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#had a back brace as a child#so I got experience being the playground freak#anyways some kid said this to me when I was in kindergarten#and i find it hilarious#because here was this kids mom trying to make sure her kid didnât bully the disabled kid#and then her kid goes off and does that#cause children are little shits and itâs hilarious#I donât remember what the girl was like so for all I know she probably thought she was being nice#which is also hilarious cause kids donât know how to human#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines
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Childhood friends. // H.Yachi
cw. nothing, yn and yachi being friends from their meetup as a 4years old kid, pure fluff. (f!reader) :))
Yachi always have a trouble of making friends. She dislike the way she stutters, the way her face get red from embarrassement just because she doesn't know what to say as well as afraid of scaring people away.
But one thing for sure, it won't stop her from going to her favorite placeâ the playground. Her mom have told her, that it's a place that's has many kids she could be friends with (if it wasn't for her shyness).
So every evening, Yachi would bike her way to the playground. In hopes, to find someone to be her friend.
And today isn't any different.
âmooomm,playgroundd ?â Yachi's mom hummed in response while she put away the plate she just had washed. When she turned her back to see her 4years old child, Yachi peeking from the wall. âgive me 3minutes,okay?â she said to Yachi, before walking towards the bedroom to get ready.
As the sunshine shines, Yachi rushed to the garage to take her bicycle. Today's seems like things will go great! Hopefully. Yesterday wasn't, since she felt at a mud because it was raining that evening. Then, she heard her mother calling out for her, signalling they will go to the playground. Yeay!
âmomm, do you think I'll get friends today?â Yachi asked, getting up on her bike with her mom putting the helmet on her head as she heard a click from it. âof course,Im sure you'll make some friends at the playground,love.â her mom replied casually, yet the motherly love linger around her words.
When Yachi finally got to the playground, excited, running to the playground. It was fun, even if it felt lonely though surrounded by kids the same age with her. At last, it's almost getting late. So she'll be needing to go back to her mom.
That was until someone bumped into her, making Yachi fall on her butt. âouch!â she winces, looking up just to see a girl. âim sorry! I didn't meant toââ the girl quickly apologize, trying to help Yachi get up with her hands. Suddenly, Yachi remembered something.
Friends. Now it's the time!
1st. Ask for their name.
âwhat's your name?â Yachi blurted out, forgetting the pain that she experience now. As she have the opportunity to (actually) make a friend today! âyn. My name's yn!â you said, apologetic, afraid of what the blonde girl getting upset and also the randomnessâbut that doesn't matter,right?
2nd. Ask them to be your friend. (Do not freak them out.)
The blonde girl accepted your help, as you waited for her to stand up. Just to see her smile getting much wider than before, does this girl enjoy pain? Orâ âlet's be friends!â Yachi exclaimed, beaming with excitement. Clasping your hands with hers in the process. âuh,okay!â you replied, trying to match with her enthusiasm.
3rd. Spend time with them.
âYachi!â her mom called out to her from afar, so they could go back home. Besides, the other children are already on their way to go back home, and you too infact. While Yachi looked at her mom then back at you. âCan we meet again?â she asked hurriedly, trying to signal her mom she's coming. âsure, let's meet up again!â you answered, as Yachi nodded before hurrying off to her mom.
Wait. You don't know her name thoughâ
Maybe she'll come again tomorrow,right ?
â
âmoomm, playground?â Yachi's voice can be heard from her bedroom, rushing to her mom. âIm sorry Yachi, but today we can't go to the playground,dear.â what? Yachi was confused, is it about something else? Does mom have work to do? âwhyy?â she frowns, clinging onto her mom's leg.
âYachi wants to go the playgroundd..â she pleaded, with her puppy eyes. But this time, nothing can change her mother's mind.
Yachi made a new friend yesterday,
Yachi wants to see yn.
It took a toll on Yachi's emotions, what if you leave her? Oh c'mon! She just made a new frieeenddd... But don't worry, she does come back tomorrow. Just Yachi being emotional whenever it's about her friends since she rarely have one (that actually stayed.)
This time, she had upgraded her bicycle! Well, her mom had to go to grocery shopping, so she asked (begged) her mom for a bicycle bell!
Yachi's excitement was radiating. Surely, she was very excited to see yn, after a day (which is long,in her opinion.) and they can spend time together!
ring! ring!
Yachi tested the bell out, while her mom is trying to set it on her bike after a few attempts and the rain was quite heavy. When will the rain stop? It been 2 hours, and god, it was raining cats and dogs. âthere, done.â her mom smiled, looking at Yachi, who seems in her thoughts while watching the rain. âguess you'll see your friend tomorrow, sweetheart. I don't think they'll go to the playground since it's pouring out there.â Yachi's frown deepens, seriously?
After awhile, the rain finally started to cool down. And by that means, Yachi immediately rushed to the garage, taking her bicycle out in the front yard and ride it on. Riding in circle while she looked around, boringly. How she wished her friend was there, to play with her instead.
But there's always âtomorrowâ. That's what Yachi's mom tells her whenever bad things occurs, oh well.
â
âmom?â Yachi called out, running outside. Since her mom was flowering the plants, it's apart of a routine. âcan we go to the playground this evening?â she asked, tiptoeing to take a better look at her mom while leaning onto the porch. âsure, do you wanna take your bicycle there as usual?â âmhm!â yachi nodded, with a grin.
As she bikes her bicycle, smiling ear to ear. Only god knows how this blonde girl is excited to see her friend! apparently, the playground also seems to be more cheerful than usual. âwait.â sudden realization hit her, how is she gonna find yn? Ohh, this is hard.
She sat there, still on her bike while her mom goes down to sit on a benchâand talk to the other mothers. Before she heard someone talking âwhoa, that bell is pretty! It must be new,right?â she turned her head as fast as she could, to be greeted by you. âim sorry for not coming! My mom was busy yesterday and yesterday!!â yachi spoke, guilty of what she did. âoh, it's fineâi actually live down the street so it's no biggie!â you assured her.
And that's how you both become officially friends.
â
âHey,Yachi?â you spoke, touching the old pink bicycle. It's rusty, unused for a long time even. Yet, it's nostalgic within how you guys always bike together especially to the store down the street to buy ice pops. âyeah?â
âisn't this the bicycle you always bike around the street with me?â the bicycle even make a creak noise when you tried to sit on it for fun, ohâthat's a lil concerning. âoh,that?â yachi stopped arranging her things in a box, to look at the old bicycle with contemplated look.
âdont you want to like..sell it or give it to a kid nearby? It'll take up the space in your garage y'know?â you asked, checking the tires of the bike, shit, it's even flatter than yachi's chest. She must hadn't used it for years.
ânope, I'll keep it.â yachi replied, going back to arranging her things. âbesides, it reminded me of you.â she thought to herself, humming to the song that you picked while helping her out, cleaning her garage.
It's hard to make real friends in Yachi's opinion, and she didn't regret one bit that she had to experience the pain on her butt because you bumped her. Afterall, in the end, you will be by her side and always will.
Moodboard. << just an extra!! \(^u^\)
#haikyuu#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu!!#hq#hq x reader#hq yachi#haikyuu yachi#yachi hitoka#hitoka yachi#hitoka yachi x reader#yachi hitoka x yn#yachi hitoka haikyuu#haikyuu x y/n#haikyuu x you#haikyuu fluff#karasuno#yachi x reader#yachi x yn#platonic#it's more of a familial/friend love :))
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In order to thank @dingbatnix for helping me stumble upon the story I'd been looking for, I offered to write them a Mcyt story! This is the outcome of my endeavor and I think it's cute. I wrote all of this from just being asked for Primeboy noms.
This isn't the best but I enjoyed writing this regardless!
Apex Insight
Word Count: 3,972
Warnings: Vore, mentions past life-threatening events, and cursing.
Dream wasnât a bad person. Tommy knew this now after the months theyâd been around each other. His human seemed rather sweet and kind despite everything going on around them and he was well aware of how protective he could be. Being warned about his friends before they even were allowed to come over was enough to help him understand where they both stood with one another.Â
Clay saw him as a close friend and Tommy saw him like an older brother.Â
Regardless of the familiar feelings between them both, he had felt horrified about meeting other people. The human wouldnât let anything happen, that was clear, but he couldnât guarantee his safety since some things couldnât be anticipated. George and Nick seemed really lovely with the latter even asking to be called Sapnap instead. He found riding on their shoulders and even sleeping in their hoodies amazing since it helped his nesting needs.Â
Tommy got to basically join in on their hangouts whenever they were congregating at the apartment. He was scared of the world outside. He knew this over everything. There was one time he tried to sneak out of the place via Clayâs college bag and within moments heâd started to freak out. He was lucky the blonde human had heard his panicked whimpers before heâd left the driveway or else he probably would have passed out due to his fear.Â
Of course, that was what led them to what everyone was trying right now. Each and every single one of them was trying to convince him to leave. Not permanently, of course, just to try to handle a block or so with Dream. He wasnât sure about this.
The last time they had convinced him to try something new he had to experience Brussels sprouts, or as he liked to call them, dog shit. All three of them had busted into laughter the moment he gagged. It was so gross and bitter. Trying vegetables wasnât the greatest experience but he learned he liked carrots and broccoli⊠if they were drowned in a strange dip? Sapnap called it, vegetable ranch dip. Despite the name, he enjoyed it. They gave him coke afterward, at least that was more sweet than the veggies.Â
He was adamantly denying their desires. Yeah, it was nice out, and no one would be around for a few hours but he couldnât do it. Right before heâd moved into the apartment complex and ended up in Dreamâs flat, heâd almost died. The cold had been miserable and 2 years ago heâd not even been 14 yet. Animals were frightening and some raccoon almost made a snack out of him. It was the main reason he felt⊠unsure.Â
âCome on Tommy! It isnât that bad, there is even a kid's playground a few blocks away.â Sapnap started to try and convince him. He refused to go to a playground. Whatever that was.
âIâm not a fucking kid!â He yelled out, quickly stepping from his shoulder to Dreamâs as he started to scramble into his hoodie. Sitting against his neck and between the fabric of his shirt and the jacket was nice. He liked the feeling of Clayâs signature green hoodie on his body, it reminded him of his nest and the fact he had more access to softer and thicker fabrics. The warmth of his body was the icing on the cake for the perfect comfortable napping spot.Â
The small chuckle that left the tall blonde shook his small body but he wasnât mad. He liked to be close to his big brother as his tail carefully wrapped around his neck and under his Adam's apple. He felt his body vibrate as he spoke up. âCome on Toms, youâll have to get over it eventually.â He stated simply.
âYeah! Eventually you assholes!â He concurred as his small form hid under the fabric slightly. He couldnât bring himself to do this yet. Tommy took a moment to steel his feelings before George gave a small comment.
âHow about we all go out to the balcony? Itâs outside but itâs an environment we can control.â He found himself contemplating it. Tommy didnât think this would be that bad. He would be outside and it wasnât like he had to move away from where he was currently perched.Â
His moment of silence was interrupted as Dream got up from where he was, causing the borrower to wobble into the nook of his collarbone. âI can try.â The blonde found himself mumbling as he pulled himself back to his shoulder, getting back into his comfortable purchase.Â
His moment of resolve had to be immediately ruined as the three humans were quick to holler about how many things they could finally show him once he was comfortable being around other people, but Tommy found himself shaking at the idea. Outside and people were two different things. He felt Dreamâs hand gently brush against his side, causing him to move and bring himself back down into his palm.
Tommy was larger compared to some kinds of borrowers, the smallest heâd ever seen was a few inches but here he was as big as a human hand. He sat in his hold without much fear, kicking his legs over the side as he leaned back into his thumb. He liked being caressed in Dreamâs grip.
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The balcony actually hadnât been that bad in his opinion. The sun and wind had felt nice while giving him a chance to bathe in the light. It meant he was teased for acting like a cat, but he couldnât help it! Tommy has spent around 16 years in the walls, getting to sit out in raw sunlight was an experience he enjoyed. He understood why theyâd been pushing him to get past his fears but it wasnât like he would actually let them know this. Once George and Sapnap had left he found himself sitting right next to the open screen door, taking in the scents and sunshine. Dream walking around the apartment, he knew this, probably making dinner or working on something around their home.Â
He found his eyes drifting as he watched clouds go by and the sun slowly start to set. âTommy!â Only to realize heâd zoned out as he glanced over his shoulder, his human crouching near him with his hand out. The borrower scrambled to his feet, running over to his hand and clambering into his palm without any struggle. He smiled brightly as he held onto his thumb to ensure that he did not fall. His eyes were brightly shining and now that he thought about it, they looked a lot like the sky.Â
Tommy let his tail wrap around Dreamâs ring finger as he heard him continue with the started conversation. âI made dinner itâs not something youâve had yet.â He said simply. He felt his small body grow a little dizzy at the speed before it was slowed down. He took note of the giant sheepish smile before he resumed. âItâs called Egg-drop soup. My mom used to make this all the time.â He told him without much thought.Â
Heâs never met Clayâs family. The borrower was doubtful this was on purpose but he wasnât upset regardless. Family wasnât something he had so it wasnât like it really mattered. âThat sounds good! I like eggs but why is it called Egg-drop soup?â He asked swiftly as he was set down on the table, slipping off without much effort as he smiled.Â
âWell, you drop egg whites into the broth as it cooks in order to cause these little strings,â Dream told him as he sat down a small take-out container. He knew this was once used for some kind of condiment but it was better than Tommy having to eat from a medicine cup. âThe broth is made of chicken broth and egg yolks so itâs called Egg-drop soup.âÂ
He found himself nodding as he looked down at the pale yellow soup, the small strings were big in his opinion but he knew full well they were small for Clay. âIf you buy it instead of making it, itâll be this bright yellow color because people add yellow food dye to make it more appealing. I donât really see why but it doesnât change the taste.âÂ
Tommy moved to reach his hands into the soup. The bits of egg were too big for his whittled spoon but he wasnât one to shy away from messy eating. He couldnât help an eager purr at the seasoned taste that spread across his tongue. This was one of the best things Dream had made over the few months theyâd known each other.Â
The low chuckle that left his human wasnât a surprise considering he was very prone to this kind of reaction as he felt his tail sway. âGood?â He heard the blonde question before digging into his own meal without any question.Â
He could feel his body warm up from the inside with each and every mouthful. He knew he wouldnât be able to stomach the entire cup, he never could, but he was happy enough to not care. Dream, as always, finished his own bowl of soup before he did. It wasnât very surprising considering he was aware that his handfuls still lost plenty of it due to how much would drip out between his fingers and such.Â
Tommy was licking his fingers to clean up the residue of broth as he finished up, motioning to his friend to take the container. With practiced ease he watched Clay scoop up the bowl, throw his head back, and gulp down the content. He wasnât very surprised, well aware he didnât need much to be fed but he still found himself fascinated every time he did this.Â
Heâd heard rumors about how humans had these things called storage. It was described as a pouch in the abdominal area practically right next to the stomach. He didnât really think it was true, and he was always tempted to ask but he remembered something that an elder had once told him. Sheâd claimed the easiest way to tell if a giant had one of these sacs was if they had sharp fangs. Heâd been curious for a while but Dream had always been careful about that kind of stuff.Â
He knew he had them, Tommy had snuck up to him one night after heâd dozed off. It had been hard to wiggle his hands under his lips in order to make enough of a gap to see. The one advantage he had was his natural night vision. It let him take notice of the sharper canines in the front of his mouth that slightly faded towards his molars with each passing tooth. It had frightened him just as much as it had piqued his curiosity.Â
Of course, this was a risk but Clay had known about his kind before theyâd even properly met. It was the main reason heâd revealed himself to a human in the first place. Heâd been desperate to eat and had no choice but to beg for something from him.Â
Last winter had been harsh, actual mice kept getting to what had been left out for him and it led to a lot of problems for the two of them but he grew attached and it seemed his human had to.Â
âDream?â Tommy felt himself shake as he mustered up his courage. If he could manage to step outside without being dragged or forced he could do this. It may have not been far, just a balcony by human standards, but for him, it was a wonder of his life.Â
The borrower wrung his hands together as he looked up, green eyes settling on his trembling form as he heard a worried voice shake the air. âAre you alright, Tommy?â His human was concerned and as bad as it made him feel he needed to feed his desires. Mice were curious by nature and he was considered part mouse so it made complete sense.Â
âIâm fine dickhead! I just have a questionâŠâ He mumbled before he placed his hands in his lap. âDo⊠Do you know about storages?â He asked softly. It wasnât in his normal confident way, he knew this would set alarm bells off but he didnât want to confuse the everloving fuck out of Dream if he had no idea.Â
He watched as his human paused, seemingly fine before he watched color flush up his face. Tommy felt confused, he expected more anger or confusion but notâŠ
Embarrassment?
His tail swayed with his curiosity as he went ahead and stepped closer. Dream had to know what he was talking about, why else would he react in such a way? He went ahead and smiled as he crept closer knowing full well the bright green eyes that settled on his small form were aware of his teasing.Â
âClay? How does it work?â He asked as he put his hands up and reached for his friend, giving grabby hands as he asked to be held. âPlease!â He begged. The borrower giggled as he was removed from the table and felt warm hands under him. A part of him was nervous, after all, heâd been told that storage was inside a person. If it was near his stomach thenâŠÂ
Well, heâd have to be eaten. Right, that's how it would have to work⊠But being eaten was a huge fear for his kind. He couldnât do that⊠but he had to curb his curiosity like many of his kind before him. âW-well..â The human started before he stuttered and looked down towards him.
Tommy did his best to give him his biggest and brightest puppy dog eyes. He was hiding his fear with his smile as he pleaded with his gaze. The finished sigh that escaped Dream told him all he needed to know as he spoke. âWell, in the past, people saw borrowers as food. I donât know all of the details.â
âWe developed the sacs in order to... Well originally held food for later but plenty of people ended up using it to keep your kind safe. So it no longer held the purpose of digesting things. It stopped having a purpose so plenty of people lost it as generations passed. Some people still have it.â The man added before Tommy reached up. He wasnât sure about this but he needed to know.Â
âCould⊠Would you store me?â The blonde borrower asked before he pushed his hands against his lips. âI know you have one⊠because of your teeth.â He added to help Dream understand where he was coming from. He knew full well they wouldnât hurt to try it out.Â
âThink about it this way, if I can hide inside of you then I can confront my fears somewhere safe. I wonât overreact or panic because I canât see anything.â He started to ramble on before he took notice of how a smile spread up to his cheek. He could feel his own face flushing and becoming a bright shade of red.Â
âToms, are you telling me youâve been curious about this since we met?â His human asked smugly making the comment as the borrower was slightly pulled from his face. Tommy didnât hesitate to kick his leg and speak up.
âMaybe I have! Itâs none of your business dickhead! Donât get your panties in a twist!â He called out as he crossed his arms before turning his head away. The all-too-familiar chuckle almost broke his gise of confidence before he heard him speak up.
âWell, I can at least give you this..â Dream muttered, his face just as bright.Â
This got him thinking⊠This was just as embarrassing for him as it was for the human. He had to be just as flustered and unsure as he was but they were both going to experience this together. It made him feel like a little kid again, happy to be allowed to go out borrowing on his own instead of being overwatched by an adult.Â
âI know how to.â He started making the smaller blonde look up in surprise. âI got into a lot of trouble as a kid, so having this little pocket I could put things in was a nice way to get out of trouble for a moment or two.â There was so much Tommy didnât know about Clay and this was what he really needed to help ingrain this fact into his memory. He found himself quiet as he was brought up close.Â
His instincts wanted him to run away. He knew what was about to happen as he sat down, placing his hands in his lap he gave an anxious shiver as he was held close. Having both of Dreamâs hands under him was nerve-racking but he was well aware he was doing it to give him more room to shift or move if he felt uncomfortable. The heat under him as his tail swayed, displaying his overwhelming curiosity, was quick to feel ice cold as he watched his lips part.Â
His abdomen twisted and squeezed at the sight. He could make out his teeth and how blinding white they seemed to be despite how his lips seemed to block them. Clearly to try and keep his anxiety deep down. The way the light behind them allowed him to take notice of the glistening saliva that spread across every part of his mouth and sunk into each crevice.Â
He tried to ignore the scent his mouth seemed to waft off. It wasnât the best thing but it was better than he expected to smell. Regardless of this, he found himself leaning forward and placing his hands on his lower lip. He couldnât help letting his own mouth drop open in awe as the humanâs tongue curiously pushed towards his little fingers.Â
The warm slime that began to coat his palms made him slightly cringe but it wasnât as bad as he expected. Dreamâs nervous breath washed over him allowing him to understand just how similar they were. As heâd pointed out earlier, both of them were just as embarrassed and unsure but they both wanted this. Tommy knew this.Â
As he slid his hand inside, settling his upper bodyâs weight onto the pink muscle in front of him. He felt the tongue twitch and squish as he pushed his hands deeper into the moving flesh. The sudden gasp that left the large blonde made him burst into laughter.
