#so i really cant win
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foxsnails · 4 days ago
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I cut my hair way too short when i got really stressed out recently and now I'm consumed with dysphoria i regret doing that so bad and I'm a fool
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tubbytarchia · 10 months ago
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I don't know what this is all I know is that LimL Joel makes me really emotional
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suntails · 1 year ago
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do you deserve to be loved?
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whilomm · 6 months ago
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oh okay heres one:
"sleepaway camp"= you go there for at least a few days, a week, sometimes several weeks, and sleep there, as opposed to a """camp""" where you go for the day and your parents or whoever picks you up afterward (those arent really camps, but like. idk when i went to "space camp" it was a weeklong but not sleepaway). in the U.S. at least, the typical image of a sleepaway camp involves staying in cabins, dunno how common it is/what it looks like in other countries.
for the first few i just mean like. not necessarily a stealth church camp, just like. idk, a camp where theres also an Assumption Of Christianity and just general vibes without being actually church camp. So, there might not be daily services and jesusy dedicatwd activities, but maybe theres still a prayer said over meals and shit. Which i assume might exist...
(oh and @reblogforsamplesize if u wanna)
#buzzy#poll#polls#personally: yes i went several times#and i enjoyed it bc. camp!!! yay!!!#but the Church part of it. complicated feelings on that matter#mine were all weeklong camps#went every year for a few years i hink#it was fun bc again YAY CAMP!!! and the ones i went to were like huge things#they had cool water stuff like The Blob and waterslides and some fun games and shit#you could do paintball#and i wasnt like. NOT christian at the time. but i also Wasnt Really Feeling It#i was mostly into it bc. camp.#...maybe i should have asked my parents if i could just go to one of the normal summer camps instead lmao#like the 6 week ones or st#that coulda been fun ....#so my answer is Its Complicated#i did like. participate in the jesus side of things. but i was also kinda knowingly faking it u kno?#i remember one time during a service i started having a bit of a panic attack (mostly bc of the MASSVE crowd. this was a huge ass camp)#but i still had to like. stay. still do everything. my pastor was being nice about it but still was like :( well you cant leave#i remember that was the day we did some shit outside w torches#like. carrying torches in a big procession like some sorta ritual thing ig. fuck if i know.#and i was like crying while following the procession and trying to stop#(the crying STARTED un the megachurch extremely loud giaant speaker GET PUMPED UP!!! area and continued to the torches)#thars my stringest memory from church camp aside from when i fcking DEMOLISHED the frozen t shirt game#(they gave a few ppl on stage frozen t balled up shirts and it was like 'okay first one to unball it and put it on wins!!!')#(and while the two boys i was up against started trying to tear it open with their hands i just#(in my cute lil butterfly shirt and pretty skirt started SMASHING IT AGAINST THE GROUND FULL BODY AAAUUGGHH and broke that shit)#(i was sooo proud of mysekf and my oastors wife thiught it was Unladylike of me but i fucjing won. the boys copied me after a sec)#(but it was too late i won :) anyway yeah like i said mixed feelings u kno. anyway go blue beetles woooo!!!!!
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snekdood · 10 months ago
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"if we make america worse and more of a dictatorship that will be even harder to unravel and make it the way we want the country to be, maybe then everyone will join our Glorious Revolution!" bb girl you cant even be in the same room with someone who thinks you should vote, how in tf do you think you're gonna unite people to fight in The Revolution with you? it's gonna be you and your 5 friends, i hate to break it to you.
#i dont think you realize how repelling you and your politics are to everyone else#you get all of your validation for how Smart You Are from your friends and ignore any kind of feedback that suggests you should#change or do something differently. thats the only reason you're so convinced average people will go along with you bc you keep getting#affirmation from the people who ALREADY agree with you- but you have NO IDEA how to bridge the gap between people who agree#with you and disagree with you. you're horrible at convincing people of your side of things outside of straight up guilt tripping them#or bullying them like a highschooler. im sorry but the tools you learned to survive with as a kid aren't gonna help you in this situation.#the ONLY THING you can come up with to bridge that gap is a bloody revolution. thats how bad you are at this.#and you're also so bad at this and unimaginative that you dont even realize how THAT might not even be enough.#you cant imagine ANY kind of avenue to getting people to change AT ALL outside of blood and fire. and thats why people call you#an authoritarian.#i'll be honest- i really do think the world would be a better place if we did incremental change under a democratic president who wont#set the world on fire vs the godkingemperor republican WHO WONT EVEN LISTEN TO YOU AT ALL EVER AND MIGHT KILL YOU#FOR PUTTING UP A STINK. idk if you noticed but if that evil fuck gets into office we are severely outnumbered if he gets police#n shit to go after his own citizens. letting trump win is making this battle so much harder than it needs to be.#you are choosing trying to fix the world while its exploding vs trying to fix it before it explodes at all.#what is this like a procrastination thing? you wanna wait till the last minute to try? idfgi. wtf is wrong with you#throwing minority lives away to prove a point. and then you try to tell me you care. gtfoh.#accelerationists should never be taken seriously.
