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I have this meme lying around and my mood rn man…I can’t
I felt like I’ve been robbed. I can’t stop watching the premiere. I’ve been crying since 5am. When the premiere started, now it’s 5pm and I’m still crying. man…
#epic the musical#epic the ithaca saga#epic premiere hits home hard dude I cannot���#My life is so done now#I started tearing up on I can’t help but wonder#Then Would you fall in love with me again make the dam broke#I cried so hard my dad stop baking his cake dude#My family thinks I’m crazy now
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Catelyn heard someone snigger behind her. She loves him, poor thing, she thought sadly. She'd play his squire just to touch him, and never care how great a fool they think her... (and some other things)
#brienne of tarth#renly baratheon#catelyn stark#catelyn tully#stannis baratheon#davos seaworth#theon greyjoy#asha greyjoy#asoiaf#acok#a clash of kings#this fucking quote hit me like a truck right in my balls I genuinely start tearing up whenever i look at it its wild#im not even sure why it hit me so hard??? its just kinda me fr#anyway renly looks like loki sorry it wasnt intended#and ofc i had to include the greyjoy siblings too#🧩
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New Lundehund just dropped! Felix Junior Nilasson B3 made the quality requirement by a good margin and gained full registration today! He's the fourth of the Bs and fifth project dog overall (by my count) to enter the studbook.
The judge noted he has a slightly deep stop, but excellent proportions and volume of body (light and lean) and six sufficiently developed toes on each paw. In terms of health, he's HD B, PL 0, and eye screened clear, no signs of IL.
Nilas' grandmother was a Lundehund-Buhund cross, born in 2016. Lundehunds are being outcrossed to combat issues related to their severely restricted gene pool, such as infertility and a rare genetic disorder that causes 30% of deaths in the breed. The project is a collaboration between the breed club, kennel club, and our leading veterinary and genetic resource centers.
#lundehund outcross project#ik many of you already know this project well but added info for those that dont#look at this incredibly cool and good thing that is happening#Norrbotten-xes are hitting F2 as well these days with litter 2 expected this fall#ive been following this since the start in 2013 and i tear up every time they make a new registration#so many people have worked so hard for so long to make this happen#this is how you do successful outcrossing
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some sprites from the new tot event bc ourgh....










rosa my prettiest gf ever in yet another banger event hell yea 🙏
#tears of sophie ; not themis#THE STORY SO FAR IS SO !!!!#me when xianxia and/or martial cultivation novels/themed events occur: <333#dan mo and lin shens side story 🥹🥹#AND QINGYU SIDE STORY..... sob#fuck them disciples and elders man... like i get it but also dont blame the child of the one responsible ;w;#also#I NEED THAT ARTEM CARD RAAHHHH#and ofc i have 0 pity from anniv.... starting from 100 again..... 60 pulls in and i get an off-rate up....#XIANXIA ARTEM PLS JUST COME HOME#like i most likely will get the card by the end of the update but pls... dont be hard pity again.... uve done enough dmg to me....
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rewatching s1 and in ep2 w*ndigo, dean makes a joke about not bringing provisions into the woods just to pull out a bag of peanut butter m&m’s and stick with me here, it’s why the later seasons’ “goofy dean” loses me
this moment is clearly a joke but if you think about it too much, it also makes some sense; a family size bag of peanut m&m’s is calorie dense and even the high sugar is good to keep you moving which they need on an overnight hunt. it also shows how due to their upbringing, they’ve had to eat lower quality food, things they always had access to that was cheap and also in bulk
what does dean eating ghost pepper jerky then tipping water on himself exist for other than to be a cringy joke? what does smelling old chinese food, testing to see if it's still good then shaking his head with cabbage hanging out his mouth when it isn't serve? it's just to make him look stupid and contrast sam's healthy/clean diet (and superiority but that’s another conversation) which has always existed but it used to be nuanced and natural
we see dean as a child give up the food he wanted to eat so sam could eat it. (“i’m sick of spaghetti-os,” “you’re the one who wanted them,” … “i want lucky charms!” “… there’s only enough for one bowl and i haven’t had any yet!” proceeds to give them to sam, 1x18) we know he hustled and stole food to ensure sam ate. (“so, what’d he take?” “get this- peanut butter and bread.” 9x07)
we also see throughout the early seasons dean teasing sam about his salad or healthy choice while he eats some form of burger or other fast food (or notably, cheerfully eating prison food that sam won’t touch, 2x19). it's typical sibling teasing but it also shows that it isn't new for sam to eat like that and for dean to know he eats like that
sam being picky isn't just a character trait they chose for him, it's a result of how dean raised him; he raised him to like and want healthy food and be food secure enough to reject food he didn't want
but dean eats anything he is given and seeks out unhealthy - cheap, plentiful, filling - food
he is the opposite of picky to the point of it being a consistent bit; they show him multiple times eating when it's socially frowned upon to do so eg. questioning a grieving victim when they're trying to be discreet (1x14, 2x15, 2x18)
