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sometimes you love a character so loudly that it becomes how people find you, how people connect with you, how people know you. and then. sometimes you fall in love with a new character. and you think "but the first character is how people know me, i can't change how people know me. i can't love a new character." but i am here to tell you that connection is actually a very resilient thing and the people that care about you will happily learn you over and over and over again if you give them the chance. just do what you wanna do.
#v specific post but i'm making it anyway baby!!!#sometimes u get stuck in this weird thing of like. but this is my Brand.#and actually u can do whatever u wanna do and ur friends will support u. v cool :)#self ship#self shipping#self ship community#self shipping community#mine.txt#positivity.txt#like i used to be the bucky girl#and i still love bucky v v much#but i fell in love w eddie!!!#and things shifted and feelings shifted!!!#and my friends were like 'so cool we love this for you' and everything is great :)
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Just a bit of lore relevant vent art (with terrible proportions bc apparently I mess that up horribly when I'm tired ugh. Watch me regret posting this tomorrow. The head size is already driving me mad bc it's too big, and I can feel myself wanting to abort this mission already) of Mourynn just, lying down on top of one of those large elevated Pale Tree roots far above the Grove (and far away from everyone else), and during the time between the early years and before the Personal story. Caithe is gone (Destiny's Edge), Wynne is gone (bc well, y'know...), even Faolain is gone (bc of Caithe in DE), and she's just feeling miserable, lost, and alone. (Her hair is in between her sapling hair and the Zhaitan hair, so it's grown out a bit bc she's depressed, and she's meant to be in the new outfit she designed, but I'm in the process of redesigning it a bit, so I've made a few tentative changes for now. Her collar is now just an extension of her clavicle leaves which can be put up like a collar, or can be draped down over her shoulders or back)
#gw2#sylvari#artgallery#mourynn#mourynn art#I've just been so tired lately bc of work#also just going a bit stir crazy with the silence (lonely; but alas I unfortunately suck at starting convos bc I have nothing interesting t#talk about and work has been draining my social energy; making it even harder :( (I'd rather burn the social energy with friends yknow?)#it's getting a wee bit better; but I haven't had much time or energy to even game while we're in the midst of our busiest season :(#I miss hanging out and chatting with my buds; but the universe insists on keeping us apart :(#just miss having something to look forward to throughout my day. Been trying to fill it with other things; but the depresso is overriding i#Mostly just been me with my thoughts and that is just bad bc I got so many horrors in there lmao.#I wanna at the very least; draw more or game more to distract from it; but work is sapping all my time and energy from it.#but also it's very quiet on my end and it's kicking my overthinking into overdrive so I#Ive just been fighting with my mind lately lmao#hopefully this will all pass soon so I won't obsessively keep thinking about it loll#lol I'd post this in the servers but it's vent art so it feels a bit weird to do; so it's going straight to home video w/o a theater releas#hopefully once work calms down it'll help#(I have so many long shifts makes me so frustrated bc I hate them and I run out of steam half way through)#other than all that I'm doing fine lol. My brain's always been like this; But I usually only get like this during the winter season#(bc of the holidays making everything quiet and also the SAD) so it feels weird having this exact same feeling happen to me in July lol
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everyone talks themselves into a life that suits them best
#i'm sorry the vision is nonexistent but i see it. his wordinggggg is so lila...#l'amica geniale#s4 spoilers#my brilliant friend spoilers#l'amica geniale spoilers#lila cerullo 🫀#franco mari#elena greco 📝#also elena leaning in to listen to him with so much affection. she's hearing lila i am 100% sure of it#she is instinctively responsive to anything lila-like#i hate how the screencap can't capture it. she shifts all of her weight on her arm and leans forward#like she wants to swim in that conversation#i love how... words are losing their meaning links to lila re: the solara article... she arrives to the same conclusion...#but elena refutes their statement. she writes about them. ughhh#also ADORE how visceral franco's description is. literally lila during the earthquake and just lila in general#she's alwasy using bodily fluids as metaphors... infection as a synonym to dissolving boundaries.#like... i can't even#i actually have a more elaborate lilafranco web weave in my drafts that discusses everything i mention in these tags but#i can't really post that yet#ferranteposting
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yall wolfwood is so silly goofy in the manga
i'm still not all that far in, but compared to both tristamp and '98, he's so expressive and goofy. sociable as hell, too. he's so upfront kind with everyone, so long as they're not hostile.
