#so i guess it isnt as funny as I thought sob I was going to be like the way its incredibly suspicious

[vonkarma2]

just had a brief moment of missing taz balance and wanting to rip off its tone pacing and aesthetics its like 2019 all over again..

[sukunasweetheart]

//just me venting about sukuna haters sorry

Not me seeing so much discourse about whether sukuna is a well written villain or not... he essentially has no backstory shown as of yet and we barely know anything about him but he is still one of the most naturally interesting and compelling characters in the whole damn series bro 💀 buckle up bc its about to get lengthy (im just glazing sukuna in this post ngl so 🧎‍♀️)

so many whiny ass mfs are weeping about how he "doesn't have any personal goals or a proper reason to be a villain" when that is the whole point???? He lives on his own desires and satisfactions and does whatever he wants to, because he is capable enough to do that. Mfs want "real villains" but cant even handle sukuna 💀 ive seen too many shit ass threads and poorly articulated "critiques" on his character that dont make any valid points. If you can't even separate your personal dislike of a character from your analysis of their writing, dont even bother posting that shit please 😭😭😭 the fact that we haven't even gotten any information about his background yet and people are jumping the gun about him being "poorly written" is already saying a lot 🤨

The fact that yall are so bitter and angry about him that you can write 500+ words about how oh-so-terrible of a villain he is kinda proves that he's doing his job well tbh 💁‍♀️

What also bothers me to no END is how people compare him with villains of other series, who had compelling sob stories that made people empathise with them. Thats nice and all but why should all villains have grand ideals and be subject to feelings of empathy/sympathy from their audience?

Part of what makes sukuna so interesting is how he's not tied down by morals, rules or long term goals in life. He doesn't limit himself, which is what makes him an unpredictable character. He's completely left behind what it means to be human in many ways, and he's clearly not a character written to be empathised with. He is very purposefully inhumane and distant from everyone else, and that feeling transcends from within the series to real life as well. There is a clear lack of understanding bc most of us can't comprehend what its like to just live without being goal-oriented.

Sukuna is a true anomaly in the sense that he doesnt really fit in any kind of box within the series. He's born from man, but its clear that he separates himself from humans (and nobody else considers him human, either). He's not a cursed spirit. He hovers between life and death. The narrator referred to him as the honoured one, whilst angel referred to him as the disgraced one.

These little contradictions in his character make him all the more complicated and interesting to think about. And even recently, he's been shown to waver a little bit momentarily in the manga, questioning his own irritation at yuuji. He's capable of self reflection, and though sukuna does whatever he wants for the most part, he doesn't blindly go into things without some thought first, he's a constant thinker and analyser, and an intelligent one at that.

And honestly, he is always such a joy to watch and read, his personality is so flavourful, and the way he carries himself is very attractive. He's not afraid to get messy or of getting hurt, theres so much chaos in the way he does things and yet he also has a huge element of gracefulness to him, which shines through the poetic way he speaks. Its undeniable that sukuna simply oozes charisma...

And this isnt talked about enough but this man is genuinely so effortlessly funny (in a kind of sinister way i guess?) Like yes he is an old ass man having real beef with one FIFTEEN YEAR OLD for very little reason, he accidentally healed yuujis arm and somehow expected him to be grateful for it despite how he literally ripped his heart out afterwards, then he proceeded to sit on him after kicking him down likeeee 😭 what kind of behaviour is this sir

His facial expressions at yorozus yapping 💀 THE WAY HE COMPARED YUUJIS FACE OF DESPAIR TO THE HARIMA STATUE 😭😭😭💀😭💀💀😭 omg that was so foul but i was fucking losing it ngl

How he randomly compared gojo to a fish and started talking abt his scales... thats a very unique and descriptive comparison, isnt it? Even in the recent leaks, he was 100% ready and squaring up to a literal child talking abt "youre starting to get annoying" LIKE HELPPP 😭 HE FR SAID "fuck them kids and fuck you too"

I saw someone saying that sukuna has no passion, like are we talking about the same character....? This man is a literal jujutsu NERD 💀💀 he truly recognises talented sorcerers and the only time hes seen to be having genuine fun is when hes fighting a mf... is that not passion? This is literally sukuna when it comes to jujutsu: 🤓

Anyway im done here now, im pretty sure i missed a lot of things i couldve talked about as well but ive done enough yapping

[azumasoroshi]

minidura chapter 4 react

simon i SWEAR ill get you out of there and that horrendous art style

also though. TEENAGE SHIZAYA CHAPTER LETS GO???? idk if narita made the minidura or if it's a separate illustrator but they are giving the FOOD rn

i was wondering where the official knowledge that simon forced izaya and shizuo to eat sushi together came from. i mean i guess this isnt official and it was probably stated in the anime somewhere but still, good to see it illustrated pff

AAAAAAAAA ive seen this image around tumblr but i didnt realize it was from minidura 😭 i thought it was fanart or smth (<-dumbass)

wait im actually going crazy over this akwjhkjdshs they're washing dishes together!!! now we just need them to do laundry and taxes and-

im going to go over the image limit this time on god

wow cant believe they're bathing each other too (<-delusional)

something about the first shizuo panel reminds me of aggretsuko. which is. actually. huh. arent they both like adults with anger issues. durarara aggretsuko au when

also deadass i forgot dennis existed until i read about him in a shizaya fanfiction and i was like "who's dennis" pfgfkhkd

so true though never throw kitchen knives kids

LMFAO HE JUST GAVE THEM MORE WORK INSTEAD OF RESPONDING

they're gonna be here all day at this rate. actually shizaya as fast food/restaurant staff au when because they'd have the stupidest rivalry known to man and i need it

fucking imagine shinra walks in and sees shizuo and izaya working by the counter

i hope izaya gets to eat fatty tuna by the end of this though. god knows he's gonna look cute as hell

made funnier by the fact that izaya at least definitely knows how to cook with how long he's been on his own and needed to feed his sisters

damn ive actually never seen someone's vein burst in a way where blood sprays out in anime akshGKJHJKSD thats impressive actually

dont look now but this may or may not inspire me to make a mermaid/pirate au (<-obsessed)

who needs kaiju battles when you can have blue fin tuna vs crab

they're literally never leaving this place bro they're gonna be stuck here for eternity. anyway here's a literary analysis of durarara pointing out why russia sushi is actually representative of dante's inferno /j

i want to read those blurbs so baddddd screams sobs bangs table

rip dennis dude he doesnt get paid enough to deal with shizaya

rippp time to listen to izaya pine hopelessly for the man he cant stop annoying for five seconds

simon had the right idea. too bad shizaya are shizaya

what is that face izaya. i cant tell if he's irritated that simon's right or irritated that simon cant understand how instinctual their hatred is or amused that simon thinks he and shizuo could be friends or amused because he thinks meaningless fighting is hilarious

oh......that kind of hurts actually

i can imagine izaya suggesting it as a joke and then lying in bed that night thinking about how it's never going to happen and it really sounds like a funny joke huh? (he is not crying)

i cant believe simon's been dealing with these bitches for like 7 years now like dude has the patience of a saint

😭give him his 50,000 yen simon

we can see that the crack in the sign is actually fixed now too ahhh time really flies when you're stuck in a relationship of mutual hatred

chibizaya is so cuteeeeeeeee

im sure he intended to paint himself that way in his recollection though pff

THATS RIGHT SHIZAYA BE THE PORCUPINES. SNUGGLE. DO IT

step aside erika, simon is the face of the shizaya nation now. especially with that "you just have a shizuo complex dont you" quote that i found the other day which i still havent recovered from

HAUDGHUSDH orihara izaya, pro unreliable narrator

hilarious how we never see tom's face. just his dreads lmfao

dennis and simon are so done with like izaya bro i think they can tell at this point that he's horrifically pining and has no healthy outlet for it. the bills go to him because they're bullying him

it'd be funny if they billed him 50,000 at the end actually pft

I KNEW WE'D GET THEM EATING TOGETHER!!! I HAD FAITH

they're so cute oh my god can i make that my header or something

10/10 chapter im going to punt izaya into a wall and get simon flowers

[beetlebug-bii]

What if mc accidentally sneezed into the characters mouth when they yawned? Any assortment of character(s). I just am curious bc shits and giggles.

Authors Note: Pfft oh my stars this is my favorite one I've gotten so far! Short but silly, enjoy!

