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hteragram-x · 5 years ago

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Remus Sanders is an artist HCs

I think that there are too many people who sleep on the fact that Remus is an artist. I mean… sure… his creativity is probably mostly spent on creating disturbing thoughts and coming up with lewd jokes. But I refuse to believe that he does not make art just for the cool aesthetic or to put his ideas into a tangible object (or performance). I’ve seen more stories where Virgil was an artist for some reason... and Remus wasn’t even if he’s a literal embodiment of Creativity. Gotta fix it.

We know that Roman is an excellent singer and actor. He can draw (Mona Lisa) and write (gift for Logan; songs; poetry) as well. But he couldn’t really play an instrument (see: Moving On) and he mentioned that Thomas probably shouldn’t show his dancing skills, so maybe he’s not the best at that too. He’s good at costume design and tried interior design as well. The list goes on. He clearly has his strengths and weaknesses in this department.

So what about his brother? (get ready for that Creativitwins content… and maybe some hints at Intrulogical and Dukeceit too)

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1. Remus is great at playing instruments. He can play almost everything he tries if you give him a few minutes to check how it works. But being his chaotic self he most often plays instruments that are super loud and annoying.

2. When no one listens he sometimes tries instruments that are more soft and romantic, but you’ll lost your ears and eyes if you ever discover it. Deceit once did. He promised to not tell anyone, but he still remembers the sight of Remus with a silver harp, singing some angsty ballad like a dramatic bastard he is.

3. He likes to make his own instruments too. From everything. And I mean everything. Which includes vegetables, bones, soil, parts of furniture or dirty laundry. Don’t ask.

4. He’s good at singing, but prefers playing.

5. So he often plays for Roman and since they both enjoy coming up with their own songs they regularly perform something one of them wrote.

6. They sometimes try rap battles, so Roman can practice for his eventual rematch with Logan, but rapping is really not their style. And most often than not they end up laughing too much to perform and just add as much nonsense and disgusting jokes to the lyrics as possible.

7. And maybe when Thomas was younger they had a very “hardcore” band called: The Empire Has Fallen. And maybe they sang about not being loved and appreciated. So what? None of our business.

8. Remus is great at sewing (yes, sometimes it means visiting the sewers). And costume design (have u seen his clothes?!). At first most of his drawings were inspired by Roman’s – he just wanted to do something that was a complete opposite. But later he gave himself more creative freedom.

9. Remus designed and made Janus’ costume. I mean… the snake boy is fashionable and all. But it doesn’t mean he can create something on his own. He just said “black and yellow… and I want a hat” and Remus was like: “ALREADY ON IT!” (at first he gave him a bee costume with a top hat as a joke).

10. He’s not great at interior design, because he values the creepy aesthetic over comfort and practicality. So his room was mostly created by Roman who kept the colour scheme and the atmosphere of a damp and weirdly luxurious basement, but added a lot of pillows and greenish lamps in various corners. (There was a long argument about keeping the artistic bloodstains on the walls.)

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11. He’s excellent with make-up. But he does not try too hard while doing his own, because he likes to look like he has not slept for two weeks.

12. He can dance, but doesn’t do that often. Especially since part of his charm is being intentionally ungraceful and positioning his limbs at weird angles. However, he dances with Roman or Janus if they want to. (With Roman it often ends in a playful fight; with Janus dancing can turn into a semi-romantic, passionate performance to some villain songs.)

13. He’s just as good at drawing as Roman, but obviously their inspirations are very different. Remus most often draws people… with way too many details and a lot of attention to anatomical correctness. You know exactly what he draws. I’m not gonna say it.

14. Logan taught Remus a lot about anatomy of both humans and animals so he can draw as realisticaly as possible. And if they dissected a body in the basement to be extra sure how the liver looks that’s also none of our business.

15. When they were kids Patton promised he will put his drawing on the fridge next to Roman’s if he promises to not draw blood and corpses. Initially he drew some disturbing pictures of naked people to mess with the rest of the sides, but only Logan could look at them without being too grossed out. And since Remus really wanted some validation, he showed Patton his designs of new weapons and pictures of deep-sea creatures (some real, some fictional). A few of them were on the fridge for so long that the ink has slightly faded.

16. The pictures of sea creatures were partially responsible for Logan’s fear of the bottom of the ocean. But it’s a phobia fuelled by curiosity and scientific fascination so he does not complain and often complements the most terrifying designs.

17. His weirdest creative outlet is creating new animals. (Roman’s manticore-chimera was heavily inspired by Remus’ mush-ups). And maybe he sometimes invites a certain local nerd to admire his work and help him with coming up with Latin-based names for his dear abominations. And maybe they enjoy adding antlers to fish a little bit too much. And then giggling about it. Stop judging. Gosh…

18. Remus is unfamiliar with the term minimalism. Or rather he pretends it does not exist. With his ideas the concept of “less is more” will never apply.

19. He loves sculpting. He’s not great with it, but you can make a big mess with clay, so he finds it relaxing. Sewing is also relaxing, but in a more “I’m already calm so let’s do something tame” sort of way. Sculpting is better to vent. Ya know… create a face out of clay and then punch it real hard. Or smash a block of granite with a mace and see what interesting shapes you end up with.

20. The art he’s most embarrassed with (if he’s capable of such a feeling at all) is his doodles. He thinks they’re too soft and cute. But he draws them anyway, because sometimes he’s just tired, but still needs to do something with fidgeting hands and all the ideas buzzing in his head like a swarm of hornets.

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More to be added. I myself am full ideas.

[I did part 2. It’s HERE, if you’re interested.]

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coconut-cluster · 5 years ago

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A Game of Vice: Chapter 3

Alternate title: Brother Gothel

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words: ~2500

pairings: implied/eventual logicality, eventual prinxiety

warnings: remus sanders, deceit sanders, mentions of blood

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Roman knew there was a reason he always hated towers.

Sure, he usually shrugged it off as a fear of heights, common enough to garner him as little pity as possible from the other Sides, common enough to almost convince himself, even if a part of him crumbled at his dashing prince persona being tainted with such a phobia. Nevermind the fact that he conquered cliffs and chasms and treetops with ease. Maybe, he’d think to himself occasionally, maybe he just happened to avoid towers; maybe they just never crossed his mind when he created new landscapes and villages, and that’s why every adventure he embarked on was blatantly lacking in such structures. It was a perfectly valid excuse, if he said so himself, and he was more than fine with pretending it was the truth until a better explanation forced its way to his attention.

Well, guess what, Roman? he thought to himself now. The better explanation just kidnapped you and tied you to a chair.

So much for a fear of heights.

“Could you stop moving around? You’re distracting me.”

Remus hadn’t actually been in the tower with him for long - not consistently, anyway. When they’d first appeared there, he just shoved Roman and turned to the singular window in the room as his brother stumbled back into an almost stupidly well-placed chair, staying silent as Roman protested the ropes that appeared and wrapped themselves around his wrists and arms. (A burst of fear struck Roman for the umpteenth time that afternoon when he looked around, got a glimpse of the landscape over Remus’ shoulder and realized where they were, in Remus’ twisted, shadowed side of the Imagination; he had little to no power here, no chance to simply will his binds away and summon his sword to fight his way out of his brother’s godforsaken tower.) After that, Remus had just glanced back, contempt sharp in his eyes, and disappeared, the first of many times he’d done so since then.

He’d at least been in a better mood when he returned that first time: his smile had returned - discomfiting as it was, it served as a comfort to Roman that his brother was gleeful rather than cold and more unpredictable than usual - and he practically danced around the tower, whistling to himself as he messed with something behind Roman, something metallic that made a horrid screech as Remus dragged it across the uneven stone walls.

“They will come,” Roman had called over his shoulder then, his voice just unsteady enough to make him sound more like a petulant child than anything. Though he wasn’t sure how much faith he could put in the concern he’d seen in Deceit’s eyes when Remus dragged him to the Darkscape, he did have faith in the others to discover his disappearance and come find him, be it with or without the snake-faced Side’s help. “They’ll come for me.”

He’d been pleasantly surprised when Remus replied in a singsong voice, in between those awful scraping noises, “They already have!”

His pleasure shriveled instantly as Remus appeared at his shoulder. Roman finally realized what the screeching came from, saw it in the corner of his eye as he was too paralyzed by the grinning presence just behind him to look at it directly: a long, thin sword, made of an oddly green metal, scarred by dozens of tiny notches and stained at the end with something dark that made Roman’s stomach turn. “But the question is, Princey-poo, how far will they get before they decide you’re not worth it?”

Needless to say, he hadn’t graced that with a response. Not because he didn’t have an answer, of course; obviously he knew his family - his actual family - would power through whatever Remus threw at them, he just… didn’t want to give Remus the satisfaction of a response.

Obviously.

Remus had disappeared again shortly after that, reappearing a few minutes later with his eyes narrowed, hands folded behind his back as he paced the small perimeter of the room. He muttered something to himself and made an odd motion with his hands, a gesture that inexplicably reminded Roman of the motions to “Itsy Bitsy Spider” as he stared on in confusion, and then Remus glanced out the window with a grin and disappeared as quickly as he’d come.

Now, though, as he stood at the window with his back to Roman and his head low, Remus was more snark than sardonics.

“I wouldn’t be moving around if you untied me,” Roman mumbled, slumping as best he could beneath his restraints. The rope around his upper body - just above his elbows - wasn’t awful to deal with, though it was tight enough that breathing had to be a shallow endeavor, but he wanted nothing more than to tug his sleeves down to give his wrists a reprieve from the merciless, prickling fibers that had been scraping against them for the past forty-five minutes.

“Oh, but doesn’t it just add to the aesthetic of it all?” Remus said with a grand sweep of his arm, finally turning to face his brother, sunken eyes wide as he glanced around the room. “Royalty trapped in a tower, simply agonizing for a brave knight to rescue them.” He straightened up and gave Roman a haughty look. “It’s poetic.”

Roman just scowled. “If that was an Into the Woods reference, I’m impressed but mostly disgusted that you would use such a masterpiece against me.”

“I’m simply heartbroken you don’t like this, Roman,” his brother continued as if he hadn’t spoken. “I tried so,” Remus clenched his fist, “so hard to appeal to your interests and keep you engaged; I thought you’d appreciate the Rapunzel tribute, but alas!”

“Rapunzel doesn’t get tied up.”

“She does at the end of Tangled.”

Roman stammered for a rebuttal, but his brother had a point, so he just pressed his lips together and scowled some more.

“Besides,” Remus continued, his gaze cold and even once more as he stared at Roman - whatever he’d done after he disappeared last time left him stony now, much quieter as he paced, and it was clear Roman was hardly his first priority at the moment. Roman saw the sheath at his side as he strode past, saw the tentacle-like tendrils that curled around the hilt of his sword. The heavy, even footsteps echoing around the room pounded in his ears like a heartbeat; he really didn’t like having Remus prowling out of sight. “You’re a romantic,” Remus said, enunciated as if the word was dipped in poison, “and won’t it be oh-so-sweet to be rescued by a dashing knight?”

He…made a good point (which Roman was reluctant to admit, so he just stayed still and listened, though he did wonder who exactly Remus had in mind as his ‘dashing knight’- not that he had a preference himself or anything), but something about his tone and the fact that the footsteps had stopped for a moment, right behind him, made the prince’s stomach twist. There was a moment of silence - suffocating and depriving at the same time as Roman held his breath - and then the sharp clack of Remus’ boots on the stone floor began again.

“I’m playing by your dull rules, Princey,” Remus spat as he continued pacing, finally reaching his spot in front of the window and spinning to face Roman, eyes and words sharp. “Fairytales and knights and quests, is that not what you want?”

