#smth abt leaving smth at their house as an excuse to come over is so cutesie 2 me

[6okuto]

WANNA GET BREAKFAST?

time skip + gn!reader | fluff (?), mutual pining w no resolution. Lol.

the first time atsumu shows up at your house this week is for a movie marathon. he moves through your home as if it was his own—no hesitation in opening cupboards he knows have bowls and cups, grabbing his go-to blanket from your closet, and taking up more space on the couch than you until you shove his legs away.

he falls asleep during the third movie, head on your shoulder and arm across your lap. when he wakes up, he denies your claims of him snoring and drooling on your shirt.

the second time he shows up is the morning after, 30 minutes after calling to ask if he left his charger in your living room.

you open the door to find him wearing pyjama pants and a shirt you bought him years ago as a birthday gift, hair still messy in a fluffy, you really want to reach out and touch it way. “mornin’.”

“good morning.”

otherwise wordlessly, you offer his charger and he wraps it up to fit nicely in his pocket. he thanks you, and you shift on your feet to lean against the door frame.

a beat passes where neither of you move to say goodbye.

“do you wanna grab breakfast together?” he asks suddenly.

“you want to spend another day with me?”

“woah, i never said that. just breakfast.”

it isn’t just breakfast. though you guessed as much hours ago.

you’re back in your room that evening laughing over things that happened years ago—things you’ve talked about a dozen times but never seem to grow tired of. your head is on his chest, and you can feel his laughter run through you while you reenact a god awful sex ed class that haunts you to this day.

atsumu stays until your eyes droop and you keep yawning, and he figures he should head home to make sure nothing somehow caught fire while he was away.

you manage to walk him to the door, and his hands find their way to pull the blanket tighter around your sleepy figure. “you sure you can make it back to bed?” he teases.

“goodnight, ‘tsumu.”

the third time, again, the morning after, atsumu doesn’t bother calling to check if you're home before you hear the doorbell ring.

“‘tsumu? did you forget something again?”

he doesn’t respond at first. he isn’t even looking at your face when he snickers. “yeah, actually. the sweater someone that isn’t me happens to be wearing.”

looking down, you see the familiar MSBY logo on your chest and feel your face warm. it hits you then that when you reached for your hoodie, it had been in the laundry, not at the corner of your bed.

maybe that's why you fell asleep to the smell of his cologne.

“...shut up.”

you move a little too fast to take it off, if only to cover your face by pulling it over your head. “didn’t say y’had to take it off.”

you freeze, and just like the day before, the both of you stare at each other for a second.

maybe two.

your hands let go of the sweater edge, clenching and unclenching your fists instead. “good. it’s comfy.”

“mhm,” he hums. “it suits you.”

ignoring the compliment, this time you’re the one who asks, “do you wanna get breakfast?”

he shoots you a smile. “sure. you paying?”

the fourth time that atsumu shows up, you’re the one who called.

“are you missing something?”

“what? am i s'pposed to say you?” he answers, voice still groggy.

yes, a part of you thinks. “no, idiot. you left your headphones here.”

“...oh.” there’s shuffling on the other side of the line, and you imagine he’s looking around to confirm as if you weren’t holding the headphones in your hand. “guess i did.”

“i’ll come over then. breakfast after?”

the question makes you smile. “yeah, but i’m too lazy to go out. wanna cook something?”

“fuck no.” atsumu lets out a breathy laugh. “how is cookin' any less work than going to a café?”

“okay, baby, do you want cereal?”

“woah, woah, woah, baby?” he asks loudly. the grin on his face is audible. “i knew y’had a crush on me.”

“that’s not—god, i’m hanging up on you.”

you don’t hang up. not until he finishes laughing and you hear him confirm, “be there in 20.”

it’s the fifth time atsumu comes over that really confuses you.

“why are you here?”

“that's how you greet your best friend?”

“stop it, you know what i mean. i didn’t find anything you left behind, we even double checked before you left,” you point out, brows furrowed.

“yeah, i know. kinda ruined my plan.” he pouts at you.

you blink back at him.

“what plan?”

atsumu, jokingly aghast, softly says your name. he drags out the last syllable in that teasing, endearing way that makes your stomach do a flip. “you think i’d just forget things i use regularly at your house 3 times in one week?”

“i—well,” you start and sputter. it sounds stupid to say now but, “i mean, yeah, i guess?”

a laugh escapes your best friend and even as your face warms in embarrassment, it's a nice sound. he leans in slightly, tilting his head. “and you call me the idiot?”

looking at the grin on his face, witty remarks, statements, any words at all flash in your head, none staying long enough for you to figure out what to say. your eyes flicker between him and anywhere, everywhere else.

cute, atsumu thinks.

maybe if you weren’t looking at the tree behind him, you would have noticed his eyes flicker between yours down to your lips.

they stay there, on your mouth, a little longer than he expects. only by a second, but whatever confidence atsumu has falters as his face starts to go red. clearing his throat, he moves back a breathable distance away.

“nevermind, you'll figure it out. you, uh, still wanna get breakfast?”

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[a-mel0n]

This stupid "Your Name" Bucktommy AU won't leave my brain, and while I don't have enough faith in my writing skills to actually write the damn thing (and it would be my first fanfic... ever?? and that's a project that seems a bit too big for me lmao), I DID write down what I'm picturing some of the "rules" Buck and Tommy have for each other while in the other's body. Mostly just for fun. (Because Tommy would be switching in 2006, the iPhone does not exist yet, so all of his notes are written in an actual physical journal. All of Buck's notes would be on the Notes app of his phone)

TOMMY: 1) Evan, stop running into burning buildings when you don’t have to while in my body. If I wake up in a hospital bed for the fifth time this month, I might actually lose it.

its part of the job to save as many ppl as possible. also u don’t even feel the pain when i get injured in ur body.

You’re right, I don’t. Unfortunately, the pain from having a wooden beam fall on you doesn't just magically go away when we swap. Just... be more careful? Please?

fine. i’ll try and keep ur hospital visits to a minimum.

2) Can you stop flirting with people on calls? Or at the very least give them your number and not mine? In the last week alone my contact list has nearly doubled because you keep giving people my number. 

dude its not my fault you’re more popular while i’m you. just think of it as me being ur wingman! how u dont have a girlfriend is beyond me btw. hot chicks love firefighters and ur a good looking dude

Jesus Christ, Evan. For the last time, I’m single by choice.

3) Don’t shower while in my body

already dont

4) Don’t go to the bathroom while in my body 

done

5) In fact, unless you’re at work, don’t change any of my clothes while in my body. 

fair

6) Do you really need to spend so much of my paychecks on cooking supplies? I have enough pots and pans already. 

whats the point of a pantry if its half empty. be thankful ur getting actual food now via my leftovers instead of the utter tragedy that was the state of ur fridge when we first started swapping places.

7) Don’t make a scene while at work. 

your boss sucks ass and his stupid orders are going to get people killed. im not gonna listen to him if hes making bad calls while lives are on the line

Evan.

8) Don’t pick up the phone when my dad calls.

got it

BUCK: 1) quit going to eddie’s basketball pickup games. he keeps inviting me while i’m in my own body and its getting harder and harder to come up with excuses as to why i can’t go. it's kinda awkward.

I thought you’d be more grateful, Evan. You’re the coolest guy on the court when I’m you. 

2) are you making movie references when ur me? bc chim keeps asking when i got so “cultured” and the other day maddie asked when i watched the princess bride. 

You haven’t seen the Princess Bride? I’m leaving you a surprise for tomorrow. Check your couch when you wake up. 

did you spend my OWN money on a dvd??? i don’t even own a dvd player. i own every streaming service imaginable.

3) keep the finger guns to a minimum?? idk why you do them so much but both hen and chim have said smth abt it

4) if u get a call from someone called connor or kameron on my phone just let it go to voicemail its personal stuff and i'll deal with it

Evan, you could have told me you agreed to be a sperm donor yourself. Finding out because Connor and Kameron showed up at the fire house was more of a shock than finding out over these memos would have been. 

they did what?????

5) don’t talk to my parents

Done.

6) No rule about undressing? 

dude idc. i’m not gonna stop you from taking a piss in my body if u need to. as long as you like. don’t have sex with someone while you’re me? oh wait hang on i DO have a rule about undressing

7) DON’T HAVE ANY RANDOM HOOK UPS IN MY BODY. 

Wasn’t planning on it, but good to know. 

[yoursminehourss]

AVA MY BLEEBINI EVER i wrote smth abt her n her brothers after they finally come home….also meohara crumbs. this has actually been sitting in my drafts for like 2 years and i finished it last night at 3 in the morning apparently so. here u go @zurxmxru

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It had been almost a month since they’d come home.

Tense didn’t cut it. It was more than tense. Vin exchanged a look with Vee— they were sitting at the dining room table drinking coffee, while Ava was in the kitchen. A month they’d been home, and they’d barely even spoken to their sister. It’s not like she was around a whole lot, to be fair. She was always out of the house, murmuring something about a job she had to do, even though most of the time she was taking nothing but her purse with her. Speaking of which, Vin thought, turning his head, Ava was leaving the house now— her purse tossed over her shoulder and an iced coffee in hand. As soon as the door lock clicked, Vin slapped his hand on the table.

“This is BAD. We have been home for a MONTH. And we’ve barely even talked to her! She’s never home; just making up excuses that she’s going to work!” he exclaimed. Vee nodded.

“If she was going to work, she’d take more than her purse. She’s lying to us, but I can’t say I blame her,” he replied.

“We should do something. Make a nice dinner. Get to know about her life. SOMETHING. This is not going to do.” Vin looked determined, and looking at Vee, he knew he felt the same. And so they got to work.

