#so glad I don't see her shit anymore but this is so pathetic

[fangmich]

oh JK Molding said something bad about Ace people?!

what is next madam Molding? Will you bring back the fucking Ace "discourse" from 2016 you dumbass wannabe writer?!

[fantom-princess]

Music to My Ears

A/N: This is my first fanfiction in a really long time. I would love to know your thoughts, if you enjoyed it, constructive criticism, etc.! I don’t know if anyone is reading this, but I thought I would give it a try. Also tried writing as a gender neutral person.

Trigger warnings: Alcohol mentioned, swear words, cheating mentioned

(y/n) - Your Name

(y/f/n) - Your Friend’s Name

(y/e/c) - Your Eye Color

(y/h/c) - Your Hair Color

~~~

“Hey, Spence! Glad you could make it!” Angela said, as she saw Spencer enter the busy bar. “I wasn’t sure you were gonna be here.”

“Yeah, I wasn’t sure I was gonna come, but you said it would be worth it,” he responded.

“Well, I definitely think you’re really gonna like (y/f/n).”

“C’mon Ang, not another set up.” He whined.

“Just hear me out! Okay? She’s the guitarist for the first band. She plays guitar- -” she gets cut off as she starts her list.

“Thank you all so much for coming out tonight for our ‘Cover Me Excited: Cheater’s Edition’ showcase!” an announcer proclaims on the stage. The entire bar erupts with applause and cheers. “Tonight, we’re celebrating the ones who have been cheated on! We hear you, we see you, we want you to know you’re not alone. Tonight is a night to say, ‘Fuck that! We are worth so much more!’ with some of the most famous songs, covered by some not-so-famous bands. We’ve got an exciting line-up tonight, starting with a band you all know, ‘cause they won’t leave us alone, Moonlight Extracted!”

The crowd roared with excitement as the instrumentalists started getting settled with their instruments and the announcer handed the microphone off to an extremely attractive person, in Spencer’s eyes. They had (y/h/c) and sharp (y/e/c) and he had a hard time taking his eyes off of them.

Angela turned to Spencer and said, talking over all the cheers, “That’s her! That’s (y/f/n)!” She turned back to cheer her friend on.

Shit, I’m supposed to be watching someone else, Spencer thought. But no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t take his eyes off of the one holding the mic at the front of the stage. Granted, he didn’t really try all that hard.

“That’s not true! They’re the ones who keep begging us to come back!” they say into the microphone.

Everyone laughs, as the announcer yells from offstage, “Only 'cause drink sales go up whenever you perform!”

They just shrug with a chuckle. “Whatever works to keep us on this stage. Speaking of, please tip your wonderful bartenders! They work so hard!” Everyone cheers. “Wow! This crowd is electric! Thank you so much for welcoming us! My name is (y/n) and we are Moonlight Extracted!”

The drummer counted the band in and their cover of “Carnivore” by Bear Attack started. Spencer noticed the singer close their eyes and bob their head to the music.

I wonder what (y/n)’s thinking about, he thought. They’re really getting into it.

Sitting in the dark, staring at the wall

You're with someone else, you tell me it's my fault

That I deserve it all

Every time you say you're gonna change

It sounds so familiar

But every time, it happens once again

Spencer couldn’t tear his eyes away from (y/n), despite knowing he should. But the singer just seemed to know how to command the stage. (y/n) took the mic off the stand and walked over to (y/f/n) to sing the first chorus.

Well, I'm tired of your bullshit

You took my heart and ate it

But I won't be your victim, can't take it anymore

I guess I wasn't perfect, but you were further from it

You're nothing but a monster

And I was your prey, carnivore

And I was your prey, carnivore

They were so into it; using their whole body to convey the pain of being cheated on. They floated around the stage, seemingly commanding everyone to look at them; not forcefully, but because everyone wanted to. I wonder if they’d ever been cheated on.

Sneaking in the door, you think that I don't know

Try to shrug it off, I caught you in the act

Don't you even try, to tell me that this time you're gonna change

It sounds so pathetic

'Cause every time it happens once again

Next, they went over to the drummer, both singing the chorus in harmony.

I'm tired of your bullshit

You took my heart and ate it

But I won't be your victim, can't take it anymore

Now to the keyboardist,

I guess I wasn't perfect, but you were further from it

You're nothing but a monster

And I was your prey, carnivore

Back to the front, they put the mic back on the stand, to really grab the attention of the audience for the bridge.

After all is said and done

I let you in to drink my blood

But you'd never had enough

Because after all is said and done

You're just a carnivore

You're just a carnivore

You're just a carnivore

They grabbed the mic, like their life depended on it and crouched down, to be a little more eye level with the audience.Their eyes were brimming with passion. Or rage, Spencer couldn’t tell which. Either way, it was absolutely captivating, and Spencer felt like it was just the two of them.

I'm tired of your bullshit

You took my heart and ate it

But I won't be your victim, can't take it anymore

Finally, they got up and put the mic back on the stand for this last part.

I guess I wasn't worth it, but you were further from it

You're nothing but a monster

And I was your prey, carnivore

And I was your prey, carnivore

And I was your prey, carnivore

I wonder who the asshat was that could have cheated on them, Spencer couldn’t help but think. If I were with them, I would never - - could never do that.

Everyone in the bar erupted with applause and cheers. Spencer heard Angela scream, “Go Moonlight Extracted! Go (y/f/n)!” and he broke out of his trance to clap as well.

After a quick bow, the band left the stage as the announcer got back up and said, “Thank you so much, Moonlight Extracted! They will be back out after a few more bands, so don’t go anywhere! Next up, we have the,” the announcer stopped to read a notecard, clearly not knowing this band as well as the first one. “Phantom Unicorns, playing ‘Before He Cheats’ by Carrie Underwood!”

The crowd cheered again as Angela grabbed Spencer and said, “C’mon! They’re coming out! Let’s go say hi to them!” As the pair made their way closer to the stage, (y/n) and (y/f/n) made their way closer to where Spencer and Angela were. There was a small lump in his throat just thinking about talking to (y/n). Right before the two pairs reached each other, (y/n) veered off towards a different direction. His heart sank a little, thinking about how he wouldn’t get to meet them.

“You were so great! Really had the audience in the palm of your hand!” Angela yelled, as soon as they reached her friend. She gave her friend a quick hug and then turned to Spencer. “Hey Spencer, this is (y/f/n). (y/f/n), Spencer.”

The two shook hands, a little stiffly and awkwardly. “Nice to meet you. Ang has told me a lot about you.” (y/f/n) said.

“Has she now?” He questioned, his curiosity piqued.

Angela just rolled her eyes. “Spence, would you mind grabbing me a marg from the bar, please?”

Assuming Ang wanted some time with her friend, Spencer agreed. He felt a small need to get out of there anyways. As he approached the bar, he saw (y/n) talking to a bartender. “Can I get four bottles of water, please?” He heard them ask. The bartender nodded, then turned to grab them.

Spencer took the chance to approach the singer. “Are four bottles enough after a performance like that?” He asked, trying as hard as he could to come off smooth.

They turned around with a smile that could have melted Spencer into a puddle, if it wasn’t so cold in the bar. “Well, you know, we gotta stay hydrated in order to keep going,” they responded with a laugh. “These are for my bandmates. I’m their pack mule, it seems.”

Spencer chuckled. “You are definitely more attractive than a mule.” (y/n) blushed at the comment. “And more talented. That was quite a show you put on.” He continued.

“Thanks for coming out to support us. It’s so much fun to perform. I’m (y/n), by the way.” They reached their hand out, probably expecting a handshake.

“Spencer.” He took (y/n)’s hand and shook. They both seemed to linger with their hands intertwined for longer than a regular handshake usually takes.

In the background, the announcer seems to be saying something into the mic again and that seems to break (y/n) out of their trance and let go of his hand. “Well, Spencer,” seemingly trying the name on for size. “It was really nice to meet you.” Hearing them say his name made him weak in the knees and he had to try hard not to let it show. “I gotta get back to the band before we go on again.” They turned to grab the water bottles, but turned back to look at the man one more time.

As they started backing away, Spencer called out, “Can I get your number?” (y/n) seemed to pause. “Y’know, so I can keep up with the band’s events… and stuff…”

(y/n) smiled up at him. They walked back, put the bottles down, and pulled a pen out of their back pocket. They grabbed Spencer’s hand, which sent shivers throughout his body, and started writing something on the back. “Shoot me a text sometime.” They said, casually, as they picked up the water bottles and walked away.

Spencer stood there in awe of the person who just walked away. He didn’t even notice Angela walk up behind him until she said, “So, what’d you think of (y/n)?”

Caught off guard, he replied after a brief pause. “She was nice; she played a good show and her guitar skills - - “

“No, not (y/f/n). (y/n),” she clarified, elongating the last syllable of the name.

Spencer just stood there, confused. “What are you… How did you - -”

“You got their number! Nice! That’s farther than I thought you were gonna get tonight!”

“What the hell is going on here?”

“Sorry to trick you, Spence. But you said no more set ups, so I just happened to… organize a meeting in which you might meet someone I wanted you to meet.”

He was still trying to wrap his head around everything that just happened. “But you said that (y/f/n) and I had so much in common.” Thinking back, he realized she’d only listed off one thing.

“Yeah, I think that’s the only thing you guys have in common. Great timing with the announcer, right? I can’t believe how well that worked out! I was gonna start bullshitting stuff.” She elbowed the shocked man in the stomach. “But you and (y/n) have way more in common.”

“Wait, so you’re friends with them too? Were they in on it?” Spencer felt a little betrayed.

“What? No! (y/n) had nothing to do with it! It was all (y/f/n) and me. Honestly, I didn’t think you’d get to talk to them tonight. Or they’d talk to anyone. They get really in the zone when performing.”

Blushing, he replied, “Yeah, I could tell.”

She smiled at the flustered man. “C’mon, they’re about to perform again,” she said as she tried to usher him back to where they were standing.

“Wait! I never got your marg,” he said, a little embarrassed about how sidetracked he got.

“All a part of my plan,” was all she said as she led him through the crowd.