Roman stared at him, watched the way he flung an arm out to gesture to the world beyond the window; the anger, the seething flame burning on Remus’ face was not an expression Roman was used to seeing. His brother was always grim smiles or patronizing simpers or intense eyes that hid nothing and screamed mischief, if Remus wasn’t screaming it himself, and when he was quiet, it was just to give time for his shock-factor antics to sink in. There was no shock now. There was only ire and fear, wide eyes meeting each other with vastly different significance in the smothering silence as it fell between them.

“I’ve made this game for you, Roman,” Remus said, voice low and nearly spilling over with something that boiled and splashed too close to Roman for his comfort, “to show you just how important and special and loved you are by your new little family, and yet you still think it appropriate to belittle my hard work?”

And Roman just swallowed, his heart racing and eyes darting between Remus’ face and the sword at his side as his brother’s hand came to grip the hilt. It took him a good minute before he finally heard what Remus had actually said. Your new little family.

“Oh,” he said stupidly.

He’d nearly always chalked Remus’ actions up to his inherent unpredictability, his need for chaos and delight in tension; he’d never considered that it was his own fault that Remus felt the need to lash out. (This, of course, went a bit beyond lashing out, but he and Remus always were a tad extra.) Of course, from his perspective, it would seem as if Roman had abandoned him and left him to the Dark Sides, even if Remus got along swell there: Roman had found his place with the others, kept his brother hidden from Thomas’ attention just as they did with Deceit and even Virgil, back before he became more prominent, more essential. He’d shoved Remus as far away from Thomas as he could. He was desperate for his other half, his grotesque and irreconcilable reflection, to remain a shadow and keep himself in the spotlight of Thomas’ priorities and focus, even if it meant keeping Remus out of his own focus, too.

He couldn’t very well refute Remus’ points - Roman was ashamed of him, as awful as it sounded now that he admitted it to himself, and he did his best to let his existence go unacknowledged on a daily basis - but there was a spark of what he hesitantly deemed sympathy in his chest, and as much as Remus could be a detriment, Roman was ashamed of himself as well.

“Remus,” he said quietly - his brother hadn’t shifted his gaze while the prince thought, nor did he soften at Roman’s tone now. “I’m sorry. I’ve never even thought about it from your perspective - I didn’t realize how much that must have hurt you.”

This was the moment, with the others, Patton or Virgil or even Logan, when they’d both go quiet, contemplative, and their voices would be soft as they came to a mutual concession of value or merit or whatever they’d gotten into a scuffle about. They’d give a small smile to each other and they’d chat and throw a joke to cheer themselves up, to remind them that they were allies and friends at their core, that the future was full of compromise and respect and warm regards. Apologies were difficult, and to extend a sincere one was a gesture that went openly appreciated.

But Remus was not one of the others.

His gaze was blank, dead-eyed, as his fingers curled around the tentacled hilt of his sword, white knuckles betraying his cold front; Roman shrank back in his seat as his brother pulled the sword from its sheath, winced with a shiver down his spine when Remus dragged it along the ground behind him as he took slow, deliberate steps toward the prince. The click of his boots against the uneven stone echoed in Roman’s head like gunshots, again and again until he wanted to press his palms over his ears and squeeze his eyes shut and hope beyond hope that he was somewhere else when he opened them again.

But his eyes were open, wide and sharp with the threat of tears and trained helplessly on his brother, who finally stopped a few feet before him, head high and face unreadable.

“Rem,” Roman managed through the fear clawing its way up his throat. “I’m willing to talk about this.”

Remus finally smiled, and Roman had never seen something more dreadful.

“How chivalrous,” his brother said quietly. “How honorable.” His smile bordered on a sneer, a subtle, ridiculing blade in his voice that cut Roman to his core. “You’ve always had the option to talk, Roman. But guess what?” Sickly sweet now, dripping with enthusiasm and something scathing and acidic, grin wide enough for Roman to see Remus’ canines. “It’s my turn to pick now, and that option isn’t available anymore.”

Roman swallowed and opened his mouth to respond, but just as he went to push out a plea, there was something blocking it: a cloth tied around his head and between his teeth - he choked on the sudden gag, a tear finally falling from his squeezed-shut eyes as he coughed and struggled to pull in an even breath.

When he finally righted in his seat, chest heaving and vision blurry with the rest of his tears unshed, Remus just watched him, a grim shadow of that smile still lingering on his face. The panic blazing through Roman’s chest doubled as his brother lifted his sword and pressed its stained tip to the prince’s throat.

“These may be your rules,” Remus started with what Roman could only guess was delight, “princes and rescuers and fantasy and whatnot, but it’s my game. Chin up now, Roman.” He gave an exaggerated grin and pushed the tip of his sword harder - a drop of warmth trickled down Roman’s throat - until Roman returned the smile, or a shaky excuse for one, from behind his gag. “We’re having fun!”

He dropped the sword, tucking it neatly back into its sheath with a firm nod of his head, seemingly satisfied.

“Now if you don’t mind,” he said, eyes flickering from Roman to the rest of the room as if admiring his handiwork, “I have a bespectacled adventurer to put to the test!”

And he was gone.

Roman stared at the now-empty spot, his eyes finding nothing but pale, scraggly lines, scars from Remus’ sword across the stony floor. Another shot of panic scored his chest as he took in the phrase ‘bespectacled adventurer’ - he hoped it wasn’t Patton, although the spidery motions from earlier didn’t bode well now, and though he knew Logan could handle himself against Remus, he wanted the logical Side to avoid Remus’ twisted provocations all the same - but it was dull with shock and the numbing effect of overwhelmedness as his gaze drifted to the landscape beyond the window.

He saw trees, gnarled and black. A pallid gray sky, stained with patches of charcoal, dark spots that foresaw a storm. Above all - ironic - he saw an emptiness that spanned before him, a lack of life in the altitudes Remus had dragged him to; the spine-tingling fear he’d felt all those times when his mind slipped during a quest in his side of the Imagination, when a single, looming structure forced its way into his adventures and nightmares alike, crawled up within him now, forcing the wall of unshed tears from his eyes at last.

He was trapped in a tower, and he was utterly, undeniably, and suffocatingly alone.

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a-musing-mixologist · 5 years ago

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𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑨𝑪𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑺𝑯𝑬𝑬𝑻

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𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐬 !

FULL NAME. Anthony J Crowley NICKNAME. The Flash Bastard GENDER. generally presents as male HEIGHT. 6′ AGE. appears late 40s-early 50s ZODIAC. Scorpio SPOKEN LANGUAGES. Yes

𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐡𝐚��𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬 !

HAIR COLOR. Ginger EYE COLOR. Gold SKIN TONE. Tan BODY TYPE. Slender, lanky VOICE. Siblant DOMINANT HAND. Right POSTURE. What SCARS. Yes TATTOOS. Coiled snake on the right side of his face near his ear. May or may not be a tattoo actually. BIRTHMARKS. A spot on the inner part of his left pinky finger MOST NOTICEABLE FEATURE(S). Golden slit-pupiled eyes

𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐝 !

PLACE OF BIRTH. Heaven HOMETOWN. Technically Heaven. SIBLINGS. The Heavenly host or whatnot PARENTS. The Almighty

𝐚𝐝𝐮𝐥𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 !

OCCUPATION. Resident Bastard demon CURRENT RESIDENCE. London, England CLOSE FRIENDS. Aziraphale RELATIONSHIP STATUS. nGK ? FINANCIAL STATUS. Bank accounts on every continent. DRIVER’S LICENSE. Possibly CRIMINAL RECORD. No comment VICES. Booze, fraternizing with the enemy

𝐬𝐞𝐱 & 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 !

SEXUAL ORIENTATION. Demi PREFERRED EMOTIONAL ROLE. submissive | dominant | switch PREFERRED SEXUAL ROLE. submissive | dominant | switch LIBIDO. Maybe TURN ON’S. Back/neck touches TURN OFF’S. Inattentiveness, selfishness LOVE LANGUAGE. Staring, physical touch, gifts RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES. Has eyes only for his SO. While not very materialistic himself, he’ll shower them in thoughtful gifts. Near constant physical contact. He tends to forget that responsibility for things can be shared and often tries to pile it all on himself.

𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 !

CHARACTER’S THEME SONG. Dela (I Know Why the Dog Howls at the Moon) HOBBIES TO PASS TIME. Astronomy/drinking/sleeping LEFT OR RIGHT BRAINED. Right PHOBIAS. Yeah SELF CONFIDENCE LEVEL. Good at faking it Needs constant validation VULNERABILITIES. Feeling things, a certain angel

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far-away-stars · 5 years ago

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THE EXTREMELY DETAILED OC ASK MEME for Iegan AND Apate!! I warned you. :P Stay tuned for more. Probably.

There you are. At the best of my abilities. may it curse your sleep and bless my crops. :’D

under cut cause it’s damn fucking long.

Illyrio

1. Age, Birthday, Star Sign

So, I don't really have month/day precise birthdays for my ocs? :'D I don't even know how that would work on SW and I suck at star signs so… I can say Illyrio is born in 3682 BBY and that makes him 42 during the events of Makeb (which is the year he meets Muhn, if that works as a reference), and that I fancy calling him a Scorpio cause I guess it kinda fits.

2. Gender Identity

Cis man. It never really went further for him, he always was comfortable that way.

3. Orientation and Relationship status (single, taken (by who?), crush (on who?))

Bisexual. Married to Muhren in 3637 BBY in canon universe; alternatively fancying his mess agent Blakk in other ones and .. well, both in some others. >>

4. Race and Ethnicity

Human, in SW standards, and then I couldn't really go in many more details 'cause, well, I still kinda want it to apply to his universe rather than trying to stick Earth labels and I don't have a clear faceclaim… let's stick to "not white".

5. Height and Body type

He's 1m77 aka 5'9". He's not overly muscular, but still very much in shape. He has a pretty athletic body even if he's essentially built for agility.

6. Headcanon VA

I cannot find headcanon VA for the love of me, so, well, I suppose simple the Inquisitor VA for now. :'D Euan Morton is a Broadway actor and singer after all.

7. Occupation

Dark Council Elite, leader of the Sphere of Expansion and Diplomacy, with direct oversee on the Voss' diplomatic situation.

8. Weapon of Choice(?)

already answered here

9. Hometown and current residence

He was born on Ziost, in a slave breeding and training facility. He lived some years in an apartment at Dromund Kaas but now has set residence in his mansion on Voss, despite his work not often allows him to spend long periods of time there.

10. Do they have any markings, piercings or scars?

They have a number of scars, most prominent being the slave marking on his face, the whip scaring on his back and the lightsaber mark on his chest.

11. Do they have any notable features, like horns, tails, or so on?

Aside from the slave markings and, I guess, the white hair (not that much of a significant feature when alien races are involved :'D ) he doesn't really have any, no.

12. Own any pets?

Nope, thank the Force, he doesn't have to deal with his daughter's Nexus anymore and he's happier this way.

13. Have any kids?

Yes, his daughter Khatyrkite, that he had at 23 and adopted when she was 7.

14. Can they cook? Can they bake?

No. Let's leave it to that. :’D

15. Can they sing? Can they dance?

They can sing but it's not that easy to make them. They can formally dance with dignity, but not much else. Too rigid.

16. Can they drive?

Yes, but prefers to be driven around.

17. Can they fight?

Yes, double-bladed lightsaber and Force training. When younger he was also quite dangerous bare-handed but he hasn't trained that skill in a while.