They knew Ava would be out nearly all day, so they had a while to plan and get everything set up. They cleaned the house, cleaned the kitchen- and just for fun they cleaned JuJu too (amidst this they found out they could dry her with a hair dryer. This resulted in the fluffiest JuJu had ever been which also looked pretty funny.) Finally, after hours of preparation, they had a dinner made and set up, and just in time— Vin thought, checking the clock. It was right around the time Ava got home. They put a candle on the dining room table and lit it.

And now they wait.

They didn’t have to wait long— just a couple minutes after they’d sat down, the door cracked open. What was different was that she was smiling, chattering happily on the phone. She looked around as she walked in and her face fell. “Hey love, I’ll call you back later. No, everything’s fine. I’ll tell you later. Love you,” she said rapidly into the phone, then shoved it in her pocket.

“The hell is this?” Ava asked. Not quite the response they were expecting, they thought, looking at each other.

“We made you dinner.”

“You know I might’ve eaten out, right? You could’ve wasted your time.”

“We wouldn’t know because you won’t talk to us,” Vee piped up. Ava went silent. “No matter how much you try to deny it or avoid us, we’re your brothers. Your family.”

“You stopped being my family the day you left. End of story. And I’m not eating your food, whatever you made. I’m not hungry.” She went to storm off to her room, but her stomach rumbled loud enough for even JuJu to perk her head up at Ava. She let out a sigh and, grimacing, sat down at the table.

Awkward wasn’t even close to sufficient. It was dead silent, other than the quiet sounds of forks scraping plates. The twins had intended to talk to her. Find out what they’d missed in the ten years they’d been gone. None of that happened. Ava’s face was filled with disdain, along with something deeply more complicated.

“Oh, hey. Who were you on the phone with when you came in earlier?” Vin asked.

“None of your business,” Ava grumbled in reply.

“Was it your girlfriend?” Vee asked, completely nonchalant.

Ava nearly choked. “I SAID it’s none of your—wait, did you just say girlfriend?” Confusion now overrode the previous disdain on her face.

“Are you not gay?” Vee replied in equal confusion. Ava’s face turned bright red as she raised a hand to shield part of it.

“God, if YOU figured it out that quick, then everyone else…”

“Are you closeted???” Vee was incredulous. “With the pink highlights and the heart motif? No way you think people in public think you’re straight.”

“Vee,” Vin warned. Ava was just quiet, staring down at her plate. For a moment, Vin was worried she was going to either cry or leave before she piped up again.

“Yeah. It was my girlfriend.”

Both the boys instantly perked up.

“Oh my goddd! Little Avie has a giiiirlfriend! What’s her name? What’s she like?” Vin laughed, leaning forward on the table.

“Don’t call me that!” Her face flushed again. “Her name’s Hibiki.”

Something about that sounded familiar to Vin. He turned to Vee, praying his better half remembered. It looked like it, because he was staring with narrowed eyes at their sister.

“Like the one you knew in kindergarten??”

Oh my god? Vin thought.

Equal shock passed over Ava’s face. “Yeah. From back in kindergarten. She goes to my school now.”

“I thought she moved,” Vee mused.

“She came back.” There was something in Ava’s voice that wasn’t there before. The hollow tone she took was replaced with something fond. Something warm.

The rest of dinner continued more pleasantly than it had began. The twins found out a lot of little details from Ava about her life (and a few details indirectly as well—she couldn’t cook, and besides, she didn’t want to be in the kitchen a whole lot.) Despite the tension lowering between the three, there was still an underlying feeling of something missing. Someone missing. Three empty seats at the table emphasized it. The respective heads of the table had been empty since Ava was six, so that much hadn’t changed. But the seat to Ava’s right, just across from Vin, sat empty. That was the most disturbing of it all. In the face of finally getting family back together, they felt the loss so much more.

After dinner, they all went back to doing their respective things. Vee got a drink, which was completely legal now (and still weird to Ava, because she remembered when it wasn’t and that still didn’t stop them), and Vin set up cleaning up dinner. Ava, however, went upstairs to the balcony outside one of the bedrooms. She didn’t want to think about whose bedroom it was. It didn’t help, because the sun blazed ahead of her in its painted glory. She remembered someone telling her a long time ago sunsets were one of the ways the dead visited the living. Who told her? Her memory blurred. Her dad? Vin? Her? Everything clashed, and before she even could process it, tears were running down her cheeks. She pressed the heels of her palms into her eyes, trying to halt the sobs rising in her chest.

“Ava?” Vin called from behind her. He’d followed her upstairs, she guessed, and since she could hear a second set of footsteps, she also guessed Vee had followed. They walked up to either side of her, hands on her back in an instant as cries overtook her. Through watery eyes, she stared up at the sunset.

“Do you see it?” she asked, her voice weak. “The sunset?”

Her brothers looked to the setting sun, then back to her. They understood. She could feel it.

“Maya looks so beautiful tonight,” she whispered through sobs.”

For the first time in ten years, the four of them were reunited at last.

[chryzuree]

fore the modenr au chrysijacks in particularly! what are some misc facts about chrysi and jacks in hs! what were they like..skipped classes a lot? what kind of things were they into.. any fun little memories they think about? would either of them try to get the other to dance in the cold rain with them at night? who gets sick after..

I WAS THINKING ABT THEIR HIGH SCHOOL LIFE VV HARD TODAY, so this is perfect!!

chrysi was the horror friend in hs, obvi… but yk what?? jacks also had a pretty good idea of horror movies too!!! he and chrysi would have horror movie nights where they would swap who chose the film! jacks’s nights tended to have more romantic aspects to the horror, versus chrysi being like “i have got the movie for you!!!!!” and she puts on cronenberg or smth... jacks wants to die.

jacks was a theatre kid first & foremost, but he was also in track!!! mostly because chrysi did pole vault & they would go to meets together. they spent a lot of the time jst laying on the field or in the bleachers talking, watching more horror movies (david lynch this time!! jacks still doesn’t get it!!), or playing stupid parlor games w the rest of the team that almost causes a fistfight.

speaking of theatre kid jacks, chrysi would sometimes pick him up after rehearsal and then they’d go drive up to a lookout to stargaze 🫶🏻 she was DROPPING HINTS the WHOLE TIME.

okay, not quite high school age, but one summer, chrysi leaves taller than jacks. comes back to school and fuck OFF, he’s TALLER THAN HER NOW. she never catches up 💔💔💔

chrysi was very good at going to all of her classes, unless she doesn’t want to 🖤 then she’ll sneak out and go somewhere. jacks tends to rely on her taking him to and from school, so if chrysi’s skipping class, he has to skip class too. they go get smoothies a lot. also jacks gets grounded. still—his parents love chrysi.

jacks also skips all of his classes to hang out with chrysi. all of her teachers know him as chrysi’s little pet & they all endure him.. they gave up trying to separate the two of them. it’s easier to jst assign jacks little classroom chores to keep him from annoying the rest of the class.

chrysi and jacks absolutely share NO classes in their junior year (since chrysi was in a lot of ap courses and jacks was borderline failing high school). this became a real annoyance for the attendance office, since jacks would be sitting in chrysi’s ap lit class instead of his remedial math course..

on that topic, he gets rlly rlly into all the ap english class discussions. has he read the book?? no. he doesn’t even go here. but has he heard all of chrysi’s rants and internalized them?? yes, and he has a fighting chance in the debate.

chrysi was vv into horror (still is), reading, and 80s coming of age films <33 jacks was into chrysi, but didn’t know it 🤗 but also he was dabbling in fashion design (in the modern au, i’m tempted to make him end up being a high end fashion designer.. workshopping this, but the chrysijacks reunion is vv funny in this scenario) and he was obvi into theatre!

chrysi and jacks both think rlly fondly back on those evenings they would spend in the trunk of her car, eating takeout or jst chatting or watching the stars… jst the most mundane things that they felt the most comfortable doing… also, they like remembering going to malls and making fun of things. the mundaneness is so missed after they had their friend breakup (and… actual breakup?? sorta?? it was that weird in between stage of friends to bf/gf.. sad.)

CHRYSI IS DANCING OUT IN THE RAIN!! jacks has this gutter that gets blocked all the time, so he has a huge puddle in front of his house whenever it rains and chrysi would always play in it. he ends up coming out to dance with her too <333 it always ends in chrysi getting sick, bc she’s so frail sobsob. oh well!!! more excuses for jacks to go over and nurse her back to health!! normal friendship thing :)

[yatsugareboyf]

awh those hc for atsushi & tanizaki hurt me in all the rights ways but they were also rlly soft and those are the writings i love the most, i kept on rereading it hehe

and i never realized how much i loved tanizaki until i came across those hcs so i thank you for awakening that for me <33

this request might seem to similar to the one the anon asked for so you don’t have to write this if you don’t want to, but can i ask for atsushi and tanizaki (separately) accidentally standing up their s/o on a date?? smth like they’re there for hours and the boys just don’t show up and their s/o just goes home? or they arrive just as their abt to leave?

and pls pls take care of yourself author-san we love u💗💗

sorry this might come late aaaaaaa anw thank u sm for this req (i never thought tht the tanizaki + atsu post would do well) i hope u enjoy, take care too ^^

hcs for atsushi and tanizaki accidentally standing up their s/o.

nakajima atsushi

like i said in the other post mentioned in the ask, he isnt the type of guy to forget dates or stand you up

he'd feel guilty and sad if he did yknow, esp if its on purpose. he wouldnt do tht to you

so let's say tht he had an urgent matter to attend to that popped up unexpectedly

he couldn't tell you over the phone because his phone is dead, and he couldn't borrow anyone else's because he'd only be rushed out of the agency to do this task

