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cumsuga · 9 months ago

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taehyung x fem!reader

genre. implied smut, fluff, angst, romance, non-idol!au, twin!taehyung, BIL!taehyung, widowedmother!reader

Your husband is dead, now you're trying to avoid the man that looks exactly like him. The only problem with that is trauma bonds people, sometimes in more ways than one

warnings: spouse in the military, death of a spouse, mentions of decapitation, sleeping with your brother-in-law, grief, implied unprotected sex (Be safe and be smart; please use condoms), infidelity, smoking, light drinking, taehyung may or may not be in love with his sister-in-law aka reader, you're a mama (no drama)

word count: 5k

18+ (Minors DNI)

A/n: First and foremost, thank you, @vintagedtae and @cxffee-addxct, for testing/proofreading; if I could give you two kisses, I would! I really needed the feedback. I don't know if I will make this a series because it differs from anything I've ever written, but I really like it. If anyone has seen the movie Brothers, it inspired it. I really hope you all enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it, and I hope you enjoy Twin Taehyung! Thank you all for reading and interacting with it. Please like and reblog! 💜

On January 30th, 2023, you received a knock on your door that would alter your life forever.

You met your husband when you were ten years old. He was sweet and gentle, and you knew you would get married when you two got older. When you turned 18, he joined the military as a combat medic. He would always tell you he wanted to be a real-life superhero. At 22, he asked you to marry him. It was a beautiful beachside wedding. At 23, you gave birth to your son; you never saw yourself as a mother, and sure, Azra was a handful, but you were happy. By 25, you were a widow, watching as they lowered your husband into the ground, holding your crying son.

The date was February 14th, the day he was supposed to come home, but you didn’t think it would be in a casket. You weren’t allowed to see your husband one last time. You were told they had gone out on a medevac mission when their helicopter was shot down. In nicer words, they told you your husband was decapitated, and they never found his head. And that was the image you would have to live with forever. The image of your decapitated husband never coming home.

On the day of the funeral, his family showed you and your son so much compassion. His older twin brother, Taehyung, held your hand as he was lowered into the earth. Everyone expected you to be a mess, but no one knew that you and your husband prepared for this. He talked about it often to desensitize you. While his dying in combat was always a possibility, you never thought in a million years that what you two spoke about in private would become a reality. So while internally you were destroyed, on the outside, you were stoic, unphased even.

After the repass, you watch quietly as everyone leaves. The only person who stayed was Taehyung. He told you he stayed to help you and that it was customary for someone from the family to stay with the widow while she grieves. Since he had no female siblings, his mother asked Taehyung to stay.

“Hey, why don’t you go lay down?” he asks, taking a sleeping Azra from you. You just look at him, the dark circles under your eyes prominent. “Okay, I’m going to put him in the nursery, and I’ll be right back.”

It was silent when he walked away. Quiet enough for you to finally hear your thoughts. The inner turmoil is finally getting to you, and at this point, you are far too tired to hold it in anymore. So you let it out, sobbing loudly into the chaise. When Taehyung hears you, he bolts, the need to comfort you overwhelming him.

“Hey, hey, it’s okay. Everything is going to be okay,” he says softly, cradling you in his arms. You pound your fists into his chest, angry at the world for taking your person. Eventually, you lose the energy to continue, balling your fists into his shirt. After what seemed like forever, you passed out in Taehyung’s arms.

Taehyung sighs in relief. What did he know about comforting anyone, let alone his younger brother's widow? What was he supposed to do to help you? Nothing he could say would ever bring him back, and telling you everything would be okay would only comfort you for so long. And who would comfort him? He lost his best friend since birth. He wasn’t like you, though. He never kept it bottled up. When you called to let him know, he dropped to his knees, sobbing loudly into the receiver before hanging up. He cried every day leading up to the funeral and even at the funeral, but no one told him that they were sorry for his loss. They only focused on you and his mother, but what about him? What about how he felt? He lost his identical twin brother, someone he spent every day with for 18 years. He had always held a little resentment for you for stealing his best friend, but right now, he loathes you. You weren't the only one hurting. He didn’t even want to stay here with you while you grieve. He begged his mom not to make him but was met with a slap to the face.

Nonetheless, he picks you up gently and carries you to your room. He sets you down just as gently as if you would break if he weren’t careful. He grabs the blanket at the bottom of your bed and covers you with it, tucking you in. He stands over you, admiring you briefly. He hated you for many things, and one of them was for being so pretty. He pushes the thought away, too inappropriate considering what is going on, before turning to leave.

“Sujin?” you call out to him. Your dreams came true. He came back to you, “Come back to bed, don’t leave me again.”

“I’m not Su-” he can't finish the sentence. You won’t let him. You desperately want it to be your husband. You know deep down it isn’t him, but lying to yourself will help with the giant hole you have in your chest right now.

“Please, Sujin… I’m scared.” it comes out so weak and pathetic that it genuinely pains Taehyung to hear. His heart breaks for you, the hatred he had for you dissipating. But he still doesn’t turn to face you, so you plead for him again.

“Close your eyes…” he says softly. Taehyung decides to do this for you just once. He knew that it would hurt you more if he just walked away. It would hurt him just as much to pretend to be his brother, but he just wanted you to sleep. “Tell me when they’re closed.”

You tell him, and he walks slowly to the bed. He cups your cheek and runs his thumb against it softly. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you…” You lean into his touch, and he joins you on the bed. “Let’s go to sleep.”

Taehyung takes you in his arms once more on this terrible day. You bury your head into his chest, and he strokes your hair. He swears he felt you kiss his collarbone, but he chalks it up to you being delirious. He wants to hate you so bad, but to hate you would be to hate a piece of his brother. He wants to get up and leave you to wallow in your sadness, but he knows that isn’t what Sujin would want. Taehyung hasn’t felt so conflicted in his life, but what he is sure of is that seeing you call out for your husband hurt him more than he expected. And what he was absolutely sure of was that he would never let you cry like that again.

When you woke up, you felt arms wrapped around you. So you turned slowly to see who it was, and the face you saw excited you, so you cupped his cheek softly. You moved to peck him gently and realized who it was before you did. You knew it wasn’t Sujin because of the small moles under his eye and on his nose. So you jolt up, startling Taehyung in the process.

“What hell are you doing in my bed?!” you move away from him quickly. Taehyung is rubbing his eyes, looking around at where he is.

“Where am I?” he seems confused about where he is and who you are.

“Taehyung, why are you in my bed, let alone in my room.” You stand up and make a lot of distance between the two of you. You turn to face the door. The last person you want to look at is Taehyung. Right now, you hate the fact that he looks exactly like Taejoon. It makes you physically ill to look at Taehyung. But before you can dwell on that for too long, Azra is crying. You look towards the nursery sighing. "Anyways, get out of my room and go home.”

He nods and gets out of bed, “I’ll get the baby. Just rest, please.” He’s noticed you refuse to look at him, and he can’t be sure why, but it hurts him a little.

“No! No, I want you to leave, Taehyung. Please.” he moved back into your line of sight, so you turn away and walk to the nursery. Taehyung follows behind you.