âOh My Prime! Y-youâre more scared than I am!â He called out as he gasped for his breath only to feel his weight unbalanced and his body slip forward. He spit out any spit that got into his mouth after his face planted into the muscle, his legs kicking slightly in an attempt to help himself righten his form in order to sit up. The warmth was surprisingly intoxicating. He found it more inviting than frightening despite being in the mouth of something his kind has always seen as a hunter.Â
Tommy let his gaze drift to look around the space he sat inside. His eyes turned to the cheeks, allowing him to focus on the white discolored tissue that decorated some spots of the internal side pouches. He was well aware of how Dream was prone to biting his tongue when he focused so, by his guess, it had to be from that. Right? Still, he found himself tilting his head out of curiosity only to feel a glob of clear, hot slime drip onto his head. âShit!â He yelled out as he moved, slipping and falling onto his back in his desperate attempts to right his balance.Â
The small fit Clay burst into at his action almost went completely unnoted as he felt himself bring his hands onto his chest. As he watched the roof of his mouth, he took in the small harsh ridges and the sharp, animalistic-like teeth before his eyes drifted back to see the uvula danging over a darkening abyss. He felt his anxiety spike once more but he took a deep breath before he lifted one hand over his head. He gave the softer pallet a very gentle pat as he spoke up. âAlright, you big dumbass! Send me into your black hole of a storage!â He yelled out as he kicked his legs letting his tail wrap around his left thigh as he closed his eyes.
Tommy could feel the hesitance they both held but he wasnât worried. Dream wasnât going to hurt him nor would he allow him to stay in his stomach if he somehow ended up in that unforgiving space. He gently shifted but as he felt the tongue under him shift, forcing his head to slip back and bump against the entrance of his throat and slightly past his tonsils.Â
It didnât even take a second before he heard the moving of muscles as they squelched and opened before a gulp filled his senses. His torso was pushed against the walls before his body was grabbed and tugged downwards. He yelped at the sudden motion, kicking his legs slightly as one arm was trapped above his head and the other pinned to his chest.Â
Tommy kicked his legs as he was forced down and into the tight tube that seemed to be endless as he felt himself being forced into an upside-down fall. He didnât like the sensation very much since it was forcing saliva down his nose and into his respiratory system. The soft sound of pounding only seemed to grow even louder as a soft wooshing filled everything around him before his head hit something rather rough. Without a moment's warning, he felt his body push through after it softened up only leading to him tumbling into an open space. The lack of a sour or a sulfur smell and a very shallow puddle was enough to tell him he wasnât in his stomach.Â
Within a second he felt weight against his back, causing him to scramble to an upright position. There wasnât as much room as he expected. He couldnât lay flat or really sit straight up without hitting a wall and stressing out his surroundings. He smiled a little as he moved, pushing his own hands against the weight against the wall. He felt it shift around him as soon as he made contact as Clayâs voice boomed all around his space.Â
âToms. Is it okay in there?â He asked, voice shaking slightly. The nerves explained the heavy pounding that seemed ever so concerned.Â
âYeah! Iâm a big man! Nothing can scare me!â He found himself yelling. He figured this was the best choice since he was buried in the humanâs body at the moment. Of course, his snark had to be followed with some in return as his friend spoke up.
âYeah, like how you werenât scared of taking a walk around the block.â Dream told him with obvious humor riding his tone. He didnât hesitate to kick out, his foot coming in contact with the shifting flesh and it simply flexed in response to his small weight. He growled at the comment and turned to lie on his side. It didnât take much before he felt the warmth and shifting walls all-encompassing his body. It really reminded him of the nests he had made in the walls before and the plush one in Dreamâs end table. It was overwhelmingly comfortable.Â
Not that he would admit this.
âFuck off.â Tommy grumbled in response as he crossed his arms over his chest, a soft smile creeping across his face as he nuzzled into the walls. He had a feeling this wouldnât be the only time theyâd do this.Â
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what the fuck | Y Pokémon Legends Z-A is an Xtremely Important Game
how
HOWWWWWW
EVERYONE THOUGHT THIS WASN'T EVER GONNA HAPPEN...THE FRANCHISE MOVED ON SO QUICKLY FROM GEN 6, XZ AND YZ WAS ALLEGEDLY CANNED WHEN 3 YEARS PASSED, ZYGARDE WAS SO HAPHAZARDLY FORCED INTO SUN AND MOON
WHAT DO YOU MEAN POKEMON Z IS A REAL TITLE????? IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE JUST A LEGEND (haha see what i did there), A PLAYGROUND RUMOR, LIKE POKEMON WATERBLUE, POKEMON GRAY, POKEMON DELTA EMERALD....ARE WE NOW GETTING SUPER MARIO 64 2 WITH A PLAYABLE LUIGI???? IS SONIC AVAILABLE IN SMASH MELEE NOW??????? IS MEW ABLE TO BE FOUND UNDER THE TRUCK???????
ALL THE RECENT RUMORS DEBATED ON GEN 2 OR GEN 5 REMAKES HAPPENING, SV DLC HINTED AT GEN 5, THE PRESENTATION THAT HAPPENED TODAY HINTED AT GEN 2, HOW WAS THIS NOT LEAKED PRIOR?!?!???!!?!?!?!!?!? AND IT'S A LEGENDS ENTRY!?!?!??!!?!?!?!??!?!?!?
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The fabled Pokémon Z
Backstory: After BW2 was made, Game Freak had to start working on X and Y. X and Y was the first mainline Pokémon games to fully be in 3D, but it also came with the cost of a potential "definitive version" not being possible. Now, I'm not too familiar with what Pokemon would do after Gen 4 (not cuz I wasn't interested, I just never had the money to keep up with this franchise fully), but from my knowledge over the years (and watching a bit of DYKG), there were plans for a "definitive version" being like Black and White's, where it's not just only an expansion of the two games, but it changes the story and characters so much that it's practically a sequel to the story that was already made.
They wanted to do similar with X and Y for this fabled "Z Version" possibly titled Pokemon XZ and YZ. Of course though, it never happened. What remains are the fact the anime calls itself âPokĂ©mon XYZâ and having episodes involving Zygarde, the fact Zygarde and itâs whole ordeal got shifted into Sun and Moon, and two random new X and Y games hidden in the source code of X and Y. They would eventually get to do it again with Sun and Moon ala Ultra Sun and Ultra Moon, the DLCs for SWSH and SV would serve more as epilogues of the stories that came along (less full experiences worthy of being sequels and more so add-ons to the initial games), and thatâs about it. X and YâŠleft in the dust, no expansion or anythingâŠ.until now.
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Pokémon Legends - Awkward Position
Pokémon Legends was introduced with Pokémon Legends Arceus, and it looked to be the massive change up the franchise was desperately needing after how lackluster SWSH felt, showing that Game Freak does want to actually do greater things and take advantage of this new hardware (contrary to a lot of popular belief). Many agreed it was a little rough in some areas but, that barely mattered when the game just felt so refreshing and fun to play. A lot of worries still were afoot with this franchise, mainly if it will truly pave the wave for a new way to enjoy Pokémon.
Legends Arceus released on January, a month after the Diamond and Pearl remakes, which those games were clearly saved for holiday releases (and we all know holiday releases mean easy money from parents wanting to get gifts), so theoretically a lot of people into PokĂ©mon or wanting to get a new PokĂ©mon game for their child probably wouldâve spent some money already on BDSP in time for Christmas. The game would also thenâŠbasically be forgotten as it would receive its last update next month and on top of that, the new generation of PokĂ©mon was revealed for this holiday year (not to mention since both games were huge projects developed by Game Freak and BDSP was from ILCA, it only put the quality of SV into question).
You can guess after the release of SV, it made many skeptical about whatâs next for the franchise. While SV offered some great ideas, Legends Arceus felt like it was truly a brand new foundation to look into for the franchise going forward, and it seemed like it did really well for what it was. As of right now itâs reached 14M sales, to put that into perspective: SWSH made 25M, theoretically both versions making around 12.5 each, so Legends Arceus may have made just as much, if not more, sales than a version exclusive title, which really shows how hyped people were to see what this game had to offer. So suddenly having the franchise move on from it, almost as if they werenât confident in the game to begin with, it seemed a bit worrying.
Until now
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Pokémon Legends FUCKING Z-A
this is a real title. It is insane they pulled a Metroid and just revived a well known canceled name to make something completely new out of. I think whatâs most wild is how not a single rumor or alleged insider ever hinted at this being a possibility, it was either claims of Gen 2 remakes ala Letâs Go style, or Gen 5 remakes because obligatory remakes of games from half of whatever generations we have now ago. I mean Gen 9 hinted at constant relations with Unova, especially in the gameâs DLC iirc. And as we all saw, they kept teasing constant Gen 2 PokĂ©mon and events in the PokĂ©mon Presents, all to just throw a massive curve ball and introduce Gen 6. All those jokes about Paldea being based of Spain, being near France (which Kalos is based on) implying Gen 6 remakes were coming were just suddenly true I guess??? Itâs almost as if within the team behind all this they made up the idea of Gen 2/5 remakes just to mess with potential leakers.
Now, confession: âŠI have yet to still play Legends Arceus. Again, not because I donât want to, I just donât have the money, so take some knowledge on gameplay and the like with a grain of salt if brought up đ„Č. However, I am certain thereâs still plenty of other stuff to bring up in other ways, starting with: What kinda game is this?
Many assumed if Legends was ever going to be a series, it was supposed to involve exploring past of a region. Many people making their âLegends Celebiâ or âLegends Kyreumâ mock-ups would believe it would give us an interesting look in what Johto/Unova respectively used to look like back then. Makes sense since speaking of legends as a word usually involves the past, what was widely believed long ago and the like. However, nothing about the trailer of Z seemed to imply this is supposed to be the ye olden days of Kalos, it all looks more like our times.
I think Tahko put it the best
Theyâre essentially remixing these games old themes in a fascinating new way. Usually when we see the inevitable PokĂ©mon remakes every 2 generations, theyâre obviously made with the intention to port an old almost barely accessible game to modern consoles (When Gen 3 came out, you couldnât trade Gen 1/2 PokĂ©mon. When Gen 4 came out, you couldnât play GameBoy games in DS so you couldnât migrate PokĂ©mon with the GBA slot. When Gen 6 came out, GBA PokĂ©mon games were not playable on 3DS). They have their own merits and reason to exist, theyâre usually sorta reimaginings of these older experiences with a modern take on them with new features and such, and honestly thatâs all they need to be: familiar, yet still new enough to be worth experiencing all over again.
These Legends games on the other hand seem to be attempts at revisiting these old regions and themes but put them in a completely new perspective/world and having a bigger focus on a possible legendary PokĂ©mon that didnât get enough time to shine. The reason why PokĂ©mon Legends Arceus was all about time travel and the past wasnât because âLegends means past,â rather Gen 4 had themes of time and space, so ofc it makes sense for this game based on Gen 4âs region to have a plot line involving well, time and space. Similar to how PokĂ©mon Mystery Dungeon Explorers, the PMD games that came out in Gen 4, were about time traveling and saving the future and the fabric of space and shit, Legends Arceus follows suite and is supposed to be viewed as if itâs an entry to the Gen 4 titles. Honestly, this is a really great thing, as while itâs nice to explore the lore or history of these different locations, it could get a little boring and possibility limiting if every Legends games was solely about PokĂ©mon history and the like. Itâs a concept worth revisiting sometimes, but not as the defining identity of the Legends series.
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The themes of Gen 6 seem to have a focus on Life and Death. Itâs not easy right now to determine how exactly these concepts will be involved for Z, but seeing how this game will take place entirely within a massive more in-depth version of Lumiose City, the best I can assume is how there will be more focus in the lives of PokĂ©mon in a more domesticated setting ala Ryme City from the Detective Pikachu series; the polar opposite to being out in the wild and seeing how feral and savage PokĂ©mon can act towards humans back in Legends Arceus. The death sideâŠis unknown, maybe I need to play the X and Y games to get a better idea đ
Ah yes, I forgot, it was announced the main setting will be Lumiose City
And as shown in the trailerâŠit is definitely way larger than what X and Y initially had.
Iâve seen some people feel a little worried that this game will take place solely in this one city, as PokĂ©mon is well known for having to travel setting to setting, and being stuck in one city could maybe make things feel boring with little variety in environment. But, if games like GTA and Yakuza can be city games so well beloved by many, I donât think itâd be hard to pull off making a really compelling environment with just one city for PokĂ©mon, it just needs to have interesting and varied landmarks, which shouldnât be any different from practically any other PokĂ©mon game ever, itâs just making a whole new region but surrounded constantly under this one city.
Again look at Detective Pikachu, specifically the movie, itâs whole setting was based on this one city, a lot of the plot was able to take off by exploring this city, and the climax and final battle took place in the city. I feel like they can really pull it off if they play their cards right and just make Lumiose this wonderful bustling town, and plus Iâm sure there will be some parts of the region that will still offer open wild areas to find PokĂ©mon and the like. Hell, the PokĂ©mon themselves might carry everything if they make some really adorable or fun interactions, seeing them just living a calm lives with their trainers/human partners.
Again, a lot of this is still hard to discuss since weâre going off of simple city and title reveals, so weâll have to further wait and see what else is planned here.
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Thereâs been claims too that theyâre completely skipping over Gen 5 in the remake department, since again it seemed like it made the most sense to make Gen 5 remakes now due to SV hinting connections with it, butâŠâŠ.nah bro đ. Everyone was out here sighing relief that theyâre not gonna have ILCA butcher the Gen 5 games when, theyâre probably just being saved for Gen 10 since again, this happens every 2 generations (minus the Gen 1 remakes).
To be honest though, even if ILCA is brought back for it or they once again donât really attempt to make these Gen 5 remakes take advantage of new console hardware, like they donât turn Unova into an entirely different region with open world setting and want to stay as close as possible to the original gameâs layout and allâŠpersonally I wouldnât mind it. Ever since the jump to home console, expectations and products of the mainline games have evolved significantly, theyâre WAYYYY different from what PokĂ©mon games actually looked like. At least back on the 3DS, games were still relatively linear, so being able to remake RSE in the way it is with the XY engine didnât seem to out of place, it didnât risk a whole lot. We now have more focus on open zone/world and shit, while something like Diamond and Pearl was more tile/grid based and really limiting; imo trying to remake DPPT in this sorta open zone type deal that the SWSH engine offered wouldâve possibly compromised part of DPPTâs identity, some might argue that DPPT being compact and linear is what makes it enjoyable. Now, this isnât to say BDSP was a massively faithful remake, itâs considered to be worse than the original games in many ways and a lot of it felt like they went way too far in trying to be âfaithfulâ to the source material, they couldâve easily just made the game akin to Letâs Go Pikachu and Eevee. But again, some fans wouldâve still been disappointed that it doesnât seem like Gen 4 is getting some proper treatment in using the hardware and play style that the recent title now had to offer.
This is where the Legends series comes in, where one series of games can continue being considered faithful to what theyâre based on, while the other can just do whatever the fuck they want with old material while also using what current hardware is capable of. BDSP and Legends Arceus were a great showcase of this sorta decision making, do you want the game that you easily recognize the moment you boot up (something more simple in power)? Or do you want the game that uses stuff you remember in whole new ways that itâs practically a completely new game (something that takes advantage of what kinds of games are possible now)? The same sorta deal might happen with the Gen 5 remakes.
Plus, I donât think Black and Whiteâs whole look can even be ruined, like I really think itâs impossible. BW aged pretty well due to its usage of 3D environments and camera angles and the like, so if this next faithful remake were just basically port the game and upscale the graphics and all, it would still look really great, if not better upon getting to see these 3D environments in HD. With the game already look great visually form the get-go, people wonât really have much problem with how the game looks as a lot of the 3D world environment would already be done for them. Does that make sense?
As for Gen 2 remakes ala Letâs Go Pichu and Togepi or whateverâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠnahâŠâŠnah that shit ainât happening đ
Letâs Go was made as a way for new fans from PokĂ©mon GO (which came out a year prior and was widely successful) to be able to get into the rest of the franchise, with the Switch finally being out, it was a brand new beginning for a lot of fans. And ofc, it used Kanto cuz thatâs what most people remember PokĂ©mon for. Iâm not sure what the point of Gen 2 remakes of the same style would be for, and as far as I know there isnât much reason for Gen 2 to be relevant at the moment outside of certain Johto PokĂ©mon making a somewhat noticeable appearance in the recent SV games. Sure, it could be argued itâs just like what I said earlier, itâs done to make these games that are not at all playable on a current console more available, but the usual remakes just seem like tradition at this point, Letâs Go remakes is still unknown if theyâre necessary. Especially since ykâŠwe have that one new feature of the Switch that allows us to play old retro games, and theyâve been allowing GB/GBC/GBA games to be playable as wellâŠâŠIâm just saying they could easily just work on there insteadâŠ
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With all that being said, why Gen 6? Besides I guess Kalos being next to Paldea according to their real world counterparts, there hasnât been much brought up about Gen 6 lately. Just like Gen 2, it hasnât had much relevance, and itâs not the next generation that needs a remake compared to Gen 5.
How I see it, I think itâs less about monetary business reasons/series synergy or tradition or whatever, and more of a symbolic reason.
Gen 6 felt like a missed opportunity according to many people. Now, sure you could say that for a lot of recent PokĂ©mon games, but like I said earlier, at least they had their opportunities to expand their stories and lore and such. Gen 6âŠdid not get that special treatment. It was the first 3D PokĂ©mon game and it set some stuff up for possible expansion in the usual third version or sequel games, only for time constraints to get in the way. Hell, some people consider Gen 6 to be where PokĂ©mon started to have its downfall, the whole â[franchise] had a rough transition into 3Dâ, due to the game lacking features and the like that Gen 5 had in spades, or being the start of showing how flawed the franchise is and how itâs starting to fumble trying to manage itself. Having to make brand new games with a whole new region, new set of designs, new gimmicks, everything that will be the identity of the franchise for the next 3 years, until they start over again? This plan was not started to seem viable anymore, especially when Gen 8 rolled around. And as of lately you see people stupidly suggesting PokĂ©mon needs to return to 2D and only stay as a 2D franchise, cuz thatâs totally a great mindset for a franchise.
To me, this is Game Freak feeling confident that they can manage this, they have more experience in how they want to create these titles with this new home console hardware and massive expectations. Gen 6 was the game that started a new era for PokĂ©mon, it only makes sense to use that era defining title to prove this new formula of PokĂ©mon is indeed a new series to dive into now, one that shows off what theyâre capable of now that theyâre not held back by being on portable consoles for another 20 years. This is them giving a game that deserved more attention a new look and the expansion it deserved, possibly a way bigger one than any other generations that came after.
Seeing how this game is being saved for 2025 (presumably for the Switch 2 or whatever), if this truly is being worked on for another year and a half, being saved for the next holiday season maybe, then I think this means the franchise is finally starting to slow down and take itâs time. However, only time will tell whatâs in store for the franchise.
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Hello, anon who asked for Platonic Aubrey here again (or the đż emoji, Iâve decided.) I really loved those Hcâs, it was very wholesome! Is it ok if I ask for one where the same reader meetâs Kel again, someone they once feared somewhat due to his chaotic energy while younger, but then learning of his maturity and then being friends with him once again? (maybe even trying to have Kel and Aubrey bond once again!)
Maybe reader can also learn how to cook with Hero too, (specifically Ramen, Mushroom soup and stuffed cabbageâs.) so that they can share their food with the Hooligans and Aubrey, though Iâm a little worried if Iâm asking too much, if so sorry.
KEL (AND A PINCH OF HERO) WITH THE SAME READER WHO JOINED THE HOOLIGANS WITH AUBREY
heres part 1 for anyone to get the context! hereâs part three for the continuation!
(i could come up with a better title but WHATEVS!!) OFC its not too much! I donât mind at all, your ideas are detailed and I love it! and welcome to the anon list, đż anon!~ congrats on being the first anon here and hope u enjoy!
meeting KEL for the first time in 4 years was.. an experience
especially since AUBREY was right next to you, and it was clear from talking to her problems about you (if you let her, if not then youâre clueless as to why she hates KEL) that this wasnât going to be a.. pleasant experience
"hey wait.. hold on a minute.. [READER]? is that you?" a familiar voice spoke out your name, and you could turn around and see that it was the one and only KEL.
AUBREY noticed and turned around as well, she then realizes who it is and rolled her eyes. she immediately takes a foot and puts it on her scooter, getting ready to leave as she spoke, "eugh, come on [READER].. letâs go."
"whâ wha-? hey wait a sec, AUBREY! at least let me talk to them first!" KEL immediately raised his voice up a tiny bit, clearly taken aback and a bit ANGRY by AUBREY trying to leave and take you with her. "no way, we got better places to be. scram, KEL."
