#so ask ppl why certain songs are their favourites

[hballegro]

discussion of a religious song so dont read this if you dont want that but im not focusing really on the religious part anyway.

ask folks what they like about their favourite music.

just wanted to share cause its my mother's favourite christmas song;

my mother loves Little Drummer Boy above all christmas music. to me its always been a sort of 'its sweet and slow and i like it, one of the more tolerable religious songs' but nothing more, so i asked her why its her favourite. and her answer was along the lines of

'well, its just sweet is all. heres this little kid, hes got nothing, but he heard there was a king born and so he goes to see the baby, and he says 'im a poor boy too', and he doesnt have anything to give him, but he has this one thing he can do for him. he can play the drum for him. its small and its not much, but its what he can give, and so he does. and it works, cause the baby smiles. makes me teary every time'

and lemme tell ya. i got 0 of her crying-genes and i am now unable to maintain composure listening to that damn song. 'i played my best for him, then he smiled at me' i am weeping

[akookminsupporter]

This question has always bugged me a little That why jikook???

What i mean is since the beginning we know how they came closer over the time and it wasn't a sudden change but a process of spending time together, getting to know each other, being their for e/o, trying to understand one another etc.

So since beginning there's more of jimin nd jungkook "official" content than any other duo like we all know during their trainee days jungkook was mostly close with taehyung nd not only trainee days but the yrs after it too. But when he got asked which is the hyung who gives him the most comfort then his reply was "during trainee days hobi hyung took care of me but after debuting I'm spending more time with jm Hyung so he's the one who gives him most comfort, and jm buys him lots of food" he said the same thing when asked similar question in another time. so if he's this close to taehyung then why jimin?? Was it because he simply wanted to show gratitude towards jimin's gestures?? He said he plays hard to get with jimin but he likes jimin.

Jungkook has had the most lives with jimin after their debut so my question again is if he was close to taehyung or any other hyung nd disliked jm according to some ppl then again why jimin?? Why not go live with other members?? We usually do these things with ppl who we are most buddy buddy so if he was not close to jm according to armys nd all so why jm??

Jimin's being called as "jungkook's favourite model" multiple times in their subtitles means atleast the comapny knows he's the one jk films the most nd we all have seen them asking jk the same question too nd even the staff who's worked with them has said the same thing that it's either they're taking selfies or jk's filming jm. So if he ranks last in jk's list of handsome members why jimin is the one who's being called as jk's fav model??

Since beginning jm nd jk have more dance nd song covers than anyone else. Maybe it's cause they're main-lead duo so the comapny might want to push then like that but I'm sure the comapny wouldn't stop any other pair to release something together right? So if they're free to do what they want with whichever members they want then again why jimin? Why he's the one in most of jk's content??(even tho jihope the two main dancers we still have jikook dancing covers more than jihope)

His first ever GCF the start of something new in his artist life is also with jm...

If according to certain fandom taehyung is jungkook's safe place then why is jimin the one who's always besides jk than tae? Why jimin? Why not your safe place???

What I'm trying to say is there's so many theories of ppl saying jm nd jk weren't close with each other in the beginning which might be true too idk cause i still remember when they asked jk if he likes jm 3 members voted NO so idk bro...BUT if they weren't close then why i see jk with jm more than anyone else?? If uncomfortable then why is he the first one to reach out to you when you were feeling alone talking to a camera (BTS's story book scene ). Like why does he knows you more than anyone else? Why he can sense you're not feeling good without anyone telling him nd he's right there for you???

I'm trying to show contrast with how ppl downgrades their bond but everything we have seen shows nd tells some different story...i wasn't here during early yrs so idk much about their bonds but still...

Opinions.

[zenlesszonezero]

[gehenna-calling]

ok ok!!! Lyssa... the song that is the hardest for ppl who just learned about her to understanding without context. and ur fav one on evers. also. where 2 find their playlists?

hmmmm i feel like quite a lot of the songs on lyssa’s playlists are quite self-explanatory. but i’ll go for this one bc it is Fun and Worrying for those who do not have context for it!

bc THIS one is about lyssa’s fall into the camarilla’s propaganda machine as she gradually uncovers information about gehenna and the book of nod, at the same time becoming more complicit as she gets involved in the machinations of the court.

"If you're not with us, you're against us" sums up the camarilla's whole approach to the conflict against the sabbat, where lyssa got involved in attempting to root out a sabbat spy and got nothing but more trouble from it.

"hoping no one notices my thoughts are out of line" with the fact that even her own thoughts aren't safe, her secrets could literally be pried out of her head.

i think this is a pretty good song for the camarilla in general but it works particularly well from lyssa's perspective of an outsider getting gradually tangled up in it.

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my favourite song on ever's playlist is also the first one that went on there!

i listened to this song on repeat so much when it came up that a character gradually formed from it. the lyrics and overall vibe shaped the majority of ever's concept - the "shapeshifter coming for me" line is why they're a tzimisce!

the story of the lyrics relates to ever's embrace - something really terrible happening to you on a night out, and not really being able to piece together what happened. i keep introducing themes of memory loss/not being able to trust your memories into characters, huh.

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OH YEAH I THOUGHT THEIR PLAYLISTS WERE LINKED ON MY OC MASTERLIST BUT APPARENTLY NOT. i should update that anyway but i'll link the playlists here for now

lyssa has like three playlists but this is the main one

tremyssa's playlist is tragically lacking. there are just not enough non-horny non-romantic songs about terrible awful women.

desdemona's playlist is pretty much just sad/soppy love songs

hellebore's playlist i am quite pleased with, though it could use some rearranging

ever's playlist is just full of bangers. yes it's a tzimisce playlist yes it contains body by mother mother certain things are unavoidable

thanks for the ask!!

[watsername]

alright my long awaited (nobody asked) thoughts on the new maneskin album as a bitch that had way too much maneskin on her Spotify wrapped.

OWN MY MIND - 7/10

I rlly fuckin vibe w this song . the instrumentals in my opinion are some of the best in the album . ive been walking about going do u wanna do u wanna own my mind to the point where its annoying ppl.

GOSSIP- 9/10

don't ask me why this song just has a little bit of girlypop to it. anyway I dance in my bedroom to this this is what this song was made for. drunk women to dance around in their bedrooms in a tshirt and underwear. do your sexy little drunk jumping dance throwing ur hair around u will have such a good time. tom morello FUCKS btw.

TIMEZONE - 8/10

made my cry what the fck . my u key is sticky btw I might jst be missing the u from words sometimes . anyway im a sucker for a rock ballad . the Spotify notes saying it was the least thought out song by dam as an anxious love letter,,,, my heart. the raw emotion in his voice. its gonna send me over the edge

`BLA BLA BLA - 6/10

this was probably my lest favourite from the album it just didn't make me feel any kind of way. is it a bad song by any means ? no I think its fun and the storyline of the song is rlly interesting in the whole depicting the perspective of the most toxic boyfriend and playing it in a way that ridicules him but musically it just wasn't my style as much as the other tracks were

BABY SAID - 8/10

BASS LINE !!!!!!!!!!!! SLAY !!!!!! its got a good build to it and i rlly like the overall song it reminds me of something but I cant place what . this is gonna be another one I end up dancing to . it feels like an updated version of a song that would be on il ballo della vita . u know . it has il bella della vita vibes. I fuck w it

GASOLINE- 8.5/10

IVE BEEN WAITIN FOR THIS ONE !!!!!! genuinely I wanted it on the album since we got the teaser last year its such a good song with a powerful message the only thing is I wish it had a bit More going on like the heaviness of the song builds with every 'were gonna dance on gasoline' (and it did a little) so its just musical rock madness by the end if u catch my drift. its still a fucking banger tho and im so happy its on the album

FEEL - 7/10

this song reminds me of something and I DONT KNOW WHAT IT ISSSSSSSS. maybe its something 90s early 2000s but I cant figure it out. parts of the album have very britpop or like 90s rock vibes anyway the lil 'im about to make u feel' then straight into the guitars gets me pumped and I love it

DONT WANNA SLEEP - 7/10

big fan of the instrmentals and when dam shouts when he sings bt its just nit my fave from the album. I do love the dichotomy of the music and the lyrics and Thomas played w that guitar solo

KOOL KIDS- 100000/10

obsessed. very 90s britpop. the rawness the emotion behind it the fact that he was drnk when they recorded it the frustration with the sneering and snobbery of people post Eurovision the references to everything that happened over those weeks the 'eat my shit' at the end. its powerful what does it mean to be cool why is there so much pressure on people to look and act a certain way why do we have all these preconceived notions on people based on everything down to the music they listen to . I love it .

