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theradicalace · 1 year ago

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i feel like a build tolerances to various substances way faster than a normal person

#ace rambles #like when i first started drinking two bottles was enough to get me Noticably buzzed #but on halloween i drank 2 and barely felt it + almost no hangover the next day #when i first started taking edibles two got me so high that basically all i could do was sit on the couch and stim #this last time i tried to get high i took two and felt Literally Nothing and the time before that it took four to feel slightly high #and it's not like i'm doing this every day!#before halloween the last time i drank alcohol was in JUNE #and i only get high maybe every few weeks or so #so i guess i'm just weird?#and all of this is not even Touching my caffeine tolerance #it's really a shame because i like the way weed and alcohol make me feel but at this rate it's gonna get too expensive to be worth it #alcohol//#drugs//

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vaguely-concerned · 1 month ago

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the strength it must have taken for illario to not immediately go full 'lmao since when have you even had a kiss hello lucanis' sibling violence mode during the café talk. inspirational. rook and lucanis really were doing all that right in front of his salad huh

#lucanis is being SO cringe with that line right out there in public and I would die for him. it's just such a weird thing to say #tbf if anyone in the world is used to the insane things lucanis says and would go 'yes yes lucanis waxing poetic about coffee #in ways normal people reserve for trying to get in someone's pants (the roast won't fuck you lucanis)#we've all heard it' like it's all normal I suppose it would be illario. and also he's too busy with the 'shit fuck shit he's not dead #he's not dead of the family members 'supposed' to be dead we're at two definite failures out of two and woe me if the twain should meet #if that IS a demon in there it sure talks exactly in the same bizarre way only my cousin does #does that mean anything what the fuck do I do who do I kill about this' internal monologue I guess #dragon age #dragon age: the veilguard #dragon age: the veilguard spoilers #dragon age spoilers #illario dellamorte #lucanis dellamorte #rook x lucanis #rookanis #I mean he does very much say that to a non-romancing rook too which only makes it all the more delightfully odd #is it a very lucaniscore way of testing the waters. is it just how he always talks about coffee. many plausible approaches here #no one forced him to bring up kisses and 'you should try it' out of the blue like that is all I'm saying. he could have acted normal #(theoretically)#i feel there are reasons to read some stuff into it lol #lucanis when rye says he prefers tea: it's so over cautious overture I don't quite understand myself yet gently rebuffed #lucanis when rye takes him up on the 'so what should a first kiss be' theme: oh we're so back!!!! wait. what. what do I do now #what is this #it's kind of really sweet that rook answers with their own playfully florid beverage based barely hidden metaphor at the end too #matching freaks and having fun with it #as far as lucanis is concerned rye's only true flaws are 1) prefers tea to coffee (oh well. no one can be perfect. cross-cultural love #can conquer all even in this) and 2) weird taste in interior design (did we really HAVE to bring your 15 foot tall corpse statues #with us home rook. I can understand a tasteful skull here and there but this seems excessive. well if it makes you happy I guess)

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sysig · 1 year ago

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Permission to headbutt: Granted (Patreon)

#My art #UT #Sans #Papyrus #Ft. something smol and I do on a regular basis ♪#This could be Handplates or it could be classic Undertale I leave that up to you lol #I definitely picked up a lot of the style quirks lol - but there are some of the ones that I like myself! Like Papyrus' darkmode clothes lol #And Sans' shorts having the stripe in the front haha - little details ♫#Realistically it probably is Handplates tho just based on where my head's at lol - I love the Handplates dynamic :D #Handplates #I talked myself into it! Pfft ♪#I found myself relating a lot to Sans especially while rereading - I want nothing more in the world than for my siblings to be happy! <3 #So I gathered up a bunch of ideas of things especially me and smol do together and this was the most obviously cute one haha #Easiest to do! Tho I did still go a little extra on this lol #I'm trying to do more digital stuff ♪ It wasn't the best art day and I'm still a little nervous to jump right in :')#Not doing any sketches on paper beforehand feels weird but I guess it is thematic in a way lol #And I'm still pleased with how they turned out hehe #It really does feel nice to be drawing them again <3 #And doing silly sibling things! Hehe #I dunno how clear it is since it's so ingrained into how smol and I talk to each other lol family language!#One of us will literally just announce ''bonk'' and the other will prepare for/lean in for a headbutt haha #She is a tiny bit taller than me - it's not quite /this/ extreme but she does lean down for me! S'cute <3 #I like to think Papyrus would do the same hehe ♪ Let your lazy brother headbutt you! He can only reach so far!#On minimal effort anyhow hehe #It's just a fun way to be silly together ♫♪#Also yes I did show this to her and she cosigned lol - ''Cute'' -smol

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egophiliac · 9 days ago

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The cut they did with the latest chapter...Malleus was straight up a HORROR VILLAIN IN THE BEST AND MOST TERRIFYING WAY EVER.

