#so i went back to the church
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no sky colors for me :( but I did still take some pretty photos of the stars!!! and also just enjoyed looking at them since I don't see nearly as many now bc of living in the city :)
[click on image + turn up brightness for best quality and details 👌]
#i drove around for a bit trying to find a good cemetery#bc the one i went to first had the church which meant there were the lights in the parking lot#which i wanted to avoid#alas the 2nd option went down a dirt road which i want willing to risk in my car#and the 3rd option i literally couldn't FIND the road#so i went back to the church#at least it made for a nice photo :)#shh ac
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day after tomorrow
(whee finally posting the finished version of this piece! i originally designed it for a cd charm where you can rotate wolfwood like the gif but then i figured there should be a still version too where you can pretend everything is happy and nothing hurts :))
#vashwood#trigun#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun maximum spoilers#trimax#trimax spoilers#uuuhhh i forgot the little tab thing isn't supposed to rotate but i am not remaking the gif so pls pretend you do not see it#god i am SO excited for this cd charm you have no idea#figuring out how to format and line everything up to make the rotation work squeezed all the juice out of my poor little braincells#but it was worth it (i hope lmao)#my art#mine#merch stuff#also if you're wondering where the church went in the gif dw it's still there!! that is both a promise and a threat :)#(it'll be on the back side of the charm)
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Including multiple versions cuz I can + some thumbnails I attempted gn everyone 💝
#de#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#acele#acele berger#outfit#i love clothes#i struggled to draw environment thumbnails so i went back to what i know best#elysium#soona#dolorian church of humanity
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anyway, shoutout to christian trans people struggling with the holidays and finding their place within their religion, especially with the political state in the us right now. god’s love is more important than any church member’s and you’re important to Him
#im not sure where i stand with my religion but im thinking about this right now#almost went to church this year but decided against it. catholics who havent seen you since pre transition arent someone i want to interact#with right now#so reconciling that with going back to being a little christian has been difficult#our queer experience#lgbtq#transgender#protect trans kids#lgbt christian#queer christian#trans christian#christmas
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Slumber party question! What's your earliest memory of encountering beauty? The first thing you can recall where you looked at something and were struck by how beautiful it was?
#i'm asking because i heard 'colors of the wind' today#and i remembered when i was little#i saw a commercial for pocahontas in front of one of our movies#and it showed 'colors of the wind'#and i distinctly remember a shot where she's standing on a cliff with her hair streaming back and leaves swirling around her#and thinking it was the most beautiful thing i'd ever seen in my life#(i didn't see the movie until i was much older and was very underwhelmed)#i also recall going to a county fair where a woman was selling doll clothes#and there was a pink dress with a skirt made of layers and layers of lace#i thought it was the most beautiful dress in the world and mom got it for me#(at a time when there was not much spare cash)#the other earliest moment is a memory of getting to walk beside my mother as she went to communion#and being so happy because my church had stained glass windows showing the mysteries of the rosary#so the front right corner showed the coronation of mary#and i thought that window was the loveliest thing i'd ever seen#it was the beautiful window into heaven only grown-ups got to see but this was my chance
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#Taylor Swift#Don’t Blame Me#Reputation#The Eras Tour#Reputation Era#Reputation Stadium Tour#Rep TV#Taylor Nation#Swifties#Miami TS The Eras Tour#Miami Night 1#Getty images#take us to church mother#when she hits the high note#you look like Taylor Swift in this light we’re loving it#I think I’ve seen this film before#I will never change. But I’ll never stay the same either.#Your on your own kid. Yeah you can face this. Your on your own kid. You always have been.#Say you’ll remember me standing in a nice dress.#I once was poison ivy but now I’m your daisy.#Flashback when you met me.#There goes the loudest woman this town has ever seen I had a marvelous time ruining everything.#I can feel the flames on my skin. Crimson red paint on my lips.#So they filled my cell with snakes I regret to say Do you believe me now? I was onto something they all said nothing.#And in the death of her Reputation she felt truly alive.#Who’s afraid of little old me? You should be.#I said remember this moment in the back of my mind the time we stood with our shaking hands the crowds in stands went wild.#I was screaming long live all the magic we made and bring on all the pretenders I’m not afraid. One day we will be remembered.#I said remember this feeling I passed the pictures around of all the years we stood there on the sidelines wishing for right now.#What if I told you I’m the Mastermind?
