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i am genuinly about 99% sure that will never be happier than i was during my time in the german warrior cats fandom on wattpad
#so from 2018 to 2020#damn that was long ago... :')#like yes i had some external struggles. part of a really big one started in 2019 but still#we were young and wild and free#and we were happy. oh so happy#i really miss it sometimes adgjgsghf#miss my former internet friends#especially the ones i never got to say goodbye to because they just suddenly went inactive#it’s bittersweet to look back and i’m sad that it ended but i’ve recently managed to accept that certain good things won’t last#but you can still appreciate that they were a part of you#sometimes you meet people and stay in touch for a lifetime. and sometimes it’s half a year. and that’s okay#yk that one poem abt friendship that goes smth like ‘you left but there will always be an open door for you’? yeah. that#☆—`elys rambles
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My lackaocs!
+ their relatives
I didn't design bios for the relatives because I did not have the time and energy for that so it's just written
If you'd like to know a lot more about my lackaocs I made an infodump post here
Edit: Since Tony got married and changed a bit here's his old look for comparison
#lune's art#lackadaisy#lackadaisy oc#lackadaisy ocs#ocs#Gale Wolfgang#Matilda Wolfgang#Marie Brooke#Dorothy Brooke#Antonio Davis#Riley Sullivan#Gale#Matilda#Marie#Dot#Tony#Riley#Also funfact; I had Gale and Matilda since 2018 and had Riley since 2020 and Matilda's name used to be Alexia#Tony Marie and Dot are all new 2023#Edit: added small wrinkles to Tony's face (I wish the edit could affect reblogs too but oh well-)#Edit 2: I DRASTICALLY changed the way Riley looks so I edited the post to add his new design#Edit 3: Tony got married! Therefore he has been updated. I will be changing his oc tag from Antonio Brooke to Antonio Davis too
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Hydro Man of Mega Man Ultimate fame is sporting a brand new look— and with it, a completely redrawn stage select portrait!
Initially, this wasn't going to be anything more than concept art drawn from the bust-up, though I'm so proud of what I managed to draw that I think it's time this blog sees some more Mega Man Ultimate content! 💙🏳️⚧️✨
#⭐ Star's Art ⭐#Mega Man Ultimate#Rockman U: The Renegades Rise#Mega Man#Megaman#Rockman#Hydro Man#SLN-005#Synth Legion Numbers#Mega Man OC#Robot Master OC#Medibang Paint Pro#Aseprite#Coolness#Ladies and gentlemen and all in-between... H Y D R O M A N ! ! !#Of the Synth Legion Numbers Hydro Man has seen perhaps the most alterations to his design...#... as well as his stage select portrait... which now has four separate variations spanning from 2018 to 2024#I had wanted to draw a new portrait of him for the finalized version of MMU's stage select...#... though I wasn't keen on the fact that his design stayed mostly the same since 2020-ish so I revamped him entirely#I quite love the end result. He looks much more in line with something you would see in Mega Man 9 or 10#Now that I've got an updated ref of him... perhaps I can draw him with his favorite companion Mr. Ducky!
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being economical and borrowing my art summary template from 2019 lol. notes under cut
I did want to do something similar to my 2020 art summary which had notes/thoughts on each digital piece baked into the image itself (and is also the prettiest lmfao) but I haven't been as proactive or even content since then sdfhsdkflds but I'm also of the opinion that artists should talk about their work, even if I still struggle to call myself one T_T
I met my monthly quota of one digital piece per month + one coloured sketch per month except October, which tends to be the month of exceptions since some sort of art challenge crops up. This year I opted to meme countdown loosely for Veilguard, and was the most free and loose I've been with drawing but also kind of burnt myself out a little on that front.
I do appreciate that there have been a few style experiments in the monthly things (March/Sept./Oct/Nov). I always found my style to be pretty generic but able to emulate other styles a little as a result. Except anime/manga evidently. But that means I can evoke different tones with different styles and do really left field stuff, which is always fun and leaves a lot of room for experimentation and a diverse body of work, which I prefer.
Managed to land LNY piece, which is a tradition I want to keep. I think my favourite piece is probably June's, the Lumine/Paimon/Osse/Scylla piece, which I referenced a screenshot because the location in-game was too pretty for me to not draw it. The Lumine/Girl With a Pearl Earring piece I'm pretty fond of, only because it was a genuine study of an old master, and I think it turned out well. The Lucanis minimalist piece is also a favourite, and it was me doubling down on the things I'm better at instead of trying to aspire to whatever the fuck I've been trying to do. Improve in some way I haven't defined yet, or operating on the notion that there is always room to improve (which is true and healthy to think), but also I guess a sense of dissatisfaction that my work is Objectively Broken in some way and desperately needs to be fixed. What's it like being content with your style and process?