~~~

A/N: I’ve had this idea for a little bit now and wanted to get it down before I forgot. I’ve thought about continuing the story, having this told from (y/n)’s perspective, or even trying out different stories here and there. I don’t know if anyone is interested, but I definitely had fun with this. Thank you so much!

[wc-confessions]

I'll never get over how dirty they did Smoke and Whitetail in Onestar's Confession

Like, Onestar treats Smoke like complete shit, like to her and refuses to take responsibility, he's so paranoid about Whitetail finding out about his past relationship that he refuses to listen to Smoke when she needs him (leading to two of her kits dying) and he literally ATTACKS HER AND HURTS DARKKIT IN THE PROCESS

Onestar constantly flips back and forth between "I'm glad I don't have to see her anymore" and "B-but I was gonna go back for her!!!" And the book frames it like she was some kind of crazy ex instead of a victim of Onestar's shitty behavior

Then they have the audacity to have Smoke appear in his dream later and be all "please Onestar...you have to stop Darktail...I believe in you" SHE WOULD NEVER

As for Whitetail, she's one of the few background characters who actually had a personality (not much of one, but more than can be said for a lot of bg characters) and they just threw it in the trash to make her a generic compliant, submissive love interest

In Shattered Sky, Whitetail is pissed when Onestar tells the truth about Darktail, but in OC she's all "teehee you're so silly, of course I forgive you!!" SHE WOULD NEVER

And all of that isn't even mentioning her being his apprentice. Erins why. You could ha e retconned that so easily. Why did you basically make Onewhisker go "I remember when she used to be my student...haha she's so attractive" WHAT. (seriously the way it's worded is so creepy who thought that was a good idea)

And then at the end of the book he's just forgiven after he reflects on his life for three seconds. No justice for Smoke. No justice for Whitetail. No justice for Darkkit and no justice for anyone else he's hurt. The only character whose evil actions have been more swept under the rug by the books is fucking Clear Sky

Also they try to frame his death like it's anywhere comparable to Bristlefrost's (similar wording, both drowned etc etc) when NO. IT IS NOT. Bristlefrost was a selfless cat who realized her mistakes and worked tirelessly to fix them and doomed her spirit to nothingness, Onrstar was a complete asshole coward who never truly took accountability whose sacrifice was a last ditch effort to do something good in his pathetic cowardly life

Anyways rant over I just really hate that book

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[lovelytaitai]

I've never been one to post on the internet. I'm just one of those who are obsessed with reading fanfictions about certain books, animes, games etc. My first post was driven by that person who made an obvious fake anon to degrade Lyanna in order to make the fandom dismiss Elia martell more than they already do. But the truth is it didn't start there.

There is a certain someone on tumblr who is making a great AU in my eyes and twice they received hate anon from one of Rhaegar x Lyanna fans. Telling them what to and what not to write because they don't feel comfortable when they see characters they like criticize Rhaegar and Lyanna. The author love Rhaegar and Lyanna but they treat them like human beings with faults and they got really sad about the hate. That's why when I saw another anon that was fake, I couldn't stand it anymore.

You don't just shit on people then act as the victim.

And now I was just on AO3 and I saw another fanfiction where Rhaegar politically wed unwilling Lyanna but they end up in love. So much for political marriage is wrong and everyone should cheat on everyone but I guess it doesn't apply on Lyanna for them.

But it doesn't stop there. Lyanna in fact says that now "The Martells hate her because Rhaegar broke his engagement to Elia and chose her" and of course the lannisters hate her too now.