18. Have any special keepsakes?

Not really… his lightsaber, I suppose. Old beads for his braid. But he isn't emotionally attached to many of his belongings.

Interests

19. Hobbies

Some not-so-light reading, meditation, napping, listening/going to the Opera.

20. Clothing/Aesthetic

Dark clothing with gold accents, rich reds, furs, and expensive tastes. Sith aesthetic meets some vague Arabian vibes and have a hedonist child.

21. Fave food(s) and drink(s)

He likes finger-foods; salty, small quiches are probably some of his favorites. As a drink he likes fruity and spiced wines, cold or hot.

22. Fave Color

Blood red.

23. Fave Genre

History books.

24. Fave Season

Autumn.

25. City or Country?

He spends enough time in the city working, so country for his relaxing times, but he wouldn't give up the comforts of the City easily.

26. Guilty Pleasure

Power? Witch sometimes turns into sex.

Storytime

27. What’s their family like? Who’s in it? What’s their relationship with them?

Before Muhn his family was basically only his daughter, Khatyrkite, and they were close, despite Illyrio's initial efforts not to be so. She grew on him and managed to slowly but surely make his fear more of an after-though. He didn't want to get attached to someone so easy to love. An alien child with no practical education thrown into the Academy of Korriban? Khatyrkite had to work hard to prove she could do it. And he did make her work, considering it necessary that she could prove and defend herself without her father's title to protect her. They have great affection for each other, even of it's often left unspoken, and even if not as strong as before, they still have their Force bond to prove it, even to each other.

28. Are they literate? Did they go to school? How long? What level?

They are literate, and learned most of his basic knowledge during slave training. The rest he took up keeping company to the young Master during his studies and generally during slave life. Then there was the Sith Academy and then he was taken as an Apprentice and Abraxas finished his education. He learned the rest on the way.

29. What was childhood like?

Not much of a childhood, let's say that. Studies, collars, biological engineering, slave training directed into obedience and alienation to self.

30. What was adolescence like?

Spent serving as a company slave in a high ranking noble family in Ziost. Let's say stunted.

31. What’s their current main conflict?

Finding any peace between overworking and starting to let go but risking losing status/power and a certain state of security born from habit.

32. What steps have they taken to overcome this conflict

Trusting more of his emotional baggage, vulnerability and work on his husband.

33. How have they changed over time?

He has become less.. unstable. Sith training following his slave one had pushed on many of the emotions he had been repressing beforehand, so, well, it made for a powerful Sith, but not much of an emotionally stable individual. He got in touch with more of himself and on what truly he wanted to be for his Muhn.

For Fun

34. What’s their room look like right now?

It's a mix between his rich but organised deco and Muhn's pretty clutter and his plants. Rich, elegant colors overall, generally elegant but comfortable looking, cushions, big bed, big windows, woods, a library. His room is his comfort place, really, and probably one of the rooms he spends more time in aside from his training room and the gardens.

35. What are they like as a friend?

Bad. Bad-ish.

36. What are they like as a partner?

He.. gets better at it, given a little time. >> The sex is good.

37. Do they have any phobias?

They are not fond of deep waters, but can manage them. They detest Force inhibition devices.

38. Did/do they go anywhere special for vacations?

They haven't gone in one in… dam forever. They wouldn't know at this point, really. It's a mix between wanting to be in a place where he wouldn't be recognized and his desire to keep his status and power close.

39. Your character walks into a cafe. What do they order?

Rich, hot, spiced coffee.

40. What time do they go to bed, usually?

Depends, they are very used to an irregular sleep pattern.

41. What’s their morning routine like?

Depending on how much time they have, the very least composes shower and a minimum of beauty care, they usually pick their clothes the day before. They usually snack something quick if they have the time and take a caff or directly a stim, if need be.

42. What’s the dumbest thing your character’s done?

That's not to be discussed here.

43. What pokemon would your character be (if they’re already a pokemon/gijinka tell us what they are, and how that’s affected them)?

I.. don't really know? Struggling between a dark type or simply a snob-looking one.

44. What’s their pokemon team? Try to pick all 6.

Dear Force, so.. Any snake Pokemon is valid and he should have them, this being said :

Arbok

Serperior

Ninetales

Spiritomb

Sableye

Chandelure

+if I may, a couple of legendaries that rule the Sith snake aesthetic :

Zygarde

Shiny Mega Rayquaza

45. Theme song (and a playlist if you’ve got it!)

I will always put "How can I refuse" here, no matter the consequences. :'D

46. If this character was in a musical, what would their motif be (what kind of instruments do you hear, what’s the tempo, ect).

Oh my god, I don't have that knowledge. Something low and a bit fear-inducing, but with a melody of strings, violins and violas, cutting it like the fresh falling of rain in between dark, tempest-heavy clouds. Some quiet, deep, rich drums.

The Deep Lore™

47. What was this character’s biggest turning point in their life, something that changed them almost completely?

Discovering he was Force Sensitive.

48. What was their lowest point? What was their highest point?

Lowest : his years at the Academy. Highest : Becoming a Darth/marrying Muhn.

49. What are some themes tied to your character’s story? I'm sorry, I'm getting too stuck with some of those deep© questions, I'm giving them up for now. :'3

50. What are some motifs associated with your character?

Villainous behavior, hedonism, manipulation, pragmatism, hyper-emotionalism.

51. What were some inspirations for your character (people, movies, games)?

Well, the Inquisitor storyline from STWOR, certainly, tho I didn't end up keeping much of it. Aside from that nothing really comes to mind but I'm sure I'm missing stuff. :/ In six years he has been through stuff.

52. How are you and your character the same? How are you different?

We struggle with other people's expectations and we don't want to be seen as weak or exploitable, I suppose. For how different we are I suppose the rest is pretty more obvious, but, mhn, I blame myself much more quickly, despite my barriers, so, well, instead of killing people I just get sad, I suppose. :'3

53. Expectations vs Reality: what did you expect and what did you get with this character?

I expected a hot, sassy, dark side playthrough. I guess I didn't expect the angst, the fluff and the attachment. :'33

54. What does your character want, and what do they need?

He wants power, but he needs to unlearn what truly gives him value.

55. What’s your character’s core trait? What’s their best trait? What’s their worst trait? When happens when these all interact with each other? see point 49.

56. What’s your overall goal with this character? Will they get a happy ending or will they succumb to their faults?

They.. eh. I don't really believe in endings? People go on, one way or another. He's much more than a simple narrative for me, now. If I were to just see how much he has already done in his life I would say he's in a happier place now, so, I'm glad. But that's not who he is either. It's not about getting him fixed, not really

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Apate

1. Age, Birthday, Star Sign

Born in 3678 BBY, the rest is not in my book. :’3

2. Gender Identity

Non-binary/agender, intersex.

3. Orientation and Relationship status (single, taken (by who?), crush (on who?))

Bisexual, kinda taken by Kitty, but it's in the "it's complicated" folder cause we technically didn't even set a meeting point for them. :'D also, precedently entangled with Mikawlas, and generally involved with many other . >>

4. Race and Ethnicity

Togruta. Their faceclaim-ish is Ezra Miller, so some ethnic inspiration there.

5. Height and Body type

They are 1m81 aka 5'11". They are slender with some athletic features, especially on the abdominal area.

6. Headcanon VA

I have no clue. :'D I'm sorry.

7. Occupation

Went from sex worker to owner of the Golden Rose Pleasure Center.

8. Weapon of Choice(?)

Sniper Rifle. They don't really consider their body or their pleasure expertise a weapon, no matter its potentialities.

9. Hometown and current residence

Grew up in a Coruscanti orphanage, now resides on Nar Shadda.

10. Do they have any markings, piercings or scars?

Aside from their natural Togruta markings, nope, and if they were to get them/had got them in the past, wouldn't hesitate to have them removed.

11. Do they have any notable features, like horns, tails, or so on?

Lekku and Montrals? :'D they are curved in the front so they do catch the eye.

12. Own any pets?

No. They didn't have the position for one for a long time and then never really gotten to it. Probably scared they would do a bad job taking care of one.

13. Have any kids?

Nope.

14. Can they cook? Can they bake?

They can't really, no. :'3 they can manage a survivalist meal but they essentially rely on other to get food.

15. Can they sing? Can they dance?

They can't really sing, but it's not a passion of their so they never really did any practice worth of it. They can dance, but only a selection of simple things, essentially for their job. They don't mind dancing casually, and are pretty good at it. At least, they are pretty to look at doing so.

16. Can they drive?

They can, they shouldn't, but they can. :'D

17. Can they fight?

They are better at ranged combat, but they can throw a hell of a fight nonetheless.

18. Have any special keepsakes?

I'm not sure if they have anything of Mikawlas, or even of their orphanage life.. they spent too much time on the street, if they managed to salvage something during those years it would certainly be a precious possession for them.

Interests

19. Hobbies

Taking care of themself with beauty products or with a mani-pedi is a luxury they couldn't afford for a long time and it does marvels to their mood so they indulge in gladly it when they have some me time. Also they have a sometimes strained relationship with their looks, so making themself pretty makes them happy. Aside from that they like simple pad games, to run and spend some time in shooting ranges.

20. Clothing/Aesthetic

They like shiny, they like precious fabrics, gold, their heels, shorts, skirts and dresses, some fashionable frills and classy, eye-catching outfits.

21. Fave food(s) and drink(s)

They like experimental foods, jellies and escargots the most probably. If they could only drink vodka and lemon sprite they would. Also champagne.

22. Fave Color

Rose Gold.

23. Fave Genre

Detective/crime stories.

24. Fave Season

They haven't experienced much of those, living mostly in ecumenopolises, so, if it's not artificial weather they probably would have complaints one way or another. Something temperate I suppose, late spring.

25. City or Country?

City.

26. Guilty Pleasure

Aside from sex? Mhn. The thrill of the hunt, maybe. But both of those things have been incorporated in jobs for a long time, so, well, aside from having a particular relationship with both, defining them "guilty" pleasures is complicated. I guess they like being pampered, sexually or not, so there's that.

Storytime

27. What’s their family like? Who’s in it? What’s their relationship with them?

They don't have a family, nor good memories from the orphanage, so, probably the closest they got to family was, first, at Madame's institute, where they really come in touch with a positive collective/community. They started coming in touch with themself and with others in a way that was more than family than ever before. Of course they wanted to rebuild that with the Golden Rose, even if it became with times more "officious" with the number of workers and clients and regulations that came with it. But they do want people to feel safe with the Rose, and want them to feel at least a little bit like family.

28. Are they literate? Did they go to school? How long? What level?

They are literate, and studied at the orphanage until they left, so, they are not very knowledgeable after that. They didn't continue studies, only tried to pick up some decent bases to start being more independent after Madame picked them up. They worked hard to be functional as owner of the Golden Rose, and that's where they are at.

29. What was childhood like?

They weren't very happy at the orphanage, didn't felt like they belonged. It ended up with them running away, so...

30. What was adolescence like?

A mix between rebellious orphanage life, naive Nar Shadda and bling/bling fascination and the basically spoiled, responsibility-free life as a Crime Lord doll. It was.. maybe not as practically formative as it could have, overall.

31. What’s their current main conflict? I'm sorry, I'm getting too stuck with some of those deep© questions, I'm giving them up for now. :'3

32. What steps have they taken to overcome this conflict? see above

33. How have they changed over time?

They became more self-aware, more conscious of themself and their choices. More independent, and such, with a bigger presence, allowing them to also create better and stronger bonds with people. With a helping hand they started shedding all the bad preconceptions they had on their life, even if it really took years and years to come to terms with some truth about themself and their past, but well, they got back on their feet. Now they have a house, they pay bills, they own and handle a host house that oversees many people that Apate wants to protect. So, well, I can't really tell how they changed, cause they didn't, not really. It was still them, all along, but I guess they own themself a bit more every day.

