#so he forward usually takes precident
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fruitmouse · 1 month ago
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maybe one day he/she will make a comeback. just maybe
#the way i want people to refer to me is always entirely dependent on how i. look? 😭#being genderfluid sucks and also rules like wdym it just changes. dude i don’t know#i’m impartial to they#pronoun order is almost entirely just to be perceived correctly 😭#they forward is like Hey i’m not. a dude btw. but i definitely do prefer he from people who don’t know me#so he forward usually takes precident#i think if i ever get top surgery suddenly she would be like. fine?? gang i don’t know#i mean she IS already fine in certain contexts. i definitely prefer it at work at least#like again it’s all a perception thing#pronouns to me are a form of expression rather than identity. how i ‘look’ and how i’m ‘referred to’ are both tied to how people perceive me#yk#so prns are sort of ‘part of the look’ in a sense?#whatever’s going on in this brain of mine is between me and whoever’s been unfortunate enough to hear me try to explain it LMAO#anyway. all this to say i’m getting gender envy from women again#universe ​give me one useless magical ability to let my hair be any length i want to to be Pleeeease please please Please#me and wigs are just not compatible sorry#that and its not really just about how *other* people see me i also just. want to Have It sometimes#just to myself#you know?#sometimes i want hair that falls right past my shoulders. real bad#but it’s usually more of a fleeting thing#more often i want it about how it is? a little longer if i can ever learn to maintain it but#sigh#i talk about my hair too much but it really is kind of integral to my identity and presentation#like when my hair isn’t cooperating i don’t get upset bc i look bad i get like. really violently dysphoric it’s wild
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xiii-e · 1 month ago
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FOOTAGE: Harrison Armoury Flashclone Project UNLUCKY XIII-E Abrev. Project Thirteen-E. Monitering status post early recall. Log #1
Audiovisual transcript attached.
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[ Ship docking prodecure finalised. Airlocks opening. From inside the docked ship to the station, two figures acompany a stumbling third into the main hall of the station. A fourth is already waiting in said hallway, dressed in business casual in contrast to the obvious uniforms of each other figure. Only one of the visible figures are immediately recognisable; the stumbling one appears to be XIII-E with heavy bandaging across their visible body. Their accompaniments appear to be a medical officer in a white coat, and an armed guard in uniform. ]
[NOTE: for ease of description, unnamed personnel will be refered to here as: MEDIC // GUARD // AID ]
AID: [ A casual salute as the group disembarks and steps into sight. ] Officers. Safe trip I hope; I've been given temporary custody over Project XIII-E, not for long but-
MEDIC: [ Evident frustration ] Oh for crying out loud, have they still not cleared Helios-8 for duty? It doesn't need to take this long, he has a wobble like this every couple months or so.
AID: Yeah yeah I know sir, but the Admin wanted to be thorough with all the new Union regs coming down on us. He'll still be on standby, just can't be seen ferrying them around like usual. Can't go trusting company prototypes to an unstable FC and all that, sets a bad precident.
MEDIC: Fine, sure. Whatever. Just make sure he's there once they're delivered to their quarters, they're having one of those difficult episodes.
AID: ... uh- sorry, difficult episodes? I was told they're one of the more passive--
GUARD: [ flat-toned ] Not that kind of difficult.
MEDIC: Yes, yes, XIII-E's obedience is examplary. Usually. However occasionally after either a lengthy or difficult deployment they'll- oh how to put it. Lock up, I suppose?
AID: I.. I see? So is that why they're all-
[ AID gestures vaguely at XIII-E who has not moved of their own volition over the course of the coversation. Their eyes are out of focus, and they don't seem to react to the sudden movement in front of them. AID squints and goes to poke them. ]
GUARD: Hey. Don't.
AID: Alright, alright just- hell. Not really sure what to do about this, I was just told to see them to their quarters. Helios-8's the tech who deals with all the weird FC quirks.
MEDIC: Yes I know, that's why I expected his review to be wrapped up by now. We don't spend weeks on it when a goddamn sparkplug acts up we just fix it and get back to work-
GUARD: Sir. Can we hand them off now.
MEDIC: Oh bloody hell, yes, yes... [ sigh ] I've done the necessary maintenance checks and logged the issues to be addressed. Projected repair period shouldn't exceed a month, as long as the proper tech is returned to his damn job.
AID: Sir I can assure you I will personally make sure Helios-8 is cleared to fix this just so I don't have to deal with it. Promise. [ A mirthful smile ]
MEDIC: Whatever gets it done. Now-
[ the AID is directed to hold XIII-E by their left wrist, avoiding any of the major breakages. He is informed he will have to lead them slowly, as they will follow if pressed but are liable to stumble if pulled too fast. At no point do they react beyond a quiet wince when propelled forward by their accompanying GUARD to get them moving. Eventually, they are led out of the camera's field of view down the hall. ]
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