"im so sorry, y/n. ill try and make it on time." he says to no one in particular as he speeds up his pace to finish this mission as quick as he can

you, on the other hand, are all set to go to this new cafe down the block

it's been a while since he's taken you on a date, and it just so happens to be at a friday afternoon after your work/school and his work hours

usually he's the first one to arrive, but you show up first, and you didnt think much of it, he could be caught up with dazai again

aaaaand its been 30 mins and he hasnt shown up so you order something and decide to wait for him more, you know his work and how it can be.... weird... at times

you've finished your food by the time the sky turns dark and the cafe slowly loses its customers as its almost abt to close

its not tht late, probably around 7 pm, you lost track of time anyway

you were sad, but also confused because atsushi, the atsushi nakajima, had stood you up. out of all people?

since you dont wanna be kicked out by the employees, you left by yourself, leaving a tip for ur waitress who so kindly gave you an extra drink ("hey, i saw you kinda sad, so its on the house.")

on your way back home, you saw atsushi running towards you with a tired expression

"atsu? are you okay?" you worry abt his appearance, his shirt sleeves ripped up to his biceps and pants also ripped

"you're worrying abt me when im 3 hours late to our date? :("

"of course i am, who cares abt the date?? are you okay, are you injured?" even if you were bummed out abt the date, his well being came first to you, which made atsushi lowk tear up

he pulls you into a hug and keeps apologizing for being late, saying he'll make it up to you and whatnot but ur here fussing because he won't let you tend to him

y'all ended up watching a movie at home after he reluctantly let you patch him up and feed him

hes so happy tht you weren't mad at him like fr he was like "what if she hates me? what if she thinks im cheating?" on the way to the coffee shop 😔 my poor baby

tanizaki junichirou

i keep using naomi as his excuse but i really cant think of any other thing that can keep him away

naomi probably needed help for a project in school, so he left a bit earlier to go to help her in the library. 

when u woke up, juni wasnt there anymore, so you thought he was preparing for your cute little picnic date

u imagined him setting up a cute little blanket with fairy lights and candles like omg so romantic

so u were sooo excited !! u sent him a quick text saying that ure getting ready and u got up to heat up the food u both prepared the night before

with the basket in hand u walked to the park where u planned to set up

aaaand he wasnt there, like nothing

there were no fairy lights, no blanket, no candles, nothing

poor u, u thought he would already be setting up the date :((

so u called atsushi to see if he went to the agency 

“tanizaki-kun? he hasn’t been here since yesterday, i dont think he has a shift today, y/n-san. why do you ask?”

“oh... thank you, atsushi. i was just looking for him..”

“have you tried calling him?” 

“yeah but i think he has his phone turned off...”

ok anw

you waited like around 4 hours for him to show up :((

like u tried not to eat the food but damn u havent eaten so u ate like a few sandwiches and one of the yogurts you packed

until the sun went down and he still hasnt arrived

but he called you! 

“y/n, where are you? i just got home from the library...” 

“library? what were you doing in the library?”

“i was helping naomi with her project, i thought i told you?”

“well you forgot, and you also forgot we had a date today, im guessing?”

“... a date? what do- oh.. the picnic date we planned??? omg y/n i-im so sorry-”

“it’s fine, junichirou,” you sigh “ill just go home-”

“nononono! im coming there, wait for me, okay?”

“juni, it’s fine, really, ill just go home”

“nope, stay there, baby, im coming”

and he arrived with candles and fairy lights and take out from your favorite place :(((

so yeah he really just becomes clingy and apologizes a lot and makes it up to u :((

“y/n :((((( im sorry :((((((”

“i told u, its fine” 

[unicyclehippo]

so I’m thinking abt The Seven as i move my apartment around & this is how i think the girls would help each other move

antiope: arrives at 5 am well before the moving truck so she can help pack boxes & stays the whole day carrying things & helping arrange furniture just so. she borrowed the family car, the big one that has plenty of boot space, to take some car loads with her. she brought lunch & plenty of water. she’s all about safety & lifting with the legs not the back & communicating so we don’t run the couch into the wall dammit!

Zelda: it’s like, it’s maybe stupid or whatever but i made a playlist so we are like, having a good time, having a party. because it’s like moving is so stressful but if you feel like it’s a party I think it’ll go way quicker! she stays for most of the day helping move the heavy stuff but she doesn’t want to impose or get in the way so when it gets down to personal boxes she makes her excuses & leaves

katja: katja comes a little after antiope, she helps Zelda move the heavy stuff. she feels a bit awkward the whole time because she wants to get it right & also not break anything because that would just be the worst so she uses her extensive bridle experience to make sure everything is packed securely. she also brings an expensive house warming gift on the day (and then another for the actual house warming party bc she’s like I know I already gave u one but I forgot that a house warming is an actual party so I got you this) & one of the gifts is extremely to ur taste & then the other one is about horses bc a house just isn’t complete without a horse.

Penny: penny is the niftiest helper ever. she isn’t great with moving the bed or couch or anything but she plops down with the tv cords & the Internet & sets it all up for you. she busies herself in various rooms making sure the cutlery is polished or the curtains hang just So & generally makes the place really neat

ostentatia: I don’t know if ostentatia helps on the day she’s like it’s maybe too much all at once. too many people. so she comes around a day later to help u style the place, she brings food so u don’t have to find ur pots & pans & cook when ur so tired. she sees where the couch hit the wall yesterday n she’s like don’t worry abt it I know a guy & one of her cousins turns up ten minutes later & fixes the wall it’s like it was never there

danielle: Yelle brings plants. a house isn’t a home without a horse of course but it’s nothing without something growing in it. she brings over some windowsill veggies or some of those mushrooms that grow super fast. she comes over the day of the move about morning tea time, just when people are starting to get frustrated despite zeldas playlist & brings a wave of calm & dedication with her like im here to help there’s nothing we can’t do together. totally chill doing messy jobs like cleaning or whatever, literally will do whatever is required

sam: i think she is like ostentatia in a way but she is there on the moving day & she’s like I know where everything ought to go don’t worry about a thing, I’ll tell everyone else what to do & where to take everything. it’s a little presumptuous but she’s also rly good at it. she waits to give a present until the house warming bc she always gets smth that rly ties everything together & goes rly well with the vibe of the place. the only other thing is that i think she’s the person to call if you’re decorating in some way - ostentatia too but Sam specifically for painting the walls or hanging pictures or art etc

[lgbtqlegends]

The legends run into young Sara and the Lances on a mission

thank you for the ask n hope you enjoy!

-ok so i think it'd be Hilarious if the legends quite literally ran into young sara & the lances while on a mission. like,, the mission is in star city, some year pre-gambit n everything, and the legends are all walking down the street (but like,, on the sidewalk) talking abt the mission, and then young sara and laurel and quentin and dinah are all walking in the opposite direction, on the same sidewalk,, and like,, no one is looking forward, bc the legends' heads are all turned to talk to each other, and quentin and dinah are looking down at sara and laurel, who are looking up at them n talking abt smth, and so they all just end up slamming into each other

-sara realizes it's the past versions of her family first since,, yknow,, they're her family, n she's like "oh shit" bc like,,, she shouldn't be interacting with her past self or her past family that much, if at all, but she quite literally ran into them so there's kind of no escaping it rn

-the legends don't really know what to do in that moment (and thank Beebo none of them are in their superhero outfits at the time) so they all just sort of start babbling over each other. the lances are all Very confused. they're about to just,, leave n go around them but then they all seem to notice/realize that adult sara looks a lot like young sara (obvi,, since they're the same person) and so now they're even More confused

-they ask sara why she looks so much like their youngest daughter, and like,,, now sara doesn't know what to do either, bc she can't very well tell them that she is their youngest daughter, just from the future, so she fumbles for a minute before making up some bullshit excuse that no one actually buys into

-they all stand there awkwardly for a minute longer until the lances decide they should probably just go, and so they're about to, but then whatever brought the legends there on a mission decides to make an appearance right then and there

-quentin is about to try to jump in and help, but sara just yells for the legends to like,, take care of it and then pulls quentin, dinah, sara n laurel out of the way n into like,,, a nearby alleyway somewhere bc like,, obvi she gotta protect her family. she tells them to either stay there until she comes back or to make their way home safely (whichever they can do best, given the situation), and she's about to go back out n help her team when quentin catches her arm n asks who she really is or smth. sara just shakes her head n says she can't tell them before hurrying back to the legends

-after the mission is taken care of, sara goes back to the alleyway to find the lances all still there n she breathes a sigh of relief before walking them home (she's asked by quentin and dinah how she knows where they live, but she avoids answering the question). once they're back at their house, sara pauses a minute before giving each of them a really big hug n then she wipes their memories n slips away while they're all still blinking away the flash

[that-thing-that-feeling]

Hmm well I’ve been wondering if Joyce even tells the kids why/where she’s going, or if she just makes up an excuse. I could see her not wanting to get their hopes up if she fails, and I feel like she won’t want to put “unnecessary” stress on them (where Jon gets it from lol). I mean I don’t think she told the kids about her going on a road trip to Illinois.

Re: police station- well they shoot chronologically, so it’s possible Joyce has her own scene at the police station, maybe smth to do with Murray? Either that or they just brought her car to set, they do that sometimes.

Re: Owens- right Hopper contacted him using a secret code… maybe Joyce wrote it down somewhere? Or maybe Owens has just been keeping tabs on her and came over when she was arrested. Anyway on 2nd thought I just dont rlly see Owens helping to kidnap her. He helped Hopper hide her for a long time, so I think somehow keeping her safe is in his best interests.

