#so I saw the blood and was like uhhh whats that are you ok

[mustainegf]

OK SO UHH

‘04 (optional) JAMES HAS A BREAKDOWN/PANIC ATTACK IN FRONT OF READER CUZ HE DOESNT THINK HES ENOUGH FOR HER AND UHHH SHE COMFORTS HIM AND THEY FUCK IN LOTUS POSITION 😻😻😻Jaymz pov would be really cool but either way is fine :D

I’ve been thinking abt this all day while at work and omg 😭

I LOOOOVVVE PASSIONATE STUFF ITS SO BEAUTIFUL

Based this around the SKOM era

𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈 𝐂𝐀𝐍’𝐓 ²⁰⁰²

I sat at the edge of the bed in my hotel room, staring down through the floor to nowhere in particular. My chest was tight, squeezed by an invisible hand that tightened with each breath.

The world outside, claustrophobic. My own breathing echoed through my ears, jaded.

The documentary crew left a few hours ago. Their equipment was packed away, and their annoying chatter began to fade in my mind. They were here to capture the making of our new album, aka, the Metallica therapy session.

But what I felt was exposed, to be laid for everyone to see. The cameras never lie: they catch every bit of frustration, stumble, and every drink. Oh God, Oh fuck, the drinking.

I ran a hand through my hair, feeling the sweat on my palm. Everything was uncomfortable. My heart thumped as my thoughts scattered.

The rehab had helped, at least a little. I felt like such a fake. Like I wasn't enough for the band or the fans, especially her. For anyone.

She is my everything, my beautiful girl. But even rocks erode under constant waves. I knew that I was tugging her down, dragging a weight she didn't deserve to carry.

I heard the door of our suite open and close softly. Footsteps drew closer, but I still could not relieve myself from looking up. A tingling sensation on my skin told me she was there before I saw her. Then she knelt beside me; her eyes searched mine.

"James?" Her voice was soft, concerned. "What's going on, Honey?"

I swallowed hard, trying to find words. My throat was dry, my tongue felt thick. I shook my head. I couldn't talk. The tears started pouring, and I clenched my fists, trying to hold them back. But it was too much. The dam was broken and the words were falling out.

"I can't do this," I choked out. "I can't be what everyone wants me to be. I am a mess. I'm… I'm awful. I'm a pathetic excuse for a man."

Her eyes widened, and she reached to touch my arm, though I drew back, standing abruptly. The room spun. I gripped the back of the chair to steady myself. "I'm failing, at everything. The band, the album, rehab… you. I'm failing you."

"James, no…" She got to her feet, and again she reached out for me, but I stepped back again, shaking my head.

"I'm a fake," I said, yelling now. "Everyone believes I am this… this badass metal guy, but I am just some broken little boy. I can't take this. I can't take all of this!"

"James, please…" She took a step closer. I did not hear her. The blood pounded in my ears, my vision blurring with tears. I went down on my knees, clasping my head and trying to block out the noise in my head, the voices telling me what a piece of rubbish I was.

"I'm not enough!" I growled out, my voice cracking. "I'm not enough for anyone!"

She knelt down next to me with her arms wrapped around me. I pushed at her, but she grasped me tightly with all her might. "Shhh, James. It's okay. I'm here. I'm here."

Her words were trying to get to me, but I was drowning too deep to grab the hold of it. My body was wracked with sobs, and I couldn't smother them. I was shaking, my whole body trembling. "I'm so sorry," I gasped. "I'm so, so sorry."

"James, look at me," she said, her voice level and low. “Honey, look at me.” She gently took my chin in her hand, forcing me to meet her eye. "You are not a failure. You aren't worthless. You're human. You're allowed to struggle. And you are a good man."

I shook my head as the tears streamed down my face. "I'm not enough," I whispered. "I'll never be enough."

"Yes, you are," she said firmly. "You're more than enough. For me, for the band, for the everyone. You're more than enough, James. And it's okay to need help. It's okay to be vulnerable."

I collapsed against her, my head on her shoulder, the sobs coming harder now. She rocked me back and forth gently, stroking my hair. "It's okay, James. Let it out. I'm here. I'm not going anywhere."

She held me close, whispering reassurances and rocking me back and forth like some child. "I love you," she said softly, "and I'm here."

The panic began to subside, the clench in my chest loosening. My breathing began to slow down, my sobs turning to whimpers. She was here, believing in me where I couldn't believe in myself.

"I'm so sorry," I whispered again, my voice hoarse.

"Don't be sorry, Honey," she said, pressing her lips on my forehead. "Just be here with me. Just breathe.”

I nodded, closing my eyes and letting her hold me. She looked down at me with a mix of compassion and tenderness in her eyes. Her voice came in low, "I want to distract you… make you feel better. You’ve been way too tense, James."

I turned my head, feeling my reluctance shower over me. "I don't think that would be such a good idea," I grumbled, scrubbing at the remaining squiggles of tears with the back of my hand.

The very last thing I wanted was to burden her, to drag her down into my darkness.

She tipped her head back onto its side, her eyes held mine. "What's there for me to do, James? What do you need?”

I fumbled for words as my mind was nothing but an incoherent jumble. "I… I don't know," I said awkwardly, feeling the heat rise to my cheeks.

That wasn't the whole truth, though admitting what I really wanted was impossible. I looked away, twitching at my fingers nervously.

She saw right through me, curling her lips into a knowing smile. She reached out and brushed her fingers very lightly down my cheek. "You wanna have sex, don't you?" she asked, laughing softly.

I felt my face flushing, and I stuttered, "I… I mean…" My voice faded away. I couldn't stand the look in her eyes.

The truth is that it did cross my mind, a desperate reach for something or anything that would connect me to her.

She cupped my face in her hands, turning it gently so I had no choice but to look at her. "James, it's okay," she said, her voice soothing. "It's okay to want to be comforted. There's nothing wrong with that."

I studied her face for any sense of pity or frustration, but there was only love. I let out a shaky breath, nodding slowly. "I… I guess I do," I said barely above a whisper. "But I don't want you to feel like you have to, honey.”

She shook her head, silencing me with a soft, gentle kiss on the lips. "I want to, James," she mumbled against my lips. "I want to be close to you. Help you feel better."

So I reached up, my hand trembling, and cupped her cheek, moving my lips to love hers.

Her fingers tangled in my hair as she pulled me closer. Her lips were exceedingly warm, they seemed to press into my bones.

Backward on the bed, her body covered mine, pinning me in, to the present.

For some time then, we lost ourselves. It wasn't about the physical act, it's about comfort, this woman who I loved more than life. Every touch, every kiss said she was right by my side.

We slid into movement, our bodies quickening to a pace both remembered and totally new. She shifted again, sitting in my lap with her legs around my sides, intertwined. The position pushed us closer, our bodies were pressed so intimately bare, our faces inches apart.

“You doing okay?” She whispered, hovering over my erection. The dark of the night bathed her beautiful face, the sapphire sky leaking in through the wonder and making her look that much more stunning.

Her breath on my lips, her heartbeat against my chest, it was the most intimate kind of position. “Yeah… I’m okay.”

I gently held her, staring into her eyes as she sank down onto me. Tho both of us groaned in unison, and she made sure to keep a good grip on my shoulders.

We began to move, our bodies finding a slow, gentle thrust. It wasn't about getting somewhere fast, it was about connection, feeling each other fully. Every movement was done with forethought, every touch meaningful.

She wrapped her arms around my neck, her fingers threading through my delicate hairs on my nape as I held her close, my hands on her back. I could feel her forehead against mine as we sat like that.

"James," she whispered lowly, a hundred different kinds of love in her voice. "You feel s-so good."

"You too," I murmured, my voice rough with emotion. "God, I love you so much.

She smiled, soft, radiant, and kissed me once more. "I love you t-too. So much."

It was the most intimate thing, the most loving experience I ever had. Every touch, every kiss, every single movement.

"Look at me," she whispered, her eyes locking on mine. "I want to see you."

I nodded, holding her gaze. "I'm here. I'm with you."

She smiled, shining her eyes with love at me. "Stay with me."

"I will," I vowed, choked with emotion. "Always."

"I love you," she whispered, her voice full of emotion. "I love you so much."

"I love you too," I replied, my voice rough with emotion. "More than anything."

It wasn't about how fast I came, it was more about the feeling of every second.

"I'm close," she whispered, her voice trembling with her pleads. "James, I'm so close."

"Me, too," I rumbled, my own voice harsh with emotion. "God, you feel so good..."

She smiled again then, a beautiful, euphoric smile, and kissed me once more. "Stay with me," she whispered. "Cum with me."

"Always," I promised. "Always."

Finally, I twitched and stilled as she moaned her release. I held her so tight, bucking slightly as I came. I let out a rough breath, trying to catch up with myself as I felt her fill with my seed.

We lay that way, our bodies knotted, our hearts wrestling each other from inside our chests.

"Thank you," I whispered, burying my face in her warm neck, leaving kisses.

[milkytheholy1]

The big screen

Request: Hello ˙˚ʚ(´◡`)ɞ˚˙

Can You do a Rise Leo x a crush fem reader were the reader is an actor for a movie as the maniac villan but she is very shy irl (maybe Leo finds a fan fiction about reader, would he read it? XD) Is ok if you don't want to do this 😅

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The air felt thick with the amount of smoke flourishing out of the toppled-over buildings, the outlandish sounds of innocent screams and car horns were blaring in the distance. You stood there, in a circle of broken glass and debris, smirking. Your hands twisted in an unnatural way, wavering around a deep red magic, glaring with dead eyes at those who crossed your path.

"This is your last chance," you all but hissed, fingers rigid and teeth bared, "Leave me alone!"

"Annnd cut! Alright everyone, let's do a reset! (Y/N) head to make-up for some touch-ups." yelled the director, swivelling back in his chair to face the monitors. The illusion of the fake world you played in dissipated as the green screens became more apparent, the smoke machine was turned off and the speakers blaring screams was muted. With a quick sigh and a sip of water, you headed back to your trailer, awaiting your turn for make-up.

