was a big part of season 3; that whole 'terminal christianity' thing; and now chucky's back to doll form))#((and happy about it; now that he's seemingly bested the heroes and has run off with tiffany again!))#((so honestly it'd be interesting to explore that further; and have to the two be clashing for much longer than they did!))#outofhatboxes#beatingheart-bride#V:Dark Shadows
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i feel seriously ill right now. getting real 2016 flashbacks.
#i mean im reminding myself that swing states last time were literally like 1 percent differences#but jesus christ it's looking very grim my friends#and tbh. the fact that this map is still so red after trump has gotten worse#and that it's this red again when he's running again against a competent woman who is good at her job#like. jesus christ.#the slow dawning horror of watching him gain electoral votes is giving me serious trauma flashbacks to 2016#where i had to drown my sorrows in two bottles of wine and call off of work the rest of the week to deal with it#it'd be nice to wake up tomorrow to these states flipping blue but i just genuinely dont know at this point#the red senate is also a blow. god and the house might go red majority too.... fucking fuck fuck fuck
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okay. so. our facet Faucet is our secret keeper, and we did not ask [ ] permission before introducing this blog to others. so [ ] isn't very pleased, to say the least.
#sorry faucey.#[ ] has a lot of anxiety. full of The Symptoms. i think we're all full of The Symptoms quite frankly. but that's okay.#if Faucet turns out to be okay with it later then we carry on using this blog like normal. system blog and plural journal together.#if not then the two options are: 1) turn this into the system blog and make a new private diary-esque sideblog.#2) soft block new followers (sorry we appreciate you its just anxiety hgkj) and keep this for friends. make a new fresh system account.#1 requires us to private a bunch of vent things and private info. which will take a while to go through and filter hgkj#we'd be able to move without hassling followers but i don't think Faucet would let ANYONE in on that new diary account so like?? hgkj??#2 would be nice to start fresh and shit but we do have a lot of things we'd want to transfer over again. it'd take much more work i think?#and we dont want to softblock people and make them refollow a new account hgkjg also we LIKE our blog name here hgkj#i guess we could just exchange blog names? oh it just kinda sucks either way? dang :']#man. it always feels like we're retreating. Faucet trying to keep us hidden. it /feels/ safer but it's far from healthy.#as it stands i don't think we can keep straddling the line between keeping this private forever and wanting to be part of the community.#its not possible to do both. something has to give.#anyway. those are our thoughts. :']
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The absolute indignity of begging uni administration for extensions and redos. The needle to thread between "I am doing so poorly please just give me this I'm at the fucking end of my rope" and "promise it's just right now though I'm going to get soo much better and be so normal for next time it's just this once". The way I'm sent into horrendous spirals about my self-worth and future every time I have a deadline.
#genuinely getting an epidermic reaction to assignments#i hate hate hate begging them to be nice to me#like guys. i know 'it's the bare minimum though'.#i'm in a foreign country living on my own for the first time#i've been struggling with undiagnosed/untreated adhd for like four years now at least#i've been crying over homework and assignments for fours years at least!!#this isn't even the end of my rope#the rope has been over for a while now#it's not the the last dregs of my motivation. i've been trying to make more motivation from those dregs for years#i'm so far past the end it's not funny#and masters applications....#i want to live so so bad but every time i start thinking. what if i wasn't alive to be living through this though#like if say. i wasn't conscious for a few months. it'd all be over by then#fucking hell#and then if they don't grant me the redos i'm going to fail my year :)#and have to redo it next year at home#argh#the more i think about it the more i get less. viscerally disgusted by the concept#it's just... man i don't want my luck to be coming to an end#i guess in some ways it's admirable i've been pushing my limits this far and i'm doing so well outside of schoolwork#but nobody else except me my family and my friends see it like that#anyway. off to submit special cons again for another assignment. i hate this#wow i have a ramble tag now
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read camp dama.scus. enjoyed some stuff, really wish i didn't have the experience so often reading a book that's Good and Progressive and about Queer Affirmation etc of feeling like i'm side-eying the author like 'and you know that delineating the people that oppose you as pure evil that therefore deserves torture or death or being eliminated from society entirely is bad, right? you know that, right??'