The special young tomboy with swordskill girl has to be hated by every girl otherwise how would she feel special and different tfrom her own pathetic gender?

And there is more.... Ashara tells her that Elia is not fit for the position, so she doesn't hate Lyanna for taking Elia's place. Also she also tells her that her loyalty (Ashara's) is mostly to her prince, whom she is so glad he is their prince.

Apparently tomboyish willful lyanna who does without thinking is more fitting to be queen than Elia martell.

No hate on the author. I'm not sure how old they are or what drove them to write this and they seem like a nice person and I read everything even Rhaegar x lyanna fanfictions but truly what is wrong with you people?

It's makes me want to punch something and I'm not even a fan of Elia.

Hopefully I don't end up one of those on tumblr who fights with Rhaegar x Lyanna fans. Because I'm starting to get really angry here.

[11queensupreme11]

First of all: Long Live the Queen! Hope you're doing great, your stories are a real delicacy... I first discovered your Tsunami fic when I was in my jjk era, but your Arsenic Blues woke up my inner pjo fan. So eager to see how this all unfold.

But for now, time for the Rankings!

My personnal RoR favorites based on the manga only:

1) Shiva--> Not in the harem, but I had to place him somehow. Was searching for a Shiva fic in the first place. Love the himbo energy. At least it's good to see he's one of the "sane" one in your story.

2) Anubis--> Same, feral himbo doggo energy, can we ask for more?

3) Beelzebub--> Noo don't unalive yourself Bb love u so pretty haha🥺

4) Hadès--> All Hail to the King, here for the BigBro energy

5) Poseidon--> Mytho/Pjo fan here, of course he's one of my favorite gods, but I'm not a fan of his RoR portrayal. He's pretty tho.

6) Apollon--> Too effeminate for my taste, I was rooting for Leonidas anyway.

7) Loki--> U ugly ass, stinky ass, nasty ass bi***

Now, the interesting part, the Ranking based on [Arsenic Blues], as for now, until chapter 31:

1) Beelie Bestie 🤗! It seems you will soon give us reasons to hate him, but for now he's my personal favorite. Hope he will overcome his current difficulties. Fun fact: I tried to translate "Beelie" in my language, tried to find an equivalent nickname, I found "Bébou" (pronounced beeboo, another way to say "baby"). That’s so cute!

2) Loki--> I know it's unlikely but... is this bad that I really want him to take Percy's virginity 😳? Your writing is soooo good, it made me root for him of all people. Everyone loves a good outsider, and since he doesn't want to kill Percy anymore, he climbs up the ranking.

3) Anubis--> Favorite from the manga, I was sooo happy to see that u included the doggo. Didn't appear yet, but I have really high hopes for him. Beware the Allmighty Knot!

4) Poseidon--> This is a dark fic, I understand the appeal, the taboo of the incestual relationship, but since he's already her father, her family, the one who has authority over her, I think he has an unfair advantage compared to the others. This is the reason he's kinda low ranked, but I really loved the relationship he built with our best girl. Embrace Fatherhood (but not too much😰)

5) Hadès--> Same here, too much authority over her, doesn't have the appeal of the gradually evolving relationship. Creepy old  uncle, hope your non-existent liver bursts. For now, he's the one who had the most "action" with Percy, so it seems unlikely that he will have her virginity as well.

6) Apollon--> Well, at least he's funny 😅. I'm sorry, but based on his pathetic simpy behavior, I have to give him the stamp of the "Whiny Little Bitch" of this story. Don't worry tho, there always have to be one in a fic, and he's not as bad as his Tsunami counterpart (Yuuta you nasty motherfucker I had faith in you-).

7) The Seventh--> Seeing the results of the poll, it seems I'm one of the only weirdos who voted for Ahura Mazda. Raa would be awesome too, but I have to say I was disturbed when I first saw that angry buff dude in the spin-off. For me, Raa was still that muscle mommy from the webtoon/manhwa Ennead (read Ennead. Ennead is good for your health). I just want the 7th to not be Cu Chulainn. I know I would still love it if you include him (cause ur writing is golden) but that's just a preference of mine.

I hope I'm understood. That's a big ass message, my thoughts are all over the place and my home country is known for having a shit level in english.

If you're interested I could do the same kind of ranking for Tsunami/Bloodflood. Have a great day, Peace!

A SHIVA LOVER OMG HIIIII

the anime did him sooooo good, he's so hot there, i'm glad they didn't fuck him up like LOOK AT HIM

the bonus chapter for chapter 91 is about shiva AND IM SO PISSED IT HASN'T BEEN TRANSLATED YET, I WANNA READ IT SO BAD I DON'T EVEN CARE IF ITS SUPER SHORT 😭😭

also, YES PLEASE you're free to give me your own bloodflood/tsunami rankings too!!!

[our-queer-experience]

You know, the internet is weird. And sometimes I wish I never had it.

I'm a nonbinary, neurodivergent lesbian living in Pakistan, stuck in a homophobic country with a very homophobic family. You would expect me to say that I feel like the whole world is against me but that's not how it feels. Thanks to being online, I know that a world where I can be who I am, exists. What fucks me up is that I am denied access to it.

And with that, sometimes I wish I didn't know. I wish I didn't feel this sense of envy and loathing as I see others do things i've always wanted to but couldn't. Best I can describe it as is being a bird permanently in a birdcage, hung outside on a balcony. I can see other birds stretching their wings, see them chatter, love and dream. Sometimes they sit by my cage, and talk to me. They tell me tales of their very different lives. I listen, hiding my jealousy, hiding my longing and hiding my pain. I know it's not their fault that they're free while i'm not.

Soon I decide to tell them of my troubles, and they listen too. They empathize, tell me that they wish the best for me, or heck, sometimes even bring me a little gift to cheer me up, whatever little they can pass between the bars of the cage. And yet, I can't tell them that the things I wanted most of all were things they could never provide me. I want to preen and be preened, I want to play and fly and sing and have my voice echo and attract other birds to something that's not a pathetic bird cage. But they can't give me that, can they? That would be asking for too much of little birds, who try as they might, cannot break open my cage.

They would try reassure me, try to keep me hopeful,

And then

They would fly away.

They would always fly away.

Because no bird would be foolish enough to sit and watch a cage forever. No bird would want to stay year round and not stretch their wings with other friends they could actually reach. And so, my loneliness festered. It didn't matter that there were birds I could see from my cage, that changes nothing. They can't help me and I can only watch and listen. Watch them doing things I cannot. Listen to them telling stories that I will never have of my own to tell. Often, I wish that I couldn't see outside my cage. I wish the humans would have kept me inside their home, never letting me see what they are keeping me from. Such torture.