Re: El- I agree rn it makes more sense plot-wise for them to be going on the road trip to save El, but maybe Mike comes clean abt what’s going on in Hawkins, or maybe they find out abt 001 being alive. Anyway I remember there was that time when the SBP van was spotted at the Creel house, but again sometimes they just bring all the cars with them to the locations, so I wouldn’t count on them filming there just yet.

Re: Jon- def agree I’d like to see him freak out a little, which I think we will. He has a new bff this season, so I think we’ll get at least one emotional heart-to-heart, a la Robin and Steve’s bathroom scene from last season. And yeah right he’ll def be rlly guilt abt El getting taken on his watch, which Im hoping will result in some kind of a freakout (for Charlie’s sake not his). Also (SPOILERS) there have been some rumors from NM extras that Will is a little self-centered this season and isn’t v sympathetic towards El, in the beginning at least. He’s a teenager now, so I think it makes total sense that when his fam and Mike start focusing on El instead of him, it’ll be a little upsetting esp around his bday. But I think that’s a good sign that there’s an incoming bro-to-bro talk, which we were all upset abt not getting last season.

Re: Joyce, that’s a really good point. I mean def don’t think she’d tell El or Will, but does she tell Jonathan exactly where she’s going? She can hardly say “sorry, gotta leave for a month and can’t tell you why,” to him, so you’d think maybe she’d have to tell him but, it’s true, that would also worry him a lot. So right, does she have a cover story about where she’s going, or does she tell Jonathan the whole story, gives him some kind of emergency backup contact info, etc.

Re: Owens, if he’s worried about El not having powers or getting into trouble in part bc she only has a teen looking after her or needs help with 001, he could do something that he’d see as “protecting” her but I hope he wouldn’t be fully collaborating with Brenner.

Re Joyce’s car at the station, it’s confusing why it would be there and the SBP van all over in Hawkins like the church—it’s v confusing bc made it look like they’d be back in Hawkins earlier. The only big thing we have with the SBP van clearly being used was photodouble day.

Re: Jonathan, agreed; I’d like to see all of that. It would both be a lot for Joyce to leave and him be solely responsible for three kids (even if he has been co-parenting this whole time), and you’d imagine he’d feel very guilty/worried to have el arrested with him in charge, and then taken. Also if he knows the whole story of where Joyce is, he’d be worried about her. Remains to be seen if they depict any of that/acknowledge fully how he’s been a coparent and the full stress he must have from it and how big this new situation would be too (esp while also in school even if spring break, working, etc). But he must feel helpless bc if El is really arrested, it’s not like she can be released to him, I assume, so what does he do in all this? So curious to see what we see of him as big bro (literally responsible for) Will and El and how he handles her being taken. Also agreed on Will—it wouldn’t be surprising if he’s at first not used to the whole new fam thing going on w El plus mike there and would be interesting to see that—really hope we get a Will/Jonathan talk too.

[ayyponine]

actually in honor of yesterdays rewatch. top ten moments of oh im bout to throw hands w this middle aged woman. 

spoilers obv fr the entire book/series sharp objects, assuming you havent already gathered a thorough knowledge of the events due to me not being able to just shut up abt it

1. porch drink “apology” at the end of calhoun day. mother fucker. camille honestly thought she was about to get some intimate honesty frm her mom and this woman decided to talk abt camille’s inability to trust while carressing her w those fucking nails and goin like oh forgive me.. for you being a cold horrible person even if i never did nothing to cause that and am not to blame sweetie :) swear to god im gonna track my dirty pleb feet all over her ~veranda

2. rose bush conversation. scolding yr daughter like oh youre such a horrible cruel person to be around “you never mean to do anything and yet you cause so much hurt” excUSE ME?? then cutting your OWN hand on the bush and being like ohhh owww LOOK what youve done :’( having yr cuck husband dress yr wounds, skip on yr lunch date w the girls to recover and continue bitching abt it so that the next day even the most random person you barely know will b like ohhh u poor dear howre u doing (abt 45 seconds into this). like shut uP

3. the venomous spiteful RESENTMENT over the curlers/scissor story when that wasnt even them. that didnt even happen to her. thats the story from Ann and her mom. and the way that entire scene ends with the “what, mamma?” “you smell ripe” just bc she saw her w kansas city im gonna start SWINGING

4. she changed camille into the nightgown while she was asleep. revolting. but also putting her in the bath and washing her. what are boundaries when mother is taking care of you :))) you cover up all the time but ill force you to let me see im just >:((( also you dont SEE it per se but ill safely assume she snatched those clothes when camille was undressed at the store, forcing that whole moment. because who the fuck else. fucking instigator and then acting all ö :’/ when that triggers smth i swear to fucking god

5. also while in the bath when camille half delririous wants to talk abt marian and shes just like oh silly *splashes water in her face maliciously. dont be selfish you need to get over that *yanks on her hair HARD like oh shes been finally granted access and all the pent up i hhRHHRG

6. the brief moment where you see her check herself in the mirror before they leave for Natalie’s funeral.  ALL in black w second row seating as if this is HER kid... the pure ”marians back in the hospital... i wore my yellow dress heehee i looked like a pineapple!! the doctor flirted w me despite the wedding ring the nurses are suspicious and jealous of meee ill bake them smth fr next time bleh bleh bleh ha ha” energy this evoked within me like oh youre just eating this all up i bet.....

7. when camille first shows up and shes like oh "the house is not up to par for visitors im afraid”. the awkward stilted like no youre inconveniencing us but sighhh it’s fine type attitude especially when then gayla steps in and without saying a word is already so much more welcoming to camille. im entering with a knife

8. “camille makes me feel like im a bad mom :// “you ARE. and alan then immediately comforts and reassures her im like dude shut up. leave

9. camille phoning curry on calhoun day like "it's just that whenever i'm here i just, um, i just, i feel like a bad person” B R O. with everything that. just, god. we all talk abt the dressing room scene but this phone call that happens just after, as well as the one in ep 7 when shes Realised things and is about to go to the house to str8 up... i am losing my mind. also if i remember correctly this is also more or less when the meaning of “home” shifts frm wind gap to st louis. aka talk of what it’s like to be back home --> do you want to come home so thats. definitely something

10. “you are making your mother ill etc etc ” i know technically thats alan only parroting fr her and she’ll even get stern & disappointed when he doesnt play messenger fr her well enough but seriously fuck that dude

[notesofarichlycolorednight]

but like if Diana was suddenly Alive, how would she react to Luke and Tori's relationship, both pre-war and during it?

hey, thanks for being so patient with me on this!

i had to flesh Diana’s character out a little more so i could get inside her head and think of how she might respond to Tori’s relationship with Luke

so without further ado, hcs below!

so Diana is suddenly just…like Alive, prolly the year that Percy comes to camp, let’s say (which means that Luke has already stolen the lightning bolt and helm of darkness, but it’s like mid-january, just for timeline reference)

she wakes up in a hospital, the doctors say she came out of a coma but she’s pretty sure she died

she can’t remember where she was during the interim, and the doctors can’t recall how she ended up in the hospital or who was even paying for her to remain on life-support for so long

whenever she asks, they stutter a response before going completely silent and getting a glazed look in their eyes for a few moments only to come out of it, smile, and change the subject

she’s discharged from the hospital after a abt a week (idk if that’s even realistic lol) of monitoring and recovery

and as she’s getting dressed, a million thoughts race through her head abt if she still has a place to live, if she has a hospital bill that will kill her again, where her children are

and once that thought pops into her head, that’s all she can think abt

so even with all those other worries she finishes dressing and jumps off the bed, heading straight to the front counter to check out

but she pauses when she sees a familiar-looking man flirting with the nurse at the desk

she wants to confront him immediately, but doesn’t want to look crazed in front of the nurse so she shoves him out of the way, interrupting their flirting session

“i’m Diana Williams, checking out, is there anything i need to do? sign?”

the nurse is miffed and has enough dignity to look ashamed for ignoring Diana before grabbing a clipboard and pen for Diana to sign, explaining info abt bills and the like

Diana can barely hear, she scans the paper and signs before handing the clipboard and pen back to the nurse

she turns to face the man then

it’s Apollo if you haven’t figured it out yet

he’s abt her age, with brown skin and hazel eyes, short curly brown hair but she knows its him, she’d be able to tell from a mile away

he opens his mouth to say smth, but she grabs his arm and pulls him outside

“where are my children?”

flashing sideways to Tori, she’s at camp, totally oblivious to what’s just happened, as is Dan (still not claimed btw)

the next day they’re called to the big house before breakfast with no explanation

Diana is waiting with Chiron, in his wheelchair form, in the front room

Diana’s always been good at making friends, so she’s chatting with Chiron easily and honestly he’s more uncomfortable abt this whole situation than Diana

the doors swings open and Dan comes in first, quickly followed by Tori

they both pause when they see their mom and Diana stands, flattening the wrinkles in her dress and smiling nervously at her children

Dan rushes forward and pulls her into a hug, tears flooding his eyes

Tori is still frozen at the door, afraid this is some cruel dream or hallucination

when Dan is done hugging Diana, he pulls back, keeping one of her hands in his and turns to face Tori, who is still frozen at the door

