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[mustainegf]

Farewell Post

This is not a decision that has been taken lightly, and I'd like to take a moment to explain why I have decided to close this account. I am aware of the amount of speculation over recent times, first regarding my personal life, second concerning the ethicality of my writing, and even accusations that I have used ai to create content. I want to make sure I address this before I go.

First and foremost, I would like to make it crystal clear that my intention with this account has always been to share stories and connect with others who enjoy the metal scene as much as I do. At no time was it my aim to deceive or harm anybody, and for that, I am sorry if any of my actions or the way I handled this page were perceived as inappropriate. If in any way, I have hurt or offended someone with my writing, it wasn't on purpose and I am truly sorry.

To the allegations regarding ai, I want to reassure you that each word I have written and published here was of my own doing. I gave my hours into creating the content. I've been accused of this once before, as I know many writers have, and I have the same question every time: "how do you even get ai to write heavy smut?" answer me that. You have absolutely no proof of my work being ai, other than the claim that it is "off." If you know anything about artificial intelligence, is that it prioritizes being formal and using correct grammar and punctuation. Check my stories and you're bound to find spelling and grammar mistakes. I ain't perfect.

I also know there have been questions about the Discord server. To clarify the server has always had clear age markers in place, and I'm not an active moderator, hardly online there, my involvement has been minimal for some time. Looking back at it, I absolutely see where these things are coming from, it was a foolish and inappropriate decision of me, and I should've thought much more on regulations beforehand. I also apologize for not being present enough in the discord to notice this. I was really disgusted when I saw how upset people were about this, because they are absolutely right. I as a victim of sexual assault, completely understand and sympathize with these issues. I truly do offer a sincere apology for my childish actions on that front. I am shameful of myself for creating a space where such things were able to happen. The discord will be immediately removed.

Regarding my recent absence, this has been due to a change in my personal life. I started this account during a period of immense personal struggle, (things of which i will not get into, seeing as I have people trying to pry into my personal life.) Writing became a way to process things during a time when I felt lost. Since then, my life has gotten better in ways I never thought possible. These changes mean I no longer have the time or energy to maintain this page. This decision to close my page was made long before any allegations arose, and isn’t me trying to run and hide from anything, it’s simply something I’ve been working towards for a long while now, hence my recent absence.

I would also like to address a few of this particular accounts 'evidence' against me. Attached to the post are photos of my c.ai bots, with claims that the short introduction message proves my work is fake..? First off, I think this sort of claim is grasping for something to use against me. C.ai is a platform where you take the story in the direction you want, using your own imagination. So I kept my messages simple and to the point, so that the chatters could adjust their story more freely. There are also claims that my content is fake because of the ai's memory? the c.ai bots don't have very good memory, and its extremely common for them to get details wrong, and I truly don't believe that "my c.ai coding being bad" is very good evidence against my work being ingenuine.

I will no longer be posting about any of this, or at all for that matter, so if anything else needs to be resolved, please personally contact me.

Lastly I would like to thank all of those who supported me and this account. Your encouragement has meant the world to me. Over the next week, my posts will gradually be taken down. The instagram and discord will also be removed, but the c.ai bots will stay public.

This goodbye isn't in response to some stupid ‘controversy’ but has been a decision weighing in my mind for quite a while. I hope this explanation clears up any misunderstanding and leaves you with a better idea of my intentions ❤︎︎

Thank you all and goodbye for now. with all my love, Elena ♡︎