The moment you saw your trailer come into view you let out a small smile, just a few minutes' rest would feel heavenly after such a long shoot. The second the door closed you let out a long sigh, the scarlet leather of your costume moving stiffly as you flopped onto the small bed.

Unbeknownst to you there was a figure sitting on the opposite side of the van, lounging on the sofas and making himself rather comfortable, "You. Were. Amazing!" he beamed, slamming his comic book down on the counter. You jumped, completely forgetting that you had invited, well snuck, Leo onto set today. Your cheeks soon matched your coat, as you started twirling strands of hair with your finger, "You really think so?"

"Uhhh, think so? I know so!" he beamed, "I was watching the whole thing from the catwalk, you were so cool!" he stood up and posed in front of you, "This is your last chance," he crooned, trying his best to repeat the line with the same delivery as you.

You couldn't help the giggle that slipped past your lips, "Perhaps you should go back out there instead of me, you're much more suited for this role than I am." you wanted it to sound like a joke, but deep down you knew there was a lingering feeling of truth in your words. Leo groaned, "I wish I could perform out there, but I would never be able to capture the unique beauty that is you."

God you almost wanted to swoon with how gentlemen-like he was being, "What if I wasn't meant for this role, we've already done so many retakes, I just don't think I'm getting this right." you looked down towards your knees, drawing patterns in the fake dried blood and dirt. Leonardo frowned, moving to sit by you and your extremely delicate costume; which he made a note to avoid touching.

"It's normal to have reshoots and whatnot, that's show business, baby!" he keened, jazz hands reluctantly following closely behind him. But when you didn't smile he knew he needed to jack up the sincerity.  

"Heeey, you're doing amazing! There's not another actor or actress who could nail a role like that, other than you, of course." he brushed your cheek with the pad of his thumb, willing you to look at him.

"Besides, they choose you, after all. Right? You were asked to audition by the director, they chose you to play this part! That's got to mean something hasn't it?" his wide smile was infectious, it slowly but surely made its way onto your face too, "I guess you're right?" you mewled.

A knock at the door broke you both apart, Leo inclined to hide in the shadows of your trailer. With a timid voice, you spoke up "Who is it?"

"It's Tyler, the intern, I'm here to take you to hair and make-up."

You nodded your head, not like this Tyler was going to see it anyway. You turned to Leo with a grimace evident on your face, "I have to go now, I wish I didn't have to though."

"Hey, you're gonna make a killer movie!" Leo bribed, "Plus you're gonna win so many awards, maybe even an Oscar! Which I'm totally tagging along with, by the way."

You couldn't help the snort, "Go get 'em, tiger." Leo smiled, giving you an earnest thumbs up. You nodded your head, took a deep breath and swung the door to your trailer open. You were ready and you were gonna nail this. And who knows, maybe you will win an award or two?

"And the winner for best actress of the 2024 Oscars, goes to....(Y/N)!"

[hwaseonghwasworld]

Arranged Marriage Chapter 8: This Wasn’t My Idea

Summary: being a popular model isn't enough for Y/n’s parents so they decided to get her married with a 6’1”, protective male who is also a mafia, all the secrets and lies everyone kept from her will soon come into the light, what happens once the truth comes out?

Yunho x Reader

Word Count: 1.3k

Genre: series Mafia au!, Smut, Fluff, Angst, Media au!

Warnings: murder, graphic violence, kidnapping, cursing

Updates: Probably Thursday at 7pm BST

Yunho pov

"I downloaded the tracker on her phone during our honeymoon" Yeosang nodded as he checked if he could look into her text messages. "Ok we're in" "she texts her friend group chat a lot" Yeosang said as he pressed onto the texts. "U-uhhh Yunho are you seeing this" "shit" we all looked at each other as we saw how her friends are telling her about me being Y/n's childhood friend "shit! It's too soon" I looked at the text messages seeing that Y/n isn't texting anymore. I immediately ran back home.

As soon as I got home I saw Y/n on the floor passed out, I picked her up taking her to our room, I put a warm towel on her forehead and sat next to her waiting for her to wake up. "Y-yuyu?" I turn to her and helped her get up, are you ok? Are you hurt?" "Why didn't you tell me?" I looked at her apologetic "I didn't want this to happen Y/n" "please forgive me. I'm so sorry" "I just need some time to think about this" she stood up walking out the house.

Y/n pov

As I was walking to my house I felt someone restraining me, I tried turning around but has passed out because of the cloth that probably had chlorophyll on it. Waking up, I saw a short but buff guy holding a gun at me, I looked at him with low tone eyes and he spoke. “Y/n I’m a huge fan” “so you kidnap me? And hold a gun at my face” “no, no, no. This is business, you’re married to a rival” I glare at him as his smile faded “never meet your hero’s they say” “BITCH YOU HAVE A GUN TO MY FACE” he stood up from his seat holding the gun to my temple “like I said… business” a taller buff guy with curly brown hair who looked like the leader walked in “take the gun out of her face Changbin, we’re not killing her.

More people walked in as I saw Felix and Hyunjin approach us “WHAT THE FUCK” both hyunjin and Felix helped untie me “what are you doing!!” “THAT’S MY SISTER” I stood up and Felix checked if I had any cuts or bruises. “Are you ok?” I smiled and nodded to Felix “I’m ok” “just because she’s married to Yunho, doesn’t mean you get her attention involved in stuff like this.”

Bang Chan called Yunho on your phone “Y/n I’m-“ “this isn’t ur little wife” “if you want to see her then-“ Yunho ended the call leaving everyone confused.

Yunho pov

I ended the call immediately running out and tracking Y/n’s phone, as soon as I got there I ran grabbed Bang Chan punching his face, he chuckled and looked at me wiping the blood of his lip with his thumb “how did you find us?” “Oh right… Hyunjin told us he found a tracker on her phone, tsk tsk tsk” “What?” I looked at Y/n as she said that and walked up to her “are you ok? Did they hurt you?” “I’m fine… you put a tracker on me?” “Let’s talk about this at home” I grabbed her hand and she immediately pulled away “anyway I didn’t bring you here for nothing” “come.. sit” Bang Chan smirked and held his hand out, pointing at the seat in front of him as he sat down too. “Come on Y/n let me take you home” Hyunjin looked at me worried and she nodded showing her the exit and walked out with her and Felix walking right besides them.

Yunho pov

“I brang you here to tell you to have a truce since the other reason doesn’t matter anymore” I looked at him confused wandering what is going on “this wasn’t my idea” since Hyunjin and Y/n are siblings, and you’re married to his sister we can’t be rivals, or try not to be” “wait so you kidnap her?!” “No… that was Changbin’s idea” I looked at Changbin confused and he looked at me and Bang Chan “what? I’m her fan” I roll my eyes and stood up “is that all? I’ll go tell Hongjoong… the leader…the in that you should’ve had the chat with” “because you’re married to my members sister” i nodded and walked out, calling Hongjoong and sitting in my car driving home.

“Hey what’s up? Did you talk to Y/n” “well it’s a long story, she got kidnapped” Hongjoong cut me off shouting “WAIT WHAT” i reassured her that everything is good “everything is so good that Stray Kids has a truce with us now” “wait what?” “ yeahhhh… umm, Y/n is Hyunjins sister” “WAIT WHAT” “can you say anything other than that please” “I didn’t know that out boss had a son” “well I mean he is in a rival group” “yup that makes sense” I ended the call and once I got home I called Y/n.

Y/n pov

Hyunjin helped me into the car, he looked at me and asked me a question “do you want me to take you to your house?” “No can you take me to bina’s” Hyunjin nodded and drove to her house. As soon as I got there I walked in since I have the keys and Bina ran to me hugging me “Y/n you scared us, where were you” I held Hae-won cradling her in my arms “well… where do I start” “I talked to Yunho then needed time to think, then I got kidnapped, turns out it my brother gang then now I’m here since my brother and Felix took me here” hae-won cooed and I smile feeling calm in her and Bina’s presence “you got kidnapped!” I nodded and she looked at me shocked “I don’t want to go back to Yunho house” at that moment Yunho called me and I looked at her and threw my phone on the couch.

Bina looked at he shocked and answered the call and we were quietly arguing since I didn’t want her to do that, she put it on speaker and we stayed silent. “Y/n please come back, look the tracker is in your phone, I just wanted to protect you” “and about the conversation earlier I liked you in high school but saw how you and Vernon started dating so I left” “Y/n please talk to me” I ended the call in shock and I didn’t know what to say, me and Bina looked at each other in shock.

“Maybe you should-“ “can I stay here?” For today “but you have modeling tomorrow, what are you gonna wear?” “Your clothes” I stood up and walked to her room and she shouted at me running after me. “You can’t just hide from him forever” “Isn’t that what you did to me when you and Jihoon were arguing” “fine but only for today, communication is key, and Yunho did a lot of it today” I nodded and gave Bina her daughter back and put pajamas on since it was getting dark. I fell asleep in her room and once Jihoon came back he was confused “Y/n is staying over. He nodded and I was in the spare room so no one had to move.

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[rotten-corpses-blog]

Could I get uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

JD smut, a big Mac with extra fries, and for the drink- *incoherent whispering to passengers* -yeah can I get that drink as uhhh small bondage?

If you can't make that happen, could I maybe get JD being jealous over reader getting hit on, please?

Thanks broskieroni

How about both? I like both, we'll do both.

Content warning: sexual harassment, smut, bondage

You were going to kill Kurt Kelly, the fucker has been harrasing you while you are trying to eat your lunch and waiting for your loving boyfriend, but Kurt can’t take “no” and “go fuck yourself” for an answer. “Leave that emo shit and come with me I can show you a good time.” Kurt said as he tried to grab you once again. “For the 100th time, no! I have a boyfriend who loves me and I don’t want your shrimp dick!” you growled as you swatted the perv’s hands away from you for the 6th time in 5 minutes. You were getting pissed, where is JD? What is taking him so fucking long? “You know you want my dick, don’t act like you don’t.” Kurt said with a wink, as looked away to avert any eye contact, you realized Kurt was fucking grabbing himself. You immediately felt nauseous.  Until you heard JD’s voice, “Fuck off Kurt she said no stop being a pervert and leave my girlfriend alone.” Kurt moved his mouth to protest until he saw the look on JD’s face. Kurt basically ran away, not wanting to have to deal with an angry JD. JD gave your head a kiss after he sat down. “You ok? Sorry I wasn’t here earlier. I got caught up with something.” JD explained, looking your body over to make sure Kurt didn’t hurt you. “I’m fine, just annoyed and disgusted.” you said leaning into JD. “I think I know a way for him to leave you alone.” JD whispered in your ear, “Oh yeah? And what would that be?” “Just wait till after school baby doll.”