IF NOT FOR YOU - 10/10

im a scier for a rock ballad. the fact this was done in a one-take. the vocals the strings the instrumentals in general its just so gorgeous . im sobbing listening to it rn . I want this as my first dance as my wedding I really do I need to get my boyfriends approval tho. and he actually needs to propose first which won't be soon. I have time to convince him

READ YOUR DIARY - 7/10

I know that this is kinda a dark song about obsession but,, what is that melody . the chorus just goes so hard . its so good. AGAIN THOMAS BRINGING IT ALL TOGETHER WITTH THE GUITAR SOLO !!!!!!!!!

MARK CHAPMAN- 9/10

Im still learning Italian. but this song fucks so hard. genuinely all of their Italian songs are amazing I don't thinks there's one bad one. but the pace the guitars the bass the drums (all of them basically) I love some fast paced rock I love his voice I love this fucking song . Thomas u fucking genius the guitar solo SLAYED !!!!!!!!!!1

LA FINE - 10/10

im quitte literally obsessed w this song. ive made my mm listen to it. I power walk to class listening to it. it has that Teatro d'ira vibes to it very much zitti e buoni in nome del padre moments kind of lividi Sui gomiti vibes as well and girl. thats my fave album. it fucks. this song . and I love how they use their music to discuss important issues and serious topics

IL DONO DELLA VITA- 7/10

the storyline of this song is so interesting in its awareness of appreciating the things you have and what's around you and appreciating the little things and I can see this being phenomenal on stage and being recognised worldwide . I like faster paced songs but I love this song and I think the way it all builds and comes to a climax at the end is gorgeous before it slows down again for damiano and vic to all it all together. brilliant

MAMMAMIA- 10/10

girl it was number 2 in my wrapped second to zitti e buoni. makes me feel like a whore makes me want kill someone in a sexy way its fantastic. sexy ass bass line too. bass player is ALSO sexy.

SUPERMODEL

I was torn on this song when it first released bt the more one been listening to it the more I like it . love the nirvana reference. low waisted pants on onlyfans I pay for that <- best part of the song .

THE LONELIEST- 9/10

this is my mums favourites of the ones ive made her listen to . she likes the music video as well. again I cannot stress enough that domino is such a talented writer his lyrics are genuinely so poetic so beautiful and the band are so talented at building around the lyrics to portray the same form of real emotion with their instruments as domino does his voice everything just fits together and it creates masterpieces. I love this fucking song

the fact that a 6 was the lowest rating here today. I love maneskin fr I believe what theyre doing is reigniting the poplar interest in rock music and they are going to go so so so far . theyre genuinely some of the most talented people of our generation theyre insane. I really hope they expand their tor dates for future tours bc one uk show in england during my uni exam season is killing my Scottish ass . im obsessed w their music fr.

[lovesickhughes]

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just gonna rant on here for a quick moment bc no one on here knows any of the ppl i am referencing, but i posted on my private snap story with like 5 of my close friends on it, a picture of me listening to loml by taylor swift and said "oh no i've gone down the rabbit hole of sad taylor songs", and tell my why one of my so-called "best friends" slides up and says "remember when you hated her new album"

like... oh... okay. yeah bc if i hate it so much why am i listening to it, why was i boasting about it the day it comes out and all the way up until the day i saw her in concert.. and not that it matters if i hate a song or not, but i find it comical for someone who preached about being different and not liking taylor's music then decides to hop on the bandwagon of being a new swiftie, is gonna sit here and make it seem like i don't like something?

and i know those of you who are taking the time to read this are probably like, girl it's not that deep like get a grip, and i know it's not a big deal because i know for a fact i consider ttpd to be one of my fav taylor albums. but there is a lot of lore behind my friendship with this girl where a lot of her comments that are meant to be funny or witty or a bit sarcastic, do not land at all and it is so beyond tone deaf with some things she says. this is irrelevant to any of you reading this because you have no idea this girl or my relation to her, but i am just treating this post as a place to get it out, because i am not about to go to someone and complain about a little thing like this.

it just irked me, and maybe i get triggered too easily, i can hold myself accountable, but when this girl tells me that she hates that i laughed at a smallest man who ever lived reference to my ex while i'm passionately at a taylor swift concert, and say things that are so demeaning and berating, i feel as though the emotions i feel when my so-called friend makes me feel like shit, are valid.

all i said in response to her comment about hating ttpd, was "no i did not 😭 there were a few songs i don't like and skip" and i gave a few examples of songs that aren't my favourite

and one last point before i end the night, who cares if i don't like a certain album or song of hers? taylor has over 200 songs, i'm sure everyone has at least a few songs that aren't their favs, that doesn't make anyone less or more of a fan than another,

taylor and her music are very special to me because of how her music has helped me emotionally in times when i need it, and i confide in music i feel like i can relate to, and i love relating with others over music and how it makes me feel, and i am passionate about sharing that with others. so, i feel a bit betrayed when a friend i considered close, makes comments that shames me for my own interests or disinterests...

anyway, thanks for listening. probably will expect a few anon asks saying i'm in the wrong or something, knowing tumblr's track record, but i needed to get this out!!!!!

[bl00dn0t3-x3]

My beloved!!!! Hiii hellooo!!! Don't mind if I uhm

2,5,7,13,14,16,17,19,20,23,22,24,25,26,30,37 and 38!!

Feel free to ignore if you want love!(⁠ㆁ⁠ω⁠ㆁ⁠)!!

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i could never ignore you my darling!!~ (˶ > ₃ < ˶)♡

sorry this took so long!!! thx for ur patience :(

2. show us a picture of your handwriting?

5. what made you start your blog?

this is my 3rd account, the other 2 got t-worded... i started the first one bc i wanted some community in the $h scene :P can't remember how i got the idea to look to tumblr for it tho. i think started getting some jirai stuff and then i got t-worded and started the second one. it was mostly $h and then i got more on the jirai side. after a certain point it became about 30% $h and 70% jirai. got t-worded, made this account and now it's all jiraiblr :3

7. what scares you the most and why?

losing my mom and being hated by ppl i like... i'm super polite to adults and ppl i don't know but once i get close with them i turn unhinged and become a menace 💀

13. what are you doing right now?

answering this ask and listening to the new skz album again :3

14. what's something you've always wanted to do but maybe too scared to do?

i'm actually not sure

16. if you could one thing about yourself, what would it be?

my general appearance (mostly my chest size and height)

17. name 3 things that make you happy?

online attention/validation, my amazing 🪤anon <3 and my cats

19. favourite thing about day?

ig i just generally feel safer during the day? i get anxious at night about break-ins and stuff even tho that would never happen (i live in a rly small town and barely anyone knows i exist) 😭

20. favourite things about the night?

less overstimulating!! i hate the sun (╥﹏╥)

22. say 3 things about someone you love

my bsf is a ginger, she's a freak and she completely gets me 🤭

23. say 3 things about someone you hate

my "dad"... i hate his guts, he's ugly and he should fucking d!e 🥰

24. what's one thing you're proud of yourself for?

ig i'm kinda proud of how many people tell me i'm nice or cool LOL like thx i try but also i'm just a chill guy /j

25. fav season and why?

autumn!! it's just superior... not too hot, not too cold, usually not all that sunny... i can't stand heat, at least the cold is bearable and i can just put more clothes on yk?? ugh heat and humidity are the fucking worst, i'm so glad my side of my state is dry heat... humidity makes me miserable LOL

26. fav colour and why?

my fav colours are yellow, blue and red... yellow started bc of me kinning denki kaminari, i just liked light blue but now that's extended to dark blue bc that's the colour of my self-insert's hair and his fire is neon blue (hades kid ahh). red is my self-insert's eye colour and his outfits have red accents :P tbh i can't fully explain why these are my fav colours, they just kind of are...