Requests Open! Send in your sillies! Dont be shy!

Content Warning: silly goofy time

TLDR: why is everyone just so dramatic

Asmo, Belphie, and Diavolo react to MC accidentally sneezing in their mouth

Asmo

Screaming

Crying

Throwing up

He is writhing on the floor

ALL HE DID WAS YAWN

YOU NASTY. NASTY HUMAN

he's screeching and wailing and rapidly scrubbing his tongue with a toothbrush and-

wait a second

THIS ISNT EVEN HIS TOOTHBRUSH

ITS MAMMONS

by this point he is practically deceased

He's given up

Sobbing on the floor

Crying about how unfair life is

How he will never be the same

I think this experience genuinely changed Asmo

He will be grief ridden for days

If not weeks!

He literally cried so hard it formed a small puddle

Which made him cry more because the salt in the tears was totally going to dry out his skin

He was so dramatic about the whole situation

He wore

A mask around you

For a month

You can kiss him THROUGH THE MASK

offered to help you with a nice mucus cleansing routine

You know what the worst part is?

This all happened on livestream

His fanbase is so split between thinking it was hilarious and mourning alongside him

You are a supervillain now I'm so sorry

Watch where you sneeze next time love

Belphie

Uhm hello?

Who do you think you are??

Offended to the max

(He secretly thought it was so funny dont worry)

But he is a little shit first and foremost

He made the most offended and flabbergasted sounds at you without even saying a word for like 3 straight minutes

He sounded like a literal keyboard smash, you didnt know that was a sound people were capable of making but you were so wrong

How could you do this to him

SNEEZING

IN HIS PRESENCE

IN HIS MOUTH

YOU RUDE FUCKER

and so he had to pull out the pro gamer moves he learned from big brother Mammon

You owe him 200% interest and a down payment for emotional damages

Yes this is necessary

What do you mean you dont have the grimm

Well guess you gotta work to pay off your nasty debt then huh

You owe him like

Forever

Of cuddles

Like forever and ever

No you dont get a choice

Get under the covers before he uses your mouth like a tissue

he will do it

Dont test him.

Diavolo

He was so confused

He yawned

You sneezed

Now he isnt stupid

But he thought it would be so funny to tease you

"Is this a human sign of affection?"

He sneezed on you like 12 times

He kept hinting that he was gonna blow his nose on you

This did end with both of you sprinting around the castle

For like an hour

You were sprinting up and down the halls as he chased after you gleefully

For you it was like an intense horror movie chase scene

And for him he was happily frolicking and teasing his romcom bestie

You ran and ran, and hid time and time again

You were hidden in a closet

A closet in a small corridor hardly ever used

The closet was pitch black, and pretty warm, but you didnt mind

You just had to catch your breath

You were like wow he will never find me here, I lost him

No.

You're wrong.

Turn around real slow

Hes there

So is Barbados for some reason

They are both standing behind you

Smirking

The door is locked

I'd say let god help you but...

Not even god can find you here...

All 3 of you ended up sick the next day

Whoopsies

[zluty-spendlik]

So I started listening to tma like two weeks ago, and thought Id share some of my thoughts with you- first i texted them to my friend but then I started writing them over here

MAJOR TMA SPOILERS FOR S1 AND S2!!!

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More of season 2:

Honestly if i were Barnabas i would also do anything for my hot witch gf

I love Gertrude but her voice makes me want to sleep

I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH HOW MUCH THIS ISNT SASHA

Sasha would never say contientious

Idk why its funny to me that Michael couldve absolutely done some horror shit to Jon but he just stabs him

Also I feel so so bad for the woman that is now stuck in the weird corridors like imagine the terror and the hopelessness i hope her death cane quickly tbh

Also the vampires are back didnt expect that

I like Daisy

Ushanka is me in ict class honestly I hate ict class so much its super boring

Also the name ushanka is so freaking funny hes basically named "Funky hat" WHY

Yk I feel like someone needs to murder Salesa, hes a dangerous individual

The supplementals are the wildest shit EVER WDYM YOURE IN THE TUNNNELS GIRL

WHY IS THERE SO MANY THREADS THAT NEED UNRAVELING

Melanie is back lol

WOAH WAIT WHAT

WHAT

ITS REMARKABLY EASY TO BUY AN AXE IN CENTRAL LONDON??? WTF JON

JON DID YOU JUST FUCKING BREAK THE TABLE YOU IDIOT NOOO

HOLY SHIT HOOOLY SHIT STUFFS GOING DOWN

ARE TIM AND MARTIN IN THE CORRIDORS HOLY SHIT NO

Wait how did they make it out??

STAREMENT OF JURGEN LEITNER OHMYGOD

"We dont have time for you to have a breakdown archivist" yes we do give him a break

ELIAS WHAT ARE YOU--- OH

Soooo i guess leitner is dead?? Woah Elias truly doesnt care about being arrested huh

WAIT IS SASHA ACTUALLY DEAD?? NOOOO NONONO WAIT

I THOUGHT SHES JUST LOCKED UP SOMEWHERE SASHA NOOO

Okay that freaking scarred me ill miss sasha so much nooooo

I. I need a moment. (Sobbing)

Hhhhh okay ill just... god

I started s3 yesterday, I might follow up with my impressions

[unsleepingtales]

Episode 19 reactions/freakouts/etc! Major spoilers ahead obviously!

Holy fuck that set is SO COOL

Did they fucking enchant Scheherazade.

Noooo Cindy.

Oh SHIT Zac nat20 right out the gateeeeee

What if they one hit ko raps. Insane.

No minutes at all. You have no idea. What her powers are.

Okay so she’s still gonna take damage. What an inSANE first turn.

SLITS her THROAT???

Tim’s mini is delightful

The mechanic of them having different diplomacy levels with different characters is so so good. So real. I need to have coffee with Brennan Lee Mulligan.

Oh my god I know it wasn’t on purpose but Cinderella saying As You Wish is giving me Thoughts

I feel like I’m in summer school top ten insane Ally Beardsley statements

Elodyyyyy

Gerard what are you DOING

Just be normal. Cmon.

Rosamund 40 points of necrotic damage off the bat holy shit. CIRCLE OF DEATH SPELL? What the fuck is that.

Miraaaaa I need to hug her

YES convince her please she needs to be ok

Oh that’s such a cool visual holy shit

Lou Wilson is so so good. He’s so good at what he does.

I DONT WANT MY STORY TO END HERE

Brennan going “Baba, what are we going to do?” Wild thing for him to do tbh

Everybody but me going to die here??????

(Pib clocks that)

“I love a crone” so true Emily

Saving Face is such a wild thing

ELODY THERE IS HOPE IN THE WORLD

You’re going to get a chance to tell your story. This is the end of everything and you haven’t been given your moment.

You can make a new most important part of your life. You can learn and grow. Things don’t just end!

It doesn’t have to be the way that it was.

I’m just gonna be a weird little guy and see what happens! So true bestie!

Rapunzel is so nuts btw

RED

Soooo saaaad

Oh my god the editing on that shot was incredible

I love things that make Brennan, the DM trying to kill them, go “oooh sick”

Telekinetic shove???? So cool

Telekinetic shoving someone into your arms. Saying we care for the stories. Not being able to break through. Oh my god. The emotions in this silly little dice game.

What a delightful interlude before Pib fucking dies.

Ally is just talking so well today.

STOP HURTING HIM. THIS ISNT THE PLAN. SOBBING.

104 HP. The books dealt 106 HP. Insanity. 18 d10????? The fuck Brennan??

Rosamund full dead? Rosamund full dead?? The dome did the thing. Rosamund full dead.

:(

WHAT

New mini new mini

Hey Brennan quick q what the fuck

Oh NOW she gets her head in the game?

YES baba yaga

YOU MAHST WAKE AAHP (slap)

I love them fucking with his ruler

Elody the ally <3

Oooh Murph that’s such a cool ability.

SHE ONLY HAS 25 HP RN????

Zac facial expressions my beloved <3

Battle master is so fucking cool.

YES MURPH GET HER MURPH

My wife is my friend now.

Rapunzel talking to elody about her life choices as she’s being eaten was so funny for Brennan to do

It SPINS Rick Perry let me work for you I’m begging

Hyena???

God, the idea of Mira using her legs as weapons. Kicking Snow White in the head. So many thoughts.

Holy shit necrotic sleeping beauty killing necromancer snow white is so insane

Insane shit from Baba Yaga.