School was finally out, you and JD were just hanging around his house. “Hey JD, what did you mean earlier?” you asked, you had an idea what he meant but you didn’t know exactly, knowing JD of course. JD smirked, JD’s lips met yours as he started a quite aggressive make out session. JD sat you up on the bed you two were sitting on and took off his belt and tied your hands to the bed posts. “JD fuck me” you whined “I will babe, don’t worry.” JD said. You felt him kiss and bite your neck, leaving dark hickeys. “Now everyone will know your mine, your all mine baby.” You moaned and wiggled under him, you felt so hot it felt like torture. “JD please touch me, I need it.” you said, you tried to grind your hips against JD but he was faster than you, he held your hips down as he bit your neck hard, drawing blood. You moaned and whined at the pain that shot pleasure right to your core. Finally JD lifted himself off of you and pulled down his black jeans and boxers, letting his cock spring up and hit his lower stomach. JD gave you a long, passionate kiss as he lined up at your entrance. You both gave a moan as he thrusted into you, fucking you nice and fast. “Oh JD!” you moaned out as he started to fuck into your g spot. “Kurt can’t fuck you like this can he baby? JD growled as he started to speed up. “No! Only you can JD!” you said, you were in heaven with all of the pleasure you were getting. JD’s thrusts started to get uneven and shaky. JD reached down and rubbed your clit you both started to get closer to an orgasm. “JD!” you yelled as your orgasm crashed through you, JD followed shortly after, filling you with his cum. The both of you just laid there trying to catch your breath , then you realized you were still tied to the bed. “Hey JD?” “Yeah babe?” “Can you untie me?” “Oh shit I forgot, sorry.” You laughed as JD untied you, Today was a good day, and maybe men should hit on you more often.

[leffee]

hey you. yeah, you

if you wanna, give me the best physical description possible of your human interpretation of any of the main 7. character and personality details will help too.

am i going to draw them? maybe- :))

ok so, I wanted to answer it much sooner and I got sooo excited, but then I also got intimidated because my design for Vinnie is so fucking stupid. But, I will try to describe him now as best as I can. Why only him? Well, because the rest of the humanized pets in my head are very similar to already existing human designs of them from other people who drew them as such. In short, if you saw drawings of their humanized selves especially from older fandom days (so like 2013-2015 or so) you have seen how they look in my head. Vinnie however... well, of course as my favourite specialest little guy gets extraordinary treatment, sooo that's why I will only stick to him.

I will try my best of course, but since I can't draw his design exists solely in my head, so stick with me as I try to untangle this mess, and so my human Vinnie physical interpretation here goes:

white, but like, really really pale, like almost sickly-looking pale. So white in very literal sense. Basically what you get in google images when you type in: very pale comlexion

freckles everywhere! Like, everywhere. On his face across his cheeks and nose and a lot of them, not just a few (honestly like you draw Sunil with freckles, just more)

short, really really short, my little guy is literally little so yeah. Also skinny, really skinny

ourple eyes of course and eye bags, really visible dark eye bags (the best feature any character can have in my humble opinion <3 adding eye bags to a character makes them instantly 1000x better to me)

fangs/very sharp canines, another comparision to yours, but kinda like your Russell except that they're not like sticking out from his mouth, just when his mouth is open, you know? Basic ass idea but oh well, he's my prettiest white boy

hmmm what elseeeee, no facial hair, hmmm uhhh idk, I was going to add here other things that he doesn't have in my design but I can't think of anything else rn

short uneven nails because he bites them <3 not as a stress-thing, he does that just because yeee

and finally, the elephant in the room, the most important thing - Vinnie hair, uh oh. This is so hard to describe I'm genuinely lost but I sure will try. First, I will try to provide some visualization which is here , I know, it's just pixiv generated image but that's the best we have. Aside from that we also have my best try at drawing his hair ona stickman in paint multiple times, one of those times is here. So yeah, this in not 100% accurate, but that's the best visualization. I will try to add some stuff though to properly describe his hair: it's long, waist-long, green of course, straight but not like fully sticking to his body basically a combination of those two images of Vinnie from the first linked post. That's the best I can do to describe his hair unfortunately, all you really need to know is that it's beautiful ✨

covered in bruises too, everywhere because you know

covered in blood

Now that I described his body to the best of my abilities, I suppose I should also mention his outfit. Well, this is one of the things I said a lot, but a hoodie in peak character design to me so yeah, a hoodie, a green one of course. Not one with a zipper, but it has a hood. For whatever reason I also imagine it without pockets? It's not that important but whenever I think of him in my head his hoodie doesn't have any pockets. Welp.

I also imagine him with three helix piercing on his right ear, all three being silver

Nooow, to be completely honest I never quite estabilished how he looks from the waist down. I'm not sure why, but this part has always been kinda vague for me. I know his pants would be dark, black or dark gray or something and not baggy, just kinda sticking to the body kind? Not jeans however! Maybe something akin to leggings? Maybe even leggings with foot straps? Yeah, I'd say probably that. And I never thought of what shoes he would wear either. I guess just some sneakers? But that's all I have.

Oh oh and also those cool black, fingerless gloves

I think that's all? I'm analyzing him in my head now so much, but I think I said everything. As for how well I described him? You judge that I suppose xd.

Jesus that was long, wasn't it?

As for personality? Well, I will try to generalize it as much as possible, because to really understand the way I see him obviously we'd have to go through all of my headcanons for him which is an obvious no right now xD there's too many of them. But in short: silly goofy ass, NOT stupid because no, I mean he's not a genius like Russell either but he has common sense pls, outward chill going but inward there's more happening behind scenes, his first reaction to anyone is being friendly, very loyal to his closest friends and also very determined, he doesn't give up easily. He however can't control his anger most of the time and gets jealous easily plus has abandonment issues.

Idk, I could go on and on about his personality, but again, that would require a much much longer post and/or reading laterally all my previous Vinnie stuff so yeee, I suppose I will end here.

Ok, now that that's done I just wanted to thank you so much for giving me an opportunity to talk about my special guy. And absolutely no pressure about drawing him, really! Especially given that half-baked description xd. But if you do wanna draw him, then omg. In such case (or if you wanna just in general) feel free to ask about any more details that I might have missed if you need.

Plus as I said, the rest of the humanized pets in my interpretation pretty much already exist, so I didn't include them. But, if you'd still like to hear about them then feel free to ask. Though maybe in separate asks, you see how long Vinnie took >.>. On the other hand, Vinnie always takes the longest because I have most details about him in any given situation.

[centipussay]

iintroduction tiiimeee,….,,.,perchance :3!!!!?!

i am centiipede!!1!currently eating gushers.nyamnyamnyam ;3

(actual rp info under cut)

dni + warnings

dni - minors, zoophilia, adult x minor relationships

warning - this is all fiction! centipede is not a real person (as far as i’m aware) they’re just a tpof oc that i am roleplaying as. for shits and giggles.

ill mention topics such as gore, body horror, drugs, necrophilia i guess that’s a thing with centipede now, occasional self mutilation? and just about anything you’d expect from tpof? ok cool

centipeepee, 24, they/it pronouns, really fucking weird don’t let them bite you no matter how much they whine about it. probably smells like a corpse. they’re like a weird fuckin frankenstein thing, their body’s made up of other people’s body parts so some things like .. typing coherently aren’t the easiest.

(if you want a translation of centipedese, pls just ask!! i can add a coherent version of what they were saying under the original post!)

lore i guess under the funny images ⬇️⬇️⬇️

centipede’s relationship with fox is a bit odd. it originally came to fox as an item to be auctioned off, but was withdrawn by one of my other ocs, arachnid, who was a “medic” in fox’s little bunker funhouse. that bitch got an evil laboratory.

arachnid experimented on centi, dismembered them, used limbs of fox’s victims as replacements, whatever yeah you get it. centi was already weirdly masochistic so this whole experience just made them significantly more fucked up in the head.

fox saw this and was like damn you’re weird as fuck im gonna livestream you while you’re being cut apart isn’t that fun also you can live in this uhhh storage closet yeah isn’t that neat or something like that.

centipede fun fact! because of the constant experiments and body modifications, centipede’s blood and other bodily fluids are pretty fucked up. haven’t thought of the logistics of all of this but don’t let them bite you and do not let them break skin

also it likes gushers i guess

[froggyart]

I'm Thirsty!

Part 1

(a fem Kuro vampire fic :)

“My lady, do we really have to do this?” Sebby said with her head in her hands as the carriage pulled up to the manor house of Lord Sullivan.

It was the middle of autumn and Sebby knew that nothing good would come of this night, but she would do anything for Lord Sullivan and his fascination with all things witchcraft.

“Oh, come on, Seb. It’s All Hallows Eve! The night is still young, and we are going to have fun! Chin up!” Her Lady, who wasn’t fond of parties herself, protested. 

The only time Cielle was happy about any social gathering was if it was some kind of humiliation tactic to slander another noble's name; and tonight there was surely going to be some poor old sap that gets chosen to become the lamb to their slaughter.

“Plus you can see Fram again! I know how you two are with each other~”

“Master! Stop it, I already told you, there is nothing going on with me and her.”

’And if there was, you wouldn’t even know about it.’

Sebby denied, as the carriage came to a halt.

“Oh, We’re here!” 

“Tonight is going to be fun!”

“If you say so…”

“Oh don’t be so gloomy!” 

“I really hope there isn’t any blood this time.” Cielle murmured to herself, with a now serious look painting her face. 

She recounted the last time Sullivan held a party like this, it was the night of the full blood moon, and Sebastainne was on her “visit with her aunt flow, parting the red sea” if you will.

The last thing she wants is another incident like the blood moon incident.