30. what's one thing that never fails to make you happy/happier?

getting asks from my beloved 🪤anon <3

37. share a secret

not rly a secret to ppl that know me personally but i get kinda gatekeepy sometimes... i used to have identity issues and i still kinda struggle with my sense of self a bit. i just wanna have something kinda special about me, so i'll occasionally gatekeep interests from specific people bc i feel threatened :P i hate when i get like this but i can't really stop yk :(

38. fav song at the moment?

gods that's such a hard question... spotify is saying this is my top song so far this month

[bones-shifts]

hi! just found your blog, it’s so cute! :) i haven’t shifted yet but i’m trying to. i’ve got a few questions if you don’t mind!

how often do you shift? my friend who shifts said she doesn’t shift every day bc it’s draining… i was wondering how often you think is good?

this is definitely a commonly asked question, but how did you keep up motivation to shift? i was super into it, super eager and hopeful about a year ago, but months went by and i started to wonder if i’d ever shift. took a like 8 month break and now i’m trying to start up again. i’m also really depressed, lol, struggling with why i want to shift. trying to stay away from the idea of shifting to escape, and instead think of it as shifting to experience things that are impossible in this reality. i’m afraid i’ll get too attached to shifting and make it even harder for myself to enjoy life here. that being said, i really wanna shift.

and finally, method advice? also, are there any subliminals you can recommend? specifically marvel ones if you have any, but also general ones for when i use my other script.

sorry, that’s kind of a lot! thanks for taking the time to read (and hopefully answer) this!!

have a wonderful day❣️

yo :) tysm i think my blog is mid tbh but let's get to answering!

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1) I don't shift often but I do stay long. I sometimes shift to my WR because my cr is making me too stressed. I would probably stay there for a week or two until I feel better and can handle being back in me cr

Your friend is right, it is pretty draining so I don't do it as often, i just stay longer. I'd also advise you to do the same thing when you shift, don't shift daily, shift maybe once every few weeks. Depends on you tbh. I like to shift only every few months because it is a little draining but some ppl are built different and shift every week or daily even so yeah just try it out

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2) Hm, i'll tell you straight up it is not easy keeping motivation for this. I'm depressed too, finding motivation to do anything for me is honestly super fucking hard. That's why I said I only shift sometimes, shifting is easy but sometimes I don't want to do it. Motivation is annoying

shifting specific motivation for me is just consuming the content that relates to my dr, just shoving myself in the scenes and imagining im fighting along side with my comfort character rlly helps

also just acting out scenarios i would like to happen with my comfort characters in my drs is rlly motivating

eh motivation advice rlly isnt my thing

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3) Method advice hmmm, i'd say to keep it simple. Someone said to mix them up, your favourite ones. Julia method and the heartbeat method idk just have fun with them

try new ones once in a while, don't keep using one. If you feel like the specific method you're using is 'not working' choose a new one start fresh, it might work

Subliminals I reccommend,

⋆ shift reality instantly ⋆ wake up in your dr ⋆ 6hz theta waves/rain ⋆

FLUSHING SUBLIMINAL! (remove negative energy ++ blockages) IMPROVE VISUALIZATION SKILLS FOR SHIFTING SUBLIMINAL! (bundle) visualization subliminal ·₊̣̇. 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅’𝒔 𝒆𝒚𝒆 ࿐໋₊

Powerful Marvel Shifting Hypnosis

Yeah uh these are some i use, these are not all subliminals for shifting specifically some are flushes and they help to remove blockages and negative thoughts which are really fucking good

and also you don't need subliminals you can actually just use anything to shift, certain songs and ambiences that also will help you shift

i use really long subliminals mainly because why not

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anyways hope this helped lovely :) <3

[hq-lovin]

road trip shenanigans

ft. a shit ton of ppl bc Y/n has a lot of friends such as

Hajime Iwaizumi as The Mom Friend

Tooru Oikawa as That Bitch✨

Takahiro Hanamaki as Idiot #1

finally,

Issei Mattsukawa as Idiot #2

supporting characters : Tetsuro Kuroo, Kotarou Bokuto, Keiji Akaashi, Kei Tsukishima, Shoyo Hinata

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hello 😺 this is a toss up between crack and fluff, I write this bc the seijoh boys were growing on me but in between I went through a Kuroo phase so he’s here too, btw this is all platonic, I hope you enjoy 😀✨

➣ pairing : platonic! seijoh boys x short, fem!reader (I’m sorry for all you tall girls out there 😭)

➣ scenario [1437]

➣ warning : none, seijoh boys making fun of you, other ppl making fun of you (as a joke), short reader, i’m talking s h o r t,

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platonic seijoh (and others) x fem, short, reader

The sun shone brightly in the sky that were filled with large fluffy clouds. You breathed in the fresh air as you walked out of the store carrying a grocery bag that were filled with food and drinks. Squinting slightly, you spot Hajime stretching his legs as Tooru chatted his ear off. Near them, was Takahiro struggling to climb into Issei’s back, who looked very uninterested at the moment.

“I told you already, you’re too short to climb on my back,” Matsukawa rolls his eyes playfully, staying still as a rock.

“Shut up, at least I’m not as short Iwa-chan over there,” hearing Hanamaki’s statement, Iwaizumi stops his stretches.

“What was that?” He barks raising a brow at the two idiots. Takahiro scrambles to climb faster as a provoked Hajime approaches him. Deciding to save Takahiro, you sped up your pace.

“I’m back, I have snacks with me,” you smile handing them to Iwaizumi. In the corner of your eye, you spot Hanamaki breath out a breath of relief.

“You’re a life saver Y/n,” He whispers and you throw him a wink.

“What’d you get?”

“Oh, just the usual you know—“

“Did you get..”

“Yes I got your milk bread,” you say with a roll of your eyes, fishing out the milk bread you toss it over to Oikawa who gasps and stars to unpack the delicious food. You swore you saw shimmers in his eyes.

“Who’s driving next?” Mattsukawa asks, Hanamaki still on his back. Iwaizumi sighs and stretches his arms before answering.

“I’ll drive, Y/n’s next,” upon hearing this you stop in your tracks, eyebrows ruffling in confusion, along with the dreadful feeling stewing up in your stomach.

“What? Why?” You pout as Oikawa hands you a piece of his precious milk bread. Shoving the food in your mouth, you tilt your head.

“You’re the only one who hasn’t driven yet,” Issei shrugs, Takahiro jumping in surprise at the sudden movement.

“Watch it,” he grumbles, Matsukawa only smiles in response.

“I get the food though,” you try and reason but Hajime is quick to shut you down with his stern mom voice. Your shoulder slump, but your moodiness doesn’t last for a long time when Oikawa decides to blast music.

After a while of screaming your lungs out, spilling snacks, and wondering how Iwaizumi got his hair that spiky, your time to drive had finally arrived.

“There’s no getting out of this,” Hajime crosses his arms like a strict dad and you bite your lip from smiling to wide, it would ruin your chances of convincing him.

“But what if—”

“No.”

“Okay but like if I—”

“No.”

“Hajime! Just please—”

“No. End of discussion.”

Stunned at his choice of words, you drag yourself to the front seat. Hanamaki calls dibs on the front seat, promising to play all your favourite songs to keep your sanity in check.

Grabbing onto the wheel, you realize something. Your feet rest right below the pedals, and you find yourself having to sit up straighter just to get a view of the road. Biting your lip, you sigh and move to adjust your seat

“What’re you doing?” a voice calls out from behind your seat, shifting around you see a confused look planted Matsukawa’s face. Your mind quickly thinks of an excuse, too embarrassed to tell him truth about your problem. But alas, before you could spit out a word or even a sound out of your gaping mouth, Hanamaki had beaten you to the punch.

“She’s adjusting her seat, she can’t reach the steering wheel,” gasping, you let out a whine and slap him lightly on the shoulder as he continues to cackle at your flustered state.

“Hiro! You can’t just blurt that out!” You pout and slump onto your seat.

“Awh, is wittle Y/n angry because she can’t see above the dashboard?” Issei’s coos mockingly, making your glare at him through the rear view mirror.

“Is this why you didn’t wanna drive so bad? Because you’re so small?” Hajime sticks out his bottom lip and ruffles your hair, much like an older brother teasing their younger sibling, excepts it’s a grown man making fun of their short friend. You grumble underneath your breath as a chorus of laughs were aimed towards you.

“It’s okay Y/n-chan!” a peppy Oikawa smiles, “Iwa-chan over here isn’t too tall himself!” he chuckles before earning himself a punch in the shoulder from “Iwa-chan.”

“Yeah, yeah, just drive Y/n,” Iwaizumi rolls his eyes and you continue to adjust your seat.