The 2019 art summary had a template for Honourable Mentions since I actually managed to do more than one piece per month throughout the year (tho admittedly a lot of those were schoolwork). That's kind of been a struggle since 2021 for Reasons I still haven't fully recovered from, but I did manage a few extra things this year, chief among them the 19/20 Day Countdown mark for Veilguard, which I really wanted to do since I did one for Inquisition 10 years earlier, and I'll probably do one for the next Dragon Age game lol. I'd also like to probably redo the Inqusition one, and do full illustrations for both since I can actually draw backgrounds now. Something for 2025 I guess.
Others among the Honourable Mentions include a twt xlmi event piece I got a ton of "omg it's giving Sailor Moon + Tuxedo Mask" comments which makes it sound derivative as hell 🙃 The concept, was the moon (Lumine) and her night sky (Xiao). He is often associated with darkness and depicted looking at the moon pretty regularly. Also he is literally fading into black in the piece. My interpretation was that the night sky is quiet, and it darkens the sky so we can see the moon. The moon sits in the night sky's embrace. I actually quite like this one, the more I look at it. I've also used Giant Moon in the Middle of a Drawing a lot throughout the years, so that absolutely tracks. Maybe I should do one every year.
Other Honourable Mentions are my friend's commission (she was so patient with me), a noir Neve piece I did around September-ish too (was supposed to be a comic, might revisit the idea. I picked up reading comics again and was inspired to give one of my greatest inspirations a run - comic art, specifically the way they ink), and a quick lineless illustration for the xlmi zine I helped with.
For daily sketching, I only filled about 4-ish sketchbooks this year, all about 30-32 pages, but I've started to double up on pages so each is filled with more than one thing. Some sketchbooks were lazy in terms of what I did than others. Some were great, and had a lot of stuff where the things I practice (people in environments, action-oriented things, foreshortening, the bane of my existence) were abundant and pretty well executed. With the exception of one Lumine sketch that was so very in my own style that I really love and an adapted sketch of an OC, the favourites are all very action-oriented, and I'm glad. I really love the ones with Lucanis and Rook since there's genuine contact and an energy to them that feels very alive, which is something I've been working desperately towards, so it's nice to see it pay off. In a little daily drawing no less~
Around June there's a huge shift in subject and I all but ditched Gnshn immediately, which I think is healthy. I spent an inordinate amount of time in the months leading up to June and throughout with my daily sketches trying to force change my style to be more anime-esque since the gnshn fandom isn't particularly fond of western art styles, of which mine is painfully so. I have a lot of uncoloured sketches of Lumine that I'd like to get around to, but feel like a waste of time now. Leaving trying to make it in the gnshn fandom behind has been good for me, and it's been really nice to go back to the shit I love, which is just fights and blood. It's funny, since I ended my Cybird Ikemen run with swords and blood to jump into soft, cute shippy art for xlmi only to return to swords and blood.
Appropriately, I started my art blog ages ago for my silly little Dragon Age doodles, and I've returned to that. So: thanks, Veilguard. I hope I'm still fixated on you throughout all of 2025 because I have a loooot of ideas. And hopefully the patience and skill to get them out there.
#art summary#2024 art summary#le whiny text post#also around June when I dropped gnshn I started drawing Nadia again. I've mentioned this before but she is the literal blueprint#and foundation of my entire art style. It's not surprising half of my favourite sketches are her doing whatever she gets up to#I hadn't drawn her in about 6 years. The OC I adapted from her design? Yes. Nadia specifically? No.#and Nadia was a lot of leaps and archery and a ton of troubleshooting and learning way back in 2015#her and Cullen are the reason I can draw anything today without too much issue#before 2015 I could not draw men to save my life. I think 2018-2020 I drew nothing BUT men digitally. which is insane to think about#and those men were static and just standing there doing shitall until I was making Nadia leap around and hit stuff. At which point#I could make the ikemen do stuff with swords and weapons#so say thank u to Nadia assorted ikemen and subsequent characters. You all owe her your lives. As do I.
