#so i choose to be validated :D

[rafesbbdoll]

nsfw alphabet . rafe cameron

warnings . mdni (content you choose to consume is out of my hands after this warning), public sex, panty stealing, male masturbation, cunnilingus, sensory deprivation, anything else lmk!

wc . 1.3k

masterlist

a - aftercare what are they like after sex?

right after, rafe would coax you into getting up to use the restroom no matter how tired either of you are. he draws you a warm bath, making sure you're comfortable once you get in. he's so tentative to your needs, talking to your gently, soft touches, words of affirmation. after the bath, he'd make sure you eat something, even if it's small, as well as making sure you drink some water. he would softly talk to you until you feel asleep in his arms.

b - body part favorite body part of theirs and yours

rafe loves his biceps. in almost all the pictures he takes of himself, he's always flexing his arm. knowing only a couple of years ago, he was a twig, now he's all bulked up and he makes sure that people know. rafe loves your tits, both sexually and emotionally. when ever rafe comes home from a stressful day with his dad or a deal with barry, your tits are always the cure. he'll use them as stress balls while telling you about his day. sexually, he'll cherish them like they're gold. he'd leave so many marks, biting and sucking on your nipples, one in the mouth and one in his other hand.

c - cum anything to do with cum

rafe loves to cum on your tits or your ass. he just thinks is so aesthetically pleasing to look at the aftermath. he thinks you look even more beautiful with his mark on you, and you indeed love it. rafe rarely cums in your mouth, but when he does, god is that man a whimperer.

d - dirty secret self explanatory

rafe steals your panties to jerk off with them. he thinks it's so explicit yet so adrenaline pumping. when he's jerking off, he'll wrap the undergarments around his dick, watching the pretty fabric move up and down with his hand. he cums quicker with them wrapped around instead of doing it with nothing. even a flashlight doesn't get him that close. that's just what you do to him!

e - experience how experienced are they?

not even trying to sound funny, but rafe has definitely been in the streets before you two met. he knows the different positions, different methods, literally anything. he knows how to get you going without even touching you, so let's just say he's got it handled.

f - favorite position self explanatory

cowgirl for sure. rafe loves it when you're on top of him. as i said before, rafe is a tits guy so when he has a full view of them, this man is losing his mind. he's holding you by your waist as you bounce up and down on him, making him throw his head back in awe. if you get to tired, he'd bring you down, planting his feet on the bed to thrust his hips up into you.

g - goofy are they more serious or silly in the moment?

i'd say rafe is more serious. he just wants to make sure you're comfortable and feeling safe with him. he's paying attention to your every sound and movement, making sure you're okay.

h - hair how groomed are they?

lowkey, i think he'd be bare. once in a while he'd let it grow out. i think he only gets rid of it when it becomes almost a sensory issue for him???

i - intimacy how intimate are they?

so intimate oh my goodness. he's always making sure that you're okay, keeping you close, whispering i love yous into your ear.

j - jack off how often do they masturbate?

he only does it when you're out of town for a business trip, which is valid because you do the same. sometimes he just gets sexually frustrated when you're not there so he has to relieve himself. he doesn't do it as much as he use to, only when he needs.

k - kink favorite kink?

rafe loves self deprivation, with consent of course. he just loves blind folding and tying you up. he knows that your pleasure is heightened when your touch and vision is gone, making him feel like he's in complete control. he would never do anything to hurt you in any like, especially when you're blind folded.

l - location favorite place to do it?

definitely the bedroom. it's private, comfortable, and easy to manage. he doesn't mind going elsewhere, but being in the bed is most preferred.

m - motivation what gets them turned on?

your hand on his thigh never fails to make him hard. and it could be the most innocent touch. say you're talking to your friend, and your hand rested on his thigh as you explained a topic of interest. his dick immediately springs up. of course he's embarrassed, but he can't help it!

n - no what they wouldn't do

he would never do anything to hurt you. he's not into choking, slapping (on your ass sometimes but not a lot). he's seen a lot of shit and it just weirds him out.

o - oral giver or receiver?

i'd say giver. just the way he treated sofia in season 4, it's kinda self explanatory. he loves it when you feel good, especially when it's from his doings. he would literally eat you out like he hasn't eaten in days. he craved your taste, you smell, fucking everything.

p - pace how fast or slow are they?

i feel like it can vary on the day with him. if he's stressed or pissed, fast. if he's feeling soft and tired, slow. he likes to take his time, but he also likes to get the release he needs.

q - quickie opinions on quickies?

he honestly doesn't mind. if you two are at the mall and you're trying on lingerie, he'd fuck you in the dress rooms first before buying it for you. he does like sex at home, but he doesn't mind a quick solution.

r - risk do they like to take risk?

honestly? yes. this man is a f r e a k. he would literally eat you out at the beach if he could. a few months ago, rafe and yourself ended up fucking on toppers boat while kelce, topper, and a few other kooks were on the deck below. lets just say, topper got left a little surprise.

s - stamina how many rounds can they go?

probably around 3. he'll hold out his orgasms just to make sure you've got the most of it before he finishes.

t - toys do they have any toys?

rafe owns one fleshlight, but doesn't really use it anymore. why would he use it when he had your panties?

u - unfair teasing?

rafe lovessss to tease you, wether it be not touching you or not letting you cum. however, rafe hates getting teased. "it feels like you're about to die from hornyness," rafe adds.

v - volume how loud are they?