Diana smiles softly and holds out her free hand, and like two magnets, Tori’s hand raises and she slowly approaches Diana

when their hands meet, Tori breaks down into tears and Diana rushes forward to throw her arms around her daughter as they both sink to the floor

it’s harder for Tori than it is for Dan, bc she was there when their mom died

Tori is afraid to let go of Diana’s hand or lose sight of her bc she’s so afraid Diana might just disappear, revealing that this was indeed some weird dream or hallucination

they settle into the front room of the big house and talk to Chiron abt this whole situation

he knows as much as Diana, which is not much and the gods sure as hell aren’t saying anything

when Chiron brings up the fact that they could just be summer campers, Tori hesitates and Diana notices

Dan looks away, annoyed but doesn’t say anything as Diana asks Tori what’s wrong

Tori blushes and looks away but doesn’t say anything

Chiron excuses himself and asks Dan to accompany him to whatever task he’s just made up. Dan goes reluctantly

Diana takes Tori’s hands into hers and says, “someone special?”

despite how much fear fills her that she’s going to blink and Diana’s going to disappear, it’s amazing how easy it is for Tori to fall back into this relationship with her mom

“his name is Luke.” Tori mumbles. “i don’t even know if he likes me back, but…well we’ve grown close you know over…well, over sh-shared pain”

Diana doesn’t meet him then bc everything is still settling, with her being Alive again and all

Diana reluctantly goes home, but promises to IM them that night and tomorrow (Apollo’s provided her with some drachmas)

Tori’s claimed that night bc Apollo got a stern talking to after Diana found out he hadn’t claimed her yet

but Tori sneaks over to the Hermes cabin that night to talk to Luke abt this whole ordeal

he’s not sure what to think, honestly, but some small part of him is afraid he’ll lose her now that her mom is back. and it’s stupid and irrational, but he can’t help but feel that way

but he lets Tori decide if she wants to go home until the summer (she ends up deciding to stay bc she knows smth is up with Luke)

Dan leaves for home

Diana IMs Tori any chance she can get thru those months leading up to summer

bc of his irrational fears of losing Tori, Luke confesses his love for Tori sooner, when summer begins (rather than right before he leaves for Kronos’ cruise ship)

so when Diana visits to drop Dan off for the summer session, Luke meets Diana

tbh, Diana’s shocked when she sees Tori holding hands with a white boy but she hides it behind a smile as Tori and Luke walk down half-blood hill, outside the barrier

Luke is nervous af but he also hides it behind a smile

Dan says goodbye to his mom before heading up the hill, not wanting to be there for the meeting

Diana and Luke shake hands

she looks at Tori and says, “oh, he’s quite handsome for a white boy”

Tori stares at her mom and Luke jumps like he’s been shocked before his entire neck and face go red

“oh, and he’s sensitive too, that’s good” (and she means it; i’m not trying to make it sound like some kind of jab to his masculinity or whatever)

when it’s revealed that Luke was the lightning thief and he goes off to kronos’ cruise ship, leaving Tori at camp, Tori goes home for that winter

of course she tells Diana everything and Diana just wants to tell her that he’s trouble and Tori shouldn’t be with him anymore

but Diana can also see how heart-broken she is and doesn’t want to make it worse

until Tori decides she’s going to go find him and convince him to come back to camp that next summer

“you can’t save those who don’t want to be saved”

“you don’t know that he doesn’t! i have to at least try! i owe him that much”

Diana can tell how much Tori loves Luke, and she’d hate to take such a thing away from her, but Diana’s scared that Luke is going to get Tori hurt, right after they got each other back

she wants to tell Tori that sometimes love is just like that

she loved Apollo, still does, but had to let him go bc he’s a god

they have a bit of a falling out right before Tori goes to find Luke bc of this

Diana tries IM-ing Tori while she’s on the cruise ship but they aren’t going thru and Diana starts to worry

she contacts camp but Tantalus and Mr. D are no help; the only thing she can do is talk to Dan

she feels utterly helpless so she starts praying to Apollo; she’s not sure what good it will do, but she does it anyway bc all she wants is for her children to be safe

Tori IMs Diana when she decides that she can’t stay on the ship, and that maybe Luke doesn’t want to be saved after all

she’s sobbing as she tells her mom this, and although Diana is relieved to hear that Tori’s coming back, she comforts her daughter and avoids any “i told you so’s”

but then Tori is stabbed by Kelli

Diana finds out bc Tori IMs her the night that Luke trades his life for Tori’s

when Diana learns this, the cold realization dawns on her that this isn’t some summer fling that she’s seen all her friends have before

it’s not even akin to what she and Apollo share

Tori and Luke’s love for each other goes far deeper and is the type of love that can’t be expressed with words

and when she realizes this, dread fills her entire body and she feels the most helpless since this whole ordeal began

Apollo’s told her abt loves like those in greek mythology; during their late-night talks when they were together

but she never imagined one of her own children would have found smth like that; it’s almost cruel bc greek myths rarely had happy endings and she’s afraid that smth may happen to her daughter

she can’t sleep for days afterward, IM-ing Tori as much as possible just to see her tho she doesn’t know what to say

Diana knows now that there’s no convincing her daughter to come back home or to give up on Luke

she continues to pray to Apollo

one day, tired of feeling helpless she IMs Luke and to her surprise he answers

she’s angry as soon as she sees him, but she doesn’t precisely know why bc he saved her daughter’s life–his love is strong for Tori and that should mean smth to Diana, but it only makes her angrier

tears fill her eyes as she spits out, “you swear on the styx you will protect my daughter, no matter what, do you understand? you are not to let any harm come to her”

and bc he loves Tori, Luke swears

she hates him after that point, but she loves her daughter more

and as long as Luke keeps his promise, then there isn’t much else Diana can do

Tori makes sure not to tell Diana any details abt what goes on as the war ramps up

some small part of Diana wonders how Tori could love someone such as Luke

but she also wonders if she could ever fall in love like that and with someone like Luke--can she really blame Tori?

Tori goes home after the summer that tbol takes place and Diana is there with open arms, esp bc Tori is devastated that she’s lost Luke

some part of Diana feels like its her fault bc she made Luke swear on the styx to protect Tori

but another part knows that Luke would have with or without her prompting; she’d done it bc it was the only thing she felt she could control at the time

Diana avoids talking abt Luke too much, just lets Tori vent as much as she needs

being home allows Tori a much-needed break, and Diana tries to encourage Tori to find the strength to keep fighting (heavily implying Tori needs to find the strength to move on from Luke)

Diana tries to stop Tori from going back to camp that next year bc a war is coming, but Tori feels she’s responsible for letting it get that far and Diana doesn’t argue despite being scared sick that Tori may die

she begins to pray to Apollo again bc both Tori and Dan feel obligated to help chb in some way during the war

when it’s all over and Luke dies, some part of Diana is relieved

but seeing how badly Tori takes it evokes that same anger toward Luke

Tori clearly deeply loved him but with him gone, he broke her heart and his promise

and Diana resents him for that

some small part of her wishes that Tori had never fallen in love with him in the first place

he was nothing but trouble

well, almost

bc it was clear that he made Tori happy

and Diana wishes nothing more than for her children to be happy

i hope that’s kind of what you were looking for

thanks for sending this in!! ^_^

FEED ME SEYMOUR

[justastraightupmess]

k how abt ur fellas finding their boys having some not so private time with sb else??

He’s pretty hurt tbh. Like he’d be fine with a threesome or smth, maybe even Mitsuki sleeping with sb else if they talked abt it first but... having it happen behind his back definitely hurt him. He’d probably just open the door and be ‘ Oh... Uhm.. s-sorry, I-- I’ll uh leave now.’ And then run the hell off anc cry somewhere. I think the saddest part is that he doesn’t even have it in him to break up with Mitsuki ??? He’d be super sad and miserable abt it but he likes Mitsuki too much, he’d make excuses for him and pretend that it was okay when it wasn’t. 

Andy is,,, so shocked and so hurt??? Like, he kinda gave everything to Daiki, he was pretty much his first everything and slowly but surely his feelings for him have grown and with that came trust that he put in him. He really started to believe that Daiki did love him and that he was the only one Daiki wanted. So this would rlly break Andy. He probably wouldn’t say anything, he’d just shut the door and leave. Send a text saying that he was breaking up with Daiki then block his number and plan to never see or speak to him again. It’d really hurt lil Andy. 

Dante doesn’t care rlly. If anything he’s jsut ‘aww i wanted to do that with chika :T maybe next time’

Indy is furious. But bc they’re not dating or anything he kinda pretends its just bc Val is doing it in his own damn house and bc Val kept saying how much he liked Indy only to turn around and do this, its the dishonesty that annoys him not that he jealous or anything ofc not. He probably fking throws something at them and kicks whoever it is tf out before yelling at Val. He would go off on him like so bad omg. Then he’d storm out and get absolutely shitfaced, end up fucking some random. Self destructive behaviors increase by tenfold. Now he’s bringing sb new home every night and fucking them so loudly in the room next to Val’s just to get back at him. 

Ironically Levi’s pretty pissed. It’s more that his pride was hurt than anything else though. He’d storm in like “who the fuck is this ??” But then he’d also make a show like “hey if u hop of his dick u can have mine, who’s would you prefer~ come on ~ tell us, be honest~” and then if/when the person says Levi he kicks them the hell out and turns his attention to Touma. Then he’d go off but in a scarily calm kinda way like “What was I not good enough?? You seriously needed sb else other than me ??? You know I’m better than them in literally every way I don’t understand ??? What could you possible get from them that you couldn’t from me ???” He wouldn’t break up with him or anything but he’d be pissed. He’d probably cheat on him back tho jsut to get even. It’d probably be really toxic tho with Levi being like “Fine, if you’re good I’ll forgive” and he’d hold it over Touma for aaaaaaaaaages, anytime he wanted smth or felt petty he’d being it up again. 