For Fun

34. What’s their room look like right now?

It's a pretty big room, but essentially on the minimalist side. Very clean and shiny, with its marble floors and big window on the High District. It's not cluttered and Apate doesn't spend that much time in it, but when they do they find it more peaceful for it to be essential but pretty and expensive looking in its decor and composition.

35. What are they like as a friend?

Devoted, sometimes harsh and too up-front, but also generous and affectionate.

36. What are they like as a partner?

They haven't had much experience in that field yet, so, maybe, distant, even if not on purpose. They are not really used to the practicality of building ties so ever-present and strong, they are still very much used to deal with things on their own. But very sweet, very tactile, very inquisitive, playful.

37. Do they have any phobias?

Of losing themself in someone's idea of them. Again.

38. Did/do they go anywhere special for vacations?

They haven't taken a vacation in ages, they want to quite bad. Anything different from Nar Shadda would be welcome, but they probably want the pampering vacation treatment. They do have an affinity for water, because of their ex, so maybe somewhere they could swim a bit.

39. Your character walks into a cafe. What do they order?

Everyday something different, they don't like caff but drinks it daily so spicing things up is their way. Now it's usually Terjam that buys caff for them, so they enjoy being surprised.

40. What time do they go to bed, usually?

It depends, the Rose usually "opens" late in the morning and closes later at night, but it depends if there are events or not, and if Apate has plans or not. They are more akin to the night life, and Nar Shadda Never really sleeps, so it's not unusual for them and some friends to have late evening shopping sprees or date nights or such. It will depend on how much work there had been during the day.

41. What’s their morning routine like?

They take their time. They wake up slow and then stretch and drink water and then shower, quick breakfast with either milk/yogurt/sweet cheese and some fruits while listening to radio/the news, and then make up and dressing up and then to the Golden Rose where they take a coffee and some pastries with Terjam before starting work around 10:00.

42. What’s the dumbest thing your character’s done?

Thinking it was a good idea to escape to Nar Shadda with no money or friends or knowledge of the city at the peak of 15 years old.

43. What pokemon would your character be (if they’re already a pokemon/gijinka tell us what they are, and how that’s affected them)?

Zughhh... Tsareena.

44. What’s their pokemon team? Try to pick all 6.

Shiny Goldeen

Gorebyss

Mega Diancie

Mega Altaria

Alola Ninetails

Sylveon

45. Theme song (and a playlist if you’ve got it!)

I don't really have one, ahh… Lady Gaga-ish feelings, but not as "hard".

46. If this character was in a musical, what would their motif be (what kind of instruments do you hear, what’s the tempo, ect).

Mhn, something lively and clear, but with a solid accompaniment, like some piano. Maybe a discrete but deep beat underneath, like almost a techno base.

The Deep Lore™

47. What was this character’s biggest turning point in their life, something that changed them almost completely?

There's been two. One when Mikawlas died, and Apate found themself mourning, furious, hurt and dependent on the little skills they had to survive from there on. The second was when Madame picked them up and helped them detox and then got them back on their way to manage themself independently and redefine boundaries in a way that could better connect them to themself and a thriving comfort zone.

48. What was their lowest point? What was their highest point?

Apate almost lost themself, and skipped many steps of their emotional and practical development growing up in not-so-healthy environments. They never really had a family, they rushed and yet mellowed through their adolescence without any real friends of their age, they suffered a big loss pretty young and then started living off favours and on the street without really a support and foundation to evolve.

Then they got back to their feet, and found their ambitious drive again, and created the Golden Rose and wasn't that just *chef kiss*.

49. What are some themes tied to your character’s story?

Former drug addiction, stunt in personal growth and past trauma being overcome, sex work and its relation to their own sex drive and desire, curiosity and extroversion, sex positivism, grooming, fashion and beauty care.

50. What are some motifs associated with your character?

Unsuspected assassin, Diva, fashion expert, sexy and capable, sass master.

51. What were some inspirations for your character (people, movies, games)?

Mhnhnjnnnn I dunno. There are pieces here and there but.. nothing that flashes in my mind.

52. How are you and your character the same? How are you different?

We like shiny things. They can pull it off.

53. Expectations vs Reality: what did you expect and what did you get with this character?

A character for smutty action, and I kinda got myself into angst but also a more vivacious and free-willed character I expected.

54. What does your character want, and what do they need?

They want the Golden Rose to thrive, they probably need a vacation.

55. What’s your character’s core trait? What’s their best trait? What’s their worst trait? When happens when these all interact with each other? see point 31

56. What’s your overall goal with this character? Will they get a happy ending or will they succumb to their faults?

Same as Illy's point.

#that was so long #aaaah #:'D what a mess #I hope it makes some resemblance of sense #oc : illyrio #oc : Apate #ask : Illyrio #ask : Apate #thank you for the ask(s)#u evil xD #askshivanulegacy

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foofygoldfish · 6 years ago

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Willow, all of them!

….I ran out of steam so I skipped a few, oops

1: What’s your OC’s biggest insecurity and how would they react if someone pointed it out to them?

So. Willow can fall asleep anywhere. She also snores. A lot. She’ll glare at people if they mention it, and most of those on their train had learned to just not mention it.It’s not really her biggest insecurity, but… it’s all I can think of rn lol

2: If your OC wants to buy a firearm, what it might be for?

General protection? no-bombs au Willow wouldn’t really think of having one, but uh… It’s just part of the job

3: Does your OC behave differently around different people, if so with whom and how?

Sorta? It’s more situation-dependent than anything - Rush, she has “work mode” and “my dumbass husband” mode. Coworkers? Work mode vs shooting the breeze, etc., etc. At first, in Prosperity, she treats them as she did the residents of all the other settlements they’ve been to, but as she warms up to them, she opens up and treats them as family.

4: Would your OC want to involve themselves in humanitarian work ? If yes, then for what? If not, then why not?

….I think that’s basically what her job with Rush is, lol. She wants to help rebuild her country, and at least attempt to bring some semblance of normalcy to peoples lives.

5: How would your OC generally react to someone being verbally abusive towards them for no apparent reason?

If it’s someone she has to work with? She ignores it. Someone she’ll never see again, or an antagonist of some sort? They miiiight end up getting snapped or yelled at.

6: Does your OC have a realistic image of their own intelligence?

She downplays it a bit - she’s a little self-concious of not having been able to finish school, even though she knows that’s the reality for many nowadays.

7: Does your OC have any irrational phobias?

Snakes. She really hates snakes.

8: How is/was your OC’s relationship with their parents?

She’s close with both of them, and being so far from both of them is hard on her.

9: Does your OC feel a pressure to achieve or are they content and calm with doing what they can at the moment?

She’s somewhere in between? She wants to do well, and protect as many as she can, but she also knows that this is what she likes doing, this is what she’s good at, etc.

10: Does your OC guard their emotions by being tough? If not how would they?

To those who don’t know her? Yeah. She gives vague answers for emotional or loaded questions, and generally has closed-off body language. Once she starts warming up to people, though, she is pretty open about how she feels about any given thing.

11: How would your OC react to hearing they’re adopted?

Surprised, but assuming her adoptive parents are still the ones that I have as her parents (if that makes sense), she still views her adoptive parents as her parents.

12: What is one of the most primary things your OC feels that is missing from their life?

Aside from everything from before the apocalypse lol - her parents. They’re still alive, but she misses being able to see them every day. She wishes she could have Mila with her, as well, but neither her or Thomas think it’s a good idea for her to be with them when they’re working.

Oh, and a dog. She wants a dog.

13: What kind of situations does your OC avoid the most?

Anything that could be a setup - fighting related or not

14: If your OC gets into a fight with their best friend, would they wait for their friend to make up with them, or would they try to make up with their friend?

She’d wait, and if the friend hadn’t approached her first after a certain amount of time, she’d go and try and make up with them herself.

15: Does your OC consider themselves a good person?

Not really, but she thinks that she tries her best.

16: Is your OC good at giving others validation of their feelings and making them feel understood?

She tries

17: Does your OC suffer from any mental health issues?

Some PTSD and anxiety related to the years in the bunker, but other than that, not really.

20: Does your OC hurt others often unintentionally? If yes, how? / 21: Does your OC hurt others often intentionally? If yes, how?

Putting these together: Both are part of the job in her mind - sometimes she doesn’t realise she’s offending someone, sometimes she purposefully does it.

22: How does your OC usually show affection? Are they openly romantic or more restricted with their affectionate emotions?

See 10 - she’s more reserved around people she doesn’t know, but in private? She’s super affectionate with Thomas and loves giving Mila piggyback rides.

23: Does your OC tend to hide something about their personality/essence when meeting new people? If yes, what?

She’s a giant softie

24: How would your OC react if they got humiliated by someone in a group of people?

Try and keep a straight face, and ignore the person.

25: How would your OC process the grief caused by the death of a loved one?

She throws herself into her work, and processes it when there’s nothing else to to.

26: What is the most intense thing your OC has been battling with?

The Highwaymen lol

#chloe-gayzer #asks #fcnd #willow keene

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simplypavus · 6 years ago

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All of Them. All Of The Questions.

The fool here was I. These are gonna be about Seine.

1: What’s your OC’s biggest insecurity and how would they react if someone pointed it out to them?

I think Seine’s biggest fear is not being enough, not hitting this invisible standard set for him. I almost want to say he it constantly flirting with a need for perfection. Everything must be in its place and he must be correctly in his. If this were to be pointed out to him it would probably go over his head in a sense that its so tangled up with him that he wouldn’t get its negative impact. It’s the way it’s always been for him.

2: If your OC wants to buy a firearm, what it might be for?

To end something quickly and efficiently.

3: Does your OC behave differently around different people, if so with whom and how?

To friendly acquaintances he tries to carry himself with dignity and treat them with a formal respect. Everyone is his equal but he has an almost bodyguard like mentality about it. He may converse but it will be short and often to the point.

He’s about the same with those ‘closer’ to him but they may be able to find his smile and he tends to be a lot more relaxed around them. He tends to watch his words less though there is still a grasp at formality.

With his husband he is the most relaxed and more likely to speak what is on his mind. He tends to visibly light up when the other man is around and it’s much easier to see the start of a smile pulling at his features.

4: Would your OC want to involve themselves in humanitarian work ? If yes, then for what? If not, then why not?

Yes I think he would try and aid those struck by disaster, though in the world of dnd I think he’d be much more likely to try and end the source of disaster unless it was natural. A head of the snake kinda guy but this does not mean he would deny helping those struck by it.

5: How would your OC generally react to someone being verbally abusive towards them for no apparent reason?

He wouldn’t understand what was going on. He’d try and see if there was truth to what was said but depending on what was said it probably wouldn’t have a huge effect on Seine.

6: Does your OC have a realistic image of their own intelligence?

He’s a bit hammer meets nail to everything and so he may miss his int on that sense but he also well aware he doesn’t understand emotional intelligence.

7: Does your OC have any irrational phobias?

No idea. If he did I think he’d be one of those people that force themselves to face it because his will to be the best is stronger.

8: How is/was your OC’s relationship with their parents?Complicated, he resents them without realizing it. He respects them as his parents and would do nothing untoward to them. He is to his best abilities the perfect son they wished him to be.

9: Does your OC feel a pressure to achieve or are they content and calm with doing what they can at the moment?

He’s gotta be the very best or at the very least he must do his best at all times. There is a general sense of pressure in that but he’s not really in a panic about it. It’s more like an expression of will.

