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#Woke up from a nightmare with a migraine#finally shook that#got my first period since Thanksgiving#fine#Then when I was eating dinner w a friend#I bit down too hard on my new filling#so hard I started tearing up#and thought my tooth was cracked (it isnāt)#and now Iām laying in bed#so so tired of hurting#and going to bed alone#my heart hurts#and I miss some friends rn#but being this needy is what cost me one of them#and Iām afraid that will just keep happening
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I have this meme lying around and my mood rn manā¦I canāt
I felt like Iāve been robbed. I canāt stop watching the premiere. Iāve been crying since 5am. When the premiere started, now itās 5pm and Iām still crying. manā¦
#epic the musical#epic the ithaca saga#epic premiere hits home hard dude I cannotā¦#My life is so done now#I started tearing up on I canāt help but wonder#Then Would you fall in love with me again make the dam broke#I cried so hard my dad stop baking his cake dude#My family thinks Iām crazy now
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Catelyn heard someone snigger behind her. She loves him, poor thing, she thought sadly. She'd play his squire just to touch him, and never care how great a fool they think her... (and some other things)
#brienne of tarth#renly baratheon#catelyn stark#catelyn tully#stannis baratheon#davos seaworth#theon greyjoy#asha greyjoy#asoiaf#acok#a clash of kings#this fucking quote hit me like a truck right in my balls I genuinely start tearing up whenever i look at it its wild#im not even sure why it hit me so hard??? its just kinda me fr#anyway renly looks like loki sorry it wasnt intended#and ofc i had to include the greyjoy siblings too#š§©
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Welcome to the Restraint! (Restaurant)
Imagine Danny runs to Gotham and starts squatting in an abandoned old building in Crime Alley. Slowly putting some ecto into the place to claim it as his haunt (while recovering from the sudden loss of his old one). And he does the normal stuff to survive. Finds some odd jobs, often as a messenger, and is just surviving. Another thing he does is make his own food. Itās cheaper than takeout and heās gotten pretty good at cooking (out of necessity instead of eating sentient hotdogs). Then he ends up accidentally taking in some street kids. Or more like they follow him home. He canāt just turn them away so he makes a meal for them and lets them stay the night then sends them on their way. And then it happens again. And again. And ok, so maybe he saved a girl from getting molested. And that older guy from getting his only good blanket stolen. And sure, maybe letting that poor pizza delivery guy rant was unnecessary but he looked like he was having a bad day ok? Pretty sure that kid with the scar is a meta too butā¦he needed a place to stay a few nights alright? Itās not like any of them stay permanently. Dannyās started picking up a few more odd jobs to pay for all the extra food heās had to buy. Always keeping his place stocked. At least he doesnāt have to pay for water and a fridge, he just makes some ice (or melts it). Sure the water is cold, but itās probbaly the cleanest water in Gotham. And then some of the people start paying. Likeā¦actually paying in exchange for food. Not sure if itās because of guilt or pity but Danny wonāt look a gift horse in the mouth. And with all the money, he hasnāt had to take as many dangerous jobs. Soon, his little abandoned apartment became whatās essentially the closest thing to a legitimate restaurant in Crime Alley.
It didnāt look normal. The chairs and tables were more like old couches and stools pulled up to coffee tables and cabinets turned on their side. Although with the bulling becoming more like Dannyās haunt, the walls naturally started repairing themselves so at least it didnāt look like it was gonna collapse anymore. And okā¦so Danny might have rescued a few feral kids whoā¦weirdly have gold eyes. And possibly stopped a meta trafficking ring on accident. And look, these people didnāt have anywhere to go! And the apartment did have empty rooms. It was already known as a place someone could crash for the night (last winter the entire place was cramped with people. Danny had to break up multiple fights but they usually calmed down when he got there.)
One benefit from controlling a haunt is controlling the temperature inside so it was one of the only buildings with āheatā. But back to hisā¦strays. So yeahā¦most didnāt seem like they could rejoin societyā¦so he let them stay. Andā¦they kind of became employees? Impromptu bodyguards? (Some of the golden eyed people almost felt like he was rangling feral ghosts again.) they came in all ages. A few kids, lots of teens, and a few adults. Same with the metas he rescued. They mostly helped deliver food to costumers. They even got a phone line working and could take orders. (Although the newā¦employeesā¦also got more protective whenever a fight broke out.) With all the extra money heās been getting he was even able to afford some medical supplies. A lot of his customers(?) came in injured and he tried his best to patch them up but now he could do more than tie some ripped clothing around the wound and use ice to numb it. Heās got bandages. And pain killers. Plus other medical stuff. He can even give someone stickers now! All that experience as an injured vigilante was paying off. Even Villains and goons start attending this place. The place was unofficially designated as one of the Alleyās āsafe zonesā where no fighting takes place inside (the body guards make sure of it.) the metas and Talons are getting an identity for themselves, the street kids even get a job and a hideout, random people can go there for help or to pass messages, this place provides food, shelter, and medical care. No one wants it going down.
