#so i am like 5 days late
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(late) happy bday to Sol <3
reborn oc belongs to @crimsoncrim :]
#bday was on nov 1'st#so i am like 5 days late#takes a while to do big pieces bcuz of my hand but its worth it#i rlly like this#pokemon reborn#friend's oc#gon draws#my art
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serizawaweek day 3: outfit
doodlin some fav seri outfits
#bro i am so late... like today is day 5....#and i call myself a serizawa fan... the audacity#i got sick and it slowed me down!!#i can still do them all i swear!!#my art#mp100#mob psycho 100#serizawa katsuya#serizawaweek2024
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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I’ve been laughing for 5 fucking minutes about Howdy just wetly slapping on the floor with a slide sound affect after emerging and everyone just staring at him really amazed yet absolutely disgusted, I’m going into orbit
behold, the Majestic Product of Metamorphosis ✨
#ok i was aiming for amazed-but-disgusted#but my hand slipped so now we have unimpressed-concerned-disgusted#but yeah no yeah trust me i also find the concept Really Fucking Funny#been periodically thinking about it for the past like. 2 days#breaking into sporadic and slightly manic cackling over it#i wouldve put more effort into this except its 5 am and im tired and honestly?#the lower quality scribbles add to the experience#scribble salad#welcome home#yassified howdy <3#butterfly howdy my beloved disaster <3#honestly i spent the most time on getting the right sounds. that part is Important to me#even if the visuals arent up to snuff the audio Will be on point#i actually put way too much effort into the sounds#there were like. three layers of track#and i even recorded my own slap sound (wet napkins on my bathroom floor)#along with ambient bg noise (recorded the same silent bathroom). for some reason. there Was a reason....#anyway i havent stopped thinking about butterfly howdy#he owns my brainspace lately#he forcefully shoved everyone else into the garage and locked the door#k alright im gonna post this and pass tf out for anywhere between 6-19 hours#a lil early morning treat for us all#i should make a butterfly howdy tag... no no i shouldnt. unless...#also i wouldve incorporated your slide sound effect except i had no idea what you meant <3 oopsies <3#but im glad someone else also found this Highly Entertaining ty for this opportunity to shitpost#actually is this vid even funny or am i Tired. maybe both! either way Someone will get a kick out of it
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WE'RE GETTING EVICTED FROM OUR APARTMENT.
#ok yeah not the best news to suddenly reappear on after almost a month of radio silence#but a shit ton has been happening lately its fucking wild#i had to call the ambulance for my mom :[ DW she's ok !!! just some stomach problems#i went to the club the like last last week ish ?? it was.. okay i wish my friends werent super self concious#abt dancing bc damn it was kinda boring.... almost just stood there for 5 ish hours#got plastered the other day at a friends house too#and we stayed up and watched the whole entire cars franchise and this is probably my biggest hear me out yet...#lightning mcqueen.#LIKE NOT THE FUCKING CAR OK LIKE IF HE WERE A REAL GUY HE WOULD B HOT#......yes its owen wilsons voice yeah ok i get it yeah. shut. shut it. SHUT UP.#anyway cars 1 is a classic a masterpiece muah muah cars 2 is abysmal and cars 3 is pretty good#ALSO I MISSED LESBIAN VISIBILITY WEEK I AM DEVASTATED WHAT DO I DO I FAILED YOU LESBIANS IM SO SORRY........#the karmic debt from me missing it will curse me somehow..........#anyway yeah we r getting evicted i think idk so were apartment hunting and its so difficult everything is so expensive :']]]]#landlords r actually the spawn of satan#thats it for the update ill doodle smthn maybe i dunno zzzz#frambling...?
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i know i simp for the guy but i would love to have ratio as my professor because this man would genuinely listen to me as a student and give me an extension on my assignment if i've been in the trenches (the big sad)
#me emailing professor veritas ratio: hi uh been in an emotional war lately. can i get a 6 hour extension on the assignment? i promise ill-#-submit it#ratio probably: a 6 am deadline is unhealthy. you have a 24 hour extension#meanwhile professors are like idc whats going on submit on time or else a whole subgrade deducted for every late hour in submission#i love them all but year 1 professors suck#they judge u so harshly for no reason#zuri rambles#i remember how my semester 1 assignment's deadline was 5 hours after my flight landed in the motherland and when i asked for an extension i#-was told that we were given 3 weeks which is ample time even though those supposed 3 weeks started 4 days before finals did#and i had my last final the night before my morning flight#so i had to speed run my 1k word essay in 2 hours because i took a 1 hour nap after getting back home
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I thought my "struggling to get anything done until its very very late at night, and only for a few hours, after a full day of fatigue and laziness" behavior was a recent thing, in the wake of graduating and being unemployed and out of schooling, but its been at the very least 5 years because I made a comic about this when i was still IN college.