"You're 'awake', aren't you, Shroud?" CHILLS LITERAL CHILLS

now, let's be fair to Malleus, he started out very politely! a dainty little knock on Idia's door. graciously allow a couple of minutes to give him a chance to realize that his rebellion is futile and all shall succumb in the end. then, when that doesn't work, a firmer but still unquestionably mannerly knock. then just straight-up haunting his shit

honestly, there was a surprising amount of Twst trying out just a little bit of horror movie in this one! like. you're having a nice cup of tea one minute and then it turns into Alice in Wonderland Does The Cube. everything's red for some reason. your friend's mom is actually a mass of giant shrieking arms rising from the depths to drown you in an ocean of chamomile. this is all a precursor to being hunted as the most dangerous game throughout a labyrinth by dopplegangers of your best friends. what's going on, Twst. are you okay.

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 12 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 12 spoilers #...this felt less tangential before i went to actually post it #my brain is all over the place right now i apologize #did very much appreciate how we cut from malleus' still quite polite knocking #and then when we finally cut back a few hours later idia still hasn't answered his door and the room is just SHAKING #malleus probably thinks he's still showing remarkable patience given the situation #anyway i do apologize for this again. for some reason silver going I PLAY THE OCARINA was ridiculously funny to me and i want it everywhere #i think just because we had an incredible superband for about thirty seconds there #i'm so sad we never got to hear any of them #just imagine it #like...okay we do know cater knows how to play guitar #(the light music club tends to be portrayed as more 'enthusiastic' than 'good' but to be fair that's probably mostly lilia's fault)#and then riddle on vocals and che'nya on bass #having not actually experienced any of their playing the actual quality of which is anyone's guess #meanwhile adeuce are doing interpretative dance over in the corner #ortho is delightedly pressing buttons on a soundboard with no regard as to audio harmony #sebek is sawing away at a violin with immense gusto and absolutely zero skill #and in the back there's silver just dead-facedly piping away on his ocarina like the weird little forest nymph he is #why no i still haven't gotten any sleep. too busy thinking about how much i really want deuce to actually ask riddle about his pet dog.#i want this to be the new running joke that deuce never figures out

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royalarchivist · 10 days ago

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Mythical Sausage: If you find that Brazilian boyfriend though, you let me know! Ok? I wanna say hello, 'cuz that must be a beautiful, beautiful man. 😉❤️

[Shortly after they say goodbye]

Fit: Pac, where you at, Pac? Where you at, Pac? I can't hold him off much longer!

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black-and-yellow · 10 months ago

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#Saw a man bite straight through a chicken bone on YouTube.#I was gripped. In awe.#A jaw strength rivaled only by - I thought to myself - Present Mic #can't even remember how I got onto the video but it's stuck with me ever since #he had a captivating positive vibe. I would enjoy a meal with him. The chicken looked a little underdone though #bnha #mha #shouta aizawa #hizashi yamada #present mic #bnha comic #not even technically a comic this bad boy is two slides #always thinking about the rooftop gang naming Sushi like 'whats everyones favourite food?'#and Yamada says 'fried chicken' like that would be the best name for a cat- actually. you know what. that is a pretty good name for a cat #Might call my next tarantula Fried Chicken. Who knows?#Edited the last panel to take out the speech bubble cause it looked like I was implying it was weird to eat bone marrow #But I meant the entire bone itself like the crunchy bit #But apparently they do that in some places so I thought that it might come across as a bit insensitive and I didnt wanna get cancelled.#eat bones if you want I would love to eat bones but I'm a coward #It's not really a thing in the UK I don't think. I've never seen anyone do it. I guess we just produce a lot of food waste.#so nobody was going to tell me you could eat bones? I just had to find out myself on Youtube?