“I can leave you alone, but I’m not going. I told my mom I’d stay for the next couple of weeks.” He takes Azra from you, and you move to take him back but are immediately deterred by his face. “You know you’re going to have to look at me eventually. I’m his uncle, I’ll be around…”

You sigh in defeat but still don't look up, “I don’t think you’ll ever understand how hard it is to look at you, Taehyung. It hurts... And I don’t want to cry anymore.”

He scoffs, “You’re not serious, right? I don’t understand? I have to do is look in the fucking mirror and be reminded of my brother. Someone I shared a womb and room with almost my entire life. You’re not the only person hurting.” he leaves with Azra to the kitchen, and you're just standing there. You want to yell at him, but you don’t want to upset the baby.

You knew part of you wished that Taehyung was Sujin and that life was normal. You thought it was unfair that you had to go through this. But he’s right; he isn't the only one hurting. You’d been so selfish with your grief that you weren’t allowing anyone to join you in it. And he was also right that you’d have to look at him eventually, but you'd deal with that when the time was right. Right now, all you want is your son.

“Can I have Azra, please?” Azra coos out a little mama when he sees you, and Taehyung looks over at you and then back to Azra as he feeds him his banana baby food.

“Um, we're having nom-noms right now. Right, Azzy? We’re having nom noms?” Azra giggles, repeating the word, and you wish you could be in his shoes. Living his baby life with no concept of death. You stared at him and realized one day, you’d have to tell him about his father, and tears welled up in your eyes.

“Taehyung, I don’t need your help. I need you to leave, please. You can come over later, but I want to be alone now.” You take Azra out of his high chair and walk towards the den. “We can discuss why you were in my bed after I take Azra to daycare, then you can come with me to pick up some of Sujin’s things from the base. Come back in 2 hours, I’ll be ready then…”

Taehyung reluctantly agrees. He’s scared to leave you, in all honesty. Sujin had mentioned to him about your past struggles with your mental health, but he didn't want to come off as he couldn’t trust you. He wanted you to know he understood what you were going through and was there for you and Azra.

You watch through the curtains as Taehyung pulls out of the driveway and drives off into the distance. You turn back to the living room and look around. You feel… empty. You knew that grief never grows smaller with time and that life grows around grief. It was such a cliche analogy, and it helped you when your grandmother died, but this was different. You and Sujin talked about getting old and grey together. About watching Azra graduate high school and college, get married, and have children. Now, it was just you, no Sujin, to help with the woes of parenting. You, at 25, are a widowed mom of one. You’re going to miss hearing the sound of him breathing when you lay your head on his chest. You’re going to miss the way he kissed you, held you, and made love to you. You would miss the way he would quote Napoleon Dynamite at the most random times. You were going to miss him. Plain and simple. You wish you had time to grieve but couldn’t because you had responsibilities. So you pushed yourself to keep going because of Azra.

About 2 hours later, you pull into your driveway, returning home from taking the baby to daycare. Taehyung is already there, waiting outside, smoking a cigarette. The feeling of annoyance was brewing inside you. But then you push the feeling away because how could you be annoyed with someone just trying to do the same thing you are; grieve. So you get out of the car and join him on the stoop. “Why are you waiting outside? You know where the house key is. It’s the middle of fall; it's cold.”

“I didn’t want to be reminded of him right away.” he takes a drag, handing you a coffee he picked up on the way back to the house, which you happily accept. “Your house smells like him still. It’s weird.”

You nod; he’s not wrong. It does smell like him, but you like that. You didn’t want to forget that smell. “Yeah, I know. It is kinda weird, isn’t it.” you chuckle softly. He smiles at you, and you meet his eyes finally. You feel something weird, something that makes you blush. He looks away quickly, taking another drag of his cigarette as he stands before flicking it. “Let’s go get my brother’s shit.”

An hour later, you finally leave base with the bit of stuff your husband left behind and some paperwork explaining how your benefits will now work. You don’t even care about that stuff, especially because this wasn’t how life was supposed to be going for you. You get back in the car and give Taehyung the box. “I have to go meet with a lawyer about his will. I need a witness so they can open it. Would you like to come?” He nods, and you drive off.

“So why were you in my bed?” you ask, looking over to see his cheeks are now rosy.

“Well, after you passed out from crying, I went to put you in bed and..” he looks worried; he doesn’t want to embarrass you.

“And???” you press.

“And…” He sighs, “And when I went to leave… You confused me with Su, and I didn’t have the heart to stop you, so I held you until you fell asleep. However, anytime I moved, you’d grip me tighter, so I fell asleep with you…” He rubs the back of his head, and you know he’s just as embarrassed as you are. “I know it was inappropriate, but you wouldn’t let me leave..”

“Oh..” the silence that follows is extremely awkward. “Well, thank you for staying, I guess..”

“Yeah, don’t mention it. Literally.” He chuckles.

The drive to the law office is quiet and gives you time to think about what his will could say. It’s strange, though, because he never told you about it. You just assumed when he died that everything would go to you and Azra by default, but knowing he had a will scared you. Because what could he possibly have to say?

“We’re here..” you don’t move, not even to unbuckle yourself. Your hands are gripping the steering wheel so hard your knuckles are turning white. Your heart feels like it’s going to explode. Taehyung takes your hand, rubbing the back of it with his thumb.

“Calm down, nothing can get worse. I know my brother. He’d never do anything to hurt you.” You wished it soothed you to hear those words, but his brother had done something to hurt you. Of course, it wasn't intentional, but it hurt nonetheless.

“Taehyung, your brother has done a lot to hurt me. None of them like this, though. This one he can’t fix with flowers and chocolates.” you say, half giggling, the other half getting choked up.

“Listen, I know this seems like the end of the world, and trust me, it sure as fuck feels like it. But let’s be realistic. You’ll eventually grow to deal with the loss of my brother. You’ll move on with your life, find some awesome guy, and fall in love with him. You’ll probably even get remarried. Realistically, of course.” you just look at him. The way he could say the most asinine shit you’ve ever heard honestly pissed you off.

“Why the fuck would you say that to me right now? I just buried him yesterday. Are you dumb? Please just shut the fuck up until I tell you to talk.” You finally move to get out of the car, slamming the door behind you and mumbling about how much of an idiot he was.

But that was the thing; Taehyung wasn’t stupid. He just says ridiculous shit. In fact, Taehyung graduated cum laude from Stanford, which is why you can’t understand why he doesn't think before he talks.

He sits in the car briefly before coming out and following closely behind you. You two walk into the law office. The receptionist says she’s expecting you and leads you to a small conference room. “I’m nervous…” you sigh, fidgeting.

Before long, a tall, tan-skinned man walked in. He explained the legal jargon and then allowed you and Taehyung time to read over the will. But that's the thing: It wasn’t a will; it was more like letters to people in his life. You found the page for Taehyung and handed it to him. It wasn’t long before you heard sniffling coming from him. You smiled at him. You thought it was sweet how vulnerable he could be.