#talkys#like i thought the issue was no structure or routine in my life anymore#but even in college when id have 8 am class the next day id still struggle#though i also thought/think that was just senioritis. and it never went away even after graduation.#bc i rly tanked hard at the end there. like i got to a point where i didnt care anymore id do stuff like study for a huge exam 15 minutes#before walking into it and just hoped i retained enough from the 5 mins of memorization#this is distressing for me to realize LOL i rly thot it was the lack of routine....but its just Been Like This.....#every day loafing then crawling to my desk really late and still being unable to draw#then finally getting a burst of energy an hour before needing to sleep‚ promising myself ill get started earlier tomorrow#and then not doing that bc i just feel so tired all day again. mooooooo
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[She] has not a correct idea of my soul's depths and shallows. But if [she] did know them [she] would still be my friend -- Mary MacLane, "January 20", The Story of Mary MacLane
Chariot - Mega
Stand By You - Rachel Platten
We Go Down Together - Khalid, Dove Cameron
Wannabe - Spice Girls
look up - Joy Oladokun
Deep End - Holly Humberstone
I Melt With You - Modern English
Someone To Stay - Vancouver Sleep Clinic
Stayed At The Party - Hope Tala
How Beautiful Life Can Be (Single Version) - The Lathums
Fellowship - serpentwithfeet
You've Got A Friend - Carole King
Umbrella - Rihanna, Jay-Z
The Middle - Jimmy Eat World
Chosen Family (Acoustic) - Rina Sawayama
Good Time - Owl City, Carly Rae Jepsen
Hold Onto Me - Valerie Broussard
Heavy - Birdtalker
Spinning - GROUPLOVE
North - Sleeping At Last
for @happyhauvillebday; day 2: Friendship. A spotify playlist about loyalty, belonging, devotion, and finding joy even when the world is shit. Just best mates things!!
#character playlist#f hauville#farah hauville#felix hauville#twc#the wayhaven chronicles#twc detective#happyhauvillebday#fanmix#grapecase fanmixes#grapecase posts#i am annoyed at myself for being one day late. but f wouldnt want me to be annoyed at myself ;-P#that said i at least shared SOMETHING [old] for the day#so im happy for that#at least#yes. melt with you was deliberately used for both#bc i have feelings about the depth ub giives romantic and platonic dynamics. but ESPECIALLY F [... and i'll admit N. but this is about F]#i feel some of the songs are redundant -- as in themes covered in other songs [like 5 vs 10] .... but i didnt wanna take anything out#so deal with that
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shuake week day 1 - reunion.
#shuake week 2023#oof my art i guess#goro akechi#akira kurusu#persona 5#cannot BELIEVE i finished this one in time#this is a companion piece to day seven which. u will see when we get there#super excited abt this week they are So they mean the world to me#my fucked up lil guys#also I’ve never colored a full piece like this before hopefully it looks Not Bad lmao#I am rlly just fucking around and finding out with my coloring lately lol#I’m grgrgrgrggrgrr I love them so so much#shoutout rivals
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#im at such a weird point in my life. trying to choose between a phd and a doomed life as an academic and like just not doing that.#its crazy how not terrible i feel when im not in school. just give me tasks to do and i will do them. dont let me think.#but then im just avoiding my responsibilities. i dunno. i just feel like i would be happier with a structured job that ends when the day#is over. which is y my dad thinks i should get a government job. one of my former lab mates got a government job and he's settling into#spending the rest of his life out in Colorado. which is so weird. i dont kno how long ill be in the place im in now. will it b 4 more years?#or will it be only a few months? will i go back to school in the fall? its looking like yes bc i dont have a job lined up. but maybe ill#keep applying and dip out. let my dreams die in favor of balance and sanity. maybe some things arent meant to be.#its just so gutting. i was talking to my coworker this week. saying that im interested in so many things. i could have studied anything else#and traveled a completely different path. and a guy across the room was like: its never too late. but it feels like its too late. too late#to spend another impossible amount of money on getting a different degree. restarting on a second masters project. im almost 30.#im supposed to b saving money so that i can not work forever. but i cant do that if im just a student forever. so maybe i should just get a#job. god. but theres so much i still want to learn. and im in the perfect program for everything i thought i wanted. im in the perfect place#but everything's falling to pieces. whatever. i. just tired bc im on day 5 of work and have to go in for a day 6.#doing something i havent done before all day. but after than im going home for a week. so ill have lots to contemplate in the airport.#this is not how i thought things would turn out. but im glad im spending the summer working where i am. im learning lots on a human to human#level. and no one bleieves im 27 bc i apparently have a bby face lol. nope im 11 yrs older than u my 16yo coworker#unrelated