I love the dialogue choices Brennan makes for her

Oh god the faint whisper of Something Wicked This Way Comes before the faeries reveal. Wild.

See you in the stars I fuckin guess

Preview:

IS THAT A FUCKING INK HAND

Fireworksssss

Oh that was his Cinderella voice.

Oh my god the gems. Brennan what the fuck are you doing.

[golden-bubblebee]

Bubbles watches SPN pt5? Annotations throughout the episodes.

Season 2

Series 2 breaking my heart right out of the gates huh

Dean Kill count: 4

I mean how even, bestie we have only just reached series 2

Omg sams acting during this scene is phenomonal

The relief on his face oh my lord it made me cry

JOHN YOU FUCKING LYING PIECE OF SHIT OF A DICKWAD

Did John Bitchester trade his life for Deans

Jup. Jup he did

What crazy fucked up child smiles at the clown standing in the garden staring at her in the middle of the night

It got long. Get readmored

GIRL WTF??? STRANGER DANGER?? (Small child let's clown into her house)

more thoughts. now this isn't always the case but very often um hitting someone is a taught behaviour, right. But um Dean hits Sam a couple of times and you can argue that this is because they live quite a violent life. but there's a theme, the things they fight always fight back, it is always violent towards them. but we see Dean hits Sam a couple of times when he's not being physically violent when they re just having an argument so um theory John bichester also beat the shit out of a dean

Jo! You cant be angy at them bc of the sins of the father

Because Dean and Sam are the main characters you get very used to them and their banter and so it becomes very familiar

meaning that now in the next episode when I got to see the intro where Dean is holding hostages?? My first reaction was literally to laugh and go 'oh dean what did you get yourself into this time'

SAMMY IS A CHRISTIAN???

Sometimes you learn things abt a man

Like a daily prayer, this guy?

SAMMY WTF

🎶my daddy shot your daddy in the head🎶

Why do they keep saying 'waste' instead of 'kill'

Dean death count:5

Welp nvm

HOW DID BOBBY KNOW SO QUICK???? (That Sam was possesed, I'm guessing)

I love that in this episode they basically called Bobby over to be their Dad

KATE??

Kate from teenwolf is abt to get killed

Thats great catharsis

And ofcourse the bitch dont die

John shouldve been killed so much sooner so bobby could raise em instead

Oh man I fucking love Madison (werewolf girlie)

I need her to be part of the gang

No

Nuhu

No no no

Im crying

I dont like this episode

Nono (werewolf girlie had to die)

YOU CANT MAKE DEAN CRY

ISNT MY BOY HURTING EBOUGH YET

No wtf

Dont hurt my boys like this

Wtffff

There better be Maddison lives ABO fics out there

I need this guy to have a sweet lovung gf

I mean, he has good puppy dog eyes for suffering and painBut like, the guy smiles real cute too yk

Yk. Them breaking in to get themselves arrestet is very funny and all until you remember that the fbi have a frigging open case on dean

IM SORRY IM IN PAIN AGAIN

You are telling me that Deans biggest wish is that their dad never went demon hunting and thus never got them ended up in this life

Oh my fucking god the mom is going to be alive isnt she

Bunbun (my friend) I dont like this show it hurts me more often than merlin did

Dean hahahah this man has no tact

No im sorry his exitement to mown a lawn is actually heartbtreaking

It shows how severely he lacked normalcy and how deeply he craves it

Another thought

The. Fact. That. John. Is. Still. Dead. In. Deans. Ideal. World.

*War flashbacks* (my fellow AFTG fans will understand)

His impact on the wolrd😭😭😭

No Bunbun help I literally -sobbed-

When dean is talking to johns grave 'why do I have to be the hero. Does mom not deserve her life? Doed sammy not deserve to be happy?'

Sam slaugher count: 1

Gotta love that the literal demon from hell says 'im proud of ya' more often than their own father does

Love that NOBODY is surprised the guy crawled out of hell (john bitchester)

[belovedcherie]

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#if i had a penny for everytime we were worried bakugou died i'd have 2 pennies which isnt a lot but its concerning that it happened twice..

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

THAT TEASER IS GOING TO PUT ME IN A DAMN COMA

9 notes - Posted July 1, 2022

#4

thoughts on multiplication

bc i need to scream about this SOMEWHERE. LIKE WOW. OKAY.

obviously spoilers are under the cut !!

tld;r: yelling abt adrien and WHAT ARE EVERYONES INTENTIONS??

ADRIEN FALLING FOR MARINETTE ADRIEN FALLING FOR MARINETTE ADRIEN FALLING FOR MARINETTE ADRIEN FALLING FOR MARINETTE

yes im gonna yell about this first because adrienette holds my HEART YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THEY R EVERYTHING TO ME </3

ive been waiting for adrien to pin for marinette in canon for so long and season 3 def delivered with the little stares he was giving her BUT NOW THAT ITS FRFR HAPPENING?? HIS BLUSH WHEN HE LOOKS AT HER IN THE MORNING? HIM IMMEDIATELY CALLING HER UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT TO TELL HER HOW SPECIAL SHE IS? SOBBING

okay but the fact that he probs tried to kiss her every. day. we only saw 3 sequences but if that montage happened over the span of several weeks..... i am swooning. i am in tears. shambles.

adrien had me KICKING MY FEET AND RUNNING LAPS OKAY I HAD TO PAUSE SO MANY TIMESSDHFK

that being said before i write an essay on light of my life adrien lets talk abt,,,

reverse love square??

i love the idea of reverse love square bc adrien being a lovesick fool for marinette is my aesthetic but iM JUST HJDGSFSGKF BC OF THE TIMINGG

i was kinda hoping for some sudden rapid development today but im not complaining at all dw 🙏🏾 simp-drien is enough

the ladynoir moments are real cute tho :( them playing cards im cryingsdjhs

im excited to see the ship dynamic in the future episodes heheheh

GABRIEL. AGRESTE.

this man becomes more of a loser every episode what else is there to say

him digitalizing adrien.... funny... not funny haha...funny weird....

i hate when this guy gets smarter cuz he always has some wack trick up his sleeve 😔 but i wanna know more abt those weird siri rings

ALSO HOW DOES TOMOE PLAY IN THIS?? i think she knows hes hawkmoth but why is she helping him?? ik they were leading up to their partnership before so i guess we'll finally see why they were so secretive in the past!!

lie-la

i was gonna talk abt her in the gabriel point but this girl is so annoying she deserves one for herself

SHE GETS ON MY LAST NERVEEE

the genuine irritation i feel whenever i see her character on screen is actually funny

"ladybugs just a kid we need to forgive her ;(" GIRL I HOPE PARIS CAN FORGIVE U FOR THE CRIMES YOU'VE COMMITTED??

im sorry theres nothing productive to say abt her other than the fact that it seems shes going to play a bigger role this season (sadly) (but also yay cuz she brings the spice)

okay last point is abt felix

HELP WHEN HE APPEARED AT THE END 💀💀 THIS GUY WAS HERE THE WHOLE TIME????

i hope and PRAY he treats dusuu well homegirls been going through it D:

WHAT. ARE. HIS. INTENTIONS.

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11 notes - Posted June 21, 2022

#3

i saw miraculous was trending and i was like OMG IS THERE FINALLY A NEW SEASON 5 EP?? but it was just beau 😭

12 notes - Posted August 30, 2022

#2

HI so um. back in 2020 kade made this meme thing and i dont think ive ever recovered from it bc I WAS SO TOUCHED LIKE 🙁 NOBODYS EVER MADE ME A MEME BEFORE

since we started talking again a month (+ a day bc i am late) ago i had the idea to make him one in return bc TALKING TO U MAKES ME SO HAPPY AND U DESERVE THE WORLD !!!

sooo here ya go @luymani ILYSM!! happy one month anniversary /p (that sounded way funnier in my head im so sorry LMAO)

13 notes - Posted August 9, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

thinking abt my son syaoran li ♡

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27 notes - Posted July 27, 2022

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[halcyon-wings]

:) :) :) :)

imagine,, mayoi getting stood up on a (first?) date, and his future s/o comforts him. haha imagine. isnt that funny. ha - 🍊

mayoi’s stood up and is comforted by his future s/o !!

tanongerine ik u love him BUT PLEASE MAYOI ANGST HURTS SO BAD WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME IM GOING TO CRY /LH

features a gn!reader and mayoi being stood up

<3 sometimes mayoi wants to cry.