One page was dedicated to you, telling you all the passwords to his socials and bank accounts, where he had hidden money for Azra, and that he was sorry, but that was all. Nothing else was there. No, I love you, no, I’ll see you again someday, nothing. It was like all you were to him was a vessel to carry and care for his child. To say you were hurt was a complete understatement. But before you could take in the reality of what was happening, you found a page for a woman named Natalie. It describes how much he cared for her but also how much he regretted cheating on you while you were pregnant. He went on to tell her about the life he had imagined with her during their affair, but when you gave birth, it gave him a new meaning in your marriage and that he was sorry they ever got involved. He left her a small amount of money; it wasn’t said for what, only that she would understand what it was for. You only knew of one Natalie; you all went to high school together, but the last you heard, she moved to Los Angeles and hadn’t been back since. There was no way. This had to be Sujin’s idea of a joke. There was no other explanation.

You wanted to know when he even had time to cheat? If he wasn’t at work, he was with you. You try to think of any time he was not with you, but then you remember that he started going to the gym more often during your pregnancy. You thought nothing of it. He was in the military, for god sake. And you held on to that notion until you spotted her walking into the office.

“Hey, what does yours say? Mine tells me to take care of you and Az, and he finally admitted he broke my Donatello figure when we were younger. Plus some other stuff, but that's private.” He chuckles. He must’ve noticed your eyes glazed over because he waved his hand in front of your face. “Helloooo, anyone home?”

“He cheated..” is all you could squeak out. It’s almost inaudible.

Taehyung doesn’t want to believe that you just said, “What? How do you know that? Let me see.” he snatches the papers from your hands and reads them repeatedly. “No way, Joon would never do that.”

“He did, and she’s here. The blonde woman you see in the lobby. Thats her… I don’t think she knows I’m here, nor was I even supposed to read that. I don’t think he meant to put it in there.” You both sit there in silence; before you know it, you’re storming into the lobby.

She looked shocked to see you, like she didn't understand what you were doing there. “y/n, what’re you doing here?”

“What the fuck do you mean what am I doing here? What are you doing here?” You scoff. You can’t believe this lady. She has the nerve to question you like you’re the mistress. So, you do the most logical thing you could do in any law office. You slap the shit out of her. “So you like fucking married men while their wives are at home caring for their children? Huh? Huh? ANSWER ME!”

She looks terrified and confused, clutching her now red cheek. “Married. He told me you two were divorced and that he only wore his ring to keep appearances with his parents.”

“Oh please, you can’t be that fucking stupid. YOU WENT TO FUCKING BERKLEY! You knew; don’t play dumb with me!” You are furious and yelling so loud a crowd is starting to gather. Taehyung comes up behind you, trying to calm you so he can get you outside, but you’re struggling in his grip. “HEY EVERYONE, HIDE YOUR HUSBANDS NATALIE STARK LIKES TO FUCK MARRIED MEN. NO, LET ME GO TAEHYUNG!”

“Nope, it’s time to go,” he says, flinging you over his shoulder.

Taehyung finally got you into the parking lot, but you still weren’t calm. He didn’t know what to do or say, so he lit a cigarette and handed it to you. “Here, it helps with the stress.”

You take it. You hadn’t smoked a cigarette in almost two years, choosing to quit right before you found out you were pregnant. “Thank you,” you say before taking a long drag. The nicotine rushes straight to your head, mellowing you out. “I swear to god, your bother is so fucking lucky he fucking died before I found this out because I would’ve killed him my-damn-self.”

You sigh. Your world is crumbling around you. How could you not have known? And what did you do to deserve this? You never spoke down to him, hell you doted on the mother fucker, and still he cheated. He lied to you every day with a smile on his face like everything was fine. Why couldn’t he be a man and tell you he was unhappy? Why did he have to die for you to find out? You wanted answers, and the shittiest thing, about it, was that you’d never get them.

Taehyung is still quiet. You wish he would just go away because looking at him makes you angrier than before. “Can you turn around or something? Your face is pissing me off.”

“Listen, I understand you’re upset but don’t take that shit out on me. I’m not Sujin, I didn’t do shit to you. Get in the fucking car, I want to go home.” He snatches the keys from you and walks to the other side of the car.

You finish your cigarette and get in. By the time you two make it back to town, you have to go pick up Azra. So you drop Taehyung off at your house and get him. When you left, you told Tae you wanted him to be gone when you returned, but he didn’t listen.

You were too tired to argue with Taehyung, so you put Azra down for a nap and then walked to the kitchen. “You want a glass of wine? I have a feeling the rest of the week is going to suck as bad as today,” you call out to Taehyung from the kitchen.

“Yeah, sure. Can I smoke in here?” he’s walking around the den, looking at all the pictures. He stops on a photo of you two at your baby shower. He smiles fondly. If Taehyung was honest, he wished he was around more. He hadn’t seen you or his brother since Azra was born. And he regretted that.

Taehyung had a secret he told no one but hated you for. At your wedding, you told the story about how you met your husband, but the boy you met that day was Taehyung. He fell in love with you the moment he laid eyes on you. He confessed to you a week later and told you to think about it. When he went to find you the following day, he saw you kissing his brother; the rest is history.

“Uh, no, but we can go into the sunroom. It’s heated, and I have the baby monitor.” You leave the kitchen and go into the den, “Is that okay with you?”

Taehyung looks over at you. He wished that it was him that you had fallen in love with. He would never hurt you in the way that Taejoon had. He felt selfish for his thoughts about you. They were wrong. Especially considering the current circumstances. But if he was being honest, you’d never look more beautiful to him than you did right now. Your hair was messy, with no make-up on, in sweatpants and an oversized t-shirt. “Yeah, that's fine.”

You grab the bottle and some glasses and walk towards the sunroom, placing them on the coffee table and going to the sound system. You didn’t want to listen to the silence. You put on something soft and airy to help soothe your nerves. Your week had gone from bad to fucked up in a matter of 24 hours. Whoever you were in your previous life must have been one fucked up person because your current life is kicking your ass.

“Hey, you guys got it remodeled. I like it.” he looks around, admiring the work.

“Uh, no, I remodeled it. Your brother did jack shit but complain about how it was keeping him awake.” You roll your eyes and throw yourself into one of the many chairs, sighing.

Taehyung takes a seat next to you.“I’m sorry this is happening to you. I know I was giving you a hard time earlier today, but I just wanted you to know you’re not alone. I’m here for you completely.” He grabs your hand. You look down at your hands and then back at him.

“It’s just tough to be around you, Taehyung. Even more so now than before. I wish you would get that, but you’re so goddamn stubborn. And you’re really touchy, it’s weird.” You remove your hand from his and pour two glasses.

He chuckles. “I’m sorry. It’s just how I show people I care. But if it makes you uncomfortable, I’ll stop.” He grabs a glass and takes a sip. He stands to open a window and then lights a cigarette. “Do you have an ashtray?”