he does not shut up. he likes to let you know that he's enjoying it just as much as you are. he's moaning, grunting, whining, you name it. hell even whimper your name when he comes.

w - wild card random head cannon

rafe would make you look at his dick if he sees something that he thinks is wrong. a few days ago, he made you inspect his balls because he thought he had herpes. it was a pimple.

he simply does not okay when it comes to contracting diseases or viruses, wether it's through sex or something else. he doesn't want to risk getting you or himself infected.

x - x-ray how much are they packing?

rafe is big. have you seen him??? pretty pink tip, at least 7 inches, girthy as fuck, and has a slight curve on the top.

y - yearning how high is their sex drive?

it's towards the middle. he loves sex, don't get me wrong, but he does love having quality time too.

z - zzz how fast do they fall asleep?

rafe always makes sure they you're asleep before him, no matter if he's tired or not. once you're asleep, he'd go to sleep shortly after.

thank you for 300 lovelys!

taglist 🩰: @rafestoothbrush @ohgodimgoungtodie @massivepenguinfart

[kashverse]

Hi! I don’t know if you’ve seen but there’s like cats reacting to the meow version of Creep by Radiohead :D how would Mr. Pickles and Baby react?

i don't know what is the meow version of it so i just came up with my own version of it ☆ kunafamily masterlist

it is an unusual evening in the sukuna household. not because babykuna is wreaking havoc. not because sukuna is having another existential crisis over her growing up too fast. not even because choso is here—choso is always here. no, this time, the cause of disturbance is something else entirely. choso, self-proclaimed ambassador of alternative rock, has taken it upon himself to introduce the feline representatives of the household to what he considers a modern classic.

the meow version of creep by radiohead.

he sits cross-legged in the living room, phone in hand, speakers at full volume. the room is silent except for the first melancholic “meow.” mr. pickles' whiskers twitch. baby’s tail stops flicking, going eerily still.

the trial has begun.

as the song begins, mr. pickles exhales. not a normal sigh—a sigh burdened with decades of wisdom.

"oh, this again."

his tired, half-lidded gaze shifts toward baby, the young, impulsive, emotionally volatile tabby sitting beside him.

baby is tense. his fur bristles. his ears flatten just slightly, the universal cat sign for offense. mr. pickles doesn’t need to look at him twice to know exactly what’s happening in his head.

"he did not just exhale like that. he did not just disrespect radiohead in my presence."

baby’s claws flex against the floor, kneading out frustration that only a cat snubbed can feel. mr. pickles knows this tension well. it is the tension between an old cat who has seen everything and a young cat who thinks everything is revolutionary. mr. pickles ignores him. he has been on this earth for far too long to engage with a radiohead purist. he chooses peace. he closes his eyes.

baby, however, chooses violence. his tail lashes against mr. pickles’ side. a direct challenge. mr. pickles does not react. but in his mind, he is already thinking, “this kid has no sense of musical history.”

as the first chorus hits, baby visibly tenses.

"but i'm a creep, i'm a weirdo, what the hell am i doin' here?"

it is as if something has awakened deep within his soul. he yeowls. loud. raw. guttural.

a cry that carries the weight of every lost midnight zoomie session, every betrayal when a door was closed before he could enter a room, every ignored demand for food. he is the creep. he is the weirdo.

his butt wiggles.

mr. pickles does not react. baby kneads the floor aggressively, eyes shiny with emotion.

mr. pickles does not react. baby turns to him, expecting validation.

mr. pickles is........asleep.

baby stares at the older cat in pure betrayal.

he nudges mr. pickles. no response. he nudges harder. still nothing. he lets out a small, scandalized chirp.

"you fell asleep?"

mr. pickles, without opening his eyes, flicks his tail dismissively.

"the 70s did it first. when albert hammond and mike hazlewood released ‘the air that i breathe.'"

baby gasps. the ultimate disrespect. he huffs, whipping his tail aggressively before marching away to sulk—dramatically, of course. choso, completely oblivious to the musical war that has just taken place, simply shrugs.

“guess they liked it.”

a/n: how old is mr. pickles really????

[tarotwithdanise]

HOW YOU GONNA WIN THEIR HEART?

꒰⠀from left to right ; intuitively choose the pile your mind, heart and soul desire for. if you are having trouble choosing the right pile for you, here’s some tips you can do ; (1) take a deep breath (2) close your eyes (3) ask guidance from your guides (4) finally open your eyes and you can choose the right pile for you by the guidance you ask from your guides. if you are still having trouble by choosing the right pile for you let me know because i am willing to help and guide you.

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PILE ONE

you're gonna win this person's heart by bringing your authentic self. you need to stay true about yourself, you don't need to change and let yourself show what you can serve on this person's table. honor yourself, feel yourself. show to this person that you intend to win their heart by letting your body sync with your thoughts and your deeds. let this selfless nature attract this person perhaps there are things that we tend to don't like about our personalities but then we can improve our characteristics right? and it sounds miserable when you are trying to be someone else you're actually not. this is someone that may not prefer playing mind games so they prefer someone who has a genuine intention and interest to them.

extra messages: jacket, yellow car, headphones, blue, 333, spiderman, asian, hair clamp, angel with a shotgun by the cab, 14, 02 , L and S,

PILE TWO

this person likes someone who has great humor. they want someone who can make them laugh in a way that they may be able to forget on how to breathe or the thing that their stomach hurts because of too much laughing. It's not that they don't like serious people but they have this motto "to live a life, you need to have fun and laugh". they prefer a long-term relationship with someone who doesn't bore them and a lot of fun and crazy things to do. they may want people to be perceive with their partner as nuts couple.

extra messages: a laugh that is like an old engine, 3 piercings, pearls, crazy, stupid, love (movie), this heart emoji "❣️" , 28, black crossbody bag, rainy days, bus station, pisces, taurus, aries, M, O, Y, T, and J.