<3 there was a girl, and he liked her, okay? like. really, REALLY liked her. she was nice to him, so he fell in love. he didn’t think that was bad.

<3 he thought she liked him back. he really had hope for once. maybe he wasn’t as horrible and pathetic as he thought he was, maybe he was a good person, no, maybe he was a great person! after all, the girl had agreed on a date, right? that meant he wasn’t as bad as he saw himself!

<3 and the day of their date came. of course mayoi was there first, he just HAD to make a good impression! hmm, the girl was running a bit late, though… ah well, that’s okay! no harm in waiting, right? :)

<3 he waited, and waited, and waited. it even started to rain, but he kept on doing it, grasping at any sort of hope he still had.

<3 she never showed up, and he caught a horrible cold the next day.

<3 alkaloid is extremely worried when he shows up looking haggard the next day. he’s coughing and shaking, but he’s fine! he’s gonna be fine, he’s supposed to be fine, anyway. that’s just how idols have to be, right?

<3 he nearly collapses during dance practice, though, and you can’t stand it as his producer. much to his disappointment, you make him sit out for the rest of the day. the rest of alkaloid leaves once it’s over, but you pull mayoi aside and ask him what’s wrong. he shouldn’t push himself after all, and you’re worried for him both as his producer and his best friend.

<3 he smiles. it’s a tired one, and he’s shaking as he rests his head on your shoulder.

<3 “she didn’t show up, did she?”

<3 he shakes his head, coughing. you stumble back a bit to catch him, and his voice trembles as he tries to talk just a bit louder.

<3 “i want to be enough. i want people to see me and like me, and i want to stop looking at myself in the mirror and hating myself. i want to stop looking so worthless, so pathetic, i just—” his voice hitches in his throat. he grabs your shoulders and raises his head up to look at you. there’s tears welling up in his eyes.

<3 “hey, manager, is it so selfish to want to be loved?”

<3 you shake your head, patting his back and allowing him to sob into your shoulder. he’s listening to your voice ramble on as you hold him, talking about your favourite memories with him. how much you love him for who he is, and how you wanna punch that girl that stood you up. he chuckles a bit at that.

<3 mayoi feels better with you around. his sobbing has turned into quiet breathing, and he finds himself not wanting to leave your arms. he knows he has to, though, and he pulls away. his eyes are a bit puffy, and his hair is just a bit messy, but that’s okay, because he feels better now.

<3 “thank you, producer, that— that really means a lot.”

<3 you offer him a smile and are about to speak when he sneezes. 

<3 guess you’ve got to take care of him a bit more, huh?

<3 that’s okay. he doesn’t mind, as long as it’s you.

[usertoxicyaoi]

Does Vegas genuinely have a crush on Porsche or is it manipulation stemming from his Dad's instructions? Also I love how Vegas sees Pete as nothing more than a harmless guy sent by Kinn to follow him, a cute nuisance, little does he know👀

hiiii anon!!!!! i think its an infatuation. in the way that vegas is infatuated and lusts for power. see, he may Think that he has some ~feelings~ for porsche, but i think deep down, its heavily laced with his need to show/have/exert power and get one over kinn. in the novel, vegas' inferiority complex up against kinn is very neatly discussed, so i take it as that. of course, vegas is a master manipulator, and its so ........ oh so Convenient, isnt it, that WHENEVER porsche is down, vegas just Happens to be there to pick up the bits and take advantage. and he knows his ~sob tragic backstory~ will work on porsche to get porsche onside. because thats what its always been about with vegasporsche: to get porsche onside.

so yeah. maybe on the surface, there are some tender little feelings, but its where they stem from, and it all stems from having what kinn has. IF the show goes by what the novel did and we do get pete to see what Clips vegas has on his computer, and if they ARE the clips that they should be like they were in the novel, then my take will be even more solidified, that in fact, pursuing porsche is just for a power trip to get one on kinn. to have what he has.

but yeah. with pete, its a Very different story. and i think vegas is just highly amused that Pete is the one spying on him when both he AND pete himself know how shit of a job he's doing at it, and yet, he still does it out of duty dhfjsid. and i think vegas just finds that cute and funny, but i think he also lowkey admires pete's relentless efforts and he somewhat .... admires how honestly and viscerally pete's body reacts to him. he somewhat likes how much of an open book pete is to read, how easy it is to read pete, how much of an innocent little lamb he is. and yet he's the only one who can stomach his darkness.

and speaking of pete's relentlessness. i hope its a trait that stays when vegaspete Really get going. that vegas becomes attracted to pete's relentlessness and how stubborn and resilient he is towards vegas, later on. that he won't back down from vegas. i waaaanntttt vegas to go INSANE over that.

and so its suuuuper .... interesting that, pete himself in ep 10 says that HE will go to vegas' place, despite knowing what that means. yeah its a duty, but this time no one's placed him to do it, he himself has chosen to do it. and so, you gotta reap what you sow, right? and i think pete knows the risk and the consequence and that if this goes pear shaped, the aftermath won't be great. but i dont think he in his wildest dreams would have guessed the extent to how dark vegas' abyss is.

and yettttttt. he cannot look away!!! pete cannot look away from vegas!!!!!!! and i bet you that pete himself never in his wildest dreams would have ever known about the depth of his own desires, to which he'll become so aware of. and THAT ... what THAT in turn does to vegas ...... is where the real deal lies.

and so it Thoroughly entertains me and feeds my soul that vegaspete are That Couple who'll in one breath be together in an act of worship and talk about devoting themselves to one another to meet in the next life, and then in the next breath, they'll be tearing each other apart and ruining each other and awakening a lust and desire so deep within them both that was untouched for this long, that has Nothing to do with Getting One Over Kinn or the family politics or anything else. its just all stemming from their own pure carnal feelings for one another.

so yeah. im tryna think of analogy here to explain my thoughts. ig religion is the easiest one, and one i Love for personal reasons but also bc the show itself is using it too.

i think to vegas, porsche = infatuation. porsche represents all the power and dominance that vegas wants. the wordly stuff. the materialistic stuff. that no matter how much you have of it, it still doesnt fill that void. pete = devotion. pete will go on to represent everything within vegas that was once a void but has now been filled. a true spiritual shift that he cant live without. where vegas can be wholly himself, both good and bad, and find some form of peace and completeness from, whilst still being accepted for who he is and staying true to himself.

[shiggyscumrag]

The Haikyuu Boys as Dad's HC's

Okay I've been having this baby fever funk for like 2+ weeks now so I'm gonna try to write it away😁 Also think of this as a late Father's Day special!

Kageyama

When you tell him your pregnant he just grabs your stomach and says "baby" 💀 and then kisses it and snuggles you for the rest of the day not letting you move

He would cook for you as much as he could while your pregnant trying to get you to eat good food

I feel like he would cook with his kid, like make you breakfast in bed a lot if he could

Everyone on his team would be flabbergasted when you showed up with a big round swollen belly delivering something he forgot. They would just stop and stare in disbelief.

Kageyama isnt the type to brag about you guys getting pregnant so no one obviously knew and everyone was shooketh

When your early on in your pregnancy he would sleep on your stomach all the time just cause he finds it comforting

He would get your kid a volleyball to play with

He would teach them just like his grandfather taught him

He wouldnt pressure them into playing if course but he would still teach them

If they did decide they wanted to persue volleyball he would gladly coach them

Hinata would get so excited and would get so hype to have a little person to play volleyball with

Hinata would love your kid but say shit like "She/He is nothing like you Kageyama-" proceeded by Kageyama karate chopping his head

Kageyama would be happy with as many kids you give him, I could see him with like 4 kids deadass

And each and every single one of your kids would have his smile😭

Kuroo

He's the type of dad to accidentally injure your kid

For example your kid would.be chilling on his shoulder and since the man is so tall he would accidentally stick their head in the fan or or he would tickle your kid so hard they would roll of the bed

He picks your kids up by their feet kinda like that one Chris Hemsworth photo

Would 10/10 read your kids bedtime story's till they fall asleep in his arms and he would slyly tuck them init bed after

He would say shit like "Mommy's the best isnt she?" "Ooo doesn't mommy look pretty today?" "No mommy was mine first!" "Mommy needs some alone time."

He would love cooking with his kid, idk why but he would.