If this is when Luke had proepr realized feelings for Ev then lmao bye. He’d jsut scoff ad shake his head and say smth really mean like “huh, so I guess you really are a whore huh ? How much is this guy paying then ?” Before leaving ans slamming the door shut. He’d be so sooooooooooooooo pissed. Unforgivable. He wants nothing to do with Ev. He is gone. Bye. Don’t come for him he doesn’t want to hear it or see Ev. 

[enfubu]

rambling abt my fankid OCs

just a collection of my headcanons for my fankids :> under a cut so yeah

+ Aimi and Jun are a lot more cheerful and alike to their father than Taihou 

+ Aimi loves to dance when she’s not playing soccer and she can often be found dancing around her room 

+ whenever Jun finds her like this he jumps in and the two dance together, with Jun being an absolute klutz at it but laughing and enjoying himself anyways 

+ the few times Taihou has been dragged in he was horrible and awkward but found himself laughing with them too 

+ taihou can be persuaded into almost anything with the promise of food as a reward. its his weakness 

+ Aimi is 17 and the captain of her soccer team. her passion for soccer rivals even her father’s 

+ Jun is 15 and in his 3rd year at Raimon

+ Taihou is 14 and in his 2nd year at Raimon 

+ whenever Aimi and Jun are together they can get into Shenanigans(TM) 

+ when they watch movies together Aimi and Jun will take turns launching popcorn into eachother’s mouths and it usually results in popcorn all over the floor that Taihou diligently picks up bc “5 minute rule” (to which Jun says no, its 5 SECOND rule and Taihou ignores him) 

+ Jun is over protective of his siblings at times. he has big brother instinct to a degree, even towards his older sister

+ Jun and Taihou banter a lot, especially at practice 

+ Jun and Aimi can see Taihous glaring crush on Tatsu but are quite happy to sit back and let it unfold on its own

+ they try not to meddle but sometimes do push the two together/leave them alone on purpose, etc. 

+ Jun is learning how to cook and so far, he doesn’t have his mother’s cooking habits to Endou and Aimi’s pleasure (and to which Taihou doesn’t really care) 

+ the three of them always band together to make smth cute and sweet for their parents anniversary and their parents always are super touched and have saved every gift since they started 

+ tatsu sometimes just lets himself into their house and more than once aimi or jun or natsumi or endou have come home to find him chilling in their empty house with the excuse of “im waiting for taihou” 

+ they dont really mind at this point though it was strange the first couple of times 

+ natsumi: how did he even get inside?? he doesn’t have a key 

+ he still doesnt have a key

aaaand thats all for now lmao 

thanks for reading this far ;w; 

[seoschangbin]

i hope you had a safe flight rachel!!! n that you're enjoying your vacation so far🥰💞i'm glad the peergrade went better than expected!!! now you're freeeee💞💕n excuse me but you're sweeter AND cuter🥺���🏼hehe agreed!!! 2020 better be our years or else!!!! 😤my semester is called spring (which idg bc we start in the winter???) but yes!!! hopefully they go well😚💕wishing you the best for grad school n the whole process!!!💕uni just isn't really for me!!!🙇🏻‍♀️but ill try 2 get involved!!-🎁💫

it was a v safe flight there but the way back.. going to that minus degree weather 😭 and yes im FREE omg i forgot abt the peergrade for a hot sec cant even imagine if i still had to do it after vacation 😔 n no.. jem for cutest sweetest human 😩 i hope u can find smth that makes uni a bit better for u!! 🙇‍♀️

and now felix's selfies.... OKAY😐he really said hey stay pay attention to ME😭😭i can hear his scalp crying out but he does look handsome😚the future... what if that future is the 26th... what are these dudes doing rachel... a MIXTAPE???😭skz don't know how to rest huh😤when i was young i started with general dance and ballet! i can barely remember most of it anymore but at least i got sir lee as my freestyle dance teacher😎i cant wait to learn miroh and got7s lullaby!!! -🎁💫

me everytime im like: yea im over felix.. felix: i dont think some: ok sir.. ok ur right.. im not over u ....he looks so pretty lately im 😭 leave me alone bro... 😭 fuKCKN I cannot beliEVE we got a mixtape.. ok... i see how it is.. merry christmas to us thank u stray kids for feeding ur fatass well-fed fans... ooh ballet! is there a reason u wanted to pick it up again? :o nd oh lullaby i do love that got7 choreo + miroh ofc 💕 

okay me😭i'm so slow with skz schedule and i told myself i'd be chill with skz so everything just comes as a surprise!!! but yes!!! i think they have two more fansigns left??? or one... i just know there's at least gonna be another!!! :0 and omg rachel bin fansites have been providing so much, the amount of cute binnie hqs i've seen these past few days i😭i did actually!!! ticketing was a MESS for LA!!! but i was able to get tix luckily, P3 but hey i won't complain😎-🎁💫

jgsdkg this is why u cant leave skz for a hot sec.. me bein back = assault w content dont even knOW where to start... whack.. ooh i gotta go look at sku to see the fantaken pics theyre always the cutest 😩 omg i cant changbin fansites be like: Die hes so cute 😭 send me some hqs.. really goin thru it today! and omg im glad u got tix at least enjoy them for me 😔🤙

i hope skz go to canada and you can go!!! did they go to canada for unveil??? :0 if so, did you go??? :0 hehe yes let it be your mission!!! its actually super tough for people to get me to stan other groups but i believe in you😌💞mx ray!!! i'll definitely add it to my list!!! hehe🙇🏻‍♀️changbins muscles are made of love😭💕💞💕💞changbin is a beefcake but the beefiest thing about him... his Heart🥺🤲🏼-🎁💫

they did NOT come to canada for unveil 😞 there’s onyl been a couple of groups that i rmbr that have been to canada rip! omg... im on a mission jem... i have a long list of groups 😖 but mxray is honestly just so funny u dont even need to like mx to enjoy it theyre just ridiculous 😭 mjskgj VIBE his beefest heart muscles.. 🤧

LITERALLY... 😭i dont like aegyo or overly cutesy things and i first interpreted as changbin as just the cute bestie type but he got to me out of nowhere... like wow hand in marriage sir... you can do all the aegyo you want😔🤲🏼yes!!! my ultimate favorite (farming) game is harvest moon animal parade! as for favorite game hmmm i'll just say my current fave which is fire emblem three houses! def recommend!!! and yes animal crossing is the best! its so calming and cute😌💞-🎁💫

me watching aegyo: die. me watching changbin doign aegyo: ok maybe .... ur cute.... oooh ive heard rly great things abt fire emblem from my gamer friends 😌 im gonna add it to my list when i have some more time 😊

will be hoping those uv rays go a bit easier on you😣😤no worries rachel!!! i don't mind at all hehe, take your time n just enjoy your vacation😚💞and PLEASE i adore you too!!! rachel sweetest being💕💞💕💞💕💞and um excuse me take that back you aren't boring!!!😭today is christmas eve n its almost christmas!!! not 100% sure if you celebrate those but nonetheless!!! happy holidays💞💕hope they treat you well😌💞-🎁💫

i didnt get that much sun sadly but it was nice thank u uv rays for not burning me to a crisp 😌 i adore u as ive said 500 times.... thank u for the gifset as well i was so 😭😭 when i saw it!!! and sorry to be so late but i hope u had a lovely christmas as well if u celebrate 💕💕

[yumenosakiacademy]

effing diary entry. @ nana: please choke on ur dinner thnx. (This is for me n future!me only. step off n don't read thnx.)

i was going into the kitchen to get a snack bc god im hungry n i checked a bit earlier to see what we had but this time for real i wanted smth cuz i was rly Rly hungry so i went n looked at the cabinet-closet thingy n nana was on her bullshit again like ‘you need to eat real stuff [not junk] n ur eating stupidly” n im like yea yea im used to this w/e so i told her that i dont care cuz i rly dont tbh. it’s my lifestyle, n i dont eat too fattingly, i just dont eat regular stuff. so she needs to mind her business. 

but she was all “you don’t care about anything, do you?” n i was like “i do, just not stuff that you care about” n she was like “yea, cartoons, but that’s the only thing that makes you happy” or w/e n i was like “...well yea, it makes me happy. so who cares. im just liking what i like.” n she was like “it’s the ONLY thing tho, n nothing else makes you happy” n i was like “again, some things do but w/e”

n from there she was like “you dont even like people.” n again i was like “i do. like i like my classmates, sometimes. i like nate-” n she was like “ur so rude to the ppl that come over” n i was like “...first off, im cold to them, not rude. i dont tell em to leave or insult them, i just stay quiet n prefer not to talk to them. i dont have to love everyone who comes into this house or talk to them.” n she was like “well ur rude to Me” n i was like oh here we go again. so i was like “yea, n i dont care abt that” n she was like “excuse me??” n i was like “i dont like you that much as a person so im not kind to you. i dont have to love everyone i live with, either.” n she started goin on n she was like “you cant even give me a reason” or smth n i was like “i just dont like ur personality. n i have other reasons.” n she was like “other reasons?? i took care of you since you were a kid, and yet/you shoulnt have [...]” n i was like “well, i find you annoying, and i hold grudges so. also you didnt hav to take care of me (bc shes not my parent)” n she was like “i did bc i love[d] you” n i was like “that sounds like a you problem, then.” n she was like “i guess it is.” so i was like “it’s like a friend and you were best friends but ya fell out, but theyre all like ‘yea but i was ur best friend when no one else was sssooo...’ like. that’s not how it is.” then she was like “you havent even given me a reason” or smth (mayb she said this earlier? cant remember. fuzzy memory) n i was like “i did. i dont like ur personality. i find you annoying n i hold grudges, altho i wont tell you abt em” (bc i dont like talking abt how things make me feel/i kno she would deny everything anyway or think shes not ever in the wrong) n she was like “im not annoying” blah so i was like “not to you, but to me” (idk when this was placed but at some point i said “it’s like theres an annoying girl in ur class. if shes annoying, thats a reason to not like her. you just find her annoying, so thats how itis” but i think that was a bit earlier in the convo) n she was like “and grudges. what grudges, even? you cant even tell me” (she might have said the “loved hyou” thing ehre, but it’s all jumbled rn sry) n i was like “i do have them, over small stuff n some not, but i dont want to talk abt them.” n i think she denied that there even was any n i was like “there are, again, i just dont wanna talk abt them tho. i dont feel comfy.” n she was like “tch, i know what it is. you dont like that i told you one time that you were like ur mom n were gonna grow up like her” (her tone implying that she prob doesnt even feel sry abt that, when she said that during a time in my life when i was still v strained w my mom bc she was shitty n yelled at me/insulted me all the time so it Actually hurt me badly to hear that, esp bc i had internally hated that i was like my mom since middle school) n i was like “well, that’s one of them, but there’s other stuff too. but again, dont wanna tell.”