“Damn, you really can’t reach the far?”

“Listen—” and before you knew it, they were back to teasing and poking at your patience.

“Ahh! Oikawa-san!” a cheery voice calls out, and you turn to your side to see a bubbly boy with orange hair running rapidly towards the car. For a moment you think to start the engine and speed out of there, but you spot other familiar faces.

“Oi Oi, what do we have here?” Your eyes meet catlike ones and sigh before lifting a hand to say hello to Kuroo. You smile at Bokuto, Akaashi, and Tsukishima that were trailing behind him.

“Is little Chibi-chan driving now?” He smiles and pats your head and for the third time that evening, one of the four boys behind you quickly yells an answer before you could even open your mouth.

“She’s too short to drive! Look at how much she had to adjust her seat!” Mattsukawa yells and stretches his legs in front to show how much space he had, and indeed there was a lot.

“Y/n! You haven’t grown since highschool!” a certain grey haired owl gasps dramatically, slapping his hands onto his cheeks for effect. Akaashi places a warning hand on Bokuto and Tsukishima hides a smirk.

“You’re shorter than me!” Hinata yells for the entire world to here, copying Bokuto’s actions with wide eyes. At this point you’re tired and the only thing you manage to do was roll your eyes once more.

“Aww, that’s okay shrimp!” Kuroo giggles (yes he giggles, you can fight me on that) and leans down taking your cheek in his thumb and index finger, pinching it slightly.

“Kuroo! You’re supposed to be the one defending me!” You pout swatting his hand away.

“Since when,” he cocks a brow, grinning.

“Since...since that one time in the training camp you said I wasn’t that short!” Pointing a finger at him.

“That was because you were standing next to Yachi,” he snorts.

“And even Yachi grew a little,” Tsukishima smirks, joining in on the fun. You slump back onto your seat and lean on the palm of your hand, dejected.

“If it helps Y/n-san! I’m not that tall either!” Hinata jumps up and down whilst waving a hand in order to get your attention.

“Yeah! And Iwa-chan isn’t either! See? You’re not alone in this Y/n!” Hanamaki places a “comforting” hand on your shoulder as Hajime raises a brow.

For the rest of the day, you hung out with the boys, endured through their teasing comments about your height. It wasn’t so bad, especially when you had Hajime and Shoyo as your personal bodyguards, although they made the occasional short jokes as well, they were pretty decent.

But alas, the day had come to an end. You all decided to book the same hotel together because nothing could possibly go wrong, nope, not one thing.

“Tsukishima give me back my phone!” You reach up as far as you could on our top toes, not wanting to jump since that would cause a disturbance to the people below you.

“Don’t worry Y/n! I’ll get it for you!” Hinata says and starts running towards Kei who was dangling your phone right above your hands.

Just before Hinata could jump, Bokuto tackles him onto the bed, then proceeds to play wrestle with him.

“My hero,” you sigh and look back at Tsukishima who had a shit eating grin plastered on his face.

“It’s right here, just come get it,” He smiles. You sigh and memories from this morning went through your head. Although these boys could be a pain in the ass, tease you relentlessly about your short stature, take your belongings and proceed to dangle them above you, you loved all of them and absolutely nothing could change that.

“Help! Iwa-chan’s chasing me!” A distressed Oikawa enters into the hotel room along with a feral Hajime closing in on him. Hanamaki record the whole thing as Mattsukawa is howling in laughter. Yes, nothing could change your love for these boys.

[angeltrapz]

chainshipping ask time 💙💙 i wld love to hear ur thoughts on favorite albums they’ve shared w each other? + maybe the significance behind the albums.. hmmmvnfn also just more abt Adam being autistic— n maybe how it’d go down when Adam came out to Lar as trans?

tysm,,, 💙💙

music taste/sharing:

mmm that's a rlly interesting question!! I'm honestly not sure abt whole albums, but like I kinda think abt songs. I tend to give Adam my music taste since I feel like it'd be preeetty similar? so like eve 6, placebo, pup, the front bottoms, grandson, lucky boys confusion, etc.! I also feel like Adam is just one of those ppl who Loves introducing ppl to his music, so Lawrence has heard quite a bit of it. if he's super fond of a certain song + recommends it to you, that's his way of being like "hey I love u listen to this" and Lawrence Does, every time. good ones r enemy by eve 6, just one he rly likes, n blind by placebo, one that does remind Adam of he and Lawrence + that's why he shared it. (one of his favourites is nancy boy though and watching Lawrence hear that one fr the first time... an experience. amazing)

Lawrence's music taste... omg. I love this man sm. I Adore the hc though that he ends up listening to a lot of pop just bc diana loves it, so catch him humming the words to one of those songs while he's washing the dishes, tapping his foot n everything while Adam is cracking up at the table (but he's got heart eyes so). HOWEVER bc of this I also feel like Lawrence absolutely loves like. 70s thru 90s music. so like. NKOTB, the beach boys, wham!, beastie boys (can u IMAGINE this man rocking out to no sleep till brooklyn. Adam in the passenger seat like "holy fucking shit." now u have), bon jovi, chicago, peter gabriel, phil collins/genesis, etc.!! (Adam rlly likes older rock n so does Lawrence so they're both just like !!! and it's smth fr them to share!!)

but like one of his BIG faves is elton john. specifically, goodbye yellow brick road, honky cat, rocket man, and mona lisas and mad hatters. THOSE r the ones he shares w Adam, bc they're his favourites!! (ngl every time honky cat comes on Adam is just like "omg u fucking dork" but his face is Always 🥺... sometimes he plays it when Lar's having a bad day bc it helps a little bit,,) but ones he shares w Adam specifically bc it reminds him of them? tiny dancer + your song. it's not even that it's particularly fitting, just tht Adam comes to mind when he hears them, and Adam... needs a moment bc. omg. that is so fucking cute I love you??? oh my god??? (some of Adam's faves are bennie and the jets + take me to the pilot!)

Adam affectionately refers to Lawrence's music taste sometimes as a blend of dad rock + boy bands. it's jokes bc he loves that kinda music too sometimes but Lawrence is always like Hey. It's Good Isn't It? ejkhfja little jokey arguments omg. overall they're very open to each other's music taste and regularly are like "hey I heard this n it reminds me of you" and it's just rlly sweet.

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more abt Adam being autistic:

okay so Adam has like. a pretty intense oral fixation. sooo many times Lawrence has caught him chewing on the erasers of pencils, the drawstrings on his hoodies, sometimes his nails (which is actually one of his more harmful stims, since he picks them down so far and ends up with really painful fingertips; Lawrence keeps an eye on that one and like. lets him know when he’s doing it bc sometimes Adam genuinely doesn’t notice), stuff like that. and like he talks to Adam abt his stims + abt what kind of stim toys r out there, so he kind of gets this idea to get Adam a chew necklace. Adam hasn’t rly had one b4 but he knows of them, so Lawrence gets the idea to just. surprise him w one!

he gets one fr moderate chewers bc he figures that’s what Adam is, and he’s honestly. veeery particular abt the one he chooses. like he puts more thought into it than he probably needs to kjdfkdlksj he’s like that when he gets Adam planned gifts, he can’t help it,, but! I like to think he gets this one fr him (which, again, is one I have in teal!) in claret, which is a deep red; he likes this one bc Adam could chew on it w his back teeth if he wanted + he could just hold it in his mouth if he wanted while he works on things. Lawrence’s not... nervous abt it, he feels pretty confident that Adam will at least like it, but he’s never like... gotten smth like that, so he’s a little bit anxious to see if it’s okay.

so when it actually arrives he’s careful that He is th one who gets the mail so he can keep it a secret, and then after dinner he’s like “so I did a bit of research n I know you like chewing on things so! I got u smth!” and he’s still a little shy abt it but Adam is already looking at him like... 🥺 you what?? so Lawrence hands him the lil box n is like “I wasn’t sure what specifically to get but I hope this will be okay,” and like. when Adam takes it out he’s just like. Oh. Like An Actual Necklace. and the first thing he does is put it around his neck and just pops it in his mouth to test it and the Look on his face is sooooo happy. he’s just like “I love this??? I can just Hold It!!” and Lawrence is happy too bc that was smth he thought about!!!