You set one down on the coffee table. Taehyung turns to look back at where you set it, and for a split second, life feels normal. Like Sujin didn’t die, you didn’t find out he was cheating, and you felt happy. The silence that follows you is so comfortable. He smiles at you before looking back out the window. Then Fade into You by Mazy Star comes on, and Taehyung walks over to you.

“Dance with me.” He extends a hand to you.

You scrunch your face with a smile, “I’m tired.” you try to push his hand away, but he pulls you up by your hand. You give into the dance eventually, resting your head on his chest.

“I know I’ve said it a lot today, but I’m sorry about everything my brother has put you through… I would’ve never done that to you. You’re way too precious to me.” you pull away to look at him. And he stares down at you. The tension is so thick you could cut it with a knife. And before you knew it, your lips were crashing together.

You both knew it was wrong, but it was like magnets. You two couldn’t pull away. Your hands move to the hem of Taehyung's shirt, sliding up against the smooth skin of his torso. He wasn’t lean, and you liked that a lot, so you scraped your nails against his stomach. “Take this off.”

He takes his shirt off and moves to take yours off. When he finally gets it off, he starts kissing down your chest, “I’ve wanted to do this since I was 15..” You swear you hallucinate him saying that. You unbutton his jeans and slide your hand into his boxers. He moans softly into your neck, and that was enough for him to snap. He tugs your sweatpants down, having you step out of the. He kisses your inner thigh before pulling your panties down, not even allowing you a second before he picks you up and pins you against the window.

Now, to say that Taehyung wasn't gentle was an understatement. He fucked you like he hated you like he wanted you to know how much you ruined his life, but also how much he was willing to give up to be with you. And as much as you knew it was wrong, you loved it. Neither of you talked the whole time. You both enjoy not being sad for once. When everything was all said and done, Taehyung set you down gently and walked away, sitting on the floor. He knew the severity of what had just happened and needed time to process it. But there was no going back from what just happened. You both had effectively ruined each other's lives.

You joined Taehyung on the floor, sitting behind him and leaning your head on his back. You planted a small kiss on his shoulder. You knew everything would be okay when he reached back for your hand to hold. “I’m gonna take care of you from now on,” he says as he kisses the inner of your wrist.

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says requests open, so... begging for breeder russia! a. and maybe breeder swiss too if you can

Hey, hey! Your begs have been heard! Haha, thank you for sending this in! It was fun writing for both of them. I hope you enjoy what I've written for you 💜💜

CW: NSFW, MDNI, fem!reader, headcanons, established relationship

Having a breeding kink (Russia, Switzerland)

Russia

This man would have this desire, the need to see you swollen with his child buried deep within. He didn’t want to scare you away, so he kept such fantasies hidden.

Each moment spent with you caused these feelings to rattle within him. Threatening to show you the depth of his borderline obsession.

He wouldn’t dare cum in you without having your full consent. After all, he’d want you to desire it as much as he did; any chance of you getting upset from falling pregnant would shatter his heart into millions of pieces.

You were someone he held near and dear to his heart, only wishing to give you the world.

Yet, these fantasies were proving to be far greater than he ever anticipated. Eventually, he sat you down bashfully explaining how much he yearned to play them out.

His voice was soft, hinting at his fragility. Of course, the thought of having a child with him had crossed your mind a few times, but it wasn’t something you’d considered all that deeply. And yet, you couldn’t deny the warmth spreading over you as he explained how perfect he thought you were, and that there was no one he’d rather have a family with.

Once you agreed to allowing him to live this out, there was no going back. There was no preparing you for the beast you’d just unleashed.

The amount of time you spent gripping at the sheets significantly increased. Each session left you feeling battered, completely spent and breathless.

Some days he wouldn’t even stop after cumming inside you. His fingers pumping his sperm back into your pussy relentlessly, your choked cries and grunts were music to his ears—a symphony he hoped would never end.

Switzerland

Taking care of a child meant having all of the necessities it would need well ahead of time. He didn’t think he would ever be in the position to meet these standards let alone even consider having said child.

However, you were the most precious thing to have ever graced his life. He wasn’t the most intune with his emotions, but he couldn’t ignore the growing want to see you mothering his children.

The image of the two of you sitting in the garden on a lovely spring day with you holding your baby, sharing a laugh when the child made a silly sound: it was becoming more and more prominent in his mind and more difficult to ignore.

When he brought it up, he was as red as a tomato. His arms were crossed and his gaze averted, even though his tone remained stern.

He couldn’t control how quickly his heart was pounding. Despite your love for each other, there was still a chance of being rejected.

To his surprise, you welcomed the idea without a second thought. As you shared your own ideas of the family you could have, he could feel his chest tightening.

Prior to agreeing to it, your sex life with him was usually tender and loving. It still was but now was amplified.

He was a gentle and selfless lover, fully set on filling your needs in the bedroom: peppering you with kisses, caressing your body as he thrusted in you, deepening your kiss as you both crept closer to orgasm.

You were perfect and your child would be too. Neither of you would have to worry about a thing with him around—you’d be protected forever and always.

#x reader #hetalia #hetalia x reader #hetalia x you #hetalia imagines #hetalia headcanons #aph hetalia #hetalia world series #hetalia axis powers #hws #hws hetalia #russia aph #hetalia russia #hetalia switzerland #hetalia smut

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jade-green-butterfly · 5 months ago

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💗Coossy Movie Poster 'Trolls Legend Of Harmony'💗 by @x-elyssa-x💜(Featuring Harmonia, Trolldom's Goddess Of Harmomy, Trollex x Wave & Funk Family~)

💗~Sweet Coossy Moments~💗(Flirty, Flower, Grouped, First Kiss & 'Smoothper') by @vampireflowerarts (´∇ﾉ｀*)ノ♡

💗Coossy💗(Plus💚Johnalthea💚& Spying Cloud Guy🤭) by @bittybadger🌼

EEEEEEEE~❣❣ 🤩💖😍💖🤩LOOK AT ALL OF THIS DARLING COOSSY CUTENESS AND GOODNESS I GOT OVER THE MONTHS!!😭✨💜🧁💗🦋💚✨ IT'S ALL SO ADORBS AND BEAUTIFULLY BROUGHT TO LIFE, I FEEL LIKE MY HEART IS GONNA BURST INTO A THOUSANS RAINBOWS~❣❣✨💓🌈💓🌈💓🌈✨

Words cannot describe how truly grateful I am and how much I love, love, LOVE every piece to stars and back~!🥰🌟💝🌟🥰Thank-you ever so, soooo much in a million, my lovelies~!🫂💞🤗💞🫂You have captured every precious Coossy moment ever so amazingly, bless you all~!💕🦋👏🏻🥹🦋💕 But not only did I want to share these wonderfully treasurable Coossy commissions, but to also celebrate the 2nd anniversary of Coossy becoming officially💯% canon~❣❣💖✨💜💗💚✨💖As seen in this post here I made in 2022~💓😍💓

I can’t believe it’s been two years already since this happened, and I still feel like the luckiest gal alive to have the sweetest and most lovable troll ever by my side~!🥰💘💗💘🥰As always, thank-you ever so much in a million to all you awesome peeps out there for greatly and wonderfully supporting my ultimate OTP!!💝🥹💝Always deeply appreciated so~!💞🫂💞xoxo.

