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kveom · 1 year ago

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i was tagged by @sevencoloredstar, @squishy-woozi and @wonufied to do this tag game! this was so fun thank you hehe also interesting to see everyone else's choices

i'm not sure who's done this already but tagging: @kimsmingyu @bandzboy @s-lay-ing, @zyx, @ppanghanni and @irlvernon

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#( a lot of thoughts in the tags )#i never know what era to put in 'era you started stanning in'#bc it was in the middle of dwc and clap era but i guess you're still in the earlier era until the new one starts right #so yeah dwc #that photo of seok is from their weekly idol ep and that's the first time i remember seeing him and being like #*eyes emoji* okay who's this #ofc kidult best song song of the century #to you would be there too but kidult wins out on how much the lyrics mean to me #fave album is probably between going seventeen (og best album) an ode attacca and face the sun #but face the sun won bc shadow?? domino?? DON QUIXOTE????? 'BOUT YOU?????? IF YOU LEAVE ME???!?!?!?!?#i hate hot tho so <3 #darling makes it better #yes dino my beloved #jeonghan would be there but i think he's more of 'the member i would actually like to be friends with'#i just respect him and his personality a whole lot lol #seokhan my most precious <3 i will never forget the seokhan 2017 or was it 2018 content we got #decalmomie still not dethroned since 2016 or whenever #everyone listen to it if you haven't #fave gose ep you really can't go past gose 2020 #like that was crazzzzzzy #95% of those ep are legendary you can't make me choose #if i had to tho i'd probably choose the bungee jump #bc it's funny as heck and shows how seventeen knows the little quirks and whatever of each member #but also ofc the wholesome ending showcasing their bond and how supportive they are #also means lots to me as a proud dk stan <3 #so yeah this was heaps fun!!

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inkskinned · 1 year ago

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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

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steveharirngton · 7 months ago

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happy birthday dreamboy ♡

#he is the muse of every taylor swift song for ME #not only he's handsome dreamy and hot asf he is also very kind wise and talented asf #he is the reason faces were invented #he is also this random dude which i adore that about him #he is so inspiring and so easygoing i hate that #i love him :(((#i want him to read books to me #anyways happy birthday you lip pursing chain wearing bambi eyed mf <3 #joe keery #steve harrington #djo #gator tillman #dreamboy #joekeeryedit #djoedit #steveharringtonedit #sigh #told you i screencapped and played with filters with this interview #this filter is the best tho <3

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sparklingchim · 5 months ago

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#can i yap for a moment #im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused #also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting #anyway #made out w a boy tonight #and he wanted to go to his place #and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies #and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid #that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him #i just hate when boys think they're so superior #so i argued with this stupid but hot man #until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things #anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship #but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again #it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house 😋#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times #and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends #anyway and then we left the party #this guy pulls me aside the parking lot #and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it #and i just wanted to die #and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute #but i legit have zero feelings for him </3 #and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one #actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3 #the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes #but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3

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king-spite · 5 days ago

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so it seems the poppy war has become my absolute favorite series so ofc i'm losing my mind comparing every scene with my other favorite series (red queen) and making an unfathomable amount of headcanons

#first off i think rin and mare would get along. maybe not at first but after a while they would #i think venka and evangeline would become the best of friends like the second they lay eyes on each other #AND evangeline would probably help venka realize that she's an absolute lesbian #i also think rin would get along with farley And with cameron especially #i think the cike (and kitay) would IMMEDIATELY adopt shade and kilorn and they'd have the silliest of dynamics. while being a menace #i think the cike wouldn't like cal at first but then they'd be chill about him #AND nezha and cal would also get along. btw. if you even care.#just thinking about rinezha and marecal interactions makes me dryheave i'm literally climbing the walls of my room right now #also qara and iris would get along AND hot take but i think she'd also get along with chaghan cause she'd be the only person he respects #imo #i also think jiang and mare would get along. tho he'd probably get on her nerves more often than not #i don't think altan and maven would get along with anyone lmao they're such freaks🙌#i like to imagine that altan would have INSANE one-sided beef with cal AND mare that'd be histeric #like they really dgaf about him it'd be so one-sided it'd be embarrassing for altan #maybe. MAYBE. cameron could manage him (cause they're both commited to being Haters yknow). but only for like 5 secs at most .#i also like to imagine chaghan and maven would have the biggest beef known to mankind i think they'd find each other insufferable❤️❤️#and evangeline and chaghan???? ohh chaghan's gonna find out how MEAN a mean lesbian can be alright. mlm/wlw hostility🤞🤞✨️#and what if rin and cal get somewhat along bc she understands the responsability the older sibling has over the younger one.#what if she completely understands his guilt WAAAAIT #ohh the more i think about them the more insane i get #this is just a snippet of the headcanons i have in mind rn #maybe i should make a more ''organized'' post about it #and not hide it in the tags😔#also the joy and whimsy one gets from making your faves hate each other's guts... it's so entertaining... peace and love on planet earth❤️#the poppy war #red queen series #red queen #also don't mind any grammatical mistakes i didn't check anything before typing this. and i don't have respect for the english language <3