neither of them cry or anything like that but they’re definitely both just like “I love you so so much” @ each other. n after that Adam usually always has it w him; he holds it in his mouth when he’s developing photos, chews on it instead of his nails + when he’s feeling nervous, sometimes chews it w the back of his teeth while they’re in public. Lawrence is just so happy he likes it and Adam rlly appreciates the thought + loves tht Lawrence put so much thought into it,,,

I also kinda honestly like the idea that they Both get spinner rings? bc Adam gets one and Lawrence is curious abt it so he’s like “yeah try it see if u like it!” n Lar realizes that they’re actually pretty cool n wldn’t mind having one. he gets a rly simple black one while Adam gets a rly pretty metallic blue one, and it actually helps a little bit to calm Lawrence’s paranoia sometimes when they’re out n about,, I hc that after Jigsaw he still has issues w that a little so. it helps n it’s nice!!

to elaborate on smth I mentioned briefly b4, Lawrence is suuuper helpful w pressure stims!!! he gives the most amazing bear hugs and he gets rlly good at interpreting when Adam needs one (when he’s nonverbal, he just sort of. nudges Lar w his shoulder. Lawrence figures out what this means pretty early). he doesn’t mind giving longer ones too, if that’s what Adam needs. he likes being able to do that for him, knowing that it makes him feel better/at least happier when he’s not upset n just wants that pressure. and of course Lar is pretty fond of being close like that; it’s something he didn’t rlly allow himself before, so as long as Adam is okay w it, he loves being able to indulge that want.

to branch off of this, something they regularly do is Lawrence will stretch out on the couch or the bed and Adam will lay on him. he’ll have his arms wrapped tight around Adam’s middle, so there’s still some of that pressure, bc it helps to make Adam feel calmer + also just bc he likes it. they do this a lot during storms or just quiet nights in where they’re not rlly focusing on what’s on TV. I know I mention this one a lot in my fics but I’m So So fond of it,, Adam just lets out this huge sigh and Lar can feel the tension in his body start to seep out and it’s sooo nice. again, another form of closeness Lawrence adores + loves knowing it helps Adam too!!

mmmm little thing, Lawrence might not suuuper understand Adam’s echolalia, but he doesn’t make fun of it/tell him to stop, and that’s like. smth that Adam is so completely unused to. he’s not at all used to ppl just accepting it, having been belittled/punished/made fun of fr it by both his parents + his peers/teachers n other adults, so like he’ll be repeating stuff from movies/shows/memes (bogos binted...) or outlining the steps of a certain task he’s completing and Lar will just. nod. he’ll check sometimes, just 2 ask if Adam is talking to him, but he’ll just smile n nod when Adam admits that he’s not n so Adam stops feeling like... nervous abt expressing that around Lar and it’s nice. it’s good. I feel like Adam’s very at peace w being autistic, but he’s always been a little anxious abt that particular facet just bc of how much backlash he’d faced for it b4, so like to have Lawrence just treat it as nothing out of the ordinary/accept it as it is... it means a looot to Adam. so so much.

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Adam coming out to Lawrence:

okay so I feel like this is def smth Adam was pretty nervous abt,, it’s smth that former partners hadn’t reacted particularly well to, and Lawrence is very very important to him + the most stable relationship he’s probably ever had (after they work thru things in the beginning of course), so he’s kind of worried abt how it’ll go. not that he thinks Lar is like, a shitty person like that - honestly, Adam rlly only expects to get some awkwardly-worded questions - but he’s been wrong b4, and while he rlly rlly hopes he won’t be this time, he can’t help feeling that anxiety.

and he tries to plan it out, he rlly does, but I think what happens is this: he’s doing his t shot in the bathroom (I don’t think he Intentionally hides his vial or anything, but it is behind stuff in the cabinet), the door’s not closed or anything bc he’s not using it/taking a shower, n Lawrence is walking around looking fr him n sees that the bathroom door is slightly ajar + hears Adam sigh as he completes the injection (he finds breathing thru it helps). so he walks in while Adam’s doing it, needle still in, and Adam just. freezes. and is like oh dear god hi. I am not doing drugs.

and there’s a brief pause before Lar just blinks and is like “is that testosterone?” bc I def feel he’s at least encountered one or two trans patients, so he knows a Little bit, and Adam just. doesn’t talk fr a minute. opens n closes his mouth, blinks, and nods, bc what does he say? Lawrence follows that up w “you’re trans?” and Adam nods again, still so very nervous, and Lawrence just smiles n is like “you know that’s fine, right? it’s okay - wait, were you nervous??” and Adam just NODS AGAIN bc he’s experiencing So Many Fucking Emotions right now, and Lar just proceeds to help him care fr the injection site after, bc he might not have ever done this task w t in particular, but he does know basics obviously.

it’s not until after Lawrence gently rolls a bandaid on that Adam talks, and his voice is so so small, and he’s just like, “I swear I was gonna tell you, I was just scared, not ‘cause I think you’re a bad person but like I’ve had ppl react badly and I wanted to plan it, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to like keep it from you,” and he’s just babbling but then Lar just sort of leans down and hugs him and says, “I can’t say that I’m particularly knowledgeable about this sort of thing, but I love you, and you being trans doesn’t change that, okay? it’s fine. we’re fine.” and I don’t think Adam cries, but he gets very close bc of the relief and the love he feels. he definitely shakes a little bit, holds on a little too tight, but Lawrence doesn’t mind. he knows Adam needs this. so it’s okay.

Adam Definitely feels lighter after telling Lawrence, and he also stops hiding his t vial in the back of the cabinet. and he feels kind of goofy about how much better he feels, how he feels like there’s this huge weight off of his shoulders, but he decides it doesn’t matter bc Lawrence accepts him and only asks a couple awkward questions and he knows those questions don’t come from a place of malice, but from a genuine interest + wanting to gain understanding. + Lar does his own research too, a little bit, and it’s smth they talk abt sometimes. just... the fact tht Lawrence Wants to educate himself means a lot, bc he cld just... not? like his parents. but he wants to learn. wants to understand better. n that means everything to Adam.

(little side note I think is funny though: sometimes when Adam loses his packer he’s just like “Lar have u seen my dick??” and it’s. they both crack up over it oh my god. fucking dorks)

[justlightlysedated]

20 Questions

20 questions, writer's edition, I was tagged by @lambourngb 😊❤❤

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

71! 70 for roswell and one for vagrant queen

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

468, 583!!

3. How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

not entirely sure tbh, but let's count now:

timkon, bandom, glee, specifically pukurt, but some other ships too, merlin, doctor who, torchwood, teen wolf, agents of shield, runaways, the old guard, vagrant queen, and obviously, roswell new mexico

i think there might be more, but i don’t remember rn

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

the cost of greatness, which i cowrote with marlo

a cure i know that soothes the soul (does so impossibly), the first pwp i wrote for this fandom lol

the person that you’d take a bullet for is behind the trigger, which i wrote for marlo

for better or for worse (til death do us part), which i also cowrote with marlo lol

it might be your wound but they’re my sutures, which i also wrote for marlo

so the pattern im sensing here is that my most popular fics were written with/for marlo which sounds about right lol

5. What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?

i am not sure tbh, i write some pretty angsty one shots and longer fics, but i TRY to at least give a slightly hopeful ending, tho now that i’m thinking about it, i think the angstiest thing i’ve written was that prompt fill based on the song, for island fires and family, i remember SOBBING the entire time that i wrote it (there is miluca in that one), but ALSO there is the fic i wrote in reaction to the season one finale, which also made me cry, which was called, we both know how this story ends

6. What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending?

once again i’m not sure, like i said before, i try to give my fics hopeful endings if they’re really angsty, and i love me some hurt/comfort, but i’m not entirely known for writing happy, fluffy fics, tho i do TRY sometimes for certain people

7. Do you write crossovers? If so, what is the craziest one you've written?

yes!! i do love me some crossovers, and i guess i would have to say the malex, sort of doctor who au, i’m technically still writing for tove

8. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

yes??? but i’m not sure if i could classify it, like i’ll write pretty much anything within reason and if it doesn’t squick me out

9. Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

okay, so like don’t hate me, but no, i rarely, if ever respond to comments, i just don’t know what to say at all, like i’m the type of person that really wants every single message to be unique and special, but there are only so many ways to thank someone for reading your fic, so i just tend to post things and then thank everyone for reading afterwards, if there is someone that shows up often on my notifications, or if someone asks me a specific question pertaining to the story, then i will answer, i also answer back if i wrote the fic for someone and they left a comment, and if i’m sent an ask on here about something that i wrote, but i am simultaneously the world's most shy and confident person ever, when it comes to my writing, so i’m so sorry

this doesnt mean that i dont appreciate every comment that i get because i really do, im just super shy and awkward and i may write good-ish, but i do NOT have the same way with words in person

10. Have you ever received hate on a fic?

not really?? if i have i don’t remember it, usually i’m the one who talks the worse about my own writing

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

not that i know of

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

yes, the only kurtbastian fic i’ve ever written was translated into russian

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

yep!! as y’all probably saw from my top five fics up there somewhere, marlo @bestillmyslashyheart is basically my fic writing soulmate, we just really click when it comes to writing

14. What's your all time favourite ship? to write for?

atm it’s malex, which is more than obvious, BUT before they hijacked my brain and made their home within my neurons, it was skimmons!!! i wrote fic for them for YEARS, even after i stopped watching aos

15. What's a WIP that you want to finish but don't think you ever will?

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, i’m just gonna talk about fics that i’ve posted and haven’t updated and not any of the hundreds of wips that have never seen the light of day, my original witch au tbh, i just, roswell made maria and isobel somehow related, and just made me really uncomfortable with the ship, which is the main reason that i’m not gonna finish the fic if i’m being perfectly honest, there is ALSO that au i had where michael’s daughter from the future comes back to the past and she had been raised by alex, because of reasons that are petty, probably my space opera au as well, and only because i just want to write other things MORE

16. What are your writing strengths?

i think i’m good at describing things, especially kisses, i LOVE writing kisses, it’s one of my favorite things, that and my fight scenes are two of the things i pride myself the most on

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

dialogue, sometimes i feel the characters are ridiculously out of character, but then i don’t care because sometimes in canon characters are also ridiculously out of characters, also describing things, because sometimes i just feel like scenes don’t flow right, i am definitely a comma whore, and use dashes and hyphens in places they definitely shouldn’t be used, run-on sentences are my best friends, also english isn't my first language, so, sometimes the way i phrase things just come out wrong

18. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

tbh completely honest, i follow the nora sakavic method where you just write the dialogue in english like, “hey there love,” they said in perfect french, and i only break this rule if i actually know the language because just translating straight from english always makes things sound stilted and weird

19. What was the first fandom you wrote for?

dc comics, i wrote several timkon fics which i posted on livejournal

20. What's your favourite fic you've written?

oh, i know that love is all about the wind, how it can hold me up and kill me in the end (still i loved it), no specific reason why, i just love it with my entire heart!!

and that's it!! im not gonna tag anyone cause I saw that most ppl were already tagged, but if you want to do this just say that I tagged you!!

[jaunebur]

hello e @quelsentiment​ thank you so much for the tag🥰🥰 I think these are a bunch of games mushed together? but idk I’ll do them all why not

my name/nickname: NoGo (Not my irl name... obvs)

zodiac sign: gemini ♊️

favourite artists: Louis Tomlinson, the Maine, pnl, Pomme, t swift, Take that, the script, eden, Mika, dodie

last show I watched: sex education (but mostly thru yt clips...)

last movie I watched: dead poets society

when did I create this blog: this blog? Jan/Feb; but i’ve been on louie tumblr since 2019... just have tendencies to delete blogs every few months

following: 24

followers: ✨6✨ last thing I googled: deux frères pnl paroles (mfs speak so fast..)

do I get asks: nope :)

average hours sleep: 8

why did I choose this url: Noah golden is like an alter ego thing (NoGo) and but I thought n-golden was cooler

place i’d like to visit: Denmark, Canada, Colombia

fav song: flowers on the grave - the Maine

/ / /

relationship status: taken

Fav colour: yellow

three fav foods: chocolate (brownie), strawberries, veggie pizza

last song listened to: anxiété - pomme

time: 19:38

anything I really want: my childhood best friend to uncut her ties with me rip💀

/ / /

k gonna tag @louvelylouis of course may ily HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN! (Tho acc I’m fairly certain it’s may (no pun intended) in India now soooo) and tbh don’t interact with anyone else on here except @gayndrew but u have done at least some of these sooo... anyway I suppose i’ll tags @stardust-lou and @wallsstark too thank you so much for making up the ✨exclusive✨ gang of ppl who follow me

[yuta-nakamots]

about me tag

rules: fill in the info and tag ppl you wanna know better

tagged by: @puppywritings @lemonietrinket & @donkey-hyuck

tagging: @lemonietrinket @jaeyoonurl @sly-merlin @rvse-hvvck @dearyongs

name/nickname: taryn, Reiko, rin

gender: female

star sign: sagittarius sun, pisces moon, gemini rising

height: 5′ and a little more/153cm

time: 2:11pm

birthday: dec 20th

favourite bands: shinee, nct + WayV, red velvet, seventeen, maroon5, btob, got7, super junior, tvxq, aespa 

favourite solo artists: hrvy, Marteen, Ariana grande, max, lauv, Jeremy sucker, doja cat, Charlie puth, p!nk, Sam Smith, Taemin, Billie Eilish, Kai, Taeyeon, Shawn Mendes, BoA, kim sung kyu, Baekhyun 

song stuck in my head: what do I call you by Taeyeon 

last movie i watched: the Christmas spirit (it was a twitch watch party)

last tv show i watched: YouTube is my tv so Try Guys without a recipe the pizza episode 

when i created this blog: December 2015

last thing i googled: ‘NCT member phones 2020’ bc I couldn’t remember if Yuta was still using iPhone X or if he upgraded 

other blogs: @na-yuurei fic rec blog

do i get asks? sometimes. I don’t mind getting more tho

following: 127 haha 

followers: 1k go participate in my event

why i chose my url: I ulted Lucas for a while in 2018 when I was first making the switch over from being primarily an EXO blog and named myself after him 

average hours of sleep: 5 idk

lucky number: I don’t have a certain one in particular but I lean towards 12, 19, and 20

instruments: clarinet, saxophone, flute, ukulele

what i'm wearing: white t-shirt, pink nike pros, pink and white polka dot socks idc idc 

dream trip: hitting up the cities of Japan and Korea since I've only been to Tokyo, Nagoya, and Seoul. 

favourite food: pasta, bread, fruit 

nationality: American sadly 

favourite song: let’s fall in love for the night by finneas 

top 3 fictional universes: Disney’s cars, one piece, spirited away

[habibialkaysani]

I was tagged by @karadnvres!

star sign: libra (I’m never sure what that means) /ana 

height: 5’1 and a half

time: is a social construct

birthday: 17th october

favourite bands: active child and outlandish

song stuck in my head: five little ducks went swimming one day (I happened to be giving a certain energetic seven-year-old a bath today lmao)

last movie: ek ladki ko dekha toh aisa laga, which was wonderfully bollywood and gay, the other day with @therewas-a-girl

last show: maniac, also with @therewas-a-girl

when did I create this blog: idk. long enough ago that I remember when superwholock was a thing. /ana

what do I post: fanfic most ppl don’t read, gifs of the old guard and laurel lance, and just an overspilling of hyperfixations as they come and go I guess? and for the gifs, a lot of parallels. idk why.

last thing I googled: "orangewashing” (I still couldn’t work out what it is tho)

other blogs: will just tag some of my besties on here - @therewas-a-girl, @deadtedkord, @sarawalker, @nyssalance, @piggiesaregreen, @moonlightandromache and yes @karadnvres

do I get asks: nowhere near as many as I would like - HINT HINT

why I chose my url: my dear friend @funnefatale gave it to me! and unlike lot zari’s not gonna be done dirty by me so like. that’s why this is my url.

following: 627 

followers: 2853

average hours of sleep: 7-8

instruments: I can play eastenders on the piano - does that count?

what am I wearing: sweater, blanket, top, jeans, socks, slippers

dream job: editor/writer

dream trip: the alps (I am determined to go once this plague is over. I have decreed it)

favourite song: currently it’s silence by marshmello and khalid, because it’s just. such a bop. so calming. I love it.

last book read: currently reading the late blossoming of frankie green which is. hmm.

top 3 fictional universes I’d like to live in: one where I tell my crush I love her and we live happily ever after, one where I have more financial stability so I can write to my heart’s content, one where I live in a left-wing utopia where everyone receives universal basic income and we eat the rich

tagging: honestly anyone who wants to do this and say i tagged them - go wild! and ofc anyone specifically tagged in this post, consider yourself tagged. ily.