Love you forever & always, my sweet jellybean and Cupcake King of my heart~💗😘🫶🏻✨🌈💗

❣❣~🧁💜COOPER💗JUSSY💚🦋FOREVERMORE~❣❣ *~Reblogs are also deeply appreciated as well, so please do reblog as well as like! Thank-you kindly!~*

Cooper, Funk Family, Trollex, John Dory & Cloud Guy (c) DreamWorks Trolls/DreamWorks Animation

Trollsona Jussy/Justina Butterfly, Harmonia The Goddess Of Harmony & Amalthea (c) @jade-green-butterfly (Me~!) Wave (Glee) (c) @x-elyssa-x

Coossy Commissions (c) @vampireflowerarts, @x-elyssa-x & @bittybadger✨

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starlightiing · 6 months ago

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I saw you were sad about your writing before you deleted that post. Wanna tell us about some WIPs you have? 🥺 ❤️ 💙 💜

Thanks anon I appreciate you. I kinda want to throw all my WIPs in the trash actually ahaha but uh lemme gather my documents and see what I have...

Pierresteban:

1. Car Crash fic. Pierre gets in a horrific car accident while they're in Texas a week before the GP. He and Esteban had a nasty break up and quite literally only speak for work purposes. Pierre, however, forgot to update his emergency contact and Esteban got the call at 2am. Tired and annoyed, he brings himself to the hospital with his proof of identity, expecting to hear that Pierre was stupid and broke an arm or something. It's much worse.

2. Android AU - Pierre is a very high tech android, the first and only of his kind. He's incredibly hyper realistic, so much so that he managed to fool a doctor. However, when he's debuted to the investors, they're afraid of how realistic he is. They tell the devs to turn him off and put him away for now, but Pierre was built with self preservation and he knows that means death. He runs away from them and seeks refuge with one of the mechanics that works for the company that created him - Esteban Ocon. Chaos ensues. Esteban steals this multi million dollar android and runs away with him to save his life.

3. Jurassic World AU - Pierre works at the hatchery with baby dinos. He's a "veterinarian" in a sense, and he plays with/mothers the baby dinos and makes sure they are socialized and enriched and such before they're put in their enclosures. Esteban works park security and special operations. When the park goes down, a series of events leads them both to miss the evacuation boat and thanks to Esteban losing his heart monitor in the scuffle, his security team sees him "flatline" and they think he's dead, so no one is coming for them, either. Survival AU for the boys.

Landoscar:

1. Young Forever AU - this one is a bit odd, but it's a sort of "if you fall asleep you die" scenario, only its "if the music stops you die" - based on the line "the best of the drums keeps us alive" from the song Young Forever by The Ready Set - tying it into the beat of the drum being the beat of their hearts. If they're without music, they're without a beat, and therefore their heart stops. It sounds dumb. I promise it won't be. I'm still working out the kinks. It's going to be the strangest thing I ever write I think.

2. Soulmate AU - Don't want to go too far into this one, but Lando is a star that is humanized when he makes it to Earth. Yes, it sounds similar to the movie Stardust, no, it's actually not. Oscar has Lando's stardust inside of him, and so he literally lights up from his veins up to his heart when Lando touches him, because it's the stardust inside of him reacting to its host. Oscar has to help Lando figure out how to be human, they fall in love, there's issues, ect ect. Their bond is moldable. It's cute.

3. Flatliners AU - this one has a lot of pairings but the main focus is landoscar. Lando, Oscar, Pierre, Esteban, Alex, George, Charles, and Logan are med students in their residencies at the same hospital. Lando is focusing in neurology and has taken a special interest in "life after death" and what the brain does when the heart stops. He approaches his friends with a very casual, "I want you to stop my heart" to mixed reviews. Oscar's focus is cardiology and also he has the most sense out of them all so he highly protests such a stupid idea. Majority rules, though, unfortunately for him.

Lestappen / Galex / Landoscar / Pierresteban:

1. Angel AU - first part has been posted. Post apocalyptic world. Some humans started being born with genetic mutations: wings. Wings are worth a lot of money on the black market because the feathers have dust on them that are used for making hallucinogenic drugs. Humans are viciously hunting angels down to make a buck. A lot of underground bunkers from the apocalypse are commandeered by GOOD humans who set them up as sanctuaries to hide angels in. Alex Albon runs a sanctuary (he's also a doctor). Charles is his right hand man, and alongside Lewis, they lead raids and missions to find angels, save them, and take out hunters. Lots of subplots in this one, but it's a lot of fun. And a lot of pain.

Alex/Logan:

1. Soulmate AU that I have not decided on yet.

Yukierre:

1. Soulmate au with soulmarks. Featuring Pierre being rejected by his soulmate which causes the biggest downward depressive spiral when his soul make disappears and another doesn't manifest in its place. Lots of angst here. Yuki saves the day.

Charles/George:

1.Inception AU - this can also fall under Pierresteban and Landoscar. It is literally just the dumb boys in the universe of Inception, invading dreams and doing very illegal things while dressed up in very fancy expensive clothes. Also they have guns.

#pierresteban #lestappen #yukierre #landoscar #geochal #galex #lolex #sargebon #save #save tag #wips #my writing #hhhh #this was late last night i got this ask sorry i was too tired to type all that out last night sdlfsd

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azrielgreen · 2 months ago

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I apologize in advance for how long this got, but I just really wanted to thank you for writing Black Out Days. I know I'm a little late to the party but I just finished reading it for the first time, and I think it literally altered my brain chemistry, it's my favorite fic that I've ever read, for a lot of reasons. I'm obsessed with the way you wrote these characters and the dynamics between all of them, Steve and Eddie especially obviously. But also, I don't think I've ever felt so seen in my entire life, particularly by Steve adopting and rescuing and naming everything, not wanting to abandon any of it. I've always done this my whole life. I've named a lot of the office tools at work, I've named my car, my phone, every single one of the plushies in my collection, my fake cactus, and a million other things. I have a hard time getting rid of things that are old or broken because it does feel like abandonment in a way to me, which I know sounds crazy, but it's the truth. And this is generally just treated as a quirky or endearing trait of mine, if not just plain weird. But the way you wrote it and the way Steve thought about it just held so much care and depth and love, and it felt like the first time anyone had ever truly understood that part of me. These lines in particular just really resonated with me:

"... cells are alive, they are all alive which is why inanimate things can be alive too. Nothing is dead, nothing should be abandoned or ignored or unnamed because everything is just cells.

Life in the dots, in the smallest particles."

It was probably partially because it's in the middle of such an emotionally charged scene, but when I read that, I legitimately just started crying. It touched something in me so deeply that I don't feel like I really even have words for it. I see a lot intrinsic parts of myself in this story and in the way you write the characters and I've just taken such feelings of comfort and being understood from that and it means the world to me. I have BOD on my wrist now, partially because of that, and partially as a reminder to myself that if Steve and Eddie could work through and leave behind some of their self destructive habits, then I can too. I guess I just really want to thank you for the gift that is this fic and your writing, I'm definitely going to cherish this story forever.