AUBREY was still protective of you, she also remembered back then that you were a little frightened by KEL due to his outgoing yet chaotic nature
surprisingly, KEL had no idea you genuinely feared him back then.. he always thought he scared you away because he smelled bad or something
"hey, hey, hey [READER!]" a loud voice called out to you, which made you jolt in surprise. then you looked behind you and saw.. KEL running up to you. once he catches up, he gives you his usual toothy grin.. only one of his teeth missing.
"[READER], [READER]! you wanna come over with me to the playground so we can play ball? itâll be fun, promise!" KEL had requested, completely oblivious to your trembling figure. you didnât dislike KEL, he just.. scared you because of how chaotic he could be, how outgoing and loud he could be.
absolutely anxious and frightened, your instincts tell you to just run away, so.. you did. you ran far away from the boy who freaked you out a bit, even if he didnât mean to. KEL was taken aback, then looking at his armpits and sniffed them.
"huh? did i smell bad or something to them?"
back to present day, as AUBREY was practically dragging you away from KEL.. you didnât have the heart to tell her that you didnât really wanna leave, and maybe youâd like to reconnect with KEL
hanging out with AUBREY again gave you a bit more bravery, so you wanted to use the little courage you had to try and apologize to KEL for always running away from him when you both were younger
maybe youâd actually become friends again if AUBREY wasnât present with you
so once you and KEL finally catch up and you explain the whole "running away from him", he lets out a calmer laugh
he was glad you didnât really hate him or anything back then,
and you start to notice how mature heâs gotten over 4 years, and how he didnât really question that you were scared of him because of how chaotic he was back then.. he respects it since he knew you a bit shy
"wow.. i was SCARY to you, [READER]? dang, i mean.. i guess i mustâve been a bit intimidating to someone like you now that i think about it!" KEL laughs it off a bit, and you gave him a small smile.
"uh.. yeah, a bit! i got to nervous to say anything or do anything with you, sorry about that." you apologized, earning a head shake from KEL. "no worries! iâm just glad we can friends again like old times! or.. maybe without you running away again, hehe.."
KEL gives you a sheepish smile, and you stifled a tiny laugh at his joke. "i promise, iâm not really scared of you anymore!"
KEL would then ask why you were hanging out with AUBREY, even though sheâs changed into a bully. you immediately tell him that sheâs not really a bully, and that sheâs just mad at you guys for moving on from MARI way too fast. i mean, you were a bit upset at them as well from AUBREY.. but you werenât going to tell him that
KEL lets out an "oohhhhh.." after understanding. he then apologizes because he shouldâve at least been there for you and AUBREY since he was quick to move on, but he does also tell you that HERO, SUNNY and BASIL were actually really hurt deep down too. i mean, he saw HERO at his worst himself.
after talking up about the misunderstandings, you eventually decided to help AUBREY and try to reconnect with KEL and HERO again!
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itâs going to be a bit difficult.
but thankfully HERO was visiting so he could help you as well!
of course you two catch up first and reconnected quite easily actually, you never really held a grudge against HERO since deep down you knew he wouldnât have moved on from MARI quickly according to AUBREY
"itâs really great to see you again, [READER]! man, youâve grown a bit taller since the last time we met!" HERO complimented you, as you gave him a small smile in return. "not to mention, youâre a little less shy! thatâs great, iâm proud of you!"
so when it was time to rekindle some of the friend groupsâs relationships, you felt really nervous about it
like.. REALLY nervous
but you kept telling yourself that this is all for MARIâs sake, even though AUBREY kept saying that MARI is dead and it didnât matter.. but you knew she doesnât mean that at all
at first, AUBREY didnât want to listen. she didnât want KEL and HERO suddenly showing up in her life again
she was also a bit frustrated at you too
but eventually after HEROâs talking, KELâs stubbornness, and YOU trying to make her reasonable, AUBREY finally breaks down into tears
"AUBREY, listen.. weâre all incredibly sorry that it seemed like we moved on too fast. but- you know us, we would never abandon MARI like that.." HERO spoke in a gentle and tendered manner, KEL following up with-
"yeah.. and even though i moved on way too quickly, i shouldâve been there for you, BASIL, SUNNY, and [READER].. instead, i just got new friends and hoped that everything would get better." KEL said with a guilty tone, before trying to stifle a laugh and slightly joke about it. "hehe, man.. iâm such a crummy friend."
then finally, without even thinking, you gently wrap your hands around AUBREYâs jacket sleeves and her arms. you spoke calmly to her as well, trying to make her to be reasonable instead of taking out her anger on them. "AUBREY.. iâm really thankful that you were there for me when i needed you most, now.. i think itâs time iâ no.. we do the same for you. so please, please forgive them again.. you know they wouldnât mean to leave us and abandon us like that.."
you could hear a few sniffles from AUBREY as she hangs her head low, you felt a bit guilty putting all his pressure and or attention onto her. she then collapsed to her knees, and you joined her. she then starts to sob her entire heart out, just like she did during her funeral 4 years ago.
..group hug!
so, after the four of you finally made up, you and AUBREY decided to hang out at KEL and HEROâs place
since uh, both you and AUBREYâs home situations were a bit.. cruel. but of course HERO and KEL agreed to it.
in fact, HERO would try and spend time with you and AUBREY more by teaching you two how to cook a few things
yeah, he roped AUBREY into this.. she groans a bit before joining in
HERO would teach you both a few cooking ideas just in case you guys were starving at your home.
HERO dislikes instant RAMEN, and would instead teach you both the actual way. heâd also teach you both MUSHROOM SOUP and STUFFED CABBAGEâs.
in the end, it tasted pretty good and now both you and AUBREY know a few more cooking options. you guys could even cook together for the HOOLIGANS! theyâd love it 100% percent.
#aubreysheadspace!~#đż anon!~#aubreys writing!~#omori#omori aubrey x reader#omori hero x reader#omori kel x reader#omori x reader
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iâve been thinking recently about how wacky my science teachers have been for specifically my upper classman years (11th and 12th grade, because americans like to give funny names to high schoolers).
i took abnormal classes so itâs to be expected i suppose, forensics and anatomy. but both of my teachers have been absolute trips.
in forensics we were taught by this nice old man called tom. he was the teacher for that year only because he was subbing in for someone and the school decided to let him teach the whole year. has a background as i believe an officer (but i could be wrong) and taught forensics in college. he was semi-retired when he taught us.
but whatâs most important is everything else. he had a sense of humor that was basically just fucking with the class and dad jokes. you could tell he had several kids. tom had a complete and utter disregard for the rules and when we did have interactive and engaging lessons they were the experience ever
it was an in-person class but with heavy covid restrictions, to the point that we had a circle around the high school that we werenât allowed to pass with the sole exception of if we needed to go to another building for lunch or for class. tom did not care. he took us outside of the circle several times for class and i can guarantee you he did not get permission from the school.
he also one time told us that if his class was first (as we used a block schedule) and we were late to school, we could sneak through the back entrance and he would not care.
at the end of the year he made a fake final exam just to mess with one kid; he told the entire class except for one personthat we were going to pretend to be doing a final that was never mentioned before. on the test the last question was âare you freaked out [kidâs name]â. the prank didnât end up working out because the kid ended up being 30 minutes late to class and we all gave up but he was very proud of himself for the idea
we went around the parking lot treating it like a crime scene we were studying. we also did this in the elementary school playground. following the playground crime scene we made a slideshow of the evidence we found where we claimed tom was a murderer and we never dropped the joke.
we had an entire class period where we played with fake blood to make blood splatters.
he poured everyone a dixie cup of gatorade for a lab and right before we drank it deviated to teach us that we shouldnt drink from drinks already opened even when we know who is giving it to us which is an important lesson i still havent forgotten.
a kid mentioned hating escalators and he went on about how she has every right to be afraid and the lesson became about escalators being terrifying.
we planned to do a mock trial in the second half of the year which we never got to do and iâm still sad.
he drove a motorcycle to school on occasion and we found out after a class on crashes and how dangerous motorcycles can be and we were all deeply worried for him
he showed us pictures of his dog frequently and brought her in on the last day of class. after a class on a murder case he asked us to show oet pictures and acted like there was zero tonal whiplash in that transition
everyone loved tom. everyone speaks extremely fondly of tom even now.
but as a high school teacher he wasnât the best. first quarter was fun, he would make engaging lessons that would often times be puzzles, take us out of the building to do more practical classes (again, without permission), talked about very interesting stuff and current events and how it tied into law. but then it eventually devolved into mostly lecturing without a slideshow in a way that made me unable to pay attention, so iâd just play tetris on my computer, talk to class, and at the end of the year literally play hollow knight in the back of the class.
itâs especially lame because when i could focus the class was genuinely extremely interesting, the material was cool with a cool teacher who was really passionate about this. and the hands-on stuff we did was amazing. itâs something i regret.
my anatomy class is the opposite in class structure, where the chaos comes entirely because of the material itself.
my teacherâs name is jamie, she teaches in the middle school but has a single anatomy and physiology class in the high school. she is a gymnast who got her degree in anatomy and you can TELL that she did, she is beyond passionate. you can also tell that she fought tooth and nail to be the one to teach this class.
it is awe-inspiring how easily we get off topic in this class and for how long we get off topic. jamie, again, is extremely passionate about this, and has talked several times about how excited she is that she can teach high schoolers and get to have more in-depth conversations about her passion.
we will end up wasting half of class talking about something that has nothing to do with the material weâre learning about because of a side comment. the class gets super into these conversations which doesnât help.
what makes it better is that jamie has had a wild amount of injuries. she has had a tumor, lost her sense of smell, i think she fractured her skull, had her kid a month premature and went through a wild experience because of that, something will come up and sheâll mention some injury she got and it is terrifying. i think she finds me and my being in the course especially interesting because iâm planning on starting hrt and the process and effects is something she doesnât know as much about.
anatomy is the most scuffed class iâve ever taken too, itâs a weekly occurrence that something goes wrong. sheâs a middle school teacher so she has to rush over from the middle school every day. this, along with high schooler dumbassery has led to several wild stories taking place, such as but not limited to
sending a class of 6th graders an email about a test on tissues that we were taking the next day, causing us to get the email at 3:30 in the morning and several 6th graders panickingly studying tissues
forgetting our tests in the middle school and having to print new tests out for the first 5 minutes of class
kids spilling barium on a white countertop and there being a student cleaning crew in the back of the classroom for 30 minutes (which was a sight to behold)
the teacher giving us a class activity to learn about anaerobic respiration where we did squats and squat jumps, underestimating the non-athletes in the class and leading to several kids having very sore legs for the next few days (which was really funny when we learned about DOMS and got asked if we ever experienced it)
her finding several middle schoolers running around the high school as she went to go teach our class. delaying the start of our class as she tried to deal with them
similar to tom, no matter what you think of the class everyone loves jamie and we all talk fondly of her as being âa great teacher in a class we get nothing done inâ.
anyway, both of them have made me want to take an anatomy course and a forensics course of some kind in college, both of them for very different reasons but that boil down to my teachers making their respective class a wild collection of stories and memories that made me want to learn more.
#school#science#anatomy#physiology#forensics#i miss tom i hope he is okay#and that he didnât die in a motorcycle crash#shar rambles for way too long
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Otherside Picnic Volume 8 Thoughts - Part 1
J-Novel Club released the first part of the English translation for Volume 8, and because I was impatient I thought, might as well subscribe and read as I go. It also helped that there was one other novel I wanted to read but thatâs a potential topic for another time. Anyway, this volume will be split into nine parts so Iâll probably be doing this for a while.
For those not familiar with Otherside Picnic by Iori Miyazawa, Iâm not sure how to accurately explain it. Two disaster lesbians with guns explore a parallel world of supernatural horrors like itâs their playground, at the risk of insanity, bodily mutation and death? Thereâs the novels, the manga and the anime, though for best experience, the novels are the way to go.
Spoilers are below the cut.
File 24: Mujina Attacks
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With a title like âAccomplices No Moreâ and that synopsis, I shouldnât be surprised weâre starting off with the big question.
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Torikoâs birthday is so close to mine, youâd think Iâd have remembered. Also Iâm reminded that Sorawa forgot about her own birthday but remembered the exact date she met Toriko almost a year later.
Speaking of their anniversary, it seems Sorawo is not completely dense after all! Yes, Toriko was hoping to get lucky with you, you idiot! But then you killed the mood by talking about murdering her ex.
Gifts for Toriko? What do you get for the girl who got you matching knives for Christmas?
I wasnât expecting lingering trauma from that encounter last volume. That should be interesting going forward, seeing how physically affectionate Toriko is. On the one hand, I know Sorawo should tell her why she freaked out, but on the other hand, we really donât want to repeat past mistakes by bringing her up again on their birthday date.
So weâre back to the question, how does Sorawo feel about Toriko? I think Toriko has been very patient and understanding with Sorawo, but this has been dragging on for a while. Itâs past time that Sorawo put some serious thought into what Toriko means to her and what she wants their relationship to be like.
A week with no contact, though. Ordinarily, Iâd say it is for the best, but these two can get sucked into some Otherside nonsense at any time and any place, even in their own homes. At least Sorawo has Akari check in with her on occassion, but as far as I know Toriko doesnât have anyone in her everyday life to do that for her. At least not somebody whoâd know to contact Kozakura or Sorawo.
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Itâs funny to think about how the cynical loner Sorawo is actually percieved as the cool kid in her class, contrary to how she thinks she is percieved.
The entire conversation with Benimori is easily the highlight of Part 1.
Letâs start with how she lead with the questioning. Even now, Iâm not sure how Iâd describe Toriko, especially if put on the spot like that, so I can empathise with Sorawo. Even so, Benimori was patient and took it one step at a time to get the most important and relevant information out of her.
The part about separating love, romance and sex, and the various assumed aspects is definitely something to think about, and very relevant for someone like Sorawo, or even me. For me, I think at some point I knew to view each of these things as separate, but I consider this a reminder that some people do view them as a package deal. Itâs easier for me to think every relationship is unique than for me to remember that for some people being in a relationship means doing x, y and z.
My favourite part of the questioning was when she asked Sorawo if she could imagine bringing her partner to a love hotel. She did but nothing happened. âYour partner wasnât disappointed, were they?â We all were!
There was another part though, when she brought up the eyepatch and wondering if this partner was abusive. I could understand the caution and was prepared to write it off, then I remembered how Toriko resolved the situation by slapping Sorawo in an attempt to âfixâ her and then shoved her ghost finger into her eyeball. Theyâre both kind of messed up though, and they know and accept that about each other, so itâs probably just something theyâll need to work on in the future.
Also appreciate how until the end, Benimori stuck to the gender-neutral terms and avoid making any assumptions. Although, given Sorawoâs limited social circle and the fact that she made it clear her partner was someone sheâs spent a fair amount of time with already, it probably wasnât hard for her to guess who it was. Toriko has visited Sorawo at her uni a few times and she stands out a lot.
Thatâs it for Part 1. My guess is that Sorawo will ask Akari next, for no other reason than convenience. Maybe sheâll drag her beloved Nattsun into the conversation. Then I suppose itâs just Kozakura left. I canât imagine Sorawo going to Migiwa, Runa or Kasumi for this.
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List of interesting stuff from when I was in school because I felt like sharing
My middle elementary school gave me and other children asthma. It was a moldy dusty super old school that got closed down a few years ago. A local church bought the playground equipment and its so weird seeing it there.
My class played the telephone game and there was some mean kid that bullied me so I changed the message to "*so and so* is an idiot" and it was said out loud at the end and no one knew it was me that changed it to that.
I got bullied for having misophonia.
One day in kindergarten I brought a stuffed toy dragon to school. I was told I had to put it in my backpack in this weird long closet area thing where everyone else's was hung up. End of day. Got my backpack. Toy was gone. Teacher checked everyone else's backpacks. Not there. It was just vanished. Still no idea what happened to it.
For some reason in first grade I refused to do the morning warm-up work thing and instead drew creatures in my journal. Teacher took pictures of the pages and sent them to my grandma. I also headbutt other kids during carpet time because Spyro. That was also the year I was started on meds.
In music class it was around Halloween time and spooky music was played. There was this one that was like "there once was a woman all skin and bones wooooooooo". It scared me. The teacher made fun of me for it. I went to the art class next door and crafted a kangaroo bat out of construction paper.
For some reason I was just out early and waiting for the bell to ring to tell us to get to the buses. Principal was there. I had this bad fear of missing the bus ride home for some reason. The sight of the area being empty before bell rings looked the same as the sight of the area being empty after everyone got on the bus and so my brain was screaming at me that they were about to leave me so I ran to the buses early even though the principal told me to stop. Yeah anxiety problems started early.
Multiple basketballs got stuck in the rafters of the gym building.
I think I heard one time someone had to call an ambulance because some kid sat on a pencil wrong and was stabbed in the butt.
Convinced my teacher to have a field trip to my place because it was a cool farm.
Got ISS (in school suspension) at least twice because I scratched up bullies.
Fitness gram pacer test. This one girl keeps running long after everyone else has sat down. Eventually just stopped the timer.
Brought this bionicle toy to school. It was this cool big one I had built out of pieces of older bionicles. Had long neck wings and a tail. Should try to draw it from memory at some point. Anyways the day I brought it everyone was brought into the auditorium for an assembly. One of the things the principal talked about was the problem of kids bringing toys to school. It was in my backpack the whole time lol.
Science class had a garden we worked at. In particular I enjoyed digging with a particular tool. I said I wanted it. Learned hoe was also a slang term. The outside world is full of nasty freaks so I would sometimes over think every word I ever say because it might also be a nasty slang term I wasn't aware of.
Grew watermelon there. It was harvested too early. Me, with farm living experience, kept saying that was not ripe. It wasn't. In the teacher's defense though if we waited too long the raccoons would just get it.
My school did a lot of field trips. Went to sciport many times. Saw a film in the IMAX theater for the first time. It was about scary weather phenomenon. I was terrified. From then on skipped IMAX time and hung out with a teacher. One time around Christmas I helped hand out reindeer candy canes to the staff. Few times later I decided to try IMAX again. It was amazing. I loved it so much. Saw it two more times at that school. I'm still angry that the film we experienced first was one that scared me and made me miss out.
One day there was a nothing day close to the beginning of a break. Some kid brought in a movie to watch. DVDs were getting to be the norm I think, so it was kind of weird that he brought in a VHS. It was a recording of that movie Hop from a video camera at the theater. Teacher stopped it when she realized. We almost watched an illegally obtained movie.
In high school there was this chemistry teacher I didn't like. I had this habit of correcting teachers on things. Her worksheets spelled aluminum as aluminium. I told her about the spelling mistake. Later found out that's just how it was spelled in England. I have no idea why she used that spelling.
Something in that chemistry class I'm still upset about. We were doing this lab thing in groups. Were growing crystals on pipe cleaners. The directions included the word tare. I had no idea what that word meant. I don't recall whether we we taught briefly on that word or not previously. I asked her what it meant. She said to ask the others in my group. None of them knew it either. Didn't let me ask another group. So we had to skip that step. Our group was the only ones who didn't get pretty crystal ornaments. Just wet pipe cleaners.
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don't rlly have anything extremely important under here i'm just rambling really
last weekend? couple of months even? probably changed me more than i expected but also at the same time... not really. i think i'm scared of what's going to come up and what responsibilities i have to handle. i think i don't have that many in the first place so i shouldn't really be complaining. my confidence level has always been low is all
Last saturday i joined my first counter-protest. It wasn't for long since i arrived late, but it was nice meeting people who are all in for the love and support of lgbtq+ kids. It was near a playground and we gave some donuts out to kids. I thought a lot about how different their lives are due to covid. how there were people always willing to fight for them. how i should have joined these earlier There was also a Palestine protest going on here which i didn't attend, but they were loud enough to hear from streets away, and i hope their rally comes through to the cdn govt. it's extremely disappointing and beyond blood boiling (but not surprising) to see trudeau (who is already letting genocide happen in his own country) express his fake love while continuing to allow senseless massacres to continue. The biggest thing I can do is speak out, I really wish we could do more.
On sunday, i attended my first market, as in I was selling stuff personally. I managed to sell a coaster and a pouch that i crocheted, and I was really happy since I didn't expect to sell anything at all. But a part of me felt ashamed that i couldn't do more because my mom's always expecting more out of me when she hasn't even tried what I've been doing. It was overall a good experience and I'm looking forward to trying again this weekend. My friend is truly a great motivator and she also has a really good social network. I think I'm really beginning to see the magic in the connection of humans, but I am also very afraid of it considering how many bad fallouts i've been through. She gave me a lot of courage and passion to finish my artwork, get them printed, open my own shop, print out my own business cards... I even got my own acrylic charms and stickers printed. This was something I dreamt of doing when I was a teenager, so it does mean more to me than I let off. When I list it like this, I actually do see that I've done a lot.