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ooc ; SIIIiiiighs
#its just soso funny to me theyre SO different#ooc. — [ ❝a little gift from upper management! ]#rship. — ♡emily. ( teartoshed. )#misc. ― [ ❝i got friends in low places. ]#edit wait how tf the original timestamp from 2020 to 2018
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saw this fun challenge on twitter by @/sapgoon_... had to do it because im a lover of experimentation! blank version under the cut!
#persona 3#minato arisato#makoto yuki#lizzy does art#this is like my greatest hits tbh truly a testament to how much i love to change my style like every 6 months or so#anyway this is my birthday present to myself since my birthdays today :D#so kind of future me to have invented time travel to get 2018 and 2020 lizz to draw minato for my birthday...#haha yeah i've totally been into p3 for five years! uh huh! (2018 me didnt know what a minato was.)#2020 me knew what a persona was and thought that minato was pretty mass destruction boy#and since its my birthday it marks 2 years since i watched the p3 movies :D oh how time flies....#this is not what i originally intended to post today but like... yeah... yeah.... the minatoverse#also i miss lineless style from 2022... i GOTTA get back on that lineless grind frl frl it still slaps tbh
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❤️ HARRY STYLES, LOVE ON TOUR 2021-23 ❤️
#hlcreators#hljournal#hldaily#stylesedits#stylesnews#hstylesedit#tracksintheam#1dsource#the final show#harry styles#📷#my heart is so full oooffff#to think when lot first started in 2021 i had just discovered this thing called “fandom”#despite technically being a fan and listening to their music since 2018#and solo stuff since 2020#and lot was where i first discovered following an artist's tour#getting to up at insane times to watch it live on Instagram#it made me feel a part of something#and then it just snowballed from there#from me hopping from instagram to twitter#having my own fanpage#to finally landing here on Tumblr#through so many shows so many memories and 2 freaking albums#going from arenas in the US#to stadiums in the UK#to 15 fucking shows at MSG#to a whole stadium tour#god it has been A JOURNEY#i'm so happy and so thankful to have been there for it and so proud of harry oooffff#can't believe we're at the final show
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OC-tober Day 3 - Old OC
I guess we'll keep the trend of TTRPG characters with the first one I ever made! Norian "Nor" Montrin, a tiefling sorcerer who uh. Is really sad, good GOD. He's 4 years old but acts like he's 10. He's a bit of the stereotypical first D&D character (doesn't trust anyone, likes being alone) but also he's 4 and is traumatized and he does have a fake personality that IS actually cooperative so.
I do have some art of him, but credit where credit is due ofc. This art is by u/jebusbeltran23 on Reddit (i couldnt find another way to credit them other than reddit, sadly). If they somehow see this, I always remember how special my little guy is since he got his own art <3
#bweirdOCtober#i re-logged onto reddit to grab this lol#i think i made him like.... 2018?#and the art is 2019-2020?#it was from a really cool subreddit called r/characterdrawing#where artists would take up character requests and draw them#it was genuinely really cool#also yes i used reddit but i last used it.... 2022? i think?#feels like it's been much longer than that tho#anyway original maker of this if you see this you are free to add your links + all that bc you deserve credit#alao my first time writing alt text so. hope i did good.
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a little self-celebration after being hard on myself for having a creative block recently,, i finally hit this year’s 100k on ao3 🎉
hoping to get to 150k by the end of it
#i think it’s too easy to forget how much i write and enjoy writing and the different stuff i come up with when i hit a block#it’s like i get in a rut and can’t think of anything positive about my writing#but 100k is nothing to scoff at! i’m really chuffed w myself so i wanted to note it on here with you guys :’)#pls feel free to add on your own and celebrate what you’ve been writing and any goals you’ve set for urself!!#my highest was 200k in 2021 idk what i was on that year#and then 180k the year after?? dipped to 100k in 2023 so we’re getting up there again#think i started with like 40k a year from like 2018-2020#so idk what my average is atp#stelle yaps
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#maybe its aveline#this week has been rough and im all alone#im considering deleting my blog before new years and straight up just disappearing off the face of the earth again#and like yeah people have reached out but i have no one irl and it doesnt get better#i have no way out of the situation im in. ive been stuck alone with no way out since 2020 and there is no escape#ive tried really hard for a long time and nothing works and i dont really even get why ive tried so hard all these years#what the fuck was any of this for? i went through all that abuse and all that heartache and not only is no one sorry for what they did#they have no interest in helping me pick up the pieces of a life that was destroyed because everyone in my life walked away from me#at the moment that i needed them. and i dont want to feel anything anymore. i dont care. im empty. my life is meaningless and pointless#im just a punching bag.#so if i disappear dont concern yourself with me. no one will miss me more than it takes to forget someone left the room. thats who i am.#forgettable and pointless and useless. and i just dont want to exist anymore#dont guilt trip me over posting this. i dont care. i have no one to talk to on any human level and everyone wants something from me#merry christmas. you may not ever hear from me again#id tag this with trigger warnings but i dont want anyone freaking out so just know its ideations and thats it.#im too much of a coward to actually hurt myself anyway. if i wasnt such a coward id be through with this already#also this has been my life since 2018. its not worth living
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I was just listening to a song I used to love while we were friends. I listened to it so often, we talked so often, it became the background music to our relationship.