[the32ndbeat]

about me tag;

tagged by: @passionfruithyuck ( thank you so much for the tag love ❤️ this was super fun to do ^^ )

1. It’s your birthday! What did you ask for and did you receive it?

I don’t really have a lot of things I want or need tbh... I didn’t get any physical gifts for my birthday but I did get to go eat at a restaurant I liked so that was cool.

2. What was the last song or album you listened to?

Hmm, the last song I listened to was Kick It by NCT 127!

3. What is your go to snack when you’re hungry or bored?

I don’t snack a lot but when I do, I like to get bread >< and just slather it with peanut butter, kaya or jam! toasting it sometimes makes it SO MUCH better

4. What is your morning routine?

Ok right now, i’m living like a bum since uni doesn't start until early august so i wake up at 8am ( my phone is my alarm ) but i rarely REALLY wake up at 8am so i either go back to sleep until 10am latest or lounge in bed with my phone for a bit ( and by a bit i mean an hour or so ). I go to brush my teeth and wash my face then i’ll go get breakfast! I must drink a glass of water every morning before i eat, it’s a routine by now. I usually don’t eat breakfast if i wake up too late ( like maybe 9:45am ) or i’d just eat one slice of bread as compared to two. I like to walk around and just keep standing for about an hour to aid digestion ( i’m weird i know ) and then i’ll settle down in the living room with my laptop and do whatever I want for the day! 

5. What mythical/cryptid creature would you be?

A dragon for sure.

6. How do you interact with someone that you don’t like?

i usually ignore them, just simply don’t talk to them. I rarely find ppl i don’t like though and i usually try my best to like people or give them a chance so if i don’t like you then... I guess i REALLY don’t like you. 

7. How do you define a toxic person?

hmm to me, it’s someone who’s just fake. someone who acts all nice and friendly in front of you but actually hates or someone who only talks to you when you’ve got something they want and will ignore you in a heartbeat once they’ve taken advantage of you.

8. Have you ever been to a concert or fanmeet type of event? If not, would you want to?

I have! But it’s not a kpop concert, it’s a taiwanese singer’s concert. Show Luo, has anyone heard of him? I’d love love love to go to a tbz or nct concert and fanmeet!! it’d mean the world to me to be able to see them in real life.

9. Do you believe in astrology? Why or why not?

Yes, to a certain extent. I believe in the personality description part but not when it comes to predicting events because i think ultimately what happens is caused by your own actions rather than astrological events.

10. If you had only one sense (hearing, touch, sight, etc.), which would you want?

Sight. For sure sight. I want to be able to see. I’m a very avid reader ( although i could learn braille but idk ) and i’m a visual learner so yes, sight.

11. Who is your favourite celebrity or idol?

um i’d have to say the boyz’s juyeon... he’s so incredibly talented and his blankness and clueless/innocent personality just makes me love him more if that’s still possible ><

12. If you could talk to your favourite celebrity(s) for a limited time, what would you tell them?

I probably wouldn’t even be able to get a single word out because of how nervous i am but i’d tell juyeon to keep working hard, never give up and that deobis will always have tbz’s back. we can see that they’re working very hard and we are extremely proud and grateful for them for that. i would also say that he’s super inspiring to me and i greatly admire his dancing, being a dancer myself. he’s not just an idol i may have a gigantic crush on but also a role model to me ^^

13. I’m taking you out on a date and it’s your choice. Where are we going and what are we going to do?

i’m a boring person so we’d go watch movies because i love movies and then we’d go get food and maybe bubble tea after, just walking around the city and talking ^^ either that or we’ll go to an amusement park!

14. Do you like sweet or savory foods?

normally savoury but these days i’ve been feeling sweet more often, not sure why

15. Do you have any band merchandise or merchandise from any of your favorite artists? If so, what?

I actually don’t lmao... I really want to buy a tbz album eventually though!

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( i just realised i tagged so many ppl omo but i rly wanna know how y'all will answer this questions! don’t feel pressured to do it though ^^ )

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You asked for more fic rec, and I am more than happy to deliver! 😊 Just last night I read 'and in the spring I shed my skin' by wvlfqveen, which is incredibly cute and fluffy 🐇 I'd also recommend 'r/relationships' by vespertineflora! Both fics are very cute and include dumb boys being hopelessly in love but doing their best to not communicate or tell the other until the other finds out - CC 🦊

'#also funny how miscommunication in books drives me up the wall but in fics it’s chef’s kiss' omg I relate so much to this! Whenever I'm reading a book and that happens I'm annoyed and fed up at the characters, but in fic? I actively search for it, it's the good stuff that we love to read! The list you put together for fic tropes is such a good idea too, I might have to borrow that idea and put one together myself at some point! 😊It's so interesting what your thoughts are too. - CC 🦊

For now though, I'd have to say my favourite fics are those where there's a good portion of angst but still the promise of a happy ending ❤️Miscommunication works so well for that, or mutual pining. I'm not keen on permanent character death, and I don't really like torture fic or anything like that since I often like my fic to be comforting in some way. Like you said though, it really depends on the pairing! Do you have any songs that you associate with certain characters or pairings? - CC 🦊

AAAAAHHHH r/relationships sounds SO good omg!!! I haven’t even read it yet but I’m already so hype just from the description alone. I feel like you totally grasped my taste for fics! you truly just made my day ❤️

I think miscommunication only works so well in fanfic because we already know the characters and we actively search for certain plots, knowing what we’re getting ourselves into. In books though, I don’t already have that attachment to the characters and idk the plot, so if they’re bad at communicating right from the start, I can’t even get to that level of attachment. So instead I just get annoyed 😅And you should do that tier ranking list and send it to me!! I’m so curious about other ppl’s preferences and interests! 

Same!! I do love some angst as well but a happy ending is almost a must for me. Like why would I want to read about my favourite characters ending up miserably?? 😭When it comes to dark fic it’s a very fine line for me cause I also can’t do torture but certain elements of dark fic intrigue me sometimes. I can’t really place it though so looking for a dark fic that I like is like searching for a needle in a haystack 😅😅

As for songs.... damn you got me there 😬 I don’t often pay attention to the lyrics (and also listen to a lot of trashy songs whose lyrics don’t fit any character/ship) so I’m blanking right now.. I guess the songs I made edits with fit so that’d be This Love by Taylor Swift and Monster Like Me by Mørland and Debrah Scarlett for Wangxian. (I also read somewhere that Someone You Loved by Lewis Capaldi is a xuexiao song and ..... yeah). lmao i’m sorry i’m so bad at this, i’ll have to start looking up the lyrics more often. but please send me your songs that you associate with characters/ships!! 

[szopenhauer]

Think of a movie and now give me that movie title: random Elvira: Mistress of the Dark 

Quote a line from that movie:

Name a song: random MARUV & Boosin — I Want You 

What’s a line from that song? Baby turn me, turn me on All night long What’s the last word spelled backwords of that line? GNOL XD Whats the relationship between you and the last person you texted? my fiancee What would your name be if you replaced T’s with S’s & A’s with E’s? Zuzenne Would you ever legally change you name to that? nah Your boyfriend/girlfriend say they can’t hang out & it’s been two weeks. You? ok How often do you think about death? all the time Where were you when you had your first sleepover? Your house or a friends’? friend’s - P.W.