He would dress his kids in Bouncing Ball merch and in Hinata and Bo's Jesersys every other game and they would love every second of it.

Your kid would have his sassy comebacks while having your looks and he says it's the best of both worlds.

Kenma likes to mess with your kid a lot, he is the God Father ™️

The first time kenma met your kid he just poked them and called them an it "it's cute I guess"

Bokuto

Bokuto would be such a hands on dad

He would go to every event, take part in every tea party or battle his kids wanted him apart of, he would even let them play with his hair and make him "pretty"

He would use his baby, like a couple month old child as a dumbbell🧍‍♀️

He would eat messily with them, like imagine how a little toddler eats pasta and bokuto would find it funny and mimic them and if they laughed he would continue to do it just to hear them laugh OH MY GOD I AM LITERALLY GETTING EMOTIONAL WHILE WRITING THIS WTF-

He would let his kids use him as a personal jungle gym

He would love when they come to games with you and whenever he would make his entrance he would look to find you in the crowd and point and smile at you CURRENTLY CRYING JALFKDBBAL

I feel like he would rub off on your kids ALOT, like I feel like they would look like him cause like string genes or whatever, but even if they didn't they would act just like him

Mini Bokutos running around everywhere all the time

Chaos 100% of the time

HE WOULD GET MATCHING ONESIES

Bo would have so many fucking kids omg- he would be like the more the merrier jgldmdhdkdl

Akaashi

Okay but just imagining timeskip akaashi rocking his newborn baby has my heart exploding

Honeslty that thought has me feeling like I'm gonna sob🤠

He's so fucking beautiful so obviously your kids are gonna be gorgeous duh

I feel like your kids would have more of your personality with his looks

He makes so many dad jokes while staying so monotone, then proceed to lightly chuckle to himself

Would have the PRETTIEST maternity photos with you omg

You guys would have those classic family photos of you all lined up in 90s style sweaters

Your that family that looks like they have their shit together all the time when in fact you dont and have chaos

Bokuto always throws your kid up in the air and Akaashi just kinda stands their monitoring the situation

Bokuto is best uncle and is so loving to the baby and so gentle when they are first born its actually adorable

Until Bo has a kid of his own he hangs out with yours whenever he can

And might I just add he would love the extra baby weight you would put on, he would say it's a badge of honor. Including any scars or stretch marks you get from carrying your little bundle of joy

Akaashi I feel like would be happy with one kid, but if you wanted more he would have more

Osamu

Your kid is now the mascot of his restaurant

He would dress his kid in food costumes for halloween

Atsumu is best uncle

He would make jokes about Atsumu being a bad influence on your kid and Atsumu would get so butt hurt kjskfjslsl

If his kid ever got hurt he would be the type to pick them up tell them they're alright and move on

Very gentle. But once old enough definetely playfully throws around your kid.

Like he'll through your kid onto the couch or bed. He'd also just swing them around as a way of playing with them.

He would kiss your baby bump everyday before he went to bed and before he went to work and when he left for work.

Like if your kid is barely walking or just starting to walk and they fall over he would say "It's okay, up you go!"

If he was the first one to become a father he would brag about it so much. He would text the old inarazaki group chat and tell everyone

Kita would congratulate him and he would cry, actually sob and you'd be freaking out asking what's wrong and he would show you the chat and you'd be like oh...okay

He would want two kids at least, maybe a third

All of them would tell dad jokes

[minahoeshi]

you were loved the most of all.

Ushijima Wakatoshi x reader | break-up angst

summary: You should've known that when Ushijima Wakatoshi found it easy to fall in love with you, it might be even easier for him to fall out of it. But who expects the worst when it comes to loving someone as seemingly perfect as him, anyway?

Chapter 1 of 2

Chapter 2 of 2

He said it was easy to fall in love with you. He said he didn’t know when exactly, at which place, nor for what reason. Simply one day, Ushijima Wakatoshi found himself looking at you with the epiphany that maybe there’s something more meant to happen between you and him. There you stood before him that day, the person he could promise love to. (And there he stood before you that moment, the boy whose promises you found yourself believing in no matter what.)

So maybe that’s why it was even easier for him to fall out of love. When he told you he was no longer in love with you, it didn’t matter to you to ask when exactly, at which place, or for what reason. Even the universe itself is meant to fizzle out one day along with the death of the stars. Just one more person drifting away from you like a lone planet with no real orbit shouldn’t leave you broken. You are used to this. You won’t fall apart.

But you break anyway.

It was snowing outside when he decided to tell you to end things now before it hurts both of you even further. Not that the snow has anything to do with the coldness creeping up your chest threatening to spill out of you in endless sobs. You were glad, though. That at the very least, he remained honest with his feelings. He never left you guessing. Every time, he never forgets to tell you what’s on his mind. His honesty is something he thought was necessary.

“I understand, don’t worry. Thank you for telling me right away. I know you’re also considering me–” you tell him and choke up. There are tears running down your face but you’re not worried about that. Wakatoshi never let you mask your emotions around him. For the longest time, he reminded you to feel free to be completely bare with him. All the good and the bad, he said. Don’t be afraid to show them to me. I will always understand.

He steps closer and puts you between his arms. You feel his chin on top of your head as you lean your face into his chest. You’re sobbing now. “I’ll be fine, Toshi. We’ll be fine.”

He kisses the top of your head and lets you stay in his arms for minutes. “I loved you then, and I love you still. It’s just that they’re no longer the same kind. I will stay if you ask me to, okay? Anything you want.”

This only makes you cry harder. He’s always been too good. And even in breaking your heart, he’s too good. You want him to hold on. You want to ask him to stay with you for years and years. Even with a different kind of love, you’ll let him be as long he’s close by. But someone like him who has dreams beyond yourself shouldn’t ever be with someone like you who still lacks certainty toward anything.

“Just for tonight,” you ask, still crying. “Can I stay?”

“of course,” he replies. Anytime you want. Anything you want. It has always been this way.

Because humans are creatures of routines and familiarity, you spend that night the way you usually do when you’re at his place. You cook dinner with him and eat on the dining table, sharing stories and laughter. You keep adding food to his plate and he smiles as you giggle at everything you find funny.

It’s okay, it’s okay. You’ll be okay. You’ll be fine.

You clean the kitchen and stay in the living room. He leans on the couch as you lay down with your head on his lap. You keep talking and laughing. He goes along, sometimes adding things to make you laugh even more, sometimes simply agreeing, sometimes asking questions. You keep it loud and light, afraid of the silence. Inside you, it’s so heavy, your heart might just fall off. This will be the last, you tell yourself. You want to be happy for now. While he’s still here.

"Do me a favor, okay?" You tell him as you're nearing slumber. "Let me leave first tomorrow. Maybe stay in bed, maybe pretend you're asleep. But tomorrow, don't get out of the room until I've left the house." Your voice shakes, feeling yourself wanting to sob.

"I don't want to wake up to another empty bed but I don't want to see your face when I wake up too," you curl into him even further. "I'm sorry for being selfish. I'm sorry I still don't really know what to do. And I know you wake up pretty early and you know, do stuff, but just for tomorrow, please?"

Wakatoshi didn't really understand why. He originally planned on cooking breakfast for you and taking you to the train station. He would watch you board the train and he'd make sure to smile at you as he waves. You always waved back. That's how it works. Even after fights, and even after especially bad nights, you'd still do the same. Watching you leave with a smile was how you both knew you'd still be fine the days after. That nothing much can affect your relationship. For years, this has been the routine.

But tomorrow, he knows he has to give way. He knows what he said hurt you. It would be wrong of him to do what he wants simply because he's used to.

Tomorrow's the last, he realises. And then if you want, he'd never see you again.

--

You wake up pretty early. The sky is a calm shade of blue, the world outside still waking up. You check the time on your phone and find it's 6 AM. Last night, you slept with your back on him. The sight before you is the other end of his bedroom and you notice just how much of yourself you've managed to leave around his place. Pieces of just one other person in his life, scattered in places around his world pretending that’s just where they belong. You didn't mind leaving things behind back then. You never really thought of the day that you might’ve to take back all of them. Just how does one pick up parts of themselves when they thought they’ve finally found a place for them to stay?

But as you stand up, you conclude that when things end, traces shouldn’t be left behind. He didn’t decide to break up only to be reminded of you even after you’re no longer close to him. So you go and pick every little thing that's yours. Even your jacket and sweaters and a few pairs pyjamas in his closet. You'll just take his things from your place too and hand it to Tendou's shop. Coming back here won’t do you any good. Him coming to your place instead wouldn’t either.

