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yokohamapound · 1 year ago
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If you have enough time, could you please write about Fyodor, Dazai, chuuya, and tecchou (You could add more if you want) reacting to their s/o pinching, squeezing, and kissing their both cheeks with a slight nibbling on them? If you don't mind, ty.
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This request is so cute and sweet that Ranpo is going to try and steal it. For which I am also adding him to the headcanons~
Characters: Fyodor Dostoevsky, Dazai Osamu, Nakahara Chuuya, Suehiro Tetchou, Edogawa Ranpo
Contains: Smoochies
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Fyodor Dostoevsky 
I imagine it takes a little while for you to gather the courage to do this. While Fyodor has a very pretty face, his aloof demeanour and sinister edge don’t encourage people to touch him casually. Obviously, as his partner you have much more freedom in this sense, but it was probably still a while before you reached out and pinched his cheek.
Fyodor’s surprise is fascinating to see. He lets out a small, throaty laugh, raising an eyebrow at you for your impulsive gesture. 
“What prompted that, may I ask?”
His amusement is only compounded when you follow your pinching up with kisses. He’ll allow you to get away with it for a moment or two before he takes your chin and asks if you’re so terribly in need of his attention. If you ask ever so sweetly, he might just give it to you. 
Dazai Osamu
No matter how gently you pinch his cheek, Dazai will overplay it. He’ll widen his eyes into big chocolate brown pools and pout, clutching his cheek (conveniently trapping your hand against the side of his face).
“You’re so cruel, bella!” he proclaims. 
He’ll require you to kiss it better, and will not stop at just one. It’ll take multiple kisses to stop “the pain”.
Despite all his whining, Dazai enjoys your soft, playful affection. Just be warned that he’ll repay you tenfold, and probably in public, too. He has no shame, (which is incredibly ironic when you consider the first line of No Longer Human). 
Nakahara Chuuya
Chuuya cleaves very tightly to his “tough guy” reputation. He’s slick, he’s cool, he’s a dangerous executive from the Port Mafia. He can’t be having you pinching his cheeks and cooing at him over how cute he is. Even if he is pretty cute. 
It’s a little bit hypocritical, since one of his favourite “cool guy” ways to greet you is to pinch your cheek and be like, “Hey, dollface.” 
If you do it, be prepared for him to sputter and turn his face away, his ears burning red and starting to blend in with his hair. 
“Tch, the hell was that for?!”
He’s a little mollified if you follow it up with a kiss, but only moderately. He frowns at you in that grumpy way of his and rolls his eyes. “Fine, you’re forgiven. Just don’t ever do that in front of the guys, you got it?”
Suehiro Tetchou
Tetchou’s face doesn’t show much reaction the first time you reach out and pinch his cheek, squishing the flesh of his face between your thumb and forefinger. His eyes slide toward you, but apart from a blink, he seems stoic.
“Are you testing the strength of my facial muscles?” he asks, quite serious. “I can make them stronger. I will.”
You have to explain to the dolt that it’s just an expression of affection. You’ve also developed a habit of kissing those three little markings under his left eye. He normally shuts that eye and lets you get away with it. 
Edogawa Ranpo 
I feel like this request was made for Ranpo. Amongst the right people, this young man inspires such a prodigious amount of cute aggression that you’re practically shaking with the need to pinch his cheeks. 
Depending on his mood and current snack level, Ranpo might placidly accept it as you tug on his cheek like it’s made of playdoh, or he might bat your hand away like a cat, or he might try to nip at your fingers. 
He might pout a little when you grab his face in your hands and start covering his cheeks in kisses, muttering that he is a grown man, you know. That said, he doesn’t mind being considered cute and adorable, so long as you recognise he’s the World’s Greatest Detective. 
“If I’m so cute, why aren’t you spoiling me more?”
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l1tw1ck · 3 months ago
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Happy trail anon
Imagine being like- a bill cipher like entity,
Yes I’d love to torment THIS mortal in SPECIFICS. COME HERE LITTLE THING LET ME BREED YOU I MEAN GIVE YOU LIL SMOOCHIES I MEAN TORMENT YOU
Anyways characters I think would enjoy / allow you to torment them bc ur so silly: (human AU for non-humans. Or… cat boys…)
Dazai, Aktugawa.
Mammon, Leviathan, Diavolo
Ford. Darling sixer. Old man <3
Idia <- help him win his 50/50’s. Malleus <- 🥺 (his face)
(ALSO YOU SHOULD SERIOUSLY WATCH JJK, fuckable old man Kento Nanami, boyfailure everywhere.)
absolutely 🙂‍↕️
(i.................am not the biggest fan of jjk 😭 i dropped it after a couple episodes)
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cloudcountry · 1 year ago
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now im very confused; what about kajii???? did you leave him behind for dazai??????? he was the love of your life for such a long time he will be missed 😔
and your mutuals making memes about you azul and dazai is peak entertainment its so real and its gonna happen: dazaiburn is inevitable
NO REMY YOU DONT UNDERSTAND I WAS THINKING ABOUT WHAT I WAS GONNA DO AFTER THE DAZAI ARC AND I WAS GONNA MAKE MY PROFILE THEME KAJII PLEASE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I COULD NEVER LEAVE HIM BEHIND HES MY DARLING MY SMOOCHY PIE MY LOVEDLY LEMON TART HES MY SQUISHY LITTLE INSANE SCIENTIST I ADORE HIM TO BITS PLEASE
its funny that youre the only person here that has seen my kajii motojirou arc in full though LMAO
AND IKR I WANT THESE MEMES PLASTERED ON MY WALL ITS HILARIOUSS I FEEL LIKE IM BEING BESTOW WITH THE GREATEST GIFT OF COMEDY EVERY TIME I FIND ONE IN MY INBOX
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satorisoup · 5 months ago
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SOSO HAPPY 2 SEE U BACK FRM UR HIATUS LENE !!! >///< wlc back hehe ❤︎ has there been anything new lately ? :O also also !!! happy 3rd birthday 2 ur blog !!! :D mwa mwa !! dazai n I r sending ALL our love 2 u !!
UWAHHH SWEETEST CINNA !! (つω`。) sniffles and sobs !! M’ SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU ON MY DASHIE & IN MY INBOX AGAIN !! <3
EEEK nothin’ super new, i’m visiting my dad and i went to my first concert which is exciting !! >//< i also got a selfship comm of me and ‘nemi finally YIPEEE !! :3
SOBSOB THANK YOU SOSO MUCH MY SWEETS !! T^T teehee i really can’t believe i’ve been here for so long !! :0 m’ so grateful to have met you miss cinnabon !! <3
WAHHH how are you doing cinna ?? are things goin’ better for you lately ?? any new adventures ?? I MUST KNOW !! ^_^ kou & i are sending you the bestest wishes EVAAA & m’ giving you a big smoochie !! MWUUAH !! <3 🍓
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clown-demon · 10 months ago
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"Wah~! But I like to surprise you~! You make my most FAVORITE surprised face ever~! Even better than Sigma-kun~! He used to be my favorite, but now you are~!" He snuggled his face into Dazai's neck and kissed his neck many times. Making little smoochie noises.
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"I'm sorry, it takes more than that to startle me when I am fully aware of your ability, my love." He giggled, turning to poke his pouting cheeks while he was kissed.
