#so I’m on E right now.
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[Houseless #dailyupdate] Help CJOAT get off the streets of houselessness! | (feat. @BassRebels)
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How I reacted upon Cheeto News | #dailyupdate #news #vote #houseless | feat. @doom music & 🎵 Box
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I’m not gonna be on TikTok for as long as I can. Because I don’t want to be on TikTok again but my situation didn’t allow me to honor my limits with TikTok. So if you’d like to engage with it…buttons, copy link, like, comment, the works…it would mean a lot.
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This all happened rather suddenly; I apologize, I’m at the crisis center as of late last night.
Please support me through here.During this process.
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Wanted to let folks know where I am in case something happens…Living situation update.
Where I’ll go…no body knows…
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Just need to…function
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I’m keeping things up to date while during this situation. I have a lot of videos scheduled ahead of time, but this was rather sudden.
#queued#houselessness#us news#daily updates#donald trump#united states#us politics#mental health#all they fear is you#doom#please vote#get out to vote#news#mutual aid#community support#hotel room#ER#passive suicidality#resting#music box#meme#spiritual warfare#demon thinks it’s okay to use my bloodline as a free ride#and ruin me and my own’s lives to ensure nothing works out for us#I never want to be pushed into begging my deities to take me in my sleep#and be stuck trying to recover after every single part of my hope & spite is used up as fuel#so I’m on E right now.#fuck#tiktok#duet
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Also nibbling on his tattoos (especially his the "and" part)
so all of this entire page is lethal. but please. please can we focus on the giveaway question and the answers.
“HOW DID FRANK IERO NEARLY DIE?”
BITCH WHICH TIME~🎃
#and can we talk about how an option is him getting fucking GARROTTED#i’m fucking dying#there are so many thoughts in my head right now#and only 3% of them are publishable here#pls#pls help#p l e a s e#frnkiebby#feralfaggotfrankkk#asks#frank iero#mcr#frnkiero#mcrmy#mcr5#frnkie#my chemical romance#my chem#ilhsm
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B4 I actually watched stories and was just reading the events on the god forsaken fandom wiki I was pronouncing emu/nene as eemu/neenee in my head… I could say “I don’t know Japanese” as a reason but English also favors the [e] pronunciation of “e” vs [i] (i.e bed vs see) in situations like this. My excuse for emu is the bird but idk what happened with nene. I think im just stupid. Muscle memory phonics failed me. Child left behind. Girl you know how words like emulsify and never/vender are pronounced.
#I was also dropping the e in kanade/kohane but I can blame French for that.#I had a whole phonics thing in the tags and then tumblr deleted the post and I’m not rewriting it so instead you’re getting the scarier fact#that teachers are no longer teaching a phonetics based approach to learning to read#and instead emphasizing the uhhh. ‘use context clues to figure out what the sentence says’ approach.#& now kids Can’t Fuckin Read. ‘why is a large population of America semi illiterate’#ask George Bush. no kid left behind is actually leaving kids behind.#oh right the reason I made this post is because I kept calling emu weemu in my head & nene neeners so now I have to fight with my brain#about pronunciation. get rid of the nicknames u are fucking up.#mine
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kiddos!
(used this old render as a ref)
#myart#marky#bow#kelly#dhestyn#gaston#sue#stella#i had a lil bit of fun w this one#this might be the first time i’ve ever fully finished a piece. like. in my life.#color & background & all#i like how it turned out!!#in total it took me ~18 hours but i admit that at least some of that time was literally just me trying to learn how procreate works#i figured it out. mostly. kind of.#idk what i’m gonna do now#maybe i’ll finish the mbz character lineup i started#i might just like… redo that whole thing though actually#mm. don’t know. n e way.#going left is the title of the canon story btw. i know that’s on my blog in few places but. yea#post-canon which is what i post abt most often (when the kids are… no longer kids. adults.) is called going right#i… thought it was funny#going left was supposed to be a placeholder but it has been 10 years atp so. doubt it’s gonna change#rainyrambles
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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*aggressively kicks the door in* könig, johnny, mommy’s home!
#; ophie speaks#and jason and wade and beel and—#y’all get the point#n e way i’m on the right meds now so i’m not getting the urge to nuke this blog every other week#and my sibling made me reinstall cod to play with them since they refuse to play overwatch#so i’m back on my cod bullshit AND i’m now on my overwatch bullshit#guess who my faves are :’)
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You mean to tell me I was MOCKED for pronouncing the H in Thalia for YEARS only for Charlie Bushwell to say Thall-e-uh in the tv show adaptation?????