As I will absolutely cherish your kind words here. I cannot begin to express how touching it is to read such a vividly personal experience relating to something I wrote that is very much deeply personal to me too. With every story, I explore some broken/buried/dysfunctional part of myself and write the way out of the tunnel, to show there's hope, light and love no matter what.

Thank you again, I'll treasure this.

All my love to you, Azriel

💜💜💜

#askaz #steddie #fanfiction #oonionchiver #steddie fic #ao3 #steve harrington #fanfic #eddie munson #Black Out Days you'll always be my favourite colour

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elvensorceress · 2 years ago

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sentences sunday

tagged for various wip sharing things by @alyxmastershipper @spotsandsocks @monsterrae1 @buddiearemydads @ebdaydreamer @hippolotamus @homerforsure @rogerzsteven @rewritetheending @wildlife4life @spaceprincessem @cowboy-buddie @swiftiediaz @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy @messyhairdiaz @shortsighted-owl @souschefdiaz @megsvstheworld @putijeansdiaz-ronordmann @the-likesofus @matan4il @prettyboybuckley @eddiequinns @wh0re-behavi0r @jobairdxx @sibylsleaves @honestlydarkprincess @fleurdebeton @fatedbuddie @eddiescowboy @buddierights @eddiediazisascorpio @gothambat-nephilim-07 💕

thank you, my loves. I’ve been working too much and also feeling sick (chronic, derogatory) so I haven’t been around or writing much of anything 😭 But please still tag me, share anything you’ve been posting with me. Message me if I’ve missed it! I always want to give you love and support 💕💜💕

tagging anyone and everyone who wants to share something and hasn’t yet. I want to read all of them *grabby hands*

Now, have some Unless finale because I love you 😘

Buck has only dreamed of this several million times. Maybe more. But at least a few million. He wondered how it would feel, if it would be different than anyone else, if there might be thunderous fireworks or starbursts of heat or if time might seem to stop when their lips touched. Would he automatically compare it to every other kiss he’s had? Will he worry he’s doing something wrong because this isn’t just anyone he’s kissing. This is Eddie.

Will Buck remember their first kiss fifty some years from now when he’s forgotten everything else? Will it open a gateway to forever? Will it be something he ultimately loses? Will he spend his life knowing nothing will ever compare?

He stops short until Eddie pleads for him, hands digging into him, breath hot and soft on Buck’s mouth, the length of their bodies pressed together. Buck could never deny him anything.

When it finally happens, the only thing in his head is the beat of his heart thumping Eddie, Eddie, Eddie, Eddie.

It’s soft and sweet like gentle sunshine and lazy, carefree summers and hot cocoa in front of a fireplace when it’s snowing. He tastes like home and forever. How could Eddie be anything but the place where Buck’s heart and soul belong?

Holding Eddie has always filled in the empty pieces that were carved out of Buck when he wasn’t wanted, when he was abandoned, when he wasn’t enough and no one but Maddie loved him. Kissing him is touching all the infinite, elusive wishes for family and love and happiness that Buck has ever had and finding that they’re real, they exist, they’re right in front of him.

If he could love Eddie? If he gets to? And Eddie loves him in return? Buck can’t imagine wanting anything else. If he gets to spend his life as Christopher’s second father and as Eddie’s life partner and maybe husband? That’s all he wants. How could he ever want anything but them and the life they’ve built together?

All those wishes for love and family, every dream he’s had where he finally finds happiness, they don’t feel like vague, longing thoughts anymore. Not when Eddie kisses him, beams at him, fits in his arms like they made themselves for each other.

#buddie #buddie wip #fic: unless you ask me to #jenwyn wip

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emilyhufflepufftlk · 1 year ago

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A massive thank you to everyone who participated in my challenge. I have loved every single one of your creations and I’m so honoured to have such talented friends. If you haven’t posted your entry yet don’t worry, please take your time. Post when you are ready and I’ll add you to the list. 💜💜💜

Ems500 Challenge Master List:

Say You’ll Remember Me (Finan x OC) by @morosemagick

Long Live All The Mountains We Moved (Aldhelm) by @persephones-journey

Soon You’ll Get Better (Uhtred x Aethelflaed) by @princess--of--the--dragonstone

Brida - Lover cover by @axe-does-writing

New Beginnings (Sihtric x Reader) by @geekandbooknerd

You are the best thing, that’s ever been mine (Sihtric x OC) by @persephones-journey

Begin Again (Osferth x Reader, Finan x Reader, Finan x Ingrith) by @geekandbooknerd

Death by a thousand cuts (Aethelstan x Ingilmundr) by @princess--of--the--dragonstone

It only hurts this much right now, what was I thinking the whole time? (Aethelstan) by @persephones-journey

Right Where You Left Me (Uhtred x Aethelflaed) by @persephones-journey

To Exile Above All (Aethelstan & Aedgyth) by @volvaaslaug

Fall From Grace (Osferth x Reader) by @itbmojojoejo

Vigilante Shit (Eadith & Aethelflaed) by @princess--of--the--dragonstone

It Dies, and It Dies, and It Dies, a Million Little Times (Finan x OC) by @persephones-journey

He Was Long Gone, When He Met Me (Rognvaldr x OC) by @persephones-journey

Uhtred x Aethelflaed by @lonnson

Have my back, yeah, everyday (Coccham squad) by @persephones-journey

Nothing Lasts Forever (Finan x OC) by @persephones-journey

This Is Me Trying (Aelfwynn) by @princess--of--the--dragonstone

I was enchanted to meet you (Osferth x Reader) by @halfmylife

The Moment I Knew (Aethelstan x Ingilmundr) by @magravenwrites

You were all I wanted, but not like this (Finan x OC) by @persephones-journey

#ems500 #the last kingdom

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thestylesfamilysblog · 8 months ago

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Barbados Loving

Teddy Evans x Elodie Styles

Summary: Barbados, the sun and the beach, what could be any better…

Warnings: none, very fluffy and sweet

A/N: I hope you all enjoy, as always thank you Barbie for letting me live my fantasy and getting to write these two together 💜

@boston-babies @mcrb2dt-evans

Barbados had been so good for the couple, not to mention Lulu their little baby who came everywhere with them, the dog getting bigger each and every day.

She really was like their child.

The sun had shined every day the two were there, the warm air healing the bitter wounds left behind by the winter in Boston.

“Bear?”

Elodie called out from the deck of their beach home that she’d rented for the trip, the sunsets and sunrises absolutely stunning. Elodie furrowed her brows when there was no answer back, turning to look towards the open french doors.

“Teddy?”

A few seconds passed

“Yep-Yeah here!”

“Everything okay?”

He nodded and came over, pressing a kiss to her forehead

“Should we go for a walk with Lulu now?”

Elodie nodded and took Teddy’s hand, taking slight notice of how clammy his hand was, but she played it off to how humid it was this evening.