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front-facing-pokemon · 14 days ago

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#cradily #ohhh i had some good angles for this one. but this one got all the votes but two #long #never thought i'd be givin that title to anything but snakes but here i am givin' it to fish and this thing #which is NOT a flower. i was told. last time 'round #though someone said “heartless lookin' ass” which i wholeheartedly agree with #i still need to finish like. all of kingdom hearts #my hope is to play through Every single kingdom hearts game. all of them. in order #so far i've done kingdom hearts and chain of memories. next up on my list is 358/2 days #i'm rather passionate about the concept of doing this but. just haven't gotten around to it. i've been playing other games #like i finished nier automata at the beginning of this year. liked that and decided to check out nier replicant #liked that game even more. and then went. wow. i want to play more nier games #found out the only other nier game‚ nier reincarnation #is a fucking. mobile game?? i guess?? and i was like ok what the fuck ever #and now i'm done with nier and i've moved onto red dead redemption 2. which is another one of those like #super duper popular games i've managed to learn nothing about #back here two weeks ago when i'm writing these tags i've only put like. two hours into it. i just barely got up to the new camp place #horseshoe whatever. i unlocked shaving. that bit #weird game for sure. especially coming right off the back of fucking. nier replicant #which is a game with talking books and magic spells and anime boys and air combos #to. red dead redemption 2. a video game about. a very slow-moving white guy who has to do a 5-second animation to loot a corpse #interesting switch but i'm here for it so far. i can definitely tell rdr2 is gonna be a sloooooow burn #problem is if i don't finish it by the time monster hunter wilds comes out #it's getting absolutely dropped #which. is probably gonna happen. sorry rdr2 #this is not about pokémon. check it out??? cradily???

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hajihiko · 1 year ago

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Soft 💝

#Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Hajime hinata #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #Danganronpa 2 #Kuzuhina #An art #I'm on some BL shit today I guess #So weird drawing him with 2 eyes...#Anyway Just School Friends AU #Early Friday fluff whee

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sixteenthtry · 1 month ago

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I know bro wrote this while pushing his glasses up with his index finger and a hand on his hip☝🏻🤓

#And it's not like I completely disagree with that girl btw!!#It's extremely nuanced whether “stage-gay” is considered queerbaiting especially regarding mcr #they knew their main audience regardless of what they said in interviews sorry lol #and It's hard to agree with him on this because at the end of the day he's a famous wealthy cis man in his 40's #Who's only ever had public relationships with women (no Bert does not count)#I love him and a lot of the times I am very much the “victim” to queerbaiting but hhhhhhhh #He doesn't really get to say “point missed” when somebody poses a just critique to/questions what he does #Because regardless of his messages it's not like he's an activist 💀#if that was really his objective there were so many ways for it to be executed #but I guess none of them were marketable enough at the time...#anyway weird rant in the tags #yk that moment when you really like someone but they happen to be human and have flaws? or maybe it's just me! /s #hello hi if you're still reading this I'm giving you a big homosexual kiss #mcr #my chemical romance #gerard way #my chem #my chemical fucking romance #gee way #shitpost

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untitled-tmnt-blog · 5 months ago

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I absolutely HAD to draw something for @phoebepheebsphibs's DTIYS (based on this pose)! I decided to mix things up a bit by experimenting with a more limited color palette, which was a pretty fun challenge.

#rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #pheebsdtiys #art #my art #my post #tmnt #alt text #dtiys #mikey #uify #until I found you #I don't actually know how clothing folds work #my “method” is throwing a bunch of stuff against the wall and seeing what sticks #which is basically my method for drawing in general I guess #trial and error #but I've definitely improved since I started so I guess it works right?#anyways #it's like 5am as I'm drafting this post #just finished feeding my daughter and waiting for her to fall asleep before I go back to bed #perfect time to draft a post and ramble in the tags right?#my schedule has gotten so weird with a newborn #but I make time for drawing turtles where I can #saw this dtiys and knew immediately that I had to do it #stayed up way too late doing it probably #but those 2-3 hour intervals where she's sleeping are a good chunk of my free time nowadays #and I am more than happy to spend them drawing uify mikey

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thesarcasticism · 4 months ago

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i rewatched the persona 3 stage plays and i'm insane about shinjiham all over again. what do you MEAN she had a dream where she talked to him before the final battle and they promised to see each other again? what do you MEAN he speaks the last words in the whole entire play, "I'm here, Kotone. Just like we promised," implying that it was a SHARED dream???

oh and don't even FUCKING get me started on this

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somegrumpynerd · 21 days ago

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I need more stuff of people seeing Killer with his cats for the first time. Like just, meeting him in any situation and he's so weird, he's got a long history of murder and he's dripping ooze constantly and he loves to be creepy and annoy people. And then one day walking in on the same guy holding a little cat up like a baby, kissing it's little head and being so gentle with it. I need more people to get the whiplash from that