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smoochi-dazai · 4 years ago
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oooo! for the kissing prompt, 3 with dazai? <33
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✿ “ Order ” ✿
—> Bungo Stray Dogs, PM! Dazai Osamu | Reader
—> Sweet | Prompt
—> Description | You are given an order from your superior, will you listen? On the brink of being caught, Dazai quickly comes up with an idea to hide your faces. + You and him dated for a couple months now, but you only recently got involved within his line of work. 
Note; almost 1k. I’m terrible at writing short scenarios 😂 please enjoy ALSO sorry if you wanted ADA Dazai, but I had a cute idea for pm. Plus pm dazai deserves some love
✿ 3. A breathy demand: “Kiss me” - and what the other person does to respond. 
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“ I still don’t understand—“ You mutter through a prolonged exhale, seeming to catch Dazai's attention, the young man has been practically conjoined at the hip this entire trip. “ Why do you insist on dragging me along everywhere you go? ”
Dazai frowned, casting a side glance towards you who was previously staring at the ground. Now, you stopped where you were, an adorable pout adorning your pink lips while your eyes seem to flare in frustration— staring him in the eye. Oh how you hated your height difference, it slowly felt like your executive partner was looking down on you. Frankly, Dazai is rather fond of it for obvious reasons. He sees you as an equal; but on the rare occasion where he will use his size against you, it’s normally just for a tease. You understood Chūyas suffering all too well now, meeting Dazais sly expression as he towers over your shorter figure.
“ You’re still fairly new to the Mafia so its only right for Mori to be cautious— “ Dazai wore his bored expression, eyes beginning to soften while speaking with you. “ Are you not happy here, with me? It almost seems like you dislike working with your beloved boyfriend, how cruel sweetheart. ”
Dazais pet names always shut your mouth, you felt a sassy remark edging to escape the tip of the tongue. However swallowed it, huffing while muttering a not so confident response.
“ I...” You stutter, “I didn’t mean it like that.”
“ Oh? Then what did you mean, Belladonna.”
Before the conversation would continue, Dazai wrapped an arm around your waist, pulling you into an embrace. It was so sudden you let out a short squeak if he could- Dazai would’ve teased you about it. However, more important matters were at hand now, you aren’t safe here.
“ Wrap your arms around me, now. ” Dazai requested, his hushed tone sent a couple of shivers down your spine. The way he requested seemed almost like a demand, feeling strangely obligated to follow orders. Was it because he was an executive or the fact you were dating. Who knows honestly, you didn’t care.
While you did as you were told, Dazai looked over your shoulder. There stood a couple of men with a soldier-like appearance. It would be bad news to be spotted right now together, let alone as members of the Port Mafia. They were out scouting for someone, did they already get caught? Who knows if the police were called or not. The town you were in was well known for being rather skittish, always calling the authorities the moment any kind of suspicious activity happens.
Untangling your arms from around him, Dazai leads both your arms to rest on top of his shoulders. Involuntarily, you allow him to be the puppeteer, rather clueless about your situation. You trusted Dazai enough to let him take control. Opening your mouth to ask what’s wrong, he gently placed a slender finger against your lips. Hushing you lowly while peeking again at the men who made their way towards you two.
The town's atmosphere felt eerie, with the addition of Dazais change of expression. How he suddenly became so serious was left unknown, what was behind you that caught his attention? Anxiety began to rile up within your heart, pleading for some kind of answer. That’s when both his hands cup your face, pulling you in so close that your noses kissed each other gently. His warm breath tickled your skin, in contrast to the breeze of night. Boy oh, boy did the butterflies run wild in your stomach, deep pink flush flooding your cheeks without caution.
“ Kiss me.”
Dazai's hushed voice felt much deeper than his usual cheery attitude at the bar with Ango or Odasaku. God, you felt yourself melt- sometimes the small actions he does are incredibly hot.
Without question, you stand a little taller. Tilting your head to the side for a perfect angle, it only takes a moment to lean in, for his lips to connect with yours. Shutting your eyes to immerse yourself, you never realized just how cautious he was being for you. Footsteps were heard closeby, who was out this late at night?
A delicate hand found its way into his hair, tugging it gently as he hummed. The vibrations within his lips to yours gave you an odd rush of excitement.
As footsteps seem to trail away, Dazai lets himself relax. Wrapping his bandages arms around your waist, he playfully nips at your bottom lip. Wanting your genuine reaction— but just as you expected something more, he pulled away. That bastard toyed with you again, you’ll get him back for this later. The probability of you succeeding is another story. It’s rare for anyone to win against the guy, Dazai was freakishly intelligent.
“ Coast is clear, “ Dazai began, a signature smirk gracing his handsome features. “ You obey me so easily, are you sure you’re safe trusting me so profoundly? ” Dazai questioned, but already knew your response.
“ Are you saying I should disobey the legendary port mafia executive, Dazai Osamu? ” You smile, hugging him warmly- he still wasn’t used to having people like you at his side. But Dazai wouldn’t have it any other way.
“ Of course not. But I’m sure you obey me for other reasons entirely, right, Belladonna? ”
Huffing, you give a nod. Hiding your face against his chest within the hug. Smiling to yourself.
If you lifted your head in that ordeal, you would’ve seen his cute smile too.
~fin~
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smoochi-mochi · 4 years ago
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Since I’m absolutely in love with Bungo stray dogs, or Osamu specifically- I thought I’d create a Bsd blog. I’m not sure when I’d post! But it’s pleasant to have there.
@smoochi-dazai
( Sorry for my post not being as organized today, it’s 5am and I’m a sleepy bean. Just thought I’d shout out my new blog!! )
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smoochi-dazai · 4 years ago
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can i request a fluffy dazai x reader,, where dazai & reader celebrate after a successful mission or something,, and they go to a bar to drink,, and reader is actually the type of person who gets drunk really fast so dazai needs to take care of them and reader ends up confessing to dazai. reader is like,, flirty + giggly drunk. bonus if dazai teases them about it next morning hehe,, ty in advance!!
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✿ “ Love & Champaign ” ✿
—> Bungo Stray Dogs, Dazai Osamu | Reader
—> Sweet | Oneshot
—> Description | after one too many drinks for the celebration, you find yourself in a daze while staring at Dazai. Slurred flirts lead to a confession, will you handle the embarrassment? 
—> Little note | not gonna lie, this is like my... my favourite so far.i got carried away tonight haha. 3.8k words! HhhH I got too distracted by cuteness, it’s almost 2am. I started this at 10pm I think. Please enjoy! Sorry if it’s a mess 💕 came from the heart and I never plan ahead for this stuff haha. I just write it as it flows from my soul. 
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Shifting her weight, the women of familiarity sat comfortably next to Dazai on a tall wooden stool. Her beautiful eyes seemed to grasp onto his heart as she held an angelic appearance. That far off look in her dilated pupils due to the dim lighting, a thoughtless expression purely in her eyes alone- he found it unimaginably attractive. Observing each small detail from the flush on her cheeks to the strands of hair framing her face perfectly.
That woman is you.
The same very person who was invited by none other then Dazai himself to have a drink together, a celebration for a hard task full day at work.
“ So, How come you ordered an extra glass of champagne? ” You inquired, “ Did you invite someone to come drink with us? ”
Glancing to your right, the bartender was the first to gently set the glass half-full of rather expensive wine on the counter you sat at. He was friendly, much older than you or Dazai by appearance. Without a word, he set yours and Dazais glass’s down before leaving you two on your own.
“ It’s for a friend, he won’t be showing up tonight. ” Dazai muttered softly.
“ If he won’t be here, then how come you bought the drink? ” You pushed on for some kind of answer to satisfy the curiosity, looking away from the mysterious drink. Your eyes now focused on Dazai, he held a faint smile while staring at his glass of alcohol. Eyes downcast, appearing to be lost in his thoughts.