Collecting all your things, even the ones you can't use anymore, you leave the bedroom and enter the living room. You don't have many belongings here aside from some DVDs and books. You only take the books and leave the rest for him. You've always preferred reading anyway.

Setting your bag and things aside on the sofa, you go ahead and wash yourself in the bathroom and bring your toothbrush and some other products with you when you're done. You then head to the kitchen to cook him something light to eat for breakfast . You knew you didn't have to. He knows how to cook. It has always been him cooking breakfast for you. When you could, you’d rather stay in bed until the very moment you must start preparing to go to uni or work. But you did anyway. He's probably in his bed, awake. He has never been a heavy sleeper. With all the moving you did around his room, he was bound to wake up if he wasn't already.

You make him a simple omelette and write a small message on top of it with ketchup. "Good luck with practice today!"

You've already cleaned everything you used, preferring to wash and set utensils as soon as you're done with them. That way, when you're sitting down to eat, there won't be any cluster around to distract you.

You put the ketchup down and decide that should be enough. You'll stop here. You should go now.

Ushijima is sitting on his bed. He's been awake since 5 AM when he usually goes on his run. It isn't the first time he chose to stay with you instead of going out, but he can't help but feel heavy this time. He stayed in for you. But as the minutes pass by, it seems that he simply cannot find the courage to sit up and face you.

He wants to sink into his bed.

There's knock on the door followed by sentences uttered softly. "Toshi, I'm going now. There's breakfast on the table. Make sure to eat before you go."

There goes the heavy feeling again. Maybe if this keeps up, he might just actually sink and never get back up.

You've done that a few times. Leaving while he's still in the room. You don't even open the door. You simply knock and tell him you're about to go, always reminding him to eat before he goes too.

But this will be the last, he thinks. If you leave now, will he never see you again?

a/n

chapter 2 will be up soon not rly sure when tho. (it's up now the link is at the top)

also, im not entirely sure but i think i didnt use any pronouns or gendered nouns for this except "girl" in the 1st paragraph which i erased just now? if i'm right, then i hope everyone reading this get to feel as though theyre rly the person in the story. unless ofc u dont want that bc this isnt the happiest ushitoshi x reader fic u can find🥲. but thanks for reading!!!! m so sorry for typos nd other errors as well. i kinda cant read my own writings bc sometimes doing so makes me wanna smack myself in the head and never write again nd i hate that so now im leaving my mistakes to the gods nd hope they love me enough or smth. but yes thank u sm again for reading!!!!

[youngbloodlisk]

9-1-1 and Lone Star reactions (5/2/22)

9-1-1 (May Day)

i wanna fuck this Claudette bitch up

Albert clean shaven again?? thank god

i'd still set the world on fire for angela bassett

i used to like Josh but lately i feel like his character has been so weird like ooc and super annoying

those two just standing by sipping their coffee watching May go tf OFF at Claudette iconic truly

Eddie to the rescue

THE ALARM ISNT WORKING OH FUCK

oh this is crazy. Albert? Monday??? dude

wait so they're RIGHT above the blazing fire and not noticing any heat or anything. i mean i guess? cause like shoes they wouldn't feel the floor getting warm if that's a thing that would happen? idk im not a firefighter lmao i might be being stupid that just seems odd

okay okay NOW right after I type that Claudette goes "why is it so hot in here" Okay nvm ig!

NO WAIT SO THE FIRE WAS RIGHT OUTSIDE THE ROOM NO OKAY I FEEL LIKE THEY WOULDVE NOTICED THAT A LITTLE EARLIER THAN JUST NOW LOL

if they're abt to make me sympathize for Claudette........im not sympathetic towards rude bitches who are proud of their rudeness idk sorry!

like yeah that seriously sucks and im rlly genuinely sorry that happened to you Claudette BUT too many shows have shitty characters with poorly written sob story redemption plotlines that are meant to make me forgive their behavior. and im not forgiving your behavior bc of this!

"Josh, you're a dispatcher, not a firefighter. Today, you're a guest in this house."

"He's been waiting months to say that."

AS HE SHOULD YEP YEP YEP GET HIS ASS EDDIE

sorry maybe im being too rude to Josh for no reason i just can't stand him anymore 😭

i like Carson can we keep him around he's fun

Eddie getting Buck to stfu abt the fire-truck-on-leg aftermath god they're the greatest duo. Now kiss ffs

BOBBY ARE YOU CRAZY

yeah no time to wait around and share meaningful looks GET THE HELL OUT OF THERE ITS ON FIRE

you can't just make me watch Albert almost die and then trap May and Bobby under the ceiling AND THEN cut to a goddamn lowe's commercial

the 118 coming together to try to save Bobby im not crying youre crying shut up

THEYRE OKAY THANK GOD for a second i was thinking one of them was gonna be dead and i was RLLY gonna be crying then

YES EDDIE man knows where he belongs

Evan Buckley im gonna smack you if you don't stop treating Taylor like this I hate Taylor but I also hate Lucy and yknow what i hate the most? Buck's vanishing character development idk

May calling Bobby her dad IM NOT CRYING YOURE CRYING SHUT UP

pre Lone Star comment: im hoping this week's episode has a little Marjan cause i missed her last week there was hardly any of her i missed my girlfriend ! but judging by the preview i am not very hopeful for much Marjan screentime SO MAYBE NEXT WEEK

(back to 9-1-1 this episode isn't over yet)

i may dislike Josh but the mlm rep ! woohoo !

han brothers <<<3333 i love them

WOAH THEY KILLED OFF CLAUDETTE????

wow and something's up with Monday OH MY GOD THE PREVIEW FOR NEXT WEEK????? HOLY SHIT

9-1-1: Lone Star (Shift-less)

BANGER song in the beginning omg this song always reminds me of the Psych episode Talk Derby to Me cause it plays at the end when Shawn and Jules are skating together god i love Psych

dude what just- Tyler???

are pay phones wired to like not require money if you dial 911. cause like Owen didn't pay for the call and that would make sense cause it's the emergency line

i'm gonna Google it

YEP yep they can't charge for emergency calls that makes so much sense i had never even thought abt that

omg i forgot abt Wyatt

did Judd just throw up a peace sign cause oh my god that's funny

sidenote: im drinking an energy drink while watching these. it's currently 1am. im surely gonna regret this

room 127? 127?? nct 127?? alexa play superhuman

im rlly enjoying looking into Owen's childhood. as heart-wrenching as it is, it gives his character a further depth that was needed

THE CLOWNNNNN OHHHHH

oh god Judd oh no

"Hey, Wyatt, look at the damn thing. You ain't gonna make it worse." i laughed i love Judd sm

i mean he DID say he'd scream and pass out !

follow up on the pre Lone Star comment: no Marjan whatsoever i still miss my girlfriend this is devastating

no cause i relate so hard to Wyatt being all panicky not knowing what to do until Judd passes out and he's basically alone to figure it out himself. i work so much better, even under pressure, when no one is watching me

i love May + Bobby having their "she called me dad" moment AND Wyatt + Judd having their "he called me dad" moment in the same night that's so fun

Overall Comments

it seems 9-1-1 is still adhering more to the format of emergency calls, while Lone Star is more fleshing out the MCs' storylines.

i don't think one is better than the other necessarily, but i do miss having more consistency with Lone Star's format. but the storylines they're working with are pretty damn good and they're actually making me CARE abt the first responders' lives outside of the job. given that the show is meant to be centered around the job.

in 9-1-1 i'm usually less invested in the non-emergency storylines but i think that's because it feels like an afterthought for 9-1-1 while for Lone Star it's more of the focus now. that's interesting.

although, Lone Star focusing more on MC storylines does mean we see some character wayyyyy more than others and i don't like that very much. i miss seeing more of marjan and paul and all of them cause it feels like we're focusing so much on owen, judd's family, and even tk. love them all and love their plotlines.

just wish there was a better character balance in Lone Star. but the same could be said for 9-1-1 sometimes so yknow 🤷

right i think that's all i wanna say thank you and goodnight it's 2am !

[anneimaginesundertale]

Spooky Space Boys Collection Day 18

First Kiss — Sansy; requested by @isnt-that-something

This is still in that same little mini-series with Sansy and the same Reader he picked up at the grocery store. (I really don’t need to connect all these together, but I’m writing them all on the same day and I feel like it, so…) Enjoy! There’s one more Sansy one after this!