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hot take that no one asked for but I think starscream should've been allowed to beat d-16's ass. I know why he had to get beat and I think that explaining why he has his iconic voice was pretty cool and it also showcases how willing dee is to resort to violence, but starscream has experience. he's been in the high guard for who knows how long, d-16 just got his t-cog and barely knows how to use it, yeah he figured out how to transform a few scenes earlier, but still. star is a trained fighter. I think it would've been cool if screamer won their battle, forcing dee to kneel to him(probably taunting him or smth), and then they get captured by airachnad. the whole movie plays out as it did in canon, but now, at the end, when dee becomes megatron and takes control of the high guard, screamer follows him and does as he says because there's no possible way he could fight back against megs now. he literally watched this kid that he just beat up tear sentinel, the guy he's been hiding from for fifty cycles, in half like it was nothing and then proceeded to dethrone him in one fell swoop.
and that pisses him off.
he used to be in control of the high guard, he was the top dog, and now he's been replaced by a bot who was a miner not even a few hours ago. idk I just think this would add more layers to his treachery, show why he's scared of meg's but also explain why he's so ready to betray him and seize control of the decepticons.
he's just taking back what was once his.
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zenitsuinamogus · 8 months ago
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Happy Dungeon Meshi Day!
Episode 12 is finally here and it was an equally suspenseful and beautiful journey. I wanted to honor Laios and Falin's reunion with one of my favorite scenes from their childhood together, which in all honesty now feels like my favorite manga coloring I've ever made.
Hope you all enjoy, and thanks to everyone who has enjoyed my works so far! Links below the cut ☆
If you like this, feel free to follow me here on tumblr or on reddit where this was first posted, along with all of my other manga colorings, or check out the links below to my previous Dungeon Meshi pages!
☆ Chilchuck : 1, 2, 3
☆ Marcille : 1, 2*
☆ Falin : 1
☆ Senshi : 1
☆ Laios : 1
☆ Full Party: 1
*= Marcille + Namari + Falin
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ywpd-translations · 2 months ago
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Ride 791: Replacing the lead!!
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1: In the southern part of Fukuoka Prefecture, located at the border with Ooita Prefecture, there's Mt. Hiko, consisting of three peaks, that reaches the altitude of 1200m
2: It has a long history and it's long been worshipped as a training ground for monks
3: Currently, a slope car leading to Mt. Hiko's shrines has been constructed, and a lot of tourists go there to see the autumn leaves' color, the winter's silver frost, and for mountain climbing
4: The main shrine is built on top of Mt. Hiko's sacred mountain, Nakadake
5: Halfway up, passing through the west side, as the altitude increases, there's the winding highway number 500
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Pag 2
1: The stage for the mountain stage of the Inter High's first day
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Pag 3
1: Kumamoto Daichi is still at the top!! The local team from Kyushu!!
Goo!!
2: He passed the 3km left to the finish line point!!
I see figures following Kumadai's Fujiwara....
4: It's two people!!
Two people!?
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Pag 4
1: It's Manami and Mountain King!!
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Pag 5
1: I see his back!! One person
Is he the lead!?
2: So it seems!!
3: Two people!! Dammit, they really did catch up!!
So the voices in the audience I heard saying that Onoda and Manami were approaching were true!!
4: Kumadai!! Bad news coming from behind!! Raise your pace!!
5: But I won't lose!! I'm very calm!!
My condition has never been this good!!
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1: Alright, once we pass that guy it'll become”the winner will get the mountain prize”!!
3: The one who wins will get the “mountain prize”!! In a race it's better to have some kind of prize
Suddenly...