#it's kind of funny bc the main character is a jack chick tract atheist in a way bc#she rejects her religion (REALLY quickly and easily lol) and immediately starts... conceiving of HERSELF as a prophet/god#as in. starts making up 'bible' verses that are about Her and how awesome she is#and how she's going to bring down her enemies with the righteous flaming sword of vengeance and wrath and truth etc#which i would love as a character Thing if the narrative didn't just treat this as 'super metal' with absolutely no further examination#(seriously she casually drops that she's been making up bible-style verses abt herself and her ideas#in convo with her Token Good Christian friend. by CITING ONE OF THEM#LIKE IT'S A BIBLE VERSE. and then going 'o yeah i've been making those up'#and her friend's reaction is just 'haha that's sick' and moving on)#listen i'm all for god complexes and edgy bullshit but the presentation along w the general#descriptions of the Enemy as 'cartoonishly pure evil' and implicit 'haha nice!' around the idea of THEM getting tortured forever#just leaves me ://///#i might be oversensitive to this after stuff like Sorrowland and Pet but.... just. ech. i wish i didn't have to play the game of#'do you think torture is ok if it's someone you don't like?' and 'do you consider people who do bad things as human?' in the first place#also it was just a HUGELY underwritten book lol it'd make a decent movie but viewed as a book it gets funnier the longer i think about it#was marketed as conversion camp horror. 0 conversion camp content bc IT ALREADY HAPPENED#0 relationship development bc the two people the MC connects with she ALREADY HAD RELATIONSHIPS WITH. THAT SHE FORGOT#so you can 'i'm falling for x again' all you want dr tingle that's not what's happening the work is not there#also ofc the other two people are just. The Tech Guy and The Cool Hot Nice Love Interest (2 aesthetic traits no personality)#so yeah like. some very good horror moments/concepts! but some Problems. For Sure#vic talks#book talk
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idly wondering with what experts would diagnose me if I was 100% truthful and could remember every single thing that happened to me and every single quirk I developed because of it <3
#like esp. at the start my mother would sit in on all my therapy sessions#and i didn't yet grasp what therapy was for at age 11 so i just talked about my day#and showed the nice lady my latest drawings orz#all that got me was a 'oh that kid is just shy and a little scared going to school just force him to go it'll be fine <3'#never said anything about the nefarious bullying or the things going on at home#because at that point i was so naive i thought it was NORMAL#and other therapists later on only ever focused on my weight and how sloppy i dressed. never addressing all my other issues so i gave up#never talked about all the other stuff for a while.#also that ONE situation i can barely remember but that fucked me up the most i think back in kindergarten... never told anyone about it#except a friend last year. wondering what therapists would say about that if i ever opened up about that to them#after a bit of thought it'd also explain my aversion to being touched/examined by doctors in that area. great.#ANYWAY just wondering <333#also all the 'negative' feelings i immediately throw in the repression bin. like jealousy frustration anger annoyance entitlement etc#been told one too many times that these things are ugly and shouldn't be displayed. should stop acting like a spoiled brat#never learned how to handle any of that <333#recently have taken to being overly analytical about it all. trying to find what triggers these emotions and then rationalising them away <3#they do still fester deep in my soul tho <333#good thing i'm so good at repression that i forget about it all eventually until something makes me remember and then i suffer#but then i repress again and i can live in blissful ignorance again <333333#wish i could be a dumb silly billy more often and not think about things too much like i usually do haha#maybe that's why i'm so drawn to and fadcinated by the bimbocore subculture/movement...... 🤔#anyway anyway just thinking haha
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#talk#i think i'm gonna drop all but one course this semester in order to get properly medicated#+ catch up on some Essential Life Skills that i'm missing (that most people learned in their teens ahaha)#i've gamed it out. given it ample consideration. i'd rather ruin my semester plans than ruin my overall gpa#esp. since i have to maintain a certain number to transfer out of here lmao. if that wasn't the case it'd be 'Cs get degrees babey B)'#some people can make it through college with unmedicated/unaccommodated adhd. but not me! i suck at this!!#have also learned that i actually... miss? in-person classes? at our little downtown campus??#online classes were nice in theory but Once Again My Friends Were Right. some things should not be taken online#... man. i'm still trying to justify this to myself. the guilt of 'failing again' is eating at me#but so is trying to deal with this fuckass [subject redacted] class. worst subject + no office hours + prof won't email me back + L#+ no late work allowed. my prof last semester was right when she said i should pick someone w/ a lax late work policy lmao#... mmm. well! well well well.#my sleep schedule is so fucked. i need a passport. i want to draw again. meds. whatever. it'll be fine
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really kinda feels like I just never developed my own personality. I copy what people that I like like. I pick one person at a time to get obsessed with (actually not a choice, but), and then I become them. unconsciously and unintentionally. and it feels bad. real bad! when there's no one it feels like I'm not even real. there's nothing underneath all the pretending. I'm just not there.