10: Does your OC guard their emotions by being tough? If not how would they?

Kinda? More its that he’s always guarded them by not acknowledging, relating or understanding them.

11: How would your OC react to hearing they’re adopted?

It would explain a lot and his upbringing would make more sense. Unsurprising his initial reaction would be next to nothing. I think if he was able to actually processes things normally he would be sad but have a reason for why things were the way they were.

12: What is one of the most primary things your OC feels that is missing from their life?

Husbando! On a more deeper level perhaps the ability to just let go to just be without some goal or something to be related to. He doesn’t know how to simply exist.

13: What kind of situations does your OC avoid the most?

Emotional situations, he is ill equipped to handle them and will quickly look at it in a problem and solution like manner or he will have nothing to offer at all.

14: If your OC gets into a fight with their best friend, would they wait for their friend to make up with them, or would they try to make up with their friend?

Depends on what its about and who Seine believes is in the wrong. He may placate but without actually addressing any underlying issues. Though if it is an error on his end he will probably be the first to attempt a reconnect.

15: Does your OC consider themselves a good person?

Yes or at the very least he doesn’t see himself as a bad person.

16: Is your OC good at giving others validation of their feelings and making them feel understood?

No, nope.

17: Does your OC suffer from any mental health issues?

Kinda. I’m not gonna answer this one on the good ole tumbledotcom but conclusions can be made for this.

18: What kind of interpersonal values does your OC have? (values about their self, what makes them feel like a valid person).

He wants to be the rock in the room and if people count on him for that then he is valid.

19: What boosts your OC’s confidence the most?

Killing a powerful foe. It means he’s getting closer to his ultimate goal of being a champion.

20: Does your OC hurt others often unintentionally? If yes, how?

His emotional issues make it easy for him to accidentally hurt people.

21: Does your OC hurt others often intentionally? If yes, how?

If you are in his way or an enemy he will stop at nothing to destroy you with his glaive or sword.

22: How does your OC usually show affection? Are they openly romantic or more restricted with their affectionate emotions?

Seine is undoubtedly restricted with his affections. For people he gets on with he tend to hand near them like a cat. For romantic interests he’s also generally subdued but he is more likely to invade personal space or just hang very close if not touching.

23: Does your OC tend to hide something about their personality/essence when meeting new people? If yes, what?

His whole ass personality.

24: How would your OC react if they got humiliated by someone in a group of people?

Threaten/attack them if feasible and quite possibly threaten or attack them in its not. Though it depends on where it is because some of his upbringing would get in the way of him decking the lord of a manor in the middle of a party but he’d certainly want to.

25: How would your OC process the grief caused by the death of a loved one?

Seine would shut down and return to the empty and emotionlessness he knows. It would be hard to reach him and he would basically become a robot.

26: What is the most intense thing your OC has been battling with?

Facing his emotions and trying to actually parse them.

27: Does your OC practise any kind of escapism? If yes, what kind?

I don’t think so.

28: How would your OC react if a bully stole their lunch money in high school?

Bold of you to assume it would be stolen in the first place without great bodily harm on both sides. Though if this was when he was actually a child he wouldn’t react at all. It would be like it didn’t happen.

29: How does your OC behave on the face of a conflict?

Find source, defeat it, profit. Unless it’s talking, then let someone else do that and back up if needed.

30: What makes your OC defensive quickest?

Threatening those he sees under his protection. I’m not sure what would make him verbally defensive

#seine #long post #this was more then I bargained for but have a dump #thanks Al <3

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billsutherlanddata-blog · 6 years ago

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Is there a link between anxiety and alcoholism?

Data Management and Visualization

Bill Sutherland

The connection between anxiety disorders and alcoholism

STEP 1: Choose a data set that you would like to work with.

NESARC Wave 1

STEP 2. Identify a specific topic of interest I have an interest in researching which how anxiety disorders may correlate with alcohol abuse.

I’m interested because my kids’ mother is an alcoholic and I want to understand which factors may contribute to abusing alcohol. If I can discover the correlations, then I can be mindful about teaching skills to my kids that might help them avoid abusing alcohol

I think my first challenge is going to be creating a subset of respondents who meet the criteria of an alcoholic. The criteria are subjective and open to scrutiny, but I will use the variables available to me to build the subset.

STEP 3. Prepare a codebook of your own. Variables that will make up my subset.

I first want to identify the subset of alcoholics. I will use the variable ALCABDEP12DX (ALCOHOL ABUSE/DEPENDENCE IN LAST 12 MONTHS) and ALCABDEPP12DX (ALCOHOL ABUSE/DEPENDENCE PRIOR TO THE LAST 12 MONTHS).

Tape Location Question Variable = ALCABDEP12DX ALCOHOL ABUSE/DEPENDENCE IN LAST 12 MONTHS 1 ALCABDEPP12DX ALCOHOL ABUSE/DEPENDENCE PRIOR TO THE LAST 12 MONTHS 1

Now I want to identify those people who have experienced anxiety symptoms.

Next, I’d like to know which of those people in my anxiety subset sought treatment for their anxiety.

Next, I’d like to know which of those people in my anxiety subset did not seek treatment.

Next, I’d like to know the correlation between those people who sought treatment for anxiety and those who did not with whether they are in the alcoholic subset.

STEP 4. Identify a second topic that you would like to explore in terms of its association with your original topic.

I’m curious if there’s a link between alcoholism and the type of anxiety experienced. According to the National Institute of Mental Health (https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/anxiety-disorders/index.shtml), there are several types of anxiety. Generalized Anxiety Disorder People with generalized anxiety disorder (GAD) display excessive anxiety or worry, most days for at least 6 months, about a number of things such as personal health, work, social interactions, and everyday routine life circumstances. The fear and anxiety can cause significant problems in areas of their life, such as social interactions, school, and work. Generalized anxiety disorder symptoms include: a. Feeling restless, wound-up, or on-edge b. Being easily fatigued c. Having difficulty concentrating; mind going blank d. Being irritable e. Having muscle tension f. Difficulty controlling feelings of worry g. Having sleep problems, such as difficulty falling or staying asleep, restlessness, or unsatisfying sleep

Panic Disorder People with panic disorder have recurrent unexpected panic attacks. Panic attacks are sudden periods of intense fear that come on quickly and reach their peak within minutes. Attacks can occur unexpectedly or can be brought on by a trigger, such as a feared object or situation.

During a panic attack, people may experience:

Heart palpitations, a pounding heartbeat, or an accelerated heartrate

Sweating

Trembling or shaking

Sensations of shortness of breath, smothering, or choking

Feelings of impending doom

Feelings of being out of control

Phobia-related disorders A phobia is an intense fear of—or aversion to—specific objects or situations. Although it can be realistic to be anxious in some circumstances, the fear people with phobias feel is out of proportion to the actual danger caused by the situation or object. People with a phobia: • May have an irrational or excessive worry about encountering the feared object or situation • Take active steps to avoid the feared object or situation • Experience immediate intense anxiety upon encountering the feared object or situation • Endure unavoidable objects and situations with intense anxiety

There are several types of phobias and phobia-related disorders: Specific Phobias (sometimes called simple phobias): As the name suggests, people who have a specific phobia have an intense fear of, or feel intense anxiety about, specific types of objects or situations. Some examples of specific phobias include the fear of: • Flying • Heights • Specific animals, such as spiders, dogs, or snakes • Receiving injections • Blood

Social anxiety disorder (previously called social phobia): People with social anxiety disorder have a general intense fear of, or anxiety toward, social or performance situations. They worry that actions or behaviors associated with their anxiety will be negatively evaluated by others, leading them to feel embarrassed. This worry often causes people with social anxiety to avoid social situations. Social anxiety disorder can manifest in a range of situations, such as within the workplace or the school environment. Agoraphobia: People with agoraphobia have an intense fear of two or more of the following situations: • Using public transportation • Being in open spaces • Being in enclosed spaces • Standing in line or being in a crowd • Being outside of the home alone People with agoraphobia often avoid these situations, in part, because they think being able to leave might be difficult or impossible in the event they have panic-like reactions or other embarrassing symptoms. In the most severe form of agoraphobia, an individual can become housebound.

Separation anxiety disorder: Separation anxiety is often thought of as something that only children deal with; however, adults can also be diagnosed with separation anxiety disorder. People who have separation anxiety disorder have fears about being parted from people to whom they are attached. They often worry that some sort of harm or something untoward will happen to their attachment figures while they are separated. This fear leads them to avoid being separated from their attachment figures and to avoid being alone. People with separation anxiety may have nightmares about being separated from attachment figures or experience physical symptoms when separation occurs or is anticipated. Selective mutism: A somewhat rare disorder associated with anxiety is selective mutism. Selective mutism occurs when people fail to speak in specific social situations despite having normal language skills. Selective mutism usually occurs before the age of 5 and is often associated with extreme shyness, fear of social embarrassment, compulsive traits, withdrawal, clinging behavior, and temper tantrums. People diagnosed with selective mutism are often also diagnosed with other anxiety disorders. STEP 5. Add questions/items/variables documenting this second topic to your personal codebook.

My goal with this second question is to categorize the variables into anxiety disorders. Generalized Anxiety Disorder Tape Location Question Values S9Q1A EVER HAD 6+ MONTH PERIOD FELT TENSE/NERVOUS/WORRIED MOST OF TIME Yes = 1 S9Q1B EVER HAD 6+ MONTH PERIOD FELT VERY TENSE/NERVOUS/WORRIED MOST OF TIME ABOUT EVERYDAY PROBLEMS Yes = 1 S9Q31 IN WORST PERIOD, EVER WORRY A LOT ABOUT THINGS YOU USUALLY DIDN'T WORRY ABOUT Yes = 1

Panic Disorder Tape Location Question Values S6Q1 HAD PANIC ATTACK, SUDDENLY FELT FRIGHTENED/OVERWHELMED/NERVOUS AS IF IN GREAT DANGER BUT WERE NOT Yes = 1 S6Q3 THOUGHT WAS HAVING HEART ATTACK, BUT DOCTOR SAID JUST NERVES OR PANIC ATTACK Yes = 1 S6Q61 HAD TROUBLE CATCHING BREATH, FELT SHORT OF BREATH, FELT LIKE SMOTHERING Yes = 1

Phobia Disorder Tape Location Question Values S7Q1 EVER HAD STRONG FEAR OR AVOIDANCE OF SOCIAL SITUATION Yes = 1 S7Q2 HAD FEAR/AVOIDANCE OF SOCIAL SITUATION DUE TO FEAR OF EMBARRASSMENT AT WHAT YOU MIGHT SAY/DO AROUND OTHERS Yes = 1 S7Q3 HAD FEAR/AVOIDANCE OF SOCIAL SITUATION DUE TO FEAR OF BECOMING SPEECHLESS, HAVING NOTHING TO SAY OR SAYING SOMETHING FOOLISH Yes = 1

STEP 6. Perform a literature review to see what research has been previously done on this topic. Use sites such as Google Scholar (http://scholar.google.com) to search for published academic work in the area(s) of interest. Try to find multiple sources and take note of basic bibliographic information.