As his lips part, Dazai lets out a gentle sigh. Opening his mouth more to find words to reach you, nothing came out. Shutting it again, Dazai raised his hand to the glass, however— instead of picking it up to taste the alcoholic drink, a slight chime echoed through the bar from Dazai flicking the glass once. The spherical ice began to bob up and down in the glass, vibrations from the clash gave him a familiar sense of nostalgia.
Finally, he spoke up.
“ Odasaku. He, Ango and I would often meet here to talk. Those days are long gone now, however. ”
Something in Dazais tone seemed off, you were all too aware of his masks to hide the scars of his past. It was tough, you knew it was— not only for him but you as well. Whenever you’d try to convince him to vent his pain, he’d laugh it off and ask what you were talking about.
Something about those situations always made you hurt, the feeling of uselessness would grasp your heart. Making it almost hard to breathe, the feeling of being unable to help Dazai when his eyes held so much pain he’d try to hideaway. It wasn’t healthy— you wanted to help him but never found yourself capable of doing.
Staying silent, the two of you seemed more distant than ever. In an attempt to clear the atmosphere, you thought of a silly idea that may help. Sliding your drink closer to Odasakus, you found yourself tap the two glasses against each other. As a form of cheers to Odasaku even though he wasn’t quite there to see. The sound of two glasses made Dazai lift his head, staring at you in slight confusion and bewilderment.
“ Cheers,” You exclaim in a hushed tone, “ I never got to meet you. But from all the stories I hear from Dazai, you were a brilliant man. ”
Speechless, Dazai’s gaze leaves your back as soon as you begin to turn around. His own flush of blush began to sink into his skin, thinking over your odd interaction with his past friend. Lifting his drink, a warm smile met his lips.
“ Hey, how about a toast? ” Dazais voice caught your attention, lifting your glass to his.
“ Sure, what’ll it be for this time? ” Assuming it’ll be for your hard day of work at the detective's agency, it somehow didn’t surprise you with what he had said next.
“ To the Stray Dogs. ”
Dazais features held an enchanting smile, cheeks rose while a faint flush could be spotted. Not enough to notice unless you’re close, along with the lighting it was hard to point out. He seemed to genuinely be enjoying himself, just you— him and don’t forget Odasaku.
“ Before we do that, give me a second. ”
You seemed to confuse Dazai more by the minute, yet it seemed to amuse him the more you did so. It wasn’t common for something to surprise that man. It gave him a refreshing chill.
Still holding up your glass, you carefully reach over for Odasakus as well. Lifting it, both hands were now full. Your smile looked ridiculous at this point from the amount of sheer joy. It started to hurt honestly, but you didn’t mind at all. Preparing to have a toast, both glasses were held high for Dazai to join you on the toast in celebration. After a moment of silence, Dazai pushed his glass forward in the air. Hearing the clatter between three glasses, more nostalgia hit him.
“ To the stray dogs! ” / “ To the stray dogs. ” You both say in unison.
Mismatching smiles were viable as you set Odasakus drink back down before downing yours a little too quickly. Meanwhile, Dazai takes a small sip of his, feeling the burning sensation of beer rush down his system.
Both Dazai and you were always pretty close friends within the agency, maybe it was because you somehow tolerated his nonsense without having to smack him. He didn’t find you that interesting from afar, yet now he can never get that side glanced look out of his head from before. You were something he adored, something he found as a sort of coping mechanism from the pain he truly felt within his hollow heart. He never saw you as something similar to him, you were full of life, a flame that never seemed to falter or be brushed away by the gusts of wind.
A deadly nightshade in his system that refused to leave—no matter his aggression, you were always at his side. He’d push you away, he’d raise his voice and tell you how wrong you are when you make absurd accusations of who he really is. Little did you know, they were all true. Or were you aware? Was that why you never seemed dazed by his harsh words? Either way, he knew you both wouldn’t have the chance to get any closer. Always being caught up in work was a struggle, you were just like the rest of the agency. Just a stranger to him deep down— why did the idea make his heart clench? Was his body telling himself another story then he had thought? Truth be told, he couldn’t tell what his feelings for you had been.
“ Hey... Osamu? ”
The thought of falling in love with you was odd. But at the same time, just the idea made butterflies swell up within his stomach. You were incredibly strange, but so was he.
“ Osamu~ ” You whined while leaning closer to him, scooting your stool closer and closer without him noticing. Was he that out of it?
Finally snapping out of it, the feeling of warmth brushing against his skin caught him at a somewhat vulnerable point. Gazing to the source of heat, he came to the realization you were calling his name. But not just any name, not your usual ‘Dazai’ it was his first name that escaped your plump lips. A giant pout was adorned in your features as you lean closer to his face. He lifted a hand to the part where your breath hit his neck, feeling the hairs stand.
“ Hey, stop ignoring me- Osamu! ”
As his eyes met with hers, she started giggling. Leaning away from the bandaged man known as Dazai, she smiles childishly. Both legs swing back and forth.
“ Have I ever told you how beautiful your eyes are? They’re like yummy chocolate...” You chant to yourself and him. “ You’re so handsome~ I’m almost jealous! ”
This was not common for you to be so straight forward, and going by the sudden change in attitude Dazai could only assume you’d already gotten yourself drunk. Sighing deeply, he could only pray you wouldn’t be as much of a handful as Chūya had on his off days.
Speaking of which, either you got drunk abnormally quick— or he was a little too trapped in his thoughts.
Observing your every motion, Dazai put his drink to side calmly. Never once losing his composure, an amused smirk makes his way to his lips. Oh, how he’s going to enjoy teasing you in the morning— he can only wonder how many embarrassing things he could make you say tonight.
“ Thank you, I think you’re rather beautiful yourself. ” Dazai said, the smile remaining in place which only seemed to encourage your flirts unexpectedly.
“ You say that to every girl, ” You mutter, leaning closer to him again while squinting your eyes. Feeling a little light-headed, or did you feel heavier? You couldn’t tell. “ Your smirking is ever hotter... nngh, you’re so perfect~ how do women complain about you so much. If you value that double suicide thingy, doesn’t that just mean your that much more committed? To end everything with them? ”
Dazai decided to reply with a small hum, lifting his glass and taking a sip of his leftover drink. Yours meanwhile had been empty to awhile, how did you manage to get drunk over a single glass? Or did you get another without his eyes catching you? Frankly, he didn’t care, amused with the scenario at play. Something caught his attention though, you’d always disagree with his requests for a lover's suicide while sober. But now you’re complaining about other women not wanting to do it. Does this mean you actually wouldn’t mind going to such extreme lengths with him? God, he was in for a lot tonight. He could tell.
“ You always have a cute smile, you’re talented as hell— ” your speech was replaced with a small fit of giggles, tears escaping your eyes which mildly concerned him for a moment, “ You never fail to make laugh... when I cry, you’re there for me through it all. Maybe your ability is right, you aren’t human! ”
A small laugh escapes Dazais throat at your slurred nonsense, Dazai then enlightens you on his thoughts.
“ If I’m not human,” Dazai began, shifting his body to look at your questioningly, an eyebrow lifted while the other furrowed. “ ...then what would I be, Belladonna?”
“ An angel! ”
Did he hear you right? Was he, the ex-port mafia member— titled as an angel in disguise?
You almost seemed in awe at your own words, making it twice as amusing for him. Before he could even speak, you interrupted his thoughts again.