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Pag 7
1: I'm getting fired up!!
3: Okay!! Good!!
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Pag 8
1: Woah!!
He's accelerating again!!
2: His concentration is rising again!!
4: His legs are turning more than before!!
5: I can see it from behind, so I get it well
6: You probably don't understand it yourself, but right now you're pedaling with an amazing efficiency of power transmission
Amazing
7: It's like he's 100% synchronized with his bike!!
Really... you
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Pag 9
1: He has the power of turning his joy into concentration!!
2: They're already approaching!!
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Pag 10
1: I'm sorry but I'll surpass you!!
2: No doubt!!
3: Really... this guy is so strange
4: Last year, on the second day's mountain, after we were passed by Kyofuhi, he chased after them
5: Since we're both running in the same Inter High, this year, before the start I called out to him
I wanted to greet you
I'm Kumadai's Fujiwara. This will be our last Inter High together
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1: Wh-wh-wh- what is it!?
He's super nervous!!
2: Are you okay!? Take a deep breath
If you have any problems, you can call anyone from Kumadai, our numbers are in the 60s
Th- ye-
3: Th- thank you so much. Ah... you ran last year with Kumadai's Isa-san – Masa-san...?
That's right, you remember!! I'm Fujiwara Masayuki!!
4: I became captain, too
5: Ahh, is that so? Congratulations!!
No wait, you don't have to bow your head like that
We should do that to each other
6: Such an extremely small and humble guy...
7: That's always the first impression of Onoda...
Thank you for coming here
8: But every year, once he gets on his bike and climbs a mountain, this guy...
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Pag 12
1: he feels overwhelmingly big when he approaches!!
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Pag 13
1: I don't understand him
And also, he's always...
2: Thank you very much for this morning
Thanks to you, I calmed down a little!!
3: He's so polite...!!
4: I can't help but support him
Do your best Onoda
5: Yes!!
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2: Any time now, huh?
3: I guess so
4: Onoda-kun will be reaching the race's climax
5: It's about time they passed the other climbers and started their race
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1: I wonder if he's having fun
Hm, yeah, since he was looking forward to it
2: Even though I guess those two are probably thinking of the “mountain prize”as nothing more than a “juice” to buy the other as a treat if they lose
3: Kakaka
That sounds super fun!!
4: Those two
5: In the past two Inter Highs they were both times burdened with heavy races
8: If they can run with a smile, then that's enough
… yeah
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Pag 16
1: We're excited too!!
2: Manami-kun moved ahead!!
3: Sakamichi-kun!!
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Pag 17
1: 2km left until the mountain stage finish line!!
3: The wind... is blowing from the west
Just ahead of here
4: the trees become lower
5: and it turns back in a U-shape
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Pag 18
1: That'll be the decisive moment!!
2: I'll fly!! Sakamichi-kun!!
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3: It seems like we'll see them appear here at the mountain gate anytime now
There are currently two people in the lead, and they're passing the 2km point!!
So 2km left, huh
They'll come soon
I can't wait
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1: I said it before already, but
2: “History” needs “someone who witnesses it”!!
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hecksupremechips · 5 months ago
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Thinking of vlr Akane is so conflicting cuz on one hand I’m so upset that she doesn’t ever get a moment to just rest and enjoy being alive again I’m upset that she just gets deeper and deeper into this role she’s built for herself and she loses her humanity and will never ever be that girl who died in the incinerator. But on the other hand, I need her to get so, so much worse I need her to be so obsessed with perfection she has this unique ability to change the course of history and she will burn everything and everyone to the ground in the blink of an eye if it means she can "reset" and get a perfect timeline and I desperately need her to never be satisfied with anything because really, is there anything that’s worth all the damage she’s caused?