PILE THREE,

make them feel heard and important. this person is not honestly looking for any good looking faces but they just genuinely wanted to feel like they belong. shows empathy and give validation about what they feel, they just want someone who is there for their long rants and actively listen in life that it can give upon them. it maybe because this person grew up in a household where their opinions and feelings are not valid. they are also someone who wanted to be seen.

extra messages: a box, hotdog, black dress, a park, a dump/secret account, 91919, G, I, U, C and D.

PILE FOUR

what a very mysterious energy from this person, they don't usually don't care about if someone else is trying to ruin them in terms of relationships. they are not looking for that a long time ago perhaps they may have this cold heart. otherwise, this person may come off as famous or kinda popular as i guess and they may prefer someone who doesn't care at them at all. also i get here that they may want someone who respect them as individual and as a partner, they maybe a serious person.

extra messages: infinity necklace, spiders, birds, a star, an anchor, a beach, a cute laugh, asia, france, 777, M, I, K, R, E and W.

[dontbesoweirdkira]

AH DO I LOVE YOU RANTING

about the weaponized incompetence batsis, thing is what you said is true about them not really that insistent to force reader to the vigilante route because she DOES have a valid reason. Barbara? On a wheelchair. Jason? Tortured, dead, replaced, revived. Steph and Cass? Dead and revived. Happened too many times already to kids under Batman. If anything it's called self-preservation.

I think that honestly the being peeved and possible jealousy is also true. If reader were to be skilled than most YET refuses to join? Boy. Jealousy of her skills, peeved at her indifference.

I can see potential routes to this.

A) Reader still weaponizing her incompetence, while the Batfam has mixed feelings of jealousy, peeved, disappointment yet can't bring themselves to force her because she is right! Girly just wants to remain alive.

B) If reader is petty as fuck, going foul aka bringing up the deaths and failures of her siblings during an argument with batfam, telling him that he got blood on his hands.

C) Somehow ending up as a vigilante but again, a petty as fuck one. REFUSES to be associated with the batfam, even having a really different aesthetic and working separately. Either kill like Jason OR do everything bad minus killing to the enemy to spite Batman.

D) If she has an assassin mama, goes back to her mother's side of the family because she ain't dealing with Bruce.

Hello again! I'm happy you enjoyed the last post :)))

For an interesting plot, if you were to write it, i'd say go with the kids being upset/jealous with the reader thus thrusting her into the line of fights with them. They want her to be side by side with them. Patrol is not always about crime fighting because some nights nothing happens. It's a bonding moment. They rooftop hop and act silly, they want you there with them. They feel like you don't want to be there with them...it's hurtful. They bug Bruce about it to get him to force you into it but he allows you to choose. They might be pissed because they didn't really get a choice. You're going to be here with your siblings.

Maybe they don't fully understand your worry because all of them will obviously protect you. Especially the older ones in the group. You'll be fine. You don't get to be miss perfect, Bad things happen and you don't get to escape that out of fear.

I personally would say C option. Perfect example of weaponized incompetence . Jason would be loving you so much. Ya'll would be amazing together and everyone else is like...maybe don't be so brutal?? they'd try to split you up and explain what you are doing wrong. Doesn't work obvi and you are back to being a menace with Jay.

Bruce would intervene and maybe threaten you with going back to your moms. Or maybe he'd force you to stay back like you wanted...Who knows.

But B is my personal favorite because i live for Bruce slanderrrrrrr. Spit on him too just to add extra flavor.

All of these are good options though!! A lot for the imagination. Especially depending on how you view each character. You can get insanely dark with this if you want tooo.

[mochifiction]

As someone who agrees with a decent amount of the pre-war Decepticon party’s views in certain continuities, some of y’all new fans are starting to piss me off with your belief that D-16 was correct in Transformers One. As someone who does a lot of community organizing and writes on sociopolitical theory vs. practice, especially within the context of the anti-colonial struggle (as well as the Black struggle simultaneously or separately depending on the context), a lot of the reasons you all choose to support D-16 and diss on Orion are actually obscene and you need to crack open a book. I normally don’t like shoving theory in people’s faces, as I think that it comes with a pedantic demeanor that relies on belittling people and feeding a moral superiority complex amongst academics. However, this is one of the cases where I think a lot of people truly need to take the time to read into why D-16’s emotions and initial reactions are valid, but the decisions he makes in providing solutions are wrong. That being said, I will be writing a paper on D-16’s fall from grace in conversation with Paulo Freire’s “Pedagogy of the Oppressed,” because a lot of the ways in which Freire discusses how the oppressed become their oppressors in the name of liberation, which is no fault of their own in some areas, is relevant to D-16’s transformation into Megatron. A lot of you are thinking with a more pathos-based means of societal change without thinking about realism, practicality, and actually analyzing D-16’s character and why he does what he does. It is more so an attempt at self-preservation and closure from embarrassment (specifically from taking the bait and living as a conformist) than an actual attempt at political change. I also encourage new fans to get more acquainted with Transformers continuities to better round their perspectives, as a lot of this is turning into the “Killmonger was right” discourse, which is problematic for a lot of reasons as a Black scholar who discusses Blackness, representation, and political discourse often in their writing. Seeing these really bad takes spread online, not only hurts how people interact with Transformers media in the future, but arguably indicates a rise of certain short-sighted political philosophies that translate directly into activism.