“Hey you aren’t on your, y’know “red dragon blood ritual”, right?”

“My Lady, if you are inquiring about my period…no, that ship has already sunk.” 

SIGH 

“That’s good!” 

When they stepped into the manor they were greeted by a short charming Doctor Frankenstein and his monster. 

“Cielle! You made it!” 

“I wouldn’t miss it for the world”

“You made sure, vampy was not visiting her ‘aunt flow’ tonight, right?” Sullivan whispered nervously, looking back at the taller woman dressed as the wife of Frankenstein’s monster.  

“No need to worry, she reassured me there was no blood moon incident, this time.” 

Siegmunde let out a sigh of relief not having to worry about anybody having their heads on spikes for a demanted blood ritual.

As the two masters talked and discussed their week, their two maids also did the same, but instead of talking about their week and normal stuff, they talked about…

“And how is your neck feeling, Fram?”

“Oh, it’s been quite well, my blood levels have returned to normal, and I am not deathly pale anymore.” 

“Oh, that’s good. I was worried when we last met. I took a lot of blood from you; and you almost looked as though you were on your deathbed.” 

“You needn’t worry about me, my love, I’m perfectly fine!”

“Ok, just don’t scare me like that.” 

As the two talked they lost sight of time and by the time they were done, Sebastainne had grown quite thirsty and required something delicious to quench her thirst, maybe the blood of a certain former army lieutenant.

And so they went into a quieter spot in the courtyard and began to make out.

Slowly Sebastainne kissed her lover, until she reached her neck. As she prepared to take a bite,

“There you two are!” Siegmunde called out in relief, he looked as if another blood moon incident had occurred.

“Mein Herr, I…um-”

“I don’t care that you were making out with your Freunde Wolfram.” Siegmunde said unphased

“Right now, I need your help with something, Sebastainne!”

“What is it?” 

“Cielle got into the…um…erm…how do I say this…die…uhhh, it’s better if you just come with me!”

And like that Sebastainne picked Siegmund up Siegmunde and rushed to the ballroom. 

There, they saw Cielle hanging from the ceiling upside down on the chandelier with white ghost-like eyes and sickly pale corpse-like skin, with her Sherlock Holmes costume bloodied.

“Uhhh…?”

Sebastainne looked at Siegmund, looking for a somewhat reasonable explanation for this madness.

“Heh, Ouija board…”

“WHAT DID I TELL YOU ABOUT MESSING WITH THAT STUFF ON THE DAY WHERE YOU SHOULD DEFINITELY NOT BE MESSING WITH IT!?” Sebastainne shook Siegmunde.

“Always have salt and holy water prepared, heh?” Siegmunde chuckled nervously; it was true that Sebby had warned them of such dangers but did both masters ever heed the words of the vampire? Come to think of it, has anybody ever heeded the words of a vampire?!

(This is a lesson that the two would definitely remember until they do another party involving ghouls and the underworld.)

“I promise, I’ll never do it on Halloween, ever again! Just please help, she’s ruining my good ceiling with her blood covered clothes.” 

In spite of everything that’s going on, that was what Siegmunde cared about the most?! The ceiling?! 

Sebastainne thought to herself, but as she began to look closely, she noticed that there was a devilish symbol on the ceiling.

SIGH 

“This whole place is a huge summoning circle, isn’t it?”

“Hey, how did you know!” Siegmunde exclaimed proudly

“Are you mad at me, Sebby?”

“No, I’m Just disappointed.” Sebastainne sighed, shaking her head.

“Ok, Fram…Fram…Wolf-Ahh!”

She took her eyes off her lover for one second and her master has already taken her hostage as some kind of demonic sacrifice.

“This is another blood moon incident!” Siegmunde dreaded

It took a few hours to get Cielle from the ceiling, and it took even more time to get her back to normal, before they knew it everyone attending the ball had died and it was already morning, this did turn out like the blood moon incident but minus the cat tower. 

I guess the moral of the story is, NEVER LET SIEGMUNDE HOST HALLOWEEN PARTIES!

(Unless you want everyone to die and have a possessed Sherlock Holmes on your ceiling…)

“Y’know, I am still thirsty~” A blood and vomit covered vampire maiden said to her now slightly traumatized lover.

“Oh, Richt! We never got to feed you!” Fram said, cuddling her smaller lover.

Sebastainne looked at her lover and back at their masters and thought, ‘it will only take a few minutes, what can he do in the time it takes for me to get a drink?’ 

“Maybe another time, darling.”

Then again they just spent the whole night exercising demons, ghouls, and other unholy creatures from the immortal plains.

“I insist!” Fram said determined. Sebastainne knew better than to argue with her lover on this, she knew once Frames mind was made up you could never change it.

“My lady, me and Framy are going to go get the bath prepared for both of you, alright?” 

“K.” 

“We both know this is a way of you both sneaking off to do gay vampire/human things with each other so just go! I’ll tell Hildegrim(Hilde) to prepare the baths, meanwhile go and eat or have s*x, I don’t know, just go!”

“Have WHAT!?”

“Oh Cielle, don’t be so surprised.”

“I’m not! I just think that a boy your age shouldn’t know what that is, heh…”

Cielle said, playing with her now blood soaked bluenette hair. She had always been uncomfortable when that word was mentioned or if any innuendo of the subject was brought up, especially when it had to do with her maid, she knew Sebby was quite the charmer and that many men and women would want her in their private chambers. She just did not wish to hear about it, especially not from someone three years younger than her!

“Oh, don’t be such a sissy, Cielle!” 

“I’m not!”

“Ja, you are!”

“Nein!”

“Ja!”

“Nein!”

“Ja!” 

As they argued they didn’t notice that the two things that were the main subject of their argument had slipped off to a quiet place in the servants quarters where they had undressed themselves and prepared a calming bath just for them, and them alone.

“Now, are you ready?”

“Ja! Come und bite me!” Fram said, removing her platinum blonde hair from her hard rough skin that had been turned soft from the hot water and the steam, for Sebastainne to easily bite into and suck her delicious plasma filled nectar, that she had been craving all night, and more.   

To Be Continued…

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Finally going to share this gem I found in my docs tehe

I might make a part 2 if i want to, who knows.

[caitierose-butwithfics]

Exes and Woahs

Author's Note/Description: This is just a silly little idea I had where Brezziana gets her heart broken by some ass... some ass Jack knows more than he would like to;) (And yes the Exes name is Valentino because of that one Years And Years song it's one of my favorites and it's currently stuck in my head oki)

Currently very sick so if this fic seems like a fever dream it probably was anyway-

Jack was perfectly cozy and content on the coach, reading a book with the early evening light coming from the window making him feel warm inside and out. He had been trading between his friends' Danceverses, and Brezziana had insisted he stay with her for a little. Dancity was busy and constantly full of excitement, but in the evening all of that died down and you could feel peace and tranquility rest on the Danceverse. It was soothing to Jack's soul.

Jack's reading was interrupted when he heard a disturbance outside. Looking out the window, he could see Brezziana talking with an unknown figure in a very animated way. Talking wasn't the best way to put it. Screaming obscenities was better.

He couldn't see who the other person was, but Brezziana took one last swing at the guy before stocking inside of the house and slamming the door. Jack could not make out a single word she was saying as she stared at the door with watery eyes. Finally she took a shake breath and slammed her back on the door, taking shaky breaths and descending into messy tears as she lowered herself to the door floor.

Jack stared at her, dumbfounded for a moment. He had to say something.

"Uhhh... Brezz, you ok?"

Brezziana nearly jumped out of her skin with a startled scream. She saw Jack on the couch and took a deep breath.

"Christ Jack, forgot you were there."

"You uh... you wanna talk about it?"

"No." Brezziana stared into the distance, gripping her arm so hard she was sure to lose blood circulation. She shook her head, tears starting to run freely down her cheeks. "Yes."

Jack had no time to respond before the Dancer threw herself onto the coach and started to sob unto his shoulder. He started to pat her back in what he hoped was a soothing manner. Whenever Brezziana hugged him, it was because she wanted to support him and let him know he was one of them. That's how she had always been. If the conversation somehow turned to Mother, she was quick to change it. If he ever seemed drained or overstimulated, she was quick to make sure he had peace and quiet and time to rest. She had even gotten weighted blankets and soothing teas and herbs in her house in preparation for Jack's visit. Jack had always wanted to pay her back for her kindness, but never knew how. He guessed this was one way to show his appreciation, he just was never great at being the shoulder to cry on. He hoped he was doing ok.

"5 months!!!" Brezziana cried into his shoulder. "5 months of me pouring everything into that man and what does he do?? He cheats on me!!! With one surfer girl from Sun Horizon, one carnival act from Carnivalium, and that stupid blonde reporter guy from Winterhaven!!! 3 different people!!! He's nothing but a-but a-" She hid her face back into Jack's shoulder and started cussing the guy out in Spanish. Or at least, that's what Jack assumed she was saying from the sound of her tone.

"God, the guy sounds like a douche." Nice one Jack. Gotta put that on your resume. Performer, Danceverse hero, and as of recently, worst therapist in all of Dancity.

Brezziana was silent for a little before giving a dejected sniffle. "Total douche." She sat up and stared daggers at the ground with her red eyes. "Valentino Rivera, total douchebag."

Jack raised an eyebrow at that name. Had he heard that name correctly? He knew a Valentino Rivera. Better yet, he had dated a Valentino Rivera.

When he was about 17 Jack had decided to try to date online. It was the most rebellious thing he could do without his mom finding out. As long as he was careful enough.

Turns out, there was a really nice guy named Valentino that was from Eternyx. Jack used to sneak out as much as he could to secluded areas with Valentino. Valentino of course didn't know who his mom was, but that was ok. They used to talk about their future together, how they would run away from Eternyx and start their life again in a better Danceverse. Until 3 months later when Valentino ghosted Jack and moved to Dancity. Apparently Jack wasn't part of that equation after all.

Brezziana shook her head, scrubbing at her eyes. "The worst part about this is I owe Mihaly so much money."

Jack leaned back, a confident smirk on his face. "So what I'm hearing is that betting on the outcome of your shitty relationships is a quick and easy way to earn money, no?"