The relationship between anxiety disorders and alcohol use disorders: A review of major perspectives and findings paper discusses the comorbidity between anxiety and alcoholism. - Matt G Kushner, Kenneth Abrams, Carrie Borchardt https://doi.org/10.1016/s0272-7358(99)00027-6 Link

Abstract It is generally agreed that problems related to alcohol use and anxiety tend to occur within the same individual (“comorbidity”); however, the cause of this association remains controversial. Three prominent perspectives are that anxiety disorder promotes pathological alcohol use, that pathological alcohol use promotes anxiety disorder and that a third factor promotes both conditions. We review laboratory, clinical, family, and prospective studies bearing on the validity of these explanatory models. Findings converge on the conclusion that anxiety disorder and alcohol disorder can both serve to initiate the other, especially in cases of alcohol dependence versus alcohol abuse alone. Further, evidence from clinical studies suggests that anxiety disorder can contribute to the maintenance of and relapse to pathological alcohol use. Relying heavily on pharmacological and behavioral laboratory findings, we tentatively propose that short-term anxiety reduction from alcohol use, in concert with longer-term anxiety induction from chronic drinking and withdrawal, can initiate a vicious feed-forward cycle of increasing anxiety symptoms and alcohol use that results in comorbidity.

STEP 7. Based on your literature review, develop a hypothesis about what you believe the association might be between these topics. Be sure to integrate the specific variables you selected into the hypothesis.

I hypothesize that those people who did not seek treatment for their anxiety have a higher chance of becoming an alcoholic.

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wildflower-1995 · 6 years ago

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1-100

The meaning behind my url:-Well, I really like the Tom Petty song ‘Among the wildflowers’ and I guess I’m a free spirit, a wildflower etc.. I don’t wanna be trapped, I wanna be free.

A picture of me:-I don’t think I can post it here but I’ll post it after.

How many tattoos i have and what they are:-None

Last time i cried and why:-Last night because… idk. Life.

Piercings i have:-Just my ears.

Favorite band:-I have a few.

Biggest turn offs:-People who burp really loud… it’s disgusting.

Top 5 (insert subject):-Idk

Tattoos i want:-I don’t know.

Biggest turn ons:-Effort, people caring, humour

Age:-22

Ideas of a perfect date:-I don’t know, anything is fine.

Life goal:-I wanna be a writer and publish at least one book before I die.

Piercings i want:-Nose

Relationship status:-Taken

Favorite movie:-I have too many

A fact about my life:-I’m a mess.

Phobia:-Octopus… the dark, small dark spaces

Middle name:”-Margaret Linda

Height:-180cm I think

Are you a virgin?-No

What’s your shoe size?-9

What’s your sexual orientation?-Straight for the most part… I don’t know. I’m don’t think I’m attracted to girls but I don’t know anymore, I might be bi or something.Too many labels for me to care about.

Do you smoke, drink, or take any drugs?-None of the above

Someone you miss:-I miss who I use to be, I wish I could go back 10 years.

What’s one thing you regret?-Everything.

First celebrity you think of when someone says attractive:-Pink

Favorite ice cream?-Chocolate

One insecurity:-Apparently I’m just insecure in general and my feelings aren’t valid so who knows

What my last text message says:-Idk

Have you ever taken a picture naked?-Yeah

Have you ever painted your room?-Not my room, no

Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex?-Once. On the cheek.

Have you ever slept naked?-Yeah

Have you ever danced in front of your mirror?-Yeah when I was in highschool.. haha

Have you ever had a crush?-Yes

Have you ever been dumped?-Yes

Have you ever stole money from a friend?-No

Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met?-Yeah

Have you ever been in a fist fight?-Maybe with my sister

Have you ever snuck out of your house?-Yes

Have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?-Only all the time…

Have you ever been arrested?-No

Have you ever made out with a stranger?-No

Have you ever met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?-Yeah

Have you ever left your house without telling your parents?-Yes

Have you ever had a crush on your neighbor?-No

Have you ever ditched school to do something more fun?-Yes

Have you ever slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?-Yeah

Have you ever seen someone die?-No and I don’t ever want to

Have you ever been on a plane?-Apparently when I was a baby but obviously I don’t remember that.

Have you ever kissed a picture?-Yes

Have you ever slept in until 3?-No

Have you ever loved someone or miss someone right now?-Yes and yes

Have you ever laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?-YES I LOVE IT

Have you ever made a snow angel?-No

Have you ever played dress up?-Yeah

Have you ever cheated while playing a game?-Yes

Have you ever been lonely?-It’s my constant state so yeah

Have you ever fallen asleep at work/school?-Once I think, very lightly though

Have you ever been to a club?-No

Have you ever felt an earthquake?-Nah

Have you ever touched a snake?-Yes and it was terrifying

Have you ever ran a red light?-No

Have you ever been suspended from school?-Yes

Have you ever had detention?-Yes

Have you ever been in a car accident?-Almost but no

Have you ever hated the way you look?-All the time

Have you ever witnessed a crime?-Yeah

Have you ever pole danced?-No

Have you ever been lost?-Hahaha…. only always… wait, literally or? Because yeah both.

Have you ever been to the opposite side of the country?-Yeah I think so

Have you ever felt like dying?-Constantly..

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?-Yeah, last night lol

Have you ever sang karaoke?-Yeah

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t?-Yes

Have you ever laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?-Yes

Have you ever slept with someone at least 5 years older or younger?-No

Have you ever kissed in the rain?-No but damn that sounds romantic

Have you ever sang in the shower?-Yeah

Have you ever made out in a park?-Yeah

Have you ever dream that you married someone?-Yes

Have you ever glued your hand to something?-Yes

Have you ever got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?-No but nearly got it stuck to the inside of the freezer…. hahaha

Have you ever gone to school partially naked?-No, only in dreams thank god and that’s scary enough

Have you ever been a cheerleader?-No

Have you ever sat on a roof top?-Yeah when I Was a kid

Have you ever brushed your teeth?-Uh yes, duh

Have you ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?-Yes, but not anymore.

Have you ever played chicken?-Not in a car… a variation of it yes

Have you ever been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?-No and I’d punch anyone who did

Have you ever been told you’re hot by a complete stranger?-Sort of.

Have you ever broken a bone?-No

Have you ever been easily amused?-Constantly… hahaha

Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?-Yes. And it’s so rare now.. use to happen all the time and now nothing seems to make me laugh much anymore

Have you ever mooned/flashed someone?-Yeah..

Have you ever cheated on a test?-Yes. And it made me realise that my worth is only judged by how well I do on a test… teachers actually liked me when I got an A on a math test that I cheated on.. so yeah.

Have you ever forgotten someone’s name?-Always lol

Have you ever met someone who didn’t seem real?-Yes

Give us one thing about you that no one knows.-Meh I don’t know. I was probably destined to be a psychopath when I grew up because looking back on me as a young child… I had all the symptoms of one. But I promise I’m not a serial killer… but then again, that’s what a serial killer would want you to think, so..

#answered

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liberatingflame · 6 years ago

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1-169, asshole

lol i love you

1: How tall or short do you wish you were?

like 6′ would be perfect

2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not)

uh. dragon? dragon.

3: Do you have a favorite clothing style?

anything that you look at and you can’t decide if it’s jock or goth

4: What was your favorite video game growing up?

spyro was the only series i was allowed to play and i lived for it

5: What three things/people do you think of most each day:

whatever i’m hyperfixated on that month, sleep, and ciaran

6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say?

warning: nearly pure taurus energy, scorpio ascending

7: What is your opinion on alpacas?

they’re fluffy and better than llamas

8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic]

melancholic is what i just got, but it switches between that and sanguine all the time

9: Are you ticklish?

yes.

10: Are you allergic to anything?

am i not allergic to anything?

11: What’s your sexuality?

pan

12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa?

cocoa or tea, just never coffee

13: Are you a cat or dog person?

cat

14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson?

merperson hands fucking down

15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber?

bazza or muselk probably

16: How tall are you?

5′6ish

17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to?

uh. well. you see. it’s jay.

18: How much do you weigh? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]

lmao no

19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits?

yes, i do

20: Do you like space or the ocean more?

i’m a “look at those stars” kind of person, but my room growing up was painted like it was underwater, so. both.

21: Are you religious?

lmao

22: Pet peeves?

harley licking my things

23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]?

i’d rather be diurnal because, uh, functioning human. i am nocturnal though.

24: Favorite constellation?

dickbutt

25: Favorite star?

26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls?

i don’t like dolls, but those are the cutest

27: Any phobias or fears?

sure

28: Do you think global warming is real?

look outside right now and tell me it’s not

29: Do you believe in reincarnation?

yeah, there have been enough instances of actual cases that it’s pretty hard for me to personally deny, so

30: Favorite movie?

it cycles, i still love heathers tho

31: Do you get scared easily?

kind of? not really?

32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime?

not counting fish and including harley, 7

33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.]

valid to eat fingers

34: What is a color that calms you?

blue and certain shades of red

35: Where would you like to travel and/or live?

i’m really liking washington?? i’d like to travel anywhere

36: Where were you born?

sanford, florida. hrugh.

37: What is your eye color?

blue-green

38: Introvert or extrovert?

extroverted introvert?

39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs?

it gets spooky sometimes, but like. not on a basic level for sure.

40: Hugs or kisses?

depends

41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now?

ngl, my sisters

42: Who is someone you love deeply?

everyone i love? uh

43: Any piercings you want?

re-pierce my cartilage and get a few more lobe piercings and just like stab me and put something in it and i’ll love it

44: Do you like tattoos and piercings?

yes.

45: Do you smoke or have you ever done so?

i’ve smoked weed, but like. eh. cigarettes are gross, they smell and feel and taste awful.

46: Talk about your crush, if you have one!

i don’t have a crush on anyone lol

47: What is a sound you really hate?

ticking

48: A sound you really love?

trains really late at night.

49: Can you do a backflip?

50: Can you do the splits?

the splits? no

51: Favorite actor and/or actress?

winona ryder

52: Favorite movie?

uh h hh h i already answered this

53: How are you feeling right now?

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

54: What color would you like your hair to be right now?

i just dyed it but i really want it to be red again. it was like a sunset red for a while during the fading process and i’d kill for that all the time.

55: When did you feel happiest?

when a cat touched me with her tiny feet

56: Something that calms you down?

cats and their tiny feet

57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

58: What does your URL mean?

it’s based on something i said when i was not myself. i said i’d died before and i’d do it again. so i’m functionally immortal.

59: What three words describe you the most?

really fucking tired

60: Do you believe in evolution?

it’s. science.

61: What makes you unfollow a blog?

a lot. i’m not above doing things for petty reasons.

62: What makes you follow a blog?

being interested in what they post??

63: Favorite kind of person:

64: Favorite animal(s):

cats, snakes, birds

65: Name three of your favorite blogs.

@heathersadapt, @heatherspoisson, @dirtyheathersconfessions

66: Favorite emoticon:

:}€

67: Favorite meme:

horse memes. like. valid to eat fingers.

68: What is your MBTI personality type?

infp

69: What is your star sign:

taurus

70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog?

lmao no

71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most?

my work clothes or my pajamas

72: Post a selfie or two?

73: Do you have platform shoes?

GOD I WISH

74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself?

i’m the bird friend

75: Can you do a front flip?

76: Do you like birds?

i love birds

77: Do you like to swim?

of course i do

78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you?

swimming

79: Something you wish didn’t exist:

do you want to see my blacklist or something

80: Some thing you wish did exist:

fire magic. i wish fire magic were real.

81: Piercings you have?

just ears at the moment, cartilage closed up lmao

82: Something you really enjoy doing:

sleeping, eating ice cream, listening to music. pick from my faves.

83: Favorite person to talk to:

ciaran??

84: What was your first impression of Tumblr?

god it sucks here

85: How many followers do you have?

222 and only 111 of them are spam

86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes?

in middle school, which was the last time i tried, i ran a mile in 6 minutes and 46 seconds

87: Do your socks always match?

fuck no that’s hard

88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely?

yes

89: What are your birthstones?

diamond? stones?