So yeah, welcome to the restaurant!
(Iām debating whether I want this to be the weirdest restaurant/safe place/truce area in the alley, or whether I want Danny to accidentally become a crime lord. Possibly both.)
Also, this place is called the Restraint because I keep misspelling Restaurant and I think Danny would do the same so the name stuck. (Or one of the kids spelled it when making a sign or passing around messages to spread the word of this safe place.)
So anyways, to add some angst, after Danny adopts a bunch of crime alley kids/villains they find out about Dannyās powers and that heās a ghost, only they donāt know about Halfas so they think Danny is fully dead and this super kind guy who has been the only person to ever treat them like peopleā¦died. He died likely a long time ago and thereās nothing any of them can do to change that.
(And if the GIW dare to come into the alley, they better be prepared for the entire place to turn on them.)
#Dpxdc#dcxdp#Kizzer55555 ideas#I kinda like the idea of Danny also being able to cure joker venom#So like what could happen is a recent attack caused some people he knew to get infected#they came into the Restraint laughing while tears trailed down their face and they were gasping like they couldnāt breathe.#Danny can immediatly tell somethingās wrong and can practically see their veins glowing green.#They had enough joker venom that it should be perminant but Danny uses his powers.#What he does is concentrate and phase shift them and ONLY them. Letting the venom fall through and splatter the ground with a hiss.#Itās the first time anyone has seen Danny use powers but everyone unanimously agrees never to mention it.#Of course. There are many people people who might then bring their loved ones to Danny. Hoping he could help.#You would be surprised how many kids are in the alley because their parents were gassed with joker venom#and the foster system wouldnāt take them. Or people who lost their jobs to pay for medical bills for loved ones.#So then an alley guy brings his gassed sister in. She had been in the hospital for 2 years now and he knows itās a long shot.#But he has to try.#Itās harder than the fresh venom since the drug had been more absorbed into the girl. Danny has to really focus and it takes longer#But bit by bit he manages to separate the joker venom and her laughing soon turns to sobbing as her mouth stops smiling.#When heās done the brother and sister are both crying. The girl is malnourished because itās hard to eat while laughing but sheāll be ok.#Soon all the alley people start bringing in loved ones. Itās very subtle because thereās NO WAY they are exposing Dannyās abilities.#However people start noticing that joker victims have started to disappear from hospitals.#Danny is covered in scars from vigilantism.#He may or may not have vivisection scars.#Whether it was from phantom and he just escaped before revealing his identity or bad reveal is up to you.
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New Lundehund just dropped! Felix Junior Nilasson B3 made the quality requirement by a good margin and gained full registration today! He's the fourth of the Bs and fifth project dog overall (by my count) to enter the studbook.
The judge noted he has a slightly deep stop, but excellent proportions and volume of body (light and lean) and six sufficiently developed toes on each paw. In terms of health, he's HD B, PL 0, and eye screened clear, no signs of IL.
Nilas' grandmother was a Lundehund-Buhund cross, born in 2016. Lundehunds are being outcrossed to combat issues related to their severely restricted gene pool, such as infertility and a rare genetic disorder that causes 30% of deaths in the breed. The project is a collaboration between the breed club, kennel club, and our leading veterinary and genetic resource centers.
#lundehund outcross project#ik many of you already know this project well but added info for those that dont#look at this incredibly cool and good thing that is happening#Norrbotten-xes are hitting F2 as well these days with litter 2 expected this fall#ive been following this since the start in 2013 and i tear up every time they make a new registration#so many people have worked so hard for so long to make this happen#this is how you do successful outcrossing
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some sprites from the new tot event bc ourgh....
rosa my prettiest gf ever in yet another banger event hell yea š
#tears of sophie ; not themis#THE STORY SO FAR IS SO !!!!#me when xianxia and/or martial cultivation novels/themed events occur: <333#dan mo and lin shens side story š„¹š„¹#AND QINGYU SIDE STORY..... sob#fuck them disciples and elders man... like i get it but also dont blame the child of the one responsible ;w;#also#I NEED THAT ARTEM CARD RAAHHHH#and ofc i have 0 pity from anniv.... starting from 100 again..... 60 pulls in and i get an off-rate up....#XIANXIA ARTEM PLS JUST COME HOME#like i most likely will get the card by the end of the update but pls... dont be hard pity again.... uve done enough dmg to me....