At some point, another little bird sat next to my cage. She was pretty. I tell her I like her, she told me she liked me too. For a moment, I was so glad I was able to talk to her. We talked, joked and flirted, and soon decided to become lovers. But as time moved on, we saw the cracks in our plan. We could not reach eachother through the bars, we could not preen eachother or fly together, much less go someplace to hunt bugs together. Theres only so much we could talk about before we were exhausted. She would sometimes go and fly with her other friends and I would watch, silently broken hearted. Who am I to keep her from them? Time wore down on me the longer we were together, stress and discontentment eating me inside as I got desperate for her presence next to the cage. So one day, I told her how I felt and how I don't think it's right for us to be together anymore. She understood, I watched her fly away and it felt as if burden was lifted from my chest.

If you've read so far, thank you for stopping by my cage and listening to my thoughtless tweeting.

this reads like literal poetry holy fucking shit

[return-to-twisted-wonderland]

💚anon

[Book 7 : Verde's Dream (4)]

Azul: ...

Silver: Your brother is strong, Azul.

Azul: I know.

~~~~~

Verde: Hm..? Where is this? ...Voice...who's there?

OB! Verde: I won't be a mistake for much longer. They'll see. They'll all see. They'll all see that I'm good enough.

Verde: ...Violet's right, I did look pathetic then.

OB! Verde: Pathetic? You're one to talk—We're the same person!

Verde: No, we're not. You look awful. You are a mere symbol of all my frustrations being exaggerated. You are not me, and I am not you. I'll admit, I'm not perfect. I suppress everything down to create this fake demeanor of myself to please others.

OB! Verde: See? You admit it! We are the same. Don't deny it. [Voice becomes distorted and turns into phantom] I won't be pathetic anymore, so I'll shove everyone out of my way to the top—including YOU!

Verde: !!!

Verde: What the hell....

Phantom Verde: You insignificant twerp! Bow before me!

Verde: Bow? I'm not a pushover anymore. I refuse to listen to an abomination. I've grown—I'm no longer a doormat for people to walk over. So why do you think I'll let you do exactly that? Let's get on with it.

[His Magic Pen fills with blot, becoming black as he transforms into his Overblot form. Verde fights with his phantom, securing victory as the Phantom shrieks and fades away with the darkness.]

Verde: I'm not a mistake. I'm not someone to fill in the role of 'babysitter'. I'm my own person, even if I don’t know exactly who I am yet. That's for me to work on.

[It flashes white, as Verde wakes up back in his dream where his parents woke him up.]

Mama Ashengrotto?: Verde? Verde, dear? Wake up.

Verde, jolts awake as he sits up: Huh...?!

Father?: Goodness, this is the first time you've spaced out for so long. Come, let's go before we late to the dinner reservations.

Verde: Dinner...?

Mama Ashengrotto?: Have you forgotten? We absolutely must celebrate your performance yesterday. We're going to your favorite.

Verde: Ah...right. Let's go. But...before that...let me give you a token of my gratitude for supporting me the entire way.

Mama Ashengrotto?: Oh my, how sweet of you.

Verde: "Look into the water. What do you see?" [Reflection] - "Careful, provoke if you dare. [Puffer Aggression]

[Mama Ashengrotto? and Father? both become trapped in poisonous bubbles.]

Verde, switches to his human form (without the hat of course): My real parents are not happily together, and I have two siblings that I love dearly.

[Mama Ashengrotto? & Father?, turn to darkness and disappear.]

Ortho: Aether signal tracking successful. We have arrived at the designated coordinates.

Violet: Verdeeeee!!!!!!!

Verde: Of course I—WOAH! *gets tackled into a hug and then punched in the face by Violet* Wh- OW! WHAT WAS THAT FOR?!

Violet, sniffs: For worrying the shit out of me! The hell you mean "I love you"?! You sounded like you were going into war or something!!!

Azul: ...Weren't you the one tell me not to worry-

Verde, holding his cheek: You pack a mean right hook... *groan*

Violet: Damn right.

Verde, rolls eyes and flicks her forehead: Get off of me.

Violet: Ow- *pouts and rolls off - stands up and dust herself off*

Azul, helps Verde up: Are you alright?

Verde: Could be better.

Silver: You're very strong, Verde-senpai. Not just anyone can break themself free from the darkness. That victory wouldn't have been possible without your strength of will. I'm glad you made it back to us.

Verde, mutters: Jeez, you make it sound like I resurrected from the dead or something....

Verde, clears his throat: You give me too much credit.

Idia: Did anyone else hear that bit before...

Verde: Huh? Oh, it's you, Idia. Actually, what's going on?

Ortho: I got this. Could you watch this video, please?

~~~~~

Verde: ...I see...so, Malleus overblotted and put everyone to sleep in their own dreams with favorable happy endings? *inhale*

Verde: Are you kidding me!? I was supposed to clean my Strad after the party! It's going to get ruined! 10 million thaumarks down the drain!!!

Idia: THAT'S what you're worried about?!

Yuusei: Funny. Azul had the same reaction except with Mostro Lounge.

Violet: Where do you think he gets it from?

Ortho: In that case—Verde Ashengrotto, will you be joining our party.

Verde: Of course. My poor violin is at stake.

Ortho: Alright! Then here, this is for you! *hands him the invitation* It's to the party venue. This one's just for you, so keep it on you, okay?

Verde: I see. I'll be sure to keep this safe. Though time is of the essence, as they say, right? Let's get going.

