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Reading TGCF: Chapter Twelve
For those who don't know, I am reading TGCF for the first time and sharing my thoughts!
If you have not read it, there will be spoilers! Consider this a warning.
Also- if you want to follow along, I am aiming to post updates daily. You can find all the posts in the tag Bloopitynoot reads TGCF. You can also check out the intro post for context on my read BUT if you followed along with my SVSSS read, the rules and vibe are the same.
Today I started book 2, (book three should arrive tomorrow. ofc because I am a big nerd about this, I will post a photo when it comes in :'3).
Ah, as a side note, I do feel like I am betraying today; this is NOT tea but it is a really good espresso latte. (I am so sorry tea stash).
Let's get into chapter twelve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"what could this be?" My guy! You are being kept, wifed, courted. That is exactly what that, maybe-pure-diamond-ring is. p11
Oh no. Xie Lian was summoned. Summoned to meet Jun Wu. I am so nervous that this guy is going to be punished again. His track record with Jun Wu is not so good. p12
I really sort of love how catty these officials are. Like same girl (non-gendered), this is literally me gossiping about upper management at work LOL p15
I'm so glad he checked in about the human face disease boy. I still miss that little dumpling. p17
OMFG. Are they about to put this entire General Pei Jr situation on Xie Lian? If so, I am already mad about it. Preemptively pissed if you will. p19
Shout out to (who I'm assuming is) the wind master for speaking on Xie Lian's behalf. p25
oh goodness. Now Xie Lian has to talk to Jun Wu privately. RIP my boy! p29
Oooo! Setting the stage for our next mystery. We have an immortal in mortal (heh) peril. p34
Even better! It's in his boyfriend's domain; Ghost City! p36
"Please don't say it like I'm a little Princess who's never left home" sweet baby girl, but your are a little princess :'3 and that is okay <3 p36
Hell yes! Mission with the wind master! They seem cool, I really hope I don't regret liking them. p39
Fucking YES, and they're both going under cover. PLEASE I hope it's in drag. p42
OMG I already can't handle this opener ^-^
I am literally so excited for Xie Lian to travel with the wind master- hopefully- pls pls pls- in drag. These two gender expressive twinks truly deserve to do what the vibe tells them to.
#bloopitynoot reads tgcf#tgcf spoilers#tgcf#mxtx tgcf#mxtx#xie lian#shi qingxuan#pls let these two vibe and dress up#I am so happy for this team#heaven official's blessing
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some recent art>_< 👍 having fun with it again
#tattoo tomorrow ! so fucking nervous abd scared and excited#my art#doodles#ocs#undertale#one frisk thing gg woag#the people at the bottom of the shooting stars is a stamp i found at a thrift store!
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im scared <3
#seeing the initial reactions to TGI and.#it’s going to make me so fucking sad.#like it’s going to be so beautiful but it is going to be fucking gutwrenching.#i’m legitimately nervous about how big my emotions are gonna be when i listen to it tomorrow#but i’m really excited that she is Here to share this With Us.#the worst fucking year of her life and she used it to make This. like.#that provokes a certain.. reverence. in me.#like. she doesn’t know me and she never will#but i’ve been following her since 2014 and our journeys have had so many parallels#i owe it to her to spend an hour fucking crying with her.#izzy.txt#halsey
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THERE'S ONLY ONE MORE SLEEP TILL HOPELESSLY DEVOTED TO YOU!!
#tomorrow at 8am pst you will finally have my fucking heart and soul at this point#i am so excited and nervous and just itching to not drop it right now#witch aunt talks✨
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I'm going back to camp TOMORROW and I haven't done any packing, but I'm sleepy and the demons are whispering "Just go to sleep, pack tomorrow before you leave, it'll be fine..." And it's TEMPTING but I know the demons when I hear them and I know it will not work out
#im so excited but alsp fairly nervous and also stressed#i dont feel prepared at all really#not helped by the fact that it's 930pm and i hsvent packed anything#but if i wait until tomorrow im going to forget things and be stressed and overwhelmed and it will make everything worse#wish me the best. i fucking hate packing
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finally on my lunch break… mclaren 1-2 tomorrow baby!!!!!
#that mullet has only amplified lando’s power in that rocket ship#so excited (nervous as fuck) for tomorrow!!
