#so anyway ill post it probably this weekend

[crazywolf828]

Crawls out of my documents covered in blood. Guess who finished the next chapter of the ff/emt au

Anyway as a teaser here's the song that inspired it :)

[xxplastic-cubexx]

what kind of underwear do you think Erik and Charles wear (i'm not asking this to see them half naked) ((please believe me)) (((PLEASE)))

My Personal Belief is charles is a briefs guy while erik's a trunks guy. trunks/briefs kinda couple because i can

and idk just a lil bonus or somethin. as i do.

[avornalino]

hi i still exist please enjoy this girl 👍

[maimedaffair]

i have surgery in the morning! 11 hours to go. i’m going to go read a c o t a r again for comfort.

[thanksvideogames]

vesperia screenshot dump no.4: i beat the game edition :)

check img descriptions for thoughts and context

[todayisafridaynight]

getting wigs for characters with the same hair color as myself make me feel like the biggest dumbass around but youd have me fucked thinking im burdening myself with daigos 2000's emo cut just for a weekend

[luckyemo]

i always forget naegi/togami is like... a popular ship i guess so theres ppl who think like Deeply about togami and i just wha

[liquidstar]

after a break i finally got back to drawing oc batches :) i have 2/8 for my next set done... yaaaaayyy

[scionshtola]

this is not set in stone bc as we know i am indecisive and a bit flighty but i should be able to finish endwalker next week and then the weekend after next is ac odyssey time

[flyingspicerack]

Okaaaay daydreaming time then sleeby nienie eveyone!!

[chisatowo]

The grizzco splatana <33333

[kyalinzumi]

i have had some horrible birthdays and this year will probably not be any different

[themyscirah]

Did I seriously just finish an art piece??? I know I'm me but did I get abducted by aliens or something like who is this person

[loverboybitch]

think i am finally going to quit the job that i hate.//.

[yo9urt]

everyone please send out a prayer for me

[altruistic-meme]

hi i hope you don't mind me jumping in as well but i have been having thoughts about this for a minute so-

personally, i also see Dazai's decision for a "double suicide with a beautiful woman" to be an intentionally difficult/impossible task. the same with his original requirement of having a "clean suicide" that wouldn't trouble anyone or cause them any problems.

he found a loophole to trick himself into staying alive. he can still want to die, he can't force those desires to go away, BUT if he puts conditions on how he kills himself then it means he can't do it until those requirements are met. so he has to stay alive until he reaches that time.

it also helps me make sense of why the "double suicide" idea comes up so soon after we meet him; it's because of Atsushi. there's no other real reason to have it suddenly crop up in the first few episodes when it could've been something that they just established alongside his character instead. but giving himself another requirement makes it even more difficult to actually follow through.

I don't know. I don't feel like I explained it very well but it's what my brain has been yelling about.

You know, I see some shippers say that Dazai totally wants a double suicide with Chuuya, based on that Stormbringer scene, but I can't say I agree.

Do I think Dazai would find it romantic? Yeah. Do I think that Chuuya would die with Dazai, one way or another, depending on the situation? Kinda. But I genuinely don't think Dazai wants to kill himself with Chuuya. I don't think he wants anyone he actually cares for to die at all, actually, hence why he only asks strangers he doesn't care for but find pretty, because death is beautiful to him, but I think Chuuya probably was the first person that Dazai looked at and thought "I don't want him to die", just because Chuuya is so full of passion and life.

Actually, I think he'd even find it ugly, to see or even consider Chuuya lifeless, because he thinks Chuuya is the most beautiful thing with how alive he is.

Am I making sense?

People tend to forget that Dazai didn't always want a double suicide. This idea randomly popped into his head in the first episodes of the 1st season and yeah. So i dont think 16 Dazai would be thinking about a double suicide with Chuuya.

+ i just think that he doesn't even want a double suicide at all. It seems like a way to deter everyone's attention from his actual thoughts, since not once his 'double suicide' talks were taken seriously and are usually shown as something 'comedic'.

But i also don't think Dazai wants Chuuya to die simply because Chuuya was partially a reason Dazai decided not to give up on his own life. In Fifteen, Dazai was interested in the way Chuuya was holding onto the life he barely ever had or could call his. They literally had that whole 'so the suicidal maniac doesn't want to die anymore?' talk.

So i feel like Chuuya makes Dazai want to try living, so there's no reason for him to want to cut Chuuya's own life short in any way.