“ Osamu? Am I allowed to be in love with an angel? Can a human fall for an angel without consequence... will you leave me behind to go to heaven by yourself? ” You questioned him in an unsure whisper, fatigue showing more than the bright red flush coating your cheeks. Those half-lidded eyes gave you away, but you seemed to still manage to keep your consciousness.
Dazai takes a moment to grasp what your spiral of words meant, was this a form of confession? Did you feel that way about him, or were they meaningless drunk words? Surely they had to be, but something about your saddened eyes ... Dazai thought of it plenty of times and found himself really picking his words carefully.
“ I’m not any kind of angel, but I’m sure you’ll find an angel to love you someday. My true nature is nothing but evil, Belladonna. I’m sorry, I can’t be your angel— even if I want too...” Dazai apologized with a more sadden tone, smiling slightly as he brushed his hand through your messy hair.
Both your stools were sat so close, you practically could lean against him safely without falling. And that’s exactly what you found yourself doing.
“ But even Lucifer was once an angel... why can’t you be mine—Osamu, if you can’t be my angel... then... ” Lifting your head off his shoulder, your lazy hands lift to cup his face.
“ Be my handsome- my.. partner in crime, my own Lucifer. ” You mutter close to his ear, something about your tone was somewhat alluring and even seductive. Shutting your eyes tightly while leaning in, your noses brushed against each other, then as you tilted your head you brush your lips against his as if asking for some kind of permission- there was hesitation for a split second. Only for your lips to connect with his forcefully, that’s what sealed the deal. Would he pull away? You desperately held onto him, though your grasp was rather weak due to alcohol in your system.
An abnormal feeling in his heart appeared again, it began to pound in his ears faster by the second— even skipping a couple of beats. What was this? Why did he feel this way, he didn’t deserve it- so why did God bless him with you. Was there a god? If he agreed, would you be willing to go to depths of hell with him, just for some silly love? No, it was more than that for you. You had genuine feelings for him, you cared for the suicidal maniac. His eyes remain open during the kiss, feeling a presence behind you. That’s when he saw a distant light at the door of Lupins bar. There stood Odasaku, smiling at him.
Was this right? Odasaku once said Dazai would never find something to fill that void in his heart. Yet his heart felt like it could burst at any second, tears began to brim his eyes while Odasakus blurry image faded. As the first tear slides down Dazais cheek, he wrapped both arms around your waist, shutting his eyes during the kiss to enjoy you. Pressing your body closer with his than ever before, the kiss deepened. It was so incredibly sloppy, but it was perfect for all its imperfections.
Even if his demons were to ever return, Dazai would protect you just as Odasaku did for him. Odasaku saved Dazai from imaginable darkness in the Mafia, even if it put him through pain- he’s met so many kinder people in the light. Meeting a new world, a world more beautiful and full of colour,
Odasaku standing there almost felt as it’s own congratulations, not to only his hard work- but he was proud of Dazai. The tears pour uncontrollably while the kiss lasted for almost a whole minute. Both pulling away, they panted together- taking each other’s breath away completely. Pulling you into his chest, Dazai combed back your hair, allowing you to rest against him for a while in blissful silence.
He couldn’t let you see him tear up like this. All he cared about now, was his pure happiness. The idea of his lonely days being brushed away now swept away with the wind. He knew this won’t cure his pain, and it hurt to remember. So all he tried to do was forget that pain for a minute, allowing you to take over his mind.
He loves you.
And now that he understood the feelings were mutual? Dazai could maybe learn to be himself more often with you around.
After a while of his deep thoughts, Dazais bandaged arm around your waist relaxed. While your body fell limp against him, you were knocked out cold. Smiling to himself, Dazai looked at the bartender's familiar smile- it was the same person who worked there from ages ago.
Taking you out for a drink wasn’t a mistake after all, though the idea of Kunikida getting pissed with you two because you’ll probably have a pretty bad hangover in the morning at work is gonna be troublesome. Guess it’s an excuse to stay home with you.
“ I’ll be your Lucifer, as long as you continue being my beautiful Belladonna. ” Smiling gently to himself, Dazai began to lift you off of him. Slipping off the stool, he changed your position. One arm was beneath your knees while the other hoisted up to your back. Holding you close to his chest, he thanked the bartender and left the bar. Three glasses were left behind on the table.
In the morning, you woke up feeling sick to your stomach. A pounding heartbeat was left ringing in your head as you sat up in your bed, when did you ever return home? Struggling to remember what happened in the bar with Dazai, you throw your legs off your bed. Lifting yourself, you began to stumble. Suddenly a buzz came from your phone, tripping over your own feet you fall into your bed again. Groaning tiredly, you felt so weak right now. What in the world? How much did you drink last night to get like this... oh yeah- the phone. Lazily throwing your hand up onto your bedside table, you search for your phone. Only for someone else to take it from you. Lifting your head from the mattress, your eyes widen at the sight of a shirtless Dazai. Feeling self-conscious you then realize you were wearing next to nothing either. Suddenly your face bursts into flames, becoming a stuttering mess.
“ Dazai- w-we didn’t do anything bad last night did we? ” You blurted out, he took notice of your embarrassment and smiles innocently.
“ Of course not, we just came to your house and I helped you strip to sleep easier~ your body is incredibly hot if I do say so myself, Belladonna. Shame you hide it all the time. ”
“ You’re one to talk Dazai, always covered in b- wait... you stripped me?! ” more flush coated your cheeks, picking up a pillow— you threaten to throw it at Dazai. Almost I’m que, your head suddenly began to pound again, throwing the pillow at his feet instead.
Concerned, Dazai rushed out of the room to get you some water. Returning to the room to find you holding your mouth and stomach while hunching over, he could only worry more while crouching down. Lifting your head gently, he held the glass of water to your lips.
“ Drink it slowly,” he instructed almost like a parent or some boyfriend, worried about your health. He guessed the teasing must be saved for later, your health is a priority to him. Unless...
Following the orders, you grasp the cup in his hand while he still assisted with a simple task. It was rather endearing, who knew Dazai could be so gentle. The water went down smoothly, feeling a little clearer in the head at least. But then suddenly you felt it begin to come back up- dashing out of your room you find your bathroom.
Dazai chases after you, finding you hunched over the Toilet gagging. It wasn’t an attractive scene, in the slightest. But he found himself smile- remembering last night.
Kneeling to your height, his hand gently caressed your back. Soothing you slightly as you confuse to gag- he remained at your side through it all. As your system felt clearer it finally ended, lifting your head from the toilet bowl, you flush the toilet. Staring nervously back at Dazai, “ I’m sorry you have to see me like this, I hope I wasn’t a handful last night. I hardly remember anything, what I do know is it gave me a massive headache though. ” You curse out loud, head refusing to give you any mercy.
“ It’s alright, I know it’s rough the first couple drinks. ” Dazai smiles, it was so sincere you couldn’t help but question what lightened his mood so much. You weren't complaining though, it made your heart flutter. “ Not only that, but you said some pretty bold things while you were drunk~ ”
Oh god. You knew it was coming- the bastard was prepared to tease you for how long now?... oh sweet god.
Dramatically throwing his arms around him, he began to wiggle.
“ You’re so handsome~ oh you’re perfect Osamu~!” He teased, enjoying how embarrassed you got. “ Be my Lucifer! You muttered in my ear, ah~ Belladonna your way with words made my heart soar. ”
“ Shut up, there is no way I said all of that to you. ”
“ Playing denial now are we, my sweet Belladonna?~ want me to continue? ” Dazai challenged, it was all playful but it still had you fuming with frustration and embarrassment.