[satans-codpiece]

tf one spoilers

some character study on D-16/Megatron

I love, love, love that TF One's D-16 even before Sentinel's reveal is so completely inundated with violence; he's forced to work a dangerous job- so dangerous the SOP is to leave trapped and injured bots behind with no hope of rescue-- with the threat of demotion to even worse things hanging overhead, his superiors can strike him without any consequence, and D-16 accepts this as how the world is. He tells Orion that Darkwing was right to strike him because he was talking back, that's just how it works.

and finding out that his lot in life was just a bad draw, that he happened to be among those who were stripped of cogs and made to be slaves? his only world view forces him to see the violence he's endured as the only acceptable penance.

and every moment after the reveal, he's only made more secure in this world view.

Starscream says he's going to kill all of them, that raw superiority of power is the only measure that matters- and D-16 meets that challenge. Starscream and the high guard! the very cybertronians who were meant to protect the Primes, these people who should represent the "good" version of Cybertron- the Cybertron before Sentinel's betrayal. They're fighting Sentinel, they're the good guys and yet they, too, use violence as their core language.

That- and then immediately after D-16 is kidnapped, threatened, humiliated, and tortured by Sentinel himself.

His gut reaction of rage is never allowed to cool off, he's angry and had never allowed himself to validate his own anger before. Of course he's not going to back down come the final fight.

worse, actually, that Primus itself chooses right then and there-- not after ages of war with quintessons, not after ages of slavery and mutilation of newbuilds for one man's pride-- but after Megatron declares his own identity and that he wants to tear down the whole broken system, only then does Primus intervene and return the Matrix to the world in the form of a new Prime.

And it's orion fucking pax.

No, Primus doesn't care about Megatron's suffering, but Orion- Orion who Megatron takes punches for, the dead weight friend who will drag him into messes over and over, but can't support Megatron's rage just for a moment- and just when Megatron sheds himself of Orion's my way is most important bullshit, Primus itself spits him back out as a fucking Prime.

[a-d-nox]

Hi idk if its possible but i want to ask what aspects can indicate someone regretting losing u or them just coming back to u

what causes a person to regret losing the relationship/connection in synastry

we will do one of these questions today and then another wednesday because i feel this is a double header.

time for a mini chat though because questions like this make me itch as a sagittarius venus... a shadow work proposition: why are you so focused on someone from the past? if they truly valued you, they wouldn’t have left - or at least they would have made it clear they will want to return (in my opinion this can also be a gut feeling). instead of dissecting astrology for their (and you face the potential you'll find its your) potential regret, ask yourself: do you even want them back, or are you just attached to the idea of closure or validation? the energy you’re likely putting into this could be better spent on yourself, your growth, and the people who actively choose to be in your life... closure is fine but validation is something you should consider working through individually instead of within a relationship.

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your saturn aspecting their moon or venus: they likely felt serious about you, and losing you may feel like a lesson in love.

your saturn aspecting their venus: they feel bound to you - they have deep feelings regarding you no matter the distance or interval of time that passes.

your neptune aspecting their venus: they are likely to idealize you and might find in other relationships they compare their connection with you to the connection they currently have. often this aspect also leads to on-and-off connections (neptune can be flightiness and venus often wants what it can't have) but also regret of having left in the first place.

your pluto negatively aspecting their venus: this indicates a deeply transformative and intense bond that lingers in their memories/heart.

your south node aspecting their personal planets (especially their moon or venus): your connection for them has a strong karmic / past-life feeling that they can’t forget. they feel as though they “belong” with you.

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[pressureplus]

sebby x transmasc reader headcanons? i'm feeling self indulgent today >:)

Whoo, Yeah! I'm finally getting to answer this one! I personally have little to no gender at any point in time, and my lovely Co-Star has all of the gender and fluctuates fairly regularly between the shiny genders they've collected. So this is written from the shared trans braincell, gotta support the homies ✨

(Hope you have a wonderful day!)

Sebastian Solace x Transmasc Reader

[Warnings: Transphobia and misgendering (neither one from Sebby) and mentions of Dysphoria]

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• Honestly, this fish bastard couldn't care less

• Your gender, job, and species are COMPLETELY irrelevant to him, the ONLY thing he really cares about is whether or not you are going to buy his stuff

• His gender? Shopkeeper. Now give him your data-

• If it's not addressed, you are literally just another man that Urbanshade sent on a suicide mission, he really doesn't care what is or is not in your boxers

• Can't stress enough that he's ONLY supportive when you or someone else brings it up, Sebby never pushes the topic. If you didn't know you told him or that he found out, you'd honestly think he didn't know

• Now, are there ways this becomes relevant to him? No, absolutely not, you are just another guy that's going to buy an expensive flashlight and then die several terrible deaths.

• It's not until one of the other expendables starts to misgender you that he even seems to notice

• "She? I don't particularly see any women in my shop at the moment- If you're sick I'm going to have to ask you to leave so we don't catch whatever nasty thing you have."

• "I think you meant 'Him', as in 'I am going to hand Him my gun and look away when He makes you a stain on my tile'. Do you understand me, expendable?"

• "It's funny hearing someone only packing 3 inches try to decide what is and isn't a man. I think we all know his is bigger than yours is, so if you could shut up about it that would be great."