he's just like. a complete mess of a man that i'm totally digging lol
he's emotional. he's dramatic. he's a brand new flavor of babygirl all on his own- completely unlike every other rendition of him
he's still got his moments of being a serious, brooding figure, but they're kinda rare honestly. more than anything, he's just Chilling. having drinks, striking up conversations, etc.
it's been awhile since i watched 98 trigun, but i remember that iteration of wolfwood being similar, but more serious overall. he still joked around and had this hilarious funky conman energy, but he still doesn't feel as emotional as trimax wolfwood.
and tristamp ww is basically a completely different person. someone who's pretty much always serious, though still has rare moments of... almost sarcastic/forced positivity. when he jokes around, it's always like there's something else behind it- like when he made that jab at elendira or tried to force-feed meryl bug guts lmao. he's still having fun, yeah, but it's all kinda muted.
idk, it's just interesting to see him so expressive- especially after engaging with fanon ww so much and seeing him portrayed as stoic and brooding all the time. and i wanna clarify that i adore all iterations of wolfwood's personality, all for different reasons. it's just interesting to compare them
...tho his loss of melanin is a crime befitting death. his nose, too. they STOLE from him. what did he do to deserve this.
[EDIT] it's also come to my attention thanks to a lovely someone in the tags who pointed out that trimax wasn't finished when 98 was being made. that changes things! glad i know that now.
#trigun#wolfwood#my post#trimax spoilers#trigun spoilers#trigun maximum spoilers#didnt really have a solid Reason to make this post but i'd just been surprised while reading how.... Expressive he was#i watched 98 first so i started with that first dash of the conman charmer#but reading the manga im surprised to find that even that was toned down#and im finding that basically EVERYTHING was toned down in 98#vash's anger. ww's amicability. the bloodshed. the pain. the brutality. the list goes on forever#we even lost a lot of really cool characters. idk why they got cut#when i first watched tristamp i thought that 98 would stay as my favorite depiction of trigun but i think it's slowly shifting into the#manga instead. its just so much more expressive and in depth both emotionally and in terms of worldbuilding#everything in 98 is so toned down and everything in tristamp is just DIFFERENT#but trimax is so violently full of SOURCE CONTENT. vivid depictions of the demons nightow has in their hellish little brain#i'm obsessed with how all these characters are portrayed so wildly DIFFERENT
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Another omori pixel doodle while I procrastinate
#ok you know i'm like so out of it i accidentally post the same doodle with a new one#omori#omori fanart#omori hero#see you tomorrow#this was also spawned by tsuki XD#tho i honestly felt like i needed more hero art in my life so i was more than happy to do that#but ye i'm kinda curious what songs do people associate with hero?#for me it's see you tomorrow; the sunset bgm#since that's when we get to see hero and i just feel it fits him#that also makes me think the morning/daytime bgm is for kel#i guess you can say hangin out with the boys is for hero but i think that's more for the brothers instead of just one of them#and now for a bit of a ramble because the second image is sad#i've been a bit iffy lately since it just seems easier to just draw in pixels#and i'm just a little afraid of people (and myself) thinking that i should just do this#just a bit a fear everytime i majorly shift in styles#jack of all trades master of none#it's been happening as i keep one upping myself on my own project#but i guess that's to be expected with the order i'm doing everything#my art#pixel art
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the more research I do on fandom and shipping culture the more I realize it all comes back to fucking voltron. because of course it does.