But i'm scared that I'll lose motivation to take care of my own products and keep creating. But i'm also scared of being so slow I do nothing to change anything about my own life, like I've been living like this since 2017 when i dropped out because I was anxious about my life at the time and there was a huge strike. The strike was just a great excuse to me to get out of education. I don't think i was ever meant for higher education.
Life just keeps going on too, my dog has cushings which has an expensive treatment plan, consistent ear infections and ear cleanings have probably made her deaf, she's just growing old and... I feel like I'm just not prepared. It's similar with my dad, he's been ill and out of work for 3 months now while the canadian healthcare is in active collapse and he has to wait months for tests while he continues to faint at home with more rest. He's in his 60's, and I feel like I'm also turning into his caretaker which I don't want to be. I love my dad, but I just don't feel like i have the skills to take care of someone, I'll try but I don't think i can commit to it. But he's also my dad so I feel like i have no choice. Especially when my mom takes every opportunity to freak out and make us all feel as miserable as she does, if she isn't there to take care of him when shit sucks for him, then who is??? My brother is working basically full time too
I don't know, I'm just feeling really anxious about everything, even about the good stuff. I hope I can get past it, but what other choice do I have. I don't even think I succinctly worded everything as I actually felt
here's to my shop opening on nov 1st without too much of an issue. trying to keep it as simple as possible
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I've noticed that most of the horror lit I've read doesn't really scare me. Like, from the shitty teen horror novels about demons and schools for troubled girls I picked up in the teen section at the library once I turned 13 to the fucking Shining. Which is immensely disappointing.
But, I have noticed that when it's "something" that it does scare me. A matter of undefined and something and someone and the unknown. Danny's friend Tony in the Shining freaked me out. The rest of the book was ok, sorta fun even, but not scary. But there was such a nebulousness about Tony, like he's something for sure, but I couldn't tell if he was malevolent or not. The hedge animals weren't shit. But when Tony was calling out Daannnyyyyy, Daaaaannnyyyyy, it got me. I thought he was the scariest part of the book.
And not to mention (sorry) the last bit of the first Twilight book where there's "something" there. Something or someone, the details are a little hazy. But I remember being surprised at it because it scared me. It got my brain going. Something there but no way to find out what it is,, delicious.
Also in this category, though not a book, is the one episode of Cowboy Bebop, where the characters investigate a ghost signal sent from decades before the show takes place (something like that. pretty sure it's ep 14). I loved that one, it creeped me tf out.
Probably connected to this situation is the whole "something in the water" thing. It's something and it's doing something, but what is it, on both counts? Something about it scratches my brain. Something something corporate horror. I love it.
Not required reading for this post but additional rambling down here:
Technically, you can usually get me w a good jumpscare, ie that one scene in The Rise of Skywalker in the fallen death star where Rey's .... pointy toothed scary clone hallucination pops out. Also successful scares include the ghosts in Crimson Peak. But it's like I grew out of the scare effect as I got older. I remember not being able to sleep after reading the story in Scary Stories to Tell in the Dark, where some kid finds a random toe sticking out of the ground and the family eats it for dinner and the thing that it belongs to comes back at night and goes like "wheres my toeeeee". I was 7-8. It was also around that age, maybe a little younger, when I watched the first Harry Potter movie, which was very scary to me.
When I read Misery, which I'd heard was one of the scariest books folks had ever read, it was very.. unscary. I'm sure if I got my hands on Stephen King as a younger person that stuff would have absolutely fucked with me. But apparently that horror format doesn't do it for me, anymore. Probably a good thing I didn't read any of his stuff before my late teens, though, because I'm not sure how that would have affected my perception of/experiences with the portrayal of sex, violence, fatphobia, misogyny, etc. Finally, I am in a place where I can read the most proclaimed horror of all time without worrying I won't get into heaven, but I am also in a place where it's just not scary to me. Like what a damn ripoff. Did I just have too many experiences where I feared for my very soul and thought I was tainted and that context just.. nulled horror lit to me? Like did my brain just go like, yeah that's nice and all but I've seen worse? I mean, probably not, but jeez. I'd really love to read a good scary book. But I have not yet found one. My suspension of disbelief is broken, yall.
I mean, back to the Shining, moving hedge animals would be absolutely terrifying irl! Like what a legitimately scary situation to be in, honestly. I'd have to go to therapy for that. Animals made out of bushes around a playground moving when you aren't looking, chasing you, and it's so absurd and freaky and I'm sure it would have you questioning your sanity. Are you really seeing what you're seeing? Like, what the hell. And that's tame in comparison to the other events of the book. Wendy and Danny 100% needed thousands of dollars of therapy after getting out of that hotel. But unfortunately I was fine almost the entire time (thanks Tony).
It is what it is. Back to my fear of somethings, I guess.
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Lost and Found
Dean Winchester x Reader
Summary: When an argument after a hunt leads to you determined on finding your own way back to the car, you find yourself lost and found.
Requested by Anonymous: âi would love to see some more protective angsty fluff!! i'd love to read something like back to you again! that's my comfort ficâ
Word Count: 4.6k
Warnings: angst, swearing, arguing, mentions of injury, blood, fluff, kissing
Stupidity. Mistakes and stupidity was the running theme of that entire hunt from the very first start of it down to the last minute of it. Mistakes that resulted in injuries that couldâve been avoided, even if they were minor. Mistakes that only brewed a certain green eyed hunterâs anger till that simmer turned to a boil and he nearly was sent over the edge.
Little by little, more fuel was dumped onto that fire. One thing after another it roared, burned hot from within him. He didnât hold any of that anger towards you, not truly, but he was angry at just how little you cared about the fact that youâd gotten hurt. He wasnât truly angry with you, but his anger has a funny way of bubbling and spilling over, searing any and everything when he tries to communicate, or lack thereof. Heâs got this way of experiencing his emotions so intensely, for years and years, but even with the time thatâs passed and the experience heâs got with them, handling it doesnât come easily to him.
He was angry, he was pissed, beyond that at your nonchalance of how the hunt has gone. It went as far south as it could get and then some, it was nothing but disastrous and it bugged him to no end.
To top it all off, the anger thatâd boiled over was fuel for an argument, one that bounced off the trees in the woods you walked through, echoing in the vast expanse and bouncing back the angry words youâd spoken. An emphasis on the retorts the two of youâd been making.
To top it off, two pissed and stubborn hunters going head to head in an argument never went well. Two stubborn hunters with a temper hotter than anything resulted in the stupidest thing you couldâve done that day.
Youâd gone and walked off, went out on your own to find the car out of spite, just to make him mad and it worked. Man, did it ever work. He initially egged you on, told you to go ahead and go because Dean Winchester had a history of saying things he always comes to regret once they spew from his mouth in the heat of the moment. But when you did, when you did go off by yourself just like he challenged you to heâd shouted your name till his voice was all but raspy.
At first he thought you were messing with him, trying to piss him off by digging your heels in and ignoring him. But after a few minutes pass and he still didnât hear your grumbling voice or your stomping footsteps crunching the leaves or snapping twigs littering the ground, thatâs when that panic started to settle in and that singing, burning feeling grew hotter in the pit of his stomach till it was near unbearable. Your efforts on being spiteful had gone and gotten you lost in the woods, a place that looked the same no matter where you turn and it was an absolute nightmare.
You were lost.
This wasnât some haunted abandoned hospital, it wasnât a ghost ridden house that contained his search within brick walls and gave him some hope. It wasnât a building he could find you in. It was the middle of the freaking woods, a playground for monsters just dying to swoop in and steal you away from him in no time. The mere thought of it made his stomach twist and churn. The simple idea of a monster laying its hands on you with nothing but intentions to harm you made his mind turn into a frenzy as he clenched his fists a little tighter than theyâd been before.
He was burning up inside. The anger in the pit of his stomach becoming nauseating as he stood amongst trees for as far as he could see. He spent what felt like a lifetime looking left and right, calling out for you, each time a little more frustrated than the last as his voice echoed back.
Itâd been two hoursâtwo hours of looking for you until he finally did.
It was more than obvious he was pissed, he didnât need to say it. He was tense as he walked along a step ahead of you, his footsteps heavy as his boots came down and pressed against the muddy ground.
Each and every time you snuck a glance at him, you couldâve sworn that crease between his brows deepened just a fraction more than it had the last time and the time before. His jaw was tense with anger and his cheeks were flushed the palest shade of pink beneath spatters of freckles, a telling sign of his feelings. Dean Winchester rarely ever flushed, so when he did, no matter how slight, you knew heâd really been worked up.
He was huffing, every other breath it seemed, he was walking along with heavy footfalls, scuffed leather boots snapping twigs and pressing into mud with every step. It didnât help that you were just as angry, with him and with yourself for getting yourself lost out of spite just to piss him off.
To be fair, he egged you on and told you to do it, thatâs what you told yourself.
The silence was deafening despite the constant crunch under his boots paired with yours, despite the grumbles under his breath about which direction is the right one to go in and how the hell the two of you were supposed to find your way back out. It was quiet between the two of you and you wanted nothing more than to just know where the car was so you could bolt, so you could run off and meet him there.
Sure, youâd have to sit in the car with him for the ride back to the motel, and itâd be just as quiet and tense and near maddening as it was right in that very moment. But at least youâd get a small reprieve to distract you from the bout of emotions raining heavily upon you like there was a nasty rain cloud right above your head.
It was mainly anger, and a whole lot of it, swirling around and not getting any better it seemed. It was picking at you and you felt it in your chest, in the pit of your stomach as you walked next to the hunter thatâd been the cause of it.
Your face was burning hot from it even though the rainy weather was colder than comfortable, your hands clenched tightly to the tattered cuffs of your jacket sleeves. You were flushed and freezing all the same.
You hated the way that hunt went, so far south you were quite sure it couldnât have gotten any worse save for you getting dead. It was a mess of mistakes and clumsy accidents and you wanted so desperately to scream, to put it behind you and never think about it again. You hated hunts like these, setting you back by a million miles as it dented your ego as a hunter, severely bruised the way you saw your ability in hunting monsters for a living.
It put you in the worst mood imaginable, made you angry and want to cry all the same as you stomped along, wanting so badly just to be by yourself. By yourself preferably not in the vastness of the woods for a second time because that wouldnât do you any good. You wanted your own space to cry and feel pitiful with your efforts in that hunt today because the last thing you needed was for the older Winchester to see you cry.
That would only further your hurt and upset more than it was.
You were already a frustrated, emotional mess and you felt like you were ready to burst and crack, break into a million pieces in a momentâs notice as you walked a pace behind him. The very one that wasnât helping you be any less angry when he was a part of what had been causing it at the moment.
âWould you take it easy with the huffing and puffing?â You say, mild annoyance in your tone as you walk. âCan barely hear myself think.â
A moment passed, fleeting before you heard his chuckle. It was a humorless snort, one that was accompanied by a head shake as he glanced at you briefly. His amusement by your words only made you more frustrated, but he really wasnât all that amused more than he was irritated.
âDonât think youâve done much thinkinâ today anyway, sweetheart,â he says, looking ahead as he continues to walk.
But you stop, you pause your steps as your brows knit together deeper than ever as you scoff. He notices, he notices that youâre not next to him anymore, he notices thereâs no stomping footsteps, he notices when he hears that very scoff thatâs practically out of this world with how dramatic it is. He notices and he slows his walk, fully turns around to face you when you open your mouth.
âIt wasnât my fault and you know it, Dean. There was nothing I could do to make it any different,â you say, voice loud but not quite yelling.
You watched as his gaze narrowed at you, lips parting as he stepped a little closer to you and if it were possible, steam would be coming from his ears. His lips pursed momentarily, nostrils flaring as a brief moment of quiet passed between the two of you.
âNothing you could doâŠâ he scoffed, incredulously at that. âNothing you could do? Y/n, thatâs a bunch of bull and I ainât buyinâ it.â
You rolled your eyes, jaw clenching as you turned your head away from him. You hadnât seen it, you failed to notice the way his eyes bounced along the side of your face, his gaze lingering on the sharp scratch running just above your eyebrow and curving up your forehead some. It lingered and it took everything in, the sight of even something so simple as a scratch on your skin having bugged him to no end and he hated it. It drove him nuts and he didnât know how to express it any other way than frustration.
But you didnât notice that, the way he looked at that scratch that was borderline worse than that. You didnât see the flurry of emotions that flickered across his face while you werenât looking, that look heâs got hardening once your gaze fell on him once more. A gaze that brought together an unhappy look.
âIt was either me getting a few bumps and bruises or that monster getting away,â you say, a little louder than the last time you spoke.
âThen let the damn thing go!â
His voice was loud, faintly echoing amongst tall trees and dripping rain. Cutting through the sound of the inclement weather and the rustle of leaves under muddied boots as he makes a slight shift in his foot. He shouted as he stood there, chest heaving and he knew he let his frustration get the best of him. The both of you did. Heâd gone and let his anger boil over and he hated it.
âDonât be ridiculous, Dean. Itâs a freaking monster,â you say.
He knew that, he knew that fact very well and he didnât give a crap. Itâs one monster out of hundreds and hundreds roaming around in places they havenât even gone to yet. They were everywhere, millions of opportunities to take down more in the years heâs got left to kill them. He was only twenty-six.
There were hundreds and hundreds of monsters left to hunt in your lifetime, he could live with one freaking monster getting away if it meant you wouldnât get hurt. He doesnât give a damn about some supernatural douchebag right now, he never cared about them as much as he did you.
He wasnât being ridiculous, he was worried more than anything.
You didnât get it, you didnât get how much it bothered him. How much it drove him crazy. You didnât get it and you never have, and maybe you never will because youâre just about as stubborn as him and there was no changing that. It makes him crazy when you go off and do whatever on a hunt just for the sake of keeping others safe. He admired it but hated it all the same because he knew it meant youâd put yourself in danger to keep someone else out of it.
He was the very same way and he hated the idea of losing you to some monster. It may have been selfish, but he didnât have it in him to care about that.
âCall me what you want, I donât give a crap. But you almost got yourself killed today with the stunt you pulled today, you realize that?â He says, not quite so loud as before but still plenty. You opened your mouth to retort but he wasnât finished. âWe almost had a damn hunterâs funeral. So you can be pissed all you want, cause you donât seem to care about what the hell went on back there. And you damn sure donât care that you ran off in the middle of the freakinâ woods cause youâre mad at me. It was stupid and you know it, Y/n.â
Your brows furrowed a little more, your jaw clenching tightly as you swallowed down the lump that was adamant on sticking in your throat. You felt the tears that wanted to well up and spill down your cheeks, your felt they sting and burn. He wasnât wrong, youâd done some stupid things that day. You went off in those woods and got yourself lost. It was something that scared you way more than you would ever admit, not that you needed to because Dean knew you better than anyone else. But you were terrified till you heard his voice call out for you, terrified until you saw the green eyed hunter after thinking you never would again.
He was right, but youâd never admit that.
You were tangled up in a million different emotions, torn between wanting to dig your heels in and make the angry Winchester angrier, and wanting to bury your face in his chest. You were torn but you were quick to make your decision.
âYouâre unbelievable,â you say, pushing past him and fully intending to walk ahead by yourself once more no matter how much it scared you after getting lost the first time.
Those leaves and sticks crunched under your stomping footfalls once more, but it was brief, it wasnât long before his hand wrapped around yours. The action was quick to keep you from taking another step to keep you from getting lost for the second time that day. You were stubborn, unbelievably so and he knew that for a fact but heâd take you hating him over losing you any day.
He could handle that, thatâs what he told himself. He could just barely handle you hating him but he wouldnât forgive himself for a single second if he let you storm off for another time that day after what happened earlier. He wouldnât let it happen no matter what but especially not now.
You turned around to look at him, gaze narrowed and lips pursed but you didnât tug your hand away. You simply looked at him for a fleeting moment or two before you let out a huff, walking alongside him. You were less than thrilled, both of you were.
You were tense yet the opposite all the same, your hand limp in his as he kept you close this time around. He had anger in his step, frustration in his stride as he walked amongst tree after tree in this place that felt endless. It wasnât helping his mood being stuck in a place that constantly reminded him of that hunt that day, it didnât help at all as he walked a step ahead of you.
But despite being that one step ahead of you, his hand was still clasped around yours, gripped a little tighter than normal.
âWould it kill you to loosen the death grip, Dean?â You ask, a tone in your voice that didnât help his mood.
You werenât quite done digging your heels in.
âConsidering Iâm not up to wandering around looking for you for another two hours while you run off on me, yeah sweetheart, it would kill me,â he says, less than thrilled.
You roll your eyes, scoffing as you try and pull your hand away this time but his grip only tightens a little more.
âOh shut up, Winchester,â you grumble, just loud enough that heâd heard it.
He rolls his eyes, something you didnât see as he walks along with slightly heavier footfalls. You were only adding fuel to the fire, you knew that, but the anger running through you to match his was something that was still simmering within you.
You were miserable, cold in the middle of the woods and everything looked the same. It was a steady drizzling rain, something that added to your discomfort just as much as the scrape along your knee and the bruised knuckles you got did. You were on the brink of tears as your anger and frustration mixed with the dull pain you felt, with the fear you stuffed down deep.
It took a little after that, itâd been a little while. Of walking amongst trees and drizzling rain, of chilly temperatures as your clothes grew wetter from rain. Of no words exchanged between the two of you as you walked, your shared footsteps having been the only sound the two of you had made for some time.
It took some time, a little bit of time for you to simmer down, for that anger to slow its boil until it cooled off enough for you to quit being so stubborn. Because after a while, you quit being so limp in his grip, curling your fingers around his hand and holding it just a little bit tighter.
It was subtle, so subtle but he noticed every bit of it. He felt the way you gave in, knocked down that wall of anger just enough to give into the fact that you wanted his comfort. You would never admit that, youâve got too much pride to do that. You barely wanted to admit it to yourself even, but you were shaken up, too tired and bothered by the events of that day to care about holding onto your anger so much that it keeps you from realizing that green eyed hunter wasnât going to let you get hurt again, to get lost again.
But you kept quiet, didnât say anything as you kept moving along. He didnât say a word other than the occasional clear of his throat, or a swear under his breath when the hike through the woods seemed like itâd never end.
You wanted nothing more than to shower, to stand under warm water and wash the day off of you, tears surely mingling with the water. To wash away the stress and dirt and watch it rinse away. You just wanted to tend to the injuries that stung, surely irritated and red as your jeans chafed and rubbed over the sensitive skin. You just wanted to climb under the blankets of that motel room bed and take comfort in the sound of the thunder and rain rather than be stuck in it.
You wanted nothing more and the bout of relief that washed over you had been insurmountable at the sight of that sleek black car waiting for you just where Dean had left her. Waiting to be climbed into and hightail it out of there and back to civilization. You were tired, both physically and emotionally and the desire to sit was nearly too great as you dropped his hand in favor of gripping the handle on the passenger side door.
You sighed as you took a seat, closing the door before the rain could pelt down too much on the interior. It was safe in there, safe from monsters, safe from rain, safe from the chilly temperatures that made it impossible for you to warm up.
The trunk of the Impala slammed closed, Dean rounding the side of the car before tugging the driverâs side door open and sitting down, the car jostling before he got situated and closed the door. You could tell he felt the same relief you did, that he felt the same comfort that heâd finally been settled within his car rather than being stranded out in the elements like the two of youâd been for hours.
He turned the car on, that familiar roar sounding and the vents pushed out cool air till it started to warm up. You sat there for a few moments, sat there in park till you noticed the way his hand hovered over the clutch, hesitant to put it in drive. Your brows furrowed and he could feel your gaze, speaking up after a moment.
âYouâre gonna freeze if you keep that jacket on, itâs soaked,â he says, turning his head to look at you.
ââM fine,â you mumble, that stubbornness not quite having left yet.
âY/n, I can feel you shaking,â he says, no humor in his tone as he purses his lips.
You huff and roll your eyes, turning your head away from him as you wrestled with your rain soaked jacket to get it off, the mere struggle itself doing plenty to heat you up some. But in that process, the cuff of your sleeve, that metallic button itâd had, it scraped across that scratch on your forehead just enough for it to hurt. Just enough to make it a little bit worse.
He notices before you can feel it, notices the drops of crimson forming and beading over the irritated scratch, building up just enough for it to trail down your temple in a dripping line of crimson that was slow to fall. You felt it soon after, felt the tickle on your skin and youâre quick to wipe it away, swipe it with your finger tips before he noticed but it was already too late.
You gave him a glance, one that spoke for you but he returned it with one of his own.
âCan we go?â You ask, impatience weaving around your words.
You may have been stubborn, but youâve got nothing on Dean Winchester. You knew he wasnât going to give in that easily, you were positive as he lifted his hand, the pad of his thumb brushing along that scratch with the gentlest touch you could imagine. He was tender with the action, his brows furrowed deeper than moments before.