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You and Sansy had been going out for a few weeks now. You’d had that first “date” of pizza and banana splits, of course, and the date at the animal shelter. Since then, you’d had lunch a few times and he’d invited you to dinner with his brother. Sweets was a delight, if a bit loud and enthusiastic, and you’d loved seeing the brothers interact. They were so funny and sweet together. You’d cuddled and hugged and held hands, but you hadn’t kissed yet. It was a little soon for that, or to say the L word, but you could feel yourself falling for your punny bonefriend.

Maybe that was why you’d insisted that it was your turn to plan the date today. Sansy had treated you long enough. It was your turn!

You hummed happily as you walked through the grocery store, smiling as you passed the pizza aisle. No frozen pizza for you tonight! You had a plan. You checked your phone again to make sure you were getting all the ingredients. Luckily, Sweets had sent you a very thorough shopping list.

Sansy called once you got home, while you were starting your plan. “Hey,” you said, putting the phone on speaker so you could keep stirring. “How’s it going?”

“Pretty good, pretty good. How are you, cher?”

“Good!”

“Are you cooking?”

“Yeah.”

“What is it?”

“Date night surprise,” you said with a grin. “You’ll just have to wait and see.”

“Aww, really?” You could practically see his pout. “You can’t tell me anything? I mean, should I be in the mood for Italian or Mexican or what?”

“Not telling!” you singsonged. “You’re just gonna have to wait and find out!” Something beeped. “I’ve gotta go, sweetie. I’ll see you tonight. Six on the dot, okay?”

“I’ll be there.”

You hung up and went to deal with the beeping thing, then went back to the stove. The meal you were making was going to take all day, but it was going to be so worth it just to see the look on Sansy’s face. You wiped the sweat from your forehead and went back to cooking.

At six o’clock on the dot, you opened the door and let Sansy in. You watched his face light up as he smelled all the good, good smells that filled your house. “Cher,” he said, looking at you, “did you make gumbo?”

“I sure did!” you said. “Come on. Come and taste it!” You grabbed him by the hand and led him into the dining room, where you’d set the table. Not only had you made gumbo, but you’d also made salad, cornbread, corn on the cob, rolls…You had prepared a feast! Not only that, but you’d made enough that Sansy could have multiple servings if he wanted, and there would be enough for him to take leftovers to share with his brother. You beamed at him. “What do you think?”

To your horror, your boyfriend’s sockets filled with tears. “What?” you asked. “Don’t you like it? Sweets said it was your favorite. I thought—”

Sansy flung himself at you, hugging you hard and burying his face in your chest. “I love it,” he sobbed. “I just—cher, ya didn’t hafta…I…” He was overwhelmed with tears.

You held him closer and hugged him. “Shhh,” you murmured, rocking back and forth. “Shh…it’s okay…”

“I’m just so…I wasn’t expecting…”

“I’m sorry. If I’d known it would affect you like this, I would’ve warned you.”

“Ya couldn’t’ve know. I didn’t tell ya…” Sansy sniffed hard and looked up at you. “There’s a lot about me I haven’t told ya yet, cher. Didn’t feel like it was the right time to do it yet. But I guess now I gotta explain.”

“You tell me whatever you’re comfortable with,” you said. “Why don’t we sit down?”

Sansy shook his head. “Not in here,” he said. “Not with the food.”

“How about the living room then?”

“Okay…”

You led the way to the couch. You sat down and Sansy lay down, putting his skull in your lap. You stroked it gently as he started telling you his story. He explained that years ago, he and his brother had been in a famine. There had been no food. He didn’t give a lot of details but you got the feeling that he’d done things to survive that he wasn’t proud of. Both of you cried as he told the story. Food was a big thing for him now, he said. For him and Sweets. Sweets was doing a lot better, but sometimes, it was just overwhelming for him. The sight of all that food, the thought that he didn’t have to be hungry…it had been too much.

You hugged your boyfriend and apologized again. He insisted it was fine. You couldn’t have known.

“I think I’m ready to eat now,” he said at last. “Let’s see how you did on that gumbo, huh? I bet it’s good!”

“I hope so!”

It was good. Good enough that Sansy ate three helpings. He helped you put together a container of leftovers for him and one for his brother. The two of you watched a movie together and cuddled on your couch. Finally, Sansy said, “I better go, cher. Gotta get this good food home to my bro.”

You nodded. “Okay. Tell Sweets thanks for me. He really helped me with all of it.”

“I will.”

You walked him to the door. “I’ll see you soon, yeah?”

“Definitely. I’ll call ya tomorrow.”

“Goodnight, Sansy.”

“Night, cher.”

The two of you hesitated for a moment. Then Sansy reached up and cupped your cheek with one hand. “I love you,” he said. “You’re so good to me.”

You felt tears prick your eyes again. “I love you too,” you said, and you absolutely meant it. You leaned down and gently pressed your lips to his teeth. For a moment, all you felt was warm bone. Then you felt a spark, a tingle, and you realized he was kissing you back. It was definitely the best first kiss you’d ever had.

[hikari-writes]

『Haikyuu!!』

Fluff Headcanon

↬ Helping a lost child

Pairing: Haiba Lev

Warning: buncha floof

Genre: Fluff

Words: 841

A/N: oh my god, someone please give me the reassurance that this isnt overly ooc--- actually, no. tell me if its ooc even in the slightest id like to improve myself ksksksjd i just HAD to write this after i saw an art by suncelia_art abt the boys wearing as santa and workinv with children 🥺 poor lev, the kid he worked with was scared by him,,, 😔😔 please for the sake of my improvement tell me if i got his characteristics wrong qwq

➳ You and Lev were out on a date one Saturday. He excitedly talked about the movie you just watched, reciting some lines and acting as the character, which earned a giggle from you.

➳ Just then, the both of you saw a little girl looking around with a distressed look on her face.

➳ The both of you decided to approach the little girl, guessing by the way she’s looking around frantically, she must’ve been separated from her mother.

➳ “Hey, little one. What’s wrong?”

➳ You started and crouched in front of her. 

➳ She stopped looking around and turned to you, but after noticing a big shadow looming over her, she looked up instead, only to be greeted by Lev’s tall figure.

➳ From her short and small perspective, Lev seemed like an intimidating giant trying to eat her. So, she did the only thing she could think of as a kid.

➳ “urgh….Wahhhhhhhhhhh…….*hic* *hic*”

➳ The both of you started to panic as soon as the girl broke into a quiet sob (especially Lev, poor baby’s face went so pale). 

➳ You quickly try to calm the girl down, especially after receiving several suspicious glances from the walking passerby. 

➳ “*hic* Mummy….. There’s a giant…..huwaa...don’t eat me….”

➳ You looked over towards Lev and you have to admit, in your crouching position, Lev does kinda seem like a terrifying giant (as if he’s not already a giant even if you’re not crouching down).

➳ You gently picked up the little girl and patted her back, all the while being careful so as not to make the little girl face Lev. 

➳ “I think she was scared of you, Lev.”

➳ You whispered loud enough for him to hear, and although it hurts you to see his broken hearted face after hearing what you just said, you had to let it out to Lev or else he won’t really get what’s happening.

➳ “There, there. It’s okay. No one’s going to hurt you.”

➳ At those words, the little girl’s breathing relaxed and you could feel her hand moving to wipe the tears away from her face. 

➳ You let the girl down to get a better look on her face. She was facing the floor, afraid of meeting Lev’s face. 

➳ “I...lost my mommy...”

➳ Just as you had guessed, the little girl had been separated from her mother. You decided then that the best course of action was to bring the girl to the nearest police station.

➳ But Lev had already crouched down beside you and sent the girl a grin.

➳ “Well then, let’s search for your mommy together!”

➳ You were a bit taken aback by his decision but nevertheless, you smiled at his effort to show the small one he’s harmless.

➳ The girl looked at him reluctantly and gave a small nod, and you breathed a sigh of relief. 

➳ You looked back at the streets and were surprised to see many people walking by. You didn’t notice the increasing amount of people while you were busy consoling the little girl.

➳ “This is bad, Lev. The crowd’s getting bigger. How’re we supposed to find her mother?”

➳ Lev looked deep in thought for a moment before he turned to you with a face that definitely seemed like he had an idea.