#UTDR #UTMV #Killer Sans #I'm thinking of it with Cross (because of course I am) but it could be anybody really #Because Cross joins the group so like UGH this guy's such an asshole what's his problem why won't he leave me alone #He's so cocky and weird he probably kills stuff for fun #And then the instant 180 of seeing him cuddling a cat like it's the most precious fragile thing in the world #I just think it's funny to imagine #Always keep 'em guessing

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egophiliac · 11 days ago

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I'm very new to joseimukes, what happens when they reach the conclusion of the main plot? Do they keep the game going with a main story - part 2 and events to wring out every cents out of the audience or do they close down the servers and that's the end of it?? I'm scared for my twst obsession's future

honestly, this is the first game of this kind that I've played that looks like it's actually going to reach the end of the story without getting cancelled midway through, so...I have no idea! :') my gut assumption is that there'll probably keep being events and reruns for a while, until it finally stops being profitable enough to justify itself and they end service. but I am also interested in the answer, if other people more familiar can give their experience!

#twisted wonderland #joseimuke games are serious business #afaik twst is still doing well amongst the target demo and probably will for a while yet #the manga's still on the third arc and we know we've got at least three seasons of anime incoming #so they've been laying the groundwork for post-main story stuff to keep the interest going #and beyond that...we'll find out i guess #honestly i don't play a lot of very story-heavy live service games and this is one reason why #i've been thinking about it lately and i'm glad there's people out there uploading recordings and attempting to archive and preserve things #(i do have generally some weird feelings about this sort of stuff just as someone who does primarily digital art)#(so i'm not gonna say too much there because we have already gone off on too much of a tangent)

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aroaessidhe · 3 months ago

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aro & ace books: with internal illustrations!

Don’t Let The Forest In - YA horror - ace MC - internal/cover art by Jana Heidersdorf

The Wolf Among The Wild Hunt - NA dark fantasy - aroace MC/SC - internal art by Andrew Garin

In The Jaws of an Oak - adult horror/erotica novella - internal/cover art by author

Elatsoe - YA paranormal - aro coded ace MC - internal/cover art by Rovina Cai

Little Thieves - YA fantasy - demi MC/LI - internal art by author

Every Heart A Doorway - NA fantasy novella - ace MC - internal art by Rovina Cai

Fallen Thorns - NA urban fantasy - aroace MC (& SC) - internal/cover art by author

#aspec books / aspec database / tumblr masterpost

#aspec books #here's a weird specific grouping nobody asked for!#obviously not talking about comics here just novels with full page illustrations (or numerous significant chapter illos in elatsoe's case)#and also character portraits in fallen thorns #i guess there's earthf|own too but i did find the aceness in that so vague i almost missed it. maybe if i add some others later #i'm sure there's a few more floating round...#little thieves #elatsoe #don't let the forest in #every heart a doorway #the wolf among the wild hunt

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hoofpeet · 10 months ago

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Are you safe?

yah 👍 tl;dr our NOW-ex landlord harassed us for 7 months after trying and failing to run a rental scam. We had an eviction hearing this morning and literally 5 minutes after leaving the courthouse our now-CURRENT landlord sent us a lease to sign and agreed to let us move in this weekend. So yeah a lot of shit happened but 👍

#there are so many. batshit details i could share about this guy #but for now. tbh i'm so exhausted with this topic i just need to lay down for 3 straight days and. try to register everything #i still can't FULLY comprehend. actually being safe i guess #I think you can only truly understand the nightmare that was the last half year if you understand how colorado is #and the uniquely hellish non-existent housing market here #but anyway yeah. i'm safe now #i guess? just. having weird whiplash from planning for imminent homelessness/ [ ]ing myself to suddenly everything is fixed :]

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strandedtoodeep · 2 months ago

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*send a Tiktok edit to Logan* Wade: Aaah, the joy to share some Cherik edit now that you've seen the movies Logan: …Cherik?? Wade: …Yeah? Logan: The fuck is a 'Cherik'? Wade: Oh it's, like, their ship's name? Between Erik and Chuck? Logan: Oh. Oh god. *pinches the bridge of his nose* Wade: What can I say, you're stuck with me now big guy Logan: Nope, you're stuck with me. Wade: No u :( Logan: :) Wade: :)) Logan: Is that a double-chin? Wade: Nah, it's a double-smile so he becomes evil Logan: Uh. Wade: :))) Wade: And that's, it's a evil smile with a double-chin Logan: … *goes back on Tiktok in silence, but with a big fucking grin*

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