• Sometimes he's more sassy, sometimes more outwardly aggressive, and occasionally he tells someone off in a way that's a bit more on the side of entertaining, but he does always make a point to stick up for you

• If you need your hair cut, he'll do it. He cuts his own hair and has for the last decade, so he's actually pretty good at it! Better at messy styles, but he'll try a clean one if you really want him to

• "If you die because your hair is in your eyes, I won't get your data. You must understand this is to my own benefit, Y/N."

• Sebastian is... Starting to call you by your name. You're not sure when you stopped being an expendable like everyone else and started being the name you actually chose for yourself, but you've surely become different to him

• Sebastian was born a man, and handles issues regarding your situation completely casually unless it 100% HAS to be verbally brought up, so you are left completely confused by what you did to get closer to him like this

• Was it somewhere between him validating you or defending you? Was it when he sat with you for the first or third time while you were wrestling your disphoria? Was it trust, or maybe pity... It couldn't be pity, right?

• One day you'll find out he's sees himself in you

• He says it like a joke when he starts to talk about how they treat you differently when they don't understand you. Researchers treated him the same way a handful of the other people down here treat you.

• He knows it's not quite the same, but it feels the same for him sometimes. When they call him 'it' instead of he... Sometimes he calls himself an 'it' or a 'thing', too even though he knows he hates that. Do you feel that way when they call you a she? He'll just go ahead and start banning those people for you both, he doesn't like them anyway.

• He isn't comfortable in his own body anymore either. He didn't choose what he is now the same way you didn't choose what you were born as

• Sometimes, his body doesn't fit right, either. He hates that he understands that feeling, but he does...

• He's starting to get comfortable with that familiarity, and with maybe not feeling so alone

• Is it wrong of him to enjoy having found someone he can relate to? If even just a little?

• Sebastian knows it's probably awful of him, but he's making a point to be good to you for it

• It makes himself feel better for a while when you can connect like that so naturally...

• It makes him feel human again.

[vervielle]

Please miss, can i have some more aquaball/aquamarine x eyeball(ruby)? (and mayhaps a bluebird azurite? its aight if not tho lol)

Aquaball and Bluebird Azurite

Aaaannddd then their fusion

I really like the thought that Bluebird has just like lit your house on fire and now is staring you in the eye because she knows your dumbass doesn't know yet

Also I HEADCANON !! I HEADCANON EYEBALL RUBY LOVES VALIDATION AND ESPECIALLY FROM BOSSY WOMEN TOO BUT SHE TRIES NOT TO SHOW HOW SHE LIGHTS UP WHEN SHE ACTUALLY GETS THAT VALIDATION

YOU CAN'T TAKE THIS AWAY FROM ME

Also I feel like aquamarine can be mean with her words but she chooses less harsh words (like dummy) if referring to eyeball I'm gonna crash out

Also thank you for that reaction picture along with your request, it made me giggle lolol

Sorry for taking so long to get to you, and thanks for the request, GenericGalaxySpy!

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Sooorrry this was spposed 2 be out on Friday but then I got stressed out cuz I've not really been getting a healthy amount of sleep lately plus that piled on top of a bunch of work plus moving schools plus emotions plus more bla blah Tumblr shouldn't be my place to vent so

I've just been busy, that's all :D (im gonna explode)

[dilfl0v3rss]

boxer!todo who trains almost every damn day. always wanting to be at his top physique at all times.

boxer!todo who lets you come with him to every training session or workout at the gym so you don’t get lonely.

boxer!todo who is undefeated due to his raw strength and ability to adjust to anyone’s fighting style. he’s beaten men bigger and faster than him because he’s just that good.

boxer!todo who doesn’t allow you to come to some of his fights. not wanting you to see how gruesome it could get in the ring.

“papa why notttt” you whined, feet stomping on the ground as you followed your boyfriend around the house. “cause i can tell how it’s gonna go. ion want you seeing all the blood and bruises ma.” he said calmly as he bent down to grab a water from the fridge. “but he was talkin so much shit at the press conference. talkin bout how he’s the best and how you never gon amount to him. wish i could fuck that nigga up myself.” you mumbled your last sentence, making todo chuckle as he watched how upset you were getting. you took the insults worse than him, and he was the one getting them. “don’t worry mama ima whoop his ass. jus need you t’stay here when the day comes while i go handle my business, aight?”

boxer!todo who spends his day offs taking you out or chilling with you at home.

boxer!todo who spoils you rotten with most of his money. if there’s was something you liked, expect it to be at your doorstep within the next week.

boxer!todo who makes sure you always have a good view of him at the fights he lets you attend. loving how you scream for him when he does a move he’s been working on or how you’re quick to lift him up when he takes a particularly hard hit.

“cmon pa we eat those”

“you got it baby hit him in the body”

“focus todo! you not done yet!”

“uhh huhhh he can’t fuck wit you baby”

he loved hearing your pretty voice.

boxer!todo who made sure to give you a reward for keeping him in check during ever match.