#had a conversation about this with my best friend#and they said maybe it'd help if I try to figure out who I am apart from all that#but there's just. nothing? except panic and fear and anxiety#it's just thinking and thinking and thinking about all the ways in which I am wrong and not good and not interesting and not real#it's not a good experience. it's not something I want to do#and it doesn't tell me who I AM#like I've never been more than that? I've never been anything but defined by other people#I'm not a person. I'm someone's kid someone's sibling someone's wife someone's friend someone's aunt#I don't exist. if I disappeared people would say that they miss me but what would they even miss? that I'm always nice? because being hones#is always bad when it's me? that I help them? because that's all I have to offer? that I try not to contradict anyone ever? because I know#I'm wrong and my opinion is wrong and I shouldn't bother anyone by voicing it#I don't know. it just feels so damn pointless. even if I 'get better' at some point (don't know how and can't imagine it). what will be lef#I never experienced life without all-encompassing anxiety and fear and panic#everything has always scared me. I can't think outside of that because there has never BEEN anything outside of that for me#I'm just very tired#yeah ignore me I'm just being stupid again
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mum is getting me in contact with a couple people to move out with, i don't really Want to be roomies with someone who's friends with my abuser but frankly i'd take it over the excruciating fucking racism. uuuu
#like she's legitimately nice to people who aren't me.#the candidates are apparently a couple guys i knew as a kid and also an Aboriginal guy looking for a place#which i mean the latter would be ideal so i'm not housed with white people#the guys would obv know i'm trans also which would be annoying but it'd be dealt with from the start do#so* it wouldn't be me being kicked out and threatened again bc they found out i'm trans#but ehhh#at least i got a couple people. next issue is staying close enough for the butcher job#the guys also have the obvious benefit of only being secondary tied to my mother#since they're the sons of a friend of hers#but idk how many more times i can room with long haired casually racist blond white guys /s
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I'm trying to network with a friend of a friend, who's a UX/UI designer, and I thought I'd try and keep it more casual to like...organically network, ya know? But they're being kinda formal about the whole thing, so like idk the vibes???
I just feel out of my element here and it's making me a little idk, not upset or frustrated, but also like kinda of those words too??? Idk...
#personal#like they're nice enough so far#but also like we're scheduling for phone calls and etc.#and maybe it's bc they're a bit busier#but also like I don't want this to feel stunted either???#so I'm just like#how forced does she feel on her end to be talking to me bc I'm a friend of a friend???#idk I'm overthinking it maybe#but again I thought it'd just be more casual and like making a friend maybe???#idk how else to explain it maybe it's me
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I did get close to this when I went to the Lollapalooza but it was just one day so the happiness felt fleeting at the moment and I feel like if I'd gone all three days I would've gotten here sooner BUT it was too expensive and I got here anyway so w/e idec im sooooooo functional agajn bitch im at my PEAK
#fuck being depressed im sooooo over that for like 8 months AT LEAST#gonna make those THE MOST MONTHS of all months ever#gonna fuck so much bitch#gonna make SO MANY FRIENDS#gonna earn MONEY#gonna DO EXERCISE and gonna WASTE MONEY and gonna USE THE FACT I'M HOT#gonna DRESS WELL#bitch I'm doing so mcuh stuff#GONNA GET SO DRUNK YOU WON'T BELIEVE IT#gonna do drugs again oh drugs how I've missed you#(i don't do drugs when I'm depressed bc I'm not a real person when I'm depressed)#gonna WORK FOR REAL#gonna IR DE MOCHILERO POR TODA ARGENTINA#actually I'm not sure I will but I might I'm thinking about it long term (a year or two tops)#i wanna do some other stuff first around here but y'know#anyway I'm writing all this so tomorrow i read it and start doing shit#i knkw i will bc I'm no longer depressed I've got Plans#so yeah fuck yes fuck yes im so happy#tumblr be happy for me#or not idc but it'd be nice of u😙#i do love tumblr it's got all my mutuals in it#i love you tumbkr mutuals you make me very happy when I'm sad i hope i do the same for u
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In Ho headcanons | (NSFW)
Pairing: Hwang In-ho (player 001/the front man) x Fem!reader
Genre: headcanons, smut
Warning: dead dove do not eat, manipulation, dub/noncon, age gap, might be more but im too lazy to write it down
A/N: not proof read. thanos story in the works rn!! I have writers block so to help a little I'm making some hcs 4 this baddie (prob ooc)
hwang inho, the man that protected you from Thanos and his stupid friend during the first day of the games. he shoo'ed them away. stopping their harassment and took you with him with the rest of the group
hwang inho, the man that gives you his milk. reassuring you every time that its okay for you to have it, and it'll help you get stronger.