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#Ruining the semi normal sleep schedule I'd managed 2 keep going for like a week cus of paranoia 😎#This is ofcthe one time I'm like Actually fucking sleepy#I shocked myself earlier n am in a spiral about the whole “even a semi small shock can fuck up ur heart hours or days later” thing#Which idk if thats unreasonable paranoia or like normal n smart#The internet is 50/50 on it lol#Mom says im being paranoid. Called a like phone nurse about it who said it'd be smart 2 get it checked just 2 be safe#But it's late and doesn't feel serious enough for the er?#Also the er is hell. U just sit there for Hours waiting n then get looked at for 5 minutes told n2 wait even more n then told 2 just go hom#So I am just kinda... existing.. until stuff opens n I can hopefully see a doctor about it or something:)#And cus I was already feeling kinda sick Before the shock I can't be sure if I actually have any symptoms of something worrying#AAAAND my anxiety about the whole thing is making me over analyze every heartbeat or muscle twitch#N tricking my brain into believing shit that's not real#I wanna nap so bad but my brain won't let meee#Ok ramble is done... I just needed 2 get this out of my system somewhere...#Can u believe I use 2 think I didn't have anxiety?? I was all Oh yeah I'm Super chill 😎 while sirens played in my head 24/7#rambles
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lovely flower, slowly bloom, paint yourself with shades of blue 💙💙💙
#some old Bluebelle drawings bc I’ve just been cleaning all day and I can’t think about anything#to all yall who sent in requests; I’m working on them and I love you so much!!!#to whom it was who requested Tugger and Misto: thank you for the challenge lol!!!#I don’t draw tugger often and I draw misto even less so I’ve gots to get some practice first <3333#I’ve tried not to be online as much because I realized it’s trapping my brain in these stupid fucking parasocial cycles#and so far the effects have been: cleaning organizing and listening to the same 5 songs for hours on end#also!!! I love you the Mabel Podcast <33333#Ana Limon is me incarnate <333#she is more myself than I am <333#I’m going to try and find a way to post my cannibalism story because some of yall wanted to read it and I rly like it#so!!! I’ll try and do that#anyway ily bluebelle#been thinking a lot about her and datura lately#ah well#uhhh drink water and sleep and hug something/someone 🫶🫶🫶#cats musical#cats the musical#cats oc#jellicle oc#bluebelle cats
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Day 117 | id in alt
I think Kugisaki would like to hold Maki's hand again idk tho.....
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#zenin maki#Nine times out of ten Kugisaki borderline shatters her knuckles#Maki redirects Kugisaki's punch and it ends up with a fist on the ground usually#i low-key like how i doodled Kugisaki's face here#Maki and Kugisaki stare at eachother weird Kugisaki you are DERANGED You will kill god 5 times over for Maki and she KNOWS#i am too late for valentines day but winners fant be winner#i have forgone sleep. again#yeay its nbmk but y'know*#idk what im trying to curb here we all know Kugisaki gay ass he'll#she loves Maki so much she asks for seconds just to hold her hand like a FREAK#Ops nbmk is them jist staring at a wall and screaming the highest xey can go
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hey i just thought you guys should know in case you want to use this info against me for horny reasons that im pretty much always on the verge of tears and it takes little to no effort to make me cry
#me#dacryphilia#especially if im pmsing or on my period which i am rn#actually i have a fucked up cycle and jacked up hormones so theres only like 5 days a month where that doesnt apply tbh#anyways i wanna post something today but i have no backstock photos#and my period and the fact that ive been sick for a week are making me feel not very up for taking pictures of my body#but ive been crying on and off every 2 seconds all day which has me thinking dacryphilia thoughts and i havnt posted much of my face lately#so might take some cute crying videos or something later
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cringetober day 11: 5+1 things
This prompt confused me so bad for no reason
Anyways have Applejack and my OC Cherry lol (based on this here fic im writing that im definitely updating on a regular basis and not when the ghost of writing posesses me) (prompt is 5 times AJ made Cherry blush vs that one time Cherry made AJ blush)
#lets pretend that i am NOT a day late for this#so corny. but like thats the point right?#this was so fun to draw#mlp fim#mlp oc#applejack#cherryjack#applejack x oc#5+1 things#cringetober#my art
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everybody be proud of me i performed today and i think i did really well :)
#to a very small audience but still :P#i was. surprisingly chill. all day really! not used to that 😳 (tbc - with no chemical help either!!!!!)#i need to look at videos and pics but no way i'm downloading it on my phone lol. so. tomorrow 😩#it WAS funny to see like 4 or 5 phones pointed at us during our scene 😭#also we had some silly improvised dancing bits and lots of ppl asked me abt my dancing lately lol#bc apparently i'm decent at it. i still got moves babey#(ig it's a surprise bc i'm ngl guys. i am a very static person. i simply Do Not move. and i don't look very dynamic either lol)#(but my few years of dancing and gymnastics classes paid off in the long run it seems :P)
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