90: If you were an animal, which one would you be?

a cockatoo probably

91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be?

i don’t fucking know

92: A store you hate?

walmart and the ones that smell bad in the mall

93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day?

many, but i hate coffee so i drink none

94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds?

fly, i don’t want to know what’s going through anyone else’s mind

95: Do you like to wear camo?

no. i did in elementary school.

96: Winter or summer?

winter

97: How long can you hold your breath for?

long enough to cross the bridge in spirited away

98: Least favorite person?

it’s all family all the way

99: Someone you look up to:

myself

100: A store you love?

target, lush

101: Favorite type of shoes

boots!! boots!!!! i also like sneakers

102: Where do you live?

outside of seattle

103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why?

no i like meat

104: What is your favorite mineral or gem?

uhhhh opals are the most diverse and coolest?

105: Do you drink milk?

106: Do you like bugs?

107: Do you like spiders?

108: Something you get paranoid about?

hhhh

109: Can you draw:

yes, but is it good? absolutely not

110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked?

this one

111: A question you hate being asked?

this one

112: Ever been bitten by a spider?

i lived in florida. yes.

113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach?

i love them

114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days?

cloudy, i moved to washington for a reason

115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now:

i’m comfortable right now actually

116: Favorite cloud type:

the kind in the sky

117: What color do you wish the sky was?

i wish i caught the sunset today

118: Do you have freckles?

no :(

119: Favorite thing about a person:

varies person to person

120: Fruits or vegetables?

i’m allergic to most fruits i like, but i like them more than vegetables anyways, so.

121: Something you want to do right now:

sleep or play bbs

122: Is the ocean or sky prettier?

they’re both gorgeous, fuck off

123: Sweet or sour foods?

depends on the mood

124: Bright or dim lights?

dim, mostly

125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature?

me, i believe in me

126: Something you hate about Tumblr:

tumblr

127: Something you love about Tumblr:

friends

128: What do you think about the least?

i don’t think about it, i don’t know

129: What would you want written on your tombstone?

believe it

130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now?

i have a list

131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself?

132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures?

not normally, no

133: Computer or TV?

computer

134: Do you like roller coasters?

yes

135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness?

only sometimes

136: Are your ears lobed or attached

attached

137: Do you believe in karma?

no, bad people don’t always get what’s coming to them and it sucks

138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are?

like 5?

139: What nicknames do you have/have had?

hate nicknames

140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends?

nah

141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink?

yeah, she sucked

142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others?

it depends on the person???? i’m both

143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help?

both are good!

144: What makes you angry

family

145: How many languages do you speak fluently?

none, i can’t speak

146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries?

yes

147: Are you androgynous?

god i wish, my boobs are too big

148: Favorite physical thing about yourself:

my hair is so fucking fluffy

149: Favorite thing about your personality:

i don’t have one

150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person.

ciaran, i’m good.

151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose?

BT: before trump

152: Do you like BuzzFeed?

no, but i’m on it all the time.

153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.]

i met my partner in being broke in high school

154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons?

155: Do you like to play with others’ hair?

156: What embarrasses you?

i just told ciaran i wore camo in elementary school and that’s embarrassing

157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious:

anxiety

158: Biggest lie you have ever told:

idk i don’t keep track

159: How many people are you following?

451

160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)?

14199

161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)?

162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)?

4190

163: Last time you cried and why:

i dont remember

164: Do you have long or short hair?

mid length

165: Longest your hair has ever been:

to my butt

166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon?

i was raised roman catholic by overbearing adults with racist views so im not friends w religion anymore

167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created?

168: Do you like to wear makeup?

sometimes

169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds?

#lunatroph

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kylorenpunk · 7 years ago

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Because I’m a jerk how about all 99? :P

I hate you Mason. 1: 6 of the songs you listen to most? Burnin Up by jonas brothers

Faith by George Michael

Without Love from the Hairspray Movie Soundtrack

TKO By Justin Timberlake

Mirrors by Justin Timberlake

2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Gal Gadot

3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17. “When you’re ready, let me know, and I’ll see how well you’ve done.” - Brisinger

4: What do you think about most? Depends on the day

5: What does your latest text message from someone else say? “Oh yeah.” Shout out to Nic

6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on? with clothes

7: What’s your strangest talent? That I don’t have a talent

8: Girls… are great and valid; Boys… are great and valid

9: Ever had a poem or song written about you? Not that I know of

10: When is the last time you played the air guitar? I was in middle school. Accidentally farted in the middle of the room in girl scouts trying to be cool doing that. Haven’t done it since.

11: Do you have any strange phobias? Hate crowded places, don’t like stuff with a bunch of holes, hate snakes, mainly claustrophobia and social phobia

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose? a nasal spray

13: What’s your religion? very loose catholic

14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing? Walking, exploring a place, talking on the phone

15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind it. Don’t like how I look in photos I didn’t take myself.

16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band? Shinedown

17: What was the last lie you told? That I would be getting decorations for something today. I meant it when I said it tho.

18: Do you believe in karma? Yes. I believe what you put out into the world is what you receive. Whether or not that is specifically karma who knows.

19: What does your URL mean? It means Kylo Ren is a little bitch and that The Last Jedi never existed

20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength? W: overthinking S: Passion

21: Who is your celebrity crush? Chris Pine atm

22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Nope. It makes playing Never Have I Ever really easy

23: How do you vent your anger? Talking to a friend, posting on a sub social media account

24: Do you have a collection of anything? Fairies, makeup, wonder woman and batman items

25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Phone. Conversation is more natural and unfiltered

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become? Very much so yes

27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love? Styrofoam - I love the sound of my fan or the sound of someone laughing

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?What if I stayed in my first school

29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Yes and Yes

30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm. R: makeup drawer L: Wall

31: Smell the air. What do you smell? Air. I smell air. Miss me with that hippie shit

32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to? A club in Tampa

33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast? East Coast.

34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender? Justin Timberlake

35: To you, what is the meaning of life? 42

36: Define Art. Anything you want it to be

37: Do you believe in luck? Sort of?

38: What’s the weather like right now? Cooler side. Kinda nice tho

39: What time is it? 1:20 am. Fuck you.

40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? Yes and no

41: What was the last book you read? Still in the middle of Brisinger bc I am forever cursed to never finish that series. No spoilers

42: Do you like the smell of gasoline? No

43: Do you have any nicknames? Kari, Rina, Lord of the Universe

44: What was the last film you saw? Just came back from seeing Game Night. It was good.

45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had? Sprained my ankle one time.

46: Have you ever caught a butterfly? Yes! He died.

47: Do you have any obsessions right now? Kakashi tbh

48: What’s your sexual orientation? Straight

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you? Yep that I was falsely in love with someone I was not.

50: Do you believe in magic? No.

51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong? Yes

52: What is your astrological sign? Cancer. I’m an emotional bitch.

53: Do you save money or spend it? Both

54: What’s the last thing you purchased? Candy for a movie

55: Love or lust? Love. 100%

56: In a relationship? Not at the moment

57: How many relationships have you had? Official? One. Non official? 3

58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue? I tried. No.

59: Where were you yesterday? School, work and home

60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? My blanket

61: Are you wearing socks right now? Nope. Bare feet.

62: What’s your favourite animal? Meerkat

63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you? That’s manipulation I don’t encourage that spam snapchat with selfies

64: Where is your best friend? Hopefully sleeping bc it’s nearly fucking 2am

65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr. how about no

66: What is your heritage? Hispanic

67: What were you doing last night at 12AM? Sleeping like I should be doing right now

68: What do you think is Satan’s last name? Pussy

69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off? I am a child of God.

70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend? Yes I would love another hot mess friend.

71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do? Call someone nearby to help and explain the situation

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) family and close friends b) go see all the people I want to see c) of course who doesn’t fear death

73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love. In order to love you need trust so love.

74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it? Burnin Up by the Jonas Brothers or Get Low by Lil Jon

75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number? Not happening

76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship? Trust, Love and Communication

77: How can I win your heart? Win my family’s heart

78: Can insanity bring on more creativity? Yes bc there are less social restrictions

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far? To leave the first school - also to go to San Antonio last summer

80: What size shoes do you wear? 8-9

81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone? She loved Wonder Woman.

82: What is your favourite word? Fuck

83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart. family

84: What is a saying you say a lot? “Listen”

85: What’s the last song you listened to? Say Something by JT

86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours? Pink, Black, Green

87: What is your current desktop picture? Picture of Abby Cadabby from Sesame Street reading a muppets version of harry potter

88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be? The asshole in power in Venezuela

89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on? Depends on who it is

90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?

Cry because mummies have been a fear since childhood

91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

Photographic memory when needed

92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

Either a very recent Saturday. Or a moment in San Antonio where I was just in the hotel room being the happiest I had felt in years.

93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

Ever riding Falcon’s Fury

94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

Nick Jonas despite knowing it would be awful

95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

New York or Chicago

96: Do you have any relatives in jail?

Not atm

97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?

Yep. Tried swallowing pen ink and it made me puke

98: Ever been on a plane?

Yep this past summer

99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?

Be kind to one another.

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How to build your creative confidence | David Kelley