He looked at it for a moment before his hand dropped in favor of opening the glovebox, digging around a bunch of fake IDâs and various old flip phones before he grabbed a small plastic box and closed the glovebox. It was that first aid kit heâd kept in there ever since he was eighteen. He always kept it fully stocked, always, flipping open the lid to reveal that it was indeed full just like you knew it would be.
âDonât be ridiculous,â he says, copying your earlier words.
There was no talking your way out of him cleaning this scratch up, and itâd be foolish to think there was a chance in you doing that.
He ripped open a package, pulling the small antiseptic wipe from it and unfolding the little square, turning in his seat and bending his knee so he could face you.
You barely looked at him, tense as you crossed your arms over your chest. He lifted his hand once more, gentle as he swiped the wipe along your skin, blotting away any blood and dirt that could get in it and make it worse. The alcohol stung and it burned, making you tense your jaw in a way that he noticed.
He sighed softly as he discarded the dirtied wipe in exchange for a fresh one, this time having tried a different approach. His hand was calloused and warm as it settled on your cheek, turning your head to face him. It didnât drop from your cheek as he moved to clean up that scratch a little better, keeping it there to keep you from shying away from the sting of that wipe and he wished it hadnât hurt, he really wished it didnât.
You took notice of that as his thumb brushed over your cheek in a pattern, a back and forth pattern that comforted you more than youâd admit as you fought to let it show.
ââS a little better,â he said, clearly displeased that youâd been hurt in the first place.
His hand lingered on your cheek, his gaze on you as you lifted your own and caught it. Itâd been the first time in the last forty-five minutes that you truly looked in his eyes for longer than a few seconds, the furrow in your brows a little softer, and much less filled with anger as you swallowed thickly.
You saw the way the corner of his mouth quirked up every softly, slight as his eyes bounced between yours. He tucked your hair behind your ear with a gentle swipe of his fingers, the very tips of them brushing over the curve of your ear.
It was only a matter of seconds before heâd tucked the first aid kit back into the glovebox, before he reached over the back of the seat, snagging the flannel blanket from the footwell thatâd been tattered and well worn.
His smile was soft but much more visible if you let your gaze linger for long enough, vanishing some at the side of that scratch. But he wrapped that blanket around your shoulders, tucking it around you until he felt itâd been sufficient enough. Heâd wrapped it around you and turned away, foot on the brake before putting the car in drive.
He hadnât started moving yet, hadnât started cause he felt your gaze on him again. He always could. He turned his head to see it to be true, your gaze much softer as you let out a quiet sigh through your nose.
You bit the inside of your cheek, your mind racing with the thought of why you were even mad at him to begin with, and why you still were. You werenât.
You couldnât be, not as you still felt the warmth of his hand on your cheek even though it wasnât there anymore, or the warmth of the blanket around your shoulders. You couldnât after feeling just how gentle heâd been tending to your wound, gentle as he always was. It was next to impossible to continue your anger, you knew it was and you simply couldnât continue with it, not without feeling ridiculous and absurd.
You were quiet as you scooted a little closer on the bench seat, pressing a kiss to his stubbled cheek before you let your head rest on his shoulder.
He sits there for a second or two, and itâs not long before you feel a kiss press to your forehead, lingering as his smile is faint, growing softly. Itâs a smile that goes unseen but he doesnât need it to be seen, knows you can feel it, can tell itâs there. He doesnât say anything as he sets off down the dirt road to make his way to a paved street, to make his way to the motel.
You may have gotten yourself lost that day, may have gotten hurt, but heâll always find you.
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Drs Styles
paediatric heart surgeon harry, husband harry and dad harry. honestly the holy trinity.
warning: they did it in the car. bloody animals.
Harry
âMove your car, please!â
âWhat are you going to do? Write me a ticket?â
âThis is in the interests of safety for the children!â
I look at the time in the car. Iâve still got about twenty to twenty-five minutes to watch this drama unfold at the school gate. I just wish we had popcorn because drop-off and parking situations at the school gates are always more entertaining than Good Morning Britain.Â
The school gate is a strange social scene, and honestly, I donât blame my wife for trying to avoid it like a plague. Sometimes, you donât even have to talk to these people to know everything about their lives and more. I swear there are more gossips in the class WhatsApp group and daily playground chattering than in the copies of The Sun and Daily Mail combined. You know whoâs married, whoâs getting a divorce, whose husband shagged the au pair again, whose party you havenât been invited to, even whoâs looking for a builder.Â
I see the school caretaker chuckling to himself as he sweeps the autumn leaves off the pathway, no doubt also enjoying our morning entertainment.Â
âWhy is Mrs Chambers screaming like that?â Alma, our eldest daughter, asks from the back of the car.Â
âBecause that man parks his car in a drop-off zone,â I reply, still watching him as he removes a child from his car seat. âDo you know who that is?â
âI think the boy is your classmate,â Alma turns to her sister.
Fiona, our youngest, peers over to inspect. âOh yeah, thatâs Rufus and his dad.â
âDo we like Rufus?â
âNot unless we like boys who pee down the slides,â Fiona scrunches her nose up. âHe stood at the top and peed down like a waterfall. I havenât gone down the slide ever since.â
I shake my head and let out a chuckle. âMâsure theyâve cleaned it up since, button.âÂ
Did you know that choosing a school for your child after nursery can be a head-throbbing, stomach-twisting, heart-pounding experience? Well, it can. How is one supposed to choose a school anyway? According to the proximity? Leavers Results? Adorable uniforms? Parentsâ agendas?
After many, many discussions and visits through more schools than I can count, we ended up with Thomasâs Kensington. Itâs a great school, and only ten minutes away from our home, making school runs easier. The downside of this school is the fact that it costs us an arm and a leg and that theyâre always trying to rip us off any chance they get. Also, they only take the kids until 11, so after that, weâll have to look for other schools again. But since our girls are only seven and five, we can worry about that later.Â
Thereâs a strange mix of parents at this place. I went to school up in the North and the school gate scene is nothing like this. Here there are more au pairs, fancy cars, nicer clothes and people coming with impressive tans from their last weekend break in Antibes. The kids here are suited up too: the PE kit is the size of a small weekender bag, and we put them in uniforms that make them look smart, hoping that will increase the size of their brains. A child walks past our car with a cello case, another with a hockey stick. Itâs a different land here. One that my socialist in-laws constantly tease us about and one which my mum was hysterical about because she was scared her grandbabies would be little Tories. I promised her Iâd keep them grounded by only giving them plain hobnobs. None of those luxury chocolate covered ones.
Jokes aside, my girls are happy here. Theyâre thriving. They learn French and Spanish and Mandarin, even if they share a class with kids who have ridiculous names like Kitty and Archibald.Â
A knock at my window calls me to attention. I wind it down.
âAre you Fionaâs dad?â A mum asks me.
âI am.â
âItâs about Opheliaâs riding party this Saturday at the riding stables.âÂ
Like I said, itâs a different land here.
âI thought we RSVPed to that?â I look at her in confusion.
âYes, you did, but we have to change the food options as one of the partygoers is allergic to nuts. Iâm making everyone aware and we need to let the guests know that they canât bring any nuts on the day.â
A dirty joke is right there on the tip of my tongue and Iâm trying my hardest to keep it in. My wife would definitely find it funny though, Iâve got to remember this and tell her later.Â
âNoted,â I mean, I wasnât going to send my daughter to a party with a packet of cashews anyway but I nod politely.
âAnd just gift vouchers for gifts please. Smiggle, if you can.â
Again, I nod, biting my tongue at the presumptuousness. But then I suddenly panic, because we havenât entered the realms of pony riding just yet. Do I have to buy jods and boots? If I donât, will my daughter be the odd one out? But Opheliaâs mum saunters off before Iâve got the chance to ask.
âDo I have to go to that party, daddy?â Fiona asks.Â
âWell, weâve already replied, poppet,â I tell her. âDid you not want to go?â
âIâll go if I have to.â
I donât answer because I get distracted by a vacant space. I edge the car forward so my girls can hop off.Â
âI love you both. Have a good day, make good choices.âÂ
âBye daddy! Weâll see you after work!â
***
Evelina London Childrenâs Hospital is our second home. Of course, as a childrenâs hospital, we try to make the place as fun as possible as not to freak those little patients out at being ill. It is bright and primary coloured, and each ward is decorated according to its own theme with different colours and lovely artworks. There are televisions and toys almost in every corner. We have a giant slide on the ground floor, and even the bins are shaped like red London buses. The aim was to help the children to forget that theyâre in a hospital and take their minds off their sickness.
Since my wife and I are in the same department, our offices are next to each other, both overlooking the Thames. Itâs nice up here. Wouldâve been nicer if we could sneak in a quickie, but thatâs practically impossible with our shared secretaryâs desk sitting literally in front of our doors.Â
Speak of the devil.
âGood morning. Hereâs your tea,â my secretary follows me into my office with a cup of tea and a tiny plate with a couple of rich tea fingers. âClinic until 3 pm, scheduled PDA ligation in the laboratory for 4 pm and then evening rounds on the wards.â
âMorninâ Rhonda, you look lovely today,â I greet her cheerily. Sheâs a stern-looking woman who definitely likes her tea as strong as tits and who has probably never cried in her life. With such severity, she runs a tight ship, but she secretly has this affectionate side in her too. Not only is she a great secretary, but she also takes care of us in a way as a grandma does. She makes us tea, feeds us in between surgeries with biscuits or nice baby cheeses and crackers just so we wouldnât starve.Â
See that sofa over there in the corner of my office? Rhonda got me that. It was around the time when I had just become a new father with the sweetest, most gorgeous little baby who did not sleep. Alma wasnât a fussy baby though. For some reason, she just wouldnât go back to sleep after her midnight feed for months. Believe me, I tried everything. I changed her nappy, I swayed and jiggled and rocked and sung her to sleep. Odd nonsensical songs like, âAlma darling go to sleeep. Sleepy sleep sleep. Pleeeeease. Iâm so tirrrred. My eyeballs may actually exploooode. I donât want you to see thaaat.â And she would just look at me all wide-eyed like Iâd lost the plot. Those were song lyrics? That was rubbish. Please donât give up your day job. Also, itâs not sleeping time. Iâm awake. Iâm ready for life. Come on, entertain me, old man. Isnât this nice, just you and me? Tell me everything you know. EVERYTHING.Â
Except of course she didnât say all that. She would just stare at me and I had no idea what was going on in her little head.Â
I took over my wifeâs patients at the hospital during her maternity leave, so I had longer hours at the hospital. One day Rhonda found me napping on the floor between surgeries, so she sweet-talked some porters into looking for any old sofas on the go and paid to have this one reupholstered. She even bought me a fleece throw for it too. We really donât deserve her.
âYou hittinâ on me?â She deadpans. âYer wife not doing it for you these days?â
âItâs the blazer. Iâm a sucker for a blazer.â
âIf Iâd known, I wouldâve worn it more often,â she replies. âDid my nice dress yesterday not give you the fanny flutters?â
âItâs schlong shiver for me,â I roar with laughter. âAnd itâs the tartan, makes you look well old.â
âYN, yer husbandâs a bloody git, did I ever tell you that?â Rhonda says loud enough for my wife to hear, and I can hear my wifeâs laughter from her office next door. âDrink your tea. Your first clinic appointment is in twenty.â
âYes maâam,â I salute her.Â
***
The Arctic ward in the Evelina is home to many of our imaging, heart and kidney services. The name is probably giving it away, but everything is decorated in blue and white to go with the theme. We have several zones, and since paediatric cardiology clinics are held in the Walrus zone, I spend a great deal of time each day looking at walrus and snowflake decals.Â
âDoctor Styles!â I hear a little voice shouts in excitement as I walk towards the waiting room in the outpatient ward. I smile, because I recognise that voice even before I see the little person.
The waiting room is very open here compared to other hospitals. Thereâs a sea of noise, snacks, tiny juice boxes and colouring pages. Thereâs also always a look of expectation, judgement on the faces of parents and guardians every time I walk in. They want to see if their doctor is old or qualified enough to see their children. Thereâs always one child who has the whole gang with them; parents, two sets of grandparents and even several aunts and uncles, and thereâs also at least one child running around in circles out of boredom.Â
This little lad bounces off his chair and hurls himself at me in a way like a little puppy would when its owner comes home from work. I put an arm out, hoping that heâll apply the brakes but no such luck and he bundles himself into my arms. âNice to see you, mate.â
His parents smile as they watch their sonâs antics, who then runs off as I shake their hands. I turn around to see what caught his attention, and I canât help but chuckle when I realise itâs my wife.Â
âDoctor pretty Styles!â He exclaims excitedly as he bundles himself into her arms. She gets a mouthful of curls in the process.Â
âHi Rory,â she greets him as she runs her fingers through his curly mop.Â
âOi,â I pout as I walk towards them. âYou donât think Iâm pretty?â
âYour wife is prettier,â he says with a shrug, his tone matter-of-fact.
She laughs and gives him a high-five. âRory, you are officially my favourite patient.â
She is right. Rory is one of our special patients for sure. Weâve both known him for about six years now, ever since Roryâs mum gave birth to this tiny human next door at St Thomas and his heart was literally broken. I remember watching proudly from the theatre when my wife replaced two of his valves when he was born. It was in our early years of training. Long time patients like Rory almost always feel like family. Weâve seen all their parentsâ tears and watched over their children throughout the years. They send us cards and wine every Christmas and despite all attempts to keep a professional distance, their kids do feel like our own.
Rory shrugs off his dinosaur rucksack and unzips it, pulling out a drawing of a blue whale and an opened packet of KitKat. I like that the whale wears a top hat and appears to also don a moustache.Â
âI drew you both a picture. Only one though, because I figure you can share,â he says with a big toothy grin and hands the packet of KitKat to my wife. âAnd Iâve got half a KitKat here. Do you want it?â
âIâm good for now. Keep that KitKat for later on the tube,â she smiles and waves at Rory as she begins to walk away towards the fetal cardiology ward just down the hall. âBye Rory, thanks for the picture.â
âBye doctor pretty Styles,â Rory replies, making my wife laugh as she walks away. I give her a wave and a wink.Â
âHey Rory, did you know a blue whale has a heart the size of a small car?â I ask him and his eyes widen.
âNo way! Thatâs mega!â He exclaims. âDo you think you could operate on a whale heart?â
âI would need a very big ladder,â I tell him. âAnd a wetsuit. Iâd give it a go though.â
A senior nurse from the outpatient ward, Florence approaches us with a junior nurse trailing behind her. âDr Styles, always a pleasure.â
I smile at her. âFlorence. How are we today?â
âBusy as usual,â she replies. âWeâre about twenty minutes behind Iâm afraid. We had Dr Goodridge in this morning and you know he likes to talk.â
âHe always runs over,â I chuckle. âWell, donât worry. Iâll skip lunch and get us back up to speed.â
âIâll make sure to send some snacks for you. Hereâs your chart, your files are already in your office. And this is Alice, your nurse today. Sheâs newly qualified so might need some instructions.â
The new nurse looks terrified so I smile at her to try and calm her fears. I totally get that. When you work in medicine, unfortunately, youâll realise that there are a lot of rude self-important wankers.Â
I look down at my chart and find Roryâs name on the top of the list. âWell, look whoâs coming with me to the exam room.â
Rory reaches out to hold my hand and we walk towards the examination room. His parents follow us closely, carrying the usual coats and devices that people do when they know theyâre bound for a hospital waiting room. I see them inside and sit behind the desk.
âSo, young man, I hear weâve had a touch of drama with you. Can you tell me what happened?â
Iâve actually already got the information in the file, but I like the way this kid tells a story. He reminds me of my youngest.Â
âSo⊠I was at school and we were doing PE and I wasnât really feeling it because it was cold and really we should have been inside but Mr Witter makes us go outside because he used to be in the Army apparently and he says we should get used to the cold but thatâs what they do in prisons.â
I smile. âGo on.â
âAnd then my heart started running.â
âYou mean racing?â
He nods firmly. Racing isnât even the word. It sprinted to the finish like Bolt at 252 beats per minute, three times the speed it should.
âIt felt like bubbles in my chest and then the school went crazy panicky and they called the ambulance and they brought me to the hospital but not this one, it was another one and it wasnât as good because you werenât there and they had really bad biscuit.â
His mum adds. âAnd they gave him some drugs to bring it back to a steady rhythm; they were close to shocking him.â Her voice trails off and both parentsâ faces look drawn and pale remembering the incident.
Rory looks absolutely unbothered by this. To be fair, we have put this little man through everything. Weâve cut his chest open more times than is necessary for someone so small, we hook him up to machines and put him on treadmills. His resilience and character amaze me, and I really canât imagine what it feels like to see your child so vulnerable and helpless, to be paralysed and weighed down with such worry.
âAlright then, little man, we need to make sure that your heart is working as it should. This is Alice, and she is going to take you over for an ECG and we just need to make sure your tick-tock is in good shape.â
Rory nods and jumps off the chair. His dad offers him a piggyback, and his mum smiles at them. I can hear Rory offering that half KitKat to Alice as they leave the room.Â
His mother turns to me as the door is closed, her shoulders relaxing, allowing herself to breathe. âAnd how are you?â I ask her.
âYou just think itâs done and then something like that comes along to scare you,â she says with a sigh.
âLetâs have these tests and then see if itâs anything major to worry about,â I try to calm her. âEpisodes of rapid heartbeat is quite common in Roryâs case, and we can look into drugs to remedy that if necessary.â
She smiles, nodding.
âDid you have any other questions for me?â
She studies my face for a moment too long. âI⊠well, it will show up in Roryâs records soon, but my husband I are⊠I mean weâre getting a divorce.â
I pause for a moment. Of course, I know these things happen in life, but Iâve known this couple for years. Iâve seen them at their lowest ebb, bound by friendship and their love for that boy. I really do feel sorry for them.
âOh, Iâm sorry,â I mumble.
âWe just⊠weâre terrified about telling Rory.â
âHe doesnât know?â I ask.
She shakes her head. âWeâre scared of breaking him. I mean, look at him. All of this stuff heâs been through and he carries on like nothing has happened. We donât want to upset him.â
âIt took a team of us the best part of six years to build Roryâs heart. There's a warranty on that workmanship,â I reassure her. âHave that chat with him. Heâll be fine.â
***
âHave we got time for dinner first?â I turn to my wife as we walk out of the hospital. We donât normally have the luxury of ending our shift at the same time, but today is exceptional. We have parentsâ evening at the girlsâ school so Rhonda made sure to clear up our schedule after our evening rounds at the ward.Â
âNo, but we can raid M&S and eat in the car?â
Iâm starving and I almost cry with relief at the suggestion. âAlways knew I married the right woman.â
She chuckles. âDamn right you did.â
We leave the car at the hospital and she drags me along the walkways to Waterloo, the breeze biting at our cheeks. I pull her into M&S, dodging the marching commuters and grab a basket.Â
âIâll look for some wine,â she says before she saunters off. âOh and I want sushi. None of that crap with the mayonnaise please.â
âAlright.â
I skipped lunch today so the whole place calls to me. I start taking very random things off the shelves: a packet of raspberry iced buns. Thatâll do. I also take some hummus for my wife because she bloody loves hummus. Iâm not even joking, Iâve seen her down a whole pot of it. Then I take some sushi as requested, some coleslaw, a family bag of mature cheddar and red onion crisps and a trifle. I hope I donât bump into Rhonda. Next are cheese twists, noodle salad and cocktail sausages.Â
It takes me a while to notice that there is a man right next to me with a roll of yellow stickers in their back pocket. Hello there, you are one of my favourite people tonight. Have I managed to find that sacred hour when all the food is being marked down? He labels some prawns with dip and even though I get a little squeamish about eating fish near its expiry date, I put it in my basket. I then follow him around the corner. Now, this is dinner. I put all sorts of random food in my basket and smile at the thought.
Ooh, knockdown pizzas. I should get a pizza. Thatâs tomorrowâs tea sorted, the girls will love it. Although I canât help but wonder, whatâs the limit for us to feed our daughters frozen pizza in a week before they get taken away from us? But eh, we might be able to get away with it if we give them frozen peas on the side.Â
âLook at you,â says my wife, depositing two bottles of red in the basket.Â
âYes, itâs me. Iâm the yellow sticker bitch.â
She snickers as we turn to head for the tills. âExcellent work.â
***
âMr and Mrs Styles, welcome.â
âMrs Ebner, always a pleasure,â I shake the headmistressâ hand whoâs standing at the door.Â
âBusy evening?â My wife asks her as she shakes her hand next.
âAlways,â the headmistress replies with a smile, then proceeds to speak like sheâs reading out of brochures. âBut such a wonderful opportunity to connect with our parents and build on the special relationships we have with our school community.âÂ
Two uniformed minions appear.
âLewis, Maggie, could you please show Mr and Mrs Styles through to the drinks reception?â
They both nod in unison. The boy holds his arms out like a waiter showing us to our table. We follow them through the schoolâs grand corridors to the main hall. Itâs the one thing I like about this place. Itâs very Hogwarts-like with hefty engraved name boards and sepia photos of successful sports teams. In the hall, a throng of parents mill around waiting to see respective teachers. Itâs the same every year. We all dodge the people from the PTA trying to sell us quiz tickets, and the bowls of crisps out of hygiene concerns.