hwang inho, the man that checks up on you throughout the night. standing over you to make sure you're getting your nights rests. making sure no creeps try touching your delicate skin.
hwang inho, the man that lets touches linger a little longer than they should, whether its on your hands, thighs, waist..his touches feel more than platonic
hwang inho, the man that tells the guards to make sure you stay safe, to kill a player that hasn't broken the rules if they had to. anything to make sure you stay safe.
hwang inho, the man that would excuse himself to the bathroom just to touch himself to the thought of you. whether its your calm voice or plush hands that feel so soft and delicate...he just couldn't help it.
hwang inho, the man that squeezes your thighs when no ones looking...and when you express discomfort he used his past generosity as an excuse for it.
hwang inho, the man that will kiss you in the middle of the night with no warning. telling you to be quiet and take the kiss because if it were any other man it would've been worse.
hwang inho, the man that will find the perfect timing to sneak away from everyone else with you. he'll make you strip for him in the bathroom. savoring every inch of your body before he sends you away, leaving him in there alone to masturbate.
hwang inho, the man that wont let you sleep. he'll grope and squeeze your thighs, tits and ass. feeling you up while you hold in tears.
hwang inho, the man that reminds you this is your fault when you cry to him during a bathroom strip session. expressing how uncomfortable this makes you and how you don't want it anymore.
hwang inho, the man that will tell you nothing in the world is free. and your body will be the payment he receives for being so generous with you.
hwang inho, the man that gets hard thinking about your age gap. how youre only 19 and he's in his 40's..he loves it.
hwang inho, the man that slips his fingers inside of you when the lights are off, fingering you aggressively. reminding you once again that it'd be so much worse if he wasn't such a nice man.
hwang inho, the man that captures you during the raid against the guards. forcing you to stare into the eyes of your past friends as he kills them.
hwang inho, the man that keeps you as his pet after the games end. reminding you you're lucky because he spoils you with money.
hwang inho, the man that doesn't let you socialize with anyone after he's gotten his grip on you.
Another not: this one is pretty short compared to my last fic, this was to just try n get me out of writers block. expect a Thanos fic to pop up tmr. sorry if this sucked/was ooc, I tried my best T T~~
#ᡣ𐭩 saymio#squid game smut#squid game fanfic#squid game 2#squid game x y/n#squid game#squid game x you#squid game x reader#yandere x reader#x reader#yandere x you#yandere#in ho x reader#hwang inho#inho x reader#player 001#the front man#the front man x reader#fanfic#smut#young il#young il x reader#oh young il#hwang in ho#dead dove fic#dead dove do not eat#prob ooc#headcanon
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thinking about since canonically Geto is more popular with girls than Gojo he’s gotten used to them looking past him to get to Geto but what if Gojo and Geto are out for drinks with the other teachers one night and he gets approached by the reader but he thinks she’s just coming over to ask him for Geto’s number and so he prepares his ‘responsible best friend’ act and then SHE ASKS ABOUT HIM INSTEAD, ALL BLUSHY AND STUFF BECAUSE HE LOOKED LIKE HE WAS GONNA BRUSH HER OFF
AHH I LOVE HIM SM 😔😔😔
pairing: gojo satoru x reader | 1k words summary: fluff, pining, reader is a simp but same, satoru is a good wingman but he needs attention too, au ig bc suguru's alive LMAO, idiots in love? rheya's note: oh my god shut up this is so cute and YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT??? i can just imagine that he's gotten so used to judging whether or not the person is even worth suguru's attention before deciding to pass on his info...and after a while his brain just defaults to thinking that everyone wants suguru but he FORGETS that there are gojo girlies out there (me asf) !! thanks for the ask nonnie babes i love this idea so so much <33
OK SO
it's obvious that there are quite a few women at the bar eyeing the group. young, attractive teachers spending an evening trying to relax and take their minds off of the stress of jujutsu work. nanami is in deep conversation with shoko about something while ijichi quietly listens. further down the table utahime is quietly sipping her drink while mei mei orders another. shoko makes a comment and suguru bursts into unabashed laughter.