Brezziana nudged him in the shoulder. "No! Not you too!"

Jack stood up and dusted himself off before offering a hand to Brezziana. "Come on. I'm sure Wanderlust can find the guy's house in no time, if your down to egg it."

Brezziana accepted his hand with her usual mischievous smile. "Now that sounds like a plan."

[pippinlvr]

first of all this is so cute??

also uhh hi I'm finch!! I LOVE anastasia, newsies, beetlejuice, moulin rouge, sweeney todd, les mis. I do dance mostly but I do some theater when I can. uhhh I'm a huge English and History nerd. And outside of showtunes I listen to a lot of different stuff but mostly indie??? maybe?? I think?? oh and I love pink and black :3

HII!! thank you so much! I'm so excited to show this one AHH

JESUS CHRIST SUPERSTAR

this is mostly because you said you liked english and history - this one definitely has a lot of elements like that to it! I feel like it definitely is similar to les mis because it has a mix of both happy and sad songs to it (both very good <33). I also think you'll like this one because in a lot of the productions I've looked at, there's some great dance numbers, so considering you're a dancer you should enjoy them! oh and it's definitely got an indie feel to it, though that's mostly just in the movie <33

I first saw this one as a college production where a lot of the roles were gender swapped, and loved it so much. from then on, I've been listening to the sound track NONSTOP (ok but now that I've made the Hamilton reference I have to say that Ham Ham definitely suits you, too!!)

I have to at least put in a little word for the movie version (1973) because it might just be one of my top ten of all time. everything in it is so over dramatic, just the way I like it 😋 (ok and I might have a small crush on Judas but that’s beside the point)

here are my favs (this was so hard to pick I love them all):

(this is one from each of the main productions- they all have great and varying qualities to them!)

thank you soso much for sending something in, you sound super cool <3 let me know what you think, this might be one of my favorite musicals of all time!

PEACE OUT✌️

[omentranslates]

Owari no Seraph chapter 131 english fan translation

Howdy tumbly vampire fans, please enjoy this text only fan translation of the new chapter. The official has already been out for a little over 12 hrs at here so this is just for fun pls make sure to read that one if you haven't ;)

Color page text: Determination set in eyes gazing straight towards the future

Owari no Seraph chapter 131: All Are Forgiven

Yuu: So heaven is up there, I guess that makes this Hell.

Mika: Ah, Yuuchan there's one there!!

Bear: *roaring*

Yuu: Sorry about this, I'm gonna eat you.

Mika: What number was that?

Yuu: Third one. Oh, sweet.

Mika: We've gotta get enough food stockpiled up, since Yuuchan's gas mileage sucks.

Yuu: You're the one eating all the power, we'll preserve this stuff so I'll have it while we're on the move.

Mika: Mmk, I'll start the fire. Yuuchan, you do the gutting and stuff.

Yuu: K.

Yuu: Gonna take this off so no blood gets on it, be a pain in the ass to wash off.

Yuu: Man, I really want curry or something.

Mika: We had curry the last day I was human, didn't you eat my share?

Yuu: WHAT, NO I DIDN'T I SAVED YOU SOME.

Mika: The last curry the kids had, did they enjoy it?

Yuu: They said they wished you were there too.

Mika: No shit? Guess the play's less fun when it's missing its lead.

Mika: Got me thinking how I wanna eat curry together with everyone when we bring them all back to life.

Yuu: You can eat curry???

Mika: Well since the Great Mikaela will doubtless be human again.

Yuu: Someone's looking ahead all of a sudden.

Mika: I mean that's what we decided, I can't help it. Would you rather I stop?

Yuu: Go ahead. Actually no, help me dress this meat.

Mika: Can't, too busy scheming.

Yuu: *screaming*

Mika: So to summarize, what we have to do is gather the sin keys and resurrect Mikaela. And...the people who've been gathering them all ready are Ferid and Guren. Whatever their thought process is.

Yuu: Pretty sure Guren's goal is to resurrect humanity. With no Mikaela.

Mika: Any ideas about Ferid?

Yuu: I don't think anyone has any idea about Ferid. Probably whatever the worst possible thing in the world is.

Mika: Oh, ok but if the past we saw is factual, then you ARE Mikaela.

Yuu: Oh?

Mika: Meaning, for Guren to get what he wants, everyone except you will be resurrected.

Yuu: Uhhh, this got complicated. Really?

Mika: Well isn't it? Mikaela's resurrection will require those sin keys, but so would humanity's.

Yuu: Yeah.

Mika: But the angel Mikaela was actually Yuuchan.

Yuu: Seems that way

Mika: So then, yeah.

Mika: And that turns our whole situation around, doesn't it? I actually don't care if anyone else gets resurrected, so this is great for my goal being to just protect you no matter what. Realized that somewhere along the way.

Yuu: Oh, so that's where the sudden burst of motivation came from. Like how you used to be.

Mika: Ta-da!!! All the Fool Yuuchan must do to succeed is come along with the Great Mikaela!

Mika: I will definitely save you!

Yuu: You sure are excited about that.

Mika: I can't have you dying on me now, Yuuchan. Not after we've come all this way.

Yuu: I mean sure.

Mika: Huh, I thought for sure you were gonna say something like 'well then I'll become the sacrifice and it'll turn out fine.' Yuu: Well it's not like we really know which is which. Seems like I was a lot smarter in the past.

Mika: True, true. None of that carried over, for you anyways.

Yuu: You mean to say that I'm even smarter now, right?

Mika: Why yes of course.

Yuu: We still can't choose a course of action 'til we know, though. If we don't resurrect the angel Mikaela, one of us could die and then we're in trouble.

Mika: Ok but is the angel Mikaela a separate person? And to resurrect THEM we need those 7 keys? We'd be seriously stuck if resurrecting them caused you to disappear.

Yuu: I dunno actually I'd be fine with that

Mika: I wouldn't.

Yuu: Well, I wouldn't be fine if it was you either.

Mika: Yeah.

Yuu: So, so far we have that the First's goal is to resurrect the angel Mikaela and then use their life to resurrect all the angels, right?

Mika: Most likely yeah

Yuu: And Guren's goal is to use those keys to resurrect all of humanity?

Mika: Right

Yuu: So then my....or the angel Mikaela's goal was to..?

Mika: They kept saying they wanted to save the First.

Yuu: Yeah

Mika: And there's no way to do that without first resurrecting all of the angels, right?

Yuu: Ok

Mika: But we have to remember that every time there's a resurrection, divine punishment is dispensed. Who's going to be the next sacrifice?

Yuu: Alright, then my goal will be to do this without bringing punishment down on anyone.

Mika: I hope I'm right in presuming that no one receiving heavenly punishment will include you?

Mika: For you to perform the resurrection as the angel Mikaela and accept punishment in place of the First, in order to resurrect the angels and the humans, and that be it....you understand why we can't do that, right?

Yuu: Aren't you supposed to be thinking of a way I don't have to?

Mika: Yeah, I am. But if the decision comes down like that anyways, promise me you won't sacrifice yourself.

Yuu: ...

Mika: I'm not lifting another finger to help until you promise me that you won't give up on yourself, even til the very end.

Yuu: If you wanna be like that, if we find out along the way that the angel Mikaela really was you, will you promise the same thing? That you won't sacrifice yourself?

Mika: Yeah, alright.

Mika: Y'know this whole story, as long as we keep just sacrificing ourselves over and over, it won't end. The despair and obsession will just repeat themselves.

Mika: But...I've already died once. If we're fixing everything on this meaningless life anyways

Mika: This lifetime, we're going to move forward sacrificing no one and winning it all. That's the promise I want to make, Yuuchan.

Yuu: It's really like....you're seriously starting to remind me of the way you used to be again.

Mika: Whatever, just promise me Yuuchan. That you won't give up on yourself.

Yuu: So do you have a plan, then? Our enemies are real smart. Guren, Mahiru, the First, Saitou and Ferid.

Mika: No way, we've got someone way smarter on our side.

Yuu: Oh wow you mean me?

Mika: But actually, we're the ones in first place right now. Since everyone else still thinks the angel Mikaela is me. If we can keep them from finding out about that...I've got a plan that'll knock every one of them off their feet, I've thought of the meanest scheme in the entire world.

Yuu: Whoaa!!! I expect nothing less from the most infamously mean-...

Mika: DON'T YOU EVEN

Yuu: Then let's get to it!!

Mika: Right!

Yuu: ...so what are we getting to again?

Official Lodging of the Japanese Imperial Demon Army

Saitou: Well hey there, what an unusual caller. What have you come for?

They've finally made a move towards accomplishing their goal.....!!

[magiczoeygoinginsane]

Aloe Vera

cw: dubious consent (rape), blood and drug use, dead dove, do not eat

this is not smut, this is an outlet to explore my own trauma

I kept asking myself why this place was so dark. It’s a party, are party’s supposed to be this dark? Maybe it makes it more mysterious,but i could still see random things around me, like furniture, people, the colorful, yet dim lights spread across the house, that wasn’t the only thing bothering me if i’m being honest

this music’s way too fucking loud 

yeah…that was bothering me too 

i could tell someone sat next to me on the couch to say that but i couldn’t quite tell who, I just saw her silhouette 

yeah…i’m so drunk….

that was the moment i realized the voice should’ve already clued me in, It was Jesse, from highschool “oh wow…remember highschool? God i hated highschool…I mean i still hate college but i can at least say things got better since i-” 

oh my God Alice…say something

i realized i was just monologuing in my head and panicked

oh- hi…sorry about that

you’re fine~

she giggled, and i was left to find something to talk about and keep the conversation going

uhhh…the people here…are kind of- 

i’m sorry, i know you don’t like parties

wha- 

i can tell you’re winging it, it’s alright

i felt terrible about it, i still wanted to be there, i didn’t want to disappoint Jesse, i shouldn’t disappoint Jesse 

no, i’m fine, this is a lot of fun

you’re…you’re sweating, Alice

oh shit! Wait, am I? 

yeah, you’re sweating, and you’re doing that thing with your hand you do when you’re anxious

I was really panicking by now, “she’s onto me, what if she has to leave because of me? Maybe I could just leave and she’d be fine on her own”

 hey! hey! it’s ok

she said, in the softest voice i could imagine coming out of her mouth 

this party sucks anyways, it’s cool 

she downed the cup she was holding in one go and threw it on the ground

i’m thinking of getting away from this party for a little bit too, do you wanna come with?