I'm listening to it while I knit. I often forget that I started knitting because of you. I remembered tonight. It's strange, I never knitted anything for you. I've knitted for other loved ones, rarely for myself, but never for you. I remembered you showing me the amazing things you made, and I wished I could get to that level of skill. But at that time, you had to explain to me how to purl because I couldn't get it.
Everything reminds me of you in a terrible way. Everything I do is an echo of you. I started painting so that I could paint for you. I started knitting to bond with you. I hear your voice in the music I listen to. You're haunting the things that I love. Will I ever make a brush stroke or stitch without you on my mind?
#i should be able to block all music i listened to on Spotify from 2018-2020. i was not doing well and i dont need the reminders pls#im fine this was just kinda reflective#so much of what i do was inspired by her. i havent spoken to her in three years. we havent been friends for five#but my first painting was a gift to her. i started knitting because she knitted. i got so much music from her#we bonded heavily over music. and i used it to cope after she left. so unfortunately shes mixed into so much of it#she got me into dnd which got me into a different ttrpg im playing now (unknown armies)#shes a big reason i applied to the summer camp i worked at for six years#and a big reason i took the position i had the last two years. and the reason i told our camp legend (long story)#she was in my christmas in july gift i gave and received this year#i dont think ill ever be able to forget her. on good nights thats a good thing. its reassuring. she'll always be with me#but on bad nights. i feel like im never going to stop missing her#i was knitting tonight while listening to music. as the post suggests. and i was just overcome with her#this is the bed i was in when she called and left me. this is the bedroom we used to video call to practice sign language in#oh theres another one. i was going to be an asl interpreter. years ago in another life. i always practiced with her#we're both autistic and asl is easier than speaking a lot of the time#fuck. it reminds me of the ship of theseus. its 2:30am so i wont be able to explain well but#no actually i tried and i cannot explain. youll just have to understand. some days i wish i ciuld replace all the parts that were her#and sometimes im so afraid to lose the parts that were her because thatll feel like losing her#if i ever consciously decided to stop knitting (which i may have to do soon) it will feel like im replacing a board that was hers#how many of my boards are hers? are any of hers mine anymore? how many of hers can i lose before shes gone?#that last one was asked with fear and hope. and fear. depending on the day#god im tired. goodnight
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SHE'S FINALLY REAL GAMERS... WE MADE IT
#it's been 3000 years!!! sobbing#for those who don't know i've been following this game since 2018 and the last installment was in 2020... :')#i can't articulate how much witch's heart means to me#riley rambles#from what i've heard it's allegedly the best installment yet i'm so unbelievably excited and horrified at the same time#if you know you know.
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i was tagged by @sevencoloredstar, @squishy-woozi and @wonufied to do this tag game! this was so fun thank you hehe also interesting to see everyone else's choices
i'm not sure who's done this already but tagging: @kimsmingyu @bandzboy @s-lay-ing, @zyx, @ppanghanni and @irlvernon
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#( a lot of thoughts in the tags )#i never know what era to put in 'era you started stanning in'#bc it was in the middle of dwc and clap era but i guess you're still in the earlier era until the new one starts right#so yeah dwc#that photo of seok is from their weekly idol ep and that's the first time i remember seeing him and being like#*eyes emoji* okay who's this#ofc kidult best song song of the century#to you would be there too but kidult wins out on how much the lyrics mean to me#fave album is probably between going seventeen (og best album) an ode attacca and face the sun#but face the sun won bc shadow?? domino?? DON QUIXOTE????? 'BOUT YOU?????? IF YOU LEAVE ME???!?!?!?!?#i hate hot tho so <3#darling makes it better#yes dino my beloved#jeonghan would be there but i think he's more of 'the member i would actually like to be friends with'#i just respect him and his personality a whole lot lol#seokhan my most precious <3 i will never forget the seokhan 2017 or was it 2018 content we got#decalmomie still not dethroned since 2016 or whenever#everyone listen to it if you haven't#fave gose ep you really can't go past gose 2020#like that was crazzzzzzy#95% of those ep are legendary you can't make me choose#if i had to tho i'd probably choose the bungee jump#bc it's funny as heck and shows how seventeen knows the little quirks and whatever of each member#but also ofc the wholesome ending showcasing their bond and how supportive they are#also means lots to me as a proud dk stan <3#so yeah this was heaps fun!!