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guys tomorrow is my last day of my first year of 3d animation . im sooooo tired but really excited and nervous
#wind howls#i hope i did well in all my final projects....#tomorrow i finish my animation final#and then my 2d-3d final (sculpture final) and then im FREE#well more or less. i have a blood draw appointment at nearly 9 am the next day but i was able to book it real nearby so its all good !#and on fridays i am going to cook a meal i like even if it kills me. mark my fucking words.#and next week is the graduation night for the 3rd years and my friends and i are volunteers so we get to hang out at a cool event#and start networking... even if slightly. i will be serving drinks mostly :)#im actually excited for that ! and hanging out with my school friends. im real sad that some of them wont return next year#but im also real happy for them bc theyve found other programs that do make them happy#so even if theyre not here i will be happy for them. and we have a discord server so im always nearby at least !#excited and nervous... but above all.#above it all. i am so fucking sleepy
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#bday party tomorrowwwwwww#biggest party ive ever organised#i invited so many fucking people#i am...... SO NERVOUS NOW WHY#BODY YOU SUCK#anyway im beyond excited obviously so these nerves are just. me being impatient#and annoying and overwhelmed#going to sleep a lot tonight just to arrive to tomorrow evening quicker
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hullo
#first day without the cats :(#VERY fucking sad and not feeling great about truly being alone rn#but i called my momma and we had a really nice chat so i'm okay#still sad and thats not gonna go away easily but i feel a little less alone at least#doctors appointment tomorrow!!!!! very excited and also suuuper nervous but val and probably either dee or si#will be fronting instead of me because if i front i Will Not Go im terrified of the doctors#but yeah hopefully this leads to meds asap i REALLY need a will to live esp now that im super duper fucken alone aurrgh#but im also burning the strawberry melon incense i got on my bday and it is like instant lil kick of happiness#what a lovely smell the world can be so wonderful if such a thing can exist in it !!#and one day i will be in a place where i can burn my cinnamon incense :DDD#but ya. just a lil update for those wondering and just Talking into the void. i already miss my babies#i miss them a whole bunch
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#good god yeah im about to start my period soon#im like. crying over stupid shit again#and i also slept for like 3 hours after work because i was exhausted#but i have an interview tomorrow after work which#im nervous but also excited about#i got demoted at work because it apparently took them three years to tell me that i wasn't leader like enough and i take too long#its not an AWFUL pay cut but its not worth it for the work that i do actually do lol#so fuck em#gonna go somewhere i can actually have some fucking downtime#suck my cock chipohell
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5oclock in the morning about to watch Past Prologue for the very first time let’s fucking Go
#The Emissary was so fucking goooooood wtf!!!! how did it make me fall in love with every single main character immediately!!!!!#sidenote will Miles' backstory ever be explained or was I just supposed to watch all 7 seasons of TNG before this#bc unfortunately I am not doing that <3 I saw that one ep with DOS where Miles was inexplicably a bg character there and that'll have to do#haven't liveblogged anything since fuckign SPN but I'm so nervous. have not slept also.#Julian was so funny in The Emissary. ''Surely we can just have a conversation with the Cardassians'' yeah I bet you'd like to#talk to a Cardassian wouldn't you. whore.#Star Trek: Deep Space 9#<<< OH WE ARE FUCKING DOING ITTTTTTTTT#''OP why. why are you doing it.''#1) fmovies.to rejected my plea to play the show twice before finally permitting it weeks later on my third try; a sign from Heaven#2) I'm so very excited to see the story of Empok Nor adapted to the big screen#I just hope the show respects the original story (various fanfics on ao3) :3#and 3) Big Lizard Time#ok deep breaths. covering my face watching thru my fingers.#don't unfollow yet btw im posting a mash gifset tomorrow dont worry i swear to god im still on brand#Starky's Original Posts#Starky's Text Posts
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#hey yall. feels weird to ask but if u can please send me some good vibes + wish me luck the next few days#tomorrow is opening night for the musical and im SO FUCJING excited but i also woke up in. real bad shape today#my joints feel like shit (collapsed next to my bed trying to get up this morning bc my knees gave out!! haha!!) and im brain-foggy as HELL#and my housemate just let me know theyre sick but the campus health centre couldnt tell what they have. sooooo. im freakin out a lil bit#especially bc one of my castmates told me yesterday -- so casually!! so easy so nonchalant!! -- that THEIR housemate has covid CURRENTLY#but ''dont worry haha! i wasnt exposed and i feel fine and ive been testing negative everyday so i think im okay haha''#so. yeah.#just a lil freaked out. just a bit!!#otherwise im feelin okay ?? i think ?? nervous as HELL but i've got a 5hr+ rehearsal tonight to get all the jitters/problems outta the way#just worried that im gonna fuck up my voice or my knees or my lines or. you get the idea lmao#anyway. gonna go sit in the sun + recharge a bit before i start stretch & eat & run to the theatre for the night#hope the next few days are kind to yall too<3<3#bee speaks