a similar moment to the chinese food is in 4x19; dean wakes up in the car while sam brushes his teeth outside and is hungry. sam says there's a sandwich in the backseat, dean smells it and recoils bc it's an old tuna sandwich. the moment is funny on its own but it also exists as a comparison of their lives to adam's; he has a loving mother, goes to school and importantly, a steady stable childhood
it’s a joke with a purpose
it also supports dean's food insecurity; he wakes up and is immediately hungry, enough to complain about it and seek out food before anything else
dean is always hungry bc he never has access to nutritionally rich foods bc he got used to using the money he earned to buy sam's more expensive food. he got used to his cheaper, denser foods and grew up with (and continues to live with) intermittent access to said foods. think of how long it takes to drive from one state to another; how many hours it can take to see another town that offers food, if you arrive at a reasonable enough time for anything to be open. also think how they can’t keep any food beyond what fits in an esky; nothing that needs defrosting, nothing can be heated up. it’s bags and jars and take out for as long as they can trust it
then they get the bunker which has its own kitchen
dean even describes himself as "nesting" when he decorates his room, something he hasn't had since he was four years old, and he uses said kitchen to cook a burger from scratch that he is proud of. he is food secure for the first time in his life and it shows in how often he cooks for both himself and sam
so these moments where they have him acting goofy regarding food are no longer character driven and only exist as a joke which is why they come across as cringy and out of character compared to similar earlier moments
a lot of my issues with dean's characterisation started when they introduced the bunker. the argument can and is made that the reason these jokes happen is bc he feels safe in the bunker, that bc he now has a home he can relax and unmask but that still doesn't feel sufficient. they crank up these sillier moments for both of them, giving them a sort of playing house comedy vibe of two roommates with completely different personalities but it doesn't feel like an authentic progression. it feels forced; an attempt at humour for humour's sake
food stopped being an informed part of their characters and their trauma and instead became flanderised; sam is the judgy vegetarian health nut and dean is his borderline slovenly carnivore counterpart
#12 yr old dean throwing a bag of veggie chips at sams head and saying ‘dont forget your vegetables’ actually makes me want to scream#sam not knowing or not acknowledging how much dean did for him throughout their childhood kills me#hes always saying how bad it was or later on saying at least john did his best#it wouldve been so much worse if dean was just a little more resentful#its not limited to the later seasons ill fully admit that#it literally became a plot point in s7 with the leviathans infecting the corn syrup and dean complaining about eating ‘rabbit food’#bc hes ‘a warrior’ and needs his ‘road food’ while sam brings him to a farmers market#it comes up in at least two seperate episodes and it started to annoy me then too trust me it already felt ooc#its not just food moments either; i hate the food socks and his robe and playing with the sword too#whenever they decide to make him act stupid to help bolster sams smarts and maturity#something that used to be naturally occurring without tearing dean down bc deans smart too and was literally parentified hes plenty mature#the narrative tries so hard to make dean the dumb fighter and sam the book nerd and its such a disservice to both of them#dean isnt an idiot and not just about hunting; he has a favourite author and an encyclopaedic knowledge of music and movies#hes just as learned about sam when it comes to hunting and the show used to have that; even correcting sam and explaining things to him#and sams had plenty of one on one fight scenes AND fight scenes against dean that are almost always draws#you cant show them with this nuance then act like it never existed#i remember bitch#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#carry on my wayward son#talk meta to me#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#sam winchester#meta#save post#supernatural meta
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zelgan commission for my lovely friend @elinadsy (who is writing a kickass zelgan fic full of Really Great Worldbuilding and Political Intrigue(tm) btw) for contributing to my sickly cat's medical funds 🥹❤️
this was sooo fun to do ahhh I ended up going a little ham cause I zoomed in to adjust something at one point and the Accidental Composition made me go 👀, so I made a little extra thing too
#legend of zelda#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#zelda#princess zelda#ganondorf#zelgan#description in alt text#my art#ganon started out Regular-Sized and then I went to sleep#and when I woke up and resumed drawing I was like 'oh not NEARLY enough of a brick shithouse'#he got Expanded(tm) widthwise like 1.5x lol#and tbh I could still probably make him bigger and brick-shithouse-ier#also it's weirdly hard to find references for ganondorf so he might not be 100% accurate but I think he looks alright
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i think i might be legit happy for the first time in my life.
i got out. i actually got out.