#zero escape#akane kurashiki#virtues last reward#yeahhhhh just having so many thoughts about akane and sigma and junpei and yeah im screaming eyes bloodshot#i want akane to just like post 999 just do silly shit with aoi get a cat be a gamer try to heal the best she can#and i want her to be so evil i think theres still some crimes she hasnt committed yet she should do those#i really really really want her and junpei to just beat the shit out of each other in a boxing ring. specifically post vlr#need them being old as shit throwing chairs everyone is cheering#and damn like vlr akane just cant agree with junpei on his philosophy that a life with pain is still a life worth living cuz then thatd mean#everything she did in 999 was all for naught like to accept even the bad timelines where she died as valuable...#thats a kick to the dick especially when she fought so hard to live and how her death was so unfair#except she was just a scared kid with no choice then. now whats her excuse#i just want it to be possible you know? possible that akane didnt need to do this and she couldve been happy#cuz yeah the trauma would be horrible but surely itd be better than the trauma she has now since she took that dive#i wonder if she knows that no matter what she does she’ll never erase her trauma and eventually she will have to face it#or if she actually believes she can figure it all out and win the perfect timeline and magical mental stability will happen#basically akane is avoiding therapy soooooo hard but then again who would even be her therapist#no one can possibly understand her...right?
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turtleplushi · 4 months ago
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I need sleep
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theloveinc · 4 months ago
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act i scene i: older, childless, bachelor Barbarian!Bakugo finds you six months pregnant hiding in an empty stable during one of his clan raids--and instead of slaughtering you as a much younger him might've done...he throws you onto his cart of treasures and decides to take you home so he can start the family he never had with you and your child as his bride and baby.
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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago
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2010 Bahrain Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso(cont.)
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stiffyck · 8 months ago
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Okay what if the winners got to meet previous versions of themselves through the life games.
Like grian meets no one. He didn't have any previous "versions".
Scott meets 3rd life Scott.
Pearl meets 3rd life and last life pearl.
Martyn meets 3rd life, last life and double life Martyn.
Scar meets 3rd life, last life, double life and lim life him-
This whole thing was an idea that I got just because I was thinking about ll and sl scar because they were both so lonely like wtf and I just though about a scene that would be so. Grips chair.
Ll: "We won?"
Sl: "Yeah"
Ll: "Did we have allies? Friends?"
Ll scar probably thinks sl scar won only because he had allies to support him. He knows what its like being lonely and he hopes no one has to go through that loneliness. And he wants to be optimistic for once that sl scar, future him, gets allies, gets friends.
He tries to hope and then he sees the look on sl scars face. Or maybe sl scar tries to lie- maybe he tries to say they had allies.
Ll scar sees right through him. He's him after all. Maybe he's always gonna he lonely anyway
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crystalpallette · 6 months ago
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happy summertime! here's an otohime serilly to celebrate :)
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saintobio · 9 months ago
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♱ as you like it | sneak peak.
[dare i share one of my favorite lines on this oneshot :’) yes, only a oneshot you guys. it’s a pretty long one, but sy is still the only on-going series i have.]
Your heart, once brimming with devotion, now lay shattered at your feet. All your life, you have loved him. All your happiness and tears, you have devoted to him. You had stood by his side through every trial, every conquest, only to be deemed unworthy of bearing his legacy. The sting of rejection seared your soul, igniting a fierce resolve within your wounded spirit.
With a voice trembling through a mixture of sorrow and defiance, you met his gaze. “Fair enough,” you whispered, your tone laden with a sorrowful resignation. “If it is a concubine thou seek, then so be it. But a divorce, will I not honor. And know this, my lord,” you declared, your voice rising with a newfound strength, “I am the Empress. The only one. There is none within this empire akin to me, for a worthless, lowly concubine shalt not depose this Empress Y/N of Caleum thou wouldst so readily compromise.”
And in that solemn proclamation, you turned away, your stolid mien masking the shattered pieces of your fractured heart.
His countenance remained stoic as he observed your departure, sighing inwardly as you exited his study. Although no longer offering a response, Satoru found himself unable to deny the truth of your words. Nor the power in which you presented them. Your presence lingered in his thoughts, holding sway over him in a manner he could not fathom.
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theology101 · 6 months ago
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People need to accept that some times, a person is just Evil. And there can be lots of complex and nuanced reasons to be evil, but at the end of the day… they’re still evil. And just cause they’re a teenager right now doesn’t undo that, especially when every time they’ve had a chance to step away from evil, they doubled down.
Sorry you wanted her to be some manipulated little pawn but no, she’s a Mastermind. She made the choice, she murdered her friends.
Kipperlily is Evil.
If she didn’t do something in High School, she would’ve done something eventually. She’s a school shooter who slipped through the cracks and was failed by the adults around her - but end of the day she made the choice and is evil
Her best friend, the only one who ‘got it’ seemed to think that she was too far gone.
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