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i think i might be legit happy for the first time in my life.
i got out. i actually got out.
#and i mean unabashedly#fully wholly no ifs no buts no compromises. I'm out i have friends REAL friends like irl we hit it off so well in just a few days#we're all here cause we all love the same things i can hop on a bus and go anywhere i want in the city (ANNUAL BUS PASS FOR 25ā¬. HELLO???)#i live on my own I'm meeting my roommate tomorrow and ik she's a sweetheart my professors are trans friendly the prices on stuff are decent#I GET TO USE MY OWN NAME.#i get gendered correctly even with long hair this is the first time in my life where i recognize myself in the mirror#this still doesn't feel real. if i think about it too hard i start to tear up#i think the local mutual aid group might even have resources to get started on hrt
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rewatching s1 and in ep2 w*ndigo, dean makes a joke about not bringing provisions into the woods just to pull out a bag of peanut butter m&mās and stick with me here, itās why the later seasonsā āgoofy deanā loses me
this moment is clearly a joke but if you think about it too much, it also makes some sense; a family size bag of peanut m&mās is calorie dense and even the high sugar is good to keep you moving which they need on an overnight hunt. it also shows how due to their upbringing, theyāve had to eat lower quality food, things they always had access to that was cheap and also in bulk
what does dean eating ghost pepper jerky then tipping water on himself exist for other than to be a cringy joke? what does smelling old chinese food, testing to see if it's still good then shaking his head with cabbage hanging out his mouth when it isn't serve? it's just to make him look stupid and contrast sam's healthy/clean diet (and superiority but thatās another conversation) which has always existed but it used to be nuanced and natural
we see dean as a child give up the food he wanted to eat so sam could eat it. (āiām sick of spaghetti-os,ā āyouāre the one who wanted them,ā ā¦ āi want lucky charms!ā āā¦ thereās only enough for one bowl and i havenāt had any yet!ā proceeds to give them to sam, 1x18) we know he hustled and stole food to ensure sam ate. (āso, whatād he take?ā āget this- peanut butter and bread.ā 9x07)
we also see throughout the early seasons dean teasing sam about his salad or healthy choice while he eats some form of burger or other fast food (or notably, cheerfully eating prison food that sam wonāt touch, 2x19). it's typical sibling teasing but it also shows that it isn't new for sam to eat like that and for dean to know he eats like that
sam being picky isn't just a character trait they chose for him, it's a result of how dean raised him; he raised him to like and want healthy food and be food secure enough to reject food he didn't want
but dean eats anything he is given and seeks out unhealthy - cheap, plentiful, filling - food
he is the opposite of picky to the point of it being a consistent bit; they show him multiple times eating when it's socially frowned upon to do so eg. questioning a grieving victim when they're trying to be discreet (1x14, 2x15, 2x18)
a similar moment to the chinese food is in 4x19; dean wakes up in the car while sam brushes his teeth outside and is hungry. sam says there's a sandwich in the backseat, dean smells it and recoils bc it's an old tuna sandwich. the moment is funny on its own but it also exists as a comparison of their lives to adam's; he has a loving mother, goes to school and importantly, a steady stable childhood
itās a joke with a purpose
it also supports dean's food insecurity; he wakes up and is immediately hungry, enough to complain about it and seek out food before anything else
dean is always hungry bc he never has access to nutritionally rich foods bc he got used to using the money he earned to buy sam's more expensive food. he got used to his cheaper, denser foods and grew up with (and continues to live with) intermittent access to said foods. think of how long it takes to drive from one state to another; how many hours it can take to see another town that offers food, if you arrive at a reasonable enough time for anything to be open. also think how they canāt keep any food beyond what fits in an esky; nothing that needs defrosting, nothing can be heated up. itās bags and jars and take out for as long as they can trust it
then they get the bunker which has its own kitchen
dean even describes himself as "nesting" when he decorates his room, something he hasn't had since he was four years old, and he uses said kitchen to cook a burger from scratch that he is proud of. he is food secure for the first time in his life and it shows in how often he cooks for both himself and sam
so these moments where they have him acting goofy regarding food are no longer character driven and only exist as a joke which is why they come across as cringy and out of character compared to similar earlier moments