#bro Im so mad right now#i go and finally start saying TALL-e-uh and you do THIS to me????#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#pjo#i was gonna wait to watch it tonight with my brother but I folded#i got thoughts but I’m gonna wait until after this episode#but this got me fucked up
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A fresh new Okami manga panel!
A L L I K N O W I S T R E E
#okami#okami amaterasu#amaterasu#Okami manga#Okami fanart#my artwork#I’m drawing so many TREES RIGHT NOW#T R E E#also again- rip my hand 🙃#any minute bamboo’s gonna come at me like ‘STRETCH YO HANDS’
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Sketchbook AU assortment
#splatoon#my art#first two are new#last three are old#and idk if I like any of them but w/e#well besides bm he’s mostly fine#anyway as per usual left to right is SkH shiv and concept Frye#unspecified big men. succubus shiv. and a ghoul AU I have a WIP for from splatoween I may finish some day#I’m not really sure what to do with it though#we got necromancer shiv and a dead frye though so there’s that#(spoiler alert shiv summons a body snatching ghoul to wear frye’s body so she can talk to her again)#the plan was to talk to ‘her’ and then let it go but ‘Frye’ has all her memories and shiv can’t do it so they’re chilling now#I’m undecided on ghoul design except for the long flat front teeth those are staying#not like it matters it looks like that for like 2 minutes until it puts on Frye’s body#body horror#almost forgot
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Hey Chenya, how are you? Hopefully ok since... erm... what I shared with you over the last time I talked to you was...
Want some Chicken?
AR: Che’nya is not here right now. He’s popping in and out currently. Doing some stuff behind the scenes… *anxious laughter*
He has not sent anything to her yet. I’m not sure what he is planning. But considering he didn’t immediately send or do anything to her but he absolutely knows where she is…
Hahaha. Can I have some comfort bbq boneless chicken wings instead? For my nerves? 😅
#sos#I live with a mad cat#and normally that’s fine#I’m used to it#but right now 😳#h e l p#ar answers#twst rp#che’nya rp#boxy foxy birdy friend
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#OBSESSED#like so obsessed. mommy help#she’s working her way up to my favorite female artists of all time list fr#eartheater#singing about pearls right now too#the synchronicity of it all#mine#crushing#youre the mind that stays open#you’re the opening of a shell#you’re the shell that hangs the pearl#you’re the pearl that’s big and swollen with iridescence#because you stuck around#you’re a priceless kind of guy#you’re a guy that e*** p**** well#you’re a well of reasons#to keep crashing on your shore#but i’m still not quite sure#i’m still NOT quite sure#but i’m still crushing#that’s for sure
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WOULD YOU GUYS LIKE TO SEE MY FUGLY UGLY ASS ALLEGORY OF THE CAVE X FAHRENHEIT 451 CROSSOVER DRAWING THAT I WAS FORCED TO DO FOR SCHOOL….. ITS SO UGLY AND MONTAG IS
WHITE.
AND THE HOUNDS ARE DISGUSTING THE COLORING IS SO SHITTY AND MILDRED …. Well ok she looks alright kindof but the COLORING ….. SKETCH WAS BETTER but do you guys. Do you still want to see it…….,,,,,,
ALSO NO OFFENSE TO WHITE PEOPLE PLEASE I LOVE YOU GUYS 🫶😁👍 within reason
#like ok maybe it isn’t. THAT bad#NO NO I TAKE THAT BACK I JUST LOOKED AT IT RIGHT NOW AND THE COMPOSITION IS ALL FUCKING VOER THE PLACE#IT. IT IS. THAT BAD#IF YOU GUYS SAY YESS YOULL SEE#ok but nasty bad art aside I know some of you will be asking why white Montag is such a bad thing and#there isn’t anything wrong with it!!! it’s just that for me personally#after I did a bit more thinking I was. physically incapable of perceiving Montag as anything other than POC/nonwhite#so when I look back at my old f451 art and stare into the eyes of a pale skittish twink it just#it doesn’t click. like that isn’t MY Montag if ykwim#now trembling BROWN skittish twink. that’s a different story#AGAIN I DONT have any issues with ppl making their own versions white I just think that . for me specifically. he looked a bit funny#a little off. a bit too crackerish for my liking#where is bros melanin 😭#I’m complaining right now but if I wanted to I could just… go in and try and make the skin tone darker#I might do that depending on how tired I feel after doomscrolling#also if it matters even though I have read the book over at least 8 times now not once have I touched either of the movies.#and it will STAY THAT WAY. until I completely log my notes for the book#then I can move on to the movies 🥰#but I will admit 2018 did sort of lead me to having a change of heart w my design. just a little. just a teensy bit. kinda. sort of?#actually not really now that I think about it#I have my own reasons.#TOO MANY WHITE PEOPLE MY EYES THEY BURN AAAYHHHHH MY EYES OW OW OW OWIEEEE#my Beatty design was so white that my eyes developed stage 4 cataracts#I needed a palate cleanser that WASNT Millie… oh god my Millie design…#she was white there too. terrible#it’s okay… 💔 I’ve since learned and moved on#ARGH GUYS I DONT HATE WHITE PEOPLE I JUST THINK THAT MORE SKIN COLOR VARIATIONS WOULD E NICE