#of course the insanely toxic fandom changed shipping culture for the worse.#everything I've seen suggests that around 2016 is when fandom culture shifted from “live and let live��� to “your ship is morally wrong die”#and that the terms proship and antiship came. From Voltron. Specifically over shiro/keith which yeah that makes sense#this is so insanely interesting to me honestly but I can't even be surprised#the shipping drama in that fandom was insane#I know everyone thinks of atla when they think of ship wars but like#the impact of the Voltron fandom on shipping culture cannot be understated#for better or for worse (it's for worse)#there was other stuff too I'm not saying the voltron fandom was the single cause of the rise of pro/antishippers but#it was Definitely a very big factor#anyways I have read multiple academic papers talking about this so I can drop them if anyone is interested#fandom#fandom meta#fandom culture#lilac post#also I can shit on Voltron because I was in the fandom during the worst of it. I served my time motherfuckers
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if mike was straight, stranger things would've ended after season 2
#straight mike isn't real he can't hurt you vs stranger things fatigue#anyway i can elaborate on this#season 2 is a false ending#someone died but it was just bob and they used that to make sure no one ELSE died#mike might have gotten caught in the tunnels but he was rescued! it's fine! everything's fine! he's at the snow ball with el it's FINE!!!!!#and then season 3 picks up and everyone#they expected it to be over#i know that's a thing EVERY sequel season but in 3 they're all WEIRDED OUT by it#it takes them SO LONG to accept that the ball's rolling again#because they bought the false ending! the straight mike ending!#what do you mean it's back on? everything's fixed isn't it? mike should be happy#happy heart happy life#but no he's being unnaturally annoying and pissing everyone off and saying that plot activities are STRANGE#when he's the ONE person who's historically been like wdym? this makes perfect sense#when it's actually the weirdest thing in the world#but now Unsanctioned things are happening. hopper's fucking off with joyce to another state and mike did not Approve of it#it's Weird he says#This can't be a coincidence He says#as if he didn't make that call#which goes against his dungeonmaster role#as does his inability to track down dustin when he VERY MUCH WANTS to find dustin#and the plot usually rearranged itself to grant mike whatever he wants#not this time! you want hopper and dustin? sorry. they've been taken off the board. your move#there's a paradigm shift is what i'm saying#within mike both on a character level and on a plot level#what's the plot again? people being flayed aka possessed aka taken over by an external force and made to act unlike themselves?#fascinating#surely not relevant to the main character who's suddenly acting unlike himself though#certainly not#st posting
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#LMAO SEND HELP#If only I had a neutral user that I could have dragged around throughout the years but ALAS lol#Here's the PREDICAMENT I'm in#I started on AO3 as my previous tumblr url#And when I began writing for a WHOLLY different fandom I threw that one beneath a pseud and made my sideblog url my main user on AO3#But now here I am wanting to write for THIS fandom#And I'm sort of sitting here with my hands on my hips like...do I honestly want to keep throwing things beneath a pseud each and every time#<my interest shifts PFFFF#LIIIIIKE part of me really wants to just settle into a neutral name on AO3 and just post anything and everything from there#Which seems to be what a good handful of people do really#BUUUUUUT also#I do like having user/url consistency#But I'm not sure how much that even matters tbh???#It might just be a bigger deal in my head than it actually is HA#So I just wanted to see what folks thought#WHAT WOULD Y'ALL DO IDK
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what a joy how we have watched ourselves change and grow up.
i remember how my friends text me late at night, "i just found..." i find old pictures captioned "player one" and suddenly winter break feels lonely without them. there was a summer me and him stopped talking, and we came back different people. to me, he seemed happier. to him, "you've changed."
there are great halls in my head painted with murals of the people i love. historic monuments are dedicated to everything they have ever done for me. oil-painted birds soar the ceiling and perch on oil-painted branches, their calls bouncing off the marble dome vault. i recognize the sounds and call their names back to them as i pass. behind me i close the door on a boy who loves trees and ahead i see an empty chamber, its walls blank canvas.
my brush is light in my hand and i begin to paint my new favorite bird—a bearded vulture.
welcome to the world, atlas!
#my writing#writing#prose#poetry#is this poetry?#i like the idea of my brain being a city#or a labyrinth#and each wall is painted with my memories from different times my life#i think i've run out of room in this hall#so i'm moving on to the next one#but it's somewhat comforting that even when we change as people some things will stay the same in between#i've wanted to be an ornithologist for four years now.#through everything that's changed and moved around in my life i think that it's insane that that's still the goal i'm working towards#so i guess it's not other people changing that scares me#it's more like. i like that something in me has stayed the same when everything is shifting around me#that i can still have the same comforts and come home to the same bedroom and watch the same shows and have the same dreams#sometimes it feels like the world is moving too fast.#whoops. tags got kind of long.#anyway#first actual post excluding my intro so i guess we can consider this my debut piece?#welcome to the world!
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Happy 13, Bwing & Yells Fandom. And nine years of bwoodles for me.
#bering and wells#warehouse 13#dickens draws#i'm going to be posting my backlog of things between now and june when i take my kids to ireland scotland and england#i have so much to post and thought i would have time all day today but we had company#working a 12 hour overtime shift did not help lol#i also realize it's a LOT of stuff and I want to take the time to proof everything before i post it#so my bering and wells 13 year resolution is to just be even more annoying in this tag than i usually am#means to a graphic novel end#going forward this year all projects will be under#Dickens 13
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A lil update: Electromagnets will be back soon (maybe even tomorrow as I'm sick at home) and the GC story will probably follow suit as I ✨went on an inspirational autumn walk✨ and finally figured out some parts of it that weren't clicking before and now I'm super happy with how it goes!