#and i mean unabashedly#fully wholly no ifs no buts no compromises. I'm out i have friends REAL friends like irl we hit it off so well in just a few days#we're all here cause we all love the same things i can hop on a bus and go anywhere i want in the city (ANNUAL BUS PASS FOR 25€. HELLO???)#i live on my own I'm meeting my roommate tomorrow and ik she's a sweetheart my professors are trans friendly the prices on stuff are decent#I GET TO USE MY OWN NAME.#i get gendered correctly even with long hair this is the first time in my life where i recognize myself in the mirror#this still doesn't feel real. if i think about it too hard i start to tear up#i think the local mutual aid group might even have resources to get started on hrt
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Hey can you pass the twink? *Hits it* and passes it to the next person
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I hope future employers never find my Evie with boobs drawing
IM ACTUALLY GOING TO SOB I THINK THIS IS MY FAVORITE FALLENCLAN ART EVER
#i actually started tearing up im laughing so hard help#fallenart#fallenasks#silkclan#fallenmemes#how is it so fucking hysterical and still such good art its incredible
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Knocking them over and watching them scramble to get up with those big ass heads
#kelperambles#captainshipping#tw eyestrain#eye strain#the captainshipping brainrot is so bad right now oh my god it’s like something wormed into my brain and started destroying everything#to constantly think about them but not have enough time to draw them. torture.#Nintendo yaoi is what could save me.#the last time I tried to draw Captainshipping I drew ONE (1!!!!) line on Falcon’s chin and went ‘ok that’s pretty good. I should lay down’#AND THEN I FELL ASLEEP FOR 5 HOURS#wiping a tear from my eyes as I look at captainshipping photo album on my phone before bed#life is beautiful#I love drawing them and just looking back at my art months later and thinking ‘dude I actually killed it. this is everything I ever wanted’#because it’s true!!! It’s exactly what I want to see because it came from ME?!? CRAZY IDEA.#I imagine their dynamic as something genuinely so sweet. hopefully I can articulate it well enough here#Like from subspace emissary you can already see how Falcon (quite literally) pushes Olimar to try new things and be more adventurous#(even if Olimar doesn’t need it after his time on PNF-404 LMAOO)#and Olimar encourages Falcon to slow down and live in the moment#plus. between the two Olimar definitely talks the most about nearly anything and everything#EXCEPT for his true feelings because if there’s one thing he’s good at. it’s bottling his emotions until he explodes in the worst crash out#But falcon is observant and provides Olimar the space he needs to vent any issues#even if Olimar thinks they’re probably insignificant in the face of CAPTAIN FALCON of all people#like dude…the infamous bounty hunter and rich award winning F-Zero racer? CRAZY.#Falcon doesn’t mind though. He cares about Olimar and genuinely wants to listen.#if its about financial issues he could definitely help but olimar adamantly refuses#Olimar doesn’t want to ‘take advantage’ of his relationship with Falcon and he’s always been super self-reliant so it’s hard to adjust#and guess what. Falcon could care less. he has too much money to count and would probably spend it on another custom racetrack#istg he’s so obsessed with racing I wouldn’t be surprised if he LIVED in the blue falcon instead of getting a place to stay#Olimar and Falcon are opposites attract taken to the extreme dude I love it so much#and consider the tropes????? LIKE DUDE FALCON IS LITERALLY GETTING HUNTED DOWN BY VILLAINS IMAGINE IF THEY FOUND OUT ABT OLIMAR#AND THE HELMET. THEYLL NEVER BE ABLE TO KISS AND ITS SO GOOD I EAT IT UP!!! FOREVER YEARNING LONGING REALNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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it’s cool and all that we got more maps added to Just Dance+, but WHERE ARE TRAVELER & SI’HA NOVA’S MAPS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#just dance#just dance the traveler#just dance traveler#just dance si’ha nova#just dance rock your body#just dance levitating#just dance save your tears#UBISOFT PLEASE I’M BEGGING YOU PLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLS ADD THEIR MAPS TO JD+ IM BEGGING 😭😭😭#IT’S LITERALLY BEEN YEARS SINCE JD+ STARTED HOW HAVE YOU STILL NOT ADDED WHATRE ESSENTIALLY THE DIRECT PREQUEL MAPS TO THE STORY 😭😭#THEY LITERALLY SHOW HOW THE PROTAGONIST CAME TO BE 💀💀#it can’t be that hard as far as licensing is concerned bc you’ve literally recently had songs from#Justin Timberlake & Dua Lipa & The Weeknd & Arianna Grande especially in maps as of recent years#so what’s the hold up omg 😭😭 pls omg I’m so desperate to play their maps#i refuse to get JD2022 just to play 3 maps#also on the basis of principle bc I feel like they’re doing this on purpose so that more people will buy JD22 just to see the lore 💀😭#I refuse to give in bc then that’d tell Ubisoft that what they’re doing by delaying their maps in JD+ is working & I Don’t want that 💀😭#UBISOFT!!! ADD TRAVELER & SI’HA NOVA’S MAPS TO JD+ AND MY LIFE IS YOURS!!!!!