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aaa i'm so happy. i don't know why. i mean. i do but. it's stupid really
#random thoughts#okay so. the reason why is because i made conversation with a friend of mine. they are not in any of my classes#they've always acted like a father figure towards me? more of a parent than either of mine. found family trope irl i guess#and. they are so nice!!! they complimented my outfit today and just. i was just so excited! i could hardly concentrate during math class#it's so nice to talk to someone who cares about me. most of the people i know have been calling me cringe. i am but. it makes me sad ):#i'm trying not to let it get to me but. oh well#anygays. there's an event tomorrow where we can dress up and stuff. i want to go as enmu but i don't want them to make fun of me#but. then people could compliment me! there's always a chance. i just know that people will think i'm fuckin. cringe. which yes. i get it#but fuck cringe culture! it was probably just made as an insult to neurodivergency anyway#hm. but. i can't decide anymore. sometimes when i don't know what to do it stresses me out so. i hope i don't get too nervous#fun times.#(:
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#im at the sketchy laundromat and im the only one here except for the owner (i think)#the (i think) was because i think the woman is the owner but im not sure. its been awhile since ive been at this laundromat#and my washer keeps making weird noises#which makes me nervous especially because i think she's the owner#im so afraid of breaking laundry machines at laundromats. its in my top ten minor fears tbh#so i hope i dont break it#update: shes definitely the owner. shes taking the quarters from the machines. so either she's the owner or a thief i guess#im seeing my friend in a musical today!! im so excited#im not even super close with this friend. but my best friend and i have decided that we need to support their theatrical endeavors#so we saw them in a play in the fall and now their musical tonight#and i have so many fucking errands to do before then. i have to finish my laundry. turn in some paperwork#buy a part of my camp uniform#and then go to the musical. and THEN hang out with my best friend afterwards. hes gonna doend the night at my apartment#and then tomorrow we're going to estate sales#i dont have money to buy shit or space to keep it but its worth it#my washer is making weird noises again! fuck!#pray for me and my washer#im dressed up real cute for the musical btw#its addams family (i love addams family) so im eearing black cuffed jeans and a black shirt with torn shoulders#then a necklace with a black crystal on it. and earrings from hot topic that have a chain and cuff and little crystals at the bottom#you might be thinking 'austyn thats too much black'#but i only own black jeans. and most of ny shirts are also black. so my jewelry is primarily black#(although the earrings have glitter on them as well and the necklace has silver wire holding the crystal)#and really i only know how to match black. im really bad with other colors. plus addams family is dark so i have to match that#oh and im gonna wear some high heeled boots i have. can you guess what color the boots are?#but first i have to finish all of this adult shit and i really dont want to#shit i have to do a lot of driving too. to get to the musical. and ill have to drive back in the dark#this is a nightmare. but at least i got off of work today#holy shit i texted my best friend 'hey. address?' and he replied 'no im josh. some best friend you are. cant even remember my name'#that sounds a lot like another friend of mine but idk. either way i fuckin hate it /j
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I love you dnd
#the sky speaks#im dming for my family soon and im so exciiiiiited :))))#just set up their characters and theyre all so fucking funny#my dads dwarf fighter is an ex noble with a fake name who owns a barbershop#additionally his favorite song is Fight Song and when he learns action surge hes going to have it play every time he uses that#that was literally the first thing he did ge was like yeah race class whatever. Can I Have A Walkout Song?#my brother's halfling rogue is just a normal guy pretending to be a rogue for the day bc he thought it would be inconsequential#but then he actually needs to be a rogue whoopsie. hes just a like. 30 year old carpenter who isnt even THAT good at carpentry tbh#and my sister in law is an elf wizard whos an OLD old lady whos grumpy and retired and narcoleptic and really doesn't wanna be here#and she tells stories about her good ol days of adventuring and how powerful she was but theyre like. 95% fake. she lies for fun#incredible party#i cant tell the other players too much so im word vomiting here. gonna rant abt it to my coworkers tomorrow too lmao#IM SO EXCITED TO DM!!!!!#i was nervous but after working w each of them separately it gave me some confidence. we can work off each other well :)
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performing 🤝 teaching
i cannot feel my legs and also am shaking a little bit
#i was actually shaking so much more last week when i taught a lesson#but i think it's one of the best lessons ive ever given so im happy#but afterwards i was like wow. 90% of that time i felt like if i stepped wrong i was going to fully collapse in front of this poor girl#i hope she learned something shsgehfksocjsmncsk we'll find out tomorrow#im so excited and happy to be teaching her actually#just teaching in general#makes me happy#nervous as fuck because god what if i screw her up forever#but definitely makes me happy#bluebird.txt#shoutout to my student last year who very kindly and genuinely told me id been very useful to him#that's what im here for dude <3
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