#text post#what can I say autumn is the lennias season#no but genuinely I want to show them and write about them properly so much instead of just doing photoshoots#they're everything to me#but I never properly wrote about them on this blog#well there was a story where their “friendship” originated but it was in 2017 and a cringefest (but I do appreciate it as their origins)#and a short story in 2021 since deleted because it followed the very old outdated canon#the irony is that I did write a lot about tobias and his old spouse a lot back in the heyday but eventually I stopped vibing with them#and the story kind of shifted to the music band stuff and lennias just made so much more sense#and they're like. I dunno. like tobias with his old spouse were more for the followers and were often fanservice#but lennias are for me and my soul. like it just felt so right immediately especially within the new context#they're kinda like what I wanted that ship to be but improved and multiplied#but yeah by the point they became an item I didn't write on simblr as much anymore even though I did a lot about them privately#but I'm happy they're getting to shine now. the development has been through some hurdles but is finally fully clicking
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Self-improvement time. I got me some melatonin gummies, to try & cure the fact I cannae sleep on time (they're really tasty).
#em.txt#idk like i won't give a play by play but i will try to be better overall maybe i post abt it maybe i forget who knows!!#uhh i got iron pills bc my iron has been so shit. i realize now i shoulda gotten vitamin d bc i don't go out in the sun hardly ever now#bc of graveyard shift yeaj#i am trying to cut dairy out for a bit bc i THINK i either always have been or somewhat recently have developed lactose intolerance#which is big sad.#didn't do too good on that front -- bought myself tiramisu as a treat. that's got milk yeah#uh i hate drinking water SO. i bought a drink mix to try & make it more palatable. do not make fun of this i am very self-conscious#specifically of the fact that i struggle to take in fluids particularly water. everything else here i'm not self-conscious of at all tbh#chat the gummies are working. mfers before they honk shooo
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#so i finished my 4 out of 4th 12 hour shift in a row last night and i'm literally so exhausted and i was glitching mid simple tasks 🤡✌️#my coworker asked to change shifts so he could have that one specific day as off#and he managed to do some very critical mistakes in his 4 days prior and that's considering his gf is often with him there#and i was the one suffering the consequences even if it's literally not my fault#ever since i've got this job i've been fixing so many mistakes of his i kept wondering who's the newbie here??#like i try to leave my shift as good as possible i clean everything check everything and do all my duties#and when i come here after his shifts it's.. a fucktonne of work mistakes and literal dirt like dude!!!#4 shifts in a row never again man never again i am so tired my brain is nerfed and i can only rest for 1 day today because tomorrow i'm#going to a doc;#my social battery is not just dead it's nonexistent at this point#i just want to lay in bed and not be percieved or interacted with for at least the same amount of days 😫#i really thought i could take a socially demanding and rather multitasking job without it taking hugest toll on my mental state huh???#and i had such a bad sleep too i had a very graphic and sickening nightmare which woke me up 2 hours after i fell asleep#and then i woke 2 more times after that and i feel so exhausted and not rested at all and so fatigued i can't even do anything#man for me my sleep being interrupted is the worst like i function better if i have a smaller amount of sleep but it's uninterrupted#than longer in hours but it gets interrupted and i wake up even once#sorry i come here once in few days vent post and then dissapearvckfkv 😭 i miss tumblr but have no energy currently to even rb anything 🥲#tbd
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WIP DAY.
tagged by @girlbosselrond @morvaris @aartyom @risingsh0t @phillipsgraves @leviiackrman @indorilnerevarine & @denerims over the past month! sorry it's taken me so long to get to anything at all, i'm sure you guys have heard me address it enough, but thank you all so much for continuing to tag me in things while i've been inactive ♡
tagging @aelyosos @brujah @calenhads @florbelles @jendoe @lightwardens @liurnia @nokstella @nuclearstorms @shadowsofrose @shellibisshe @steelport @swordcoasts @wrymbloods @voerman & all of those who tagged me again cause i'm so behind + anyone else who'd like to share anything they're working on, not just writing! ♡
i haven't written anything since the last wip game i did, but i started trying to put diana's timeline together at the start of january, so i mean... i'll show that instead. as you can see, fatigue hasn't let me do much with it even though i've got all of her timeline already done and strewn about all over the place.
started with 1995 onwards cause it was originally going to be an ewskers timeline situation, but then wanted to include all of her backstory so i went back to the start and still have the late 80s and early 90s to get through before then, but yeah :]
it's going to include like all little moments i've thought of between the ewskers just for me and placing them on the timeline, so you can imagine how long this is going to get if i have to go to 2021 for village... like just 1996-1998 is going to be so much... she's very special to me if you couldn't tell already lmaoo
never sharing this though, it's just for me, and like will help for when i do her timeline page (more in-depth version of what's on her oc page) to just run through canon events and brief descriptions and whatnot. you understand.