Lulu had started to trot off in-front of them as they swung their arms back and forth, waves crashing against the shore providing a soft white noise. Nothing ever really needed to be said between the two of them, both being so comfortable and in love with one another that silence was sometimes the right thing.

“I’ve really enjoyed getting away from everything with you baby…” Teddy spoke up softly, causing Elodie to look up at him and smile softly

“Me too love…it’s been nice to have a little time for ourselves.”

The couple had made it down to where the beach ended, smooth faced rocks lined the edge of the water, a spot they’d come to watch the sunset every night.

Of course Lulu had beat them there and was sitting patiently waiting.

“Elle?”

“Yeah?”

Teddy took a breath and stopped, looking out at the water before back at her

“You know I love you right?”

Elodie furrowed her brows but nodded

“Of course I do Teddy…I love you so much too”

“We’ve been close since we were kids, and I knew even as a teenager it would be you and always you…i’m sure everyone else around us did too, honestly Ryan had a bet on it from even before we started dating”

Elodie laughed and nodded her head

“That’s not surprising at all, sounds like a very Ryan thing to do”

She smiled as he nodded and let out a quiet laugh before taking both her hands

“The thing is, I love you so much with everything in me and there is never ever going to be someone else-“

“Teddy…”

“No let me finish…”

Elodie nodded, her heart rate picking up as she watched Teddy take another deep breath before squeezing her hands

“Elle you make me laugh, you fill my days with endless amounts of sunshine and love. You’re my rock when things get hard, my biggest supporter through all of my endeavours and there is no one else more perfect for me than you..”

If there was anyone Elodie was like it was her mother Ro because the tears had begun to line her eyes the second he’d finished, only spilling over when Teddy got down on one knee and pulled out a ring: not just any ring, his grandmother’s ring

“Elodie Marie Styles, will you marry me?”

Elodie was a babbling mess of tears as she nodded

“Yes…a million times yes i’ll marry you Teddy!”

It felt like a weight lifted off Teddy’s chest at Elodie’s answer, one he’d only dreamed of at one point. He wasted no time sliding the ring onto her finger before standing up and taking her face into his hands, his lips colliding with hers.

It was only when they pulled away that he swiped the remainder of tears from her cheeks, looking down at her with a look of love only reserved for her.

“I love you. Then, now and forever Bee”

Bee, the nickname she’d had as a kid, affectionately given by their mothers, Bear and Bee had come along way from crawling with each other to now in this moment, getting engaged.

“I love you now and forever Bear…I can’t wait to be your wife”

A friendship that started as children, only growing as the two got older, from beat friends, to boyfriend and girlfriend and now engagement. There was no one else in the world more perfect for Teddy than Elodie, and no one else more perfect for Elodie than Teddy.

The future was only just beginning.

#thestylesfamily #elodiestyles #teddyevans #thebostonbabies #mamaevans

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myblogandotherrubbish · 1 year ago

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✨9 people you’d like to get to know better! ✨

thank you to @annasinterests for the tag!!!

i can’t lie, i haven’t done anything like this before, so I hope i do it right! there will be a few low pressure tags at the end for people i’m mutuals with!! no stress if you don’t wanna do it! there may also be one (1) person i tag who is not a mutual but who i think is great. just to clarify i also think everyone’s great.

okay here we go.

last song: All Around Me by Flyleaf. No, I cannot escape my 13 year old self. However, I have also been really enjoying synthwave and vaporwave stuff recently, and also getting into a lot of Alex G! 🎵

favourite colour: green all the way, but my second favourite colour is purple!! truly though, I love all colours, but those are my most favourite, they make me so happy 💚 💜

currently watching: i’m currently re watching The Boys! I’m a big fan of that show, I love the whole fucked up evil superhero vibes. i’m also planning on starting to watch Westworld soon, and i need to get back into Hannibal. Also if anyone wants a great detective series to watch, watch True Detective, it changed my life. Okay I’m done now. 📺

last movie: omg i feel like i never watch movies anymore but I have so many that i love, hmmmm i think the last one i watched was probably Little Miss Sunshine as it is one of my favourite ones ever. BUT if we’re talking about movies that i watched in a cinema, i can’t lie the last one i saw was Jackass Forever. love those guys. or was it Halloween Ends. who knows.🎥

currently reading: ohoho!!! i have just finished reading Brutes by Dizz Tate. i would highly recommend it, it’s a wonderful representation of working class girlhood and small town secrets. i also finished Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn. all i can say is what a book, it astounded me, 11/10 📚

sweet/spicy/savoury: spicy and savoury all the way babeeyyyyy. i love spicy food so much. maybe too much. my stomach hates me. I do like chocolate a lot, but i can eat more savoury food than sweet which is a win in my opinion. 🌶️

relationship status: in a relationship!! I have been with my wonderful girlfriend for nearly three years. our anniversary is in march. she is the light of my life and my best friend. 💖

current obsession: ah yes. the things i am so normal about. i just very recently got a ps4 from a friend so i have been playing lots and lots of games. my favourites were the last of us, the last of us part two, and red dead redemption 2. especially rdr2. of course, i’m so normal about it, and the ending and story didn’t break my heart into a million tiny pieces. if you’re reading this and want to talk about these games REACH OUT TO ME I am so passionate about them and would love to talk 🕹️(this was the only gaming emoji I could find forgive me)

last thing i googled: i cannot lie it was probably ao3. or like, potato soup recipes. I love potato soup 🍲

currently working on: staying relatively sane. i graduated this july, and life feels weird right now. i’ve started working full time and i am very tired™️ all of the time. i am autistic so life can definitely be very overwhelming but i’m clinging on. unless of course you meant a project i’m currently working on, then i am currently working on trying to possibly start writing fanfiction of my own. unfortunately i also have horrendous writers block and crippling performance anxiety. let’s just say my 13 year old self’s fanfiction wasn’t doing rounds on wattpad in 2014. we shall see we shall see. ✒️

thank you for the tag again!! this was so fun and I hope it was okay and not boring!!! i will now tag some of my mutuals. and also some maybe not mutuals. ignore me if you don’t want to do this. please do not feel pressured. mwah 💋

@beefrobeefcal @fangirl-is-a-lifestyle @ladyoftheteaandblood @saturn-cherries @oblivion-wonderlust @stuffinmybrainhole @toxicanonymity @bil-daddy

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boston-babies · 2 years ago

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Hey, mama, life is hard sometimes and there are millions of things that are hard and near impossible to forgive in life. But I know that it takes someone strong to forgive. It takes someone who is willing to fight to forgive. It takes someone who has a heart filled with love to forgive.

So don't you dare to doubt the choice you made. You are soft enough to fill your family with love once again, and you are showing them you are strong enough to forgive and mature enough to work through. You are showing them how much it hurts, but that what you and Chris built is worth healing for. I think you are doing tremendous job of showing your kids how relationships can be hard and may leave your heart broken, but you will find the power to heal and mend it.

You are showing your kids, they may be heart broken by a lover, but they'll never be broken forever. Okay, Mama?