n she was like “it’s cause youre scared. you’re scared to tell me abt ur feelings n ‘oh i feel this’ n stuff. like Me. I'm not afraid to tell you that you're rude, that you're obnoxious. you cant even tell me the grudges. what are they then? you’re a coward, roxy.” n she just kept repeating that while i kept saying that i wasnt, i just didnt want to talk to her abt it bc its personal n i dont like talking abt my feelings w her (or the rest of my family, even) n after a while she was like “no, just go, coward. youre just scared, go” or smth to that degree anytime id try to speak bc she was leaving the kitchen to go to her bedroom to eat her food (that she was preparing as we talked) n bc i had already grabbed my snack n i wanted to tell her off so BADLY that no, i dislike her for actual THINGS i just dont wanna tell her bc mayb theyre not big to others, but to me, i dont like some of the stuff shes done; n i find her condescending (this only proving my point) n i find her annoying but she!! ugh!!! n i wanted to tell hr to eff off, that i hav my reasons, you FUCK but! 

n i am not a coward. i dont have to like her, even without most of my reasons why, n she just doesnt like that her granddaughter doesnt like her n prob thinks she couldnt have done anything wrong EVER just bc she took care of me when i was kid (more than my dad, prob, n we used to have fun together) n that bc she loves me, how can i poooossibly dislike her just bc she did stuff for e? bc she used to b kind to me, who was an actual kid?? :’(( oh boo hooo :’(((( like! go Die!

[chikotos]

speaking of That my mom is finally recognizing that when I say “i dont feel good” it doesnt mean i have a cold or sth its that Uh, im probably experiencing suicidal thoughts and cant express it well (or at least smth along those lines) and my house has been dirty cuz i havent cleaned in a while or i cant keep it clean and she n my sister cleaned an area and i repeatedly told her not to bc shes always using my sister to do things im not adequate enough to do on time and its rlly not fair to her even if she doesnt realize it cuz like shes only 12 & we dont ever even talk so she shouldnt have to take care of someone 5 years older than her.. and i was gonna clean but I basically slept all day so i could just clean alone at night when I feel safe to walk around the house . i wasnt even tired idk why i slept but now im eerily awake and maybe will be umless i force myself to sleep

its so lonely here and thats only hit me like this year cuz all the time before I would go through periods of hanging out after school maybe.. twice a year? and only hanging out with one person whod have many friends but theyd b my only friend which is a problem i tend to have. but it jst got to the point where im realizing, i think cuz i was in my schools drama program n exposed to lots of friendships, that im jst like ,really fucking lonely. Which is unfortunate because ive always been such an internal person at home and have been able to work creatively but thats all like leaving me? art doesnt make me happy anymore because i dislike my art so much and havent had a platform to share it in so long and i guess I thrive on other ppls opinions of it? and I definitely cant write anymore. I havent been able to zone in on an interest in MONTHS and thats left me creatively drained, a lot. 

I think im starting to rlly, RLLY redirect my complete attention from interests to ppl (which always ends well am i right lads) and it isnt fair to ppl who like, have others and need space and time etc or Uh, dont even know me. but its like a switch like , I can either be creative or i can feel loved and Boy Howdy, do i need both,

its just weird cuz im the only one in my family thats emoitonal like this and I think thats why i feel so isolated. like im not exxagerating when I say my dad has 0 friends tht arent family. my mom has work friends she will hang out with maybe 4 times a year not for work, but shes always complaining abt social situations which I can understand. maybe my siblings r like that too but my sisters young n focuses on minecraft n stuff n hangs out w friends more than me n we barely know each other so its not like id know, maybe my half brother is but whens the last time hes wanted to talk to me right. like i cry all the time and all it does is make my dad angry at memfor being incompetent and make my mom think its her fault and my sister confused and jst takes up everyones time

and its jst all v strange. like i was kinda raised 2 not have friends, inadvertantly i guess. i can remember my mom trying to make me feel better about something along the lines of u can b okay w/out friends if u have family but she jst told me friends dont matter and im never gonna talk to ppl i meet at my age as an adult, so it stuck w/ me and i started to make moral judgements on ppl on small things we could talk out like say, they use homophobic language sometimes but im sure theyd respect me enough to stop, but id make those judgements before we could befriend each other n take a chance, kinda to protect myself from attachments? but later in life ive found ppl who dont do stuff like that, and thats when i focus in on them im an unfair way to them and they r the only person/group of ppl in my life, etc etc and idk how to stop because im so scared of hanging out w/ most ppl alone i guess? but ill still be here, thinking about like example (namedrop bc he doesnt have me tumblr anyways) my friend jacob tht never hung out w/ me outside of school but i fuccin loved that kid n he just stopped talking to me over the summer n ignored my text i send first day of summer and now we see each other and talk briefly but its like he wont let us be friends anymore and smth like this always happens and its So

and tbh how can i expect it to not happen when i limit myself so much n they will have plenty of other close close friends when i dont? and i think ive gotten better but idk anymore. 

and uh, unrelated. I think my dog ive had for 12 years may have to end up being put down this year. hes got cataracts in both eyes and skin diseases and back problems and teeth problems (hes inbred) and hes losing his hearing too and for the past two weeks hes been peeing everywhere and we can let him out but he cant climb stairs anymore n he has to walk them to get to our yard and im the only one w/ the patience to pick him up (hes only 8 pounds) n put him in the yard bc my parents will jst scream at him n my sister doesnt like dogs and hes got seperation issues w me and whines when he cant be in my room which is the farthest from the door out n stuff. and its like rlly stressful my mom will scream at him in front of my sister n brother n me and the other day she said my dad grabbed him by the neck and threw him out on the concrete cuz he peed inside and hes so tiny that thats just gonna make everyting worse and its notmlike i can stop them bc why would anyone listen to me and hed prob b fine for s few more years if he lived in a patient house with ppl who would take him to the vet but theyre prob gonna put him down early snd its gonna b so weird w/out him

when i showered earlier i took s razor with me w/ the intent to cut my thighs, and i did a little, but i never ever draw blood wnd its strange. why am i given these urges when im so fucking terrified of blood. itll still leave marks n stuff but it makes me feel weak ? n ill bruise myself up instead but its never the same. and im such an advocate for help w self harm but i cant for myself. its like i subconsciously want 2 get caught ? idk. i did throw my razor away though and the others i have r rusty and im not THAT much of a dumbass so i dont have options to self harm anymore unless i get new ones. lifehack

and uh lol, having no schedule n it being summer my eating habits r SHIT. it always hurts to eat p much, its at different times n most of the time i just snck only or i dont eat for hours n see black spots n stuff. and when i dont eat its not a body image thing (im nt rlly happy w my nody but its not sth not eating will help with) its cuz i dknt wanna go upstairs for food where my dad is n the snacks r downstairs so its easier, or cuz i forget or cuz i like, want to punish myself? but im too lazy to self harm. its weird

n since ive stopped id’ing as ace officially my internalized lesbophobia has gotten so much worse . im so repressed and lost ans sad, nothinng rly makes sense? I either fall in love w/ anyone who flirts with me or i focus on someone who ill never fucking talk to or see again and imagine countless scenarios n set myself up to b sad. i seek validation from ppl on it but nothhing comes out right or i just cant say it, because other than when i make myself the butt of gay jokes i just cant sven get the words out of my throat that im gay cuz im jst so ashamed and disgusted with myself. ive been looking at pictures of guys lately cuz ive been trying to force myself to like them. back when i thought i was pan it always felt safer bc i could always just love a cis guy or whatever and everything would b okay for my family ykno. and its such a shameful thing for me bc my irl friends who im out to, most see me as v confident abt it at least a little bc im loud abt it u kno, and make all sorts of jokes, and i jst know so many would b surprised or like sad abt that

i want to stop liking girls so much. like holy shit. i have so many straight girl friends and i hate it when they flirt with me because lik, none r my type so i feel nothing but then i feel like i shiuld then feel like No i shouldnt then feel like i shouldnt even be around them bc im a gross disgusting creepo dyke predator. n they always use the excuse of me having a gf so its fine id never hit on them well like, now im single so i have to be DOUBLE careful not to b affectionate w them as im w all my friends and itsssssssssssssmjshfjhdjfhsjdhjshdjshdjhsjdhsjhdjshdk

and i like, think abt this girl alot n yea its romantic even thomwe never fucking talked n rlly i do that w lots of girls and its making me lose out on friendships bc i wanna b their friends somehow bc i think theyre very cool n stuff but i cant stop hodling on to stupid daydreams n idealizations i get to distract me when im sad n its jst stupid like i know its dumb but guess whos boutta keeeeeeppppp doin it??!!!!! boy!!!