Ortho: Right. Before we go, let's project a dummy of you...

~~~~~

Verde: ... *trying to compose his facial expression but it's clear he's cringing* You're telling me I looked like that?

Yuusei: If you're cringing at that, you should've seen Epel's.

Verde: ???

Idia: Oh that was awful. It was like his head was on Jack-shi's body.

[avionvadion]

If the book you're talking about in that one ask is ACOTAR, I totally get it. I didn't like the first book. Nothing happens until the third act, and some problematic parts make me raise an eyebrow to say the very least. While I did hear from an online friend that it get better in the second one and the whole point is that the first love interest is kinda shit, so she moves on to a much better one in the form of Reysand, I don't want read anymore. I gave it a "one star" on Goodreads. (Colleen Hoover is also in that same camp for me.)

As for my own traditional published spicy books recs for you...

Bride by Ali Hazelwood=Werewolf vampire romance

Icebreaker: A Novel by Hannah Grace= A girl falls in love with a hockey player

Neon Gods by Katee Robert=Hades & Persephone modern retelling

Dragon's Bride by Katee Robert=Human/Dragon romance

Ice Planet Barbarians Series by Ruby Dixon=Human/alien romance books

Nightmare Before Kissmas= A m|m story where the Prince of Christmas falls for the Prince of Halloween. There is some mild spice in this one. (There's a sequel called "Go Luck Yourself", which is also good.)

I’m still surprised Anon clocked it so dang fast. 🤣🤣🤣 Like DAYUM. And OOOOHHHHHH ✨✨✨

But yeah. It was ACOTAR.

Angry ranting below, you have been warned.

There are more reasons than just TimTam and his disgusting behavior that upset me (like, ya’ll, I promise you, I PROMISE YOU, you can write a character going animalistic/feral and it NOT be gross. I PROMISE YOU it’s possible) but also Feyre herself in general (she’s so damn unlikeable to the point it’s ridiculous) but if she truly dumps TimTam for some other dude after literally DYING for him (so I’ve heard, because again it made me so upset I actually quit reading halfway through) then… why should we care??? Why should I care???

What was the point in reading and rooting for these two characters to get together when there’s no point to it and they’re just gonna break up in the end because he’s not her soulmate??? Plus their chemistry was just so fucking non existent. Justice for Lucien- I hope he’s living his best life away from Feyre’s idiocy because he was the only tolerable thing in that book. Kinda glad he wasn’t even considered a love interest for her because he deserves SO MUCH BETTER.

Not to be a critic, but I am critiquing SO DAMN HARD because it’s a book and not a fic; WHY SHOULD WE CARE!??? WHAT WAS THE POINT OF IT ALL??? FEYRE IS MORE WISHY WASHY THAN A LITERAL WASHING MACHINE. WASHING MACHINES AT LEAST LISTEN WHEN YOU HIT THE BUTTONS, UNLIKE FEYRE WHO THINKS SHE’S ABOVE CONSEQUENCES BECAUSE SHE’S SO ✨GIRLBOSS✨ JUST TO GET SAVED BY TIMTAM IN THE END ANYWAYS BECAUSE CONSEQUENCES FOR NOT LISTENING TO WARNINGS DO EXIST AND SHE IS NOT INFALLIBLE.

But anyways. Back to her apparently dumping TimTam.

Fucking go against destiny. You died to save your lover’s life; tell your so called soulmate to fuck off because you have MADE YOUR CHOICE. You have made your choice and will continue to make your choice because you have CHOSEN him. Don’t hit me with that “oh he’s not my soulmate so we can’t be together” bullshit after making me suffer through an entire book. There’s nothing romantic about that. It’s pathetic.

CHOOSE. And FIGHT FOR WHOM YOU CHOSE. Like god damn.

Like, yes, El in OuaD can be frustrating at times- but that’s due to her anxiety and trauma. She at least LISTENS TO WARNINGS. She KNOWS she can’t do things alone. She KNOWS SHE WILL GET KILLED AND PLANS ACCORDINGLY TO AT LEAST SURVIVE UNLESS THINGS ARE SO DIRE IT’S JUST HOPE FOR THE BEST AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS.

Feyre is just. So. So. So. Dumb. The chemistry is non existent. The lime/smut was so disgusting and upsetting. TimTam made me want to throw up so hard I had to STOP READING.

This book is for a very specific group of people with very specific kinks and it just so happened to the be the type of kinks that give me a BIIIIIIG ICK. Which is impressive to say the least, because I can stomach reading a LOT of weird shit. And also apparently later falls into tropes that I HATE. Which is also impressive, because there aren’t many tropes I hate.

And it is DEEPLY UPSETTING BECAUSE I LOVE FAE.

I HAVE SO MUCH SPITE FOR THIS BOOK.

Also. As a special note: Tamlin- the OG Tamlin that TimTam was based off of?

HUMAN. He was ABDUCTED AND HELD HOSTAGE BY FAE, AND A HUMAN WOMAN (his pregnant lover) HAD TO SAVE HIM. It’s insulting to that, because that woman LOVED Tamlin. She PROVED HER LOVE BY HOLDING ONTO HIM DESPITE HIM BEING TRANSFORMED INTO ALL SORTS OF GROTESQUE THINGS, JUST TO WIN HIS FREEDOM.

But Feyre ditches TimTam’s ass for Rhysander after “proving her love” for TimTam by dying??? Hell nah.

[mydysfunctionalvampirefamily]

This is a long one, but in my defense it's almost 3 hours long!

Baby bootie??? Is my theory getting confirmed???

Neil and Wynn talking about their lost humanity. 😭

👀👀👀 How many eyes emojis is too much??

Okay I know it's not the time, but fucking called it! I didn't see the part where she was still pregnant when turned though. Omg! Holy fuck!

Wynn crying is making me cry. Also Neil and Wynn hugging. And just talking so good.

I'm with Neil, but it also makes me scared for him.

Just Wynn's immediate okay when Neil says he's not gonna fail anyone else either.

So the toreador primogen is not Elsa, oh wait from his own domain, I get stuff, I'm not stupid.

Britta is just staying quiet for a long time when pendragon asks what Rowlands has taught her. Even double bloodbonded she cannot lie. 😂

Pendragon really is what I expected Rowlands to be... Sane.

Okay but why Britta though, there has to be a specific reason. Tell me!

Fabrication representation? Wait he sent the coterie to Boston so Britta could be acknowledged there???? But why??

You will be bathed??? This feels like one of those mid evil ward/hostage type stuff.

Instead of mind games pendragon should just have shown Britta the bathroom. 😂

A fucking velvet dress??? Of fucking course. He really is like one of those fantasy evil dukes that kidnaps a lady.

Shaw's sire!!!! 👀

The dress was made for her with correct measurements?? Insane!

Most protective over the jacket 👀

Please god make it be a real mirror. Noooooooooooooooo.

Britta hiding her face as she tries not to lose it all alone.

On the one hand he [Rowlands] doesn't even let his ghouls dress him anymore, on the other hand he had his ghouls dress him in the first place???

Wynn and Miles have such a specific weird dynamic 😂

I'm glad I'm not the only one with a dirty mind. 😂

Miles taking the time to try and teach Wynn how to talk while preparing for praxis. Oh it's judt one lesson, nvm. 😂

Wynn: teach me.

Miles: think before you speak.

Wynn: sounds fake but okay.

Oh Johnny crying, offering his services to the humans.

Vampires are such creeps. 😂

All this laughter is a prequel to some bad shit. It just has to.

What is this conversation?? A sexy, kind of gothy, guy liner Miles. I'm kind of into it.

Neil is soooo awkward 😂

Okay I know I thought pendragon was annoying before, but he has a lot of style.

OH MY GOD!!! I scared my dog by yelling that loud. That fucking phone call. HE CHOSE ELSA!!! I know exactly the person who will love that.

Britta choosing gold to be closer to Wynn.

Goddamn pendragon is not messing around. Sheesh.

Fester is so creepy but also so funny and pathetic

Why don't we go in smelling the same? It'll be fun.... So unhinged

Roll for diablerie!!!!!!

[gurokichi]

Hi Bon! I'm in my silly and happy self again! :D

I'm much better than yesterday, but I still feel like shit a little, but don't worry Bon! It's not as bad as yesterday I promise!