the flush of alcohol dusts over each of their cheeks, but satoru remans the only one who has barely touched his glass, the sting of the bitterness a little too harsh for him to enjoy. he opts for instead letting his eyes roam over the faces in the crowd, taking little notice of all the eyes and smiles sent in their direction.
well until he notices you anyway.
you're already looking in his direction curiously, face illuminated by the dim lighting of the bar as your friends giggle around you. when his eyes lock with yours, you immediately tear your gaze away, trying to play it off by immediately delving into conversation, though satoru can tell that there's a flush crawling up your neck now.
he doesn't look away though, too caught up in the crinkle of your eyes and the smile lines that grace your face as you laugh at something. a minute later you're looking back in their direction, and when you catch him staring, you turn away yet again.
satoru glances to his side, knowing that you're probably watching suguru take a sip of his drink and most likely falling for his charming smile.
typical and so predictable.
some time passes like this. you'll look, and turn away, and satoru will watch you do it over and over again. it isn't until a while later that satoru catches your friends pushing your shoulders and giggling, and he knows that they're urging you to come up and ask about suguru. you're shaking your head, the nervousness clear as day as your brows pinch. but eventually you succumb to peer pressure and stand up from your table, taking anxious strides towards him.
and usually, satoru will make a face or turn his back or do something to look as unapproachable as possible. because almost every person who comes up asking for suguru's contact info has been obnoxious as hell.
but you're quite pretty and you look sweet enough, and he doesn't think it'd be right to deter you.
suguru would probably like you too.
so satoru decides to let you try at least, and if you seem to be as nice as you look maybe he'd bridge the gap between you and his best friend.
you make your way up to him, and as soon as he finally gets a good look at you he's thinking you're a lot prettier up close.
dammit.
"hi," you say, face hot as you try your best to maintain steady eye contact with him. you look so nervous, fidgeting with the fabric of your clothes as you attempt to strike up conversation, and he doesn't have it in him to watch you struggle.
"yeah i can give you his number," he says, voice clipped as he tries to hide the disappointment in it. you watch him grab a napkin and begin scribbling something down, confusion clear as he hands you the digits.
"um…?" you look at the napkin and then at him. "sorry, whose number is this?"
satoru balks, lips parting as he mirrors your confusion. "uh…suguru's? the guy behind me?"
realization dawns on your face and you shift your weight from foot to foot.
"oh actually," you suck your teeth nervously, trying to hide behind an awkward little smile. "i came to talk to you."
satoru can only blink, cerulean eyes widening behind his glasses as he stares at you in surprise.
you take his silence as a bad sign, shoulders dropping and embarrassment settling in your frown as you look anywhere but his face. "s-sorry if that's weird. i don't wanna make you uncomfortable or anything so-"
he's grinning before he can stop himself, heart dangerously swelling with affection as he motions toward the empty stool next to him. "not weird at all."
the pleasant surprise on your face makes him bite back a chuckle, and you take the seat. "huh...i wasn't expecting you to be okay with it."
satoru raises a brow curiously, tilting his head. "why not?"
you shrug with a careless grin. "i had a feeling you were gonna brush me off from the moment i first looked over."
satoru winces, and he can practically feel suguru's knowing smirk on his back. he chooses to ignore that for now, eyes trailing over the mirth in your expression, and he can only smile helplessly. "no way in hell."
your laugh comes instantly, sweet and bright, and you take it as a sign to continue talking. satoru listens on, sipping his drink to hide his giddy smile and ignoring the sting of bitterness once again.
honestly, with the amount of sweetness he's just found, satoru would tolerate as much bitterness as he needed to.
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