“ Do I even have a choice? ” You frown, feeling defeated. And while you complain, the small awkward smile and blush gave away your true emotions.
“ This time, you do. ”
To your surprise, his words took you a moment to understand. Looking at him disbelief, you saw a playful smirk- that smirk was way too damn attractive yet the dangerous intent was terrifying.
“ Just kidding~ how could I let a chance like this pass up? ”
Knew it.
“ Though, I do have a question. ” Dazais tone suddenly becomes more serious, no longer as playfully and happy-go-lucky as before. Leaving you confused, until he lifted you off the ground. Pulling you into a hug, you could feel his breath against your ear.
“ If all you said is true, would you commit a lover's suicide with me someday? ” The question seemed a little too silly but a part of you couldn’t turn it down at this very moment, maybe because of how serious he seemed while saying it.
“ Maybe?... ” You whisper back weakly, unsure of yourself.
“ Let me rephrase,” Dazais grasp on you became stronger until he pushed you away a little, just enough for you to be face to face. Holding your shoulders, his arms snake around your waist instead in a split second- eyes staring deeply into yours.
“ Will you be mine? ”
In reality, he was just repeating what you had told him many times during that drunken state, but the fact he was the one to ask you out here in your home? You could faint again. Nodding with a small smile, you tried to hold back a stupid goofy grin. With that response, Dazai holds you close to him, his arms felt so secure- you couldn’t help but relax under his touch.
You two finally were official, and you were both finally happy. He found his reason to live and even received Odasakus approval. But it wouldn’t end at that, oh no.
“ You know this isn’t saving you from my teasing, yes? ” Dazai chuckles, sending shivers down your spine while expecting only the best of the worst for your fate. You were defeated, but the happiness distracted you from the cruelty of his future teasing.
“ I wouldn’t have it any other way, Dork. ”
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smoochi-dazai · 4 years ago
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lowkey-yyy · 2 years ago
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I saw your post about wanting BSD hcs, so....... okay here's one that I've got about Dazai and Kunikida.
As part of a way to keep his hands busy when he's upset/nervous, Dazai started doing origami, and got super good at it. He can make almost anything, either by memory or from scratch, and in record time. It engages his mind enough to keep overthinking/intrusive thoughts/etc. to a background noise and his fingers busy so they don't go for sharp objects. He finds he likes it, and starts making things for people, such as a butterfly for Yosano or a succulent for Kenji.
But mostly he loves making thing for Kunikida. He leaves creatures on Kunikida's desk, or in his coat pockets, or slipped between pages of his notebook. Sometimes little notes are written on them, sometimes not. Kunikida has a veritable army of origami creatures, and he keeps every single one of them. Dazai is very amused by this, and just keeps on making them and leaving them places. Kunikida finds it endearing and adorable.
I love this so much omg,,
Y'know the video of the rubber ducks multiplying ?? I can imagine Dazai doing that to Kunikida and Kunikida just has like a bucket of little origami animals, Kunikida cannot escape the origami and Dazai is a determined man, it would soon become a hide and seek game of random little creatures hidden for Kunikida to find on his breaks, everyone watches curiously and bets on if he will find them all before he runs out of time.
ALSO imagine he tries to confess with little origami hearts and flowers for Kunikida and no one else, everyone thinks its so obvious and sweet but Kunikida is just oblivious even though he feels the same. Dazai even starts texting hearts just trying to be obvious and Kunikida just has the most romantic little gestures and intricate scenes but he just doesn't get it.
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smoochi-dazai · 4 years ago
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Hello there, can you do headcanons on how Atsushi, Dazai, Kunikida and Chuuya would react if they found out their fem s/o could sing opera? Like she’s not a professional, but she is self taught and has a powerful soprano voice and she sings Carmen’s Habanera like an angel basically? And they find out through her singing in the shower, through karaoke, etc. If you want to do this imagine thank you! 🙏💕🌹🍷✨
✿ “  Love is a rebellious bird ” ✿
—> Bungo Stray Dogs, Atsushi, Dazai, Kunikida, Chūya + PM Dazai | Reader
—> Sweet | hcs
—> Description | Atsushi, Dazai, Kunikida and Chūya react to a s/o who’s a talented, self taught opera singer. 
+ I’m not sure how this turned out, sorry for taking so long <3 This is my first time writing for Atsushi, Kunikida and Chuya so i was super worried. TwT
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Nakajima Atsushi 
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✿ Atsushi along with his s/o lived together, similar to Kyōka - Dazai suddenly roomed these two together with some kind of scheme. Using a cover up of keeping her safe, even though the s/o was plenty able to protect herself.
✿ The least Dazai expected was for these two not to start dating. It had been a couple months time before they even developed some feelings, but the love was intoxicating the air. 
✿ Eventually becoming more affectionate publicly, small kisses on the cheek, hand holding- it was all some cute puppy love. Forming into something more genuine.
✿ While his s/o were roomed together with him, it wasn't uncommon for Atsushi to be out of the house at work. Or the other way around while his s/o still searched for a job.
✿  Thankfully Atsushi recommended to be an assistant at the ADA, if his s/o had no interest in all the violence and fighting as a proper member. 
✿ The day Atsushi was first introduced to his s/o’s powerful voice for singing was while she was in the shower.
✿ He had towels for s/o and a spare change of fresh new clothes, but the poor boy didn’t want to interrupt their singing. opening the door ever so slightly, he put the clothes inside then shut the door again. No intension on invading his s/o’s privacy.
✿ Atsushi would mostly likely sit outside the door to listen to his s/o’s singing. It captured his heart honestly, poor boy was speechless. 
✿ Never had he heard such a strong voice, he saw you as such a beautiful singer, let alone someone who slept right next to him ?! he couldn’t believe his ears.
✿ Poor boy ends up being hit by the door when his s/o came out of the bathroom, now changed in light clothes and a towel over their shoulders that had been partially dampened..
✿ Atsushi stared at his s/o in awe. Unable to say a word he just stares at s/o for an uncomfortable amount of time. 
✿ Once Atsushi snaps out of it, he’s complimenting his s/o all day. 
✿ When I say all day, I mean all day.
✿ Atsushi had no idea you were capable of something so, amazing. He knew you were talented, but never grasped the fact you could control your voice for opera?!
✿ He wont force you to sing for him or anything, but every once in a while he may ask. 
✿ Overall, Atsushi was in love with the singing. He wouldn't question much, he’d be too busy complimenting it all. 
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Dazai Osamu
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✿ These two first met at the cafe beneath the ADA’s head office. 
✿ While the others were screaming at each other over work, Dazai left for some peace and quiet. The least he was expecting was a new waitress coming to his table with the cutest little smile.
✿ Dazai would do his typical flirts, asking to commit a lovers suicide.
✿ Each time he was declined, for obvious reasons haha.
✿ Visit upon visit, Dazai would show up much more frequently then the rest of his friends in the ada.
✿ They started to be on a first name basis which was a surprise, because even the ADA members call him by his surname.
✿ The day Dazai visited and found the cafe trashed up because of a group of thugs? he was beyond upset. s/o was knocked out cold on the ground, while the head of the cafe was clenching onto his hand that bled. 
✿ After the ada caught the ones behind the attack and taught them a lesson, Dazai offered to take care of s/o at his place. She meekly accepted his offer.
✿ Being around someone more casual was refreshing and new, the rest of the people he knew were always work busy and overall just rude to him. Stick in the muds as he’d put it. 