I just finished to like all of your post, and I want to say two things:

- I'm glad because tumblr didn't trouble me while giving Likes to your posts (I'm seriously happy, because if it happens, I was going to be sooo mad I'm fucking promise).

-And I noticed something that was so amusing to me, you are really so much like me Bon, really, it's almost like if we were the same person, I don't know, I just find it so funny and kind of cute xd (the way you acted was so cute to me Bon :3).

Leaving that funny thing aside, Are you watching KNY? And if so, did you like it? (I'm sure you haven't seen it yet and I'm here being delusional and pathetic right now)

Oh! Btw, you remember what you said about that "friend" of me? Well, let me tell you Bon, that you aren't the only one who said that I shouldn't stay with him anymore, because someone tell that before.

And I really want to rant about her!, I really want to!, but I feel like it would be a bother to you Bon, because, I don't know if you want me to rant about her, or anything else.

It's just I love her so fucking much, but, she doesn't talk to me so much anymore (I think I already told you about her, because I remember that I tell you that we aren't in the same school anymore, if I didn't then I should be just confusing things again ╥﹏╥)

Although at the same time, I don't want to bother you with my stupid rant.

But, leaving that my intrusive thoughts aside, I think you will discover my blog, because, well, I liked all of your posts (sorry for the notifications btw ( ´･ω･)), so, if I see that you follow my blog, then I definitely gonna know that you found my blog xd.

I think this is the longest ask I have send you, sorry "> - <.

Ok so, I think I don't have anything to say so, that's all for now! (Esa frase casi me da un Oscar , it a Spanish meme, I think you wouldn't understand xd), I have to eat lunch now, so bye Bon!, love you! nwn

- Hungry Unnamed anon :p

Hello, yayayay! Being happy & silly is great!! I’m glad to hear that you’re doing better. Hopefully, today goes well for you ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡

I was watching you like all my posts this morning, hahah. You really find us similar? What makes you say that? I’m curious to hear your reasoning! And thank you, I strive 2 be as cute as possible (｡>\\<)

I watched the first two episodes earlier today, actually! I like it so far, and I’m definitely intrigued. I’ll continue watching another time… I ended up wanting to play Minecraft, so I quit watching for now.

Ahah, I don’t mind. Talk to me about whatever you’d like. I promise that I won’t find it stupid, and it wouldn’t bother me! There’s not much that will, really. At least, nothing I can think of. I’m sorry to hear that your friend doesn’t talk to you as much anymore. Perhaps you could try reaching out to her sometime soon and asking if she’d like to hang out again? I hope that things get better between you two!!

…I actually knew your blog before you liked all my posts. It’s a bad habit of mine to try and figure out who my anons are (￣▽￣;)

I don’t mind long asks! I find them fun, even if it takes me a lil bit 2 reply. I unfortunately do not understand that meme. Bye bye, love you too, unnamed!! <3

[grave-cleric]

10 fandoms 10 characters!

I have nothing better to do so lets fucking go. Tagged by @skuitti <3 inbefore i have forogtten every character i've ever liked...

Emu Otori from Project Sekai. Starting with a very new addition to the roster, started playing this march and got hooked to a lot of characters but i can't put all of them on this list so i'm putting Emu because she's my colorful little decora gremlin princess. I love her energy and think she should have more extravagant outfits in the game 😤

Goemon Ishikawa XIII from Lupin the 3rd. I am a weak woman, i see a stoic samurai and i fall in love. I just, he's so [incomprihensible screaming]. He's cool and collected and dramatic in the stupidest of ways and his banter with the rest of the gang is amazing. Once again I would put other characters from the series here but i can choose just one so himb

Jester Lavorre from Critical Role, my girlfail cleric <3 I would literally put all of the Mighty Nein here if i could but alas. I love her whimsy and her style is on point. Laura is an amazing actor and how multifeceted Jester is is just a testament to that. Cant wait for the eventual forjester wedding one shot lol

Mitsuri Kanroji from Demon Slayer. My wifeeee, i love her. Just, her!!!! Witness her you fuckers!!!! Cutest and strongest girl just love her and her whole thing

Kurloz Makara from Homestuck. Had to waiit til the middle to put in the homestuck lol. My stupid dubious clown man. He's the worst and i love him for it, like go king be horrible and religiously delusional. Dancestors were so underutilized and i hate it they were all so cool. Tbh this whole list could be full of homestuck characters but i cant do that so yall get my delusional clown.

Rin Hoshizora from Love Live. My whimsical cat girl <3 fun fact i once cosplayed her. She's adorable and i like her personality a lot, also orange/blue girlie love her

Mipha from Breath of the Wild. Fish. I love the zora and Mipha hits the spot i my angst healer soul, good shit good shit. Her design is also so good!! I have the making a champion book an all of her concept art is just <3!

Karamatsu Matsuno form Osomatsusan. Fail man. That's it that's the post. Not the most pathetic out of the group but he's my pathetic little blue man. Originally didn't like him, then i just grabbed him by the neck and didn't let go. Stupid flashy man, i love him.

Legolas Greenleaf from Lord of The Rings. Pretty, slighty stupid men i love them. Also blond men. His dynamic with everyone is just, amazing. Also elf, i love elves. Be glad there aren't more elves on here

Shadowheart from Baldur's Gate 3. One more elf! My baby girl... she's so <3!!!! i don't care what anyone says, love her and her storyline to bits. More on my angst healer list, fits like a glove <3 I seem to have a thing for liking religiously fanatic characters i guees but raugh her storyline with Shar and her memories and!!!!!! Great game recommend

auaag tagging peopleee you don't have to do this if you dont feel like it @snepdragon @neiti-kassiopeia @siniseri aug uh i dont have anymore that pop in mind grauh

[somelonelywordmonger]

"Your birth and life were a 1 in a million chance. You should cherish that. And the fact that you are here with everything that could have killed you is proof that God is out there."

Excuse me? What the fuck? That platitude is not having the effect you were going for, as most platitudes tend to be like. First of all, don't fucking tell me about the miracle of life and getting to be in my twenties in family therapy. (As of right now, I can't remember the conversation that led her to saying this directly to me in front of my parents and brother, but I sure as hell remember her saying it.) And secondly, although I believe in God in my own way, don't fucking bring Him into this conversation. This is irrelevant, and I will not let you go down a tangent of trying to shame me into not offing myself or feeling miserable in my chronic pain-riddled existence. (Oh, I just remembered the context, lmao.) Keep His name out of your mouth if you are going to pull that shit. He saw His way out of that decision when He gave me free will.

Now tell me something more substantial and on point, lady. If the odds of life are so slim (which it seems they actually are, but I have yet to look up academic articles on the chances), life is precious and should be cherished, and God (she was referring to the Christian God) who is the embodiment of love is out there, then why the fuck am I in here? Why are my mother and father dealing with their own traumas, and my brother and I dealing with our own traumas? If life is so fucking precious, then why are we inflicting pain onto each other? Whether it be through hurtful words, emotional and physical abuse, or pathetic platitudes, why do we do this? And how do we fix the damages done and stop creating more damage? Honestly glad we don't see her anymore because she was super unhelpful in more situations than just the above.