a lot of my issues with dean's characterisation started when they introduced the bunker. the argument can and is made that the reason these jokes happen is bc he feels safe in the bunker, that bc he now has a home he can relax and unmask but that still doesn't feel sufficient. they crank up these sillier moments for both of them, giving them a sort of playing house comedy vibe of two roommates with completely different personalities but it doesn't feel like an authentic progression. it feels forced; an attempt at humour for humour's sake
food stopped being an informed part of their characters and their trauma and instead became flanderised; sam is the judgy vegetarian health nut and dean is his borderline slovenly carnivore counterpart
#12 yr old dean throwing a bag of veggie chips at sams head and saying ādont forget your vegetablesā actually makes me want to scream#sam not knowing or not acknowledging how much dean did for him throughout their childhood kills me#hes always saying how bad it was or later on saying at least john did his best#it wouldve been so much worse if dean was just a little more resentful#its not limited to the later seasons ill fully admit that#it literally became a plot point in s7 with the leviathans infecting the corn syrup and dean complaining about eating ārabbit foodā#bc hes āa warriorā and needs his āroad foodā while sam brings him to a farmers market#it comes up in at least two seperate episodes and it started to annoy me then too trust me it already felt ooc#its not just food moments either; i hate the food socks and his robe and playing with the sword too#whenever they decide to make him act stupid to help bolster sams smarts and maturity#something that used to be naturally occurring without tearing dean down bc deans smart too and was literally parentified hes plenty mature#the narrative tries so hard to make dean the dumb fighter and sam the book nerd and its such a disservice to both of them#dean isnt an idiot and not just about hunting; he has a favourite author and an encyclopaedic knowledge of music and movies#hes just as learned about sam when it comes to hunting and the show used to have that; even correcting sam and explaining things to him#and sams had plenty of one on one fight scenes AND fight scenes against dean that are almost always draws#you cant show them with this nuance then act like it never existed#i remember bitch#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#carry on my wayward son#talk meta to me#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#sam winchester#meta#save post#supernatural meta
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Hey can you pass the twink? *Hits it* and passes it to the next person
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#gross. gross! i do not like this thing. two alternate angles under the cut for those of you who like this thing because i am about to tear#into it so hard. ahem#enamorus#this thing is ugly as fuck. all of the genies were already ugly as fuck and now this thing only makes that worse. all of their therian form#were like MILDLY better but this one takes that trend and just throws it out the window#like the anteater nose is FUNNY especially on a legendary but LORD DON'T MAKE ME LOOK AT IT#not to mention its boss fight taking place in the fucking SWAMP with all the SLOWY WATER#and it just ZOOMS AROUND AND TELEPORTS if i remember correctly#like the LAST fuckin pokƩmon in the pokƩdex you can catch and it looks like THIS??? why did we need another genie. what#i understand the trend in gen 8 where they kept adding new legendaries to already established like. groups. like regieleki and regidrago#but THIS group is one that DID NOT NEED ONE#like i can see the additions to the regis!!! they're cool additions and really modernize the trio into a quintet!! but this is just RIDICUL#sorry tumblr cut me off there. this is just RIDICULOUS#ooouuhhhuhuhuh all the other genies are buff men with beards but this one's a laaaady bc it's pink!! and fairy-type!!! and small!! a#NO!!!! STOP!!!!!!!!! WE DON'T NEED IT!!!!!! PUT THAT THING BACK WHERE IT CAME FROM OR SO HELP ME!!!!#it's literally like. the last pokƩmon in gen 9. i'm gonna have to start worrying about gen 9 models RIGHT after this#teechnically. i'm actually queuing this thing up before i'm done with all the hisuian forms so i have a bit of time#but it'll Look like it comes last in the queue right before gen 9#here's praying i have something figured out by then? but i doubt it because i've just started a new job#and that's probably gonna be taking a lot of my time until then
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I hope future employers never find my Evie with boobs drawing
IM ACTUALLY GOING TO SOB I THINK THIS IS MY FAVORITE FALLENCLAN ART EVER
#i actually started tearing up im laughing so hard help#fallenart#fallenasks#silkclan#fallenmemes#how is it so fucking hysterical and still such good art its incredible
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zelgan commission for my lovely friend @elinadsy (who is writing a kickass zelgan fic full of Really Great Worldbuilding and Political Intrigue(tm) btw) for contributing to my sickly cat's medical funds š„¹ā¤ļø
this was sooo fun to do ahhh I ended up going a little ham cause I zoomed in to adjust something at one point and the Accidental Composition made me go š, so I made a little extra thing too