✿ S/o was gentle with him, always worried if he got injured- it was odd. 
✿ At first he began rejecting her, but she’d still come to his place with groceries and cook for him.
✿ Falling her her more and more, Dazai joked less about his suicidal tendencies. Becoming more serious with his issues, he’d vent to s/o for relief. Even when she didn’t say anything in return, it was still comforting. 
✿ Eventually these two started dating, Dazais flirtatious habits died off and he was always focused on his s/o. Some may say he was a bit obsessive, but Dazai was just afraid he’d lose what made him want to live.
✿ Their first date was simple, going out to town and just walking together hand in hand. They ate together, shopped a little- that was until he felt his s/o insist on pulling his arm, pointing at a building across the street. 
✿ Dazai thought his s/o was pointing in the direction of a pathway leading to a river.
✿ “ You want to commit a lovers suicide in the river? “ I never said he completely got rid of the jokes- even if they hold a little truth. 
✿ “ No moron! Karaoke is tonight !! “
✿  “ oh. “
✿    Pouting, his s/o dragged him to the building. Not minding that they were alone, she just wanted an excuse to sing for her lover. 
✿ Thats the night she first sung for Dazai- he wasn’t aware of her talent in singing before-hand so this man was in pure awe.
✿ Dazai leaned back in his chair, eyes never once leaving his s/o’s form when she sung to him. A smile formed on his features uncontrollably, the singing wasn’t any singing of a casual for fun. It was Opera- 
✿ He constantly wanted to speak up and say how amazing his s/o was, but stayed respectful. keeping his mouth quiet.
✿  Afterwards, Dazai showers his s/o in love. Kisses, words- you name it. 
✿ “ Your voice was so powerful, ah~ I could die! “
✿ Dazai claims that if it were to continue he may faint from the beauty, saying his s/o was an angel sent from above to take care of him.
✿ His s/o better be prepared- because the next day she goes to work. all the ada detectives were sitting down like usual, but that's when Dazai takes it upon himself to drag s/o onto his lap and start bragging about her. 
✿ Dazai tries to make her sing again, but the poor girl is embarrassed looking down at her lap.
✿ Overall this boy is all over his s/o, bragging to the world that she is talented as hell. Will often tease her for blushing when he asks her to sing for him. 
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Kunikida Doppo
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✿ This man didn’t plan on meeting the woman of his dreams for another 3-5 years as he stated many times, which would then lead to marriage. 
✿ But when you became an assistant at the ADA he couldn't keep his eyes off you, always coming with excuses as to why he’d stare.
✿ Dazai constantly teased him over this-
✿ “ Is it true? Kunikida has the hots for our new assistant?~ “ Dazai teases, only to be tossed away. 
✿ “ I am only keeping an eye for her for the safety of our office, plus she may need guidance around the office. “
✿ “ Sureee.. “
✿ He never planned on becoming super close to the new assistant, but the way she smiled at him always kept his heart fluttering. The determination held in her eyes whenever he gave advise, it was something he appreciated. 
✿ Unlike Dazai, she wasn't always on her ass. The potential love of his life was always on her feet, keeping her work a priority. 
✿ It got to the point, she was kunikidas go-to person for assistance. Need coffee? she’d get it for him, need to shut up Dazai? he is already out the window. She’d never failed to meet his expectations, a true blessing. Even helping his with paperwork became a regular whenever he was fatigued. 
✿ He never involved himself with romance, especially around work. But he couldn’t help but fall for you as time went by, dazai pointing it out made it more obvious to himself. he was changing because of his s/o.
✿ It takes a couple years to actually get together, this man is always busy with his work and ideals. So even though it takes so long, id say its worth it. He deeply cares for his s/o even if he isnt always fun and romantic- 
✿ The first time he hears his s/o sing was when they were off work for once, just resting at home on the couch. However, kunikida still insisted on working from home. 
✿ His s/o had to convince him to leave.
✿ “ Can you at least listen to me sing? I’ve been practicing... i thought you’d want to listen. “ 
✿ Sing? this was the first time he heard of his s/o singing. He never wrote that down, time to add it to the list of talents he figures out his s/o has.
✿ He was convinced to listen to one song, thankfully. So his s/o dragged him to the living room, siting him down as she sat in front of him. 
✿ At the start, he never once put his notebook down. Writing random jots in there about she could only assume- it was about her. 
✿ So while singing, she carefully takes the book from his hand, catching Kunikidas attention. 
✿ After the singing, Kunikida was almost in tears- nowhere in his notebook did it say his girlfriend would be this talented. 
✿ He’d grab her shoulders, staring eye to eye with her. It was an intense stare only to be glossy, tearing up. Explaining how that was so beautiful. 
✿ Overall, Kunikida is gushing over the beauty. There will be a lot of explaining as to how his s/o is perfect in his eyes. 
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Chūya Nakahara 
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✿ Chuya first met his s/o through the Mafia, s/o weren’t all that special. Just another person beneath him in terms of rank, he didn’t know much about them honestly.
✿ It wasn’t til he ran into his future s/o during a meeting with fellow executives and their leader, Mori. 
✿ S/O was playing with Elise on the opposite side of the room, Chuya was much more focused on Mori for obvious reasons at first. But then his ears pick up on s/o braiding Elise hair and humming for her. 
✿ Honestly it was pretty sweet, s/o was a beauty he’d admit. 
✿ Suddenly, Mori called s/o over. Advising her to follow Chuya on a mission to retrieve information from a colleague in question. 
✿ At first Chuya would question why she of all people would be sent with him, but that look in her eyes gave it away. S/O wasn’t any normal mafia member, her dull eyes still held a sparkle. Serious about their mission.
✿ Something about it was intimidating? 
✿ Its never right to judge a book by its cover, Chuya knew that. But he still couldnt grasp that someone as motherly as the s/o was capable of hurting even a fly.
✿ S/o was there to keep him under control, Mori was all too aware of Chuyas hot-headed approach to issues. But Chuya still was trustworthy enough.
✿ It became a regular for s/o to join Chuya on jobs.
✿ Turns out she was born without any kind of agility. She was the most human you could get, but that didn’t stop him from admiring her. She seemed like a mystery at first.
✿ S/O was capable of high levels of martial arts, even rivalling him. Though Chuya still would have the upper hand, just from having a little more experience in the mafia. 
✿ s/o would lure people in with her singing, then he’d deal with them.
✿ S/O gained the nickname ‘ Siren ‘ for her beautiful vocals, while deadly even without Chuya at her side.
✿ After almost a year working together, Chuya gained feelings for the women at his side. the feelings were mutual, s/o and Chuya were just too caught up in work to confess. 
✿ He would compliment s/o for a job well done, her singing was truthfully very alluring. 
✿ It was only recently where he found her on an empty bridge in Yokohama. 
✿ She seemed to be preparing to sing on her own, maybe practicing for future missions. If she sung on the streets she’d probably make more money then the mafia gave her. 
✿ Chuya kept himself hidden away in the shadows of night, watching his s/o who was doing small exercises for her vocals.
✿ S/O began to sing opera, which was new to him. Shutting his eyes, Chuya couldnt help but smile. He never saw himself dating such a talented young women. Someone to call his own. 
✿ Even when he’d murder someone before her eyes, she never once seemed disgusted. Never found herself question his motives, not even tease him for his outbursts. 
✿ He adored his s/o through in through. 
✿ When his s/o finishes singing, he’d finally reveal himself. out of the blue, his s/o would be pulled into a hug.