[xxlady-lunaxx]

it was cold and dark and fucking dreary for valentines day. of course, it was february, that was to be expected. but, still! could the weather not give obanai a break, or was there, just, something against him that really did not want him to confess to—

okay, fuck, then maybe this was a sign. maybe obanai was destined to never get a lover, and maybe the world decided that the one year he finally worked up the courage to make a move, there would be a downpour.

the rain was thick and was predicted to continue to fall ceaselessly until the following morning. there was no way obanai would be able to give any gifts, not in this weather, and since they had the day off from school he couldn't even slip it into her desk or whatever.

put out, irritated, and a moment away from giving up entirely, obanai reached for his phone. he jumped when, right before he grabbed it, it began to ring.

fumbling, and assuming it was sanemi, he answered, bringing it up to his ear without checking the caller.

"hey," he said, flopping back down on his bed and staring up at the ceiling.

"that was quick! hi, iguro-san!" the phone answered. it took him a bit too long to realize it was, in fact, not sanemi. not with the high-pitched voice and the familiar excitement.

"oh, fuck—" he muttered, sitting up. his head spun from the sudden movement as he tore the phone from his ear and stared at the screen. mitsuri.

"hm? are you busy? we can call later?" mitsuri suggested, oblivious of the shock that she had provided him.

"no, no, it's okay, i— i didn't see who was calling, i thought it was— no, never mind, did— did you need anything?" obanai rambled, and heat rose to his cheeks. god, he was pathetic. at least she couldn't see his face—that would truly kill him.

mitsuri paused, on the other side, before continuing. "okay, well, as long as i'm not being a bother. anyway, i wanted to, uhm, ask you something!" she said, sounding a bit nervous.

"...yes?"

"it's— it's a bit embarrassing to ask on call, but since we can't meet in this weather—and i didn't want to wait for another day—i was wondering, ah, if you wanted to maybe... go out? ...not in the literal sense, of course, i just said we can't go outside, but..." she said, so quickly that obanai nearly didn't catch anything.

unsure if he was truly hearing what he thought he was hearing, he didn't respond for a long moment, his eyes blown wide. after a couple seconds of silence, mitsuri spoke again, more uncertain.

"iguro-san? are you there? sorry, if i made you uncomfort—"

obanai cut in, realizing he was probably making her anxious. "no, i was— i was going to ask you the same thing! earlier. i didn't know if i could because... because i wanted to ask you in person, and—" fuck, he didn't even know what he was saying anymore. "—what i mean is that, uh, yes, i'd love to go out with you, and— and you did mean dating, right? sorry, shit, i—"

mitsuri laughed, and there was a rustling sound on the other side of the phone as she adjusted her position (obanai assumed). "i did mean that! i'm— i'm glad you— did you say you were going to ask me out earlier?" she asked, suddenly, seeming to catch up with his rant.

"yeah..." obanai rolled over on his bed, putting his phone beside him, and buried his face in the pillow. oh, wow, this was actually happening. "yeah, i did," he agreed, after getting ahold of himself.

"i'm so happy," mitsuri breathed, and there was a smile in her voice. "can we— can we video-call? i want to see your face."

"...i look horrendous."

"it's okay, me too," she assured him.

obanai sat up, grabbing his phone. "i don't think that's possible, but... fine. we can video-call," he gave in.

they switched calls, and obanai attempted to keep his face out of the view of the camera most of the time. this was actually happening. and—oh, god, sanemi would have a field day knowing obanai had all but chickened out and mitsuri had been the one to initiate. but fuck was he elated.

[despair-to-future-arcs]

Dayum!

MIAYA: Good job for telling of Himena, I suppose you also told off your mother as well?

Of course I did, given that women never supported or care about me; why should I give a damn what she thinks.

In fact, she even had the gall to insult me as well; I pretty much told her exactly everything that I wanted to say...what a damn whore.

...

...

...

Date: May 9th, 2008

*packs up her clothes* Okay, I packed everything...

Now I can finally leave and no longer having to look back.

???: So... you really are leaving, huh?

...! *turns around and sees Tsukasa at the door*

...So, you really are going to start training to be a nurse? All because you save a life of someone that doesn't give a shit about you.

... (Looks like she found the note I left, darn I was hoping to sneak out without being notice...)

Yes 'mother' I am, why does it matter to you? You never care what I did and even then; someone saw potential in me, unlike you did.

I know and frankly it's good you'll get out, I don't have to waste money on your sorry existence, frankly good riddance.

But I'll say this much, given that your becoming this nurse aid; I wouldn't be surprise if it becomes too hard for you and people will find who you truly are.

That your nothing but a pathetic cowards that's going to run away; face the facts, given how pathetic and useless you are, there's no way any hospitals will accept you - especially if they learn of your origins.

...

I'm not running away and I'm not scare of you, not anymore; I don't have to care what you damn think, you damn whore that never gave a shit about me.

...? *Mikan walks over and pushes Tsukasa to a wall*

14 years, 14 years of your damn crap and suddenly now you want to discourage me and constantly tear me down just because you have nothing better to do with your pathetic life; your nothing but entitled, self-centered and waste of space that only cares about fucking the next guy.

And? As say, as soon as things get too hard; you'll come crawling back to me especially for such a ridiculous dream like nursing...

And there it is again. If anything, I'm so glad to be away from you because I think of many things I want to do to you, and I wrote a fair lot in that journal of course and y'know what, I'm done with you and want to get the hell out of here.

But don't you worry, I'll be sure to change my name and work on a new life that has nothing to do with you. If anything, it be much better with you gone out of life so yes; goodbye to you, Tsukasa Tsumiki - you made my life nothing but misery and torment but I get to leave that behind me, I hope you don't get STDs.

...!!! *As Mikan takes her bags she intentionally bumps into Tsukasa who nearly faulters*

*Mikan walks downstairs and heads outside with her bags* Well, th-that takes care of that; now I can fi-finally live my life without her.

*Mikan turns around and looks at the home one last time*...This will be the last time I see this place, I don't intend to come back here, ever - I intend to get a new future and work on it.

Ah, there's the car! *rushes over to the car which then she puts her luggage in and gets in, after that she drives off*

'That was the last time I spoke with that women, I had cut ties with her and I knew I was going to have a much better life then with that whore.'

[haptureratch]

Here we go again

I'm really glad that self h@rm is not wired into me as a thing to do because I am so beyond frustrated with myself today. I think that someone who was going to do that kind of thing would....be doing that kind of thing right now.

I keep going in the same circles. It's a reminder to find a replacement therapist since Kathleen departed from MH. But in the meantime it's super frustrating. Speaking of frustrating WHAT IS BETTERHELP EVEN DOING and HOW DID THEY LINK ME WITH THE PERFECT THERAPIST BACK IN 4TH YEAR??????????????????????????????? Like were their business practices okay back then and it all changed after my work with Amy?