Translator: Timothy Covell Reviewer: Morton Bast I desired to speak to you at present about inventive self belief. I’m going to method back in the 0.33 grade at Oakdale tuition in Barberton, Ohio. I recall someday my exceptional buddy Brian was working on a assignment. He used to be making a horse out of the clay our teacher saved underneath the sink. And at one point, one of the most women that was once sitting at his desk, seeing what he used to be doing, leaned over and mentioned to him, "that’s horrible. That doesn’t look anything like a horse." And Brian’s shoulders sank. And he wadded up the clay horse and he threw it back within the bin. I not ever noticed Brian do a venture like that ever again. And i ponder how in most cases that happens, you recognize? It looks as if when I tell that story of Brian to my category, a number of them want to come up after type and inform me about their equivalent expertise, how a trainer shut them down, or how a scholar was above all cruel to them.And then some style of opt out of considering of themselves as creative at that point. And that i see that opting out that happens in childhood, and it moves in and becomes extra ingrained, even, by the time you get to adult lifestyles. So we see quite a lot of this. When now we have a workshop or when now we have consumers in to work with us side by using part, eventually we get to the point within the method that’s sort of fuzzy or unconventional. And finally, these giant-shot executives whip out their BlackBerrys and they say they must make fairly important phone calls, and they head for the exits.And they’re just so uncomfortable. When we monitor them down and ask them what’s going on, they are saying anything like, "i am simply now not the inventive form." but we know that is now not proper. If they stick with the system, in the event that they stick with it, they become doing amazing matters. And they shock themselves at simply how innovative they and their groups particularly are. So i’ve been looking at this worry of judgment that we’ve got, that you do not do things, you are afraid you’re going to be judged; if you don’t say the correct ingenious factor, you’re going to be judged.And that i had a fundamental breakthrough, when I met the psychologist Albert Bandura. I do not know if Albert Bandura, however in the event you go to Wikipedia, it says that he’s the fourth most important psychologist in history — you understand, like Freud, Skinner, someone and Bandura. (Laughter) Bandura is 86 and he nonetheless works at Stanford. And he’s only a beautiful man. So I went to look him, considering he’s simply labored on phobias for a long time, which i am very occupied with.He had developed this manner, this, type of, methodology, that ended up curing men and women in an extraordinarily brief period of time, like, in 4 hours. He had a tremendous healing rate of men and women who had phobias. And we talked about snakes — I do not know why — we pointed out snakes and worry of snakes as a phobia. And it was quite enjoyable, fairly fascinating. He instructed me that he’d invite the test discipline in, and he’d say, "you already know, there’s a snake in the next room and we’re going to go in there." To which, he mentioned, most of them answered, "Hell no! I’m no longer entering into there, most likely if there is a snake in there." but Bandura has a step-by means of-step method that used to be super victorious. So he’d take humans to this two-approach replicate watching into the room the place the snake was. And he’d get them comfy with that. Then by way of a sequence of steps, he’d move them they usually’d be standing in the doorway with the door open, and they’d be looking in there. And he’d get them at ease with that.And then many more steps later, little one steps, they’d be within the room, they’d have a leather glove like a welder’s glove on, and so they’d finally touch the snake. And after they touched the snake, the whole lot was great. They have been cured. Correctly, the whole thing used to be higher than satisfactory. These men and women who had lifelong fears of snakes have been saying things like, "look how wonderful that snake is." and so they had been holding it in their laps. Bandura calls this approach "guided mastery." i like that time period: guided mastery.And something else happened. These persons who went through the method and touched the snake ended up having much less anxiousness about different things of their lives. They tried harder, they persevered longer, they usually were more resilient within the face of failure. They only won a brand new self assurance. And Bandura calls that confidence "self-efficacy," the feel that you could alternate the world and that you could acquire what you set out to do.Well, meeting Bandura was once quite cathartic for me, given that i noticed that this noted scientist had documented and scientifically validated some thing that we have seen occur for the last 30 years: that we could take persons who had the worry that they weren’t ingenious, and we would take them by means of a sequence of steps, kind of like a sequence of small successes, and they turn worry into familiarity. And they shock themselves. That transformation is strong. We see it on the d.Tuition always. Persons from all exclusive forms of disciplines, they suppose of themselves as handiest analytical. And they are available in and they go through the procedure, our process, they construct self assurance and now they consider of themselves differently. They usually’re thoroughly emotionally serious about the truth that they walk around considering of themselves as a inventive character. So I suggestion probably the most matters i’d do today is take you via and exhibit you what this trip appears like. To me, that ride looks like Doug Dietz. Doug Dietz is a technical person.He designs giant medical imaging gear. He is worked for GE, and he is had a extremely good career. However at one factor, he had a moment of predicament. He used to be within the health facility watching at one of his MRI machines in use, when he noticed a young family, and this little woman. And that little lady was crying and was terrified. And Doug was relatively dissatisfied to study that nearly eighty percentage of the pediatric patients in this sanatorium had to be sedated in an effort to maintain his MRI desktop. And this was once really disappointing to Doug, due to the fact that earlier than this time, he was pleased with what he did. He was saving lives with this laptop. However it fairly hurt him to look the worry that this machine induced in children. About that time, he used to be on the d.Tuition at Stanford taking courses. He was once learning about our procedure, about design considering, about empathy, about iterative prototyping. And he would take this new competencies and do some thing rather distinctive. He would redesign the whole experience of being scanned. And that is what he came up with.(Laughter) He became it into an journey for the youngsters. He painted the partitions and he painted the computing device, and he received the operators retrained via people who understand children, like kid’s museum humans. And now when the child comes, it’s an experience. They usually talk to them concerning the noise and the movement of the ship. And after they come, they are saying, "adequate, you are going to enter the pirate ship, but be very nonetheless, for the reason that we do not need the pirates to find you." And the results had been super dramatic: from whatever like eighty percent of the kids desiring to be sedated, to something like 10 percentage of the youngsters desiring to be sedated.And the medical institution and GE were completely satisfied, too, because you did not ought to call the anesthesiologist at all times, and so they might put more children by way of the computer in a day. So the quantitative results have been first-class. However Doug’s outcome that he cared about have been far more qualitative. He used to be with some of the mothers waiting for her little one to come out of the scan. And when the little girl got here out of her scan, she ran up to her mother and said, "Mommy, can we come back tomorrow?" (Laughter) And so, I’ve heard Doug inform the story typically of his individual transformation and the breakthrough design that happened from it, however I’ve on no account really seen him inform the story of the little woman with out a tear in his eye. Doug’s story takes situation in a health center.I do know a factor or two about hospitals. A couple of years in the past, I felt a lump on the side of my neck. It was my flip within the MRI computing device. It used to be melanoma, it used to be the dangerous form. I was once advised I had a 40 percent hazard of survival. So even as you are sitting around with the opposite sufferers, on your pajamas, and everyone’s pale and skinny — (Laughter) you know? — and you are waiting in your flip to get the gamma rays, you feel of quite a few matters.Ordinarily, you think about: Am I going to outlive? And i notion lots about: What used to be my daughter’s existence going to be like without me? But you feel about other matters. I notion lots about: What was I put on the planet to do? What was once my calling? What will have to I do? I used to be fortunate seeing that I had lots of choices. We might been working in well being and wellness, and k-12, and the establishing world.So there were plenty of projects that I could work on. However then I made up our minds and dedicated at this factor, to the thing I most desired to do, which used to be to help as many folks as possible regain the inventive self belief they misplaced along their approach. And if I was once going to survive, that is what I desired to do. I survived, simply so you know. (Laughter) (Applause) I particularly feel that when folks acquire this self assurance — and we see it all the time at the d.College and at IDEO — that they truly start engaged on the things which can be relatively important in their lives.We see persons quit what they may be doing and go in new recommendations. We see them come up with extra interesting — and simply more — recommendations, so they are able to choose from higher recommendations. And so they just make better decisions. I do know at TED, you’re speculated to have a transformation-the-world style of factor, isn’t that — everybody has a metamorphosis-the-world thing? If there is one for me, that is it, to support this occur. So i am hoping you can become a member of me on my quest, you as, sort of, notion leaders. It will be really best when you failed to let humans divide the arena into the creatives and the non-creatives, adore it’s some God-given factor, and to have individuals have an understanding of that they are naturally inventive, and that those normal individuals must let their suggestions fly; that they should achieve what Bandura calls self-efficacy, that you can do what you got down to do, and you can attain a position of inventive self assurance and contact the snake.Thanks. (Applause) .

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100% WORKING TIPS TO OVERCOME FEAR

1. UNDERSTANDING FEAR

A. RECOGNIZE WHEN FEARS BECOME OVERWHELMING:

It’s normal to have fears.You may expertise worry once you ride a motorcycle for the primary time or once you begin a replacement job. However, when fears begin to take over your life and affect your functioning, they become a problem. If your fears feel overwhelming, the distress from the fear can interfere with your ability to function and you may experience intense anxiety or nervousness. Reflect on your fears and spot what quantity they have an effect on your life. Are your fears keeping you from moving forward with what you wish in your life?

B. UNDERSTAND SYMPTOMS OF FEAR.

Fears usually manifest as phobia, which can include situations (fear of public speaking or raising your hand), animals (fear of snakes or spiders), blood, injections, etc. When you experience fear, physiological, mental, and emotional reactions occur Reflect on any traumatic events. If you’ve experienced a car crash, driving a car may become fearful or you may avoid it altogether. Or perhaps you were robbed walking home, and the thought of walking home again creates panic. There are many ways that fears develop, and it’s natural to avoid previously harmful experiences. There are many types of fear

• While a fear response is natural for this kind of event, some events may be unavoidable. Recognize that your worry is valid, but also needs to be addressed. Consider that origins can begin young. You may have an intense fear of snakes but not know why. Some evidence suggests that fears can be shared between parents and children with a biological link. Other evidence suggests that children in particular decode environmental information and develop fears based on what they observe may be a threat. By watching adults interact with an object or situation, the child learns to create associations such as “fearful” or “potentially harmful” regardless of an actual posed risk.

C . REALIZE THAT IT’S OKAY TO HAVE FEARS.

Fear is associate adjustive perform that prolongs our lives. Do you walk up to a cliff’s edge and suddenly feel fearful? This is adjustive worry, and it tells you, “This could be dangerous and cost you your life. Take caution.” worry triggers a “fight-or-flight” response, that readies our bodies to require action so as to shieldourselves.

2.INTERACTING WITH YOUR FEAR

A. ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR SPECIFIC FEARS:

It's easy to ignore or deny your fears, even to yourself. But spirit cannot get play unless you've got a concern to face down. By owning your feelings you have taken the primary step toward acquiring over true

B. UNDERSTAND YOUR TRIGGERS.

Is it one thing obvious, like the sight of a snake on a trail?Maybe passing your career counselor's office door sends your mind into a downward spiral when you walk down the corridor in your high school. Figure out everything that triggers your fear. The additional you'll be able to perceive your concern, the better.

C. QUESTION THE POWER THE FEAR HOLDS OVER YOU.

Does your concern cause you to remain in bed rather than obtaining up and planning to a category you arefrightened of failing? Do you avoid visiting your family in another state as a result of you do not wish to induce on a plane? Figure out precisely what power your concern has over your mind and behavior.

D. IMAGINE THE OUTCOME YOU DESIRE.

Now that you simply higher perceive your concern, have faith in what precisely you wish to vary. Think about yourself experiencing life without your fear. How do you feel?

3. FACING YOUR FEARS

A. IDENTIFY FALSE BELIEFS:

Many fears square measure based mostly in false beliefs or ruinous thinking.

When you see a spider, you may immediately have a belief that says that the spider will harm you, and that you will die. Identify these patterns of thinking, and start to question them. Do some online research and understand your actual risk versus perceived risk. Recognize that the worse-case scenario is highly unlikely. Begin to re-structure your thoughts to not engage in catastrophic thinking, and start to talk back to those thoughts

B. TRY GRADUAL EXPOSURE:

After you've got confronted your false beliefs, begin to expose yourself to the fear. Oftentimes we're afraid of something because we haven't been exposed to it very much. "Fear of the unknown" may be a normally used phrase to explain the automated aversion folks feel to one thingthat is totally different

C. PRACTICE ENGAGING WITH THE FEAR:

The power to label your emotions is beneficial for self-understanding and emotional intelligence. It conjointly seems that participating with a concern and verbalizing your concern has unimaginable power to assist you overcome fears and regulate emotions. Researchers had spider-fearful people exposed to a spider, and participants that labelled their fears had a lower fear response the following week when exposed to a different spider.

D. LEARN RELAXATION TECHNIQUES:

When your body experiences concern, lots of triggers ready your body for a “fight-or-flight” action response. Learn to override this response by counteracting with relaxation techniques. Relaxation tells your body that there's no danger which you're safe. Relaxation can also help you cope with other stress and anxiety in your life

4. BENEFITTING FROM YOUR FEARS

MAKE YOUR FEAR A SOURCE OF FASCINATION:

The same things we have a tendency to worry additionally incite feelings of joy and even passion.

That's why people enjoy extreme sports, horror movies, and swimming with sharks on vacation. Try to re-frame your worry in a very positive light-weight and acknowledge the fun it offers. When you begin seeing worry as a supply of energy, you may even embrace its role in your life.

HARNESS THE POWER OF FEAR:

Fear can have incredible power in life-or-death situations. People report the sensation of time slowing down, senses becoming highly acute, and having the ability to instinctively know what to do. While different communication inside our bodies takes concerning [*fr1] a second to achieve awareness, the worry system works way more quickly. Fear also deadens our awareness of pain

START SEEING FEAR AS AN OPPORTUNITY:

Fear is United States of Amerced as a tool to assist us determine issues and solve them effectively. It's a guidepost, a red flag that warns us when something needs attention. Once the discomfort of the initial wave of worry passes, examine it a lot of closely to visualize what you'll be able to learn.

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