✿ “ That was beautiful, who knew i’d date someone so damn talented. Holy shit. “
✿ Chuya wouldn't bombard his s/o in compliments like others, it would be more shown through actions. A kiss on the head with his arms wrapped around her waist. 
✿ Chuya would be happy, alone on the bridge with s/o.
✿ Overall this man would get a little distracted on missions because of that beautiful voice, may have to snap him out of it during serious times. Be prepared for hugs, and many pecks on the lips. 
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✿ Dazai first met his S/O in Lupins bar, one night where he went to meet with  Odasaku for a couple drinks. He heard a women in the opposite corner of the bar humming to herself. 
✿ Having nothing to do with her, the smaller hums were relaxing to just think during before he made his leave.
✿ Frequent visits later- Dazai found himself showing up for her, more then the drinks. Often alone, he’d just come to listen to the women hum, or even sing sometimes. 
✿ She rarely properly sung in order to leave the peace at the bar serene. Having no interest in making someone uncomfortable.
✿ One day he visited and finally spoke to her, even praising her just for a mere tune that created a beautiful atmosphere in a normally gloom bar.
✿ Days on end, Dazai would insist on her singing for him. Free time? he’d be spending that time at the bar. He was often curious as to why the talented women was stuck at a cheap bar like Lupins. Yet, she never seemed to answer his question. So he left it be. 
✿ That’s how they end up getting closer and started dating. Visiting almost everyday to see one another- The women never questioned his often dull expression as days pass by. 
✿ Who knew she had been the single thing keeping him to hold some faith in humanity, or even himself. 
✿ As the visits became daily and they started dating, she often would leave the bar and sing for Dazai outdoors. It allowed her to use all her vocals, no matter how loud she may be. 
✿ Hums, small tunes, singing then- Opera. Something she always found interest in. Feeling confident to sing for Dazai after really knowing each other.
✿ The first time his S/O grabs his hand before he even sat himself down, he knew something was up. Rather it was good or bad had been the real question.
✿ “ I wanted to try something new for you “
✿ Dazai had no idea what he was instore for, but accepted it anyways. Sitting himself on the ground crisscross. 
✿ That was the first time she had sung an Opera for him. It was purely her voice, no instruments in the background or some music video online. It was live, right in front of his eyes. 
✿ Boy was this mafia executive in Awe. His S/O was beautiful, and not just that. She was talented !! 
✿ Dazai being in the mafia hasn’t any experience in the world of singing, yes he often would hum random tunes through boredom. But her voice was so strong, and held control throughout the whole performance. 
✿ Once his S/O finished singing, Dazai was speechless. Eyes sparkling like a child as he stands up and grasps her hands. There was hardly space in between them, but he pays no attention towards that. 
✿ “ That was outstanding !! How’d you do that ?? “
✿ Honestly he didn’t give her time to answer his question, before asking a million more. Dazai was just in love with her voice, even more than before. It was stronger then any person he’s fought against. How could someone be so talented and it not be an ability or something?
✿  Overall this boy is in shock, he’s absolutely in love with the singing and insists on his s/o doing it more for him on the days off work.
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smoochi-dazai · 4 years ago
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✿ “ Hesitation ” ✿
—> Bungo Stray Dogs, Dazai Osamu | reader
—> BitterSweet | Vent
—> Description | A double suicide was Dazais dream, he finally found the women willing to do it with him. Hand in hand, they stare forward. Ready to meet their end, with one last breathy I love you. They would step forward until...
✿ A vent of some sorts. Its super late and i couldn't sleep due to some negative thoughts. Sorry if this is all over the place. There are so many mistakes that i just dont have the energy to fix. love you all <3 remember to smile.
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Hand in hand, a lone couple stood at the top of an abandoned subway railway hovering over a lesser populated river; no one in sights for miles on end. It was solely a night for these love birds, leaving the couple to drown in only their partner's gaze. Smiling weakly, both Dazai and (Y/N) shift their pained gaze towards their own feet.
It was late at night, beautiful stars hung above their heads. Shining positively even in the endless darkness of the night sky.
(Y/N) stared at the river beneath them, unaware of the watchful eye Dazai kept on her form instead of their surroundings. She was stunning to him, those beautiful eyes that seemed to resonate beneath the moonlight. Those iris’s were so dull of emotion, similar to the Dazai he once knew of in the past, even often to this day.
The silhouette of a couple remains connected, merely a shadow of the night. Without a word, they both felt themselves fall deeper into their thoughts. It felt as if they had already taken their last step, leading to a disgraceful fall within the cold waters embrace. Unlike each other.
Both sides, Dazai and (Y/N) have given into their fates. Even if they end it all, the couple will die hand in hand. They made a promise to be there for one another, no matter the circumstance.  
Accepting who they are, a mirror would still only reflect their imperfections. Both shattered pieces of glass, ready to sink beneath the sand after they are lulled to rest in the sweet embrace of death. There was a beautiful silence as their hearts began to beat rhythmically together. Hand in hand, one finally spoke softly.
“ Osamu Dazai. “
(Y/N)s voice, merely a whisper held a strong emphasis while allowing her lover's name to roll off the tongue. Almost afraid to even break the silence, she felt unworthy of saying his name.
“ Yes, Belladonna? “
Dazai's voice, his words came out smoothly. Pausing for a moment before speaking of his belladonna. Returning to his silence to allow his lover to speak once more.
“ I love you. “
Dazai felt (Y/N)s hand clench his, holding tightly onto him while tears began to build up in her eyes. Both heads turn to one another, realizing both of them were suffering so much. Isn’t this what they wanted? So why did both parties have uncontrollable tears flowing down their cheeks, dripping from their chins only to join the river beneath their feet?
Were the tears a symbol of their happiness? they could finally leave the hell of their lives and see what it is like in the afterlife. No, It was regret.
Regretting who they’ve become, regretting who they once were. A moment of silence gave them headaches, glancing at each other with a knowing look. It was time, time to shut their eyes and accept each other. ready to fall, (Y/N) shut her eyes. Hand in hand, she lifted the weight off her back foot. Relaxing her tense muscles, aching bones, in an attempt to soothe her soul- a smile forms.
“ 3 “
“ 2... “
(Y/N) paused, finding herself hesitate. Not realizing Dazai holding the same struggle. Both wanted the sweet relief of death, but at the same time wanted to remain in each other's arms. Laugh together at the café, work as partners in crime to defeat the port mafia. Even teasing the other agency members- everything.
“ 1... “
Eyes shut, she tried to cloud her vision with darkness, feeling everything ever to happen in her life flash in front of her. She couldn't escape it all. Suddenly losing all strength in her knees, (Y/N) began to fall forwards.
She no longer felt the warmth of Dazai's hand, opening her eyes while tears escape. Did he let her go to die on her own? Those futile thoughts are cut off by a pair of arms pulling her back to where she stood, wrapped around her waist, she then felt those familiar arms pull her figure into the owners.
The shock was all (Y/N) could feel, opening her eyes, she weakly lifted her head from Dazai’s chest to see him staring at her with so much mixed emotion is hurt. Pain, loneliness, overshadowed by the glossy tears in his eyes. The tears he refused to allow slip out.
The one who prayed for death on the daily... hesitated.
Dazai couldn’t handle the overwhelming pressure of his pumping heart, leaning down to lock his lips with (Y/N)s.
He tried so hard, but in the end, he couldn’t leave behind the connections he’s finally grasped hold of. His love for (Y/N), a troubled woman who accepted him for all his rights and wrongs. The promise he made with a dear friend of the past to become a seeker of good, a guardian for others.