I hesitated a little but I agreed. She suddenly took me by the hand to led me across the house “wait,that’s a girl thing right? girls…do that…or like…things like that- i don’t know- oh my God i’m a girl! I love being a girl” she opened the door to a bedroom and gestured for me to walk in first

Oh! Thank you

Yeah, you’re welcome 

i walked in and looked around the room, the lights were off, i tried to turn them on but they were just as dim as any of the lights in that party.I noticed a few streaks of light, and realized there was a window being covered with some really cheap blinds, that left little gaps of light into the room. I was walking around the room while Alice closed the door,making the room even darker, that made me notice how dusty the air felt, it was extremely dry, irritating my nose a little, and that’s when i realized the room reeked of weed 

what the fuck?! 

she started uncontrollably laughing, every now and then stopping to catch a breath and start talking again

y’know- y’know when i said…haha….y’know when i said i was high?

we stared at each other in silence for a little bit

fuck! I mean drunk, I said I was drunk, not high! But I'm actually high!

the realization came over me and I bursted in laughter as well

did you get high in their bedroom?! 

fuck yeah i did! 

oh my God

our laughing became slower overtime and i sat down on the bed, looking down as i really took in what she just did

oh, that’s terrible…

I know…

she sat beside me and stared at me 

I need to get higher…

she grabbed an already rolled up joint from her pocket

What the fuck?! Don't! Also why did you just have that already rolled up?

I was saving it for you…Do you want it instead? 

No! We don't need any more smoke in this room 

she suddenly got up and lifted the blinds for a few seconds to throw the joint out the window, I would have said something but she already threw it so I figured there was no point.

She sat down by my side on the bed again and stared at me for a few seconds

We've known each other since…

First year of highschool I'm pretty sure-

Yeah we should've already had sex by now

My eyes suddenly bulged and I stopped looking at the floor to look back at her to make sure she was aware of what she just said

Yeah, you're cute enough we should've had sex by now…do you want to? 

Suddenly she wanted me to speak after dropping such a bomb of a sentence, I felt dazed, but also pressured to make a decision as quickly as possible

Sure!

Nice! Let's do it then 

Wait, don't we need to like, do something first? Like uhhhh…lubricant! Yeah we need lubricant…and I need to clean out or something

Yeah…ok I think I saw some aloe vera on the other side of the street, that works for lubricant, as for cleaning out…it's not really mandatory…? So I'll go get the plant and you can try to figure some way to clean out if you want 

she opened and closed the door as fast as she could so the smell of weed stayed inside, though she didn't really take any other precautions to make sure that it would.

I looked around the room, maybe if the room had a bathroom I could do something, but there wasn't, and I didn't want to leave the room because I was scared someone would see me leaving and start asking questions "yeah it's fine, I can just stay here, I don't need to clean out, she said it wasn't mandatory so it probably isn't- I mean she probably knows more about this than I do"

Suddenly she was back, she opened and closed the door as quickly as she had last time, but now, she had a piece of a plant in her hand, it looked like it was bleeding some green liquid from where she had ripped it

You know what aloe vera is right? 

Y-yeah

I sort of knew, I never heard of the plant but I assumed it was what she was holding, and that I would use that green liquid as a lubricant.

She gave me the plant and started taking off her clothes, without even a hint of teasing, way too quickly for me to process, so before I even took In the sight of her small beautiful breasts, her larger cock was already visible as well.

I quickly jumped off the bed to take off my own clothes and reciprocate her initiative, clumsily getting my neck stuck in my shirt and shaking in embarrassment to show my breasts and my penis which was clearly smaller.

She looked at me with a sort of thousand yard stare, I was scared of what she'd think of my body but I couldn't tell what she was thinking until she spoke again, but she didn't, instead she slowly walked towards me and pressed her dry lips against my mouth, giving me a taste of what she'd been smoking for the past hour.

She interrupted the kiss to push me onto the bed 

Now turn around

she said, suddenly sounding so much more sober and in control, I did as she said and she suddenly dropped her entire body on me, shaking the bed and making me shriek for a second from the sudden pain on my back.As she heard my shriek she suddenly stuck her fingers in my mouth

shhhh, nobody knows we’re here

her fingers tasted awful, they were the most bitter taste I had ever felt, I was disgusted. 

Suddenly I couldn't focus on how my mouth felt as the dry atmosphere that I felt before started being remedied by her spreading the green liquid on my entrance, it was equally disgusting, it felt cold and slimy, but she wouldn't stop spreading it, before spreading it on her own cock 

Oh! Wait…do you like fingers in your mouth? I just sort of assumed

she took the fingers out to give me room to speak

Uhhh…yeah…ok

i didn't know why I said that when I did, I realize now that, even though it didn't feel good, I wanted it to feel good so bad, I just had to keep going, maybe I'd enjoy it eventually, so she put those disgusting fingers in my mouth once again, the taste was repugnant and so was the dry texture, but i didn’t say a thing.

Then without any warning, she entered me, and all I felt was pain, but I couldn't yell, I could tell that even if her fingers weren't in my mouth i wouldn't have protested, this needed to feel good

I felt my eyes water as she explored my insides, sometimes coming close to pleasure but only leading to more pain, as she kept moving back and forth I could feel her fingers imitating the same movement inside my mouth, sometimes making me gag, causing my eyes to water even more, slightly irritated from the dry air in the room.

Suddenly she made me gag again “am I about to puke?” I asked myself as i felt this weird taste crawling up my throat, giving me another awful sensation to fixate on.

you’re so tight…

“This was supposed to feel good, I want it to feel good, she’s feeling good, maybe…am i doing something wrong?” I thought to myself before seeing a single red droplet fall on the bed. My nose was bleeding, I could taste the blood on her fingers, and instead of saying anything, I drank It, I let it drop on the bed, staining It just as much as it had stained my face.

For a few minutes this went on, and i felt lost in this sensory nightmare, i kept asking myself why i didn’t stop it, we weren’t even done and i regretted it, if i just told her i didn’t like it, it would be over, but it wasn’t my body anymore

I’m so close!

She yelled as she pumped it inside of me once more, I felt her liquid come out and mix itself with the lubricant, making me realize she didn’t even wear a condom. she pulled out and laid beside me on the bed, giggling to herself

oh my God, what a mess 

I stared at her, realizing the blood on my face had dried, leaving a sticky crystal layer in between my mouth and my nostrils

yeah, we should clean up 

She said in between her heavy breathing before getting up and slowly walking to the door.

i’ll go to the bathroom and get some tissues

She put her hands on the doorknob, before opening it she heard knocks on the door and jumped back

oh fuck!

Who's there?! Why'd you lock the door?! It’s my mom’s room man come on!

He kept banging on the door as Jesse quickly ran towards the window and opened it to climb the frame and jump off of it to the outside.

I kept staring at the door, trying to understand what had just happened, my childhood friend just climbed out of a window after all that she had done to me, and i had no choice but to follow her, so i dragged myself out of the bed, feeling the weird liquid stain my pants as i put them back on and climbed out of the window to meet with Jesse, who grabbed my hand again and guided me to her car so we could hide.

I sat in the passenger seat and looked up, still shaken. 

Oh my God! That was insane right?!

She said as she turned on her car and looked at me expecting a reaction

Like, in a cool way y’know? Oh my God!

She started driving away and i felt like i had to finally say something

It was my first time Jesse 

I immediately felt tears coming, i wasn’t crying, i felt the same as i was feeling before, but my throat was now closing in and my eyes were red 

Really?! You’re so lucky! First time with a childhood friend is some highschool musical kind of thing

Take me home…Please… 

Right, it’s on the way to my house, we should do this again sometime 

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[bokipop]

the maka ramble i mentioned because im still autistic

ok so im rewatching as i speak and like skipping through to find the evidence for my claims so claims will be in order of when they come to me

lesbian maka is canon because near the end of the first episode she's literally screaming about how she hates men and wishes they all would just die. i can literally never see maka in a relationship with a man other than MAYBE soul (DISCLAIMER i DO NOT ship soma i will die on the hill of qpp soul and maka) but thats only because she literally says as she's screaming about killing men that soul was the only man she ever decided to trust (this is a whole other segment that i may or may not discuss in this rant)

can we talk about the skill maka demonstrates when she's fighting with soul. she's what. 14? and she fights with aura of years of experience. like soul's pretty much just along for the ride it's maka who's doing all of the actual fighting 90% of the time (10% when soul's being a self sacrificing dipshit and jumps in front of a hit meant for her)

can we talk about how in uhhh episode 4 when they're fighting sid and sid like attacks maka with his gravestone and she says "people need fear to survive, we experience it so we can grow stronger" LORD DEATH IS SO RIGHT WITH THE COMMENT "if she wasn't afraid in this situation id call that reckless, but maka has the courage to fight in spite of her fear"

i saw a tumblr post about it but unrelated why does dtk say "my father's school is exactly like i expected" as if he hasn't been there before

also unrelated but BLAIR IS MY BIGGEST OPP SHE'S LITERALLY A PEDO I HATE HERRRRR

anyways can we also talk about how maka and soul did soul resonance without any warmup or discussion before hand it was just "hey lets do it" "ok" i mean yeah they missed the hit but they still did the skill

jumping wayy forward to the crona vs maka underground fight in ep20 can we talk about even just maka's intuition alone. like she had the vaguest hint of whatever she detected in crona's soul and decided to go full blast with it. adding onto that can we talk about her compassion and empathy? like it takes a truly good person to do what she did for crona and she did it without the expectation of anything in return she simply wanted to help them. she has such a strong and admirable moral compass i think i said this before but she's literally one of my biggest inspirations ever

i'd talk about the last episodes where maka goes inside soul's. soul. and saves him from the black blood but i dont feel like rewatching that entire episode right now and i've only seen that specific episode like twice so i cant do it from memory

but on the topic of soul and maka can we talk about their incredibly intricate bond. their trust in eachother is out of this fucking world liek if you asked either one of them "if x asked you to jump off of a bridge with them would you do it" they'd say yes without hesitation or second thought. they care so much for one another and i love how the writers of soul eater portrayed it without it being inherently romantic. i love male female duos who ARENT in love. have i mentioned how i'd die on the hill of qpp soma. THEY'RE QPPS YOUR HONOR. i had something very specific to say about this and then forgot. it'll probably come back to me later. its later as i type this specific sentence and it still hasn't come back to me so i'll probably end this post here. stay tuned for more i think i have more in me