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I started doodling greek gods, it's over for me. I have to accept that I'm officially addicted to epic the musical
#doodle dump#epic the musical#athena#4 years.... 4 years only doodling random stfuff#now look at me drawing again#this one is only sketch BUT I'M ACTUALLY TRYING TO WORK ON SOMETHING???#2019 dorothy is back lord have mercy on me#going back to drawing made me remember how much I hate painting#Im working on something that look almost exactly as I pictured BUT I CANT PAINT FOR SHIT#I just know the second i put some colors it will ruin the drawing#maybe I should turn all my works on coloring book typa shit so other people can paint for me lol#went in a long rant about something unrelated to the doodle aint that amazing#btw this is my first time drawing an owl and im actually proud#(also unrelated but GOD have i missed posting random shit and then going onto long rants on the tags)#back to epic the musical: sometimes I'll be listening to some song and just think “wow i could do a funny comic about this-”#LIKE HOW TF AM I BACK TO THIS?? ITS HAMILTON ALL OVER AGAIN I NEED REHAB CALL THE POLICE CALL THE CHURCH CALL MY THERAPIST
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#poll#pagan#paganism#I'm curious because I have a lot of pagan friends with religious trauma but like#for years I went back to my childhood church on college vacations and for Christmas eve because it was such a positive community#as I was growing up#my family was never particularly dogmatic or fervent in their Christianity#we prayed at bedtime and before meals but it wasn't dragged into every aspect of life#and I was just brought up with a very Loving Jesus; Be Nice To People form of Christianity#my childhood church had a lesbian youth pastor who married her wife there (when I was in college and it was legalized in TN)#it just. wasn't what I ultimately thought about the world#so I'm not a Christian anymore even though my experience of growing up Christian was pretty positive all around
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A HEART BEATS BETWEEN THE WINGS OF WAR
#dragalia lost#dragalia#Michael#michael dragalia#I dont think I've ever put this much thought in a composition in my life it went from like#ooh i should draw michael from the back so i dont have to draw all dat stupid shit in the front#to heyyy if i make the shading Green he will resemble those dope ass bronze church statues#alongside the heart frame wings thing#it's not Entirely accurate to his in game wings but Whatever fuck it we ball. I am not drawing all that.#Michael Wave
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Midnight fic idea but one could write Morgen as extremely Catholic and reciting Bible verses in his everyday talk. Like that religious girl with the purple hair from Ghost Stories dub
Everything else is the same. Morgen just behaves like this, and people have to just sigh and go "This is his normal."
#just have morgen say extremely out of pocket christian things from a die-hard faith he harbors#i already write morgen as saying a lot of out of pocket stuff that makes yami backpedal to make sure he heard right#but an extremely catholic morgen? changes the storyline and tone completely. i love it#thisll probably not make sense when i wake up later#spoilers#bc#black clover#morgen faust#fic#fanfic#fanfiction#concept#ghost stories dub#MORGEN DIES IN NACHTS ARMS AND HIS LAST WORDS ARE: “At least I've accepted the Lord Jesus Christ as my personal Lord and Savior”#fastforward 10 years in the future and nacht is the mentally ill Catholic church boy (aka a fusion of him and Morgen)#nacht: It’s because you didn’t read the Bible when you woke up this morning. you heathens.#edit: i need to stay away from this idea bc i just went back to a grey deer fic i was doing and had been on a morgen scene#his dialogue was about to completely do a 180#just gonna tuck this away for a future fic where morgen isnt so central that he cant change the story trajectory with his words alone
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New game interest unlocked
(crow in bottom right belongs to @patchwork-crow-writes)
