#so at 14 i was already getting confused cause im gay and all
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wait why am i looking at the deconversion tag i still have some faith left lol.
#the fact that this shit got started around march 2021 when my friend who faked his death ask#if i dont believe in evolution. i said 'of course i do believe in science*'#* = with terms and conditions and a lot of picking and choosing#and the floodgates of me who have been wondering why is it a sin to#sing and dance and have negative feelings#why are we banned from doing natural human activities that are as easy as breathing#and then i learn about the bite cult model#and i also learn dialectical materialism. and read gramsci#so at 14 i was already getting confused cause im gay and all#and i console myself by saying that whatever god says its always for the best so you should follow it no matter what because your life will#be happier. but then more research proved some things im told to follow was actually detrimental to my wellbeing#so you see. im in a pickle#rn i still have faith and i believe that the problem is just im close to the end times thats why a lot of the knowledge of my religion is#very distorted and used to nefarious ends and that the real teaching is what would liberate my ppl#but you know#there is a lot of things contradicting each other that i prefer not thinking atm#religion#posts about my life
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