➳ Before you knew it, Lev had already lifted up the little girl and carried her on his shoulders. 

➳ “This way, you can see more clearly right?”

➳ You turned to see the little girl’s reaction, and to your surprise, she seemed to be enjoying the high position she got. 

➳ “Ah, there she is! Mommy! I’m here!”

➳ A brown haired woman frantically made her way to where you were standing and she quickly hugged the child after Lev put her back down to the ground. You were relieved to see the mother and daughter reunited again and you couldn’t help the small smile tugging at your lips.

➳ The mother thanked the both of you for helping the girl and was about to leave when the little girl tugged at Lev’s jean and looked at him.

➳ “Thank you mister for helping me. And...uhm..i’m sorry that I thought you were going to eat me….”

➳ You couldn’t help but to stifle a giggle at the little girl’s apology. The way she said it was both adorable and funny.

➳ “No problem! Don’t get lost again, okay?”

➳ He said with a toothy grin and the girl nodded enthusiastically.

➳ After that, the both of you bid your farewell and went off to go back home. On your way, Lev suddenly asked a peculiar question.

➳ “Do you think I would be a great dad?”

➳ You almost tripped when you heard his question. You wanted to ask what made him ask that, but you yourself knew that it was because of today’s incident.

➳ You kissed him lightly on his cheek and gave a small chuckle.

➳ “I’m sure you will be the best dad one could ever ask for, Lev.”

➳ Lev blushed a bit at your compliment and replied with;

➳ “And you’ll also be the best mom to our children.”

[gayspock]

ok some star trek liveblogs

- its literally.. it feels like so long since i las t watched trek somehow idk how. i mean its been a while since i could watch it continuously and ive had a rlly long couipleof weeks tbh. but yah now i can probs finish ds9 at some poinnt this week if i rlly want to :3

- and also as like a fun little note. it took me SO SO long to get through tng didnt it christ? like its almost been a whole year since i first watched it, and i thought to myself "man idk if i should wait until my birthday again to do a st movie marathon" but i literally think it could so easily line up ... O_Owhich stupididk how its been tht long already my god.

- anyways i into the final stretch of s7

- and like okie dokie. worf. sigh. soft gentle sighs

- bc heres the thing its so weirddd bc i LOVE worf to the core but its SO funny bc like. i hated a lot of his tng eps- sorrryyy. though frankly thats not even ENTIRELT accurate, as usually not bc of him. i didnt hate worf eps, but a lot of the klingon eps bc the politics really did not do it for me at all.

- and more to the point. i DO feel like hes a little out of place, still, in ds9, even if he has offered some good stuff to the show

- but rn with ezri. sigh.

- bc frankly the thing is. whilst theres some moments that make me cringe and they're too stilted... i actually do like worf for his flaws sometimes. i dotn know. not as in im like ohh yeahh go mister sogynistic.... but in terms of a character i do find it. hm. refreshing is absolutely the wrong word, but i do feel there's more depth when you can allow characters to, like, actually be a little bit of a resistance at times. like genuine resistance

- and idk . but sighhhh sigh sigh. the thing with ezri is i like understand absolutely and i would ALSO feel that way with him not wanting to talk to her rn. like is it stupid ass the way he treated her? yah..... and not right BUT i'd be, like, "fine" with it in the sense of like. it would align with his character and i recognise his own shit is getting in the way and people dont handle/react to things perfectly and like- he did lose his wife, and stuff, and its not like... she owes him her time either like.

- bc like. if HE is not comfortable being friends with (or even talking to) his late wifes successor i dont think thats, like, a weird "hes runniong away; he isnt communicating" situation moment bc like. frankly its kind of obvious... why someone might not want to do that at all. its a unique situation. and GRANTED, yes they do have to work togetrher but like... i think its fiar if he just wants to keep it sort of civil and i dont know . sometimes you can just settle for things being awkward with each other, like? you cant make every situation perfect all of the time- and itsliterally fine, just grit ur teeth... granted i guess thats a very Me way of thinking abt it but like- but-

- BUT GOD SOMETIMES . theres some shit hes doing NOW in particular tht is making me claw my hair out just bc it seems.... AGAIN i want him to react badly if it fits him, but nonetheless ahrgh. WHY DID HE FUCK EZRI. SORRY I

- NOW WHY DID THEY ENGAGE IN INTERCOURSE LIKE THAT HM.

- BECAUSE THAT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME ON ANY LEVEL WHATSOEVER IS THE THING <3

- also the thing with ezri is im sobbing bc ezri soooo could easily be my most favourite of teh entire show but im just so sad she was brought in so fuckn late!!!!! like, im not actually wholly against introducing maincast so far along in THIS circumstance. like after 6 seasons? im ok with that. on the contrary i like it here, even if i dont usually like that kind of thing, bc it makes sense tht they have to change things to keep the show flowing (as u kno how s7 of trek can get a little... burnt out.. at least i felt that way with tng too). so im cool with her being new but its moreso bc we only have one season left.... and thts not enough time. does that make sense.

- bc like maybe if she was brought into s6, and then there were 8 seasons of ds9 i feel like tht could work? but only ONE season for development, esp so late when things are coming to a head...

- rn i feel like they have to rush a lot of her, and focus on her a bit too much and its not as organic as it could be which is such a shame bc its GENUINELY A REALLY INTERESTING FACET of trill culture, and i do find her compelling as hell but YEAH. i think them having to, like, so quickly demonstrate her as a person makes a lot of the execution... lose subtley? which is just like. gentle sigh. its not godawful but its, like, very.... season 1 and 2.

- anyways back to theshwo im really obsessed with damar right now. the absolute definition of some fucking bloke. and i meant what i said abt him and weyoun really feeling like a couple in the midst of a years long divor-

- SORRY.

- "if you think i dont know what youre up to, youre a bigger fool than dukat... 😠" "d..dukat?" "he used to entertain lady friends as well 😒" SO AS I LITERALLY WAS JUST SAYING. JEEZ.

- also god i really do not care for ezri and julian. i doubt anyone does but like i think it goes back to what i said above like

- frankly. i do not think even WITH development it could work (it just feels weird, especially with how they wrote julian and jadzia,) but its even more awkward and stilted with how we've seen... barely nothing of them together. like girlies what...

- i will say though. damar epic big dick moments help. im actually really digging him despite it all. help.

- and fucking- THE FACT WHEN EZRI AND WORF CAME BACK . THEY ALL CROWDED EZRI LIKE <333 WE MISSED YOY. AND W9DGJIDIFODJIOG. WORFWAS JUST 🧍‍♂️ LIKE HELPPP WHY ISTHT MAKING ME PISS AND SHIT AND

- also also also also. sighhhh omg. i get its like the final stretch now and we did get a lot of other character stuff earlier this season but i do hope they give the other girlies sth to do a bit more . im not worried abt it bc i figure we've just been focussing on other stuff rn but yah

- thats right sisko. malewife. you wear the apron.

- can i say i love kasidy's voice. like idk if its her accent or sth? but its just got that softness round the edges, my goodness me...

- i will say im squinting at the whole... her leading him down the wrong path. like what does it even mean, bestie. i know im not supposed to know yet. but goodness gracious me. i have a sense of foreboding- and NOT the one im meant to... like as in i feel like theyre going down a bad route narratively

- kai winns . whats his name. her assistant? fucking HATING dukat is fucking hysterical. he just smells it on him.

- WHAT A TIRESOME LITTLE MAN

- I AM BUT A MOON MADE WA- OHHHHH IM GOING TO BARF. DUKAT YOU ARE GROWING SO INSUFFERABLE. SOMEHOW MORE AND MORE SO.

- the fact she REALLY IS SICK AND TWISTED ON THAT NASTY DUKAT DICK. DEMENTED, TORMENTED, NOT EVEN SACRAMENTED

- the ezri and julian mess. even if i dislike it i do like worf just taking the piss out of him. get his ass. hes a child. sure. be a little mean its quite funny

- also damar and weyouns nasty little wretched dynamic.extremely fuckinh funny behaviour on all fronts. oh the girls HATE each other dont they ust. can you imagine being the fucking breen.

- no offence benjamin but shes so right fucking GETR HIS ASS, KASIDY.

-quark why are you taunting odo about his relationship with kira now hm.

- anywaysmy comments are getting inane i'll dump this big one at this point i think and continue whenever i have more to chatter about