Are you hungry?: thirsty

What did you buy last time you went to the store?: food? bread not food? trinkets - for example - two books and a tiny stuffed dog

Do you think stained glass windows are pretty?: I don’t know tbh

Are you a chocoholic?: not at all

Have you ever been carded when buying something? : not even when I was buying cigarettes

Do you have a favorite highlighter color?: yellow

Do you have a flashlight?: I do

Do you like watermelon?: nah

Has anyone ever walked in on you while you were on the toilet?: obvi, many times but usually just family members

Do you like a lot of ice in your drinks?: noooo

Have you ever painted a room?: bathroom Have you ever petted a donkey? from what I remember

Out of all 24 hours, which one is your favourite? hmm... Have you ever been in a lighthouse? nope

What time are you planning on going to bed tonight? no idea Have you ever been bit by an animal? yeah Did it rain today? kinda What was the name of the last dog you pet? it was my dog - Łasuch Do you find that you have a certain meal you eat every time you go to certain restaurants? sure Are you constantly judging people? could say so Have you ever had anything stolen from you? sorta Which would you rather, a snowy day, sunny day, rainy day or cloudy day?: cloudy or sunny maybe rainy but definitely not snowy How long have you ever spent away from home? month? Has your luggage ever been lost at the airport? Did you get it back? - About how many times during the night do you wake up from your sleep? few Are there any air fresheners in your house? What kinds? no What scent of candle do you burn the most? we don’t For what reason did you last cry? ugh... What kind of surveys do you wish there were more of? deep

Last time you were attacked by an animal? this summer? Are you paranoid all the time or just during the night? more often during the day actually  Have you ever dated someone without knowing their name? last name, not first, I was a stupid kid and was dating a guy online once and several boys at camp just to show off somebody likes me that way even tho I wasn’t really interested nor knew anything about those matters

If you go to an all-you-can-eat buffet, how much do you really eat? a tiny bit If you need to ask a question in class do you raise your hand? of course How many times have you been engaged (if any at all)? once, currently Do you have to see something to really believe it? jak niewierny Tomasz - często Have you ever gotten so dehydrated that you passed out? I’m surprised that I didn’t :x If your friend was being cheated on, would you tell them? absolutely Do you always assume the worst? that me indeed Are you sick and tired of life? sadly Have you ever been busted for under age drinking? I wasn’t drinking underage, I still don’t drink  Do you have a picture of you and your lover kissing? 1 and a tik tok Have you witnessed a fight at school? bunch

What is your favorite time of day to run? when I’m late for the bus lmfao

When was the last time you talked to your mom? recently Do your parents crush your dreams? sometimes Did you sleep in today? I didn’t Do you hate sleeping in? I love sleeping in  How late do you consider too late to sleep in? noon, 11am is already late  How long have you had a smartphone? less than 5 years Do you keep lists of names that you like? even tho I don’t want kids :P Have you ever butt-dialed someone? it happened

First letter of the names of everyone you have kissed, like *that*; M.

Do you like going to school sports games? eww, boring Have you ever worn your boyfriend’s clothes? guy from camp gave me his cap for a day Have you ever stolen your sibling’s clothes? I had to wear them when she was growing up, gross Have you ever loved someone and HATED it? later? Do you like Starbucks or would you rather just have water or something? just water lol Have you ever walked into a door before? po maturze zapomniałam, że woźny zamknął drzwi, które się same otwierały i walnęłam w nie, raz przytrzepałam sie w futrynę bo za szybko skręciłam w nocy do pokoju, mama uderzyła mnie drzwiami jak byłam mała i stałam za blisko wejścia dzwoniąc do domu więc spadłam ze schodów, a ojciec stuknął mnie tymi dworcowymi przy wiadukcie i wylałam na siebie sok - to chyba wszystkie przypadki Do you know anyone who’s like, psycho-religious? fanatic? my uncle is one of those Have you ever been stuck on a ski lift? luckily never been there to begin with Do you know who Nancy Sinatra is? ain’t this the gal who sings “those boots were made for walking” or smth like that? Have you ever bought anything from an airport? I wasn’t there so... If I asked you who you were gonna marry a year ago, you would say; omg Do you snore, talk, sleepwalk, or drool? drool at times, sorry also roll/kick around and fart ^^” When you woke up this morning, what was your first thought? I was wondering why Nat fronted If you could start completely over knowing what you do now, would you? possibly

If you drink coffee, do you have a favorite flavor & brand? If so, what? not applicable Have you ever personally known a pair of Conjoined twins? woah What is your first thought when you see people kissing in public? "get a room” Would you ever consider being a professional stunt-person? I have no abilities/skills/health etc for that kind of job and it’s really sad actors get prizes for stunt-ppl’s work

How about a Mailman? my father was and that ruined his body so I doubt it (Besides Hello kitty) Do you have a favorite Sanrio character? If so, Who? Hello Kitty is evil Do you flinch when strangers touch you? don’t touch me! Can you remember the first time you went to a movie theater? I believe Is there something in particular you like to look at photos of? What is it? I have strange interests... Do you actually like the taste of Diet Soda? didn’t try and don’t plan to What brand of toliet paper do you normally use? I don’t give a shit ;) Do the Charmin bears make you feel uncomfortable? xD fact that they’re red makes me uneasy On average, how many cans of soda would you say you drink daily? zero Did/do you ever stick your chewed -up gum under tables? I spat it on grass when I was younger and had stuck it in my hair years before as well but every other gum I trashed properly Can you remember the last thing you watched on the news that upset you? that’s why I avoid news How do you feel about red lipstick, is it whorish? it’s my fav but I no longer use makeup What is your definition of feminism? fighting for equal rights between women and men like pay in workplaces Are you comfortable in shorts? am not So, have you watched that Bob’s Burgers show? Do you like it? fragments 

Do you ever get the feeling you dont belong? always Do you believe actions speak louder than words? good actors will use both ways to lie

If your friend tried to commit suicide infront of you how would you react? how, why, who, when etc. Ever had a rumour spread about you? plenty Have you ever tried to impress someone before? majority of my life and I hate myself for that If someone jumped on your back what would you do? die? If you had a child and they turned out just like you would you be happy? poor kid... If you could choose the gender of your child what gender would you choose? not that I want kids but girl

Name three people you want to meet in Heaven. from those who died or are alive rn?

What could be the theme song of your life? I was taking a quiz today and they gave me Kero Kero Bonito - I'd Rather Sleep

Do you have any embarrassing health issues? :( Who do you wish you could talk to? grandma and/or brother Do you lose or misplace things a lot? very rarely lose, misplace more often but still usually same item like my scissors What was the name of the street you grew up on (if you don’t live there now) I live here! Does it still feel like summer where you live? it’s too cold for that Do you have a Paypal account? I wish Have you ever had a brand or company reach out to you on Instagram? polyvore What is the last thing you purchased from Etsy? I have no bank account to be able to buy stuff there Do you sell on Etsy? I’d like to someday Do you have a favorite aunt, and if so, who is it? aunt Alice Who is your favorite cousin? no one Have you bought next year’s calendar yet? yup What year did/will you turn 30? 2022 What’s a food that you like, but it makes you feel sick? no comment Do you like the name Addison? sounds like a shoe Is there anything that you regret getting rid of? ... Have you ever stood up to a bully? couple of times Do you own striped tights? nude and transparent Have you ever made your own Halloween costume out of clothes from ur closet? yep When was the last time you received a hug? this day Do you have anyone who hugs you regularly? dad? Would you rather have the bottom bunk or top bunk? bottom Window seat or aisle seat? window, aisle if in church  Have you ever thrown up on an airplane? that’s one of the reasons I won’t fly Have you ever seen anyone else throw up on an airplane? that’s another... Have you ever gotten sick in the car? almost Do you still wear clothes from the children’s section? whoops you got me What color is your watch? I need to buy watch for Nat... What color was the last pair of flip-flops you wore? last time I was wearing flip flops was before middle school and they were pink I suppose Were you born in your favorite season? in the worst! Have you eaten oatmeal lately? regularly... Do you enjoy editing photos? if not a snapchat filter selfie then I prefer them “natural” What is your favorite app on your phone? Choices forever! lately I begun playing The arcana and it’s pretty good, Lisa downloaded Addams family mystery mansion or smth but it’s not that cool and I used to play the detective story which was awesome <3  Do you answer your phone every time it rings? hell no Do you like to decoupage things? scrapbooks/collages are way better How many tabs are open on your browser right now? 9 with this one but I forgot to close the background music 

How many times have you had sex within the past two years? Guesstimate? personal How many times in a month do you go to the movies? How much do you spend? not at all

When was the last time you heard thunder? Where were you at anyway? this month? home When was the last time you were in trouble with your parents? If so. it’s complicated Do you know anyone who claims to have the ability to see the future? I have dreams that come true and my parents do, also my gf When you go to the movies, do you actually watch the movies or not? ... what else would I do in the cinema? oh, you mean kiss and such? waste of money Do you love or loathe the Eurovision? I don’t mind it Have you ever wielded a sword? wanna try :D If you were famous would you want a statue or a building names after you? what for Can you erect a tent? hope I didn’t forgot How tall is the tallest person you know? didn’t ask Have you ever ridden a camel? might try What’s your opinion on rats? cute

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