The kiss was weak, only to turn into something more hungry. He felt so touch starved, grasping (Y/N)s hips as the young man pulls her even closer to his body. Her lips brought a sense of comfort to him, a powerful toxin to numb his pain. His sweet, sweet belladonna.
Finally breaking the long kiss, both parties were left panting. Sucking in as much air as possible, they grasp on each other as if their life depended on it. Dazai hugs his partner tightly, nuzzling his face into the crook of her neck; hiding his tears. Quiet sobs escaping his throat as a hand gently traces shapes on his back. No matter how much he hated it, Dazai just couldn’t hold back the tears any longer.
“ I- I couldn’t do it. “Dazai's voice was broken into pieces that his lover could hardly glue back together. None the less she simply smiles, putting his comfort before her own.
“ It’s okay, I too.. hesitated. “ (Y/N) mutters softly, afraid that a voice too loud could damage Dazai in this state.
“ I love you so much, (Y/N). I don’t want to ever think of losing our memories together. So please, stay with me and I swear I’ll give you a reason to live. As you do for me. “
Pulling away from her grasp, his eyes seemed to flare with confidence and contentment. He looked, sounded and felt so desperate for her.  Every word was nothing but honesty. Allowing (Y/N) to find a warm smile creeping onto her features.
“ I’d love to stay at your side, Osa. “
With those words, the couple were embracing each other once again.
“ Promise? “
“ Till death do us part. “
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smoochi-dazai · 4 years ago
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I’m Mafia Dazai on the inside, and dead apple dazai outside? Well. That’s— interesting.
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your tumblr avatar is who you are on the outside, and your discord avatar is your true self
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xxxsoukokuxxx · 4 years ago
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18. wiping away food from someone’s lips for Dazai 💕 love ya!! I hope you enjoy these requests 😊
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18. wiping away food from someone’s lips
Bungo Stray Dogs, Dazai Osamu x reader
physical affection prompts
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A bright canary Sun hangs at the center of the azure blue sky. It was a sultry summer afternoon, with a slight breeze accompanying it. The apartment that both you and Dazai shared was getting quite stuffy and humid even with the windows open. Unfortunately, there was no fan let alone an air conditioner. It was supposed to be a relaxing day off for the both of you but apparently the weather and it’s heat had other plans.
You were lying on the couch with Dazai, wearing something cool while fanning yourself with a magazine you were reading. All of a sudden he springs up and startles you. “We should go out and get some refreshing ice-cream! I’ve heard of this ice-cream stand that has a ton of different flavors. I scream, you scream, we all scream for ice-cream!”
You loved that innocent grin that spread across his face, his childishness as well as when he gets excited. In all honesty, it was adorable. 
“And we can enjoy the cool breeze while taking a walk there” he says suggestively. “Sure, why not? I would really like something refreshing, especially if it’s ice-cream.” you say with newfound energy.
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You both stride along the pebble colored pavement, hand in hand. Enjoying the cool breeze, while you both think of what ice-cream flavor your’e going to choose.
Not too far away, you spot an ice-cream stand, with lime green, pineapple yellow, watermelon pink and plum purple patterns decorating it. The ice-cream stand had summer colors and stood out. Once you both arrived there, Dazai let you order your ice-cream first. You went with your favorite and as for Dazai he also went with his favorite, chocolate flavor. 
You both take your ice-creams and go sit on a near-by bench. Taking a lick at your ice-cream, a little bit got onto the corner of your lips without you noticing. “Thank you, I really enjoyed the walk and I’m certainly going to enjoy this ice-cream.” you say happily.
Dazai faces you and slowly starts to lean in. Part of you is thinking perhaps he’s going to kiss you? But then his calloused hand is placed on your cheek and his thumb swipes away the little ice-cream that was on the corner of your lips. Blushing, you stare at him nervously as he giggles. You feel embarrassed as well as flustered. “You certainly are enjoying it, all right.” he says smiling from ear to ear.
You puff out your cheeks and pout, still feeling embarrassed. But nonetheless you still love his giggles. You laugh it off yourself as well. He always knew how to make your day.
Maybe this afternoon did turn out to be relaxing and enjoyable. Humidity and all.
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Thank you for requesting modest! I enjoyed writing this, it made me giggle somewhat. I hope you like it! If it’s not what you wanted, feel free to request again! I wish I could get ice-cream with Dazai
Note: image created by @smoochi-modest
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sonder-paradise · 3 years ago
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Ooooo, if you can, could you recommend some fics for Akutagawa or Atsushi? I hope you have a good day and thank you!
Of course! I can't say I've read many Akutagawa or Atsushi fics and I'm sure there are better recs out there but hopefully these will help :D And you have a wonderful day as well <3
Akutagawa:
"I hate it! I hate that I love you!" by @/xo-cuteplosion-xo
Genre: Enemies to Lovers
Pairing: Ryunosuke Akutagawa x GN!Reader
Review: Wah enemies to lovers is always a good trope and I adore how Lu wrote it!! Plus Soft Aku at the end is *chef's kiss*
The Sound of Silence by @/whorefordazai
Genre: Fluff, University AU
Pairing: Ryunosuke Akutagawa x GN!Reader
Review: Rai always impresses me with their writing and her characterization of Akutagawa is so wonderful T^T Plus I'm a sucker for a good AU.
Bare Touch by @/smoochi-dazai
Genre: Fluff
Pairing: Ryunosuke Akutagawa x GN!Reader
Review: Goddamn something about Soft Aku makes my heart just go ksjfksjfks but I love his character in this one and his interactions with Reader are just the cutest~
Cherry Blossom Bliss by @/xxxsoukokuxxx
Genre: Fluff
Pairing: Ryunosuke Akutagawa x GN!Reader (request says female but I'm pretty sure no pronouns are used)
Review: I wanna go cherry blossom viewing with Aku too T^T It's so precious and just good for a little quick read when you're soft
Fragments by @/kyuus4ku
Genre: Fluff
Pairing: Ryunosuke Akutagawa x GN!Reader
Review: I almost wish I found Ryley's fics sooner because all of them seem so beautiful and just so delicate T^T I love Akutagawa in this one more than anything-
Atsushi:
Cold Coffee by @/nameless-shrimp
Genre: Fluff, University AU
Pairing: Atsushi Nakajima x GN!Reader
Review: I don't think I can go through one of these without mentioning Shrimp but she seems to always have a fic that captivates me and this one is one of them <3
Muse by @/hanazou
Genre: Fluff, Comfort
Pairing: Atsushi Nakajima x GN!Reader
Review: *chokes on how beautiful and sweet it is* A personal favorite and honestly most of @/hanazou's work is just jaw-dropping :0
retrouvaille by @/starglow-xx
Genre: Hurt Comfort, Fluff
Pairing: Atsushi Nakajima x GN!Reader
Review: Lowkey childhood friends to lovers with a beautiful and eloquent message about taking care of your loved ones. I'm in love with how soft it makes me
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smoochi-dazai · 4 years ago
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Thank you for tagging me @cherrycolaxo !!
I honestly am not surprised I got this.
Tags | @sweet-cynical-writer @soukokuwu @i-am-a-bastard @akutagawasbitch @muffinmots @writing-for-me-at-this-point @straymackerel @skateme2yokohama @dazedbydazai @sickdazai and anyone who else would like to join 💕
Don’t gotta join, just thought it was some good fun!
WHICH FANFIC TROPE ARE YOU?
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