#legend of zelda#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#zelda#princess zelda#ganondorf#zelgan#description in alt text#my art#ganon started out Regular-Sized and then I went to sleep#and when I woke up and resumed drawing I was like 'oh not NEARLY enough of a brick shithouse'#he got Expanded(tm) widthwise like 1.5x lol#and tbh I could still probably make him bigger and brick-shithouse-ier#also it's weirdly hard to find references for ganondorf so he might not be 100% accurate but I think he looks alright
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#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad#and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything#i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing#but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT#and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing#and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over#and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop#and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me#and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it#again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that#so I felt guilty throughout#anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely#and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods#heres to healing ā¤ļøāš©¹
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itās cool and all that we got more maps added to Just Dance+, but WHERE ARE TRAVELER & SIāHA NOVAāS MAPS ššššššš
#just dance#just dance the traveler#just dance traveler#just dance siāha nova#just dance rock your body#just dance levitating#just dance save your tears#UBISOFT PLEASE IāM BEGGING YOU PLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLS ADD THEIR MAPS TO JD+ IM BEGGING ššš#ITāS LITERALLY BEEN YEARS SINCE JD+ STARTED HOW HAVE YOU STILL NOT ADDED WHATRE ESSENTIALLY THE DIRECT PREQUEL MAPS TO THE STORY šš#THEY LITERALLY SHOW HOW THE PROTAGONIST CAME TO BE šš#it canāt be that hard as far as licensing is concerned bc youāve literally recently had songs from#Justin Timberlake & Dua Lipa & The Weeknd & Arianna Grande especially in maps as of recent years#so whatās the hold up omg šš pls omg Iām so desperate to play their maps#i refuse to get JD2022 just to play 3 maps#also on the basis of principle bc I feel like theyāre doing this on purpose so that more people will buy JD22 just to see the lore šš#I refuse to give in bc then thatād tell Ubisoft that what theyāre doing by delaying their maps in JD+ is working & I Donāt want that šš#UBISOFT!!! ADD TRAVELER & SIāHA NOVAāS MAPS TO JD+ AND MY LIFE IS YOURS!!!!!
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Harry Kim saying Naomi is lucky to be born on Voyager and that he would have given "anything" to have her life when he was a kid...
#He sees NO downsides????#Also I love how Neelix was yelling and panicked and Harry was like 'haha ok buddy. Hey this little guy is ugly huh~? See ya later!'#absolutely unbothered and not the least bit curious - love him <3#saw someone post about how they don't like 'once upon a time' bc Neelix doesn't tell Naomi right away about her mother .... bro.#c'mon. Anyway I love Neelix and him trying so hard to shield Naomi from bad things / upset bc he KNOWS how fucking painful#it is to lose a family DID make me tear up.#Also Naomi in that burned-down forest (symbolic of innocence?) was a kickass visual. Neelix telling her about his family and Naomi trying#to comfort HIM??? SHE'S SUCH A GOOD KID MAN....Neelix making her a flotter doll was also v cute#OH AND Naomi going 'I Am Borg...' and Neelix going '~??? No you're not~!!!' and Naomi giggling...added NOTHING to the#episode - as it should be!! Sometimes you've just gotta have a really cute silly moment <3#Tuvok: [says something] / Tom: Nice bedside manner Tuvok =_=#Tuvok: [about to say the most beautiful comforting words you've ever heard one parent say to another] And I took that personally.#Love how Naomi is scared of Seven at first...girl that's your roommate.#HEHEH she starts off the series scared of her but by the end she's her little buddy and also her intern#but yeah never forget that Harry Kim can and will say the most unhinged things but so casually that no one will really clock it#NEVER forget that he says he remembers.....either being an infant or his own birth - both WILD to me#Harry Kim lowkey loves destiny and being special and the idea of 'chosen ones' and the narrative even though he will fight it all if it#harms the ones he loves#Harry: (guy from an alternate timeline who replaced the dead Naomi with the alive one from his own) That kid's living the dream <3
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Guys, I'm trying - but FUCK I can't draw Bruce or anything
#I've been futzing with this for the last 34 minutes and 32 seconds#(I was watching a drawfee video)#I think I've tried to draw his hair about 6 times#I just#I'm struggling so hard and it's making my heart beat faster as I get more stressed and I just wanna cry#why is this happening#art never used to be like this for me#it was something I could do for hours#it was fun and relaxing#why is it now such a source of stress#I could cry#maybe I am tearing up a bit who could say#this started off as a joke post but it's also a vent now I guess lol#back to drawfee#or animal crossing I might give up#sigh#wip
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