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IT JUST OCCURED TO ME SPOTIFY WRAPPED SEASON IS NEARLY UPON US
#spotify wrapped my beloved <3#i love finding out which song i streamed over 300 times in a year#it reminds me how mentally stable i am HAHAHAHA#2023 it was 'like real people do' by hozier (clocking in at 354 plays)#2022 it was 'new constellations' by ryn weaver (clocking in at 500 plays)#2021 it was 'pierre' by ryn weaver (clocking at at 232 streams)#and then 2020 i'm 100% sure it was 'sex' by eden#double-checked and i was right#i have no screenshots from 2016 to 2020 tho#but i love yapping about music so i will be telling you what the top songs were#2016 was 'ode to sleep' by twenty one pilots (i was 13?)#2017 was 'hold on' by chord overstreet#2018 was 'the last of the real ones' by fall out boy#2019 top song is something i don't speak about so you'll get my 2nd song of the year#which was 'hearts' by jessie ware#but these songs i still stand by to this day#i will yap about them and i know every goddamn lyric and will scream them#MANIA is not one of fob's best albums but idc#last of the real ones slaps SO HARD#it lived rent free in my brain for so long and still does#i would jam the fuck out to it#i literally have a playlist called “reliving my (not so) emo years” and i will sing those songs like im 13/14 again#anyway yap over#on call [rambles]
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how the hell did marvel release three movies a year for three years in a row?
#2017 had: 1. GOTG2; 2. Spider Man HoCo; 3. Thor Ragnorak#2018 had: 1. Black Panther; 2. INFINITY WAR; 3. AntMan and the Wasp#2019 had: 1. Captain Marvel; 2. ENDGAME; 3. Spidey Far From Home#and then they didn't have any in 2020#AND THEN THEY HAD FOUR IN 2021#and then they went back down to three a year for 2022 and 2023#god damn no wonder the mcu has gotten so chaotic#they're moving too fast#no one has time to absorb 3 new movies AND whatever tv shows they make every year#go back to one marvel movie a year. or two. two is fine. two is plenty#mcu
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okay so i used to follow the overwatch league up to the 2020 season and ive been missing it a lil and decided to watch some old (ancient) matches from 2018, (which is just about the only old owl matches you can still find with any sort of ease)
then got bored and since the owl has been going continuously since then, i watched a lil from the 2022 season
and like. yeah i expected changes i know theyve been adding heroes to overwatch and changing the rules and overwatch 2 is a thing now??? i lost track of it a long time ago tbh ive not been following this for like 3 years
anyway okay different arena different stage - it’s only 5 people per team now huh?? oh Carpe is still there its nice to see a familiar face. what the casters tearing into him now cus hes been there too long??? okay uber and mr x literally the same casters as we saw in the inaugural season. lay off the good man Carpe fucking rocks okay hes a great player and i literally dont know anyone else in this whole match. only 1 tank now per team which is sad i loved watching the flex tank players. new heroes that im not familar with i was expecting that
but you know what really threw me, and made me unable to watch anymore?????
lijiang tower!!! it’s not even night time anymore!! what the hell is this??
okay im done now i think it may be time to never check out the owl ever again sadly
#honestly though i think the 5 player thing is more of a deal breaker. tbh#i fucking loved watching the tanks and supports in the past#they introduced role lock in 2020 i think and i hated that. goats meta was my fucking jam ok#and i watched games from 2018 and it was so much fun to watch a player play roadhog bastion and brigitte on the same map#dps centered meta will never be what i want i know the casters and analysts fucking love their genji tracer widow sojourn#i dont even know sojourn but they seem pretty big in current meta#i say current this is from the 2022 season playoffs#meta will have changed by now#is overwatch out for switch yet tbh i miss playing it a lil#could boot up the ole ps4 and play on that but i was never very good at that#anyway the meta has been too dps focused who cares about reaper. give me dva reinhart. zen lucio bastille please#i just wanna see my tanks and supports who cares about dps#overwatch#overwatch league#i need a tag for my own rambles
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