Anyway, these circles. I keep convincing myself that I'm extremely hurt. This time it was Steven proposing he go see a film Saturday night being shown in a special format--and it's a super important film for him. And for some reason my resource hoarding or WHATEVER kicked in and I freaked out that he would be willing to lose half of our only designated time together for a film. Not only that, I FUCKING JUMPED TO THE IDEA. HE LITERALLY OFFERED THAT HE WON'T GO IF I'M STILL VERY SICK. But what did I do instead of be honest about my needs???? I got it into my head that if I was honest and kept him from the movie, it would signal I'm too broken and he's always going to have to choose between me and his passions. OH BUT WAIT IT GOES FURTHER, and without voicing any of that I merely said "I don't want to keep you from the movie if it's that important to you" and STARTED TO FREAK OUT IN MY HEAD THAT HE'D PICK THE MOVIE OVER ME.

Not only that, but I got offended that he would change our plans when I'm still recovering from Covid. And that it put me in a situation of 'His Passion Vs. Me' after I had just voiced my worry that I need him more than he needs me. In that moment, I had felt so small and cast to the side and offended that he would make that demand in my weakened state after I had just been vulnerable about my biggest fear....

NOT ONLY THAT but I did it AGAIN where I made him feel like he's not doing enough. I completely forgot that every weekend has been spent with me. That he's working these crazy hours in this job he didn't have to take. That he put his life on hold for me.

What a fucking shit show, guys. I am literally so sick of myself.

All of it was avoidable. If I had just been honest and said my health is still shaky.

My anxiety may not kill me, but it's going to ruin this relationship like it ruined my medical career if this shit doesn't stop.

----

You know what, though.... I did get the thought that my life is also different since meeting him. I do not spend my weekends with Emma and/or my parents anymore. I basically ended my friendship with Emma because I thought it would be a bad influence! But I don't tell him those things outright (with the exception of Emma, to explain why her and I have not been spending our usual time together). Because I truly wouldn't have it any other way. Yet it seems like I get reminded with some regularity that his life has changed to accommodate me in it. I will need to run this by someone to see if I am over-reacting or if this is a legitimate thing to bring up. Because while it is important for people to be individuals, isn't an individual going to restructure their time in order to cultivate a serious relationship? Or is that incorrect? Or should I be explicitly showing him the ways I'm changing to accommodate him? Or am I really just pathetic/needy (my judgement about myself) in that I would happily restructure everything in order to immerse myself in these beautiful things I've always wanted?????????

[jihyoruri]

never thought I'd see the day Id do a wowyn analysis... Keep in mind its been a second since I reread all the wowyn works😭

Id like to preface this by saying I do not have a very good grasp on wowyn as a character- I am not entirely sure how you guys view her but I've said this before.. I think wowyn is truly a very sad person. maybe she's not sad emotionally but the way she views things and acts at certain points makes me... I don't know. she does some shit that annoys me 😭I don't view her as a baby or something like that.. she's clearly the "cool" one in the group lmao😭

I'll be focusing on wonyn, and chaeyn for this..

wowyn clearly is uncomfortable with being "known" per se. When she starts to really like someone, she immediately distances herself. I can't tell if it's because she's afraid of getting hurt, or just because her issues with her dad gave her an avoidant attachment style..

I'm not completely sure what happened with her father, and why she's like this now..

wowyn is nonchalant with chaewon. From what we've read, chaewon has started to like(?) wowyn, and finds her cool. I don't think wowyn has started to like chaewon yet, and if she has.. damn😭

I can't tell if wowyn Is avoidant of vulnerability at all, because it seems she keeps up this cool and unaffected front so she doesn't show emotions she doesnt want other people seeing. Shes clearly scared/uncomfortable to love someone(?) because, as you said, she realized she liked minjeong so she broke up with her.

wonyn.. It brings me a sort of satisfaction to know that wowyn will end up with chaewon and not wonyoung. the idea that someone will always come back to you, and that they'll always want you, so you just expect them to ?? chase after you?? rubs me the wrong way. I hope that wowyn will at one point get over wonyoung and actually like chaewon more (even though it seems impossible) cause its CRAZY wonyoung thinks chaewon is delusional (it's not crazy she lowk is)

If she DOESNT get over wonyoung... I feel bad for chaewon. knowing that you'll always be second place SUCKS.

I don't know what made wowyn so attached to wonyoung in the first place, but I'll guess they met when they were a bit younger because the wowyn now seems like she doesn't let people in like that anymore..

In conclusion I do not understand wowyn at all. I know she has an avoidant attachment style and clear vulnerability issues from something with her dad... but fundamentally I find her sad. I can't tell if she wants to be understood and wants people to know her, but she's scared, or she doesn't at all because she's scared, or she doesn't care and I'm reading it wrong?? wowyn seems like the person that never lets people too close, always with a suitcase in hand (metaphorically) ready to leave when she realizes "this person knows me". I mean in that one ask "aeri knows too much about wowyn to date her" or something along those lines.. does she not want to be known, or does she secretly want it?? I don't know.

I'm glad she'll be with chaewon in the end, but I hope she gets a therapist because if I was chaewon's friend I'd be like.. don't go for someone so painfully emotionally unavailable 😭

(this might be all wrong, I literally don't understand wowyn she has such an insane mindset to me. im ace so ig I've just never had a crush that has me always coming back to them like this?? I don't know man wowyn is confusing to me. the way people act like her stans here scares me cuz what if I get jumped but... wowyn isn't a monolith.. she's cool on stage but her mental state is definitely... a whole trip.. pathetic isn't the right word but I've said sad so many times.. like her mindset and actions just make me frown I kind of pity her???)

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it kinda makes me smile when you say that she don’t understand wow!yn cause that means that I did what I wanted to do with her she’s rlly complex like I want people to have a hard time understanding her, like every time ppl try to analyze her they’re completely wrong and it makes me giggle LMAOOOO

you always seem to go back to wow!yn chasing and always going back to wonyoung 😭 and I feel like I’ve said this before but wow!yn doesn’t have some crazy crush on wonyoung she USED to but she doesn’t it’s just wony is that person always in the back of her mind who she find comfort in because she’s someone who yn is so close with it’s not a situation where it’s like omg I love you so much I can’t get over yo, it was never that yn knows her and wony aren’t going to work out I’ve said that before like that’s something that’s something that yn isn’t even waiting for. Honestly I want to know what actions of hers annoy you because from what I’ve written wow!yn is just so chill and nonchalant like you guys she haven’t seen her make any decisions yet besides breaking up with winter.