âRed or white?â Asks a lady in an apron.
This right here is the very reason we get through parentsâ evening. From the look of the bottle, itâs decent wine too. I think thatâs where a good proportion of our fees is going.Â
âRed, please.â
We both take our glasses and walk to the corner of the hall. Itâs essentially a holding area without the background music. The idea is that all the parents will get on and create a party vibe but it just becomes a strange family gathering. As terrible as it sounds, itâs sorted into cliques: parents who know each other via NCT groups, the international expat brigades who keep to themselves, the parents whoâve ostracised themselves by gossip, the ones who you know regularly brunch and ski together.
The boy from earlier suddenly appears in front of us. âMrs Hughes is ready for you.â
I put my hand on the small of my wifeâs back as we walk towards the classroom. Fionaâs teacher first and then Almaâs straight after. Right, we can do this.
âMrs Hughes, we meet again,â I shake her hand. Iâve got no qualms about Mrs Hughes. Sheâs a seasoned teacher who likes a slack and sensible moccasin and weâre familiar with her since she taught Alma two years previously. When we enter the classroom, Lewis bows in reverence, taking his leave and I wonder whether to tip him.Â
âItâs always lovely to have another Styles girl in my classroom. Fiona is a particular delight.â
My wife and I smile proudly. Iâm sure Mrs Hughes says this to every parent here about their child, but thatâs always nice to hear.Â
âShe talks a lot about you,â my wife says. âShe seems to have settled in well.â
Mrs Hughes opens up a couple of books and itâs classic Fiona. Alma is ordered and neatâif she makes a mistake then she erases it completely and she underlines things with a ruler and listens to instruction carefully. She gets that from her mum. Fiona though, on the other hand, sheâs all me. She has more wild abandon about her; no rulers, no rubbers. She puts giant crosses through things that donât work and likes her bubble writing decorated with doodles of many, many cats.
I glance around the classroom as Mrs Hughes talks to us about standardised scores. The theme of the school is to show you how smart and educated these children are. Look at the copperplate handwriting, their reproductions of Van Gogh and our languages corner where theyâve all had a go at telling us what they like in French. I spy a contribution from my girl. Jâadore les chats et le gĂąteau au chocolat.Â
Iâve lost track of the conversation so I try to catch up.
âSo to push Fiona into those top scores, perhaps we can look into tutoring? For maths, in particular, so she can grasp some of the concepts a little more tightly,â says Mrs Hughes.Â
My wife and I look at each other confused. âUh, I donât think thereâs a need, right? Sheâs only five.â
âItâs never too early,â replies Mrs Hughes. âWe run an after-school tutoring club on Tuesdays that would help.â
Back when I was a youngster, clubs were fun endeavours that involved matching baseballs caps or were a chocolate biscuit that you had in your lunchbox. Maths tutoring session was not a club.
I ask her. âIs it free?â
âItâs fifteen pounds per session.â
See? My point being this should be a parentsâ evening, not a sales session.
âWell, then itâs something to think about,â says my wife. âIt could be that Fiona catches up with people throughout the year.â
âPossibly,â Mrs Hughes nods. Still, though, she proceeds to go into her folder and passes me a form. Sneaky. âFiona has also shown great interest in languages and art. Her pictures have been a joy.â
Mrs Hughes goes to a file and pulls one of Fionaâs drawings. I glance down at it. Itâs a standard child piece of art. The grass and sky are strips of colour to the top and bottom. Itâs a family portrait, and we are as tall as the broccoli style trees. Wait, hang on a second. I count the number of people in the picture again. Is that-
âAnd Mrs Styles, I gather congratulations are in order,â she says with a smile. âSuch lovely news.â
âIâm sorry?â
âFiona told me itâs a boy,â she adds, and the sheer terror on my wifeâs face at the realisation is priceless. âYou must be very thrilled.â
I study the picture. Thereâs a house in the middle, and standing in a line in front of the house is our family. The one slightly taller than the broccoli tree is me. Iâve got my white lab coat, and I look like a serial killer because Iâm holding a scalpel with the size of a butcherâs knife. Next to me is my wife, also with a white lab coat, but instead of a scalpel, sheâs holding a very chunky baby who rather looks like a basketball with a head.
âOh dear,â I chuckle. âGuess now we know what sheâll ask for Christmas.â
âYeah,â my wife shakes her head. âWeâre not expecting.â
âOh, I apologise,â Mrs Hughes says with a sheepish smile.
âNo worries, Mrs Hughes,â I tell her. âSo, what else has our girl been up to here? Besides gossiping of course.â
Mrs Hughes laughs under her breath. âWell, in class, Fiona is attentive, bright and very helpful. She is a credit to you both.â
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âI swear your daughter, Styles.â
Weâre sitting in the car now. Finally done with parentsâ evening, still laughing at the slightly creepy, chunky basketball baby in Fionaâs picture and the fact that three people, including Mrs Hughes, have congratulated us for the âbabyâ.
âYou havenât called me Styles in years,â I turn to her with a grin. âNot since medical school.â
I canât help but flashback to the good olâ days when we had matching university hoodies and weâd test each other on the parts of a kidney whilst walking into lectures, sitting next to each other, sharing pens and cans of Lilt.Â
âWell, after that I became a Styles too,â she chuckles. âWould be confusing then, wouldnât it?â
âTrue,â I laugh under my breath, then I grab her hand and pull it to my mouth so I can kiss her knuckles. âThank you.â
âWhat for?â
âFor being a Styles.â
âAw, arenât we soppy tonight?â She smirks. âAlright, stop the car.â
âWhat?â
âThere,â she points to a dark empty spot and I oblige.Â
Then, before I can even ask her why, she reaches over and grabs me by the collar. Pulling me close to her and gives me a kiss. I kiss her back, and I smile when she bites gently on my bottom lip.
âOi, oi. Somethingâs got you randy.â
The next thing I know, she undoes her seatbelt and then rolls her trousers down her legs along with her knickers, fumbling and giggling at the awkward movement. I push my seat back and pull my trousers down.Â
âDonât fall on gearstick now,â I joke as she climbs over to straddle me. âWell, unless you want to, of courseâŠâ
She laughs as she lowers herself over my lap. I really canât believe whatâs happening here.
âMrs Styles, weâre about to have sex in a car. Around the corner from our daughtersâ school.âÂ
âI know,â she says with a smile before she runs her tongue along my neck. âNot our first rodeo though.â
âOh right, we did it in our Volvo years ago, didnât we? Thought the suspension couldnât take it.â
âAnd it turned out fine. Told you that you needed to have more faith in the Swedes, theyâre a reliable breed.â
âI love it when you talk about Sweden.â
âIkea.â
âFuck.â
âMeatballs.â
âBilly Bookcase.â
She throws her head back in laughter and I take this as an opportunity to run my tongue along her collar bone. She gasps. I reach down to lift her before I slowly lower her over my cock. We both sigh as I enter her, a long exhalation with our lips barely touching.Â
âViggo Mortensen.â
âIsnât he Danish?â
âTomato, Tomahto.â
I smile at my wife and push my hips up, silently telling her that we donât need to talk about Swedish people anymore. She grabs onto the car seat and levers herself up and down. I look at her in the eye, a goofy smile still plastered across my face.
But then I squint. Light. Bollocks, whatâs that? Whereâs that light coming from? Crap, thatâs bright. Shit. I see the flash of a hi-vis jacket, a knock at the window and someone shaking their head.
Oh sodding fucking bollocking shit wank.
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Summary: Wanda copes with a life that may not have you in it.
Warnings: Devestation
A/N: This story literally is heartbreaking but in a good way I think. Let me know what you guys think!
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You wake up suddenly to your hand being kicked. It was wrapped around your wifeâs very pregnant belly as you both tried to sleep through the night. You smiled dreamily in your sleepy state as you were reminded of the twins who would be born any day now.
You and your wife were a part of the famous superhero group who saved the world numerous times. Shortly after she joined and got acclimated with the team the two of you started dating. It has now been 7 years of being together, 3 of them being married. You had moved out of the compound and were now living in your dream house in the countryside, the perfect place for your growing family.
While Wanda was able to take leave months ago as none of the team wanted your children hurt, you still went to work every day. The team promised that once they were born you would be given 3 months to spend with your family but until then âthere were still bad guys out thereâ in Tony's words of course.
You checked the time to see you still had a half an hour to spare before you had to be at the compound. You made Wanda breakfast and set it up next to her then you got ready for your day. You showered, got changed and before you left you wrote two sticky notes to leave on your wifeâs mirror. One saying, âI love you more than chocolate chip cookies.â The second said, âYou are looking like such a hot mama today.â You left a kiss on Wandaâs forehead and whispered an âI love youâ then you went to work.
Wanda woke later that morning with a smile on her face. She saw the breakfast you set up and immediately started eating because she was starving. After her breakfast in bed, she showered before seeing the notes you left. She actually laughed out loud. Even when you werenât home you always made her day. She sent you a quick text.
Hi my love! Thank you so much for breakfast! I love you more than tv shows!
After that Wanda went about her day normally before she got bored and decided to go to the compound. When she arrived she saw Bucky and Sam watching tv.
âHey boys,â Wanda said as she set her bag on the counter before walking over and sitting in between the two.
âHey Wand, how are you feeling? Do you need anything?â Bucky suddenly jumped into protective older brother mode.
âSit.â Wanda ordered him, glaring at him. She appreciated the gesture, but she was pregnant and not handicapped.
âYes Maâam.â Bucky sat not wanting to make Wanda upset.
âDamn man, if she needs something sheâll tell us right?â Sam asked, turning to Wanda.
âExactly thank you Sam.â They continued watching TV comfortably every once in a while bantering about something.
âHey guys, where was y/nâs mission today? I usually hear from her by now if sheâs going to be later than 6.â Wanda said realizing the time was now past 6 and she still hasnât heard anything.
âI think they were in Florida today,â Bucky said, scratching his head trying to remember what Steve told them this morning. âSome mission with aliens that Carol warned them about. Theyâll be fine. Youâre welcome to stay here in your old room though.â He finished. Wanda thanked him before getting up to move to the kitchen, both men hot on her tail.
âWho is hungry?â Wanda asked as she started to get ingredients out for a caprese chicken dish and some pasta.
âMe, for sure. I missed your cooking so much Wanda.â Sam said, taking a seat at the counter pulling out his phone to que up some songs to listen to while you cooked. Dinner was good and shortly after Wanda went to bed in the now foreign space and begged for sleep to consume her. It was hard because she grew used to your arms wrapped around her with your face pressed into her hair. That night she didnât get much sleep. She sent you a text letting you know she was sleeping at the compound before she rolled over and tried to shut her eyes.
The following morning Wanda woke up to a still empty bed. Now she started getting nervous, she searched for her phone to see no new messages. She took her time getting out of bed but quickly threw on the clothes she was wearing yesterday before heading to the kitchen.
As she was almost there she could hear Steve talking.
âSo Wandaâs here?â Steve asked the person he was talking to.
âYeah she came yesterday and we just told her to stay. So wait, you're telling me that these things just hit a button then poofed with Tony and y/n? Are they alive?â Wanda could now tell the other person was Bucky. She felt like she couldnât breath, feeling the wind knocked out of her at the words she just heard. She couldnât hide any longer and barged into the kitchen.
Her hands instantly went into a fighting position holding Steve in a tight grasp so he couldnât escape.
âWhere is she Steve? What happened? You promised me no life or death missions. You promised me she would always come back to me. She said she would never go away.â Wanda said while breaking towards the end and crumpling to the ground. Bucky went over and wrapped her in a hug.
After a few minutes Bucky put Wanda on the couch as now the rest of the team came in and Pepper with her two small children. Steve went over what happened on the mission and how they have no trace of either of their teammates. He made everyone aware that Thor, Carol, and the Guardians of the Galaxy were all in search of their friends.
Wanda felt so lost. Your twins were expected any day and you were gone. How was she going to do it if you werenât back? How was she going to be strong for your two little ones if you werenât there? The questions swarmed her head as she tuned out the rest of the team. After hours of talking the team now turned to their tuned out friend to offer some support.
âWhen was the last time you ate?â Clint asked Wanda, putting his hand on her shoulder to ground her.
âI don't know.â Wanda shook her head still thinking a million miles a minute not making eye contact with anyone.
âWanda you need to eat. You have two other people to worry about. Y/N will be ok, she will come back.â Steve said, sitting next to her. She collapsed in tears and that was how the rest of the night went, crying and the team forcing Wanda to eat.
The following days Wanda barely left the bed. On the 4th day of you being missing Wanda felt a sharp pain in her stomach. Her eyes started to tear up from both pain and the realization of what was happening. She was going into labor without you. She screamed out in pain and heartbreak.
Steve rushed into the room as soon as he heard Wanda scream, âItâs ok Wanda weâre here, let's get you to the infirmary.â he held Wandaâs hand all the way down to the infirmary. Steve sent a text out to the rest of the team to let them know what was happening and soon familiar faces appeared in Wandaâs room.
They took shifts as they waited for the time to push. Natasha talked about the makeshift nursery they set up for Wanda, Bucky talked about how he got clothes for Wanda and the babies from Wandaâs home, Steve talked about schedules and shifts he made up to help Wanda, Sam bought stuffed animals, and Peter offered to take the babies to the playground. Wanda just sat and listened, grateful for her friends and the help they were giving her. All she could think about was how you should be there.
You should be freaking out everytime Wanda had a contraction, asking if she should get the doctor. She knew you would try to find her favorite shows on the TV and rub her back whispering soothing words. She needed that more than anything, she needed you. She needed you to be there for your twins first breath, for bringing them home, for the countless sleepless nights.
Soon the doctor entered the room, âWanda it looks like you are ready to push,â nurses entered behind them with all of the equipment needed for the babiesâ delivery. Wanda nodded trying to prepare herself for the experience that was moments away. âWould you like anyone in the room with you?â and Wanda did, she wanted you but you werenât there. So she asked her best friend Nat to stay with her to which Nat agreed.
They got into position and Wanda endured the hardest fight of her life, childbirth. She couldâve sworn she broke Natashaâs hand from how hard she was squeezing. Soon a melodic sound broke through the pain as her first child was born. âItâs a boy!â she heard and she started to cry of joy. She had a son. The joy didnât last as she felt another urge to push. âAnd we have another boy!â
Wanda was so relieved that both boys were here and healthy. You kept telling her that you could feel it was two boys, two football players, you would say. They brought the babies to wanda and laid them on her chest. Nat was quick to snap a quick photo before exiting the room to let the rest of the team know, giving Wanda a moment with her children.
Nat walked out of the room to see no one in the waiting room. She asked the nurse where everyone was who informed her that they were outside. She walked quickly outside hoping you were back. Instead she saw someone else. Tony on his hands and knees crying while the rest of the team was surrounding him.
âWhat? Whereâs Y/N?â Bucky was the first to speak. Everyone was too scared to hear what happened, why Tony was back but not Y/n.
âI donât know. One minute we were in a room being questioned the next thing I Â know y/n lunged at the guy questioning us. She was fighting with him for the poof thing. Then after she successfully got it we realized only one of us could go back while the other had to hit the button. She didnât even give me a second. And now, now here I am and she is there. Whereâs Wanda I Â have to tell her something?â Tony suddenly looked frantic.
âNo, youâre going with Bruce to do everything you can to get Y/N back.â Clint said, poking Tony in the chest. âYou are not doing anything else until sheâs back. And you definitely are not seeing Wanda. That girl just had to give birth to twins without y/n, sheâs destroyed.â Clint walked back into the infirmary while everyone was still in shock.
âI âm sorry. I âm going to bring her back.â Tony promised before walking towards the lab to get in contact with the people who were already searching for y/n.
Meanwhile Wanda was still in awe of the two boys in her arms, memorizing all of their features. She knew their names, you and her had picked out the names for all twin scenarios and for two boys itâd be Tommy and Billy. She started to hum a tune she remembered as a child. She started to get upset as she remembered the last time she hummed the song.
You had just walked in from a long day helping in the lab and training. You saw Wanda in the kitchen cooking dinner before turning to see you. She gave you the biggest smile as she came over to wrap her arms around you. Her pregnant stomach left some room between you two as she reached up to plant a kiss on your lips.
âHow was your day my love?â she asked walking back to the stove to turn it off and putting the food on the table.
âI'm so tired. Tony was going on about this new feature he wants to make for the quinjet and then Nat beat my ass at training. I don't want to do anything.â Wanda sensing your mood guided you to the couch she sat then pulled you down so your head was on her lap. She played with your hair to calm you down.
âThe babies were very active today kicking the heck out of meâ she giggled to which you turned your face to her stomach. You placed your hands on her stomach.
âHey you two, stop kicking mama. I Â know you want to play football but you're gonna have to wait till you come out of there.â
âHow do you know theyâll want to play football?â She questioned you.
âI Â can just feel it in my bones.â You said as your eyes fluttered close. Dinner was long forgotten as Wanda continued to play with your hair humming the tune and you drifted off to sleep.
The following week after the twinsâ birth was very hard for Wanda. She went through all the firsts by herself. Instead of going through the first night with you she went through it alone. Instead of bringing them home together with big smiles she took them to her room in the compound. Instead of introducing the twins to the team with you they were all by Wandaâs side before she could introduce them.
She spent the nights in bed. Someone on the team  was always sleeping on a cot to help her during the nights. It had been 11 days since you went missing and you had already missed the biggest week of your little familyâs life.
On the 11th day Wanda left the sleeping twins with a sleeping Uncle Bucky and roamed around the compound seeing you everywhere she went. In the kitchen where you both cooked dinner for the team all the time. On the couch where you spent countless nights watching tv shows and movies. In the training room where you pinned Wanda more times then she likes to admit. Then she headed towards the lab.
She stood shocked.
Right in front of her was a man that betrayed her. A man that you had put your life in the hands of who disappointed you. She stormed at him in a fit of rage. âYou son of a bitch! Where is she? What did you do to her? I'm going to kill you!â Wanda screamed at him while hitting his chest. Tony let her, knowing that this was what she needed. Wanda continued to curse him out before Tony finally grabbed her hands.
âStop. I Â get it. I'm the bad guy, and I deserve to be. I Â messed up the biggest moment of both of your lives. You can keep hitting me, knock me out, whatever you have to do. There is something I have to show you first though.â Tony let go of Wandaâs hands before walking to the screen to pull up a video for Wanda.
When it came through it was you. You were sitting in a bare room and Tony was asleep on the floor behind you. Your hair was a mess and you looked exhausted.
âFriday is it recording? Yes? Ok here we go. If anyone is watching this I Â probably did something stupid and I âm so sorry. If itâs Wanda hi babe. Man, I think itâs been 3 days and I miss you like crazy. I âm trying to figure out a way to get back to you and the babies I promise.â Wanda can feel the tears rolling down her face. âWell I think I have a plan. You arenât going to like it but I promise you that it will all work out and I will come back to you. Babe I Â don't have much time they are coming back. I Â love you and our twins so much. I Â am going to do everything to come back to you.â Then the screen went black.
âPlay it again, Tony.â Wanda asked Tony and he did. She watched it about 10 more times. Just hearing your voice made Wanda feel better.
âThank you for showing me that. Can you send it to me?â Wanda asked, keeping her eyes locked on yours on the screen. Tony nodded and Wanda walked out of the room back to the twins.
After that day Wanda had hope. She knew you would come back to her. She watched that video every night on repeat to fall asleep too. She played it for the twins and other videos of you so they could hear your voice. The team noticed the change in Wanda as well. They were very skeptical but didnât question her mood change.
After a month of you being missing Wanda had almost given up hope. Tommy was fussy and Billy had an explosion in his diaper and it was the first time the team had all gone on a mission so no one was with her. She was crying while changing Billyâs diaper while using her powers to rock Tommyâs baby seat.
âAh boys, itâs ok mamas here. Weâll be ok sh sh sh.â She was so frustrated she couldnât even get the diaper on Billy. There were a few more minutes of Tommy crying and Billy and now Wanda before she heard Tommy stop. She didnât even turn around; she figured he just fell asleep.
When she turned with Billy in her arms she was shocked to see the person standing in front of her. It was the love of her life with her son. A sight Wanda never thought she would see. You looked skinnier, tons of bruises and cuts littered your skin. Your clothes were tattered and your hair was a mess in your face. Wanda thought you still looked just as beautiful. She had Billy in her arms as she slowly walked towards you not believing her eyes. She reached up and touched your face to make sure you were there. And you were.
With Tommy in one hand you reached up with your other to place on top of Wandaâs. âHey there stranger.â You said with a chuckle. She wrapped her arm around you and started sobbing. You put Tommy in the bassinet still holding onto Wanda then reached for Billy placing him next to his brother. Then you did the thing you had been wanting to do forever.