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alan cumming coming back as nightcrawler… unfortunately disney has trapped me back into the mcu for forever.
#mcu#kurt wagner#x men#yall don’t understand how much I love Kurt if I think about him too hard I start tearing up#that is literally my favorite superhero#if Disney kills him off it’s so joever
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going back to playing genshin impact after forever because i had the urge to add more enrichment to my enclosure
#[—✦ rambling#ough im relearning all the mechanics and features#which shouldnt be too hard considering i play two of hoyo's other games#it’s almost similar enough i think#and looking at the progress that i have rn-- im WAYYY towards the beginning#I'M STILL IN MONDSTADT 💀 and genshin is at 5.6 now???#this'll take me MONTHS to catch up#or weeks if i decide to go progress the story little by lttle every day (which i dont have time for)#also i swear i think i dreamt up having diluc on my acc#i thought i had him??? 😭#i think it mustve been a story quest and he was a trial character or something#and i just. misremembered#grinding is gonna be hard too#open world combat is so tedious sometimes#i sound like im complaining so much so why am i even playing genshin dsfhkds#i’m just willing to tolerate the combat for the story </3#lmao next thing you know im starting hi3 and/or tears of themis
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why the fuck am i so overwhelmed like literally all noises above a mid frequency is making my entire body like get angry and im moments away from crying uggghhhh my sister needs to shut UPPP and also my dad theyre the only two people in the car talking and theyre having a conversation at normal volume and its too fucking LOUD what i have my headphones on i muted them my own mfing music was too loud theyre noise cancelling THE WORKD IS TOO FUCKING LOUD RIGHT NOW WHAT THE HELL
#shitpost#im actually breathing so heavily from nothing#i think its because i burned my tongue again and i burned it so hard i almost started crying#like my eyes teared up really hard
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Harry Kim saying Naomi is lucky to be born on Voyager and that he would have given "anything" to have her life when he was a kid...
#He sees NO downsides????#Also I love how Neelix was yelling and panicked and Harry was like 'haha ok buddy. Hey this little guy is ugly huh~? See ya later!'#absolutely unbothered and not the least bit curious - love him <3#saw someone post about how they don't like 'once upon a time' bc Neelix doesn't tell Naomi right away about her mother .... bro.#c'mon. Anyway I love Neelix and him trying so hard to shield Naomi from bad things / upset bc he KNOWS how fucking painful#it is to lose a family DID make me tear up.#Also Naomi in that burned-down forest (symbolic of innocence?) was a kickass visual. Neelix telling her about his family and Naomi trying#to comfort HIM??? SHE'S SUCH A GOOD KID MAN....Neelix making her a flotter doll was also v cute#OH AND Naomi going 'I Am Borg...' and Neelix going '~??? No you're not~!!!' and Naomi giggling...added NOTHING to the#episode - as it should be!! Sometimes you've just gotta have a really cute silly moment <3#Tuvok: [says something] / Tom: Nice bedside manner Tuvok =_=#Tuvok: [about to say the most beautiful comforting words you've ever heard one parent say to another] And I took that personally.#Love how Naomi is scared of Seven at first...girl that's your roommate.#HEHEH she starts off the series scared of her but by the end she's her little buddy and also her intern#but yeah never forget that Harry Kim can and will say the most unhinged things but so casually that no one will really clock it#NEVER forget that he says he remembers.....either being an infant or his own birth - both WILD to me#Harry Kim lowkey loves destiny and being special and the idea of 'chosen ones' and the narrative even though he will fight it all if it#harms the ones he loves#Harry: (guy from an alternate timeline who replaced the dead Naomi with the alive one from his own) That kid's living the dream <3
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Guys, I'm trying - but FUCK I can't draw Bruce or anything
#I've been futzing with this for the last 34 minutes and 32 seconds#(I was watching a drawfee video)#I think I've tried to draw his hair about 6 times#I just#I'm struggling so hard and it's making my heart beat faster as I get more stressed and I just wanna cry#why is this happening#art never used to be like this for me#it was something I could do for hours#it was fun and relaxing#why is it now such a source of stress#I could cry#maybe I am tearing up a bit who could say#this started off as a joke post but it's also a vent now I guess lol#back to drawfee#or animal crossing I might give up#sigh#wip
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