And Chris, even though it will take time to heal the ones you've hurt, I believe your actions in sincere apology and your heartbreak will teach some good for your kids as well. They won't see it now, but I hope your family will be filled with love once again, where they are able to see and learn from your mistake, just as you are learning from it.

Things will not be back to the normal in a day, it's going to take time. But let's take the good from this. I respect mama's choice 💖 -CC

That means the absolute world to me, thank you so much💜💜-Mama

I know it’ll take time for things to heal and I’ll do what ever it takes because my family is worth fighting for-Chris

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rocknrollsalad · 3 months ago

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When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let's spread the self-love 💞

Thank you so much for sending me this!! You're so sweet 💜

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Tattooing 101: We Don’t Lick Our Clients (Without Consent) - 2,550 words - Rating G - Pre-Steddie - No Upside Down AU, Tattoo artist Eddie, single parent Eddie, single parent Steve For reasons I can't explain, this is one of my favorite things I've written. I dunno how to even sell it, I just love it.

Fish Tales: Tradition and Family Histories - 9,181 words - Rating T - Clarkson, Steddie - Chose your own family, generational trauma, happy endings for everyone, life stories: from birth to death I don't think I've ever written anything like this and I don't think I will again. It's too powerful

For a Bountiful Harvest (and Reprieve From Social Circles) - 3,825 words - Rating G - no real ship Pre-season 4, pre show, blood tw It feels like I wrote this a million years ago and every time I see it in my works I think, really crushed it that time. I wish more people read this one.

But Winter Friends Are Friends Forever - 4,849 words - Rating G - Clarkson, Steddie Blizzards , getting snowed in, supply runs gone wrong When I brag about writing shithead teenage boys well, THIS is the top of the evidence pile imo

One Grande Fuck Up, Please (With Oat Milk) - 2,522 words - Rating G - A post I saw once, modern au, first meetings, hard of hearing steve I'll be honest, for some reason I had a hard time picking fics for this and this one deserves more love

#thanks again!#this was fun

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ducknotinarow · 3 months ago

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[03/7 Rasey] "I might've made piss poor choices in my life, but not when it comes to you."

| 💜💜💜 --- 'I love you' Sentence Starters;

At this point Raph had to wonder why did Leo even bother? Maybe he just liked to hear himself talk seeing how he never gave Raph a chance to speak anyway not to mention even when Raph did? It was like he always said the wrong thing anyway. Not that Raph was really listening to Leo their voice was just the pesky buzz of annoyance going on and on as Raphael looked just past Leo’s shoulder. Where Donnie was busy looking over Casey take care of the big idiots injuries. Watching them grab for bandages and such sometimes asking Mikey to grab something for him if it was out of reach. It felt like it was taking forever for Don to patch up Casey. And that just made the guilt in his gut worsen. Casey only got in this mess because of Raph, like always. They got in a bit of a fight so Raph ran off and next thing he knows? He's trapped by some purple Dragons. As if anything worse could have happened.of him Leo wasn’t helping with it either as he just about caught every other word that came out from his brothers beak. Some echoing his own thoughts. Could Leo just shut up yet? Raph hadn’t asked Casey todo what he did after all. It’s not like Raph tried to get caught either. But no Leo had just go on and on mr. Perfect he was would never had either of those things happen clearly.

Eyes met the eyes of his youngest brother Mikey who hand a bundle of something in his arms he was taking care of. Only stopping when he likely felt Raphaels gaze burning on to him. A million questions resting on the tip of his tounge.

Mikey seemed to take in the on going lecture before smiling as he lifted up his hand, shaping his thumb and pointer finger in a loop to tell Raph that all was okay. Before trotting back to do whatever they were doing, maybe just tossing out some of what was used to help clean Casey up. Leo catching on finally that Raph wasn't listening to him the whole time calling out his name.

"We done here? or am I not allowed to check on my boyfriend?" Raph says curtly, eyeing Leo far as Raph was concerned his brother had been keeping him from Casey after all. Though for Don's sake that might be good as well it meant he was out of the way so he could work. Leo sighed and stepped aside giving at last as Raph near about bolted.

Casey getting hurt was nothing new, Casey really proved the whole bull in a china shop saying to be based on truth. Casey could get hurt just leaving his apartment on his way to the lair. Because somehow he find a fight to get in the middle of and come out with new bruises. Raphael said as he finally reached the little curtain used as a way to give the illusion of privacy. Because that just did not really exist.

Raphael peered inside eyeing Casey resting on the little cot they had in there, Casey had bandages across his chest and it seemed like he had a few stitches as well. His skin looked like it was sprinkled with bruises he was sporting. "You look like shit" Raph greeted as he pulled the curtain shut behind himself before he sat on the floor near the edge of the cot. Taking in the way Casey smiled and shot back a sarcastic thanks in return. It did ease the twist stab wound in Raphael's gut to hear. Eyes trailing over the sight of Casey a moment before he slightly lowered his head.

"Hey uh.." He tried to start off with as he looked at the floor, what had they even got so heated over before? Should he say sorry for that? Or for Casey having to save his ass? Well more like say sorry that Casey got hurt trying to save him. Both was likely the right answer. "Case uh 'm sorry 'bout earlier I shouldn' have jus' taken off on you." Though that was how Raphael always handled getting into heated arguments. Not like he ever wanted the person he fought with end up in this kind of situation just because they were trying to sought things out. Raph didn't want to hear it out though. "Guess ya regretting this whole relationship with my mood swings uh?" He meant it more as a jab at himself but maybe a tinge of truth lingered in his tone from how Casey seemed to shift to better look at Raph just now. The sudden shift got the turtle's attention as he looked up from his spot on the floor.

"I might've made piss poor choices in my life, but not when it comes to you."

Raph stared from behind his mask at Casey's remark at best he just expected Casey to take a jab at him too. Guess what he said might have struck a never with Casey. Now he felt worse for well everything but worse than that? He felt a stupid warmth crawling around inside of his shell over what Casey said. It always made a weird images come across his mind when it happened. Or maybe thoughts? Just how suddenly he wanted nothing more than to be close to Casey. Bury his face in their chest and let Casey's arms wrapped around him to keep him right there for however long he let him stay. Casey shouldn't move right now he needed to for once rest. Raph couldn't fit on the small cot with him either. mostly because Casey took it up on his own. So instead he rested his head on Casey's stomach to give some affection to his boyfriend.

'I'm not a piss poor choice?' Raphael wanted to ask but Casey's gaze told him not to even dare think that. "Ya, know we gonna fight lots than ya?" Raphael points out inside as he shifted and got comfortable where he was, least Casey can't try to leave if Raph stayed like this with him, moving an arm to rest across Casey's hips a loose hold that could easily tighten if he needed too. Casey seemed pretty aware not even needing the warning.

#muse| hamato raphael #madamkezzie #aflockoffeathers #[ if you jumped off a bridge its only cause i did first -aflockoffeathers]#[03 verse]#'i love you' sentence starter memes #meme reply #meme answers #ic reply #stay queued #((we know how much casey loses it when something happens to raph uwu))

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