#ramarl#phantasy star online#long tag warning lol i rambled#so i was introduced to phantasy star online#i think its safe to say i really enjoy the game#thank you mr crow for showing me this game :D i have new creatures to scribble now#there shall be more of these doodles#i promise you that#meant to post this wayyyyy earlier today but uh#my car broke down :') ....again :')#last week it wouldn't turn on and the headlights weren't working so we were like ''ok this is a battery issue and i need a new one''#because jumping the car didnt fix it#so we took my old battery to a shop and they tested its charge before showing us which new one we should get#but the battery had charge???????? so we went back home to troubleshoot#and then found the hooks(?idk what they're called) that connected the battery to the car had something corroded on them#so we grabbed a can of coke and scrubbed away#hooked the battery back up and bam car was working#so the issue was those hooks#until two days ago when my car didnt work again#looked at the battery again and the hooks came loose; tightened them up and bam car working again#and now at this point I'm scared to go anywhere cause what if i get stranded on my own??#so this morning i said ''alright I'm gonna drive myself to church just to be sure that my car works''#AND WOULD YOU GUESS WHAT HAPPENED#at this point i just wish the damn battery was dead and that i could replace it and move on from this#i know they're a bit pricey but jesus this is exhausting#but i can't just buy a new battery if im not sure that's the actual problem because then I'd have a battery and nothing to do with it#i hate having a car sometimes i just want a bus system#or a jeep#but preferably a bus system#sorry rambles thats a long way of saying i didnt post this earlier because ive been working on my car lol
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Control over time
#ramble in tags! this is my current idea for what Mao is doing in the current arc#because unlike Fumiko Mao actually cares about Denji and Nayuta outside of just being people she should be around because of her job/#agreement with Public safety. so she wouldn't abandon Nayuta in the middle of that mob like Fumiko did#anyways backtracking a bit. So when Fumiko arrived at Denji's apartment as it's being burnt down by Barem and the weapon hybrids#she brings Mao (devil form) along with her instead of the random PS backup dudes#(she went after her in the time she split from Denji and Nayuta. as before that Mao was dealing with the followers at the csm church#alongside Katana and Nail. she tried to see if she could revert the transformed humans back to normal but it's sorta like fiend logic#so she couldn't do much other than cure their injuries since they're pretty much just devils by that point)#back to present time. Fumiko sends Mako to attack Barem#she injuries and throws him to the ground but then Whip appears and makes a huge dent in a side of her head before cutting Mao in half#hence why the blood and ripped clothes she has in this drawing#so Mao is down. temporary as she isn't fully dead but can't to much other than keep moving the clock pointers around and regenerating#Barem tries to choke Nayura and Fumiko shoots him in the head. then the fight between Denji and the weapons + the subsequent mess#with the random citizens attacks him happens pretty much the same#Fumiko leaves Nayura on her own and when she looks to the side she sees Nao crawling in her direction#she asks her to give her some time and she'll be able to fight again. so Nayuta starts killing people and by the time Barem gets the mob#to go kill her Mao is back at full strength and fights back to defend her. subsequently the two of them escape#so Mao is helping Nayuta on whatever she's currently doing. if she's alive that is#if it does turn out that Nayura is dead dead then i may leave Mao with the devil hybrids for the time being. they have a weird relationship#csm#csm oc#chainsaw man#csm part 2#hyena scribbles#Mao Masashige#Nayuta csm
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more characters who are technically from T$$ (lore under the cut)
So Lis/Lisbet (more commonly known as "Lu", her codename) was one of Vic's first victims when he started working on his own. At the time, Lu was a secretary at a law firm. Unbeknownst to her, her bosses owed money to a local mob boss, and Vic was hired to "apply pressure". By pure coincidence, Lu was the unlucky target. Her torture was recorded and sent to the firm, and it was roughly three weeks before the money was coughed up and she was released.
Her captivity resulted in the loss of her right hand and most of her left leg, and a pregnancy. With Lu not being in a healthy emotional or mental place, the baby was raised by Lu's sister and her husband. Meanwhile, Lu decided she was sick of feeling like a victim and began devoting her time to training, getting physically stronger, and hunting down Victor Shepard.