and i try so damn hard to talk feeling out, n talk abt who im attracted to n stuff w ppl, n i try so hard to gush but i cant cuz smth comes outta my mouth and then i cant speak past that and no one ends up rlly knowing how i feel, bc ANY time i talk abt anytingngay related abt me its what happens. and i listen to others talking abt tht stuff and i jsut get so god damn JEALOUS bc idk how to express myself 

all these inadequacies n shit is making it rlly hard to see how,im gonna b on my own n its always been like this. at TWELVE YEARS OLD i came to fhe fucking conclusion that i was just gonna kill myself when i turned 18 so i didnt have to deal with all this and i was OKAY WITH IT and i just went through life knowing that and hiding it and so rarely questioning my inevitable suicide as a childc so instead of dealing with all that n my problems n getting better i let myself get worse cuz uh, fuck it right

idk its all just occured to me how im not a fully functioning human being, in seberal if not all aspects of my life, its weird. now that I actively want to live and realize i uh Kinda have to simce ill b the legal guardian of my brother its all very scary

sorr i was all over the place and all the typos i didnt mean anyof them n im not crytyping like, i cried a bit but i jst hate typing kn thsi shitty tablet keyboard, n dont wanna spellcheck. if u read through comgratulations also please dont message me abt like the self harm junk n my dog n stuff like, whatever ur abt to say. I Know my guy 

time to go uhhhhhhhhhhh daydream about impossible gay shit with guilt in the back of my mind

[lovethediseasedkillerpuppy]

Dean’s 2 talks with Mary:

Lemme freak out over this scene before I dissect it line by line. I replayed this stuff a good 10x bc I was so damn elated that Dean stuck up for himself & Mary sure as hell needed to hear these things. Jensen did a phenomenal job. I loved every second of it.

Mary: Just hear me out, please.

Dean: wow, just wow.

Mary: Dean, what the BMOL are doing, what we're doing, it's a better way. Look, I'm not blind to who they are or what they've done but…

Uh yeah actually ya are blind to what they've done bc you don't know all the people they've killed & ignorance isn't an excuse. You got in bed with these guys, you should have looked into 'em. You don't want to know bc it'll mess with what you want. 

Sam: When? When did you start working with them?

Mary: Before the lake house. It wasn't Wally. They brought me that case.

Try a lot before the lake house. Y'all were pretty damn cozy by then.

Dean: You were running an errand for the brits, you kept it from us. Cas almost died.

Sam: A hunter got killed.

Mary: You think I don't know? I'm the one who burned his body. I'm the one who told his wife. I watch him die every night.

Dean: Good.

Actually Dean, you ALL almost died. That prince of Hell was abt to take you all out bc of your mom's sticky fingers. Cas was just the one who got seriously hurt. What happened to your explaining, Mary? This shit sounds like defensive justifying your actions, making it abt you & trying to garner sympathy. As Dean said, good. Any guilt you're having is well earned.

*scene intermission *

Mary: I'm doing this for you. I'm playing 3 decades of catch up here.

But what does the former have to do with the latter? Again you're straying from this promised “explanation” & trying to manipulate the convo to gain pity for yourself. And I’ll leave Dean to deal w the 2nd part of that bullshit.

Dean: And we're not? How do you think this has been for us? We're your sons. And you've been gone, our whole lives. You've been gone. You said that you needed time. No, you said you need space. So we gave you ur space, but you didn't need just space, no you needed space from us.

DEAN FUCKING WINCHESTER KEEPING IT REAL

Mary: That's not true. Dean I'm trying...

Ok so ur just gonna totally ignore his question, cool. Dean isn’t gonna push the issue it seems but I still wanna know. How do you think it was for them? Have you even thought abt it? Do you give a shit?

Dean: How about for once you just try and be a mom!

And BOOOOOM there it is!!! Your benefit of the doubt adjustment time was waaaay long enough, mother Mary. Abt damn time someone said it. All the bonus points that it was Dean who got to.

Mary: I am your mother but I am not just a mom & you are not a child.

It's interesting to me here how Mary differs from what Dean said. Dean told her to try being “A” mom, implication being act like a mom/do motherly things. But Mary says I am “YOUR” mother, implication that she birthed them. There's a fuck ton world of difference b/t being a mom (as Dean requests) & being a mother (that Mary answers back with) Birthing children makes you what Mary is defending herself to be. Actually being there for them & loving them is what makes you a mom, what Dean is, perfectly reasonably, asking for.

Now onto the 2nd part which is several levels of ridiculous. Who the hell said anything abt her being JUST a mom? Stop putting words into his mouth. And telling him he isn't a child...now THAT sounds very childish. But again, stop putting words in his mouth. Also how fucking dare you, bitch. You have your beloved John's journal & you KNOW Dean didn't even get that chance when he WAS a child.

Dean: I never was.

THERE IT IS. Thatta boy. Call her on her shit. You’re still being too easy on her, but ur a better person than me so...

Dean: So b/t us & them…

Mary: It's not like that...

Dean: Yeah Mary, it is. And you made your choice. So there's the door.

Oh how much I LOVED him calling her Mary. Being called mom shouldn't be smth just expected no matter what. Bitch hasn't earned that. Gah, ik how much it must have hurt him to do but seeing Dean kick her ass out was satisfying as fuck.

Onto talk 2...

Dean: It's not your job to make my lunch...kiss me at night. We're adults. You're gonna make your own choices even if I don't like 'em. Even if I really really don't like 'em. So that's just smth I'm gonna have to get used to.

Alright, there's a lot to be said abt this. I've seen a lot of anger over “Dean apologizing again” I understand why it's being looked at that way. Don't get me wrong, I'm pissed off abt this dialogue too but I'll get to that. To me, this wasn't an apology in the strict sense of the word. It wasn't him saying he was sorry, it was him laying things out there, making it completely clear what he meant before abt the mom thing. (since apparently she is that dense so he needs to spell it out for her) 

Now the reason it infuriates me & why imo it's being dubbed an apology is this; as per fucking every single time it is DEAN who has to be the bigger person. As always it's DEAN who is having to smooth things over. As always it's DEAN putting it out there that he's willing to accept & love someone unconditionally. Don't get me wrong, these are things that make up the big beautiful heart this boy has & I never want him to lose that, but as someone who loves him it PISSES ME OFF. Dean won't be petty so allow me. Why does it always have to be Dean? Why does he always have to swallow the shit? Why does he never get to just freely express his thoughts & feelings w/o needing to back track/suck it up later? Why is it always Dean who has to see & understand everyone else's point of view but nobody bothers to do the same for him? Can't we have that for Dean even ONCE? Of all the times this shit has happened you would think the ONE damn time it could've happened would be from his mother, but no, he can't even have that. So while I don't see it as an 'apology' I'm still just as damn enraged over him even having to give this little speech at all. MARY was in the wrong. MARY should have been the one to patch things up...and not to mention bc who expected Dean to get an I’m sorry but Ima do it anyway; WHERE IS MARY’S I’M SORRY??? HUH? And we’ve had enough damn examples of Dean ‘I will love everyone unconditionally’ Winchester. It’s beyond over damn due that we get some examples of him getting unconditional love back ffs. On the plus side at least Dean still stood his ground that he didn’t like her choice. He won’t do it, but we can give a huge I TOLD YOU SO later when this goes to shit.

Onto a different side of this rant. The fact that what Dean said is just utter nonsense. WHERE did this shit even start? Sam has said similar. I've seen some fandom say similar. The show is obviously trying to push it but WHY. It isn't black & white, all or nothing like the writers are trying to portray it. Oh either Mary is cold, distant, abandons them or she stays home, bakes them cookies & wipes their snot. Where the hell does that reasoning come from? Who even thinks it's reasonable to think that's what Dean would want? It's one of the more asinine things these writers have done & that's on a list of a LOT of competition. They're ridiculous. They're going so far 'this' way to try to show how oh so not sexist they are by having this bad ass career woman, kids be damned, & we are inclusive of the ladies but all it's doing in reality is making Mary look like a cold hearted selfish bitch. Of course she isn't just a mom. Nobody's expecting that. But she isn't even being a mom AT ALL. She's awful & the fact that the show is trying to have the narrative be in HER favor & making her sons just deal w it & see it her way & making THEM seem like the unreasonable ones (mostly Dean) is srsly sending a terrible message to the younger viewers.

Children plz, listen up, you do NOT have to love & accept your parents just bc they're your parents. If they hurt you you have every right to express that & call them out on it. If they disregard your feelings & continue to hurt you, you have every right to show them the door. Parents do NOT have the right to treat you like shit with the justification “I'm your mom/dad so I can treat you however I want & ur supposed to allow it” Blood does NOT make you family. That's complete truth. You DO need to earn that by being there for & loving someone. “They're family, they're supposed to make you miserable” IS WRONG. If 'family' truly makes you miserable it's called a toxic relationship & you need to srsly think abt whether it's worth it to keep the r/s going. If you hope it's salvageable & want to change it then go for it & try but if not then there is nothing wrong with cutting ties with blood family members. As heart breaking as it is, the truth is some of us are born to parents that are lives are better WITHOUT. Allowing them to continue to abuse you, be it mentally or physically, by brushing it off with “they're my mom/dad” can & will cause lasting damage./psych rant.