You held onto Wanda as she sobbed in your arms. You stroked her hair while whispering âIâm here,â over and over in her ear.
Your arms were around Wanda but your eyes were on your twins. You soon began to cry, realizing how much time you missed. Wanda pulled away when she felt something drip on her shoulder.
âItâs ok my love youâre here now. You wonât miss anything else. Youâre here.â Wanda promised with her hands on either side of your face to make you look at her. You leaned down and gave your love a long awaited kiss. Both of you being grateful to have the other there to comfort each other.
You soon pulled away from Wanda to look at your twins.
âI told you two football players.â You chuckled as you picked up the other baby who you have not held yet. âWho is who?â
âThatâs Billy and this is Tommy.â She said while picking up the other baby. You both made your way to the bed with the twins and got comfortable next to each other. You stared at them trying to take in the two people who were now your own.
âIâm so sorry I Â missed all of it. I Â tried to get back as fast as I Â could. I Â really did. I Â thought when I sent Tony back it was going to be hours and I would be back. But I see metal man's mind isnât what it used to be.â You rambled on. You wanted Wanda to know just how sorry you were.
âItâs ok. Youâre here now and Iâm not letting them take you anywhere. Youâre staying with us for as long as I want.â Wanda assured you. You sat with your family for hours just basking in their presence and soaking it all in. You changed every diaper and did anything Wanda needed until she ordered you to go shower. While watching your 7th episode of grey's anatomy you dozed off with the babies between you and Wanda.
You only woke when you heard the rest of your rag tag group of friends enter the compound from their latest mission not even trying to be quiet. You turned to see Wanda still awake nursing Billy.
âShould we scare them?â You asked Wanda with a grin on your face. âYou can if you want.â She didnât feel one way or the other. Knowing how much the team helped her while you were missing.
You stood up and hid behind the closed door. It opened halfway.
âHey Wanda howâd everything go?â Steve asked, you could feel multiple people enter the room however.
âBoo!â you jumped out to scare the team. Bucky not knowing it was you punched you in the stomach.
âAh shit sorry y/n.â he said before recognition came to his eyes and the others. âWait y/n?â he stared in disbelief. Nat was the first to tackle you in a hug before the others were soon to follow.
âHow, how, how did you get back?â Tony asked with tears in his eyes.
âWell I Â thought you would figure it out quickly once I Â sent you back but that didnât happen. I Â kept waiting and finally decided to just do it myself. I Â befriended another prisoner who promised to poof me back. And then when they did I Â was in the training room. I Â got Wandaâs text and just assumed she was still here and made my way up to her room.â They all said how happy they were that you were back. You ate dinner as a family and spent the night in your room with your beautiful wife and boys.
âLetâs go home tomorrow.â you suggested to your half asleep wife in your arms.
âYou are my home.â she said and you felt warmth well up in your chest.
âI Â love you so much darling.â you nuzzled closer to her.
âI Â love you more.â and you both fell into a deep sleep which neither of you had had for a long time.
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What Did I Miss?
So this blog has grown a ton in the last couple of months. Going into this year, I had maybe 15 followers. Now, Iâm at 100. That might not seem like a lot to some of you, but to me, thatâs 100 people who love my writing. 100 people who find comfort and joy in the things I put out there. And it means so much to me <3 I always wanted to be a writer, but always felt like I got lost in the sea of content. I couldnât come up with anything original or anything that would get noticed. And then I started writing for Cobra Kai. Itâs a pretty small fandom so anything put out there gets seen. Then, I started writing what I wanted to read. Vaginismus smut/ general feminist fics are a niche that has almost no writers, but so many of you have sent me private messages saying how much those fics mean to you. So, to honor all 100 of my new followers, I have combined my two genres. I now present to you⊠Eli Moskowitz x vaginismus!reader. I hope you love it!Â
You have been doing your physical therapy for about a year now. It was a long process, full of ups and downs, good days and bad days, but you were proud to say you were done! The biggest dilator could be easily inserted with the right amount of lube. It made you feel more...normal. Letâs just say, you werenât exactly the most popular girl in school. People didnât notice you. And when they did, it was âwhoâs that shy girl that hangs out with those losers?â Yup. Your best friends, Demitri and Eli, were the only people you really felt comfortable around at school. You found each other back in elementary school, because everyone else was making friends and running around on the playground, while you three just wanted to stay inside and play board games. So you werenât cool, which you were okay with. But being diagnosed with vaginismus a year ago after almost passing out trying to put in a tampon had made you feel like even more of a freak. You couldnât do the one thing girls were wanted for. Youâd be alone forever.Â
But it was over. You could have sex. At least, you thought youâd be able to. You never actually tried before. What if it put you right back to square one? What if you totally embarrassed yourself in front of a guy you liked? These thoughts zipped through your mind at the speed of light, faster than you could keep up with, when something snapped you back into reality.Â
âY/N?â Eli asked timidly. You guys were hanging out in his basement waiting for Demitri to show up so you could start your Lord Of The Rings marathon. Your head snapped up, eyes locking with his.Â
âYeah? Sorry,â you laughed awkwardly. You had been thinking about sex while hanging out with Eli. That wasnât cool.Â
He studied your face for a second. âIs everything okay?â
âYeah! Yeah, everything is fine. Is everything okay⊠with you?â You questioned back, trying to play it cool.Â
âUmm, yeah. Youâve just been spacing out a lot today.â You were about to make up a reply when his phone buzzed on the coffee table in front of you guys. He reached over to pick it up, scanning the screen before letting out a soft sigh. âDemitriâs mom is making him repaint their kitchen. Heâs not gonna be here until 9.â He looked at your face at this for a reaction. 9 oâclock. Â It was 7 right now. That left you with 2 hours to be alone, here, with Eli. There werenât many times where it had been just the two of you. Demitri was always there as a talkative icebreaker, and you hadnât truly appreciated it until now. It was getting awkward.Â
You both sat there quietly, staring at the black TV. Neither of you were very talkative people. This was probably what it was going to be like the first time you tried to have sex with someone. Awkward, quiet, and the guy would probably leave when he realized he had to be beyond gentle because of your vaginismus. Yeah, you were thinking about sex a lot lately. But youâd just finished your therapy, so of course you were wondering about all the possibilities now.Â
âY/N,â Eli spoke, this time making you jump a little. You had been spacing out again. âAre you sure youâre okay? Do you want me to drive you home?âÂ
âNo! I mean, thanks, but Iâm okay. Just have a lot on my mind today,â you laughed shyly.Â
âWanna talk about it?â he asked hesitantly.Â
A pause. You definitely were not about to tell Eli about all your vagina problems, but you were itching to vent your concerns. Maybe you could just phrase it in a way so that he wouldnât know what you were talking about.Â
âI- I kind of have this thing.â You looked up at him, gaging his reaction. He was listening intently, no sign that he was about to say anything, so you kept going. âBasically, Iâve been doing physical therapy to fix it for the last year, and Iâm finally done. So Iâve just been thinking about⊠all the things I can do now. I mean now that Iâm⊠healed.â Â
Sensing that you were done, he asked, âYou seem nervous about it.âÂ
âI mean yeah. It kind of opens me up to a whole new world of experiences. But I still need to, I guess be careful? Take it slow. And Iâm worried people might not want to⊠be a part of it.âÂ
He nodded, thinking about what you had just said. He was wildly confused, you had never seemed injured before, but he didnât want to push you to talk.
So instead, he just said âWell Iâll always be here for you. Anything you want me to be a part of, Iâm down.â
You thought about this. Eli was so understanding and supportive. He always had been. If you couldnât tell him, you couldnât tell any guy. Maybe this would be good practice for the conversation youâd inevitably have to have with someone.Â
âThanks. You kind of canât be a part of it, though. I mean, itâs just really⊠personal.â He didnât seem hurt by this, so you decided to let him in. âItâs kind of hard to talk about. Basically, it just causes me a lot of pain whenever I try to... â you made some unintelligible hand gestures, hoping he would get what you meant without you having to say the word. He just shook his head no, showing that he didnât understand. âLike, whenever I put something⊠inside.â You blushed deeply at this, giving Eli another hint about what you might mean. You were staring at the floor. He said nothing, and when you looked back up at him, he too was bright red. âSorry. Iâm probably making you really uncomfortable. I can just go and come back later when Demi-âÂ
âY/N, itâs okay. You donât have to go.âÂ
A pause. âOkay,â you replied.Â
âYou said that you were.... Healed. So does that mean you can, like, do stuff now?â he was still staring at the floor, fiddling with his hands as he said this.Â
âTechnically, yeah. I just still need to like⊠take it slow. And I guess Iâm just nervous that no guy is gonna want to have to deal with that.â
âWell then theyâre stupid,â he scoffed. You looked up at him, shocked at his little show of emotion. âSorry. I just mean that, I know what itâs like to feel like no one will ever want you like that. And itâs dumb. Youâre really cool. And smart, and funny⊠and pretty. And if thereâs a guy that doesnât want you just because heâs gonna have to be gentle, well heâs a grade-A asshole.âÂ
You laughed loudly at this, which made Eli smile at you. âThanks. Thatâs really sweet of you to say,â you smiled. âAnd if youâre talking about your scar when you say you know what it feels like, donât worry about that. Youâre totally cute and any girl would be lucky to kiss you.â His earlier words had you feeling bold, so you figured you would compliment him back. Guys almost never got compliments, especially quiet guys like Eli, so you felt like it was important to give him the same kindness he had given you. He turned so red, he looked like he wasnât breathing.Â
âThatâs not true. I mean, thanks for being nice, but no girl at school has ever wanted to kiss me.âÂ
Well, hereâs your chance. You guys were in his basement alone, the lights were turned down, and you guys just had a super personal conversation. So you went for it. âI can think of one girl who would be honored,â you whispered into the dimly-lit room.Â
You could feel his head snap up at this. You were staring at the TV again, but his gaze was piercing. The air was thick, so you turned your head to look at him. He was in awe, looking at you like you were the warm sun on the first day of spring. You guys had been sitting on opposite ends of the couch, but you scooted close to the middle. Eli looked panicked, but pushed it away, swallowing hard before scooting to meet you. He was practically shaking with nerves. Were you really about to kiss him? In answer, you looked down at his lips, then back up at his eyes. You slowly leaned in, Eli frozen in place, scared to ruin the moment. Your lips barely touched his, being sure to ghost over his scar, before you pulled away a few inches and opened your eyes. You smiled at him, and once he realized that you had just kissed him on purpose and liked itâŠÂ
You gasped as he brought his hand up to cup your cheek, leaning back in to kiss you again, slightly deeper this time. His lips were soft, but firm. He tasted like cherry chapstick and the coca cola heâd been drinking. This wasnât your first kiss, but you knew it was his. You knew you would have to lead. So, you brought your hands up around his neck and swiped your tongue lightly over his bottom lip. You heard him sigh, and then felt him open his mouth as his tongue met yours. Sure, it was his first kiss, but damn he was a natural. Shortly after this, you pulled away again.Â
âWoah,â he said, looking at you with a twinkle in his eye.
âWoah,â you parroted with a giggle.Â
âThanks,â he said awkwardly. You laughed at this, throwing your head back.Â
âYou donât have to thank me, Eli. I wanted to.â There was a beat of silence as he rubbed his thumb over your cheek.Â
He said honestly, âWell I kind of feel bad now. You helped me with my problem but I didnât help you with yours.â Your smile dropped, thinking about what he was implying. âWait, I didnât mean it like that! I swear Iâm not trying to like take advantage of you or something. I just meant that-âÂ
âI know what you meant. Itâs fine.â You smiled again. You knew Eli would never try to convince you to have sex with him like that. Seeing him flounder reminded you of how sweet he really was. The kind of guy you hoped you would be able to have sex with one day. âHonestly, Iâll probably just do it to get it over with. And if it hurts, Iâll just go back to therapy, and if not, great. But the anticipation is kind of killing me.âÂ
âOh⊠well you should still do it with someone who cares about you. I mean, itâs your choice, but donât just pick some random guy whoâs not gonna care if he hurts you.â Eli was so heartfelt when he said this, you could have cried. He actually understood. And cared. And the moment was pretty intimate.Â
âSo youâre saying I should do it with a nice guy.â
âWell, yeah,â he responded as if it was obvious.Â
âAre you a nice guy, Eli?â
He was quiet, thinking about all the meaning behind that simple sentence. After a few seconds, he nodded. You leaned back in to kiss him again, this time with much more passion. He took initiative this time, being the first to swipe his tongue over your lip and into your mouth. His hands moved from your face to your waist, supporting you when you moved to straddle his lap. You guys made out like this for a while, lost in the feeling of each otherâs lips. When you finally pulled away, you were both breathing hard.Â
âWait, wait,â he stopped you from moving back in. âAre we doing this right now?âÂ
âDo you not want to?â you felt a pang of rejection at this. Making to move off his lap. He grabbed you firmly by the hips.Â
âAre you seriously asking me that question? The girl Iâve had a crush on since 3rd grade is sitting in my lap making out with me right now. Of course Iâm into it.â You smiled at this. âI guess I just feel like I want to know more about your⊠thing first. I donât want to hurt you.â You were definitely making the right choice here. Eli was so genuinely kind, you knew for sure in that moment you wanted to do this with him.Â
âOkay. Itâs a condition called vaginismus. Basically, my pelvic muscles get super tight as like a reflex whenever I try to⊠do anything. And that makes it super painful,â you explained.Â
He nodded in understanding before asking, âAnd the physical therapy? How does that work?â
âWell, there are these things called dilators,â you blushed at this. âThey come in a bunch of different sizes. You start with the smallest one, and just condition your body to relax while you put it in. And when you can do it with no pain, you move up to the next size. The smallest one is like the size of my pinky, and the biggest one is like⊠you know.âÂ
âA dick?â He asked as you both laughed.Â
âYeah.âÂ
There was a beat of silence before he looked at you in a way that said he was completely committed. âWhat do you need me to do?â he asked. You felt yourself tear up a little at this. Ever since you got diagnosed, you always imagined perfect scenarios in your head in which the guy you were with asked you that question. Of course, you always believed it would stay a fantasy. No guy would realistically care this much. But it turns out there was a guy, and he was right in front of you your entire life. You leaned in and gave him a sweet kiss, which caught him a little off-guard.Â
You then leaned back and began to explain. âUsually when I do my therapy, Iâll start with some breathing exercises. And then get my dilator and some lube and just kind of, sink down on it? And then I just stay there for as long as I can. Obviously sex involves a lot more movement, which is kind of the part Iâm nervous about.âÂ
âWe can go super slow. And if it ever hurts, even a little bit, I want you to tell me, okay?â
You nodded. âAre you sure you want to? I know you just had your first kiss and I want to make sure youâre ready, too.âÂ
âIâm ready. I hope this doesnât make you uncomfortable, but Iâve actually imagined this situation before⊠a lot,â he murmured the last part.Â
You laughed, and aweâd at his cuteness. âAs long as youâre sure.âÂ
âIâm sure.âÂ
He leaned in to kiss you again, starting slow and building in intensity. Once the kiss got heated, you grabbed his hands that were still lightly gripping your hips, and moved them down to cup your ass. He inhaled sharply and squeezed. You moved your hands from his neck down to his chest, sliding lower and lower until they were at the hem of his shirt, and then under to his bare stomach. He shivered, and then kneaded your ass harder.Â
âCan I take this off?â you asked, tugging at his shirt. He nodded and leaned forward so you could pull the hem up and over his head, his hands only leaving you for a second before they resumed their previous position.Â
Your own hands roamed his chest, before he slid his hands under your shirt, silently asking for you to take it off as well. Wordlessly, you reached down, gripped the bottom and pulled it off, Eliâs eyes going straight to your bra.Â
âI would have worn something a little cuter if I thought weâd-â
âYouâre the most beautiful girl Iâve ever seen,â he cut you off. Your face turned bright red as you smiled down at your lap. âHey,â he said as his thumb came to your chin to lift your face back up. And then he kissed you again, sucking lightly at your bottom lip, eliciting a soft sigh from you. You started to lightly grind your hips into his, and you could immediately feel that he was already hard. His hands gripped your ass firmly, helping to guide your movements. You felt a slight pleasure between your legs, so began to grind down harder, Eli moving his own hips back up into yours. His length brushed a certain spot that made you let out a small, involuntary moan. You slapped your hand over your mouth, eyes wide. He smiled, bringing his hand up to move yours off your mouth, and grinding into you even harder, with a new sense of excitement. He moved back in, but instead of bringing his lips to yours, he brought them to your neck, licking and sucking softly. You felt a rush of heat flow through you at this, never imagining that neck kisses would feel so good.Â
âOh, wow,â you whispered. You felt him smile- no, smirk, against your neck. Then, he moved one of his hands to your stomach, lightly brushing his knuckles across the skin, before untying your sweatpants. This excited you. He slowly brought his hand under the waistband, giving you plenty of time to tell him to stop. You didnât, and he eventually felt the fabric of your underwear, opting to stay on top of them. He rubbed your center with one of his fingers clumsily. Eli obviously had never done this before, so you did your best to move your hips on his hand to try and give him the idea of what you wanted. He seemed nervous though, and didnât really get the hint.Â
âSmall circles,â you instructed breathlessly. He brought his face out of your neck, furrowing his brows in concentration. He moved his fingers like you said in small circles on your left lip. You wanted to giggle, but didnât want to hurt his feelings, opting for bringing your hand into your pants on top of his and guiding it to the right spot, moving his fingers in tight circles with slightly more pressure than he had been using right over your clit. You moaned softly at this, closing your eyes and furrowing your brows. Eli looked at you with an adorable excitement, proud that he was able to get you to make that sound, and knew that he wanted to hear it again. He got the hang of it pretty fast, and didnât need your hand for guidance anymore, keeping the same pace and rhythm that you had shown him.Â
âOh my god, Eli,â you whispered softly in his ear, hips grinding against his hand once again.Â
âFuck,â he whispered back, more turned on than he had ever been just from watching you. At this, you brought one of your hands down to cup him through his pants. He hissed, sitting up straighter. His jeans made it hard for you to do much, though, so you said huskily, âDo you want to take them off?â He nodded, and you stood up and took your sweatpants off as he unbuttoned his jeans and slipped them off his legs. When he looked back at you, he saw that you were taking off your underwear too, so he did as well.Â
Once he was naked and you were left in just a bra, he tentatively asked you, âShould I⊠get a condom?âÂ
You had completely forgotten about protection! That was pretty important, so you responded, âYeah, do you have one?âÂ
âThey handed them out in health class last month,â he said nervously, answering your implied question which was Why do you have one? He stood up, walking into his room through the doorway in the basement, returning shyly with a small silver packet. You were kneeling on the couch awkwardly, not really sure what to do, when he raked his eyes over your body. There was almost a predatory look in his eyes, one that you had never seen before in Eli. A sign of confidence hidden deep down. He suddenly stopped, as if realizing something, and said âIâll be right back,â before running upstairs butt-naked. Thank God no one else was home! He returned with a jar of coconut oil in his hand. âI know you said you normally use lube, and I donât really have any of that, so I thought we could use this? Or I can run to CVS and get some if you want, itâs up to you!â He added that last part hurriedly.Â
You took the jar from him, opening it and gathering a small amount on your fingers before rubbing them together, testing the substance. âThis should work just fine, thank you.âÂ
(Guys please donât use oil as lube, it can break down the condom! Sorry for the 4th wall break!)
He looked at you for guidance, questioning, âSo, how do you want to do this?âÂ
You looked around for a second, before deciding âYou can sit down again. I think I want to be on top. Just so I have more control and stuff.â He nodded understandingly and went to sit back down on the couch, holding his hands out to you as you straddled his hips once more.Â
âThis?â he asked as he brought his hand up to your bra strap, slipping it down your shoulder in a wordless plea to take it off, which is exactly what you did. When your breasts were exposed, you thought Eliâs eyes were going to pop out of his head. He never thought heâd see actual boobs one day, and here they were, right in his face, attached to his naked crush who was sitting on his lap. What a day. He brought his hands up to gently cup them, making you smile at his softness.