“you my good little motivator ain’t you mama?” his thrusts were quick, large hand pressed down lightly on your stomach so he could feel himself moving inside of you. “mhmm. you d-did so good daddy” you moaned. todo smiled as he began fucking you deeper, making your back arch off the bed as he caressed your cheek with his other hand. “did good ‘cause i had you there to cheer me on. love makin my pretty girl proud. you proud of me ma? lemme hear you say it.” todo didn’t care about how anyone else felt about him, but you. always seeking your validation after a good fight. “m’so proud of you. there’s n-nobody better papa.” “uhh huh. nobody.”

boxer!todo who also fucks you so good when he’s not happy with his performance after barely winning a fight that should’ve been “light work” for him. feeling that since he couldn’t give his all in the ring he’ll make up for it in the bedroom.

boxer!todo who never went out partying after his fights. always choosing to relax at home with you rather than be in a room with a bunch of drunk guys and bitches with their asses out.

boxer!todo who has you wear his chain during every match. you bought him the chain as a gift when he won his first fight as a pro boxer. it wasn’t the most expensive, but it was still worth a lot. you saved up for months to get it for him and he almost cried when you showed it to him.

“you didn’t have to-” “yes i did. you been working so hard and you deserve it. gon be the best there ever was baby” todo’s eyes began to water as he let you put the chain around his neck. it fit nice, sitting right over his strong pecs. “cant wear it while i fight so ima need you t’keep it safe f’me. that okay ma?” you nodded your head before giving him a passionate kiss on the lips. “i don’t mind wearin it as long as you continue to think of me” todo smiled, wrapping an arm around your waist as he pulled your head into his broad chest. “always.”

boxer!todo who keeps a level head for most of his fights, never really letting the trash talk at the conferences get to him. he saw no point in trying to get a rise out of his opponent and felt that they should feel the same way, but they never did. there was only one time he let his anger take over and it nearly got him disqualified.

“a.t how do you feel about your ability to win this fight” the reporter said. todo kept his face serious as he thought about his answer. “well i been training real hard, learning some new skills. i feel like if i keep my head straight and fall through with my plans i should be able to win this thing.” he toyed with his chain as he spoke, not really thinking anything of this little event and just wanting to get home to his pretty girlfriend. the reporter asked his opponent the same question, and while he answered he noticed todo wasn’t paying attention to him at all. still playing with the gold around his neck. he noticed that it was the same chain he’d see you wearing when he would come to scout todo’s matches. a smirk planted on his face before he uttered something he’d come to regret. “yea i know ima win. and after i do, ima bring me a honey home. might even give his little girlfriend a taste since i heard she got a thing for winners.” loud gasps immediately filled the room as well as your living room while you watched the whole thing live on the edge of your couch.

everyone waited for todo to retaliate, but he didn’t. he kept calm as a small chuckle flew from his lips. holding his head down as he began to crack his knuckles. “we’ll see.” was all he said before the press moved on with their next question. everyone thought he was fine. his opponent even slumped down in his chair a little more as he thought his insult did absolutely nothing, but you knew the truth. todo only cracked his knuckles when he was angry. really angry. usually only doing so to keep himself from punching or breaking something. when he got home that night he acted as if everything was fine, but you could tell he thought about it all the time. by the way he’d hit the punching bag with a little more force than usual or how he nearly sent his trainer flying out the ring before walking towards his locker room. todo was pissed.

when the day came he made you promise not to come to or watch the fight. the seriousness in his tone made you worry, but you fell through with your promise because it meant so much to him. when todo came home it was a lot earlier than you’d imagine. his fights usually took thirty minutes to an hour, but at this rate his opponent couldn’t have lasted longer than the first round. “you win?” voice small as you watched your boyfriend quietly walk straight towards the bedroom. “mhm…” he walked into the room, closing the door behind him. you scrambled to your phone to see what could have him acting like this. a quiet gasp left your lips as you watched clips of the very short fight. like you thought, the poor guy didn’t last the first round. receiving blow after deadly blow from your boyfriend before eventually getting punched so hard in the face that he flew to the other side of the ring. “mama get in here! need you right now.” you smiled before taking a deep breath and skipping your way to your bedroom.

boxer!todo who fucked you the best when he was hot and jealous after a fight.

[yan-heta]

Howdyyy! Could I request U and D from the yandere alphabet for 2P! Canada? TY in advance!

YANDERE 2P CANADA ALPHABET (D & U)

★ NOTE ;;

— Hetalia in the big 2025!? Yes, oddly enough I am alive. I almost abandoned this blog honestly, because I lost interest in the anime until it regained its hold against me once more. So if anybody has more requests, then better late than never.

Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will?

Amongst all the other contenders for your love, Mathieu would most probably be the most sensible, patient man you'd ever have to deal with. That patience of his translates to his willingness for you to warm up to his presence once he finally has you in his arms. The word "punishment" doesn't often mean its textbook definition when he deals with your rebellious behavior. He's raised cruelly, seen and felt how cruel physical abuse deals with your psyche. Hitting his beloved means willingness to break them and in no way, shape or form is he even willing to lay a hand on you.

Mathieu breaking a limb or two? God, he'd rather be mauled than witness you breaking the same way his other victims — your past exes, those who dare hurt you, the people he considers the obstacle standing in between your love — do; all begging for mercy, broken and scarred beyond repair. Hell! despite being locked away in some forest, dense with tall standing trees and uncharted trails, other than your isolation in nowhere-land, Mathieu ensures you're aware of your privilege in the cabin. You can eat whenever you want, sleep wherever you wish, bathe and maybe even cuddle with the man if you want to warm yourself up whenever you need a heater— escape isn't an option for you either way. He's aware of that, you're aware of that too, because he's already carefully demonstrated how arduous it'd be to even expedition beyond the rocky, foggy mounts of the country. You've done so once, and it took Kuma's efficient scent glands to properly find your frail, nearly decomposing body.