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skitskatdacat63 · 11 months ago

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And here is the bull himself >:)

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I was like, ah I should make the shadow something interesting, and then I'm like GIVE HIM BULL HORNS???? OKAY SURE !!!!! I'm glad such thoughts can strike at 7 in the morning....thanks brain. But hehehe I'm glad bcs now this matches up super well with the Nando one!

New ship dynamic: who's the bull and who's the matador :)

I think, in this AU, Fernando is generally pretty fond of Seb when he first meets him. Like "ah yes my very own protégé, very nice, I shall mold him in my image." But then Seb starts veering off that course. Bullfighting is all about being dramatic, but Seb maybe has a bit too much(🤏) flair for the dramatic. This escalation starts while he's still Fernando's assistant but he keeps it generally at bay. But god when he becomes a matador himself, he's just off the rails insane.

Bullfighting, to me, is a sport about reckless endangerment of one's self in the pursuit of drama and performance(its literally described as a tragedy in three acts.) But Fernando thinks Seb endangers himself *too* much, not because he cares or anything, but he's making a mockery of the sport!! Especially when Seb starts doing that bull hand symbol(seen above), Fernando just keeps become more enraged with him, not anything to do with the fact that Seb is threatening his records and threatening his own wellbeing, nah of course not.

Seb's gesture is making a mockery of the sport, he's disrespecting the culture, the very nature of it, blah blah blah. Jenson once asks Fernando, after noticing him seething while watching Seb do his gesture, "Which bull are you really trying to defeat?" One could also describe Fernando and Seb's relationship as a "tragedy with three acts."

Anyways Fernando gets very tied up with this rivalry. Even after suffering a severe injury(I have yet to decide, but y'know mchonda electrocution core), he quickly returns to the sport, loath to let Seb get any more headway. And then Seb gets injured, poor little sweet Seb, and neither of them can handle it. Though I already covered this in my prev lore post 🤭 and I think I put it pretty viscerally there so!! I digress.

They're both matadors, but the bull itself is not the only bull Fernando wants to conquer. Conquer as in death? Hm.

#i love matador au all my homies love matador au #<- its a lot of fun for me to draw and easy to have ref for :) so its like my little comfort drawings #even tho i want to sob every time i write any of the lore down bcs it is so </3 #ah i just like how visceral it is ig #f1 is a dangerous sport but bullfighting is just. such another level of maniacs 😭#ive talked abt this a lot w cofi lmao its just super interesting to me. just the whole mentality and display and culture of it #also just: trajes de luces go brrrrrrr #ah one day ill draw both of them in green suits 🤭🤭#i had a chibi art of this au i was working on bcs i didnt have mental energy for a full thing #or at least i THOUGHT so #ive had the refs for this since 2 wks and im like YOU WILL FINISH THIS bcs i rly liked the pose 😭#so then i just drew for like 5 hours straight. yknow as one does #and wrote this post at uh. 8 am. normal time for one to be drawing and writing. as one does.#WELL ANYWAYS PLEASE ENJOY MATADOR SEB #this au grips me the throat 😭 i rly enjoy it 😭#i have a lot of thoughts ab the au lore itself but also drawing these is very no thoughts head empty <3 #also god side note. pink stockinks. i hated the idea of them at first. but now im like hehe hot pink time 🥰🥰#its crazy how it doesnt clash that much??? i thought it would ruin the outfit but ah they suit everything p well #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #catie.art.#matador au

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waspgrave · 2 months ago

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God drawing dragon age armor is just so much, why’s it so pointy and hot

#hawkes armor is so hot. why’s it gotta be like that tho #tier list of armor I hate drawing from hate to dislike - 1. final fantasy. 2. dragon age.#3. everything else #prawn posts

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ashorterurl · 5 months ago

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Kai and Aoi's tweets 11-14 June