âHaving fun?â you joked. He just looked at you and giggled, nodding his head. You took the condom packet and opened it, sliding the slippery rubber out. âDo you have any idea how to use this?â You questioned with a laugh.Â
âYeah, here,â he took it from you, placing it on the tip of his dick and rolling it down the length, inhaling sharply at the feeling. He reached for the coconut oil once more and took a finger-full, melting it between his hands and spreading it all over the condom, before taking the remainder on his fingers and rubbing softly at your center. He watched your face intently for any signs of discomfort as he did so. When he found none, he brought his pointer and middle finger back to your clit, rubbing circles once again, making you let out a sigh and tip your head back. He did this for several more moments, until your hips began to writhe.Â
âOkay,â you said to tell him you were ready to try.Â
âHey, I just wanted to say⊠please donât be insecure about anything. Take all the time you need, and if it hurts, we can stop and I wonât be disappointed or anything. I promise. I want you to be comfortable.âÂ
You kissed him in response, smiling as you pulled away. âThank you.â
You sat up on your knees, taking his dick in your hand and lining it up with your entrance, rubbing it back and forth to distribute the lubricant. You closed your eyes, taking some deep breaths to relax your muscles, and lightly sank down in his tip. You stopped about an inch in to adjust, before lifting off and sinking back down again, 2 inches this time, before stopping to adjust once more. You kept this up until you could take about half of him comfortably, realizing it was taking a long time. You opened your eyes to look at Eli, and noticed that he had his eyes closed, brows furrowed, jaw clenched, breathing labored. Jesus, he was probably dying right now.Â
âIâm sorry,â you muttered, full of embarrassment. His eyes snapped open at this.Â
âHey, hey, hey,â he cooed as he wrapped his arms around your waist, embracing you. âDonât you dare apologize.â
âItâs taking a long time and I can tell youâre not having fun,â you worried.Â
âIâm having the time of my life right now, Y/N. Seriously. This is the most amazing feeling Iâve ever felt. Please donât worry about me. This is about you.â
This was everything you really ever wanted. A guy who was giving you the time you needed to adjust and be comfortable. Why the heck were you questioning it??
You smiled lightly at his kind words, nodding your head in agreement, and then started your routine of up, down, pause, again. Several minutes later, you were fully seated on Eliâs cock. You didnât move, instead saying âThis is normally where I stop. Iâm not really sure what to do now.â He brought his hands up to cup your face, kissing you softly.Â
âI guess, you can stay like this for as long as you need? And then maybe we can try moving a little bit?â he answered. You nodded in response, and after a few moments, you lifted your hips and sank back down. The friction felt slightly uncomfortable, but you tried again nonetheless in an effort to power through it. This time, you felt a stinging sensation, wincing lightly but hoping Eli wouldnât notice. He did.Â
âStop,â he muttered.Â
âI can keep going,â you pleaded.Â
âY/N, I said stop.â You did. âYouâre in pain,â he pointed out.Â
âIâm fine,â you said, but avoided his gaze.Â
âWhy are you lying?â he questioned, sounding hurt, which made you finally look at him.Â
âI- I⊠I donât know. I want to be able to do this, but it stings,â you said sadly.Â
âWell then weâll stay just like this,â he said sweetly as he brought a hand up to pet your hair. You once again nodded, too mad at yourself to say anything. âYouâre doing so good,â he added.Â
Instead of answering, you leaned in to kiss him. Making out had been fun, but making out while Eli was inside you was a whole new level of intimacy. His hands wandered everywhere. First to cup your face, then down to squeeze your breasts, then to the small of your back and around to your ass. After a few minutes of this, he brought one of his hands back around and down to your center. And this boy was a fast learner. He had the exact right spot, rhythm, and pressure on the first try this time, making you moan softly into his mouth. He smiled into the kiss, proud that he got you feeling good again. He kept this up, careful not to change a thing. You felt a heat pool in your stomach, your center craving more, so you began to involuntarily grind your hips into his hand.Â
You gasped as the tip of his dick put pressure on a certain spot inside you. He noticed your gasp, letting the hand that wasnât on your clit go to your hip in an effort to guide you to grind against him some more. Once you realized this movement didnât hurt, you rolled your hips over his. Not the up and down that you had tried before, but side to side, back and forth, and in circles. And it felt good. You began to let out small moans at the combination of the pressure inside you and the feeling of Eliâs fingers massaging you. His eyebrows began to furrow and his breathing labored. This was his first time, so the small movements you were making were enough to bring him to the edge.Â
âShit, Y/N,â he murmured. You moaned loudly in response, and the sound made Eliâs eyes roll back in his head. He had to think of the most un-sexy things just to keep himself from cumming. You guys kept at it for god knows how long, until you felt that heat in your stomach turn into a heavy knot about to unravel.Â
âEli, I think Iâm gonna cum,â you gasped, almost surprised. You had not been expecting an orgasm during your first time. You kept grinding your hips at the same pace, hoping that he would keep doing exactly what he was doing with his fingers. And he did. Your moans got higher and higher in pitch as you got closer to the edge, your legs beginning to shake from the effort. Your stomach dropped, and you came hard, mouth open in a silent scream. 30 seconds later, you came down, finally opening your eyes to see Eli looking at you like you were an absolute goddess. You reached down to peel his fingers off you, the sensations becoming too much to handle. However, you kept grinding in an effort to get Eli to cum too. About a minute later, his eyes squeezed shut as his hips stuttered under you and he spilled into the condom.
As soon as he opened his eyes, the first thing he said was, âAre you okay? Did I hurt you?â
You huffed a laugh, âIâm more than okay. That was awesome.â
He looked relieved that you had had a good time, and nodded, âYeah, totally awesome.âÂ
You gave him one last kiss before sitting up and pulling off of him. As you stood, your legs shook, knees threatening to give out. âWoah,â you murmured under your breath.Â
âHere,â Eli said as he guided you by the waist to lay on the couch. He went into the bathroom and came out with a clean, damp towel and wiped you off as best he could before handing it to you to finish up. He gathered both of your clothes, handing yours back to you, when his phone once again buzzed on the coffee table. He picked it up when his face suddenly dropped.Â
âShit. Demitriâs here.âÂ
You both shared a shocked look before scrambling to get dressed. Eli threw the coconut oil and condom wrapper into the bathroom, and turned to notice your neck covered in hickeys. He ran into his room, grabbing a hoodie and walking over to you, motioning for you to put your arms up. He put the hoodie on you, and pulled your hair up through the hood to cover the sides of your neck. Just then, you heard the front door open and Demitri yell âHey guys! You better not have started without me!â He rounded the corner and came down the stairs, looking at both of you sitting on opposite sides of the couch, staring at the black TV screen just as you had been exactly 2 hours ago. He plopped down on the couch in between you guys and grabbed the remote, switching it on. When he went to put it back on the coffee table, he noticed a small scrap of fabric on the floor. He bent down, grabbed, and held up your underwear.Â
âOk, what the fuck did I miss?â
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Adventures at Sunset
So, this wasnât a request at all. Iâm just, really trying my best to get SOME kind of writing done and the past few days Iâve been thinking of Tamaki a lot and yeah...so, please let me know what you think? Itâs been like, five fucking months since I last wrote smut.
Soooo, yeah, let me know what you think and enjoy the merman Tamaki!
Also, maybe click the navigation...send in some reqs? Dragon au has my interest currently but, anything is welcome.
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 âHey, TamakiâŠâ
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 Tamaki hummed faintly in curiosity from beside you as you stared up at the night sky, cold ocean water lapping gently at your skin while you floated peacefully beside your closest friend. It still felt unreal to you, how you had befriended a merman; such a shy and awkward one as well. However, you had known him for nearly an entire year at this point, such novelties should have worn off by now.
 âYouâre being really quiet tonightâ You frowned slightly at your own words, moving so that you were in front of the now fidgeting octopus merman; watching as his cheeks took on the loveliest shade of cherry red. Though why he was so embarrassed seemed to escape your notice.
 âI donât think Iâm being that quietâ You raised an eyebrow in response to his soft mumble, swimming around him until you were able to embrace him from behind; taking your perch on his back while he stuttered beneath you, turning his head to look at you as if it would help him figure out why you were currently climbing him like he was your very own playground.
 âYou reckon? Iâve heard rocks say more than you have in the past few hoursâŠweâve been floating in silence since sunset and itâs starting to get boring!â You pouted, shuddering when two of his tentacles moved to wrap around your arms; keeping you steady on top of him. Yet another thing that you werenât used to, his tentacles.
 They could move like they were arms; they were strong as well, but having them against your bare skin was something else entirely. You werenât sure if you enjoyed it, or if it simply freaked you out, so for the majority of the time; you avoided having them against your skin, always doing your best not to offend the anxious octopus.
 âSorry, I was just thinkingâ Tamaki looked away from you as you spoke, prompting you to rest your chin against his shoulder; trying your best to get a good look at his face. You werenât the best at reading peopleâs emotions, but you were always willing to give it a go.
 âAbout?â You reached up as you questioned his silencing thoughts, poking your finger against the surprisingly warm skin of his cheek; squishing it until he let out a quiet grumble of protest.
 âIâm not gonna be able to see you for a whileâ He frowned down at the waterâs surface while you blinked in surprise, leaning over his shoulder to get a look at his expression; curiosity already eating away at you. You loved your nightly swims with the awkward octopus beneath you, if they had to stop then you wanted to know why and for how long.
 âYou canât come here anymore, okay? Not til SummerâŠâ Tamaki continued speaking, lifting his head to look at you before a startled noise escaped him at the close proximity between your faces; his lips having brushed against your own with the heartbreaking information.
 âButâŠTamakiâŠâ He shook his head, his tentacles wrapping around your body and removing you from his back. Instead, depositing you in the water in front of him while he tried his best to avoid your inquisitive gaze.
 âNo buts, donât come here until Summer. Okay?â He managed to glance at your face as he spoke, watching you for the briefest of seconds before suddenly, he was gone. The only sign that he had been there in the first place was the oceanâs surface bubbling from the movement of his lightning-fast escape; leaving you swimming there alone. Confused as to why you couldnât see your friend for such a long time and frustrated at the lack of explanation.
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 You groaned out softly, reaching up to rub your head as you tried to sit up into a more comfortable position; a dull ache already settling in the back of your head while you attempted to figure out what had happened to you. The last thing that you could remember, was that you had gone to the beach at sunset, looking for your favourite octopus.
 Technically, he had told you not to show up during Spring, but it was only two weeks into the season when you had decided you couldnât go that long without Tamakiâs company.
 âYouâre awakeâŠ!â You blinked in surprise, looking towards the worried-looking merman that sat in the shallow part of the water; a few of his tentacles spread out over the damp rocks that littered the ground. Apparently, the two of you were beneath the large jetty that was located near your meeting spot. It made sense to you, given that it was so dark beneath the structure that any passer-by wouldnât be able to see the two of you; it was as if you didnât exist to the rest of the world.
 âIâŠyeah, I guess so. What happened?â Tamaki grimaced at your question, looking away from you while you moved to crawl towards him, the sand crumbling beneath your weight as you did so; causing you to partially sink down, too wet to actually support the movements that you were trying to make.
 âIâm sorry, it was my faultâŠthis is exactly why I told you to stay away until Summer!â Tamaki groaned out the complaint, reaching up to tug at his hair while you managed to land a hand on one of his many tentacles; shuddering at the way it curled around your arm, practically yanking you up against his chest.
 âTamaki, I donât understand. What happened? How is this your fault?â You frowned as you mumbled out the questions, gently pressing a hand to his chest in an attempt to put some space between the two of you; his body too hot to be against currently. You already struggled not to stare at him on a good day, but the warmth that he currently provided was in no way helpful to you. It simply made you want to get closer to him.
 âSpring isâŠitâs basically mating season for merfolk (Name), it gets hard to think clearly. So, when you got in the water and I saw youâŠâ He trailed off as his tentacle pulled you closer, Tamakiâs face now buried against your neck with his laboured breath sending shivers down your spine. An entirely new experience for you.
 âAhâŠI rememberâŠâ You trailed off, your eyes going wide as you recalled the way his tentacles had dragged you beneath the waterâs surface. They had curled around you in places that had made your head spin, refusing to let you go and apparently causing you to black out.
 âIâm sorry, Iâm so sorry (Name)âŠâ Tamaki trailed off, his arms snaking around your waist as he leaned into you more; the sudden shift in weight causing the both of you to go crashing back, Tamaki landing on top of you and pinning you to the wet sand below.
 You groaned out softly from the impact, squirming beneath him to try and regain some form of steadiness so that you would be able to get out of the embarrassingly intimate position that you had landed yourself in.
 âDonâtâŠ!â Tamaki bit out the demand in a low groan, causing you to freeze beneath him, eyes wide as you lifted your gaze to meet his hungry one; heat rushing to your cheeks. The usually shy and timid man above you, was now a hot mess and you, well you were the poor soul trapped beneath his starving gaze.
 âDo youâŠunderstand why I told you to stay away now?â Tamaki spoke in a hushed voice, leaning down until your noses were touching; his lower half pressing down against your body and leaving you completely trapped. It was because of that, that you shook your head silently, gulping at the low groan that escaped the man above you; finding the sound a little too attractive.
 Before you could think of anything else to say, Tamakiâs mouth closed over your own. His lips rough and demanding against your own while the tentacles attached to him began to wind up around your legs; a hesitant tip pressing up between your thighs and rubbing against your bikini bottoms, pulling a cry from your startled form.
 Tamaki took it as an invitation, his hot tongue pushing into your mouth and enticing you into a foggy headed war. Oxygen seemed to be declared unnecessary while your body leaned up against his own, surrendering yourself to the soul-stealing kiss.
 âI tried to warn youâŠâ Tamaki groaned out the words quietly, trailing a series of kisses down your neck while his hands explored your vulnerable body; practically swallowing you whole as you tried to regain your breath. Cheeks flushed with your head spinning. It was amazing what a simple kiss could do to you.
 âI didnât want to scare you awayâŠ!â He bit down on your nipple through your bikini top in his frustration, causing you to cry out his name breathlessly. The very sound encouraging his exploring tentacles to slip beneath the cloth of your bikini bottoms, rubbing up against your slick-covered folds firmly; Tamaki desiring more of your noises.
 âTamaâŠkiâŠhold onâŠâ You moaned out the words softly, squirming beneath him while he began to travel lower, his lips practically scolding hot against your skin the lower he went; a needy whimper escaping you when his tentacles removed your bikini completely, allowing Tamakiâs mouth to close around your sensitive clit.
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 âI canât. I told you.â
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 You moaned out as his tongue worked against your clit mercilessly, his hands grasping at your thighs desperately; pulling you closer to him while his tentacles moved higher on your body, wrapping around you and rubbing against you until you began to turn into a squirming mess.
 âIâm not saying stop, Iâm saying hold on!â You cried out loudly, curling your toes when his tentacles suctioned against your nipples the same time that he flicked his tongue against your clit firmly; sending a jolt of pleasure throughout your body.
 You whined softly, leaning your head back as he paused his ferocious advance on your body; taking the deep breaths that you needed. It was a lot to take in all at once, especially given the treatment that he was giving you. You had no time to think, to consider what this would mean for the two of you.
 âIâm sorry I didnât listen to youâŠâ You mumbled out the words in a whisper as Tamaki moved back up to look down at you, his head hovering over your own once again while he licked his lips; a look of curiosity reflecting back at you.
 âButâŠis this really just because of Spring?â You closed your eyes as the question left your lips, squirming beneath him when you felt his tentacles move against your body; embracing you and exploring you all at once. Such a strange feeling.
 âSpring is when we breedâ You pursed your lips at his confirmation, frowning up at him as you opened your eyes. Even though you had expected that to be his answer, it didnât make it hurt any less; you had wanted a different answer, one that you likely wouldnât get.
 âBut usually, I hide away in my cave, where no one else bothers me.â Tamaki leaned down to place a kiss on your cheek as he spoke, smiling faintly at the shocked look that covered your face.
 ââŠI told you to stay away, but I still came here to wait for youâŠâ He admitted with a hesitance that sounded so much like his usual self, you couldnât help but reach up to poke his cheek; a quiet giggle slipping past.
 âFor two weeks?â He nodded in response to your question, making you gasp out loudly with a simple grind of his hips; his previously concealed dick now rubbing up against your folds, throbbing and dribbling precum.
 âDo you want me?â He whispered out the words nervously, burying his face against your chest while you squirmed beneath him; the sand beneath you almost as uncomfortable as the desire that your anxious octopus had stirred up.
 âMm, I want you.â You hummed out the words he was oh-so-desperate to hear, gasping out his name when the hands on your thighs tightened, holding you still while he buried every inch of his aching cock into you; stretching you around him and filling you more than you had previously imagined possible.
 His hips moved harder than you could keep up with, your body bouncing up and down with each thrust while his mouth trailed over your chest and neck, covering you with harsh bites and tender kisses.
 âTamakiâŠ! Oh my goâmmph!â Your eyes widened as one of his tentacles invaded your mouth, stuffing it and pushing deep inside to silence your too loud moans. Even though no one could see the two of you beneath the jetty, they could still hear the two of you and apparently, Tamaki wasnât going to allow the two of you to be busted.
 âShh, you can moan as loud as you want later, when no one can hear usâ Tamaki mumbled out the words, groaning low as he continued to fuck you; every now and then grinding up against you and making you whimper around the tentacle in your mouth, tears building in the corner of your eyes.
 With each of his thrusts, he was managing to hit your sweet spot and those slow grinds were pure torture to you; a constant stimulation that your body couldnât keep up with.
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 âYou sound so goodâŠâ
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 You gagged around his tentacle when it thrust deeper, coughing and choking on desperately needed air the moment it removed itself from your mouth; allowing you only a momentâs relief before it was once again shoved back down your throat.
 âYouâre squeezing down on my dickâŠdo you like that (Name)? Choking on my tentacle?â Tamaki groaned the question into your ear as his hips bucked uncontrollably, his teeth sharp against the cartilage of your ear when he bit down; causing a muffled cry to escape you.
 You moaned around the tentacle in your mouth when Tamakiâs thrusts grew faster, his rhythm going out the window the closer he got to his release; yet another tentacle moving to join the mind-blowing pleasure as a familiar heat began to build up in the pit of your stomach.
 You gagged violently when the tentacle began to move against your clit, matching the pace of Tamakiâs thrusts while you tried your best to keep breathing through your nose so that you wouldnât pass out from a lack of air.
 â(Name)âŠIâm nearlyâŠâ Tamaki moaned into the soft skin of your neck as your body arched, a muffled scream escaping you while your orgasm rocked through your entire body; making your walls clench around Tamakiâs throbbing cock.
 It was enough to push him over the edge too, if you were to go by the way his hips slammed up against your own; his body going tense as your name left his lips in a shaky groan. Tamakiâs thick seed filling you with each slow roll of his hips, the tentacle against your clit and the tentacle in your mouth retreating so that you could catch your breath and recover from the earth-shattering orgasm that you had the joy to experience.
 âD-Damn itâŠnext time, take us somewhere else firstâŠ!â You whined out the complaint, reaching up to rub your sore throat while Tamaki mumbled apologies from above you; his face a dark crimson red.
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 âIâm sorry, I really amâŠdonât worry, Iâll take us somewhere else nowâŠ!â
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What would it be like if Michael was being controlled by ennard?
Ha, isnât that a question for the ages? What happens when five children whose minds were altered by the AIs of killer robots pilot the body of a grown man? Well, here are some headcanons I have for it.
-The five of them generally have a system that allows everyone to get a turn controlling the body. However, they do fight over the controls in public sometimes, or will insist on doing pleasurable things multiple times in a row so that everyone has a turn (cue strange looks when they ask âcan I pet your dog five times?â).
-Michael is usually dormant. While he did make some early attempts at reclaiming his body, he quickly realized that it was futile. The kids will sometimes call on him when they need to do something theyâre unable to, like âplease do the taxes, we donât know how,â or âour killer instincts are kicking in, please walk us home so we donât kill anyone on the way.â Michael will often do as they wish because if he ever gets his life back, he doesnât want to suffer the consequences of their inabilities. That being said, if itâs something that wonât affect him (âplease open this jar for us.â) heâll be like, lol, thatâs your problem.
-Foxy has a voice mimic. At first, they were just mimicking the voice of some random man they'd passed on the street, but when they started calling on Michael, Foxy asked for his voice to copy. He said âNo.â Foxy said, âThat is sufficient.â
-Michael is very popular with his neighbours. The kids find it massively boring and inconvenient to maintain an adultâs active social life, so they didnât mind freaking his buddies out a little with their strange behaviour, lack of life experience, different voices, and eventually their sickly appearance. The kids thought it was funny. Michaelâs friends were worried sick that heâd had some kind of mental breakdown.
-Because theyâre children, they do childish things like play on playground equipment late at night. It was the least of Michaelâs concerns at that point, but when he finally got his body back, his house was full of toys, plushies, and Disney movies that theyâd bought with his credit card.
-They did figure out how to eat and drink a bit, but they generally donât unless a social situation calls for it. Itâs inconvenient, unnecessary, dangerous if they overdo it, and not worth the taste (unless itâs candy. They do eat candy sometimes). They get energy from plugging themselves into an outlet on the wall.
-As the body began to grow pale and unhealthy (somehow, they lasted a month before that), they had to find various explanations for their condition. Their go-to is that theyâre taking a new medication, which Michael suggested. After that, Michael peaced out because heâd given up on getting his life back.
-Ennard was forced to leave the body because the decaying flesh was affecting its wiring to the point it could barely move. It had no other choice: it was that or dying.
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