While her family was very supportive for the first few years of her recovery, most of them were horrified by her desire for revenge. Despite being raised in a close-knit Catholic family and being religious herself, Lu quickly became disgusted at her family's urging to forgive Vic and move on. The only relative who didn't shy away was her cousin Adrien (also known by his codename, "Uriel")
The two were close as children, and Adrien wanted revenge for Lu as much as she did. He not only listened to Lu's violent fantasies, but encouraged them, offering ideas of his own. As a former Marine, he had training to back him up, and helped Lu on her own journey, swiftly becoming her second in command and the most trusted person in her life.
Through the years, Lu tried to maintain routine visitation with her child, but the visits always felt strained, and gradually her goal took over and she came over less and less.
Years later, Lu's son (then going by Leo) sought her out. His aunt had warned him that Lu was going down a dark path, but he was desperate to form some kind of connection with her. He knew the basics of what had happened to his mother, but at her own request, he'd always been told that his father had passed away before his birth. Lu welcomed him aboard, finding it easier to foster a connection when he could be viewed as a soldier and not her son. When he came of age, she welcomed him into her group officially, granting him the codename Gabriel.
Though Vic is her target, Lu and her angels also chase after people like him, capturing and killing them in the name of avenging those who have been lost or had their lives destroyed.
In canon, Lu briefly captures Vic, but he escapes before she can do any real damage. However, in this AU, she manages to contain him, and gets the revenge she's sought for so long.
#lu does love Gabriel but she's very focused on her goal and her emotions are very tamped down#she cares but they need healthy boundaries#meanwhile his tio and tia have always supported him and went to bat against the Catholic church when he came out as trans#he's so focused on being accepted by his mother but once she does he realizes they're the ones who've always had his back#he maintains a relationship with lu that does get healthier over time#but stops obsessing over her approval/acceptance#t$$ lu#t$$ Gabriel#SO vic is a huge POS but he can be fun to explore. he had a VERY messy 3-4 years after his mentor's death and was kind of lost#spiralling and self destructive and taking shady jobs like this and even though he has no remorse about it he still hated it#his most sketchy and inexcusable acts (aside from taking ander) happened here. because he was willing and needed the money#well. i say he has no remorse but it definitely affected him. but then he just pushed that all down and kept going so. still bad lol#vic just being shitty all the time fr fr#tag lore#implied noncon#torture#whump#angst
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Me and my brother were just talking about when I gave him a concussion via knocking him down my grandma's stairs
(Part 15)
#So my cousin and brother had some beef#no real reason why#they just did not fw each other 😭#so he took me to the yard and taught me how to sweep someones feet out from under them#and told me to do it to my brother#keep in mind I was like 7#so I see my brother going up the stairs#my grandmas house is RLLY big so obviously the stairs are too so I didn't risk having him fall back onto me#and I just went for and that boy tumbled down like Humpty Dumpty#now the stairs creak super badly and one is sorta knocked out of place#anyways the actual tags#red vs blue#rvb#rooster teeth#rvb wash#rvb church#rvb caboose#rvb tucker#rvb sister#rvb doc#felix rvb#rvb felix#tweet#funny tweets
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TW: GORE, BLOOD !!!!! and poorly drawn hands
uncensored version under the cut
scapegoat
#photo of blutgasse used as background#just went back home from Vienna#man I love that city#'I wonder on what street we r on'#'OH FUCK MY SON BLEED HERE'#I saw Gilberts house it looks nice#AND I WENT TO HOSPITALLER'S CHURCH#AND I TALKED WITH SOME OLDER LADY THAT I THINK WAS A HISTORIAN ABAUT TEMPLARS#so cool :3#hws Knights Templar#hetalia Knights Templar#hetalia prussia#hws prussia#Gilbert beilschmidt#aph prussia#aph#hws#hetalia axis powers#hetalia world stars#hetalia#freaktalia#what even is freaktalia#is this freaktalia#I dont know man#i dont know#fan art#hetalia fan art#art
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he just pulls that entire ship down
#i was thinking of that post that was like#'we've seen 15 be very sunshiney so far cant wait to see what hes like when hes angry'#bc this was like The First Episode and he just went Sink That Ship#like no trying to steal ruby back or anything#i mean i guess they'd have just stolen her again so this was more efficient#but like#negotiation whomst#impaled on a church
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