everything is blurred out besides 1995 ewskers momence and the years, just cause like idk her i feel weird sharing her in-depth backstory unless it's in dms or something, just cause there's lots going on there and yeah. things. idk
i also made a carrd for twt if you wanna have a look at that :] there's some cheeky subtle things with the two resi items i used as pics hehe
actually, you know what, i'll give a lil bit from where i left of with that rewrite anyways, even though it's been months since i wrote it. but why not
Wesker left a fleeting kiss behind her ear then reached around her and hooked his fingers beneath her coat, prompting Diana to glance back at him. But all he did was gently pull it from her shoulders. She watched him from out of the corner of her eye as he hung it up on the rack by the door, his movements careful and almost calculated, until he turned back towards her, and the warmth of his body returned once more. He pressed up against her side this time, as opposed to her back, and one of his hands found a home on her waist. The way the arm it belonged to was resting firmly against her as he began leading her towards the kitchen was comforting, secure, yet unmistakably possessive. And she revelled in it. He had quite the knack for handling her just the way she wanted.
#tag games.#keep going to do picrews and just zoning out 😭 i'm so behind on literally everything but it's fine it's okay (lying)#i'm having a day and a half even though i woke up feeling okay but oh well. my last month has just been like watching videos during the day#or playing games when i have a bit more energy but like i can't do anything that requires me to actually read or write things like words#are just not computing in my brain at the moment but it's okay like i'm just exhausted and hoping soon i can get back to writing because i#still have over 30 wips going lmao but yeah it's been a time a half with lots of appointments and seeing specialists again and trying to#sort things out. i've been more active on twitter which i've mentioned before but it's just because like it's easier for me to sort of just#like and rt things and not having to do my organisation tags and things like i know that sounds so just small and simple but that's how#i've been lately like to my brain rn that seems like a really big task. so i just keep coming on here randomly for a few minutes then#disappearing so i'm sorry that i've definitely missed so much and i haven't been around to just show my appreciation and love to your#creations!! also just everything that happened in december and then a bit at the start of january too like i'm just a lil paranoid about#being on here honestly so i'm trying to get back to it and be okay with posting again and i'm going to make a promise to myself to actually#filter more tags i think? just to help me with like not exposing myself to things that do make me feel uncomfortable in any way!! i'm#rambling now but sorry sometimes i just need to lmaooo idk but yes so cute lil subtle things from my carrd i wanna talk about cause why not#i didn't have to change the blue herb from re0 besides making it brighter because it's already teal toned which is so sexy but i shifted#the hue on the spade key like SLIGHTLY like it was so little. but anyways. i use this emoji ✨ on my twitter name and yes cause sparkles but#also. three stars. the s.t.a.r.s. badge and logo :] then blue herb because i will have no poison in my safe space!!!! take a blue herb or#leave please!! only good vibes and safe space here!! spade key because i'm ace <3 i was going to include the diamond one in there as well#because am demiro and like those are the symbols in the community. ace of spades for ace. diamond for demis (both orientations)#but wasn't sure how to weave the pink through the rest of the carrd even though cyan and pink together is so pretty omg
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@ all the people in my Ianthe Defence Post saying that Ianthe was right to save John in HtN. First of all, you are absolutely correct. She was right.
Second: thank you all for reminding me that Ianthe saving John is even a thing that’s supposed to be controversial. I genuinely keep forgetting because she was so right to do it. It's not even a blip on my Ianthe Apologism radar because it’s just not a thing she should apologize for. Like, oh no, she kept alive the funniest character in the cast, whose death would have turned off the fucking sun! Give that girl a fucking medal.
(And a shiny new princely title, which she got. As she deserves)
#I think it says a lot about me that I just. forget#every time I reread htn and Gideon's narration is all 'and then Ianthe popped up and ruined absolutely everything'#I'm like griddle you dumbass what are you smoking. HELLO the fucking sun!!#htn#ianthe#ejg#tlt#ALSO. BTW. the shift between gideon 'john should have been eaten by the mouth of hell' in htn#and kiriona 'i'm gonna be my dad's cav' in ntn. is.... fascinating.... sad.... intriguing....#but this is not a sad gideon post this is a ianthe best girl post so
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I just want to crawl into bed and cry until I fall asleep. I'm so exhausted.
#i don't want to constantly work overtime#9 hour shifts suck#uni and life things suck too#I'm so tired of everything#vent post#delete later
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