#the gazette #I CANT BELIEVE AOI USED THE _(:3 ｣ ∠)_ KAOMOJI I LITERALLY SCREAMED??#I've been having a Moment going through super old tweets and remembered that he loved tweeting this stupid thing so much. and i love it #its funny and also bad. its so aoi #maybe he's been feeling nostalgic as well #btw when he tweeted that its hot? sis it was like 38 degrees here when you tweeted that :3 #anyway also hi kai.#i cant believe aoi tweets literally every day i love him.#unironically worried about ruki tho #man i hope he's okay #ALSO I FUCKING HATE THAT I MISS OUT ON AOI'S TWEETS BECAUSE I HATE TWITTER? I WAS JUST PROCRASTINATING SLEEP #AND THOUGHT HUH MAYBE AOI TWEETED SOMETHING. AND HE JUST NEVER STOPPED TWEETING?? hate it here why does no one post their tweets on tumblr.#guess I'll fucking do that then. gotta do everything myself in this house #gazette tw #the gazette twitter #aoi twitter #kai twitter

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violence-infatuation · 7 months ago

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William Petersen as Will Graham in Manhunter (1986)

#films #this is the stupidest critique i've ever made but william petersen was too hot to be will graham. ye know what i mean?#idk maybe i need to reread red dragon too bc i don't know will graham as a character that initimately (INTIMATELY??????) anymore #and maybe it's too much exposure to hugh dancy will but idk the will i rmr isn't supposed to be this cool and swag. idk maybe that's just m #i love william petersen tho <3 funnily enough i had the urge to rewatch fear after this (bc of the setting. for some reason?) and when #i looked it up he was the dad in it omg???? i used to have a crush on him!#but i hated that movie so much i must have repressed every memory of it except my hatred for mark wahlberg #anyway #william petersen as will graham you have to stop you smoke too tough your swag too different your bitch too bad they'll kill you #btw that wasn't a diss to other wills btw i love my wills the way he gets into the mind of who hes pursuing is just too funny to me.#i think it should look more painful for him 🚬

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boxwinebaddie · 6 months ago

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uncle nina, were u a directioner becuz i feel like thats what inspired rm mayb

*sigh*

...no.

unfortunately, i liked 5sos.

which i think explains...

Everything. :/

#mY GIRLFRIENDS BITCHING CAUSE I ALWAYS SLEEP IN #SHES ALWAYS SCREAMIN #WHEN SHES CALLIN HER FRIENDS #SHES KINDA HOT THOOO #YEAH SHES KINDA HOT THOOOOO #honestly extremely ravesey coded i fear #but dhflhdslkflhdsf HEEEELP CRINGE NINA LORE DROP #i was also a luke girl which i also unfortunately think #explains everything i do hate my life you guys i'm sorry #i know almost next to nothing about one direction #i was a Hmmfph! I'm Not Like Those Other Girls! girl in mid/hs #and literally refused to get into them #i want does SLAAAAAAAAAP tho #holy shit that song is gas #also DRAG ME DOWN????#ALSO PURE FUCKING GAAAAAAS BROTHER #the girl in my 10th grade math class writing 1d fanfiction #in her math notebook shamelessly in front of me walked #so i that i could fucking marathon SPRINT on ao3 baby!#thank u to that queen i love u thank u for living ur truth <3 :*#it was filth by way oh my god go to CHURCH girl!

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kurooscopy · 9 months ago

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currently in the middle of a heatwave and i know he runs like a furnace but i don't careeee im wanna shove my face into his neck and lie directly on top of him hoping the force of gravity will slowly compress our bodies together until we exist as one being ♡

#back on my “cuddling isnt close enough” bs #its literally march tho it should NOT be so hot #3 days of 38 degC (100+ F) weather in march is foul i hate climate change #but i wont let it stop the insanity B)#𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ 💌 ada’s psa’s #kuroada ₊˚ෆ

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mrsackermannx · 10 months ago

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toxic barista suguru who ghosts you after you hook up…

suguru’s coworker/close friend (low-key rival?!) mahito, who is so beautiful?! but so burly?? biceps bulging through his black t-shirt and his thick, wild blue hair tied in a knot at his nape. so masculine and yet feminine at once, guiding you out of the café, he blots your tear stained cheeks with a napkin just outside of the entrance. not too far.

“ahhh and you’re so pretty too…” he turns a fraction, winking at suguru inside before he says softly, “id never treat you like that, darling.”

his hand threads through yours, and he gently slots his earbud into your ear as he says, “let me walk you home.”

#don’t ask why this oddly specific Suguru is on the brain #EVERYONE LOOK AWAY #he puts so much into charming u at first #hot barista jjk men-i am not immune i fear #also MAHITO #look away guys i hate him too okay <3 #au is fine tho cmon<3 #idk how i got here i haven’t written properly for a while and this just came to me

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guinevereslancelot · 6 months ago

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my roses have buds, the blueberries have green fruits 😌 it really is june 💙