Yet even after countless escape attempts? Mathieu never once had taken away your rights, never once made an attempt to break your bones or shackle you to the bed or mocked your pathetic confidence when you'd confess you'll never give up from running away. A simple "tsk" from him there as he patches your strained knee up, a heavy exhale too and gentle scolding under his breath— but never once a threat. He'll take away the stolen bag you kept under your bed, maybe even build heavier security around the house, but he'll still feed you when you refuse to eat, and kiss your forehead every night as you two sleep in the same bed he's carved for you; pretending as if today wasn't another failed attempt at running away.

Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere?

I'd say he's one of the more kinder lovers, as previously stated from above. He doesn't take away your freedom, and doesn't find the need to break you in just to feel an ounce of your love. For him, to achieve something you've always wanted, you have to work for it. Just like a well-carved wooden bowl, spun from gentle yet scuffed hands, Mathieu is a careful guy. He chooses his words for all the rare times he's spoken to you, and he often holds back on his anger before fully exploding. Unlike Oliver or Luciano who can be easily triggered by personal attacks, Mathieu knows your threats are valid, sometimes weaponized against his insecurities— but he'll never let the anger consume him, never use you as an outlet for his destructive behavior; that's where hunting down poachers and smoking outside your home comes into play.

He also takes the one of the longest time to let both yourselves be fully acclimated to physical attention. He's aware that, again, romance is earned. And it's not like he's also used to close contact, skin to skin affection. Though thoughts may fester - he wants to hold you, feel your breath prickling against the fuzz of his chin, know what it's like to fully entangle your legs together - he doesn't force it upon you, doesn't pressure you to submit to the standards of what a couple should do because everything about you two is an unconventional romance. He'll hold off for as long as you can imagine, and will only touch you if you give him the go signal, if it's you who approaches him with the intentions of wanting to be held. Otherwise, he'll simply play a fantasy of what it's like every night. Sleeping beside you is enough, being in the same space as you, being aware that you're alive and with him is enough— everything else that he wants will come sooner.

[exercise-of-trust]

very very last minute art requests: your choice of andreth or post-angband maedhros? i know it's been a while since i was a tolkien main but. i do still love them so dearly... (valid if this is too last minute btw) (also! hi!)

HIIIII DEARLY BELOVED FRIEND!! thanks for your patience while i worked through all the rest of the request backlog; i thought about it and i couldn't choose between them so have both :D a maedhros who really should not be up and moving yet, “seriously maitimo the bags under your eyes are deep enough to store half our grain supplies for the year,” but if he sits still too long he gets antsy — and a small andreth, in a more peaceful time in ladros

also, while i was working on these i was possessed with the horrid idea of "the athrabeth but for mumblemumble reasons it's maedhros instead of finrod," allow me to share the vision:

Everyone Is Traumatized And No One Is Having A Good Time, Is The Idea. idk! it made me laugh anyway! hope you like them, thanks for stopping by!

(not currently taking requests; check back in like 3-6 months maybe)

[cherishedproperty]

A Submissive Origin Story

Most of the time when people ask what made me submissive, I shrug and say it’s just who I am. I don’t believe that submission inherently comes from somewhere; sometimes it’s just who we are.

But lately I’ve been working through a lot, trying to get to a mentally healthier version of myself. I’ve been thinking about the high expectations placed on me as a child and the stressful environment around me. My dad in particular was emotionally unpredictable. He could come home in a great mood, then lecture us for an hour over some small turn of phrase he didn’t like. And as the eldest daughter (yes yes, I fulfill ALL the stereotypes), he was particularly hard on me. I remember in 2nd grade, I brought home a spelling test and was proud that I got a 99%. My dad lectured me for more than half an hour about how I can do better. This is one example of many. A few years ago, my dad told me, “I never had to spank you or anything. I learned early on with you that all I had to do was make you feel like a disappointment. That always worked. And look how successful you are now.” His intentional parenting philosophy was to cause me psychological pain. Thanks, Dad.

And listen, I know it’s all fucked up. I know he was wrong to do all that. That’s why I parent very differently, and why I chose people to coparent with me who would parent differently. But it did shape me. It still does. All of this made me a person who can read people really well and take the perspectives of others. I know what people want and how to cater to their feelings, because I had to. It made me a more effective communicator because I always needed to choose my words carefully before I opened my mouth. It made me an overachiever—yes, very successful, but also someone who feels I have to work twice as hard as a normal person to have a chance at being good enough. Someone who thinks giving 100% means giving until I legitimately can’t anymore. Someone who needs clarity and validation, because I starved for it with him.

Lately I’ve been processing all this and also working through a present day set of issues with my dad. So all of this has been very much on the surface.

Then a few weeks ago, I was getting ready for bed one night, and it was very clear Monsieur wanted sex. Had been thinking about sex all day. Had the toys all laid out. And my brain was just…not there. But I didn’t say no. Didn’t even tell him where my head was at. And unsurprisingly, things didn’t go well for either of us. I was thinking about it after, and I had this epiphany.

I didn’t say no because some part of me deep down believes that if I say no, he won’t love me anymore.

In my conscious mind, I don’t believe that at all. Monsieur is one of the most unconditionally loving people I’ve ever been with. But what I realized is, no matter how many good things I do as a partner, I feel like all of that gets washed away by one wrong step. Because that’s what has happened in the past. Perfection is the minimum standard.

It got me thinking that maybe this is why I find such comfort in a D/s relationship. I know exactly what the parameters are and what it looks like to be a good partner. The rules and expectations are explicit, and the feedback is clear. Do good girl things, get good girl head pats. Basically, I know exactly what it takes to get an A+ in my relationship, which is both normal to want and possible to achieve.