[elliott-the-creature]

pt 2 of the story I made for my 8th grade english class! this was absolutely wild to reread, I was such a weird kid lol. also maple totally isn’t a kinda sorta self insert that I grew to love a lot… /s (text below if you can’t read my handwriting)

pg 6: “Wh-what?! You didn’t even repay me for helping with your stupid lyrics!” Icky scoffed. “Well uhhh… how about my hoodie? You can have that,” Byron said, taking off his Joji hoodie his mom gave him. “Ooh, really? For little old me, heh? Thanks a ton buddy!” Icky smiled, laughing as it couldn’t fit at all the 3’5” demon. “Well, can you help me now?” Byron asked through his giggles. Icky suddenly stopped laughing, which scared Byron a bit. “Listen kid. I can make you the best singer for your age. I can make you rich and famous for the rest of your life. But there’s a catch, and it’s a hard one,” Icky explained, looking serious. “W-what is it? D-do I have to donate a pitcher of my blood or something?” Byron stammered, looking pale. “What?! That stuff’s stupid! Nah, you just gotta guess my favourite song, that’s all,” Icky replied, looking amused. “Wait, is that it? Just guess a song?” Byron said, seeming confused.

pg 7: “Uh yeah, but don’t you realize there’s like, a million billion songs? It’ll take you years to guess it, hah!!!” Icky laughed, looking like it already won the bet. “Well, how much time do I have to guess?” Byron asked. “Oh, only the rest of your life! Or until you guess the right song.” Icky said, and randomly disappeared. “Huh, what was that fo-” Byron inquired, getting cut off as a knock sounded from the door of the studio room. “Can I come in?” a somewhat familiar voice called out. “Um, yeah, sure,” Byron answered, and the door opened. Instantly, Byron felt a rush of happiness as he saw his blind sister, Maple. Maple rushed to him, and they hugged. “How are you? I heard from mom that some record people came to you and told you to make a song, or whatever,” Maple said, her voice tainted with concern. “Oh, well it’s hard… but I can do it. For you and mom… and the internet, heh,” Byron responded. Maple nodded, seeming satisfied.

pg 8: “Good, I don’t want you being overworked! Aren’t you finding it hard figuring this all out on your own?” she asked. “Oh, well I’ve always found this kinda stuff easy… y’know?” Byron lied, thinking of Icky. “Ah, well those damn record people told me to keep the visit short… so I gotta go now,” Maple sighed, and ruffled Byron’s hair. “See ya little bro… and you better make the best song ever, or else!”. Then she was gone. “Wow, that’s your sister? Lemme get her number, hehe!” “Shut up Icky. And yes, that’s her,” Byron growled, turning to Icky. “Ah, whatever! Anyways, are you gonna guess the song?” Icky asked. For the rest of the evening, Byron guessed random songs, which turned out to be wrong. “Uh, Eye of the Tiger? Emo Boy? Sicko Mode?” “Nope, nope, and nope!” Icky would always respond. Finally, Byron decided to go to bed, and maybe go for a walk to clear his head the next morning.

pg 9: And that’s exactly where he found his answer. As Byron was walking along the city streets (with the agents’ permission, of course) he heard singing coming from an alleyway. Turning to the alley, he saw Icky! The small demon was floating around a fire, singing a familiar song. “Two trucks, having sex! Two trucks, having sex! My muscles, my muscles, involuntary flex!”. Instantly, Byron recognized the song. It was Two Trucks by Lemon Demon! “Mm, maybe that’s its favourite song…” Byron questioned, and rushed back to the music station. In his room, he called out: “Hey Icky! I wanna talk.”. At the command, the little violet demon appeared. “Hey there mortal! Come to grovel and guess my favourite song?” “Yep… I have a few more songs to guess,” Byron said, feeling confident. “Alright, guess away my friend!” Icky grinned and sat down. “Hm… Bad Guy? Riptide? Ok Ok?” Byron guessed. “Nah, Billie Eilish is for depressed 14 year old chicks.” Icky snorted.

pg 10: “Hm… Two Trucks?” Byron said. Instantly, Icky froze. “R-repeat that please.” Icky stammered. “Uh, Two Trucks. Is that your favourite song?” Byron guessed, knowing it was right. “Ughh, fine! Yes, that’s my favourite song. Happy now?” Icky groaned, sighing. “Yes! Wait, does that mean I get to be a famous singer?” Byron squeaked happily. Icky nodded glumly. “Yeah… you get your wish. Damn you mortal… always one of ‘em has a brain big enough to guess right…” “Wait, I just wanna thank you!” Byron smiled. “For what? I’m a demon, not some friend,” Icky asked, looking sad. “But to me you are! Hey, how about we hang out and make music together? Y’know, just be bros?” Byron proposed. Icky looked up, seeming slightly intrigued. “Only if I don’t give you more wishes! Then I might consider it,” “Yeah, no more wishes. So, what do you say?” Byron promised. Icky nodded and shook Byron’s hand. “So, you wanna tell me your name?” It asked.

pg 11 (epilogue): From that point on, Icky and Byron were homies. Byron ended up making his hit song: Demon Boyfriend. His mother went on the magazine she always wanted to be on. The record people were still as strict as ever, but it became more bearable. Maple soon found out about Icky, but became friends with the fiesty demon quickly. And one day, he realized his own story to fame was similar to a fairytale he heard as a kid. “Eh, it’s probably just my imagination,” Byron told himself, and went to go skateboarding with Icky, Maple, and some other people he never met.

[clownishstarfish]

Drew one of my (many) HxH OCs at school today I’m crazy about this mf!!!! As usual, info about them under the cut!!

Some basic stuff, they use he/they/she, their name is Bonibell (Bonnie) no last name because there’s no need for last names when you grow up in a cult!!!

Uurrrmmm ok if you look closely at the first pic you can see Rammot and that’s BECAUSE Bonibell here was born and raised into a cult in the NGL as stated!

She became extremely obsessed with Rammot after he accidentally ‘saved’ her from wolves about to attack her (he eated them) Due to cult things she grew to associate the color red with love and when she saw him covered in the blood of the wolves she was like “HJSJWKWNWKWJ???!??$/&/&/@2 marriage.” So uh yeah!

The Rammot for Bonibell’s lore is a tad OOC but I do what I want it’s my OC…

The only reasons he doesn’t just fucking KILL them is because this like. worship essentially. has caught him off guard and he doesn’t know how to approach it (also Bonnie brings him dead animals so… free food)

Uhhh I have a playlist for them if you’re interested :3 (sadly it’s not letting me link so I’ll try to drop the link in notes)

Bonnie is my lil guy and I live for drawing him!!!! :33

Ty for reading gives you a little kiss on the head /p

[the-silver-peahen-residence]

Hi Peahen mom, hope your doing alright today. Here is a question, I read the DI5 incident part involving the lovely horrors. Some of them got bitten right? So how are they fairing right now?

((..*Waves* Hello there. Hope your doing okay tonight anon. Sorry if I sound a bit down, just not in a good mood but I'm ok. And I see you wish for another part to this Au? I can write something..just a moment.))

((To Note: The lovely horrors belong and is from @lovelyxhorrors a side blog that belongs to @demon-blood-youths ))

Silver butterfly mun/Peahen mom

After that night, most of the lovely horrors were unsure of what will happen now. They got no information about these 'things' roaming the streets right now. Even when the doctor was trying to figure something out, nothing came up.

Matt, being told of this, was informed by the same doctor to keep a eye on the ones that was bitten. However, he said everyone will be kept watched by someone else. Like him keeping a eye on Ryu. Willie for Shrika, Jason with Gin, and Chuya with Sid.

"I can understand that but we don't know what some of your teammates, same with Gin and Ryu were bitten by or has. We just need to insure they won't try to attack anyone-"