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So there’s this thing in VtM…
When one vampire feeds from another kindred, it may happen that they drink too deep - and for vampires, blood is everything; it’s the essence of life, and it carries that bit of Self that (in humans) might be called a soul
And when you drain another dry… when you devour and destroy another person so thoroughly… it stains you. You’ve committed what many see as the ultimate sin — the most complete kind of cannibalism. Dark veins grow within your aura, and those with the skill to see such things will Know Your Crimes.
Given time, these marks will fade.
…provided you don’t do it again.
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I never meant for any of this to happen but my baby bat Hatfield is out here making choices pls send help
#just me rambling#ttrpg stuff#my art#hi Hatfield#while Yes. Hatfield DID diablerize their sire as part of their backstory#I never meant for it to be a Thing That Kept Happening#but multiple times now I’ve rolled messy at the wrong(right?) moment#and the ST was like ‘YO HATFIELD ITS SNACKTIME’#I have more dots spread between ventrue & malkavian clan disciplines than I have in my own clan powers#just because I keep ACCIDENTALLY EATING PEOPLE and the exp from that has to go SOMEWHERE#this most recent one especially…#I didn’t MEAN to eat the Ventrue Clan Primogen/Mithrean cult leader#I just wanted to. y’know. take him down a peg so he’d be a bit more cooperative#BUT THEN#but then…#he tried calling my bluff#and I rolled a messy crit#and ANYWAY Hatfield has been recognized as the cult leader/avatar of divinity now?#h e l p#I’m just a nobody Brujah who doesn’t know when to quit and SOMEDAY that won’t be enough anymore
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is it gay to be so overwhelmed with emotions by thinking about someone you care about so much you almost want to pick up writing again
#- but also it’s night time and you can’t fall asleep even though you need to get up early#and you’re just stuck imagining the lines you want written down#so your only options are to do it now while they’re still there#or not and then forget all of them in the morning and cry#hi i’m the gay one help i haven’t been in this state in a while#i’m just in that state again somehow i guess#probably because i never got a chance to tell this person how something so small for them meant a world to me in that moment#i hope i’ll be able to tell you all that myself in a more direction way but i love you so much you mean the world to me#okay i don’t actually want to scare you off by saying that but knowing what my mind is imagining for this you’d think that yourself anyway#i should probably stop taking now it’s way too late and i’m being tooooo emotionally vulnerable rn#hi guys sleepy night time frab here i’m the (other) emotion + vulnerable one#don’t you love to see it#i wonder if anyone is still down here reading these tags#hi if you are! send aaaa hmmm send a little ‘£; e’ if you read to this point#also why r u still reading? weirdoooo /jk love you#but really don’t be down here too long i’m sorta bleeding all my feelings out right now#because i’m so bad at expressing myself directly and as soon as i want to#ugh i’ll leave now i’m lonely and talking to myself too much again#night night everpony#frabrant#wonder if i’ll write more again… ok i’m LEVAING now gah
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bleghhhh feeling bored might change every single one of my socials to be related to the scp foundation
#scp foundation#as of right now all my socials are either undyne or gaster related#but the fixation has#g o n e#so#uh#yeah#I still fw handplates I think it’s the only reason I’ve associated myself with the ut fandom for so long WHAAAAT WHO SAID THAT#also I think it’s wild jakei quit#will be missed#Okay I’m actually done now
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#just really happy right now because certain boundaries i set are being respected so well on here#like i knew you guys were great but. idk. very grateful for the kind of community we’ve built here#no one has brought up this one thing (not e word something else) and i’m like ☺️☺️☺️
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