It also made me wonder if this is part of why I haven’t been feeling as submissive lately. I have a partner who truly sees me—all of me—and accepts me. He loves me not in spite of my quirks, but because of them. And every time I get down on myself because I didn’t do XYZ and I don’t feel good enough, he tells me what a wonderful partner I am and recounts all the good stuff I bring to his life. Clarity and validation. Unconditional love. And maybe it’s because I’m so confident in his love that I can finally stop forcing myself to push through when it’s not good for me.

There have certainly been times in the past when I have pushed myself to submit to a Dominant when it wasn’t good or comfortable for me. I prided myself on being able to give even when I had nothing left. And I often got the good girl pats and validation, which made it all feel worth it. But the validation didn’t replenish me; it just made being empty feel a little less bad.

I don’t say all of this to make D/s seem dysfunctional or inherently bad in some way. I know many people in healthy D/s relationships. And I don’t actually think that my submission is just a product of all this insecurity and need for validation; I’ve had submissive feelings for as long as I can remember.

But I do think my past has shaped the kinds of D/s I pursue and how I conduct myself in those dynamics. For example, it shapes my difficulty safewording because I don’t want to be a disappointment. Even though my partner has done nothing but praise me when I safeword. Even though I’ve seen the negative consequences of my failure to safeword when I should have.

So here’s where I’m at with all of this: I need to understand where my submission comes from a dysfunctional place so I can move forward to build a healthy, soul-nourishing dynamic with my partner. I’m not sure what it looks like yet, but I do believe it’s possible.

[ataleofcrowns]

I’m in trouble, I know there is little between genders re: ROs, but my own personal favourite exact combo of characters is Dara, Ashti, Rêzan, Xelara. Which means for every playthrough, I press reset so many times hoping for this exact combination will pop up for my Bi MC. It can take a whole day for me to get this combo in order to try out a new route. Thank you for such an amazing piece of interactive fiction. Clearly so much of your time and heart has been put into this. Xxx

Very valid, that combo definitely sounds like a lot of fun!!

It's true that there aren't any differences between them in terms of gender aside from physical appearance, but I can definitely appreciate players just getting attached to a certain combination, either because of their first playthrough or just because they vibed with it.

As an aside, not aimed at your ask but just me going on a bit of a tangent related to it: the reason I don't give players the option to choose the gender of the LIs is because I have noticed there are a lot of preconceived notions in fandom regarding which "type" of character is more seen as male or female.

I don't want to feed into that as the author by giving the players the option to pick and choose based on their own assumptions about gender, and then create a situation where D is considered "canonically" male or R is considered "canonically" female by readers just because those are the most commonly chosen options. Both genders are equally canon 🙏🏼

[disobey-disappoint-deviate]

Ok, but you know what I noticed?

The meaning of "deviating" kinda switches a little when it comes to Connor.

With both Kara and Markus, deviating is portrayed as 'making the decision to obey or disobey their orders'; in a way, deviating is basically developping a free will regardless of what the android chooses to do with it after. That means that Kara can still stay in that spot and not move, and Markus can still decide to listen to Carl and not defend himself against Leo after they become deviants.

So why can't Connor deviate and still decide to obey and finish his mission by capturing Markus? It's not... impossible for a living being with a free will to make a fucked up decision. It's not impossible for a brainwashed individual to turn against their own people.

Of course, it doesn't make that much sense to deviate if he doesn't wanna disobey, but it doesn't for Markus either, imo. I admit that it's a 50/50 with Kara as she can deviate and still "decide" to obey Todd only if you don't do anything which is just the default and not an actual action by the player.

But Markus does feel like he is being treated unfairly by Leo and Carl, he feels it's too much and that he needs to decide for himself how to react, so him enduring being pushed around after deviating doesn't necessarily make a lot more sense than Connor deviating and still capturing Markus.

Maybe Markus decides to endure because he sees that Carl is suffering a heart attack and misjudges the situation by believing that defending himself is more likely to lead to Carl's death because it would stress the man out. That's a valid response.

On the other hand, it would also be valid for Connor to try to capture Markus after deviating if he believes that's the better choice - Jericho is about to be attacked, and he already told Hank that he believes the deviant uprising will cause chaos. And moreover, Connor went there looking for answers and for "himself", as Lucy says. There is enough conflict in him to make him deviate just so he can know for sure who he is and where he wants to stand, without actually abandoning his mission before he finds these answers. He basically tells Hank he will find out whether or not they are on the wrong side before he leaves for Jericho and deviates - he is already torn before meeting Markus.

You know what I'm saying? The whole "become a deviant" vs. "remain a machine" dialog before the red walls could have just been replaced by an alternative dialog, which could appear after he breaks the red walls and goes like "join Markus" vs. "stay loyal to Cyberlife".

Ultimately, I don't know if that would have been better, tbh, but it would have been more consistent. The way it is now feels like with Kara and Markus, deviating means "making the conscious decision to obey or disobey", but with Connor, deviating suddenly means just "disobey".

And must deviants be good people? Must they be on the right side if it benefits them more to be on the wrong side? If they are anything like humans, at least 10% of them would have betrayed Markus, hoping to get immunity from Cyberlife (ofc it would have backfired, but well, that's anothet topic).

Anyway, please, feel free to discuss and prove me wrong, I don't claim to have understood everything about the game yet :D And I love discussions!

[i-am-hungry-24-7]

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