"I assure you doc, my team won't. Besides, I'm sure the ones that is watching them will keep a eye on them. No one will get hurt unless none tries to harm them." Matt simply said with arms over his chest. He knew his team would be fine so they would be kept in a room to be watched over. For now, they would work on trying to find something out.

~~~~~~Later into a week~~~~~~~

Matt was keeping near Ryu who was asleep right now. He was curled up where he slept, not having the trench coat on him while he looked to have some slight fever. Matt, being worried hopes he was alright but he did notice the red veins he saw a few days ago were gone. He didn't know what it was but maybe it resulted in the bite. Right now, he was keeping a eye on him to insure he had enough food and water.

"............"

In a moment, a knock was heard but he looks seeing Jason come in.

"Hey, Matt. How is he?" he asked.

"..Still sleeping. He's gotten weaker over the last few days...but he's alright....though why ask?" he said.

"...Gin was worried so she asked me to ask you if he was okay. Though, she is alright too even after being bitten." Jason said.

"Hmmm.....well, you can tell her he's alright. He's just been asleep so far so nothing else. I'm waiting for him to wake up but nothing yet." Matt sighed then looks over to him to see Ryu turn again showing his back. Matt wonders if he was just chilly now but he looks out the window seeing the moon again. Geez, what the hell is going on now? And what of the others back at NYC? Is this happening in New Jersey as well?

"Uhhh Matt?"

"Nothing. You should go back and be sure Gin is alright." he said but he nods to leave the room heading back. For now, Nothing else happened. He did get reports from the others who was bitten.

Willie reports Shrika was awake but she was tense but scratching where she was bitten. Very annoyed right now but okay.

Chuya reports Sid was okay but she didn't talk as much. She seems to be either wanting time to be alone but he gives her privacy if she wishes. The area he said was not as swollen now.

And Jason reports Gin is okay but she is awake and just twitchy. She seems slight feverish but is alright even so. However, Matt was unsure about it. That is till he along with the others who was not bitten is called by the doctor to say what they have found out.

"DI5 Infection?" Matt, Jason, Willie, and Chuya said at the same time confused while seeing the doctor sigh and nod.

"Yes. From what the reports given by another doctor over at ADA, it seems to be called that. It came from America or to say in short New York City. It's under emergency lock down right now so no one gets in or out. I don't know much but Akiko has passed on some info to insure about what is going on." He explains.

"Okay so what do we do? Is their a way to get rid of it?" Pete said with Yumeno being beside him worried.

"Not really I'm afraid. A cure is being worked on but nothing is adding up or to say some of the ingredients are missing. Some healers from NYC is trying to figure this out but nothing yet. But we do know this is man made for demons only...." he said.

"Hold up, demons? You mean this is only for demons? So it's like some attack?" Willie said.

"In a way. Right now, the ones bitten are infected with this so I insist you keep a good eye on them and be sure they don't do anything to attack anyone else. I know they wouldn't attack others in the building but it's a saying...I will give you some information later on regarding this infection. For now, you all should check on them and see if anything happened." He said seeing the group worried.

"Thanks, we'll do that." Matt said turning to leave with the others. Now he was worried. DI5 infection. Did this mean his mate along with the others got this for real? He didn't know why but he had the feeling of wanting to kill whoever made this! But it got him wondering...did this mean Ink and the others are in a hell of a mess? Maybe when he can he will go and check it out.

"Matt, what are we going to do? Just finding this out is concerning. And we know Sid and Shrika got bitten.." Charlie was concerned now but Matt sighed to think.

"It is. Though, Gin and Ryu also got bitten. For now, whoever you are watching, keep on them. I don't need anyone from the mafia trying to hurt them but I know they won't. Their more scared of what is happening outside. For now, just keep a eye out and tell me anything that might have changed." he said.

"Understood.." they said before they part ways heading to the rooms of the others. For now, Matt was heading up but is back in Ryu's room. He was seeing him still asleep but he hopes Ryu was alright. Sitting by him, he ran a hand through his black hair seeing him shaking.

"Just hang in there Ryunosuke..you can beat this." he said to him before keeping on guard.

~~~~~~~~~~~

Later that night, everyone was asleep this time. Even the ones that was watching over the ones bitten. So far, Matt was sitting against the bedboard sleeping quietly while he knew he would sense someone walk in but no one did. The sky was dark; not a single sound being heard. So it was peaceful for the killer. However, beside him Ryu was not there. It seems he was awake but looking to Matt.

"........."

Though, he didn't seem to be himself. His eyes were hidden but he was crawling near him while examining him. Knowing the smell he caught was lingering from him. He knew it was something he wanted; he needed it. Even if he was gripping the pillow, he suddenly grew really really hungry. Looking at him, he slowly lets the pillow go while he was reaching to trace a finger against his neck where he would bite him but he was really hungry to eat something. Even if Matt is asleep he didn't want to wake him but he couldn't help it.

"......" He only keeps leaning in, ready to at least eat something. His lips parted showing a pair of extra fangs there for him. Ryu was only ready to bite as the fangs poke his neck.

That's when he got flipped and pinned down. He winces from that but Matt was awake holding his mate down. He looks to him but saw that Ryu was shaking now.

"......So it was true then. Seems this Di5 thing is real.." He mutters seeing Ryu struggling but Matt keeps him down while seeing him panting. "Easy Ryu. Easy......" he said to calm him down but he sees Ryu only obey him slowly while trying to relax. That's when he got a message from a few to answer it.

"Yeah?"

'Sir, something is wrong with Mistress. She was fine a while ago but now she's trying to attack m-*ducks from a few blades* Easy Mistress please calm down!'

"Shrika?" Matt said.

~~~~~~~

"Yes, she was resting up near the window but when I was getting her some water. She started attacking me." Willie was holding Shrika down using his telekinesis but he was worried. He saw her trying to move but she was slightly drooling a little with her eyes darkened. But he noticed the extra fangs.

~~~~~~~~

"...." Matt was trying to think of this but he did hear some shouting near by hearing Jason's voice. "Gin easy! It's me! I'm not going to hurt you!" he seems to be trying to calm her down too.

~~~~~~~

"Gin, lower your blade. It's me, Jason. I'm not going to hurt ya!" He said ducking from the swings but he saw her panting feeling feverish as she was trying to tackle him down but he was dodging but making sure she didn't hurt herself.

~~~~~~~~

Matt blinks wondering what the hell is going on?! He even heard Chuya's voice.

'Sid, what is it!? Why are you-Woah easy now! Calm down!'

~~~~~~~~

"Shit!" He ducks from the purple hands that tried to crush him but he saw Sid was not having it. He had to get close to her but he would grab her using his gravity. But she was pretty quick making him try even harder to try calming her down.

~~~~~~~

Seems the DI5 infection has got to his teammates, and to his mate. He looks back to Ryu who was quiet again but he seems to have tried to get free but Matt tightens his hold making him wince.

"Easy now..just calm down. It's alright Ryu.." he speaks in a quiet tone even if Ryunosuke was baring his fangs at him. Though, his voice was rather soothing for the hellhound that he was slowly calming down only to wince now. Seems he was fighting himself that Matt had to quickly knock him out but not too hard too hurt him. When he was out again, he begins restraining him to keep him from hurting himself and others. Matt even told the others to do the same.

Within a hour, Shrika, Sid, and Gin were restrained but they were knocked out in the rooms. Matt saw the others were hurt but they would be alright.

"So it was true then. Damn, now what do we do?" Chuya said.

"We keep a eye on them. We don't know much yet about this DI5 infection but..we will in due time. Just stay with them and keep a eye on them." Matt said.

"..We understand but what about-"

"If any tries to do something, I'll know. Mori said it was fine for us to stay with the one we were with. For safety reasons. I don't need someone getting killed and then blaming us or others. Right now, it's not the time to panic." He saw the others quiet but looks down worried about Ryu but he didn't show it.

".........Matt?"

"You guys head back to the rooms......and just keep a eye on them." With that, he turns to head back to Ryu's room. Chuya saw this with the other two but turns to check on Sid. Willie with Shrika. And Jason on Gin.

When Matt gets back to the room, he sees Ryu asleep again but his wrists were bonded again. He wouldn't do too much to hurt himself or another so it was fine. When he sat down, he looks worried about Ryu to touch his cheek seeing him move a little against his hand to nuzzle it. For now, Matt will keep him safe. And the others will too.

[likecastle]

ST Femslash Week - came back wrong/monsters

Uhhh so for @strangerthingsfemslashweek‘s “came back wrong/monsters” day, I tried an alternate take on Nancy’s Vecna trance, I guess? It’s Barb/Nancy if you squint but not in a fun way, unfortunately!

Content note for canon-typical body horror, grief, and a fairly disturbing unresolved ending, I think? Sorry, this got kinda dark!

One minute, Nancy is pulling herself up the rope of bedsheets, and the next she is falling, falling, arms flailing through something even less than air—

Until she lands with a splash, the water a hard slap across her back. For a moment longer, she’s still falling, plunging through churning bubbles that make it difficult to tell up from down. She’s reminded of diving after Steve, but the water’s warm and clear around her, so it can’t be Lover’s Lake.

When she surfaces, shaking wet hair out of her face, she can see that she’s in Steve’s pool, the Harrington’s back yard turned an eerie blue by the underwater lights. Steam rises from the surface of the water around her, curling into the chill air. There’s nobody out on the patio beside the pool, but she can hear Carol’s shrill laughter faintly from somewhere inside the house. She glances up to see the light on in Steve’s window, and then, instinctively, she looks to the diving board.

“I was wondering when you’d get around to me,” Barb says.

Nancy’s heart seizes in her chest. Barb looks just like Nancy remembers in her puffy blue coat and pink blouse. Her bare feet dangle in the water, something misshapen wrapped around her injured hand. The light glints off of Barb’s glasses, hiding her eyes.

“Although I guess what else should I expect?” Barb continues. “I was never your first thought, or your second, or even your third.”

“Barb,” Nancy whispers, already feeling guilty tears springing to her eyes.

“It’s OK, Nance,” Barb says with a small smile, and Nancy can’t believe how long she’s waited to hear those words. “I always knew you were selfish. You never cared about me, or anybody else. All that mattered to you was what you wanted. The only reason you kept me around was because I didn’t push back.”

Nancy wants to climb out of the water, to go to Barb and wrap her arms around her, but all she can do is tread water. “That’s not—”

“Isn’t it?” Barb cuts in. There’s blood dripping from her hand, dark and thick. Nancy can see the stain of it in the water, spreading like a void. “Who insisted we spend an entire weekend shopping for a new outfit in case Steve happened to notice what you were wearing? Who decided we should both sign up for Newspaper, even though I wanted to join Drama Club instead?”

“I—I wanted to spend time with you,” Nancy protests weakly.

“Who picked which movie we saw every single time we went to the Hawk? Who vetoed my music choices whenever we were studying?”

“That’s not—” She remembers those as friendly arguments she won because she persuaded Barb to see things her way, or because Barb didn’t really care one way or the other.

“I let you win, Nancy,” Barb says, and this time her smile doesn’t offer any absolution. There’s something wrong with her mouth, Nancy notices, something dark and viscous smeared across her teeth. “I always gave you what you wanted, because that was the only way you’d pay attention to me.”

That dark stain of Barb’s blood in the water has become a vortex, drawing Nancy closer—the current’s slow but inexorable, a pull that could easily drown her if she let it. She cuts her arms harder through the water, but she can feel herself slipping closer to Barb, closer to the coiled nothingness at her feet.

“All I wanted was to matter to you,” Barb says, and the darkness is spilling from her lips now, dripping down her chin and across the ruffled pink collar of her blouse. She’s still smiling, her teeth slick black and shining. “But I never did, did I, Nancy? At least not enough.”

“You did,” Nancy tries to tell her. “You did, you did, you’re all that matters,” she tries to say, but the current is pulling her under, the blood-black water filling her mouth.